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The episode starts with a poetic introduction ▶ 0:08 followed by a conversation between Psyche and his guests about their day and personal experiences. At ▶ 2:13, Psyche mentions that he had to leave and get cigars, and then returns to the conversation. He talks to his cat, Rudy ▶ 3:38, and then introduces another guest, Miser ▶ 6:43, who is his ex-boyfriend. The conversation shifts to the topic of synchronicities ▶ 7:28 and the Maraba, a three-dimensional form that allows souls to travel ▶ 9:29. Psyche explains that developing the Maraba is essential for traveling to other stars instantaneously ▶ 10:24 and that synchronicities occur when the polygon, or Maraba, hits the nodes of the energy grid ▶ 11:13.
The episode appears to revolve around the idea of exploring the mysteries of the universe and the human experience. Psyche and his guests seem to be delving into the concept of synchronicities and the idea that everything is connected. The conversation also touches on the idea of spiritual growth and development, particularly in regards to the Maraba. The discussion suggests that individuals can tap into a higher level of consciousness and understanding by developing their Maraba and hitting the nodes of the energy grid.
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Welcome to the night. The cards laid out for show. Stars shining so bright. Watch the secrets unfold. There's magic in her hands. Whisper what the future holds. Dance to the
mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Flow. Hearts in the balance. Every card an open door. Feel the romance in every arcane war. Destiny entwined as the moon begins to
soar. Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So let the taro move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Oh, crystal visions in her gaze. Time can steal this moment. Life's uncertain dance we chase with love.
Woven pen dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. Hello. I'm back. Yeah. I mean, it's like, you know, it's not like necessarily a band word. Um, I don't know that I ended the show, but Yeah, I was I had to go anyway and get um cigars, so I did. How are you doing,
guys? Hope you're having a good day. Um I'm having a nice day. Had a nice dinner last night. Had a I had a um lamb shank. Very good. It's called What's it called?
It's It's a really really nice Italian restaurant. So, but what is Osukco? It's called Osukco. E It was very delicious. Okay, Trevor, let's try this again. Trevor, can I please apologize? I didn't know. Okay. Okay. No, I don't. I mean, it's
like not necessarily Yeah. Okay. Okay, you said it a couple times in a row and but I I don't I don't it's like I just uh I just don't care for the word. And um also I need to get cigars anyway. So I I went and picked up some cigars. I I see you got yourself a a cigar there. Nice. Nice. Got a little
cigar. And uh and calm down a little bit. So hey Rudy, what's up Rudy? Here comes Rudy. You seem tense. Tense. I'm not tense at all. I'm very I'm actually very relaxed. You know, I was saying hi to the cat and I was like, "Hey, Rudy. Hey, come over Rudy. Hi, Rude. Hey, Rude. Come here." here,
You know, you want to see Rudy? Have you seen Rudy? Rudy? Like the movie? Rudy? Have you seen the movie Rudy? Yeah. Oh, look at that cat. Oh, that's beautiful. Hey, Rudy. That's beautiful. He's very soft. He's very sweet cat.
Hey, Mr. Rude. Hi. Hi. Meow. Yeah. Uh oh, what's that? What's going on? No, I was just gonna say I got Have you ever seen him? I got him I got him um in January and he's like an older cat. He's like probably 15 16 years old
and um his owner was his owner was moving and and uh um was like you know could not take him when she well she was moving and she could she could have taken him but she was you know she was going to be traveling a lot um when she moved and it would be like a new environment plus she'd be gone and stuff like that and she'd be like so she asked me if I' I'd take him in and he could
have his retirement here. Hey there tricks you like rude Mr. Rudy, come on. Prison up here with me. He He looks damn good for a 16-year-old cat. I'll tell you that right now. Yeah. I would have never guessed he was that old. Yeah, he's a little old man. You're a little old man cat. But you look you look great for your
age. Yeah, you look great for your age. Oh, he's beautiful. He's very soft. He's very soft. Mr. Rude, can I come up on my lap? Oh, he doesn't want to come up. He's a little He's a little bit shy still, but he's a very sweet cat. What does Dreaming say? I need a mirror. Oh my gosh. I I have a mirror. I'm looking actually at myself as I speak. That's what know streaming is.
It's like you're looking at yourself while you're streaming. So, it is my mirror. I think I look pretty good. I mean, my Yeah, beard's not for everybody. It is like kind of like a bigger kind of beard. I I was going for the Chris K look, and I could I didn't quite succeed at that, but everyone thought it looked okay. The dinner Saint or why do I keep calling you
saint? Saints psych. Saint psych. I don't know. For whatever reason, that mixes in my brain. Psych. You look damn good. You look damn good, my friend. You look like you could
appear in a Playboy magazine. Playboy 189. Yeah. 1890s edition. 1890s. You look like real that that that facial hair. You look like uh you could be on the quick Quaker Oats
canister. Like it's so I mean it's not bad looking. It just uh Yeah, it's it's not something you see very often. You're very you're very cruel. Let's say hi to Miser. Hold on. Hi Miser. Hello. Do you know Miser, Trevor, or have you met him before?
I don't think I met him. What's up, man? How are you? I'm doing good. Mer is my ex-boyfriend. He's my ex He's my ex uh e boyfriend. Oh, that's right. That's right. I remember. I remember. We're still friends though. How are you, sir? How How's your day going? It's
going really good, actually. So, it's going really good. Uh, so I I I watched this really interesting. It go it goes really good. I actually I watched this uh I watched this video. Oh, you know what? Hang on. Hang on. on. Hang on. Give me a second. Sorry. Hang on a second. Hang on a second. Hang Sorry. I was getting I was uh hearing YouTube for a second. Uh I was I watched
this interesting video on YouTube actually. And um it's about uh synchronicities, right? Because like I'm so really big on those. I don't know if you if you if you see the channel all the all the times that I'm on, I'm always like going crazy on synchronicities or whatever. I kind of look out sometimes, but whatever. It is what it is. But like uh I saw this
really interesting video on synchronicities, right? And it was uh uh I I'll have to I'll have to post the link to it or something uh in in in a little bit. Like I I can't I could probably do it right now. Let me check. Anyway, uh so so Oh, it and it Okay, so it's really hard to explain this, but
like this video could not have explained it any better uh than than this this video. Um but yeah, you know what? I I I hate being distracted. I'm just I'm just going to do I'll do it later. I'll post a link in the chat or something like that. But um but yeah, it's it's about like uh like the synchronicities, right? and um and and and like the
possibilities that can exist within a space pretty much like like the 3D realm for example, right? You know that one anomaly is a chance, right? So I don't want to ramble or whatnot, but so like think of like the the circle, right? We're all a donut, right? Of like that, you know, the energetic field or whatnot, but it all exists within this place, right? Just picture this the
universe, right? And then we have the pentagram. What? So no, no, the hexa the the hexog. the hexog like at the top of um like like like in Saturn, right? There's that hexog at the top of Saturn. Well, just think of that like a polygon, right? But like a polygon in this circle, right? And it's rotating and
going around like this, right? Maraba. You're talking about a maraba. Yes. Yes. Yes. Thank you. Thank you for bringing that up because that's exactly what that is. It's the the maraba is is the vessel is the chariot so to speak or is the actual the the vehicle of for for our souls to be able to travel. Okay. So
like when you develop your your um your astral body or you become actual se if you are actually truly self-aware and sentient you you can build this maraba around yourself right and it's the it's it's the pattern or it's the it's it's the three-dimensional form okay because
like a maraba a maraba hang on I'm not doing gang sign this is just for for visual aid a maraba right is is literally the three-dimensional form. It's like a 2D It's a 2D interpretation of a three-dimensional form. Okay? So, it's like the Star of David but in 3D. In 3D, right? So, you want to develop
that because like that's the that's the vehicle to which our souls can travel from here to another star instantaneously like p like faster than light like right away. Right? So, but if you don't have that built, you know, your soul or your energy is going to is going to be taken and and applied to the
very next vessel or wherever your energy is is meant to go. So, reincarnation essentially. But when it comes to synchronicities, right? So, people I think get more so when this polygon when the polygon is like bouncing around like this in a circle, right? People will assume that like the closest that you can get to reaching the other side or
making connections is in the parallels when the when the polygon hits and matches up like this, right? But no, that's not the case. What you want to go for are the nodes, the points that hit every single time like so that the the the whole world has like a sphere grid like the energy grid. Think of it like that. Where all all the pyramids? The
pyramids are all on the nodes of that of that of that grid. So all the Tabby. Hi Tabby. Hi Tabby. Tabby cat. So they're all on the nodes of those of the sp of the of the grid, right? So think of that as in like you're yourself in your body. You want to hit the nodes.
So the nodes are like are like planetary alignments for example. Those are portals. Okay? those where the where the points meet like this is the closest you're going to get to receiving any messages from God. Okay? Because you're the you're that close to God. So when you're on your right path, you're going to be hitting those nodes over and over and over and over again. That's where
you receive your synchronicities. When you try and get synchronicities, when you're on two level planes like this, there's a separation. There's a barrier. You can't using the energy to poke a hole through that barrier is going to cause more refractions. It'll get your it'll get your your point across. You'll be able to do what you're doing, but this is not what you want.
You don't want to breach, you know? You don't want Can I just ask Can I just ask if I could please can you uh can you break that down in layman's terms so the rest of us can uh understand? Well, I mean, he's talking about like like a lot of like like astral travel and things like that and our energetic field and and things like that, but like
the synchronicity is like from Carl Jung. Um, and it's like basically it's like we call them sometimes coincidences, but really there are no coincidences, you know, and so if he's talking about synchronicities, I would say like this morning um someone said, "Oh, like the other night I did a reading for this lady and she said, uh, I pulled the wolf card for her, right?" And then she's like, "Well, I've been
drawing pictures of a wolf for the last three nights in a row. I've just been drawing a picture." And so that's it's like a coincidence, right? But it's also there's a message there. And so like but so we'll get we'll get these messages. I'll tell I'll I'll tell you the exact like um what what Carl Jung Carl Jung said because he came up with that term synchronicity like you know synchronicity is like you know when things are synchronized so things happen all like you'll be thinking about you'll you hear one topic and then you'll go to
another show unrelated topic and the same they talk about the same thing or something like that and that's like you know you can like that's why it used to I mean it happens to me all the time but when when you think when you notice it when you think about it they'll really happen all the time like you'll you'll you'll just come across the thing I'll tell you. God is everywhere. God's always trying to reach out. He will He's
always there. That's the thing. Same thing with the devil. The devil's always trying to tent. The devil never rests. Okay? But God also never rests. God's always there. The devil pops up here and there, but the God is always there, always speaking to us. We're just unable to like decode the the language because there's no way you can
comprehend it. you know, you can't listen to God's true voice, you know, like you can only experience it through your your physical environment because that's the only thing we understand. You know what I mean? So like learning how to decode that or learning, you know, how God speaks to you personally, you know, through associations like I
mentioned before and that you know, okay, how much how much weed do I have to smoke to get this in touch with God and get this in touch with myself to where I can understand any of this? Well, we do about about five pounds about five pounds about five pounds five pounds. Nice. So, so, uh, Trevor, so here's like a
little just a paragraph, a small paragraph. It says, "Carl Jung viewed synchronicity as a meaningful coincidence, an event where two or more seemingly unrelated events coincide in time and appear meaning but appear meaningfully related, but without a discernable causal connection. He believed it was not just a random chance, but a manifestation of a deeper order in the universe where the inner psyche and the outer world are
interconnected." I think that's like a good little paragraph about just what the meaning of synchronicity. But yeah, inner psyche. I want to get I want to get in in in psyche. Hey, I'm gonna uh I'm gonna I just wanted to apologize for Okay, Trevor. for what happened in the last stream. I'm going to let you boys go at it, but
uh but uh it was nice talking to both of you. Uh you too. Thanks for having me on. All right. Bye. Oh, you're welcome. I don't know what what is anybody Is any Can anybody in the chat give an example of maybe a synchronicity that they've experienced? I know the chat's kind of been pretty quiet today. I don't know. Is there something wrong with the chat? Are you Are you there? There's, you know, 12 people in the room. Everyone
Everyone say hi. Everybody's talking. Nobody's listening. Everybody's talking. Nobody's listening. We're just I think everyone's just entranced by the lecture. But um let me see. Um let me see. Well, yeah. Well, how are you, Miser? How was your night? How was Did you have a did you a good night last night besides? Yeah, I did actually. Uh my friend Amber visited.
She we sat there and Oh, she gave me a new a new bowl. Let me let me show it really quick. Okay. Uh this is the disclaimer. This is a penis bowl. Okay. But it's not it's phallic, but we I'm just going to show it to you. Okay. Hi, babe. So, 18 plus 18 plus. Yeah. Yeah. It's a little bit fickle.
Yeah. Very nice. It's just just it's just some bulls are sort of shaped like that, right? You know, we the weed weed is very file. Even a bong is considered f we go we smoke like that, right? B. So like weed smoking is kind of a foul like you know smoking in general. We
suck on suck on some cigars and things. Hey, what's up? Yes. Yes. Anything. Yes. Anything that gets the pollen to the pistol is right on the list. Must right now, but I just want to show you it was me. Hi. Thank you. Oh, sorry. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to pull you up so quick. Hey, how are
you doing, Lori? I just tired right now, so I'm really swollen and up, but um no, you guys were talking about astral projection. And um I want to tell you a true story about a good friend of mine um who I can talk about this now because this happened a really long time ago and
he's not with um the army anymore. Um and um I'm sorry I look like crap. Let me I don't want to be on camera right now. I'm sorry. You're fine. You're fine. But I'll tell you what happened. Um it's an amazing thing. Okay. So his cousin
um had he was um honorably discharged because he had terminal cancer. Well, they came knocking. He he was at home in hospice and um they came knocking at his door and they knew that
um he had been talking about astro projecting in his dreams before and I guess they remembered that and they said what if we told you we could take you to to this medical facility cure you of your terminal cancer
and then teach you how to astro project, you know, like better like, you know, um so sure enough, they take they they take them and within less than six months he was dying of terminal cancer. So you can't say that the government does not have cure for like certain
things because they cured him of his cancer. Oh wow. Yes, they cured him of him with his cancer and then in less than six months and within a year and a half through like practicing I don't know exactly how they did it but or how they were able to keep track
of where he was I guess maybe when he came back he was able to tell them how far he went um how able you know how far he was able to go um this was during or right after 911 So they were going they were finding trying to find people in um al-Qaeda
like um and um he eventually learned how to travel that far and find different cave systems. And um his first mission um he described the two men and what they were dressed like a the small cave
that they were inside um what they were writing down but he couldn't quite it was very blurry. And then he said it was funny. He said he remembers the two men not being able to see him or anything, but they got scared and
started taking all their papers and and and like grabbing them and walking out of the cave like they felt like he something someone was watching them. Well, the more he practiced, the more he was able to get more information and um he went into remission. He
um he did uh Right. Well, he I know he did one more uh mission for them. Mhm. Went home. Um and the cancer came
back and he was not expecting them to be like knock like we're here to help you again. And you know. Mhm. Sure enough, they helped him. He was he's been in remission ever since. This was year, like I said, this
was so long ago, 2001. I He's so healthy now. He's very, you know, antisocial. He doesn't really talk about, you know, he's he's on like like I think he's on like Facebook and stuff, but he only talks to like small like his family, like his immediate family and stuff.
like he knew me but like even being Facebook friends with me like you know what I mean like and he didn't even mind that that my friend told you know my my good friend told me about it. Mhm. Um well they came knocking on his door again when they found out that he was sick and he did another mission for them where he was
able to get more information and locate where he thought Osama bin Laden was. Now I from what I understand his information really really helped. Um he wasn't the one who found
him. He did find some people, some bad people, you know, and the um al-Qaeda and whatnot. Um but uh still though, it's it it was I don't want I don't want to I don't want to cut you off. Go ahead. Go ahead. But that that was that was that
was a good that was a good point. So So So I'm going to pause right there. uh what when I said about uh about accessing those uh messages through parallels, that's an example of what you just said with the government interfering using the psychic to gain this message cuz like there's lots of energy that I said that needs to happen
in order to break that that poke that hole. Okay, this man was in was about to die. Okay, that's a highly energetic point in his life. Okay. Now, and the powers that be, of course, they have the the technology to cure people of cancer, cure these things, but like the energetic, it was so much energy that was like cuz he's right there at
the brink of death. Okay? So, he had enough energy to poke that hole. So, they you the government used him to make that connection so that they can see. Of course, it's not going to be it's going to be clouded, you know, but that's exactly what I'm talking about. It's funny, you know, that's what you said. It was it was like clouded like he
couldn't quite get there. So like they were concentrating on getting well. Yeah. They concentrated on getting him well first and then they started just practicing and then he would say I got this far and it would it might only be like you know miles up the road or
something you know or maybe to another state but before they knew it within a year and a half he was traveling distance like very far distances and and this this train I mean they do I know about a little bit about the training they do and they will like you know, they they'll they verify it, but they'll they'll, you know, they'll they'll have like, you know, places like already that
they, you know, they know about. They're like, "Okay, go into this place and tell me what you see there and and so that like places that they already know about and stuff like that." And so then the person will be able to verify and they can test and and they know that know that they're actually seeing things, right? That's I think that's kind of the training that they go through for this astral projection and things like They were they would have like eyes on
certain places so they knew he was going like the way he would describe it they were like oh my gosh this is working. Yeah. You know and and all he had to do was like just like I said when he was in active duty duty he just brought it up like yeah I used to be able to astrop projected you know my dreams and stuff
like that you know he's like but I just remember you know hovering over my body. The reason it was brought up was because that was something that I was able to do when I was a lot younger and I was talking to my friend Jason about it and he's like, "You're well, can I tell you something?" And I, you know, I I don't mind telling you. And I'm like, of
course, cuz he knows I'm very open-minded and spiritual and and um he thought I was like the one person that wasn't like weirded out that he told, you know, like cuz I just I've had a lot of experiences since my mom since says since she can remember. I the earliest I can remember is four or
five. Uh my daughter then when I had her, she was able still now. um can you know see here feel so um but we were growing up in a very strict Christian household so
it's not encou it's not encouraged right it's just like how you know like how like kids can see fairies and things like that and then it's like but they're told oh they don't exist oh psych that's one of the things I have a video y it's a right on Yep. Uhhuh. It It was one of our um uh cuz we have like little security
cameras around at our place. Um or you know um and uh it's such a quick video, but you see the legs and everything. Oh, baby. Hey Trix. That's Mr. Trix. This is Trix's mom, Lola. That's another thing my daughter
will not stop talking about. She wants cat a cat so bad. A you should you know cat is a wonderful wonderful thing. Are you are you are you thinking of getting one? I'm I Well, we're Yes, eventually we would like to.
I am the weird rat lady, too. I love rats, too. You like rats? Oh, I love them. They're so smart. They're so smart. People, they're so underestimated. People think they're so gross and they're not industrious. Industrious. I guess it would be kind of Is it kind of dangerous to get a cat when you have rats?
Right. Yeah. Yeah. Right. Right. You want to see the house that my husband got me for my last two girls? Hold on one second. Let me see if I can turn the camera on it. So, so when you're talking about fairies, when you're talking about fairies, so that's a that's a good that's a good point because the fairy realm is a is another plane of
existence. It's another it's it's another it's another it's a whole another plane of existence. A whole separate collective consciousness. Okay. But it is another plane of existence. It's it's happening simultaneously as it is right now except it's at a higher vibration. So the fairy realm moves a lot faster than the human realm. So like when you when you go into a fairy ring
and you get you know distracted right the two minutes there is like like three days here. So like skin rumple still skin and stuff like that he falls asleep and then he like goes to the fairy realm and then he wakes up and he's like 100 years old or something. Yep. Because it's a it's a parallel dimension. It's a parallel plane of existence. We can access it. Okay. or that we we encounter
each other at times because there are points when the nodes in these nodes where these points people find themselves naturally and are able to see or interfere not interfere um interact with that parallel dimension we're not supposed she wants to show I'm sorry she's
showing her her house the cage that the that my rat had Oh wow that's a her little rat Right. Condo. It's a nice nice rat condo. How many do you have in there? Well, we used to have two and um they were Well, I've had many cuz you know they don't live very long,
but um hold on, let me get out of here. Um but um yeah. Um my last two girls lived the longest. One lived five years and the other one lived about five and a half. Oh my gosh. Rare. snakes. That's a pretty long lifespan. I remember I remember I had like there was like
someone got a feeder mouse like they they had a snake and like I I don't know. I think they gave me one of them snakes too. Yeah, you have snakes too. So I'm always like I got to walk away. Yeah. Yeah. DMT can So DMT have I mean anyone know about DMT? Someone's ask I mean I I can make DMT actually. I can like you
know not you know it's not I can actually you take you you take the bark and you I can extract it. Yeah. And you and it's like you extract the basically you take uh this root bark you mix it with calcium powder and vinegar and then you put that on like a a hot plate and then you you heat that up kind of on a not a hot plate on a um a crock pot and you kind of heat it up and then you pour
on paint thinner. You pour in paint thinner, let heat it up and then well the paint thinner extracts the the DMT from the bark and you pour you take the paint thinner um and put it and it's pour it out from the bark into the liquid on the pipe on a pie plate put it in the freezer for a few days it create it starts creating these crystals then you pour out then when you after a few
days in the freezer the the paint thinner doesn't freeze you pour it out and then I pour out the paint thinner it just leaves the crystals there you let it kind of dry out and then you scrape up the the crystals and stuff. You could actually buy it um the bark on the internet for it's legal the bark I think the bark is legal to sell on the internet. Um it's called mimosa hostilus is the name of the the tree and it's an
interesting tree. Um also it's an accashia and it's actually in every almost in every plant and like live different amounts but it's in higher higher amounts in those plants and so that's what they make owasa from and uh and things like that. Yeah, it's the first one's mentioning DMT and stuff. I've been Yeah, I've been um people have said, you know, that maybe I should try
because I uh I'm in recovery. I in in June I celebrate 5 years but um still people have cuz I have Parkinson's and people have you know said you know like oh you should try you know mushrooms or um you know um IA or you know something
like that you know um right now I'm on a lot of supplements um cuz I want to be pharmaceutical free I want to do things like naturally um so I am trying like the methylene blue um with the uh uh
the gold the what is it the nano gold that um helps increase the um the good um what is it called? the good like um metals and it takes out the bad metals like it detox the any bad metals that can be in your body. The
heavy metals. It takes out the heavy metals like an extinguent. Yeah. And um so and I'm on vitamin D3 and um iodine um iron all that stuff right now just Yeah. because those are all those are all highly magnetic those are magnetic chemicals. So those those magnet those magnetic uh those magnetic
uh uh uh chemicals or not chemicals those magnetic uh uh I guess uh substances is is what's going to pull those metals out of your body. Those good metals too like true. I'm sorry. I was just going to say I haven't like heard or seen things in a really really long time and I think it
was because I was blocking that, you know, for and now that I'm been in recovery and everything and um because it was basically I was being I wasn't being diagnosed correctly. I had a doctor that was just feeding me pills and I got addicted. So,
um I finally found, you know, the right doctor and everything and I got off of everything. But, um um it but it was kind of it was, you know, it never really scared me when I was younger. Um, I did. The only time I got nervous when I was younger was when
um I had a psychologist that wanted to hypnotize me and I got really scared because I I thought like that's going to really open my mind now. My mind's already like so yeah. If you ever saw the movie Get Out, he was mentioning the hypnotize in that movie and then he's like, "Oh, I'm
hypnotized you to stop smoking." And then she hypnotized them to fall into this the the sunken place, right? Have you ever saw that movie? Like sex slaves, man. They treat us like sex slaves. Or I think of um around the same time that The Six Sense came out, this movie Stir of Echo came out with Kevin Bacon.
That was I love that one so much. I like it almost a little better. Yeah, I'm right there with you. Yeah. And same thing, his son could already hear things and then they were just playing around one night and the friend um hypnotized him and they put a
needle right through his hand and he couldn't even feel it. And um his mind opened up where he could hear and think this hear the things that his son and see the things that his son was was seeing. It was interesting. I I remember an interesting experiment where um you blindfold someone and you're like, "Okay, I'm going to hold out your hand
or something. Hold the back of your hand and then you they'll they'll um they'll like light a match." Okay, so the person like hears the match being smells it and then they blow out the match and then they touch they're like, "I'm going to touch you with this." Okay, and they touch it and the person thinks they're going to get burned, but they touch it with ice cube instead and the person will actually develop a burn sometimes, you know, or or they'll feel, oh, they'll feel a burn and stuff like that.
I mean, it's the power of suggestions, a very powerful thing. Yep. Yeah. There there's also there's also a there's also a game that you could play, too. Um, well, I mean, it was it's more of an exercise that I learned back in the day that this is like in fourth, fifth grade. It's called psychic touch and it's like it's it's a good little foreplay thing that you can play with a
partner or like you know even even with yourself but like uh uh when you run your hand over your skin to feel the sensation of the of a presence around you versus like you know actually feeling it like learning or seeing you know with with someone else like where their hand is or where their energy is focused on based on like how you feel in
your body. It's a good way to like minimize your or re like pretty much uh uh uh you eliminate one sense to to gain to gain you know uh to to heighten the other one so to speak you know like the blindfold the whole blindfolding thing you know that was like kind of like that or you could play that game who's in my mouth you know where you blindfolded
where where you're blindfolded party and then and then and then a person person who's blindfolded okay so there's a line of people and then the the line of People put a body part or something on, you know, on their tongue and that person has that's blindfolded folded. It could be any body part this person chooses, but the person has to has to be
able to to tell who what person that he's uh he's tasting based on his taste and what I think it's more of an adult party game, but yeah. Interesting. Okay. Yeah. Um, also I used I used to be able to hypnotize um people in a way I would be able to like um go to their leg and I'm like okay well your leg is going to be unable to move and you just go I
would go around their leg and then they would like for a few minutes they would be unable to move their leg. It's just the power of suggestion. But a lot of times like when hypnotism is also like people, you know, it's like when they hypnotize these large groups of stuff like that, it's basically like the hypnotist will have to they'll kind of pre pre-screen you and stuff to see who's suggestible because it's like there's certain people
that will play more. It's kind of more playing along with it other like because there's an audience and you're just drawing some interesting stuff. Yeah. But it's just interesting conversation, interesting topics. I'm trying to think about any kind of like psychic um or these games you can play or hypnotism games. Let me see if I can find something. Um Beyonce, dude.
Beyonce. That's the biggest witch of them all. I had a dream. Well, I know I know someone was talking about she had a dream about Beyonce. It was a psychic and she had this dream about Beyonce and Beyonce was like the devil or something like that or let me see power suggestion games. She witch. Yeah. Or maybe one of those bride
of Satan. You might look into bride of Satan, too. There's someone called the bride of Satan. Let me see. Analon the power of suggestion is when a individual has an idea conveyed on them and that idea in turn becomes reality, you know. So, it's very powerful in in a positive or negative way, you know. And so, you know, I think that, you know,
it's also called the placebo effect maybe. You know, it's like you're being suggested that this this this pill is going to cure this and you take the pill. Like you take the pill and maybe it's just a sugar pill, but it might have a positive effect. Like I think I think they're they're 50% 50% um effective and things um like that or like almost as effective as other as
other medications, you know. Um there's Jedi mind tricks. Yeah, there's a there's a hexog with the with then the a circle and a also I like the miser. I like the the triangle. Um um then with the circle around it and then in a square. I like that one, too. Can you draw one of those? Yeah. Uh you're
talking about Oh, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Um triangle and the square like squaring the circle is actually that's that's that's what uh yeah, squaring the circle. Yeah, I could draw that. But this this is what I was talking about. So, picture this is like a 3D a 3D thing, right? So, that would be the point that's facing you right in the center like right there. And then and then and same on the other side, right?
So when when you have this shape that's the merkaba, right? So think uh so so take so take the star out of it and just focus on the hexog. When the hexog, okay, when it's moving around like the circle like this, okay, it has all these possibilities, right? All those nodes where you see these little points. So
all the nodes where you see these little points right here, every time this point matches up with one of the points on the circle, okay, that's when you're closest to God. When you have these flat points up against here, of course, there's that space of that foggy area. That's why you're not going to get a very clear connection, but that's what you want.
And this is going to be constantly moving. So this is constantly moving. This is just nature and how things operate. So you want to move with nature, not against nature or you know or anything that's just like forcing It's creating you know you know you know what else we're looking at? We're looking at earth and earth and air. Correct. Like that's and you know because the two triangles like right in alchemy they have like the I mean
there's two triangles. So you put you put so the there's a element of of fire is like the just the regular triangle and then the earth is the up as upside down triangle and then when you put them coincide them together that makes the air sorry the air is actually the air which is like the one with the line through the top right and then it's like
and then the the the air and and earth air fire air right here. So earth and air like this is what we're doing right now. Yep. Interesting. Oh, thank you. Thank you, Lori, for being on. That was that was pretty fascinating. Um, thank you. Thank you so much, Lori. I appreciate everything. Okay. Um, yeah, that was
awesome, dude. You're that you're you're right on point, dude. Thanks for bringing Thanks for telling that story because uh is a it was a you you're absolutely right. It was a direct example of of the concept that I was that I'm like raving on about. I know I sound like crazy. I have a Yeah, I I ramble sometimes. My bad. That's okay. No, no, you're you're fine. Oh, and and
Miser also I I think you wanted to um you wanted to share that the link to the chat and stuff like that. You can go ahead and reshare that because you're I made you No, you it didn't you didn't come up because you're you weren't a mod, but I modded you. So, you can now you can now post the link. Okay. Yeah, cuz that like I have here I have Lola right here. You can see Lola is um Lola's wrapped up in the blanket. She got wrapped up in
the blanket. You got you went inside the blanket. You see Lola? Miss Lola? She like this. Lola is a big um if I if I get under a blanket, she will come over and just and so will tricks. They they they like to come right under. I'll just put the blanket a little bit. They come right under like to cuddle under the blanket. I know. And born jokers say, you know, don't think Yeah, we don't know everything, right? And it's hard. Some of these things are hard to
explain. It's metaphysical, right? And it's like, you know, but I know Mer, if you look at Miser's art and things like that, you know, he like he has like these understandings. I mean, they come out in the art and things like that. And there's a lot of there's a lot, you know, there's a lot of patterns and and interesting things, you know, it's like and art is like, you know, explain art. You can't really explain art. It's like, you know, it's it's creativity, but it's also, you know, shapes and it's like um
and putting things together in an aesthetically pleasing way. And so, I mean, there's all kinds of geometry. I love sacred geometry and the learning about sacred. You might want to look into sacred geometry. Like, you know, there's like the there's something called the flower of life and the seed of life. And I'll I'll show you the flower of life. Here's a flower of life. And this is like explains a lot too. I mean it's like this is something to
meditate on I would say. U flower of life. Uh and here's a flower of life. Here's what it looks like. Uh uh let's see. It's a geometric symbol. So yeah, with with the flower of life, those nodes, those those intersecting points are all points in which that hexog is bouncing around. So when that hexog is bouncing around, every single
point on that is a point to where you can talk to God or where you will be closest to God. That is one of those intersecting points that I was talking about with the hexog bouncing around the circle. That's the that's the trajectory. So each one of those arcs, each one of those circles are are our life path trajectory. Okay? That's what
we focus on the individual parabola. You know, it's from it's going from one place to another like that with with the least amount of resistance, you know, and you're right. And then born born Joker, you're right. There's there's a lot of interpretations and people explain it in different ways that it's like, you know, basically life is life, right? But but this is fas
fascinating. If you like if you examine the symbol, it's like and then you kind of turn it there. Looks like kind of like faces and eyes and you see all these eyes and it's almost like this consciousness in in these in these but it starts out with you can go this starts out with the with the there's the little flowers in there but they're all they all connect right there's like a also if you look into like you know I'm sure people that do tiling and things like that you know Misa right is like
people that do tiling and it's like you can like create these patterns in the in the tiles. It's funny that you said that because look, check this out. As soon as you said when you said tiling. So, I'm working on that. Look, I'm create I'm going to make this a partial I'm making this a partial mosaic.
Um um um stream killer. Yes. Okay. Yes. Um the donos. Yeah, there they do go to stream supplies and I and I do have an Amazon wish list and everything, you know, but you know I also you know alcohol is a little bit of a stream something that supplies the stream sometimes. I have sometimes I'm a little bit more fun when I'm drinking sometimes. And so, you know, I I do like, you know, I do drink on the stream. I don't really like I don't
drink alone. I I am drinking alone, but I really don't feel like I drink alone because I whenever I'm drinking, I'm basically um talking on a panel or or on my show and things like that. And so, it is part of the stream supply, I would say. And uh the cigars, you know, too. I mean, it's like, of course, I can, you know, I um yeah, I understand, you know, people like, "Oh, don't spend your money on
this. still put your money that but at the end of the day I'm the money will be spent on something either you know money goes to cat food money goes to food money goes to maybe alcohol um but I I I am getting um you know I am I am monetized now and so I will be spending this um this money on like a new phone like when I you know and so I'll be have
able to get you know better IRL streams and stuff like that a higher quality IRL streams I also have you know I also have Streamyard I pay for I have also um you know a phone phone plan I pay for and things like that. Um, no, I don't I don't consider myself one. Um, I I know I know Dream Killer, but I'm saying I'm I'm saying these are things I'm going to buy. I really don't have the you know,
you know, I'm going when I get some when I get my um my payout from YouTube, I'm going to be spending it on supplies for the stream and, you know, fixing my computer and, you know, um getting a better um you know, getting a good selfie stick, getting a good battery pack, getting a new phone. A lot of things are expensive, right? And so, yeah. So, yeah, Miser is a very
talented artist. I love his uh I love his uh how his mind works sometimes. It's like um you know, his mind everyone's mind. Yeah. There's like the these wings and the Oh, there yeah, there you go. There's the there's a there's a circle and if you put I don't know if the triangle the triangle's not in there, but see the circle is squared, but you can put a you can fit a triangle inside the circle, too. I think that's in the Golden Dawn and stuff like that.
Uh but Dream Killer is not really It's not really in the chat. I'm dropping that. Okay. Yeah. Dream killer, how about mind your own business? Okay. Are you a donator? You know, so it's like, you know, what what are you telling me and stuff like that? I don't I don't really um I'm just partying, you know. I don't seem to be taking the time to structure anything. Well, I'm getting better at it. You know, I do have open panels or kind of like, you know, I do have sometimes I have topics and stuff. My sister's like, "Do you have top like
come up with a topic for the show and stuff?" Yeah. I mean, it's like I do I have guests, you know, occasionally I'd like to book guests, but sometimes it's like it's a surprise. Sometimes you don't know what you're going to get. That was about Howard Stern. I think someone said it right. And people said, "What do you like most about Howard Stern?" Because I don't know what's going to happen next. And people who don't like Howard Stern, what don't they like about Howard Stern? I don't know what to expect. I don't know what's going to happen. And so some people like it, some people don't. You know, if you don't like the show, you know, there's a
million other shows on YouTube you can go to. But you don't have to tell me how to how to um how to pay my bills or you know, your name is literally just dream killer. You know, it's like and also the power of suggestion too. I was thinking like you know people in the chat can like a lot of the trolls will just suggest terrible things and then it's like you know cause people to worry and stuff not just not not just my chat but other chats I mean people say things and
it can put suggestions in people's heads you know and people can make make positive suggestions and negative suggestions so make sure you like you have a especially um you know if you listen to music and you go you watch movies and stuff like that this is called entertainment right but if the entertainment is being created for social engineering or the entertainment is being created for some kind of um cultural programming purpose which it is you know basically like that's all music
if you look into the Tavistock Institute and how they created the Beatles and how Alistister Crowley basically founded modern rock and roll with his ideas and things like that um it's it's programming and so when you listen to music you listen to a music to what to relax to entertain you like you like the sound of it right so they can put so you're in this you're in this kind of meditative state almost when you listen to it and same with watching a movies
when you're being entertained you're just like receptive to the messages and it's like and so they can use colors and m and music and stuff like that, but they can implant suggestions in these, you know, that kind of like go past your conscious mind right to your subconscious. So, it's very very powerful. So, be very careful with the entertainment that you um partake in
like you know if you're just a little bit more conscious and say okay is there like is there something else they're trying to say here? Is there some kind of suggestion be made because you'll find yes that I mean definitely the movies are are made with so social engineering I think you know they're they're screened by government agencies of that um dream killer it's like you know you know keep stop trying to bum me
out right how sure maybe sold out he said what would you do if you had to work a full-time job but it seems like you could have um yeah you know not everyone can um you know can work a full-time job I unfortunately have had problems with like you know some stalking and stuff like that. And so like so there's people that will can go and they try they can try to destroy the jobs or it's like you know
um I'm also the kind of person that likes to um sometimes I like to stay up late and I you know and then it's like so and then I like to sleep all day and so it's like you know I like to create my own schedule like that. That's the most beautiful thing about being um a streamer is like I can create my own schedule. I can whenever I feel like it, I can go on, right? And it's like um
also I'm making money by this, you know? And so, um I So, if you're making money doing something you love, isn't that like everybody's dream, right? It's like it's almost like it's almost like it's not work, right? It's almost like it's um play, right? So, hi. I'm sorry, honey. My phone was ringing
and um I need a new one very badly. It's very I needed a new phone really bad and it just kept ringing over and over and over and over. It would I could not decline it. I'm like what is going on? Message. So message important call or you know that's a synchronicity right there and it
yeah I had to call my daughter out of school today. So, um, yeah, they just usually do call to check up or whatever, but um, so yes, I'm being told in the chat that I live a fairy tale fairy tale life. Yeah. No, I'll say they're just projecting. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. Because you could, you know, like I I believe in God. I was I was raised well I was raised Pentecostal when I was really young and then um we we left the church you know um and I lived in Florida most of my life until I moved back up north but um uh I wouldn't I would be I would say I
I'm what is it called you know would um when you I'm Christian but I'm what's it called when you're when you're spiritual but not religious or like what? Yeah. Non-dominational. Yeah. Nonomination like
I'm open-minded and I know that like there are I believe in both like the spiritualism aspect of it and especially when like you know my mom experienced things. her best friend was brutally murdered who I was named after her and
um they never found out who did it and like my mom through a lot of went through a lot of that stuff when she was younger as well. She started seeing and hearing things. The women in my family in general are are very spiritually in tune. And thankfully my mom was smart enough though like she didn't want to
instantly put me into psychiatric like she didn't she didn't I saw a psychologist that was very nice and very open-minded and you know cuz a lot of the places you know like back then I mean even in the 80s they would lock you away you know like and she was so scared
that they were going to do that because I was seeing things and um women are or or we're not women, but children are very perceptive, too. You know, animals. Uh children, you know what? You should check out check out this I'm sorry. Go ahead. Go ahead. Well, I was going to say um there's actually an Oprah and there's a
girl named Janney on Oprah. She look Oprah um Oprah and Janney like her name is Janney and she's she's a schizophrenic little girl and she was able to she was talked about she talked about these cats and they the cats had all these unusual names and they lived in a place called Kalilly and like and she it was like and then everyone thought she's you know they thought oh she's insane and she's saying but I'm saying maybe it is a spiritual maybe
they're she's seeing something that's real or at least real you know and then maybe people my great aunt yeah Mhm. I'm sorry. Go ahead. Keep going. I didn't mean to interrupt you. No, no, not at all. You didn't interrupt. But I'm saying um um you know, people that are maybe we consider schizophrenic and things like that, maybe they're just they have like less of the the the the wall between like, you know, cuz I think
there is like we live in there we have a veil, right? There's a veil on this world in this physical world. And maybe there's less of the veil that they have, but they're considered insane or schizophrenic or crazy. But maybe. Yeah, that's why she was that's why she was scared because my great aunt um her aunt, which I I loved her. So I only I
only met her twice in my life cuz she was the oldest. But um she was just amazing. And she was baby. There was six kids. My my grandma um had six kids and um my mom has you know five brothers and sisters and all of the the them as children were
always around each other and then us as cousins there were 19 of us and we were always around each other and well one day u my great aunt took them ice skating and you know there's a certain area that's blocked off on the lake that isn't thick enough and Um all of a
sudden my great aunt, my mom told me the story and um my great aunt runs out on the ice and she's like, "Everybody off the ice. Everybody." And she's grabbing other people's children. Okay. And um they're like, "What? Is there a crack?" You know, and none of the kids were by like the danger area or anything. And
and and she's like, "No, no, there's something under the ice." And you know, even further back then that my mom, let's see, my mom was born in 59. That was in the 60s. And she's like, I knew right away
that your aunt, your great aunt, my aunt was not schizophrenic. I knew like just like she knew I wasn't like I knew I wasn't like I wasn't like I wasn't having hallucin I wasn't having like the the now I have PTSD um from some traumatic things that
happened to me but like I that came later in life but it it that you know that's what she was afraid to do was take me to like a psychologist cuz like my aunts and stuff were like maybe you should take her to talk to somebody and the person They're just going to give you a whole bunch of medication that's going to block. They're going to give you all this medication,
right? That's what she was terrified of. They're not doing it intentionally. That's just like they're they're diagnosing you. Yeah. And they're giving you medication that they think you need, but really you just need to learn how to process that because like Yeah. My point is that's what you need to do. But sometimes it's really hard. Sometimes it's really hard institutionalized.
I don't know how many times like my mom said she can't even remember how many times that's how many times she was institutionalized because she said that there were demonic faces and yeah she said there were demons under the ice and they were going to crack the ice and kill the children and my mom said there
was something in that crazy yeah she said she goes I know she saw them she goes I know she saw something y and I my mom said I was scared like everybody else was. Everyone else just wanted to institutionalize her. So when my mom when I was honest with my mom when I was younger, she didn't want
to do that because she was like, "Oh my gosh, look what happened to my aunt, you know, like I don't want that them to do that, you And like I said, thank God I found this really really nice lady and I was like four or five years old and she had like little puppets and she was like asking me what they were saying and and what they look like and
um the best way I could describe it from what I can remember cuz it's been a really long time. Every once in a great great while under a lot of stress I can it'll happen periodically but like very little. Um, and it sounds like a group, like a really um a group of people, like a big group, like a room,
like a as if like a big ballroom of people, and they're all talking at the same time, but they're whispering. Yep. And then every so often I would just hear either my name or I would hear someone else's name. People talking People talking mad
People talking mad too. Yeah. Yeah. They they would say mad You're like mad Like that did that didn't happen until I got old. Mad And it comes in like Oh yeah. Well, when I became a teenager, that's when it started h that started happening because I would be insecure
about things, you know, and so they would like say a word that would like trigger me and I would get more frustrated than I would like scared or anything. you know, so I would like rebuke it in, you know, in God's name and just tell it to go away. And usually that was all I needed
to do, you know, and um but yeah, they get closer though. Mhm. Huh. I'm sorry. Go ahead. They get closer. Oh, I know. And that's when um as I got older, I had never seen things. Well, my
mom said I did when I was really little, but I don't remember that. Now, in my early 20s, I started to vividly like the first time I ever got clean and sober, like the first time I realized I was an addict like in my
early 20s and I got clean and I was like going on like two years and you know, your brain starts to get back to normal and and I was working a full-time job and doing a lot better. And out of nowhere vividly I was starting to see
things doppel uh mimics doppelgangers of other people. I like I saw my ex in the kitchen was and you hear them you hear them. You hear them too. You hear them like talking like like you'll hear your mom or your you hear your uncle or something talking and saying that your uncle or your mom would never say like like never in a million
not talking. It's scary. And and I I hate like I'm not into politics, but I think what what they're doing with CERN is so stupid because I I you notice so many more other people that don't usually, you know, aren't into this. They're
starting to see things because they're messing with things they probably CERN is doing CERN CERN CERN is doing this. CERN's doing this. Yeah. If you know about CERN is a particle collider where basically they this big it's like and it's also over over this like the old temple of Apollo
you know it's in C Switzerland and it's basically they this big like racetrack thing and they're send they're sending all this particles around and like creating all these crashes and it's like they're just like it's they're colliding them. Yeah. Looks almost identical to the machine in Stranger Things. Like tell me that's not like coincidental and it's opening. That is that's them
telling you what they're doing. That's them telling you what they're doing so that they're not interfering free will. They've been doing it. Yes. They've been doing it in movies. There was this movie uh that my mom sent me with Arnold Schwarzenegger called End of Days and it was about Yeah. the Pope and because you
know how the Pope has one of the biggest telescopes next to NASA and um there's a reason for that and in the movie they like tell you why and it's because like he's waiting for the um comet that goes over a blood moon and it's called the eye of God and he's supposedly waiting for that to happen because then that's
going to be the end of days or whatever and it's just like my mom sends me this clip of the movie and she's like I'm like and you know it came out in like the '9s and I was like yeah they really are just telling us what's going to happen like they just they know. I've also seen um I've had some I've seen some glitches in the Matrix. I know like um like I've walked down the street and it's like and then I'll see like a guy
walking a dog or something like that. I mean or I'll tell you a couple things. I see I seen I've seen like two people with the dog and then I I like cross the this like telephone pole and I go to the other side and it's just like one person walking alone. There's like the other person and the dog are gone. Or I've seen a guy pushing a baby stroller and then it's like I cross the pole and then there's not there's no there's no baby stroller and stuff like that. So I've
seen weird stuff like that. Like there's there's weird like little glitches in the Matrix they call them. There's also a video that's you that's you jumping that's you going that's you going into different timelines basically. Yeah. Mhm. Very interesting. I woke up early one morning and um this was only like a few days after I found the video and I I
found the video on accident. I was just going through my security feed and I um it was maybe like four or five days after I was like, "Oh my gosh, my daughter's right. She's seeing like fairies." Because I'm telling you, this thing had legs. It had it had it had a greenish tint to its legs and its body
and it's so fast but I was able to slow it down and you can still see it. I I'll try to get it to you. It's like I'm I'm trying to still send it to my mom too. Um I thought I lost it but it's still on my um one SD card. But um interesting. I'd love to see that. Yeah. Um, so, um,
I it was really foggy and I woke up super early one morning and I it wasn't a school day. It was the weekend and it's always out of my daughter's it's always in my daughter's like not in her room but like outside her window that's where the the ferry was. That's where uh that morning when I was looking outside,
it was super foggy and we have a dead end street on in our place and um it was so foggy, but I could see outline outlines of people and I could see if it was a woman or a girl or a little kid.
And I took photos and um sent them to my best friend and she could see him too. My husband I sent I tried to show him he he's not really, you know, like he's a very stoic, you know, silent type, you know, it's not he was raised Catholic and very strict, but um but it doesn't
mean he doesn't believe. He just couldn't see what I was seeing. and she saw it right away just like a lot of people during the eclipse saw like the the dragon Mhm. um and the clouds and um and stuff like that like and it it's just Yeah. Uh, like you know, you know,
you know what else is interesting to look at is like look up look up um look up close closeups of um close-ups of stars because I've seen like when they like with superpower telescopes, people have taken these really close-up pictures of different stars and you'll see it's like it's like a it's like there's like these moving masses like it's like and there's like you can see like actually they they pause slow down
and it's like faces and stuff like that in these stars. Some of them look like like demons or like tortured faces and stuff like that. It's really creepy. If you look up on YouTube, there's some videos. Yeah. Well, had you did you hear about the um how they were learning um during like World War I, World War II and stuff, the night vision? They were
trying to figure out what colors work the best and they started off with red and um that was a mistake because um they ended up shooting at these beings. Yeah. up in the air that no one could see and they're like, "What are you shooting at?
What are you shooting at?" And they could see things. Now, these ghost hunting videos that occasionally I'll still peek at and I try not to watch too many of them because I believe even just watching things like that can bring negative energy into your home. Mhm. But um a lot of
um ghost hunters are using them now. Yeah. because it's planting a seed. Well, but I've also heard like I remember when I started doing when I was just doing like the regular chats and stuff like that, someone would tell me that that oh, they're like, "You you want to see some entities? Get a pair get a pair of like World War I um era night vision goggles and you'll be able
to see demons and things like that." And so, you know, so it sounds kind of terrifying, but I think uh yeah, exactly what you just said, like now, you know, people I think they're on eBay and stuff for like 500 bucks or something like that. Hello, Clumsy. How are you? The day's going well. Yeah, there's like there's a lot of things that were also like, you know, also like, you know, um there are certain clouds that are like
almost called they're called sils like they're like these air, you know, sils are these these beings of air and that you can see in certain clouds. They're actually these beings, right? sitting on the edge of the cloud. They have a video of a it's a woman. You can see her hair. You can see a dress that she's wearing and she's just sitting with her legs
crossed on the edge of the cloud. Oh my gosh. I've also seen like um um there's I'm trying to find this p there's there's a picture of a woman on Mars. They they have these pictures on Mars and stuff like that. And there's a woman and it's like this woman with black hair. I'll show you if I can find find this this picture of this uh because I saw it years ago. There's a woman on Mars photo. Let me see if I Oh, yeah.
Right here. Uh this is on CNET. Um and it's also in space. It says female figure on Mars and it's Can you see? Hold on. Put on full screen. Hold on one second.
Wow. It's a picture on Mars and it's like there's a female figure and there's other stuff and yeah they they kind of they have like a they put like a little thing around it but it's like this female figure you can kind of see breast kind of interesting and this is on this is just pictures on the from the Mars rover I guess right let me see what I'll see what it says on the I guess this is in
the news I guess I haven't seen that woman on Mars pick is not quite as she appears um it looks like a mysterious figure on Mars um get got everyone excited, but it says it's like it looks like a rhinoceros wearing a tutu or something like that. I don't know. Um um it says um it's really easy to rock. Fantasia, right? It says it says the
Marshall woman team has discovered but that field requests almost every day involve amateurs who so people so you can like look at like if you if you examine pictures of Mars and stuff like that or or like anything you know you can look into patterns you can or like look into like close-ups of things and stuff like that you you you our mind will like make put things together because we're always trying to like see
what something is and stuff like that. And so it's like so so if we see something that looks we so that's why we can see faces. You ever see faces in the wood and stuff like that? Like you have you have wood patterns and you look Check this out, Psyche. Check this out. Let's see. Hold on. Check this out. So, this this is a picture that I took with the disposable camera back in 2008. It was a flame.
There was a flamethrower shooting out a giant shoot of fire on top of this steel pineapple. So So what you're seeing here is you see that face right there? Yes, I do. He's got little horns, but look, he's also got a halo that's on fire. He's got a flaming halo. He's He's got a little He's got little wings, right? He's got
wings and it's this profile. He's kind of like So, you see that, right? Yeah. Yeah. Okay. So, check this out. So, I took So, that's that's a fire, right? So, I saw Okay, so this is what I got on a disposable camera in 2008. Now, a friend of mine was tripping on mushrooms and she was uh at a bonfire and she kept
raving on about people in the fire and so everyone ignored her saying, "Oh, whatever. You're just tripping." So, she took a picture. She took a picture. Now, I'm going to show you this picture. This is the picture she sent me. Okay, look at this. Hold on. Put Oh my gosh. It's the same guy. Look, he's
got a halo and everything. You see the halo and the wings? Look. Born a flyer. Yep. Do you want to see something else else? Pretty trippy. That's Yeah, that's crazy. It's the same. It's the same. It's the same thing. I can show you. I'll go back. I'll go back to the first face. That looks like the ghost from Pac-Man.
Yeah, you can see the the face right there. And if you also, you know, if you look into flames and things like that and smoke, you know, like when you if you meditate and something like that, you will see faces and things. I want to show you this picture from India. Demons, like I said, demons are born, you know, they're born of fire, you know, like it's an infernal it's an infernal being, but they're they're divine. They have a halo just like we do. They're a divine in nature. It's
just an infernal being. So, we are beings, light beings. If they have a halo, that means it's it's it's divine. That means it You're saying that a demon has a halo? Yes, they do. They're divine beings. They're Aren't they Aren't they fallen? Well, maybe I come from a different Aren't they fallen angels? Like, they fallen. They don't have the halo anymore. So, their halo wasn't
broken. They're they still have a halo. It's a They're uh just because they've fallen, but they do they no longer can fly. They no longer have their wings, right? Or am I misled? We Well, so we we uh so we as we've fallen from grace. So, technically, we are demons if you want to look at it that way. But we still have our crown. We still have a halo.
I I'd say we're kind of like we're kind of like between the angels and demons. Yeah. We're imperfect, but it's like we also have the because well, we have free will and so we have a will towards good or but for example, I've heard it say like the angels are just like they they just do go they do God's will. The like angel pure angels do God's will and then it's like humans have free will and then
the demons have a will toward evil. And so it's like and so and so it's just it's just what's in the vibrational match. It's just it's just a vibrational frequency that they're at. So like if you're someone at like a high vibration that's like high frequency that's like basically divine right wasn't the devil the highest frequency he got cast down correct well because the whole the story with that it's isn't
Ezekiel okay so it says Lucifer was God's he was very beautiful he was a good singer by the way too he's very yeah he was he's actually he was the leader of the choir beautiful according to Ezekiel he was the leader of the choir that's why everyone always says that like be careful who you trust because the devil is once an angel you've heard it a million times Okay, but I'll tell you like the story in Ezekiel says that you know Lucifer was
God's covering cherub, his most beloved angel. Um he was the leader of the choir of angels. But then Lucifer what was Lucifer's sin was pride because he wanted because he wanted to be he wanted to be God instead of like you know he wanted to like not not be higher than God but he wanted to be God replace he didn't want to replace him but he wanted to be God and like instead instead of just be his covering cherub
he had because he had a he had a kind of will of his own so he fell because God was like okay well you can run your own world and so basically they said trying to replace the father because because the the devil People didn't realize that like when God created him that you like he is he can't do anything more than what he was created to do. Think of
think of all the colors of the rainbow, right? So let's say blue or green or purple or whatever. That's a good point. Can God Can God create a rock he couldn't live? Dude, that's a good point, man. Right. Exactly. So blue can only be blue and can only do what blue does. Blue can't do anything other than
be blue. Yellow can only do yellow and only be yellow and only do what yellow does, right? Us as humans, we're a spectrum. We're a crystal. So, the light can come through us and we can and we we can we can put out all the different lights. We can put out all those emotions and energies, you know? Some people like doing more red, some
people like doing more yellow, some people like doing turquoise or whatever the you know? It's a different combination. And it's like the light comes through us black shirt and bro when you That was a good Sorry. Go ahead. Yeah, that Sorry. No, no, I agree. That was a great analogy. And he Yeah, that was a good He's He's jealous
of us. He wants to see us destroyed because he, you know, destroyed himself because But also, let me say God loves us. he, you know, were, you know, built or made in his image, you know, like and he is jealous. There's there's there's another there's another school of
thought which goes back to Prometheus, okay? And so Prometheus is a was a Titan. So he was a god and he created man, okay? And then but then Zeus like didn't really Zeus didn't want man to like, you know, come storm the heavens or get to Olympus and stuff like that. So he's like he's happy having man in in the in the in the dark and ignorance and you know in caves and stuff like that
but Prometheus loved man and Prometheus is also equated to Lucifer a lot of times because maybe Lucifer was the creator of the human beings and stuff like that. Um and you know because God gave him I think God gave Lucifer the planet to rule. Um and so you can say maybe Lucifer isn't jealous you know. Um
they they say the Xin like Okay, so the Xin um the fire spirits they say um there's a story about um um who's who's the guy? Okay, so there's um the um the devil basically in an Arab. He's he's he's black and he um he was told just just like um
um okay just like okay so Adam and Eve were created and I think God said okay worship Adam and Eve. killed the jin worship worship worship man is my new creation and they're like well man has been here we've been here longer than man we're made of fire man's made of clay and stuff like that so we're superior beings so we're not going to worship man and so they refuse to worship man and that's kind of that's
kind of like a jealousy thing but see I got a question though I got a question man yeah thanks buddy uh sorry yeah yeah yeah uh well I got two questions but first of all um they're talking about Like you cuz you kind of I believe in one god, brother. But when you talk about it, you're talking about like Greek gods and stuff.
Like I believe in one god. Well, I believe in the most high god. I believe in any of that Egyptian I I believe in like I believe in like the the big's there's a big G. There's a big G, right? The big G and then there's small G's. Like the small G's, right? And we're like so so so yeah. No, no, about that. So like when it comes to like the the multiple gods or whatever. So like that's the kind of point that I was that
that we were that we just only be one God. You can call them deities if you want. All great. There's one god. There is one god. There is only one true god. One creator. Okay. But this creator created everything. Even the bad with the good. He created and is everything. So when I say um when it comes to deities, okay, a deity, let's say for
example, let's use okay, you said Egyptian stuff or like Anubis. So or or you know when we're talking about planes of existence, right? So I don't believe any of that I was just talking so I'm I'm just I'm just trying to explain it in a way that like is like Yeah, go ahead. Go ahead. Make your point. Yeah, go ahead. So, so when it comes to when it comes to the deities,
right? Each deity has a specific function, right? It's what they do. It's how it's how blue can be blue and how blue is is is is seen on this plane. Cuz in the 3D realm, in the 3D realm, we can only experience that 3D aspects, right? when it comes to se when it comes to other plains of existence these deities
okay Lucifer being like the highest of them all with all of the legions underneath him can commands all of the low vi all the vibrational of of the separate side so when it comes to okay angels and demons right there's a equal and opposite demon equal and opposite angel or deity right each deity performs
its function it can't do anything so there's a joy joy is a is an emotional vibration There is a deity that represents joy. There's a deity that represents fertility. Fertility is like, you know, like for for a woman or for a man, you know, for to be to be able to be to produce or to birth something, right? So
those deities is are is that emotion or is that is that like joy, you know? It's not God. It's literally it's of God. And there's also there's also there's also pantheism where God is everything. I just want to read the story real quick of Ibelis. You know I was talking about the devil in Islam. So here's a quick story. Yeah. It says I don't want to
talk about Islam. Okay. Well, I'm gonna talk about so you can you can go you can like put on put me on mute for a second. Okay. Says the devil is present in the Quran. The devil is also known as Ilas, Satan, Shatanazil or Shaitan. However, Shatan and his Okay. So it goes Allah was once considered and on par with the angels under Allah. But Ibel's extreme pride caused his fall from grace. Ibel was
cast out of paradise and now tempts mortal man until judgment day. Okay. And so it says according to the Quran, Allah originally created three intelligent species, angels, jin and humans. Angels lacked the base desires of humans and jin as well as free will. Jin and humans have free will and therefore the ability to do good or evil. Ibel as well as the other jin was created from fire while
Adam the first human was created from clay. When Allah ordered all angels and jin to bow to Adam and show respect, Ibel refused. Ibelis believed that he was superior to Adam because he was made of fire instead of clay. In addition, Ibelis tempted Adam to eat from the forbidden tree, causing Adam and Eve to be cast out of paradise, also known as Jana. Um um Adam and Eve were forced to
live on earth. As a result of his actions, Ibel was also cast out of paradise. Allah sought to punish Ibelis, but Ibelis pleaded with Allah to allow him to roam the earth until the day of judgment, which Allah granted. In addition to being expelled from paradise, Ibelis had his name changed to Shayan or Satan to reflect his fall from grace. As a condition of his expulsion from paradise, Ibelis would be attempt
able to tempt mortals, but would have no power over those loyal and faithful to Allah. Since Shayan's expulsion from paradise, he has been responsible for a vast number of disasters and catastrophes on earth. Shayan's primary duty is to incite individuals to commit evil and go against the word of Allah. As an example, Shayan committed adultery with women on earth and taught them magic and war. As a result of these
actions, a great flood occurred. Shayan met with Jesus Isa in Islam and attempted to have Jesus denounce Allah in exchange for earthly pleasure. Shayan tries to tempt Isa with political power, authority or control over Allah and food. Isa rebukes Shayan, telling him that Allah alone is worthy of worship. Shayan's next major milestone will be at the day of judgment. At this point in
time, his actions will be judged and Shayan will have received the fate determined by Allah. Okay. So that's that's that. So, there's a little I'm glad that you read that, Psych, because I had uh I I'm close I have family that um they're um um Muslim that they moved here um through marriage, but I've been
close to a lot of people that um uh you know, Arabic, Muslim or even you know, Calaldian um and um like ironically my daughter's name is Arabic. And I did, it wasn't even intentional. I just loved the meaning of
it. And um I'm Christian. I'm I'm, you know but um just like you said, it's just the way other people It's like the way the guy that I used to work with um I worked um I used to be an optician. I worked for an optometrist. That was my career
before I got sick. and um he worked in um the back part making the glasses and he um during lunch you know he would um we serve you know on that subject and he was saying you know the Quran is
almost identical to the Bible he said but we believe that Jesus is a prophet he said I would say that would that that's really the only difference he said yes has the Quran been changed around a lot and um he's like there's people
um you know where he lived and I I can't remember if it was Iran that he escaped from but it was years ago uh 2003 or something when I worked with him um but he had lived in America for way longer than that but uh man in the
world I mean he is down to talk about anything like and it I don't think there's a problem being you know when like I said I'm Christian I still have an open mind and I'm still willing to listen and um I said I asked him I said would something ever change your mind
you know would you ever change your mind if it came to that you know like if you you know cuz he I wondered if he was the same like are you open-minded too you know and he's like I could one believe that he's like I could still, you know, doesn't mean you're going to hell by maybe considering another
option, you know, doesn't mean you're going to hell by by considering maybe what I was told was a lie, you know, but like and I've studied I've studied a lot of religions and what I want to say about this is like okay, so Brown Panda makes a really good point like Jud Judaism, Muslim and Christianity are all Abrahamic faith. Like Abraham is like
the like the father of of all these faiths in the Bible and so and so it's actually they're all basically basically family and stuff. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Cuz Abraham God and those two homosexuals. Well, we can say that but um but also studying studying um I studied studying Buddhism and and I've studied Hinduism,
you know, and Buddhism kind of like um the Tibetan Buddhism came out of um a lot of it came out of the Hinduism in India was very inspired. they have very similar deities and things like that, but it's like but being studying having studied Cabala and Christianity and um and some not as much Islam but I still I still think that Islam I've read a lot of the Quran and I think it's I think it
is a beautiful beautiful language and things like that and you can see the the parallels and how everything's interconnected and it's like basically very similar belief systems but they're but they're just based on the cult the different cultural things and so there there's different cultures but it's basically very similar. Um yeah there's
there's some differences in the beliefs and everything but um what are you saying before I forget what I was going to tell you what I was saying earlier there were times like when I was telling you there were times before my phone messed up. I'm sorry. There were times in my life where those things became stronger for me. Um, and it was definitely when I was
a teenager, which obviously when you're going through like puberty and you know your hormones are all over the place and when I was pregnant and um that's and also when I would you know uh you know third time was a charm for me getting in and you know clean and
sober but each time when I was clean and sober and my mind was getting more clear and I was off everything That's when it became really strong again, too. And the older I got, that, like I said, that's when I started to be able to see things. But, um, when my little brother, uh, his
10y year anniversary was just in March. He we found him on my husband's birthday on March 13th. And yes, he did it on Friday the 13th. I don't know why he decided to do that. Um, but he hung he 6 + 7. 6 + 7 is 13.
The death death card. That's the death card. 13 is death. Um, found him. Yeah. Yep. Synchronicity. I'm sorry. Go ahead. And but yeah, but you know that was when I relapsed and I you know had a that I really saw things then because that was the first time I ever had what was what they told me was a real psychotic break
cuz I don't even remember what happened. Um uh because and then I was sick for a long time mentally for like six years until I was like um something's got to give. I can't be like this anymore cuz I was going through those stages of grief and I was stuck in the anger. The
anger I think anger and and and bargaining I was like stuck in the most and um other things the stages of grief, right? There's there's the stages of grief and you you bargain with yourself. You try to bargain. Yeah. Right. Yeah. Within a year and a half I had had a miscarriage. I I lost my heart dog.
and then my little brother. So, it was just like a lot, you know, and um but yeah, um a little over six years ago. Yeah, five years in June I'll be celebrating my recovery and everything like that. But um congratulations. It was Thank you, honey. Um but yeah, I
knew like I couldn't I my daughter was very young, thank God, at the time. Um um I still to this day will ask her things like, you know, do you remember anything? You know, do you remember mama acting a certain way? Because I was seeing things like I thought I had buried my dog alive and she was it was
awful. And I was screaming false memories. Well, he said that I was saying that she was crawling out of the ground. She looked like a zombie and she was trying to get to our porch to go to the steps to and I'm like and I was screaming out the window, "Go get her. She's not
dead." Now, she had been buried for probably close to a year at that point. Oh, sounds like pet cemetery a little bit. Yeah. Pet cemetery. I've heard people joke about that. And because I I love rats, you know, they only live for some like I have a few of my rats back there, too. So, it's like but um I have
little stones and everything back there though and um they're painted and we that's what we did when they passed away. But um um yeah, so um it was hard and but um that was when I started to see the not
so good things. And I think it was because, you know, whatever evil was trying to, you know, squirm their way in or, you know, like I think of it like kind of like the if you've seen the movie Constantine or, you know, just like the the way they can influence you. We have
free will, but they also have the ability to, you know, the angel on your shoulder. Well, I was just talking talking about synchronicity. I was just talking about the movie the movie um Fallen today and in Fallen it's like there's a demon I think the demon is a zazzle or whatever and he go and he keeps jumping into different bodies and
so like what's that what's the song they keep he every every time is yeah and everyone would start singing that everywhere he went they'd all they all start singing that song the Rolling Stones baby Yep. And as Zazzle is associated with with Saturn, right? And Saturn is the planet of time and
materialism and uh and also also Saturn also the all the angels you know a lot of the angels if you if you're it's associated with the name L eel and so a lot of the angels are associated with Saturn and things like that interestingly and as Zazel so that's that's an angel name is Zazel you look at the u the names if there's a name
with an eel usually is associated with an angel right so Ezekiel uh Yeah. All except for Gabrielle Mike, right? Michael Jezebel. Jezebel. Yep. Yep. And Jezebel is like um and Belle beel is means um means lord, right? And so
Jezebel was like I think Jezeza means is like the do means daughter or something like that. So Jezebel mean she was a daughter of Belle or or somebody named she was a daughter of the of the king or a king and so then she became a queen and stuff like that. story.
Um my uh my ex's grandma, she had dementia and there'd be days where she cuz she was from Italy and it was the cutest thing though. But we would go in there. I would go in there on my lunch break and pick up her cuz we would wash her clothes at home and I would go and I would visit her and there'd be days where she would just speak Italian and she would think that everyone else could
speak Italian too. And it's funny because I was not around when it happened. So there would be times where the the It was so cool though cuz the nurses were like, "She doesn't get you mixed up as a nurse. It's like she knows that you're
somehow not one of you don't work there. Like she looks at and she had a nickname just for me and it was her little bellea like Bella like and it's it's little cutie pie and and Bella. Yeah, Bella's Bella is be beautiful. Bella is
beautiful, right? Yeah. And littlea is uh cutiepie and Ila is like from Leila is from Lilith. Like Lilith is is Lily or Leila, you know. Um got you my got me on my knees. My rat's names. That was one of my rats
names. That's funny. Mhm. Yeah. I've had I've had a cat named Lily and uh and I have cat this cat Lyra. This is Lola right here. Lola. This is Miss Lola. Yeah, I had a Lola that was my heart dog. That was my chini that passed away. Yeah, my neighbors kind of their cats seem as Lola, too. When I got Lola, the
guy brought her over and I already had a bunch of like like probably four or five cats and I was like, I can't I can't He brought her over and look carious. They found this cat and I was like, I can't take another cat. I was like, don't even take her out. I I'll fall in love with her. I just like take her take her away. And he um and he left her here and she came out and she had all her she came out and her eyes were all covered in boogers and stuff like that. And I I combed out her eyes and look at her
beautiful eyes that I saw. Like look at that eye color. Oh, she's so precious. She's these beautiful green eyes and it's like I I fell in love and so he didn't come back to pick her up that and so I I'm glad I'm very glad he didn't because I was like I was like I can't take I can't take her. And then I like left her had her in a little carry sitting next to me. I watched TV for like a few minutes and she was meowing
and I I just opened the carrier and then I wiped out her eyes and then I saw these eyes and I fell in love and then trick that she's this Trix's mom and stuff. I love cat. I love all animals. I'm a weird like I'm that weird girl that I had a squirrel at one point, a
parapolgic squirrel. Um my that I my mom that I rescued and I I rescued a squirrel once. Um, but I I mean it had fallen out of the tree and I and I I I picked it up, put it in my car. I drove to like this little wildlife center and and I I saved the squirrel, but it was like it was like very d like let me pick it up and stuff like that. And I I called in a few days
later and they're like, "Oh, the squirrel's good. We we released it into the into the wild and he survived and stuff like that." I uh uh I rescued a baby gator right before I left Florida when I moved right before I moved back here. It was the coolest thing. It was mean what the people did, but um a a guy
with his little uh uh Ford had a it was a smaller Ford Ranger and he did not care. He he drove over it like it was a speed bump and it was a baby. So, um I was just like, "No, no, no, no,
no. Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh." And so we went back at this um to the condo and um we got an old comforter and you know the you've probably heard this with gators. It's the when their mouth is open that's when you have to be worried. When their
mouth is closed it um it's very easy to just hold their mouth very you don't have to put a lot of pressure. So, we called them and they said, you know, if you're able to wrap it up in, you know, the comforter, but still put, you know, some kind of tape lightly around his
mouth. You don't have to put it tight and rubber bands, too. It's like he he knew that we were there to help. And it was so cool. They called us when he was released because they had to release him back in the same pond because he was a baby. So, mama was going to be in that pond, too. So, he would have gotten ran over again because he would have been
trying to find Now, if he would have been too injured, they would have had to um put him in a sanctuary. But, um thank thankfully he was okay. And he was just a little bruised. And it was so cool when we got to see him released and everything cuz I used to see him all the time. We had crossings. We had, you know, Florida panther or
bobcat, you know, crossings and we had gator crossings. You could see, you saw stuff like that all the time. But to watch that guy literally just he knew it was there. We heard him and his friend like his buddy like laughing and he he got ticketed. He got ticketed because it, you know, um I don't care. I wrote down his license plate. I told on him. I don't care. I
was a snitch. I love like I'm like I said I love snakes too. Like I'll be right back. I just like when I Okay. All right. Yeah. Um but yeah, I would be like the type, you know, like I just couldn't be around when they fed, you know, like my my old roommate, she had a
beautiful dumra boa and they just they look a lot, you know, they're they have like more like leopard spots. Mhm. Um, and uh, but he was beautiful. His name was Damian, but he didn't act like a Damian. He was the sweetest snake in the world. But that's
where my love of rats came from because she got the sweetest rat. Um, but she was too big. Damian didn't want anything to do with her. And even in Damian's cage, she was just like cleaning herself and just chill and and but yeah, she was too big.
And so, um, I was just like, um, yeah, I'll I'll just take her. I'll go and get you a a different one. And then I and then she's like, no, you don't have to do that. And I'm like, yeah, maybe you're right, because I'll go there and then I'll end up with another rat of my own, which ended up
happening. I ended up with four of them and um and some babies. But um I can imagine it'd be difficult for having a snake if you have, you know, they eat rats, right? And you have to feed them rats or we had a three-story
condo and uh yeah, Damian was downstairs and I was upstairs with our rats. Um, but uh, boys are very affectionate. Boy rats. All my boy rats were always very cuddly. They didn't like to really move around a whole lot. They love to
cuddle. Um, but I've had girl rats like that, too. Like I I just told my best friend recently, I said, I'm I'm getting the itch cuz I go I rescue. Like I know there's a sanctuary close by. Um there's
um uh also a pet store that um does not sell feeders. They only sell uh sell for pets. So yeah, I will get tempted though if I go into a pet store. But those are the ones that end up um not living very very you know very long
because their breed they just bre I mean I took I took one that they were literally just giving away because like basically for free because he had already bred so much and I only had him for like not even a full year. He was terrified of
me. Um, and I just wanted him to live out however long, you know, he had left and comfortably, you know, where he didn't have to, you know, I'm sure he had fun at first, you know, just making babies, but I mean, the pine
and the cedar bedding, like I'm a profession. I I sold I went into a PetSmart one time, convince this elderly couple that had their granddaughter not to get a hamster or a mouse. I cuz they had three beautiful like um rats there. They had medium-sized one and I was tell the poor
guy that was working there was like trying to tell them all the stuff that they should get and I'm like, "Oh, no, no, no. Don't get that. Get this." Like cuz I I'm picky about the bedding. I bathe my rats. I clip their nails. I, you know, I I've spent money when they've had because they're prone to upper respiratory. I've taken
them to the vet for antibiotics, you know. So, I'm that kind of I was the same way with the squirrel, too, cuz I didn't uh it was my cousin who had the squirrel and she didn't know anything about it, but her son was really young at the time and he was just feeding the squirrel Pop-Tarts and stuff and I could tell
that squirrel was not getting the nutrients to eat it or anything. And um so I said, "Well, I I'll finally I caved and I was like, I'll I'll take him, you know, and I my whole intention was to re, you know, re-release him." Well, a couple days prior, cuz I was out buying stuff for
him, getting like a different cage, not a tank. I was getting him a cage. Not quite the giant one I have now, but close. It was like half the size. um and um the right milk cuz I knew he was still on milk, too. So, I was driving
around trying to find the um the milk I needed to get him, which was cat's milk. Um and uh their husky cuz they would let the squirrel go outside cuz that's what they were trying to do, too. They just weren't giving them the right food and stuff
yet. And um they had them in like the cedar bedding as well. And so anyway, the squirrel comes running out, runs up to the tree, and I know their husky didn't mean to do this. It wasn't on purpose, but she used to just
kind of like um like l like not lunge at him in a mean way, like she would do it with her paws, like she was like would jump around him and the squirrel would play with her like it was and then she would run he would run up the the tree while she was doing that at one point. She was
pouncing and she pounced on his back and um yeah, I still took him and I had to learn how to help him go to the bathroom um and make sure I took him to the vet and they said there was not much they
could do. He lived for two years though. Oh. Um, and he functioned like a normal squirrel for the most part. I just couldn't re-release him. Um, and it just got point where the internal stuff started
to act up and um, one day he just didn't wake up. So, we have a lot of um, we have a lot of squirrels in this uh, in my neighborhood and they're just like always they come right up to me. You know, I I'm kind of like have this thing where animals sometimes just come up to me. Um but they'll come up to me and they Yeah. Me
and my mom do too. Yeah. Chipmunks and squirrels. Yep. Yep. They come up and they they go and they kind of have a little chuckle. They're really One time even a squirrel came inside the house was playing on my blind or on my curtains and stuff like that. And I also had outside possums move in under my couch. I had I used to leave my my door
open and like a huge mother pawsome would come in and then then a few baby possums would come in and they would go under the and the the mother pawsome like she was kind of scary but the baby possums would they weren't like tiny little baby they were just like small possums they would um go under the couch and then they come out and eat the cat food cat food at night right
squirrel but also recently I walked to the bathroom and I was like what what's on my floor there was a a headless squirrel The cat had brought in and there was like and I hear like the squirrel cats will sometimes bite the heads up squirrels and bring in the headless squirrels. That's what my cat she did with the lizards in Florida. Like she would just
bring the body or the head or whatever. And and occasionally she would get sick because the males that um the thing under their chin, you know, they do that um to attract the females like the gizzard looking thing. Um yeah they have a type of poison like it
wouldn't it would make us kind of sick but and it would make our cat a little sick but not to the point where it would, you know, kill anybody, but it would make her throw up and stuff. But but yeah, in Florida there those little anoli lizards are all over the place, the little green ones. So she Are you Are you in Florida?
I'm in Michigan now, but I I moved to Florida when I was eight and then I moved back to Michigan 16 years ago. So, I've I lived in Florida most of my life and then but I was Yeah, my parents divorced and we moved to Florida to live with my grandma and stuff. Well, I have I have I have a friend that
like actually saw like um she's like she used to think squirrels were cute, but she's like, "I saw a squirrel and it was eating another squirrel like and she's like they're cannibals like like like there's there's a dead squirrel." Yeah. So yeah, mice are are well known like for that too, especially because of most of the time they're used as feeders and
they're just stuck into a tank and they're left to be alone and they don't feed them all the time like they're supposed to. And I rescued a little hamster, one of those um they do flips, you know? Uhhuh. Um they're the cutest. They have like a line down. They almost look like chipmunks a little bit, but
they do the flips. And I went in there one time, it was my birthday, and the whole um all the they were ganging up on him, the rest of the little um hamsters, and he had little holes in his ears and stuff. And I walked in there and two days later I was getting paid. And I was
like, um, okay, can you do me a favor and put this little guy in another um area away from his uh brothers and sisters or who you know, they're picking on him. He's got, you know, he was like the only one with little holes all in his ear. Like they were really like he was very um submissive. And uh Milo, I named him.
And two days later, I came back and he was in a different enclosure. And um after that was when I really learned about like you know like the right bedding and like cuz my best friend had rats. And then just doing my research like how bad you know um the cedar makes the you
know upper respiratory worse. Like I said I that poor guy at PetSmart he was trying to I wasn't doing it on purpose. I was just telling them my experience with rats. I was just telling them like, "Oh, she's so sweet." Yeah. I was just telling them like, you
know, like they're they're less prone to bite. I've only had one my entire life, and that was because she was a tiny little one that was terrified. Hey, hey, man. In the chat.
Um, and uh, hey man. And um yeah, so that was the only reason why she didn't know what was going on. She was terrified, you know. So I didn't even consider her mean. I just thought this poor thing was scared. And I kept her for close to two weeks and tried to
see if she would calm down and be tame. I wouldn't put her in with any other I tried to to see if maybe that would calm her down because they do better in pairs. and she went for my little one cuz I had
um I had all the names were u Amelia was the first one that I got from Damian, the bigger sized one. Then I got Cecilia, who was a a albino that I just got from the pet store to have a companion for Amelia.
Did you have did she have pink eyes? Yep. And um and then Dileia was the uh little She was a a little one. She was uh uh Amelia and Cecilia were like medium almost large. They were pretty
big. And then she was a tiny one. And that's who I tried to put the um little uh tan one in with that I was trying to rescue. Um, and she had tried she attempted to attack um, Theelia. So, I was like, "Oh, nope. I guess this isn't going to work." Um,
then I had Bubba and I had all kind like instead of a big giant cage, I had like stacked cages cuz, you know, Bubba was a male and um, you have a lot of you have a lot of you have a lot of animals. Hold on. I'm gonna miser off on second. Yeah, but especially rats because, you know, they
don't live long. So, like I've had so many throughout my life. Yeah. Well, my my mom has like Go ahead. Oh, I was just going to say that day that um those grandparents went home with the rat, they held it and everything that day and they're like, "Oh, she's so sweet." And I was like, "I'm telling you, rats are less, you
know, they really are. there's they're less likely to bite, you know, like um my dad my dad had a story. Go ahead. Go ahead. Oh, my dad had a story about when he was like when he was little and he like he rescued a rat or something like he I don't know if he the rat like he he rescued it from a cat or something like that. He just I just remember he rescued the rat and he picked it up and it and
it bit him very very hard on his finger. So I don't think he ever liked rats very much. But I don't know. So I I think they're beautiful. They can be I think they are can be sweet and like you know I think all animals can be sweet but it's like they're kind I kind of like you know some people have an aver aversion to them. I know a lot of people are sure afraid of mice and rats and
they know, you know, there's a old meme about It's funny cuz I I I'll get squirmish with mice because um you know like I live in the middle of nowhere and in a wooded area and um I have the friendly traps, you know,
and then I um uh but we get um what are called uh the shrews. that are the little mice that have like they have like they look like they have an elephant trunk. Yeah, they're called shrews. Yeah. Yeah. I think Paige was talking about she's like talking about
the shrews. Um she's in in Canada. She's on the prairie in Canada. So she she said the cats will bring in shrews and different you know different like a lot of different animals out there that the the cats can find. You know, you see some unusual dead animals. to go to Canada all the time when I was younger.
Um, my grandpa was from there. So, um, when we were kids, you didn't have to have a passport. We used to go there all the time. Um, cuz the Blue Water bridges, a shrew can be like an older woman that's like a chromagin, right? The taming of the shoe. You got really loud music. Hold on. I need to fix your mic. One second. Your mic is all the way
up. One second. It was so cute though. Like my husband's like cuz like I said we had um we have friendly drops you know we just put a little peanut butter in there and and uh he picked it up and he's like this isn't a mouse it's a shrew and I was like I've never seen one in real life. It was the cutest thing it does. They have like little elephant
noses but they're short. it. Well, born joker in chat is saying a lot of animals live in groups are friendly. As long as they're kept by themselves because they crave contact, but if they're kept in groups, they won't be friendly to humans. Typically, even cockroaches will come by you if there's nothing else
around because they're lonely. A Yeah. Yeah. That's why I said um even with my rats, I always Dogs are the same. Wait, dogs are the same. And they will their own kind. Oh yeah. Like my my my German my uh
Melaninois shepherd mix. Um he's an old man now, but um he's still, you know, scary. He can be scary but um uh he's usually when my husband's home, he's not around me that much, but when cuz like when he sees my husband,
it's like play play. With me, it's like let's just chill, lay down, and he's my shadow and my protector. And like the kids know like in the neighborhood like know not to you know tease him or you know come directly right in the yard like he has gotten away from me though
and he's been totally fine. He's I would not to say that he's more bark than bite because I know he would protect us, but um that's the first thing he did was just started sniffing them. And um they had a an older um boxer and he just they just both went
right. You don't start with 50. You don't start with that. Yeah. You you don't want to start with then people could be weird. Let me let it let it let it lead to smelling. You know, you got to like respect boundaries,
right? Well, he I have some cats that um they belong to some of the people in here, but there's a black and white one that always comes and sits on my porch and um he that's the first thing he'll do if he notices her is she'll be laying there and she's she's chubby and she's
adorable. But um and he'll just get right up in the crotch and smell her right there, you know. And I'm like Brady, you know, like and with his big old shepherd nose, you know, and he's like lifting her whole body up like he loves other animals like and he likes other people too. He's just he just looks scary because he's very
protective of us. Someone says, "Think about if you didn't know anything about a person because you didn't have speech or reasoning and then approach them the same way that you would um that's approach then approach them in the way same way that you would want to be approached." Yeah. Think about there's like there's like also like the like the wolf girl or like there's these girl like she was like
raised by wolves or something, you know. I heard some stories about Okay. Okay. Don't say that. Don't say that word. Don't say that word. Don't see that word. You can say grapes or something like that. Okay. Don't say the word. All right. All right. Okay. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. I I just I just have to
be careful. Miser, you know. Okay. That's cool. Um you you don't monetize now, Miser? Right. That's a good That's a good explanation. like walking up to somebody the way you would put like you know like you don't just walk face to face into somebody's face and start or like to their butt or you know like and
that's a dog say that's how dogs say hello dogs say hello like that you know they were on the same level so I was glad you know like they were just they were both ready to just be like you know ready to sniff each other's butts and they were totally fine and I just know the way he looks when he's barking. You know, when you see
police dog, you know, the shepherds when they're barking, they look scared. You know, they have the big teeth. They look scary. That's what my dog looks like. But then when he knows that things are cool and Oh,
Oh I like you. Share this live. Hold on one second. But yes, my my um when I get wrapped, no, that's my teddy bear. No, no, no.
No, get out of here. Stop. It's mine. No. Who wants to go for this? I've never seen your dog before. Give
me that. Nuke, right, Nuke? Can I have it back, please? Please. No. Beautiful. No teddy bear. No. No. No. Teddy bear. Look over here. Over here.
He has a husky. I don't know if you know he can't have that. He has a husky. Yeah. I see that. Oh, he's beautiful. I love the name, too. Yeah. Nuke. Okay. I think Well, sometimes humans like to sip each other's butts, too, you know. Yeah. Right.
So so are you are you an assman? Oh my god. My husband's an assman. No, no, no. You can't have that either. I'm a boob girl. You're into boobs. I'm into boobs. Yeah. Well, yeah. Isn't
that funny? It's like, you know, you know, even I said like yesterday, even even gay men love boobs, you know. I love you, right? Yeah. How are you? It's funny. My my my cousin through marriage was like that. Um he he was the same way. like he loved he would and he was
allowed cuz you know he you know he was like my cousin third cousin through marriage you know whatever and when I moved to Michigan I um he was actually in a it was a house but it was like a duplex and he lived on one side
my mom lived on the other and um we got along right away and just out of nowhere whenever he wanted to he would just be like and he'd be like or honk and he'd grab my boob and I I didn't care. I was like whatever. Well, even even gay even gay men love boobs. They're kind of they're kind of a universally
loved kind of universally loved of things. Hey babe. Hey babe. I'm under the blanket with the school bins here. My best friend is she's like, you know, like um she's not gay at all. like and I I consider myself I guess by but I'm happily married. I haven't been with a
woman or in a relationship with a woman in a really long time. But um when my I hadn't seen my best friend in a long time cuz I had been living here and she came here to visit um she's much shorter than me. I picked her up and stuffed my face right in between her cleavage. Like I was just like like I was so I
missed you so much and I just That's a motorboat. We did a motorboat. Yeah, I sure did. And you know Athens? You know Athens. Lori. Hey Lori. How are you? Oh hi honey. Hi. Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you. Mer I came up because Miser was on. Uh he did my first reading
the other day. I he did I finally did one. Psyche did it. Good. Good. Oh yeah. You remember you were there, Mer? Oh yeah. Oh I'm an idiot. I was there. I saw it. Yeah, I was there. I'm an idiot. I didn't know you were there. I was excited. I saw it. I was I was in I was in chat. I couldn't
go. Wasn't working. Yeah. I was excited to tell you cuz you're kind of the reason why Oh, totally. I saw that. That was cool. Yeah. Yeah. You were the reason why I I asked him to do it. You know, the way you explained it to me, you changed my mind. Miser and I kind of look like we could we could be like we kind of look like we could be in like the 1800s, you know. Someone said I
look like Yeah. Yeah. Totally. Totally. Well, then was that you that said I look like Playboy from the like 18 1800s. Totally. I'm the I'm the I'm the city guy. I'm the city guy who's uh whose horse in the middle of the country. I can my horse can show you some water and
nice to meeting. You're cool, man. Psychic can put me in for the night. I'm glad I met you. Meer, you're you're a cool guy, man. Look at Someone's asking, "Sy, can I please blow you, Mr. Psych?" Well, Mr. Oh Deacon Deacon, I don't know if you you can blow me. Like, are you are you a hot guy? I
don't I don't know. No. How did I ever Are you Are you a gay Jewish man? Are you a gay Jewish man? He Yeah, I like I like Jewish guys. You guys are for our own peaky blindness. How did it ever become that saying though? Like you know like I get it like Like I totally understand but
like you know like is it more isn't it more of a suck suck it's like a suck job right? Like that's what I It's like I'm like I wonder how it ever became that like why you make your lips like they're going to blow. Yeah, that's true.
I don't know. It looks like Why are they called hit the floor? Hey, hey, Bronzebird. Look up at Bronber. Hey, Miguel. Miguel's welcome up. Everyone's welcome up. you know, I'm kind of like, you know, the the panel is uh you know, it's it you know, it's kind of like a little more more calm, more
calm, which I like a lot and it's like a lot of better better vibes of the panel lately. So, you know, I think if you guys if people were uncomfortable come on the panel, I think it's a good time to come on the panel because, you know, there's a lot of friendly people here and you know, so we'll have a good experience. You know, I have since I start, you know, sometimes rules are good and so I feel
It's more like a suck fest if you're doing it right. Like I could tell like that well what you guys were talking about but then I could also tell that I'm not here and you were upset you know I wasn't around. I didn't know what had happened you know so I was like you know I like what they're talking about and I want to see if okay cuz you seemed pretty upset at the time so and I didn't
know what had happened so Oh yeah. I mean, it's just like, you know, it was just emotional day yesterday and then it was like on top of that, it was like just a lot of trolling and then like very evil trolling like, you know, it's like a lot of, you know, and I had to put it on subscriber only mode yesterday and and it kind of like helped the chat
out a little bit because Yeah, there's so many people that Yeah, because uh I was I was experiencing I don't know if you noticed I I don't know if you noticed I don't know if you noticed psyche But like you know uh how I come up sometimes depends like I said I do I do review the shows. I do watch the show even if they you know you're
not live I do watch the show like I do watch the lives that you do post you know even the long ones I'll just let them run on my thing and stuff right and you know I I'll admit some of them are just like annoying and I can't listen to some of it just like I just hear it out or I just do something else for a minute or whatever. But um really good like if you take all the the
the content that's in there and you take it out it's actually really good you know like especially some points of it you know like and um I just like the way that that comes off but like when it comes to uh the trolling and things like that you know trolling uh aka gangstalking whatever the you want
to call it uh when I come up sometimes you know it's like I you know recently like you know, within the last like 3 or 4 weeks or so, uh just before this uh pink moon, um especially around the pink moon time, um I was experiencing some like really intense
spiritual and physical manifestations of like I don't know what I would perceive as danger and extreme fear. I was just talking about that and extreme fear. So, so, so, so, and and I've received physical manifestations. I've received confirmations on so many
different levels. It's one of those things. It's one of those things where where God told me to just the alone. Walk away from it. We're protected from it at this point.
Protected from it at this point. But it's all about going the right way. Yeah. Hi, trackable or going going with nature. There's a saying well there's a saying fear is the mind killer like fear is the mind killer or there's also there's nothing to fear but fear itself. And
it's also, you know, fear is also, you know, can be useful because it takes us away from can can lead us away from danger, but too much fear can like make us immobile and and unable to move and stuff. Keep us alive. Keep us alive. But it's like it's a balance. What happened to your beard? You You cut your beard
shorter. You look It looks great, but I'm not used to it. Unttrackable. You are one. Yeah, you you are one of He's very handsome. He's very handsome. Yeah. Miser Miser, he's he's mine. Don't hit on him. Smasher Pass, everyone. Smasher Pass. I like I love your
And and you were you were you were in the you're in the army. Um Untraable or Army or the military? You're didn't you say something about you had some military background or not to call you not to like, you know, if you didn't want to talk about it, but Yeah. No, that's okay. Um I heard a pirate. Yeah, I heard he's a pirate, I
think. Army cook 20 years ago. Mhm. He also he also has a has a really nice hairy chest and uh and which he which he showcased yesterday. I can't hear you. I'm not listening. Well, Maser does too. Miser has a hairy chest too. But on trackable like you know I was like everyone take off your shirt like you know the other the other
guys were too shy you know. Well, the guy when Dehigh was like, you know, would pull up and show he just would show one nipple at a time. Um, you know, Chris Chris Hall was uh or Chris Kay was like not having it. Chris Hall, it was Chris K. But uh but uh Untractable was a good sport. Predictable sometimes, huh? Chris
K big sweetheart. And then sometimes, you know, Yeah. I think he might I think he might have I think he might he said he might have some tattoos that would be inappropriate for my channel. So I do appreciate if that's the case but or else you know or else you know maybe he's just a little bit shy but I understand he might have some inappropriate tattoos. Yeah the devil's
a devil card. Okay. Careful music. Yeah you can show it like that but yeah just I don't show it up close because they're naked and stuff like that. So um yeah but yeah it's a very cool card. No it's cool it's cool. I don't I'm not trying I'm not trying to like you know I'm not trying to scold you miser you know you're you're fine you're fine I just I just a little bit cautious like
sometimes if I No you're right you just you have to I forget some act so like doing it maliciously or trying to Yeah I forget I forget I I forget I forget sometime I know I know I know I know you know I forget sometimes too. I mean, in my cards, I I mean, I should like get out a like a Sharpie and put
like a little bikinis on some of my cards, you know, like like some readers do. Just just just to put a little stickers, use stickers, make little sensor stickers. I have to go through my deck maybe because because if I I do like to use the writerweight deck and there's some nudity in it and like some so I like to maybe put a little put little bathing suits on them, you know,
just so it's not, you know, um Hey, is Diamond here? Yeah. stickers so you don't ruin, you know. Yeah, Flirty Diamond is not in the chat. Oh, she's been she was here earlier. I haven't seen her. People are asking for Flirty Diamond. Flirty Diamond's a big Well, so last night, Mr. Big Pipes was on. You have to watch the Mr. Big Pipes
show last night. Meer M. Does anyone know Mr. Big Pipes? He he was playing his banjo and his guitar. You talked to him? I like him. I like him a lot. I I don't know him know him, but I I've I've been on this panel with him before. He was in a he was in he was in a good mood last night. We were I had a time was I think I woke up in like 4 in the morning
and he came in. I was uh I was I finished off my Mike's Mike's Harter Lemonade Mango and uh and had a little good good chat with him and uh and then Flirty Diamond came up and I think they they hit it off they hit it off a little bit. They they kind of hit it off. Yeah, Fl Diamond, if you're around, come on up. Anybody else in the chat want to
come up? We're having a nice panel. It's a nice It's kind It's kind of like a nice like a little of a lazy Thursday afternoon. It's like, you know, it's kind of like overcast outside and um I'm just like kind of cuddling under the blanket with the with the cats. Um kind of been just pretty pretty mellow panel. Yeah, there's the five of cups. That's like that's like a that's like the sadness regret card you know and if you
notice the fives if you want to learn about tarot and stuff like that like you know learn about what you're saying like it's like a groovy day you know. Yeah. Yeah. But also there's some spilled cups but there's also I think on the other Yeah. But the other side of him there's two cups in the upright and so you know sometimes we have some spilled cups you know but he does have some there's also there's always hope that that there's
the two cups in the upright. So he had not all the cups are spilled right It's just but there's a few cups spilled and uh you know with cups the thing about cups is they can be refilled you know and uh we can always like you know um oh thank you school of Athens for the super chat thank you so much for the super chat that's very nice of you look at the bridge
related background you'll get over it dude Romeo yeah get over it bridge walls the water can still go through you Yeah. Mhm. Like I have like a lot of goals set, you know, for my future. See those eyes? It's like two eyes, too.
Yeah. You know, you know, it's like letting letting the emotions flow, building bridges to the other side. Look at the other side. You want to go like the oasis. You're gonna find a little herm of like nymphs and minds and you know? Yeah. It's like, you know, and it's like and sometimes like and also there's there's a cups card where he has
all these there's what is it the eight of cups where it's like um there's there's all these he has all these cups but then but he's like going somewhere else like he's going to search for the last two cups but he has to remember I think the sun might be in that card too. So the sun's kind of like watching out for the cups. You have to remember like you know in search of our in search of our all these other cups or the two other cups don't leave all your eight
cups behind unattended. You have to like, you know, make sure make sure they're they're guarded and protected and you guard your happiness. The key to reading tarot and the asking, right? You you need to it's like I think in the it's in the if you have it's it's hard to the general reads it's like it can they can be very very general because the cards can mean so many things, right? Um if you have a if people have a question, right, you can kind of zero in better on on but you can also figure out
the kind of the question sometimes by by just, you know, pulling a few cards. You'll see. Well, even the way you both just explained it, it's funny. Sorry. the interpretation that I'm One second. Go ahead. Oh, sorry. Go ahead, Lori. No. Oh, no. I was just going to say um like cuz you know with my recovery, you know, they say to take it a day at a time
because you can get overwhelmed and but I still have like a lot of goals that I want to achieve like with my health and and things like that and um I still want to stay positive and look forward. Um, but if I think about it too much and all the things that I want to
do or have to do and get done, I get overwhelmed. And so I just kind of have to keep that in the back of mind like I'm happy about these goals that I have and they're still set and I'm going to get them done and be positive about it. Um, but black and white, I also don't want to overwhelm myself when I start
thinking about all that needs to be done. Even just like Huh? Hey, would you mind psych? Yeah. Can you pull Yeah. Can you pull a couple cards for or a few cards for uh or do a little reading for School of Athens? Is Mer still here? Yeah. Yeah. He's Yeah, he's here. Yeah. I threw 99 cents up because
I uh I want I want uh Miser to do one. Okay. You don't mind? Sure. Yeah. Any all any anything that's donated for the readings, it all goes to Psych. It's all for you. Yeah, whatever. It doesn't matter. Just I don't care what you guys do with the money. It's just the point is this is like art, you know. I like to pay for art, you know. I appreciate your craft, both of you guys. So, you're on
his show. I don't care who what psyche and you want to do with it, but I just appreciate, you know, the craft that you guys do. So, thank you. I think I like you too. My gay friends, my gay buddies. No, Miser Miser is cool, man. I like Miser. Yeah. Here we go. I'll put it. All
right. What we got, baby? What do we got? Visa the floor. Hold on. I think I'm going to get the star card. Psyche told me about the star card. I'm digging that star card. Hopes and dreams. No devil card, please. No devil.
I don't like the devil card. What is he showing? That looks cool. Looks like Looks like vinyl. Art. Hello. Money for 20. I don't know. Born Joker. What's the chocolate
starfish? Any number between one and a million? Any number. Seven. One between one and a million. Any number. Yeah. Seven. Seven. Number seven. Number seven. Can you hear me? Cool. That's a good number. I'm glad I'm glad I'm glad you didn't choose a million because that's how many times he would have shuffled. Was the number the card that I just pulled? Yeah. I'd like you to pull the
seventh card. This is the card. This is the card that I just pulled before. You want the reading and it's also number seven. Number seven, right? Yeah, it's number seven. This is a positive forward movement. Okay. So, I'll put I'll put my bigger screen. Hold on. Yeah. What's it called? The name of the card for uh I'm sorry. I don't remember the I don't remember what what uh what the other
panel is our our friend here uh the the the lady forward. I saw the I'm lost. I'm lost here now. Lori. Yeah. So Lori, I saw the uh the cross the the that the the the medical cross or whatever. I saw that in the center when you were talking. It's actually a top. But this is this is a
this is a it's also with the chariot is also too. So like you're I see more movement in that but but this is uh it's just you just lined up with the number seven is what I'm saying. I like that. I like that your chariot. I'm going to write it afterwards. No, no, no. You're all good, buddy. That's my favorite. One of my numbers, too. So that's funny.
I've never got I'm born on the seventh. Seven's big for me. Yeah, me too. I was born on the side. Here's here's your reading. So, uh, when I was shuffling, one card popped out. So, we're going to look at this one in a
minute, right? Three of pentacles is the seventh card that I drew, right? The number seven. So, the number is the three of pentacles. This is collaboration. This is working together with other people. This could also be an apprentice card, right? So you see this butterfly looking to get in
and butter could be a moth. Okay, that could be a moth trying to get in through because like the moth right now is in the five of pentacles meaning it's on the outside looking in out in the cold in the night and the dark, right? So we have the star and the moon up. So like so this is this is collaborating. This is us together like everybody here in this space or like however you want to
apply it. This is us on the inside working together and this moth is on the trying to figure out how the he's going to get inside. So, three of pentacles is working together, collaboration. So, that's that's what that is. So, your card following that is the wheel of fortune. The wheel of
fortune is likeles things that have been going on. We've been on this carousel ride, right? We've got the sphinx up there, too, which is also lining up with the with the chariot. So, the sphinx is sure that the wheel of fortune continues to spin the way it's supposed to spin. We got there. We've got air. We've got
Aquarius in there. I don't know what that is right there. That might be earth next to it. Earth and water maybe is a either way. Wheel of Fortune and three of pentacles. This is collaboration. Okay. and uh going by the other cards and everything uh content and conversation everything. This is this is your this is uh in your favor. This is
you so so you're this is lucky. So working together, collaborating with people as long as you're not that moth as long as you're not that moth. But the three of pentacles is collaborating working with people because right now you're in a good position to do so and and it's probably within your best interest. So yeah. Uh thank you. Is that
the second card or the third card? That's That's it. Was that the second card you pulled? That was That was the second card. So there was only two cards. I was Yeah, the chariot and the three and the three, right? Wait, wait, Mer. Wait, wait, hold on. So chariot and three so far, right?
Oh. Oh, no, no, no, no, no. The chariot was adjacent to the conversation. Bay when you started talking but like when you came in um Laur Lori Lauram gotcha Laura Yeah. Uh she she was talking but you came in on the conversation right as the chariot arrived. Okay. So the chariot is
adjacent to the reading. It's not connected to it. It's just uh it's adjacent to it. So your card when I was shuffling, okay, this one came out and and you know, so the the ch the wheel of fortune came as I was shuffling. Your number was the number seven that you chose and I picked the seventh card. The seventh card was the three of pentacles.
Excellent. So that was my first card, right? It's probably within your best interest to collect Yeah, I got you. That was a good reading. That's my first card, right? All right. I'm following Right. Yeah, that was a good reading because that uh there's a lot of things right now that you said uh Okay,
I'm listening. Go ahead. It's okay. Your mic's kind of cutting out. Hold on. Um so yeah. Okay. reading. That was good. Uh Psyche, that was uh
that was really good uh so far cuz the three of pentacles whatever all the that he said about working with other people pertains a lot right what's going on right now with me. Awesome. And I I got you on a reading Lori. I just want to someone in the chat left right? No that's fine. They they can they can go. I'm just saying I
never have had a reading because I was always Yeah. Lori, Lori, I want to tell you something. Lori, I want to tell you something really fast. I I never had a reading either. And not only did I not have a reading, but I was like kind of like, you know, I respect anybody's belief, right? But I was just like, "Yeah, yeah, yeah." I I never had somebody explain it
to me where a way I can like understand a little, but Miser had and I had a great conversation the other day and uh he just, you know, opened my eyes a little bit to like what I could believe and like enjoy doing it. So the other day I had Psyche do it for the first time just two days ago. That was the first time I ever had a reading ever. I'm Yeah, I'm really attracted to it
because I'm very spiritually sensitive. like I have been my whole life. And um like I've had visions, I've seen things, I've heard things since I was little, but I was always pulled away from it. You know, like on my side, like you know, the biggest thing is who reads for you. I think it's not so much the person that's getting the reading because like
I said, Maser explained to me I was so scared to get one because I was I like psyche and miser and I'm like yo if I say that doesn't pertain to me are you going to say oh you're just lying the card's never wrong and then it's like just disagreement and conflict you know but Miser Miser made me look at it a
different way yeah let's do number If I may, if I may, like I said, so I was I was if I I was I was uh I was I was uh collecting the cards on the table and like a couple of cards the other deck, the writerweight came out, right, while you were as we were uh saying how the
reading was uh was relevant or like you know you know resonated. So the three of three of pentacles popped out again. Three of pentacles again. So this is working with other people. It has to do with Yes. This is the second time it came out again. It came out again. And this fell out. This fell out of the deck. I trust you. I trust you. Now
look. So this has to do This has to do with Listen, this has to do There's another five right there. We got another five. So this has to do with institution. This has to do with Okay. But this is something that's like the law, but like it's the higherups basically. So this has to do with work looking watching your crops
grow not thinking it's going anywhere. You're saying like look what look what my past have look what my past history has accumulated so far. You're kind of sort of bored with like your results because you think that but this is a crop that's growing. So you got to work together with others to continue watering and growing your crops. Okay. Don't worry about this hieropphant because the hieropphant feels negative
in this aspect because the hieropphant is about rules and strict institutions. Think of like Catholics or whatever. That's what this feels like. They're like no, you shouldn't do this. This is this is the way things are and blah blah blah. It's an institution, okay? But and you're kind of bored with this institution. Like you're seeing, you know, it's been like x amount of years. Let's say it's been seven years, right?
And there's all those seven pentacles, seven years. and you're just like look at this mound should be like taller than me but it's not. So like what's going on here? What do I need to change? What do I need a new perspective on? And when how you with others or how work being the apprentice or the teacher? So that's
basically the message right there. Great. That's the So two cards so far and they're both the same cards, right? We got we do got one more left, right? That was it. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. That that was that that was it. That was close. No, no, you got No, those two other cards of pentacles and the hierofant was your two other cards. Pentacles came out
twice, so I didn't count. So, three of pentacles, hieropphant, and the five and the seven of pentacles. Three, three of pentacles, seven of pentacles, and then that other word that I can't hear you because it keeps blocking out, but it's the hierofphant. Hierofphant. All right. Hierofant. Hieropofant. Okay. I thought it was
chariot. Gotcha. Yeah. Okay. Thank you. The chariot was adjacent. The chariot is adjacent. Like you arrived at the Awesome. Oh, you're cutting out. Okay. I'm gonna I'm going to do a reading for hobo in
the chat. He has for a sample reading. Uh you know, I I will do free readings for I'll do, you know, free readings. You can see other three card readings. Hey, so Hobo, here's what I got for Hobo in the chat. Okay, Hobo, the justice card. So, you know, I think justice was called in your favor. So, I don't know if
something something happened, illegal thing. See, she's holding this she's holding the sword. Um, and uh and also holding the scale. So, something was made fair, something something has the truth came out about something and u and some kind of some kind of justice went in your favor, I would say, in the recent past. And then I have this queen of swords. So I don't know if you know this woman. Um this is a woman that is
very she can be cutting with her words, but she's just been through a lot and stuff like that, but she's also very good at communicating, very intelligent. She's she's in the upright, so it's I would say it's a it's a nicer queen, but she's been through a lot and so she so she knows how to cut off, what to keep. I don't know if you know who this woman is or this is or or you're the not sure about you're male or female. Okay. Um
but or you could be that woman, right? And on the emperor, this is all the kings in the deck. Okay, so this is some kind of mastery you've done. Okay, so you've mastered something. You're the master of your of your earth. You know, there's a lot of fire in this emperor, but he's also he's also all these kings. And so I would say that um that you've definitely um come into some kind of your your power in some way. And you
you're you have this this mastery of the earth. And you know, also things come to you. Things come to you. You're not like I don't see any knights coming out, so you're not out running around too much. I'll do a couple more for you. Uh, also you're waiting for something. You're waiting for your ships to come in, but again, we have this mastery. You're holding this globe right there. So, you're definitely like have achieved some kind of mastery there, especially
with that emperor before and stuff like that. You're also protected. Um, and you're out, but you're waiting for something maybe, but you're waiting for something that I think you might see it. See it. And also the sun card. So, this is like the most positive card in the deck. I just have to hold it down a little bit because, you know, he's on this horse. He's riding this horse right there. But um u the sun card is like uh you know the sun card is known as the most positive card in the deck. It's just the sun. It's all good things. All
good things coming to you. So I hope you like that reading. And uh if you'd like one, Lori. Oh yeah. You got you'd like one too, Lori? I'll I'll do it. I'll do it. Okay. Well, so Lori got this queen. Okay. You got this queen of cups, Lori, that comes out. So I think this this is like probably the significator. This is you. So this is a So this is you. um you
know, you're on the solid ground, but you know, there's all this u all the water represents emotions and things like that, but you've mastered your emotions. You also got this really cool little It's like a little robot. I love this like I love her little her little robot cup there, you know? It's like so it's like a really nice cup. A really fancy cup. That cup that water is for
her. She her cup is closed. She water is for her. that there's she has no she has no water to pour into someone else's cup because that water but yeah and al it's also she's closed off to that's water you know you don't drink the water and it's like look and it's protected he has these little these little like little
scythe hands like if anyone tries to like take her mess with her emotions and stuff like that she I say she's got these very protected right so her her emotions are protected because she's mastered them It's like some kind of contraption, which is something I've done in therapy. And it's like a sock contraction. Mhm. And also, you said you said you're born on the 17th. Well, this is number 17. I just have to cover the card a
little bit. It's a star card. Make a wish. All these all these hopes are coming. There's also more water. Take more. You're killing me, smiles. You're killing. I'm a I'm a Pisces. Yeah. I was Yeah, that goes with the queen of the queen of cups. You know, the queen of cups is a water signs. And then the then the star is a major card. But I would say just said the star. Athens just
called out the star. Athens just called the star and it's and it's number it's number 17 and you know that's your birthday. I really to the star card too because I'm born on 17 you know but you're you're 17. Okay. Also what else do I got for you? This magician just comes out. So you got all this power all this power to
what's the infinity sign? The infinity sign is like this awareness aware this awareness of the oh you do on my arm with my daughter my husband's name and it almost looks like eyes too and it's like you know these eyes and it's like it's like this higher it's like the higher consciousness above the head. Yeah. It's like you got this power of manifestation to make see you
got all these tools all the you know the cup the uh the pentacle the sword and the wand and then you've got all this power. He's like as above so below. He's he's holding it up there and he's pointing down to the earth, right? Cuz it's like there's roses all up all up there. That's the above. And then he's able to bring So, you're able to take these ideas, bring them down to earth. What is this little thing? I think they're like birds. I
think they're like doves. Infinity, baby. Divinity. And infinity is like this awareness of your like eternal soul. I think Well, they look like little swallows maybe. No, those are liies. Those are liies. Oh, they're liies. Okay. Ravens. Ravens. been in my life constantly in the last like year
like morning glory or like like um like ravens and crows like I I don't in a good way like and you know but you know what I just pulled I just pulled an animal card for you and you know what I got I just said I I thought they were doves and they but they're lily right but then I pulled the
dove card. Okay, it's a dove. It's a dove. I thought, but I was I just thought those were doves because I thought these were white birds. That's a dove card just came out and it says the dove symbolism, sexuality, peace, divine inspiration. The dove has long been associated with female sexuality and maternity. Early early pagans consider the dove a symbol of the
female sex organs and Christian face in which the dove is primarily a symbol of peace and divine inspiration linked to the dove of sexual reproduction. Although Christ was born of a virgin Yeah. Go ahead. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. I my I was thinking I was going to have to have a hyerectomy because I have
endometriosis and I decided to like I was telling you earlier I do not I I said if I didn't have to have one cuz I wanted to go the natural way with supplements and you know of course if they have to remove something um but I said you know I'll still get the ultrasound done but if I don't have
to have one I'd rather go the more natural way. Um I my daughter was a miracle child to me. I didn't think I could have kids. Um and I've been like like struggling with like should I just go ahead and get the hyctomy or see how things go like once I start eating
better and taking my supplements and things like that. So that very much resonates with me like wow. Wow. Awesome. cuz I was I mean cuz like sometimes I'll notice like little details on cards and I'm like and I and so I noticed that. Oh, Instant Karma. Thank you so much. Thank you so much. Oh, Instant Karma, that is so kind of
you. The readings are on me, Psyche. Oh my god, thank you so much for that 1999 super chat. You are such a star. Thank you so much. Appreciate you so much. That is awesome. I Okay, so I have a I have a a card from the Soul Truth deck for you, too, Lori. It says, "What passion am I ready to pursue?" And it says, "Your passion will continually lead you to
your purpose. What passions have you put to the side, given up on or buried? What passion is ready to come alive in you?" Today's soul action. Write a list of the passions in which you want to give life right now. Then journal how you can incorporate more of what you are passionate about into your daily life. Trust your soul's whispering and let
your passions draw you toward your dream life. I hope you like that. Um, wow. Yeah, I got you. Yeah, thank you. Psyche. That was brilliant, man. Brilliant. Every single thing like literally pertains to what? Yeah. Wow. Well, great. And you've never had a reading?
That was your first reading. And so first reading. Yeah. Awesome. Well, I Insta karma. Oh, go ahead. Go ahead. Oh, what I was going to say was um the thing that I guess like scar and I I hope you take this the right way. When my um little brother took his life, my I call
him my little brother. He's my cousin though. But we were that close. His sister wanted to immediately go to a psychic and there was something very off. Not that even that she was going to get a reading or anything. It was who she was saying she was going to.
Every single one of us were having like this really bad feeling about it. Like um like we were just like thinking like this isn't either they weren't the right person to go to, you know what I mean? Um or like second opinion, right? Like Yeah. like I we were thinking like like
no don't go to that person because you know she wanted answers and um even though you know he had a four-page letter front to back you know and um we didn't even know like the stuff that he was struggling with and I mean I knew some stuff but
um so it just it wasn't even that we didn't care that she went to talk to somebody. It was that we knew that we all had this feeling that whoever she was going to, they were going to steer her in the wrong direction or they were going to possibly frighten her or something
cuz I believe because of the way he died, you know, cuz the whole like with Christians and Catholics, you do that, you go, you know, you you go to hell. I believe that you have time. God can stop time. there's time you know he can he's you know he is able to
do anything you know the especially the way he died um he hung himself and there was that time in between where you know and funny enough my aunt Karen through through family she goes to that same Pentecostal church that I went to when I
was younger and she said she had a dream that God forgave him and talk to him as he was dying like as if you know he accept you know do you accept me into your heart you know like and it was weird it took years before I got to see him in my dreams or whatever
but um Mhm. But it was like I believe he didn't. I believe that I just know it. Not that I even believe it. I just know it. Like I And I do not believe just because somebody does do that that they instantly
go, you know, to hell like that. Like I just don't I'm sorry. You know, I'm a Christian and I don't believe that, you know. Well, I I believe, you know, it's like I like hell. It's like I know Jesus with Jesus goes to hell. I know it's a tough subject but Jesus. Okay. So Jesus, you know, he after the crucifixion, there's I don't know if it's in the
Bible necessarily or if it's in like the somewhere else, but he goes down to hell and he has the gates and he and he like also Buddhism the point is in Buddhism there's something called bodhic sattvas and they're like kind of earth angels and the point is um to liberate the hells like to to empty out the hells and and also to empty out the earth because the earth the earth can be a form of
hell you know the earth there's also John Milton said you can The mind is its own place. It can create a heaven out of hell and a hell out of heaven. And so, you know, Yeah. Like I heard like like Satan is the the the the god of of the earth, you know, like because it could morning, dude. He's the brightest star,
dude. If you too there to light the way, dude. That's what people don't. That's the thing, you know. No, he's not. It's not evil because evil is intention. Okay. God's highest angel cannot do anything but what he was intended to do. And that's illuminate because he's the brightest star.
Yeah. Well, that's also, you know, you know, Venus is also like I think Lucifer is pony. That's why that's why I left the the church. That's why I left the church itself. Like I'm a Christian, but I I have my church is at home. Like I I read
the Bible at home. I talk to God openly at home. I don't trust churches. I don't trust trust especially Catholicism, you know, like I you know, I don't Well, the whole thing with that thing with that is like, you know, the priest the priesthood was was kind of created to be like the intermediary like, you know, it's someone you have to go to to get to God. Like they talk to
God and then you have to talk to the priest who's talking to God, right? And it's like I believe we can have a direct relationship, the Hierofant, right? But we can have a direct relationship. We can have a direct relationship with with God. We can talk to God ourselves. We don't we don't have to be in church. Oh, we we're we're in a temple. Our body our body is called our temple. Our in our head, our brain is called the temples right here. You know, it's like the temple of Solomon is actually the human body and things like that. If you look
at the temple of Solomon, it's actually in the shape of a a human body and things like that. Um, if people saw me at home by myself walking around, they would think that either you know I was because I talk to him like he's in the room with me like and you know that's how I'm like I'm
reading the book of Enoch right now and um you know because I believe that the Bible was manipulated you know and yeah there's a lot of things that I want to learn. Well, the Bible is, you know, the Bible is, you know, Bible is and all books of all religions are, you know, maybe divinely inspired, but they're written by men. And so, and it's also, you know,
religion is is also can be a form of mind control. And it's like, you know, social engineering and making having people behave. There's like, you know, but also think about like the ten commandments are those those are like the the laws in the Bible. Those are act some of those are not actual laws, right? Um the place is heaven and hell. What's beyond is homogeneous. This plane is heaven and hell. I like I like
beyond um beyond death uh beyond death is the bardau. Yeah. So the bardau now you're talking about the Tibetan Buddhism and they they have the book of the dead in Tibet and they talk about the Bardau right where life choice will be put away and becoming one with God. And interestingly so when you pass away um in Buddhism you pass away and it's like um the book of the dead tells about you know you have to like you the family
will say prayers and things like that. So the so because you go through this journey and stuff like that and it says that part of the journey you'll see these beautiful beings and you're not supposed to pay attention to them. You're just supposed to like they're very beautiful and and alluring. You're supposed to just like go past them. Then you'll see some demonic beings. They're very scary. You're supposed to pass them and eventually you'll find you go to this basically this room where you see
all these copulating couples, all these people having sex and then you're like you just jump into the into the womb and then you're reborn. It's kind of a interesting uh interesting thing. Are you talking about my trip to Burning Man? Are you talking about my trip to Burning Man? Maybe. Maybe that's a Burning Man. Yeah, because I think about that a
lot too because like um I've even like heard things about like you know like you know gosh like I've heard these amazing stories about these not you know these children that come back and um once they're old enough to speak
and and they're they're they talk about these lives that they've you know like you're not my mom and dad like oh you're uh you know they came back as their grandfather and they talk about the war they went through and and where they used to live and it's like how do you explain that that's like you can look you can look up on you on YouTube
there's actually like a lot of things look up look up reincarnated u remember people that remember the reincarnation and it's like there's especially in India I know in India they have very like a very high level of spirituality like they will they'll remember the street they were born they'll remember like names they'll remember they'll go back They'll verify. They'll say, "This is how I passed away." They'll go back and they can look into the news reports
and they can actually find and verify that. And so they're like, "How did they find how would they know this? How would they know this?" And so yeah. Yeah. One of my favorite movies is What? Dreams May Come with Robin Williams. Oh, yeah. That's a beautiful movie. Hits me. Yeah. It hits me so hard. And like just even
just the way like like the first time I ever saw it like I was like I I felt it like I was like oh my gosh like they have the chance to do it all over again you know they had all that trauma right but they were willing to possibly have you know do it all over again you know
like and that's that's that's the beautiful thing about like um like death I think there was a beautiful thing part of it is because you know, because I do believe in reincarnation and like the soul going on, but it's like being able to be reborn and have like, you know, be be a child again, relive your relive a childhood and to have a a fresh start and no matter what you did in a past life, you know, if we were if we were to remember all our past lives um
perfectly, we would have so much trauma from the past life and especially if there's been millions of past lives we could have basically had. So millions of times and also think about you could be like you know you could have been your your your own father like you know if your father could have been your son in a past life your mother could have been your your girlfriend. I mean it's like there there's all these different things that that possibilities of like all
these different relationship dynamics that that so we don't know that I watch that is she's so funny. She like like are born again or are you bored again? Bor again. I'm sorry. Um, there's this girl I watch, her name is Selena Spooky Boo,
and she's really funny, but um, she got well known um, for like her sleepalking videos, but she was actually before she was trying to get a start with her cuz she was very intuitive. And um she just recently had an experience where she went under
anesthesia for a dental surgery, ended up taking 5 hours because she had um these mullers that were so deep that it it took a really long time. Well, when she she tells the I'll have to send you the video because the the she ended up
seeing for 3 days after 3 or 4 days after um like she said there was not only like this dark thing following her and the only way she could um describe it was it was her but it was
like the sha a shadow of her and it was like the bad part of her like I have to send you the video because the way she explains it. Not only does it even explain cuz her husband had a brain she her husband had a brain injury and she
was she actually saw his past two like glimpses of his past two lives and he died the same way in the same spot on his head. He was in
uh the uh he was illegally moving alcohol. Um and the police officer shot him in the same spot where he got his concussion that he goes now in this life. He has to go out to a special uh
center and get um oxygen therapy and because he had a bad brain injury because he um was trying to pull a 2x4 out out of the ground and it hit him right in the same spot and like even her dogs like her one dog I guess was like her mom or like it was so weird.
She just knew like they were there was I'll send you the video, but it was it was okay. It was interesting. Yeah. But by like day four or so things started to come back to normal. She just said she felt like her and her whole spirit wasn't in her. And um she looked
it up or he helped her husband looked it up too. And yeah, they said it's like a a soul death. Um, but it doesn't necessarily mean that it can't come back inside the body because eventually fine after a few days. But
asking that sounds good. I have to take off I have to take off a little bit, but I'm going to read some song lyrics. Okay, this is in this isive intuitive song of the day that that hit. Okay. First, when there's nothing but a slow glowing dream that your fear seems to hide deep inside your mind. All alone I
have cried. Silent tears full of pride. In a world made of steel, in a world made of stone, we hear the music. Close my eyes. Feel the rhythm wrap around. Take hold of my heart. What a feeling. beings
believing I can't have it all. I'm a dancing for my life. Take your passion and make it happen. Picture come alive and dance right through. Now I hear the music. Close my eyes. I am rhythm in a flash. It
takes hold of my heart. What beings believing I can have it all. Now I'm dancing for my life. Take your passion and make it happen. P pictures come alive. You can dance right through your life. What a feeling. What a feeling. I am music now. Beings believing I am rhythm now. Pictures come alive. You can
dance right through your life. A feel. I can really have it all. What a feeling. Pictures come when I call. I can have it all. I can really have it all. Have it all. Pictures come I call. Call. Call. Call. What a feeling. I can have it all. Being beings
believing. Take your passion. Make it happen. Make it happen. What a feeling. What a feeling. Beings believing happen. Mhm. Beautiful. Miser, thank you so much. Wow. I I never realized that song like the lyrics of that song and what they Wow. Yeah. Beautiful. Thank you, Mer. It
was wonderful having you on the show. I'll see you again soon. Okay. All right. I got to go. I'll see you. See you soon. We'll see you soon. Bye, honey. Um, someone was asking someone was asking about um let me see who was that. It was um um let's see. Someone said they're wondering if animals have
souls and Okay. Well, yeah. I remember like, you know, we had a big debate in my biology class about do animals have feelings and things like that. And it's like, you know, if you have a cat, if you have a dog, you have rat, you know, they have feelings. I mean, it's like they they they can love my aunt about this. Yes. Cuz she was she was like, in the Bible, it doesn't say anywhere that
animals have a soul. And I said, I don't care what you say or what I'm like, they do too. I believe I believe they do. Look at this. Look at this cat. You have He has a soul. You know, you have a soul. You have a soul. Actually, in so in in in Buddhism, there's a there's a story about, you know, there's I think there's a fly. The fly lands on a piece of poop.
The the poop is going around this little this little um little um uh little it was it rained around the stupa. A stupa is like a little temple. It's like a little temple in Tibetan Buddhism. It's like a little It's like it's like a looks like an oelis kind of like a and so but it was going around like this little puddle just floating around and it was like since but that was enough
merit since cuz in Buddhism they'll they'll march around it and stuff like that to gain merit you know and so that was enough merit just like be landing a piece of poop that was going around and around in this little in this little pond around the stupa that was enough merit to be to be born as a human in another life. So for the fly so the fly was born as a human. Hey Miguel, how are you?
Hell yeah. How's everyone doing? Why should animals have a soul? Hey. Yeah. So, how's everyone doing? You never Yeah. Coffin says, "I never um forget where I learned my life lessons. I was always a nature boy. I would sit in the woods for hours just being one with the life around me." Yeah. It's like um I
love nature and uh like when I went to I went to a Buddhist uh retreat called Land of the Medicine. Buddha that's in Soul, California. And um there was these woods. It's in the redwoods and right and I was like and you could walk further back and you would just it was just in the middle of this amazing forest and it's like you could just like just all the sounds and like just like it was most one of the most peaceful
moments of my life sitting in the middle of this forest, right? And it's like there's now there's there's there's not as many parks or nature around anymore. I mean it's like there's there's some parks and stuff but and there's you know around here there's the ocean and stuff. I can sit by the ocean. there's some natural beauty, but it's like, you know, some people are in cities and there's like hardly any any trees or hardly any any grass or or any and it's like and
it's kind of just like a concrete jungle. Friends lives in Oregon. She it it's one of the most beautiful areas like oh my gosh. She even gets um her water um filtered um through this um area this uh path that she walks and there's
um water that flows and she fills up her container and then puts it through another filter. But yeah, it's so beautiful where she lives in Oregon and it's it's like around me too. I live in the woods, but it's like it's close
to the city. So I wish like Hi, honey. Um I uh everything has energy. Yeah, that's one energy. Nature, too. Like I wish like like I said I'm in the woods but there's it's not like the middle middle of the woods so it's close like you know what I mean?
It's like outside the city. I wish you know but I wish I like where she lives. It's just magical like like the way it is like like what you're talking about. Sorry. Go ahead. You you said no the red wood forest or the Oh yeah. Well, I just say, you know, that was it was it was it was called the land of the medicine Buddha. It's in Soil,
California, which is like central California and it's like up in the I stayed in a little thing. Um Oh, because what these things are called? It's like basically like an upscale tent. I forgot what I forgot what it's called. Um but it's like it has like a bed inside of it and it's like a little it's kind of like a but it's it's not it's like it's like kind of like almost like glamping almost. It's almost like a upscale
camping kind of thing where you have this nice little little little tent, but it's it was really nice. And u I I studied with actually um a Tibetan Buddhist um he's actually the Dollaly Llama's llama like he's a llama. He was a llama um named Dagri Reoche and it and he speaks like he speaks Tibetan. You know, you know, you know what happened
in China? Um, they u or Tibet, you know, the Chinese came in and Dollaly Lama had to escape and all the a lot of the llamas went to India and stuff like that. But they then they came all over they brought they brought the started going all around the world um founding retreats and and and teaching um other culture other people in other cultures and initiating them into the Tibetan
Buddhism. And so he spoke all in all in Tibetan and uh and he had a translator. the translator kind of looked like Alistister Crowley who was a British guy, a bald British guy, a monk and uh it was very interesting especially that you know they allow non non people not in the priesthood to to be initiated and
to learn to you know it was learn learn um learn the the religion. It's very interesting. Let's see. Oh, it's called Oh, yeah. It's called a yurt. It's called Yur, right? Oh, yeah. You got it. He yurt. Yeah, you get the yurt. Exactly. Right. Yeah. Yeah, there's Mr. Trix. Here's Mr. Trix. He's just cuddling up today. Lenor's sitting over
there. Trix is just cuddling up with me. I'm just laying back and someone there's someone did a show on me and it said it said it was called, you know, they said, "Oh, look at this guy's psyche. He's he's all pampered laying on his day bed." Yeah. It's in my couch. It's my couch. It's not my day bed, but I do sleep here. And I guess it is kind of a
dayb bed. And it is, you know, it is nice to be able to like I do have like a desk setup with I was doing tarot on when I started my show. You can see me sitting at the desk and stuff like that, but it's like, you know, the chair is kind of uncomfortable. And I was like, "How about like I sit on my couch and uh you know, it's like what I'm doing my streaming is like basically a dream come true because like I said, it's like I'm
able to, you know, have a show, have an audience, um broadcast, um do my tarot, um um you know, stream, have panels, have friends, uh meet people, and it's like and have fun and and talk and like and and know it can be my underwear. I can be, you know, well, and sometimes I
am on the show and I can uh and I can have some beers and I can, you know, have a have a smoke and I but it and people are like, "Oh, this is not working." It's like it definitely it definitely is fun and it definitely doesn't feel like work sometimes and to other people it might not look like work, but it's work and it and it does take energy and it's like but it takes this is where my focus is and I I'm
trying to entertain and it's like entertaining is is something you know there's entertainers that get paid a lot. There's entertainers that don't get paid so much, but I I basically when it comes down to it, just like Minnie Manson will say, Minnie Manson's like, I'm an entertainer. Like, and so I believe I'm an entertainer as well. Let's welcome Miguel. Do you know Miguel? Let's welcome Miguel to the show. Yeah, this is Miguel. Miguel.
Yeah. Hey, how are you? Doing good. Nobody call my name yet, so I know. Yeah. Come on up. Have you Have you met Miguel? Have you met Lori? Say hi to Lori. Hi, Lois. Hi. Hi, Miguel. How are you? I'm doing good. How you feeling?
All right, honey. He's uh Miguel's in Coney Island. Nice. I'm at Coney Island. You doing some laundry? Yeah, I'm a non yesterday. Bradley, wave at me so I make sure you're there. You go. Okay, that's
Bradley. Okay. Hi Bradley. Hey. Love talking to Bradley. What's up? Oh much. Tired as hell. Exhausted. You exhausted? Why? What you been up to? I'm kind of a little You been working? Yeah. You met Lori. Have you met Lori and Miguel?
Oh, I think I met Miguel. Was he the one we took a bus trip with? Yeah. Yeah, I took a bus trip. You remember the bus trip? Yeah, he was there. and Lori, we just been chatting and having some great conversations today. We're sitting on the Yeah. Yeah. On the panel. I'm checking with Trixs. Mr. Trixs.
Oh. Do you see Mr. Big Pipe? Go ahead. Hi, everybody. How's everybody else doing? Just chilling. All right. That's good. That's good. I'm glad. It's a little bit It's overcast today. It's a little bit overcast outside. Hey, what's up, dude? There's Miguel's bro. It's a nice
How are you? Good. Good to see you. How are you? Good. Nice to see you. You don't come out, you know. You don't come out your phone when you're like, you know. Yeah. Summer. Summer. Yeah. You know Summer. Yeah. Summer is
an awesome friend of the show. Look at that. Look at Brad. Look at Bradley's got the nice uh nice sun coming through his window. Very bright. Um very bright. Yeah. Yo, you about baseball? Not me. What's that? Facebook. Yeah, baseball. Do you watch baseball?
Do I have Facebook? No, I have Instagram. Um I'm not on Facebook. I used to be big on Facebook and then it's like a lot a lot of weird things already have. I think it's a little bit too much information is shared on Facebook. Baseball, you know that No, no, I don't talk about Facebook. I talk about uh you watch you watch the game, the baseball game. Oh, baseball. I'm sorry. Baseball. Do I watch baseball? I like baseball.
But you know, basically I watch baseball for the same reason women watch baseball to look at the butts. You know, you Mets. New York Mets. Yeah. Yeah. You like the Mets? You're a Mets fan. Well, I'm I think I'm I'm a Dodgers guy. I'm in LA. So, LA Dodgers over here.
Come and meet the Mets. Come and greet the Mets. You Yankees. Oh, so you're you like different teams. You and your brother have a different different team. You're more of a Yankees fan. Was it was it Derek Jeter in the Yankees? Derek Jeter was in the Yankees or No, no. I think he left. Um I remember long time ago make
home one left. Yeah. Only one who say um make home one. Yeah. They had to go to play baseball every summer, you know. Every summer. Yeah. I like going to baseball games. Yeah. I make that home
run. You made a home run. I almost I almost played baseball when I was younger, but then I like my dad's like, "Let's go practice." And I was like, "I don't want to practice. I don't want to play baseball." And so they like they canceled the deposit on the for me being on the team. And I didn't I didn't end up not being on baseball. But, you know, I kind of regret that. I wish I would have, you know, been on I think that would have been fun for me. I was
on a basketball team. I scored zero points. I I just knew I kind of be terrible and I didn't want to embarrass myself but uh I ended up being in basketball and you know I was not very good and I had a chance for make uh two uh what do they call I got two free throws or whatever and I missed those and so u that was the end of my my
basketball career right Mr. Karma watches baseball. Yeah. I I had to my I had a friend um I had a friend named Megan. Her dad is a dentist and he had these season tickets to to the Dodgers and they're very close. Like one time we saw John Goodman up like a few rows up up in front of us and he was chatting with people and we used to get
dipping dots and uh and uh you know pop the guys you know sells popcorn and peanuts and stuff walking down the dip. How's everyone doing? But I basically I like, you know, baseball I like the uniforms. I really into the baseball. I like the tight the tight pants. I love the tight pants and the the cleats, the jock strap. I I'm
into that stuff, but I don't I don't really know much about the jock strap. Yeah. I like same with football too. Like football I have no idea how the I can watch hours. I can watch, you know, I can watch it. Um I have no idea how the game works. I know a little bit more about basketball. I understand that back and I did play a little bit, but I still
don't, you know, I was not very good at it, you know. Do you do you like the part in in football where they smack each other's asses? That's my favorite part. My favorite part. I love they go in the locker room, they they touch tips in the locker room and stuff like that and snap towels and Yeah. Well, actually, if you don't if you heard of Music Biz Marty, he
unfortunately passed away um a couple months ago. Um, but he would he said, "Oh, can you do tarot to predict football games?" And I was like, "Well, I was like, I wouldn't pull tarot cards to predict a game." And I was like, "I can tell you a prediction based on how cute I think the butts look and stuff like that." And tell me the color of their pants. And so he would be like, "Okay." He'd ask me, "Can you tell me
the color of the team's pants?" And then I would like and then when I when I when he would win money, he would send me some money um as a thank you and stuff like that, you know. So, I was kind of indirectly sports betting, but I was I think I was pretty I was pretty accurate. I also predicted the Super Bowl. I said the Chiefs uh hold on the E those Philadelphia Eagles under 50. And uh he Marty called me underdog by the
way. He called me his underdog because I would always say usually I say under, but he called me he called me underdog and stuff. So, I predicted the Super Bowl, too. Yeah. You did? Did you you win anything? No, I didn't bet on it. I just said that, you know, one of those teams is going to win. Yeah. Yeah. Well, that's a pretty safe bet to say, right? One of the teams is always going to win.
I like I like when the weather man always says it's a 50/50 chance it's going to rain. I'm like no 5050. Like like I always hated that when they would say that. It's just like 5050. Like usually, you know, it's like at least say like 51%
52% like it's 50/50. It's probably gonna rain. You know, another good sport I like, you know, for for the butts is uh is rugby. I like how they all get into the scrum. I think it's called the scrum. They all pushing they're all pushing on each other's butts. Yeah, they are hardcore
in rug rugby, man. They especially Samoans like the Samoans are really good at football and rugby. They're kind of like built for it like you know created for it. And so I watch I had I had a Samoan guy come over and he put he played me this thing about the Samoans in football and how like there was like they started like recruiting
like players and like all of a sudden like they started like um they performed so well that they started recruiting a lot of them and so it's just like the the numbers went up and up and so yeah is I'm not you know now now my show is turning into um TY Ty has a sports show and now on TY's show I intro uce them to
like DJ Electra and Paige and uh and and like and Beta and Tracy and so they're over there sometimes and I go now he has a sports betting show like where he talks about sports betting and stuff like that. It's called the trap house. Um but then um now I go in there sometimes and Paige is up there talking about crystals and stuff and it's like like okay she brought some she brought
some good feminine energy there but I think he likes it. I'm sure he likes it. So yeah, wrestling. Um, wrestling. What? What kind? Oh, wrestling. Professional. I I love I love I love the I love the college wrestling, you know, like the with the tight spandex. Um, you know, the singlets and
the I'm talking about suplexes and steel chairs. No, no. I thought Batman I get I got into because my ex um I I liked it only because I used to go to the shows because his good friend did advertising did the advertising and
we would get VIP uh tickets a lot. No. And I got to meet a lot of them and this was back in uh mid 2000s early 2000s but it was a lot of fun. And like I didn't think that I would like it, but once I was the energy, it's like a like a concert. Like there's so much energy. The next time that I went, I ended up
making um a sign for um Alita um cuz I thought she was so badass. And yeah, I met the Hardy Brothers and stuff and got to take got take pictures. I sat with uh he's now passed the guy, he's passed away, but the guy that would uh say, "Let's
get ready to rumble." and he was really sweet like um but yeah, my brother always loved it and my uh my ex at the time loved watching it on TV, but until you're there it's a lot of fun. Bruce. Yeah. Well, it's like they're kind of cute. I mean, they're like big muscular guys and basically speedos, you know, throwing each other around and stuff
like that. So, it's like something I bet it's like a little bit No, I'm like really not that into like I do like muscle guys, you know, but it's like for some reason I was like more into like the baseball, the football, the um the wrestling, the actual like, you know, real wrestling.
Yeah. My ex that I was with the longest before I was with my husband, um he was into bodybuilding. I met him at the gym because I worked there, you know, was a bodybuilder. Who was Frankenstein? He was a body Dr. Frankenstein. Oh, yeah. Yeah, Dr. Frankenstein was a bodybuilder. Yeah, he was a bodybuilder. It's a good one.
Yeah. A lot of people think Frankenstein's the monster, but yeah, was a doctor. The ones that you would think that were like the like the nic like the nicest, you know, like weren't the like Shawn Michaels like no way. like two different times he was at the same restaurant afterwards
and he acts totally different. Like him and Ric Flair are very much do not like to talk to people afterwards. Like he didn't tell you to suck it, did he? Well, there were like kids that would run up to him and he would always want to be like in the VIP like area of the restaurant with like, you know, where he couldn't be bothered, which I
understand, but like there's, you know, others like that were like super nice like before um Batista got really big into acting and everything, he was he was a sweetheart. like um I got a picture with him and he was really nice and um just people you
don't think that would be, you know, were really nice. Great. I like I like hearing about like like celebrity story there stories about celebrities that like will like they they don't they're like bad tippers or they're like, you know, or they're rude to like they're rude to fans. They don't they don't never sign autographs. I mean, it's like it's always like it's always interesting to hear who's like really like not like nice and who's not. like some
celebrities are like super nice and some are are like very like do not like their fans and they do not respect their fans and stuff like that. So there's a lot of It's always interesting to hear the real stories about, you know, if you hear like one time um one time in Hawaii like um we went and Harry Anderson was there at a wedding and at this corner of village I used to go to I was a kid and
we were we were kids. We were running around. I remember he like grabbed me. He like push pushed me against the tree. He was like shut up you're making noise. We have a wedding going Harry Anderson. He was he used to be he was a night court. I don't know if you ever saw Night Court. He's a he's a famous actor. I don't know if you remember who that is. So, I've also I met I met Tom Cruz actually. Um I we at the it was the I
think it was Are you sure you met Tom Cruz and it wasn't just a leprechaun? I'm sure I met Tom Cruz. I 100%. He was standing in the middle of the of the movie lobby. It was the premiere of I think the either Last of Moheakans or the Sha Shank Redemption. I think it was like the I forget. I don't remember. It was one of those two movies. I think it was Last of the Moheakans. And and he was saying it was he was in Shaw Shank.
He wasn't in Shasha. He wasn't. No, he was but he he was I mean it was the premiere. He was like just being this there to see the f like the first opening movie but he's standing in the middle of the lobby like and kind of like there's no one really around him. My mom's like they're like look there's Tom Cruz and like there and I was like that's Tom Tom Cruz. And so they're like go up to him and talk to him. And I went up to him and I said are you Tom Cruz?
And he goes to me he's like yes I am. And I was like and then I just walked away. I did. I was and then my everything my family just kind of teased me after that. They're like, "You already you should have got an autograph or something like that or or you should have said something, but I didn't know what to say." I was just like cuz it's like, you know, at that point it was in the 80s. I must have been in the 80s and stuff like that. So, at that point, it
was just like, you know, like a maybe it was like the early 90s or like the late ' 80s, but it was kind of a kind of a shock. And uh so I he was I think he was short. I do remember he was a little short. Thank you, Miguel, for coming on. Good seeing you, Miguel. Should have asked him for a kiss. I should have. Well, I was I mean that would have been a little bit
inappropriate since I was like eight eight or nine years old. So, but uh I want a kiss. But, uh also like I've seen like I' I've been in a restaurant with Glenn Close and Gina Davis and um I've met um I saw Anna Nicole Smith on Jimmy Kimmel. I went to that live on Jimmy Kimmel like
right before she passed away like I I saw I went to when she was start when she was a guest starring Jimmy Kimmel. I was a big Anna Nicole Smith fan. Um and I got to actually see her in real life. I actually but when I went it's at the Masonic Temple in um in Hollywood. That's where Jimmy Kimmel has a show and I went in and it's like and I got ticket to it and um and I went and I just ran and got a great seat and then like the usher came up and he's like get up here.
He's like, "Hey, we didn't tell you to sit there." And they sat me like right behind this like pillar. Like I got the worst seat basically in the whole studio. They put me like the wor the worst seat. So that kind of sucks. But it was still I got I had to like peek around and like I can still see her. But it was kind of not the best seat, but they're kind of rude ushers there, right? I don't know. I don't know what happened. Well, I see there's 18 viewers
now. I mean the numbers will fluctuate. You know, it's like a little bit of a lazy afternoon. And it's like, you know, maybe it's now we have a it's a little quieter day, but hopefully it's like, you know, cuz I've been getting porn bombed and like having to restart my show so often and stuff like that or or you know, like or people are saying the nword and stuff like that. Hopefully it'll it'll get better. Yeah. I never met Glenn close, but I did meet Glenn
Far. Also who else? I just think I've I think I've met so many celebrities. I've got like like I met Marilyn Manson. I've met Corey Feldman. Um uh I've had like I you know I've also I used to get autograph like um like writing place like I as when I was a kid
I I got Betty White's autograph by like writing to the she was on the Golden Girls. was a big fan and she sent me her autograph and I have and Ricky Lake I got Ricky Lakes's autograph in the mail like when you were a kid but um when I saw 30 seconds to Mars but I
bought a black t-shirt and that's when they were using the um the white you know Sharpies. Uhhuh. And so you can't see it very well. I've never worn it but um who signed it? Who signed it? Uh Jared Leto. Oh, nice. Oh, actually, okay. So, go ahead. Well, I have it hung
up and I'll never wear it, but it's like it you can still see the signatures and stuff. Well, when I was like, please go ahead. I wish I would have gotten a white t-shirt so you could see the signatures better, you know? That white probably comes off pretty easier than than the del. It was like a
silver white one. Yeah, like the the Sharpie when I was probably I was probably 13 years old. I think I was about 13 or 14. Okay. So, yeah, I think I So, I did drag at my school one day and I took a bunch of pictures. Okay. So, anyway, um uh and my mom's white. It was like a blonde Alvara style wig and like one of her
dresses I stole from her. She had this donation bag, a little extra small black dress and I and I put it we it was opposite day at school and so I I it was supposed to be opposite day. So I I went crossdressing and I went down and show my parent but anyway they had pictures of it and so uh on on love line um I used to be able to I had a fax machine in my room and so I would I would and so I would um I sent in pictures of myself
they had the whole cast of my so-called life. I think it was I don't know if Claire Danes was there but Jared Leto was there and the girl that played Rayanne and I think Wilson Cruz was there and I was like I sent a fax in the pictures of me in drag and then Jared Leto's like does she look good? That's what I remember. And so I never met him but I I he did see my
facts and uh I did get my name set on that was a great show. Oh, I love my it was on for like I think one wasn't it on for one season or two seasons? It was just it was like one of those shows that was so good but it was so underrated. Right. Yeah. Well, when he um played um when he plays
with 30 Seconds to Mars, like he really puts on a really good show, but um it was afterwards like um you know, he like invited like everybody to you know, he was like signing everything like you didn't have to have I had a shirt like one of the
shirts and other people had other things for him. the like his brother's in the band too and he actually like said hi but like it's funny with Jared Leto he was like next next like he wouldn't like really say hi but you know he just played a a big
show and that was when it was like their second album was out and it was really big and um but it was still really cool you know and um I have a famous aunt Um, but it's it's I would say it's a she's a she's not blood related. It's a family friend.
Um, her dad lived um where my grandma lived in Florida and um she still talks to my aunt down in Florida and um she when I was pregnant with my daughter, she even called me and that was the last time I talked to her
though, so it's been a while. But um I'm sure you know who Linda Blair is, right? Yeah. The Exorcist. Yeah. Yeah. The power of Christ comps you. Yeah. So, um she That's cool. We literally met her. We were at the pool cuz it was like a private pool. Um that movie taught me
how to masturbate with the crucifix. Oh my god. Oh no. Well, you know what's crazy is like it's so funny cuz she was like actually like not mad at me, but she was like cuz I was only like 12, not even 13 years old yet. And she's like uh cuz I you know I wanted to ask her all kinds of questions
and she was just like she was so sweet cuz she was like telling me about all the like cool like cuz I asked her I'm like did it scare you when you saw yourself like in the makeup and everything and she's like no it was really neat you know like the effects you know that they could do with the makeup and everything. And I could tell,
you know, like she didn't want to tell me any of like the scary things because it was probably like five or so years later she ended up doing that show that she hosted where um f like famous people would tell their scary their true scary stories and she was like the host of the show and I had
that there was an accident on set with known the lady that um played her mom, she broke her back because the part where um Linda Blair throw, you know, like throws her across the room and she hits like the dresser and she hits the wall. She's on a harness and it quote unquote
malfunctioned and she broke her back and they had to uh pause um filming for her to go, you know. But I was shocked that she did the remake recently as the I mean she looks great but um the thing
that my aunt had said cuz she really close she's closer to my real aunt in Florida. Um I mean she was close to us when we lived in Florida cuz like I said we basically just were at the private pool and her dad lived in the same area that um my grandma did. And
um her dad he was so sweet. He was he would flirt with my mom, you know, and and um not even realize. We didn't even know until of course she came into town um to visit and the next thing we knew we were getting together for family functions and gettogethers and I called
her Linda one day and she was just like what are you doing calling me Linda? You call me Aunt Linda you know so that was really cool and um but yeah I was just a giddy kid and wanting to know about it. She's like, "You I can't believe you even watched that movie anyway." And I was like, "I wasn't supposed to." I, you know, I
snuck it at at my friend's house and I didn't tell my mom, you know, but um she's a she's so so so sweet. But a lot of the things with um she almost didn't do the exorcist too because when you talk about the crucifix and that part you know that she did um
because of all of that you know and how like people were like throwing up in the theaters you know like it was be you know beyond its time you know and of course you know when the casting couch as she got older she's beautiful you know like she's never had kids.
She's, you know, Yeah. And because they saw what she was doing at 14 years old, you know, they wanted she ended up being in like a couple other like very like D-rated C-rated movies, you know, that were
didn't go anywhere, but because they were like very sexualized and and it was because, you know, they want they thought, "Oh, well, if she'll do this in this movie as, you know, a young girl, we can get her to do, you know, these other things and and you know, she just didn't do anything really. She hasn't done much. Now, what other what
other religious symbols do you want to masturbate with? Right. Exactly. Like, so let's try a manora. How many holes do you have? Right. That exactly. She was just like, you know, I don't think she realized, well, she said that until she was older, like just how, you know, what the casting couch was, what it really
meant, how perverted, you know, yeah, some directors could be. And it just um she um had a very very small role in I think it was Scream Two, maybe Scream One. She's a a news reporter and you see
her for a split second, but then she hosted that one show about, you know, um other celebrities telling scary stories that had happened to them in real life and stuff. And that's when I found out that stuff really did happen on the set of The Exorcist, just I was young and she didn't want to tell me, you know, because like I said, she was like, "Why
are you why did you watch that movie anyway?" And I could she was just so sweet. I think there's a show called Cursed Movies and I think they talk about the that happened on Yeah. Yeah. That that was kind of what that that show was. I forgot what it was. You know who else I've seen? I've seen um D Snider D Snider goes to
my um Starbucks and so I saw him in the Starbucks and I was like that he looks familiar and then but it didn't it didn't hit me that it was D Snider Twisted Sister, you know. And then I was talking to the guy the guy down the street in the junk store was like, "Oh, do you know that's D Snider Starbucks?" And also there's some guy from the Naked and Afraid too that it's like a scuba diving instructor or diving instructor
around here too. Um and also Tracy Lawrence went to the the high school that by Starbucks. Hilarious. So funny. Yeah. Yes. Are you sure it was D Snider? I never got to meet her, but No, it's not Big Bird. used Dad's welcome. Linda Linda Hamilton used
to come into um to uh Sakth Avenue where my my ex that I was with I was telling you for a long time. Uh yeah, she used to come into Sakfth Avenue all the time and um talk with my ex's mom and she literally it was when she just had gotten asked to come back
for the newest one and she said no. She was like no. She dead set was did not want to go do another one. That's what I get. Hey, let's welcome Oliver to Oliver's here in the show. Let's welcome Oliver. He's eating some salami, it looks like. Look at this. I ate a I ate a whole package. Damn. Yeah. You
finished it. It's empty. I ate a whole package. I ate. Have you ever tried this? Negative. Oh. Oh, remedy. Oh, that looks good. It's got camu camo in it, Camu. And I'm all greasy from the gym. Look
like No, you you work out today. I worked out so hard. And then I just And then I chugged a And then I chugged a camu camu. And then I ate a whole thing of hard salami. Hired salami. Just salami. Well, yeah. How many slices? A lot of a lot of protein
in there when after you work out, that's for sure. Um, for Oliver Oliver, do you do you flex in the mirror after after you work out in the locker room? Look at this. It says serving size three slices. I ate all them Oh. All right. So, let's count the protein.
Yeah. I I ate a lot of cheesy bread. No, you can continue. I I'll count the protein. You can commence your Okay. One protein. If I were to meet Linda Hamilton, I wouldn't I wouldn't be able to not walk up to her and keep saying, "Come with me if you want to live." Right. Mhm. I went through time for you,
Sarah. I didn't get to meet her, but yeah, she was she just would come in and talk to my ex's mom because she was the manager at Sax Avenue and at the mall. So, 40 40 grams of protein I put in my body. Your son sent me back to the back to the I feel it.
I think I was like when I was like I was like trying to work out I was like look into protein like I think I would need especially like for weight gain. I think I would need said I need to eat like twice my body weight in protein like a day or something like that. Oh my god. It's like my ex was the type I did. Oh
my gosh. I should have known when we were first started we started dating um American Psycho which I love that movie. Okay. But that was that's one of his favorite movies. Well, yeah, he was the type that would work out at the gym because I worked
there at the front desk and he was that guy that would watch himself and, you know, make the faces and look at himself and then like drop the weights and make all the noise and I'm just like I was not into him. But he was so funny. That's what was like attractive to me. Like not the cuz like
Sykes said I'm like I'm I wasn't really into like muscly guys or anything like that but like he was hilarious though. So so that's what really attracted me. So nice. I have to go return some videotapes. Shout out. What was the girl's name? Carrie Green.
Shout out Carrie Green. Damn. It's Cran Apple. She was the little red head. In what? In the Goonies. Goddamn it. Oh, yes. Yes. Yeah. Don't just stare at it. Eat it.
Classic movie. Bradley. Bradley, do the truffle shuffle. Mhm. There he goes. I see him. See that? See? There you go. Yeah. There you
go. Jesus, dude. Look at me. Look how hairy I am.
Yes. Hey, that that's another thing my ex used to do. He shaved his whole body cuz he was Did you have to do it for him to shave his body? That's what a man looks like. Really? Is this what a boy looks like? He was trying to He was trying to
compete. He was trying to go um compete, you know. So, um he ended up doing laser at one point going in for laser. I'll do something about it. I don't want back here.
back hair. Yeah, he didn't have really any back hair. It was There you go. But let myself go a little bit. Oliver, did your head boy go away? Oliver, why do we have butt hair?
I know. I know. Sometime I've heard that, too. Some guys have a lot more butt hair than Oh, I got so much hair. I don't have butt hair. I don't know what to do. Not really. Well, I've with waxing that it takes a while for it to grow back cuz it goes down to the follicles. Or you can do laser
or you can just shave it, which you would have to do it a lot more, but it's going to hurt when you wax it, but it'll take longer for it to grow back. There's a guy on like there's a show called Extreme Cheap Skates and uh there's a guy on I think he's like an amateur bodybuilder or like you know aspiring bodybuilder and he gets his mom shaving
his butt in his back and stuff like that. His mom was he's like I save money if I had my mom shave my butt. There's also a really good episode of that extreme cheap gates. And the best one is like this woman goes to the dentist. And he's like, "Oh yeah, well it'll cost like, you know, like $2,000
for root canal or I'll pull out the tooth for like $600." And she's like, she's like, "Oh." And she, this woman collects medical equipment from her doctor's office. She has a whole thing of tongue depressors and she has all these syringes and like he has this like that that stuff on the table to put out, but she like she's like, "Oh, how how much is it to pull out at home?" So she got like a like a the yard sale or something. She got like this ancient
like dental tool that you could pull and her husband they put a they made a vacuum. They put like a little suction thing on a a straw taped it to the vacuum as a suction device and had and then they put aol on it and then he pulled out her tooth and stuff like that on the You have to watch that episode. It's really weird. You just tie it to
the door and then you shut the door. Yeah. Seen that on Three Stooges. Do you want to hear my impression of a tongue depressor? That usually works with like kids though. I don't know. It's like if it's a moler that's like really deep. I don't think it's going to work. That's a What? You want to hear my impression of a tongue depressor? Yeah. Okay.
Okay. Right. Cuz that's that's what the dentist does. is they try to talk conversation at the same time and then they're holding down your tongue or they're, you know, like having trying to have a whole ass conversation and you're just Uhhuh. Do you get it though? Tongue depressor.
Unfold. Sad. Yeah. I'm so sad. Oh. Oh, gotcha. I'll do it again if you want. So sad. I get it now. I get it. I just I just realized what uh loser said too about the protein.
Yeah, don't talk about my protein, loser. Yeah, I was interesting interesting discussion like how much how many calories are in semen? Like you know someone's on a diet, they they have to watch their intake, right? He he gets the protein that comes out of a hard salami if you know what I mean. You
know, it's true about the taste, too, right Zeke? About the pineapple. Pineapple. What about the taste? Well, there's Yeah, there's pineapple that can make it taste sweeter and but people that work out like that drink a lot of protein. I would not advise that at all
cuz I don't like every every time I shoot I'm like I just want it to go away. It's like it's it's sticky and it's a solid and it's a liquid at the same time and it smells like a It's like a It's like a white plasma. It's like a white It's like What's that? Looks like ghost on like
ghost on a Ghostbuster Slimer. If you don't like it, well, you know, if you don't like it, you're all you have to do is get castrated. Yeah, plasma. You know, my semen. I hate my semen. Well, if you hate it so much, all you have to do is get gasastrated. If I hate my semen, I'm pretty sure I hate your semen, too.
Oh, you're not supposed to eat it, Oliver. Oliver, you're supposed to eat it. Mhm. I like I like lady drippings. It's the only way it can get recycled if you eat it. How are you supposed to use it again if you don't put it back in your body? Dripping. Lady dripping. They don't smell bad.
They're the best. Well, that depends. It depends on the on the woman, I suppose. Sounds like you were describing uh Thanksgiving there, Oliver. I like lady dripping. Like dripping dripping.
Sometimes I'll take Never mind turkey baster. I'll suck up some of the drippings and I'll put it back on top. Really funny. an article um to give high protein. I read I read a thing about a guy that
was selling his sperm in a Target bathroom to pregnant women and he had he had like hundreds of illegitimate children. Oh my god. I don't think you can't sell your sperm in a Target bathroom. It's a where Oh my god. But it's like is
doesn't it like doesn't like go bad? I mean I think it needs to be um made on site. Oh, made on site. Okay. Or immediately put in the like in the freezer. Yeah. Oh my gosh, guys. And then a turkey baster and you're set. There's a really funny like little cartoon. It's it's like it's like two seammen like
talking to each other and he's like, "Hey, we just made it past the tonsils. We're on our way. Y'all are immature. Last time I played football uh on my aircraft carrier, I uh I was tackled and
I said, "Oh no, I'm covered with semen." Oh. Uh oh. Oh my god. These are these are jokes. Not not crummy jokes. jokes. Mhm. jokes. What a little cuddlebug. Oh my goodness. He's so sweet.
You guys like tricks? Come here. I'm under I'm under the covers. Come here. Cuddle Doy. That's how my Lola was. My dog. She had to do and beagles are like that. Like my mom's beagles very much so like that. She loves being under the covers. Lola always had to be on my lap under the
covers. Yeah, this is like Trixs and Lola. My My Lola Trix. Yeah, Trixs. My Lola and Lenor are all under the cover. They all would like to go under the covers. But like when I had Magic, which is Trix's brother, they would go under the covers together. And like um and but then the other cats like
like whenever like Lenor like sees another cat under the covers when she's trying to come in, she gets very insulted and like like goes and walks away. You see on their head little spudger on her nose. Yeah, he's But look at look at the top of the head. Like they have like a they look like a snake almost. You see this? Oh, come on. Can you show you show
you show your snake print? No. You show your snake print here. Look. You look snake over here. I'm a snake. Slytherin. Look over here. In the house of Slytherin. You see the Yeah. You see the snake? Yeah. Yeah, cats will never do what you want them to do.
Dogs will, but cats are not some like some of them are. Some of them are like very much like tricks and like But you're right. Most of the time they're very independent, but I I've had a couple that that have been like they love to hug, they love to kiss, they like to lick your face, they like you
know my cat when I was younger, she literally would lick your face like a dog. like she loved and she would hug like literally and when I say hug, she would wrap her arms and she would connect like you could feel her little paws behind your neck and it was the
sweetest thing. My Bubsy hugs my arm. He also likes licks my face. You're purring. Are you purring? You like My Bubsy gives kisses. He comes up and headbutts you. And if he does it with his nose, he'll make this noise. He'll go, "Oh, so Psyche, I have good news. What's
up?" So MC Frosty, I don't know if you know who he is, but he's an old IP2 person. Seems cool. He's gonna come on the show and perform some of his original songs. He's a really nice guy. I like him. He's a Canadian dude. He makes his own
butthole one time. That was neat. He did. But he has some original songs. He kind of raps and plays guitar and stuff. That'd probably be bad if you tried to his ass if you if you maed it. I don't know if it would hurt you, but you know, if you try to stick I don't know. I think I think Q pretty
much leveled up the mace game. But um funny. He's most of his songs they're like comedy songs. Is he going to my show or through to your show? He wants to come on your show. But while I was talking to him a little bit. Okay. And he's got a setup. He's got like a whole setup
where you know kind of like a little home studio setup where it sounds pretty good. Think you'll miss his ear? Yeah, I love uh I also love Saint to come on like I like Saint like you know I I I can go talk to Saint and stuff like that in his chat but on Instagram like I followed him and he accepted my follow request but he didn't follow me back and so for some reason I can't send a
message on there but uh oh you can't All right well he said he saw you sane is not an easy guy to contact um you know I can call him but he usually doesn't even answer his phone he does it just takes like it'll happen. MC Frosty is very nice. Yeah, MC Frosty is a sweetheart.
Yeah, MC like a guy you can't get a hold of. I can't wait. Thank you all. Thank you. Thank you. That's really It's amazing. You'll definitely have a lot of people that know who he is. Cool. I missed my armpits. Is that cool? Yeah, that's cool. Guys, MC Frost is like Frosty is a chill guy. I can't wait. Been around for like five years. I can't wait. I can't
wait. And everyone's really happy cuz he's back with heartbeats. That's his significant other. And she's a sweetheart. Yeah. Heartbeats. Yeah. Hey Bradley, you look like the guy in Home Improvement. The neighbor that you never you only see half of his face.
Howdy. Ho. Good neighbor. It's me, Bradley. Bradley. Mr. Wilson. Yeah. What was his last name? Wilson. Wilson. Wilson Wilson. They found out his first name was Wilson, too, wasn't it? So, it was like Wilson Wilson Wilson. Your first name. Yeah. Wilson. Wilson.
Put a fence up in front of your face, Bradley. So, so you complete the effect. There you go. I don't think he wore glasses. He wore glasses. I like him. Yeah. Well, it's like the old Chinese saying, it's always so wise. I mean, I don't think he ever they ever revealed I think I think there was there one episode where they revealed his face. I'm not
sure. No, no, never did. Did never did. Rewatching it again. You're rewatching. He watched it all a couple times where it looked like he was going to, but yeah, it was always a fake out. It's always they just baked out the audience like I thought it would be a cool twist if Wilson doesn't exist and it was just a figment of his
imagination. Yeah, that twist. I always thought he was the psychiatrist in Terminator. I always thought, you know, who looks like, you know, who looks like Tim Allen is Miser looks like kind of like Tim Allen. He has kind of the Tim Allen look. I don't know. Measer. Miser. Miser. You know me? I don't know. He's on my He was on the
show earlier. He looks Yeah, I know. Mexican Tim Allen a little bit, right? Yeah. Mer. Does everyone know what time it is? I look like um there's a comedian called Nick Schwartzson.
Okay. Yeah, I like him. Reno 911. I always get people say I look like him. Yeah. Yeah. Terry little bit. I can see it. Terry, he's hilarious. And it's so funny because people thought that he was gay because of Reno 911 cuz Yeah. you know, and he had the short shorts or no? Yeah,
he had short shorts and he would usually be roller skating or Yeah. Yeah. That was the That was the group from the state. You remember the state on MTV? That's them that made that. Yeah. I like I like actually there's a really good RO 911 movie. Um maybe there's a couple of them where they go to like the Caribbean and like like and like uh and then they
get like deserted on an island and like Rupaul is like like the ruler of the island and and they and she gets prophecies from a speaking spell. Be funny to watch that one. It's like 911 they have like one of the specials. They did a couple like hour hour or two hour movies that Yeah. I went to um UCB Theater New York, the Upright Citizens
Brigade Theater, and they did somebody took me, they were like, they were like, "You got to go. This is hilarious." I guess it was like an improv thing, but it had that guy, the guy that plays Officer Dangle, he was there and he was hilarious. Like everything he did. Yeah, he really he's really funny. Yeah. And Amy Polar, Amy Polar was
there. Guys, I'll try to shave more of my goatee. I know it looks too much like an Amish goatee and stuff. I know it's not like the best look. Okay, I know. I know. I just like I got it was I got tired of like shaving for like probably two hours yesterday like and it was like and I was like okay I got very tired of shaving and it was like I thought you were going thought you were gonna go for
a role as Abe Lincoln. Yeah. No, hey Blinkin. I said hey Blinkin not a blink. Hey Blink. It looks It looks too wide. I know it looks too wide. I'll fix it. Thank you for Thank you. take a good loser. I'll love when I have some when I when I get
so content next to you. Oh, he is. He's so Hey, you need to do a movie night. Well, I would do movie I used to do movie nights and my Discord and stuff like that. Um, but my Discord's kind of way quieted down and like a lot of people Google Hangouts. Google Hangouts. You can do it on
Streamyard too. Like we just Yeah. You just show something that is obscure. Oh, I guess can you do it on Streamyard where it's like I can like someone can share it on the screen and then we just like don't go live and we but we just like Yeah. Yeah, that'd be cool. Yeah, we can watch the Goonies.
Yeah, we can watch Alvara or um The Goonies or I I watched Follow that Bird like I think Jaime's Cowboys is mad at me or something like that because Joker was rude to her friend and I didn't even know I didn't notice that or or or hear anything rude he said but and he said I don't know if he said anything about her looks or something like that but she
just she was just on an avatar so it's like you know I I don't know but like so Jaime's Cowboys is mad at me. I don't know because she hasn't been here for a while. Jamie Sky Boys, come on back. You know, Joker's just a boy. Yeah, Joker's Joker. He's just a boy. Joker hasn't been Joker was like really here like a he was coming for a couple days like a lot and stuff like that and now he
hasn't come back for a few days. I don't know. Maybe you reckon they got biscuits and mustard in there. Look at Look how cute his paws are. He's the cutest like little You not just a boy. I like
I cut his head with a lawnmower blade you funny IG awakens on IG awakens on IG pretty mouth. All right, I'm going home. I'll see what y'all are doing later. Have fun. Hey, Oliver. Love you. Bye. Bye. Have a nice
day. Yeah, just I'm cuddling with tricks under the blanket. Um, a little tent a little tent set up with my my tripod is like the tent post. Building a fort. Yeah, I'm have a little fort. Pillows. You do a pretty good sling
blade board joke. You have to come on and do My dad used to do I reckon what you got in there? Some wars. I forgot about Sling Blake. Slingblade. I don't want to like I don't want to ruin the plot for anybody, but I know John Ritter's in it and he plays like a gay guy, but I don't know if he's like he's like an evil gay guy or something where Slingblade has to kill him or something. I don't know. No, he's funny.
Haha. Not funny queer. Yeah. Yeah. Like he's in denial, I think. Okay. That's what happened in American Beauty, too. Like the ending like that was so sad. Yeah. Oh, yeah. Somebody else's voice run. Nope. I remember I saw American Beauty Future. I saw it I saw actually like I saw it in the movie theaters here
and then I saw it in uh where did I see it? I think in Greece. I saw I saw it again in Greece like oh no no no in in Amsterdam. I went and saw I saw it in Amsterdam. It's like messed up but it's so good. And I I loved Kevin Spy and I know like he was found innocent or whatever, but like I
also like the actor that he was that's like one of the one musicals that I really like which is um um Oh my gosh. 500. Yeah. Um Oh yeah. 500 Oh, Rent. Rent. Yeah. um the redheaded guy with the
glasses um is the guy that accused Kevin Spy and yeah um when he was younger and uh but he was found innocent but I mean like I still Kevin weird after he has kind of that Andy Dick vibe to him where it's like I'm sure he like uses his fame
to like meet and he meet he's really gay, right? And then he like he like meets a lot of hot guys and then all of a sudden he's they fall asleep and he's sucking their dick or his hands on their lap or something like that. There was so many others on the show the other day. They're like, "Oh, I know. I I met Alisa Jordana when I like I picked up Andy Dick and he's like he told Andy Dick he's like he's like he's like if you uh
like you better not um he's like if you if you touch me I if you touch me in a way I don't like I'm going to touch you in a way you really don't like. I think I forgot who it was in that. But yeah, there's no way I know that much. But yeah, he um made that video because, you know, he was fired from
that really popular show he was on and he made that YouTube video right after where he was playing the same character and and and like talking, you know, like saying like how messed up things were and that he, you know, in his own and that character and it was really weird. Let
me Yeah. like yeah you know like he was saying he was innocent but he was playing that character so it was weirding everybody out but he was so he was being the character but he was talking about real life so that's why it was weird. Yeah. Right. Right. And then it's the same thing too. It's like when with the art like with music it's like when things
happen like you know like are you able to separate what happened like with the music you know it's like my one of my mom's favorite songs when I was younger was I believe I can fly and I'm like I'm glad she doesn't really like that m she didn't know who that guy was you know and you know it's not really her
favorite song now she doesn't even remember saying that that was one of her favorite songs she just I like that song. It's so nice. And then later on I tell her I'm like, "That's R. Kelly, mom. He's not a good dude." Uh I like that. I like the R. Kelly stuff where R. Kelly was like um it's called Trapped.
Yeah, it that's what I mean. It was great. Like but when you listen to some of the lyrics now when you go back and like just like what he's the relationship with Aaliyah and how they said you know the way he tricked a lot of those girls just not not just Aaliyah but like made the parents believe that
like yeah I'm going to sign them and make them you know famous and that's what happened with Aaliyah you know and she did she was amazing And that's like it's like a really it's an really imbalance of power in these situations where it's like these Hollywood producers they have so much demand and so much you know and so
it's like you know so much authority so it's basically they prostitute basically these celebrities you know and stuff like that like basically like they have to sleep with these really disgusting it's like just like with Michael Jackson there was such an imbalance of power where they had this poor family like Wade Wade uh was his name Wade Wade Johnson or this guy named Wade Um he was like a Michael Jackson
jackup dancer. He was such a from a such from a kid that he came from this kind of broken home in Australia and like Michael Jackson I'm so confused psych that's where I'm so confused. I wanted to believe it so that he was innocent right like the first few times because the parents like if I was
the parents there's no amount of money that would make me settle you know what I mean and the way they like settled and took the money you know and then And also those dancers came out after he died and they could what do they have to gain, you know? So then I'm like very that that documentary seemed very far-fetched to me and it's like
because they were seeking they were seeking damages like after um Oh, really? Yeah. They were seeking like you know from from his estate and stuff like that but they I think that I think it would got dismissed or whatever. But the the thing is like like the mother like this the one guy like went and she like would listen at the door and stuff like that and then she like she would let Michael Jackson
and her son share a hotel room and stuff like that and it's like they spilled the fork or whatever but it's like she would like they sharing a hotel room and then she would it would be like locked and like there' be the door would be locked also bedroom to this day he'd be safe. It was so innocent. He's like, "We literally played like kids. We would
make forts." He's like, "He never did anything ever. Not to me, not to my brothers. We were alone with him all the time." Well, there's a really funny story like Natalie Mains was on Howard Stern telling the story. She's like, "Guess who came to my Halloween party?" She's like, "Michael Jackson came." You know, and she's like, "And he came over and you know, and we had she was like, "Oh, we had all these kids there and
stuff like that." She's like the And like what what was he did he go to the kids area? And she's like, "Well, yeah." She's like he walked out to the living room and you know they're out in the backyard having the the kids are in the backyard and he went and he would like stand on in the in the living room looking out on the patio and stuff like that like uh oh he made balloon animals but the funny
thing is didn't bring any balloons. Oh my god. I want to believe that he didn't do anything and that like it was due to his like child, you know, that Peter Pan syndrome, you know, thing. Like I really truly want to believe that. I don't I'm so confused. I am. I want There's He thought he was I believe the worst. He thought he was Peter. He
thought he was Peter Pan. Like he believed he was Peter Pan and stuff like that. Yeah. I mean, he like he never wanted to grow up. Yeah. Also that documentary is very explicit with what they say and stuff like that. It's but it's like but it's like very like unbelievable. Like it's like because he's like you know everything is very every dog every moment of his life is very always know where Michael Jackson is at any time. He's so famous
and stuff like that but he would like go and like go to these people's houses and stuff like that. There was a kid that was in he was the kid was in the Pepsi commercial and then and then he had pictures of like he would go to his house and like and then and then Wade Johnson's mom I think his name was Wade Johnson. I'm not 100% sure. Wayade Johnson was Yeah. He had he had they had books too like I guess explicit like
oldfashioned books. Yeah. Art books. Yeah. Naked and that was found in his he had a safe and stuff like that. There was some stuff like that found in his safe. I heard you ever seen the Michael Jackson ghost? Like there's there's like on CNN they were doing a walk through of his house and you can see like a ghost like
moonwalking in the back or something like Yeah. Some kind of really weird. was walking through there and I felt a cold breeze up my Oh, really? It was like it was inside edition and or something like that. Yeah, it was inside my edition. I'll tell you that much.
But you can see in the background he like it the it's like this it's like the shape of it looks like him walking right past like this fireplace or something. Was it moon walking then? You would I don't know if he was moonwalking. He's not moonwalking, but it was Yeah, it was just like you see like this little
shimmery tall figure. Did you guys hear that? Oh my god, my phone started to heat up under the under the blanket. My cat started heating up. He held Oh yeah, I remember when he held he blanket over the balcony like Well, it's like, you know. Yeah, that was just that he named
the child blanket. Yeah, we're not anymore. But what's his real name? Apple. Glenn Paul. His daughter's stunning. His daughter is not only a good actress, but she sings. And yeah, Paris is Yeah. beautiful. My girl said, American Horror Story.
There's Prince. Is Blanket Prince? I don't know if Blanket the same person as Prince. I don't know if that's Michael. My girl said that that Blanket's not his real name. So maybe it's his name Prince. Yeah, there's three. There's um Paris uh or Paris Prince and then Blanket. But
Blanket has an actual like he's changed his name, I think. Yeah. Or like goes by his middle name or something. My name used to be Blanket, but now they just call me Tal. You're Italian. I like Italy has a Tali has a son named washcloth and like you know you ever saw
their episode. It's like an intervention episode of South Park and he's like I want to see washcloth like you can't see. They're like you have an intervention like you're look at little watch club. Oh yeah. So I don't I still love you. crazy. There's like also he writes an episode of South Park where he writes a
million little fibers and he goes he goes on Oprah and it's like an Oprah and Oprah like you know how you remember that because there was a thing called a million little pieces this of this book got this stories made up he took stories from his own from his own friends. Yeah. Yeah. And you know what's messed up?
Even after that came out about the truth, they made a movie with um uh what's his name? Um he played uh uh oh gosh, was it the the the brother? That was
really fast. Uh Wanda uh Wanda's brother who dies and in Age of Ultron. Not sure. He's in some other movie. Some really popular movies too like um it's cold today. Uh Kickass where he's a kid in high school.
Yeah. Oh yeah. It's like it's like it's like the is he like the he's like superhero guy. That one. Yeah. um play the superhero but he played in that they made a movie even after the truth came out he made a a movie version of it was the truth
it's on fire it is a slow evening I'm thinking maybe of restarting the stream like a little bit like um um so I can uh you know a little later yeah I'll be on a little later and like maybe maybe we'll pick up a little bit tonight maybe it is a little bit a slow evening, but unless anyone would like a reading
before I go. Okay. Yeah. But um thank you so much for being 4%. So yeah, I'll charge up my phone and come back for sure. Yeah. Okay. Well, I love you guys. You have a wonderful I'll see you soon. I'll be back soon. Okay. Talk soon. Okay. Love you. See you. Good night, honey. Love. Bye. See you later. Peace
and love. See you soon. Peace and love. Peace and love. Bye.
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