The episode 'Midnight Wind Down Stream White Claws and Bagel with Friends' is a heavily musical and poetic episode featuring extended ambient tracks, spoken word passages, and introspective content with minimal traditional podcast discussion. Host Psyche presents a unique blend of music, poetry, and conversation.
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The episode starts with an intro segment ▶ 0:04 where Psyche sets the tone for the episode. He then transitions into a spoken word passage ▶ 0:12 that describes a chaotic scene. At ▶ 2:01, the tone shifts, and Psyche begins to speak in a more introspective and poetic manner. The episode continues with Psyche presenting his thoughts and feelings through music and spoken word, with minimal interaction from other participants. At ▶ 18:40, Psyche finally addresses the audience, apologizing for a previous invocation and explaining his actions. The episode also features segments where Psyche is working on a creative project, such as smoothing out wax ▶ 19:49 and creating music ▶ 20:05. The episode includes multiple timestamps where Psyche's tone and content change, such as ▶ 4:00, ▶ 9:00, and ▶ 13:10.
The episode appears to explore themes of creativity, self-expression, and introspection. Psyche's use of music, poetry, and spoken word suggests a focus on artistic expression and emotional exploration. The episode also touches on the idea of vulnerability and apology, as seen in Psyche's apology at [18:40]. Additionally, the episode may be seen as an exercise in improvisation and spontaneity, as Psyche navigates different tones and content throughout the episode. The episode's use of atmospheric soundscapes and poetic language suggests a dreamlike or meditative quality, which may be intended to create a sense of intimacy and connection with the listener.
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It's 900 p.m. Lights up, mics hot, chaos in the stream. VA calling in, slurring words, starting up a scene. Talking all that trash, then she flips. Rage queen mad at me. Girl, please. The show runs on caffeine. Sides twisted, laughing loud, whiskey in his veins. Slurs flying left and right. We cut the feed. No shame, but the chat's on fire. Can't tame this flame. This ain't your mama's
podcast. This a runaway train. Welcome to the madness. Buckle up tight. Boos flashing on cam chat. Losing their minds. Michael getting gonged. Alex taking flight. It's wild. It's wrong and we do it every night. Pa got them sing. Hearts in the chat, but she ain't got time for a dude like that. Diamond flirting hard. Let
the girls react. It's a freak show party. No filter, all facts. Yo, all facts. Yo yo, Michael drops a line. Gong, not tonight. Alex tried to joke. Boom. Sent into the night. Panel looking sideways. Someone's got a fight. Producers on mute, praying this don't spike. Diamonds feeling spicy. Shirt slipping down low.
Oops, she says with a wink. That's the whole show. S half asleep, but still cracking jokes. Slur out wisdom with a bourbon soap glow. No rules, just rolls. We pretend to play. One hand on the mute, other letting it spray. It's a circus, a riot, a beautiful mess. One wrong word and we're trending in the press.
Welcome to the madness. Buckle up tight. Boobs flashing on cam chat. Losing their minds. Michael getting gonged. Alex taking flight. It's wild. It's wrong and we do it every night. Paige got them sing but she ain't got time for a dude like that. Diamond flirting hard. Let the girls react. It's a freak show
party. No filter. All facts. Yeah. All facts. Lights out. One more round. Beat on the line. Yelling at a ghost from a bottle of wine. We laugh, we cry, we crash. Rewind. Same time next week. You know the vibe.
Welcome to madness. Enjoy the ride. Yeah. Welcome to the madness. Enjoy the ride.
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>> Welcome to the madness. Enjoy the ride. Welcome to the madness. Enjoy the ride.
>>
>> Keep saying you can fix me. Okay, then prophet trust. My shadow's already halfway gone. My heart beats walking now without me. Bless me, break me. Either way, I'm yours. You keep calling it salvation. I keep calling it a lie. I'm stretched in
the void. Paranoia halo around my mind. If I ever swore, I rise up. That promise died under my tongue. These demons don't harm my thoughts. No, they live in my blood. Sleeping on my back like an offering. Watching serpents on the ceiling drip. If you don't like my apocalypse, say it with your trust, don't whisper it. I'm trying to be better, but the better I try, the worse I break. Hour by
hour, I slow faith that installments I never agreed to pay. Did I learn a lesson? Did I learn from others? Did I learn from lovers? So give me another make me better. Give me another way to stop. Made me holy in a ruin. Made a pain. My only lover. I'm a sucker. Yeah. I'm a sucker
for the burn. Kiss me, curse me, promise I'll never learn. I'm gone for good as lifetime. Never been the man I claimed I'd be. I beamed. Had all the things, had all the lines. Now the mirror won't look back at me. She said she fixed my
fractures and carved the name into my spine. Me till the light goes out. I'm blind to every holy sign. You're the last one or around me. Gravity in human form. Touch me till I feel something. Break me till I'm finally born and I'm drifting, drifting with the blood on the bed, she's glistening. Sunlight through broken glass like
heaven wants to watch me listening to the last echo in my chest. If love is a curse, then I'm obsessed. Make me better. Give me another way to suffer. Made me holy in a ruin. Make the pain my only lover. I'm a sucker. Yeah, I'm a sucker
for the burn. Kiss me, curse me. Promise I'll never learn. Kiss me. Tell me you wish I wasn't dead. body burn. Make sure the ashes are falling. Kiss me. Tell me you wish I wasn't dead. Body burn.
very I guess I'm gone now with all the ghost I f lingering in a bler dying slow with the sunlight on my bed.
You say you want to fix me but darling let's be fair. I'm a shrine to every wound I kept in pain is the only God I ever dare to pray. Maybe better.
better.
>>
>> Hey J, put it all behind you. Yeah, the static, the heartbreak, the crooked days. There's something turning in your favor now. I swear I can hear the wheel click.
>> >> And hey J, I've been hauling my own ghost to the curb, too. You know me. I burn the map. Follow the sparks. Trust the friend who always speaks the truth. Even when her voice sounds like a wind chime, shaking in the middle of an earthquake.
your life. Sure, it's messy, but it's a good kind of mess. The kind galaxies are made from. Forget the past. Just say yes. Tell me, Joanie, am I the one who gets to see it through?
Oh I remember our youth. Those wild high ideals we swore were gospel and you uptight until the universe cracked open till we climbed trees and broke the vice that held our lungs too tight.
We took steps we can never untake and thank the stars. No regrets worth keeping. Tell me Johnny, am I right by you? Tell me how you're going to beat this hard luck and stomp dead in the tall grass. Shots
ring out from the center of an empty field. But there you are, half feral, half holy, a beautiful mental jukebox full of jokes, storms, and strange grace. A sailboat explosion. A neon whip crack. A friend who doesn't think
about the future or the past. Just that high wild sound she carries like a flame. Wondering if it'll last. It will. You will. Hey Joy, there's something turning right to you.
The whole world pivoting like it finally remembered your name. My head burns but my faith in you doesn't flicker. Your quirky stardust kindness with sharp elbows. The kind of friend who rewires a broken night just by walking into it.
Forget the future tonight is enough. >> >> Tune out the past. You've survived worse storms. It's 1969.
It's 1981. It's 1999. It's right now. Time looping, healing, rearranging. Put it all behind you. >> Journey. >> Now it's
all behind you and I'm right here. Love you always.
>>
>> Open your heart like a temple green night. Let me walk that foot across the floor of your soul. You shed a single tear and every forgotten ocean in me rose like sleeping gods awakening. Yes, I flee. Yes, I fraction. Still I return pilgrim
to your flame because broken wings are just right before the miracle. I don't want to lose myself to shadows already buried. I don't want to kneel in old hells where my name was once a curse. I don't want to spin under the weight of prophecy. I don't
want to. But the fall is already reaching and I'm falling deep into the thought of forever. Where the sky cracks open like a prophecy fulfilled and even the ruins choose to hold us.
Falling in love with the echo of eternity. A frequency the mortal world can measure
the second implication by breath maybe I'm crossing the carriest but your pull is a ritual than fear You're out to take me. Out of body, out of mind, out of the cage of the ordinary. Heaven opens in the black
of your pupils. I promise only the brave will swallow. This love is not a feeling. It's a s across time. You and I were returning to the sky. Long before
the sky learned how to shine. When I surrender to your side, my spirit feels the moon and every whisper turns into scripture. And I fall into the cradle of forever.
Skying and we stand unshaken.
Through the power of infinite return can comprehend
your third vacation. The vow beneath the veil >> in the chamber where fate keeps it forgotten scrolls. Our names are international and gold to claim to exile crown for their own resilience. When your hand reaches for mine, the universe poisones
rewrites itself in like devotion. Your breath is an old my heartbeat is the alter. We are rich and reward. We are the sto of the c and the cure. into the fire meant to break down. Still
I fall softly and through the forever to the endless your
>>
>> If the sky collapses, let it fall around us like pedals from a dying god. If the world forgets our names, let the void remember. If time shatters, I will gather every you.
This is love. This is the ocean carved into B. Heat. Heat. Heat.
I choose you in every lifetime to exist in everyone into the end.
Okay. Hello. Okay. Let's see. Hi. Okay. Hi.
This is more Ah, yeah. I don't know. Uh, that was more of a That third one was more of a um of a invocation. Sorry.
But yeah, I did that. I I'll fix I'll fix that. Um always fix things. I was was uh yeah, really eager. What is this? Watermelon. Watermelon.
See? And pour off some of this wax.
There we go. Smooth. Wait, this is the smooth grooves is is a another one I made here. Oh, >> um
smooth.
Just one moment. How I I feel kind of bad about thing that is, you know, someone find him and said I'm sorry. I'm just a jerk. I'm such a jerk.
Good. Smooth. Nice smooth. >> Yeah. They whisper in the static. Who's that voice and ready?
Cameas hums. The cosmos bends. Father Psyche's back again. Crown of truth, robe of flame, calling out the trolls by name. He reads the cards, they bear the soul. Every panel's a cosmic scroll.
Lenor is at his feet like a priestess feline. Tricks and Lola guard the shrine. He speaks in riddles. Laughs at sin. Rudy and marbles just stare at him. He's father sight. The cat daddy screaming wild, a little uncanny. Tarot cards and chaos steady truth hits deep. You better be ready. The
mind's a temple, the mic's a blade. Every secret's a game he played. From LA nights to astral seas. He breaks your doubt with cosmic peace. Yeah. He's seen the lies, the feuds, the fall. He built the verse to outshine them all. He don't flinch when the weirdos call. He just grins
says, "Welcome y'all." Wisdom wrapped in meme and madness. Love and logic, joy and sadness. He turned your chaos into art. He'll roast your soul and read your heart. Light the candle, hear the pur. Truth is close to make it stir. Every troll, every broken soul finds a home in his control.
He's father sight. The cat daddy streaming light both fierce and savvy between the cards and cosmic chatter. He makes the madness start to matter. You can't fake what ignites the shadow lasts. The heart unites from digital smoke to sacred flame.
Father sight. Remember the name.
Five cats, one crown, one verse, one show. He spins the stars and makes them glow. Father psych, keeper of night. Cat daddy walks between wrong and right.
>> >> That's a good That's a good looking older man. I hope I do look like that' be great if I look like that. I need to wake up. Look at this. Is called a avocado. It's not doesn't have any guacamole in it. It's just It's affocado. It's basically a like a vanilla milkshake with uh
I feel so bad because is mad at me because I was kind of rude to him. Okay. I don't know. I'll play a pas here. Oh, I I do like that. I do like it. I just I feel bad. He's probably not going to come back. It pissed him off. But
I didn't mean I don't mean any harm, you know. But I'm a little bit harsh sometimes. Maybe. I'm sorry. Do you guys hear me? Okay. Is my mic on? Oh I have a candle right here. Remember remember many moons ago I
yelled at you and said I sounded You sound like I'll take it because the distance we have come is worth the journey. Oh, thank you. I agree. I agree. And um my my mom my mom, you know, it reminds me how my mom yelled at me sometimes.
She like takes pictures too occasionally. Oh, good old Linda Blair, right? Thank you. Well, I I Let's find something like not just going to play music. Oh my god, look at these old clips. Yeah. Oh my god. Freakoffs and stuff.
Can't believe I can't believe I was involved in the movie. Oh, is that Nick? Look at Nick. Um well, it's like, you know, Beeta is a medium like, you know, and she she does a different um style of readings through like her her diary and her poetry and I love that. And then um Prairie Page is a medium um and she's
done a channeling of deceased people before. And then that I know um you know and and I know a lot of tarot reader and like I think tarot readers and I think all women are mediums you know and all men too can be you know I think women are more receptive and so it's like I think the more feminine you're in touch with your feminine side the more receptive you'll be to messages
and things like that. >> Yeah he might be the pogo pogo too. Yeah, he's like it's John Wayne. >> Nick Wayne Johnson instead of John Wayne Gasey. He's doing cartwheels now. I like when he would flip he would like cartwheel into the the tire and stuff.
How's everyone doing? >> What did G7 say? It was funny. Nick's doing a chess move. Killing all the grass so he doesn't have to mow his parents' grass this summer. Exactly right, guys. >> That's Nick. It's awesome. He's here tonight. He's burning flame or burning. Uh >> yeah. Well, that's that's why I do that's why I on my show you can come in
like any day and say, "Can I have um can I have some cards?" And for free I'll do, you know, I'll do it. >> Okay. Wow. Was that Was that old? It's a shame. Like I um because Nick Nick Johnson, he's the guy that like dresses in outfits like Santa and like
Erica Badu's, you know, hairdresser stuff. Hey, Freesite. How are you? Um, yeah, some of these videos, I mean, I was very discouraged by some people to like go back to these old videos and like look at them, but now I don't have them anymore. Like, oh my gosh, my hair
looks bad. Okay, but we had some wild times, especially when I started the show. Um, like really wild times. Let me see who like every like Oh my gosh. What is this is embarrassing?
There's a pogo clown. Let me see. Um I'm not going to Dear Lord. What's this?
Psyche walks where the ghost lights choke. Every face a mask. Every word a spell. Every promise spun in the web of Jezebel. Bandits whisper blessings. Thieves wear crowns. The prophets lost the maps to these haunted towns. He's been bound by
silk, by sin, by cold. But his spirit still burns down every road. In the web of Jezebel, he almost disappears. But the panther comes all teeth and tears. Shadow mercy, eyes like night. Cuts the cords, brings them back
to the light. Survive the crypted. The narcissist charm. The psychopaths grin. The false alarm. The soul don't break, it just transcends. The web dissolves. The story bends.
The story ends.
He's danced with sever shared wine with ghosts. Heard I love you from hollow host. But faith is a flame that feeds on scars and it carries eternity stars. No mortal name his soul slips through lies black
control. Jezebel smiles her perfume.
>> Okay. Um, yeah, I accidentally um put it on both because it's a new thing with uh it's a new thing with uh What's wrong with Hey, is that is that Amber? No, you're not. You're not on Amber. Um yeah, you have to go to um there's two started two lives and so there's the other there's a horizontal one. You just have to go just exit this one and go to live and you'll see the other one there.
I'll I'll restart it. I'm going to wrench you. Hold on. I got you. Hold on. That's the right one. I had I unbranched everyone today. There we go. Sorry. Back to the song.
Smoking fire. He walks out laughing untouched by the power. He's seen the fame, the gilded deceit. >> >> But truth is a rhythm that won't conce
every tear a >> >> Every death and rebirth on the winding road. And the panther whispers in a voice so low they can't kill what they don't know. In the web of Jezebel, he's found his way. The cords unwind. The
night turns gray. He's a ghost that learned to breathe again. The priest of pain, the saints of when. Though the traps still gleam and call, he walks unbound. He's seen it all. The soul eternal beyond their ends. The web dissolves.
The story bends.
The story ends.
I do like that one. Yeah. So, you know, I really I really want to stick to stick to my guns, but it's like I might have been a little bit harsh with thing that is you're on the Yeah, you're on another stream. If anybody's having a problem with the vertical thing,
fix that. Then there's another um the horizontal stream. It's just like some weird thing Streamyard is doing. Um it's better for like cell phones and I guess and tablets for one of them. So not a big deal, but I I just can't change in the middle. Mason, what's up, dude? How are you today? I was in Trishalicious and guess
who came in to Trishalicious when I was there? Well, KZ came in. Then Mason came in and guess what he said? What was the first thing he said, Mason? to to Trisha is, by the way, the playboy playboy bunny. You know, she's got a body that knocked your socks off.
I know I was harsh. I know I was harsh. I didn't know he was sitting there watching. I didn't He was being quiet. He was lurking and then he I was cuz he was like going to see if I said something and I did. But yeah, I was harsh. If anyone says sees them again,
tell them I said sorry. I feel bad. I shouldn't have. But then again, some of the stuff I saw um today really he was supporting and watching your stream. Yeah.
Yeah. We had like a we had kind of like a a little bit adversarial thing going on. a little a little tension under underlying if you didn't notice, but I don't know why. Um, yeah, what was I going to say? H would I date him? No, I would not. Unfortunately,
for him, the chatter was saying bad stuff about that also upset him. Like the chat um well, I know Apollo was trying to support him. They're both Greek, you know, or and so he was like saying, "Hey, calm down. It's it's not a big deal." I did mis I misunderstood some things, but then again, I think I was
trying to say, "What about for mutual citizenship?" H no. Oh, yeah. Well, that was one guy and I told the guy I told the guy to stop and then when he didn't, I think he was hid. So, I mean, there's only so much I can say. People will say stuff, right? I get they say the same thing to me and
everybody actually. It's like very it's a very overblown kind of claim that it's like I nobody even cares really because it's like doesn't mean it's right. Oh, there you are. Hey, what's up? Okay. Okay. Well, I I just I did want to apologize and thank you for coming back. I'm sorry. Okay. I was a
little harsh. I was in maybe a bad mood and um maybe didn't phrase things right and I'm sorry about that. you guys. Okay. So, yeah. So, Mason was I was in Trisha's Trisha's and you know Mason comes in. Hey, what was the first thing Mason said? said, "Hey, Trisha, are you single?" And she said, "Yes." Right.
Then then he said, "Are my real psyche?" Yeah. And then then he said, "Do I have a chance with you?" And she said, "What'd you say, Mason?" She said, "Well, she has to meet you first." Said, "Go for it, Mason." Mason, the confidence of Mason going for a Playboy Bunny, right, Mason, maybe you should start since you are a virgin or
something, you should start like a little bit a little bit. No, go ahead. Just go ahead. Go have fun. Go have fun, Mason. Have fun. Yeah. Oh, yeah. Ba's always starting Yeah. But no me know thing that is you're part of the you're part of the
you're part of the the group right then I'm sorry that I was rude. Okay who is talking mad about me. No, I don't know. Jo I don't think I don't think Jony's mad at you, Jamie. But um yeah, sometimes I get like when I was like,
you know, I try to like I'm gonna I'm gonna set them on the rules and it's like yeah she she was never a Playboy, but she did get an image in one of the magazines. Okay. Yeah. Um I've known a few people I know a few people that were in Playboy. actually had a teacher in in my community college. It was for
humanities, my freshman humanities class at like community college. And she was like this older lady, but probably in her 50s or 60s. Go for it, Mason. And Nutricious wasn't too sure. She She's like, "I have to meet you first." And I'll put in a good word for you. I'll
try. He's very confident though. Just It was just He came right out and said it. >> Mason, are you ready for a single single >> mom? I don't know. So, um yeah, that was kind of it was
kind of cute. Um yeah, so get that and then you know, Emma, of course, um than Playboy. Um, if Mason can buy her whatever she wants, you will be happy. Yeah. Mason, can you afford a Can you
afford her? Do you have a new shirt to wear? You have to wear You have to wear a brand new shirt. Um, do I still talk the thing that is? I I haven't seen him. I haven't seen him in a while, Mason. And I don't know where he is. Oh, speaking of that, I I do have I should play the thing that is song,
right? This is this is my little This is my uh this is my peacemaking song. First thing that is new thing that is here. Find it. It's one of the one of my masterpieces. Excuse me. Um
that is where is it? It's a beautiful Canadian song. Number one hit in Canada.
Oh gosh, I have so many. I mean, there's so many songs. I might have trouble finding it. Oh, here. This n you know the guy time says psychi. What? What time say? You're supposed to give a starer. Is time said he was going to
give you a Star Warser. Did he did he get your address and stuff so he can send it over? I think he will. You better or he's in big trouble. Nathan, you should buy like a go on Teimu and there's like these packs of shirts. You want a Star Wars shirts? All
right. If anything, I'll figure it out. I'll figure it out. Want Mason to be ready for his date with Trishalicious right?
Oh, >> yeah. I don't know where he is. Mason, >> he's a frost pine. head shines bright. Got a reasoned mind.
He'll test your words. He'll twist your view, but he'll smile when he knows he's got through to you. >> Faith not as steady as stone. Argues the stars, but never
alone. Kind in the core, sharp as a flame, fair as the wind that carries his name. From Canada's hush to the world's loud
room, he stands his ground, clears the gloom. He'll question your gods, defend your rights, and still wish you peace at the end of the fight.
>> Steady as stone, >> as the stars, >> but never alone. Generous heart, never cruel or mean, searching for truth. Somewhere between
a soul that I think he's in the other room. >> Oh, he's in the other room. That's why I see The real kind of gentle that others be.
Bold and bold. Warm in the cold. Worth more than gold. He fights for the fair. Stands for the true. And I hope love finds its way to you.
>> So raise a glass to the northern light to the man who argues but gets it right.
Wherever you roam, may the beautiful find you and call you home.
I will. No, I was I was playing thing that is wrong cuz I'm making I'm making up with her. Sorry. Yeah. Bay Eclipse, are you trying to cause trouble? B eclipse, are you? Who are you? Do I know you? Do I mean who's your real identity? Are you um you're not by chance Darth Vader or Lord Vader?
I don't I don't care. Are you like Okay, he likes it. That was It's a classic song. It's one of my It's like an old style, like a 60s style. Okay. Um, you don't know who Lord Vader is. Okay. Well, I was wonder do I know you
though or who are you? Yeah. Are you You're being a meanie. Who's Why don't you have a neck? I'm really concerned about about your photo. You look like this. You're my nephew. I don't think so. I don't have any nephews.
Did I have any McDonald's today? Today I did not have McDonald's. It's my one of the first days in a long long time that I did it. I had a I had a bagel from Einstein bagels and I this morning look what I got right here. Oh,
green. Where's the
um something? Yes, I have bagel. Uh I bet
smells so good. See? Oh, okay.
Bay Cliffs, are you a vegan Patriot fan?
What? Why does Vegan Patriot look like that? It kind of looks like Mia's vegan patriot on your uh on your page. I'm looking at she's your sister. Oh, wow. Where's Trixs? I don't see him. He was here earlier. You had a bagel at at Ding Dingga
Hortons. Oh, Hortons. Okay. Is that Tim Hortons or Dingga or you're a Canadian, too? Oh, Well, I know there's a Tim Hortons. Not sure if that's what you meant. Oh
yeah. Well, who's um who's cuter, guys? The impatriot or me in a wig and blonde wig? Well, I just don't like um Bay Club's a really insulting AI of me. I mean, he had to make it like the worst. He said, I think he just said, "Take take one of my like normal
photos." And he's like, "Make it as disgusting as possible and as offensive as it as it can be, right? Is that what you what you type to get that horrible result?" I mean, that was just horrific. I don't look like that. Um I mean, it's like really an exaggeration, right?
Really? That was pretty uncalled.
It's a long prompt. I mean, you must have put some thought into that, right? Just say I mean, it was it basically looked like I was like about about 200 years old. It didn't look like any human I've ever seen in my life. It was like just like I was just like completely like sucked up like a like a prune with uh you know, my my cats were like
like this big like all like there was like 10 like little mini cats on. says, "What do you mean I'm right here?" thing it is. He means he's right here. I'm right here waiting for you. Whatever it takes or how my heart
breaks, I will be right here waiting for you. You know, you know what always puts me in a good mood? The Family Ties, not the Family Ties theme song, the uh Growing Pain theme song. That really does put me in the best mood.
And if I don't if I can't play that one, I know I can play a song inspired by it. I think even I think even uh they're chicken. I think even uh Bclipse likes this one. IP2 wiki
because guys, you think I look anything like who's better looking? I mean, bloggers two years younger than me, right? So, just tell me what do you think? Oh, what do you think?
He goes, I love this. I want to audition for this play. I think it's going to be in New York. Blogger's two years younger than me. Yep. He is. Why is it Does he look way younger or way older? Yeah. So, what do you think about this guys? You both need to eat more. Yeah,
but he's going to go on steroids. He says he says some guy is going to send him some steroids or something. I hear streaming pains, right?
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>> I'm 42 and feeling new. I've got my ring like shining true. Chat's rolling fast. They know my name. Every night's the same old game. Guess you never called me back. But girl, I
still burns.
My viewers say I'm losing touch, but I don't think I stream too much. They don't see the cloud. I only get by. The young girls love my swag. I have a right to break
my grooming I have a delusional mentality. I need to be 5150.
I tell my child she'll come around while mom ignores me from the ground. She's not my mom but feels the same. Cold affection twisted game. Every view's another high. Every like another lie. They call me
cringe, but they don't know. I'm the main star of my show. So here I stream another night talking to that stream ring light. It blocks a glitch. I'll play along. My insanity stranding
strong. The young girls love my swag. >> They say I'm the one.
>> I have a delusional mentality. You need to be If you want my only friend, maybe screams just never end. But when my streams fade to
black, I still whisper. The young girls love my sweat. I have a right to break. They say I'm dreaming, but they just
hating. I know the way. >> Show me the smile again. I need to see it when I feel like I'm in love with it. My teaming I have a delusional mentality. You need to be 51.
>> What a wonderful song. >> Shout out to Alexander Mayor. That was just pretty funny. One spoonful.
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I am. I'm sorry. Um, I think it's pretty mellow tonight. If you'd like to come, why don't we just have a midnight open panel just for the hell of it? Just for the hell of it, right? We can have a chat. It's It's fun to talk to people. It's just like, you know, sometimes it's
just like there's um you know like say like Sab will try to join and I'm like I'll be like trying to say something. Oh, you don't have to come up if you don't want to. But I had my coffee avocado. Yeah. For the halibet. Is that a Canadian joke?
I don't know. You know what do they call the what do they call the leader of Russia in Canada? Vladimir Putoutine. Sorry. Okay. Go ahead. Yeah. Well, that's pretty I like that. Is that a is that a good joke? I just made that up on the spot. What do you think? It's kind of like my my humor.
The only other joke I kind of know by heart is like what what do the cows do for fun? They go to the movies. It's not very good. Then I know one that should probably shouldn't tell. Um, let me poutine. Yeah, I've been to Can
I've been to Calgary u when I was pretty young though. I've been to Mexico many many times. I've actually been to Greece Spain um Thailand China England Belgium um, Span I Greece. I've been to Greece,
um the Czech Republic, Germany, did a little bit of traveling, Hawaii, um but I haven't gone anywhere in many, many years. The last trip I took was probably 2012. I went to a Buddhist retreat um in Soil, California, which is
actually um in central California, and it's a redwood forest, and I stayed in a yurt. You're in Calgary. You bet before Paige was born, you think? Yeah. Pa. Yeah. You're um Yeah. Maybe. Is Mason gonna show up ever? Where? Mason. Mason here.
I think he's very confused. I think I think he went to like go into the look for the other room and I think he got lost even though it's right next to Mason. Yeah. Mason, come on. Join. Hey, Rudy. You want to come over here, Rudy? Here. Come here. You want to say hi? Rudy is so soft. You know, you want to see a soft cat.
This guy soft. You're a softy, huh? Aren't you a good-looking cat?
Oh my gosh. I thought I thought you Yeah, he's a sweetheart. He has like this he has like this little meow. It's like he has like this meow you can barely hear. Yeah, he is wise and he was prolific hunter as well. Oh, look. We have gotty here.
Let me just make sure it's the real goddy. >> It's the real Gotti, not the fake one. The real one. >> Good. So, you're the gangster one, right? >> I thought you lied. I thought you lied and said you weren't going to do this anymore. I I I did. I was just trying to like throw you off track and then >> Oh, okay.
>> I wasn't actually. No, I was like I said I was going to not have just an open panel like all day and like like I was, you know, for hours and hours and hours. I think it's like less is more >> where psychos will come up and ruin the whole show. I understand. >> Like Alexander McQueen, right? >> Yeah. We about,
you know, Alex Alexander just he just has his nights, you know, and it's like where he's just a little bit hard to rein and it's a little bit much for me. I'm very sensitive and then when he's yelling and I can't turn down my his microphone and Yeah. Oh, yeah. So, >> control. You don't want to lose control. I'm good, man. I'm good. I like the new
format. It's great. >> Oh, thank you. Oh my god. Look who's here. Hold on. Speak of the devil. The devil appears, right? You hear that saying? Hello. >> I'm in the show. I'm in the show. I'm in the show. >> Who's this? >> I don't know. I've never heard his voice
before. >> It's your worst nightmare, bro. It's your worst nightmare. I'll speak with a badge. >> Excuse me. >> Language. Um, >> listen. This is one of those places where you're not going to use that kind of language anymore. >> Alex, this is not this is not like the the locker room. >> It's your old city, bro. I'll use whatever language I want, my man.
>> This is a safe zone for my show. >> No more You want You want the 10,000 cops? You want those 10,000 >> You let this guy up? >> Are you kidding me? >> backstabber. This particular >> Why do I see this like over here on the left? Because yours or the backstabber? First,
>> I knew it. I knew he was a backstabber. He has backstabbing written on his >> He's got all over his face. forehead. >> All over his face. It's written, right? >> Go ahead. Go ahead. Defend yourself, >> 1800 backstabber basically. >> What do you have to say for yourself? >> Why you saying that? Why are you saying that Alex? >> I'm just Don't accuse him. Yeah, this display on
the left I have like another panel that shows the different uh >> Yeah, it's because on Streamyard they vertical and horizontal stream at the now they have a thing where you can same time. So it for both >> Oh, so it shows them both. Oh, I see. Okay. >> So it shows why you do it thing. Why' you do it? Why? Why'd you do it, dude? Why' you do >> minutes? I'm out. >> I need some up here. Joy the link,
baby. >> Alice, let's get to the bottom of this. Cut the thing. Why'd you do it? to the bottom of it. Yeah, I'm I'm down with that. What's up? Let's get to it. So, thing that is >> what >> Why did you betray everyone? >> Look at him. Look at sweating bullets. He's sweating bullets. This guy sweating bullets interrogation room
thing that is you talk about psych with beta behind his back. >> Back listen. I don't know how long I can control my partner here. He's about to go crazy on your thing. You better That cop is about to go back. >> Spill the beans, pal. >> Yeah, bro. Hold me back, Gotti. Cuz I can't take I want to smash this dick's
face. >> Hey, Alex. Alice, no threatening, >> Holy dude. please. Come on. >> I mean, I want to squeeze his cheeks. >> Okay, that's better. Well, I don't think that is interested. I think he's I think he's straight, but >> Well, it's too late. He's about to get his teeth squeezed. You better spill the beans pal.
I can't imagine that. I don't I don't I can't even imagine that. >> Dude, look at him. He's guilty as >> Of what? I didn't tell him. >> I'm not worried about that. >> You know what you did? Say it. >> What did you What did you say to Vita? >> No, she doesn't. >> She's not here. Don't worry, dude. She's
not here. Just say it. >> Let it out. Thing >> what? You're under the Persian. >> I gave my my personality >> under the Persian spouse. I didn't I didn't attack his or anything like that or the AI or anything like that.
>> Insect in beta's web, my man. >> Man. Hey guys. But guys, was was beta on today or no? >> Yeah, >> I don't know about that. But all I know is betrayal. >> I was just doing it right. >> And guess who came over right behind her thing. That is >> right. >> Yeah, I don't know. I'm sure whatever. >> Like a little puppy. >> He would never go to 20s.
>> Okay. >> But is that a bagel? Are you eating a bagel? >> Whatever does, he does. >> Dude, it's 12:00 at night. How How are you eating a bagel? >> It's not 12. It's 3 hours behind. It's like 2 in the morning or what is it? 11 >> 2 here. He's like two hours behind me. a.m. >> Midnight 12 o'clock. >> Midnight. Oh my god. I wish it was midnight here. It's like 4:00 a.m. here.
>> Okay. But you know what? We're I'm turning over like I mean I just want at least a nice calm panel and I want I'd like to be respected on my own panel too. And >> no compound. >> I agree. Listen, we'll just squash the thing. You know what thing? Just apologize to psyche. We'll squash the whole thing. And I was going to when I came up on you guys
apologize man. >> Not anymore. >> 2. >> You guys are being dicks. Hey, it's okay. It >> has nothing to do with us. It has to do with you and psyche. Go ahead. >> Then why are you guys getting involved? >> I'm No, no. cuz I I was I was kind of out of line today with thinking that this and so I understand if you like
would would say something but it's fine. I'm not mad at all. >> Again, I only said like my opinions of like your personality and that. Okay. Like just about you. I told you he's guilty. >> It's okay. It's okay. You know, >> absolutely no like vile attacks. I didn't do anything about sexuality or anything like that. Like nothing below
the belt, man. confession. He just defects. >> It's okay. >> Confess, >> I don't I don't mind. I don't mind. It's like people want to as long as it's not like, you know, he wasn't saying like, you know, I'm my nails are dirty and I'm >> no, man. like, you know, >> Like a cat dad, you know? Those are like >> No, no physical attack. Like nothing like that. Absolutely not.
>> You just laugh when people say it, but you laugh and don't say, >> "Oh, you just called him a psycho." That's all. call you a psycho. Oh, okay. That's okay. You're a psycho. >> Mason's not coming up. >> Whatever. You see Mason around, just tell him hello. >> Huh? You're not even here for guys. You
scared him off. Okay, guys. >> You see that? He wasn't even here for you, dude. He was here for Mason. He was using you to get to Mason. >> I know. Well, Mason is >> Oh my god, dude. I told you. At least he confessed his Imagine someone talking bad about your family and you'd laugh >> like hello. Alex, good work, man. We got
>> Does anybody know what he said, though? another one. I would like to hear like a another one bites the dust. >> You know what he said? What do you mean what he said? He said all the same he's been saying. >> Oh, I think Psyche's a good guy. Don't get me wrong. Psyche's a great guy, but he's really got a up mind. He's really up in the head. This guy. He's always playing videos and He's
on his people. The same you've heard a million times. >> Yeah. >> He just confessed to the whole thing. >> Guys, we have a we have a lady coming up and so, you know, can we just like >> I hope it's Joanie. I hope it's Joanie. Please let it be Joanie. Please let >> it be Joanie. >> Please let it be Joanie. Please let it be Joanie. >> Joanie. >> Joanie, are you there?
>> Oh yes. Yes. Oh my god, it's Joanie. Holy Joy bologoney. >> I know. >> yes. Pray. See, all you got to do is pray sometimes. >> God. God. What's up, baby girl? Daddy, baby, >> you know buddy's Buddy's out of the hospital. You know that, right? >> Yes. I was at the show yesterday. >> I know. I missed it, but I I mean, I
>> fantastic. >> That's good. I'm >> fantastic. It's like a million bucks. He was playing like he was never in the hospital. It was great. >> Yeah. And uh Alexander Cash, you know that's his nickname, Cash, right? Alexander McQueen. I >> start calling him Cash. Hey, Cash. Hey, >> my best friends call me Cash. Yes. >> If you're going to write a check to me,
make it. >> Listen, listen. I don't know. >> I don't know if um Psyche told you, but after we talked about Mr. Baloney, you know, >> Mr. Baloney. >> Okay. Wait, wait. But I did my pendulum. I told him to tell you this that like the dog there's a dog that Mr. Bologn wants to come back and be coming back to me.
>> Yeah. And he's in and he's and he I this was like two days ago though and I >> but I buried him I buried him in the groundation >> the reincarnation the soul of that dog. Oh, so when once I planted him in the ground under a tree and >> No, I know about the tree. It's not that cemetery. >> The spirit flew away into the universe.
Another dog. Another dog. No, I'm getting it. Another dog got at the rescue. >> No, it's not really my Mr. Balonies though. I don't think >> it might be Mr. Balon like it's like Ninja 3, the domination with >> He's possessing someone. Exactly. Goti, another body. there you go. Another body
hot killing everyone. It's the spirit. You know what I'm saying? It's not the same thing, baby. >> I like where you're going with it, but it's not It'll never be my Mr. Balon. >> But but just go with it. Can you just Yeah, there you There you go. There's your underbelly. I got you now. Okay. So So Mr. Baloney or are scent from Mr.
Bologna or the blessings from Mr. Baloney or Mr. Bologn soul spirit whatever you want to call a dog you know iners of soul dog >> can we say baloney a little more what if it's baloney and the dog is a >> my baloney has a first name woman >> hey what if you got what if Mr. Baloney drives a wiener mobile.
>> Baloney. >> He is a wiener. That baloney. >> Don't make fun of my baloney. >> He's full of That baloney. >> Oh my god. >> Don't make fun of my baloney. I will find him in the baloney. >> And bury your dog. >> Don't make fun of my baloney, pal, cuz there's plenty of room in that yard.
>> I don't I don't know if the story is baloney, though. I mean, it's like come on, Mr. Baloney. That's a long name for a dog, right? Mr. Five syllables. Imagine calling that dog to come out. Mr. Baloney. It's like a long long name, >> His name was Blaze. huh? >> His name was >> Blaze. B L A Z E. I changed it to Mr.
Bologn's to be kid-friendly because people would come up to me like, "What's your dog's name?" I'm not going to say Blaze to, you know, five kindergarten. So, I called him. I was like, "It's Mr. Bologon." And then it just stopped >> and he became Mr. Balon. Blaze though. It's like >> Oh, look at that. Creepy. You see that? >> She said thing that is is creepy and weird.
>> Thing that is is going nuts in the chat. >> Okay. He just called >> thing. >> Peter just said you need thicker skin. You're creepy. >> I don't think >> that's on an alt. Yeah. >> What is that? >> Wait, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Silence. Who is Bay Clips? Who the are you?
>> Bayenzo Bay Clips is that guy. That guy that looks like >> that guy that looks like Holland oats. >> What does that mean? What does that >> Bips is blogger. mean? >> It's blogger. >> Blogger. >> What a movie.
>> Nice way to be to join in and Yeah. You want to go, Joanie? What? What did I ever do to you? >> It's so rude because >> what is your I mean what is your problem? Seriously >> a lot of on you. >> I mean I mean I don't get it. I mean live and let live. What the >> Joanie. Joanie. Don't worry about it. Listen. Joanie, you're a made woman. Don't worry. >> A reject. >> You're a made woman. You don't have to
worry about it. Okay. >> Okay. >> Oh, at least Joanna rejects. So Bay Clips knows her. >> Oh, deep. Does Bae know about Tan Man? >> Oh my god. Tan Woman. Tan Man. That thing. What the was that? >> He tried to.
>> Was that a publicity stunt from hell gone wrong? That tan man >> Did you see that? >> Still scar from that >> Holy >> Okay, they're hidden. >> Bye-bye, Bay. Byebye.
>> Oh, Bay Eclipse has been clipped. Eclipse got released clips finally, bro. Newton. Oh, is that beta? Oh, thank you, beta. Thank you for come back. >> Well, yeah, I'm here. >> See, that's smooth. It just it that triggered me a little bit and I hate
>> Don't be triggered. Listen, Joan, you're that I react. amongst friends here that they win. >> You're amongst friends, Joanie. You don't have to be triggered here. But I got I looked to the side. >> You got me God and psyche here. Well, >> yeah. I mean, who else do you need? You don't need anybody else behind you. >> What? What do you mean? >> It's like you're looking up my >> I go first, by the way. How do you know what I'm on or
not on? I mean, what the >> My take. >> I can't. On a clear day, I can see forever. >> You're not really 250 lbs, are you, Joanie? >> don't crush my dreams. I'm not 300 >> What? Baby, pound. I've seen pictures.
Yeah. No, because I love her. I want her. I want to die next to >> Don't crush my dreams and tell me you're 300 lb. >> She's 300 lb. She's going to crush you. >> Well, whatever, bro. Cushion. More cushion for the cushioning. But I don't need that much cushion. >> We're not Look, we're not having that kind of relationship, my friend. >> What? Are you crazy? Of course we are.
The first thing I'm going to do is grab you, throw you on the bed, eat your you the out of you for 12 hours straight. >> What relationship are we going to have? Go to McDonald's together. Buy >> Alex, keep dreaming. Keep dreaming. She's too She's too She's too good for you, Alex. I don't want I want >> She's too innocent. >> Oh my god. >> I hope. Is that a picture? Is it?
Because I don't know what to do with that picture. That picture says, >> you know what that picture says to me? It says Twilight Zone. >> Like you can go either way with this, my friend. You understand? We don't know what's below that neck. >> I don't even You know what, >> Alex? >> Stop feeling it, >> Alex. Stop. Alex, he's going to leave. Alex. Alex. Take you off. Alex, I'm off. I'll kick him off. going to kick the ball. I'll kick him
>> No. No. Bubby. No. No. No. Don't kick him. I mean, you're having fun. >> But I don't No. I don't I don't want you to be uncomfortable. And I rather He doesn't know how to He doesn't know how to reel it in. >> Here. I'm going to reel him in. >> And all I wanted Wait, listen. And all I wanted was him to get his Mr. Baloney back. I meant well. >> Will you give him the message? And so um
Hey, Alex, start looking into the shelters and find Mr. Baloney so you can >> Yeah, >> that's all I wanted for him. >> Yeah, I know. He's already gone from backstage. He He's already a gum looking. >> I really like him. He's really funny and he's very nice, you know? He could be very cool to me and cool not I mean but
then he starts in the sex and I mean I get it to a point but I don't >> I know know >> I don't know how to work I don't know how to work it out I don't belong in the in the room. Reminds me of Andrew Dice Clay where he's like, "Hey, what's up? I like pussy" or something, you know? Like, >> yeah, but you got to read the room, too. >> know, well, he can't. I don't think he And you knows how to read.
>> Maybe a little braille. >> We're asking a lot from him. We're asking a lot. You can barely he can barely communicate like a like a normal human being. But, you know, I still >> Let me tell you something. I got one thing to say. I'm not a reject of anybody's. That was insulting that comment. >> I'm not Trust me, I I I
cut the cord if you know what I mean. So, don't get it twisted. >> I I I have a say in a lot of things. So, dream on. >> Exactly. >> Okay. Next. All right. What's What are you doing over there, Gotti? What did you do today? You okay? How you feeling, buddy? >> Your eyes look a little red, Gotti. Are
you okay? >>
>> He looks like Darth Vader like with like with like a pink eye or something. >> Why can't I not hear anything but you? There I go. >> His microphone's off. Gotti and my you know your microphone's off. >> Why are you being quiet? Maybe he went to go get something. Well, >> it's okay. Do you mind if I can wipe my ass while I >> No, we want to hear We want to hear every We want to hear every sound. Take the phone in the bathroom.
>> You're in the toilet. I got my I got three fingers deep for God's sake. >> Oh no. >> Oh no. Now that there I I had to get Yeah. Why do we have to have a visual >> you go inside? You go inside of with yourself. Oh >> well. Did you Did you hear that blogger took a rhino and he he boofed a rhino. And now a rhino is just like a gas station boner pill, right? He boofed it, which
is putting up your his butt. But then I said, you know, in China or like Africa, a rhino horn is an aphrodisiac. So, did he put the whole horn up there? And we the the consensus was that he did. Yes. Okay. No, Alex doesn't know how to come correct this. >> I I want you to have fun with Alex. Seriously, I really >> He's not. He's already left. He's left.
>> Oh, he left the building. Elvis. >> Yeah. Mhm. Elvis has left the building. Hopefully, he's looking for Mr. >> He's really When he's sweet, when he relaxes, he's so good. >> Yeah. It's not Tonight's not the night, I don't think. He's a little bit >> Yeah. comes in full full volume and >> full volume.
>> And you know there's no like like there's no like middle on the knob like you know the old school radio like to the right to the left. >> There's been nights there's been nights I sat up with him like we were reading Bible verses and he's like like very nice and very like very calm and then other nights he's like >> right explosive diarrhea. >> Yeah. >> Cha cha cha. >> Oh. Oh. So, we have Oh, yeah. I think we
have another female coming up today. Let's say hello to another guest. I have to make sure it's the right guest. Let >> Oh, yeah. It's the right guest. me see. >> Hey, what's up? >> Hey, Joanie. >> Hey. >> You met Jamie? This Jamie? >> Yep. >> The Jets and uh Patriots are still on. >> Oh, you're watching football. Is that
football or baseball? I >> No, it's football. >> Okay, good. You know how good at sports I am. I just look at the the butts basically. >> That's my whole wedding system is based on what >> honestly funny. >> I don't have primes because they come on like at 5 and I have to wait till almost
10 to get them on the, you know, NFL network. >> Well, is they're playing this late at night. It seems like it's very late. >> Well, because they already played earlier, but I don't have Prime. No, I don't have Prime. I don't have Prime, so >> Yeah, Garrett knows. I tell Garrett not to tell me >> they suck ass, Garrett.
>> Yeah, they do. >> They do like literally or just um >> keep your eyes on the >> I'm interested. I'm interested. >> So, um >> I know, right, Jamie? You know, the other night when they were playing that crash out song, I don't know the story. So, when I said, "Oh, you're crashing out." And I said, "Oh, good night." Like, and that's when you you're like,
"What?" And everyone looked at me like I was crazy. I thought you were going to bed. I'm crafting. >> So, you had an accident? >> No, I was fixing to crash out. That was from Ghost. >> She did several months ago. She was in a terrible car accident months ago, right, Jamie? >> Yeah. Yeah. I'm just Yeah. >> Are you okay now? You healing? >> I'm healing a little bit. Mhm.
>> Okay. I won't talk about it if you're uncomfortable there. I just had no clue what's going on. So, >> um Okay. >> So, Jamie Jamie does um she's a honey you're like a you have a honey farm, right? A be you raised bees. >> Yeah. >> Bees. >> Wow. I you know I always when I was
growing up we had a phobia. I was like totally scared of bees. So, how do you get past that? >> Oh, thank you Darl. How are you? Um I don't know. You just it's they can feel the they can >> they feel the fear. Yeah. Mhm. >> You wear a beekeeper outfit? >> I used to. We ran 2000, but we're in trial right now. Getting ready for a
trial. >> Oh, hey, Psych. Uh, >> I took Paige's um advice and I uh put the tow truck together and the sheriff's together and uh >> yeah, Gary, I I I agree. And uh I'm I'm I'm suing them myself. I'm going to do
it. So, I opened up four four cases. >> Wow. I think Paige um gave some great advice and I hope that I think it will be working out in the positive for you, right? So, >> I hope so. You know what? I got their attention yesterday when uh they tried talking to me and I hung up on them. I
don't have nothing to say. >> I told I told Summer, too. >> Huh? >> I told Summer, too, that no one's above the badge. No one's above the law just because you have a badge on. >> Yeah. Well, Summer actually put away a corrupt police officer, right? And so she's >> Yeah, she believes that, too, right? So, >> That's great. >> yeah, I'm going to put them away, too.
That's why I brought my truck home from the accident for Discovery. So, >> well, what's Can you give a little background if you don't mind or or as much as you'd like to share like um >> the background you was you were in a car? Were you driving? Was it your fault? Was it Someone came at you? Can you
>> No, I don't drive. And the lady cut the corner and we t-boned her and uh >> so my whole left side is kind of still healing and stuff and a concussion, ongoing concussion. But um they drove they didn't even ask us where the truck was going to go and they hauled it 25 miles across town. My mom has a broken
kneecap, but I'm helping her. And so the truck is it took 3 weeks later to get it home. I'm only three blocks from the from the accident scene at the house. All they had to do was ask me and they kept pushing like not pushing me but telling me I couldn't get to the truck. I was trying to run to see if she was alive cuz I didn't know what happened.
And um they kept taking my phone away from me and they kept putting me on the ground like on the sidewalk and I want to get up to see what's going on cuz I know I was hit pretty hard but I was out of it a little bit but you don't have the right to put your hand on me. So what I did is I put uh breaking and entering into my truck without telling
anybody because it's not fair. All you wanted to do was get us to the hospital. >> You know that night was just chaos. But this lady grabbed my phone out of nowhere, took pictures >> while they're while they're busy handling me on the ground, you know, on the sidewalk. It's like I was a criminal, but you know, it's two it's three months later. And um >> wait, who was the lady that took your
>> Who knows? She disappeared phone? >> with your phone. >> Could have been an angel. No, after she grabbed it and gave it back to the to the cops or the sheriff's. If it wasn't for her and my phone, we would have no pictures. Oh, and I walked away from the settlement. >> So, I'm going to sue her personally. So, that means I'm going to open a new investigation.
>> But were you on the passenger or in the back? >> I was passenger. It's a Ford Ranger. >> And so, when you say T-Bone, somebody was crossing and you didn't see it like a blind spot. >> Um, she So, the so the car turned in front of us. We had plenty of room. my mom said. And then the car behind that car didn't stop and cut that car off in the corner >> and we t-boned her. So we basically hit
her in third gear and she was just standing still kind of like so it was a hard impact. >> But you can still hear that noise. It's horrible. >> Every night I have uh earbuds on at night from the screaming. >> Oh my god. >> Well, you show me pictures and there was like entities in the photos too, right? Remember that? Wow. >> A demon. A demon.
>> Should I bring up the photo? I can go get it from the Discord real quick. >> Pretty cool. Not good. I mean, I don't mean in a I mean, but that's >> Yeah, she turned our life upside down. I'm relearning how to do things to walk, talk, >> and hold them. >> So, then when you like talk about fate, you know, like wrong place, wrong time, you're a total victim. Was it supposed to happen? Like, like or were you
supposed to learn something or is it just random that like nothing matters? And I mean, I don't know how to put it together and and go from there for you. >> Yeah. I uh I don't know. We should not have been We should have never survived this, Rick. I know that. But >> you go back in your head like you were talking earlier. If you were five minutes slower or if you
>> Oh god. Yeah. >> Yeah. Huh. So bizarre. Makes me think. >> Yeah. >> Oh my gosh. Jesus Christ. >> Oh my god. >> Oh my god. >> So, guess what? I had my truck towed to
me and it's in my driveway and I put salt around it because I didn't like the evil the the the evil like it was dark, you know, like it's been ransacked from the toward >> and um so I used it for discovery. So, I know it's totaled, but you know what? It's my truck and uh it's in my driveway and it's totaled and I haven't touched
anything out of there but two tables for my neighbor to help me take out so I can get pictures. I'm like a detective FBI agent and a a forensic >> But it was your truck but you weren't driving. Your mom was driving. >> My mom was driving. We were coming home from the market in the Bay Area. Yeah. >> Wow. >> Was anyone in the back seat? >> No, it's a Ford Ranger. Our our stuff
was in the back. Our honey. Oh, I got it. I got it. >> Yeah. Guess what? Those were missing, too. Like two or 300 pounds. >> The body the body cam from the officers. >> I asked for that in my um I asked for that in my demand letter. You will be giving me your body cam. Don't worry. >> So, this is all free. >> Okay. Go ahead. I'm sorry.
>> I'm sorry. No, I'm gonna get the photo of the entity. I'm sorry. Go ahead. >> What What So, what do you say entity? What do you mean? Like a spirit you saw around coming out or something? a demon driving. I asked Paige and it was uh not to look at it again. >> So, um it was dark. No, no, no. Psych. It's okay. I told her I went it again. >> I I don't care. >> Okay.
>> Wait a minute. So, you mean a lower energy? You don't like it didn't like it didn't look like what's his name up in the right corner? >> Scary scary. >> Sorry, daddy. You know what I mean? >> Got it. >> Like Alexander McQueen. It was >> Oh my god. Oh, here it is. Okay, I see. >> You guys are bad. You guys are bad. Bad to the bone.
>> Okay, I found it. Oh, yeah. Here it is. >> "Wait, should we do I save? I'll cross It says, my legs. Hope to die. Wait, not hope to die. Hope to live." >> Oh my god. All right. >> Okay, let me just see. Saved and >> save image. Okay. And you'll be able to see something. Okay. Was there more than one? Let me see if there's one. >> Just one. Just one. >> Okay. There's one. Oh, I see. No, I see I see another picture. Okay. Yeah. Okay. Okay.
>> Just Just one. I thought >> who who took these pictures? >> The lady. >> The lady that disappeared. >> And you have no idea who And wait, what? >> Yeah. So, how did you get the picture? >> She grabbed my phone and took pictures. >> She grabbed the phone and then she disappeared. And that's how it's on your phone. >> Yeah. I mean, >> you were laying on the ground and >> I was sitting on the sidewalk. They
wouldn't There was like four sheriffs over me. This was lifethreatening for me. >> Here we go. Look at this. It's hard to see. Maybe. Um, can you look? Do I need to put it closer or something? What's going on? Let me see. >> Mhm. >> Should I Is that too far? Let me try to >> Oh, no. I put What the Because
that's not my mom. That's not Louise. And And Paige is like, that's dark. >> I can't. Can we Can you take your fingers and open it? >> I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna do a drug from the Discord. One second. Uh, I'll take that down. Okay. And so if I could just share my screen completely. >> Yeah. Psych has everything. >> He's like a surge. He's like a surgeon.
>> Okay. And then Yeah, here it is. I think this is pull up the >> So your mom broke her leg was her knee >> Yeah, it was broken in the uh after the was broken. accident. They had to uh get her out last. >> Yeah. See, I'm like in my mind I'm like, well, maybe that one needed to be replaced anyway. I always try to think of the good like >> listen I I I this has been hard. It's
like we're so used to going and it's been July since we worked basically, you know, and they already replaced us, but then they're going to not, you know, it's just been hard because all these people think you can go pick up something and they're like >> it's it's just like right a common drive close in the hood to where you live.
something that you don't like look around you feel like just it's routine. >> Well, I'm 20 miles from downtown, you know, and I'm way out in the country and you have to get in a vehicle. So, the Uber is like $200 round trip. >> Oh, >> Look. >> do you see it better? >> No, cuz I'm looking at my now. I got Oh, wait. There it is. Okay. There was a
delay. >> It looks like a white mask. Are that's not You sure that's not your mom? Does Your mom doesn't look like that at all? >> No, she doesn't look like that. She's already in the ambulance. >> There's like an angry looking woman it looks like with like, you know, >> why would there Why would that be in your car though? That doesn't make it would be in the Wait, is that Whose car is that? Is that That's not
>> That's my truck. But I was asking Paige and when we hit her, that went into our that entity went into our vehicle from the >> Is that I did not say that you guys. >> I'm just kidding. I said it was just a joke. >> Who said that? That was I think that was me. I'm just kidding. >> No, I didn't. I'm not. Hi.
>> Is Alex on the It was Alex. Alex is Was he still on the Okay. So, but no be not. So, it's blonde. This lady is blonde or gray hair. >> Kind of what you're saying is something like kind of not a possession, but some the thought is that something forced or put you in a negative. I wonder why. >> Sure. >> That's creepy. >> It is creepy. You can see like a
complete like >> kind of looks like you Joanie kind of looks like you. What the same picture >> that's the same picture. >> It does look like me. >> Is that Joanie? >> Holy >> Wait a minute. >> You know, >> where were you on that night? >> I don't know. Door dashing McDonald's or someone.
>> Speaking of door dashing. >> Speaking of Door Dash, Dong Well, I'm having I have you know you know do you know what avocado coffee is? An avocado? >> I don't drink that stuff. >> Oh, you don't? It's basically vanilla milkshake with hot um espresso poured on top and so it's really >> That would give me the shits. >> Oh, what?
>> Well, I anything I eat just goes directly into my my um you know my my cells. >> Little bucks. >> Yeah. >> I don't I don't I don't defecate at all. I rebuke Jesus. That's great. You're lucky. >> I haven't gone to the bathroom in 20 years. Pretty great. >> I take shits bigger than you. >> Oh my god. >> Oh my god. You and the slap. Don't
you dare, >> Joony. He shows pictures of it all the time. >> I eat a lot of dairy, Johnny. I eat a lot of dairy. All right. >> I know the picture. The toilet one. Don't bring it out. >> Yeah. I'm not That's only for special occasions. >> He's on this website called greatmypoo.com. It's disgusting. >> Great. Where's Where's that light? >> You don't You don't want to see what I
have queued up, actually. >> Oh my god. Oh, come on. >> Oh my god. >> No dicks involved.
>> >> Oh god. >> Back to your mom. So, what about her knee though? Did she have surgery or >> Oh, yeah. Yeah. Yeah, she has surgery. what? Uhhuh. So, >> I'm taking care of it right now, helping her with her exercising and stuff. >> Was the whole knee shattered or just like the cap or around the tendons or
>> um I think the whole I think the knee cap was broken. >> Oh, man. The patella I think they call it. >> I think so. Yeah. >> Yeah. Oh, that hurts. You ever got Yeah. >> Yeah. They let us They let us out of the hospital. They I'm I'm looking into that too for male practice for the hospital. But they let me out with a concussion and they let her out with a
broken kneecap. They could have done her surgery that night is what her doctor said and I didn't I didn't know that. So I've got my hands full every day. >> Were you looking for something to do and you just happened to like look on the the wrong help one section? Just kidding. >> Oh no. I'm just going after the people that uh disrespected me and took
advantage of me. >> But you think the the police itself they treated like you were the criminal? >> Yeah. >> I wonder why. >> The lady that we t-boned, she was on her car. She was on her phone. That's all I remember screaming behind me and said she hit me. I'm like I don't That's all I remember. >> Wait, but you don't you said you said
the lady that t the lady you t-boned but they t-boned you or was it a musical hit? No, we t-boned her. >> It was her fault. No. >> Oh, it was her fault. >> Yeah. If I would have known then what I would have known now, I would have beat the out of her. She wouldn't have needed an ambulance. I would have had her. >> Do you? So, you know who it is and everything? >> Nope. Nope. >> What do you mean you don't? They have
the license, right? >> Oh, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I know the name, but that night I didn't know. >> Oh, not that night. I got you. >> No. >> Was there cameras at all in the intersection there? >> It's not really an intersection. It's just like a small town. >> It was in front of a It was in front of a liquor store, but my attorneys have been messing around for two months and
got rid of them. So, I'm doing everything myself. >> Wow. >> I hope something really be not beautiful, but something really like life changing in a good way comes from this. >> That you get a lot of money, that you learn like X, Y, and Z. that your mom runs a marathon with that bionic knee. You know what I mean? Like, you know, just something so cool
from it. >> No, I turned down the I turned down the settlement. >> Why? >> It's not enough for me. >> So, but you mean if you accept Oh, so there was a settlement and you're like, "No, I'm going higher. I'm I'm going deeper." >> Yeah. Her uh her policy was only a little bit and I'm not fat satisfied with it. And I There you go.
>> maybe she'll want to figure it out and >> Yeah, and take it a loan and settle it out of court. Baby, >> I'm not sure. >> Journey. I hear Journey in the background. I'm sorry. >> It's not. >> No, it's Orion's gate. >> Okay. >> Oh, money. They can't go any higher. They said, >> "Oh, never take the first offer." They can't
>> They low you, go any higher. >> right? They always lowball with the first offer, right? >> I'm not sure. They said that's her policy limit. >> Oh, okay. >> So, what So, if your truck is total, then do they do you just get like a money for it or a different car? Okay. >> I did. I I uh bought it back. I They were going to have it and I said I'll
take a lower I'll take lower payment for it and by by like $500. >> And it's going to be my discovery >> Yeah. against the sheriff's the I'm ready to go. >> Oh, it's so much. It's like it gives me like a little bit of a tummy ache and a little bit of a headache when you're talking a little bit about it cuz it's it's such a it's such a burden like you
know what I mean what you're going through and all the red tape and all of it. It just >> a lot of problems. >> Yeah, it's a lot of problems. It feels so like long- winded. I'm you know I know that the ending doesn't seem near and >> free. Yeah. >> I don't know. It just makes me feel a little sick. You know what I mean? like physically just because it's a lot for you >> and you didn't sign up for it unless
>> I didn't sign up I didn't sign up for it but guess what she don't know me she doesn't know me and it's three months later and I built my like like energy back and I've been working on myself and and now it's time for me to take take the reigns >> do you know anything about the person if she's a bad person or maybe that she's got a good heart and is misdirected
empathy at all I don't have any empathy. I don't have any empathy. I can take her to a larette. Oh, no. I'm sorry. I can take her with a noose and I could drive her through town. >> Oh my god. >> Oh no. >> What if you did? What if she was somebody that you didn't think that way and she >> What happened to Orion? >> My boyfriend.
>> Yeah. What happened to him? >> I broke up with them. I'm dating um I'm dating uh Vega now. >> No empathy. >> Put our life upside down. Now it's time for me to turn it upside down for her. >> Very sexy. >> Like I said, I'll carry a shovel. No worries. >> What about Beetle Goose? >> Um, he's about to explode. And he smells like an armpit. >> Yeah, >> smells like an armpit. >> Yeah, he's Orion's armpit. Actually,
>> Raju is it's Beetlejuice. >> Orion's armpit. >> Yeah, it's Beetlejuice. And it's my >> Her phone will have the receipts in it if she was on her phone at the time of the accident. Thank you so much. I'm going to screenshot that and give it to myself to ask for evidence. Thank you. >> So, do I need to be worried about this person that you guys kind of block
tonight? I mean, that seems like that person. >> No, I I don't know. >> They seem like they live their life making clips and doing things to people. So, >> I mean, I don't mean I don't >> who Joanie Bay clips. >> I don't even know them. So, I mean, I don't >> It's just some some repressed kind of type. >> Yeah. Yeah. F A >> This is so weird. I shouldn't have reacted. I should have
>> See, I spelled it. I didn't say it. See, just got >> I know. So shocking. that's >> It was shocking cuz like you're coming on such a cool like be new beginnings. I'm in the fresh mindset. I have a new set of underwear on and a clip on bra. >> That's rare for you. >> A fresh do-agg right now. I'm back in I'm back in the Mason's, you know, t-shirt category of the show. Oh,
>> whatever happened to that guy? >> Oh my god. >> I think he's in the other chat. He's in the chat. >> He got a job, huh? >> Mason. >> Yeah, he's probably working. >> Is this day 120 with the same shirt or I'm not sure. >> Wait. Well, no. How many days are there? >> Yay. Samantha's blue again. I'm sorry.
>> Oh my god. You went from dragging a lady on the back of your truck to give me >> lynching like such a badass and then all a sudden she's like balloons and ice cream. I'm like, wait, what? >> Well, Samantha's a good I mean, we got some good people here, you know. But anyway, I just what I would have known then what
I would what I should Okay, how do I do this? What h what I know now, what I should have known then that night, I would have done something different. >> Okay. What would you have done different? >> I would have beat the out of her. Not even get in the car that night. That would have been a better idea.
>> Oh yeah, that too. Yeah, that too. >> I'm just scared about it. >> But you know, psych the concussion wouldn't allow me to walk cuz I was knocked out. >> Scary. Oh my gosh. Well, I'm so glad you're okay. It was scary. >> Wow. I'm not lying about my story. >> That's terrible. Okay.
>> Who's playing the music? >> Oh, sorry. That's me. >> Okay. I just want to be Can you just be a little bit careful? I just >> I'm not lying about my story, but that's that's okay. >> No, we know. Look, you know, >> like people always try to like accuse J like just to b, you know, just to have >> Thank you, Samantha. >> Yeah. So, Joanie knows it. >> Yeah.
It's crazy. >> Yeah. Well, >> but um but but no, the reason I was asking about the late the the lady and the the one the te other lady, did they do like a um blood alcohol or anything or anything? >> I'm not sure, but I had a tarot reading um that said that she was drunk. So, we'll look into that. >> Well, I'm sure they would have I mean I
I I would think you'd have privy to like privy to it, right? Ar like you >> I do I do had the sheriff's report but it doesn't say that on there but we can look into it later >> they I mean I wonder if they did and then that would be a whole another >> Oh yeah >> taste of it >> and then maybe in a weird so like I know so me you know thinking I'm not in I'm
not you we're two different people you know I like you a lot right but like in my mind I'm thinking well she was a drunk or was drinking maybe in a weird way she got sent to rehab Like I'm just like thinking bigger thoughts than she's just a terrorist, so to speak, >> right? I mean, >> I can't believe your phone. I I just >> yeah. That freaks me out that someone took a
picture. You sure you didn't sleepwalk it? >> No, it was not a >> Is it the position of the thing? It would had like physically been up off of the ground and moved over and then your phone. Your cell phone. You know it was your phone because what it was on your phone. you actually later like when you looked at your phone. So it came from your phone. It wasn't someone else's that sent it to you,
>> It's on my phone. I have the original. right? >> I mean almost like a DNA test on like can you for paw prints. >> Yeah. No kidding. But you know what? Um >> what >> that night was just chaos. >> Wow. How long ago was it? >> July 17th. >> Wow.
>> it's okay. Well, >> Glad you're back at So, um, >> getting back. >> Is your car is your car? I mean, it's like, you know, are you still But you were in the hospital for a while, huh? Like or during >> Yeah, a little bit. Uhhuh. Yeah, I did all that myself. Uhhuh. Well, thank God you're okay because
>> you know your pulled tendons uh from your ribs are really sore. So, I did a sweatshirt to hold them together and that was really hard to get off the couch for a while. But I learned >> your neck or your headache. >> Uh not headaches, just a concuss ongoing concussion off and on.
>> Oh, so it affected the brain a little bit. It moved it around. Yeah, the airbag hit me. >> Wow. >> They're broken. The airbags are broken. >> They they they deployed and they and they popped, we're saying. >> Yeah. Mhm. >> So, when you were on the ground kind of halfway in and out of it, were you
aware? And did you look for your mom? >> Yeah, I told you I was looking for her. I was trying to get to the truck. They wouldn't let me get over there because now I'm into the story. When you first told me I was like overwhelmed, but now I'm like and they would. So you were just trying to like are you okay to your mom and they were like you stay still like as if you were like like >> well unless they wanted you to stay
still for your health. >> Yeah. But I didn't know that night. Right. All you knew was like wait I you know and you were panicking. >> Yeah. >> I wonder if the cop herself do you have a record on them if they've had any warnings or anything? I have no idea. I asked for body cam in the um demand letter. So
>> So this is ongoing as well. I'll just stop now. This is this is what you're in the beginning points of it. The investigation. Okay. Got it. >> I thought my attorney was going to do all that and I got rid of them. >> I guess I'll be your attorney. >> Sure. Sure. >> Baloney Ste know I'm a producer.
>> I work for >> I work for free. You are you hungry? But my a she's my agent, too. She's my agent, too. And also my daughter. >> I'm a hustler. >> Hey. Hey, money. You're those I did not know there were at like 80 to 100 miles an hour or the impact or something. I did not know that. >> No way. >> Mhm.
That's what I heard. >> Was that Was that a an intersection? >> No. Well, intersection very small. Our town is very small. >> Okay. But no lights, stop signs. >> No lights or stop signs. Huh. It was just one way. >> Just said intersection. Okay. >> Yeah. It was just one way. >> So, but when somebody pulls up, they yield because they have to. Otherwise, they're stepping. They're flooring it.
It sounds like >> Yeah. Mhm. to this. Yeah. To the to the road. >> Wow. Amazing that you're living. >> I know. Oh, yeah. Money. That's what happened to me. The seat belt. I mean, yeah. You were dozed out. Yeah. You did you have your seatelt on?
>> Yep. >> Wow. >> I sure did. >> But sometimes that that can be even like worse like they're there, you know, depending on the impact like the the airbags and the seat belt can be, you know, sometimes hurt you worse, right? >> I could cut you because you've heard
those stories, too. >> So, you took a picture and I'm not right up there. What are you talking about in the chat? I don't understand. >> Well, I >> She's not right. Oh, there's that person again. >> Oh, no. >> That all. >> It's okay. >> I mean, >> Psych is the one that wanted to bring it
>> I I'm sorry. I didn't up. >> There's just something to I I might have kind of brought it up because I you know, because we're kind of getting I'm getting to know you and um and I was mentioning about that Crash Fat song. I thought I didn't know what the reference was. >> Yeah. >> I kind of don't know what like crash out means like kind of like just like you
know what I do sometimes when I go a little bit a little bit like crazy. >> Right. Right. Right. Right. >> Okay. >> Or you know I mean when I like start like >> or I'm thinking crash when you're coming down. I mean there's different ways you can look at this. So I thought she said she's crashing like she's getting ready to go to bed. So I didn't know. That's
how I took it. >> Yeah. It's like Ghost says, "May I have permission to crash out?" And then >> Yeah. I didn't say stole my phone. I said they took it from the sheriff. Like when the sheriff's had it and I gave it to her for a minute. >> Now they're being kept trying to be funny. >> I don't care. I don't care.
>> When she was unconscious in front of the police, get your head checked. It's easy to be an authoritarian when you're invisible behind a computer, right? >> That's okay. That's all right. >> I'm crazy. >> You know, there's somebody else watching. Not me, not you, not us on the panel. So, when I about stuff, I don't I
could take my hand off the wheel for a second, if you know what I'm saying, because they're accounting for it, too. I always forget think I have to be the one to redirect. >> Nope. They're probably like some kind of >> Do not feed it. It's very hard, >> right? >> Yeah. >> Starve the trolls.
>> Yep. All right, kids. So, now what do we do? Should we play a game of uh what? >> Shove strip poker. >> Let's get sexy. Do you want to have a freak off backstage? We are Trixie tonight and I can't see >> like Trixie's been outside, I think. I mean, it's kind of you. >> Okay. >> Yeah. I I >> go get tricks. Let him back
>> that she's always I've never seen the not having that cat. >> I know. We'll have tricks come in. >> He's been there all here's Lenor. Hey, Lenor. >> Uhhuh. Lenor >> is Rudy on the side. The side of the as usual. >> He's so soft. >> Rudy's soft side eye. Go ahead.
>> I was gonna say money. I agree with my seat belt on. I was do uh dozed out. Yeah. and dazed out and then I got hit with the airbags. I was trying to walk out the back seat. Money. I agree. Yeah, >> you were saved. You were so I mean I the way it's sounding because you were like strapped in to the side
>> and and like you're kind of like like you weren't the active driver. Literally like it could have really gone you could have been taken out. It's really interesting like weird and you could really flip this into a miracle story. >> Yes, money. I get it. Yeah, I know. That's what Paige I was talking to Paige about. >> Yeah. >> Okay, let's see who's backstage. Oh, we
have Oh, we have God's back. Let me see. Let's make sure it's a real god. >> Oh god, here comes back with the music. >> Yeah, >> you thought I was me. What? >> A real god. I thought I thought maybe the devil. >> We say what? >> You talking to me? >> So, so you know, back to our little >> Yeah. friend Alexander. He's just obsessed.
Like I mean he's funny, but he's obsessed with like the way someone looks. Don't Don't crush my dreams. How much do you want? >> Joanie. Joanie. Joanie. Joanie. Joanie. Joanie. Joanie. Don't be so judgmental. It's okay. >> No, it's not the end of the world. It's not the end of the world. It's not the end of the world, Joanie. It's not the end of the world. >> I want to forgive him. >> You can like him. You can like him just the way he is. You don't have to be all like "Okay change."
>> But he's he's like taking out a tape. >> This is why you're divorced, Joanie. Don't forget why you got divorced for a reason. You got divorced for a reason. You got divorced. >> You got divorced for a reason. Joanie, remember singing a song and then tell him about his Mr. Baloney. >> Oh my god. You don't want to listen. You don't want to listen. You just want to talk over people. Go ahead.
>> Oh no. Were you talking to yourself? You talking to me? >> You talking to me? >> You're talking now. You have nothing to say. Huh? >> I got plenty to say. >> Oh, go ahead. >> No. God, you're so confrontational. Come on, it's Joanie. >> She's too judgmental. >> I am. How was I judgmental? I was I was
talking >> Wow. Not at all. I was saying I want him to be good. >> Oh, but you're saying he's bad. Why? Why you saying I didn't pick him off of here? >> Why you saying he's bad? >> Forgiving. I didn't say he was bad. Don't put words in my mouth. >> You're not You're saying you want him to be good. So, if he's not good, >> No. What I mean is I want I don't want him to sit there and just talk about
like like >> um I want him just to be my friend. >> I want him to worry about I don't want >> He is your friend. him to be like such a woman. I >> You know you know you know what Alex know. told me the other day? He said this Joanie is one of the sweetest women I ever met on >> I love him. That's why I'm talking to him. >> All right. So if if that's not being your friend, I don't know what is. >> But why is it I come up? He wants to know, well Joanie, don't break my heart.
You're not 500 lb, are you? And I want to say yes. I'm 505. If you're 505, he doesn't care. He's just asking you a question. It's a normal question. >> Okay. >> It's a normal question, Joan. It's not like unheard of. >> Look, I listen. You're in the wrong place. You're in the wrong place for >> Really? being sensitive. >> Okay. >> You can't be a kinder, gentler place, Gavin. So, you know what? I'm going to keep
>> This is This is YouTube. Hello. >> I would respect um Miss >> Well, trust me, I know I'm in the wrong place. I' I never should have been involved in YouTube. It's been a nightmare in a lot of ways for me, but but in a weird way, I'm all I'm totally in on it now. And >> it's a blessing. Yeah. You look at >> You met me, you met Jamie, you met Psyche, you met Alex. It's a blessing.
What are you What are you saying? >> So, take the good. >> I don't know how long it's going to take me to get the thicker skin. Can I get a surgery? >> Throw a coat on. It's just there's rub sandpaper all over your all over your body or palofa or something.
>> so so did you uh let me ask you a >> Um, question. So you did you uh um did you eat your Danish? >> I did. I mean my bagel. I'm going to save the Danish for for breakfast. Yeah. >> Okay. She bought you a Danish. >> Yeah. A cheese a cheese. >> And then the bag they happen to have the bagels at their wonder who kicked Alex
off. so fast. You bought him with a Danish. >> I feel like I feel like Hansel and Gretle. >> Hansel, don't stop. Don't Don't do it. Don't do Don't do it because you know that's reminds me of something else. >> I'm I'm sorry. I'm sorry. >> Yeah. She's trying to fatten you up to
eat you. That's what I used to say. >> Trying to eat me. They'd be like, "Oh, there's a lot of gristle on this." >> No, I would never eat you. I mean, wait. >> I might lick you, but I won't eat you. >> Oh my god, that's so weird. >> Hey, Joanie. >> Can I ask you something?
>> Yeah. >> This uh this What's his name? Buddy. Who Who's Sabrina? His wife. >> No, I think a girlfriend like a living kind of girlfriend, I think. I don't know. >> Oh, okay. Okay. >> I think they've been together a while. >> She's very nice. >> Yeah, very nice. >> Yeah, both of them are great. Yeah. Yeah. I'm surprised they was singing right away. I guess maybe he'll cut back
a little on those six. He does got good hair, I'll tell you that. >> Is that 80s hair? >> Yeah. Kind of like what was that singer in that one group? Uh >> white snake. >> White snake, but also not slaughter. Uh >> warrant. I >> No, not warrant. >> Not warrant.
>> Um >> poison. Poison Dawkins >> Dawkins >> Poison >> Lauder um you know he was on you know back in the day do you remember when they had those shows the real world and >> Oh yeah >> okay so he was on one of those shows rehab one shows and he was drink oh no no no
Vince Steel Bley Crew >> no >> I love that show by the way crew rehab with Dr. Celebrity rehab. >> Yeah, Celebrity Rehab. I love that. >> Oh, you're talking about that guy. Guns and Roses was the drummer was on that >> Brett Michaels. You're talking about one. Brett Michaels from Poison. >> No, Brett Mo. He wasn't on it. He had
his own love interest show. Remember? >> Those are like the days. New York. Remember her? That crazy lady? >> I used to love New York. >> Flavor Flave. >> Flavor of Flave. You remember when they had that one show, Surreal Life? I love that stuff. >> Surreal Life. And then he was there um with uh what's her name? The one that was married to Celeste uh Sylvester
Stallone for a while. Big blonde, the tall one. They're rolling on in the sack. Yeah, that was something. And then Baker was there 122 likes. >> What? >> I have 22 likes. >> It's all Jony's fault. >> Oh my god. No. No. you. I think the other night I got like 100 likes, but I think that that was somebody did >> something.
>> What did she Beverly Hills caught? >> Who? Baby. Oh, um, >> she was in the Red Dawn or something. >> Neielson. >> You're sexy. Sexy baby. >> Flavor of love. >> What? >> Flavor flavor. Flavor of love. >> Flavor flavor. >> And then that poison. He kind of grossed
me out when he was like with the women. He had a like a a real um baby mama, you know what I mean? But he wasn't married to >> He had hepatitis. >> He has diabetes in real life. >> Yeah. >> Ongoing. Um he was somebody that just kind of think about this like he said he um 10 years ago. Wait, >> I don't want to cut you off Joanie, but
uh the other night when you and Alex was singing, it was bringing me a lot of joy. Oh, >> I wish Alex, I wish you could come up and and come up. We could Alex, please come up and do a song with that song. They say that >> I'm really depressed. Can you guys sing a song for me? Sing a song. >> Well, anyway, can I just finish that one
thing about Brett Michaels? He was laying on his couch, he said, one night, and all a sudden he was like falling asleep. Do you ever hear an explosion in your head? >> Have you guys ever heard that in your head? like just like a like thunder clap >> I hear one out of my ass all the time. or something.
>> No, but anyway, he heard that and he end up like a brain like anorism. Anyway, but it's like like we have no good, >> right? He heard something like a snap and then he they took him in and >> Deborah. What? >> Deborah, you know >> Deborah? Who's Deborah? Dborah, >> come on. Alexander
Bible. >> Bring him back up. >> Yeah, from the Bible. >> Dborah, are you here? >> You need some >> Tim Bora. Mhm. >> Sam Bora. >> Sora. >> Oh, you're talking about Bonjovi. >> Yeah, he loves Bonjovi. >> Oh, Bonjovi. Jesus. >> Liberal on a prayer.
>> Yeah, he is a liberal. He's a liberal prick. I always tell them, "Are you I I'll get in trouble, everybody. I'll get in trouble." You can't What about the Epstein fells? >> What about them? >> What about them? >> They're starting to hatch. >> I don't know. Why did they hatch the last eight years? >> Yeah, really. >> I'm not worried about that. I don't care anymore. >> Yeah, I don't care either. >> See them up.
>> it is. It really is. >> Trump, >> Trump a bust. Mhm. >> Well, what do you think about Trump building a ballroom in the White House? >> Why not? What's What's wrong with that? Why? We can't have nice things. >> What's it? He didn't have to knock down the whole >> Nobody was using it. They weren't using >> What's it to one wall? it for anything. >> money. Come on, you.
>> Oh, they're using it for the press. cut all the trees. >> Oh. Oh, they can't grow new trees. >> A >> Yeah. What? From 100 years ago. >> We can't have nice things, Joanie. Come on. We got to have nice things. >> No, I think you could have nice things >> with this old ass building. >> It smelled like for when Biden was there for eight years. >> Yeah. No Biden.
>> And cocaine everywhere. >> Cocaine spilling. Mhm. >> Oh my god. >> Oh my gosh. >> Oh my gosh. >> Oh my gosh. >> Taylor Swift. Quit sucking Biden's dick. >> Taylor Swift. >> Jamie, this >> is a fake Jamie.
>> The real Jamie. >> This is the real Jamie. That's the real Jamie. Come on, man. >> No, this is the real Jamie. This is who she is. The best Jamie. >> I don't need it. It's a little toxic for me. I'm >> scared of your thoughts are toxic. >> Oh, no.
>> She does. She does herself. She dutched up in herself. You see that? >> I'm gonna jump in chat a little bit. I'm gonna watch the rest of the game. I'll be right back. >> Love you, sweetie. Thank you. >> Bye. >> Thanks, Jamie. >> All right, Psych. Let's get down to business. >> Okay, let's want to have a threesome. >> No, with who? >> With Joanie and you?
>> She left. >> Oh. Oh, I thought I thought Jamie. Is Jamie here? >> Jamie left, too. >> Oh my god. They just left us alone. What do you want to do? >> Yeah, dude. It's crazy, man. Do you want to go to the freak? >> Couple of Trump things and she's out. >> Yeah. I'm not really into like politics either. My dad >> I don't blame you. I don't blame you. >> Like Trump, but uh and I like would just like kind of let him have my vote and
stuff like that. He would, you know. But >> did you vote for him? Good for you. >> My dad like he got mailed this ballot and he would just like have me sign it and he would vote for vote for me. Uh I would let him do it because I know I love my dad. But >> good man. >> Yeah. See that was his last wish for you.
>> Well, yeah. I mean, he he did like, you know, he did smile when he when he heard about, you know, Trump running for president and just making making fun of Biden. We that was like, you know, we always disagreed on politics and then it's like I so I tried to like come to some common ground. I mean, I just really couldn't say I'm Bush, but I
didn't mind Trump as much. So, >> yeah. Did you don't uh you commemorate his passing or do you not do you rather? >> Whose? >> Your dad's >> Oh, my dad's um we did a celebration of life. >> Oh, you do? Okay. >> It's like you know it's like and and on his birthday we do his you know his
birthday is right around Father's Day. He's a Gemini, right? And so um we celebrate you know that as a family. >> That's what I do. I do birthdays. Yeah. I don't do the passing. >> Yeah. We don't do my family doesn't do funerals like my grandmother or my father. We just >> everyone wears white and everyone is just um did a tequila shot and and told
nice you know good stories and you know had and had a nice memory. It's like everything's very positive you know. >> Yeah. You remember all the good times. >> Yeah. Because and also my dad like was like very like we asked him like that night he announced it to the family and he's like my my brother was like do you have anything a bucket list or anything you'd really like to do and you wish my
dad like you know I've done everything that I want to do in life I'm I'm I'm ready to go and then you know he didn't want to take his medicine and stuff and the family was just like trying to give him take the medicine and he was like he just didn't want you know he was ready to go he as soon as he announced it and then a couple weeks later he was gone. It was very quick. >> He made peace. >> Yeah, he was >> he was he was he didn't like he was
like, "Why are you keeping me alive?" You know, he was cuz he loved to be active and stuff and he wasn't able to walk around or anything. He just hated just being stuck in this bed and having nurses and stuff and um >> we we get very selfish. We want to keep them around, but we got to think that what they want >> more for us than it is for them because he was >> Exactly. >> Yeah. I know. I So I just wanted him to
whatever he wanted. That's that's what I want. whatever whatever his wish was. >> They want to be remembered in their good times, not when they're like frail and and yeah, need of care and hooked up the tubes >> and having to have Yeah. people wipe that different likes that >> he did like he did like um really like his nurses and stuff. He had a lot of Filipino nurses and they're very good-hearted people. >> Oh, they are very good people. Yeah. Very good.
>> Good attitude about like I think he said one time he like knocked over this big cup of blood or something next to his next to his nightstand when he woke up and then he said, "Oh." And the lady came in like whistling with like a a mop and just like so happy like wiping his blood and stuff. It was I was like, "Oh my god." >> Yeah. They cleaned it all up, man. >> Yeah. It was hor I mean it was it's
horrible. It is a part of life. He he was 80 85 years old and so I a very long life. He also, you know, was a cancer survivor. Survived prostate cancer. >> That's a full life. Yeah. You're blessed to have him. >> Yeah. And he was working up till the end pretty much. you know, he was still and still wanting to take me out to lunch every week and really um really loved me. Um and uh you know, I'm named after
him and all kinds of stuff. Like he was just a great guy. So >> that's awesome, man. Just carry on his legacy. That's all. >> Well, you know, I'll never be able to because he's he was so much more successful than I will ever be. But you know, >> Yeah. But it's not about the success, it's about how you treat people, >> right? Well, you know, he my dad um you know, he he was in a real estate like he um he dealt with a lot of like contractors and things. We had I just
remember we're driving up to the house and there was like this Hispanic a Mexican family this woman and her her daughter or something. They had all these avocados, you know, because we we have avocado farm and uh my sister's like, "Can we help you?" And she's like, "Oh, our dad's down there saying hi, like talking to your mom." We go down there and he this this guy had his like he was wearing he had a cowboy hat. He had it across over his heart and he was
a puck like in tears like you know like my dad these guys love my dad like he was just Oh here here's here's Trix. Hi Trixie. Trixie is okay guys. Here he is right here. Hi baby. >> Yeah he's been outside for a little while. >> Oh he's missing. >> No he wasn't missing. He was just outside like he's usually always inside you know but um he was uh just chilling
outside right now and came in here. >> All right. Psyche. I want to run something by you man. You tell me if I'm way off base and if I'm out of line, just kick me off the panel. >> I think LD killed his dog. >> Go ahead. >> Oh, please. I don't think so. I would >> Everything's adding up to that, dude. I watched a lot of forensic files. >> Why would you think it's not a point? Let me Can I break it down for you real
quick? >> Sure. Go ahead. >> He had this dog, right, with this other girl. They had two dogs, two greyhounds. She had one, he had one, they broke up, she took one. She went to California. All right. hers died last year, >> the female version. Oh, so he had this dog, Duke. So he he was using this dog to get the girl back. The girl came back, they spent some time together,
they went to the wedding, then she broke up with him because she's with another guy. She was trying to get him to send her money. All right, >> so that's that. But this dog was the connection between him and that girl. So after she did this to him, he got jilted. He resented that dog. No, I don't think he ended up he ended up killing the dog.
>> I saw how much he loved that dog and I would never I mean it's like I don't think people I don't think he's >> he did love that dog until he resented the woman. The dog represented the girl on him. So that's when he came up with the story that he opened the door, the dog ran out, broke its leg, and he had to put the dog down. What kind of story is that? >> That's what he said happened. Yeah, that's a crazy story.
Well, I think did he say like the Duke was already like kind of sick or something? I think I remember him like >> No, no, he he took him to get something, but he wasn't sick. He was fine. >> Okay. Well, I don't I mean I just don't want to accuse. It's very, you know, I don't >> I know it's very hard to say, but I mean everything's pointing that direction. >> Well, you know what? It's like I think there's karma. Well, but I don't I don't I don't think I can't imagine anyone
having the heart to do that kind of thing. I mean, it's like or you know, except like some kind of horrible psychopath. And I don't know about I don't know if he's like that. Oh, I can't I can imagine >> that's story, man. Once once I >> How could you like it loves you so much? How could you ever even think that? >> They threw up the whole uh forensic files where I have to
put on my inspector hat and just get down and see the truth. I know you people are blinded by the love of the guy and his dog, but sometimes people get sick of people and they want to get rid of them. No, he got sick of the dog. Possible, but it's like I just I just can't I don't can't wrap my head around that. I just >> All right. This is why people get away with murder because you people don't
want to open your eyes to the truth. >> Well, I mean it's like I mean really I mean even if if say the worst and he did that like what that thing that someone's going to prosecute or really look into at all. I mean it's like >> no. Nobody's going to look into that. But I'm talking about if he did that for real then that that's a big stain on his character. >> Yeah, it definitely would be. But, you
know, um I just I hope we would not do that. So, all I can do is all I can do is hope that we can hope that people aren't as evil as we can imagine them to be, right? It's like we >> you want them to be better than they are. Yeah. Good luck. >> Not better than they are, but we don't But it's like who I mean, you think it's common. I mean, people do put down their dog, you know, their animals, right? It's like um
>> Rain just farted. >> Oh my god, Rain. Come on. >> Yeah. When she does that, that means she farts. >> Disgusting. So disgusting. Oh yeah. So, you want to see a video, Gotty? Let me see. >> Is it a good one? Because I don't want to watch no >> Of course it's a good video. You got >> I'm sure it's good. >> Of course it's a good video. I got it.
Hold on. How about this one? You see this one? Um, was a kid I found a corpse doing slow pouettes on that cursed carousel by Thompson Lane. do look like he tried to stare a demon and blinked eyes wide
mouth open spine arch like he got smited mid tick tock and I don't know why this memory keeps biting my ankles why my brain insists on marinating in nightmare marinade wild out death is the only promise we ever get yet folks treated like Voldemort with a day job every sunrise every spell
night the fear of being human keeps nipping my aura I claim I'm fear Fearless cosmic enlightening but that human fear. Yeah. It's what's in my chakras. Rere
I've always thought I'd make a decent mortition. I haven't felt a genuine emotion since Pokemon Gen One. Half my fantasies involve surviving a zombie apocalypse on with nothing but caffeine and poor decisions. AND IF EVERYONE'S TERRIFIED, their legacy might evaporate. Maybe we should all carve a handle straight into our femurs.
Permanence is my kink apparently. So when I die, someone please candle in Latin with dramatic flies. So archaeologists argue about me. Every sunrise, every spell night, the fear of being human on my astral body. I swear I'm stoic, warrior coded. But that human
fear, yeah, it clings like a stage five familiar.
Cling, cling, cling. A squirrel is just a rat with a glamour spell. Me, me. I'm a cockroach with plot armor and dream alley is personally signed off on my warranty. Office bump any god, demon, saint, or crypted. But I still worry I'll leave a metaphysical mess. behind and my
family gets stuck with the tab. The tab who's paying the tab tab, the cursor tab. Every sunrise, every spell night, the fear of being human, that ancient gremlin perched on the skull of mankind
keeps in its dumb little song. On on on and on and on.
>> Okay. So, Gotti, the person Rain says, >> I think it's the real one. >> It said John Doe on her name. That's the real Rain. >> Well, maybe it's the second account. I think it is the real one though in Discord. >> I couldn't put it up. Okay. Okay. I'll I'll unblock. I could I couldn't put it up just when I see John Doe. It just doesn't make sense to me. Okay,
hold on one second. Um, where's my Okay, guess John Doe. Okay. Okay, you're on block there. Okay, go ahead. And then go ahead. I'll put I'm going to put the thing up. So, you're fake. You're not going to get up. Go ahead. Come on up.
It's It's open. Oh, come on up. The door's open. Hello. >> Her her name said John Doe. >> Yeah, >> maybe it's thing that is He's going to porn bomb you. >> Oh, look. And now she's not coming up. So, it's not even >> She says he says you're unblocked. >> Yeah.
>> Try it. >> No, I think it's her. >> Okay. Well, I'm going to give it a shot. >> You verified it with me. >> Okay. Is there your Google account name? John Doe. Well, John Doe mean the dead body, right? Yeah, I know. That's weird. Jamie, she's very thin skinned.
>> Who is Okay. Okay. You want to hear another song? >> You and I. >> Oh, okay. No. Well, you know what? Let's not I don't want to talk about politics. >> No, no, let's not talk about it. >> Okay. Hold on. Rain. >> Yeah. >> Okay. Vo. >> Yeah. Like, it was me. Like, I don't >> What happened to you? >> I don't know. I can't see you and I and understand.
I I get form bombed. >> Who's John Doe? >> John Doe is my Google account name. >> Oh >> Why isn't Why is the name Jane Doe? Why do you take the name John? >> I don't know. I I like John better than Jane. >> You have transsexual tendencies or >> No. No. I used to though. >> John Blow? >> Oh, you did?
>> It was It was before I became Christian. >> Oh. Oh, are you just kidding? I used to be very rebellious. You >> did. So did I. I uh I I did drag when I was like in sixth grade. >> Right. Who's Robert Patterson? >> From the >> Robert Patterson. You mean like the guy from Twilight?
>> He's not from The Cure. >> Oh, that guy. >> No, you you mean Robert Smith? >> Okay. Yeah, that's what I mean. >> Oh my god, that's another common name. Smith. Hey, do you know Kathy Bates actually is my cousin? >> Is she really? >> We tracked down I did our genealogy yesterday with the same like sixth great grandfather way back. Yeah.
>> What? That's crazy. >> Yep. >> Oh, wow. Do you see these cards that uh Paige made? Pretty cool. >> See that? Oh, nice. >> The cat lady. >> Oh, the cat lady. >> Not enough sage for this >> Okay. I know. Oh, yeah. I have that. I have that on a shirt. Not enough sage for this She up that one though. But yeah, it's pretty cool.
>> Okay. >> Well, let me play one more song. Okay. >> Is it a good one? Cuz that last one sucked. I'm not going to lie. >> Oh god. >> It was supposed to be It was supposed to be like a kind of a comedy. That was >> Yeah, I don't like it. >> Okay, it's better. This one's better. I promise you. Let me see. >> I was about to get sad when Psyche blocked me. >> Oh, you were? I was >> and called me a fake.
>> Oh, don't be sad. I want you to smile. >> Hold on one second. Okay, here we go. Um, okay. One sec. I need to find my streamer. Okay, there we go. Battery quest. Huh? This right? Okay, found it. Okay, where the >> chat friends forever? >> Well, orange hill. >> I like the chat friends forever song you
made. Psyche. >> Okay, I'm going to in a little bit, but how about this? >> Chat Friends Forever. How about this one? Gabbora.
Why so hard?
>> My shadow's already halfway gone. My heartbeats walking now without me. Bless me, break me. Either way, I'm yours. You keep calling it salvation. I keep calling it a lie. I'm stretched in the void. Paranoid halo around my mind. If I ever swore I rise up. That promise died under my tongue. These demons don't haunt
my thoughts. No, they live in my blood. Sleeping on my back like an offering. Watching serpents on the ceiling drip. If you don't like my apocalypse, say it with your trust, don't whisper it. I'm trying to be better, but the better I try, the worse I break. Hour by hour, I slow death and installments I never agreed to pay. Did I learn a lesson? Did I learn from
other? Did I learn from lover? Give me another make me better. Give me another way to suffer. Made me holy in a ruin. Made of pain. My only lover. I'm a sucker. Yeah. I'm a sucker for the burn. Kiss me, curse me, promise I'll never learn.
I'm gone for good as lifetime. Never been the man I claimed I'd be. I beamed. Did all the things at all the lines. All the lines. Now the mirror won't look back at me. Sh. She fix my fractures and car the name into my spine. Run me till the light goes out. I'm blind to every holy sign. You're the last warm
orbit around me. Gravity in human form. Touch me till I feel something. Break me till I'm finally born and I'm drifting drifting with the blood on the bed. She's glistening. Sunlight through broken glass like heaven wants to watch me listening to the last echo in my chest. >> If love is a curse, then I'm obsessed. >>
Make me better. Give me another way to suffer. Make me holy in a ruin. Make the pain my only lover. I'm a sucker for the Yeah, I'm a sucker for the burn. Kiss me, curse me, promise I'll never learn. Kiss me. Tell me you wish I wasn't dead. Body burn. Make sure the
ashes are falling. Kiss me. Tell me you wish I wasn't dead. Body burn.
>> >> I guess I'm gone now. Gone with all the ghost I f lingering in a blazer. Dying slow with the sunlight on my bed. You say you want to fix me.
But darling, let's be fair. I'm a shrine to every wound I kept in pain. is the only God I ever dare to pray. Maybe better.
any better.
>> Better better one. Take it. >> I don't know. I don't know where he went. >> Oh, okay. Gotti, where'd you go? Oh, wait. Is he still here? Oh, no. He left. Gotti, he didn't hear it. Oh, god. Well, here's another one. This is about like my uh my astrology, but it's my bic astrology. Okay, so let
me see. So,
Rise with me. Rise as one. Psych in the flesh. Yeah. The star don't die. Victory born without in my eyes. Step in the dark. I turn shadow to light. Don't rise. We don't run from the
night. Fire in my chest. Let the m deep. Wake up the dead. Make the sleepers all speak. Name in your blood and the truth going climb. Say psychics. Hell, let it rewrite time. Sun in my crown, that's a king reborn. Moon in my throat, every word a storm. Mars in my tongue. Yeah, I cut too sharp. Make a snake show truth
in the pitch black dart. Venus in my or charm to real. Mercury in mine, everything I touch. Jupiter crown, sitting high on my fate. Saturn on my heels. I was built to be great. Rahu in the pit that's a shadow I ride through in the bones past lives don't hide sack rising with a flame no god
could slow cap moan in my chest I survive that snow yeah enemies watch but the spirits are guard I don't fear death I just shuffle the cards a born man the victory is mine I walk through hell like yeah I designed this shrine in the flesh yeah the start on die victory with a b in my eyes
the truck I Shadow to light on her eyes, we don't run from the night. Fire in my chest, let the mind be deep. Wake up the dead, make the sleepers all speak. Name your blood in the truth. Say psychic hell at a reite time. I don't leave sheep, I awaken the rules. I don't want
praise, I disal rules. Mirror, break mind, stay truth in the cracks. Follow my step, get your hoes so fast. I speak for the lost, for the brave, for the strange, for the once reshaping their life on the flame. Shadow don't scare me. I romance the void. Turn chaos to scripture. Your fear I destroy. Step to the cult. Got to burn your shame. Got
to kill your lies. Got to shed your name. Panther on a path and I see lies. You can't hide sin from a creature that wise. Follow us. Rise like a storm reborn. Every chance we drop another veil gets torn. Yeah, this the cold, but the fire is all yours. I'm just a spark at the edge of the door. Psyche in the flesh,
yet the star don't die. Victory born with a be in my eyes. Step in the dark, I turn shadow to light. Don't rise. We don't run from the night. Fire in my chest. Let the mantra be. Wake up the dead, make the sleepers all speak. Name in your blood and the truth going. Say
psychics hell. Let it rewrite time. Rise, rise, rise, rise with the father tonight. Burn, burn, burn, burn till the shadow turns bright. Walk, walk, walk, walk
through the star. One mind, one flame, one cold, forever more.
>> >> Get above me beside me ra behind me. Get inside me. Father's side lead the way. We rise as one
day by day.
>> What do you think? >> Yeah, I like that one better. >> Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. >> Oh, by the way, Psyche, you took my wrench. >> Oh, I didn't take it. I just I'm going to take everyone, but I gave it Did I give it back already? I thought I did. Oh, let me check. Well, let me check. I'll put it back right now. >> Thank you. >> You're welcome.
>> I never abused it or anything. >> I was like I I basically just un like unhit everybody and unwrenched everybody so I could just start over because I uh You don't know you're possessed by an evil spirit, Alex? Well, I could have told you that. Hold on. I think my phone char this. Okay, so my my stuff is not charged right now. I have to do it through the computer right here. One second.
>> Um, yeah, just one. Please hold. Okay. >> Right, Jamie. >> Okay, here we go. Okay, here it is. But you like the blogger song, right? That was good. The blogger song. You saw that one? >> That was the blogger song.
>> No, no, I played it before though. Let me see where in the chat. Yeah, let me see. There is Okay, you're okay. You're all good. >> Thank you, Psyche. >> Dada. Dada. >> Yeah, but that one has like a better melody, you know, like it could it could
get stuck in your head real easily. >> Well, and uh I mean, and some of it's like this I'm putting like the lore for my cult. And so uh and I like one of the one of the people I I don't know if I showed you some of these pictures like it's like this Indian goddess and uh I have some animated things I did of her. You see um like video and it's pretty it
looks pretty cool like the anim. It's really cool what you can do with animation right now. Like this right here. Look at this one. >> Oh like the AI stuff. Yeah. No, no, that's that's an actual video. No, of course it's AI. >> Oh, no. Yeah, it's AI. Okay. Um, let me see. Let me see. No, but it's like you
take a >> So, basically, you're in love with Kie. >> She's the avatar of Collie. She's Her name is Matami. She's a She's a goddess of outcasts and music and art and leftovers. That's why she's smiling when she gets the leftovers, right? Um, so here's I'll play a song about her real quick.
Because this is kind of different, too. >> Hi, Paige. >> Hi, K.
>> I do like Alexandra. Speak, speak, speak. In the shadows of the forest where the outcast sing, she walks like a flame in a serpentine ring. Emerald eyes
in the hush of a night. Truth in her breath, revelation in her bite. The drums of the exiles thrown under feet down bends words twist time loops repeat made of shed bring glass strings on your memories your future your past
queen of the unheard my voice open the word green flame rising through the skin of my throat speak through me now let the prophecy flow Oh my god.
>>
>> You know the words then she sits where her gospel in a tor book ink made of storms pages made of scars. She lights her crown with disobedient star. Her laughter is lightning her silence a spell. She teaches the truth. The gods never
tell. Her touch is a whisper against your spine. You're not broken. You're divine. Flashing green sil.
A voice in your mind pulling you aart. Three streams of light spill through the dark. Follow her breath. Ignite the spark.
Speak the thing you fear the most. She'll turn it into a ghost. Queen of the heart. Cut my voice open. Remake the word. Green fire rising from the marrow of night. Give me the truth and devour the lie. Oh, daughter of sto.
Teach me the broken and strong is where I belong.
>>
>> I'm dream
I'm daddy.
>> >> Let my voice become your throne. Speak through me. >> Yeah, pretty cool. I like that it was more like trans music. >> Yeah, I um I mix a lot of different um
genres. Some I I usually fuse like two to three together and sometimes they're very different. But yeah, I think it's interesting too because I'm trying to like kind of introduce um >> more like more like house music. >> Yeah, >> I like that. >> Yeah. But techno, you like it. What do you think, Arthur? Was it Tell me.
>> Yeah, techno house trans whatever you call it these days. >> Yeah, it says it d Well, whatever. Gotti, I won't play anything else if you hate Kate. Yeah, it's not trans. It's trance. Like a transition. >> Yeah, trance. >> Yeah. It's not like flirty diamond. It's
It's like, you know, techno. Anyway, >> T R A C E. >> That's trace. >> No, it's T R A >> N E NC instead of NS. NC E. Yeah. >> Yes, exactly. You got it. Got it right
on the money. >> That was hot. That song. That was so >> You really like it or >> That was hot. Yeah, for real. I was dancing around. >> Yeah, I was dancing, too. >> Good. >> Yeah, that was hot. >> We're dancing. >> You know, Rain can dance. >> You sent me a video of you dancing. >> R can do that uh thing where you move your feet like back and forth. >> You mean like the shuffling? >> I think there's other artist. >> Yeah, I can.
>> It's actually >> Yeah, I can shuffle. Not about like she can't prove it, but she can say that she does it. >> Oh my gosh. Still waiting on that. >> You promised. You promised you'd do a video. You lied. >> Well, you know what? >> I know. It's just I'm so lazy, though. >> I want I want to like >> I I'm not lying, but I can send you the video tomorrow if I really wanted to,
but I'm pretty lazy. >> I want to like I do want to like >> I do want to train a few people so they could like I could teach them and so people could >> Yeah. do a video like how to people can >> Yeah, I I can train people but um but do it. basically what I'm using it for is like education and also like for like to have music specific to like the things I'm teaching and or the things I'm and so it does go along with some stuff and so
that's why it's kind of interesting to me but but not every not everyone's cup of tea of course. Um but yeah, >> you teach your people again. >> I anybody that wants to, you know, you can contact me. I go to um you know >> to do what? >> To to to how to do AI like how to do the best prompting and how to like you know um write the music and >> Oh, that's cool. Yeah.
>> Yeah. And like just for the best reason for for because people like are not usually able to get like as I don't know people get varying results. I just think that I'm I'm I'm able to teach people how to get good results. But, you know, Alexandre Mayers is also a really talented AI um um prompter, I think, which is like kind of
a new thing. And if you want just look at your screen, this is the uh Alexandre Mayor's blogger video. >> Hey, have you seen her videos of her singing? >> Yeah, >> I saw that. I saw that. Psyche, you're you're ballet dancer. >> Yeah, the BBC. I saw that, too. You like this one?
>> You're a ballet dancer in the 80s.
>> I write the musical. Every night's the same old game. >> The rosary called me, but girl, I still burn instrument.
>> It's not blogger, dude. That's his hair. There's nothing like >> Oh, I thought that was you.
>> Yeah.
>> And I feel like >> murdering. I'm in love with mentality. >> Wow. This is >> what happens when you're on YouTube with my friend
YouTube artist. >> Oh my gosh. That guy got a giant mellow head. >> What she's trying to say vlog is like >> some kind of creep mannequin head of her creepy
show. So here I talking to that stream ring light. It blocks a glitch. I'll play along. My insanity stranding strong,
>> do they? >> I don't know. I'm not vloggers.
>> I need to see it when I feel like I have a delusional mentality and need to be 5150.
Maybe Chad's my only friend. Maybe just end. But when my stream fades to black, I still whisper, "Give." The young girls love my swag.
I have a right to break. They say I'm dreaming, but they're just hating. I know the wine mommies want me to shine. >> Show me the smile again. I need to see it when I feel like
I'm in love with my team I have a delusional mentality.
>> Okay. So, do you know about Do you know Gish is? Do you know who Gish is? >> Gish. Yeah. I call her Gish. >> Okay. >> No, I don't know. >> What instruments you use to write the AI songs? I use the instrument of the computer. >> You use his credit card. >> Yeah. use instrument of the computer because you can All I do is I select the genres and and write the songs. Okay. >> You know what time it is, Rain? >> That's That's what you did for
>> Adventure Time. >> No, it's Grinch time. >> Oh my gosh. >> Well, this is why I don't have people on the panel and maybe why I won't have people on the panel anymore because people are just rude, you know.
So, so there, so consider the panel closed. Is it like Pro Tools? I don't know. There's like a lot of different programs you can use. Um, that's one of the things I will show you if you would like to consult about it. I
will show you the best ones to use because I've tried them all. Anyway, yes, you can. There's lots of ways to do it. like Alex um she has one called Beta likes the BBC and she sings in that one. I love it. Um yeah. Okay. So, I don't know. I was just offering so
not to be rude about it. I am like you know you know I didn't really want people up here anyway. I kicked them because they're being annoying and disrespecting. Uh, you can't believe I heard it donated to this guy. I don't know what it was. It was just
like I just was excluded from the joke again. So, it didn't find funny.
It's my show. So, anyway, I do this. Well, now I'm now I'll just do I'm doing the show for fun since I'm not monetized, right? So, do I have to sit up here like when I'm like, you know what? I don't want to have people up anyway.
I'm so stupid. You're just going to annoy me. What? Oh, you're so What? Oh, good. See, he's happy I kicked them off. Good, good good good. I know you kicked me. Yeah, I know. I I predicted you were going to say that.
Anything else? You're welcome. It saves you the trouble of having to leave yourself.
Uhoh.
Got kicked off the server. Okay. See, I'm so happy you kicked me too with that. Um, you should go hang out at Beatas. And I I heard what you I heard what you called you.
See, they're even. They got even, guys. They got even.
You sound like um Hold on. This is so cool. This is It's so cool that I get to like kick off whoever I want. It's It's kind of like I have my own show. I can do what I want to do
like this. I never have to see people.
Here we go.
Well, >> that was good. >> You if you weren't being rude at all, then we could have discussed it, but it's like now you like double down on it.
It's basically trying to figure out who do I want, who do I get. It's really about my comfort. I know. Well, I I can see what you're saying right now. You kicked me before we had a chance to discuss
cuz you already know. I already told you like I was like I'm not really wanting to have people up unless I want to. It's like annoy me very sensitive. So anything about anything about Gish? Yeah, Gish is
um Does anyone know VB? I guess nobody's here anymore. What happened? Well, now it's like now now now it's like now you've hurt my feelings. I don't know.
I'm just tired of like this kind of attit like the way like just like the general energy directed at me. It's like not a kind energy. I don't care if you think I'm a weirdo. And guys, it's my show. Just go away then. Don't come to my
show. Start your own show. I'm forced to be here. Okay. But now it's too late. I mean, now it's like now I've been kicked out of the Discord. U I just removed you from the state. I didn't kick you. I didn't permanently ban you from my Discord or anything like you banned me. So, well,
it's fine. I'm not mad, but it's like I mean you're both my mods. Yeah, I did. I got a message that said you're you've been removed from the Discord. I just got a message right then.
No, I don't. Oh, what's the message I got?
I just got some kind of message. It said I was kicked off of Discord. Hold on. Reason said the reason I'm leaving is because something. Maybe we'll figure it out.
It's not in the mood.
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