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The episode title 'May You Never Experience the Pain That I Do' appears to invoke protective or apotropaic language—a wish-curse dynamic that suggests exploration of suffering, empathy, and boundary-setting in spiritual practice. This framing may indicate discussion of pain transmutation, curse work ethics, or the role of suffering in magical or consciousness work.
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Psyche reflects on his family's past and the importance of treating people with compassion. He shares a lesson learned from his ancestors about not judging others for their different viewpoints.
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Psyche expresses grief and frustration over the death of his friend Danny, and becomes upset with Beeta for mocking his mourning on her show. He also discusses his relationships with other individuals, including Nancy and Michael.
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I wasn't calling, wasn't praying
just still breathing, if I was the only thing that stayed
back to the world, hands full of nothing fingers curl, no answers left, no one to blame, didn't even have the strength for your name, flames kept busy like they knew my pain, like they
been watching me break again, I laughed at nothing, stare too long, get it if you're wrong, and something shifted in the glow, like the fire started breathing slow, not a vision, not a dream, something older, in between, not appearing, just revealed, like the dark, had
always healed, I saw you in the firelight, but you saw me faint, do every silence, do every hidden light, I saw you in the firelight, and everything changed, I wasn't lost, I wasn't
my name in the flame, I froze when your eyes held mine in place, no fear, no judgment in your face, just something steady, something true, like you already knew what I've been through, every scar, every night I stayed, every step I almost gave, every time I said I'm done, you were there,
you didn't run, I felt it hit like a breaking scene, I wasn't nothing, I was seen, I saw you in the firelight, but you saw me faint, do every silence, do every hidden light, I saw you in the firelight,
and everything changed, I wasn't lost, I wasn't gone, you were still my name in the flame, you were the storm that didn't take me down, the quiet pool when I turned around, and I felt we could improve, the reason I still had something to lose,
every near and I walked away, every breath I almost gave, every time the dark got deep, you were the one who didn't leave, not saving me, not pulling strings, just standing there, witnessing you, you were there when the night went cold,
you were there when I lost control, you were there when I couldn't see, you were there watching me, not to judge, not to claim, just to know and speak my name, I see you, I always saw you in the firelight,
but you saw me faint, do every silence, do every hidden light, I saw you in the firelight, and everything changed, I wasn't lost, I wasn't gone, you were still my name in the flame,
if the world forgets me, you won't, you never did.
Present, hi, hi darling, hi Sharon. This is a new channel Sharon, or this is my original channel, after module and this one still, rock and roll guys, the show's about to start, yeah it is, how about this, did anybody see the one I just did,
it's really cool, but I'm going to wait for more people to get here, because I was like, technology's getting good, well I don't know, it's like a horror movie right now, I'm just waiting for the crazy woman with the butcher knife to roll in at any moment,
where could she be gone, I don't know, it's just a little bit scary, but then again, hey I'm stabbed, I'm not shot, but definitely stabbed, the worst thing is like, someone has the nerve to resurrect my father in their meme,
I could have done that to her, I have his picture, I have all about it, I'm just not that mean and cruel, just remember that, remember who went low in this situation,
you can even see the message I sent, like being very polite, but YouTube does ask you to send the uploader messages and stuff, like a request, before you do the privacy thing, most people don't do that,
I actually did that before I submitted the final stuff, but it was just I guess rejected by that person, so we'll see what happens with that, otherwise my mom and my dad are unwilling participants
and they're being really disgustingly, okay I'll be right back home.
But anyhow, rock and roll guys, anyway, so I also did a poll, because like I said, if you didn't see the transcription of last night's little, I guess it was the golden girls, when the golden girls would go in the kitchen,
they'd grab a strawberry cheesecake and they'd all sit around and remember old stories and Rose would say something dumb about St. Olaf and about Gunther Schlichtmann, who got run over by the turnip cart and I don't know, there was these ridiculous stories,
Sophia, I mean they're very funny, but the golden girls, now they're the diamond women, I don't know, I think they're some kind of like senior citizen assassin force or something like that, I'm not 100% sure, but like I said, you can see, this is just a dramatization, this is nobody in particular, this is just an imagination of who are these ladies?
It's kind of like a, see, it looks nice, but if you only knew that the blonde lady is telling the black lady to use that knife on me, and that would be okay, there's no karma for me, there's no, there's not even a crime,
she'll be totally vindicated, she's totally, she's a great, how wonderful, what a wonderful world, right? But I don't know, that wasn't, that wasn't anybody in particular though, right?
Yeah, and don't be afraid to talk, you know, it's like because, trust me, the IA next to myself, she's not worried about anybody else right now.
It's just so strange, we were all like, you know, getting along, friends, you've been out of pocket, but you're catching up tonight, okay, you want to hear something? I'll play something from last night, hold on a second. You have to hear this Sharon, you might be a little bit shocked.
If you've been out of the loop, wow, you missed a little bit, missed a little bit, let me just play this for you, I need to get my phone out, hold on a second.
Okay, okay, here we go, got it, got it. Uh-oh, what is this? This is a different horrible thing, hold on a second, let me go up, up, up, up, up, up.
I saved it, I think I should have saved it, there you are, I should have saved it. Hi Rudy, okay here, got it. Yeah, if you didn't hear this, you're going to be in shock if you haven't seen this, so ready?
Okay, I know you're ready. Okay, ready? I'm going to speed it up a little bit too.
Got it, okay. After what I played yesterday, you say she needs sections, she's bonkers, even worse than before. Oh, well if you haven't heard it, let's have a little listen to what happened last night. RG, Sam, well Sam has not on this tape, but he was on the show earlier, actually almost defending me, because he's going so far, even, you know,
he has enough sense to see she's going too far, but here. Oh, you're sneezing, you're sneezing, hi, okay, here we go. Then I'm going to put my banner up too, here. Oh, oh, sneeze, banner, banner, okay.
Got it, actually I don't need to put that up, I can just do this. That work, yeah. But Glenn.
I know how things work when it comes to like the divvying up of things when a person passes away, because I've learned that recently, okay. This is really sad, this lady has no friends outside of the internet, all she does is attack and docks people and Kiwi Farms is now watching. I went in, I joined because I remember they went after Black, Royal Black,
she was a card reverse person, a horrible person at times, but she added me on IG and we were cool because she had a lot of enemies and then all of a sudden she freaked out because Kiwi Farms found her. It looked just like they're looking for this Alexandra and I joined them. So I'm recording, I've recorded some videos that she deleted, especially the one where she's drunk out of her mind making threats and she deleted that.
So I sent that to them and I just posted some information I saw, I logged out because you got to be logged in and this woman has no friends, she's never shown any outside real life friends like most of us have, which I have, I don't do it all the time and people are aware about my best friend and we're all involved with rescue and we got all of the neighbors to be involved where I lived before and over here. That's all that matters to me but this lunatic who has nobody
and she said Brandon and what's his name is lonely and people are lonely, she doesn't have a real life, she's always on the run, she's a fugitive and she has warrants up for her and that's why she's walking fast all the time when she gets out of her car looking around like Tommy said. And it's ridiculous, I'm doing this for a friend though too because she just threatened his life and he needs recording, so here we go.
It works when it comes to someone not choosing to seek employment or things like that. Now, he's able-bodied, okay? Well, then who's fault is that really when it comes to getting him help? His parents. And if that's out of the equation, then at this point maybe it needs to be state mandated
considering things that he's doing really because they're not going to likely be able to lease certain properties on that property specifically because he has live streamed himself confronting a tenant who's a paying tenant who probably has to wake up in the morning, go to work, pay their rent, and then they have to hear him at night acting a fool. That's awesome.
I believed it. I would be- And I said if I was that tenant, I wouldn't go out and I would sue the owner. Well, there's a likelihood that that could happen and then on top of that he's going to go to one of his local establishments and terrorize them thinking that he can get free things and even if they're little things, why not be able to pay for them? When I think about- Because he lied to me a lot. I know a lot of people are like, oh, how can you be so gullible?
Well, excuse me for having a heart, okay? But he lied to me a lot. I don't want the funds or any of that back. I want him to leave me alone. But because I donate to him extensively, he thinks he can keep coming at me. He pressured me into a lot of things. I lost my dad, my best freaking friend in the world. March 9th, 2025. He knew that.
I didn't even know he was studying me years before that. That has come to life. Have you ever asked for money? Like, see, this is an emergency. Yes, he has. I don't voice record people. I don't do that. But yes, he has. He pressured me into a lot. He told me things were an emergency to where it wasn't. He made me feel bad about things. And he knew my weaknesses, okay?
Excuse me for not being a pillar of strength. He used and abused me and I am not ashamed of saying that. And I will never not say that. I'm a pretty strong, resilient person. Okay? I am. But he used and abused me and I'm sick and tired of certain people in these communities acting like I'm also big and bad because I'm not. I went through something extraordinarily hard for me. And for him, like I said, it's a good thing I'm not a man.
Okay? If I was a man, I would be in jail right now. Because he wouldn't be on the planet anymore. And I'm letting you know that. And anyone feeding into this? Uh-uh. And no, you don't get to come. You're the same shit. Different day. You're banned. Someone backstage. I don't want to deal with you in the same shit. I'm tired of it. And that's why I'm closing things I feel in a classy, good,
vested in my ability way, whether people think so or not. But what I don't think some people have understood is that I've contributed more to these communities. I don't like to talk about money, the knowledge bases, just the clips, the commentary. I've been a trooper. And I've been a trooper in every industry. I've ever been in my life. I went to school for computer science.
I'm that, I'm that left-brain person, really. What do you get out of all this, if you don't mind me asking? Nothing anymore. Well, what did you want to get out of this, I guess? I want it to legitimize a form of entertainment that I know is viable for certain people. But unfortunately, too many people ruin it for everybody else. It's not viable. And that's why you're never going to see it development to what it should be. I have people that have real, and I'm talking deep pockets,
come at me and be like, this looks great, but what about this? What about that? What about all this criminality? And I was like, let me put together a report. Still going at the amber. It's not viable. Who does it use drugs? It's not. And that's what I thought. I thought that there was a way to legitimize certain things. I was incorrect. And I will say that. I've been recording them. Maybe for somebody else. Maybe for another group. But I doubt it.
Not as long as you have shit like this. And it's a shame. And it's really legitimized certain things. Doesn't kind of take the charm away. Just listen to me. The adult industry was legitimized. Okay. This is too many things because too many people are benefiting from a criminal standpoint. That shouldn't be. No one's here because they're normal. Come on. But I want you to listen to me.
In the adult industry. Do you think anyone was there because they're quote unquote normal? No. Probably not. It worked out this, at least in this phase. It's not, but at least I tried. At least I did give a certain level of chance. I did more than anyone will ever know. And now it is where it is. And like I said, it's a good thing that I'm not a man. And maybe as a woman, who knows?
I have, if I, look, let me tell you something. If I were to completely lose my mind and do something considering that I have zero criminal history. Don't you understand that would be a slap on the wrist for me. It's a good thing. I'm a certain kind of bitch. Isn't it? Who doesn't do that? I wouldn't even get nothing. That's what you're pretty much saying. Luckily, I think you're pretty far away from psyche. So you're not going to do anything. I think I'm just a pretty classy person. There you go. I think that he needs to slow his role quick.
I didn't know about the money stuff that he took advantage. I'm going to make a video about it. Do you understand that between, do you understand that? Be sure it doesn't happen to anyone else. Cash Shaps and physical gifts going to his microphone, tripod, groceries, things like that over one K. Jesus Christ. And then he's going to be coming at me like that. If you understand what kind of a slap in the face that is really.
This woman is nuts, man. I've lost more on one really phony person over $2,000, not including extras. That wasn't just for cash up. It's a lot. And then somebody else asked her mom. I found my, the cash up with her. And I had given her $800 and something and this bitch is worried about herself and she's doxing this guy's family. He didn't ask for the gifts.
So that's why I don't even tell the gifts that I said, you know, because I care about people. And all I was talking about were my cash apps where they took advantage of me and that was two people, two people that everybody knows about. But here she is with her pity party party of me, me, poor, me, poor, me. It's like she has no one. She has a criminal background. She is on the run. She's got warrants out for her from different places. So she's a fugitive on the run.
And look, she's going to threaten his life. And so somebody asked me to record this for him because she deletes videos and he saw that I've already caught the case from the other night, especially the one where she's so drunk, not making sense. And her eyes, she was all one guy to be in and going crazy. And here I heard she made threats on recording this. Do you understand that I would theoretically be justified to do things that I never would do? Yeah.
So I think he needs to stop immediately. And those of you who are enabling and contributing, don't be surprised if certain things come upon you. And that's what I'm saying to this asshole known as Gotti, trying to sit there straddling the thing that is to, I didn't realize that he was a kind of piece of shit that he seems to be. I thought, well, and Christine knows this. I said nothing, but no, he condones it.
And he consistently keeps saying, well, what if you didn't do this? What if you didn't do that? Why can't you cut the cord? And if you can't cut the cord, don't make it come negative upon me. And if you can't do that, don't be surprised if things happen to you. I already warned him once. It doesn't take warning well, nor does he take leave me alone, which is very succinct to the point. He doesn't take it. Well,
then that means that he needs to be institutionalized. I said that. Okay. And there's a lot of things that need to be examined. And that's why I consistently name the legal team of Riviera center management and Riviera. Properties. Yeah. It's going to go pretty far. Figure out what that means. I think so. I think so. And I know Alex, you know, a little bit, probably more than I think you know about me, but I have four adult sons.
Four. Let me tell you, Christy, I know that certain people have been like, Oh, Alex is bashing Christine. Cause she says that she would never be over. My friend, what I define as friend, like friend friend. It's who I know in my. Personal circle. Physical life. Yes. Okay. I'm not saying, Oh, if I were to ever encounter Christine in person, I would not be your friend. That's not the case. But what I do know is that you and I live very, very different lives.
And I know that online. It's one thing. And I know that. You know, I look up to the kind of person you are. You've raised from what you said, multiple children. You've worked in the healthcare industry successfully. You're, you're to my knowledge in a relationship. I could be wrong, but I think so. 42 years. Better than what? Many people. I mean, your success story. Okay. I would love to have your life.
I would love to have your life. Okay. I would love to have your life. I would love that. But I'm sick and tired of this divide and conquer BS. I'm sick and tired of. Payback Alex. Let's look at what was at AIDS. I raised four sons and I think they're a very good man. And I'm going to tell you, I had a son. Act like psych. Man,
I would intervene to the point if I had to go to court and get custodial care. I would. I would out. Why people in these communities. We're really it's only immature males don't like you because you are a white American woman who is successful and you're a mother. And they know, well they can't pull the wool over your eyes. That's what it is. Okay.
They liked me for a while because I guess I thought I was Oprah Winfrey wrong. Okay. We were talking about how to get psyched. That's, What really have to happen is state intervention because I think he's blackmailed and extorted his family. When I really think about the chain of events, I think about the whole thing. I think that they're probably scared of him.
They threw him in the corner of the beach and pulled him shut up and gave me a home. This is the first time he's been exposed and I'm not afraid of his family. I'm not afraid of the legal team. I'm not afraid of any of these jackasses. None of them. I'm exposed. I'm getting nothing. And there's things coming down the pipeline that he ain't expecting. He's going to have a hard time going to that McDonald's in the future. He's going to have a hard time going to that liquor store in the future. He's going to have a hard time going anywhere.
He's going to have to move. And then let's see how he fares. I don't know why his one neighbor hasn't moved in by a tariff file. I lost him. Here's an intimidation. But here's what I'm going to tell you. I'm the kind of person who's capable of being a real bitch. Okay. He considers his YouTube channel his job. Right.
Well, it's going to be to the death. Oh, not to the death. Oh, yes. Oh, wow. Any better get ready. Because I plan to live a very long time. Me too. You better be careful. He's going to make an AI video about you. Like a song. Ooh. Well, let's go ahead and make some videos about who he alleges that he's related to in law enforcement. Oh, wow.
I can't believe that David said that. I'm like, are you kidding me? Wouldn't that be interesting? There's a lot of things. Yeah. Hey, if I were hip, I would move to a different platform really and go away. I would just get off the social media. I think it's time to get a traditional job when it comes in. I'm not working tomorrow, but, um, or today, but I have a
traditional job as to the majority of us. Or if you don't, you're likely retired or there's a reason, but he doesn't have that reason. And if he continues with me, he's not going to survive. Okay. Well, he seems to think he's untouchable and that has blown my mind. Or, you know, he goes after the good people. You don't know this. Yeah. Other than ghost and Alexander McQueen.
Yeah. And those two, along with, um, the person who's noted in the, um, description or a title of the stream, they might think that they're anonymous, but what if they're not? Okay. Nobody's ever really anonymous. We know that. No. I think that it's time to go ahead and close the cult or whatever it is. I think my idea is better.
You made AIDS. I think it's possible. It's already happened with him. But I don't think it's hard. I don't think it's right that he's a drain on his family. Um, I've come from a certain level of not near to the extent of him, but I've always worked. Part of the reason that I went into the adult entertainment street was because I did it. I did it. I did it. I did it.
I did it. I did it. I did it. I did it. Okay. I think it's time to go ahead. I think the reason that I went into the adult entertainment street was because I didn't want to be reliant upon my parents. Okay. Um, to me, however, it is that you want to I'm not ashamed. And I think that for him, I've heard some things that he's had to say.
And I'm like, really, you're going to act like you were ever my quote unquote friend, but then you're going to say number one. I have no. That's exactly what he said. directly in the face of his nose. That's what he deserves. I'm not saying I would ever do it, but here's what I would say. He has to be careful anywhere he goes for the rest of his life.
What I will say is that I have always taken care of myself along with many others and I've always been that kind of a person. I've always been generous, I was raised that way. I've always been empathetic, kind, compassionate to the best of my ability, but I've also been raised not to be taken advantage of and that is where I have failed, not just myself, but my family over the past few months and I am ashamed of that. And for him to be coming at me in a time
to where I am not 100% and he does ever cross my path and I lose my fucking mind and I'm not the living hell out of him. I will be forgiven by the courts because of the circumstances and I'm very aware of this. He needs to go ahead and disappear out of my existence immediately. He won't. We know this. We'll be repercussions, won't there be?
I remember when you had words on his panel, it was actually kind of funny. He's played that like three or four times this week. Really? He and you point at each other, Alex. It's just a fun stream. I enjoy watching it. I don't regret that stream, but I was obviously, well, here's the question. Why would you consistently play someone in a grieving and intoxicated state? That's a good question. I'm obsessed with this. Okay, I'm not ashamed when I am staying as I've obviously been grieving.
March 9th, 2025, I literally wash and help my father's hand as he died in hospice. Okay? I've never seen someone die in person, let alone hold their hand, let alone have them be my best friend, let alone them be my father. And he is going to exploit that? Yeah, if I see him in person, I'm gonna kick his fucking ass. You record this, you clip this, you take it to law enforcement. I'm pretty sure considering that
I've never been arrested in my life, that I'll get a slap on the wrist, and if not, fine. Lock your doors, Saki. I think that he needs to stop. And I hope to God that others learn from what the pain is that I'm obviously contending with. I'm a pretty, look, if you have a woman talking about me, 47 years old, went through hell and back,
went to school for computer science. I lost my job because our jobs were outsourced to India. Went into the entertainment industry before that the hospitality industry to be able to pay my own bills without my parents' assistance. Then went into the entertainment, the adult entertainment industry, because when I was young, I was a hot little thing. I realized, hey, but then I took it another level. I got a lot of girls out of the strip clubs
onto being cam girls, save their lives in many cases. That's called a Pimp. Oh, so now I'm a sex trafficker. I'm cheesy, I'm cheesy, I'm cheesy, come on. No, actually you're not, you're an asshole. Come on, just joking around. Oh, you're an asshole, but if you want to call me a Pimp, fine. Don't be a Pimp. I never had any of their income come to me. I never took a cut. You were looking out then, okay. I was one of the first black bar managers in the North Miami area
when it came to exotic dance or strip clubs, okay. You don't even understand what I had to go through. The guy who was my employer had to have a meeting with the staff because they wouldn't even accept me as being their boss, okay. Then I go into the adult entertainment industry as an adult actress. Nobody wanted to pay my rate. I had a manager who fought for me. People were like, oh, she didn't have many films yet because I wasn't gonna fuck for free, okay.
I've been through hell and bad. You want to talk about things I have to do with prejudice, racism. People think I pulled a race card. Not really. Not considering what I've actually lived. I mean, I get it. You laugh it off. You think it's funny. Okay, fine. God forbid, you'll be reincarnated into this body. You wouldn't like it. Shut up. You wouldn't like it. You wouldn't like having a brain that I have but the body that I have. You couldn't handle it.
You would kill yourself. You would put a gun to your freaking head. You would blow your brains out. That's the reality. Okay, shut the fuck up. Come on now. I don't even want you on here. I'm taking you from the panel. I can't deal with you. Let me say one thing last time before I go through. You lack everything. You lack everything. I'm just trying to wait for you to move a little bit. Relax. No, it's not funny. I'm telling you. I'm telling you. I'm telling you. It's not even funny. You're freaking getting on my fucking panel. I don't like this. I don't like this.
I don't like it. I made one little joke. Relax. No, it's not a joke. I don't think you're... This is my life. And you're doing the best you can. You don't like it. She's been better than a lot of other black women. A lot. You don't get it.
I don't want him on. And it took me forever to even get him off. I don't hate him. Okay? But he don't get it. I have been far more gracious, far more classy, far more forgiving.
You know, one of the problems that black women face is that we embody more pain and accept it than our counterparts of other ethnicities. We just take it to where even health problems manifest and we don't pay attention to it. It's my younger relatives who have brought this to my attention. And they have, just from looking at my online presence, they're like, whoa, you actually went through a lot.
Are you okay? And I'm like, well, I'm still living. You know, when it comes to people like Bates, I don't give a shit. If I incur negative karma, I hope he drops dead. Okay? I don't think I'm gonna be negative karma. I really don't think he drops dead. I hope he drops dead. In that way, it's over.
I don't want anyone to kill him. Nothing like that. I just hope that he wakes up and just drops dead. And that's very possible someday with the drug and alcohol that he does. I mean, it's very possible. I'm sorry, Christine. I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. I understand. I, trust me, I... I go through a lot and sometimes it comes out, okay? It does, it does. I wasn't fucking around when I said thank you for being a friend, like seriously.
I don't want to be Sam Man's friend at all, okay? I just don't. But thank you for being touching it toward me. I tried that with everybody, but you know, they take kindness for stupidity. Yeah, trust me, I've learned. I've not been able to learn so long. They're like, they're like, they're like... And I don't even like... I don't, I don't... And you don't even have to like me, but you know something. I don't like him.
I still don't like him. I don't dislike you. That's why I don't think you understand. I look up to somebody like you, okay? And I do like you. I think you're funny as hell. Really. I think I'm kind of boring. That's my time. I have a very boring life. That's why I think you're funny. That's why you're so real and I love... I wish you would do your streams on your thing more. And I will. And the problem I got now, it's not really a problem. It's a wonderful thing to have.
I have five grandchildren here that are here until the 22nd of July. They have come down from Minnesota. They have come down from New York. I don't think I'm getting any of that because none of this... Right, that's why I haven't been lied because I have them every summer. And then... Don't get me wrong though. I mean, for you to be on this panel right now, talking to me, I feel like you hate me in a way. Just girls. I don't understand. I really get a lot of different aspects.
I think that he has to do with... I will say, sometimes I've been a good mom, good wife, good friend, but there's one good thing. I am a good nurse. Nobody will ever take care of me. I am in a lot of... Don't get me wrong. I have a therapist, okay? When I just dealt with something called exhausted nerves, I thought I had a stroke, okay? Was it? Thank God.
But if you're a nurse, then you sense it. I'm in pain, okay? I do. I'm not weak. And this may sound, and I don't want to sound racist or anything else like that, but people don't get it. When I have a black woman that comes into my ER, that is the one person I have to pay the most attention to. And the reason being, because they pat them on the head
and they send them on their way and they do not understand the medical conditions that they developed through time, that that has been hereditary, that has been socioeconomic and that's right. You have to be stoic and not say anything you have to be invisible. I get it. I get that part. We have to be strong for our families. We have to be strong for ourselves. Nobody believes us when things happen. The legal system gives us the shaft every time.
Everything goes wrong. Everything. I know that in every aspect. I know that. It goes black women and then it goes to the Hispanics and then it goes to the white women. That's the order. And as for men, oh my gosh, they will listen to everything. They're ingrown toenail is an emergency. I'm just saying. It's just, I mean, maybe, I don't know, but I just want to say thank you, Christy.
Why are you not saying thank you? Oh, I do have to thank you. I am me. I am just me. You know, take me, leave me, hate me, love me. Some people are inspo- I've heard too many guys in these communities who are little brats, who know you, and I'm convinced it is a racial aspect to it because you are a successful white woman who has raised successful children and they know damn well
that when you look at certain failure to launch in these communities, they know that your words are true and cannot be denied. That's what the hate is, that you're, I'm glad I can tell you in person because I thought about this for the past few days and I'm like, that's why I heard bloggers say it. I've heard sites say it. I've heard some other dudes say it. And I'm like, how about these guys? I like the lunch name. All the white males who live at home
are off their parents who, I can under, I get it, they, they're scared of you. Yes. There's no reason to be scared of you. Day one, first of all, I am through a screen. I'm through a screen. I'm not talking about your humble, your humble, which is beautiful, but you shouldn't be as humble as you are. In my opinion, I think you should be more of a diva. That's my, I say go Madonna. I'm old. I'm so pregnant. Well, Madonna's old too. He is, and I, you know, I love Madonna.
I would recommend you find your inner diva not all the time, but on occasion. Just all the time. I do. Well, you do, you do. In my real life, I should say, I have my son's name on it. I'm too big of a load so old to wear that. I said, oh hell no, I am going out there just like this. Thank you very much. You're perfect, in my opinion. Oh, far from that. You know, that's the thing. I like, like, people can talk about me.
They can spread the lies. They can spread the rumors. They can go at me and you know something? We just look at them like, I'm blessed. I don't know what else to tell you. I don't know what else to tell you. I'm going to tell you something crazy, but it's real. Okay. My dad and his partner were super fans of the freaking golden girls. That's what I think is funny to say. I'm not joking about this. And partner is going with us. He'll tell you, they had,
they even bought the DVDs from Amazon. I was shocked. Oh my gosh. Do you want to hear something funny? I have an aunt who doesn't live far from me, who's two years older than I am. And I have a younger sister. And the reason I moved to Florida when I did is because I was going to move out here because we are going to be the golden girls. We're just waiting for my sister. Well, she's coming at some point. She will. But we are going to be, that's why I moved to Florida. I wanted to be a golden girl.
Well, you, I mean, I think diamond women, golden girl, that's, I don't like that. But diamonds are like the most valuable thing. Well, maybe there's something else more valuable, but I think of diamonds as like best. And then it takes years to create a diamond. Yes, it does with a lot of crushing. Yeah. A lot of crushing. Diamond women. And, but I like, but it was weird. I didn't know my dad like the diamond,
not the diamond girls, the golden girls. Until like the whole like chemotherapy process. And, you know, I would sit with him every day and I would be like, what do you want to watch? Where are we going to watch? And we watched everything from Disney movies to Star Trek. Yeah. I'm like too nice to even like want to play that right now, but you know what? Let's, we'll get into my newest, where am I going?
I have a new video. Check it out. Enjoy. I think it'd be surprised. You better want to watch it. Here we go. I'm going to go back. I'm going to go back. Watch while I'm talking. What the heck? I'm not going to watch it. I'm going to go back. Watch this. I've got a new video. I don't have a script up. But, I've got a new video.
What's up? I'm going to watch it. I'm going to watch the movie, it's going to be so fun. Which movie would you like to watch? I'm going to watch it. I'm going to watch it. It's not going to be a movie. I found a hungry crowd Every spark became a flame They say they know what's in my heart Like they live beneath my skin But no one sees the steepest night
So where these scars have been You can build a thousand stories You can paint me black and blue But no lie, I can change the person That I know is true I'm not afraid I'm not the monster they created I'm not the shadows they keep chasing I'm just a human being
I laugh, I cry, I break, I heal Every wound is something real If no one's standing next to me I still stand honestly You don't have to understand I'm still here
I'm still a man The silence echoes out and out Then every voice that called my name Friends became familiar goals And nothing feels the same I feel abandoned in the storm
Like I'm talking to the rain Wondering if anyone can still see through the pain Every night I ask the darkness Is there someone listening Then I hear my own answer You've survived everything I'm not afraid
I'm not the monster they created I'm not the labels they repeated I'm just a human being I carry hope inside these scars Searching underneath the stars Even if I'm standing alone This broken heart still beats its own
You don't have to understand I'm still here
I'm still a man I won't become the hate they need I won't surrender who I am I'd rather walk through fire alone Then let revenge become my hand Help me someday to the rise Quite idly without a sound
Maybe all the storms they threw Will build a higher ground I'm not afraid I won't disappear in silence I won't surrender through the violence I'm just a human being I never claimed to be a saint
But I won't wear the mask They pain if the whole world turns away I'll still have something left to say I know what they say I am a more than a re-accusation I'm more than someone else's story But I'm hoping hurt
I'm trying to find my way And if I'm walking by myself tonight I'll keep walking toward the light
Because I'm still alive I'm still alive And no one gets to tell me who I am
How'd you like it? Thank you, yeah, I think it turned out pretty good. It turned out pretty good. Thank you, guys. I know some people that left, I'm glad that they left because I'm glad that my songs make them leave
and I'm glad who stays when I play my songs because they're here for those who can hear them. And see. I like that, thank you so much. It's a new model that I got to try today and it was pretty fucking good. You like that?
Yeah, I think it was a pretty, I think it was a cool video. Everyone gets a turn whether you want to get on the ride or not the community special. Well, yeah, but it's like, you know, if I'm on the roller coaster, that's one thing. But it's like when they drag my deceased father on to it when they drag my mother who's like, you know,
a very, you know, very nice lady and she's a widow and stuff and, you know, I worry about her. I don't know. And then when really nobody seems to care too much that it's happening. I mean, some people do. I mean, that's a good thing. It's like I have a few really good friends
that you don't have to count them on two fingers at least a couple of people that care. So I know you guys care too. But I don't want you guys to get involved. Like that's like really like don't get involved. But it's like, I mean, hey, I'm trackable. But I'm saying, you're nice to hear like, you know, even behind the scenes like, you know,
you see me, you know, not all alone, right? How are you on trackable? I'll put the link up to if anyone wants to come up and chat and we'll have a good,
have a good chat. Here you go. Good to see you on trackable and trackable. I had a dream the other night that on trackable was on the show and he had like the strange haircut. It was like shaved in the middle. It was so weird. It was the craziest dream. He had his like scowl on his face and he was acting so strange. And remember that? I don't know. Did I tell you about the dream? Anybody?
You think, right? I know Nancy. I mean, it's just, I mean, you know, if you know, you know, if you know, you know, it's like pretty, pretty crazy. You could raise the bar a little bit. Yeah, I would love to. I mean, I didn't go low. I mean, I'm trying to try and I try to keep it. I mean, and that's what I was going to say Sharon is like, you haven't got your hair. Yeah, I saw that. Well, there was like some kind of strength. I know you didn't because it was obviously a dream.
There's a dream. Your hair is all weird. That was a dream, right? Or is that true? I don't remember. You have your hair all weird. It was like shaved in the middle. Like a panda the torture clown. You guys remember panda the torture clown. He was on my show once he stuck like a coat hanger through his nose or something like that. About died.
I kicked him up the show and Goddy was mad. Goddy, by the way, you know, I love Goddy, but it's like, I mean, after he heard that tape that I played earlier, that he said, well, I'm not going to take sides. Okay. I mean, it's energy. I'm not going to get involved. That's one thing. But taking, I mean, it's like, you don't know the side you're going to take. You're going to join. Okay. Turn your fan down.
Get up here. I need a military person up here. You know, I might be in danger because, you know, she's actually gone live today saying she is on her way to somewhere with it. What happened to Goddy? Goddy is just a fence writer. Yeah. He, uh, I'm like, yeah, I don't, I don't know. I mean, he's, he's okay. He's okay. But then she put totes. She titled that live lesson that I played.
She's like, Oh, Goddy. Anybody that starts me about Goddy, like go away. Leave me alone or something like that. She doesn't like God anymore. She told everybody pretty much except for actually a ghost tried to get on the panel yesterday and she was like, I guess he didn't let him on. She said no cult members allowed. Only the, only the Christian God cult. So unfortunately ghost was out of luck. But, you know,
he'll always have a place here, I guess, but I don't like yesterday. He said he was unsubscribing. I was like, shut the fuck up. He's like, well, he's like your, your, your cat has trolls. I'm like, Oh, I mean, are you just waking up now? I mean, where have you been? I mean, it's been like this well over a year, you know, and you're one of them. I mean, it's like, geez.
I mean, even like the, like in the, in most people's normal life, like the, the mildest troll here would be like the biggest troll in like a lot of other places. Like it goes to be like consider a master troll and some of the, I don't know, some, I don't know some other chat, I guess. Right. Yeah. Ghosty. Ghost is a, I like ghost, ghost has a friend.
He's a special friend that they like to, he likes to call to go on panels and he likes to talk behind the scenes. I like it. It's cute. You all know her. Thank you. I liked it too. Yeah. No, we have a guest coming up. Thank you. Thank you so much, Joni. Oh, hold on. Untrackable. Oh, where are you? Hold on.
I need to fix it. Like that. Oh, shit. I'll fix it here. I'm, I'm, I don't give you my options. Okay. Is that good? No. Oh, no, no, no. Hey, it doesn't matter. Hey, karaoke corn dog. Oh yeah. Karaoke corn dog. That was fun yesterday. We did some karaoke and. Wow. That was good to see you. I mean, I'm just going to reset real quick so I can
just fix my layout once again. I'll be right back.
Yeah. I hope everybody's doing good tonight. Thank you. Isn't that fast? Oops. I was fast. Hold on. So yes, I fixed it. Here we go. There we go. Oh, that's much better. Oh my God. Your beard. That wasn't a dream. That was, that was real. Karaoke corn dog. You're of course welcome up if you want to. It might be, it might be a better night because it's not as crowded up here right now. So yeah.
How are you untrackable? I'm doing good. I hope you are as well. Well, I know, but I'm kind of worried. I'm worried that I'm going to get my, my throat is going to get slit while I sleep. I mean, is that a nice, that's not a good feeling to have when someone says they're after, they're going to come assault you and stuff, right? No, it's, that's never a good feeling. Can you come on, can you come spend the night? So I'll be safe. Or is it, can your wife,
can you lend, can your wife, I mean lend you to me for one night? I'm pretty sure. I'll let you or anything. I'll, you can have the bed. You can have the bed. I just want you sitting outside my, my door or in front by the couch or something. So you can. Yeah. But it's, it's like a seven hour flight. You know what I mean? Okay. I'll be, I'll, I'll wait up. By the time I get there, you know.
Yeah. I know. Yeah, I know. I mean, it's like, yeah, I appreciate you guys, the good, the good words of you guys. And I know if you guys don't want to get involved in stuff, but it's still, it is nice to hear people, your Katrina says some really nice stuff to me. Cause I was saying, you know, like RG was saying, you know, how do we give him AIDS and stuff like that? And then she's like, well, he probably already has it, you know, but, um, and then she's like, well, she's like, I'm just probably in bad karma, but you know, I wish, um,
I wish I hope he drops dead. And then Christine goes, Oh, that's not going to be bad karma. And then she's like, well, you know, I'm going to, I should go track him down and, you know, and, you know, do something and he's going to die or it's going to go to the death. And, uh, and I don't, and she's like, but she's like, but I have no criminal history. I'll probably just do a slap on the wrist. And, and then Christine's like, well,
they're going to see the videos of how he's a stalker and how he's like, you know, a weirdo, a step, a pest. And, uh, you know, no, no jury will convict you. And so basically instead of like deescalating or, you know, doesn't she see this, this, this weird, the years are turning in this woman's head in a dangerous way. And instead of deescalating, she doubles down on it. And it does kind of hurt a little bit, but it's interesting.
I'm glad I got it on tape. I'm glad I did. It was deleted. What's up? What do you think? Um, I mean, I've said some horrible things over these YouTube streets. Sure. And it's like, I'm not going to like say, oh, I'm not going to. I mean, do I take it that how that literally like, not really, but do I take it seriously? I mean, she's doing very serious things. You don't know.
She's also very unpredictable right now. And, uh, I don't know what's wrong with her. I don't. I mean, it's scary. You don't know who you're dealing with. She's a different person than the one I was dealing with for like three months. But then she's the same one. She almost practically the same one. She was when we were fighting too. She, it was like the two personalities, but I guess it is all one in the end. Right. It's just not integrated correctly or something or MK ultra or this. I don't, I don't know what it is.
I'm not a psychiatrist, but it's a, it's a brain scratcher. That's for sure. You missed that wrath. Yeah. Well, you can just rewind the, I played at the beginning and it's a, yeah. And also there's another video of her in the dark, you know, calling upon the devil, her eyes rolling in the back of her head. You know, she's saying, sorry, beta. Oh, at last she made a golden girls video where she's like, you know,
she Christine beta are like the golden girls. And then Sam man comes over with food. I mean, in the video. I mean, she hates Sam man. And, but okay. Never. I mean, I digress. Miss the wrath. Yeah. But, uh, yeah, it was kind of a silly video. She kind of like her body is getting stranger and stranger in these, these AI things.
She's getting more and more like Nicki Minaj or Kim Kardashian. Very, very, um, on shapes, but okay. Um, like shock value. I want to do a AI of a untrackable. I just want to do you with a loincloth and you and me in the jungles swinging from buying. How about that? That'd be okay. And you can be Tarzan. And we have a guest.
Let's welcome our guests coming up. We have a special guest. You're going to love this one. Intrackable. Are you ready? Always. Ah.
What's up? I just wanted to say what's up to V net. How are you doing V net? Bang. What's up? What's up? Untrackable. Say hello. Say hello. Get out of here. I dare you not say hello to me at all. I hate that. Okay.
I mean, say hi to me or you're out. Say hi to me right now. Five, four, three. Say hi or you're gone. Two, one.
Okay. I mean, I gave him a chance. You can't say they give him a chance. I gave him maybe five chances to do it, but. I mean, when you are a guest in somebody else's house, you know, you say, Hey, how's it going? Nice to see you again. Thank you for having me. Right. Like I was trying to do one time he was going like this and I was like, Oh, you're doing a heart. And I put it to the screen and then he's like, and it was the wrong side.
And so then I like, I switched this around and then he did it to the other side. So it was still the wrong side. It was so frustrating. You know, um, yeah, I know she's been through a lot and it's like almost like, I almost have sympathy, but it's like, then, uh, she's making choices that she doesn't need to be making. Like I did that. I didn't say, well, I know that you're fit. You and your family were docs and did you like that? No, she does not like that.
Um, which, you know, of course she didn't, but she said, then I was like, well, look in your heart. I mean, you know, you're going too far with me. You don't know what in my heart. Then she goes, um, and then I said, uh, I said, uh, I gave a Bible quote. You're not a Christian. So I can't. I mean, it's like, I'm not allowed, I mean, just because
they don't classify as a specific religion, I'm not allowed to appreciate different religions or, or to find wisdom. You know, the golden rule is actually a universal, uh, kind of law. I mean, it's like in other countries, too, in other religions, they do unto others as you would have them do unto you. Don't do things to people that you wouldn't want done to you. It's just a simple thing, but I think it kind of went over her head a little bit.
So I think she's still in Corinth. She's in Chronicles in the Bible still, which is, um, still the Old Testament, I think. So she hasn't even gotten to the Jesus part yet. I mean, there's the best parts to come in the Bible. The Old Testament, God sucks. I don't know too much about, um, about the Bible, but, you know, um, common sense freezes.
Even Aesop's fables has this knowledge. And I mean, it's like, I mean, it's like kind of like a human empathy. It's like, it's like, you know, empathy, having empathy is like knowing how bad it feels for you. So you wouldn't do it to other people or dark empathy. It is like knowing how bad it would feel. And so you do it to others in order to hurt them. I mean, that's all I think she's doing. I think she's using her empathy in a evil way.
Um, and you know what she's, I mean, I'm trackable. I mean, it's okay if she brings me into things that calls me, whatever she wants to. She's trying to get the liquor store. I live nearby to like ban me, the McDonald's to ban me. She's trying to get my, me, me taken to an a mental asylum. She's trying to get my apartment complex sued. She's trying to get the police driving by my house. Um, all kinds of stuff. I mean, it's like so much stuff.
She's putting my docs in my parents. Um, my dad's deceased. Right. And then she's crying about her dad and stuff. My dad died a year before that. And the same thing, uh, of, you know, cancer, which is, you know, and I died practically me holding his hand too. I mean, I was there with his body. They passed away. And go and go, I mean, rubbing his head and stuff is this corpse and stuff. I mean, it's like, I mean, it's, I mean, yeah, it's
like, it's terrible, but she has no sympathy for me, but she knows my dad died, but she doesn't say, I mean, she doesn't say that. She's like, he's like alive and stuff. And she just did a meme with my parents saying, Oh, imagine being the parents of this drug addict loser. And it's like, this kind of looks like Dinah's living dead where he's like resurrected, like doing pictures of my dad and AI, you know, coming back from the dead. How dare she?
That's not, that's not, that's not her image to play with. I mean, the fucking cunt. Like really, seriously? Just when I think about that, that is like, I'm so evil that it's like beyond anything that's like the work. It's like, it's just so evil and hateful and, uh, almost like non-human, like a non-human, like an alien, almost like a, like a disgusting, like little gray, slimy alien with, uh, you know, no heart.
That's what I feel like. That's what I see right now. I feel like, and then she's accuses me of everything that she does. She accuses me of, projects everything, including, you know, she used to get, she used to get accused of having AIDS. She never liked that, but now she's accusing, now she's saying, I probably have AIDS, you know? Yeah. The family stuff is really disturbing. Yeah. And Sharon, she's been doing it every day for like weeks.
And you know what? And she also continues, she doesn't call her name anymore. She uses, calls me the son of, and then uses my parents' name, my past away dad and stuff. And she put my mom in as the fucking, you know, every little AI of my mom, you know, in with the INX and Brandon and stuff. I mean, it's like, it's just so, so, uh, strange. It's just like, uh, disgusting to me.
That, uh, she, she's messing with, you know, loved ones and, well, I'll show you this. This is her sentiment, though. This is from a few years ago. This is a tweet she sent out. This is from her Twitter account. She's already verified that this is the real. Okay. Um, it was from probably a few years ago, but I'll show you this, this little thing. Yeah. Two, uh, what you posted earlier. Yeah. Well, everyone can read it.
On the top, it says tonight, or it says, um, tonight, I will specifically state to every individual who's ever targeted near my family, I will end your existence. Okay. And then it goes in the bottom for a few years. My quote unquote adversaries have assumed that I'd never be a part of the manifestation of their absolute worst fears in regard to their quote
unquote loved ones and themselves. Um, in parentheses or in a, whatever, most importantly, because that's who will be blamed being held accountable to the worst of the worst. Well, I do agree with one thing in there. She is the worst of the worst. I mean, that is, but, uh, I don't agree that I'll be held accountable to her. And I don't agree that, uh, my, that she will be the, uh, cause nightmares coming true because I
will stop this. I will stop this. I will be finally one person that will stand up to this bitch. You know, she's gone too far. You don't fuck with, you don't fucking fuck with people's families like that. Especially mine, you know. Then I, you know, you know, I don't know. You have kids and stuff like that. How about if you're like, you know, all of a sudden, or your parents
too, like, I don't know if your friends are. How would you feel if someone started posting your, your, your parents, um, dead or alive. I'm not sure there's, there's status, but what if they post started posting them all over online and then gave their, their, your family business, um, you know, address out and said, you know, call, call the family business and, and, you know, say that they're, they're, he has cats and, and, uh, you know, he's, he should, he's probably blackmailing his family and all, and all these things.
How would you feel about that? Just go. I mean, that would definitely feel horrible, but, you know, I do have to ask, you know, what, what was the trigger in all this? I thought you guys, the last time I talked to you, uh, at least I've been on your panel several times. It was really stupid. Like what happened was, um, Brandon Q, like she didn't let him on at the same time as Sam and so he started going off on her.
Um, then she, I guess in her mind, I had set her up the whole time, like three months ago to like, so to embarrass her by, by her deciding her on her own to stand up for Brandon Q and, uh, and she said, well, you knew this would happen. And I asked her, what did I do? And she said, you know what she did. And she wouldn't refuse to talk to me anymore. And that's all, that's all. And since then, I just had, all this happened is, I mean,
I defended her even past that point, but, um, there, you know, there are people that says things on the show, but, you know, that she didn't like, but I didn't say it. But I guess that's something that's something that I really won't ever understand is, is how petty so much of this shit is. I understand doing somebody wrong.
I understand violence. I understand all these, you know, real, real world shit type things. But, oh, you know, you chose them over me or, you know, bad words and stuff like that. Come on. Here's the thing on Dragonville. I didn't do anything. The whole thing was I didn't do anything. I was just myself. I was just friendly the whole time. Yes, I received gifts.
I was thankful. Appreciative. I never asked her for anything. Now she's saying I asked or I guilted her into it. I manipulated her. Now she's saying I'm extorting. I'm extorting old ladies. I'm abusing the elderly. I'm a drug trafficker. She's trying to associate every meth person on, you know, online with, she's trying to like associate them with my parents and my parents' names and stuff like that.
Like, oh, you know, it's like thinking, I mean, it's just like so strange. And I asked her very nicely to take down the stuff. And she screamed, no, you know, and she's like, I'm not, you don't know what's in my heart. You better leave me alone. You know, she's like, I'm not, I'm not, I don't go to her chat. She's not, she needs to leave me alone. She's doing the fucking post in my parents'
pictures every day. Okay. I'm not doing that to her. I have her father's photo. I'm not doing that to her. I have her mother's address. I'm not putting her mother's address out. And it's like, really, you have to understand, I'm holding back. Because I'm a nice person. I'm not going to stoop to her level. I don't want to be in the garbage. Like I said, I'll, I'll never understand that type of activity. Like I said, I've, I've
said some, I've said some things to some people. Hopefully context and in the moment was fair enough for what it was to where, you know, once that moment is over, it's like, hey, you know, chill out. See you next time. Hey, you know what? Well, she said the only way she's going to stop is if there's a bullet in her brain. That's what she said. That's when she's going to
stop. That's when she's going to leave me alone. She said, she said, I'm going to have to look over the shoulder for the rest of my life. Right. She's with everybody. This, this bad. This bad. Maybe, I don't know. I think that she has a special hate for me. That's something that we said there too was that, like the object of affection. I would rather it be a positive one and as far as my life is concerned. Right.
If I'm, if I'm some place that, you know, triggers me into so much negativity or something like that, it's like, hey, it's on me to just be like, yeah, I'm not going to, I'm not going to go there. I'm not going to participate. I'm, I got to, I got to let what's hurting me, like just right. That's, you know, it's on me. I'm not going to go there. I'm not going to participate. I got to, I got to let what's hurting me like just
right. There's a time to fight untrackable. And there's a time to like, you know, to let it all go and like to go do all that. But she's doing something. She's like, she's like, actively harming me. And I have to fight now. I have to fight. I can't just like let her, let her do it and get them, then she controls the narrative. And then. Oh, I understand what you're saying. But the person's also hurting
themselves. Well, I know. She'll be hurting, but she's she's taking it out on other people. She's not ending the cycle which she could be doing. You know, we can all end the cycle and stop the cycles of her because yes, because she all the things that she's doing to me are probably done to her, right? But you when things happen to you have a choice. Am I going to do that to other people and continue the cycle? And because it makes me feel better that somebody else has to go through it, or am I going to end the
cycle? And you know, so nobody has to experience it. And then my suffering can have been for a reason. No, you know, she's deciding like the dark path, right? I feel you. Yeah. I'm sorry. Yeah. I feel you. Yeah. Thank you. Well, just as long as you hear, I mean, I just want you to understand my point. You don't have to agree with
me. I'm just, you know, it's really, I know people want to be so fair. Are you a Libra by any chance? I don't know. I mean, people want to be so fair and balanced about things. But I'm an Aries. You're an Aries. Yeah. That was in my mind. But you know what? Sometimes there is a right room, you know, and some things. And it's like, I really do. I hope people stand up for right, you know, but hey, we have, we deal with a lot
of, a lot of sheep in the world. Like maybe 80, 90% of people don't think for themselves. They just look at other people and then whatever the crowd is saying, right? And so it's hard to be an independent person sometimes, you know. You don't have that crowd to protect you. They actually come after you with pitchforks and torches, you know.
Well, there's something to be said there too. It's like, you know, are you going to follow, you know, if you're a follower and you follow the peaceful people, you're still following. Right. No, I'm not following anything. Listen, listen. If you follow the hateful people, you're still following. It's not two groups of peaceful people and hateful
people. It's not just like, everybody has both love and hate in them and stuff. It's like, it's just deciding what you're going to live. And so some people decide to live hate. Some people decide to live love. When Christine's sitting there saying it's okay to kill me and that she won't have karma or criminal consequences, that's hateful. When Christine's sitting there saying, oh, I should be, why am I not institutionalized?
Why isn't everybody sued? Why am I not evicted from my house and put it on the street? Why do my parents, you know, take a conservatorship? Are these any of her business, first of all, to be talking about, you know, just like so flippantly, because some things are publicly available just doesn't mean that they're supposed to be freely talked about. And, you know, it's like, I'm sure if we dig deep enough, we can find a lot of information
about a lot of people. But it's like, is that right? And if this was on, if this was me making death threats to her, if I actually made any of what she's almost saying I am, she said, everyone get a restraining order against me. I'm dangerous. I don't have a car. But yeah, I'm supposedly, I'm going to hurt, you know, kill somebody, right? Everyone, I'm a rapist, spiritual rapist. Everybody that's friends with me
is a spiritual rapist. Did you just say a spiritual rapist? Yes. That's the word. That's the word she used. Yes. Rapist, spiritual rapist. Several times she's called me that. That is wild. Yeah. Yeah. Thank you, Candy Kiss. I appreciate that. Thank you. I know some people, I know people get it. And then people that don't get it, they just don't know what's going on. And they're like trying to say,
okay, well, maybe like, I don't know. Maybe he's right. Maybe, but listen, I've been friends with, I was friends with her and I was not friends with her. And now I know what she's like. Okay. Oh my gosh. Hold on. Let me look at this. New psyche. As far as I'm concerned, like I can't speak for anybody else, but I don't necessarily agree with everything that, you know,
you provide that you put out of, you know, out here as content or. Here's what she just posted eight minutes ago. Do not donate to psyche, AKA the son. You've never taken anything from me. You've never robbed me of. I've never robbed her. I've never robbed anybody. That's the thing. I never robbed her. She, she sent me flowers. She sent me groceries.
She sent me a bike the last day when she like, you know, said I would run friends anymore. She sent me this tripod that it was a parting gift or whatever. I mean, even the time. Even the time that I have spent on your panel or, you know, so many other panels, it's all kind of the same. To where it's like, hey,
why did I just wait? Waste so much time, like hanging out with people. Like that. It's like, I can't put, I can't put that on you, man. I can't put that on myself. And I still had fun. And I, you know, I still find love. You know what I mean? It's actually a show. And there's my dad. My dad, she's made him a corpse. Okay. Look at what she's done to my, my family. Okay.
I'll just show you. I mean, I'm going to put this up. Okay. We can play this. Okay. I got to do it real quick before she runs over and high privates it. Hold on. She's about to, I'm sure. Hold on. Wu. What are you doing with the gun? Look at it. This is my, this is my father, my beautiful father, my beautiful mother. And look what she's done to us. Look what she did to us,
untrackable. This is so sick. This bitch is so sick. Look what she did to us. What she did to us, untrackable. Hold on. I'll put a shirt like this. Here. Shit. Here. Got it. Okay. Um. This is disgusting. Look what she did to my parents. I passed away father, my beautiful mother.
Look what this bitch is doing. Look, hold on, right here.
You see? Hold on, let me zoom in. Do not donate to Psyche, Psyche, HKA, the son, okay.
All right. My dad passed away two years ago. And then on that meme, whatever that meme is right there, I'll show you what she posted on that meme. It says a post right here. And look, I mean, by the way, it's like every day she posts that. Hold on. I'll go post, watch this.
And there, imagine the drug addict's parents thinking that the truth of who and what they actually are wasn't ever going to come out. And look at, they have tails. She put tails on them, like lizards. Do you see that? I see it. Yeah. Fair use. Well, let's watch this, let's watch this episode. Okay. Hold on.
But, you know, again, let's watch this. Let's listen to some of this. So many, let's hear some of this. Okay. Let's hear some of this. One second. I'm going to put us a trick. Okay. Yeah. She's definitely here for me. Thank you, dude. Appreciate you. Thank you. Here.
All right, everyone. Good morning, good afternoon, or good evening, whatever time it is, wherever in this world it is that you are. Welcome once more to another live stream of IRL Neustime Live. I'm your hostess, Alexandra. And before I close out my evening, I do want to go ahead and present the following information to many of you
in regards to someone known as Psyche, aka the son of Judy and Delos Bates. Do not donate to him. This is an official statement and an official warning in regards to the type of con artist and scam artist and master manipulator that he is. This video is going to be forwarded to the Riviera Center Management and Riviera Center Properties legal team,
along with some other parties in the state of California, because I'm not the first victim of the son of Judy and Delos Bates, a man known as Psyche, who is a public figure, also known as John Bates. There have been other victims also. He tends to prey upon people who are in the midst of grieving. He preys upon the elderly. He preys upon the mentally ill.
And he preys upon the just people who are marginalized in society. So when it comes to me, he was able to extract a little bit over $1,000 from me. I will recover from that, of course. I work every day. This is someone in regards to society. This is someone in regards to Psyche who is not employed, not because he has any reason not to be employed,
but because he doesn't want to be. He grew up in a very affluent and wealthy family kind of situation. He thinks that he's too good to work. If you look at the previous videos that I've made that outline his behavior, you'll see his behavior is atrocious. He believes that he's entitled to stealing low dollar items from his local businesses and whatnot. He treats people badly.
He surrounds himself with very racist people, also very aggressive people. But here's the most dangerous part about him. When he doesn't get his way with you, when you disconnect from him, he has a group of people who, along with him, will stalk and harass you mercilessly. They will do their best to stress you out, coerce you to suicide. As of today, I received a threat from an associate of his who's a public figure known as Karen Latimer,
aka INX, aka Grateful 2026, who is saying that she's going to come by allegedly where I live with a firearm and come right to my alleged apartment door. You said the same thing about her. This is not only something that law enforcement is going to be made aware of when it comes to Bates, but pretty much anyone and everyone linked to him is going to be made aware of this situation. Because this is the kind of thing
that can easily push someone over the edge. This is the kind of thing that leads to offline violence. But again, Psych definitely did manipulate me into giving him gifts and donations because I'd recently lost my father when he reached out to me. And he had been quietly watching and stalking me online for a while, and I didn't even know it. He played on that traumatic event in my life to befriend me and gain my trust. He also lied to me extensively
about his own situation financially. I also didn't know that he's an active drug addict, but he is. Since I've disconnected entirely from him and refused to communicate with him directly, he's threatened me and attempted to blackmail me and attempted to extort me. Because here's what all of you need to understand about somebody like John Bates, aka Psych. Once he knows you have resources or access to resources and you've already given him some, he thinks that he's entitled to keep receiving more.
He's going to keep harassing and stalking me on a daily basis because he thinks eventually I'll talk to him again or want to be a friend again, and I'm just letting you all know right now that will never happen, ever. I wish him the absolute worst. But he wants more money from me. It's kind of one of those things to where he thinks that, oh, if I keep messing with her, she'll pay me to go away. Now, like I said, that most likely will end up overflowing this is the kind of thing
into an offline situation. And it is something that everyone around him and his family is going to know about. Oh, good. And I wouldn't be surprised to learn about this. They will know about you, lady. They will know about you. They will know about you. He's one of those crime groups and who extort people in a different sort of way. It's very likely. But yeah, he has attempted to blackmail me. He's tried to extort me. On a nightly basis, he engages in legally actionable slander against me on his live streams. And he's requesting
that other people target me as well. And I do have the evidence of that, as you can see in some of the most recent videos. But I do want to go over the actual receipts of my donations to him, just so the public can know. I do not advise anyone donate to him at all. I feel like, you know, at least it's an amount that doesn't make me feel too bad. But when I think about how I could have helped children, for example, when it comes to the money
that he never even needed, I think, hey, maybe I could have donated to like an animal shelter or something. I mean, he really is sick. Okay. He really is sick and evil. And if I end up physically harmed, I pray to God that people avenge my death because it all does go back to him. So anyway, here's the cash app receipt when it comes to, you know,
the cash donations I gave to him. It's a total of $600. Okay. That's the total in cash. I'm going to show you a video at the end of this stream. The entire... He stated in the past that the donations that he asks for are for his cats. That's a lie. The donations that he asked for are for his substance abuse issues. Okay. That's the reality. If it was for the cats, that's more than enough to take care of
and feed those cats for a really long time. He should never be e-begging at all. I don't... But he will because he's a freaking liar. And to him, that's not a lot because, see, these are his parents right here. They're property owners and bankers living in the Palos Verdes, incredibly affluent area, running multiple businesses. It's just that for the most part, he's cut off from the family, but maybe he needs to be cut off even more
because all of this is going to reflect on his family going forward, every single bit of it. And his parents are public figures. No, they're not. They're chronicled in quite a few periodicals and magazines. Quite a few? But yeah. So here's the cash donations. And if anyone wants to laugh at me about this, if you want to call me a fool, fine. No one else in these communities But guess what? will ever receive another donation from me, specifically because of this situation and the situation revolving around trash-alicious.
Those two have ruined it. For everyone in these communities when it comes to me. Everyone's going to be so mad at us. And probably a few other donors, too. I'm not by the least the largest dollar donator in these communities, not at all. But I'm never going to donate again. And anyone who has a problem with that, take it up with Bates and Evans.
All right. So I tried to keep these in order. Now I'm going to show all of you the tangible or physical gifts or items that I sent him, okay, along with the dates. All right. So from, let's see, June 24th, of this year, I sent him a tripod for his live streaming. Right. Then let's see, May 29th of 2026. I sent him some lunch. Fish taco, okay.
He seemed depressed at one point in May. So I also sent him some flowers and some a pack of white claws, okay. Right. But she said I'm an alcoholic because they're on the table. Sent him some breakfast one day in May, early May. Let's see, April 4th. What was this? Again, he seemed depressed, so I sent him some flowers. All right. This was the instance when I purchased him pretty much a full,
complete thing of groceries from his local grocery store. That totaled close to 100 bucks. That was April 24th of 2026. Let's see, April 27th of 2026. I sent him like a dessert treat. And September 16th of 2025, I sent him a microphone for his live streaming and computer. So again, I wouldn't say
that this is a super high dollar amount. Again, don't forget the 600 in cash, which you probably use for drugs. But don't donate to this person because he's not only unappreciative, but he routinely has people on his show who make threats like this, coming to my alleged residence, legally carrying a gun. So I guess I'm going to be gunned down by the person that I did try to help and the person who just completely defrauded me
and who I do consider to be a spiritual and psychological rapist. But then again, why would I expect anything different from two pieces of shit? Because shit creates shit. And that's what Bates is. He's no different from his parents. They probably do the exact same thing to people and they probably mistreat people in the exact same way, but on a different level. So I'm going to go ahead and show all of you
a video from a YouTube channel called Allied Master Computer T100. All right, that was stalking me. I wish I had seen this video. Prior to knowing Bates, but I do want all of you enough to see it now. And again, do not donate to him. He does not need the money at all. Not at all. Don't need to somebody worthwhile, not somebody who's a piece of shit. Can I ask you a question really quick? I just came on here to ask you two questions. Yes. Okay, my name is Kiki.
And I heard you say earlier that you did meth before. Is that true? I did meth before. Do you know the last time you did it was? Okay, were you a long time user? No, I was a long time user. Because I see certain people make comments about that. Yeah, okay. And so I don't really know your story or anything like that. I've just seen you on TV. And the other question was, was I saw you made comments about how you were taken down as for the cats. And then you also mentioned,
I'm only going off what you said, right? Where you mentioned something about how we don't need to worry about you because you're okay financially as far as you having a place. So I'm assuming you don't work right now because you're saying that YouTube is your job because you made YouTube partnership, right? Okay. So I mean, it's only one or two things, right? Either the state steps in and you're disabled or whatever and you get social security and HUD and they pay a majority of your rent and utilities.
Or you have another type of help to do that. Are you comfortable? So I'm asking, since you're asking people for donations and it's not for the content, it's for your cats, right? I guess people might be a little bit more sympathetic and understanding if they knew your situation. And since you don't have any problem blasting your neighbors, privacy or whatever,
because it's IRL, like you go IRL, right? Maybe like, could you explain to people if it's a government stepping in and helping you thing or if it's more a family helping you thing? Okay, I'll just say, I've heard this business, this government, this is not helping me. I have no assistance. I don't want to let my parents know. It's just parents often, dude. I think he's a trust-run kid. Yeah, so that's even worse, I guess to me. As of you are, maybe other people will feel differently. But like, I could understand if you were disabled,
this is a hobby, you can't work. But if your parents are paying for everything and you're on here begging the public for money and there's nothing physically wrong with you, you could work. And if you are especially begging for money for like your cats, you can't afford to see care of them when you should have them. And if you are asking money for them, then no, psych, you cannot afford to take care of them. Yeah. Let me talk. Let's fucking talk. What are you doing? No, I'll talk.
Okay, I was going to say, I'm being accused of all these things. Okay, I'm very, I'll say I'm a very blessed person. Okay, I'm able to survive. Blessed by your parents? Bless your mark? No, this is fucking business. I'm a parent by the entire family. Great parents. So you're blessed by your entire family. Bless your parents. Someone. I trust you. Well, now y'all have your answer. Kate, thank you so much for having me up. You're welcome.
Yeah, he's just a nasty, filthy drug addict from really bad genetic stock that likely comes from generations of taking advantage of and using and abusing and maliciously targeting others. These are very gross, disgusting people. Stay away from them. Don't do business with them. Don't donate to them. Nothing. So just to conclude this in total, I gave John Bates, aka Psych,
$973.48 worth of cash and gifts. Specifically, it was $600 in cash. The rest were gifts. In addition, I took him to a dinner in California in the next day, a day trip to Hollywood, which cost around $300 total. So again, he is delusional to think that I would ever directly talk to him, again, let alone be his friend. His objective seems to be to bully me mercilessly and attempt to coerce me to suicide
and also use his affiliates and associates to push me over the edge until I'm willing to essentially pay him to stop. That's a form of extortion and or blackmail. He will not receive another dime from me. And again, this likely will end up overflowing offline. If he's fortunate, it'll end up in the hands of law enforcement and the courts. But then again, it might not end up offline that way. There's such a thing as street justice. So anyway, that's it for now.
Take care. Have a great night. Don't be a fool or an idiot like I am. And anyone in here who has anything negative to say about me when it comes to this, just make sure I don't find out who you are. Okay. Take care. Have a great one. Bye-bye.
Your response. Okay.
Did you hear me? I'm sorry. Trackable. I can't hear you. Are you? Oh, you're muted, sir. There you go. I still don't hear you. Yeah. Yeah. The way friendships or relationships go sour,
I don't like it. I've been part of it before. It's not just a normal relationship going sour because a relationship going sour was a lot of money. This was over a long time. And plus there's more to it. I did give her gifts too. not tangible. And she's like, Okay. Yeah. Like when I made videos that cost money to make, and I've done a few times for her, I saw also like,
had given her like a complete like, full lifetime membership at the, on the Codex and stuff, which she really enjoyed and stuff. But I've had to take her off of that because she shouldn't be in there. I mean, to say, I don't know. She's like, I don't want her in there anymore. So I mean, it's like, so I put in your act. Is it a lot of money now?
Is it $1,000 a lot of money? Well, you know, according to her, you know, she would like to throw around how much money she has. She has what millions of dollars in the bank, she said. Well, I mean, So. there's this part of it too. It's, you know, if you feel like, and this is kind of what I heard in a lot of that about the money,
is if your friendship with somebody is a pay-to-play game, is, was the money really a problem while you were having fun? I never asked her for anything. I never asked her, she's lying when she said I asked her for, I didn't ask her for anything. She just sent it. No, sir, no, sir. I'm just saying,
while she was enjoying your company and your presence and, you know, whatever it is that you guys had going on, while she was enjoying that. Jack, well, she asked for my sperm. She asked me to be the father of her child, potentially. Okay. She, I mean, things like this, right? And I said, I would, I mean, I said, I mean, it would be like where she basically, you know,
I'd be basically the donator and she would raise the child. I mean, you know, it was because I was like, okay, I want to help her dreams come true because she really wanted to be a mother, I thought. And it was like, I had very good intentions the whole time. And I was always kind. I would, I never even spoke of it. I really, I almost deified her. I mean, I like lost a ton of friends because I've like stood by her and, you know, like, you know,
ton of stuff. And now she's gone run to them, right? And Bonnie, hate Bonnie with them because they're all mad at me. And she's going back to them and stuff. And then getting them all riled up, you know, from what she caused. And it's like, it's like talk about like studying somebody and doing all this shit. Like, and she said there, another reason she probably reunited the friendship was because she needed more information.
Yeah, she wanted to have a baby with me. And she's doing good times. And she even said Alex McQueen was a candidate. So then Alex McQueen's turned against me now because she, and she said, she wanted to have a daughter with Alex McQueen or something like that, that could marry him or something. Or I don't know. It was like disgusting. It was like, it was just weird. I was like, what? I didn't, I was like, or a daughter with somebody else. And then for Alex McQueen or something, it was just some strange thing.
She said, I don't know. I was like, what? And then I was like, I'm just so happy that she chose somebody else. You know, I don't know who she chose. I don't even know if she won. I think it was just a, it could have been publicity stunt. I don't know how serious she was. She had kind of gone back and forth on it. But anyway, that's not really my business. But it's like, she's making all my stuff, her like everyone's business. And so, you know, I'm going to tell the truth. At least about some of the stuff
that's going on with her that you might not know about. So she wanted Alex McQueen to be the father too. And I didn't find, I did. But by that point, I was already out of the running because that was like, probably like, you know, I think there was like, it was like who wants to donate their sperm? Like there was like 10 guys, I think in the running of it. Right. She never donated anyone before, I think her father, she donated before. She's donated. Oh my God. She's donated to a lot of people. Trisha Lishes.
You know, she even donated to Zaya. I mean, she, I mean, she donated to every, she's donated to a lot of people in the community. She's met a lot of people. I mean, it's like, probably way more than she donated to me. I'm, you know, so I don't understand. I've seen that, I've seen that through these YouTube streets. And you know, there are people that just freely give because, you know, that's who they are.
I've also seen way more people that give or, you know, because they donate. I don't know if I'm saying that. Yeah, I think you're right. But then they have this, like, it's like a stake of claim, like a piece of ownership. Like, Well, yeah, but that's not it. I mean, it's like, that's not what it is for. You're right. It's like, sometimes the donations work and it's like some, for a tarot readings But I do want to show you, and things like that.
you know, Trisha Lishes did have something to say about this. And I apologize to Trisha on her message board because I, you know, and huge thing it was over the brand that we kind of broke up. But, you know, Trisha Lishes says something very interesting. Oh, hold on. I mean, because when it comes to like, I've never, I've never given anybody over the YouTube streets. I've never given any of the channels that I've ever visited. I've never given anybody
any money. But you know what, Yeah. I don't mean you donated some money, right? Remember, you shaved off your beard you, and I got donations. So, you know, I've done some things, but I personally have never, you know, I consider that donation Well, because it's like you, from you too, it was because of you, you know, it's like you brought, but I gave it freely. you,
I gave it freely of myself. But I have given, you know, I gave this dude in the parking lot. He hit me up. I was working and I had to go into this store to do my job and he hit me up and he was like, hey, he gave me the whole sob story and all I had was a $20 bill. I had one $20 bill. I gave him the $20 bill.
Forget the sob story. Forget all that stuff. If he did, if he did what matched the story, that's, that's amazing. If he didn't and he went around the corner and bought some drugs and continued on with his life, whatever. You know what I spent the money on? It was, I gave, I gave, it was from my website. I gave, My website.
I gave up my own free will I gave up my, and did it make me feel better? I don't know. I wasn't trying to save the dude's life with 20 bucks. it's just a thought of it. Yeah, It's being generous. I gave and then I moved on with my life. Because I, I got shit to do, do to,
to itemize everything and throw it back into a person's face and then didn't say it was my fault because I pressured her when I never asked her for this shit for a dime or even. I don't go back to that parking lot looking for the dude and be like, hey, did you do what you said you were gonna do No, fuck that. I'm busy, man. I mean, Fuck that. none of our, really, it's like, whatever, I mean, it's like, like, if someone says you know,
this is for this, it's like, I mean, then yeah, but it's like, ultimately, the money will, I mean, it will go to, it will go in the money is like, we spend money on a lot of you know, things, we're in a grocery, then I know that. It's like you said about, me cutting my hair you know, and shaving my beard on camera and raising a couple hundred bucks for a channel that said that this was what it was for.
Hey, I'm gonna grow my hair back. I'm gonna grow this beard back every single year. I don't care. This is me. At least you didn't get a, you didn't get a sex change, because that doesn't grow back. I'm just kidding. What you do with that money, if you do what you said you were gonna do with it, that's all fine and good. If you don't, you don't. I'm not gonna come and be like,
I gave you my faith and this is what you turn around and do. go fuck yourself. Now, I'm busy. I'll come around. I'll do it. I'll do it again. Is there something called? I'll do it again. Hey, look at this. Check this out. Yeah, I got you. Check this out. This is good. I got peace in my heart. Me too.
What is that? Stop talking about me. You were talking about me. I'm not gonna be playing to receive all of real. But I am gonna go ahead. What a stupid idiot. I'm gonna show you how to win. Yeah, shut up. Liar. Crazy. You're the con artist.
You're the crazy person. That's why you still go live. You're so rich, right? You don't need money You don't need. from anyone, Alex. I remember that. You don't need money from anyone. But here you are. Here you are. Here you are. So crying. Because nobody wants to be friends with you. You stupid ignoramus batch.
Nobody wants to be friends with you, Alex. Cry. Cry a little bit harder, bitch. Nobody fucking cares. Listen to this. Try hard. Aboriginal retard. Literally cry a little bit harder. Oh, I got a screen cap, I guess. Or maybe I can upload it.
Listen to this Aboriginal junkie whore. Listen to this whorebag right here. Oh, I got this by Brandon Q for a 65-year-old woman. He didn't want to give me his sperm, and now I'm sad and upset. I wanted to get pregnant by it. If you guys have stop pretendencies. Oh yeah, I'm a stalker, by the way. I'm the stalker, not you. Sure.
Sure, neglect. Sure, neglect. Sure. Whatever you want to say, bitch. She's not welcome to communicate with me. Because she likes that money. Then stop talking about me. I have a feeling that she is going to be at a level of stalking in her head. Stop talking about me. You were talking about me. That's why I commented in your chat.
You stupid Aboriginal whore. That's what happens with a lot of these streamers who... Guess what's going to happen to you? You're going to die the fuck alone, bitch. You're going to die alone. Your dad's already dead. Your mom's going to die, and you're going to die alone, and your sister's going to want to have nothing to fucking do with you, bitch. I need to get really aggressive with you
when you tell them, hey, fuck off, leave me alone. Oh, sure, yes. You're the victim. You're the one telling everyone to fucking leave you alone. Yes, you're not the one that's coming for everyone. Yeah, you're the fucking victim, bitch. I'm so sure. I'm so fucking sure. What a crack addict.
Like, how much crack have you smoked today, Alex? Oh, y'all, look at that. Seriously. Now, she will likely in the future... Wow, you didn't even give me $1,000. You fucking broke, bitch. You broke ass fucking... Aboriginal fucking bitch. You couldn't even give me $1,000.
Fuck you, broke bitch. She's... Look at this, bitch.
Oh, really? Eat shit. Eat shit. Unfortunately, so far, I don't even... Eat shit, bitch. Eat shit. Spread out over how long? How long? Oh, I gave you $800 over a fucking... How many fucking years, bitch? Shut the fuck up. Shut up, scorn, bitch. She's scorned.
Yeah, you didn't even give me $1,000. You scorned ass hooker. That's what you are. You're a scorned bitch.
No, nobody ever said that. You're labeling yourself a PDF, bitch. And this is what you'll never have with me. This is what you'll never have.
Please do. I would love to see you prove that. I would love to see... Go ahead. Go and do it, bitch. Go ahead. Bring it to law enforcement. Okay, there you go. Exactly. I mean, if there's any evidence... Oh, there's no evidence. Like, I want to see some evidence. Like, because she's making these claims that are, like, not provable. Like, oh, well... Yeah, well, he did it over the phone or something.
And I don't record calls. So I'm so... I mean, it's like, I'm sure... Please. I'm sure she does record calls. And if there was any asking, I'm sure that would be played right now. But anyway, I never... I mean, it's like, I'm going to have to... I mean, the number of claims and the number of things that she's saying is like, it's like everything. She's, I mean, every single thing I could ever... Every bad thing you could be I am, right? And it's like, nobody could be that evil.
But then I see, if you look at her, she's kind of, like, done a lot of those things. So when the wind blows, she flips. Yeah, but I guess it's... Sometimes by the season and stuff, I guess, but... I mean, that's just crazy, though. Wow. Crazy.
Intractable? Yeah, I'm back. Hot Girl Summer and the Bikini Contest? Actually, we have a picture of that Bikini Contest. Did you ever see the Bikini Contest photos? Did you hear... Did you know that Christine was in a Bikini Contest? Intractable? I did not know that. I have a picture of her. You did not? Hold on one second. This is from the Bikini Contest.
I'm okay with Bikinis. You like Bikinis? Okay. I think you're in for a treat. I've worn my picture. You've worn your share of Bikinis? Okay. Well, I'm not gonna judge you. Let's see. Well, do I have a Bikini photo? Yeah, here it is. Well, no, this is more of like her. Her beach look here. There she is on a Bikini.
I see it. There you go. Oh!
I think the one on the left might be AI. I'm not sure. Or old. You know, it could be old picture. Wouldn't it be in black and white?
That old style, like, you know, that bathing suit that looks like a, looks like a, you know, a flapper's dress? Well, I mean, I'm just saying like, we all come from somewhere. Yeah, she goes from somewhere, too. Most of the people. She goes from the 1700s. Most of the people that we know is like, we're not young now, but we were at one point.
I mean, my Facebook picture is, is me when I was young. It's not me today. On that picture, it says, it was AI. It says AI. It says it's like an 10% chance of AI. It was tweaked. It wasn't just her. Oh, this is just me on the beach. You know, 50 years ago. I mean, wow, I mean, she is in our seven. I mean, okay, I'm not going to say too much, but okay.
Well, I mean, so many people through these streets, you know, because of storytelling and stuff like that. They, they've heard, you know, like you said, about, you know, being a military man. I am, I am nowhere even close to what I used to be. Um, I'm, I'm not older.
I'm a broke down piece of shit, dude. Well, what happens is everybody, you know, It's okay. that's not the point. I mean, it's like, we are all going to have our young days and our old days, right? But, but there is, there has to be that in my mind.
You know, like you said about, you know, the golden rule, treat others the way you want to be treated and stuff like that. And it's like, hey, even when you are treated bad, the golden rule still applies and that is, well, if, if, if I make a mistake, if I do something fucked up, if I say the wrong thing, if, if I get, if I get too,
you know, drunk and while out, um, I don't want to be It's like, hey, if, if you set me straight, attacked for it. you set me straight, but, uh, you know, forgiveness. If, if you treat people with forgiveness, then you kind of expect it as well. And when you don't get it, it's like, hey, that's fine too.
No forgiveness or whatever, but how about like attack? How about being just being attacked? How about your loved ones being attacked? I mean, how about that? Of course you don't want it. And if, if you really live by that rule, then you're not going to do it back. Right. But you can't control other people and how. Right, right, right, right. But I can point out, I can point it out that she's not
following her Christian religion. She claims she's doing Bible study. She would, you know, undragged. Well, do you know that she played, um, the Felicia Rashad role in the Cosby show porno? I did not know that. Well, she did. Well, I bet it, a job is a job. Right.
Well, that, I mean, apparently that was like one of the biggest. Is that something to be ashamed of? Yeah, you think so? Your biggest role in the porn industry was playing the mother on the Cosby show. I'd be kind of ashamed. It's, it's a job, man.
You know, a job is like, you know, selling popsicles, not like taking a dick up your pussy. You know, well, something fun to me. Um, I don't know. And then it comes off a little bit judgmental as well. You know. Oh, I'm judgmental. Well, excuse me. Okay. I mean, I'm just being half of it for humor or something. Oh, but, but you want, hopefully you understand what I'm saying.
It's like, I do, I do interact. Well, you're so, you're so balanced in fare and stuff, but you know what, not everything is just even, right? It's like some things are not. Well, you know, that's like, um, you know, again, I'll put it on myself because that's the easiest way to do things is, uh, you know, people in the military, they, it's like, oh, you're a part of that.
And if they have a certain feeling about what went on. Military. Don't interrupt. I'm sorry. Military. There's veterans. There's veterans in the foreign industry. There's veterans in the military. The military, they actually do something. It's like, the soldiers that came back during Vietnam, they were called baby killers.
It's like, hey, um, well, yeah, I know, but that's terrible. I mean, we, we all agree that's terrible, right? No. Yeah. But hey, but it was this umbrella statement of because of my beliefs, you're a horrible person. Right. But it's like, I'm not saying, okay, listen, I was the least judgmental person about her porn career.
I did not care about the porn career. I was like, oh, that's cool. And I was like, and I didn't judge at all. But now I'll just, now I'll judge a little bit since she likes to fucking go in on me, my, my family and stuff Maybe I'll be a little bit more judgmental. like that. Maybe have like a little bit less, less of a, a nice view of porn stars right now. Cause I see them as. And you know, there's something that's helped me
out is rather than like the debate club that, you know, floats around YouTube and stuff like that. I stick more to the, the comedy side where it's like, hey, yeah, say, say, say the worst thing you can fucking say. That is laughing. I mean, the chat is, that's what I'm trying to do. The chat is laughing. I see I'm being funny.
She, she's being a bitch. That's the difference, right? I got you. But, but, you know, maintain context because if, Yeah. if the context is like hearted and funny, it, it doesn't matter what you say, right? Because you, you can say the worst thing ever. And if it makes somebody laugh, then hell yeah.
Do you just write these things today? There's something really funny. She said, you know, she said that because, you know, Amber, I asked Amber a question. I said, hypothetically, I said, because, you know, people say I flirt with the guys on the panel. So I said, I said, Amber, if you had a 26 year old son, like Joker, you know, like let's pretend Joker was your son, what would you think about him going to like my panel? And I'm 45 and he's 26, whatever.
And she said, well, you know, I would probably have a good sense of humor. So I'd say, you know, bring a condom or something like that. And that was the joke. Okay. So, but anyway, so she took that to mean I want Amber wants to sex traffic her elementary school son to me. And I'm, I'm, I'm trying to buy her son or something. And I'm a pedophile. That's what it turned into. That's when it starts when I put the season assist when she started saying my legal
name and that accusation on her videos and stuff. And then she started referring to me as son of and then my parent, my mom's name, my father's name. Yeah. Her name is poop tuna in the industry. And because apparently she has some green stuff coming out of her vagina on it set and she was literally chased out of the studio and the industry. Oh, wow.
I wish I was kidding. I wish you were too.
And I'm never eating tuna again. I'm still going to eat tuna, but not green tuna. Not poop. No, not poop tuna.
So funny.
You see, you see how it can be funny? What is even doing this? That's hilarious. I mean, I love I love that. But it's like, you know, but see how some people might think that's mean, but we think it's hilarious. Like, I even, you know, had a dream once upon a star that that I could be in the porn industry because sex is so much fun.
Yeah. It's not that much fun when you're in porn. Oh, you have to like, you know, keep it up for eight hours and have some kind of like this flipper come over every 20 minutes. But just imagine having that question in the back of your mind of how dirty is this bitch? Well, she didn't do double anal. I mean, she didn't do a double penetration. So she only did one hole at a time. That's that's good, I guess.
She also, so she did basically two things. She did old people porn and she did, you know, regular porn, like lexian steel, just regular vanilla porn. And then she did what else is she Oh yeah, she did pegging. Have you heard of pegging? Yes. She pegged a guy. I watched that video. It's kind of interesting. I'm just saying they made a song That's how that's how awesome it about it. is.
I would do anything for love, but I won't do that. Well, I wouldn't. Neither would I. Neither would I. Anyhow. Okay, now she's really going to kill me, but oh well, now it'll be worth it because we've gotten to say everything I want to say. It's okay. I think you're going to be okay. The things about, well, you know,
seriously, I was like, if I'm just down bludgeoned, you know, and stuff like that, I mean, at least she like, you know, put the threats out in the open and on several videos and just, I wouldn't just kind of go back to that footage, please. Yeah, it does kind of trigger my brain a little bit when it comes down to accusing somebody of slander. It's like, hey, if you guys are going back and forth, and I'm
not accusing you of anything or anybody, but if there's back and forth. What's the back and forth? I don't know what I've seen. Right now it's back and forth. Now I'm saying stuff, but what did I say before, which is already Nothing. attacking me? I don't know. I'll tell you, I said nothing. I said nothing negative. I was always offended her up until she started doxing my
parents. I'm just saying, you know, slander, that's a legal accusation. Right. Well, do you think I'm going to get charged with that? Do you think I'm afraid? No, I don't think you are, and I don't think you should be. I shouldn't be, because look at I mean, wow. her. I think the courts would probably laugh harder than. Yeah, exactly. And that's why I'm not afraid
They would laugh of court. better than a comedy show. Yeah. Well, that's what it pretty much is. I mean, I'm going to say, I mean, whatever luck. You know, anyway, so what's What's up, Sharon? How are you? up? I'm sorry, Sharon. I don't, I know. And then I know, like, you know, she does have, I mean, seriously, when I would, and she would, it was good, it was good. When it's bad, it's, it's, it's literally fucking hell. Like literally just the worst. And it's like, but it's not
going to be good again. It's like, it's like, it's now, it's, it's completely ruined. But you have a choice as well. Never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever going to go on this No. ride again. But, but you, you have a choice as well. And that is never going to go on this ride again. Never. Yeah. You either keep talking about it or you talk about the next, the next train that's coming around the bend.
And it's all I'm doing is making people aware. Okay. Because she is doing death threats as we speak today. Okay. So yeah, I got you. And I don't, I don't want you to be afraid of anything. I want you to, I want you to stand up, you know, I want you to, you know, let your freak flag fly.
It was, I did on 4th of July I already did. where my, my speedo. Oh, did you? Sweet. Oh, it was great. Do you remember, remember my speedo?
I had to work that day. I didn't see anybody doing anything. Would you like a private show backstage right now? No, I'm okay, sir. Okay. You know I love you. Not that much. You don't want to see a private. Oh, here's, oh, here, we have a guest here. Let's welcome to the show. Oh, and just once again, I need to link in the chat. Hi. Hi, sweetheart. How are you? Good to see you.
Here we go. Here's somebody I really like. I know. That's old. I know, I know. She's just a liar. And then yeah, the thing I know. was she's also like, she's like, oh, my gosh, I'm being slandered by, she played this voicemail, private voicemail, right? You know, I and X calling and then she's like, oh, listen, this is slander. It's not slander. You're playing a private voicemail. She said it directly to you.
It's not slander. I mean, what she's, what you're doing Alex is slander. Not what I and X are doing here. Here we go. Hi. Yeah, that's old, what she's playing. But I have recent ones from her, you know, because I had a I didn't trust her. recorder. Well, she went off on Zaya and she wanted me to send her information on Salmon and Ella. She wanted that. And remember, I did play that.
So she went nuts and she's playing some old shit. But no, any recent calls was me trying to ask her, what's going on with this, with you and me or whatever. But she's playing old shit and she's crazy. And thank you for helping I reported all of that. with that. But none of that is, is I'm not threatening people. Yeah, I did a lot of drugs during the COVID.
And we did a lot of shit for somebody. All you know, a streamer. And it's just crazy. But it's, you know, she's trying to use all that old shit. I mean, she's insane. That was before. And we've talked, we've made up twice since then. Right. But yeah, she's just insane. And just because I put the video up there about the truth
about her from Kiwi, she's going nuts and trying to report that. And that's why she's doing this, pulling up old shit. Yeah. Well, I guess you didn't really, really didn't want some of the information out, I guess. But yeah, she doesn't want the truth out because she's clapped my other channel when I showed the proof about why she's wanted and all. And I still have all that. I have recordings of her going and going nuts about her sister
and just so paranoid and crazy and, you know, saying her, she want to get a hold of the streamer, Rick. He was in Michigan. She said, I know he's in Michigan and that's where my sister is and she's trying to traffic me or whatever. No proof or anything. It's just that she told me, and I can show that too, that she told me that her mom and her sister don't have anything to do with her because she's insane.
I'm sure both of you have probably heard this saying as well, and that is that her people, her people, you know, people hurt people. But also there's her people learn not to hurt people because they know how it feels. And that's like the. And that's why they don't get along. She's probably done this to them because she says it's that they say it's her fault that the dad decided to be
with a man in 1993. And you know, she was a kid. So it's just none of that, what she says makes sense. She's so she's paranoid and she does this every time. And the issue with me that I told her is that it's your flip flopping because she went nuts on you for talking to beta when she was against beta. And then she's drunk and then it takes everybody back, back and forth. And I'm not going to do this with her anymore.
Yeah, it's too much. It's like, yeah, never again because this happens every Last year she called my time. youngest brother to say I was best friends with Larry the meth head unless he got it wrong. Because I said, I don't know any Larry the meth head. I said, this woman mentioned Amber the meth head. And I said, where are you Yeah. getting this information? Because you know, I had lost way more weight when I got sick last year.
So he was believing it because he said, is that why you got so thin and all I said, no, I was sick. this? I almost died and he looked into what happened to me. And then he found out and apologized. And I asked him, at first I had a when I was finally discharged, I went straight to their place to confront him and ask him, what are you talking about? Look at me. Do I look like I do meth? I got sick.
So then he believed me and he said, yeah, I talked to the doctors and he said, you were on machines. Yes, I was, you know, they put me and I see you on machines. And I'm glad, you know, I made it. So when I got out to confront him, he was happy to see me and he goes, oh, I was joking. I said, you weren't joking. I said, now that you see me, now you're calm, but you, I had to block you when I was
in the hospital because they were going nuts about this woman contacting him about a wiki info and showed him and just because of the, you know, her making up of me being buddies and she meant Amber the meth head. And I don't know Amber. It was like, hey, hey, next, how you do? Hi there. Hey, Carl. It's nice to see you again. But yeah. And then Vita's lies.
Barb is the one that said that she was 51 50 twice. Not her ex two friends that are upset. Right. And they want to go on a panel, but they don't know most of these people because last time they were on panel about Vita was three years ago with Ocean's daughter who called Vita out and Vita was in silence and we were on the phone and she wouldn't say anything. She was just upset.
And that's when she decided that she wanted a gang to go at her enemies. I was tired of her calling me. Oh, this person is that please get him on the phone. And it was her ex friends and she has his bully tactics or whatever. And that's what she wanted this whole time. And now she has her live and lies. Everything I posted to her about about about Vita was true. Even the communication
that they sent me from a group chat on IG where she said, let's get Karen to go after Ella and Ella and who was it? Somebody else. And, you know, it was her and she's trying to say, oh, that's a fake DM. And that's Nancy that did that. No, Nancy was in the conversation. And the crypto even said it. Crystal's just mad because they blocked her for good. So she's throwing their names in.
When my parents got dogs, Vita came over and was laughing at me in the chat and stuff like that. And then she's crazy. But I showed her pictures what she's showing a picture of me You've seen me. 2016. I don't look anything like that. That was before I got sick. Those two, I mean, yeah. So I've lost way more, though, you know, and her ex-friends see it. They've seen me.
And, you know, and they just ignore her, but they have a lot to say about Vita. It's just they don't know these people that run panels and don't trust them. And Barb is now lying saying, oh, yeah, it was them that said she was 5150. No, I did an interview with her that she had me record and I posted that a year ago. Now she's running with Crystal and they're kissing Crystal's ass.
And you know why she's mad at them? for good months ago. Because they blocked her And since I'm friends with them after we repaired everything, after Crystal's lies, she can't stand it. And that's why she's going at them and blaming them and saying, I'm doing shit for them. I'm not doing anything. The only thing I do is I react on YouTube. You can look at all my videos and see those are receipts.
Ionix, can I share something with you real quick? Sure. So last year, Mimi and I are together, right? And so last year, I was streaming and me and her behind the scenes, we planned on meeting up in March of this year, right? And so Alexandra had jumped on that. Yeah.
I remember. I saw that. She was saying that her logic was like, well, I love love. She said that right. And she goes, I want you two to meet up a lot sooner because somebody might take me away or take her away. I don't understand that. But anyways, behind the scenes, I did talk with Alexandra twice on the phone, right?
And Mimi did talk to her a few times. Well, she did offer Alexandra did offer for the plane ticket to Mimi numerous times. I don't know. Maybe I want to say three times. I'm sure it was more. Let's just say three times. And so Mimi asked me and I said, no, I said, we're good. We're still, you know,
set for for March of 2026. But this was last year. This was last year. And so one time I talked with Alexandra. I only talked with Alexandra twice on the phone behind the scenes. And we were talking about other stuff and she goes, Carl, are you good financially? I said, thank you, but no, thank you. I mean, I can do that. You know, because she tried to offer, you know, to pay for some plane ticket.
Well, she kept asking Mimi, trying to push it on her because she loves love and she's trying to push this. Oh, you guys aren't seeing each other This is last year. by the end of this year. This is net. So Mimi was like, oh, should I take it? I was like, I mean, I work, okay. And Mimi works. But I mean, I just, I said, well, shit, okay, she wants to join it. Okay, fine. Okay, fine.
We were set for March, but, you know, she's pushing it. You know, so we meet up in January. Okay, fine. So Mimi took the donation donation, a gift, by the way, right? And so fast forward to after all that. Now Alexandra was calling Mimi a scam owner. She's scammed her. Yeah, I saw her.
But you donated it though. Yeah. And she changes the story because she won't show the old text about you guys planning it for March. This is what she does. And that's why I do green recording of food. And she gets mad and reports me. I mean, I've never, okay, INX, Psyche, and we're best listening.
I've never taken a flight in my life. I've never been on a plane, right? But I'm quite sure that once you pay for a plane ticket, you cannot get refunded. You cannot, you know, all day. You change the flight up to a year. Yeah, they only let you change. Yeah. But you won't get the money back though. That's what I'm saying. Yeah, that's what I, yeah, that's true. That's you. So how is she scamming Alexandra? I don't know.
She didn't even show the whole text. That's what she does. And I'm glad I had to record her because I have the proof. Now, and also too, now let's fast forward. So Mimi and I had a really big fight behind the scenes, right? You had nothing to do with the community, right? Yeah. It's the first time we ever had a fight like that. And you want, I mean, I feel very bad because I was triggered. I'm not blaming her, but I got triggered
by what she said and I went hard on her, right? I was talking about her and her family, all that stuff, right? This is an email, by the way, because she blocked me on not Instagram, but on my number. So I got nothing to hide. It's all stamped. It's all there. Yeah, I understand. Yeah, I get it. Anyway, so I said a lot of horrible stuff. I wasn't raised like that. Okay. Yeah. I mean, I chose to be like that. I chose to be a monster that day. Okay. Those two days.
Well, Mimi came out and she was exposing me to the community. Okay. She had every right to, you know? She was upset. Yeah, yeah. Well, I did say some stuff about Mimi's daughters, right? And Alexandra and her sick mind, she wants to twist it like they're underage girls. They're children. That is sick. Yeah, they're adults. Yes, exactly.
19 and 22. But she's so sick in her fucking head. She wants to make up like they're adults. Yeah, and everybody says she's nuts. Everybody, even the people that she thinks they're pulling on her. Even clumsy had done that, too. He tried to spin it like they're underage. That's disgusting. Like, where's their mindset at? You know, really? I don't know.
It's just to be evil, her, because she's got a lot of things in her closet. I mean, look at Tricia had posted that she owes that baseball player, an ex-professional baseball player, thousands of dollars. And I saw that. She went left when I shared it and was clapping my other channel. And I showed the truth about her. And, yeah, she does have warrants against her. She's so fugitive.
So now, right, so I came back, right, just to call out clumsy, because I mean, I gotta tell you about that. As far as like him sending me threats on IG, and then he's retracting it, but I got the screenshot, right? Yeah, I don't trust him because he lied. But also, too, he called. I gave him my number last year, because he was saying he was gonna come through to SoCal. Okay, well, here's my number.
Let's hang out. Oh, boy, that's cool. Well, it was one time, I went on a Tommy James panel early in the morning. I was talking about clumsy. Hours later, I started getting these messages and calls from my number, right? I'm like, what the fuck was this? My burner number. I was on the call with Mimi. I'm like, who the fuck is it? Who is this? I'm not gonna take this call. And then he started sending these messages.
And then that's when he sent me that voicemail. But listen, I never opened it until two weeks later. That's when I opened that voicemail and it was clumsy whispering, right? I played this on Sam's panel. Anyways, so this guy too, he says that I'm gaslighting him. It wasn't him. I'm a liar. I've been exposed. But he even did the whole thing too with Alexander.
He goes, oh, I'm talking about Mimi's kids, like their children. You're disgusting, dude. He's a liar because somebody posted his voice and he made a threat to them and they played it. It's on YouTube. And he was whispering. But you could tell it's his voice. He goes, he made a threat. He goes, I'm gonna eff you like I effed my nephew.
And then I heard, it's like, what about a nephew? And they said, because he was accused of that. And I saw Tommy call him out for his past and that he told him he likes men, prefers men over women. And him and his woman, it's hardly there with him. I guess they got a kid or something. So they're not really together together, but they're there together.
Plus he doesn't have a job and he's on government assistance. Yeah. I tried to join his panel last night, but of course he's kicking me, kicking me. Oh, he doesn't want the truth out. Of course he's going to kick you. No, he's been gaslighting me this whole time. But I got the receipts though. Good. I annex. Okay. Let's say if I sent you a message on Instagram. I annex. Okay. Yeah.
And you see the notification come through. You can see it from the top. Yes. Yes. Yes. Well, say you took a screenshot there, right? But you go back to your, you go back into the messages and it's not there. Well, I'll see. I deleted it, right? This is what happened with Clumsy and I. He sent me a threat. He's going to come through to Southern California. He's going to smash my ass. I'm a pussy, right? I got it.
I can share it right now. I took a screenshot there and a miss call. And a miss call, right? But he's still, he's still going into, he says it's not, it's not real. Yeah. It's not valid because he goes into the chat me and him had on Instagram. It's, of course, it's not going to be there because he deleted it, you know? I kept everything with him. You know what?
I knew he was doing that because he lied about beta because when he finally showed and he can't even afford a new phone, he's cracked, as long as cracked. Oh, yeah. And when he showed all those DMs, there was nothing there. Exactly. About whatever he accused her of that he said that, what was it that she, Listen, I don't, I don't care. No, that you miscarriage. He never mentioned a miscarriage.
She never talked about any kind of miscarriage that he was going on about. I don't give a fuck about beta. But I mean, here I side with her though, because he did, he dragged it out. He dragged it out for so long. Oh, he wants access. He wants access to his old IG account. When she finally got access, he streamed like what, three or four times? Talking about, he was scrolling. Did you watch him? He was scrolling like crazy. He's a chatty catty. I saw that. I've recorded all of it.
And there was no mention of what he was showing that he forgot. But my point is though, that how he's in the DMs chatting like a gossip. Oh, I have his DMs. I've found some DMs. And here's the note. He was scrolling and scrolling like crazy. He did the same thing. Mimi gave me access to her IG, right? And I saw everything between her and him, right? This guy was gossiping like a fucking Ricky.
Yes, I have that. I've saved everything. And I looked at him yesterday because I deleted him completely on my IG, but I put the record in front of him. He says I'm a co-cat, right? And he's saying that I don't get along with my siblings. We're very close. Yes, we do. They're the ones that furnished my new place. So he says I'm a co-cat, but yet he streams until like what, 10 in the morning?
Yeah. Like get out of here. I mean, he's on like 18 hours. Somebody said almost 22 hours. That's somebody with no life and no family. I hear a lot of like weak shit. He will say that, oh, Carl, you're weird because you offered, you know, for me to be your best man when you get married to Mimi. I never offered anyone online. That's for my brother. He tells. My brother's my best man. I've never offered anyone that.
And my best friends are my siblings because we're very close, very, very close. And I talk to them every day. I heard him say that. Do I have to take the link on that? No, but I mean, I know he's lying. He knows he's lying. He's a big fucking liar. And he doesn't want to get out in the light. He's a pathological liar. But they all know that. They know that. And then he's using it. And then guess what? And he's using an old pic of me from 2016 when I was fat.
I've lost all that years ago. You know, I don't look anything like this. The thing is that he's just like salmon. He hates salmon, but he's just like salmon. Two peas in a pod. They're exactly alike in a way. You know, and then he's still showing pictures of salmon. Yeah. I and X, I joined his panel last month to address that.
How he was a chatty cat with Mimi and Beeta behind the scenes and whoever else he talks to, these females, right? And when I joined, he was already a trigger, right? And I started to address, I was calm, collected like I am right now. I wasn't coming hot. I wasn't yelling. What do you say? Oh, Carl, you want to talk about fucking kids? There you go. See? Look at it. See? Where's this money? And he's the one into the kids.
And then he said, oh, you want to talk about raping? And I said, raping what? Now it's shifted gears. And then he kicked me. I didn't I didn't try rejoin. I was done. He brought he brought fucking kids. He brought raping, not me. And who's not even close with this family? Where's his son who's grown now? And I don't know why that guy keeps posting his son's picture when he's a kid because I caught him.
Because when we were on his live, he admitted that he finds that and he found it on the Internet. Well, I thought he took it down for good. And I didn't really believe that he posted an image of his kid of his kid when he was little. And when he was going at both of us, he was he he showed it again on his profile picture. That's sick. Yeah. Well, now tell me who's going to claim that I'm a bitch
because I'm joining Psyche's panel to talk about him. Karen, I'm sorry. I am next. Message me on Instagram. I have the screenshot before he do we did it, right? Oh, I did too. I have everything. I believe in him. He sent me the threat himself. It came from his account. You see clumsy on Instagram. He threatened me. Yeah. He's going to come to SoCal and smash me, right?
But then he retracted it, right? How is he going to threaten me behind the scenes? But when I call him out publicly, he denies it. Now I'm crazy. I'm crazy, right? He's gaslighting. If you're down for that show, boy, fucking stand on it. Come through SoCal. Let's fucking let's get it going. He sent that come out to New Mexico. Yeah. Fuck New Mexico. Fuck him up. I don't care. New Mexico is the irrelevant motherfucker. I'm in SoCal.
That's the hotspot. Get the fuck out of here. You message me. Remember you're drunk one night. I don't know what maybe he's on a. Wait, no, they said he does drugs. I don't know what he does, but he's huge. I mean, look at him. It's like he needs to do something about his health. Listen, listen. When I got big when I got big, I was getting diabetes to and high blood pressure. All that's been gone for years. Yeah.
And now I'm a little too thin and they told me that I gotta worry about my right kidney and drink a lot of water and I need to eat and, you know, and I don't know. So I'm careful with that. But it's ridiculous. Oh my gosh. This guy lives a lot. Okay. Yeah. Everybody knows it's very, very sloppy, you know,
but he tries to twist it like now on weird on gay. Now I'm a pedophile. No, I mean, and good times called him out just the other day. It's saying that he's gay. He told him that. Yeah, that it just I can't enjoy his panel. I mean, I'm not even that invested in this shit. You know, I only came back to call him out because what he was doing behind the scenes.
But you know, of course, he's going by it, but he's I guess now he's he's been known to be a liar. You know. Oh yeah, they know that. And then he's got lots of these enemies that he goes at. And then what's his deal with with Samman? I mean, he seems more obsessed with Samman and his brother. But I don't understand, though. He doesn't like them, but he's the same way though. He's just exactly. Exactly.
And Tommy said that they recently had a convo and he told them that he is gay. Well, he did. He did. In fact, I guess I saw that clip. Gautam was saying that, you know. Him, too. He's like, you know, in an open marriage and clumsy is gay. Yeah. Or the same thing he told Tommy.
So yeah, he was drunk or high and he said it. Well, and also, too, everybody saw that there wasn't a photo shop. You know, it wasn't. There's no A.I. shit with his old Facebook page. You know, yeah, I saw that I saw. Oh, really? He had a male escort thing. I thought it was a line. Brandy Q put that up. Yeah.
Oh, I didn't know that because I was done with Brandy Q. I think it said full-time male escort back in 2015 to now. But see, he's lying to you on the line. He was saying, oh, well, I did that to troll the community. But you were in the community when you did that, though. You know what I mean? Look at the time. How would it be a sex escort when he's huge now? And he's obviously huge.
And I have a picture of him and his wife and she's like a midget and she looks like she's five, like four foot six, and she's like 400 pounds. Jesus. I'll share that because they put a clown face on her face because he got upset when they posted it, they said. So I saved it. You know, it's like he didn't see me most a lot. Few people saw me FaceTime.
I don't do it on YouTube because there's a bunch of weirdos and trolls trying to go real life. So I have an IG, but I prefer it on the telephone. And, you know, it's because it's real. I've never seen anything about filters on there. Yeah. And then I even posted my picture that somebody FaceTimed me and, you know, shitty makeup or whatever. But, you know, they told me I'm too thin now because we talk.
You know, we've become really good friends outside of the internet. So, so I annexed. So the thing is that, OK, so Clumsy was calling me on that burner number, right? After the threats on IG, I was on call with Mimi when he was calling me and he was sending me those messages. How do I know something because he left a voicemail. He was whispering. You can understand.
It's his voice. Oh, that's where I heard it. The cadence and people's voices, the tone, it's him. He thought that he didn't get away to his whispering. It is him. OK, so Mimi was pissed, right? So she messaged him. She had him blocked already, right? She already had him blocked. Wow. She she unblocked him to send him a long message on Instagram saying that what the fuck are you doing? Contacting Carl like that, you know, this is next.
And then she reblocked him, right? So now back then, right? Clumsy was a chatty Cathy like he was with Peter, right? He's like a gossip. Yes, I have a girlfriend. Like that. But now, you know, you know how he addresses Mimi now? She's a bitch. She's a bitch. She's because she won't have anything to do with her. That's why exactly. It's a bruise to his ego. Facts now. She's a bitch. She's a bitch.
You know, isn't that me too? Because I blocked him everywhere. I don't have shit to do with them, but I'll go ahead and post what I have on him, especially the fake. Well, I don't I don't do no doxing stuff. I mean, I mean, I understand. Yeah, I understand the nature of the community. But I mean, me personally, I would never dox anyone. I don't go like that. But I mean, hey, everybody else want to do that stuff? You know, have that.
Yeah, I mean, if he's going to do it, man, we show the truth on him. I mean, his wife is 400 pounds of midget. And then he's right behind her. And he's like, huge, too. It's like, dude, get loose some weight. Don't you know, you're going to have medical issues later. Like I started to. Because I was his age, I think, when I got big. But you know what's so childish? This is this is a man in his mid 30s. A married man, by the way, right?
Left father. And he's trying to keep me jealous with my own girlfriend. I'm like, I'm not jealous of you. I'm not jealous of you. And he doesn't even have family. He's all alone there and, you know, on lives. I'm very close with my family. I always have been. Our parents are gone. So we're very close. And they wanted me to move in with them because they're making loads of money on their own.
But they don't like that I rescue cats. They hate cats. So when they come over, I got to put them away. But he's just like, Sam, I sammed you the same shit last year. He's trying to tell me there was something going on behind the scenes would guess what? I saw the DMs. Sam, man, last year. So they're two peas in a pod. He doesn't like Sam. But you actually just like him. Yeah. That was my whole point. That was my whole point. See, you know, they act like, yeah, that's weird
that they don't get along. Like, if you don't like Sam, why do you act like him? You know what I mean? But you know, one thing I got to say about Sam. And no, he's not gay. He was into some. Oh, no, I don't think this. I don't think this is proof that he was just doing Oh, yeah. a live that from years ago that the plane that game that he liked is a lot of adults like those games. No, no, I don't think Sam is gay.
No, no, no, I don't think he's a jerk, but he's not gay. If he was gay, whatever. I mean, that's his thing. But I don't think Sam is gay. You know, no, no, he's not. And then they said he was a groomer. And I started repeating that because he pissed me off. But where's that? No, he's not a groomer either. No, I don't think he is. Sam, no, no, no, no. That's the, it's just one thing as banter, right? We'll just fuck around on panels, right?
Or do you want to take it at Discord? I've never been on Discord. I don't fuck with Discord. But I mean, if you really want to get down to an integrated, I mean, no, I don't all see me personally. I don't think Sam is like that. You know, I think it's just, it's just, it's just like, it's just a lot of trolling, you know, a lot of slandering. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, that for me, from my perspective, I can't speak for him, but I was, you know,
but I mean, from my perspective, I don't think Sam is like that. It's all just people just fucking around. But it's the nature of the community, though. So you can't, you can't come in a toxic community, be part of a toxic community, and they complain that it's toxic because this where you're at, you're in toxic community. It's going to get toxic, you know? And what I said before is true. When him and KK were doing the live streams together, I mean, it was banging.
I mean, it was, they were great at it. I remember that. Yeah, they were interesting. They were funny. Yeah. You know, it's like, where did that go? And now it's just bullying and attacking people. I mean, because he had really good content and he could be funny, and especially with her, you know, they were funny together, and I don't know what happened then. It just, they were real popular. And they were...
I guess they just had it falling out, I guess. See, but I mean, I'm out of the loop, though. I didn't even know what really happened with that. I just heard they broke up. That was it, you know? Well, apparently they care about each other because she still goes into his chats and she watches. So there's, you know, I guess they're just so angry at each other. I don't know. Maybe she does. Maybe she does. Maybe he does, too. Yeah. I think they're pride or whatever, you know, Yeah.
but they're pretty much in each other's chats and looking, and, you know, and I don't think, I think she's being sincere that she really, really likes him still. Maybe she does. Maybe she does. Because I don't see her in other people's chats like that, unless she's supporting a friend, but you don't see her in Zaya's. She made clear she couldn't stand Zaya. Yeah.
Oh, so yeah, it just doesn't make sense to lies. And then Crystal Ann Lyne, because yes, her parents don't want her online. She lost her siblings during COVID over her internet drama. Okay. Let's talk about Crystal Ann. I mean, I joined her panel to troll her, right? Yeah, let's talk about Gamble. Yeah. Listen, I was joined her about Gamble. Gamble was never my managing mod. I was, because I saw how sensitive she was getting.
That's when I told her that DX, I had a modded. Oh, I had Gamble, managing mod. I never had Gamble as my managing mod, but she went off from there. I'm like, it was a troll, but I mean, she just went off from there. And you know what? She faked a DM that she said Nancy and Jamie said this, and she deleted a lot of that. I saw the proof of that, because she was hitting on Jamie on one, saying, oh, I want her body.
That's what she said to Nancy. Nancy showed me, and I tell him, why don't you just go up on Kate's panel? You guys talk to her. Just get up there and prove it. Crystal and, I'm sorry, go ahead. Yeah, that's what I told them, and they just don't want any part of the drama, but they're good friends, and they've been telling me to stay away from her, because she used them to contact me
when I was in ICU last year. She's a liar. She had, and then I found out that she'd been lurking the whole time looking at my YouTubes about her, and she had Nancy patch me in on a call, and I said, no, I wasn't going to talk to Crystal. And then Crystal's messy. Later, she told me, well, she already had me connected to you, and she didn't want you to know that.
When I joined Crystal Ann's panel last month, she literally told me that when Mimi came back, because Mimi was never part of this community. I didn't want her part of this ship, but she came back to expose me. Okay, fine. She was hurt, okay. She was upset. But Crystal Ann literally told me when I was on panel that I did a world tour.
I was going on panels after that. I was not in the community for five weeks. Where is this? Where are these? She lies. And that's why everybody, you know, they're recording her lives, because her family did say, and this is one truth that Brendan told, he called and the dad took the call, and the dad told them,
and her own family, even she said it, they won't have anything to do with her since COVID. I talked to her sister, Jennifer, and I've texted with her brother, his name's James. And when he moved and since COVID, they don't want anything to do with her. And she was upset recently, because she found out that the reason her parents won't have her at their place
for Christmas on Christmas Day is because those siblings made clear that they don't want any communication with her after all the drama she started online a few years ago during COVID. And so they go celebrate Christmas with the parents on Christmas, and she can't until after, and when she found out this year, she went nuts, and she went to the dad's house,
because he says that she comes over and bangs on the door, and there's no calming her down. She'll go nuts on them, and he has to call the police on her sometimes, because she goes crazy and starts hitting him. And the last time when she was there, this right after Christmas this year, she went over there to yell at him, and when he said, I'm calling the police on you,
and they were calling the police, and her mom went hiding, she started hitting herself in the face, yelling, he's hitting me, he's hitting me to the police to here. I know, well, yeah. I next, I'm gonna say something right now. I mean, I'm getting an order. I mean, I know you're not an old woman, but no, no, no, no. Oh, so you add me on IG, if you want.
I don't know if you got me blocked. It's peak. No, I don't have, I don't have anybody blocked. Oh, okay. It's peak. We'll talk on IG. Yeah, and me, if you have a psyche on IG, he'll show you my IG. No, I don't have anyone. I don't have anyone from the community. But listen, INX, I mean, we're getting an order, and this is just in that drama bullshit.
I mean, I know, I know what you do off stream. I know you're involved with your friends and your family. I know you're involved with all the animals and stuff. That's awesome, you know. And I got all my friends and neighbors involved with the cat rescue. That's awesome. That is awesome. That's very commendable, you know. I posted a video about too, about my best friend's mom. I was at her place and they had rescued some cats.
Alex is probably gonna try to report that. I don't know. Yeah, yeah. She'll try to spin it. But I'm getting it. I mean, all this internet shit. See, the great thing about me is that I can literally turn this off and walk away. And that's what I'm doing now. You know, maybe it's a little too late because before I used to react, and I'm proud of you that you're not going nuts.
So I got some people do and I'm kind of reacted. And that's all I do is react online. INX, I'm engaged now with Mimi, okay? Good, because it's good for you. Yeah, no wonder she's been quiet now. And for the record, yes, she did fly out in January. We did meet up. But see, the community wants proof. I have nothing to prove to anyone. And what, so they can go real life and scoot things up
because they're miserable in their lives? Yeah, they want proof. They want proof. They don't need to see anything. I mean, you show them proof and they still fuck with you later. Exactly, exactly. So I mean, I have nothing to prove to the community. If I decide to show a picture or go live when she was here, but I didn't do any of that stuff, right? But I mean, I have a life outside of this, okay?
I don't stream anymore, I stream, the last time I streamed, I think it was like in December last year. That's that, you know? But these people, I mean, they're going over fast. This is all they have. This is all they have, you know? Except for them. Yeah. They don't, right? And we got a lot going and my family even bought me a new, 65-inch TV with its best.
It's kind of like IMAX quality, whatever. Oh, nice. Nice. And then with a sound bar that was over $2,000 or something. And again, they got it at a special discount or something. You literally got a movie theater in your house. I do, yes. I can, you know, I always downloaded movies on my computers. You wouldn't believe it. And now he made it. He said, I even have Optic.
What is it, the Fiber Optic? Which is super fast. And it's all wireless. And I'm telling you, when I download stuff on my phone and computer, I can download all this stuff within seconds, not 20 minutes or 30 minutes. So now that I download the movies, he showed me, he said, well, the TV, it's your computer we got you. The TV, it's all wireless.
You don't need to put a table to connect it to watch a movie on the TV from the downloads that I do. It's all wireless because he showed me it automatically already shows up on my TV. And it's the sound is awesome. It's, it's like I'm in a movie theater, like in the IMAX theater. And the whole thing is that all I came back was last month to call out Plumsier, right? What he was doing behind the scenes, by the way.
And how Alexander wants me to put me in this group. She's talking about Psyche. He is a pedophile. Oh, Carl doesn't drive now. Carl is a pedophile because he's going after Mimi's daughters. Like she's acting like their children. This lady is fucking disgusting. Everybody says that and they still talk to her. Even she was asking me to send her all this stuff on this lady, Ella,
that how she was talking about Zea and her. And just because she wants Zea, Zea doesn't want anything to do with her. And she's upset. And Mimi, and behind the scenes, I'm sorry that you have. Mimi told her behind the scenes. Mimi told her behind the scenes the ages of her daughters. They're adults. Yeah. Publicly, people don't know that. And the way this sick bitch, Alexander Mayers,
wants to spit it like they're underage, that they're like children. And I'm a pedophile. I want to fuck her kids. Basically, that's what she was saying. I want to fuck Mimi's kids. She said the slander. I called Amazon. That's where she works. They're going to call me back on Monday because I'm going to send them her links and stuff. She does remote work for Amazon as in customer support.
And you can call. And I did talk to them. They're going to call me back on Monday, but I also sent them all the evidence I have. I don't understand Alexander Mayers. She talks loud, but she says nothing because she wants to claim that she has this legal team. Right? This legal team. She doesn't have a legal team. She has charges against her. And she's on the run. And she was sued for slander.
Did you hear about that? What was that? Attorney or whatever? Oh, yeah. I got all of it. They have everything on Kiwi. And that's why she's doing a private strike. She slandered this man that him and his wife were trafficking their toddler boy or girl. Right? Oh, wow. She got sued. She got sued and she lost. So she had to pay back like $40,000 like that. Oh, wow. Right? No wonder she doesn't want that.
This bitch does not fucking learn. Right? But you have a legal team. How come they didn't have your back? Huh? He doesn't have it. In every daddy team. Her legal team is imaginary. He's in her fucking head. It's a front. It's a blood. It's a lie. Because she lives in apartment B7 here in Houston on Third Ward. And I took pictures of it. I should go over there. I think it's so disgusting, Scythe,
how now how she addresses you as the son. And she says your parents' names. That's fucking disgusting. I know. Yeah, exactly. Hey, Carl. She put pictures of them as lizards and stuff tonight. My dad passed away two years ago. He's passed away two years ago. But I can answer why she. I can answer why this is Scythe. Scythe, my condolences. Thank you so much. My condolences. But she lost her trial because her legal team is actually just herself.
And she decided to help herself. And so that's why she. He's been alive so long. Let me tell you both of them right now. OK. I was live last year. I was doing a live stream. Just playing music. Just chilling. No drama. And she came through the chat. And she goes, Carl, I need to talk to you or Mimi. I'm going through a lot. So I literally ended the stream. And she called me on my personal number. And she was crying to not.
And she wasn't literally crying. But she was whining to me about her mother and her sister. She was saying that her mother was a narcissist. And there's an inheritance that she was going to get from her father's passing. And basically they wanted her dead to get the money. Her sister and her mom have no communication with her.
She said and she said it's because they hold her responsible that the dead decided to leave him for a man. But the thing is that she was telling me Yeah. that her mom was a narcissist. I didn't say that. She said it, right? Well, I think the next stream she did or she went after that. And then she was praising her mother.
I'm like, what is this? I mean, you're back and forth. You're so inconsistent. She's schizophrenic and she has a personality disorder. Yeah. And that's obvious because she types this up and now she does this harass people and everybody hate watches her. Everybody warned me about her and she's obsessed with Zaya who even recently called her a one guide and played some stream
or something the other day. I just think it's so disgusting. Mimi told her the ages of her daughters. They're adults 19 and 22. I heard, yeah. But publicly, she wants to act like Mimi's daughters are children. They're like eight, nine, whatever result. And I want to fuck them. Oh my gosh, you're a disgusting bitch. Yeah. Where's your mind at? Just like, let's come see too. There's all slander.
Because I said to Amber, I was like, what if you had a 26-year-old son and then like, you know, and he was talking to me on 45. But what if you're someone's joker, I said. And then she turned into, I want Amber's like eight-year-old son. Oh, there you go. Yeah, just twist. And that's textbook narcissism right there. Yeah. And you know what? She's so crazy, Carl, because she went hard on Trisha. And I have it from her DMs.
And I posted it and she did a privacy report because she didn't want a Trisha scene, but Carissa did. And on there, she was showing me all this weird information on this guy in pictures and she started posting. And it was, I said, who is that? She said that was Trisha's baby's daddy and that he was actually gay
and he had a gay, what was it, a gay escort site. And she sent all that to me and I started posting it and then she did a privacy report or whatever on it. But yeah, I've recorded all her calls I had to because I knew how she was and I hadn't posted them. And she's over there posting old calls
from before we ever talked. Why did she send Miss, what was it, Melissa? What was it that Melissa who came to me in discord and she said she's wanting to talk to you and meet up with you because she's in Houston too. And I'm thinking what? After all the shit she's done. And me like an idiot went to her channel and she was in a chat because I was wondering why would she want to talk?
Because you know, I knew how she was. And she said, oh, I'm happy to see you. Yeah, I was mentioning you on the live the other day and we were both in Houston and I wanted to invite you to go to Olive Garden or Red Lobster. And that's all talk because that never happened and there was no way I was going to trust her. And I gave her the first chance at that time.
Last year she didn't care that I got sick and she was saying I was a public figure. I'm not a public figure. I'm a person that runs a YouTube. And that's how she circumvents her doxing when she says public figure, you know. And it was disgusting when Alexandra Mayers was saying that she has to protect all of a sudden. She wants to whiten up. She has to protect Mimi's little kids, her little girls.
I'm going to fly over there and fuck her little girls. That's fucking disgusting. Yeah, I saw that. Nobody believes her. Everybody tells me. And everybody stays quiet and she let her talk she's exposing herself. She's letting her know her own mindset is that. And everything was exposed of her. Even her Twitter's where she's threatening suicide.
And all this crazy talk about that long guy. I don't know if he actually went to prison but his wife, she did have the baby and she's active and there's a lot more on her. And then Kiwi Farm says all this information on her. Good, good, good. And it's crazy with her lies. And she's just nuts.
And I contacted Amazon. So they're looking into it, but the person over her that hired her is going to call me. But they're looking into the evidence and they're watching her lives. This was like a few months ago or two months ago. She said that she was going to build a website against me. She's going to slander me. I'm a pedophile. He does that on everybody. Yeah. Get the fuck out of here. You got nothing. I'll sue that bitch. Yeah, you can.
I'm going to leave your team. I'll sue that bitch. And then the person that... She's going to run her lesson though. I'm actually going to run her lesson because she's raised suit and she lost that case. Because she's on the run. Why do you think she's on the run? That she's been wanted for a long time. But listen, okay, let's talk about that real quick. Okay. All right, next. Okay, let's say that somebody is saying, okay, everybody's saying that she's under the radar. She's in, there's Airbnb's. Listen, there's a huge database.
Okay, people want to believe or not. There's a huge database because there are people running like criminal activities using Airbnb's. They're going to have to... Yeah, criminal. Listen, they have... You have to... I've never stayed in Airbnb, but you can't just go into like a Jane Doe. Because you're going to have like some random person like running your house. You're going to know who they are.
There's a database for that shit. Okay. Yeah. So she wants to think she's like under the radar, like, oh, I can go from Airbnb. Nobody's going to catch me. I got all these warrants and stuff and stuff and that. I mean, for one bitch, why are you on the run? You know? She's on the run. And like Tommy said, that the way she gets out of the car, she's in a hurry like looking around because she has warrants and she's on the run and she doesn't stay in one place,
but she does have that apartment B7. It's in the third ward. I went and took pictures. I have pictures of it, but I haven't talked to their management. I think that the police will. And she is so stupid. She'll be tracked. I don't know what I did to her though. I don't know what Mimi did to her, but, you know, what was that two months ago? She was doxing Mimi. I'm like, are you fucking? What did Mimi do? She's controlling.
What did Mimi do? Mimi has scammed you, but you openly gifted her that money. Okay. You can't take that money from a plane ticket. You know? You can't get a refund from that. She called you Silver Fox. Like she was crushing on you and all of a sudden now you're the worst person or you ain't got that. And I mean, look at that guy that turned her down Okay. when she was saying, I have a boyfriend. I have a boyfriend.
It's usually a I and she's always alone. Do you see her with videos with friends or anything? Never. No. And, um, yeah. All eight. All eight are her friends or in her head. Yeah, they are. But she did try to meet up with this guy that she was in contact with on the internet. And then when they last met, he broke it.
He didn't want anything more to do with her. And he turned her down nicely. And she went nuts. So Zaya and Pebs found him and contacted him. And they told what he had to say that, uh, that there was something off about her and he was being nice with her and they didn't have relationship. She wanted something more. They dated a couple of times and he let her down easy.
And there she was going nuts on him and line. And they, and she went off on Zaya because they showed his communication about her. Wow. You know, she's just too weird and obsessive. And, you know, and like Tommy said, that's the same thing. She, look how she tried to praise him recently after she was bashing him for saying she had AIDS.
And then she was saying, remember that she started talking to him and she says, Oh, he's my boyfriend now. Recently, she even was told that he might be the baby father. And then he already got done with her. She had me calling him because he was calling her out. Let's talk about that atlas ship. Remember that comment that was coming by? She literally thought that there's going to be aliens that are going to take her away. Get the fuck out of here. Right? Yeah.
She made it into something crazy. Shut the fuck up. It was all hyping. She fell for it. Listen, but you know what she loves though? She loves to be relevant because she feels so insignificant. She was so insecure. She feels so less than. That's why she has to do the mostest on the outside, her ego, right? To protect her insecurity. It's a shell. Okay. But she loves to, for us to talk about her because she feels relevant.
She feels right. And everybody just can't watch it and go along because a couple of them told me that that she fell and then they're going to chat. Have we all like ignored her? Oh, she would. She would crash and burn out. Yeah. Exactly. And that's pretty much what was happening, especially Zayam Pebs. They did a live about her the other night and it made sense. I should have clipped it, but I thought no.
You know, they're better than that. They know her. She says all this outlandish shit to stay relevant. Yeah. For us to talk about her, right? Yeah. Because she is so insignificant. This is how low she feels about herself. So that's why she comes out with this bogus shit, disgusting shit, right? And they all know it because they said, look, I'm going to get that nut to go after somebody.
You know, and they all don't like her, that they just say her name like, yeah, I'm going to get psycho Alex to go at him or I don't know why she turned on Mimi and I for what? What do we do? She turns on everybody. I mean, and I came back to call it clumsy because what he was doing behind the scenes, okay? What he was doing behind the scenes. Nothing with the committee. But now she's grouped me with psyche and these other ones.
I'm a pedophile. Oh, I want to, I got protect Mimi's daughters. You know, Carl wants to fuck his daughters. They're adults, you dumb bitch. You know, remember, she was disgusting. And remember, everybody knows that she was on live. And this was before I knew her. And they said she was dancing all crazy and she was drunk off her ass. And and then she said that her nephew,
who was 12 at that time was watching and she was doing, you know, you know, her backside and you know, people clip that in and she did this. There's in her, that's probably why her sister doesn't want anything to do with her. You know, she had her son. Listen, Alexandra can be a decent human being by choice. You can and she can be very smart. She's a, you know, well, she's not dumb. People can say that about me.
Now she says I have dementia. No, no, she is not dumb at all. She's a very challenging. Yeah, she can be. And it's like, she chooses to do this other shit. It's all choice. It's all a choice. Okay. Yeah. Do I hate her? No, I don't hate her. But I do dislike her because I'm not playing victim. I mean, but if I talk about it, I'm playing victim, right? But I'm like, but I know there's a pattern.
Everybody knows there's a pattern with her. Just like there's a pattern with Bita, you know, what she has done for the years. Yeah, yeah. But I mean, whatever, you know, I'm not that invested in this shit, whatever. You know, I actually have a personal life. You know, I'm getting there. Yeah, I will too. You know, I have my whole life ahead of me. You know, these people, these people are going They're stuck here, not only stuck in this community, nowhere fast. but they're stuck in life. They're going nowhere fast. Never forget that.
Exactly. And all I care is about rescues. And I spend my own money. And I can tell people. I can mend you. I guess I can mend you for you. And a lot of my neighbors got involved. And I moved. Everybody. So nobody has my new address. I've moved. But my friends know where I'm at. No, you can tell me. You can tell me. I won't talk to you. I don't talk to you. Yeah. Yeah, no.
I mean, she said to me. Let me say, I don't talk to you. I don't talk to you. I have people. She's not going to come to my place. She's scared of me because she posted that she's going to come to my new place and with a body cam. Bitch, come over here. Because over here we're illegal to protect yourself and shoot her. Alexandra called me only two times, right? Oh, my burner number, right? Through the text one, right? The text now. Yeah.
And the call was delayed, right? There was a delay on it. She thought I was recording that shit. What the fuck? I don't do that shit. See, but she's predicting. She does that shit. The very first time she contacted me, she was saying, OK, you have my You can go ahead and share it. personal number. I don't care. You can talk to me. I don't do that shit, Alexandra. I'm not going to say the full number, but it's a five, six, one number. Is that the one you're talking about?
Honestly, I don't know because I removed it. I had Beta's personal number. I never shared that. I don't do that shit. I never had Beta's address. I don't care about her address. OK? I don't do that. I understand if others want to do that. It's the nature of the community. If you want to do that, do it. I never posted her number either. I just don't like that. I just don't like that. You're going to dock my dad's mom's house? What are they going to do?
What the fuck? This house is being sold. Like, well, you can dock his house, like, get out of here, you know? Yeah, Crystal's line. Renee on top, she still has the videos, and she busted her and Crystal left because she never made it to Iraq. She went to boot camp, and during boot camp, she tried to accuse a sergeant of trying to. Really?
And they were doing an investigation. So they were doing an investigation of that. They were doing an investigation of that. So she never made it to Iraq. She instead, while they were doing the investigation, they had her work in something about supplies from a truck. Like, one time they had her taking things out of a truck, some not large things, but she made herself fall
and she had another charge against them. You know, and so that's what happened. And then her ex-friend saw her real, what do you call it, a DD-14 or whatever that's it? And it tells the truth that she never made it to Iraq, and they gave her disability for NVA, and she gets regular disability too. So that's the truth. And that lady told me I can go ahead
and share all her videos on Crystal. Okay, I mean, let me ask you, Ionix, because you're a woman, do you know if she, She can't have any kids because we all know is she barren? she has that nursery at home. She has a lot of health issues. She has some health issues, not something called an eagle this, an immune or whatever. And that's why she can't have kids. And she's trying to hook up with- That's unfortunate. That's unfortunate.
But still, I mean, I just, so she has to hate the world, you know? Yeah, that's why she had rubber babies. And now she thinks she's going to get pregnant and stuff. And she sent me a picture of pieces. I really shouldn't laugh at that. I mean, I understand. I mean, I'm sure as a woman, she would want to have kids someday and she can't. So she has, you know, these fake fuckers, you know? Yeah, and she's crazy because she is always,
she won't even be friendly with her neighbor. She's real paranoid is like when you see her, she's very narcissistic and selfish and doesn't get along with her siblings. None of them have anything to do with her since COVID because of her behavior. And I have her telling me that too, I'll post everything if I have to. I'm done with her lies and acting like she's a hero.
I mean, I'm not going to be a hypocrite. I mean, I'm out of this community. I mean, I never claim this community. But I mean, I'm obviously here right now. It's never claimed me. I'm guilty of that. But I have my own life. Okay? And I'm thriving right now. And people want to see this and that. I have seen that there is a troll they want me to expose myself when I'm doing this stuff. It ain't going to work. Okay?
That's amateur night. But the only advice I have for you, INX, I mean, I know you did take a break. Right? And you're- I got sick. I almost lost my life. I was in ICU and Crystal called me all the time. And but you went, you know, you know the nature where you came from and then how it came where you are now. And that feels great. It's ridiculous. This is ridiculous.
It's literally a waste of time and energy. Let them be stuck. You know what? Because my real friends tell me that You're right. and they get upset when I'm on YouTube or you know, like my best friend who says, oh my God, I just leave it alone. They're crazy. And you get triggered on there. Please just shut off YouTube. I've heard so many people in real time You've never- saying lies on me. Do I have to take that link every time?
No, that's my ego. No, I don't want to take that link. I'm like, I know the truth. I know myself. Let them say it. I'm not complaining because it's the nature of the community. It's toxic. It's going to be a lot of bullshit. It is. I know. And you know how I got involved with that? Was this Gia Lovely? I remember Gia Lovely. I never heard. Yeah, she started hitting me up. And I didn't understand this weird stuff that she said to see. She said the black web and stuff What was it?
and how she was Craig listed and their family was fucked with or whatever. And then she told me about this guy that was calling her family and she was scared. And so Crystal gives me a number and I'm thinking, okay, this is just some guy that's harassing her family. And Crystal gave me the number, saying, oh, that's this guy's number.
And yes, they harassed Gia and me. And when I call that number, I hear a background, like a lot of noise. And I'm telling this guy that they said his name was Gamble. I said, just stop calling Gia's parents. She's really upset because she acted upset. She was on the other line listening. And then she disappeared while I'm talking to him. And I'm hearing a background
and then she came back. I said, she texted me and I said, what's this noise in the background? And she said, he's live. I said, what? What do you mean he's live? And I remember Sherry beat his friend. She's remember that. She, she laughed about it. And she said, she even read all age. She even said, I remember that. I remember that it was so funny. What I like about Sherry is that, okay, there's Sherry and Gigi.
Okay. Gigi, she's a yes man. She doesn't, she doesn't say nothing. So scary. So scary. I know firsthand. I know firsthand behind the scenes. We should do those group calls, right? But Sherry would call Bita out. I like that about Sherry. I like that. She will try to hold Bita accountable for her bullshit, you know, from what I see. Oh, wow. I didn't know about it. You got to see behind the scenes. But Gigi, she was a yes man. She was a yes woman.
She didn't call Bita out on nothing. Behind the scenes. I know all about her. We took the group calls. Yeah. Yeah. And I exposed Gigi for being a catfish because those pictures she had of her. She was a catfish. I had, she came up on Bita one time back in 2004. She turned her camera on. Everybody saw her. I got the recording. And I called her out. She's a catfish. She's a catfish. Yeah, I heard that. Because she was turned to that man.
I got the point. She exposed herself. She turned her camera on. This fucking dumb bitch. And that's why she hides them. Oh yeah. That's why she made a new account because she used to go by a different name. I forget who it was. But this one that I used to talk to behind the scenes and she was cool. She said that Mimi and I are fucking liars. We never met up. It's all bullshit. Who the fuck are you bitch? Okay. You're unhappy. You lay in bed all day in your fucking robe. Okay.
You're a catfish. You're not the person everyone sees. Yeah, you guys give me. Yeah. You know. I'm sorry you lost your husband. You're a widow. That sucks. But listen. Why are you saying that Mimi and I have to prove anything to you? Who the fuck are you, Gigi? Exactly. You don't need to prove anything to these people, you know, at all. I mean, I've camped up with a few of them on like FaceTime.
You know, I don't do it on YouTube. I mean, are you kidding me? Because I remember that. I mean, they expect to see pictures. They expect to see us go live together. Oh, I've sent pictures out. We were together. Mimi and I were together for three days. She flew out just to the California, right? I don't have to prove anything to anyone. I did share a photo with us, with the family, you know, and my friends.
And I did share that photo with Clumsy, you know, Instagram. I mean, that wasn't fucking AI. That wasn't Photoshop. That was us, you know? But I don't have to share that with the whole community for what? Motherfuckers, I don't have to answer to you. Who the fuck are you? Yeah, they don't care, because I haven't shared a picture, the FaceTime picture that somebody posted, you know, even NorCal would say, oh, you look good. Yeah, I do look good, you know, and. No, okay.
Let's talk about NorCal real quick. Let's talk about NorCal. I've known about NorCal. Oh, yeah, he's fake. He's old as hell. I already posted that before, man. I have no problem. Yeah, I've known NorCal for a while. Okay. Matthew. Oh, that's his name. Matthew, Matt, yes. Oh, shit. And he had an alcohol problem.
That's why he disappeared for a little while. He's got a kid. He doesn't want his real information out there, and he's got a kid, but he's drunk all the time and he runs with his BS though, too. You know, he's irrelevant, though. Yeah, I mean, well, I mean, I don't know anybody's personal names and stuff, information like that. I just don't buy their moniker with the names they use online. Yeah.
No, because he lies and goes along with rumors and stuff, but he was trying to hit me up. But what I was going to say about him that he knows about Bita and these other ones, he was there back then. That's what I was going to say. You know, so he knows more about Bita and these other ones than I do. You know? Yeah. I didn't know anything about that stuff, but NorCal does, you know?
You know? And one thing I wanted to make clear I just... that Bita's two ex-friends made clear that time when Barb, we did a audio conversation about Bita that Barb wanted me to post, and she was the one that said... And you saw it in chat too that she said that Bita was 5150.
She was in Alex's chat Do you remember? and I think you said you were going to go live. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I heard about that. See? Well, now I'm hearing that because of Crystal that Bita is now saying that... Like saying that it was her ex-friends that said that, because Barb is twist... Or crystals make twisting that and wanting Barb to say that it was the ex-friends. And the truth is those two ex-friends
they told me from the beginning that's bullshit. She said that she never mentioned she was 5150 and that they always talked to her with Barb. Oh, so it was all standard. It was all standard. Yeah, Barb made it up and they were pissed then and they said don't post that. She said... Because they were upset that I posted the audio combo with Barb saying it. And then I see Barb saying in the chat
when she was 5150 twice. And I asked her, well, how come the other two friends didn't know And where's the proof of that? and where's the proof? She said it's the only told her. Anyone can say that. Anyone can say that. Where's the proof? You know, that's not proof. Because the other two ex-friends were a threat. To Bita's defense. To Bita's defense. That's fucked up. Yeah, that is. And they hate Barb for that. They said she's full of shit. Or, you know, that never happened.
Because they said... They were closer to Bita than Barb was. You and I both know that's a huge claim right there. But you better come with fucking facts. Where's your receipts? Where's your proof? Yeah. So there was no proof of that. And I removed the video and then Barb got mad at me and said I used her. So she was going to use me. Oh my gosh. A sick person goes back and forth.
And Barb saw everybody. Back and forth. Yeah, Barb saw you. By the way, Barb saw you. Have you seen her picture? Barb saw you. They sent me her picture. She's huge now. Yeah. Is she really? Oh, Jesus. Yeah. And she's using a cartoon image of her 40 years ago or 30 years ago. They all do that. It's all just like Gigi and shit, yeah. Her friend sent me a picture. She's big. And she's showing them the back of her hair that she had it done. And she's huge now.
I mean, she's as big as Amber was. That's big. Oh my God. That's big. Yeah. I used to call Amber a linebacker. And I'm not going to post that. I used to call her a linebacker. She was pretty big. And it's her because she had her camera and you could see her. So she's gained a lot of weight. I don't know if she's losing it now. But now she's using a cartoon image. I think it's so funny that these men and women that never came up or never take a panel.
But they want to talk about others looks when I came up. But you don't come up though. And we heard about you. You're nothing right at home about unless I'm writing it. Unless I'm telling you a story. You know, like get the fuck out of here. You know, how orderly we're talking about looks. How how orderly is this? Is this elementary filters like some of them do? Yeah. I mean, I just like what the fuck.
I mean, I'll come up. I mean, but yet when I came up, you talk about my looks. But you're a grown ass woman. You talk about my looks, A grown ass man. but you don't come up when you're on panel. You don't take panels. You stay there and chat. Get the fuck out of here. Calling you a silver fox like she was interested in you. Remember? Okay. Do you really? Listen, listen. Let's talk about that real quick. Okay. I didn't see that. Okay. Mimi did tell me that she thought that Alexandra had a thing for me. I said, I don't think she does.
I think it's just content. She goes, no, no, no, no, no, no. She's she's she's going. She's doing too much. You know, do you? Now from your perspective. Okay. Okay. Everything subjective. But from how you perceived it. Are you next? Do you think she actually had a thing for me? I think she had a crush on you. Really? Oh, fuck. It was obvious. And then the same thing I found out about Brandon, that she kind of had a thing for him.
I think even Psyche said, Psyche, didn't you even say that she said he was good looking or something? Wow. We're Psyche. I don't know. Yeah. He told me that recent that she told them that, you know, and she puts them in a pedestal. And he said she don't, she donated $1,000 and I was almost like defending her because I didn't believe it.
And now I think it's true because when I mentioned it on Psyche's live the other night, she's going at us and never once said, yeah, that's true. That I didn't give them any money. But so she probably did. This is what you call IAX. This is what you call a textbook narcissism. They want to put you on that pedestal and then they'll tear you down and they'll slander you. Oh yeah. That's the whole and I taught the cycle before. It's like basically they'll come in,
they'll love bomb you and they'll idolize you. She did me too. She was on panel saying, Yeah. oh, you're right. Suck it through. She was smart and techy and stuff. oh, just because I'm older than her. And then all of a sudden, Oh, she's she's got to make a movie. I think the things out real fast. For your record, we're all adults here. Narcissism is not a diagnosis. Narcissism, when you claim something's a narcissist,
you're you're speaking on the patterns. They're just some behavior, but there's a pattern there. When her sister said she has, well, she said that she has a personality disorder, but everyone's noticed that she's also schizophrenic. I mean, look at her behavior and going nuts and different personality. I mean, sometimes she's so cool
and smart and educated, you know, very educated. And other times she's going crazy and like the other night rolling her eyes. But like I was saying earlier, it's all about a choice. She chooses to be like that. She doesn't have to be like that.
I said, hey, I said, Alexander, I'll give you one. I'll give you before it gets any further. I'm going to give you a chance to take down my family docs. As I said, I know you were docs and your family was docs, you know? Yeah, they are very much. And so, you know, think about like how I feel. And she said, I don't care. You feel you don't know what's in my heart. And then she goes, wow, crazy. I mean, wait, wait, wait, hold on. Please, next. Go ahead.
Yeah, she said, you know what she said? I put a Bible code. She's like, you're not a Christian. I said, you know, do it in others as you would have. No, my God. That's manipulation and manipulation. It's just that guilt trip. That's that's fucking gaslighting. That's disgusting. I mean, like I said, I'm not in this. But I'm not allowed to put a Bible code. Because I'm not exactly. I'm not in this like I like I used to be.
But when I seen her addressing the psyche, the son of, I'm not going to say his parents name. That's disgusting. But Schilling Docs is quote, unquote public figures to circumvent, right? Right. I don't know what she said, but her parents were never part of this. No, they're in a local magazine in the city that she somehow got a hold of it. Yeah, it's disgusting. It's not public. It's like, it's like, you know, they were basically with a guy.
But have you really look at Alexandra and all that she's doing? She's just letting everybody know how she feels about herself as within so without. Right. It's all projection. If you look at it, it's all projection. Because she's even saying like she was saying, I have AIDS last night because she's Oh my gosh. Right. See, I didn't see that. I didn't see this. Wow. You said when she's the one that's a carrier of AIDS. You know what she was saying? Right. Let's give psyche AIDS. She's like, well, we don't need to do that.
He already has it probably. Oh my gosh. Oh man. And yeah. And then she's called up for it and goes crazy. And it's always me, me, me. Like I lost my mom. She was my best friend. And I'll miss her forever. You know what I gotta say? Alexandra is going to see this Alexandra. Listen to me. Okay. Just do better. Okay. It's all by choice. You can choose to do better for yourself. Okay. You know.
She said, she said in 2025 she, remember, she was going to give the channel, her channel away to psyche. She was going to go away and stuff. And she was leaving. She was going to go away. Now, now she's saying in 2027, Yeah. she's going to go away. She's not going anywhere. She's going to stay here. Thanks to that. No. She's leaving because things are going to change. Every year. And then she'll have an AI boyfriend. Oh my gosh. But last time. Yeah. It's just crazy.
And you never see her with any, you know, psyche. She thought, she thought the Atlas where we bring her, bring her, our Turian savior. And this. I know. I mean, the aliens are real. Get the fuck out of here. Get the fuck out of here. Listen to this closure shit. And I'm like, how big? That's all like the people like kind of trick me. Listen, the stuff that she was talking about, I heard that shit 10 years ago on YouTube. Okay. I'm not, I'm not. Yeah. You say my first rodeo. Okay.
I heard a lot of shit back then. And like. And that thing that she said was in, in whatever they found, they found out it's a, it's a, what do you call it? A big comet. And they don't even talk about it anymore. Oh, yeah. You know, it's just like, it's all high. I heard a lot of shit 10 years ago on your next one. Atlas, three comet. Yeah. Yeah. It's just like, get the fuck out of here. Yeah.
It was moving fast because it came from a different galaxy. And it was different. And how close it got to Earth. It was like millions of miles away because Earth, I mean, I'm sorry. The universe, our solar system. Yeah. Wide spread. So when they say something's getting closed, and that means it's a million miles away. That's how, that's what you can say. That's how, that's how much space is out there. Yeah. You know. And it's like, it wouldn't be, it would be okay if like aliens abducted her. That'd be kind of like better.
I think. But don't, don't make more of her though. Don't make more of her. Man, I'm telling you. Please. I believe in aliens now if they can somehow abduct her. And you know what I respect? I like how Zeya and Peb stand up to her. They don't, you know, because she tried to kiss her ass
and, and join her panel. And Zeya was, he was not in his head the whole time. Like he wanted her off and Peb was laughing at her. And she's over there trying to kiss ass. And then she's leaning and then they're laughing at her. Making fun of her. I annex psyche. See, I'm not in this like I used to. I got a question for both of you. When did that falling out between Alexandra and Trisha?
Let's just happen. I wasn't here for that. It happens like right like a shortly after the Brandon Q thing. What happened? Like, because Brandon Q and Trisha hate each other. Like he's done stuff. And so then, so after Alexander started seeking up for Brandon Q, then Trisha one night went on and said, Oh, we're Alexander and our pedophile protectors. And then the next day that was, I mean, that was it.
Yeah, yeah. See, I wasn't, I wasn't there for that. I understand. Okay. Yeah, I apologize. And Trisha too got mad because for some reason I apologize. and she made me mod again. And I don't go to her lives like that. Let's talk about that. Okay. I annex. Back in days before I started. It was because of Brandon. She she unmodded me. Back in 2020 or 2021.
I was modded for Trisha wishes and um, um, uh, troller, right? Control and they were fine back then. Then this they had a feud back then and it was a conflict of interest and I was unmodded. You know, but I'm just a moderator. Like, I don't get people. People would attack me and chat. They would say, Oh, Carl. Right. This is not about about Trisha.
I'm like, Listen, I moderate her channel. I don't moderate her life. Don't come at me like that. You know, what the fuck? Get out of here. Hey, yeah, they. What's up? That man at me. Wait, what's up, bro? Do you I'm fucking still? Let's go, bro. What's up, bro? I'm on Malwanas and mushrooms. You're gay. Oh my God. You're gay.
Are you feeling sorry? I'm sorry. I'm sorry. And so long. I'm gonna stop being a phantom. Well, you know what's funny? When I when I reconnected with them with Alexander, she said, times I talked to her, like that, why like one of the first she said, why don't we? She said, I think I'm playing a trip for us. Like it would have a beta, Gotti, you and me go to Australia. And I was like, what?
It's all talk. That's us, that's us right there. It's all talk. Yeah, it's all talk. So with me, I wouldn't invite you to. Red Lobster or Olive Garden. And she she was here in Houston. That was never going to happen. It's all talk. Yeah. I mean, you know, she'll glaze people. And then she was a party you up. I mean, actually was a party you up. You're right. There you go.
Then there's a red lobster. Yep. And then she'll take it away. And then she'll take it away. Once the fucking lobster. Yeah. Right. Can I have some lobsters? Because all the strings. Hey, guys, it is textbook. It's textbook. Fucking tired. It's just our stuff. Yeah. It is. Yeah, it is. It is. And that's not a diagnosis. Narcissism is just a thing.
It's like a pattern pattern. Exactly. It's a pattern. It's like a psyche. I think I'm a narcissist at this point. Everyone is. But it's like she's a more extreme side. Everyone is. She's like one of the more extreme. I'm just saying. I don't want to see someone. Yeah. She's just going to go to a psychologist. Right. But here I'll say this. I know. I have had a lot of experience with it. I mean, it's like even like psychopaths, they can't even diagnose them
unless they're in prison. And so. Oh my gosh. As a recent now, Tumzi says I'm a sociopath and I'm a schizophrenic and I'm on coke I'm doing like what the fuck? and I'm doing meth. They're all using the same. Right. The same like fucking drugs. You run everything. That's so funny. But even when they run, that's it. He's the one you scream. I fucked up. But you're, I don't see you high on anything. Drugs do that.
Drugs make people into narcissists. I always come up right now. Oh, that's fucking RG. I'm sober right now. And RG looks fucking old as fuck. But I'm a schizophrenic. I'm doing this and that now. I'm bipolar now. Like really? That's RG. It's just weak. It's a weak diversion. You know? Are you brothers with RG or is that some other guy? She does RG to me.
And yeah, his information and everything. And then she sent a clip of him admitting that he was him. You look pretty cool, dude. You look pretty fucking cool. With the mustache and shit. Hey, thanks, bro. Are you hitting on Carl? This is my boyfriend. No, no, no, no. Hey, Psyche, chill. Oh, no, no, no. I can't. Stop it. I'm next. I'm next. Please tell him. Please tell him. Tell him to stop. Tell him.
I'm just complimenting him about his facial hair. I'm hitting on it. It's pretty cool. Psyche, Psyche, I'm taking. I'm engaged. Okay. You're gay? No, I said I'm taking. I'm engaged. Gauge. Oh, my God. I didn't hear you say I'm gay. Come on, Psyche. I mean, but I listen. You're a cool man. I'm taking. I'm just kidding. Don't be so. I know. I know. That's it. I know. I know. I'm not sensitive. I know. I can take a dick. I know.
You can take a joke. Yeah, it's just better. I'm so sorry. It's better. Hey. It's better. It's better. I know that. Here's how fun. Here's how fun. And as long as you and Mimi are fine, and, you know, I don't see her live anymore. You guys had a falling out, you know, and that was that. And you guys are good now. So that's ridiculous.
I could keep going on about the past. Yeah, we worked everything out. And I understand how she came in hot. She had every right to be upset in her. Yeah. I said a lot of horrible shit to her. But this is the first time I've ever done this. Okay. It's not a pattern here. And I wasn't here though for those five weeks. I didn't know she started to stream and all that stuff. Right. I didn't know any of that stuff until I contact her again.
And we started to talk and then I found out about that. But I mean, I never thought in her face, she had every right to vent, you know, let's just say, you know. And I understand how people in the community will still hold that against me. They should. I mean, I don't blame them. I said a lot of horrible shit. You know, I really did. Did I mean it at the time? No. But I was going hard because I was fucking triggered by what she said.
And I went fucking. Yeah, that happens in relationships. But it was as she came on YouTube to deliver the work, people. That's the thing though. Why does she have to come to a toxic community? She has not, she doesn't know this community. Yeah. Now she knows. Now she knows. She's going to come to a toxic community and say that.
And then come back around. She gets back with me. Now they're against her, you know. So yeah, that's what they do. They try to ruin people's real lives. So it's like, don't put your real life out there. I don't. Wow. There are people behind the scenes. There are people behind the scenes trying to put a wedge.
And I said, listen, I said, Mimi, these people, listen, they're just online. I love when people ruin your life. You got to use discernment. You know, I told her, she's a girl woman. I mean, I don't tell her what to do. But I just put it out and listen, you got to use discernment for yourself. Okay. What is their intentions? Okay. What is their intentions?
Okay. Bad intentions. They're miserable in their real lives. Most of them are like Crystal. They have nothing going on outside of the computer. There you go. And that's one of them. That's one of them she talked to. That's one of them she talked to behind the scenes. Exactly. That's why I got so bad then. And so that's Crystal. I mean, me personally, from when I seen Crystal, she'd be the one to try to put a wedge between our engagement. That's what she does.
She looks for people to hate bond or trauma bond with them against people that turn on her because she's in a psychopath. But you just got to say that. By the way, that's Brandon. Brandon's trying to get on. He put his name as Mike Strokoff. He was just trying to get on. But then he was just showing his hand. And I was like, what would it be for the camera? But then now we see the character. Broke off. Right on. You're on. You're on. I know so. Huh? The first time. Broke off. What? Okay. Broke off. In the chat. Get on, asshole.
This is Brandon putting things about you and me in the chat. And he was back saying this right. He's crazy. Why? He has nobody now. Broke off is a dumbass, man. I think she brought up Brandon. Christiane, she's the type that would try to put a watch out. I would really eat the living room crap. Because she's so miserable. So miserable. Yeah. She's very miserable. And then. And remember, as within, so without. Measure this company. I feel like shit.
I want other people to feel like shit. As within, so without. Yeah. And I'm sure she's happy because she always had an issue with Brandon, her and Ganville. And I'll beat the shit out of Brandon, too. I like Ganville. I was trying her. Ganville was never a moderate for me. But I saw how she was getting sensitive. So I was trying her. You know, I wanted, I was testing her. She was, oh, Ganville was never a moderate for me. This and that.
And she got, she got. Well, they had a following out again yesterday because she's a liar. And I have the truth about why, what's his Q? Q 45. I'll fucking beat your fuck out of Q 45. Yeah. Look at my video. That's the truth. And now she's twisting it. Playing victim about why Q won't talk to her.
It's the truth is she makes it all about her. And she was demanding that he talk to her off panel. I've seen, I've seen some stuff with her. She would like, she, she like do that manipulation. And like, well, well, Q, I'm going to go out. I'm going to talk to my boyfriend. I'm go, I'm going to go on a date and stuff. She's toying with that guy. Q don't give a fuck. And then she's on all night. None of them work out. They guess what?
They all leave because they see she's a psychopath. And then she told me, she told me that she's actually seeing somebody else on Facebook because she's desperately thinks she's going to have a baby. Well, I'm sorry. No, Jesus. I'm sorry. I got Q 45. Yeah. Well, she, like she showed a video. She sings a song called the rain is coming down. The rain. Oh my God. This is like an idol.
But anyway, Tommy James is in the video. Like, but it's like a fake talk. It's like a bodybuilder with like red hair. And like he's wearing these juggalo, like little briefs. And I was like, well, like, I think if that was Tommy James's real ass, I mean, I would have sex with them. Now she says, like, that's me. I want to assault Tommy James and juggalos. I want to have sex with juggalos now. What? Yeah. Whole episode. That's what it's going to be. I want to fuck juggalos. Oh my gosh.
You didn't work out. That's just juggalos is so 2000. That's like a psyche. We both know that's low tier gas fighting. Like, come on, really? Yeah. I mean, I would go to the gathering of the juggalos and like, you know, like you have sex with a bunch of juggalos. Like, like, buttholes. Yeah. Well, psyche, listen to me. OK, for the record, OK, man to man,
I never threatened to un-unlove you ever, ever, ever. I know you. I'm just, well, it's fine. I mean, I understand. I understand. You have a lot of people saying, I mean, between us, juggalos smell like hot dogs. I know, but you are also being sick that night. Like, let's not, we don't have to get in back into it. Yeah, you understand, though. I mean, I would never do that to you. I know, but just, yeah. It's like, you just kind of like. But I didn't take a person up. I'm just saying.
I'm just saying. I know, we got, we got, we got. I was helping you. Listen, listen. I told, I told Mike Doyle, whatever she said. Listen, I told Mike Doyle three years ago, take a one-way, one-way ticket homeboy. I'll pay for it. You're not going to go home. I'm going to bury you here. I told clumsy on my snap is that it's just banter. No, I mean, I didn't like, you know, I think I was really, really, really. Yeah. It's all just banter. I'm going to say the same thing, Carl.
I'll say things that, that I wouldn't do in real life. But most of the time I was like, I was hooked up with my mind most late during COVID.
I do it just to fuck around for banter. I'm not really like that, though. I'm not going to. I'm not like so clumsy with my. Hey, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. That's right. You're talking about my time. Come here. Sweetie. I'm not. I'm not. Oh, wow. It doesn't make me soft enough. It's easy to react that way to be trolled. Well, listen, you know. Well, listen, my next. But for the record, though, it doesn't make me soft, though. I'm not backpally. So if you, like, said to me like a person like that,
I'm going to either blow your head up or I'm going to snap your neck, you know? Because I do. But whatever, Carl, Carl, I was different. I would snap you like a twig with your little gray. But, but, but as far as it's almost. Where's Carl? It's just banter. It's just banter. Yeah. Carl's the guy that looks like Anderson Cooper's grandma. Oh, Carl. I thought you were like, I always, you always remind me of like the Carl AI. I double three. I or something. I am the guy.
Elizabeth Alice, the Jewish guy. Yeah. Oh, oh, who? Carl, I, I or something. Carl's not Jewish. Carl, he looks, he looks Mexican. No, he's, he's somewhat the, the, the streamer from. The other Carl for New York. Yeah. I don't know. Yeah. I'm not. Man. It's, it's, it used to get me mixed up with him before. Yeah. All right, next. How you're Carl Lewis?
Carl Lewis. You are G. You look like RG. Oh, he's not RG. He's a common model. We'll give you a guess. We'll give you a guess. No, Carl. No, he, RG looks way different. He's got a beard and, you know, he's. So there's clones. Look, are there, there's a thing. Who's that? Who's that backstage? Who is that? What are you? Can you wave to me? Wave to me. The proof is, oh my God, it's Brandon. Is it Brandon? What does he want? I don't know what he wants. Man.
That's what he did. I don't want anything to do with him. I'm not. He has no shirt on. Brandon. She's a little foul. Hey, wait a minute. That girl that came on and said she was his ex-girlfriend and she took advantage of him. And who is she? Who is that? I mean, I don't know if it's him though. Let me see. No, don't let him up. You said it. It's him. I don't know if it's him. Well, you. Brandon, is that you? Wave if it's Brandon. It's not Brandon.
I mean, I'm going to put the banner up. Let me see who it is. I don't know. Remember when Brandon got like drugged by fucking? What's the name? Yes, we all remember that. Empathy. Who is that? I don't know. It was Brandon. No, that's Brandon. That's Brandon. Remember when Brandon got drugged and then he started wanting something? It's like, guys, he's like halfway. He's like naked backstage. Like making weird faces.
But let him up, though. Yeah, I don't want to. Let him up, though. You know, after he showed his true colors, because I was trusting him. And you know. It's not. You're ready to show me your penis backstage. You're really naked. That's what I'm talking about. He looks like he looks fine next. He has a shirt on. You were both going back. Give him no pants or nothing. Yeah, no, I'll try to give him a chance, like Alex said. But I already knew about him before that.
I don't know if I'm going to wear this. Please use Alex as a reference. Please, please. Yeah, no, I knew about him. So we have a lot of work. OK, Terry. Not going to look. And then listen. And even Barry warned me. And they all were pissed off at me. And Barry, by the way, you really you're going to show us Barry what Barry says. Does he have it on your mind? Oh, no. You see him. You see him. You see him. You see him. That's why. You see him. That's why.
That's why. But what happened? Oh, fuck you, psyche. Don't contact me again, psyche. Yeah, he was in the chat the other day. He was in the chat the other day about Brandon. He goes, yeah, she's talking to that peddle Brandon. Because we were cool with each other. And I ended up blocking Barry because I defended Brandon. I guess that's what Barry said. This guy's going fucking fucking fucking gone.
You be on the beyond. Oh, man. What happened to fuck you, psyche? Fuck you, psyche. Nobody likes you, Barry. Nobody likes. Hey, what's up? I'm going to mute. I'm going to mute. Oh, my god, baby. What?
Because they said the F word, I'm gay. I could see it. Hi, baby.
Oh, well, damn. Anybody there? I don't think it was Brandon. Well, he tries to get on. I mean, everybody already knows the truth about him. He needs to leave people alone. And I'm never going to forgive him, you know, showing an old fat picture of me from 2016 when most people are already seeing me. Right. You know, even when I was discharged from that hospital, when I showed him that old picture, they were like, who's that? And I said, that was me in 2016.
And they go, wow, you look great. And Sherry was on the phone. Sherry was on the phone. And she heard him. OK, but next to a bit. But Brandon did that stuff. Listen, he's not the first one that has done that. OK? Right. That's why I don't trust anyone. Yeah. So don't put it all on Brandon. Brandon has an AR-15. I don't know Brandon. And Brandon doesn't know me,
but don't put it all on Brandon because he's not the first one who's done that if you did do it. There's other people. Yeah, I see. I'm the same. I'm the same. I consider him a friend though. Right now, right now I'm playing double. Yeah, he is. Carl, we like, we're really good to Brandon and he turned on us like in a mean way. Yeah, he just gets the evil stuff and I don't want anything to do with him. See, there he goes. I'm not part of this. I don't know what's going on. All this ping pong shit going back and forth. I'm not part of that.
Stop kicking me off. Hey, Brandon, you're in for a road trip, bitch. Stop kicking me off. No, it's your name. You cannot handle the car. Hello. You can't handle your drugs, Brandon. Hello. What do you want? Can you hear me? Yeah, let me hear you. Brandon, queer. Hey, Karen, what happened? I thought you were saying fuck Psyche. Psyche, she was saying fuck Psyche. Fuck Psyche. Fuck you. Get him off. What do you put him on?
Yeah, I'm sorry. Whit, you're right about him. You said he's psycho and I know that now. Brandon, you're a psychopath. Yeah, you all warned me about him. You're insane. I thought I was going to get a call from Peewee Herman, so I'm sorry. You're on math instead of me. Psyche, stop. No, he doesn't. He doesn't. I mean, INX does have tokens. So INX, next time you tell me. Oh, yeah, yeah. Yeah, ban him. Ban him.
I got tokens. I want to hear him talk to you. You want to hear him for a second? No, he's crazy. He wants to kill us, man. Don't worry. He's, I didn't say shit about him. I record everything, Brandon. I know what I want to hear, Brandon. I know what I want to hear, Brandon. I know I did it, and even if like, I know Peewee Herman. He didn't want me on your panel, He's an insane man. because he was telling me he was done, and yeah, he's crazy.
I talk to whoever I want. I don't know who I'm talking to. Psyche, you can't hang around with this guy, man. He'll kill you, man. You want content for your channel and stuff? Let him up. OK, well, all I think is. No, no, Carl. Carl, he's crazier than you think. I'm not going to be up with him, OK? All right, he's crazy. He's insane. I don't know what's going on.
Yeah, he's insane. I mean, he doesn't stop. And he's not insane. Stop it. He's not insane. Stop it. No, he has mental issues. Seriously, Carl. We have no clue. You know, Carl, man. I don't know about that. I don't know. I don't know about that. I don't know, because they probably killed him, dude. Just let him up for content. That girl came on yesterday. I don't know what to do with this shit. Remember, Karen, I'm sorry. I don't know what to do.
Damn it. I'm sorry. INX, it's just banter. OK, just banter. No, I'm not going to deal with him, because I guess what? I already went to the police about him. But it's banter, though. It's banter. It's not good banter. It's not worth it. It's like, it's a bunch of bullshit. Yeah, I did a bunch of bullshit. He's crazy. And I recorded his ass. I had to. Have him on your show. Have him on your show. He's a pedophile.
No, have him on your show. He's your choice of a lot of shit. I don't even stream. I'm not a streamer. Yeah. I'm a guest. And one thing I want to clear up, and there was a witness, he didn't go to Clovis. He was in his own neighborhood pretending he was in Clovis. Clovis is four hours away. OK, listen, listen. It was a troll, maybe, maybe, OK? I don't know. I don't know the area. Maybe it was a troll, but whatever.
It was a good troll, though. I hate you, Mexico. No, not a troll. He lied about being over there, because he was a weirdo. He's weird. Carl, he's a weirdo. I don't know the area, but I was convinced. I don't think you're a nice individual, dude. That's what I asked you, dude. Carl, some girl, he took advantage, came on panel yesterday, and she gave me her YouTube,
and she told us that she did meet him, and he practically griped her. He took advantage of her. That's what she was saying yesterday. OK, OK, OK. So why is she going on YouTube and saying that shit? How come she didn't go to a dorky and say that shit? Because he also has some kind of other issues, which he said. Right. See, that's all slender. No, I found it. No, she found it like it. Yes, she's a fucking friend. I'm sorry, I'm INX.
Are you serious? Remember when empathy broke in? Yeah, I asked Psyche. He's the one that let her out. I'm talking to you, though. I don't know. It's you, doctor. Do you know Noel? Dude, this guy is going to murder someone with that. When people are making something like that, Is this it? you'd better come through with some fucking facts. Oh, you know Noel. Noel. Yeah, Noel is her name. Noel. She said she took advantage of her. Like, pretty much griped her. She was on panel yesterday. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
They made up in person? Yes. So why is she telling some people online? Why is she telling people online? How come she didn't go to the authorities yet? I don't know. Right? She was trying to talk to us. No, no, no, no, INX, INX, INX. Why is she coming to you and telling you that? I know. She wouldn't mind if I'm with you. I don't know her. I was on her face that other day. Even better.
INX, even better. Why is she coming to you? Somebody says I don't even know. And she's like, oh, Brandy Q, great me. You just asked her? Why does she go to the authorities and say that? Carl, Carl. Psyche lit her up. I thought he knew her. And then she went in my tail. I don't care who or what. I don't care. Listen, but you know what I'm getting at, though. Why are you going to believe this?
You know what, Carl? Why are you going to believe this? Listen, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. Psyche, Psyche, Psyche. Why are you going to believe this? No name, right? Yeah, you're right. Stop. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. So please, please stop. Let me finish. Look at the timing. Look at the timing. There's a war, right? It's going back and forth. It's ping-ponging right now. It's ping-ponging, right? Well, ask Psyche. He's the one that knows her. I ask, please, please, let me finish. Please, let me finish.
Look at the timing. Why? Look at this ping-ponging going back and forth. Yeah, it could have been Alice. Let me finish. Let me finish with you. Guys, let's do this. Well, let Psyche talk, guys. Let Psyche talk. Apparently, he knows her. He lit her up and he told me who she was. Let him talk. Next stage, Brandon is saying, Alice is going to beat IMS. IMS is asked. You're going to jail. IMS is booked, Psyche.
Then it says, let me know. Everybody knows he's crazy. No, it's not. Ganval already has all his information that I have. He's crazy. Just let me know if I see that he says, everybody has everybody's information. Psyche, Psyche, Psyche, explain to him who this Noelle person is. You lit her up like you knew her. Why did she come on and ask him for me? I'll do the Noelle. She kind of goes on panel sometimes, right? Okay, so that same one, really?
That retard, really? Carl, come on. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. You know her? You know her? Well, I don't know her, but I know of her. Oh, I didn't know her. So now she's in New Mexico, right? With Brennan Kuehn? I have no clue where she's at. She just came on yesterday. Thanks, Psyche. But he goes, let me destroy this lady. She's like in her 20s or 30s.
She is highly unstable, highly unstable. Carl, listen to this. Brennan backstage says, watch, watch, watch. I'm going to set you up as a pedo for that. I'm going to set you up as a pedo. Watch when I get a knock. Watch when you get a knock. Concrete 24-7. Watch. Maybe your mom needs grinder hookups at our door. I have your mom address. Why are you reading his messages, Psyche? Why do you let him up? I didn't let him up. I was telling you what he's saying. He's threatening you backstage.
He cares. Nobody cares if he's saying that to you. You know? Ignore him. Ram. So this Noelle, we all know Noelle, okay? I know Noelle. I mean, from joining panels. She's going to make these allegations against Brennan Q So she's crazy. that he craped her? Oh, my God. See, I don't know her. Psyche said he knows her. Let him talk. Then let's explain who she is. Psyche, slow, bitch.
I thought she was in New Mexico. Psyche, you son of a bitch. No, she's not, bitch. Shut the fuck up. Not where is she? So you know of her? Psyche, that's fucked up, dude. That's fucked up. No, we asked her. We asked her. We asked her. We asked her. You're making a decision. I don't know Brennan Q, okay? No, I'm talking about, do you know him? I don't know him. There's no way I'll hurt him. Psyche, you and Psyche, you and Demoman, you're doomed when you said that shit. That's fucked up, man.
No, but I'm asking Psyche, do you know her, Psyche? Okay. I know her. Because you have her. I know her. So you know her. So let him talk. You don't know her. Yeah, I asked her about it and she said, yes, that she knew who he was and that he had taken her on a date and stuff. And then he took it. Psyche, are you fucking serious, dude? Is this Benz or are you like for serious? Are you serious, man? That's what she said when I asked her.
No, no, I'm asking her now. Are you here for her right now? Are you for real? That's what she said. I'm asking you. Are you for her right now? Of course. He talks to her. I don't know her. She asked her. She asked her. She asked her. And then she left the, then she got a, what? Psyche. She left the house suddenly when I said something. She left the house. Oh my gosh. How long have you known her, though Psyche? It started in my show. How do you talk to her? It started in my show.
Like one week? Probably like one week. It's not a year. Because she's been on my show for a while. Over a year, by the way. She didn't pop up that often. Yeah, that was weird that she wanted to talk to me. Because I've never seen her before. It's like, why are you talking to me? And she's only going to take her link. But look at the timing, though. Now all of a sudden, now she was great by Brandon Q. But look at what's going on right now. Psyche, but you see, though,
but look at what's going on right now. But all of a sudden you're right. Yeah, you're right. Because I don't care. Look at the timing. Motherfuckers, you guys are fucking stupid. Oh, my God. You're being Noel fool. You guys are fucking stupid. I don't know who she was. That's the only time I've seen her. You're being played, homeboy. You're being played. You're being played like a fucking fiddle. You're being played like a fiddle. Oh, my God. I can't believe it.
But it was really funny is that... Hey, you know what? You're being played like a fiddle. Oh, shut up, Carl. Carl, come on. Noel is, you know, she sometimes flashes. Okay, but you know what? But she didn't flash. Yeah, she was onto that. Yeah, yeah, you're right about that. Anyway, that's it. Saki, are you getting a porn bomb? Who is this? Is it porn bomb? That's Squid. Is it Squid? Oh, what's up, Squid? Hey, what's up, bro? Is that porn bomb? That's a scout.
I didn't know it was. How are you doing? What's up, Squid? It's so boring eating ramen. What's up, Squid? I'm so boring eating ramen. Ah, fuck. Let's go, man. Hey, let's go. I'm sorry. Noel's in Ohio. Okay, so I'm sorry. It's a tired chatter king. Okay, maybe... Maybe it was a different brand. Hey, man. Maybe it was a different brand. Have a good one, man. Hey, bro, whatever you do, man. Just be safe. You know what I mean? Be safe.
No, no, Squid and I are going to have sex when we meet. Right, Squid? Jesus Christ. I'm going to eat your ass. Hey, uh, hey. Hey, uh, INX. Oh, my God. INX, I'm pushing. I'm pushing 50. Imagine that. Oh, man. You look no age under 40. Really? Yeah. You know what, INX? I knew it was my friend, bro. INX, INX.
Yesterday, somebody said that I look 60. I'm like, well, that's actually a compliment. Did you get some gray hair? What? If I'm 60 and I look like this, that's actually a compliment. After that, they say nothing. Their troll fucking was dead. Yeah. That natural gray is going well. That natural gray is actually a compliment. Natural gray. You know what I mean? INX. Yeah, I know.
Yeah, exactly.
Don't ever... I mean, it's up to you, but you could dye your hair like whatever color you want. That looks really nice. Fumzy was saying that I had a gap between my teeth. I have, I have, you know, buck teeth, yeah, but I still have all my teeth though, but I, I smiled on his, on his panel, right? But he said I had a gap in my teeth. He, he, everybody knows he has missing And I told him. two friend teeth, right? He's got more teeth missing now.
He has more than ours. I'll knock the racist fucking teeth out, right? But he says my gap was bigger than his, but I got all my teeth. Yeah, that's true. He's a big... Yeah. Yeah. What the fuck? Look at how close he is. Like, there is a photo, photo that was revealed of him. And, you know, I mean, it was like, I guess this is supposedly the photo that he was, like, when he was doing his, his male prostitution. Yeah. So there's a photo of him.
Is this, is this right here? Oh, he's got, he's got, he's got one tooth. Oh my God. And then the other one. Oh my God. Yeah. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. That's true. That's, that's, that's, that's, that's like, gingivitis. Yeah. Oh my God. This one looks weird. That's what's happening. Are you next, are you next? You hear me? Yeah, I'm here. You can't just lose one tooth and then he lost another one right next to it. And it's going to, it's going to be loosened
through the jaw bone. That's gingivitis right there. You know? Gingivitis? Gingivitis. Gingivitis. Gingivitis. Yeah. The gum disease. Yeah. And you want to see the car? Yeah. What a, what a, what a predator, bro. Thank you so. Thank you. What a predator, do you? Yeah. Do you want to, do you want to watch movies? You guys gotta go somewhere festive. What a, what a, what a.
What a predator, bro. You want to see some beautiful lives turned into fun. What a predator, do you? No one gets to travel you know more. Go have a baby, bro. Like I said, bro, go have a... We're having a car. They're screeding you. Car? They keep power off. Oh my God. I feel this crazy. He's insane. I know. He's a mental, mentally ill,
Motherfucker. Yeah. Yeah. I don't know. Holy fuck. I never saw something so obvious. I should have never been pulled into that because I knew about him already and I was the one that shared one of the videos that KK posted about him. Mm hmm. And they all were pissed off including cake saying you're you're supporting the head oh and mostly crystal going
off with that but I did open what Gamble sent me and finally opened it was no virus or anything and you shared that on your live. I just don't want any communication with him. It was Alex that had us talk to him now see that he's crazy and he's shady as fuck. I don't want anything to do with him. I'm looking at this. I'm looking at this. Did you ever see the IRL? It said it said you were dating. It
said she said you were she said Brandon Q mid thirties e dating Karen and you have to fuck with us. You know I didn't even know him. She wanted us to support him remember and we both did. That was it and that was a mistake. Right. Yeah. I don't I don't know him and then she's mad at us but she's the one that went like decided to like you know take him up as a huge cause she called me
and I didn't convince her to do anything because she decided on her own. I mean it's like how can I convince her of anything? She's very isn't she says so strong minded you can't convince her of anything like she's like but then all of a sudden she's like so manipulated and she's kicking advantage of her because she's grieving and blah blah I mean it's like every like it's just so stupid. Always it's me me me me me you know that's I can't stand that. Yeah. Oh gosh. You
know. So, what's up with you? What's up with you? Squiddy? You're just cooking something to eat. Are you on? Are you on with the INX last night? No. Are you ever met him? So, yeah, this is squid. This is squid. You know and uh I guess um Chris K he used to date Chris K but I stole him away. Chris K who's Chris K? I hear that name a lot. Oh my god. He's
like the worst terror reader you've ever seen. No, I'm just the worst case that I have two death cards. Like how can you have two death cards? It's fucking stupid. Oh my god. Well, no, he'll he'll be like my friends. You're like, oh, you got a sister. You got a sister like no. They're gay. You do. Yeah. You have a sister. They think real hard. We're like, no, I don't have a sister. Oh, okay. He said like, oh, you're not gay but we are gay. Yeah. Bring him. Bring him
married as soon as it's legal. As soon as it's legal. Yeah. Squid. Take me to Tahiti. Tahiti. Yeah, Tahito. My dad's the place where my my crazy younger brother went to go mess up somebody's life. Yeah, because I told him about Brandon. Yeah. And he
goes real life. I mean, people are terrified of him. He's he's he's some really fucked up shit. Remember, Alex was like, oh, you know, she's like, I'm gonna come over there, you know, and she doesn't know where I moved to. Nobody knows where I moved to, you know, that's number one. And and she can meet me at her apartment B seven. It's on the third ward. I have pictures of her place. Yeah, because now she's saying, oh, no, well,
she's like, oh, I need to come to my house, but she's the one that said first. He's the one that said it. Yeah, exactly. I mean, all I did was take pictures. Oh, here's Carl back. Carl. Yeah, I'm here. I'm here. Oh, and Amazon is aware of her now. So I'm talking to them. I'm sorry. I next. Saki. Saki. Saki.
Can you hear me? Yes, sir. Listen, I left because he started to play that clip of Brandon Q. Listen. Oh my gosh, please. I wasn't like it wasn't like an edited clip. It was just what just him showing his dick. I understand that. But listen, it was it was censored. I'm not part of any of that. Listen, but you're doing the same shit that salmon does though.
You understand? You show like little clips. You try to you try to like paint like a narrative like a like a painting picture, a bad picture or some people. Shut up, Carl. You're being just I'm just saying I'm playing devil's advocate. Okay. I don't know Brandon Q. I know I'm I don't know that guy. I'm saying that just I'm just saying that I'm just saying I'm not
lecturing you. I'm just telling you man like it's not it's not a good look. It's not a good look. Oh, you're not you're not a good look, Carl. Oh my gosh, Carl. But you're a hit on me though. I must be I must be a good look, right? Come on. You're a hit on me. I must be a good look, right? Let's go. Let's go. I next. He was hit on me. I next. How many times do we get on panel? He's
hit on me. I must be a good look, right? I don't know. I didn't see you on. I'm just on you on her. I'm hitting on you. Really? I'm sorry. No, I saw her hitting on you. Her. That's that's where I've got you. We're talking about we're talking about psyche. He's on me like a few times. Oh, really?
Yes, you did. Yes, you did a few times. Yes. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Yeah. Thank you. I love it by the way. I next. I next. Did I reciprocate? No, I didn't right. No, no, you're you're cool with it. Some people take offense. No, it's hanging out. Yeah, but I next did I like oh gosh psyche. Let's go and
discord. Oh my god. No, you don't want to go. Thank you. Thank you. I'm flattered. Thank you. I'm flattered, but I'm taking my butt in there like beta. She beta beta never did that for me. Oh, I've seen it. I saw the picture not with you, but it was blogger. I saw bloggers. Oh, yeah. Well, that was different. You know, you know, me and beta never did that stuff. I know. I mean, I threw
those freak off, but I was always fall asleep before them and then but I mean, but it happens, I guess. You know, I mean, she told me about that. I mean, it happens, you know, it's sloppy. I didn't think they were really good. I was I mean, I was using it as a joke. I was like, oh, did he party freak off? It was like that thing next day, there's like new leaked and then all of a sudden I wake up the photos of, you know, beta and I was like, what the fuck? I was like, oh, I actually had a freak
off, but I fell asleep during it. It sucks. All right, next. Come up, please. Let's go.
Everybody knows who you look like. No, that's an old picture. No, he, Psyche saw me.
I don't want to be involved with this YouTube bullshit, you know?
And that's why they come at you, Carl, and then tell these lies. I'm the model. They can take pictures. You're already involved in this, in this situation and they can I'm the model. We're all in this together, guys. We're all supposed to be jamming. I don't know what you're talking about right there, but I mean, I'm not part of that. I'm already son of a bitch. And I said, what's up, squid? What's up, bro? How you doing, man?
I love squid. He's so ugly that he's hot.
He stays out there and lost wages. What's he called? Las Vegas. Yeah, Las Vegas. Yeah, Las Vegas is what the leadership Larry is. It's the leadership Larry. Exactly. Yeah. You ever see that? You know what I'm talking about? Yeah. Yeah. You just did Larry as a video The Las Vegas Las Vegas. game. Las Vegas. If you said Las Vegas, it's called Las Vegas. Exactly. What's up, squid? Let's go. What's up, bro? How you doing? Pepper, passionate Patty.
Fucking binge drinking. I mean, oh my gosh. He's going to regret it tomorrow. But no, no, no. Hey, squid, weren't you drinking like Chilada at nine this morning, like 18 hours ago? What's going on? Madello. Oh, yeah. Why are you drinking so early? Yeah. I got it for free, but that's how. How did you get it for free? Why are you next? Are you there? Yeah, I'm here. I'm here. Kim, so how are you?
No, I'm over here. Trying to put my kitten. I'm going to call you on Instagram I want you to come up. right now. On the answer. I'll come up too. I'm not going to get on the Instagram right now. Damn. What though? Yeah, I just came on because I was going live. Come on. Are you next really? Instagram. I'll come have phone sex with you, Carl.
Phone sex, but I'm not having a phone sex with IA Next. I'm not like that. Hell. I would say you are, I mean, I'll have it with you. but I will. You want to? I'm taking. I'm taking. He's taken by God. What's your name? Minnie.
Bitch. Are you smoothing on him? Yeah, he's a bit married. Yeah. You hear that? You hear that? Are you next? You hear that?
That was funny. He said that, bitch.
Oh, you see? Sucky, you're a funny guy, dude. I don't tell you don't make that. You're a funny guy. You're a funny guy. I think I'm funny sometimes, but I don't know. No, no, no. I didn't say that. That was funny. I'm next to the right dudes of that bitch. See, he wants a cyber, cyber, like a sex convo with you on it. Exactly. Yeah. I want to have sex with everybody online. Are you smoking weed or some shit? What are you going to have about me, homeboy? Maybe.
Carl, how about like this? How about this?
What the fuck is that? Well, that's Carl's girlfriend. That's the likeness of my lady, I guess. That's a cartoon. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, a cartoon of her so I could show it. It's like the likeness of her. Yeah. I'm not even a real person. That looks like her. That's a cartoon. That's I like that. I think she did have her hair braided like that. No, no, no. It was nice. She she she's she's she's dreading her hair. Yeah. Oh, she did. It looks like I don't know.
I next. It looks really great. Yeah. She had her hair done today. Actually, it looks really good. I have to update it. Is that what people? I hate wavy hair. I have wavy hair. I mean, I nice me personally. I like it straight when I started when she came down and she did come down in January. Her hair was straight, but now she's dreading it. So I mean, but it still looks it looks really cute there. So I'm doing my hair because I've been inspired by all these new things. I'm going to get ready to go bald. Oh, shit. Let's go.
Let's go to her. Let's go. Let's go to her. I love it. Come on. I love it. Hey guys. Oh, yeah. It's where I'm having fun tonight. Yeah. Listen, it's a good day. That looks like it would be cold. I haven't like a lot better time. I'm sorry. How's your hair? How's your hair? My hair is wavy. I don't like it because especially here there's humidity and all and it's just wavy. And I hate it. Is it short? But is it short?
No, it's down to my my shoulders. It's it's out. Oh, no. I wouldn't know until you come up. So let's go. No, you'll probably do it sometime on IG maybe. But add me there. I'm not on there right now. I'm going to IG right now. She's from Florida, Dennis. I can tell that she's from Florida. We're literally going to IG right now. Psyche saw me.
You saw me, Psyche. And I'm going to I'm going to see you too. That was about to pull. No, maybe lose. I didn't have any makeup on either. But yeah, I got wavy hair. Are you like warm and sexy? Yes. Beautiful. Look at this fucking in-soul. Look at this guy. Fucking in-soul. She is.
Is she the nervous laughter? I had my picture on the profile picture with somebody that did a, you know, they used my phone. Trust me. My next is very confident. She does have no nervous laughter. Do you like black man? Oh my god. I've been with a football player, black man in high school. Yeah. A squid. Squid. Two guys. I mean, in my life.
Squid, squid. I understand. I understand the better stuff, but our next is not one to fuck with because she's not even racist. Dude, I'm just asking because I understand it. Sexy white women like black man. You're not black. Well, my last name is black. I don't know the N word, but you're not black. You're Mexican and a cabacho. Chill out. Yeah. You're my like, you're my like, you're my like, you're my like.
What cabacho? What's cabacho? That's a club word. That's a white guy. That's a white guy. Who's that? Who's that? Who's that? That's a white guy. From a like, what country? Because I haven't heard that. I'm a Brazilian Spanish. Well, it's just, it's just in, in the States to come cabachos. Oh, okay. Yeah. Cabacho means white. So it means like a white boy. It can be English. It can be Irish. It can be whatever. Yeah. You're a white boy, RG. Yeah.
He's not RG. I'm not RG. It's Carl. It's Carl. Or Carl. You're a white boy, Okay. but you're a brown boy. I am next. You look like an Indian. Okay. Let's address that. I am next. Okay. Yeah. So I was raised Mexican, right? Both my parents, right? And my mom passed away last year, and they did the DNA test, all that obviously before she passed.
And my mom was more Irish and European and very small percentage Mexican. Wow. But we're raised Mexican. Now, my dad passed away many years ago. And of course, on his side, we thought he was Mexican, but my sister psychologist, she was saying that we're a certain thing. Sorry, good answer. I'm sorry about your parents. I was saying he was Mexican. Oh, so whatever. It's all over the place. You know? Yeah. I'm sorry about your parents. I don't know what I am,
but I'll tell you one thing, Saki, I'm a fucking model. You are, man. You are. Your parents taught you a lot of good shit, man. Yeah, they did. They did. Thank you. Are you a model? They did. I'm a model. Yeah. God bless your parents, man. God bless your parents. Thank you, bro. Thank you. We're talking. Thank you. Yeah. Yeah. Can't imagine losing my parents to their children. Oh, my God. I never, yeah.
I always felt that way too, but my mom and I were very close because she was so young when she had me and I still grieve her passing. But I got to hold her hand because they had her on machine and they told us they had to turn it off. But she, when I showed up there, I came in and held her hand and asked her, please stay with us.
And she squeezed my hand for one last time and a tear rolled down her right, you know, down their cheek. And then she was gone. So she heard me, you think? No, no, no. I don't know. Did she definitely hurt you? Yes, are you serious? She did. Even though she was unconscious Okay. because she squeezed my hand real weak and a tear rolled down their right eye. That was your mom she heard. So she heard me. Okay. Damn.
Yes. Wow. And then she, then... I'm sorry. I'm sorry. My condolences. Yeah. I'll never forget that. I'm sorry. I never, I never wanted to go to a hospital last year and see my mom like that. I know. Yeah. You never expect that. You know, never. Yeah. And I was literally here at the house, right? At my mom's house where I'm at right now. They're bringing it down
because she was going to be in hospice. So they're bringing all the equipment down. They're showing me how to work that shit because my mom's going to die here at the house. And then my brother called, my brother's the cop, by the way. He called me and he goes, hey bro, he goes, mom just died. I'm like, what the fuck? I'm getting all this shit set up right here. What the fuck? No, no, no. She just died. I'm getting all this shit set up. Bring mom home. They just, she's done, dude. She died. Oh, fuck.
I'm sorry. That's sad. Well, we tried. I'm sorry. Yeah. We tried. But I mean, So we'll see them again. You know, it's, Oh, yeah. Yeah, it's not the, it's not the end of us. It's just. And I feel her sometimes. It's just the end of this physical experience. Yeah. That's all it is. And when I was in ICU. But it still sucks though. But it still sucks though. Yeah. Yeah. But the weird thing is when I went to ICU, and then they put me in after,
I was in ICU for a week because I wasn't supposed to make it. They had me hooked up to machines. Or not fought for my life. Damn. I could even sit up or anything. They had me on a wheelchair. I yelled at them for not putting me on a walker. And they said, You're not ready. I called 911 on them for not getting it. And they said, I was delirious too. I was delirious too. Yeah. So they were asked about it when I left there. And they said, You come along a great way. And they said,
Hey, you want to, Let me tell you what Karen did. She called 911. Because we told him she wasn't ready for walk. I'm sorry. Karet, I ơi next. Are you sure tomorrow you're not going to go on somebody's panel like, He's a fucking weirdo. Oh, Carla, I talked to him. He's like, No, no, I haven't done that before. You, you, no, no, I haven't. Carl, we talk, we talked on this panel before. Did I do that? No.
No, no, no, no, no, I promise. I'm not that type of person. I just go at the idiot. OK. So anyway, listen to this, After I got out of, I see you I was well enough to make it into the physical rehab to learn to get up again because it was bad and I felt my mom next to me in the other bed because they put me in a private two to bed Room and I felt her there Carl every morning
Especially a four o'clock in the morning and she used to wake up at four and I'd look around and it just felt Like somebody was there that that is the spirit of your mom looking out for you Yeah, cuz she always said that she'd always be around with us afterwards and then there was a weird call that we got the AT&T looked into and it was her voice my the
Pastor from the church came to listen to it. My dad recorded it. It was it was on my first birthday after her death And they still have the recording. Wow. So it was never again though after that. It's definitely your mom, you know Never you should be grateful for that, you know for the experience I am I am and my family still has the recording and it was on my first birthday
Because I was falling apart my best friend called me and she said you better go see your family Karen And you know and we're gonna celebrate your birthday afterwards, but you're falling apart over the You know because it was before the call and I said my god She's really dead and this is my first birthday since her death and I shouldn't be here
She should be and my friend told me reach to you know, cuz my family was calling I was ignoring their calls And so I finally went over there to hang out with them for my birthday And I felt better and then as soon as that came home came home It was when they had the call notes for AT&T I saw the light blinking and the first message was her voice and she sounded so far away and she sounded healthy
And so my dad my and my siblings came over and the pastor came and my dad recorded the calling He saved it and my family still has it and then there's awesome my my sisters They have My mom's heartbeat and they put it in one of those like to build a beer kind of things I guess Mm-hmm, and they give me one of them
Yeah, so if I if I click on it, I can hear my mom's heartbeat I guess really see and another thing another thing that happened It was I was on in a rush to go to the store and I'd forgotten my wallet at home And when I got out of the car, I was about it when the parking lot and I realized oh my god I didn't bring my wallet. I got to go back home
And then all of a sudden there's this piece of paper like it looked like a bill, you know And I picked it up. It was a hundred dollar bill And on the back it had my mom's nickname And that was yeah, they're not weird and it was Nickname for Rosario, that's they
I know that's not weird. That's a sign right there. It's a sign Damn and then last year when I was in the ICU, I felt her there And I even heard my pecanis that passed away a few years before that I'd hear him snoring And I thought it was a noise in there and I had them checked for the air conditioning I said it's you know, and I don't know it was weird, but I've never heard that snore again when I came home only there
Yep, my mom my mom used to call me her demon child. You know what she used to say that Next because I was a black magician for seven years. Oh, wow. I was deep in black magic for seven years I don't do it anymore. That's But you have a Oh my god Yeah, and I next I was
That's a person really what what they said the black magic. I've heard of it, but I Want to go into all that I'll tell you what he was summoning demons like he was dirty work for me. No, I don't Like
I wasn't something on demons stop that So like do you put like a caterpillar in a fucking Psyche I was not I'm on you're calling up. It came by month. Yeah
So like a Saki that was a troll chill out. That was a troll. So like do you put a black caterpillar? Oh
Well, he's one of the kings
Saki that was a troll though. I was doing that that came by myself. There was a good black magic. Yeah, you're a witchcraft Fuck you're fucked. Anyways, I next buddy
Yeah But she knew what I was doing and she was cool with it, you know, really yeah, I've heard of black magic. I didn't know
I could do white magic You're right. You're right. I don't even like that term black magic. It's so stupid. You're right about that a squid It's so stupid black magic white magic. It's so stupid. Oh
That's all it comes down to There's like the left hand path in the right hand path in both paths Yin and yang that's what you're right. You're right. You're right. You're right. You're right. You're right. You're right. You're right.
I don't like these colors, you know Because there's there's duality and so like part of like yeah, there is there is as within so without yeah I'm especially in this in this plane right and anything in spirit. You're right. You're right about that. Saki. Saki knows Saki knows. Yeah I don't Saki, you know, bro. I know I know I know that you know Like there's bad stuff and good stuff
Yeah, I mean It's it is intention because you can like, you know, if you want somebody to get sick But then they're like, you know, they're trying to hurt you or something like that and then they're trying to hurt your family They don't make them sick because I mean People just think that Saki is like some like guy that does ai or Um Terrarium Saki knows he knows about the Colton Saki and I respect that I respect that I mean
Yeah, I put a lot of time into studying it and you know, I understand. I understand the way where you see though I didn't study it. I fucking lived it for seven years. I mean, I mean I mean, I also immersed myself in it, but I'll put it down. I did it for seven years ago. Yeah, that's good I mean, I've been I've done My salary turned to 20 38 so like, you know, 15 to almost 20 years
But I've also I've been done here since I was eight years old. So it's like, I mean, so I'm talking about seriously Um, I had the spiritual awakening and I remember. Yeah, I remember saying that that's cool, man. That's really cool Anyway, Saki, when you said that when you when you're doing readings at that age I didn't I I never knocked you for that to myself my own thoughts. I never knocked for that. Hey, uh,
I next are you still there? Yeah, I'm here. Okay. Listen. I used to do a free readings on youtube And I used to use gematria for that I did free readings Listen, listen, I was spot on with my shit. I was spot on What is their readings? Is that like fucking Australia back in 2014 2015 I was doing free readings on youtube with gematria and I was spot on my shit
Gematria and I I didn't sugarcoat that shit. I I said whatever came up, you know So what is your name in gematria? Okay? I can bring out there's a well there's like, you know, there's a lot of systems of like the like the uh, you know To convert the numbers into but if you go to like there's like, you know, I like the jewish system The iguana system, you know website called gematrix.com you can fuck someone in the ass with gematria
Well, let's do squidward. So squidward. Do you want to you can just we can look up the name of squidward or something Yeah Well, 44 You're right, you're right saki, but I I just use like the basic or generic gematria, you know I like chelzian because it's simple, but Just like the basic one a is one, you know, b is two
That's the basic one But I use that as a sniper for like for like media and stuff like the normal For hey numbers don't lie man. Numbers don't lie
After tonight right saki after tonight we're doing squidward This I can do a gematria reading on this and it can explain everything Well, let's look at this here. If we so let's let's for example put alexander melody mayors. Okay, how about that? Scorpio Scorpio's I didn't mentally though. I didn't put it into a fucking website Well, I don't do it mentally. I'm not big of a mouth. So
Look at the equivalent. Look at this. Oh, it's pretty calculus motherfucker. Yeah, what is the equivalent? Oh, six six six right there
Stop saki stuff. Oh, it has it in British your boundary. It's six six six No
I'm reading something dude. Let him talk. Let him talk Jester maxing. Let's see what else it says. I told one god jc told story It says do you believe be do you believe in god? It says, uh, let's see Can't you stop it? I'm looking for
He's just only being k. Uh, she's very neglected saki saki stuff every time. Uh, be exhausted never be
There's no stopping him I don't understand what this is
I'm gonna contact you Yeah, it's peak cartel with an underscore below in the middle What are you part of one of them mixing cartels? No peak Somebody gave me that name. Um A friend of mine and I just needed a new name. So she knows about my peaks that I've grown up with peaks pecanises
And so What do you what do you think about the mixing cartels? There's many of them. What do you think about? I don't know. I mean, yeah, they're dangerous though. It's like damn Like they pretty much take over Mexico. They want to do all they want to do is just make money and have fun You know, I mean, that's all they want to do And that's all and did the sun draw just make money and have fun
Yeah, they have killed people though Yeah, they have to have a lot because they get in their way, but in that I mean Anybody can go to Mexico as a tourist and you're fine. No, no cartel is going to
Welcome tourists because it hops off their country. Okay. No matter what state you go whether it's But you are gone, you know, the one I out here is peak cartel
There's always been a cartel there in Tijuana, right? That the border I don't know. I'm not familiar with Mexico. Um, but I'm the same though that uh, There's pictures of when I was in a stroller right back in what? 78 Maybe 77 and you so much brothers and even after that my parents always took us to D1er, you know, the San Diego
D1er, are you like the first gate drug lord?
Did they kidnap us and did they take us away? Did they behead us? No, they're not doing that shit They're there to make money sound like you but they welcome they welcome the tourists. They welcome tourists are g Are you the first gate drug lord? That's what i'm saying Or no, I mean you don't look like a drug lord I next I have a lot of nephews when I'm in nephews. He's 28. He went out to uh, cancun, right?
Last year that's the first time you ever first time you ever went to cancun and they had a great time And did he did he see cartels out there? He saw some guys they could have been potentially a cartel but But they don't care because they're they're they welcome they want tourists See that thing is that if you're mexican from the states you go to mexico They're gonna know you're mexican, but you're from the states
The cartels are scared of the military. They're like they're not scary at all. They're just They're powerful than the internet Um, but they're powers. They have to pay the military I might if you had a great time my my my mom at the time. She was still alive. She was all worried that he's gonna get The military always destroys them. He stopped watching the news doesn't work like that. You know cartels don't work like that
Can't be random people Own the the military because the military can't do anything Yeah, like if they if they own the military, why would they give them money to not fuck with them? No, but they pay him money. That's why because they're involved in the military Train and these guys are drug addicts. Like most cartel members are drug addicts
Yeah, you know, you're right about that. You're squid. You're right about that And so those guys they're on coke and stuff. Yeah, but those are guys. You're doing the hits though I don't know Like dumb and shit. What do you think fucking military is better these guys? They're just out What military Mexican military? Oh, shoot. I don't know. Yeah, like military will fuck them up
They have they have the cartels half ex military men and women working for them. How about that? Yeah, that's what I heard. I don't know much about it, but I hope they do. No, they do they do they do Um, I next I'm gonna tell you something You got um ex uh green beret and adult force from the united states, right? Yes, who they work for and down there in Mexico. Yes, because
You think cartel members fucking eat good shit. Can you imagine that? Um, Damn, I know. I didn't know. I don't know much about the They do they do Does that mean that they're against their anti-american? No, they're still american, you know, they love america They're gonna make some fucking money. Yeah, plus a lot americans are drug addicts and they make some money through that too
You know, we're here in the states. But but but they go down there with their skills what they've learned through the u.s. government You know, it's u.s. Military uh, where where there's Delta force, you know the delta you got the uh green berets Marines now fuck Marines, but i'm saying these other ones these special forces. Yeah, mm-hmm navy seals I have heard anything about navy seals Maybe some of them, but they go down and they work with some not all of them
But some of them go down and work with these cartels. There's many cartels many cartels But they go down and work with them To show them how to fight they show them how to kill, you know, that's what they do And they get paid good Does that does that mean they're anti-american? No, but they're going down there. It's lucrative. Yeah But columbians and shit like they go to Mexico to fight for the cartel
type shit Like my columbian embryos Go to Mexico and they they fucking fight with them over the last some years like all these Mexican cartels Um, there was cartels and they wanted when I was a kid it didn't ever come after us Didn't reckon that me or my parents and how is that it's ransom? You know, I mean they stay in their lane They're just there to sell drugs and make money and have fun with that money. That's that's all it is
But we didn't we're out there shopping and stuff, you know as a family We're not getting in their lane. You know, I mean, that's just how it is. Yeah So they need no organs as well But but inx is the mainstream media though. They're like, oh, you know how it is It's so okay. We're so we're close to the border. Don't go to tj because they're gonna they're gonna kidnap you All right. There's some area. So they're gonna kidnap you
Yeah, it's not gonna happen. It's not a harvester organs It's not well with the thing is that um inx if anybody says that it's the local gangs But if those games get caught guess what happens to them? They're the bad kill you alive Why are you so scared of the car? Dude, I would just not even care
And I next they want to be hit them alive alive. Are you serious? They'd be hit Damn alive alive. Yeah No, but they chop your limbs off and skin you alive. That's good. They do all that shit when you're alive. Yep Yeah, they're making something And they're recording and they put on the internet they're saying an example you fuck with us. This is what's gonna happen to you No, but it's kind of like uh, it's like a horror movie
They seem to have a lot of power there in mexico though A lot of times the military pretty much like you said working with them are backing them up because they get paid Well, like sometimes they do and sometimes they go like the military's kind of tired of their shit So like they're gonna they're tired Why are you talking about the military? Listen, they're all working
The military has a power retard like what the fuck is wrong with you, dude? No, the military They're sick of them And they're robbing them They're just taking the money The cartels have the power No, they don't they're fucking depending on the region. Yeah, the weekend. Yeah Watch the region We're not the whole country
No, no, no, of course not the whole country in certain regions. Yeah, the cartels have the power There's so many cartels. Are you just gonna be yeah Hey, bro, you're right about that though. Um, yeah The military The mescan army and and uh, the federales and and the cops. Yeah, they will go to war with these Cartels and they'll end up fucking dead or they are working for them. Yeah
But there's so many of them. How are you gonna like? Yeah, there are many of them. Yeah, I know bro. I know They're confused. But see this is not all new though. This should be going on for decades though This should be going on for decades Decades or like the drugs man If people stop using drugs, I mean, I like I was telling INX I mean, I got to show that I got to show that picture INX. I was in a stroller
I was like one or two. Yeah, I want to see that You see my two brothers. You see my parents right there on the corner and if you want to they're there in tj There's a cartel right in there. Yeah, that's that's their region. That's that's their fucking territory How come they didn't fucking take us away? How come they didn't cut my parents head off? You know, I mean they they welcome tourists. They helped out there They welcome that you know, it helps up the the economy for for the
For the country, but they're making a lot more money and selling fucking drugs, you know Not not that they're not selling drugs to other Mexicans. They're selling drugs to the fucking, you know, Americans You know, because that's just going across the borders. That's why Americans that are usually their biggest customer Exactly Don't forget about Europeans. Europeans love that That too broke that too. Yeah, you're right. You're right about that. Yep facts, bro facts. Yep
Yeah, you're gonna get you're gonna get some other Mexicans out there. Yeah, you're gonna like the drugs But I mean mostly they're they're outsider customers. You gotta figure out the account about everyone used to drugs
On earth, uh, I don't know about that man. I'm just saying I mean the last people use drugs. Mexicans use drugs White people it's like fucking Asians do that shit Oh You're right about that. Yeah I annex this whole war on drugs in the United States. It's all a fucking sham. It's a facade
I know why because they're involved in it. They're they're the ones making money though, too off of these people I I gotta send you on link. Um I annexed Where there were there was a black man in southern california, right not too far from me And he was being funded with the money and he's the one who brought crack cocaine his name was Uh ricky freeway bros and
Over the years there was that rapper from I think he was from florida rick ross ross like he stole his spirit Yep, rick ross. He stole his identity Paying homage to this guy. This guy was named ricky freeway ross. Yeah, nobody stole his identity. He fucking Well, you're right, bro. You're right. See yep. See squint nose squint nose. Yep. Yep rick ross But you would put top producer the fucking he did the crack
He made exactly facts bro facts anyways. I annexed he was being funded by the u.s. Government Right with all this money for a crack. I'm really he was he was soundless in LA. It was just boom It just went crazy in like in the mid late 80s and um I came down to it when I guess they were exposed. I'm surprised he went to a federal, um, jail. I'm surprised they didn't kill that guy
But he's still he's still held on to his innocence when he was in a federal jail For those years and he got out. He got out. I gotta send you a link to that shit. You can watch it Yeah, that's interesting. Damn It's fucked up. There's a lot of shit And why why was the u.s. Government doing because they're using that money to fund a guerrilla warfare down there in central and south america See people don't know about that shit. It's all
Yeah, and it involves uh south america too. Yes, you know, it's all over This is all secret wars people don't know about, you know This is this this is why they're doing it one of the reasons because you're using that money to fund those secret wars It's a hush hush. It's a hush hush kind of thing, you know, yeah Yeah
And mostly hush hush here in the states and the other places they they know what's going on over there Yep, yep, and this is back in the days. It's like what over 20 years ago Imagine what they're doing right now and it's doing what's happening now Imagine what they're doing right now I'm surprised that they left the guy alive. I'm surprised they didn't fucking just off him. Yeah Ricky his name is ricky freeway bros Dan
I gotta I gotta send you a link. I gotta check it out. Yeah, I want to see that the links about I don't watch this on youtube This is way before youtube. I watch this it on hbo remember hbo remember the oh, okay? Yeah, remember before remember before youtube of all people know is youtube now, right before youtube Yeah
Yeah, bro, I have yeah, that's fucking nuts, bro. I got fucking good ass fucking memory. Yeah. Yeah, I see squid knows squid knows. Yeah What's it called broken kelvin? Of course, I know i'm a coca. Yeah, I know Bro, we all know You what was it called broken? I like squid. I like squid Yeah
cocaine cowboys cocaine cowboys Stop being shy send her a link fucker. No, you know what? I'll pull it up. I can download Take it take it's link is Take it's link
Next the links that he sends out they have ip grabbers. So click on it. Okay. I peek. Okay. Where am I clicking? I'm on my phone Yeah, I'm not on that click on it. Oh, no, I'm not no I can pull it up myself and there's ip grabbers Don't do it Yeah, damn
Oh, you know what carl? Good people ask me. How do you get that video recorder? I figured something out Um, because a lot of them do cut off if you were not on there recording Um, and I like when I fell asleep But it records until the recording ends because I have that video Of eldo the whole thing was recorded and it's unlisted
Okay, but I like that you need to get I'll show you which one to get and I'll show you how to get it without paying anything It's it's it's thank you a few seconds a little work. It just you know, I figured it out and I was paying money for the other one You're using android, right? Yes, I do use android the thing is that there's a lot of apps They're not on the fucking app store that you can get for free. They do a lot more stuff
You know, they do a search if you know how to if you know how to yeah Yeah, I did and that's the best one that I found and uh, it's the best one And it records when you don't have to be around and it'll shut off when it ends So it's not like the others that it'll stop when you you're off, you know your phone I use it on my phone. I can use it on the computer too It's great recordings and it gets everything you can be sleeping and then just
Thanks. I and eggs I for sure I'm not going to go live anymore because you'll be recording my shit No, no, no, it's just I know that the clips and stuff. I'm not They're recording one. Yeah, I'm scared. I'm scared to go live now. I swear No, you what did you do wrong? You didn't do anything wrong I just play I just play music, you know, I just yeah
And I thought also that it would stop recording because it said it was uh Reported for youtube violation and I thought okay, so maybe it didn't record it when I checked it It recorded the whole thing and to the end where it said thank you Where he says thank you You're cool as fuck. Listen, let me ask you a question So what was see there you go? I'm not dude. I gotta ask you a question
What happened with that that albedo beta thing? It was they had it falling out or they um, I haven't even watched the whole thing It says it's two hours and 16 minutes long. I just checked the beginning and I'll share it with you. It's it's it's in uh It's unlisted. I'd have to send you the link and and you could see it so but nobody else can unless they have the link Do you upload that shit to your google drive away?
No, I put it on my youtube unlisted. It's it's on and the app keeps it you can keep it on your computer It's on your computer From your device though, you say different phones. So obviously you have to stay down your google drive or just on your on your uh internal No, and on that app in that app, but it saves it to to my computer of my phone too of computer Yes, it does save it. All right next please stop. Uh, let me ask you a question again
So I asked you and you you said that you you went back to recording that that live But i'm asking you what happened with that falling out what happened before that you had to hurt something I hadn't watched it yet. I had all this other shit going on, but I have it I just checked at the beginning to the end and I clip other
Shows too, but I found that that was reported for violation and it's still it recorded everything So I guess it was taken down after it ended But but it grabbed it grabbed the whole thing and I sent the link to a couple people on on Psyche's panels and one of them If I put the link there's no ip grabbers
No, there's none. Oh, you know what? I use ip vanish and that changes your ip to different countries So I use that for protection like when I And that's like a water down like vpn, right? Yeah, vpn vanish is the best one and they have a deal right now It was 89 dollars for a year No, just stop that's just you're paying for a piece of my naked ship anyways
No, it's the best one it changes your ip Okay, it's just It's you just paying for a piece of mine. If they want to find you they'll find you as I'm saying No, they don't not with that not even when I was illegally downloading movies. That's why they never found me Got you got you. I'm recording right now. No, we got him. We got him. No. No. No. No, this is not a
We got him. We got him. This is sting operation. We got him boys Okay, what else are you next to us? We got him. We got him. We got him Do you want to know what happened with that? Eldo curl, please please share more inex. Yeah, because I didn't watch it yet. Like I said, I got busy and I got these To Please tell more about this illegal activity inex. We got him. We got him
Yeah, no, they can't find you they can't find you
Because somebody I know got in trouble and and at&t Banned them from there and then they went to infinity and then they got caught there too And I I gave him the ip and now he's using it and and like one time I had it off and they caught me and they gave me a warning And so I made sure to keep keep the ip vanished
But then recently recently I got caught again and they didn't do shit I next I'm gonna ask you a question. I meant be kind of forward But I mean whatever I'm just putting myself out there. What is your last four digits of your social? Thank you I'm not gonna give that out 0000 Damn it
Okay, I'm sorry. Okay, no psyche. What are you gonna say? What was the point up between Eldo and Bita? On Bita's show like one day Somebody came up with like a picture that's supposedly Eldo's face And it was like a really like weird ugly face and like he got started getting mad But then um and then so but then and then she kept him up They kept the person up there But then he came up and he started like to switch this picture around and she kept kicking him off
And so he got he could be getting annoyed and then he started putting her picture up where she is like Unflattering photos and stuff and she kept kicking him down And then eventually she unmodded him and like kicked him off the panel And so he started his own panel after like a year of not doing panel And it's like he called Bita like a witch and he's like oh wow And um and so that was that I mean it's like he was a couple hour panel But so basically just blowing up proportion Yeah
He was going to do five parts and zea called him out on it yesterday saying uh, what happened to the five parts You know that he's a flip flopper and then peb said his real name because she said we're going to use the The video and uh, and and also See then she docks his name and she said she'll put his name out there Then she's going to put his name out there if he tries to uh privacy Eldo's a doctor. Okay. We all know that
But guess what your doctor eventually you're going to get doctor yourself. He got docks That's what i'm trying to tell you the peb says if he tries to privacy strike Them sharing the live then they're going to put his name out there and he knows that so he can't I recorded that too. I I've heard I've heard the the trucking company that he works for instead of Philadelphia
Yeah, his name's out there all his information is out there to me that that's your oven to me and that's just That's his business. That's good. That's his business, you know I don't go I don't go searching for that kind of shit. I just hear it. I'm like, okay But to me that's the revenue because I don't care about people's personal lives. You know, yeah, right? This is online. This is banter stuff. We just come here to chill banter, you know
But that's ridiculous that he he helped pebs and she was on her live yesterday saying oh, he's not gonna Private strike it because we we have his real name and then she was saying his real full name. It's like Yeah, that's fucked up. Yeah, that is that is Yeah, that that's that's shady right there. That's shady Yeah
So they were playing the whole thing, but I haven't watched the whole thing yet But I haven't it's unlisted if you want to watch it. I'll give you the link only you can see it You know because it's only I'm I'm sorry. I'm sorry We got it. We got it like a walk away from this. We're too old for this shit honestly Yeah, and it's great. It's crazy. It's just I mean it doesn't matter what age you are plus I look younger than
You know my age Yeah, the doctor even with doctor when you go to sleep when you go to school Yeah, when you listen when you go to sleep, you're thinking about the shit when you wake up You think about the shit just Oh, and I don't that's why I sleep good and that's why I don't want to be involved like I was before It's like, you know think about it and and like my best friend pointed out
It's like the end you get triggered and made me shut off the phone one time and we all went to keema I left my phone at home and I had a great time. I didn't even think about let's check my phone or whatever You know, we got buzz You get triggered in with her doctor. Yes No, I hadn't I wasn't I'm not doxing. I did before but
Yeah, no, it's just triggering. It's just bullshit and they're just trolls and these are people that matter to me in my real life You know in real life. I have better people But we're talking about people online that I understand is it's it's a bruise. It's a bruise your ego It all it is. It's just an ego clash. It's just banter. Yeah Yeah, it's just crazy Even if you pass that it's just banter. It's just all I should that's true
Then enter the community. That's just how it is, you know, and that's why you hang on to your real life friends and family Facts facts and I really had a great time I didn't even think about checking my phone because you know you get used to checking your messages and stuff We really had a good time and we were out there on the boat and at kima and They get mad. Did you have good mexican food or what?
What did you have did you have any good mexican food on your birthday? Actually, yes minuto my best friend and her mom My mom made minuto really? Oh, you know what? My mom made it too and she was from bolivia and they she made it better than the mexican minuto
Never and I had a friend of mine that was from Mexico and she was going to make it and then my mom ended up making it And my friend was surprised and she said damn. This is better than the mexican minuto Never and it's like I asked my mom. I said, well, how did you learn to cook this and You know, yeah, but that right there
You're that's all love and respect right there for different cultures. Hell. Yeah, you know those have very good soup. It really is Mm-hmm Yeah, that's it was weird because my friend was going to cook it and never my mom just went ahead and did it herself And it was it turned out better Nice nice, and I didn't even know I've never had minuto in south america
Okay, but so this is the first time when your mom made it that yeah the first time. Yeah, and she made it How'd you like it? I'm telling you it was delicious Hell, yeah, hell, yeah She added little potatoes in it and it was just even my friend The mexican she was like surprised and she said wow because she was it came over to cook it
And my mom ended up doing it Hell, yeah, yeah, I was surprised because she'd never made minuto before Mm-hmm. Did you did you have it with any type like flour or? Corn tortillas or no Yes, she had the the flour tortillas Yeah, nice She had everything there and she never made that before I was surprised because she even said she was gonna make
It you know my friend brought some you know parts You know things to cook the minuto with but my mom added her own stuff and it was No, no inx, you know you can go to any like local like supermarket. You can buy the minuto. Oh, yeah Oh, yes, they do it in like at walmart Yeah, they have those big cans sometimes I get it Yeah, I mean it's a minuto
But it's not the same though. It's not the same. No, it's not the same. It's it's different You know, but it's still kind of good. It is good. It's better than regular canned american soup You're ready about that
I'm high five eating right now. I'm high five. Yeah, that's why if I consider that I get that it's like I get candles. No, I'm getting the minuto You're funny, kid. I was like, fuck, I can't take care of you next. You're funny. You're funny You're funny. Yeah, I respect that though. I respect you. Yeah
And and you know what I didn't learn too much about cooking because we always had help and since my dad worked for mobile oil they always provided cooks and and Stewards if they're milk cooks and they and yeah, it was weird. I'm nannies all of that I didn't even know how to use the microwave I
Dad is completely understandable. Yes. Yeah, I didn't understand. I remember another friend But it was a boarding school and she didn't know either in her and she was from uh, her her dad was With the oil business too. Both of us didn't even know how to use it You know, they had us try to use the dishwasher to learn You know, and we looked at each other like what the fuck
Exactly and they were like you guys are spoiled kids from all companies and you don't know shit It's like no because we had everything done for us Let me let me put this into perspective. I'm pushing 50 right now. Okay Yeah, and you're about 60
I just turned 66 like you're like princess diana. We were born on this on the same day july 4 He's turned 66 and and and yeah, I made it and um Look and the little what happened to her Congratulations, that's why my mom loved princess diana because it's the birthday and plus my mom's ex who actually became president
Bolivia in 1993 he was born on my birthday too and He told me that when I had to be the one to tell him about my mom passing away Wow You know and it was weird because he said he only knew of me. He didn't know about my siblings But yeah, july 1st. So, you know, that's but and I don't even look my age and people get shocked
And good for you even the new doctor that I had she brought her staff and Uh, look at her. How old do you think she is and it was embarrassing, you know, she was
You take care of yourself though. Yeah, yeah, but plus I guess bolivian and my mom always looked young And so did my dad though. He was american. He didn't have uh, his he didn't have gray hair the only gray he had with His thigh burns your butt stays over fox. I swear And and and like my friend when she saw my dad when we had a tropical storm and they had to come help me out of here and
And she saw my dad and she said who is that guy? He's nice looking. He's a good looking guy. Who is that? And I said that's my dad and she hit the brakes hard and she goes what She said how old is he and I said he's he's 80 and she goes. Oh my god. She goes. He looks like he's in his 60s Wow, you know, so maybe because of him and he's full american. Uh, he was scottish and and uh, english
Okay, so yeah, so we look young except for my brother who's a year younger than me He looks older and my sister kind of makes fun of him What's your brother's name and where does he live? Um, he lives in katie, texas. I'm not gonna say his name He does very well for himself though. He's just got a new corvette and his wife hates it because you know, they got kids
And good for him. Mm-hmm But they have separate scv or you know for them, but he loves his corvette I'm gonna contact you on instagram. I'm gonna share everything with you Mm-hmm. Okay. Yeah, you couldn't hit me up on there and and then I'm gonna send you the video When I talk to people on instagram, I'm an open book. I'll share everything. Yeah Yeah
Yeah, sometimes you got to be careful. Look at these nuts
I can see it right now. I can see right now. Yeah, I face time with somebody there and then they posted it But it's a good picture because even norCal was saying wow, you look great and yeah, I look young for my age So i'm lucky Okay, let's talk let's talk about norCal real quick. Okay, you know, you've known you've known norCal longer than I have, right? Well, I didn't know him
I see him as a troll and I think he got kicked by dx and he just hits on everybody and he just got real Kind of weird on ig and okay, and so I blocked him Can I can I share something real quick? Go ahead so when Mimi came back to this community, which I didn't know she was going to do that, right? Mm-hmm after that breakup
Um, she was saying all the stuff about me, but whatever. Okay fine So she started to go live and have panels right to post these dumb bucks, right? And I wasn't there though, right? I'm I'm still living was it was people call real life, right? so She told me that norCal joined one time, right?
Mm-hmm. Now I want somebody to clip this what I'm about to say She said one time norCal joined and he was flashing his cock in the back in the back. Are you serious? I put them at their parents. Yeah, he tries to hit on everybody He he and I know my my my lady she would never lie about that, you know No, she was in line. He got weird on me too
But she ended up letting him up, right? But she didn't contact him on instagram and hit him up like how fucking dirty your soul you fucking cocked Isn't that and he never replied to her? Because he's a drunk and that's why he was off for a while trying to get himself together And he thinks nobody knows it has this information and his daughter's information and they do already But
Yes, you're right. You're absolutely right now. You guys stand from my position now We weren't together for five weeks, right? We were broken officially But me knowing my woman how she is. I know she was still in love with me. We just weren't together But I know that she does not allow that shit. She's not like that You know, I mean and for this sick fuck norCal to do that shit. Are you fucking serious? Oh boy, she's
What what are you trying to do? What are you trying to do? And and then she went behind the scenes on instagram and she called him out and she said he never replied She told me all that stuff. Yeah, he'll do that when you shut him down Plus he was gone for a reason and he's worried about his kid because look at how nasty he gets on on Dms with women So that's why he took off he disappeared and plus he had a drinking problem
He had to take care of so that's the reason he's gone for a while Wow Then he comes back with this bullshit and he can't stand it when you block him or you know shut him down He's just a weird guy. So I did a video on him A year ago and blasted him out and his picture is everything and He left me alone and then he then he disappeared for a while Yeah, I know about norCal like four or five years ago
But I mean we fast-forward to like now like recent like really early this year him doing a shit with my lady Although we were broken up. I mean Yeah, he's a really cool face and back and forth with everybody I got fucking gonna flash your fucking cock and then you turn your camera up to join The issue was telling those he didn't do that to me though. He didn't flash anything just
But she was I don't know if that was that Michael listen, but you actually bringing up though Have you bring up you think it was showing him showing his cock is either that or it's not We're fucking gonna stick for this guy But she didn't tell me as time went on she did message him on instagram And she did come out on that shit and he never replied of course He's like really and and she went live a couple of times and people were telling me
I well, I saw k because she was laughing and she said she's over there tagging inx who ignored her and Didn't can't didn't go on there and she laughed Because I don't know me me. I heard that she was tagging me It's like who is that and I just stayed away. It's like I wouldn't get a bother joining some strangers. No My lady was cool. She she didn't know anything about the community. She's not, you know
Oh, okay. Yeah, because I they showed me she tagged me. It's like what for I don't know who that is Yeah, she didn't I found out about her. Yeah, she didn't know anything about the community. You know Yeah, but she was being I don't know I don't know why she tagged me because I didn't know you guys or anything So I don't know what was going on and then And I'll see I'll see my next you didn't see me there at all, right?
I'm not full or retarded. You didn't see me anywhere though. Whether on panels or in chat. I was not there No, yeah Yeah, yeah, it's not so yeah, I just didn't know her but she happened to be and then crystal trying to You know support or whatever because she was being fake And I hope but I think maybe made me open log to her crystal answer type this fucking weird ass fucking bitch, right?
Mm-hmm. This Korean nigger. I'm sorry psyche. I guess yeah she's a type that Given the chance she was trying to um try to intervene with somebody's engagement or marriage. She was trying to break it up That's disgusting. He does that and in real life. That's why this is online though And this is somebody online and she don't give a fuck And it's an ego booster. It's an ego boost and she's very selfish
Very and then she deletes her parts of the the DMs because um her The ex-friend she had Hey, Curso and um, you have talked to Mimi lately bitch. No because she has you blocked this. She has you blocked I thought so. Yeah, that's what they said Mimi blocked her Hey, everybody does q doesn't want anything to do with her
She was a fake crying and you're saying that her mom was dying or something her mom is fine She does this for attention And that's why he didn't want shit to do with her. He called her out and she said well Can we talk in private and that's what she'd do with with with all of us? I found a text from her where she says, please call me. I'm crying. I mean, you know, and I posted
I I see you're you're right about that because I saw the DMs Um, I had access. Uh, yeah, I didn't ask her but she gave it because for transparency, right? She gave me access to her to her IG. I saw all the the DMs between her and these other fools, you know Yeah, see that's how desperate she's and then she calls you immediately She doesn't leave people alone because she doesn't have real life friends
She doesn't even know her neighbors and she's full of shit. She's so narcissistic And her mom is fine and then all of a sudden she just wanted attention because she doesn't see real life People in real life. She lives on the internet On discord and they even showed videos of her Um talking herself in her sleep with her phone on on discord and it was one of the guys that she brought home
And he recorded her Damn And it's like her whole life is the internet and she's not supposed to be on and that she does what she wants and she yells It kind of sounds like beta. I'm just saying just saying Mm-hmm Wow, yeah, but I don't think beta means streets are family like that or it goes over there screaming No, I'm just saying about like living online though. Yeah, it's sounding like beta though
Mm-hmm that that part that part Yeah, and she uses beta because she doesn't have anybody because she talks shit about beta behind her back And she thinks she's gonna take her channel and take over And she wasn't the only one that reported salmon with the chrysalis by the way chrysalis. Yeah Mm-hmm And then and then she's trying to take credit for salmon losing his channel
She couldn't do shit to me and she'd always beg us. Hope we move this It said everybody reported him including kate and his channel was taken down It was all front. It was all front. Yeah, and then she says that she can bring it back and kate called her out And she said there's no way with to s violation. The channel is gone And so and and she posted her her crystal status saying I can bring it back
And so she deleted her status because she's full of shit You know she hates being called out and then q told the truth that she bugs him too much and she was begging him It's important. I need to talk to you and he goes you can talk to me on panel I'm not talking to you off panel. You know, he's not they're not friends He made that clear. Yep. Yep Yep
But I don't know she's bad. She's crazy and I can post all this stuff on her that she couldn't do anything about So she'd beg me to take them down I next you see you see how invested you are in this stuff And I know I think I was I'm done. I'm I ignore her right now, you know But not I was but but everything I was next I mean
We're working order listen working. Yeah. Yeah, this is unnecessary stress and shit It is right. It is so I'm trying to ignore it and I'll do is Right, but tonight and I know lately. Yes, because I did Yeah, I did great Yeah, I did I did great the last the couple weeks before because I did stay off and stuff now
We've been having nothing but rain and storms and I think we're gonna have a tropical storm this summer So it sucks. It's like then I'll get on and yeah, I should if anything maybe just watch a movie or download like I used to How about this? I'm giving you some advice. How about you just walk away? I'm walking away too. I mean, I have Yeah, you know what? Yeah, you're right We're gonna we're gonna have a beautiful life together. You do your thing
I mean, I commend you what you're doing for the pets. I love animals. Oh my gosh. I love animals so much I do too on a lover man. I next I'm not showing you. I really do love animals My my lady when she was here for uh for three days. She saw how I treated my my little babies my little dogs and stuff Um, she knows I'm the animal lover. Listen How about oh my gosh, look at this guy look at this guy
Oh Oh And where I moved to they they have a gym now. I needed to join it I was gonna uh the gym that I was going to they they they shut it down or whatever Or no, they moved it to way outside the other side of town, which is far Well, when we talk behind the scenes, I don't know where you're at and you don't know right man
Yeah, and then I went ahead and bought a bike again. I used to do Oh, that's very good. I used to do bike-a-thon. Get into cycling get into cycling. Oh, I did. I was I used to be involved in bike-a-thon since high school Be before before these electric fucking bikes fucking bikes. You know what the fuck? Fuck yeah You go ahead. I like the bicycle
I got me a new uh new mountain bike because I left the other one at the other apartment when I moved But the doctor said I have to wait a full year before getting on the bike. Everything else. I'm great What is doctor's orders or is it? Well, yeah, because remember I couldn't get up and walk almost died last year and they had You sound fine right now though. Oh, I am fine now. I can do everything else. I work out now
And it's just a bicycle. They said that's a lot. That's too soon. They said wait till september You're bright, but so is this where you're right? I'm gonna try it doesn't mean I'm gonna Or is this I next orders, you know, I mean the doctors Fuck that you you gonna let them dictate your life Take it back. Yeah. No because I don't I'm not on a walk or anything I even gave that away to this guy that helped me out With some
Yeah, so I'm out there. I'm tanned again. I go to the pool I'm able to work out and I use the bicycles in place there But as far as the regular bike what what especially Since I I get dehydrated easily they said because of my right kidney and So they worry about that because one time I didn't drink any water for three days
And I started getting dizzy again and I was worried about falling again. Yeah. Yeah, but other than that. I'm great I'm feeling great, but I got the bike and so the doctor got And she said it's not a year yet. You're you're doing too much too soon Let me ask you a question. When was the last time you had like a good beer or a good drink? Uh on my birthday we went out and had margaritas
When was this a few days ago on the first Good for you And then and then again, uh at my friend best friend's place and her mom was there showing me the cats that they need adopted And I I did a video of her mom showing the cats One of them already On July 1st of your birthday. Yeah
And you what you're 66 so I can figure out I just turned 66 and I'd look way younger just like my parents look down for their ages Okay So yeah, and I feel great. I'm active. We got him. We got him You Don't don't share too much information. Please. No, I mean other than that. I'm happy. So you're right about this bullshit This youtube everything else is fine even facebook
But I don't need to be on like that so much because it's not the Covid anymore though It's like go back to real life like before you're right. You're right And keep up with my health because I didn't know any of this bullshit I had youtube for music, but I didn't know there were communities and not until g I had me You know she wanted me to protect her against this guy named ganville
And that's why I got involved at first. It was like, why are you so so much on this shit? I'm sending you movies and you're talking about gamble and lives and And then all of a sudden I got pulled in and look at where it got me Yeah, exactly You know, so you're right because I'm happier without it when I'm not on there Okay, right there right there right there you right now INX you is put in perspective right now
So in hindsight, where did it get you? I think where you're right now? Look at it And you're still I'm back into the shit. Yes back into the shit And I gotta take care of my my cats or the babies you're going at it with with um, brennan q You're going at it with inx this crystal and I'm inx
You mean uh, no no barb Sawyer is a flip flopper. She hates the ex-friend But whoever it is, I'm just saying that you went yeah, they stay away, right? Yeah, just ignore How about you can like like your friends say you can like turn off and walk away? Yeah, and and and I need to do that because again There I was getting involved with this shit fighting alex back, but she's nobody to me, you know
She's a complete stranger She was never a friend and she flip flops more than anybody These are people online you will never and yeah, and they don't have real lives or real life friends I've posted some videos with my friends You know because one of them went at this stream are yelling at him when we were at
Sam's boathouse and they were done in a place. Um, okay. Um, I next okay um I'm Younger than you but I'm getting up there. How about we both make it packed. How about this? How about we walk away from this and never come back? How about that? You know what you're right? I Like he went with psyche But sucky loves it though. He loves that the content though
Well, you know, here's what I love. I love like, you know, I like I like having fun and like Having good friends and not like just getting caught up in the drama But they're not friends though psyche It's like every one of them are a piece of shit and they're involved in some kind of way and And it just gets you further further into this bullshit. I can explain the talk, please And I know we had we had we did some fun talks like this like, you know, it's a good group
Like it's like where we like are not fighting. It's like that's not like we we like each other And so it's like or we just have a conversation and this is so there's good aspects to it The bad aspects that are getting caught up in like doxing or getting caught up In uh, and like, you know, all the drama are fighting and infuse and stuff like that Which should happen, but there's a lot of good socialization that can happen there and
True. Yeah, so I don't know That's how you use it, you know, just like magic, right? It's like, you know, you can use it for good or evil, right? Yeah, like Couple friends that they they're you know, crystal keeps calling them out because they blocked her for for a long time I mean, they don't want anything to do with the internet
And we become really good good friends and the internet was affecting that with the bullshit So they don't want any part of that and I agree with them I I I next I gotta ask you a question. Are you a woman of your word? Yes, I am But this internet stuff, I mean the youtube stuff. That's the other thing I need to drop. That's that's the issue
Okay. Okay. So, okay. So listen, I'm a man of my word too. Okay So how about okay, I'm pushing 50 you say you turn 66. Congratulations. Okay. Yeah And happy late birthday. Okay. Thank you. Listen. Listen How about we both the walk ramp is walk we make a pack right now you and I are next You're right Because you have your whole life ahead of you and so do I
Right now, I'm lucky I'm here Right now you can let all that shit go you're involved in everything you said to me is the fucking bullshit Stop, please stop all that shit. No, but I'm saying I'm lucky to be alive because I I almost died at age three The first time and then 20 by overdose and then and then last year
And and so with that being said and I'm still here And like you said because in both that being said why allow this unnecessary stress and all this bullshit in your life Right. Yeah, that's what my best friend said after everything you've been through Why would you know why be around toxic people? You choose remember you choose Exactly you choose
Yeah, bless you. How about you? How about you choose something better for you? And I'm I'm choosing I mean, I'm guilty too. I'm here right now How about I choose something better for me and you choose something better for you? How about that? Yeah, I want to get back into uh So, so how about we make it back right now? Let's do it Right now Right now
Go blood out. I'm 49 right now. I'm pushing 50 you're 66 you can write your license, you know happy late birthday Listen, um, I next uh, I don't I don't call your name. Um Listen, how about we both move away from the we're too old for this shit Honestly, we are right right and and we're here still here and we're healthy But you
You love this shit though. No, no, I don't like it. I just You're you're still You were invested too. You're invested too. I'm not doing that to behind the scenes. So what's up? Please start. Oh, okay. Yeah, you're right lately. Yes. I know don't need to fight back a complete stranger. That's nuts What?
I'm I'm I'm thinking now because uh friends real life friends told told me the same thing because they're not involved in it Like that if we make this pact if you go we're making a pact right now right now Fucking swear I next I fucking swear if you go back on this I'm I'm As in
No, no, don't don't sit. Don't sit. Please. No, I'm not that. No, I would never hurt myself. I've got too many for Don't even say that. Why do you say that? I'm not I'm not even thinking that. Yeah It's just like I just If you go against it, your words are not good. That's I'm saying. Yeah. Yeah, you're right But you gotta do it for yourself though. Honestly. Yeah, I'm doing it for myself my family and my big friends
Listen to your friends off on this shit off like fuck all this online show. Look at to your your real friends Yeah, they get mad, especially my best friend. She's sick of it Yeah, she said that's not you and then why are you letting these idiots that you don't even know affect you And stop doxing people Okay, um, I haven't I didn't dox anybody lately. Who did I dox?
But you have but you have I have in the past and that was years ago during covet I don't do that anymore. Okay. Okay. So I'm just saying this is how about we both make it back I'm pushing 50 you're 66. Yeah, I can listen. Happy late birthday. How about we both make it back right now Let's do this I really wish somebody's good. Yeah, okay. You like to record you better record this shit right now
No, I'm not recording. I don't record when I'm on a panel. It's it's Wow He's keeping this maybe I'll I'll record it afterwards, but not right now. I'm not on panel and I'm trying to get my youngest So would you put that on your your past ones would you put that on them?
What's that on the past? What would you put that on your past loved ones that passed away? Where now we're making impact, right? Okay I put right now. I put right now. I'm senior. I put that on my past my past loved ones That I'm gonna I'm gonna leave this shit for good You know what you're right. I need to because it's only on youtube
You know and facebook I don't even use that much. I post my my pets and uh, rescues I can still I can still talk to on instagram but not about this fucking bullshit. Yeah, not this It's youtube is bullshit. There's too many trolling. I swear to fucking god I next have you contact me on instagram about this community. I'm gonna fucking rage, you know Yeah, no, I thought I we're making a pact right now and
And you're doing better than I am because you're you're hardly on and you're not in the middle of this bullshit Yeah, thank you. Thank you Okay, so we're making a pact right now We're making a pact right now I want everybody to hear this. Does that do you feel good about this? I can't I can't force you you've got to be willing I'm willing. Yes Okay, so we're both making a pact right now. We're gonna leave this shit right now
when we're not come back And I'll come back and I'll only use it to listen to music sometimes No, no, really No, I'm serious. I don't want part of the communities. I'm I'm Deleting all of them And just keeping my music Okay, can I can I call you by your name? I I'll tell you my name
Can I call you? Yeah, that's fine. The thing is carl. I used to have youtube from 2014 It was only for music and stuff. It was jean. Lovely that pulled me in. I didn't know there were lives and community You're gonna come to youtube you're gonna play music I understand there's a lot of there's a lot of stuff we can do on youtube besides this shit, right? Yeah, music movies But listen though, you're gonna get the itch you're gonna get that you're gonna get
No, not not anymore because it's it's it's affecting like My best friend who hates it and doesn't like
No, I do I do so I'm listening listen. How is affecting you though? Because it triggers me with this bullshit and I don't need that when I'm away. I feel great Like right now my focus is getting my youngest cat to be friendly with the the baby cat I took in and it's working today. They hung out together
But the baby the baby new rescue. She doesn't know how to play with toys. She's she's she's a feral baby No, I annex you're you're you're a grown woman. Okay. I'm not I'm not i'm gonna blame you. This is publicly. This is not beyond the scenes. Okay We we're both making a pact right now. Okay We're making a pact. He's a warlock Warlock by the way
And I never took that title back then but whatever yeah You're funny you sucky sucky you're funny bro. You're funny. Thank you. Thank you for you this guy But does it feel right for you? I mean, I'm not forcing you No, I feels right because I'm not playing to make money off of youtube
And I just wanted back the way it was to do my favorite music that I'd listen to sometimes or some of the shows that you know Like steve loco's those are interesting shows, but I'm gonna go Yeah, I swear to god If I see you pop off on any fucking panel or in chat, I'm gonna go
No, I'm gonna unsubba out from everybody that's that's in this
Oh, you know what? Yeah, no, really Think about this this is gonna be very liberating and I want I want these drama idiots to unsub from me I mean they're subbing for a drama again. You can't stop him. You can't stop them But yeah, this is gonna be very Liberating for you if you do this right now, you know what? You're right. You're right
I'm gonna unsub from everybody. The only thing I'm gonna keep around is Um, you know, like I swear to god I swear to god Or maybe just move it to my other channel that I made because my family No, no, my brother told me to Because I'm on the premium family list or whatever and he sees this shit going on And he told me to just leave this account
Go to that one and see and your brother and what does your brother tell you it's this bullshit, right? Exactly. Yes, because he sees a lot and he got you got your own sibling. You got your friends telling you Hey, I next I'm gonna say This is bullshit, but you're still involved. I understand Yeah, so but but but there's a part of you that still wants to be invested in this shit
No, I don't need this Carl. You're right. Listen, but listen, I've been on this pen for like three hours When I want to come on you were talking about this and then I'm like, oh my god But now you made me realize it, you know, it's it's fucked up and I need to listen to my family and and friends No, no, no, no, no, no stop stop. You got to listen to yourself
I am listening to myself Carl and I'm serious though and the only reason I I have the other channel still is It's it's I don't have any of these people on there. There's no drama or anything And I'm moving the music that I like that I added to this channel to that And you know, I'm just really done with this. There's a lot of crazy people that lie
Listen, listen, listen, you know you. Okay. I don't know you but you know you Okay, I know and I'm telling you what I'm gonna do. Okay. I'm sick of it You know, I work for you and what doesn't work for you, you know, you're having this and this net And this has been working for me. I ended up getting sick last year though, too And I gotta remember I got I got I got more life in me and I gotta take it serious
All the stress right from and all this bullshit from this community imagine how it's gonna wreak havoc on your health And you know what you're right You're you're right and then the two friends that crystal brings up. They're done with the two That's why you don't see them on panels anymore And they're happy and one of them is always out with her husband her son and doing real life
And she doesn't even know what's going on most times. It's like why she brought up and You know, she told me the same thing. It's best to leave like I have because they've been away from it Yeah, and that's you know focused on real life real friends And look at this. I barely know you right look at look at the sign of vice. I'm giving you
I'm not forcing you. This is publicly right now. I'm just not behind the scenes. It's ain't sacred shit. This is publicly right now I'm giving you some advice And it's a good advice. Carl. You're being real and I'm not I'm not twisting your arm You're no looking you're looking at the big picture and hindsight and stuff like where you in where you're at right now And you know you determines the rear you determine for yourself. Yeah
Yeah, no, you're right because I don't need this shit. Everything was great before covet and look at what there you know This bullshit. It's just I don't need this Especially when my family members are telling me the same thing Yeah, I'm done So I just don't want them to borrow. We're making a pack. I fucking swear I'm saying as and we're on live right now and I'm telling you this is it
We're making a pack right now. Mm-hmm Hey, is anybody ever done something before? Huh? Has everybody ever made a pack with you like this? No, no, I've never made a pack before but what you're saying is You and I are doing right now. Yeah, so we're doing it as of right now I swear to I swear to fucking god. I'm going to message you on instagram
Yeah, if you if you mention anything about this community, you are fucking done. You're done Oh, no, I don't mention it there at all on ig. I don't have I block all the youtube people from adding me It's it's private. No discord either. I don't fuck with discord Oh, I don't do discord anymore either. I left it my point is that I want you to stand on your word as a woman And I'm telling you I'm going to you know, I've thought about this and
Now if it's coming from my own family and my best friend Have that self-respect, you know Yeah, where's have this ever respect? I gotta go back to how it was before covid before g I got me involved in this bullshit because it's been nothing but a nightmare since There you go. There you go. You know, so you're right. I feel great without it like today I had a good day with you know, the kid and I'm still
Uh, you know, she's getting along now with the other cat and I'm happy about that and She needs to learn to play with Yeah, so I'm gonna focus on that that is so commendable. That really is good for you Yeah, and then we have a male cat outside that I'm gonna I need to get fixed because we don't need him Impregnating these other female cats. So that's my focus Yeah
So, yeah, but you're right and yeah, I'll talk to you on id I know I fucking swear if you go back on your word. I fucking swear. I am no No, that's what we're saying is publicly Well, so what's gonna happen behind the scenes when people start to harass you about shit in the community and this and that You're gonna get they can't they can say my name because I don't want to be around to see it
So why am I going to get triggered? I've moved. I'm happy And I'm happy with what I'm doing and also the support from my neighbors and community and you know, I that's what I need to So whoever you're going at when I when I come across tonight, whoever you're going at just let it go Yeah, you're right. It's it's it's it is it's bullshit and they have no lives
I mean they're on 24 7 doxing people and talking shit. So I don't need to be part of that facts and I don't need that It's just in that shit. Mm-hmm It's not real life. Like, you know, you're friends. You just told me you explained yourself. You had your friends over Yeah, they got mad. Yeah No, no, no those are friends. These people line your family too. Yeah, but these people like they're not your friends
They'll never be your friends Exactly, they're not they're just trolls and liars and flip floppers and I'm done. I learned my lesson No, especially with alex with what she's doing. So you're right. I don't need that shit in my life Yeah You know, I even joined that kiwi farms. I'll go ahead and uh delete myself. So yeah, I don't need that
That's more drama because they already got rid of somebody. Yeah, I don't I don't need that So you're right, you know, and I'm gonna do this. So as soon as I get off of here I'm just gonna go ahead and unsub from everybody And You better send You'll see proof
You know, you you said your mom passed away Yes Put this on on your mom right now. Mm-hmm on my mom You put this on your mom. Yes on my mom. That's in heaven that hopefully I see soon I mean, I miss her so much That you're doing this, right? Yes
And I put this on my dad parents and I'm doing this right I'm done with this and I'm gonna do it for my mom Messages messes me on instagram. Okay. Oh, I will I will but I'm not on it right now, you know, but I'll Not right now. Stop. Oh tomorrow. Yeah, I'll be here. You could do like three months from now I just have to get right now. Yeah. Yeah, I'll hit you up. But you know, I'm on grand illusion on instagram. Okay
Grand illusion. Okay. Well, you got my name peak cartel with an underscore in between p e k e underscore cartel C a r t b l pretty high tech as pretty high tech Yeah, you'll find me because I I couldn't find you last time A few months ago. So yeah, so it's you'll find me and you send me a request. It's private I
Listen, listen, we're both adults. We're not these younger dumb fucks. Listen, we're making we're making a pack right now. Okay We're making a pack right now If I go to sea and if I wake up tomorrow and I I happen to know because you know what carl my mom My mom if I see you doing a blow if I see you doing a blow up like brandy q or this name No, no, no because you know what my mom was my best friend in the world, you know
And she saved my life when I was three and when I was 20 and You know and she's gone So I'm you know, she's probably listening because she's always around and yeah I'm doing this for her too because she she wouldn't want this either Well, even with that being said and look at the latest bullshit been for the last month You think your mommy like that? I don't think so. No, she wouldn't Yeah, no, I fucking swear
I next I want to say your name, but but this means I'll call you I'll address you by your name and you know my name, but yeah, I swear I next if I fucking tune in tomorrow And I don't I don't do all the time, but I tune in now. I see you doing uploads You're on a fucking panel. No, I'm a brandon or as andro. I'm gonna I'm gonna call you out I'm gonna call you. Yeah. Oh, okay. Good because it's I'm serious. I'm it's not gonna happen
I'm sick of this Okay, I mean, this is the last job with with alex and then um Brandon who we try to help and yeah And the ones from the car of verse two and oh, yeah, especially them all these crazy people Yeah, I know that they've been cut off a long time ago. I'm done with them and stop calling people from your burn numbers
Okay, stop and you know what I'm getting rid of that. It was an extra text down number But yeah, I got to get rid of that because I don't share my real number With anybody but friends that I that I've known for years Yeah, a couple of them on youtube It's just all ain't banter bullshit. It's like How how old are we honestly? Well, we're older than a lot of these people that won't make it to our age
You're right about that. Let's go And we're healthy now. Why you said that? Yeah, so they want to they want to make you look like you're so old, right? But these yeah, right? Yeah, and and people that see me they're shocked and ask for my d. You know, it's it's it's crazy And I have all my teeth because I always took care of it
Carey can I ask you a question? Yeah, sure. I'm sorry. I'll fuck. I'm the inx. Um How come how come you don't let these men take you on a date? Uh, I do in real life. I don't hook up with guys on on the internet No, of course. No, of course. Now. Fuck the internet shit. Yeah. No in real life And sometimes I date young guys who want to date and and it's weird because yeah
But like one guy that keeps coming over bringing me Cuban food I found out that he was living at the other where I lived before for years And I was telling him yeah when I was I was real big at one time And then he said yeah, I remember that and I said what so you Knew me or you seen me at that time He said yeah, he said yeah, and I said well, you never talked to me then and all of a sudden you act all interested coming over with
You know and bringing me weed and wait Fuck him. Yeah, that's what I thought. It's like, you know what when he told me that it's like There's no way I was gonna date him. I saw him as a buddy to get stoned, but then I thought that's fucked up Yeah, that's fucked up for cut that for you know, and he's you know, so Yeah So, uh, it's it's crazy, but you're right. I mean I need to
Do real life. I'm healthy now I don't do drugs. I smoke weed sometimes Hey, you gotta level up. Fuck fuck that fucking. Yeah And I have a lot of energy I'm I have a lot of energy again, and I'm healthy funnily and I just got to keep up with the water So I don't get sick like that again because I I do for I do for my watch every day
And the doctor got mad because she said don't ever do it in the middle of the heat Oh, shit You know so yeah, you're right and that's what I promise right now. I'm done with you people out there You too. I swear we're making a pact right now. I swear and I'm doing it for me and my mom I'm pushing 50 and you just turned 66. We're making a pact right now. Yeah
Yeah, I don't need this bullshit fakes fake friendships and you know Lies and yeah, I'm done Because my real life isn't like that at all My lady is not here anymore. She's in like this. I never won her part of this, you know Good good for you and she's doing great. And I saw you on the panel. I wanted to talk to you That's why I came on the panel really. I mean, I'm glad you came on
I'm glad you came on because I wanted to talk to but I wanted to talk to you because you heard a lot of Bad shit about me, but I mean I got nothing. Yeah It's all yeah, and you're a good guy. I see you're a good guy and and you're You know, you're not a fake one like most of these people are well, my intentions are good though, you know Yeah, it is I see that you're
I'm a narcissist. It's that whatever, you know, that's how they see me. Okay. I understand. I respect that Go ahead. I'm a narcissist to you My my intentions are good though, you know Yeah, yeah, I got too much good going on right now and my family I still have my siblings So if you have so much good going on in your personal life, why and then why right why and they even get pissed off
I need to focus on on them and you know, just my real life again Stop stop stop. It's over there. You gotta focus on you. I mean you me too. Yeah, mostly me, but my family and you know You you got focus on you right? Well, I always took care of my sibling Is your family gonna do it for you? No, you're gonna do it for you, right? Yeah, you gotta focus on you first put yourself yeah me me first family and my pet
Is your family and friends gonna put you first? I don't think so you're gonna put your sad first, right? Yeah And and my sanity and my sobriety My sobriety insanity. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Now I mean don't this fucking bullshit right here on this online shit you've been doing often over the last so many years Look where it gets you Yeah, you want to start doxing people, you know, you're you're still investing them
Just stop at all. Yeah, it's just it's just nonsense really Yeah, it is because we don't do that in real life. Where does it get you? Where does it get you? It takes you to hell pretty pretty much Closer to hell It's just ridiculous And I'm grateful for what I have, you know, I should be grateful. I'm happy and you know like you are you are
You are it's just all this stuff. This is unnecessary. Honestly I Next I'm going to contact you on IG. Okay. We got a talk. Okay. Yeah, we'll talk on there. So, yeah We're making a pack public right now We're making a pack and you're gonna see me start start to unsub from everybody and and I wish we could block on youtube
Because I don't like these weird people subbing to me all for drama. Well, I don't need that Yeah, right You can't make it private like no Well, no, I can I can show you how to privatize your channel if you want to do all that Yes, I want to because I got a lot of music that that have to move You know, it's a lot of my music because I'm I'm I'm immune to both
You're so am I well, I'm a dj too. Remember I was I was a club dj. Um, you know when I was a dj for 11 years Wow, yeah And me and the scooter and guess what he's gone, you know drugs. I lost a lot of friends due to drugs Yeah, I'm just saying, you know, and here I am and that's weird because I remember
Uh a drug counselor I had from pedap told her daughter who who I thought was a survivor because she did a lot of drugs and shit And I remember her she told me one day She said, you know what my mom said about you Karen and I said what she said that you're a survivor And that was a compliment because I said really Michelle because you to me are survivor with everything you've been through
And her mom was my a drug counselor At a drug rehab that my parents had to put me at when I got in trouble in 86 I never got in trouble in 82. I was in college. It was an 86 and it was some bullshit misdemeanor And they put I could have had a drug charge But my parents took care of that and they put me in a drug treatment for 60 days
And that counselor helped me out and then she had a daughter that her and I became friends And that was nice that her she said that to her daughter saying that's one thing about Karen who's a survivor I fucking swear if I see you live Tomorrow or no, you know, or is that I'm going to I'm going to burn my fucking house I'll burn me up
You know You're right. I got to focus on this this kitten that I took in I'm getting a lot of support. You got focus on you. No me too. But and yeah without this bullshit But that's my other focus. I don't need uh idiots Threatening to come harm my my cats or the rest of you You're not gonna be calling beat anymore
No, and I hadn't called her I texted her when when I was drunk and I texted her video of the cat rescue that my best friend's mom Had and I was sending that out to everybody, but she's completely blocked all these people are so You're gonna be taking no links, you know No more Yeah, you know psyche. This is my last link here, but I'll be in touch with psyche
We talk outside, you know, so yeah, I'm done with this bullshit the Back and forth and lies or whatever and I'm just really done and I'm just gonna keep the friends that I made like Nancy and Jamie They're good people and even they they don't want anything to do with with YouTube and I respect that There you go. See so so learn from them. See that
Yeah, and we talk about real life. They're better off and look at you though. You're still stuck in it. See I know right Yeah, I'm sitting there telling that. Well, why aren't you taking panels or to defend yourself? And they're you don't want it and we talk about real life Yep, and look at you and look at you and I'm in it. Yeah, it's like shit. It's not worth it
It's like they're more important to me too I don't need these other idiots if crystal is nobody to me All these people they're going you're a woman and they're trying to like what damn when is I next going to figure it out Yeah Right. I mean, yeah No, thanks. Thanks for opening my eyes even more to this shit because yeah So this is gonna be be my last
Yeah, I'll say it goes for both of us too. Yeah, thank you, right? Yeah Yeah, you're right and yeah, you made sense. I guess I needed this. I'm glad you showed up. Maybe it was my mom that That did this for us, you know But you're right. But yeah, I'm done. I appreciate you for you know for this talk
I'm gonna I'm gonna uh drop right now, but I'm okay. Yeah me too. I'm gonna drop you But I'm gonna call you on instagram right now Okay, all right. Oh, I didn't want to get on there right now. Um, shit. I was about to crash Um, I can be on there tomorrow. I'm just exhausted I know it's crash right now. Yeah, you know, it's time to celebrate Yeah, yeah I'm sorry. I'm trying to you. Okay, well
at me at me We're not we're not talking tonight on instagram. I'm showing you but yeah, I mean put yourself first though I am I'm going to you could add me on instagram But uh, you know, so I'm gonna crash because it's so I mean I was up late because of this kid and trying to make her be a normal cat playing with the other cat Yeah, she's I'll I'll show you her though too. She's beautiful
So she's happy and that's something too that think I'm crazy coral, but they don't see how I am behind the scenes My siblings my lady that was here for three days back in January. She's seen the other side of me I mean, I'm not like this. You know, it's just character. Yeah Yeah, right. I mean, I'm crazy. I'm crazy. I'm crazy. What the fuck whatever and then this brings out the worst in people
And then they lie and exaggerate and you know, I don't need this because we don't have this going on in real life with real life people we know And all of them are just trolls and I've learned and you've opened my eyes and like none of them are good You know, they want to talk shit about everybody and make accusations and yeah, there's nobody in my life You know, it's so cute that um
Wait, Mimi came out for those three days and I already told her with my my little I have two little dogs, right? I mean everybody you've seen that way is just streamed back on my main channel and I'm sure we know because we've came up She came down and they were both falling her. It was so cute. I fucking loved it. Yeah, they're falling her like everywhere Yeah, really? That's so cute about our pets. So that's what I love and that's what I need to focus on
And I guess what I guess what and I told her I said listen when we lay down my little boy, you know, um He sleeps with me, right? He sleeps down on my legs because I sleep with a pill between my knees, right? Mm-hmm, and um, that's where he lays right and I told her I said when you come down This is past, you know, um, January when you come down
He's going to sleep with you and guess what she's here for those days. He was a trainer. He slept with her It was so cute though. Oh my gosh I love you know what this is another guy. He's young and come over and I guess he thought we're gonna get close And I had my pets between him and me on the couch and I was loving on them And he said, you know what Karen? I think
You you love your pets more than you can love Love me. I was like, wait a minute. I don't love you And I realized you know what he's right though I do love my pets and my family more than anything in in the world That's good. That's good and Loving more so than this community of fucking bullshit. Yeah, and I don't need this because I'm happy with them
Especially my pets. They have their own room. I live in a townhouse. I moved to a townhouse good for you And the other room is mostly for them. It's got two tunnels. I put in for them two cat trees Good for you And but they sleep with me though And then one of the cats a boy cat tries to destroy my blinds downstairs and I had to get maintenance over here to fix that At last about a week or two two weeks ago
So yeah, I need to focus on everything I got out and I pay my rent a year ahead of time So it's all taken care of And I might might move with my siblings. I got to think about it. The only thing is that they hate cats
You know, so Yeah, but yeah, so psyche. I hope you hear there's will be in touch But this is the last panel I'm joining. I'm just going to delete everything Everybody else on there except for the music I have and I think I just need to move everything to the other channel That I've had and that way nobody knows My youtube all I'll have is my music that I save
You there Okay, hey psyche you there I'm going to go ahead and drop off And it's saying something about youtube is freezing or something Okay. All right, so I'm off
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Oh They do my face we borrowed in Stranger where am I? Every whisper found a hungry crowd Every spark became a flame. They say they know what's in my heart Like they live beneath my skin, but no one sees the steepest night. So where these scars have been
You can build a thousand stories You can paint me black and blue But no lie I can change the person that I know it's true I'm not afraid I'm not the monster they created. I'm not the shadows they keep chasing I'm just the human being I laugh, I cry, I break, I heal
Every wound is something real if no one's standing next to me I still stand honestly. You don't have to understand
I'm still here
The silence echoes out and out Then every voice that called my name friends became familiar goals And nothing feels the same I feel abandoned in the storm like I'm talking to the rain Wondering if anyone can still see through the pain Every night I ask the darkness
Is there someone listening Then I hear my own answer You've survived everything
I'm not afraid I'm not the monster they created. I'm not the labels they repeated I'm just the human being I carry hope inside these scars searching underneath the stars Even if I'm standing alone this broken heart still beats its own
You don't have to understand
I'm still here
I'm still a man I Won't become the hate they need Won't surrender who I am I'd rather walk through fire alone than let revenge become my hand Me someday to the rise quietly without a sound
Maybe all the storms they grew will build a higher ground I'm not afraid I won't disappear in silence. I won't surrender through the violence I'm just a human being
I never claimed to be a saint, but I won't wear the mask They pain if the whole world turns away. I'll still have something left to say I'll know what they say I am I'm more than their re-accusation I'm more than someone else's story I'm flesh and blood, I'm hope and hurt
I'm trying to survive my way And if I'm walking by myself tonight I'll keep walking toward the light
Because I'm still alive
I'm still alive And no one gets to tell me who I am
You
Playboy Do you want me now you called for the pretty thing But the desert heard you first and were rose from the dunes wasn't pray it was prophecy
Velvet arms going to skip and their eyes cutting through the smoke of green sharp as a terrible I stepped from the heat like a nightmare that learns to dance You thought I was a look but look waits back
You thought I was sweet but sweetness is a snare for a man who never read the warning signs I'm moving like a panther in the hallways of your ego Shots for the shadow porn dragging your bravado into the light just to watch it flick
Look who's laughing now, hefner of nowhere King of cheap thrones, I don't need cloth to un-make you You're bright unravels with the gentlest touch of my voice And when you chase me I vanish Jackalips with myth and motion
Your fingers brushing lonely dust in your own delusions Do you want me now? Do you want me now? Oh I know you want me now My warning is the person I am a creature That turns his eye a barrel
Bright eye, trickster, save the body Don't man walk in the ball line between hunger and humor I bless what deserves it Hex what invites it and dance circles round Every mask you thought would save you I don't need violence, your illusions collapse on cells
And I don't fling the rocket Twist it with your own words, I don't break bodies I swear from the rafters of your pride Kick, kick, kick, kick At the coast you try to hide I watch you pan the boys, jackal bit clear A garland of the in between, taking notes on your unraveling
Playboy, who do you hide above the knee? You summon a myth, you flirt it with a creature Born to rewrite mated Expose us off under belly of bravado So tell me, do you want me now?
Or do you finally see the truth? Stalking the dust behind me I'm the predator, you're braver on the trickster You deserve on the lap in the shadow The heat in the silence, I pant all over Baby, you were never stood a chance
We gather in the dark at half past three a.m.
Performing ancient rituals for seven viewers and a cat named Rudy Hymn We read the sacred tarot, the nine up and a coals reversed
Which means something's upside down or possibly occurs The cult of psyche rises, we got lore and we've got vibe We've also got four copyright strikes and nobody to ride
The stream is running forty hours long The creators asleep but the show goes on Someone in the chat said fish chocolate We don't know what that means but we want it Hail Psyche we think We mostly show up but sometimes we drink
The terraces our futures are unclear So does the nine upright, so does the nine reversed my dear We're the cult of psyche We've been up since Sunday The algorithm hates us But the cats are having a fine day
We tried to summon Michael It went a little weird The broom gang did a toilet ritual and said that I should fear They flushed a medium spider and aimed it at my head I pulled a car, death reversed
Which means someone spilled their mess The cult of psyche gathered on a panel late one night Christine chose violence on a Monday And art the rat at the side
They said I was obsessed while streaming about me for three hours They said I needed help while burning candles and rolling something at 8 a.m They said leave us alone right after they named their spider ritual after me I pulled a card about this
It was the fool Which is very unbranded
Y'all know God's the altar Tricks has knocked it down Lola doesn't care Rudy has the whole of cold communities frown The grimoire is half finished The vault is coming soon The website's almost ready
We said that about last June Hail psyche we think Hail psyche we think The lore is deep, the coffee's gay The terror it says today might be our day But it said that yesterday and also Saturday We're the cult of psyche
We go live that midnight By 4 a.m. we're reading cars by 6 a.m. We're fading out of sight
And one of the streamers and the viewer counts as two One of those is me the other one is probably you The cats are still watching The spider somewhere The ritual worked
We think but we're not sure We weren't there Hail psyche Get some sleep The nine of pentacles will still be reversed tomorrow Blessed be the McDonald's Amen
Yeah
You said leave me alone
Then build a shrine out of screenshots
That's not distance No good No good No good No good No good No good No good
That's not distance, that's a seasoned order You post another fake pic, another doom scroll spell Tryna make me look crazy while you advertise yourself O-Fee, lookin' like a third store sunset With a ring light, hello and a budget demonette You don't care it's curses, you care it's content for the clouds See my name all week, that's where you want me out Pulleys lights and the window crossbows, I'll record
Girl, you storyboard my life, more than your own lore Lilith and the hashtags, I'm a yule in a tweet Ain't useless, I'm buggin' BNB, that ain't mistake That's panic with a pizza and a font, that's I need attention In a gothic restaurant, you want dark, you want deep You want fit or queen, but it's canvas with a smoke machine Talkin' like a pop-up from another world gate Things were like a section with a side of hate Ring light, Higgs, ring light, Higgs You keep buildin' me a villain just to farm your checks They don't contact me, then it's post, post, post
You ain't haunted by a demon, you're haunted by a ghost And that ghost got my name in the center of your chest I be fakin' front of me, I'm just booze a wrist You don't want peace, you want content stress Ring light, Higgs, ring light, Higgs That's like Coat King 2, that's a lot of fan fiction Just to say you're press boo, messy room, green screen Tear it on the table, levy in the screen, please Believe I'm unstable, but the joke's on you Cause the read's too plain, you ain't exposing truth You can read and pay, borrow a second language Dress it up in black when he in social weak
Throw a demon on the track, cause that I'm above it All your money to the views, that leave me be All your manufacture news is that online I can be bitter, turn loud, tryin' to summon public shame From a copy-pasted cloud, you want myth, you want dread You want queen or the damn, but it's grievance and extensions With a phone in your hand, big bad priestess off fire Walk a lapse, every time you say my name Ring light, Higgs, ring light, Higgs You keep building me a villain, just to farm your checks They don't contact me, then it's post, post, post You ain't haunted by a demon, you're haunted by a ghost
Then they ghost, got my name in the center of your chest Every fake in front of me, just proves it was You don't want peace, you want content stress Ring light, Higgs, ring light, Higgs
Let's be honest With the flames, the cops, the crosses, the dread It's not revelation It's a temper tantrum with production design You call it spiritual work, call it spiraling art You keep trying to burn my image, cause I'm stuck in your heart That's not a cold power, that's a digital fit Every post says more about you than it ever says Hashtag witchcraft, hashtag doom
Hashtag build a man and burn him in a room Hashtag profit, hashtag flames Hashtag please keep interacting with my pain Ring light, Higgs, ring light, Higgs Every little smirk and pain turn to self-effects You can't let go, you keep feeding me the spotlight From your little shadow show, no ancient throne No infantile press, just recycled rage in a black lace dress You don't want truth, you want content and stress Ring light, Higgs, ring light, Higgs
So post another one At far, at close At thunder, maybe next time Have a life outside of me too
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They smile while they sharpen the knife Quiet hands and knee on line Everybody preaching peace While they harvest weakness underneath
We thought the game was clean We thought truth was enough But this world don't come back But this world don't crown the innocent It crowns the ones who see
A bluff
A bluff
Warriors walking through digital fire Crowd full of masks and hidden desires Everybody wants access to your soul Everybody pulling, trying to take control They don't scream They study, they don't rage They wait
Cold eyes behind polite behavior Turning hesitation into faith I watch the serpent move in silence Watch the fragile drown in trust Watch the loud ones chase attention
While the patient turns dust into gold Machiavelli in the vapor glow Black roses growing through the cold No more bleeding in energy To parasites feeding off reactions
I start off asking who is good Started asking what gets rewarded Now the whole illusion cracking open And the weak spots looking enormous I use awareness over reaction
I move like shadows through distortion No more explaining who I am No more begging for proportion Silence is a weapon now College is the cold devotion You rise, you're a product yourself
You rise, you're positioning Positioning
Positioning Cult of psychic Positioning
Oat your face while the chaos burns Watch the room and the patterns turn Everybody reveals themselves eventually Pressure makes truth surface naturally They want it in motion Want it at axis Wanted my wounds on display
But I learned that hidden storms Can tear entire kingdoms away No more instant answers No more over circuit pain No more feeding wolves Who only circle when it rains
Strategic answers Disappearing to static haze Watch the panic when the signal dies Watch respect replace the fantasy
Power never announces itself It waits It observes It lets people expose their own intentions The loudest person in the room Usually lost control first And every time they tried to force a reaction
I became harder to reach Harder to map Harder to manipulate
Cult of psychic Unreachable Untouchable
Unreachable Cult of psychic This neon temple made of pressure Every conversation is a test Some people come for understanding Some just come to harvest flesh
I learned to change the frame itself Instead of fighting inside this Move the board beneath their feet Until the game disappears No more chasing validation
No more clarifying names If they misunderstand the silence Let confusion eat their brain Because dangerous transformations Never happened loud at first
They happen in the unseen layers Where awareness breaks the code Until awareness overreacts Still the same time of distortion The wrong is getting rid of episypity
Not intentions and devotion Now my words are fewer But they land like institutions And my silence reads heavier Than a thousand empty movements
We arise by screaming loud We rise through position Yeah, yeah, yeah
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Finally complete the biometric entry exit visa tracking system Which we need desperately For years Congress has required biometric entry exit visa tracking systems But it has never been completed The politicians are all talk, no action Never happens, never happens
This is the same ball Putin gave President Trump The official Adidas Telstar World Cup soccer ball And check this out Each ball has a built in communication chip It's right here under the FIFA logo So how does it work? Well, you download a phone app And every time you place your phone near the ball It gives you the latest soccer news Now, the big question Did the Russians modify that chip
To use it as a bugging device in the White House? There is a palpable buzz Inside this architectural honeycomb The vessel at Hudson Yards is back open For the first time in three years Some guests are reveling in the whimsical zigzags It looks like an acorn While others are taking the time to reflect And snap up the views I like the vessel
For the Stein family, this is a stop On a cross-country vacation And dad is setting some boundaries You want to climb a little bit more? You're running? I'm not running dude I'm over 50 Being here for the reopening was an unexpected surprise It's really really beautiful in my opinion It's just something so special I've never seen anything like it It's a big moment for the vessel For Hudson Yards, for New York City Now it's not an egg, it's a vessel
It's a vessel, I said okay Okay, it's a vessel And you were in there for like a couple of hours I was in it for three days For three days, wow And was it cold in the egg? Or the vessel? It was temperature control Temperature control, okay Actually it was inspired by humanoid Alien, sex, humanoid, hybrid women
My favorite The vessel was closed in 2021 After four people died by suicide In a span of 18 months Changes were made to ensure the safety of all guests So there was a lot of engineering work That we did over that time We worked with Heatherwick Studio That's the designer of the vessel We also worked with a bunch of engineers To figure out a solution Four stairwells and the adjoining platforms All have these steel mesh barriers
Which allow you to still take in these incredible views This is a steel mesh that goes from level to level It's a little bit different The geometry of the vessel is fairly complicated So we had to design that differently on each level We asked cyber security expert Scott Schober to examine the chip Oh, there it is Let's see, what exactly is this thing? This is just a very low cost chip
Or antenna in a sense Can this micro chip record anything? No, it has no ability to record at all With eavesdropping Okay, so if they wanted to put a listening device in here It would have to be something else This is far too simple Exactly White House Press Secretary Sarah Huckabee Sanders Says the ball was thoroughly checked As a routine matter The security screening process That is done for all gifts
Was done for the soccer ball Melania, here you go I was born this way The performance we did last night at the Grammys Was and what we've been doing with the egg and the rebirth It's meant to signify an artistic statement Of birthing a new race A race within the race of humanity Birthing a new race
A race within the race of humanity A race within the race of humanity I'm so emotional Because it's a beautiful place to be With tears in her eyes Kelly Rollins, who lives in Hudson Yards And is a travel agent for Brazilian tourists Never thought the vessel would be available again to the public This reopening For me, it means about the New York City hours resilience
The worst things happen to New York But New York is a resilience for sure
Six minutes past six o'clock On this day One hundred and forty years ago That is the moment we regain our freedom
The city lights And the street light The stage is full of lights Lights In the heart That's all there is for you Our lives Never lie We've always seen it south shore regions
To our place in history The special friends you'll find here Things to do and see Feeling good about Long Island The place you want to be The heart of it all has it all Babylon By the rivers of Babylon There we sat down
Yeah, we will When we remember time
A high wind warning is in effect today Which you could see just by looking at me But I want to get you closer to the water here in Babylon So you could get a glimpse of just how rough it is Here in Babylon Babylon Fear God and give glory to him For the hour of his judgment has come Babylon And worship him that made heaven and earth And the sea and the fountains of waters
Babylon Babylon is fallen, is fallen That great city Because she made all nations drink Of the wine of the wrath of her fornication The town of Babylon A scenic village located on the beautiful south shore of Long Island
If you haven't guessed where I am yet This is Overlook Beach Brought to you by the town of Babylon They are going to light off fireworks that are literal Right on top of you See it a miles around from the town It's Babylon
I love Babylon That's right And so what I do
Come out of her my people That she be not partakers of her sins And that she receive not of her plagues For her sins have reached unto heaven And God have remembered her iniquities Therefore shall her plagues come in one day Death and mourning and family
And she shall be utterly bound with fire For strong is the Lord God who judges her And the kings of the earth Who have committed fornication And lived deliciously with her Shall bewail her and lament for her And they shall see the smoke of her burning
Standing far off for the fear of her torment Saying alas alas that great city Babylon That mighty city for in one hour One hour is like judgment come
Rock Band U2 rolled into Brooklyn today For what was billed as a secret concert We love you However, the group's presence did not remain a secret very long We gotta celebrate, we gotta have a good time It's fair no expense So just how did the 1000 attendees receive their wedding invite? A source tells ET initials saved the dates
Went out back in March via text from an unknown number Then details were trickle out Guests received messages like East Coast Then Manhattan Then just days before a text with the dress code Black tie, some didn't find out until they were already in the car If you're inviting me, it's very big
4 a.m., everyone from Gigi Hadid and Bradley Cooper To Brad Pitt, Tom Hanks, Hugh Grant, and Sabrina Carpenter Received a QR code with the exact driving route they needed to take to Madison Square Garden Really this garden inside the garden
Is it better
Do you feel the same We'll make it easier on you now The guy who's on wants to play He said one last One last Swung me
One last One last Get sharing I'll leave you, darling Don't care for you The heart of it all has it all That's mine
And there on our starboard side is the liner Queen Elizabeth II
Skipper, look Oh
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh
Oh Four eyes, four ears, red skin This new computer version of Tobin's spirit guide is great It is expensive though I guess it's not a very popular seller I don't know why Here it comes Marta, Babylonian god of the
Babylon The more scenic south shore beaches To our place in history The special friends you'll find here The things to do and see I thought we didn't have to do any more gods It's not as bad as all that He seems to be a pretty good guy If you like earthquakes Hey, give the guy a break He did say that ferry boat
Yeah, he's probably got a real big bathtub at home What's he want here? Let's find him and ask You ask him, when he tells you You call and tell me There may be a problem Marduk had an eternal adversary A giant five-headed dragon named Tiamat It's impossible that Tiamat may have followed Marduk here I'm so glad Now if you'll excuse me
I'm going to go thump my head against the wall And now it is My love is all around me
That's great It starts with a nerd Wait, birds and snakes and airplane Linnie Bruce is not afraid I am a hurricane Listen to yourself, turn works If the song needs dummy, serve your wrong needs Beat it up and not speak Grunt no strength The matter starts a clatter with fear Fight down high Fire in a fire Reversed in seven games In the government we're higher In a combat site Met the western coming
In a hurry With the furies beating down Your death Tied my team of bonus battle trunks Yeah, the crap, look at that No plans, fine, yeah Uh-oh, over for a population One of the political teams Take yourself, serve yourself What'll serve you down Needs just a need of harmony Tell me the direction
New York, New York Me and my mother live on the 42nd floor Of a 44-story building on 43rd Street
Right in the heart of the neighborhood Some people know as Hell's Kitchen Yeah, yeah, yeah Enough, upstairs, now Yeah, yeah, yeah And when you hit that ground floor
Piano, always piano Good Are you teaching me how to play piano right now? In the face of great resistance, yes I was wondering, baby Could I make you my baby?
You may think that your favorite Twitch streamers, YouTubers, and TikTokers Are useful grassroots voices Who are free from the machinery That controls the blatantly out-of-touch Hollywood celebrities But what if the same shadowy puppet masters That shaped the stars of yesterday
Have long had their twisted claws and teeth Sunk deep into the influencer world Quickly molding it into Hollywood 2.0
Morning, I hope that I hope that I hope that I hope that tonight When a figure is pushed into constant visibility It's worth asking why Trusky, a rising star in the streaming world
Has crossed ethical and spiritual lines Through his constant buffoonery Including this skit Trying to highlight One specific segment of a growing Multifaceted spiritual movement He did this in order to Moth the Israelite Awakening as a whole
His controllers have sent out this Babbling Judas Goat in order to stop What can't be stopped His reality dating show Could have been love Inspired by Flaviflays TV show Flavor of Love Echoes a long tradition of entertainment That profits from demeaning stereotypes And caricatures
His sudden rise isn't random A Catholic upbringing A mother tied to not only the state Embarkment but the CDC And a father who was in the U.S. military These aren't just biographical footnotes They reveal proximity to power Structure and influence That shouldn't be brushed aside
I shall speed is framed as Raw, youthful and authentic But he has many clear ties to the establishment From attending billionaire Michael Rubin's Happy White Party to making a deal With Warner Records This viral stream clip captures him at a witch's house Where she displayed occultic crystals
And attempted to give him a psychic reading This is a special reading that I do Where all you need to do Well, the first thing is just be open I work with crystals and I work with a particular type of crystal Which is this one called being dark I'm going to give you a little one They're particularly from California But I have also some from the motherland From the Congo And with these crystals
They do a lot of work for me and for you The only thing you have to do is just to be open And say yes Just to be open and say yes, yes Oh, I have to offer up a sacrifice I have to offer something, right? I have to offer something, yeah? Okay Millions of people is going to follow me? Chad, this is my future Okay
Thank you, thank you so much And of course He's not the only major streamer To encounter witchcraft on stream I don't know if y'all like crystals or something But a lot of these crystals are independent crystals But when you put it together So we got amethyst, we got pyrite We have We got a lot of energy in here
Yeah Chad? But back to the establishment Word got out that the Pentagon funded Mr. Beast under the banner of hurricane relief Convenient The Pentagon has a bit of a recruitment problem Specifically with Gen Z To remedy this problem The Pentagon has often turned to media The connection between the U.S. military
And Hollywood goes back decades And it's not exactly a secret But even Hollywood seems to be A bit of a dry well these days So how can the Pentagon Reach the youth of America In its attempts to make voluntary Military service appealing to young adults Rolling Stone has obtained documents showing That several television hosts And online creators have received funding From the Pentagon
Included amongst the recipients Are Guy Fieri But also Kelly Cartzen And Jennifer Hudson And notable YouTuber and billionaire Jimmy Donaldson Better known as Mr. Beast Mr. Beast here in Greenville And is one of the top The most powerful production Produced by the Delaware Foundation Are teaming up to spark youth
Philanthropy and fight child labor What makes the alarms Was louder is that he later Filmed inside a high-tech Military bunker for a video Turning kids' content into military Promotion And that brings us to last But not least This bunker is shielded by over 2,000 feet of solid, granite rock.
And can literally withstand the most destructive weapons ever devised by mankind. What happens if we run down this tunnel? Don't ask him. He'll shoot you. Oh, I won't run down the tunnel with him. All right, let's do this. This bunker is so top secret. I need you to put a lens cap on this camera. Okay. I legally cannot show you anything like that from here on out. And if somehow you make it past the guard. These are the four commands
that operate outside of this bunker. And to ensure that... Who owns Kai Senat? What actually got him so many connections at 23? Same company that manages Mr. Beast, Hassan Piker, Costco guys, and Drusky. Night Media's president, Ezra Cooper Stein. Their biggest investor, Peter Cherny. Kai has also managed,
partially owned by United Talent Agency. Their founders are Jeremy Zimmer, Jim Burkus, Peter Bennett. Attention fitness lovers. This is one of the biggest sales ever. Paleo Valley's Black Friday sale. Just like Hollywood sold war to past generations with films like Top Gun, Transformers, and Iron Man.
Now the military industrial complex is using the same playbook to promote not only war, but also other agendas to Gen Z. A few years back, TikTok star Benny Drama collaborated with the White House. Hmm, I wonder why. One sec, democracy's calling. See you daddy fight.
This is a day in my life as a White House intern. Hey Jenny, I booked you an ale appointment love. Yeah, I didn't tell you to do that. We've come a long way in our fight against this virus. We've vaccinated 160 million Americans. We need to get shots in the arms of every single American. Hi, Dr. Fauci. Oh my goodness. It is such an honor to meet you. Oh, it's my pleasure. Hi, Dr. Fauci. It's such an honor to meet you. It's my pleasure.
Yeah, thank you so much for talking to me. I'm very excited about this. It's not my pleasure. Come on. Are y'all even trying? Now, Democratic organizations are flooding the creator community with cash and providing behind-the-scenes access. Come with me to meet the President of the United States. Look at that. Come with me to meet the President of the United States. Look at the volume in this hair. 23-year-old Awa Sanay made a name for herself
dispensing beauty tips on TikTok. Sanay, who met us in Houston, was one of a few dozen influencers invited to the White House to watch the State of the Union and meet President Biden. He said to us, the collective presence in this room has more viewership on Gen Z than all of traditional media combined. So here's my birth control vlog.
It was this viral video she posted after the fall of Roe v. Wade. Over the United States of my uterus. That initially caught the attention of a Democratic super PAC. In the first 100 days of a Republican presidency under Trump, Project 2025 talks about sacking thousands of civil servants. Last month, Sanay says she was hired by Protect Our Care, a progressive advocacy group that relies on anonymous donors.
She made a video warning about Trump's second term agenda. They almost helped you script it, right? Right, definitely. She takes their talking points and puts them into her own voice, saying she always discloses when she's being paid. So a video just for a crater in my size, an average can go from $3,000 to $10,000 and upwards.
If you see multiple influencers spreading the same exact message, you can start to realize, hmm, some kind of coordination is going on. Two years back, Kaisenet streamed himself in stars like Prashant Raap, Druski and Inali Chapa locked in a prison setup for a full week. Behind the laughs is pushing towards the normalization
and romanticization of the mass incarceration of Israelites. You can't miss it if you look closely. A lot of major so-called influencers and streamers aren't free. They're moving puppets with see-through threads you don't see until you know where to stare. The same hidden hands that ran Hollywood
now sketch the influencer era, shaping what each generation chases. They don't fight power. They perpetuate it. And they wear a mask so glamorous, so glossy that most never see the cracks until the whole thing trembles. For the love of money is the root of all evil,
which while some coveted after, they have aired from the faith and pierced themselves through with many sorrows. This is a warning against the spiritual warfare raging over our souls.
Warning. Warning. I'm warning.
Agenda 88, when twin cults collide, you are not just a spectator, as our latest deep dive, exposing some of the hidden controller's most guarded secrets. This presentation is way too hard-hitting and eye-opening for YouTube's restrictive guidelines. If you would like to support our work,
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