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The episode begins with Psyche introducing the topic of tarot readings and cats ▶ 0:00. He then shares a personal story about walking to the pier and recording his experience ▶ 3:00. Psyche also discusses a previous live stream where he saw a man being taken away by paramedics ▶ 4:49 and another incident where someone bear-maced themselves in the face ▶ 6:01. He shares a poem called 'The Rainbow Bridge' to comfort his audience ▶ 7:32. The conversation also involves interactions with his audience, including discussions about online drama and feuds ▶ 10:04, as well as reflections on the importance of true friendships ▶ 12:51. At ▶ 13:18, Psyche comments on how some streamers, like Bea, handle online conflicts and feuds.
The episode appears to explore the themes of connection, community, and the human experience. Psyche's conversations with his audience and discussions about online dynamics suggest that he values building relationships and fostering a sense of belonging. The sharing of the 'Rainbow Bridge' poem also implies that Psyche is interested in exploring the emotional and spiritual aspects of life. Additionally, the episode touches on the idea of online feuds and drama, highlighting the complexities of navigating online communities.
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Welcome to the night. The cards laid out for show. Stars shining so bright. Watch the secrets unfold. There's magic in her hands. Whisper what the future holds.
Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Flow. Hearts in the balance. Every card an open door. Feel the romance in every arcane war. Destiny entwined as the moon begins to
soar. Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Wow.
Crystal visions and her gaze. Time can steal this moment. Life's uncertain dance we chase with love. Woen pen dance to the
mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. Hello. What's up, guys? How are you tonight? Uh I have Voodoo Rangers hiding my nails. Oh my gosh, my teeth. Are you okay? All right,
Samantha. Uh, guys. Um, um, there was people hidden. More people were h like nine people. Um, and I don't know why. What's up, Fredley? Cute little avatar. Hi, Frightley. Fidley. Hey, yes. Hey,
Samantha. Hey, Sean. How's everyone doing? Good to see you guys. Um, if you saw earlier today, I Hey, Sassy. I uh I took a little walk um down to the pier and I showed it was some pretty cool footage because it's like you know my camera's not that great
but I was able to show um a lot like the fish market. There's a fish market there and there was all these rocks and there's a skate park there and I just walked through the whole thing. They went to 7-Eleven and the guy's like, "Why are you fil he's not not an Indian accent, but he was like, "You're filming. He's You're filming." He was he was the Hispanic
guy. He's like, "Why are you filming me?" I had the I had the phone facing down at the counter. I'm like, "I'm not filming you. I'm facing the camera down. You're not on camera." He's like, "Oh, I'm recording. He's recording." And then the lady was the other lady was like, "Whatever." And so, um, but then when I when I went outside, the, um, the camera died. And then, uh, I was
just at BEAS, uh, for a while. I took a nap and then I came back to Beatas. Not sure if she's starting another live. Um, she might she might be, but uh, I um, she said I could she said I What's up, X? How are you? What's up, Tracy?
I think she'll be over here though, like maybe a little bit later. But good to see everybody. Is everything okay, Tracy? Okay, let's see. But uh time to drink, but we're just having a few beers tonight. They're they're the tall tall
cans. These are very strong. Love you, Tracy. So, yeah, I did a I did a live this this morning and I went and I walked to the um to the Starbucks a couple times and
at one of the walks there was like 10 like really hot really hot ambulance or or paramedics or police or something like that and they were like talking to this guy and he he's no and they were like trying to talk to him and they got him they got him on stretcher and into
the uh and into the um ambulance. But when I was recording and the police all didn't mind and they were there, I like waved to them and I and like they were like really cool. Like it was just like they I was just sitting I was sitting bus nearby filming it. But when they when they stood the guy up um I saw his
balls. he was not wearing pants. And so I was like, and then also um I want to thank Crackodana for um cuz I did delete that live because I there was balls in it, right? It kind of it kind of ruined the IRL moment. And yeah, but
um um I also had shown um because Q came on and Q I guess um Crackodana paid him $200 to bear mace himself in the face. Oh, he Okay, he's gone. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Tracy. This whole heart. But you know what? There's a there's a
little there's a little little poem I like. Maybe I hope makes you feel a little bit better. I hope it a little
poem. One second. I'm trying to get to Okay, I think. Uh oh. Hold on. No, no, not this.
Hey
baby. This is very
short. Are you up here? Lor's over here.
It
says it says just it's called the rainbow bridge and it says just beyond the veil where earthly skies meet a place of peace a verdant soft retreat. The rainbow bridge a path of vibrant hue where lost companions wait forever true. With meadows green and skies of endless
blue, they romp and play a joyful happy crew. No pain, no sorrow, just a gentle grace until the day they find their rightful place. And when our time on earth is drawing near, we'll cross the bridge dispelling every fear. With open arms our furry friends will wait to greet us home and seal our happy fate. So let us cherish every moment shared
with these dear souls whose love is dearly dared. For in our hearts their memory will reside until we meet again on the rainbow bridge side by side. Do you guys heard that one? Hey babe, just just imagine, you know,
that's the first thing that will happen and we know when we pass over like we'll we'll go over the the rainbow bridge and then all our all the animals we've ever had in our life will they'll be the first ones there to come running and greet us, right? Kisses. Yeah, this beautiful pump
kisses. Hi everybody. Sassy Scarlet, Michelle. Yeah, I know. It's terrible losing our our little fur fur babies. I hope that wasn't too sad, Tracy. It's just a little It's kind of like a
little happy poem, you know. Everything everything's
everything. Yeah. Hey, dust dog. Yeah. This is Miss Lenor. Oh, you're kissing me
today. If I was Lisa Jordana, I'd be like because there's a video of Alisa. Okay. What's up? What's up, dude? I was joining your the stream you were on earlier with Beta and that was crazy, dude. Yeah, they're toxic. Toxic
people. Have you been on the show before show? Yeah, I have. But they weren't. Dude, there is somebody in their the chat. Like, if you see an account that's like pretending to be me, it's obviously a troll, which I'm not mad, but Mhm. There's like all these people threatening me and all this like trolling me. I'm I was just sitting there in the stream, dude.
Yeah, sometimes that happens with like, you know, people I was caught as like a in stray fire of their drama. That happens to me a lot on online. And I've had a few friends that are no longer friends of mine and they they actually hate my guts now. I don't know
what I did. I don't know why. They won't um accept my apologies even though I don't really know what I did necessarily. They won't um it was over some other third party situation. Something some they were told about something or some some something or other. Hey, what's up? Untraable. Hello sir. How are you? Have you met Joker?
Um, I'm not necessarily sure, but um, no, no worries here. I'm, you know, here to here to hang out, enjoy. Cool. Joker's a cool guy. Like Joker like is one of the first um live streamers that I was watching that, you know, I found him through Benny. I saw him in Benny's chat one day. I was like, "Oh, that sounds like an interesting guy." And he has he was doing panels and that's where
actually where I met Bea at at um at one of his panels. Well, actually, I just saw her there. I didn't we didn't meet until like later when I went to her channel. Um uh also I met I think Sig I saw there um Clumsy who's in the chat and um and Nick Johnson. So Nick Johnson
too. Um and so these are all people that are, you know, um friends of mine now. Well, you know, I don't know if Sig likes me very much or clumsy, but um I know Nick and uh Nick Bea and Joker are on my side. Let's not gripe. Let's make peace psyche. Oh, Cheryl, let's not
gripe. I'm Oh, I tried to make peace, but yes, you know, yesterday, you know, it's hard. I'm in I'm in Beetlejuice's server and yesterday I was like I was like I was like hi to everybody but I said except for clumsy clairvoyance because she told me basically to off or to go myself and then she typed go yourself.
Um so that that happens sometimes. Um yeah I'm not sure. Uh but yeah sometimes uh sometimes not everyone's going to come on your journey. Sometimes there's different reasons why, you know, but uh but uh you know, the friends I I do have, you know, your your your true
friends are eventually revealed, right? Yeah, that's true. It's true. Yeah. So, uh so I was just kind of frustrated with BEA because BEA was just letting them troll me. Like I I mean I have thick skin and I'm used to it, but she just expects me to ignore it. But then like everybody else, if that were to happen
to you or anyone else, you'd freak out for me. Well, I think, you know, like I think she lets uh people talk, you know, and it's like and I don't I don't think she wants to necessarily get in the middle of other people's feuds cuz people have feuds for different reason. And she she was saying she was like, you know, when that she loves stirring the pot and
having all this attention and all this nonsense going on. Well, you know, it's like people have different styles of shows, but it's like, you know, she was saying like, you know, Trisha was saying horrible things and then she was like, but she's like, "Oh, I just want to make Trisha like, you know, I want to see I want to see her crash out or something like that." I don't know. So, um, that, you know,
that's she I know she always is gracious and has me on her on the on the on her panel and, uh, and, uh, is always kind and stuff like that, but I don't know. you know, you were kind of having a little tussle with Flirty Diamond uh in the in the chat and I think maybe trolling her a little bit. Um I was just
pretending like I was a victim. Yeah, I know. I could tell you were not so I could tell you were not so offended or really, but you know, it was it was funny. I'm not I'm not I was just joking that person Cheryl is trans, which I don't hate trans people. So, Cheryl says, "Are there any talent
are there any openings for the talent I possess?" Uh oh. So, you're talking about uh are there any readings or I'll do readings? I think on this on the screen, you know, I'll do free readings for anybody or you know u paid reading. I like how that you uh defended me against Q45 though. I'll give you that. That was I appreciate that. Oh, you're welcome. He was like trying to convince
you that I was a psychopath. And I was just I was listening like I was listening to your podcast and he just randomly joined talking about me and stuff. And I just thought it was funny though. I was just randomly listening. I was like, "Dang, dude. Do I do I pointlessly stare?" I mean, like, what am I supposed to camera? I'll take up
for people but you know Q Q also like uh you know
um okay Q all I just got some noodles. All right I'm opening up my it sound it sounded like nails on the chalkboard for a second and uh but it's okay it's okay. Um but Q actually like um you know he came on last night after he got bear mace. you know, he bare me his face and like, you know, his his face was covered red and he and then uh
but but Krakadana, I guess, had had paid a couple hundred bucks to do that and he played it on my show. And then, you know, then today on Kate's server, I saw it said um Crackodana was posting that he was um striking channels for that and
Q actually um talked to him and cleared actually deleted this. Oh, it looks good. He I actually deleted the stream cuz there was like some homeless guy the police were like putting him into an ambulance and when they when they picked him up I I saw his balls and so so I was I that was the questionable things happened on that. So I I just deleted the stream and stuff like that. It's
always unfortunate to delete a good stream. It was a seven and a half hour stream. It was it was a good one. But, you know, some of some of them, you know, just like last night, Minnie Manson was here um for like about, you know, we we talked for an hour with a really good panel and stuff like that. And then Noel came in and I was like, "Oh, okay." Like, you know, even though she's porn bomb me four times and stuff like that. I, you know, sometimes I
guess I say, "Okay, well, maybe maybe she's learned her lesson and stuff. I'll uh I'll give her one more shot." Yeah. I have I have something that I want you to do. psych because like me, I'm more of like the professional side of this community when it came to podcasting and then I just kind of like threw it off on
you kind of like now going on to you because I quit streaming really from I I was kind of the guy left running the podcast and now it's all on you. Now you inherited you and VA have inherited the toxic drama fest. Well, uh, you know, I I like I did make some like a little a few like few new newer policies about like the panelists,
like you know, like I like the panelist to be a mod, a member or or a donator, but um, you know, I I can make I've made a few exceptions to that, too. It's like cuz some people have supported in other ways or you're going to have to what what I'm thinking that you should do though is maybe like try to watch like radio shows and other content creators
that are like bigger league that are really funny and see how they like do their style. Right. Well, I watched I watched Howard Stern since I was like eight years old. I mean, so I've seen like literally like almost I know you've seen that. I know we've all seen Howard Stern. talking about like when's the last time you actually sat there and studied them? Um I well I I studied him very I mean he's a huge inspiration like
I especially for my interviewing and stuff like that and my my Let me reform Joker's question. Have you watched him very much since you started your own stream? Yeah, I listen every every day. I listen to I listen. I'm genuinely asking like I basically I see him mostly I mostly have watched him um the Whack Pack episodes,
you know, like you know, High Pitch Eric and stuff like that and and how he deals with pe people that are more more little bit wackier and stuff like that, right? I've watched some of his professional interviews too. Um, he does have like, you know, a co-host, you know, like Robin is like such a perfect co-host to bounce off of and stuff like that. And
it's like that's the black girl, right? Yeah. Cool. She is funny. Yeah. Um, I think, you know, I I kind of like have I get his question because like just from being into fashion and graphics and as a kid, I always liked clothes and like logos and whatever. But then once I started making it and I looked at it
again, you just look at it with a new set of eyes even as like, you know, so that's I think all he meant like was just kind of like instead of just taking value, be like, "Oh look what he did there." You But I've also like watched like, you know, thousands and thousands thousands of hours of of of YouTubers and things like that. And it's
like I do and I I studied I mean it's like I was studying them before before I even started my show. I like had a I I I was a mod for people and so I've seen like the trolling. I've seen how Benny handles trolling and I've seen how Emma handled trolling and people Yeah. Yeah. And it's like Yeah. And then and but it's like uh I think uh you know
I like I like sometimes let let people push the envelope as far as it will go and then I like you know then I'll readjust and stuff like that. And I'm still like I'm not perfect. I'm not a perfect host and it's like uh but it's like it's fun having it's fun having my own show and being able to decide how to run my own show and and you know it's like I'll face I I'm the one ultimately will face the consequences for anything going wrong
like nobody else will. But it's good it's good advice. You know, Joker's one of my inspirations. I like how Joker ran ran things and stuff like that because we deal with but we deal with unpredictable people. We deal with like, you know, it's trolling on steroids a lot of the time, especially on the panel. Um, there's also people that are brought here from like really different communities. And so, it's really amazing
how well everyone has gotten along. Even if it seems crazy sometimes and it's like I don't know what I'm doing or whatever, uh, I think that it's going pretty well. I'm doing pretty well. But um you know, I can always improve. I can always learn more. Um but I have been watching less other people lately. I've been focusing more on my because I've already watched like so much of that um
of other people and how they run things. I' ra I'd rather like focus on my show and try to get um you know focus put the attention on my show and you know think about my show get better and stuff like that. But I think I think I've gone through a a lot of learning. You know, sometimes it doesn't look like I know what I'm doing and I actually do because I said the other night I'm not as dumb
as I look. And so, you know, that's a kind of little self-depreciation. I I know I'm not really putting myself down. You know, I I I am a slight narcissist, guys. I will admit that in Los Angeles or in California where you deal with a lot of beautiful people with huge egos, you kind of have to um be a little bit
of a narcissist to like survive. Yeah. So, um, did you notice that these noodles came with the broth on the side? How gangster is that? It looks good. I like to do like I I I found this like channel. They have like um this brand called Shin Noodles. Um, and it's like and it comes with a few packets of
stuff and and they're they're ramen noodles, but you take the basically take the packets and you mix them you mix in like an egg and scallions and then you can like pour like the hot water over that and like or like you know and then put the noodles in and stuff like that. I I don't know. There's there's ways to pack from a uh a Chinese place across the street. Oh, that's good. I still
have a Popeye's sandwich to eat tonight. So nice. Yeah, I got it's got a few beers. I took a nap, but I'm going to take I'm going to try to take it slow on the drinking tonight. Also, I I've been getting like less drunk on my panels. Well, sometimes I'll I'll be watching I'll be watching later at night sometimes and I'm slurring and uh and
quite drunk, but I'm trying not to p pass out on stream. Well, sometimes I do. If if I can trust the panel, cheers. If I can trust the panel, I don't mind leaving the panel. And uh yeah uh no talent and honestly humanity is attractive. What is it? Smile un cher
are you putting me down today? Okay. No no no no she's not. Sometimes it's hard you misunderstand person. Nothing was said of course. She is welcome here. Uh what happened to sweet pea? Oh yeah. I don't know. I was I've been I don't know. So someone call me today. I don't recognize. I mean I don't I can still see you. Sweet Pea, you can still see
Sweet Pea's here. Yeah. Oh, are you Oh, Sweet Pea here. Her favorite thing to do is to come on here and tell you about how I upset her. Funny. Uh Oh, I'm sorry. I don't even know this person. She started blaming me, saying I called her a skank, which is a word I don't even use. Like, and I'd admit to it if I called you a skank. I could call you a I would right now. And I'd say,
"Hey, I just called you a slut." But I don't use the word skank. I just don't. Yeah, he said word. Maybe she got confused because your name is Sask and then it's like and it's kind of like there's a SK in there. I don't know. Sweet. I'm not I'm not I'm not trying to ignore you, sweet pea. Sweet pee, come on. Please, you keep doing this and it's like I'm not trying
to ignore you. I have a panel going. I'm I just want attention. It's crazy. I don't know. I do appreciate you being here and it's like, you know, you have my phone number. You know, I'll get back to you. I I I did I did respond to your text messages and stuff like that. No, you can't please everybody. I I you know, the chat is going also really fast and so sometimes Have you ever heard me call someone a
skank? No, I haven't. No, it just doesn't sound like me. But there maybe there's a misunderstanding. I don't know. There could be misunderstandings. I like I'm reading the comment. After taking a break, I tried to say hi a bunch of times to Psyche and he ignores me. Then I said, "I guess he can't see
me." And he said, "Yep, I can." So, lol, it's okay. Won't be here with that guy. Okay, then. Then don't be here. Like, I don't know what else to tell you, pal. little sweet pee. Hold on. Hold on. Hold on. Okay. You have Yeah. I haven't heard the
I don't know. up my noodle here. I'm on a vibe trying to eat my noodle. The camera got all foggy. Is the foggy? I think the Is that the smoke is or the warm? No, it's cuz I have like a depth thing. Okay. Well, that's cool. Well, yeah, I have Yeah, it happened three days ago. Get get over it. I'm out. Okay. Um Yeah. I don't like I don't
know. It was just It just seemed like it's Hey, you're the one who seems not over it because you brought it up. Yeah. It's like And I was I I tried to say hi to everybody and it's like it's like if you really want to say hi, come on. You can hop up on the panel and stuff like that. You know, you are a member, so you have panel privileges. I didn't bring this up. Okay, Joker's back. I don't know. Maybe maybe it's kind of trolling a little bit. I do
sense some trolling. I sense a little bit of trolling sometimes in people. Even like with her voice was like, "Hi, how are you?" Like it was I don't know. I don't know if that was her like you know it was just like seemed like a very Now I'm a sweet pea kind of voice right. I don't know what happened and I'm sorry I'm not I'm not making fun of I'm not making fun of it.
Maybe I just don't know. Um uh I know I want to keep me I I do want to keep members around and it's like so I'm sorry if I if you're a member and you know and I have not shouted you out and stuff like that. You need to uh come up on panel have a talk with me and then you you can have uh more attention. Okay, sweet pe this might Okay. Okay, let's all respect
and I don't mean to make I didn't mean to imitate your voice. Okay, hold on. What? Okay. Hello. Hey. Excuse me. Hello. Who is this? So, uh, what about me is a troll sick. What about me is a troll. I'm saying jumped on chat talking. I'm not talking to you. Canada dry. Thank you. What
about me is a troll. Well, I'm just saying. I'm just saying like you keep you keep like getting mad and like saying because you don't defend me. This guy I haven't even been here for three days. That happened three days ago. I didn't hear him call you name this guy's name. I came to say hi to you because I missed you and this guy
jumped. Did you miss me? No. So just psych. Yeah. Take care. Psych. Bye. No. No. Don't leave. Don't leave. Don't leave. She's crying. This person is not stable. Like I don't even know what I've done and they're crying about me. Sweet. Internet is not the right place for you. She's she's a
member. Um, and I don't I don't I don't like I don't I I defend because I I like sometimes miss what's going on in chat and stuff like that and I didn't hear like I I don't think she was on the panel three days ago with Sask where he would have said that and stuff like that. We have somebody else holding. I was up here and there was some kind of argument, but I'm just I'm just saying skank wasn't the word I used.
Oh, it's Nick. Okay. It might have been like Well, you know, we we want to be polite to people and stuff like that. Okay. I know, but I just mean like if I call someone out, I'll admit to it. I don't I I just don't I just don't know like like he said he said he didn't use language like that and it's like and I I use
language like that, but specifically that word skank. It's just too weak of a word for me to use. I'd use something with more weight. But why would you say that? Why would you call her any name though if you called her name in the chat or something? Why? I mean, well, I don't know. I I rarely ever call anyone names. If I called her a name, she was probably being an ass hat and I called her out on it and she can't handle it.
So, you know what? And I I will I will try to make up make up, you know, with her and then I'll write her a text message. that it's like it's hard it's hard it's hard running a show and get you know espec you know even with members and stuff like that. Um sometimes sometimes the chat hard with people like I don't get sometimes the chat goes really fast and stuff like that and I miss things and so I I do
apologize if if it was my mistake. I you just you know it's on the internet they have I get played with by butter. That's good. I I've been played with by a lot of people and so I tend to like be on a little on the defensive sometimes or a little bit sometimes sometimes just suspicious of everybody a little bit. I've been chilling with you for months.
It takes a while to build my trust, you know. So anyway, yeah. Anyway, anyway, you know, and it's like I I uh you know, I'm not I'm not forcing anyone to be here. Um or or you know, it's like I I appreciate everybody that's here and everything. Um but it's like, you know, some people if I upset them for some
reason. It's like it's not intentional. I didn't mean to ignore her like I didn't see. So, but you know, I know I know she has a lot of friends and stuff and I don't want um I don't know. I don't want you guys to think I intentionally Dude, can I be real with you real quick? You got to stop being such a fence setter and just put your foot down on the people you do like and don't like. Just start stomping
on. But I do but I do like but I do like her. That's the point. It's like the whole point is I like her but then she get she gets upset over like other people in like me not defending her in the chat and stuff like that. Yeah, but those people aren't going to laugh. People are going to bring you down because they don't they don't they don't have the mindset you making it about them. I I understand. I understand. But they I'm not like I'm not like oh please please please come back. Oh no no no.
You know, it's like that's what I'm, you know, I'm saying, you know what? If you know, if you want to be here, you can be here. If you don't, you don't. If you like me, you like me. You don't, you don't. It's like, it's just I'm just like, you know, I can't like just put Yeah, you're a smart man. Okay, thank you. Oh, yeah. Joker has a really cool What's that? Is that a new backdrop or is that a real backdrop,
Joker? Is that one of your AI ones? Blackout Andy Middle. Nick is reading Nick is reading Pokemon cards. Do you have a Cyrax Pokemon card? Um, Nick, that one's cool. There's a Pokemon named Cyro. Cyrax, isn't there? Let me see. Hold on. Is that him? Hold
on. I I can speak on um like the my my most recent online experience. So, I' I've been hopping on panels for a little over a year and um I I did so, you know, of my own free will and I felt like I was making friends at first and then I realized that, you know, this is just an
online experience and it's completely randomized or 100% or or algorithmed and stuff like that. But at the same time, you you kind of make connections with channels, but at the same time, you you do it as your at your own free will. You are a willing participant. And I noticed that um you know some of the channels I was on, they
were just straight lives. They weren't being recorded, so they wouldn't be posted again. So if you weren't there to clip it, you didn't see it. But some of them do post it. And then other places uh most recently um somebody said you know somebody came to me on a panel that
I was on concerned for my well-being because somebody put something like a specific you know clip that was negative you know making me you know trying to make me look bad because they don't like this person and they troll this person and this that and the other. And I had to tell that person that brought that to
me, I am a willing participant in everything that I do. And if that's how they and that's what their channels about, you know, I would I wouldn't come up and be part of things. If I felt a certain kind of way about people having an opinion or trying to run their channel based off of the that I
say, you know, good luck to them. You're not going to hurt my feelings. I'm good to go. But I I'm thankful for every place that does let me up because when when you have those good times, when you have those good conversations, even when they are disagreements or debates or, you know, sharing stories, I'm down for
that. If if somebody wants if they want to if they want to clip it, go ahead and clip it. I'm here for me and uh and I enjoy my time in the places where I'm welcome. So, thank you for having me as always. You're welcome. Cheers to that. And like yesterday, you know what I mean? When I woke up yesterday, um, you
know, I got an email from someone with with a video. Uh, I guess the Turtle News Network, I think, made it and it was my face as the thumbnail. It was like I thought it would I thought it would be the whole thing about me about me. Thankfully, it was just like about half hour was, but and it's it was called Psyche the Lurking Weirdo. And I I was like, but I was and
I posted right in my Discord. I was like, "Hey everyone, look, I'm I a show about me." And then when I was called I was called a drug addict there. I was I said I said, "Oh, look at she's like, "Look at Psyche. He's all pampered. He's sitting on his daybed couch streaming for 24 hours a day and stuff like that." And uh but you know what? I went in there. I mean, it's like it was like
already the show was already over. It was but um there were so many people that I recognized from here that were there defending me you know and I really appreciate you guys that were like you know sticking up for me there and I you know it is nice to have people stick up for you especially when I wasn't there to defend myself. Um, but I don't really think anything that was said was too bad
cuz I know BEA they're pretty merciless with BEA and I I think they for like the last I think this is day 88 out of 90 of harassing BEA and and stuff like that. Um, but I never did anything to this person and they they just don't like me and so sometimes people just won't like you and it's like um but you know fart in their direction right it's also publicity right you know fart in
their direction psyche. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, that's to say if I far in your general direction, sir. Right. Just saying like that or something like that. Um Yeah. And so, you know, and it's like but I I never did anything to that person and they just don't like and they're like, "Oh, Psyche with his freak offs. He's doing freakoffs and then he's
accusing me of of pornbombing him and he doesn't participate in my Discord, but he's sitting there lurking in my Discord waiting for everybody." No, I I was I had the notifications on, so I so I uh I saw like my name when I was after I got porn bomb and I saw my name. It said Psyche got porn bomb like 30 seconds after it happened. It's already already have the the thumbnail of it and stuff like that. So, you know, so I was like,
"Oh, that's interesting. That's that seems kind of like coincidental, but I know she does uh she does document these porn bombs and stuff and it thinks it's pretty funny and stuff like that." Um yeah. Um well I think beta the thing that happened today beta beta had a lot of people hey what's up Baldwin thank you for joining the membership thank you
so much welcome to um the YouTube uh psyche's angel membership you now have access to all the um the private the the membersonly videos there's a lot of them and there's also um you know you can get a reading whenever you want okay and um there's uh you'll have a star next to your name I really appreciate that thank you for supporting the channel you can
also have panel privileges, too. You know, you can come on the panel. Yeah. Um Yeah. And it's like I I can say I can say negative things about about other people too. And it's like but I I like to I like to uh be civil. I like to be respectful to people and I don't go on anybody else's show and try to ruin their show and stuff like that. If anything, sometimes I do do I have done raids sometimes maybe with people that
are kind of mad at me and so they took it the wrong way. But basically all all I've ever done is try I joined you on a raid. Yeah. You sent me in with the cavalry. Yeah. And it's fun because I because I got raided by Shulie and it was like, you know, Shulie from Howard Stern and it was like a fun um experience and he came on and like I like people started sending super chats
and stuff like that. Thank you, Baldwin. I really appreciate that. I'm so I'm so grateful you joined the membership, right? I I hope you enjoy it a lot. Okay. Yeah. But uh Shul just like I I never really I I basically I would just send people to other people's channels and say oh like after my show ends I go to my friend's channel and they're streaming right now. But then Shulie had the fun raid and it's like kind of like
fun to go to random channels and send a bunch of people from my chat and say oh you know like you got raided by psych by psyche. It's a supposed to be a friendly light-hearted thing to kind of introduce like like truly kind of like inspire me to do that. Right. And so uh you know um but some people took it the wrong way and are like this is harassment and blah blah blah. It happened a few a few
people did not like it. They did not like it. Stupid. That's why. Yeah. There's just a lot of stupid people. So it's like if they don't if they don't get the joke, if they don't if they don't appreciate it and it's like they they're just and they get mad instead of like you know have a laugh and you know it's supposed to be a fun a fun light-hearted thing and you know um but not everyone will get my sense of humor.
Not everybody will will uh will appreciate it. And so I'll I'll I'll still keep I'll still keep trying it, you know. I'll I'll still keep trying to have fun raids. Hey, look at look at Trixs. Trixs is out. Are you He's having a snooze. Oh, he just yawned. Oh, my baby. And Lola's over here. Lola, are you sleeping under the covers with me today? Yes. And Lenor is sleeping right
there. Hey, Lenor. Also, Marble. First of all, Marbles, his marbles are getting very big, you know. I didn't know cats had such gigantic testicles. Um, but yeah, it looks like Marbles has he got he has a little scratch on him and he's like I know he's a fighting cat, but he has some hair missing and a little scratch
on his side, so he might have gotten in a fight. Um, let's see. Yeah, but also so Beeta was upset um today because well, one of the things is that I think she said 50 people were hidden by a mod. Like a mod went in like just like what happened to me with like the hundred people like a mod went in, a rogue mod went in and just started blocking everybody and so nobody could talk and
stuff like that. And then I then I checked my um someone in the chat was saying I think Samantha was saying that she was blocked in my chat. Samantha's always uh in the chat always a good supporter and stuff like that. So, I went to my my block list and there are nine people hidden. And I I I always tell the mods like don't hide anybody. Maybe if they're they break a a rule, um like you know, no doxing and stuff like
that. Maybe if they break a rule, you time them out for a short time, but nine people were hidden and like people that I don't think did anything wrong. And so maybe there's still a rogue mod. I just have all I have to do is keep checking it every day. Um but maybe I have to go over the mods again, too. I don't know. Um because I I do I do the mods I have
are managing mods. I started making people managing mods that I just really trusted. But you know I don't know sometimes people have a problem with each other like or with other people in the chat that I don't understand and so they'll just hide people that they don't like and stuff like that and that's like you know it's not really cool. Um you know can you can kind of leave the leave the um if you have p personal problems with people you can always block them in
the chat. you don't have to block over my channel, you know, it's like you if you don't have to see you don't have to look at their comments and stuff like that. Yeah. Yeah. It's pretty whack. So, you got Yeah. Whack. And it's like I know and I started out this channel and then there was, you know, MC Nemesis, I think, was one of my first guests. And then, you
know, Nick, not no offense, Nick, but you're you're kind of wacky, too. In a good way. In a good way, Nick. In a good way. You know, always entertaining. Like, what's he doing over here? I mean, he's in a welder's mask with glow lights. You know, his his microphone is always terrible. I don't think I've had a I've had a great convers Oh, is a hockey mask. I don't think I've had a great like very like coherent
conversation because it's like his mic never works, but he's cute and he's like a little eye candy and I I like to keep him around. He's always I like how he so athletic and and uh he's shaking his head. He's shaking his head. You have you have is that a is it a is that a tea? What do you have? You have you're
always smoking some weed. I like smoking weed too sometimes. Hey. Oh, so someone says psyche. I just wanted to you know you did film that cashier for a minute of yours earlier live stream. Oh, it's okay. Whatever. I mean it's like that. It's like you know you're you know in a public you know he if someone says oh please don't film me. I'll I'll put the camera down. But if you're in public
you're kind of allowed to film people in public. There's people in your chat that love to make the show about them and they never leave chat, but they're just like they're in there like they're more important than anyone else. It's so weird. Okay, I know his face was on it, but I but he I but he said, you know, I was and I was filming like, you know, behind showing the cigar cigarettes and stuff, not necessarily trying. His face was people people's face people that are
out in public, you know, you can wear a mask or something like that out in public, but if you're out in public and you and you tell me don't film, please don't. And I'll I'll put the camera down. Okay. Oh, you know when you're in class and there was that weird kid who wasn't very tall and was like some weird shape and had big glasses and they sat sat at the back of the class and every time someone did something wrong they held their hand and they're like, "Teacher,
yeah, Psyche did this thing with his left foot and he poked me." That's what like half of the people in your chat are like just Yeah. And it's like Yeah. It's like, okay, I I maybe that maybe I I wasn't up close in that guy's face trying to film an interview and stuff like that. He was just in the general. He was a cashier. I was I was holding my phone live streaming like, you know, I could have
just been on the phone with somebody, but the guy was very suspicious and stuff like that because uh I was holding the phone up and stuff. But the other lady, he was like, "Oh, he's recording me to the other cashier." And she was like, "So what?" Like she was like, "What the Just say you lied and took it out on him where he was being respectful. It's a place of employment. They ask out of respect." No, he didn't ask me. He didn't. He accused me. He
said you're building. You should just kick that person. their dialogue. I know. It's I mean it's like it's like some people will just like say, you know, it's like cool, man. Go be a Karen some other place. Karen. Yeah. Do you know you're allowed to like um I was walking on the pier. Am I just supposed to to not to not go out in public or and record? It's called IRL, you know? And so it's like, you know, Lisa walks around. Lisa gets kicked out of places sometimes because she she's
filming and stuff like that. you know, they have the right to they have the right to refuse service or or like not to. Maybe maybe I was rude to him and stuff like that. But when he did say that, I didn't notice my camera was down and I wasn't I wasn't necessarily filming. I was I was filming the whole store. I was filming the people in the store and stuff like that and I was walking on the pier filming couple couples walking around and stuff like that and it's like and I was filming the cops this morning and they all just
waved into the camera. Stay in Canada, bro. I don't often venture into your country. Like what? Stay in Canada. Like, why the do you think I'd be coming to your country? What? What a stupid thing to say. Okay, I will stay in my country. It's bigger and and better. Like, I don't give a Would I like more cheeks? Someone said, "Do I
like more cheeks or meat?" What What does that mean? Okay. Do I a butt man or a uh a dick man? I don't know. I I prefer just to cuddle. I don't know. I prefer like I prefer like I probably have more life experience than you do. Do I leave my bedroom? I live on both coasts of my country full-time. I own a
business on one and I look after my grandma on the other. What the do you do, person? Well, person's my nightbot hacker and uh has done some really cool things. Why are they being such a dick? I don't because maybe they're kind of maybe they're a little bit uh little bit trollish a little bit. You know, they
have like BG's basically picture up. So, I I don't I don't know. Um, but you know, I work in fashion design and retail and I I own a brick and mortar. Run one. Not own run. So, yeah. My girlfriend owns two brick and
mortars that I help run. I chill out. You don't want like I'm not arguing with you. I'm not the you think I am. Yeah. We don't we don't have to I mean it's like you know everyone I like everyone to get along and stuff like that but sometimes people have their differences and that's why I don't really get I don't like trying to please it's funny when people think I'm stupid or I live in my bedroom. It's like no I've I've done a lot. I'm 32 and I've
done quite a bit. I know Sweet Pea, you're the first member. You never done Oh, Sweet Pea's back. Oh my Uh okay, I'll take your reg but no. So, I was I was Emma's um first member, you know, and it's like I was one of her top mods and I was um I was I bought more
readings from her than anybody else. And then she basically um said kind of bad things about me. I don't care. Maybe they were true, you know, maybe she said she said I I got scammed by a butthole. My show's toxic. I get drunk and pass out. That people and people just were just telling her these things. And then so I left her Discord and then she's like, "Okay, well we'll take the
interview you did with me down." And and she also unmodded me because I made a joke about it about a a baby oil slip and slide when she has short videos up about baby oil jokes, but she was like she but when I said it, it turns out she's like, "Oh, did you hear about the new allegations about about Diddy?" And I was like, "No, I I don't really like I don't know that much about." But it's
like and then but it's like and it's like so I feel I feel I feel I make six figures. No. Like, who's this guy with a beard in the right corner? Who is this guy that's unttrackable? Have you Yeah, he's a friendly guy. I tried to introduce you and uh that he can track that's unttrackable
is D's nuts. Oh, Joker. I'm sure you Yeah, Joker. Joker's just testing you, I think. You know, it's like he's one of those he's one of those uh you know, people that will kind of test you a little bit. He tested me before and he told he told me to get the out of his chat one time because I was talking too much. I'm all about
business, man. It's all about a 100k. You get a $100 or go home, homie. It it it's all good. Um no, I've I've been questioned about even my name before almost almost everywhere I've gone and I've been some places where they say, "Oh, you really
think we can't find you?" And look, look at my avatar. Hey, I Hey, I would say look look at my avatar. This this is a Hot Wheels. This is a Hot Wheels of a Dodge Viper that has side pipes and it won't go down the orange
tracks. That's when when I started my uh YouTube account back in the day, uh I I picked a a screen name based off of what I was doing at the time. And um I I was teaching my daughter Hot Wheels and I bought this car. I I bought a hundred
cars and I bought 40 ft of track and I I tried to get as much Hot Wheels as I could. We could have as much fun as possible. But the and we would race them. And this car has side pipes that are they extend past the wheels so it
grinds and it it won't go anywhere. So, this is this is my thing. Th this has become my YouTube personality. The a car that it doesn't it it it can't ride the normal road. So, it just goes wherever the hell I go. You
know what I mean? Mhm. He's joking, but he's not joking. I love I love I said Hey, I want to say something. Psych. This guy's a fed, dude. This guy's a I know. I have a lot of military people here. I'm sure I have the CIA watching. I'm sure. I'm sure. I'm sure. Sure. Okay. But anyway, CIA, he likes some CIA guy and
he's like here to like Oh, someone else was left. He does look like, but I don't think he is. Hi said. Hi. Says, "Sweet P, these clowns are making him lose his humble ways. Made him change. Not for the better either. Psyche. This isn't good and it won't last. It's only 2,000 subs. You're not Mr. Beast." vote. No, he's not Mr.
Beast. He doesn't even have the same content as Mr. Beast. He's not out in the world. Mr. Mr. Beast is Mr. Beast literally has a million subscribers. So, I'm not Do I say I'm Mr. Beast? Do I say I'm Howard? No, I say I've been inspired by the people. It's funny how the people who are up here accusing us of being like whatever they're accusing us of being aren't up here. They're they're
talking from the chat and somehow they think they're they're a superior being. And Hi's not even Hi and Hi's not a member and Hi's not a not not a not a mod and Hi has never donated to the show so why do I care what Hi thinks it's like you know it's like is no we've had so many times sitting up here like drawing funny faces playing songs having
good times I don't know what the they're talking about No I know that's what it's like it gets annoying some of the people that especially if they're not they're not they don't have their own show they don't run panels they they they they haven't worked on like you know like I work like do eight hours a day and people say oh it's not a job
it's not a job you know that's not a career well you know it I'm trying to create it you know it takes time so you know you have to kind of work your way up sometimes of course you're not going to be you're not going to have a million subscribers overnight dude you better quit now yeah I might as well just I just give up I just give I just give completely up right
you know sweet peas Sweep's left um you know and is mad at me and then and this person hi who I don't even know um is now said I'm you know I'm not Mr. Beast. Okay. So I I give up guys. I'm just nice knowing you guys. I'm just going to be ending the stream and and leaving YouTube immediately. And Amanda's right. Not everyone goes on panels but if you're
not going to come on the panel don't be making opinions and telling Psyche that he's an for letting the people that do come on panel come on. That's that just is stupid. Of course on panels now people are saying Mr. B supports a you know PDF and so like what is this? So now well so what like yeah that's why it's good it's a good thing I'm not
him then because Right. So so a great guy but it's like kind of irrelevant. Leave the boys alone. It's all women right now giving us Okay. Yeah. Yeah. Anybody can come can come up here and you know it's like you know I'll let I'll let most people up here. But you know I did I did give a slight modification. I I said
okay well so many people want to come up that are not members or or mods or have donated anything and they want to come up and start all this trouble in my chat. Scarlet's been here. She doesn't have a problem. Like I don't get it. No. So you know it's like you know I have the people look Yeah. Ignore the ignore the haters. never thumb to Cali.
You could go to Cali, but I would not thumb there. Yeah. Well, Cheryl, I'll say about California. It's it's it's beautiful. I I mean, it's like I I grew up here and I love California. I'll say it's very expensive. I'll say it's very expensive. And uh there's like especially the rent like to buy like a a house, it's like even a small like little one-bedroom house, it's like a
million dollars like you know in especially in like LA. I'm sure there's places less expensive, but it's you can get, you know, in in if you move to like Texas or something like that, you can get probably for a house for like onetenth of the price or, you know, it's like it's just it gets very expensive. And so it's maybe unless you have like a a great job offer and something like that or like, you know, you're you're
already a millionaire or something like that, it's probably um you can probably get a better deal somewhere else, I would say. But I'm only in California because my family wants me here. And so when she said dumb, did she mean like hitchhike? I think so. Okay. Yeah. And not and I don't know anything about, you know, your your finan
I I would I would not live here if it wasn't my family wanted me to be here. Okay. And so so they they've helped me live here and stuff like that. So, it's like in the States, you never know who's armed and carrying, whereas in Canada, no one's supposed to be. So, it's like just getting into a car, you feel safer knowing that there might not be a gun in the vehicle. I don't know. In
California, in California, it's it's difficult to get a a license. It's like if you apply for one at the especially around here, if you apply for one at the police station, um they it takes over a year. Still getting there, right? Is Washington the same as Cali in gun laws? I think I think Cali has probably some of the strictest ones, you know, and it's like um but I mean, but you're right, that whole coast is a little bit
different than the rest of the states like Washington, Cali. Yeah, there's there's like not hunting really. There's not much hunting. There's not like I mean, I'm sure there is hunting around here like in California because we do have California is a big place. I mean, it's there even Los Angeles like and within Los Angeles, that's why the film industry is here. You have mountains,
you have lakes, rivers, you have desert, you have m snow, you have sun. It's like so the weather's great here. The weather is great. Um um it's an I I think it's a nice place to live. I say it's a little bit LA, you know, it's like people most beautiful people from all over the country come to LA. A lot of them are trying to make it and it's very difficult to make it in like the
entertainment industry and stuff like that, but a lot of the most beautiful people from around the country come here also. So it's so it's like everyone like a lot of people are beautiful even Yeah. It's so true man. Like even where I live on the like we I live in the Canadian California so like Vancouver Vancouver Island and uh there just are really
unattractive people. Everyone's like fit surfs hikes camps. Yeah. Like you and Paige are just you and Paige are like models and you're you're like you know just completely completely gorgeous people and uh I I'm just okay. I'm just like I'm just an a like for California I'm average if I was to go to You're a charismatic guy though. You can chat talk.
I I think if I went to another place though, it's like I think I'm but I'm kind of average here and it's like you know because I'm so skinny and like uh you know everyone here is like you know at the gym and like you know um you know there's not you don't see like many like 300 lb people walking around like you don't I don't know. Yeah, it's like very rare. It's like I mean there are people you know of course overweight people but
you don't see like 600 lb people like I don't think I've ever seen like my 600 lb life. I don't think they have many Californians on that show, right? I also think something to do with like the ocean, like the salt air or something from the Pacific Ocean keeps people younger. I don't know. Like people don't age the same. Oh, I know. No, and I know I know every guys and I believe people
are beautiful in their own way, but I'm but I'm saying, you know, LA is a little bit superficial. It's a little bit superficial. And it's like a you know, and so I'm saying like, you know, I I I consider myself a good-looking person. I I have enough self-confidence. That's like I said, I'm a little bit of a narcissist because you have to be kind of here because everyone is like chasing that dream here. It's like even more than other places. It's like they're chasing that dream and it's like and
it's like and there's the stakes are high for people and so people will be cutthroat out here and stuff like that. So you have to have a thick skin, you know, I think to survive here, right? Yeah, bro. So, thank you. But I do believe but I do believe I believe I believe like 6 600 lb people young business owners and entreprene you know why I watched um watched for like years I I watched every
season of of Dragon's Den in Canada. Did you watch that show? Uh I like Kevin Olir. I don't really watch Dragon's Den. Yeah. How about is that guy Jim? What's that guy Jim? What's his name is? He's like a they have all Arlene Dickinson. I don't even know who she is. is like she's like a famous business. The only one I know super well is Kevin Oly.
Yeah. And he actually went to she went he went to Shark Tank in in United States and stuff like that. He I don't think Oh, is he American? I thought he was Canadian. No, he's he's Canadian, but he started on the Dragon's Den and then he then he went to the the the Shark Tank. Okay. Yeah. So, he's on the he's on the shark the Shark Tank is the American version of of of Dragon's Den. But I love a lot of watch videos and I
watch him talking about watches a lot. He's a huge watch collector. Yeah. and a wine guy. But it's like funny because it's like because on that show it's like interesting watching the Canadian thing because it's like there's a lot of people that are out in the middle of nowhere kind of like that and it's like so the some of the business like the Shark Tank is very like you know has a very like different kind of like you know they had the guy from Ring um like that he came on that I know exactly the
stuff you're talking about. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. people but people will have the some of them so they'll have some more whack wacky kind of people that will come on and stuff like that on the on the Canada like they'll be like kind of like a friend of ours a chef her name's Lisa Aher um she had a restaurant in Tofino and she closed her restaurant to turn it into like a packaged soup
company and she did it through Dragon's Den I forget what episode it's one of the newer episodes okay I got to take out the new it's just it's weird because so there's another another Canadian one. I don't know if you've ever heard of the company Mod Resroes. They were like in the '9s, really big rave company for they made like baggy wide pants. And uh
the guy he also went on Shark Tank to get his his business. I guess he was like renewing it or draggen. Yeah, the Canadian one. Yeah, Dragons Den. Yeah. Um, but the it's weird because when I personally know these people, they don't really go very far. I don't know if it's
more for the look of the TV show or what, but the two people I know who have been on that show, like they're not success stories at all. Well, that that that show is because there's they're going to pitch to like millionaires and billionaires and stuff like that. And so they'll say, "Okay, well, I'll I'll take uh I I'll, you know, I'll invest this much for 40% of your company and stuff like that." And a lot of times they end
up like, you know, selling the company and stuff like that. Or they Yeah, I think I think you can I mean, it's like, you know, you can you live in Vancouver, Vancouver Island, they're two different places. Okay, so I think he lives Vancouver Island, he said. Is this person a Did they really just ask me that? Bro, I have two brick and mortars on Vancouver Island. My
girlfriend works for Jysk in Vancouver City. We go to Vancouver once, twice a month from Vancouver Island. It's about a five hour journey. Yes. I live on the island. Would you like me to tell you how much how many hours I spend a month in Vancouver City? Time. You don't think you don't think the guests are interesting? I think our guests are We have Joker. We have SAS.
Like SAS is an amazing artist. Joker is a a very talented and Yeah. Sorry. I was I was reorganizing my whole channel. I just reorganized it. Okay. I was putting use my focus. This guy's just staring though doing What is he doing? He's just I'm actually doing computer work. What? No, he's been he's been talking. I mean, I'm talking to Sask about the dragon's
den kind of like and maybe, you know, not everybody's like an American. This guy is stupid. He couldn't live between Vancouver and Vancouver Island. Like to think that there are so Canadian dude. He's so Canadian. He might as well like canuck himself. Can you Can you draw a Joker? Can you draw Joker or Sask? I can draw a Joker. I've been kucking my whole
life. You look like a chicken Andy got hit with a baseball bat. Oh, come on. Come on. That's not very nice. That's not very I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. I had to get that off my chest. I know what I'll look like. I'm not attacking the chat. I'm not attacking the chat and you're a member time and it's like, you know, and I respect you as as members and stuff like that, but I understand even some members can be trolls and
stuff like that. And sometimes, you know, it's like even if you're a fan of the show, you can be a like I I I came from the troll community. Not not that I'm a troll. I have a little bit of troll blood in me. A little just a little bit. just enough to like to like uh to troll back a little bit to troll the trolls, right? But I'm I'm not I'm not a mean-spirited person, you know? I love people in my life. I'm not gonna give this person the name of my two
brick and mortars, but it's just so annoying because Yeah, it's just annoying. Yeah. And the I don't like that word, you know, sweet pea. I don't like that word, but it's like, you know, um I do I do I do a little trolling. I do I all I know is that I grew, you know, I it's like just to defend myself because I've been just called the worst
names and it's like and had and trolls will be like they'll have a straight face but I I can have a straight face and troll back can can I tell you a word from someone who's I've been doing the podcast the longest and I'm the youngest, right? So thank you for giving me the credit where it's due as far as the podcasting. What I need you to know though is that re
like reacting and like giving them what they want and like engaging them in drama. No, it never works out. It always is going to get worse. No, it's called feeding the trolls. Let them crash and burn. You let them crash and burn. But but yeah, but if I if I let them crash and burn, if I let them crash and burn, if I let if I let them crash and
burn, you know, they're crash and burn and then it's like and I'm still okay, you know? Yeah, but you're not going to feel any better for getting revenge as as not it's not revenge. It's not it's not revenge. It's like they burn themselves out. Just like when I like I like did the thing where I was like, "Okay, send a $5 super chat or a u or a uh or a a cash app or be a member or be
a mod to come on panel." And then all of a sudden Aldi gone. Um you know, Sig gone. And these were Sig was a longtime troll of mine. Like Sig Sig was a relentless troll. Always just like, "Oh, oh, Saki, you should do this. You should do that. You're doing this wrong. You're doing this wrong." never never gave you any encouragement or anything. Yeah, you
have to realize the people who are haters look like a combination of Q45 Sig and uh look like gymn every no Heaven if you look at the look at the banner there are readings extremely skinny they're either
extremely skinny really really big like Q45 just a big ass dude or some man titty deformed insel and and I do think I have a new I do have a new rule. I do have a new readings, Kevin, if you want to a reading. I I think I'll have a new rule and it's like if you'd like a reading. I'll do it on the panel or in
the chat. I love Sig. I love Sig though. I can't talk I like I like I like I like singing too, but it's like when I said I said cuz he sat back in my he sat in the back chat for literally hours hours before like waiting for me to let him back on when I mentioned are you a member mod uh or send send $5 super chat or cash app he just disappeared. He just
he left immediately and it's like okay so he was never here to support the channel like you know cuz $5 I was going to call you an ebeggger. No that's not ebgging. That's it's actually it's providing an exchange of energy. It's like I'm not going to have somebody up here like Aldi or somebody up here like Sig telling me everything I'm doing wrong. Um trolling me and like that and they're not even probably
even subscribed to the channel, you know? They and they they be they would be so happy if my channel crashed and burned. They're probably very they might be jealous and stuff like that. But I will say about Q Joker is that you know Joke I had I had my I had some I had a little conflict with Q before but he did um he did go to Crackodana you know who's striking people for showing that video and he did talk to Crackodana and
say don't strike Psyche and stuff like that. Well, the thing that I don't know about Q is that he has like this huge beef with me for no reason. And he hates me and he like he loves telling people my real name and like trolling me and all this for like I used to act like him when I was 19 and 20 years old. Like I used to talk a lot and act
crazy on the internet like everyone else, but I don't do that anymore. I've grown up and because I've grown up like they try to drag out that old character of mine. like he he loves I think Q45 loves the toxic character that I can play. Okay. But when I when I start being mean like really mean and like being funny I guess
I think he likes that. So he tries to always get a rise out of me because I always outsmart him. So he always tries to get a rise out of me to take notes on how I outsmart him. He's a smart guy. But the thing is though is that there's nothing going on up here. There's nothing. I I have another So, my new rule is I'm no I'm going to be no longer be doing the free readings. There's like
if you I will do free free a free reading for members, donators, mods, and that's it. You know, it's like because I because I also had people like coming on trolling with the readings and stuff like that. That's wasting my energy and things like that. And so, if you're a mod, if you're a um a member, I got reading for you. If if you donate,
you can come on the panel and stuff like that. What's this? Hold on one second. Show that again. It's just Michael Jordan crying for the people in the chat. Yeah. Turn my stream on. So, let's let's do a double stream. Is that cool if I turn my stream on? Sure. Of course. Anytime. Anytime. And also, I should I think I
have a setting. Let me see if I have the setting on. Let me see. General. It says it will say, let me guess. It will say I know I can I I can do everything. I don't need I know. I know. I know. But I do have a setting on that says you can stream to your own destination. So if it's I don't know if you have streamer or because it might be easier but I don't know. Whatever is best sticker collection. I just the screen. Okay. Yeah. That's fine. That's fine. But
yeah, Joker, you know you have graphic designer. Of course I have a sticker collection. He said ask Joker about his ass getting ate by a man. If somebody ate my ass then they ate it. Nothing I can do about it. Joker, at least I wasn't eating ass. Joker, can I can I can I do it once? Just one time. You're a freak, dude. You
want to eat ass? No, just yours. Just yours, dude. What is so good? Like, what is what is Can you explain to me like how people get their rocks off? Would you eat a woman? Would you eat would you would you eat how do you get a rocks off by eating out a woman with that? You know, well, their vagina has feeling the butthole has one feeling.
You never you never given a rim job to a woman. No, hold on. I'm I'm turning on my stream. I'm not prepared to be Okay. Okay. Okay. I won't say I won't say I won't say I won't say. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, guys. That's what's different about me, too, is like, you know, there I don't see that many gay gay panel hosts and stuff like that. And it's like
sometimes there's like a lot of hostility to know to gay people. And so it's like I had to we need your extreme gayness to and extreme violence, your gay violence to even things out. Well, I'm not I'm not a violent. I'm I'm actually I make love, not war, you know, but uh I I will I don't mind hitting on people and stuff like that. Um so I just
started my stream. Psych. Is there anything you would like to say? I'm going to leave this stream up. Okay. Hi. Hi to Joker's audience. Um, thank you for being here. You know, Joker did Joker had his, you know, didn't quite know if he could trust me and stuff like at first. You know, I was I was a fan of his and he kind of was like, "Who's this gay guy?" He said, "Remember what I said?" I said, and he's like, "Who's this gay guy hitting on me?" and stuff
like that. And then, uh, yeah, anything goes here, guys. I I I I did not know who he was, and I tried to convince him to do his own podcast, and now we have a 24hour podcaster, which I'm glad. And he's actually nice. So, we actually have an extremely gay man taking over the uh
panel verse, which is something that we actually needed. We needed we needed somebody who is sassy enough to know all the lore and also mainly enough to kick the trolls. So, I mean, and and I let the trolls play for a while. I give him false sense of security like, "Oh, you can just walk
all over me." Like, "I don't know what you're doing." Blah blah blah blah blah. And then bam. He's talking about Joker. Have you had any b experience? Like bipolar experiences. Well, I know Clumsy said he's both by and bipolar. But uh that's what he's bipolar man. Yeah. Yeah. Sounds like clumsy. Yo, Baldwin's laughing. You know, people some people get the sense
of my sense of humor. Some people don't. You know, I I do say things with a straight face sometimes that are like it's not sarcasm. It's like, you know, I say things with a straight face and people and I'll be like, "Oh, yeah. Yeah." And like, you know, I I'll play along I'll play along with people sometimes. Okay. But I do have a
marketing degree. I I uh I have worked as an as a CEO's assistant. I worked we were I worked we were we were actually the um we did the staffing for NASA for the engineers for the Hubble telescope inspectors of the Hubble telescope and that's why I was as a personal assistant to a CEO I've also worked retail at like a clothing discounts clothing store called Lmens and stuff like that and
I've done um on Etsy I had my I have a store I've done over 1,800 um paid tarot readings there averaging about 25 to $50 a reading and stuff like that and it's like you know the kind of like the things have changed. Everything's gone to video and stuff like that. But um and so I'm adapting and stuff like that. I do see so much potential in this channel. I didn't start this channel
just yesterday. I started it, you know, probably eight months. I actually open I opened this channel and called Psyche Awakens in May of 200 24. So last about almost about a year ago. And I didn't put content on it for several months. I was just in other chats observing, learning. Then I like um started watching live panels. Then I started
going to open panels. I started modding. I modded for several months. I put just a couple videos on where I didn't show my even show my face. I was even insecure to do that, you know. Then I started kind of I got a little bit drunk and I got this cool table and I started doing the live streams, doing just the readings and stuff like that, just
talking to the chat. Then in January, I started my own open panels and now I'm monetized and I'm on I'm just I'm just I'm not I'm not expecting things to happen overnight. I'm taking things step by step, you know, and so I see I see the bigger top of the mountain. I I'm not saying, oh, I I'm finished, you know. You know, so I just keep I keep going up and up and up, you know. It's
like I'm just progress. Even if it's slow progress and stuff like that, I have an idea of where to go next, where to go like how, you know, I'm a Capricorn. You know, Capricorns are known for climbing mountains, right? You know, if you ever seen goats scale like the side of a very very very um very uh vertical kind of mountain and stuff like that. I'm I'm just I'm you know, if you
guys I think that I have great um I have a great number of people in the chat. I have a great um number of supporters. I I have over I think today I saw 2,000 me 2,000 um subscribers about probably about 30 members maybe maybe a little bit more than 30. Yeah, it's actually really good that you have uh your channel's grown the with those members. It's actually really cool. I'm
I'm working on my way to get member or the membership thing you got going on. I'm trying to get there. I got your watch. Okay. You need more watch hours? Yeah, I just have to stream more. That's really it. That was like my thing is like because this year I um because I was like I was like, "Okay, last year I was like I need 3,000 watch hours." I think it had about 250 up to 500 watch
hours. And so I was like maybe at this rate. Oh, Barefoot did five memberships. Thank you so much, Barefoot. That is so cool. We have five new members. Thank you so much. That is so generous. That is so kind of you. I really appreciate that. Thank you, Barefoot. You're awesome. I know you've gifted some memberships before, too. I really just want to say I really appreciate you. Thank you so much. And I and
congratulations um to everybody that got a membership. you now have access to the uh too hot too hot for most of YouTube streams which I which I put it to members only and also um you get a you get readings whenever you ask and uh and at least want to show and um you get a you get a cute cool icon next to your
name which I'll I'll make a more customized one. Maybe SAS will help me out with creating the emojis and the the icon and the new logo maybe if you can. Um, so and he's a really really awesome graphic designer and also what you know if you ever want to promote your business ask your graphic design um skills and stuff like that feel free to do that. I don't know if you have a website or something but feel free and
it's like I hope people take I might refrain from going too personal with that stuff but Okay. Yeah. But I'm saying the offer is there you know because it's like you're helping me or whatever whatever you want to promote if you I will definitely help you make graphics. Thank you. So, let let me see who got the memberships. I like I like to make sure I see who got gifted
memberships. And if these people those people are here, you want you want to thank Barefoot. He gifted those five memberships. And so it says you're right person. I have like three. So, Amanda Ericson Aqua Bis Sage, Perito, and Easy cameras on. Congratulations. You were just gifted a membership in my chat. Also guys, if you
want to um be be eligible to get a gifted membership, I think you have to click on that little gift box icon at the top and make sure the box is checked that says I'm you're opted in to receive a free membership because who know who who knows cuz we have a lot so many generous people here that have gifted memberships. That is a really really very generous very generous thing because five memberships the memberships
are $5 each and so that is a very generous um that is a very generous um gift and I really appreciate that barefoot and you know of course you got a reading anytime you want. Okay, thank you so much. I really appreciate that. You got three Etsy stores person. Yeah. And uh and guys I also you know I have I will I do have I can have advice for you if you if you want to uh
start your own YouTube channel and stuff like that. I can give you some of my advice because I have grown pretty fast and I can and not not saying I'm charging for this advice. I say I want to help people and I want to I want to increase I want them I know the panel verse to expand, right? I'm all about the growth of it. I love going to other panels. You know, I met Untraable and
Joker and I think so. Psych, not to cut you off or anything, but I actually working on this content I want to announce to everyone. So, okay. for everyone. And it's not only fans. It's not only fans. So I'm Is it Chated Bait? Chated Bait. No. No. No. No. No. Oh, damn it. Diss track. It's a diss track.
It's the Tiger Diss track album. Is that Tiger? Is that Tiger Butterfly? Is that Tiger Butterfly? It's not a Butterfly. I drew this Jamie. Whoever Jamie Oh, for Is it Jamie's Cowboys? Yeah. Jamie Cowboy. Yeah. Jamie's Cowboys. The chick from the chat. Yeah. I drew this for her. That's so sweet of you. I'm making
a diss track album and I'm gonna release it on my channel. So, if you guys are watching, I'm live right now at Joker TV and we're gonna I'm making a diss track on each person. So, Psyche, could you tell me who I should start off with a d like who who in your mind deserves a diss track song on them? Well,
I mean, there's a couple um you can write a uh Well, Sig. Yes. Okay, let's do it for SIG, right? Sig. Yeah, you you guessed it, right? I have number one is Blackout Andy. Number two is Sig. Okay, Cyrax. Cyrax. I don't know who that is.
Okay, you don't styrex. Okay. Uh, let me see. Well, you know, Benny blocked me, so I'm not h I'm not happy with that. You might you might like Benny a lot. Yeah, Benny. Um, you know, there's a couple there's a couple ladies that, you know, that like just really unceremoniously unfriended me, but I'm not even going to bring up their names. I'm not like they'll just say I'm harassing them and stuff like that. I have a weak chin. I have a weak chin,
dude. My chin is huge. I have a I my chin goes out if I show my go like see how I have a I have a jaw that's I have another one ski mask Andy. Oh ski mask Andy. Okay. Yeah. Ski mask Andy. He says he blocked me. He blocked me.
Who else? Do you guys have suggestions? We have four songs. Blackout Andy Sig Benny Blanco Ski Mask Andy. We need a female. Okay. Um, see, I don't want to like like females can get pretty like vindictive about Q45 Dre. Yeah, let's do a Q45 diss
track. Well, well, that I I didn't say it. Yeah, but that's the chat is suggesting things that, you know, it's not like I didn't see he's going to want one. Why wouldn't he? He He needs one. Okay. Well, he he might he might enjoy it. He gets to be on the list. Yeah. Some people like some people like like, you know, having that stuff done. So, but um but he I do want to say thank you Q45 to for talking to Crackodana and
like sticking up for me and stuff like that. So, I do scared of him. He just talks a lot of crap and he he's he's really just a nice cuddly soft guy. Yeah. And so, do you want for Sonic Joker for stealing a Go ahead. Uh yeah, I was going to say um can can I request myself? Can can I see what you can make
about about me? I'm I'm okay with it. Yo yo look at this guy. He's built like a pie. I want to smash him. I hope he dies. Aka beanie. Shoot him like a weenie. Hope he gives me some top on top of that beanie. I love it. I think he likes that one.
Hold on. What do you got? This is your store. You got a clothing store, huh? Oh, it's Joker. Hold on. Oh, did a clothing store. That's nice. Looks really good. Four. I hope you I want to burn that store down to the ground, Come on. Come on. Come on. Arson. Nice. Just kidding. I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. We're not going to do that. I'm
just kidding. Very cool, Sass. Very cool. Someone says Kate. Yeah. Someone So, so people are making suggestions. People are making suggestions. Do one for beta. Oh, do one on beta. Bea skita. Ska. Skita. Beta. So number six would be beat up.
Nice. Beat up. It's a beautiful store, dude. Anyone can show pics of a store, dude. Come on, dude. Can you put a camera back on to me because this guy really just like Okay. Oh Hold on. And uh Nick wants one. Nick Nick Johnson. Nick Johnson like a diss track. Oh, how about Clumsy? Oh, Nick Johnson track. The guy that never the mute the
mute guy that does just does charades all day. Mhm. And and also Clumsy, like the guy Clumsy, I think I think he you should do him. And uh uh doesn't Nick Johnson do like uh he he does some costumes uh at his place and
and he also goes IRL like on his skateboard and he goes out shirtless during the day. It's like, bro, it's like Nick Johnson's. Nick Johnson. Hey, it's like, would you explain to Sweet Pea what a B&M means? A brick and mortar. Brick and mortar mean brick and
mortar means an actual store and in the real world, right? I mean, it's made of bricks and mortar. So, it's How does is this person that stupid? And they're coming at me. He has a clothing store, not a brick and mortar. Yeah, a brick andmortar clothing store, you idiot. It means a physical store. Yeah, made
one that's made of born yesterday. Yo, chat, I'm also live, too. Uh, so let's Psych is at 2,000 subscribers. Everybody, make sure you guys like the stream. If you have a second account, use that account to like stream, too. And also make sure Yeah, make sure Yeah, make sure you subscribe to Joker, too. Make sure you you go to it's it's Joker TV and just go to you
can go to that link and then make sure you're subscribed to Joker. Okay. Yeah, I would appreciate if you guys uh subscribe to my channel because I'm working on this diss track album and also I want to make more streaming content this summer. And guys, I don't mind if you go from this channel to his channel and stuff like that. I don't I don't care. And you go say hi over his channel and you know support Joker. You
know, I want I want him to succeed in order too. Okay. No less. you guys would please like the stream. Yeah. Can you like this? Yeah. Go over there. You can go over there, like the stream and stuff like that. And uh shout out to B. He does. Especially cuz he wants to get his watch hours up and stuff like that. And so I I have I have my watch hours. Okay.
I got my watch hours. I have like over 8,000 9,000. And so um I want him to get to his 2,000. Yeah. See, you have a lot of I do a lot of YouTube shorts. That's how I have so many subscribers. And then so like they always why get like a thousand views on their little short videos and so you have more your viewers are long
form content viewers so you have more people that watch streams than I do. Right. Well also I also I have streamed every day this year. Every day except for one day I take one Monday off but I have streamed and then it's like and I stream more and more. So, it's like because I was thinking like last year I was like maybe maybe by April I'll get to my 2000 and I got to my 2000 I think
February 31st or something like that and then it's like then it's it got and it's like also when I got monetized I noticed YouTube promoted me more. they started putting me in like the like the more recommended so my everything went really much too faster right and so uh but no matter what happens like sometimes you know sometimes things will happen and
stuff like that there's other ways of monetizing the channel um around that and stuff like that I can have a power chat I can have the cash app I can have um my Etsy store and stuff like that and and u and all that stuff but it's it's really cool being able to be monetized and like I want to promote YouTube a lot because YouTube does take a little bit of like, you know, the the membership
and the and the super chats and stuff like that, but also that gives them motivation to to promote me more. So, the more people the better, right? It's a smart. So, this is the panel verse diss track album. Yeah, you Oh, and Joker, you can write one about me, too. You know, I don't I don't mind. Write Do a diss track about
me, you know. But it's like, you know, you don't have to be nice, but just at least be fun. At least be funny about it, right? It's like not not like just cruel, you know? It's like, you know, and and I say that for for every diss track. It's like, you know, you can make I guess you can do whatever you want with it, but it's like, you know, um so chat guys, everybody, I'm doing a poll in my chat right now. Look. So, look
right now. Uh Panel verse diss track album. This is the poll. Blackout Andy, Q45, Aida or Clumsy? That's the first track I'll release first. Whichever one you guys Blackout Andy beata clumsy or Q45. Q45. You smell like Q. Oh no, no, no.
Q45. He wipes between his thighs. Q45. He wishes but really die. I hope everyone takes it with like, you know, if I got a diss track, that'd be an honor because I mean, people are people are actually like, you know, I'm actually getting to the point where it's
like I'm recognizable enough to have a diss track made out of me. Well, it's actually more of an honor than a than a real disc, right? Yeah. It's an honor to have a diss track, dude. That's what I'm saying. Like, these guys don't think of it as an honor. Yeah. And so, it's it's a it's more of a it's more of a light-hearted thing. It's not trying to be mean or cruel or hurt people's feelings and stuff like that. It's like, you know, we we can all we can all be
kind of like, you know, we're in this same kind of universe and um we can all like clown on each other a little bit. At the end of the day, I hope we love each other, right? What's up, Pico Graham? How are you? Love, love, love. Well, Q was on this morning. Q was on this morning. I think he watches the show a lot. He can u he can spin I can
because you're live 247. We're all going to watch you now. All 2,000 of us. That's the size to be honest with you. The size of like the panel verse community is like 2,000 people. So now you bring in everyone that you bring in from now is all going to be new people, right? And I think I'm bringing new people in. And that's the thing is like that's what I really wanted to do. I
want to like really like not only not only me, I want to help everybody here. Especi And that's why I'm saying like if you if like you can want to start your own StreamYard right there, you're going to get a free Streamyard subscription. you'll get a discount $10 discount all get a $25 credit on my my streamyard if you like go to the premium but there's a free version that most people most people use a free version you can have
six people on your panel 20 hours a month um and and a lot of other cool stuff all all for free right and it's just and also you get to put your comments on the screen hey yeah my 2000 pico my 2000 also I have I have the nightbot working if you type in um exclamation point butt plug It will
personalize a message from you for free. Okay, I'll just do try it on myself right there. I type exclamation point butt plug and look what happens now. It says Psyche Awakens needs to insert a butt plug and share the stream. Hey, what's up Marcy? How are you, sweetheart? Um, thank you, Prairie Ghost. Thank you. Hi, Marcy. So, Psyche, I don't know if you're a member of my Discord, but I put
it in the chat. Actually, I'm in your Discord. I'm in your It's called Royal Flush, right? Yeah. part of my Discord. You can join Joker's Discord. I I think I think I need to update my Nightbot. I think my link is expired because the links expired. You can join my Discord also. I'm posting your Discord as well. Join the Discords everyone so you guys
can stay within the community. Yeah. And also the Nightbot guys like Nightbot like some people don't like Nightbot and stuff like that. It's actually really cool because it it's a robot. You can program Oh, your invites are disabled on your on your Discord. It is. You just checked it or or you saw it before. I'm trying to invite and it won't let me. Um, okay. Invites are okay. I have to
talk to a mod about that or or like look into that a little bit because I can invite people. I I'll post my I'll post I'll post my Discord link right here. Let me see cuz you know guys, you know, we can like together we can do so much. Yeah, I'm going to drop my link. Together we can do so much. And it's like, you know, when people are on their own, you know,
you're fighting for yourself and it's like, you know, but you're one person in this world and it's like if you're if you work with other people and stuff like that, you can it can be so much more powerful and and it's also we're stronger together. We have also it's kind of sense of protection a little bit, right? And it's like, you know, because we know we'll stand up for each other and also we can promote each other. We can, you know, I like to I
always love to send people to other streams. Um, and it's like, you know, I don't the numbers really like now that I'm monetized, the numbers aren't completely like that like important to me. It's like it's all it's all it's about like really helping people. Um, because I I've I've already I've gotten to my my goal of being monetized. I'd
love I'd love to be, you know, to grow more and more, but I also want to really help people, okay? And so if you need advice, if you need anything, um any any questions, my it says six people in my chat. Well, it's okay if everyone left my chat. It's fine. Well, yo, you know what it is? Everyone I just looked and
you know what it is? Everyone is going to beta right now. She has like 100 viewers. They're all like freaking on her right now. I'm gonna click and tell you what's happening. Okay. Yeah. Give me give me a playbyplay over a beatas. Okay. There's the uh Oh, thank you. Thank you, person. Yeah. Person um person sees my
Discord link. Okay. Um yeah. Well, but you know, but I I should have Oh, now there's 11 people. I mean, so it's you know, it's like if it you know, go to beatas go to beta's kitties and uh she I guess there might be some drama there. Um if just tell me if it's I'm going to tell them all to come join you real quick. She's But if she if if she's in if she's in in distress, then let me know and I'll end the stream and I'll go
over there cuz I Sorry, I'll let you know. I'm going to I'm going to tell them to all join you though. Okay. Okay. So, how's everyone doing now? There's 13 people in the chat. Hey, do you want to say hi, Rudy? Rudy's like Rudy's come out of his shell re recently. You came out of your shell and now you come over. You sit on my lap and you're happy and you like cuddle with me
in bed. You're you're a cute cat and you you you now you're fighting with Lenor. Did you swat Lenor and she hissed at you? You did. You kind of like like each other. Yeah, you do. You like you like her, huh? He's nodding. He's nodding. This Mr. Rudy. Yeah. Rudy. Rudy and Lenor kind of had you know how they you know
sometimes you when you're in grade school you pull a girl's hair and stuff like that and you know but you actually like the girl. So this is what Ruby's doing with Lenor. Like he's like he swatted her and she kind of hissed back, but they kind of like each other, right? Yeah, you do. He likes Lenor. Hey, Marcy. Oh, go should I go def I need to go well it's like I know
beta can defend herself but if she's in distress and and you know I wanna I want to go support her and stuff like that but normally normally she's pretty good at at uh you know how uh how else are you going to combat the far right? Okay. Um some girls like Yeah. Yeah. And it's like Yeah. It's like it's like
the sometimes relationships can be a little combative in in a friendly way, right? It's not and it's not hate. It's like actually sometimes when you when you have a feud with somebody, you actually like them and stuff like that. You're trying to get their attention and uh some somebody sometimes people like that. I know Alisa Alisa like sometimes mayor will come on Lisa's show and it'll
be like he'll say horrible things and then she'll like kind of smile thing. I like she kind of likes he kind of likes him and stuff like that, you know. So it just it just depends on the person and stuff like that. Yeah. Um how's everyone doing? Yeah, we have, you know, be she's crying. Okay, so I'm gonna end this stream because, you know, she did tell
me to uh she tell me um to start a stream and then it's like but she now she she started another one and now she's crying. Okay, so my now my heart is like being pulled over there. So I'll I'll get Yeah, thank you. Thank you. Um thank you Untraable. Thank you. You're always fun. Um, and I'm gonna post Beta's link real quick
and I'll be over there. Okay, one second.
Okay, I'll be right back, guys, though. I'll be right I'll be back. I'll be I'll be back after she ends. I I just want to go support her. Okay, and here's her link. I appreciate you guys checking her out. Let's go support her, you know, let her know we have her back and this is the BKG. Okay, I love you guys. I'll see you soon.
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