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The episode starts with an introduction to the show, featuring tarot readings and open discussions. Psyche shares his experience visiting Alisa Jordan's stream and interacting with her audience ▶ 2:48. He also talks about his personal life, including his voting history and his relationship with his father, who passed away about a year ago ▶ 7:52. Psyche expresses his emotions about his father's passing and how it has affected him ▶ 10:36. Another speaker shares their own experience with their father's health issues and how it's affecting them ▶ 11:13. The discussion continues with personal stories and connections between the speakers.
The episode appears to focus on themes of personal connection, relationships, and emotional expression. Psyche's sharing of his personal experiences and emotions suggests a pattern of openness and vulnerability on the show. The discussion between Psyche and the other speaker about their fathers' health issues and passing away continues the pattern of sharing personal stories and emotional connections.
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mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the rhym yeah yeah yeah
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wo Psych is that you is that you good sir yes sir what's up what's up Trevor how was uh how was Alisa Jordan I know you ended your uh last stream and uh you were headed over to Alisa Jordan's to yeah to enjoy her entertainment how how
was that for how was that it was good um like she was um like when I went over there like you know she was that like a see what was she doing she was sitting at like a little r table like they're having drinks already and um and then she with this older woman Stephanie and then then when I then I fell asleep for a couple hours I had like a little a little nap and I woke up and like they
were um there's this black guy riding on a bicycle and like they were getting him to sing I think he's still on with them like her shows still going on but um yeah it it was fun though but yeah I uh and uh her her so I made a joke in the chat and I was like oh because like the guy was like Lisa was dancing with this guy and so was her assistant this older
lady he was like grabbing her butt and stuff like that the older lady and I was like I was I was like the lady's name is Stephanie I was like Stephanie did you ever think that be the you'd be a backup Ganer to like a black G gay guy at this at this time of your life and then um at least his producer J is like she's like she's like she's like like well I thought you were by to me she's like and and and I was like no I'm very gay she's
like well I wonder why you would say that like he was gay and sounds very judgy I don't know am I allowed to say gay am I allowed to say someone's gay I'm not sure I am gay you know it's like yeah of course of course if you feel like someone's gay just uh just say it say go ahead no no no that's what but
the world today is like so like where I get one time this guy was like on he was on a his sh his name is I think you would like this guy his name is Lan um or his name is Ray he's a really good-looking black guy from like Southern South Carolina North Carolina or something and he like streams in his underwear basically but he'll sit there and like he was on a he was on like in in like a Venom costume like a full like skintight Venom costume like on like on
like omigle or something or monkey or something trying just talking to people and there's a lot of weird people on that site and like there so there's like some transexuals obvious ones and I would just keep pointing out like is that a trans that and so one of his mods is like oh what's your problem with trans people I like I don't have a problem with trans people I I'm like I'm I'm in the LGBT they're like so like it's like it's like not even gay people can like say anything about gay people
anymore it's like the world's gotten so sensitive right oh say whatever the you want say whatever you want hey hey Trump Trump's our president again we can say whatever we want we can say whatever we want it's all good but you one of
those gays for Trump no no I haven't I haven't voted for President since 2008 2008 when I was uh I was 20 years old I voted for Barack Obama because I was super young and that's what all young people were
doing that's the only president I've ever voted for and that was 2008 I haven't voted for a president I don't remember if I voted for Obama in the first election because I remember vaguely I was I was at I was working at this place around 2008 I remember vaguely like going to vote or something like that I don't remember but
my dad um he would get my little voter absentee voter booklet in the mail and then he'd like take it to lunch he's like okay sign here like you know you're voting for Trump so and I think my last official vote was probably for Trump but just CU my dad just wrote wrote it in and I and I do remember voting for John KY I think and you know versus oh did
you really yeah because he was against Bush I think it was like Bush or bush versus second term second term second term right second term yeah and Bush was so so anti-gay it just like annoyed me like how like he just had these anti-gay policies always and he was undoing all Bill Clinton's stuff and stff like that ultimately it's like you know we got the
game marriage vote and stuff like that that's so funny my uh apparently I'm not sure back then John KY was campaigning somewhere here in Michigan and somehow he ended up on the John krey he ended up on a construction site where my dad was working and uh yeah my my dad shook
hands with John Carrey and my dad always brings that up to this day yeah I met John Cary I shook hands with John Cary but uh yeah my dad always brings that up I voted for him son I voted for him because he shook my
hand yeah I I haven't voted for a president since uh 2008 that was the only time I've done it my dad was Trump my dad was like so into Trump like um you know my dad passed away but he was like he would be so excited right now that Trump's back in office and he just loved like the Trump the four years that
Trump was in and he just like could not stand what's his name John car not John krey right is that President John krey was it is the President John krey Biden Biden Biden was the last guy I totally for I don't yeah that's how much I like pay attention to politics I barely know who when did your
uh if you don't mind me asking I I have a close relationship with my dad when did your dad pass away if you don't mind me asking um about a year ago think little little probably I think in April it'll be a year you know it's like that's so it was like you know um very UNT you have a close relationship with him yeah like U he he moved me back down
to this area like to be closer to the family and he would like when when I like he used to when I lived further away I Liv like an hour drive away he would like come by like maybe once a month and we go to FIP Bays for French dips and like downtown LA or like you know little restaurant but then when when I move back down here he's able to come see me like almost every week and we just go to lunch we go to um there
place called Joe's around here a little breakfast spot like you know he loved that and then we would all he Lov to get good sometimes we take me to McDonald's you know sometimes he take me to a really nice restaurant and then sometimes um we were going we're doing this like they have a burger deal like at this place called Hennessy um and it's like two for one you know lunch like burgers and stuff like that and it's really good he'd love that and stuff and it was just like and then it
was you know he was like he came to my last birthday or my birthday last year in like January and he was like I think like you know he was keeping some stuff from all all like he knew more like he was not feeling well and stuff like that but yeah then in like late March he like we all got called to the H like because he was having like you know surgeries and like this and that like in bladder
problems like like bladder infection and stuff and um you know had a catheter for for some time and then and then he was that he was hopeful he was going to get better and then like late March um everyone gathered and we and like he had like some rare form of cancer and then within two weeks he was gone you know he hat he didn't like um at the end like because he was like you know he was in
his bed with like full full nursing and stuff like that um you know helpers and stuff and he he just like he was always like the man he's always like you know he he was a Gemini okay he was a very very smart very communication like a lot of communication very good with words and stuff and very very like kind of like a like he just had he had a lot of people that like loved and respected him
and like you know he did a lot of really cool things and you know hey yeah so yeah that was it was really it was really tough and like it that hasn't been the same s and it's like um you know my dad he was always had my back about a lot of things and helped me out like more than I even you know I even should be helped out right you know and uh so he's gone and it's like and it's
difficult you know it's like um it's still difficult but I know like you know it happen you know usually happens to you know everyone will lose their parents someday and stuff like that but it's just like he was just sucks though it sucks though it really sucks it happens to everyone but it but but but it still sucks it still sucks I'm uh
that pretty much what you're saying verbatim is what I'm going through with my dad right now my dad is 60 he uh he has tons of health problems and his kidneys are failing him and he will not talk about it he will not talk about it and he still
he still works full-time and everything and he's like son whenever I Dro dead I'll drop dead that's just the way it's gonna be and it's like well I mean it's gonna wreck me I mean I mean can you think about that how it's gonna just completely destroy me I'm really close to my dad yeah we we are like the exact
same person me and him same sense of humor same everything but uh but no I can't relate to what you were saying about your dad that's uh I'm going through that right now and I I think about it all the time but guess my dad was 80 my dad was 85 when it happened you know and he was he
was 85 and him and my mom been married for like 40 years I think it was like no no for 50 50 years almost 50 years 45 years 50 years like just like and uh and yeah and it's like so then he he also he worked until end like he was like still always going OPP like just like so active you know till into his 80s and
also probably like 15 years ago maybe 20 years ago um he had a you know he had got NS with prostate cancer and and he thought he was going to go then you know and it's like but he was able to they caught it in time where they did they did a surgery and stuff like that and so and it's like usually you catch it in time you know it doesn't spread and stuff like that but this one was too
late and uh you know it's like um so it's just you it's terrible and but you know if you believe in the spiritual afterlife you know that our loved ones can like be watching um from um from you know behind the scenes and things like that and maybe and giving us help maybe they can help us in different ways as the spirits but you know or maybe um you know he really loved life and stuff like
that I just think he like if there's reincarnation he's probably already reincarnated and gone on and stuff like that um yeah how did your dad feel about you being gay how did your dad feel about that he was always my my dad is like you know he loved Hollywood he loved he loved he loved um you know
Musical and like stuff like fan of the Opera Li is the Rob he loved like movies like um you know have gay thing he would he would he just did not care at all you know he was like as soon as I came out of the closet like myom I told my mom I thought I was bisexual I think I was 14 years old or something 13 or 14 and I was pretty probably pretty pretty obviously gay you know but my mom told him and then he came and then they
talked to me they're like oh just know we always love you and like it will never change anything we'll always protect you and everything and he also like he felt like he understood like gays can have a harder life in some ways you know and like have more discrimination and like different different issues will come up with gays and other people right and so he was always like protective of me in that way and like when to and also when to make sure the whole family was like my whole
family is very supportive you know it's like I don't have anybody even like I even have like a like older brother who's very like is very um you know Christian kind of thing he's very like um you know religious and stuff and even he's he's uh even he's cool the whole family is cool and so yeah I'm I'm just very lucky though because not everyone has that you know we we also have like we've had
other gay people in my family like my my my mom's sister was a lesbian and then had like this um this cousin the second cousin or like he was a cousin or grand cousin or something uh he was like he worked for The Facts of Life and for Different Strokes in the 80s as a PA he actually like died by um he was in in Palm
boyfriend stroes yeah different stroes is that the Gary Coleman show yeah this is like in the 80s so so who was that who worked for a Different Strokes his name was Bill and he was just like I think he was like my my my grandmother's like he was my grandmother's
sister's son or something like that or no yeah my my grandmother's he one of my grandmother's brother's kids and so it's like he's my my grand grand cousin or something I forgot exactly but he was very gay and then uh and but he he he got electrocuted with his boyfriend in a pool when they're in their pool at the Home in Palm Springs oh no yeah and so oh
yeah and uh yeah my dad never made it an issue either my dad was always so cool about it he was like this is what my dad used to say son son I should have been gay too that way I wouldn't have had to pay child support my entire life that's what he would say I would if I would
have been gay I would have never met your mother and I would have never had to pay child support all these years which he he he was saying that jokingly but uh but yeah my dad never made it an issue either he was always uh he's always cool about it and uh but yeah yeah they would take me to like take the
whole family like you know we go to like movies and stuff like that and sometimes we go to like a game like not a know pornography just been a gay movie like you know there's one called Billy's Hollywood Hollywood screen kiss it had like sea Hayes from Will and Grace starred in it it was like I think before Will and Grace even it was just like you know and it's like so our family was just very accepting and we also also watched this thing there's a really good
documentary about gay Hollywood like how like how gays have been portrayed in Hollywood and how they're big part of Hollywood and stuff like that but you know in the like up until like the 70s well still now there even it's a Trope that it's like they would have like all these gays would be like the villain look at a Disney movie like look at okay so we have Ursula we have Jafar we have
um scar these are all like kind of LGBT LGBT characters actually um um the Ursula is based on Divine who was like a a drag queen with John Waters Pink Flamingos and uh and uh they they I think Scar's gay he's kind of like that know doesn't he seem kind of gay like
he's kind of like he was alone he was not married just blew your mind yeah Scar from White Scar from White what were you refering to Lion King oh the lion the lion I'll be damned he's a gay guy is that said
SC right Jafar seem kind of gay and like also in Disney movies like okay there's the mother always is like absent or dead or something like right that's kind of in fairy tales too but you know there's always something like you know Cinderella or Snow White um Cinderella didn't have a mother and then Tangled she she her parents like there's always this absent mother and then there it's called Princess programming because
there's the absent mother or and then there's the evil stepmother okay and then there's like um then there's like they fall in love with this Prince and then they like that that like and because they kind of Trapped and and it's like that opens their mou and stuff like that and so it's like all these women you know are programmed to be like find your prince find your prince the White Horse that kind of stuff right he had a pride of hyenas but he was a lion
yeah that was pretty funny huh the gay Uncle holy yeah am I blowing your mind guys because I thought about all these things a lot I've thought about these things a lot but also I trying to say hey hey can I just say uh I've never ever I remember seeing Lion King in the theaters when I was uh I was six years
old 1994 I believe it was I've seen Lion King when it first came out and ever since then the thought that scar was gay has never crossed my mind until you just said it right now so uh so go ahead and continue well no it's it's crazy like but it's like it does make a lot of
sense and it's like but also like I was saying like in Hollywood there would be all these movies and it's like and it would always be like the villain would be like sexual like the Silence of the Lambs right they have Buffalo Bill who's like in women's clothes wearing women's like you know they're always like this like weird gay like you're gay guy it's like but it kind of like made kind of like programs the society think oh these people are dangerous and stuff like that
there's also this movie I think in the 70s was about it was about this a guy that like just would kill gay people or something like that and he was like a this leather guy and just pick him up off the street he Buffalo Bill was so badass was the Hound gay and the fox I'm not sure I haven't seen Fox and the Hound in a while uh I've seen an interesting uh interview I cannot
remember the guy's name the guy who played Buffalo Bill uhhuh but he he uh he was saying how he did a lot of extensive like he went to different gay bars and uh he said he would uh and this is a straight man by the way the actor he said he would hang out with what he
called lady boys and try to just get the feel in regards to trying to come up with that character and uh apparently yeah he put a lot of work into uh coming up with that character and obviously he did a hell a hell of a job everybody still remembers
it but method actic remember Eric the like and they'd always say oh would you play a gay a gay like serial killer or something like and then he he' never want to play a gay person and then he'd always turn down these acting roles that they wanted him to be gay but in in the end I think he did they did make his character kind of like gay a little bit you ever saw you know
who am the is Right Howard Stern right of course of course and so um and like he he actually he did the show um he actually did this show it's like Mary mccormix series I forgot what it was called inlan sight or something like that and these famous lines from it like he goes Keys woman and he goes don't let the bunnies out and he's like and he's
like you can hardly understand like a word he says he's like the really yeah they gave him a few uh they gave him just a few lines and even then he didn't do also like it was really funny like in New Mexico he was supposed to do a show and like and so they had this the this guy like like the showrunner was like you know dealing with Eric like he had offered him the show his name was John Strauss I think
and I think he is a gay guy but Eric the in his he put He wrote this like contract thing where he's like he demanded like a you know a full limousine like he wanted he wanted a five star hotel he it was like not even the actors on the show like you know get like everyone's put in the same like basic Hotel he's like it's a very nice hotel but um and then he but then he was afraid that Johnny FR had told him that
werewolves were real and there were werewolves in New Mexico so he went in like from he actually believed in and Howard's like Howard's like Eric you know werewolves aren't real and he'd be like well Johnny insist that he saw on Wikipedia about how werewolves were real I think I think he took part in some project I think he actually did
take part in some project because the there was another ordeal where uh and I think it was just something Johnny frado came up with that was going to be funny for the air but uh they said that John Strauss breached Eric's
contract because he didn't provide Pepsi he didn't provide uh so many lers of Pepsi like I don't want I don't want Johnny to have to come like you know talk to about it you know he was like threatening it and everything
over yeah it's it's so funny if you look up uh if you look up Eric the actor and you look up uh grave in regards to where he's buried people leave people leave Pepsi there's like Pepsi left all over his tombstones tomb because of that
that's nice he has a tombstone I don't think my family doesn't really do Graves I think everyone's just usually cremated and stuff and like um like we don't like there's not Graves I don't think except for like you know past past older relatives my family doesn't really do funerals either we don't we don't like do Church funerals we like do like celebration of life kind of events and
stuff like that and you know and like we it's like it's like we're like it's more more positive and stuff like that but U yeah we we didn't we did my dad's celebration of life like I think around his birthday or something like that like it was like a few months after he passed away and then you know and we we did the
we scattered the ashes around around his home and stuff like that and okay I love you love your traveling chipsy thank you thank it's so much the whole celebration of life thing it's just so much easier to do especially because it's not as much as a financial burden on your
family in regards to the whole funeral possession concession and burying the person and all that stuff you can just you know you uh cremate them you celebrate their life you spread their ashes wherever and uh and yeah it's it's just easier to do it's definitely easier to
do my mom was like the last she's like the last of you know I have I still have like two aunts they're like the widows of like my some my uncles and stuff like that one on my dad's side one on my mom's side but everyone else is gone you know it's like and then uh yeah this year my aunt passed away um and then a few years ago my my uncle and my mom side passed away my dad's younger brother passed away before he did you
know and uh and he and he loved his and also one of my dad's Brothers his half brother interestingly who he grew up with a little little bit his half brother um because his so what happened was his mom was um was with this man and they had a son and then they got in a canoe accident or the the canoe overturned and like the mom and the son survived but the father died and so that
was in I think Ohio or something you know they lived back east and then she moved out here met met my grandfather and stuff and then um and then they had two sons and so but then she had her own like son from the previous marriage right and uh he grew up he was like brilliant my dad was like he was so brilliant he graduated like USC at like 16 years old or 17 years old or yeah USC
um he um he was really smart he like and he went then he like went to work for the Church of England he also went to taught at the University of Cairo in Egypt and stuff like that and um there's a photo of him I can I can try find phot and he's with the Pope and stuff because he was like um he was giving the pope a birthday present I I think I have the picture of this was
your uncle you said your uncle my dad it's my dad's half brother it was his half brother wow yeah and uh and he was like very he was a Canon for and he also he has he has books out and stuff like that he like about his speeches let me see uh his name is H his name is Howard I'll just show you the picture though the pope with him with the Pope um he
wrote a book called theological radicalism and tradition the limits of radicalism and appendices and there's a he was also he was a a British American born British Anglican P priest Theologian and an academic professor of theology I think at University of England I'll put his obituary real quick because this picture of the pope is in the obituary and he
looks just like my dad he looks a lot like my dad like a lot um let's see let's see if I can find it I'm not sure I can find it but yeah he was but he was very interesting person um let me see um I think there's here he
is oh look at him that that's him in the glasses yeah is that who were oh wow okay okay wow yeah that does appear to be the uh which pope is that Benedict Pope John Paul it really this was was at the Pope's 63rd birthday and
it says um let me see yeah well there's a huge article about him here but um yeah he this guy hold this guy did a whole Canon Howard yeah like this guy wrote a whole article I'll have to read this some someday like he wrot this whole article um about New Perspectives from emerging scholar um that's pretty cool that's
awesome this guy WR he wrote his doctoral thesis on him right and it says a leading economical figure within the Anglican Church specifically with relation to the Catholic church so yeah so this whole I got this whole like relation to the to the Vatican and the Catholic Church kind of interesting you know I um I didn't think you know I think I that is really cool that is cool
I was I was like I like I said something about Catholic church or something like that and I was someone like tracked Me Down on YouTube and was like saying like don't talk about that and it's like I'm allowed to I'm allowed to my family so yeah talk about whatever the you want there's I mean there's there's nobody there's nobody on YouTube who I
mean it's just the I mean I don't mean to I know you're rings to it with the stream and stuff but it's all horeshit at the end of the day don't don't take you know don't let anybody tell you anything but uh
well old uh old Francis old Francis he's falling on uh Pope Francis he's falling on hard times I guess our boy isn't doing too well so they might have to hey how about this how about stop uh a you
know getting popes who are like 80 90s 90 years old let's let's let's get a 50 year old that way we're not having to get new popes every five or 10 years let's get a little bit younger guy and uh and that way we don't have to
worry about popes dying every 10 or 15 years can we do that is that possible I don't know why we we need a pope really like it's like that's like you know basically it's basically like you know oh I don't know either I don't know either I'm just yeah it's I'm tired of hearing
about it really I'm tired of hear hearing about it about uh oh this Pope's died they got a new pope this that and the other every five 10 15 years just like with the royal family why the are we hearing about the royal family here in the United States I don't want to hear about that horor well they
still rule they still rule um you know Canada and like a lot of places and also they um like you know okay so there's like a theory about like well not it's like it's like the you know the world you know the there's a triangle like The Secret World Government but it's basically it says like the military branch is like Washington DC the financial um branch is like London England and then the religious branch is
like Vatican City and these are like the three and they're all these are all like you know District of Columbia is like like a district it's like kind of separate and like you know and then same with the Vatican it's its own it's its own uh own city has it own own rules and own laws and stuff and so pretty interesting stuff though I mean if you can also research the old popes and there's like a lot of popes that were just like so evil they just did these
really evil evil things like there were like there's about the black pope and all these kind of things but it's just inter it's kind of interesting to research there's some good videos on like um or animated like look up evil popes and stuff like that and there's animated videos yeah there was a there's a really good documentary out there about uh pas Pious
the the 10th or whatever the but he was the pope uh I think for like 30 40 years but he was the Pope during World War I and they always say he was the uh like he was uh like supportive of Hitler and Nazi Nazism and all this other
but I think in actuality he was just worried that uh he thought Hitler was going to take over the world and he was just trying to I don't know like hey you know don't don't don't off us too don't off us
buddy yeah no there a book called pink schwas and it's all about it's like oh it's like saying all the Nazis Were Gay and Hitler was gay I mean it's interesting book but uh um but and but it does but there was like a high ranking like gay Nazi let me see um and like he worked he was like
you know let me see if I can find it his I know who you're talking about it's the guy who uh pretty much created the SS I believe that's the guy who pretty much created the SS and uh I think Hitler knew he was gay but yeah you know Hitler uh Hitler Let It Go for so long
and then at some point something happened to where like Hitler's like just like Hitler did with everyone Hitler got a bug up his ass so he's like okay time to execute this guy you know in typical Hitler fashion like Snap his fingers 1928 in 1928 the National Socialist
Party you know what that that that that stands for right I don't want to say the Nai word said responded negatively to questionnaire about their view of 175 and declared anyone who even thinks of homosexual love is our enemy National Socialist politicians regularly ra railed against homosexuality claiming it was a jwi conspiracy to undermine the German
people all of it is you know it's like it's a whole conspiracy they promised to have homosexual sterilized if they took power yeah isn't that scary like imagine that they said that today like they're like oh what's up Jerry Giza Plateau cities complex under oh sky sky ground penis radar that Alex Jones be a sky ground penis water dare yeah there there
was something with that with that guy to where I'm pretty sure if I remember correctly he had a big part the the gay Nazi he had a big part to do with creating the SS and he was like a really powerful figure to where I think I think Hitler knew he was a gay guy but I I
don't think he wanted to mess with it at the time and then something happened to where like I said Hitler got a bug up his ass so he's like okay time to execute this guy there's also yeah it says it said Hitler or sorry hit L had Rome along with most of his close political friends un alive during what he termed the night
of Long Knives and the propaganda claimed why did you spell it out why' you spell his name out what was that about because I think it's like the algorithm I don't know I'm not I like I don't oh am am I not supposed to say that name Christ Almighty I don't know if it's not loud or not but I just know it might have an effect on the algorithm and it's just like just a weird
algorithm oh boy I didn't know I'm sorry I didn't know you're okay I'm just sabotaging your stream without realizing I apologize so so I'll spell out his name for now on too I'll spell out his name too we can say his you can say hist or you know you can say him him or something hey can we call him can we
call him uh like like as a cute name like Addie yeah you know what I mean like his old Dy do that's pretty funny Lena wants to read real quick I just want to do a quick read for Lena okay so Lena we have the sun okay this is like very like positive energy right
now there's like a lot of positive energy the sun I think I think after maybe a long night dark dark night like the sun came out and it's like and so it's just like I see a lot of warm energy right now around you like you know and wish is being granted it's like the most positive card in the deck basically called okay also I got for you also the devil card too okay so this is like you know I don't know if there's
okay Capricorn Aquarius I'm getting Capricorn Aquarius energy okay but um this is just means like don't be attached to your lower self and you know be careful with contract I think he's like writing something looks like a pen almost but it almost seems like kind kind of contract or something like that you know just examine it carefully I would say also like don't be um with your lower self but also I see this 10 of cups is like also like 10 of Cups and
the sun are like two of the most positive cards in the deck this one's just like long-term happiness and stuff like that so maybe you can even work with the devil on having some of these on having some of these things but yeah but work with God too right it's like you know we we deal with the world um yeah I'm taking questions that's for you Lena that's those three cards were for you okay or if you want to if you have a specific question I'll do like I'll do another card for you too but uh yeah that's what the show's about cats tarot
open Panel um and so you don't never know where we're how's the cats how's the cat I see Trix is just having some having his dinner and like um Freo is inside here um is is Lenor around I don't see Lenor right now but uh they're all good you know I just haven't you know magic disappeared and then I I have another cat um the tuck that how do they get in
and out of your place you said they come in they come and go how do they get in and out I have a cat door I have a little um a cat door that was oh I got you carved in so they they have a little flap and they just can go in and out and like you know they like to go in the front of the house or like just around the property but you know Trix is like always inside he's like a little home body cat and then like Lola's a lot time a inside a lot Lenor is inside a lot
Rudy hasn't left the house I think since he got here you know U and so um but yeah they're all good they're all good and uh we're all happy you know I have a good dinner tonight to eat from I ordered last night from Buffalo Wild Wings I got the they're called Voodoo fries they're really really good and then um and a couple ghost pepper hot wings and and and I got a bunch of this
like fiery fiery grilled corn and it was really good I ate I ate all that last night though so I but I still have the rest of nice very nice you're eating like a king it sounds like I am I don't eat that much either like you know I'm very skinny but so it's like you know that that dinner like got last night will last me a few couple days and so it's not doesn't turn out to be that
bad of a deal you know you know because GrubHub can be expensive and stuff like that but it 20 bucks and it's like two days of food so that's pretty good for me and I feel like I'm eating like a king right right right and drinking yeah I've been uh I have I I thought I had two voodo Rangers
like I drank five last night though I must have had an extra one when I wasn't looking so I'm thinking about having something tonight or maybe oh you love those Voodoo Rangers you love those those are your favorite they don't sell those here in Michigan I've never seen them I've never seen Voodoo
Rangers yeah I I don't know so Lena asked a question about Victor will he ever actually like me I think there's a lot of stuff going on that's like distracting him or you at this it's like of activity a lot of like maybe he's everything it looks like there's a lot like burdened with something um and like I think possibly like you know after he gets over these burdens put puts down these burdens and stuff like that I
think he'll be more open to that it sounds like he's just busy right now um that your Hispanic boyfriend that your Hispanic boy C do I oh I don't have I don't have one but you know I did meet that guy SD monstro he's like a Mexican wrestler he he challenged I challenged him to a wrestling match he accepted um
he said for Content he'll wrestle with what you know wrestling moves I don't know I have I have a Mexican wrestling mask I bought on of Al Vera Street in Los Angeles right they have like a little Mexican perfect he like did he did a professional like Luchador classes and
stuff like that and he was on the other night he was like drinking like tequila in like in like a wrestling match and I think he like was kept passing out on stream and stuff like that and uh um but he was so he was very drunk and stuff like that but he was I can tell he was cute and I was like can you Flex for me he started flexing for me and I was like can you lift up your shirt and show me your and he like $100 but then he did it
anyway and and uh and he was like really nice and so I haven't seen him on stream since I guess he's kind of known through the panel verse and stuff like that oh Trevor by the way so my my my so everything's going good with like me applying for everything and like I my my my watch hours are like 7,373 or something like that I thought it was like 5,000 because it just gave
me the notification day 5,000 watch hours but now I'm at 7,000 already so my Channel's going pretty good you know it's like it's a little bit quiet tonight yeah excited yeah I've seen I've seen some of these streams where you have like six seven eight people on
panel and you seem to get H all walks of life which is good diverse uh diversity of people with but I do gotta say with the I've heard people say on your panel I'm not sure why we have to spell out uh old's name with everything
that's careful I'm being super careful about some words right now you're fine you're fine I I want people to say what they want I have basically like don't say like a hard N word with a hard R and like you know I I'll even say it's okay to say if they ggot if you call if you call me that you can call me that but not not other gu and uh and uh but and
also like no doxing and then there's like no accusing people stuff in the comments of stuff of crime or you know or just slander kind of stuff that's like basically my only rules other than that I keep unblocking everyone I keep like letting everyone back in for my Discord and here I'm trying to like keep it free you know I'm basically at freedom and stuff like that it's just like there's certain people I've told
several times to stop doing things and they don't stop doing them oh my gosh look who's back I haven't seen this guy for a little bit who's that Oliver Oliver is that you is that you sweet guys tell me if I get porn bomb or something like that I can't tell he's not coming to the C there he is I hope
Oliver comes oh I've seen this young man before I've seen him on the good times Channel and the other channels yeah how are you sir it's good to see you hey hey Sig psyche did you happen to remove me from your Discord I think Janet did I think well I
don't mean to call it Janet but it's like I did like I couldn't log into my Discord on my phone and so I like transferred ownership just for like a day and I was like and they're like oh we're gonna clean up your Discord and so they then they took out like 30 people like like 30 people got deleted and so I tried to send like but you're not banned and so just rejoin happen to notice I'll post I don't have the link or anything I'm gonna post it right here right now
okay I'll post it in the chat and guys if you were keep that my Discord everyone's welcome back in the Discord and stuff like that it's just like they're trying to like take V VOD vodka on a Thursday night I'll be gosh Dar I I've seen you I've seen you on the uh on the panels the good times panels
and uh all the panels I think I've seen you on all of them all of them do yeah all right I've SE notoriety oh yep I definitely recognize you when I uh I got my fans I got my fans out there what's up man are are thank you for watching are you like a do
you have a channel where you do this or do you just go on other people's uh panels well I sometimes I just do like streams or I'm like sometimes I do IRL sometimes I play games uh sometimes um but yeah generally speaking I'm I'll be joining other people's panels I mean I I haveed my own before but I don't I just don't think
I'm that good at hosting well I think I'm I'm better as like a guess well I think you know give it a try hosting is very different it's very different it is different and it's like I just try to like when I host I just try to like act like I'm on the panel too and like you know I try not to like be policing it too hard but I do have to yeah there's a Voda I do try I
do have to like you know Poland oh it's Poland oh okay beautiful that's a really cool bottle yeah there was a guy today in Lisa's chat this it was a black guy he he was like singing songs and stuff like that but he was like drinking like he bottle I think it was absolute vodka he was just like drinking pure absolute vodka
so I thought about you up nobody you know who dehis is what is it called dehis you know de do I know who that is or what that is I don't know I guess not no that guy that guy drinks um that guy drinks Ever Clear oh my
God I day no I um I haven't had anything today I think I was like super drunk last night though but Haven doesn't drinking Ever Clear straight up like tastes like gasoline is that what I've heard it wouldn't taste like G Dr really really bad for you it's really really bad's something called there's something called diesel It's 180 proof it's like
called diesel it has a truck on the front of it it's like it's like actually like gas and and I know Saint got really drunk on it one time at this guy what's this guy's name danger Ranger or something like that oh yeah y about yeah people were saying about Trevor they're like oh Benny said I'm allow back in the chat and stuff like that I'm not sure I'm not sure someone's
gonna ask if I can go back in Benny's chat like I know but yeah I guess you were here this morning right yeah saying got hospitalized I kind of remember that right I I saw the footage where he drank it and then he was like just jiggling like in the bed like like under like a big bird blet or something like that and like danger Rangers like how can you do that like how could you I told you not to drink this and he drank half
three4 of the bottle and S was like laughing hysterically in the bed but pretty cool yeah I did I did share Benny's Channel today you know guys it's like he's not like I I don't think I don't think he's I'm I'm blocked in his chat I don't know why I didn't do anything I didn't s isn't a person who needs s isn't a person who needs to drink it's
always gonna he's just the type of guy he's he's such a cool guy he comes out is such a cool guy when he's sober I'm sure he is but he's an absolute monster when he drinks and it's it's always gonna lead to nothing but problems so if he's if he's out of jail now and he
keeps drinking he'll just end up back in jail like it's gonna be a it's gonna be a never ending cycle with him does anybody know in the chat if Saint is out of jail now because I know he had that felony charge and several misdemeanors and stuff but then I saw like danger Ranger posted like him like recently like on live and so I I just haven't seen him live I used to be I was a mod for him for a while and for tri and for
Benny and stuff like that I don't I don't know why I get unmodded from these plac but they're they're all still pretty much cool with me Ben Benny was like heard Benny was like saying I tried to seduce him or something like that and I never did I never Benny wants I believe it Benny wants money Benny wants money if if you're gonna if if you're
going to be a mod for him he wants a constant flow of Don know that's basically what it is with bny I would TTS him all the time like $3 $5 you know and stuff and like he never I would I said I don Benny but it's like I'm not I don't really donot anymore like that I'm not even a member Channel
It's like because it's like it's like it just turns into like this weird thing like with CT these other certain people and stuff like that but uh it's like it makes a lot of problems yeah I think because people especially when people throw money at you they start to expect things out of you which is well that can happen that's why you know if you give gifts like you
give it without you give gifts without without expectation or it's not a gift what that's what a gift is exactly that's what a gift is a gift is when you give something not expecting something in return yeah I I don't ask for like you know it's like I appreciate donations but it's like I I love um I love booking readings and stuff like that or like you know that kind of stuff or like you know or or or tips for readings and stuff
like that but I'm like providing a service I do I am thinking about maybe doing the setting up the power chat TTS or something um but also I'm on my way to getting monetized so probably I'll just be able to I'll do the membership maybe membership uh with like more readings longer readings free monthly readings and you know I I'll do I'll
keep doing free readings and stuff I'll just have more more detailed ones and they'll all have emojis in the chat and you can just show your support of the channel and stuff like that but um you know who's good at making emojis you know who's good at making emojis um piranha piranha making emo pir's not piron's not happy with me anymore she left my Discord server she says that she
thinks I'm using cult cult like cult leader like tactics on my show and like that what what tell me what what what cult leader tactics am I using on my show like what like what exact I'm just so confused about it I'm like I don't even let me just well let me look at first that's just my feeling let me look up what are actually let me give you an
actual answer here but I agree I agree with that I I have to agree with that sentiment but let me look that up actually C like tactics they said cult like tactics well there are certain like when you're when you're a leader and you're and you manipulate your audience in a
certain manner that could be it I don't know but let me look let me you know sometimes I'll say hey let's go over to this channel what grock is grock yeah I've heard of that term is that like a like an alligator or something hold on I don't know no grock it's like a it's
theator a whatever X it's a Twitter AKA X's um AI okay they have an AI so you could just ask your questions okay cult tactics uh love bombing new recruits are showered with affection new new recruits are showered with affection attention and a sense of belonging to make them feel valued and accepted this creates an emotional bond and a desire to stay with
the group isolation members are encouraged to requ or required to cut ties with family friends or outside influences that might challenge the group's ideology this increases dependency on the group for social support and validation charismatic leadership figure of is Port as
infallible divinely inspired or uniquely knowledgeable this loyalty and obedience among followers oh so no there's more there's more hold on manipulation of information the group control and learn often discouraging
critical thinking or access to outside perspectives this can include censorship censorship rewriting history or promoting a singular narrative rewriting history like instilling fear leaving or guil questioning the group keep members compliant to
dissent ritual CH con indoctrination I mean let me hold on there's just a few there's just a few left these are these are these are I'm not saying you're doing this I'm not saying you're doing this I just looked up what the tactics are what are cult likee tactics I just looked that up so okay repetition and indoctrination rituals chance or constant reinforcement of the groups beliefs are us used to embed ideology
deeply into members Minds reducing independent thought US versus them mentality the group Fosters the sense of superiority or in exclusivity framing the out corrupt or unenlightened this group cohesion and loyalty exploitation pressure to give time money
or labor to the group often under the guise of a higher purposes can escalate to physical or emotional exploitation gradual escalation recruitment starts with appealing low commitment activities but demands increase over time as the individual becomes more invested making it harder to leave thought reform also known as brainwashing this involves breaking down
an individual sense of self through sleep deprivation confession sessions constant monitoring then rebuilding it in alignment with the group's values that's it that's it oh man what do you have to say for yourself psych what you have to say for yourself is like I don't I'm not trying
to push any belief on anybody about anything not trying to push any agenda I have I have no no thought in my mind about anybody else's relationships all I'm trying to do is just have a fun show like that's all I try to do it's like not about oh I have like this cult it's not I am the cult leader I got you oh I love you guys just I'm just curious as
for the answer to the question I I already told you what my kind of bias is and I don't know I do kind of think that that's what you do in some instances but that's the answer that's the answer those are those are actual cult tactics and if you if you you know if the shoe fist well yeah and also also you were saying oh um was the one point it was
about oh censorship and I know you excuse I know you accuse me of censorship oh Al manipulation of information the group controls what members see hear and learn I mean I'm not I'm not even considering that I'm considering other things yeah group controls M see he and learn often discouraging critical thinking or access
to outside perspectives this can include censorship rewriting history or promoting a singular narrative that's the one you're asking about well yeah okay so also guys and so also guys this okay maybe that's a cat cult okay the cats are in charge here we wor it's a black cat too mean I think uh more accurate I don't know if it's an actual C I don't think you're get
anybody to drink Kool-Aid I understand that no and I don't want so you're saying he's not Jim Jones Jones I'm not about like oh I'm I don't like I'm not about I don't like to control people I like people to control themselves I like people to like be here I'm not trying to like guilt people I have been through like a lot of different relations with people and people have like you know a lot of people have left the show or like left
the panel and stuff like that over over stupid things and stuff like that but it's like not like because I'm like trying to like be cult leader yeah a witches cult to boot yeah so yeah psyche wickens ter is my leader don't look into my don't look in my zombie cold eyes I know I love guys guys there listen but listen you know we do have to
be careful because there are there are a certain cult out there and there groups you will join and stuff like that that will be like you know even if you like work for a company you're always you have to always be considering your own thought critical thinking is something that that really is not taught in schools and I think it should be I went
to um like it was um I went to this middle school or I for it was elementary school I forget but they had this like program where it w it was just like super they were focused on making you think about like like think I don't know how to explain think about things like when you got in trouble you weren't just like you know kicked out or like you
weren't just like reprimanded they would like make you right like like reflect like actually reflect and like and like think about things I don't know how to explain it further but like there was like um I feel like this this you can actually teach people how to think critically and I think that's the most important thing I mean with Cults if you
think critically you won't you won't get wrapped up in a cult but uh but the whole thing about cults is the is the energy that all these people create it's it's weird that's crazy but also what I want to do is like I'm not trying to create a bunch of followers I'm trying to create a bunch of leaders I'm not even like leader not leaders promoting me I'm talking about I
want all of you to like have your own channel and like you know start your own panels and like I want to like make this panel thing like really big and like really like that's why I like brought all these people together from all all over that that was part of my strategy was like I'm gonna like go everywhere you have to you have to consider that um I mean I don't know there's there a
lot of um layers to this and you have to consider your audience right um You have to consider I don't know like um like right now you have like like for example right now you have six viewers oh yeah because we're because we're just having we're actually having an honest conversation and we're like whatever
you're reading cards yeah but when um when you when you have beat on when you have um whatever all these individuals uh Janet Etc uh and they they bring in their uh drama circus for lack of a better word then you have 4050 so it's like it's up to you if that's what you want to do yeah well like bring to bring in the viewers then you can do that and
I think that's what I think that's what people mean when they say like oh like oh you sold your soul or whatever like like celebrities will say that oh sold your sold your to The Devil in a way like let's met metaphorically you are kind of selling your soul because maybe it's not something maybe it's not something that you agree with but you're doing it yeah it's trading your you're trading
your your morals and stuff and your ethics for for money basic Soul For The Devil right or gain just gain bro it's the it's the same horeshit regardless of uh whatever stream I mean psych psych happens to be the stream of the moment but you go to Good Times you go to any other stream I mean it's the same
horeshit it's people talking about drama that's what people want to hear about that's what's popular I mean that doesn't make psych a cult leader like what the are we talking about I don't think what was being referred to not that well I don't know what I don't know what she meant but she was like she's like I think she's like I think you're practicing something I'm like well what am I practicing and she's
like well you're using me I can't speak for somebody else I can't speak for somebody else but if if uh the statement was cult-like tactics I just read a list of cult-like tactics and if the shoe fits you know yeah well guys and if the shoe guys you're
free free will and I I'll never affect your free will I'm never gonna like I'm never gonna say oh you have to do this or it's absurd to even talk about a cult what it's this is YouTube what the are we talking about right I know because he does cards because YouTube It's insignificant
is that what you're saying oh 10000% that's I'm sorry to tell you it's 202 YouTube has replaced tv YouTube is one of the most visited websites in the entire internet I'm sorry to tell you YouTube at this point no no it's not it's really not and some people will be
very happy to show you that it is very real unfortunately but um no it is not horeshit I disagree with that especially for you know some people take it very seriously I mean is it is it meaningless I agree yeah it's meaningless and it's bull it's not like the little leagues this isn't like the little leagues this
is on YouTube this is like one of the biggest websites in the world if you you could basically get um if you get 50 viewers 100 viewers you get a thousand viewers you can get hundreds you can get millions of viewers there's streamers here that have millions of viewers concurrent this is not this is not a joke yeah and people a lot of people not
take it like me like yeah guys about the unique people it's like I started the black sector I like I went to I was like with me like a straight sorry gay white guy I put the wall for a second one second get the guest I haven't met before say hello all right this is uh I
appreciate you let me on it was nice to see you s I've seen you around sir I expect I uh expect your opinions and uh all right you guys have a great night take care man Trevor Trevor's a great guest Michelle what's up not much cool hi I you was talking about the cult
thing and whated a lot of it is now in the 21st century is we have these computers families have left their families they've got distant so now they're trying to pull back and get close to other people again and this is the only way they know how and they're reaching out for love
understanding they need to Bent and they don't have anybody G tell you right now this is the worst place for you to do that it's exactly the worst place you can do it but people don't get that yeah right also not wor place the world because it's like it's like you can be anonymous here you know you don't have to ever show your face you don't have to ever like use your real name and stuff like
that you can be kind ofous event here right there I mean yeah you can be anonymous but like I was saying before like some people really want to make a make be a negative and you know even further to an extent that words can portray um so yeah you know people think that they're invisible or they're um un
un uh identifiable that's not true Untouchable people do people do that all the time but anyways right I wanted to answer he man real question not a troll you have your well spoke have something to say but this this is only this one time that's not true I I all the time I have um as to use your word well spoken I have well spoken monologues all the
time uh people often cut them out people often cut off these spoken monologues for the purposes of interjecting their drama or whatever so no I'm not taking it the wrong way you have to understand you my the my personality the the like really like for the most part I I'm polite to people I'm not rude to
people for the most part I'm a I'm like I'm I'm just generally kind I try to be I try to be unless you me over first yeah and um but but but when when you're a uh you know nice guy to use the word when you're when you're like really
polite to people when you kiss their ass nobody respects that nobody um appreciates that so the reality is that you have to you have to push a little bit you have to push back a little bit you know no the the I don't know it's it's just something that that I have seen because
I I uh like for example with psyche you know besides me trolling and throwing in a few Choice words I have generally been extremely polite to him but um this isn't something that I feel has been reciprocated and and I think that's a generality and I don't blame him I think that's just generally how life treats
you when you're too polite to people when you're justce to people generally speaking unless they're like really nice as well they're not just going to like reciprocate that right you have to like balance that a little bit and I would rather and I just want to add a little bit to that further i' I've been very
polite to you much more polite than I have been other people and last gentleman that left maybe could uh agree with that but uh a test to that but um generally like I I don't know go on well let me let me let me see what what he man is saying um true true I hear what you're saying that online trolling isn't for me
I'm learning that some is their goal well um people um a lot of people are are are trying to also be entertained here people want to laugh right um and a lot of times people don't take things too seriously and then you you have an intersect of people who take things very seriously and get very offended by
words um so I guess that's that's where the problems start but I think generally speaking as for these streams and I've like that person said I've been on many streams I am generally speaking polite to people when when people are polite to me when when people give me uh a respect I give them respect back generally speaking I'd like to think that I have a
good intuition for that but um what was I saying I mean I don't know dude I I like I I like to be polite I like to be rude I I mean I don't I don't I don't like to be rude I like to be polite like I like to open door like oh good morning how are you doing yes have a nice day whatever Etc things like that
yeah totally um but around these places people don't um really care for that people don't appreciate that people don't take you seriously when you behave like that so right it's kind of like it's kind of like um it's it's uh I'm
trying think of of another analogy sorry this is a bit long-winded but um it's kind of like um like if you are if you have somebody that you had problems with right like let's say you have some sort of conflict with them and then you become friends with them like that conflict kind of builds like a um a good
friendship it could right it might even kind of like signal but but uh but if you but you can you can do that right but you cannot go you can't do the opposite you can't go from being friends to then having a conflict to then having like a a like um I'm not
explaining this well whatever go on words that's okay but yeah Michelle you you you have a point about like like the cult thing and like the trauma bonding I think he was talking about trauma bonding like when you go through things with a person like just like the Stockholm syndrome you can like if people someone's taking advantage of you you can you can still fall in love with them and stuff like that and like bond with your captor or your kidnapper
whatever whatever it's called syndrome yeah and stockh CER happened when there was a bank in in SW Sweden and the bank they had this this bank robbery hostage situation but by the end of it like by the three days the hostages were all on the side of like the captors and like they're all and just like almost like um who's that um
who's that woman um the oh um the publisher um and her name was uh um you know her her family is very famous Citizen Kane is based on her family and and uh but she was kidnapped in the 70s by this cult and then she was robing oh Patricia Hurst Patty Hurst right if you heard about Patty Hurst she was like the Hurst Hurst publishing Heir and then she
was like all of a sudden she's like in a beret with with a machine gun and in like robbing places with them and stuff like that I think she might have gone to jail for a little bit but she was a victim right well what I was trying to say is anything can be a cult it doesn't have to be YouTube it can
be people meeting beside a stream it's just an organization of people a group of people meeting somewhere and them all doing the same thing and doing it weekly and that's all it is that's what a cult is is doing things the same way every time that is a cult that's like but that's like that's kind of like a job right that's like
wherever you go for work and stuff like that you're supposed to go under the umbrella of the organization with the leader with things they have to um you have to like transmit their their morals and stuff like that it's kind of like so it is like it's like you know and then if you get if you don't do the right thing or if you don't like go up to the fired right they can fire you
right but it's not but but generally speaking Cults won't fire you no yeah again guys it is it is early tonight people coming in it's just like 7:30 still you know we have people coming in you know oh yeah they're at Sam Man's right now yeah okay so Sam Man's streaming you know it's like maybe I'll like go and go say hi on his panel too but it's like guys you guys too if you
like Sam man like he's a different vibe than my show too but that guy that guy um that guy's interesting I mean um he's an interesting character he came in it's got to be a year now he he um he does like these like drama streams where everybody has their camera off they're
all like a bunch of like weird like um Discord types yeah I don't I don't know he when he first when he first came on he was like uh he really really really was like want wanting to do IRL with me because we both in New York City yeah but like now now I'm looking at his streams and it's like all he's doing is like talking about drama like this
person said this and that person said that so I can't imagine anything good would have come from that I know you you first started I told you we had a talk and I told you you when you started this you're going to have to take a lot of this with a grain of salt yeah and you that's where you're at right now you're going to have to brush
that salt off of your desk and mo your keyboard and get all this settled and go back at it head first I told you that you're gonna have to wait what does that wait I'm sorry what does that mean what do you mean by that what do you mean are you talking referring to Sig or myself like about like taking things as a grain of salt
and need to clean up stuff that you talk to Sig about that or or me I think you're talking to you but like what do you mean by that what I mean by that is like this situation people saying that he's a cult he needs to take that with a grain of salt don't go by what they're saying you go by what you're feeling you take it with a grain of salt I mean you're you're kind of but you're kind of
falling into the cult stereotyp part part of the tactics say that you're not supposed to question the leader no you can guys I'm not I'm not a cult so I'm gonna question and I'm gonna ask because I'm older than you so I'm gonna stand up and say no and I told psyche at
the beginning this was gonna happen yeah and guys I'm not going anywhere in the chat I don't know how people thought I'm not going guys I'm I'm I'm I'm just I'm not about to end I'm just getting started with this okay this is just getting started I just got this the the plane has just got off the ground a little bit right and so but guys Yeah question everything guys like don't
you have to agree with me I I'm not a person that has like my you know I don't what I what I think is like probably very different than what a lot of people think okay and it's like I'm not trying to get you to my state of mind I like the I like the diversity of people I like I like the total having different opinions and that's why I brought different people from everywhere over here knowing that it would be conflict and that there's going to be groups that
don't get along with each other and there be drama and stuff like that but you see when there's drama people are fighting usually there's a smile on my face not because they're because just I think it's funny because I don't think that they're really like fighting I think it's kind of like it's like it's like Jerry Springer in the way you know Jerry Springer was like they can like you know okay yeah he left but yeah
YouTube is a cold right yeah so this is not a cult guys this is but yeah P pyan did say like oh she thinks that I'm using these these tactics or something I have been through like I I think I told her I I've been through like um narcissistic abuse and things like that and so I know about love bombing and I know about these manipulation tactics
and things like that I I know them so I I so I don't use them you know it's like I just I use my any power I have is for good and that's what I also told Pyon I was like whatever I do I'm doing it for for good and she's like well that's what all cult leaders say so I can't win I can't win on the conversation I mean I don't know again she's not here to speak on it but I don't know I think she's she's an interesting character herself I
think she's very much a troll again I know py has a I know like he has a good heart and I told him in the beginning a lot of this shit's going to happen he's got to take with grain of salt and push it behind him and keep going be bullheaded and just keep going yep and I will let people judge how you feel you
make yourself feel how you feel and guys like I said today I like looked and I said oh you got 5,000 hours of watch time and then I went to the site it said actually I have 7,373 hours of watch time and so guys up it's good yeah it's I mean and that's like it's like really going fast and it's like and then people are I'm getting good feedback even it's having
like like when I started streaming I had like um I still had buil up enough relationships to get people in like um in the seats and stuff like that yes I know that everybody has their own tactics everybody seems to have their own tactics for building loyalty in their following I was looking at Janet looking
at Janet stream because you that Janet was potentially I don't know if you said that she was or she was potentially the one but who banned people but I saw I went her her Channel and um yeah I think she she was doing that I think she was like saying like oh like I want 100% loyalty if anybody isn't 100% loyal to me then you
know my mods ban them whatever no it's just like karma that's a strategy I mean I don't know everybody seems to have their own way about going about Karma just said you are your own friend right nobody's have your back psyche but you right yeah you've got a lot of
acquaintance on here but nobody has your friends and you got a lot of back but you right and I think that's what Karma was saying yeah agree to No One what he said don't agree to No One you agree to yourself right and but also like um I do consider like someone said about people
saying net friends yeah I don't consider like net I consider net friends real friends because this is my social life this is like these are the people I hang out with I'm not hanging out with that many people in real life because it's like I've been hurt a lot by people in my real life and stuff like that and uh but I so I consider do you ever think about how you've hurt other people oh
criticize I don't mean to criticize you I just feel like I've been hearing i h myself the name on anyone else but have I I I feel like I hear a lot of people talk about how they've been hurt by other people but nobody ever talks about how they they've hurt other people well know we all and we all have we all we all heard people's feelings oh my God all and especially when people people
call themselves empaths that's like my my big like like I get like a a light whatever the I get like a like whatever I get like a oh that's like that's like a flag right there well but empath because so you're thinking of dark empaths because there are people that can no no no anybody my point is anybody
who calls themselves an empath I don't know look I was doing I was looking I've been looking around it means I've been looking around at these I've been looking around at these terot streams I've been looking around and and and that's lot of what empath means though is like empath is like they're that means they're sensitive to other
people's energy and so it's like somebody's in a bad mood around them they'll get in a bad mood too if someone's sad they'll feel sad too because they have the empathy where they like that could be me that and they look at the person it's not like feeling sorry for people which is like kind of condescending kind of thing an empath is just somebody that takes the energy of other people and it's like they're sensitive to I'm very receptive person
you guys know I'm very like sensitive to negative energy positive energy and it's like that kind of thing basically empath to me means sensitive to energy it can mean something different to you because there are people that are dark empaths that say that they they see what the other person feels and then they manipulate based on that they're able to like tap into to like see how the other person feels but they'll use that to
manate honest about it well see py knows that I love him and I can't always be up here with him because of what goes on and how the feelings are up here on the panel I can't do it because it that's what I'm saying it's a bunch of negative people that's exactly what I'm talking about excuse me sir see see people can
cuz see I've never had more complaints about you can call me negative as much as you want because I use words but listen to the content of what I'm saying right but but but say I never had anybody like so so many people write to me don't have that person on your panel that guy's negative he's chasing away everybody don't listen to any of that right but I'm saying that use your own
judgment we were just talking about this critical thinking right you're still here Sig right s you're still here right like S I still have you on the pan I'm here because I am here to have this conversation heart I see you have a good heart and stuff like that I see that you don't I don't have a good heart I get that feeling you don't get have a feeling I have a good heart okay
that's okay you're all to your opinion same for B it's the same for all the like I told you the same thing for her right you understand the intuition you understand the stomach feeling I don't get that out of out of uh some of these people I really I I'm not perfect myself see maybe it's a vodka maybe it's projecting but you
know okay all of us on YouTube okay all of us on YouTube it's like we do have a Persona okay it's not it's not a character necessarily some people have more of a character so I don't have a Persona I have a Persona okay but you're not yourself s you have a you're like a wack Packer right you said you're like your Sig Sig cell or Sig the inel right you're like a
whack pack I'm an Entertainer yeah so am I am I am I Entertainer too that's what I try to I try to keep just like Jerry I'm not an empath I'm an Entertainer well I'm both I'm both I think I'm both complete dirt bag unapologetically I'm not going to pretend otherwise say say say say I like seriously Bea if like you know be has a great heart okay and Jana
has a good heart I have I mean you you maybe you're up in the air but I I feel I can say with given given that I've um interacted with her for longer than you have I think at this point now maybe like a year two years I don't know a long time I you've inter with her a lot but a lot to Bel that she's not okay that's what I'm
saying I've been around her much longer than you have and I feel like my intuition my stomach feeling is that it and on top of intuition and stomach feeling just like her actions you know she does not seem like a nice person and she's not here to defend herself right now you know well
that's fine she spends I have no problem with that because she talks about people all the time without I'm being there to talk what I'm saying man that's exactly what I'm referring to my man yeah see scum or yourself I'm myself too like guys I was like I was like okay if I'm gonna have a channel I don't want to be a phony like I don't want to be if
I'm a phony on the channel and I have a whole fake persona and fake nice if I I'm just gonna be myself because I want people I want to find the people the audience and the friends that get me that that like or accept me for who I am I don't want to like have a fake persona and everything and then it's like you know like someone you find out like your favorite actor or something is like mean
to his dog or something like that it's like I'm not I I don't want to like ever lie so I'm exactly who I am I like guys I you know I'm like have my heart on my sleeve I show you exactly Karma I get around a lot of panels and I generally do the same thing everywhere I go I antagonize people I make debates I have
conflict sure I say Choice words that I don't think that's surprise to anyone yeah I mean that's that's what you want you want people to accept you for who you are generally speaking words of a I don't care if they're I don't care if they're homophobic and they hate gay people and stuff like that it's like if they like can develop a relationship with me and like they'll see hey well you're not a bad guy and stuff like that
I love to change people's minds if they have like you know these negative like feelings about groups or people I like to like hey look look everyone's not actually we're all human beings like nobody's like we have all these stereotypes and everything we can all hang out in the same room we can all like laugh and have and have fun and stuff we might argue honestly those are the least of our concerns I think I
think these like um uh intersectional whatever differences all you're black you're Mexican you're gay you're straight you're rich you're poor uh those I mean well maybe the last one's different but like those differences are so not significant I think that people have a lot more problems with their diversity in thought right I think people people have a
problem like it's like the Democrats versus Republicans and that those are it's a duality because you go US versus them and so it's like they're not like us whatever that song is right it's like they're not like us like that song is a bad song because it's like there's no group that is like not like we're all the same we all go through like some we all go through the same like or very similar we go through
different but we go through the same like at the end of the day we're all individuals but we're all still human beings so we're all one right hey what's up what's up sassy how are you yeah and so it's like you know I believe I don't believe in like saying oh these humans are God like creatures or Godlike Godlike beings these humans are animals and like that's a d That's a duality we live in The Duality world
right and so we're gonna have Duality I'm about bringing people together and like accepting everybody like I got there's not one person that's banned in the in this chat s you talk about censorship now one person is banned I I'm un block everybody no psyche I'm gonna I I said this before and I'll say it again I read a list because we're we're talking about the subject of cult
tactics I read a list I looked up what are cult tactics I'm not saying I'm not saying these apply to you I'm saying you know what I am saying is if the shoe fits if that's what you think fine but I'm not saying I'm not applying but what's your opin because you also said oh you g with Pyon my opinion I do I do kind of get that feeling yeah like like
when you see when you have a and you can not not just you I'm not just saying this is is like I'm not just pointing the finger at you and saying this is only you but generally speaking right all these streamers they have and Broad broadly speaking right people have a way of garnering loyalty everybody has their own sort of tactics for garnering loyalty and you know when you have a
chat that's full of yes men that uh it's full of um people that will not disagree with you that's kind of um part are you in my chat s because my chat is constantly telling I can see it right now it's right I can see it y because no because I because I because there's people that know me like there people are talking these people know me they've been here for months and stuff like that
there's people that will come in for a day and troll me and stuff like that it's like and so it's like the loyalty is basically people it's not it's like loyalty is not given away freely to be to be thrown away it's to be earned and stuff like that and so that I when I see people that are loyal to my show that are always in here and like you know supporting other people in the chat and supporting me even they're supporting
you too okay right now the question is what do you do when there's descent when there's descent you like you know watch the drama you sit back you can let people argue about it you can like you know there's desent I'm not gonna go chasing I mean I did Chase Emma for a while because I love Emma and stuff like that and I and people that like no no no that's a separate issue I don't know why you keep kissing your ass it's really
really weird but that goes back to the cult tactics question that that individual she just seems like a you know whatever Choice word seems like a not so nice nice person and and whatever she kicked you out cu you said a diddy joke yeah get the out of here that's a separate issue yeah it's a separate issue but still but I would argue that like in in many instances
like the this like that person is probably like the a reflection of you just at a higher level well yeah the same it's the same kind of tactics right it same but also but I can't totally see that being the same kind of tactic though I don't right I
don't either like I I mean Emma has her own like she has you know she has you know she has men saying discussing vulgar things and like all this kind of stuff well that's fine you say discussing vulgar things to your male guests as well oh I do I really do what's so what's so yeah but guys it's every night you do I mean come on
if if you're gonna that shouldn't be for questioning that shouldn't be for debate I'm not R I'm not I don't SE harass my everyone's bad in six P yes you do everyone is bad in 6 PV no I don't think so I don't think so I just think that um they're I I'm not I'm not one to just
like um I don't know man I listen full stop full stop uh nobody I don't like playing the game I really don't like I really don't like playing the game and everybody's playing the social game and every body's like playing cards I really don't like playing cards I would rather be looking
at everybody else's card and seeing what everybody else is doing than playing the game I'd rather be watching the game I'd rather be watching the game and trying to see where the game is going I really don't care if that's at a detriment I'm not interested in garnering any sort of um what kind of game are you talking you're saying cards
and I'm playing chess the like the the social politics game but that's part of it that's part of like life is about relationship part YouTubes that's part of the 21st well yeah and I have relationships in my life where people appreciate me for who I am and they understand where I'm coming from and things like criticism are acceptable say you don't think I'm like that I'm not really sweating like you
came on you came on saying the NW you came on saying I say a lot of things that's right right but you have and then you're like oh then if I say anything you're I'm censoring even though you know it's bad for the algorithm I'm not accus you of censorship I read a list of cult tactics and I said if the shoe fits yeah but you said I'm not accusing you of you read that part saying I said hey
let's look up a list of what cult tactics are and I read the list and I said if the shoe fits I did not say anything specifically I did not bring up any you say if the shoe fits that's for your own judgment that's not for me that's not for me to answer I'm I'm telling you
you think the shoe fits no implication there I'm just saying if the shoe fits that's not my opinion let's bring up another guest let's welcome Bron sure let's talk about something else here what's up dude fix you're messing up baby messed up I'm gonna fix it for you
hold on I can fix it okay I think I can fix Cho it's a bit choppy but I can fix it I can edit your settings to put on to put it on more um uh Echo cancellation and stuff I can do that real quick one second um background noise okay so that hopefully that will help does that
help hello two good it's a little choppy but yeah but you know you're welcome here okay he's yeah I'm not worked over I just like yeah the cold yeah well he read um sassy he like looked up what are cold tactics that Co leaders sound it sounds
like you're offended just because of the list do you feel like the list is relevant to you no but I was like thinking that you you like read the list like to like like making an implication that I was doing these things and I'm not doing any of those things and so it's kind of like sounded like okay well let's read your list but it's like you had like a little inflection in your voice at certain times about I was just reading the list there was no inflection
in my voice I was reading the list okay like I I said if the shoe fits I'm not making a judgment myself I'm just saying the question was brought up question cult tactics were brought up Nots were brought up so I answered the it's question by looking up a definitive answer yeah I think after reading after
reading it I didn't say hey this applies to you this applies to you I just said like is like come over here don't go to other channels that's all there is to say about that right but let me just tell you because like I'm not say I'm not telling anybody just come here I'm I'm giving everyone else's Chann I'm not reality Nancy I'm not accusing him of
having a cult or being in a cult I just read cult tactics because I brought it up I brought up this question and I looked up hey you know let me not fine I have my own opinion right I have my own idea let me look up an answer let me look up a definitive answer what are cult tactics I looked it up by without any of
my voice I didn't I didn't ask it does psyche awakens tarot card reading does he do tarot card or does he do whatever cult tactics I didn't look that up I just looked up broadly speaking generally speaking cult tactics if you're offended that I'm even just reading it then maybe it does apply I wanted you to read that if you're
offended that I'm literally just reading the list then maybe it does no is you're talking over the one that owns the page yeah he he's bothered me a little bit all let him back Stu like that later he's like I'm trying to like answer and stuff like that and he's like you know he's he's like a contrarian right and he'll like everything I say he'll have the and it's fine you know I'm good at debating and stuff and I'm not yeah but
whatever you're saying honey it's your page when you speak other people need to take respect and give you that because this is your page you're the one that's paying for this they're not right are help I don't mean it that way but you know what I mean yeah but he was repeating the same points I was just
telling about I have a close friend that was was like on the show and stuff like that and now she's like oh I don't like your show anymore you're I don't like how um I don't like your new friends quote unquote and then she's like and I think I see you Pratt you're practicing practicing she's like you seems like something I was like what am I cult-like tactics um and I was like well I was like I've I've been under narc
narcissistic abuse I'm I've been by a Russian for like 15 years and so I've learned a lot of these tactics but I don't use them on people I like because I don't know I know how much it sucks having them used on me I try to do the opposite and like make it like a really um a really open like where everyone's welcome I keep I keep unblock if I if I had problems with like dissenting people or people that didn't agree with me I
would have all these people blocked right and so even I I'll unblock everybody so it's it's his opinion and it's like say it's fine you know it's like you can like have your opinion about it but you were saying you agreed with her on that and then you like were like accentuating certain parts when you're reading that like oh look at this applies to you right I just I just picked that up right on there yeah yeah I I don't know I don't know what's going on and it's like she's like I don't like
your show anymore it's like it's it's always been the same I've always been me I've always been the same person the same uh yeah and uh you know and sometimes I'll have these um relationships like especially on YouTube and stuff like that I've had a lot of friends like when I started my Discord it was all Benny blonco mods and stuff like that and we were just there and we were we were such a close group and stuff like that we all started doing our
own thing and then it's like then this person's mad at this person I can't get in the middle it's like and it's I keep getting brought in the middle of situation like everyone has to work out the because it's like I don't want to be put against other people or like used as like oh this person said this and so that's why even when people will say things about me I'll be like I just heard this but um I don't take it to heart and stuff like that because I know
people will be trying to put put um put people against each other and stuff like that yeah but like TIY just said a lot of people call things cult that they don't understand yeah and they don't understand it yeah and it's like a cult it can be all cult means is culture and so we have an American culture so we have an American cult where it's like we're from America we like so we're
American and so we'll feel like a certain way about other things not mean we can't like love every country and like be from other countries and support other countries but whatever country we're from we have that's kind of our culture right and we're we're built into the culture a little bit also you know it's a culture is a little bit of programming by the government the religion and things like that I'm trying to like I'm trying to like identify a lot of the programming like I'm really
into like understanding programming just so I can dismantle it right that's why I explained like the Disney Princess programming like you everyone we' been raised on these Disney movies we're children we we're getting these messages telling us this is how things are supposed to be right and then we believe that because when we are entertained entertained is like entertained means that we're just like we we have our
guard down because we're just we're just wanting to you know to laugh and stuff like that and so we might be getting subconscious messages if someone's trying to put those in there and stuff like that so but I'm I'm guys I'm I'm the I'm not a mind I'm not someone that wants to control people I want to control myself I want to be able to control myself right and uh and I want everyone to make their have their own life and control each you know control
their own life and have control of themselves and not control other people right and there spiritualist will sabotage other readers to draw stff to their Channel I've seen it so much it's crazy I know and and it's like it's crazy because it's like these are people that should um know better right they should know better and they should know that there's re there's a there's there's consequences to to doing this kind of stuff right is to trying just
trying to like sabotage other people's channels and like I mean it's all at the end of the day I have like year I have as many my Channel's building fast but I I have more time and it's like but I'm just gonna be myself attract my Right audience and then and like you know try to entertain everybody and like you know and I wish everyone else the best on their Channel even Logan Paul Karma are
telling you the facts I mean they're right on it yeah man thank you inant Karma yeah it's like exactly right and Karma have got your back I can I can see that in chat so I see that too yeah and everyone long enough now you know you know who's got your back and who truly don't and who's playing
with you and who ain't because you've got that feeling you know yep yeah and that's a that's a good thing about having intuition and I think we all have our intuition too we and we like I think Z was talking about oh he's he feels something in his stomach about some kind of things maybe that's just gas maybe that's just like too much b or something like that but maybe if you really is like the butterfly in your heart and stuff like that where you will
be able to feel some things right yeah so there there's a lot of troll disruption guys there's a lot of people that will like come on and saying they're not a troll and then they'll be trolling and it's like you know sometimes it's funny sometimes it's not and stuff like that but it's like at the end of the day you know it's like all I want to do is have a fun show I like I I I'm like watched a lot of Howard Stern since I was a kid and stuff like that i'
like I have like a more edgy darker sense of sense of humor sometimes yeah I I really try to be myself I'm just like because I'm like if I don't if I'm not myself then I'm just like then they then people don't really like me they like the character they see and stuff like that so I want to be myself so I'll find the right people so I don't like or else if you're if you play a character then your audience your mask will slip if
you're just a character the hence will see your true self and they'll leave you know it's like because it's like people like authenticity and that's all I try to do is be authentic so how's everyone doing tonight we're having a good night nice chat nice uh nice conversation how have you been Michelle it's good to see you
tonight I had a funny feeling I needed to come by yeah well and and you really like you really like helped and gave great information and you know just like thank you for you also being supportive and you putting Sig in this place once in a while Sig's not a bad guy you know he's not a bad guy he gets a lot of you know he but I think he he is more of
that Persona when he's on YouTube right where he like he's gonna play this character the misogynist the like the you know and it's like that's funny to some people it's not funny to some people right but it's like at the end I see he has a good heart right so I'm old to play games and I'm too old to pretend that I'm somebody that I'm not so people
can take me like somebody said that I seem like a good person I seem grounded I try to stay grounded I try to love other people I try to understand other people I you know if I see a friend it's in disgust like he was tonight I'm G to be there because your heart I could tell you was getting frustrated and you
needed a a calmer voice to come in and say okay this is how I'm seeing it are you seeing it that way and give you your stand on your feet and let you get grounded yourself so you can stand up again yeah and loving other people that's what we're supposed to do is love other people that's beautiful too and it's
like and you know and Sig I know he a contrarian right and I let Sig back on okay but Sig you know and like just be careful like you know it's like I was trying to like express my opinion and you're very contrarian about it and you're not going to like let you know I'm not going to let it go but like you know oh I see contrarian or are you disagreeable are you how about am I are you disagreeable or am I contrarian you know it's like we can ask both we that's
both of those but I don't think I'm contrarian because I'm like I'm trying to see there's a difference yeah but but I'm saying you're contrarian to be contrarian you're like for just just for the no I genuinely disagree with your stance and and uh in regards to this I disagree with not for the purposes of disagreeing because I do fundamentally disagree with that but that's fine and you're allowed
to disagree with me and everyone can have their own opinion but I am I having you on the panel to like to like let you know you can say that and Stu like that right and I'm joining here to converse with you about it despite you maybe not understanding it goes I'm giving you my time I'm here giving you my time speaking to you out
of my own choice goes both ways right well I know but I'm happy yes right yes it's not just about oh I'm letting you on my show you have to be thankful for your guest too hey thank you for coming up to my show do I do I thank you I always like uh you've seen you've had a few people come here and tell and recognize
me from many other streams so I'm saying this from experience I've seen all kinds of other types of hosts there are hosts that are very professional and and I I've been on on a hosts where or on streams where I don't have any sort of conflicts like this um and they're always very professional they're always they're always even thankful for their guests which you have to remember
especially especially in panels like this your guest make the show I understand you're the host and you know God bless you for that but you have to remember in these panels your guests make the show well s consider being myself I'm not just speaking for myself I think I think everybody speaking in
Psy that is s s I know I'm not trying to cut him off guys it's like it's like what he's saying is just like it's just making me cringe and stuff like that because I do have people that disagree with me on I'll like debate with them you know any of that okay and it's like and I do thank my guests and I do guys just like I'm like I'm like always say the show is
not about me it's about you and I try to be professional sometimes I'm not so professional right I'm just myself right but it's like I do take this seriously right I take this seriously if I didn't take it seriously I would not be where I am today okay like I I do this every day this is like when I wake up in the morning I'm just thinking when what what am I going to stream about say when I'm going to start right yeah yeah Jerry I
know he was just droning on and on and like oh and then it's like oh and I I'm a problem right that was always nice yeah yeah yeah we know say like say and it's like you know you're fine your personality you know it's like not gonna appeal to everybody and stuff like that I try to give you and be I always thought I was polite to you yeah so yeah but I know it's like when I'm polite and I'm so nice and I'm so forgiving and
like a hundred times like every like ban him ban him I'm like no he's a good heart he's a good heart and then he comes on trashes me kind of in a way like saying there I'm doing something wrong right I'm I think I'm doing something right what do you think Michelle from what I'm seeing from your panel everything's fine it's exactly the way you're wanting it it's the people that you
want and if anybody doesn't like it they can kiss your balls as far as I'm concerned right I mean seriously yeah because guys it's not it be like somebody coming in okay it'd be like somebody coming into my house and saying you don't need your three dogs I'm going to take two of them yeah no
that's my house I'm ruling no yeah and so and and also he'll tell me home it's on computer you're allowing us to walk into your home yeah and I love my don't see it that way I love my show I love my panelist I love like guys it's like this is like the most fun I've ever had like really I love doing this and it's like
and then like I said said I'm just getting started I'm not like I'm not ending things I'm just getting started it's just like my Channel's taking off like I've been working really hard since last year before I even had like started doing live streams I was in um putting on videos on my channel and like being a mod and like just U I was doing tarot readings in rooms and things like that
you know trying to get my 50 subscribers and it's like then I made made friends along the way and the friends were there from the beginning like in the chat and things like that and so yeah thank you Jerry yeah I I'm like I'm but I'm guys I'm myself I'm like I can't be any more real than I'm being like I'm just like you guys if I if I if I was wearing a big mask it would it would drop all the
time you know it's like you can't you can't it's like it's too much energy to wear a fake mask and stuff like that that's why I can do like 10 hour streams and be the same person from the beginning to the end right because I'm just being myself right so thank you guys yeah you let us again you've let us into your home you've let us get to know you
yes some people like you and they can chill with you some people can't I can't do I got me myself I can't do your strong panels so I come in on nights like tonight so you know that's okay everybody has their own level of what they can handle and if they can't handle
that level scroll the hell on yeah cuz guys it's like everyone's here on their Free Will and it's like I'm not trying to control anybody or like manipulate anybody like I'm I'm just basically I'm like I wasn't I'm not even worried about I wasn't even worried about mon monetization until you know it came up and stuff like that yeah it's not it's not it's not easy and stuff
like that but I was always like whether I got it whether I don't get it like no matter what I still like love my show and I'm still gonna I think it's not only a platform for me it's a platform for we're on YouTube platform but the show a show is also a platform and so you guys have something to promote for yourself you guys have have something going in your life we have really supportive chat members uh and people in
the chat and the panel and people care oh my gosh look at this cutie pie look he's just so oh my God is it he or she he a he yeah he's just chilling see I have I have Rudy over here and then Trix is over in the corner and Rudy's right there and then Lola's
right here we're all getting along today where's Lenor Lor's been out but uh oh hold on did I kick myself off hold on oh you're here okay so Sig let's try it again okay s stop you don't need to criticize me every little thing Sig it's like trying to have a fun show and stuff
when you criticize me it makes me look stupid first of all it makes me look like you know it's like and and I know you know what you're doing about it too right so you know but you know you don't have to be like so contrar or or accusatory or something like that I'm prob have a fun show right okay so on the panel we have Michelle who stargazers and oh Sig is not a lady um
he's a guy his name is Sig okay I know he's he a a little bit of a feminine look yeah you K that look similar no I'm just kidding Sig Sig Sig's all man he's he's big strong Guatemalan or Aztec or whatever whatever he is Mexican whatever he is I respect s
and uh you know I try to say thank you Sig I don't know if he's here but I think he stepped away his microphone's off okay but Sig you know I'll I'll still have you back and everything just stop being such a douche douche douche pill okay okay so that's that how's everyone doing yeah this is
Miss Lola right here I saw here's Miss Lola is Lola a sweet cat she is guys I've got 13 cats that's just my big boy you see Lola's face 13 cats okay we have a guess let's
see okay is this okay so it's Sig okay Sig is back okay you ready to talk okay let's see what he has to say I have many things to say the question is do you want to hear them probably not because I just don't want to be told a bunch of Sunshine well if it's then you know it's well what you said so far what
you said so far is kind of bull bullshi is but I'm saying I'd like you to like be honest and like you can give your opinion welome to have your own opinion right you said you said kind of Bas reserve the right to have my own okay yeah basically what I said was that um I mean h honestly um I Let's uh I could I could be even
more General I just um right okay go for I see I see a lot of the same qualities and like in your stream and um and like I don't know you seem to like I don't I don't know if it's not I don't want to see you're imitating but it's just like a lot of people seem to behave the same way and I
understand that you don't like hearing that but um well imitating okay gonna stop me I'm not imitating anybody I'm I'm myself I'm not imitating people I do have Inspirations like Howard Stern and other streamers like a Benny and Alisa and you know Bea and you know all these people like are like I like how they do things you know and like sometimes but
they have an audience well so do I like more than a few dozen and that really makes a difference it really makes a difference because when you have thousand people in your audience you do have a bit more room to pick and choose when you're earlier in that stage you kind of have to you have to be a
little bit more malleable from what I've seen well I'm doing just fine s I'm just I'm doing just fine you know Ian you could do whatever you want that's your result is as as you would like it to be I'm just saying um you have to really play and and you know for the and and I don't
mean that no no pun intended but you have to play your cards right okay Tracy did you find the new guy to to spend hundreds of dollars on for no reason oh come on leave Tracy Al got some good luck with that and the worst part and then complain about it like you're the victim okay well it's not
please don't attack I told you you're not supposed to attack people in the chat and things I mean s come on I have like three rules you know it's like you're not supposed to accuse or make accusations in chat about stuff you're not supposed to say certain words you you keep Breaking All the Rules okay Tracy you know don't talk to Tracy like that okay you know it's like that everyone makes their own sweetheart so
what I mean she's a sweetheart from what I've seen from her I mean she's awesome yeah you know Tracy Tracy's a hospice nurse you know and so I that just like really that part that really touches my heart too because my father went through like some kind of hospice care and and then you know and that's like that's like showing the most compassion of
people at at at the end right and and I know it's like they're the Angels they're like the angels that are bringing them through it right and so I I just don't I don't like people be disrespected especi you know I know Tracy has her own show she has her own channel I'm gonna post Tracy's Channel and stuff in chat can you guys she has it's been bunnies and butterflies and things like that and uh she she's a
sweetheart person okay and and I don't want to you know people people spreading rumors and I don't know I don't know it's like just not doesn't seem like it's not the time we plays we're trying to talk about other stuff okay so I'll get Tracy's Tracy's uh Channel I'll post it in the chat and guys anybody you know most of you mods are mods here you can post your channels if
you you have channels Tracy's awesome okay there we go so there's Tracy's Channel and say go ahead and post your channel too people want to check you out I'm not I just don't feel like having you like I've kicked you off three times I'll have you on again okay I'll have you on probably again tonight but it's like you know you start attacking people attacking me in a certain way saying oh
I have a few dozen people have I have I have maybe two dozen people in here right now sometimes I have six dozen people okay it's like we'll have bigger shows and stuff like that and and smaller shows but I think I'm pretty impressed with my audience I think I have a especially I can stream at like 9 in the morning get 40 people in here and things like that and so and I'm not it's not a contest and stuff and I'll tell people go to other channels and things
like that and I support my friends okay I'll support my friends channels even if they have 20,000 subscribers like Al Lisa you know or and Emma have like 20,000 subscribers and I'll still promote them the same as anybody else you know and don't yeah and I don't feel like there will be because it's like I can always you know I can always um you know it's my show it's like I can make it whatever I want it to
be you know and so it's like unless I felt like it just wasn't fun anymore or it's like I just you know I wouldn't I would I'll still keep doing this because I loved it you know it's like I love it it's fun and uh I'm having a a great time and it's like it's just getting started too I just started live streaming maybe two months ago guys right and so um I mean live streaming I started doing the open panels two months
ago been live streaming for like probably five months and then uh I have my channel for for like seven seven months or something like that maybe seven eight months okay and so it's you know it's I I didn't think it would be overnight success and everything I worked hard on it I worked hard going to other panels doing readings on other panels and being in chats and being a moderator and you know I put I put in my
my uh my work I put in work okay there channels that have very little subs and when they takes off yeah people go viral you know thank you thank you Tracy I love you too yeah thank you everybody I know people in chat are like really supportive of people um yeah but I just want to I'm having a fun show and it's like and then it's like when people like you know P would tell me on a show she like oh don't respond to this don't respond I
was I'll respond to how I respond when I respond you know it's like I people I don't like being told do this do this unless maybe if it's an in a in private you can say hey I noticed this maybe this will work or something like that but on my show when I'm hosting it makes me look stupid when I'm they're like oh you're doing this wrong you do this you do this you do this you know on the
right time or place what's up ba I love you yeah so I it's basically guys it's like I'm not as for the cult leader Tech tactics it's not that's not me I'm not I'm not Charles Manson I'm not trying to like control anybody or do anything I'm I'm trying to just have a fun show right and I love you guys and and when I heard
when I clicked over and seen that and heard him say cold I th I'm like wait a minute what the I did too I was like I thought it was kind of like exactly where in the hell did that just come from well yeah well was because it's
because P who was on my show and stuff like that you know and she was like she was like I had her co-hosting and stuff like that um or or she you know and then she like less and less she's like oh you drink too much and like and the you know and like I don't like these people I don't like this person and stuff like that I'm like like well it's like you know just like and then she's like I don't like your show anymore then she's like well I see you're practicing something I'm like well what am I practicing and she's like I think you're
practicing cult like tactics and I was like well I was like I I know I'm aware of cult like tactics I've studied Cults I've studied you know True Crime and all this stuff but it's like I don't use that against people she's like well that's what every cult leader would say and so then he like he brought up this whole it's up tree frog yeah so yeah it's mean it's interesting it's it's like and I'm not mad at pie I'm not mad
at any I'm not mad at Sig I'm not mad at anybody it's just like but you know I have a show and sometimes people are trying to maybe derail it or something like that or you know he's just being he's controversial for the sake of being controversial he can like sit here and like hey what's up you know it's like if he's not interested in tarot reading or he's not interested in in my panelist or you know he doesn't have to just like uh like in the on like the
living room carpet right every time he comes in here right it's like the first time met it was overb because he was talking notori I thought about be of course I didn't know your Channel I didn't know how you all were
on this channel so I tuck up for bet because he was saying I was GNA put her up I'm sorry V but I'm a traffic Survivor so when I got on the panel that morning and Sig was talking about V putting her in a basement and chaining her up I went the hell off on him that's the first time I ever met him and
tonight's the second so here we go yeah and he's an interesting character um and it's like you know it's like and I I I enjoy and he was here like when I started doing the live panels too and stuff like that and so it's like you know and I've known him for since before then and stuff from other panels and stuff like that and
it's like and then he I heard he gets banned from a lot of panels like this is I always hear that they're like this is the last panel this person's allowed on and they're doing the same that they always do they and it's like but I'll I'll keep I'll you know even MC Nemesis I think I've had him on for like over 10 over 10 times after he keeps breaking the rules and then always kick him out and stuff like that because he'll just break the rules again he has
to learn just like don't just follow the rules of the house you know it's not even my rules most of these are YouTube rules right I'm trying to keep it safe for everybody yeah he likes to be edgy and push the envelope you know he's kind of a little bit of an edge Lord right these edgy people that are just like edgy for the sake of being edgy or something like that he's not a bad person you know he's he has a funny side he you know it's like I just like you know you know a channel who rarely had
six people at the stream the Johnny de trial hit now he's huge yeah and so there's always going to be like these just like you know um my channel kind of like um we we had I had some controversy and then like there was a lot of people in the chat you know and it's like there'll be ups and downs and stuff like that it's like the people that some people are here to watch the controversy then they'll leave and stuff like that a lot of people will stay and and like you
know like like what I'm doing like my show and stuff like that that's and that's what I'm here for I'm here for these people that are um that like me like the show that are like that are really awesome in chat and stuff like that but I will have controversial people here I've been told I've been told people say they've been told to stay away from my show and things like that and it's like well why and it's like I don't know what it Where what it
stems from why people are people are actually almost threatening people like oh don't go on this show or this and and it's like it's like really offensive it's like I'm not not trying I'm not trying to keep anyway anyone from anybody else's Channel not not one person I'm not even I have a problem with a streamer I'll still even promote their channel in my chat sounds Plum stupid Plum stupid for anybody to even say that
because like I said if you don't like something keep your fingers moving just keep strolling your ass on by there's there's a m there's a guys there's a million channels on YouTube for anything that you're interested in it's like there there'll be like and I think like the live streaming or the open panels are kind of an untapped resour I think there there should be way more you know I think because I think there's like a
lot of people that like them and it's like it's fun and stuff like that yeah go with your instincts right it's my Channel people W have to listen to is YouTube yeah that's all that's all my rules it's like basically YouTube has these rules of to service um terms of service things where it's like don't say these certain words no no uh no racism homophobia slander and that kind of thing and so it's like I I just try to keep it like you know that to a minimum
and stuff like that I can you know what people say in the chat is one thing what people when people are on Plat on the especially when they're panelists talking to people in the chat and people that might not have their own channel or something like that it's like that's kind of like you know I don't want to give you my platform to like mess with my friends and stuff like that they're in the chat and things like that so I want everyone to I like everyone to get
along right so yeah I'm not trying to please everyone and it's like I know I know I'm I'm a special I'm a niche it's like I know not Everyone likes tarot tarot will scare away a lot of people not Everyone likes cats right not Everyone likes open panels but I'm into those things and so if you're into cats open panels or tarot like the chances are you'll have a fun you'll have a fun
time here I try to keep it I try to keep right and I like to keep I like people to get along that's Miss Lola hi everyone Hi everyone Hi Sweet Lola yeah so she's calm and rud is sitting over there and I think Trix is around I know I tried to order alcohol I
guess they had started a new rule on GrubHub and um GrubHub and um door Dash where it's like you're not allowed to pay for alcohol with PayPal anymore and I I have credit on PayPal and so that's kind of um it's kind of inconvenient I was planning on having something ordered and delivered here so I didn't have to
pause the stream or something like that but now I have to go to Whole Foods before 10 and grab a couple more beers and stuff like that did I ever order from even try to order from order from red eye what is red eye oh is that another website maybe I'll try but um I haven't heard of that yeah thank you be yeah she Lola is a sweetheart cute kitty cats can bring World Peace guys let's all we can all come together under cats
know and so but I will probably leave you and unless I have more people on the panel that can that can watch things when I go because I'm G need to go for 10 minutes to uh to Whole Foods I don't know it's a delivery it's alcohol delivery service oh it is yeah I'll look into it red dot but I just don't know if they probably probably I think there's a new rule where they like it says you
can't order with PayPal for alcohol for some reason but I I'll look into that I'll try to download that app if uh I don't know but are would you be comfortable if I if I like left you and is Sig still here let me see oh he left okay so no but anyone wants to come on the panel he left is it where she can come up with me and I'll we'll try to
keep it open yeah and check come up so he can go don't leave me up here myself guys please and be one time ordered like a bunch of death but you know death is water and she ordered a bunch of these death the liquid death um drinks you know and it got delivered and it was just all all water you know it's like that kind of
sucks you take us with you to Whole Foods I will guys I will I will it's like five minutes to walk there then I can turn on the camera and just like go over there but um you know okay we thank you B Here Comes B hi
hi oh thank you of course sweetheart okay can are you good together talking to Michelle um just for a few minutes I'll be right back yeah we can't add anybody on but we'll just try to chill and read the chat okay love you guys'll be right back okay be safe hi Michelle how are you
what were you guys talking about oh he's just had that going on with Sig tonight trying to call it a cult it I just don't see it but wait Sig is saying that it's a cult yeah that's what Sig's trying to say of course somebody else earlier in
the day called him a cult and then Sig ended up reading something out of a book saying what a cult is and then try to say that psyche was his Channel's tur into a which is bull well psyche I mean not psyche Sig
is part of a cult it's called the incel Army cult you know what that is no ma'am so he's back they should discuss this but Sig uh he's not here he went to get something so Sig is part of a called called incel and incels are men that
can't find girlfri friends or they hate women so much that they rage out constantly at women he said it look I'm a reformed inel so he's part of an incel cult so you used to be part of a cult now you're out of the cult s explain that to us in the chat or now you are a cult
you're a cult leader you're the C leader of incel Army like Elliot Rogers you know who Elliot Rogers was Michelle I'm not sure about it P go ahead and tell me sweetheart it was like some rich kid and um he could never pull girlfriends even though he was like semi goodlooking and
like rich or whatever so he went on this incel rage he went to like University of Santa Barbara and like he had like crushes on girls that wouldn't like really you know give him that much attention because it wasn't his looks it was just that he was just like I don't know he just was like freaking an incel yeah so he went on um he just went on
like some kind of a rampage and like shot a bunch of people yeah like a bunch of students that's s a hero that to me is sickening I'm sorry but to me that's sickening I'm like I'm an Oldtimer I'm sorry I'm just getting used to doing
these YouTube things uh I've only got like five panels that I even have anything to do with um but I told pyy when he first started this that he wanted to get back and do certain things and I'm like okay hun if that's what you're going to do you're going to have to take things with the grain of salt so when I came up tonight
that's the first thing I told him remember that grain of salt that I told you about and then s me explain the grain of salt that I was talking about I ain't going into that I'm too old to go through that you know s just likes to argue anything like anything anything you say everybody
is wrong the 26y old kid is right oh no I know this I'm a philosopher and a freaking I don't know I don't know like a scholar that's how he thinks so don't take offense to it he just he's just
annoying Karma said yeah it is sickman it is I'm sorry my My Little Country Ass thinks it's just awful I know a y'all are from the city and I just don't see things the way some people do cuz I just Lord no uh Here Comes clumsy and there clumsy
everywhere I go you come and talk about me you're on my ass you shouldn't be trusted you have like two people that would even there's not even one person that would vouch for you and I think we know who it is I'm not going to say his name
but shout out to broom gang School of Atkins hey baby I see you in chat he says this is psych's panel not yours I'm here for psyche well psyche wanted me and Michelle to hold the panel while he goes and gets food and alcohol so for now we're just talking or just chilling hey sassy see what I mean
Michelle yep I do I see it judgmental excuse my language go for girl so what other panels you go on like what kind of um what other like is it
tarot card readings or like just I've got a couple of tarot readings that I listen to daily and then uh course I believe in my Stones I believe in my crystals of I was raised up in a church
here we go I was raised up in a church and when I got older I believed that the way I was raised was not right so I changed everything that I thought was wrong what do you mean you were raised in a church like you actually lived in a
church well you might as well say it because I was there on Wednesday I was there on Saturday I was there on Sunday we were back there on Wednesday there on Saturday and we there on Sunday back on Wednesday that's yeah yeah so are you like are we like we were Christian
Catholic you're like what kind of church what where I'm at I'm inan Kentucky area so it's an oldtime Baptist belief and they are very hateful belief very judgmental belief and I do not believe in
that no I get it yeah well you know you have a you know you're have an open mind I mean you can take good things out of religion and like the things that we already know you know most people know what's right or wrong but um if when it becomes like fanatic and crazy yeah it's
anything that's like too much it's like um I think unhealthy but yeah no I get it so you start Ed doing like you know readings and then you work like you have like your Crystal like more spiritual so you're more spiritual left home when I was 18 years old I got married stayed
married for two years I got married to get away from home uh after my divorce I went Buck wild stayed wild until I was in my mid-30s uh moved back home and I've been home now for 25 years okay
okay so yes I am around my 50s getting close to being 60 so there well I'm 49 I'm GNA be 50 in May so I could go back and say that and I was raised in like a religious country like for not I mean like eight years of my life so I could relate to that where you know it's kind
of like it becomes part of like not just like your tradition but what your believes in and as you get older you're just like okay you have these questions I think I'm more spiritual than um anything I don't really you know I respect every religion but I don't really have a religion I just believe in like nature that's
it I think Psy I believe in what I feel yeah if I can feel it in my heart if I can feel that little bit of wind go across my back of my head I love it I know you're telling the truth I know that you're speaking the
truth there he is hi that was fast yeah it g if you're still around come on up yeah I just put my I'm put my Voodoo fries in the oven real quick I'll okay
Voodoo fries let's think what would be on a voodoo fry cheese or what chili everything I don't know fries Voodoo fries what does that mean I don't know he ordered something voodo what are
they I don't even know what that white cheese and peppers and maybe somebody can Google it and put in the chat what what what is a voodoo fry well I I'll I'll look it up it's from Buffalo Wild Wings and there was called Voodoo fries I'll see what's on them okay
is um they're really really good though what's on them I'm looking it up let me see but clumsy the whole time you've been in here all you've been saying is beta beta beta beta beta beta beta I don't care if you have a wife or not you just got to stop saying be so saying
your wife's name go pay attention to your wife you ass so the the voodoo fries okay so actually from wi Wing Stop not Buffalo W it's from Wing Stop and it says they're fresh cut fries with cheese sauce Ranch and signature Cajun seasoning so pretty good it's kind of like um okay
yeah or style or something yeah little Cajun style yeah so I got I was able to get one and one I have a voodoo Ranger too so it's so I have I got one voodo Ranger and I got the the voodoo fries and I got my um ghost pepper wings too to eat tonight and so I probably have an earlier night but um I will enjoy the rest of the night I did I've been I've been having a lot of fun lately guys
I've been having like a partying like a lot so it's good to have like a little shorter thing I did sleep all day though too so what do you think about this I idea um you do your partying thing have an whatever what about like maybe two nights a week you do just like tarot cards and yeah have still fun or
whatever but then like do like silver panels like maybe smoke weed if you have to but you know what I mean what do you think about that well I mean I do like the daytime shows I'll do like in the daytime where I'll be sober and stuff like that and then when I and I'll start usually when I'm just starting to drink a little bit and I'm not even drinking that much but yeah sometimes by the end of the night I'm like it get a little slurry but yeah I do have the backup
Channel I don't know if you heard Bea like I got like the 73 7,373 watch hours and now my uh my uh my monetizations and the works and everything I have the AdSense all figured out and stuff like that what's up Jay dog so you know I'm just excited I'm celebrating tonight but yeah I'll probably I know it's good to take a few weeks few days off every week not to drink too you know it's like but
it's been you know I've been like I've been I've been having a party right or do segment during longer live yeah I'll do I need to work out doing segments and stuff but it's like you know people bring up tarot in the chat I always have my cards in front of me I'll pull card and stuff like that but it's just been like a lot of fun uh fun conversations and you know fun panels and stuff and traveling Gypsy said today she's
like well I she's like I would come up on your panel now but I don't when I come up with other people and so maybe that's if like you know if you like don't want to get into like the drama stuff like you can just do I'll do one-on-one with people too I'll just do like you know like the interviews and stuff and so and we can all just focus on that person and stuff like that but I do like having other people over man m is not my boyfriend but I don't know I don't know where he I haven't seen him
in a couple days but yeah um you guys know I know also been like trying like different like venues and stuff like that and everything like a little bit more adult but it's like I'm I don't know I don't think that's really working out veryy well I don't think I'm like I don't have the body for that and so I'm probably I'm just going to be focusing on my channel especially now I got it's
okay okay Jim Nick I know I have a crush on Meer but it's like I don't I think I don't know I just have a crush on them okay got my voodo Ranger got the voodoo fries in the fridge I'm having a voodoo dinner but never any voodoo on anybody here right no no love stells I don't use cold tactics
yeah that's fun it's like I mean having a cold like you know elron hubber said if you want to make money started religion so that was elron hubard right and then they had like you know you know different like people consider Mormonism a cult and they consider you know even Catholic I mean it's they're all they're all cultures right they're all cultures or groups you have a workplace culture
right where it's like you're GNA have like this whole thing with your co-workers until you get fired and then it's like you're not not gonna probably talk to them ever again right so it's like we all have these Cults Cults and cultures but it's like you know I want to like I said it's like I'm I'm not about um Gathering bun of follow followers I want to like gather a bunch of leaders I want I want people that I want people like doing their own thing
too and having their not their own Cults but their own show their own platform their own like their their own Vibe too and it's like yeah voodo Rangers of voodo fries right these are Pops in chat here every now and then yeah he does right that's what I was thinking of a voodoo rang I'm familiar with those yeah I got that right here the vooty
ranger Lord I got let you kids have this panel on I'm GNA jump it was so nice talking to you you're a sweetheart I'm sitting here Ling my ass on I'm thinking I'm just now getting where I could put something back on my YouTube channel for the first time day
for yesterday and I'm like God y'all got y'all are so ahead of me I'm just so far behind people can subscribe I want to subscribe I might already be subscribed but just to make sure but sweetheart I'm sorry your channel can you post your channel in the chat can you post your channel in the chat no I don't know how
okay well I'll okay just just just comment in the chat and I'll post it for you okay uh it's in there I've been talking to school yeah okay looking for Michelle I don't know because the chat I Al don't see your name but you might be in there okay yeah we want to we want to support everybody that wants to do YouTube I
know like you know it's like it's it's a learning process yeah only one little thing it's just a bonfire with Christmas lights in it so it's got different colors in that's a but once you've hit 50 subscribers Michelle then you can start doing the live streams and then you'll be able to get the chat to be talking to the chat and stuff like that and then from there you know people will tell you tell you stuff in the chat
about helping you out it's going to be really good supportive thing and that's why I really like I know it's like it's like um people are intimidated by it and then YouTube and stuff I was intimidated for years before I before I even started posting one video I was like oh no one's going to like me no like I had all these negative thoughts and stuff about it but I really wanted to do it so I just have to take it step by step right you just have to take it um I take it take it you
know like just start out don't don't think about monetization or anything just like go just go be yourself have fun show show off your cats show off um you know have a talk with whatever you want to talk about different topics and stuff like that everyone has some a message to say and everyone has an audience of people that are going to appreciate that message and want to support them and we can all help you
sell out at the right time well and it's not selling out it's not selling out not selling out like s what is selling out selling out like like Logan Paul having 30 million do boxing match with Mike Tyson is that selling out or or Jake Paul whatever it's like yeah I think fixing it yeah that kind of is
well yeah that was also how about selling like lunch Le and Prime and having an audience like under 10 year olds and that's your like millions of audience and everything you're I mean the worst part about that is that they're terrible yeah they're terrible my understanding is that those they're like um I mean the same thing with the Lunchables I remember seeing those when
I was a kid they're like it's it's like uh the worst it's not even a snack yeah it's like it's terrible yeah everything bad it's bad for you and it's like it's like making the cheapest food copying some other brand right influence on people right and it's like I'm not gonna ever try to sell you
guys some crap or anything like that I'm always so it's like that's that's selling out what I do when I do um what I do sell are I do readings like private readings and things like that but also do free readings and stuff like that so there's never Lunchables was probably the only one that was like half okay I guess but that's like that's like a piece of like a tortilla with like a
little Michelle put put your link up if you can I I got Michelle I got you Michelle so people get it right I got Michelle's Channel okay here you go guys so this is Michelle's Channel I'm GNA subscribe now too subscribe and then you guys can check she has a really cool like bonfire cauldron going on there and I'm sure there's gonna be a lot of other cool
stuff coming so there's Michelle right yeah got my pond I'm a nature girl so you'll see me hugging trees and K kissing butterflies so there we go awesome have a good night babe have a good good all right love you Michelle
thank you on and I want to make sure I say also everyone who's on the show all all lunches okay so there's basically three kinds of lunch BS there's like the tur the turkey cheddar stack like turkey like you know processed turkey processed cheese and crackers plus like a a Mr
Beast bar and and a prime drink okay that's was in lunch Le excuse me they also have like the Pizza flavor I forgot the other flavor there's like the B the pizza you can make this little crappy Pizza make the turkey turkey snack stack or whatever and there's oh there's nachos too there's like a na like tortilla chips and like a little sauce so yeah Michelle's awesome
Michelle what a good heart and I remember when when Michelle came on one night Sig and she just read you and you talking to this Michelle individual remember when you when you said something about chaining be in your basement and then she came up and was like I'm that wasn't the same person yeah that's Michelle that was Michelle it wasn't the yes it is she even said so
tonight somebody else it was not you're think of tiger butterfly but it was Michelle that's also somebody else oh my God it was Michelle was that you remember who you're talking I really I don't remember that being Michelle said it tonight she's like remember she's like Sig I yelled at Sig cuz he he like um he said he was going to have beat in his basement right right question many people are use the
ter as a joke we both agreed doesn't have a basement he's gonna have me I'll arrange a basement somewhere for you all right the bunk bed she'll be changed to the bunk bed there you go no seriously you still have it or you got rid of
it I could I could still have it potentially I think there's a movie called there's a movie called set props have you heard have you guys heard of Black Snake Moan it has like Christina reachi and I think Samuel L Jackson or something in it and he's like this black guy that lives in this cabin in the middle of nowhere and then like chains her up in his in his cabin and stuff
like that it's called Black Snake Moan I remember the name but if you want to see a really stupid movie um watch Snakes on a Plane hi you'll laugh your ass off I want watch it I remember that it was from the right yeah so stupid freaking there was like a bunch
of snakes on the plane and then there's one snake that went for like the woman's tits like what the they had to put that in there that's hilarious it supposed to be serious movie too not like a comedy yeah yeah a lot of movies are very farf G for some guys nuts yeah no you know how they have to put like
nudity like a little bit of nudity no they don't that was like an 880s thing every movie had a sex scene for no reason like 2000 with um Samuel Jackson yeah snakes can't get on a plane guys you know and you have to be careful with yeah the Snakes on a Plane that's pretty it's pretty a funny movie though
yeah nobody forgot about that's kind of a perilous situation what do you do well you you're probably like get one of those like those little um air respirator things you know take a deep breath of it and and hope for the best you know hopefully wearing underwear like what like uh let's say you contain the snake like I mean what somebody got a bucket I mean I don't know maybe they
got a bucket or something I don't know what the hell like what are you gonna do throw it out the window airplane window oh my God yeah well I I don't think that there's gonna be like you know if they're transporting snakes hopefully it won't be on a passenger plane with people you know and stuff like that hopefully they'll be in crates
and you know in the sway compartment and Stu like think think there are like a lot of instances where animals die do you remember that movie called like eight heads in a duffel bag or something yeah that's a good one that's a good one it's a really good yeah eight heads in a duffel bag yeah because yeah and there's like and there's actually like eight heads in the duffel bat I mean it's like
yeah it's really and it's like trying to get through the airplane with it yeah that was a good one I I watched that movie like a bowling ball bag or something in one of them yeah well how about the big Labowski you guys like the big Labowski that's like a classic movie need to watch that movie again I saw that movie in high school and I didn't understand the point well
watch it again you might understand watch movie in high school and you're an adult a little different like you know because it's it's funny it's like a funny movie and they have you know like that he's they call him the dude and he's like he's actually like the the re Rubik's Cube Heir like he's like the heir of the Rubik's Cube and he lives in La all wants to do is like just remember
his Persian carpet his like fre price position carpet yeah a Persian he Persian rug and they get pee on the persan rug and You' be like my rug he'd be like so mad the biggest disrespect you can do is that's all he got all he got mad about was his Persian rug getting peed on and stuff like that yeah dude was a huge loser but you know the way he was like really cool because
and he was always getting in it's under the top comedies yeah yeah it's one of it's really funny you have to watch it you have to watch it as an adult because also they have that that Terra Tera Reed or something like that plays like this girl and then she has like these painted green toenails everyone notices her pained green toenails and then he like gets sent like a toe in the mail with a green pain there wasn't there wasn't
really a point to that movie it was just like a fall well yeah well some movies are just to be enjoyed some movies are just entertaining I mean that's fine but I was trying to understand meaning in it there's meaning there is meaning in it if you look at like the woman he falls in love with like there's a woman there and she like and then she has he has a dream sequence and she's like Isis I think in the dream or like all I mean
there's all this like really cool stuff like and they're like check checkerboard floor and like dancing around I don't know if you remember that part there is a point yeah checkerboard floors freak me out I don't like checkerboard floors yeah well it's like the black more like I don't know if it's chess a chess board or checkerboard floor but you know it's like the black and the white and that's the Duality and it's like that's what we have in this
world it's like it's like the when people say Oh Black and White but there actually it should be like a a gray floor you know because it's all blending together that people say oh this is right this is wrong this is this is bad this is good it's a very dual Duality world right yeah there's Illuminati symbolism in that movie if you learn about the Illuminati a little bit then you watch that rewatch that yeah yeah
shark NATO was hilarious but it's so freaking cheap yeah I heard the the new Little Mermaid movie too they they the black Ariel of course and it's like and then but then they had like flounder was like an actual like a fish like they had like they this like the ugly fish is flounder an actual flounder said Checker floor yeah I I have a I have a carpet's black and white with like it has like little zigzags on
it and stuff like that but yeah I don't like the floors it makes me very unsettled to stand on the Checker bird floor well that's what I say think you were saying earlier you're like I don't like to play I don't like to like play poker I don't like I like to like know everyone's cards and that's so that's more like you I was saying no I was saying I think I think a lot of people
are playing a game and I don't like to play a game I would rather look I'd rather observe the game look at everyone's cards and just watch the game and that's like that's like getting off the chessboard and then going up to the to the audience The Spectator section and watching the game because you're not part of the game because if you're part of the game you're gonna be pushed around or like you're you can be manipulated by the other pieces and
stuff if you're like sitting and watching the game who knows who you support in the game who knows why why you like certain people in the game and that kind of stuff you're just watching right and like that's a lot of people but I I'm in this YouTube game you know and YouTube is like I'd rather have it be a game than like because a game implies there's some fun to it and a game implies there strategy necessarily fun element not necessarily
what do you do what you what do you do with games you play games it's like you don't you don't participate in games you play them you know the movie Saw they were playing a game right right but that was like kind of a darker kind of game yeah that wasn't very fun yeah well that yeah but but that's and yeah and then some of them won some of them lost in that game too but it's there was a clown running the whole
thing but you know that's a little bit different is also is a movie which is like entertainment I don't think there's been real life saw situation I don't think that's ever happened in the history of mankind well who knows who knows knows I would think that would be too far off really well it's like you know for like some like kind of homicidal clown to
like be able to kidnap all these people and then like te a Ukraine right but those are also called people there's also war games and there's military exercises and there's stuff that like real that's not real right and so it's like but when it's like real but I'm saying like war
crimes and like in Israel in Gaza and I know there scary things around the world with politics right but it's like ultimately we're all people and Stu like politics those are real human lives well that's Pol but politics deals with real human lives that's what politics is it's the government it governs the minds of people and so it's also but it's also mind control govern means control Mento
means the mind and so the government is like that's the cultural programming and so everybody and these governments will be part of this cult right this country cult right even though we're just one world right there should be like no really separation we're all human beings we all to share resources and everything right but then we have some countries have more resources than the other countries they have ADV manages they're
able to play it's a big chess game it is a big chess game it's not Checkers as chess maybe it's par cheesy maybe it's connect for and maybe it's combination of Monopoly and a Scrabble and all these different games but there's games a bunch of games I think it's probably closer to bop it to bobit yeah bop it you know bop it
oh I bop it okay I think like Lena bobit I was like uh oh that's that's a whole other game no Bob it okay s I'm gonna Bop you I'm gonna Bop you right off this panel Sig if you don't behave yourself okay I just don't get how Loreno Boba did that and the guy didn't wake up it makes no sense well I think he like he like she he was like passed out drunk and maybe like on
drugs or something like that and then she did it and then he woke up like pretty much immediately but yeah and then she like ran out the house and like threw it in some bushes they actually found it seed it back on I saw I saw the porno he was in a por it didn't look right it just didn't look the window or something window some bushes and stuff like that can you imagine that finding that in the bushes
like Boon yeah what's the other one yeah it's like dude what the hell there's so many people getting chopped up that onei AR was freaking cuckoo the jod Aras chick was freaking nuts too I think be is GNA chop somebody up
next ien done it my like almost my life you know Taylor Taylor sh business about that one who's what the is you know who that is that's a that's a person she H chopped up her
boyfriend that's not very nice uh yeah it was uh very very gruesome she like uh like chopped off his dick or something like that I don't know she was chopping it off come on we're eating I'm eating dinner now I don't want to hear about chopped off
dicks okay my I don't know maybe you do I don't there's my Voodoo fries look very good still huh yeah they do jeez um I'm sure wants his chopped up fried dicks I would put ketchup on there too I make it extra wooy okay let's see what's going on
those are my uh those are really good I like those those are the those are better than um the uh sauce packets cuz like when you're done squeezing them you can like use it as a dipping cup too it's great yeah never join have you met Nick winter he's really nice ni I think Nick join I did Nick did you join last night I think
yeah I think he has I think maybe yeah Jo jod Aras so jod Aras you know she took all these photos of this guy like she like drove like six hours or something to go see him and stuff like that and said she didn't go see him and stuff but then they found she put like this camera in the dishwash or in the laundry machine
and they were able to get the photos out she these photos about him about when she she about like right about to do a do a nor Norman Bates shower scene Jody Aris did it with this guy and he was really cute guy and stuff like that and then she said she wasn't there and of course they have the cell phone records and they the GPS and stuff like
that so yeah today's world you are not you're not getting away with anything like literally in today's world with cameras with the surveillance state with cell phones everything seriously if there's a single a single crime that anybody gets away with it's because the police do not
care full stop there are no crimes that you can get away with today yeah and like they found when they saw the picture they were taken like 3 minutes before she freaking you know out at him yeah like they can even look at like how the like you know the pictures like what time it was what time he was you
know you know phones don't have GPS data attached to the pictures no it was a it wasn't a phone it was actual um camera camera cameras too yeah cameras will also sometimes have GPS she deleted it but it was in the back like you know data or something it's called xif VA probably knows she's just fishing well I
think I think she had thrown the camera into like the washing machine and stuff and so they found it in the washing machine and just like they're able to to find like a little chip and like read the chip from that still yeah Nick has been here a few times but you might join awesome she was in the interrogation room and she was doing yoga moves yeah oh my gosh yeah yeah she was yeah she was a little
bit you know and you know and she's also she was beautiful but it's like that's like a kind of a warning story to people too it's like you know some of these like um it's like a little bit Fatal Attraction type of relationships uh let me see I'll see jod Aras yoga if I can find out like that's like a fantasy nine times out of 10 that's like a weird fantasy people have that's so uncommon but yeah that's like
investigation discovery like oy like Midnight's uh show yeah when she's like doing the weird like freaking in the interrogation room she's like freaking trying to psyche can you click on the ChatterBait tab that you have open I no what's on the
ChatterBait say it's not you had ChatterBait we can rewind it you had a chatter you have a ChatterBait tab open what are you watching what is it says say it says BBC cams
okay remember that you guys ever see um Alex Jones dude Alex Jones he showed his phone on stream or like on like yeah like on like a video and he I think it was live he literally uh he had like transgender porn on his like browser it's
crazy well see has a good eye let see I've been non ChatterBait a little bit because I was like testing if I could just stream on it like and if I get I get tips I could do tarot on there maybe like I don't know if you can I was making a joke on Aldi about like doing like Call of Duty live streams on chatter
B there's a guy name his name is James web telescope and he I think he might be in this chat I think it's familiar his name is James web telescope and he has like all these he has a whole podcaster thing set up with like a microphone and he's like he's like clothed most of the time and then he's doing like playing music and stuff and talking and then
when he gets enough tokens he's like it's a his his title was Cloudy with a Chance of balls you know and so it's like he and then he so he will like that's a fun name it is it is a porn sight sassy it is it is but it's like you know just like only F have only fans and the only fans you know most of the time you associate with porn but it can be to someone that has a fan base and they
want to like communicate with their fans in another way right and so there's is it that's like it's born is there anybody that does like on ChatterBait they do like tarot card readings but they read it with their penis yeah that's that's me that's me I'm the first one to do that how would that how are you going to shuffle now that's the challenge no he's going to shuffle it
but then when he reads it instead of pointing the finger you can Shuffle if you can Shuffle I'll be impressed also you just pointing at it that's it that's not really that impressive do something with it come on SO guys if anyone wants a naked tarot card reading you can maybe sometimes after this you got to do something more creative than
that basic is sitting there just jerking off right because that's ChatterBait right so more advanced is like having like because I think got like do something like have a new idea well giant lebia said she's this guy doing you know giant lebia who was in the chat he said she has a friend she was giving me all this advice about she
said he's a friend and he was making like she says a giant lebia what her name is giant lebia yeah but she has a friend he was making like a couple hundred dollars a night he would just sit there clothed just talking and I guess he's just hot and stuff like that because I sit there I sit there clothed for like 20 minutes and nothing will happen but this this guy people on coming in talking to him and then he has you can set a goal like I need this amount of tokens and this will happen
and so the chat can kind of pull together and like start giving you tokens because tokens aren't even that expensive I don't how much is a token I think it's like for like $8 I think it's like 200 tokens for like $20 it's like or it's like uh 2,000 token or I I don't know it's like I how much money do you get like what's their cut I don't know I I think I think you
just cash in on your tokens though I I'm not sure but you know YouTube has a 30% cut and so you chatter I'm sure is even like probably better that yeah full it's called Full spread read I'm gonna be streaming I'm gonna be streaming on chatterba jacking off yeah do that say I start I done it like three times I have like over a 100 follow followers on it like I just have people coming in
following and I have guys saying to be throwing tokens at me and going to be great I have so many women in there too and they're women and they're like oh my God like my my PSY and then they're like oh and they said then I gu guys saying oh my wife are here watching you right now like and it's like or I want to see you do something my wife and stuff like it's very crazy yeah I never
I thought it would just be a bunch of gay guys on it but it's like I'm getting like a lot of women I don't know if I'm more feeling to women or something like that there's a lot of like Acceptance in like the industry for women now it's a lot more acceptable for women to consume porn Okay so in my opinion I
think women have always had the most depraved like sexuality so now they can just be like open about it so it's yeah we're gonna be open about it it's all good uh amber HHH she charges like for a penis rating uh rating not a rating you can charge you can charge $25 and
based on their penis you don't even have to see their face you can redo a reading on their penis I'll do a $20 vagina raing I'll tell you is ugly okay so guys so so so guys Theo if you're here Theo listen Theo gets a free reading because he didn't send me one picture he sent me two pictures last you can read Theo's penis cuz you already saw it I am but he
like he's like I sent you two pictures today I was like I saw one and then I went back Jesus Theo what a horror but be this morning Theo came in he's like oh my God he's like oh god dude he's like I got off another panel they're all saying I'm gay now because I'm sending you dick pics I know 202 that's not that's that doesn't mean
that that's not gay just because it's 2025 that's gay no but you know another man dickpics yeah but did that that's gay say you know what that's to me wrong with being gay okay fine that's okay secure secure enough to like see like we're Bros kind of thing you know
sometimes you don't you don't care other dick piics well I mean that would be like that's like to say even that's a joke to even say that's a joke would be like a a stretch but it no it wasn't a joke show trying to show the whole show I was like okay then it didn't work so I
was like okay just I and he posted his number backstage the other night and so I I I texted him either gay or I think what is it called I don't know but I was but Theo it was impressive okay and thank probably exhibitionism that's what I mean to say yeah exhibitionism is fine I might Cog hold on I need to look up that
word see you explain Cog free country I guess what krog what is krog krog was a by out as gay means rainbow or gay it means coming right out as gay Cog means like someone that's gay pretty much well what it actually means is uh
came right out of the gutter yeah no not the gutter right out of a gutter condoms in the trash can that means came right out of a gutter but um condoms right out of a garbage can or something like that but see they don't they don't call like uh gay people cro they call cringe people croak like
somebody that's like somebody that's like really like an idiot not like a g you know they don't you know I don't know how to explain that somebody send I'm not because I am gay like also tonight on Lisa's chat like there's this black guy on a bicycle free country yeah this guy show tonight and then I was like in the chat I was like oh cuz like she had the her like assistant he was like
grabbing his assistant's butt and like she was dancing the background and stuff and he was singing he's like this black guy he's singing a really good good voice and stuff and I was like oh it's like so Stephanie her assistant I was like Stephanie did you ever a picture you be like being a backup dancer at this age for this black gay guy and then Joanie in her chat was like psyche she's like that's weird that you say that
because aren't you bisexual and I was like well I'm not I'm not bi I'm very I'm very gay she's like well why would you point that out about them and it's like I'm not so even gay people aren't allowed to say people are gay anymore right it's like that the world's gone so crazy I I'm not allowed to say someone's gay right I remember when the internet first started um um having sites upload videos the amount of uncensored
unfiltered Gore and violent stuff being uploaded was wild yeah it's a little bit different now H Nick there was a joke in an ebz reference I ruined it okay it's okay R I just didn't understand okay somebody sent me a dick say it's gay yeah that's hilarious yeah
okay and Theo I don't know Theo might be by curious or something like that he's but he's a he's a sweetheart he's a sweetheart person and you guys you guys be nice to Theo okay don't don't tease him I don't want I don't want him to be teased and say people say because I know he doesn't take it to heart nobody's teasing him he's teasing him yeah you just Embrace what you are like nobody cares nobody teases just be
you know he needs to stop being shy about it yeah well that's like also but it's like also because I've seen like there'll be a guy and then he'll be like gay friendly or he'll you know or something will happen and then it's like all the straight guys will go oh my God you're gay and it's like sometimes they take it to heart and they and they get upset about it and stuff like that but I
don't want is it really true that men compare their penis size at the gym room or something yeah I think so and I know um that's pry yeah doing that that's gay that's gay no I'm not my penis to some random guy just to show what if it's not random guy see
it's your Jim bro and you were like you're just like that's that's what how does that change anything what if you're in the what if you're in the bathroom you go in the bathroom at the Dodger Stadium and you're at this trough where they if you look if you're pissing next to someone if you're pissing next to someone and they take a peek that is
weird no it's not acceptable not accept circumstances human beings have like Natural Curiosity and also men can like look at other men F that's still weird okay it's weird Okay is weird so see no one never I mean if it's not gay that's Journal right your eyes are straight ahead you
never I'm not looking around no dude literally yes my eyes are like what am I like wandering around like oh curious I'm look I'm I'm taking my dick out I'm taking a piss I'm getting out it takes it's very brief but then crazy I'm trying to remember if anybody has ever I feel like people I I
think no there are weirdos that do that though I don't even know if it's just like gay dude just weirdos I think every guy even like at the locker room like there'll be naked guys and then like people will like look down they'll compare they make comparisons and stuff like that it's not gay it's like you know there's also like this locker room banter and is it possible for two guys to you're talking about
likeing if they pee at the same time at the urinal is that possible hi cutie L you're still beautiful yeah look at her mouth and her lips it's so funny she looks like like she's
like you're so cute and I ask him do you what do you looking at right the dud next then you know the dude next they they'll have ads sometimes they'll have ads in front of the urals and sometimes they're really funny they're like related to pissing I don't know sometimes that's funny yeah I
don't know D look at the tiles look at the gring on the tiles anything it's more it's more entertaining to look at another dick I would like say oh look and like is a circumcised uncircum I'm sure that's how you would feel as a homosexual but guy guys we all have the we all we all have we live in a society with gay people and so we don't know who's in the locker room fine but just
because you're gay doesn't mean you can just go around looking at other dude's dicks but it's like like a guy just like because a guy is straight doesn't mean that he can go around like looking have you ever been to like a or like a steam room you wear clothes no you wear clothes yes you wear
clothes you don't wear clothes I've been to I I wear cuz I used you know when I used to go I would be wearing you know like you know kind yeah you're where everyone's naked shorts or like sports bra but I went in there and there's like people laying butt ass naked with their legs spread open any that I've been to it's a strict rule you you
put on you have to have swim trunks no this is like this is like men and women separated at the gym what are you talking about I've never I've been to many gym saunas they do not have they have never been um yeah they're separated but even then no one say not California I'm telling you what do you mean not it's the same
thing anywhere I mean you have to look for that maybe that's kind of maybe that's specific kind of gym but that's not like a California thing you're going to a special gym okay am I lying uh psyche no you're telling that is some special kind of gym that's
not la there's no way no are you nuts every every gy they says to be naked no clothes in jacuzzi because it's like they don't want the contaminants from the bathing suit getting dude you
do not what are you what you don't want contaminants from the bathing suit your body is much more filthy than anything in the bathing Su no not in the bathing suit in the um you know the separate like dude there no reason to be naked besides the um aesthetic reason yeah no but if say if you go to a sauna and then it's like you know it's like it's like
100 degrees it feels good to like open you wear your swim trunks no but that's hot it's hot fine you take off you have swim trunks I don't think you guys get it you guys are talking about some other if you're talking about a regular normal gym call normal family
do not allow you to not wear clothes I'm going to look I'm looking up La fitness's rules okay not oh you're clothes rule you have to be wearing something s will you stop talking
over um it says some other some n this some happy you know ending I don't know I went to Yellow St Park Yellow St you know Park they have these guys there like naal like and people are all but has naked there okay listen so say
it says it says Toronto today I went to LA Fitness mensana locker room I was sitting in my towel and I use that towel to cover my private area dick and balls there was a man who told me that I am not supposed to be naked in the sauna room I'm so confused because I think people should be naked or at least clothing optional in the sauna then I told him nobody said anything about what people should wear there's no policy
about what to wear no dude it's a he said go at the front desk I said how can you can I get go there with only a towel on like that he's like it's not my problem exactly if you can't only go there with a towel on because you got put yourk if you if you cannot if you understand that you can't go up to the front desk in only a towel then what
makes you think that you can be in the sauna in only a towel because you're not same logic not s you can be not wearing a shirt you just have to have a piece of underwear covering your parts that's it God says you know what he was from the swimming pool I saw an insan insane mind wait wait a second but
says he got the sauna directly from the it pool I don't want to tell him that chlorine evaporating from his wet Jammer is more toxic to his health than me being naked but I didn't spit it out because I think he is my father's age around 60 and there were only me and him alone in the sauna so I prioritize my safety that just sounds like that person
just sounds like a nudest weirdo that's looking for excuses that's really weird that's really weird no dude those are public you look you want to go to your special spas or swinger shits you know free country you know cons you're consenting your adult fine but if you're talking about a public gym where it's
anyone can go in there's kids there no you're not allowed to be naked just like that that person understands that you can't go up to the front desk naked then what makes you think you can be anywhere else naked locker room when you go to you you cannot just be naked in the locker room can you take a breath for a second at least have to try to cover it up okay when you go to Palm Springs they have
like separate like okay you're talking about special play places there sign there that hold on oh my God there is like a sign um it's separate right the men's is separate than wom understand what you're talking about there's a sign that says about a public talking about a chain
where they have many clothing is optional so it's optional they say that yeah sorry all I want to say he won't let me finish one sentence where do you go yeah I know he was just trying to interrupt and stuff like that but say but I never heard of like a g like maybe there are gyms that are like oh fully clothed don't don't get naked in the gym but it's like usually in a gym you like
you're sweating into your clothes sometimes there's showers there people are changing clothes like at the locker room they're like come out of the shower they're it's it's like you see each other naked anyways like what the hell at the locker room woman locker room good the woman loock room is the same way you know like when you get out of
the shower you're changing clothes whatever this and that hi tricks God S I used to work at L the gym he doesn't get it and I I yeah s get to a gym actually buddy okay but no but like I I worked at Alman and I would hear stories of the women's changing room where women are just completely nude right they're like laying around there they're just like
change they're like trying on underwear and stuff like that and it's like you know all these different things and it's like we it's just like it sounded like the craziest room but it's like and then we had attendant in there and they always come out like with their eyes wide open like oh my God what's going on in the chain room because everyone everyone all different shapes and bodies and stuff like that the men had a little change the men had their own little private stalls in the men's section but the women have this big fitting room
where it's like they're just all that's poor hello from Easter oh guys we have someone from Easter Island isn't that amazing Easter Island hello Andrea garoto that's amazing I don't think I've ever had an Easter Island person someone says again cultural thing tons of countries across the world have nude beaches where they don't care if people get nude or hella close to nude and people bring their kids are all the time right it's like you know Europe just the
same they have porn everywhere in Europe and it's like here the porns all put in plastic stuff and everything it's like it's like a different Americans are very like um a little bit more shy about that kind of thing right in Europe it's like they're just like you know we they're they're used to the nudity more and stuff like it's not like a sexual thing Americans have to sexualize everything am I right guys I don't know Americans
sexualize everything yeah even it's not sexual right and so there's not a lot of that but there's still like there's still plenty of like you know locker room scenes and movies and everything you know we we know happens in the football locker rooms we know they're all they're all yeah it's weird to bring your kid to a new beach but all I know a lot of that' done who could have do be
raised bees are adult isn't it like adult but see the thing is like I don't know no it's true it's me also like I know about Korean like they have Korean spas and stuff and then people there's kids in there too and stuff like that right there was like controversies about people like breastfeeding like on in
public and stuff you know don't know the fine lines between that right and scum I'm not saying it's appropriate for children to see but I'm saying when I was in Czech Republic you go to the news stand and they just have like the the porno magazine all out like here they're kind of Hidden Away a little bit yeah what's up Andrea EUR made a joke but that was a spoof movie what happened in Euro trip they went to the nude beach or something like that
think there's a nude beach around here like there little there's We Run The pal verg area I think there's like a little hidden nude beach here and we GRE up with fascinated about nakedness like imagine like clothes never existed only if we needed them when we were cold and it would be so normal like just to walk around naked
isn't that weird yeah there's a whole people are so shy nowadays but it's like you know we're we're all born naked we're all like all the know it's like and we have different places where like there's guys that go to the H that go to the the pool in Speedos and stuff like that's basically like you know bikini you know bikini bought them from it yeah those are what make us humans not animals that's true in a certain way
we sexualize other things remind like okay what about like what about like the you know if you live in if you were like somehow lived in the jungle like the jungle boy or whatever the jungle you never were exposed to clothes you have to make them right like with I don't know first like bare skin or whatever I
put like a leaf over it I don't know but think about it we are somehow we are animals humans are animals we're some kind of animal right right yeah but in in like I've seen South America they have like these tribes in South America where they'll all be in like and even
like um even Africa too where where they're tribal people and they'll be basically naked and it's like they'll they'll have they'll have some kind of stuff sometimes covering and stuff like that but most of the time the men are out hunting naked alone and stuff like that or the men hunting naked with each other movie The jumbo book y yeah
like were nothing but Ms so let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel let's get blood hound Gang that's blood hound Gang love the roof the roof the roof is on
fire don't need no water burn burn burn yeah so how's everyone doing in chat like we here with be tonight like s still here Jo come up here you guys I'll bring Sig back but if he annoys me or we won't let be there when I talk you know Sig it's like I'm gonna use my like little button and I it's gonna kick you
into purgatory till I let you back out bigest perhaps you should try using your ears perhaps you should like try shedding your mouth for a little bit when be is trying to talk and make a point and you keep talking over her for like I don't know why so it's possible you should listen before you speak well maybe but I think we've been listening
we've been having a conversation and stuff like that at School of Athens she's on your side she say sick as necessary okay yeah necessary to have those those little kons in the society say oh this is wrong this is right oh no no no no nudity in the saunas oh no no take a shower fully clothed right right you know in a gym people are putting in their pants and flexing their legs and
all this kind of stuff right so say say no no don't look over at the Ural why do we have the urals next to each other why don't we all you know private because of space constraints think jals are next to each other so that you can look yeah that's why they're there so I I can sneak a peek guy next to me maybe in in your world
perhaps if it's a space thing why aren't there partitions between why are there some urinals that are just like a lot of times people will be be and destroy the partitions for no reason that's why sometimes the partitions were never installed in the first place and people WR you know someone said they found my show on a bath sometimes they don't bother installing them because they know that's
gonna happen right bathrooms at the park all the time s Sig will like go like go to Tower and he'll like be in his like coronated Speedo my understanding from what what I've heard from service staff is that public in the terms of public
restrooms gym restrooms women are by far more disgusting than men is my understanding in terms of the hygiene of the bathroom situation I don't I don't I mean I've heard different things too but I all I know is that at Dodger Stadium you go in there's a trough it's like not even a to not toilet it's like a big
trough I've seen their dicks are out it's like half half them are naked they're like throwing up in I mean it's like it's very disgusting okay like sometimes people fall in I saw there was a video of somebody that um that ran like he like like ran up to it full speed and like did like um what's
it called like a a belly slide like a dolphin dive he do like a dolphin dive the entire it's called instant Darwinism or like or something it's like social Darwinism where it's like you're stupid enough go run into the Dodger Stadium bathroom which is just the cess pool of urine and a trough and you're going in there and you're going to do a belly
flop towards the stall and you land in there that maybe you deserve that okay so you guys we this this just a fun conversation you know it's like you know it's interesting because I said a few words that you don't like I said the other day I was like oh did you think this guy so because I said a few words you don't like you think I
deserve to be sorry can you repeat what you said no I said I said no so that was you said maybe you deserve to to I said if if you like run into like a Dodger Stadium bathroom and you do a belly flop slide towards the toilets and you like land in the toilets maybe you deserve that okay that's what I said I didn't say you deserve I didn't say you I said
I mean I think people just like being like stuntmen I think that was in like the early 2000s when everybody you go outside on the grass you don't have to go into the you don't have to go near the toilet and do that okay if so if you you know it's very disgusting guys but the trops are just for your I don't think you're supposed to take a dum dump no no
absolutely not no you're not supposed to piss I mean you're not supposed to in the trough no yeah that's that's a no no so Jesus Christ like yeah you're not supposed to in a Ural where does it go yeah that's true if you do stupid stuff you get what you get right and so it's like you know we all do stupid things and I'm saying there's like stupid things like oh you know I like I like was running a banana peel but then there's really
stupid things like I went to the Dodger Stadium bathroom and did a did a cartwheel and landed in the toilet that's a different thing right that's kind of oh P I'm sorry you would think uh yeah I agree with that you do stupid stuff and that's what you get but you would think that but a lot of times I think sometimes people do stupid stuff but they get a pass so they get
pity people the other the other thing besides getting a pass and pity which is like you know we all do stupid things we all make mistakes the other thing that can happen is like you can go get in serious danger by doing that you have nearly and people people do stupid things and do not survive and stuff like that you know we see plenty of YouTube videos where people are doing these stunts and they set themselves on fire they like they there's really bad
injuries I've seen on YouTube and stuff like that so hey bad boy Breeze what's up I saw you I saw you in Alisa's earlier awesome to see you here Jack millionaires I mean are they I mean I think now they are but like literally at the time righto was like always to be it's not always going to be a millionaire like literally homeless
during jackass like he was like sleeping from like fans couches like they're all just like oh wow like steo like not even knowing that like they they weren't paying them well at all I forget how they even have money now I think from the movie deals that's where they got their money but the movieal imagine all the drugs they're bu imagine all the drugs they're buying fueling these like
part just an endless party right so it's you know they say like the rich people they had to be on to like do some of the stuff they did Chris ponus lives in a van and somebody else I I thought Chris Pon Chris Pon is still alive because I remember like there's somebody else that passed away I mean there's plenty of um there's plenty
of um people that win the lottery and then they're passed away by next year right because it's like then all of a sudden they have people trying to unive them trying to like scam them they have they they're doing these dangerous things if they crash a car buy another car you know it's like and so and then they're not spending their money they're not managing you know it's money's about money supposed to B marera
dude Bam Margera cut off the roof off his Lamborghini right Ryan dun oh yeah so yeah I'm not I'm not sure yeah but I used to I used to watch I love jackass came out when I was like you know 1819 or something like that it was a funny ass show movies are funny died in like 2010 that was a while ago but yeah yeah that might have been the one you're
talking about I like dad Grandpa I don't know bad grandma too but it's funny as hell it was good watch that yeah Ryan dun had a had a accident you know they're they're doing they they're racing cars with filled with drugs and alcohol it's it can be very dangerous right but
you know live fast Die Hard or whatever the saying is here we go this is this is Mr Trix hey hi Sig Sig you know say adorable I I saw Sig go into the bathroom and I peeed at his
wiener oh that's what he said you did not no no so Trix look at me naked like I'll be in the bathroom I'll be in the shower I see him peeking from behind the behind the glass yeah you're a little peeper he's like a little shower peeper and so so s Trix would not be allow your gy no that wouldn't be me I think Trix is
lying that's crazy he said that he said that Sig has a big wiener you see him say it he just said it I saw Sig's wiener no it's a tricks he doesn't like to be joke with like that right doesn't like to be joked joked about it's not not a laughing matter Sig wiener is not a laughing matter but it's okay s if I
was next to if I went to the unal and I was I was next to you I probably I probably just if we were if we were I think if you were sober you might be kind enough to not um do that but I think if you were drun yeah I would probably take a few steps like URS down it wouldn't just be like nor one space all I would do might
be more than one might be like three you see my eyeball like this like look I'll just be looking over like down uh oh here we go what's up Nick up Nick hold yo dude hold on thank Youk
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tell me what what is your etiquette in the gym and do you everever Peep Peep I don't go to theing or creeping hope you guys are good hold on everyone's
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off I think you got it yeah it fixed so yeah so Nick no Nick you don't go to the gym okay you have you been to like what you been toot played football or something gone to like a locker room or like had not not to like get graphic or I'm just I'm just asking of curiosity or it's like you
know that's Ural like is it yeah it's better I mean like in the is it better I think he might be muted though yeah all okay but you Nick did you play football or something you look like a big tough guy like or you play any
sports or anything no you never did no you play World of Warcraft or what did you play Dungeons and Dragons what you played something I can see I played uh degenerate you played a degenerate okay so as a degenerate play
the rightand fiddle no I played the ray pain can okay so he's a tagger so so yeah but he's a tagger so but so you've been around gangsters and stuff like that okay so do you know how gay gangsters get sometimes you know how it's like it's almost like a bonding thing I I don't know it seems like it's very like you know it ain't fun if your homies
don't get none where it's like you know they like that's no that's gay that's gay so gay so so say you would never run a train if you if you like you know have this beautiful woman you and your friend out she's like I want both of you guys at the same time just to F me right and you would say I don't think I would no I don't think so I don't that's just not something I
don't know I never I guess it's never come thing interest in that idea I mean I've never of course I've never had to think about it but um if I did I don't know I don't think I don't think my answer would be yes okay if you're asking say so say so you're the hottest woman in the world you're you're like
physical Perfection okay with your best friend in the world the best your best friend and she's like I want one one worse in some ways best friend well yeah but also your best friend what if it's not a sexual thing with them and it's like it's not like you think you're
doing just at the same sexual thing but what are you actually doing well see if you're well what if like you're you're both you're on both sides of the woman and stuff so it's not even like no contact it's like a threesome kind of thing it's I don't know it's still I don't yeah well no one's ever invited I'm not I'm not gonna like say like a no immediately but I don't I really don't think that's something I would be most
gonna get S he's gonna say maybe I don't think I don't think that's something I would be comfortable with though okay but even if you're not comfortable with it then it's like okay she's like okay I'll just go off with your friend and have sex okay exactly it gets weird after that it's like if that's your best friend bad boy I don't know I'm not saying s I'm not saying a DP something I would do
okay yeah being it's cool being honest yeah that's really cool but I don't know if he's being honest because he's like questioning he's I don't he's like I don't know if I would say because there's I don't want to like say no immediately but I don't think that that's something I would be comfortable with that's my answer well but that's also like that's also means you're still under consideration of that kind of thing it's like it's like it's still
like not something I've it's not something I've ever even had like had to consider or thought about it's not something I wanted tell us you I've ever wanted to do I know no one no one's no one's offered you into the into the threesome I know it's okay I that's just not something that I'm that like I don't know never been like oh like hey like
let's like let like my bro I had a friend I think I had a friend one time that he was like this was in like high school and like he got like this new girlfriend and he was super hype about and she was like really hot and he was like showing me her nudes like he was like oh look she sent me like look at her dude she's so hot and I was like just thought I thought that was weird I was like why are you showing me your
girlfriend I don't know women share dickpics of their boyfriends or like other yeah and I think that's weird too it's okay guys it's all we all have bodies like everyone has the same equipment you know the same equipment some people there's an exception for some people right but it's like it's all and it's like and our our private parts
are ridiculous right how how's how ridiculous is they're actually very purposeful right they are but they look ridiculous look at these big balls and a big shaft and it gets all gets all big right and and then there like this either like Arby sandwich or like a fat cat or a a razor blade and some of them are are the lips are outside some of the lips are inside like guys we all have
these differences I think look if if you're talking about a threesome with two women that I am more open to but even that still I don't know about that but I would say I'm more open to that yeah but there's but there's lesbians still it's still not something that is that like I'm not like oh man I would love to do that like I'm just gonna jump at the opportunity have a question for I
have a question for Nick so Nick did you ever have a gay experience or what's what's the most gay experience you've had never in never not even like not even your friend when you're like you know teenagers at a slummer party no not I already uh it's like he's like
were you sucking your best friend's I'm not questioning I would I would never do it running a train on anyone not my thing yeah but you know what you're being honest like you're you're totally I can see like you're what like there's there's a spectrum with homosexual or heterosexuality people are usually in the middle somewhere they can find another man attractive I can see you're
very like a Hank Hill type like you know Hank Hill he's like I never would do that right it's like he's very straight man he's I like there's you have really good friendships but I don't know I take I'm like I don't oldfashioned I guess if I'm going to be in a relationship I'm going to be in a relationship so even like one
night stands were never my thing I tried to threeome one time with two girls and it was a terrible experience cuz the other girl was my girlfriend's X girlfriend and that's wait what your girlfriend's
exgirlfriend yeah she was bisexual okay that's a bad start already not really but yeah Lori says you never wanted to cross dreams with a buddy and act like your dicks were swords I'm all woman but that sounds like fun laughing my ass off right no it does yeah I think that's what I was talking about before where I think I
think uh you know obviously for a long time women sexuality has been very oppressed right it's been it's been very like um yeah kind of like just like something that's not discussed and I think that has Al almost ended up with like I think I think in at least in today's culture I think women have
probably a more depraved sexuality than men do I think because especially because it's like it used to be hidden like women's sexuality would be hidden for was hidden for so many like decades and then and like now since like whatever modern history and then now like we're at this point in history where it's kind of like women are
encouraged to be outwardly sexual now so it's like it's like the pendulum is swung go ahead but it's been like that for like quite a few decades now so I feel like that not even really a new thing I mean it's been it's been moving it's been sliding in that direction also look at women since like
now it's at the most women are like be more likely to like experiment with bisexuality they're more likely to exactly that's what I'm referring to but I think that's been like all I think that's been throughout time I think that there always been like like and I think men have that too where men are have an attraction to other men just because that's that's like them it's like you have an attraction to people like us and some like some
sometimes right and like then men with females sometimes we like attracted to the difference in that right but it's like there's still like we can appreciate I can appreciate a beautiful woman like and like a I like I like a nice pair of boobs and stuff like that and it's like it's fun to look at and everyone everyone goes all crazy when they're exposed and stuff like that right but it's like but it's like but
men it's like oh that's gay it's gay when men do it like every even my S you know my my close friends and family members will say oh when I was in college I would make out with the chick or I would you know I do and it's like they're very very straight you know it's like right but you know everyone will like you know women give themselves lot more
room women give themselves a lot room for that sexuality expression and I think now Society also does give more room so that's compounded into also also homosexuality too trans generation right but it's like because everything's out there too and stuff like that and then there are people like you know that are just getting the sex
industry and it's got that kind of thing but it's like really it's like even like when it's forbidden it becomes more erotic and stuff like that so it's like you know so there's a lot of women that will like they they'll say oh you know they'll be very straight women but they'll be into like watching Men together and stuff like that I don't know there's a lot of different things and like there's men that like watch women together and stuff like that so
we're all like or not all of us but like a lot of us will be like fine with like same sexuality Partnerships in some way right I don't know am I am I going too far am I wrong I think in today's world nobody has a problem with the homosexuality well no what no I think I mean at least in the west I think people do in the west I think for the most part people are just like whenever I mind my
business you mind your business for the most part not always though but also in the west it's very into like like it's like there's privacy here but there's also like let's get in everyone's business and like find out everything about everybody right and so and it's like there a lot of gossip and there's a lot of lot of stuff going on and it's like and a lot lot of times there will be like like the other night I was on the ChatterBait thing and this
guy's like oh me and my wife are like watching you right now and stuff and then they're like I'm we're private messaging you and like meet up sometime like I I don't know what they're asking they're like you know like I don't know if this guy wants me with his wife or whatever and it's like I don't want to be like someone in the middle of a relationship but some couples will have that understanding right okay what do you think oh yeah that's a covid test in St Karma and he's taking a covid test up
his nose in that photo some of the most hilarious comedies especially actors like will farell John C Riley set Rogan Jason basement May been crosswords too right yeah guys in Hollywood is a big thing also in Hollywood they have these Casting Couch deals and usually there there they call the game offia but it's what am I sticking up my nose I don't I not sticking anything up my nose I mean
I Dr right that drunk and your profile picture oh okay okay um that is a covid test Seth Seth Rogan I was thinking about hold on who's that guy um um that picture is from a I don't know
maybe a year ago and I um I've had covid I think since that that test is positive I think I've had it maybe seven times now so yeah I've had Co never had that's crazy but um bad boy Breeze I've been with a lot of straight guys and they go back to their woman I've been with married guys that go back to their wives yeah I think my I think
the uh I was reading some some um research paper about this and like it was talking about the sociological differences in cheating among and women and um apparently what it said roughly is that men cheat more of it's more of like an Impulse it's more of like a you know
just trying to get off mostly um but women's women's cheating is a much deeper emotional Detachment from you and an attachment to that other person cheating is much more serious right so I can see that making sense so but women also are about the more
emotional connection and stuff like that and so if their husband is not giving them the emotional connection I mean I can I can pull it up I forget where I found it but it was it was a legit it was a legit research paper it was um it was literally in the National whatever NC MBI or whatever the
yeah but and now nowadays I'm gay and and I get in trouble all the time because the people are say oh you're homophobic to me I'm gay gay okay because I'll say oh that person's gay that person's trans like and I'll just be like just part of my world right so and I'll notice these things they're like why are you bringing up their sexuality why are you why are you saying this why are you saying that like
because I'm gay so it's like it's just just comes to my mind you know and it's like and then some people but some people are they're so sensitive I can't even say transsexual anymore I said transexual for my she's like I said Taylor Swift I think it's transexual she said what what what word she's like that's it's transgender she's like you say transexual that that implies some
kind of sexuality to it it's transgender that I was like okay it's like all this wokeism right it was on a porn it's awful it was on a porn site no it wasn't on a porn site I mean I pull right now that's a game man are homophobic let me say I'll say there's like the very straight guys and there's like this kind of bodybuilder culture and then like some of them are not
attracted to the feminine guys they they're attracted to the other bodybuilders kind of thing and so they'll be like oh I don't like those flamboyant gays right and then there's guys that do and there's the very straight guys that actually like the flamboyant guys it's all different right even that that's still a whole like that's way different than this culture
thing there's there's a few um right it's all it's all about political correctness right it's like political correctness like saying the right terms and like also like if everyone like like I I hear like a lot of the younger generation is calling themselves even the guys will call themselves by they don't have any idea about sex or anything I I have a niece she's like I'm
pansexual and but it's like she's never with a woman or dated a she it's just like they just call themselves that right what so yeah that's it's like they're they they feel pressured by whatever Society or whatever to label themselves it's like there's no reason
you need to label yourself with extra labels like right yeah now but a lot of gay guys now like a lot of gay like you know used to be the gays were in the theater and like the gays there was like there was a theater club and the gays were in that and then there the guy other guys I mean that's I think that's always gonna be a thing but there's always gonna be straight guys there's be gay guys that are into the sports right
and so they there's all it's all mixed guys right I like bad boy Bree you're really i' like to have you on the show sometime if you ever want to come talk because I do like I do notice that there's not too many there's a lot of straight guys on YouTube or people very straight right but it's like there's like not I don't have many many out out gay people I'm like that's I'm always usually like the only one around but
Happ to me people like um you know not Theo but Theo thank you for the dick Pi by the way I now you mention it I think that's kind of true I wonder where all the gay people are because I mean they exist they're out there everybody knows you know gay people love bickering and bitching and talking so they would be here where are they no they're trust me they're here they're in they're even in
ip2 community all that but they don't they're not very open about it because then that's how they instantly get targeted and then that's true that's true ip2 I noticed that with ip2 like because I was I I I was like on Benny and trient and it's like and then inane and stuff like that and they're always saying and like oh this guy's a and they're then they're like
jerking off together like getting drunk and like basically like vomiting on each other I think people I I think uh I mean it's kind of and it's very I think I mean I don't know uh and I definitely do it myself but people just use the word as an insult but they're not actually homophobic I think I think people used to say that word and
be homophobic I think people now they do still use the word but they're not but they're not homophobic if that makes any sense it's like no because it's like you know Benny or ip2 people that might say those words and they say oh this person's a bundle of sticks or whatever you can say bundle of sticks but there's a bundle there r s and it's like saying that but it's like but if you actually called a gay person
that that might be more offensive but if you call a straight person that that's just like playing around and stuff like that yeah I know Sint Saint says Bund little sticks right but Saint's a good guy like Saint Saint like he was really nice to me he knew I was gay I always open to these people I'm like you know even like scribbles like scribbles is like you know I don't know if scribbles know much about me he's like a really straight guy Peckerwood type like really
big you know but um and then I'll be like in this chat like I'm this gay guy in this chat and I'm like like come meet me for um you know come walk on the pier and do do a do um some IRL sometime and he's like sure I don't know if he I'm a guy or a woman or stuff like that I don't know I don't know how how even went to jail I had a boyfriend in jail like my first like week in jail and like
the first few days in jail and he was a peckerwood and he was like he was not even like ashamed or like he was like he didn't even care what anybody thought about it right it's like so there I like I kind of like that when they don't care they don't care what people think what's up Beetlejuice be want to get in this conversation be just do you do you ever peek in the in
the urinal or no you totally eyes head no I'm definitely not a peer you're not a peer no most people do not Peak psyche understand you do that really most people do not Peak no like like in a main Big Show room I'll be like walking normal but I can see it out of
my peripheral not not drawn to it if that makes sense you ever see guys like like go like this they look down at you or anything or is it is it you don't notice well I'm trying to face the wall and ignore everybody else when I'm taking a leak but personally I I'm not surprised when people look because when they do
look they do make that face yeah really that not a I'm a grower not a shower type guy okay yeah and you know and like the gym culture and also like the the sports culture like the football teams they're very straight guys right they're very masculine guys right but they're like they're all naked half the time and
and they're all like and also they're celebrating they're happy and I've seen so many locker room stuff what a peckerwood a peckerwood is like a kind of like a it's like the white guys in jail it's not really about that because I got put in the Peckerwood wing and I'm not about that stuff but in jail in jail
prison they do go have to in California it's like the race politics are pretty hardcore and you gota you know join your race or you get up by both yeah no but when so I went to when I to I went to like full disclosure I went to jail like several years ago for a few
days like for three days and then I had a community service and it was for misdemeanor stuff but I just wanted to go and I I could have chose all community service but I was like I want to go to jail for the few days and I want to like take a shower with guys and stuff like that in the shower everyone's looking everyone's playing around there's towel snapping they're getting strip search constantly you're always telling your friends let's go to take a shower together and stuff like that and
so it's like it's like a whole thing it's like it's not gay necessarily but it's like it is you know I don't know but um but the guy I did like like he was like he said I was cute in front of everybody like and then he like took me into the I was a I was a trustee so I worked in the kitchen right so he took me into the refrigerator there nothing happened there just he gave me some some Jello and he gave me some cheese out of the commissary and then he let me use
his phone card and so he was always really nice and also but when you do go at one point when you're in jail they say so who do you identify with and I was like I don't I like I'm not sure I was like I was like I was like the Asians they're like no no no you're white you're white I was like thought Asian would be safest but yeah I want to go back to jail look at the guys I did I wanted yeah I did I did I took I got the
showers youy too right ell count it was Ellie County in s Karma yeah yeah dude that's like one of the worst ones to Fresno County and the politics they're real as you have to click up with your people right and unfortunately I wasn't there long enough to get into like involved in political stuff and I was just also like I was trying to like lay low because they do ask you they're
like are you gay or straight and I don't know if they asked me that time but I think it was on my record already that I said I was gay before and so they usually will segregate the gays into like this drag queen Wing where they have all these nuts in there and so I was like I want to be with the it was a trusty like lurel laay I was or I was in the jail for like probably three to four days I was a trustey the second day I
worked two days in the kitchen the the second day in the kitchen they let me they let me get a trustee usually takes a couple months right I know I was a trustee pretty quick well LA County I guess they needed help in the kitchen or something but I only worked there for two days and so and guys it was not it was like nothing I ever done in my was all for drug possession and stuff like that it's like
everything is I requested the orgy Wing I know and also I told the story about this Mexican guy like I went to this holding cell a holding cell or like a more permanent cell but it was just for like an overnight and there's a really cute Mexican guy there gang member guy and he was like hey he was really nice and we were just chatting we're sitting on the top bunks of the beds chatting and then he's like hey I'll make you a Ramen sandwich and he from the toilet
they have this little little faucet on top of the toilet right and he like he like pour it in this Ramen bag and like let it sit for like 20 minutes put it in between two slices of bread to me I ate the whole thing it was good you know it's not people in jail are very creative too right it's different everywhere yeah I know but in La too it's like you know or I think I think in jail in
general yeah two pieces of bread yeah and Roman get lucky enough to have a spread a spread oh yeah so I've seen that this guy made this like he made this like I don't know it was like oh yeah I know I know it's spreads are but this guy made like it was like a cake it was like a professional Baker made this made out of Oreos and stuff it was like so perfect yeah and he was like give me it
to some other guy and stuff like that so guys I have a few jail stories you know I've been you know I had a few few uh run-ins with the law and stuff like that I mean I haven't nothing's happened for since 2018 I served all my time guys it's all been for stupid and stuff like that you know some of it was my fault some of it wasn't my fault I won't get into it right a felons race rupal's drag race
rup Fel race well guys there's on Instagram there's like these I don't know gay guys or something or drag queens and they dress like Michael Myers Freddy Jason and they're like they're in high heels and like the out the full outfits and then dancing around it's really funny I see if I can find it yeah there are spread there's spreads in yeah a lot of spreads in jail huh in karma says the strangest conversation you've been
in imagination come few ingredients Yeah well yeah they'll take like you know they'll take like tortilla chips and they'll like mash them up to a powder and then mix them with beans and then put make a big bean spread and then put all kind of stuff on it and like they have like know nacho get the best
nachos you've ever had so once I was in a do you bleach your a-hole oh my gosh inant Karma said strange conversation they've been yeah guys there's a lot of there's a fake me oh yeah if there's a fake L um Lori just tell me who that is I I'll I'll kick him out so I don't like people imitating other people and stuff how's everybody
doing tonight yeah we're having it's a little bit it's getting a little bit gay here tonight but we're all everyone's straight except for me we're g to have these conversations right ramen noodles toilet water delicious it was it was wonderful Breeze it was just it was it was completely good you blocked them okay thank you I don't know I don't know who's
talking like Lori there's is that the same you it's that look there's like two exact same I can't tell I can't tell so Lor EA whoever's a real Lori who's who yeah we're getting very confused so I I'll just I'll keep everyone in here but it's like if if someone bothers somebody else you know I don't want to I don't like to ban people block people but it's like you know it's
not nice to imitate other people's with their same photo and their same they repeated view oh my yeah it gets to confusing get so confusing because it's like oh you know it's like no that's the one that's the one and they're they're exactly the same okay I know I know which one's the real one what's the one's a fake one want me to ban them okay well you're yeah
you're sometimes you can't get rid of these people yeah but everyone having fun I still have another half my beer left I still have another I have I have some ghost Wings actually I'm gonna put I'm gonna take this out of this thing and put my ghost Wings in there add these ghost pepper hot wings I'm gonna cook those have the rest my beer a bit earlier T night it's very good right back
youall ever do any time uh luckily no thank God that's kind of a miracle that I done some people are lucky to be honest like my little cousin he's lucky as that should be in prison for like 10 years and he's
not yeah well you know I know know I know a lot of people that have been in and they go in and out of jail like I was lucky enough to like not get too caught up in the system you know I I try to behave myself most yeah I said ghost ghost pepper wings and they're in the oven now and I'm always eating Oliver I don't
know I'm very skinny though who just dropped off I think Beetle just dropped out accidentally but yeah you guys you don't have to share like your prison stories or anything or what what happened but if you do have like prison stories you know you can always tell them here tell your experience about it because I do believe that there there's like a flawed justice system and it's like you know yeah wings are good how's
everyone doing but I know but in jail like when I was in the shower line for the shower I've told the story several times I was in the line for the shower it was like we actually they took us all in different rooms there like 10 guys in each room and they're like get naked in the room there's this guy there he's overweight guy and he's like he's like I'm gonna cover my wiener with this like piece of paper so no one sees and everyone's like oh who gives a no one cares we're all we're all doing it
and stuff and then you walk down the line out of that room with all the other rooms being and then it's like and all the female correction officers are there laughing at you and stuff like that and then they're pointing and laughing it's like very humiliating they you this big shower room with like four like 30 shower heads and then there's like 90 people so it's like three people to a shower head everyone's just laughing and having fun and it's like you know it's
it's almost like a bonding thing I don't know but no one even cared I don't think anyone ever cared that I was gay or not I think they probably knew can't you can't like I can't really really hide it that well right I Carey you cannot be G no more I'm gay and that's okay let people live their lives like come on right you
know it's like because we deal in a world where you know we have like know we have like you know younger people in the world and older people and it's like as long as we're doing long we're over 18 and everything's consensual and that's the law you know it's like we have to as adults we can we can live our lives and decide what we want to do is consenting adults you know without yeah you play with cups occasion and it's no one's business
really yeah it's noone's business like that that's what someone was saying they're like oh well what if like there's two brothers that want to have sex or something like that and I was like well if it's like in their privacy their own home and they're over 18 and they're like mentally sound and they're in their own bedroom and it's like they can do anything they want like who cares at the may not condone to it I may not be okay with it but that's my business
just like that's your own business what I don't think is that the government should be able to like someone says oh these guys are doing this and then they can like wiretap them or like videotape them or like break into the house like when they're doing trying to catch them and stuff like that it's like really like leave people alone right long as it's consenting adult Predators at all though like children need to be protected 247 right but
that's a whole different thing because we're talking about we're talking about adults and stuff like that and it's like and I think we have like children are being carefully watched and stuff like that Jeffrey Epstein stuff me up because Jeffrey Epstein if they want to believe the Jeffrey Epstein story he had his this woman um whatever whatever that
woman she's I forgot her name Jo maxw ma yeah Maxwell right but whatever she he had her so according to the story he had her go to like junior high schools and like sit outside the Junior High School talk to like these girls 13 14 years old say hey do you want to get on a plane and go give massages to like celebrities and then we'll pay you and and it's
go remember it's an island they had to go to and the there hundreds of people involved the parents never knew their daughters are flying to the this private island and like they they just got paid off well maybe maybe a lot of them too were like people that didn't have good family households that were
living on the streets working on the streets I I Sig off Sig wasn't saying anything Sig is Sig is being a panel wh right now and he's going to panels ignoring mine well he in my taking spot my check I only have six spots right now because I have I have my streamyard regular until tomorrow I'm going to get upgraded again new unlimited shows again this month guys we're gonna have so many
fun shows you great panels we lost Beetle Juice again but do I model for Express or abber cromie I like abber cromie I think where's it's okay hopefully be this back soon yeah it's 10 o' I probably go to bed at like 11: 12 tonight I still have another one third of the beer um you just have a couple beers tonight I'm not drunk guys
I'm not like I'm not slurring or anything um we're having a fun night Nick you're really cool though Nick Nick you've been here for like a while I mean like on different shows and stuff like that and you've like you know you express yourself you're really good at expressing yourself and you're nice on the panel and I I just want to say thank you for being respectful and always being you know answering questions and like being cool right I think the chat
likes you and the chat likes Beetle Juice and hopefully chat likes me you know but yeah guys yeah tonight I had an interesting night because I was accused of being a cult leader or try we love you psyche thank you I love you guys too and if I ever make you guys uncomfortable with what I say like sometime you know it's like because I I hit on everybody you know it's like and
so but it's like it's like that's that's my love language is hitting on people right it was fun have offended you haven't hit on me once oh be I have I have be you missed it I have hit on you yeah but you you said you were interested I think and so I just like I left I left it alone but I appreciate
it you do it on like a lighthearted not yeah not you know what I mean like aggressive weird it's maybe it's like part of my stick or something like that because I I started out like I would like get guys on the panel that were really rude and stuff when I had Pie as a co-host I like right P like tell this guy to take a shirt off and then she would do it and he he would
never never do it for me but he would do it for her and then we had other people coming and take their shirt off on the panel and we have guys dancing and Joker twerked in his boxers and stuff the island boys I saw that bad boy Bree the island boys were there and so but yeah guys it's like it's all in good fun it's like and guys I don't want I don't want guys that come here like because I was told already told several times oh I'm
told don't go to his panel because they think I'm gay or like you're going to a gay guys pan it's like guys what everyone says right it's like you know I'm a good guy okay guys I'm not going to like cross the line with anybody okay I may be verbally as a joke but I'm not going to really cross the line with you I I saw the island boy picture bad boy I saw the with Jeffrey Epstein yeah I saw all that I have theories about Jeffrey
Epstein case yeah cheers guys yeah let all like you know even like some people they've never met a gay person right or they maybe they probably have but they just don't know and stuff like that so I I've heard so many times they say oh I've never met gay person except you and then you're so cool I would hook up with you if you were you were straight or if I was
straight or gay so I've heard that a million times right Tracy I thought I um I thought like them until the my ex used real ones that requested a key no joke you couldn't find the key I was stuck for over an hour he found something to pick the log well that's good that's handy Lock Locksmith skills yeah but yeah I want you all to feel comfortable
here and it's like I don't want you to feel like Chas off the panel or case away from My Show by people saying oh you're gay like you know let's all be secure in our sexuality I I won't and if if I bother if I do bother you I do go too far I don't some people I'll say I'll say things and they'll be bother but if I really it really bothers you like really let me know sometimes you
you can I'll I'll keep joking and you'll keep saying like like the guy Rog Rogue a nomad I'll say just one time and it'll be like no no no you keep telling me no again and I'll keep saying one more time one time just one time just one Rog he's been around a while he knows he's a he's he
knows the way of the troll I say yeah I me that offended anyways they probably won't be coming back PES so I think you're golden bro yeah but but it's a people that don't come back because that I never hear from again because they they because some people do
get humiliated by that and like I know their friends will like tease them and stuff like that right I don't want to be like the reason like they get teased or like or makes them feel like bad or like make them feel weird or stuff like that I I want everyone just to have a laugh about it it's all it's all it's all in good fun right part of my strategy is part of my
strategy has been to like just be myself and like have a laugh and Stu and it's all jokes and stuff like that and it's like from the whole show I've never hooked up with anybody on YouTube and all the people I've met I never hooked up with even in real life even though the guy I met in person I was totally respectful and stuff but he he got mad because I made a gay joke that when he
was over here but you know it was not malicious or anything but some people just get are sensitive about that kind of stuff hey what's up Tri everyone sensitive about something bro everyone the trick can push I personally don't care what
someone's gay or I don't care at all but the funny thing too is like I've met gay dudes that are more you know manly yeah yeah than a lot of straight dudes and I met a lot of straight dudes that are judgmental towards gay dudes that act more like
females exactly dude isn't that funny that's funny how that works out too but it's like we all like there's very there's very gay acting guys and everyone will think they're gay and they're like really into and there's very straight guys that they think oh that guy's a stud every woman wants him and he's into man and stuff like that so we all there's like the whole it's not about sexuality it's or
or like the masculinity part of it because there's a big variation in that it's like you know it's like who you're really interested in right yeah okay is everyone doing good but yeah but if I call if I say Nick is a Nick is a hot guy and and I like I think Nick is a hot guy it's like I hope he doesn't take offense to that
you think he's a hot guy guy but but Nick I don't know what if you were like what if you had a best friend and you were like best friend since like Elementary School and like and and just like did everything together and had and then all of a sudden when he was like 18 or whatever he says he comes out of the closet to you okay what would you what would you like feel different about him would you
like have more like less of a relationship with them or would you still love them as your friend oh yeah I'd still love him as my friend I tell him I'm happy you feel comfortable coming out to me and I wish you could it came out to me sooner if it was something that you know you were keeping
hidden that's beautiful though that's beautiful like that's about you know that's about real love for your friends you know it's say so many many people go ahead what was the question okay so if you had a friend like your close friend from childhood and then you grew up together and you like did all this stuff together camping fishing hunting sports teams whatever and then yeah eventually they tell you I'm gay you know and and
you're the first person they tell or whatever like how would that would that change their relationship with you or how did you feel about that oh dude I'd be super supportive I'd be like I I'll be your wingman bro let's go right now tonight yeah so that's a real friend right it's like like you know someone that's gonna be like hey I don't get I let let's still hang out and like you
know and it's like I know you're not you know maybe maybe the gay guy is in love with you and maybe they're not or may maybe there're always going to be some ttention there about that right but my best friend is great and he's in love with me there's gonna be freak Friday oh thank you Oliver I want to I want to see that it make me rethink all the weekend
camping trips we took together yeah I know little camping showers you know you're fishing and stuff like that but you know what it's like that's shows you it's like that that person like I'm sure that person was respectful the whole time and where they always forgot their sleeping bag oh my God they always forgot hey I burn my sleep back can I can I get in there with you you know yeah sometimes that happens guys on
these camping trips right what stays in what stays in the the campground stays in the campground right what happens in the campgr stays in the no Nick out smooches Oliver's jelly yeah well Nick looks like a ladies man like I think he's like a kind of he Nick has a very masculine side but he also has like a his feminine side and he's not afraid of either side right he
cares himself very masculine but he has like this heart right he has this like and really I see really strong emotional side to him you know you can call it feminine side or whatever but I see it's like a balanced person right and Beetle Juice too beetle juu is like he's he doesn't care what people think and stuff like that and he's a he's very secure in his sexuality so he doesn't care he
doesn't care but you know there's so many guys especially the guys that are like homophobic about it and like saying oh this is bad and those are those guys actually like will be secretly in the bath houses or in the in the campground bathrooms and stuff like that like with the glory hole and stuff like that so there's a lot of shame in the gay sex kind of thing meeting Alleyways having a wife and all this kind of stuff you want
to be honest with people you don't want to you don't want to cheat your partner use them as a beard or something like that you wanna like you can you can a gay man and a straight woman can decide to go into a Rel ship together and have children and like have like a separate kind of sex life and stuff like that and it can be okay as long as all agreed on
right I don't like this I don't like the hidden part of it where it's like the there's the deception about it and where the the the camping scene from Bruno was funny I love that Bruno movie yeah so Nick is a sweetie Tracy says Tracy's awesome too Beetle Juice is sweetie too Beetle Juice you know you Beetle Juice Emma's never going to forgive me can't ever
probably go back there I'm blocked on my I said a final goodbye let you back in I think she's going to do like a massive unblocking she might that'd be cool but it's like that if if that happens her mods are on my ass like I I I blocked all my accounts talking to her now I
didn't do anything in the chat I didn't even do anything like a hawk bro they want to they want to ban me so damn bad I know but but you know it's like and you're such a cool like there's been so many cool guys that have come in Discord like and you know you were in Discord you're talking you're just talking normally having conversations and it's like everyone starts freaking
out in the I've done several several times I join discords I'm like a new guy I start typing they're like who are you the chemistry is off but I when I saw em I can't I learned all of all Discord from gaming so like boom instant friend request way if because people in gaming get pissed off and delete the whole
Discord and then you lose all your friends so I'm used to just friending people right away and I'm to um just being conversational immediately that way you get to know the best people at the game like who's better than who and that's who you who you link up with I started my Discord like last year like
probably March or April okay so I had it was Benny Blanco at mods Discord okay then Emma started I found Emma a few months later she had a Discord so a lot more popular than mine and a lot more people there but but then um then one time like I I made some friends in her Discord and they were friends and and they were in my Discord too and then she
wrote me she's like oh you're stealing the people from my Discord you're trying and I was like she I was like I've had my Discord longer than you have I've known some of I introdu some of these people to you it's like it's like so many assumptions that are being gone like I'm I'm actually promoting her show my Discord sending people to her Discord andu like that and uh and then she's mad like it's like I I people misunderstand me that's the thing about getting a Capricorn I don't know if you guys are
familiar with Capricorn we we get blamed for a lot of things scapegoats right the the goats we're scapegoats right you see my picture hold on to blame huh yep there's my picture yeah there's the Capricorn photo you see it closer pretty badass it says we goat this hold
on go yeah I have that Mine mine's just boring yeah so Theo and I today will have so your roommate came back from a lunch break and helped to find something to pick the lock it was 22 when that happened oh my God useful in reincarnations right guys and reincarnations have we been like a female in our past life like a thousand
time a million times or a billion times right if we just have never thought of that yeah I've never thought of that have I been a female in my past life because I always think that I was a warrior in my past life for sure never thought like have I been a female well because I always think that it's like we're all these things like we come back
in a lot of experiences like our soul wants to experience being a woman being a man like like being reborn being elderly they would experience all these things like a million times over like that's why when pass away it's like I always think people are just like right back into the reincarnation cycle because it's like they want to to be reborn and have a new chance it's like a second chance right is Mercury in
retrograde I'm not sure let me check it out I think Mars might be until I think it's what is it March 20 I think Mars might be for a another couple of days but I'll take Mercury retrograde in Mercury retrograde there's a lot of electronical problems Mercury retrograde it says um dates
2025 oh I think it might be hold on it says um March 14th to April 6 so yes guys we are in Mercury retrograde right now and it says Mercury retrograde is it says four times a year or three or four times a year the planet Mercury appears to travel backwards across the sky to those who practice astrology these times were traditionally
associated with confusion delay and frustration isn't that true guys like I started my monetization thing that there was delays delays delays confusion right think undelivered love letters email blunders frazzled travel plans it's an excellent time to reflect on the past however it said that intuition is high during these periods coincidences can be extraordinary
okay so that's a little bit about Mercury retrograde and we're in it right now are we still waiting for your super chats did did you ever fix that yet yes oh so this morning this morning I like went back and tried again and it said finally now it's pending before it would just have me do it over and over again
start over now it says it's pending and it says so it connected yeah so that'll take a few weeks love show my support of super chats thank you you because yeah you're everyone guys our energy this month has been off the chain right it's like been doing 10 hour streams and I've just been like you know just like really like and crazy panels
and like just like a lot of lot of relationships that go go bad a lot of new relationships it's all really it's all good it's it's all like a little shakeup in our lives but basically I'm so happy to have this show have you guys here's Trix saying hi if Trix is gay if Trix is straight whatever you want to be tricks Trix whatever you want to be you
just be you okay you want to be gay I think he's gay I think he's a gay towards human beings because he always every time somebody comes over he like jumps on their lap and like just like cuddles he likes he likes everybody who anybody that comes in the house right you're always the only one that stays and you you get curious and you
you start you jump on their laps Trix it's okay Trix whatever you want to be okay you just be the happiest cat you can be okay no matter what I love you okay yeah Mercury retrograde got I don't Mars retrograde too mars retrograde was kind of was kind of um dicey too that was a lot of relationships that got that
kind of got went bad for me you know Emma clumsy Clairvoyance um there's several other people too that like left and they're like I'm not coming back and I don't like you anymore and it's like I'm like I'm sorry I would I do it's like third party situations communication a lot of things happen right but I love you guys thank you for
sticking by my show having a fun fun night let me grab my wings out of the out of the oven I think they're almost ready I smell some ghost pepper cooking that sounds fire right now not going to lie some ghost pepper chicken
wings that did not sound well
a little bit hot a a little bit hot I didn't burn myself here's what they look like let them cool down for a few minutes but there's two of them some ghost pepper chicken wings and my Voodoo fries here got another quarter
of a beer left unfortunately wasn't able to get two more beers but you know what yeah always get to take a little little break a little like little a little slower day and stuff like that it's almost 10:30 so I'll stay on probably till midnight tonight I had a good day Trix is beautiful so is Lenor yeah where's Lenor Lor's right here want to say hi
Lenor here's Lenor Miss Lenor hi babe yeah and Guy men that can compliment another man it's like it's not gay it really is not it's like to be able to like find another man attractive and say oh you're a good-looking guy or you know I I just but I noticed a lot of like
stuff like where it's like there is that attraction they'll say oh that's you're you're defin good looking dude thank you touch your with my mouth no but are you good yes yeah well we can all decide what we want to put in our mouth and not and stuff like that we can all like you know just appreciate other people what are
you eating be juice are you eating something no I'm eating vape and alcohol having a vape yeah I took my chicken wings out of the oven I think I burnt myself a little bit there's a a little burn on my finger I had dinner at like six so what like six hours ago I'm have some more dinner again second dinner two two or three times I
eat a night two times you eat so someone asked in the chat what does astrology um say about those born between the years 1930 and 2006 let me look into that okay 1930 2006 astrology because there's probably like um some kind of planet that was in
charge in this time it says um it says Pluto you know Pluto so it might have you know the Pluto calendar yeah it's like Pluto and Pluto is this like like a slow moving Planet because it's like it's like the it's like the furthest planet away so it will like be like take the longest to go through the houses and stuff like that so it'll be the the longest period And
so there's going to be like like a lot of death because Pluto's death change transformation like I think Pluto was during the Nazi era and stuff like that I think Pluto just love Capricorn I'm a Capricorn so that's kind of a good between those years means you're gay so everyone's just gay alliv all those years the 1930 2006 that's like 76 years not a lot of people would be born but
you know my father was very masculine and very um very straight he loved beautiful women I mean he loved my his my mom she's a beautiful woman and he found he found the perfect beautiful woman right good night sassy how are you 1 a for sassy it's only 10:30 here yeah PO is not a planet anymore but my dad was all always like accepting of me right he always
accepting of me there's never like any a lot of lot of people have gay children that say oh I failed as a parent and stuff like that my parents were like that okay and so there's always you know if you're lucky enough to have parents that will accept you for who you are and not not blame themselves um yeah I don't know you block me all I know is that it said something about Pluto I think Pluto was
between those years right and so I'm not sure what happened hey hey be just getting a shout out from Jamie's Cowboys J wants to say hi to you Jamie's Cowboys yeah glad you're here girly yeah yeah and is astrology dubious astrology might be dub like astrology there's a lot to it but if you look at
the signs and your personality I think there's a lot to it like the Cycles right there's a lot to the cycles and like the different personality types I'm very goat I'm very like Capricorn devil energy and then there's people Libra they're very into like the law system and it's like there's very the stereotypes maybe maybe it's dubious it's a it's a metaphysical study just
like is tarot cards dubious maybe because you're because people could say you're picking random cards with with meaning that could apply to other people but maybe you're getting the card at the right time with the right meaning with the right message and things like that right so we always wna be open-minded because even science even real science is not proven right there's a lot of um there's a lot of
theories there's a lot of even the laws are theories right these are all human Concepts to explain things we have Scorpio girly here yeah be is here in the CH had a nice chat we had a slower beginning chat and like Sig was like oh you have a couple dozen people here you have a small Channel I have a nice I have a
nice group of people here almost almost three dozen okay and and uh and a lot of these people are supporting me all the time and and always here and like always watching my show and so I appreciate you guys so much and if I didn't say thank you guys enough thank you like and to my panelists and to my chat thank you guys so much it's it's I'm going to be monetized it's working out I'm going to
my Channel's going to keep going it's getting bigger bigger more panels I'm going to keep doing it 10 hours a day if I can you know I'll do as much as I can you know as long as you don't get sick of me you know I'll I'll be here and that's why but I also like to step back sometimes and let you guys do your thing and talk and stuff like that right but I'm really thankful you're all here
you're a cool ass dude thank you no thank you you're the one with the show I'm glad that you do have a show well me too but also another part is I want like I think this is such a good platform for everybody there's a lot of people that maybe like they don't have the best luck in like their normal social life that's like me I I my social
life was dead right and then I started doing YouTube chats and like having friends in the chats and then start doing my Discord and starting my show having people that come and these are my real you guys are my real friends yeah you guys are all my real friends right even more real than some of the people that have actually been in my life
right yeah look at and Jamie says she's a huge fan of beetle such a sweet heart I think you're such a sweet person as well thank you gu yeah and thank guys guys you just keep you guys you keep me going you you also other people like I think Beetlejuice you have a channel too if you can post um either you're just
just talk in chat I don't know off your phone or post your Channel are you at 50 subscribers yet are you getting there um I'm getting okay yeah he's gonna put his channel in the chat I think but I want Beetlejuice to get to 50 subscribers Nick you're a streamer nope you're not are you interested in streaming or
no oh no but you don't so you don't know okay so what I'm saying you don't know it's like I'm saying definitely not but if you ever if you ever do want to okay what I'm saying is you're already on panels This is already a big step in the YouTube world to go on a panel to be and you have your face on camera on the panel and stuff okay so
you're comfortable on panels right if you had your own panel too you're going to trct because maybe you don't like what I've been talking about tonight maybe it's like not your cup of tea right or it's like not your C you still talk you've been really great you you're talking about you know great conversation about it but I'm saying you have your own panel you can have who you want to on and talk about what you want to talk about and you're going to have
people that are going to go there for you right yeah so so she has subbed okay so I'm saying if you ever do if you ever need help and it's like I'm not saying you know I'm charging or anything I'm saying you ever need help to get to 50 subscribers you know I think a lot of people here like you and will support you and we'll go to your channel and check out your lives and just like everybody else here too everybody in the
chat you want to start your channel too Nick winers is a good guy yep be says you're a good guy and I I trust be right so but I just want to help you guys okay so and because you know what people have helped me if I I was nobody I was like zero subscribers this a Rand random Rando person in the chats and stuff like that just trying to do tarot readings
right and then Benny um Benny like promoted my channel um or let me promote my channel um Emma did sometimes um Alisa let me promote my channel be always always help me promote my channel and a lot of other panel like so many all so many you right it's like what if it wasn't for you guys I would not be there would be nothing going on right
here I'd have an empty room happy birthday rain yeah he's at 30 Subs yeah so be once you had 50 Subs you just have to click go live it might take 24 hours it might not you know it but it will be like soon you'll be able to start live streaming there's gonna be people that will come and see you they'll see oh Beetlejuice is on now because they're subscribed right so they'll they'll be
able to put okay I'm G to bring Sig back too if Sig are you're there here we go are you there
s okay so s Sig is not there so I'll kick Sig back off until he's ready to be on the channel but yeah we had we we had a nice show guys and it's so much fun too guys it's like we're I'm doing what I love I'm you know not more than what I love I'm like I'm I'm actually partying I'm partying talking to people which I've always I always always just had trouble
socializing with like people and know I'm very shy and I'll say hi to the cashier and I'll like wave to people on the street and say hi and stuff like that but to like go up to somebody start talking about something it's very rare so this is like place where I can I love that Michael Myers is that Michael Myers look at
this very nice be I like that Michael Myers but being being able to like just like you know CU I don't I can't really get out too much and I'm not really allowed to have people over in my house anymore because I'm just my family is like oh my God you just you but so this is my this is my social life okay so I'm here I'm all in this okay this is where this is where I party this is where I
have fun this is where I let loose this is like my this is my safe place too so when when I all these like negative things happen sometimes right I get a little discouraged I finished my beer I finished that beer I finished that beer so I only had two beers tonight but I'm good I'm good still I'll try one time on the on the grub hub to see if I can make something happen but it's not looking
good guys it looks like that was my last beers of the night it's it's only 10:30 so early everything's closed around here now but I'll give it a try I'll give it one more try I guess they have a new rule where it's like you're not allowed to buy alcohol with PayPal for some reason
okay so okay $3 off I'm try I'll try one I I'll try one thing probably won't work but I'll be fine if it doesn't still have my hot wings okay let's see big sip strawberry let me try just four drinks okay Jamis
and lemonade sounds good and says how much Ione need to spend 208 hold on it says I get $3 off $20 okay so I need to get $20 so one more drink if it doesn't work it's fine I I see one I like for Loco no I don't want
that Mike's Hard cranberry lemonade perfect oh start order oh no you order go back to that store yeah they probably but guys it probably will not work tonight but it's okay it's okay because it's like I just like I would want to keep going and stuff like that but I'll say I'll stay
till midnight though hear the dog barking outside everyone having fun in the chat has everyone doing good to see you Jamies how about a white claw hard Seltzer Blackberry 20 o can I'll take it okay I'll just try this one one time
it'll probably say no okay probably say no I'll be ready come on try one more time it's saying select a payment method okay it's not usually doesn't say that can I say PayPal I can say oh no I can't I can just say Apple pay add to wallet it yeah it's not going to work guys it's
not going to work okay but it's fine I'm G hang out with you still guys Nick kick Nick he doesn't talk F content what's up bkg no Nick is cool Nick is cool look at he's a very like cute guy right not to offend you okay Nick you're just you're just a good-looking guy I bet you smell like musk or you know really good cologne or something like
that it's you you like we're really good cologne you smell really good I just got a feeling you do you look like you do because you have your beard really nicely trimmed no no okay I'm sorry I don't know I I don't know what I like do you wear cologne not unless it's for special
occasion okay well that's that's good to you you wear deodorant you wear Speed Stick even the smell of Speed Stick is good to me yeah so how are you guys doing Nick Cool's book right how everyone doing Long Don Silver every you know guys it's it's not all about content too it's like you know content is good and it's like but it's basically all all content is to me is
like everyone's entertained in the chat and so it's like I'm not out on the streets like doing like really sniff yourself and find out right you have Batman cologne all over I used to have every right to sell like they used to sell like Marvel colog and stuff that's why I had like the like um like the what's the guy with the ghost face I
don't know if it's like or the little skull face with the teeth and stuff like that what's what one is that who is it Skeletor not Skeletor it's like um I don't know it's not Venom but it's like it's like a skull and it has like these teeth on it the Avenger or something I don't know if it's Avenger I'm not sure
I like SK yeah Punisher Punisher yeah exactly you got yeah Punisher yeah Punisher I had Punisher cologne I had Batman cologne um guys now my my my hot wings are getting cool I think they're getting cool I'm going to eat my hot wings on
camera you can see hold on stick to the Box hold on guys these are ghost pepper hot wings I didn't see my I got extra sauces I don't see them but here we go ghost pepper hot wing
yeah Nick is a silent type he's adorable incredibly sweet I love his hair and that told him when he changed it EXO so that's from Lori I if you see that
Nick yeah Lori gets you you guys remember well guys that that ghost pepper you eat it it tastes sweet you a sweet taste to it then your mouth starts burning like my mouth is burning right now you guys want to have some wings with me you found in a rabbit hole watching DIY videos making homemade hydrogen
generators yeah that's what I was quiet I was like fascinated by this video I was watching that's cool so they make they make hydrogen so it's like what do you want hydrogen to be generated for like for what reason well it's a yes so you could use it for all types
of purposes but these particular videos are showing how you make uh these hydrogen generators us water and then it you can use them to power whatever you want to power basically right because we have these we have these elements Like Oxygen
and water they're very prevalent right what if we can get energy from these these resources what if we could run cars on water like right are there aren there hydr powerered cars or something like that would that be like if you could put water in your car and that I could run on that make the energy from that gooded and then the people who
invented them disappeared right because I think Tesla might have invented that or like Tesla you know Tesla was all about the the energy that was like just just it wasn't like a based on oil right right oil is like a limited resource they can charge for it the air is all in the air so if you had a hydro generator or air generator with all the elements still in
it right way back in high school I did a a year-long project researching uh biofuels and to me I think the simplest solution for current day is literally
biofuels the hydrogen engine is still it's still new technology and if something goes goes wrong hydrogen is extremely explosive so it's literally like driving around with a bomb as an engine right but uh the diesel engine
for example the person who invented it originally invented it to be a multi fuel engine and the first fuel it ran on when he brought it to a a Expo whatever it's called Uh uh demonstrate it he ran it on peanut oil was literally meant to run on
vegetable oil and certain types of plants specifically this one type of tall grass grows very fast with very minimal water needed and produces the most uh whatever uh yeah most energy most energy right
yeah then ultimately you're you have you're growing your own fuel so you don't have to have like a limit you don't have to worry about the limited resource aspect because you can grow it it actually performs better uh less
emissions and it's cheaper to make than uh drilling oil refining it and making it into Diesel and gasoline yep cuz all the all the you know what oil is guys all the all the the the the the black oil that's all like dead dinosaurs or something it's like it's like the dead dinosaurs they
died they're body turned into oil our cars are like dinosaurs they run on this oil we have electric cars now we have water power cars but these big companies in charge Exxon Mobile Texico Chevron whatever these big companies that are dealing in this oil and the countries that are
dealing in this oil it's a valuable resource and stuff and it does work but it's like just like the natural cures like there's all these natural cures to these diseases and things you can like alternative remedies you can try but it's the pharmaceutical compan is making the money off of the the real
prescriptions and stuff like that so they're going to like say are you're not allowed to promote anything to Natural Health and the in the media you only promote the prescription drugs right a good night they're taking a big hit lately right but because people are waking up to it and like people understanding oh we can have like all
this like we it's like we have abundance in this world it's like this world is like our playground right it's not about oh I have this you have this and stuff like that about we can all that the world is abundant literally things are growing out of the ground food you know um um wood and and you know firewood and all I mean all kind and trees with fruit
on it you can have all these things everyone can have a big we can have a big 10,000 mile long um Orchard of like all fruit trees where where anybody hungry can go pull some fruit and there would be so much fruit that we don't even know what to do with right or we can like say oh here's the supermarket you have to buy this for a dollar buy
this for $2 this a farmers you know it's like so it's like there's a little bit of a you know inequality in that but also we can learn how to cheat the system or just get or work the system right the system working against us most of the time we can figure out how to work the system in our favor right everyone's having a fun night I'll save
onto maybe 11 if maybe if there's more people on coming on the panel I'll stay till 12 but you I have my beers I have my I have my my wings I my voodo fries left I have a few hits of tomacco and stuff like that I did I have I did stop smoking weed today after a few weeks and so I'll probably
be nice how was how's the chicken wings it's so good it's so good almost finished I'll get this one out it's on fire right now see this yeah guys this is the this is the ghost pepper chicken wing I got got two of them they're really big oh yeah
are boneless but much of a bone I don't know I always do B favorite the other one I think has a bone I think I just fit into like the top of that they're so tender and stuff like the bone is melted by
now I have the voodoo fries cats are all happy guys I'm doing okay guys too hey what are voodoo fries they're these hold on I'll show you they're like it's like cheese cheese Cajun spices on it and like sauce they're really fresh holy
that looks good right now they're very good I'm going to have to repeat them again maybe tonight I'll have the rest later but very very good and this this meal guys everyone says grub hub's expensive like $10 a day for food you know being being well fed and stuff like that and having good food it makes a difference and so I'm really
happy because this morning I woke up because I had like a really good dinner last night I woke up my spine was like I was feeling the kunding energy going up and down my spine like it was like I was just feeling like like um you know chills in my head and stuff like that so I know I know I'm taking care of myself right I'm healing there's like healing going on oh the chicken
I love your headset Beetle Juice thank you I wish I my my actual phone so one of the next things I'm getting guys I'm GNA get a headset I'm gonna get my computer fixed guys we're going to go through step by step and stuff like that the show will get better and better because I'm just basically just investing in my show but I really appreciate guys if you
want a reading too there's a thing on the bottom has my my PayPal my cash app if you sp send 25 bucks I'll do an hour phone call Video phone call with you answer everything you want it's I think it's a good deal you know so yeah and I love I love doing it and and the people I've done for like love it and stuff like that if you're interested in Tarot also I also do free
free readings on my show all night for anybody that wants a free reading you got you get a free reading you know but me but I want to do I want to do super chats for you yeah and so the super chats that might take um this maybe a month and a half I'm guess or maybe less you know it's going to take a little bit for the for the AdSense to get approved and then
the final approval process and then I'll be able to start a membership do super chats and all that kind of I'm really excited guys because it's I have I have like 7,373 watch hours we to get monetized to the fullest you need 4,000 watch hours so I'm almost twice as many as I need to be monetized so it's been a little slow process I
know I'm working retrograde there's there's frustrations there's slow but everything's going to work out guys even if it doesn't I got my cash app I got my PayPal I got my Discord and so I'm here I'm in this guys I'm in this guys but I think it will work out I'm really excited about
that I heard you're up to 30 subscribers now 30 subscri I'm growing very slowly but surely yeah I appreciate all the all the shout all the time and helping me drop links and you know you're just you're a cool dude well you know that's it's really about that because I when I started out there's a lot of people that said no
self-promotion no like no doing this no doing that and I was able to talk to develop a relationship with some content creators and say ask them for advice and say hey can can I get a plug in your chat and they would give me a plug and I was really quickly able to get so the other night when I had to restart my channel CU my channel got taken down for a little bit like a day when that
happened I was able to start a backup channel that had two subscribers by the end of the night it had over 100 subscribers and so I really people really rally around you when you you know if you have and you can like you know so I'm just like really I'm really lucky and so guys I'm not worried hey X come on up here if you want X is so cool how's everyone doing anyone wants to come up because it's almost 11 I'm gonna
stay till 12 but you know I'm out of alcohol so I'll just be I'll be very sober the rest of the stream I just had a couple beers tonight I had I had had a tall boy Voodoo Ranger I had a small can of voodoo Ranger and so I'm a little that way just in case you want more you have more yeah but 30 sometimes when I get 30 packs if I can get like a 12 pack or 24 pack of Twisted te's and they'll
be gone in two days you know it's like I'll drink 12 of them a night so yeah I do I do the same thing it's always good to be able I like to Pace myself and stuff like because I do drink a lot guys I know I do drink a lot but I do have like the day streams when I stream in the day you catch me in the morning maybe I'm a little bit hung over that's a that's probably the best time to ask for tarot reading and stuff like
that and because it's like there's like you know the open panels like a little bit little bit quieter but I love I love both I love doing doing the sober streams drunk streams Diddy parties or no no Diddy parties what whatever you guys whatever whatever whatever tickles are fancy at the moment right I just
like the cat me please thank you is it it's a zy party it's called Z party okay I'm no didy party yeah and so but they're very innocent guys there's no except back backstage there might be nudity but on the show we're you know we're keeping it
underwear only okay but yeah I I don't I don't know anyone's one one lately but we having fun guys so Lenor is over there Lenor what are you doing you're sleeping on Lenor is like sleeping on the vacuum what what are you doing Lenor I don't know black cats are crazy any cats around me no hey Lola's Lola you're looking at me I see you looking
at me come here Lola she just she's watching me from this little she's on this little cat tower she's watching me staring at me L XA stare at me 33 people in the chat so we had we guys we had great talks tonight we had talk about gay experiences which no Beetlejuice and
Nick have never had one guys I never said I never had one are you tell us tell us tell us your story okay so I was a wrestler in high school and it was barely like my second year of wrestling I I'm dying again and it was my second year of high
school and I weighed 145 so that's the class I wrestled in and the only way we could wrestle that day it was a home match too the only way we could wrestle that day is everyone had to go up two weight classes so I had to wrestle a 152 and I weighed 145 and I don't know if you guys know anything about wrestling but just like
two to three pounds makes a huge difference in who you wrestle right and so I was wrestling this guy and he got me into a 69 position and like rubbed his junk across my face like multiple times and I was just like trying to get my face the away from his junk but every time I turn
my head left he went right every time I turn my head right he went left like just straight rubbing his junk in my face H me I lost that wrestling match but yeah we had to go up two weight classes which is very difficult right I see the wrestling people and they'll be like they'll drink
water or stuff they have to weigh in and they they either weigh too little or too much and so they have to like either go in the sun for like 20 minutes and like they run around and like lose some weight or they have to like drink water and they gain some weight and stuff like that right a big thing in wrestling you can lose up to like 10 pounds of water
weight in one day and so that can get dangerous too because you're drinking too much water can be bad for you but yeah be juice you know it's like you know and wrestling you know if a guys crot rubs in your face you know you're already in spandex you know you're already so awful it felt awful already spanic kind of
rolling around it's already like you know maybe people say wrestlers are gay and stuff wrestling as gay but it's really very masculine it's like trying to like dominate the other there's some correlations you can make but I don't consider that gay really I consider that you know there's some some cont for me that was a gay experience someone rubbing their junk all over my face
yeah yeah okay it's okay Beetle ju and a home game too so that was the worst like friends and family out in the stands yeah so the guy you wrestled he was he he not on your team or he was a different team or it was like he the
team captain and he weighed 152 pounds when I weighed 145 pounds yeah so I'm sure that King that team captain has been in when he practices with his friends and stuff I'm sure he's in the same to them he learned some tricks he's definitely been wrestling his whole life since he was like three
or some because i' I've lost enough weight to be 135 I wrestled 135s but I was just too weak from losing all that weight yeah well guys SD monstro I feel you saw the other night he was he's a Mexican wrestler he challenged me to a wrestling I challenged him to wrestling match he agreed and so we're going to
see what happens happens there maybe he'll rub his junk over my face and but I would like it and uh that I'm just hoping he does so SD monster if you're out there you're allowed to do that it's not dirty play for me make sure you bottle of tequila first yeah he's gonna drink yeah he's gonna have some Jose quvo in there because he he was saying
some gay stuff after that bottle was almost gone yeah I the lower the Jose quo goes the kind of gayer people people get but you know it's all fun and it's like you know all all I ever want from anyone is a hug like a friendly hug and like you know I'm not going to like uh not going to
grab anyone's butt you know unless they give me an invitation to so I'm always down for a friendly hug yeah got a friendly hug and you know I know you guys probably give good hugs and it's it's not no homo guys no homo it's all it's all on fun but guys so I've I've been on for like four and a half hours it's almost 11 it's just a
little early night for me maybe I'll go on other shows but I want to thank you guys for being on the show tonight thank you for the chat the fun chat tonight I love you guys maybe if there's another open Panel I'll headit over there subscribe to beju if Nick ever wants to promote his channel on here he's welcome to anybody want to PO post your channel in the chat too I'm just gonna have a nice quiet
evening tomorrow tomorrow it's gonna be at a zity party tomorrow there's gonna be check me out I'm an adrenaline junkie so yeah going to try and post crazy stuff it's not crazy right now will be later awesome guys well I love you guys so much and just guys thank you for supporting the channel thank you for
coming the panels thank you for being in the chat I just want to say thank you I love you guys Nick you're awesome bees you're awesome and everyone in the chat you're awesome remember love one another and love and love yourself okay I'm gonna put post the outro and you have a good night guys much love brother much love love you guys so much okay
welcome to the night the cards laid out for show star shine is so bright watch the secret sunfold there's magic in her hands whisper what the future
holds thanks to the mystery yeah yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the withm yeah yeah yeah
wo hearts in the bellance every card an Open Door feel the romance in every Arcane l Destiny inwin as the moon begins to
sore dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah yeah
W Crystal Vision in her gaze time can steal this moment life Sun certain dance we Chase with love Wen
pent dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah slow let the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah yeah w
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