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Psyche's Final Crashout episode features Psyche discussing his personal experiences and interactions with others, including a controversy surrounding a comment in his chat and a feud with Kate. He also shares his philosophy on detachment, respect, and personal growth.
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The episode begins with Psyche reciting a poetic passage about choosing and decision-making ▶ 0:24. He then transitions into discussing his personal experiences, including a situation where he feels he was treated unfairly by others ▶ 1:09. Psyche also talks about his interactions with Kate, who he claims called him a 'predator protector' ▶ 9:35. He responds by making a comment about her appearance, comparing her to Shrek ▶ 9:42. The conversation also involves a discussion about Psyche's chat and a comment made by a user named Brandon ▶ 11:12. Psyche expresses frustration and feelings of being misunderstood and mistreated by others ▶ 11:28. He also shares his thoughts on detachment and respect, emphasizing the importance of setting boundaries and maintaining personal growth ▶ 4:08.
The episode appears to explore themes of personal growth, detachment, and respect. Psyche suggests that one must learn to let go of negative relationships and focus on self-improvement [3:20]. He also emphasizes the importance of setting boundaries and maintaining respect in interactions with others [4:08]. Additionally, the episode touches on the idea of online interactions and the potential for miscommunication and controversy [11:12]. It seems that Psyche is trying to convey a message about the importance of being true to oneself and maintaining integrity in the face of adversity.
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>> Two versions breathe in the same skin. One begs, one decides. Choose. >>
>> I watched the same bleed out for applause, gave a show to ghosts with no cause. Three winters later, eyes like frost, said I didn't lose the mark, cut the cost. You call it love, I call it leak. Energy drips every time you speak. Explain in words to ears that feed. Kindness mistaken for a need. You train them how to cheat your name. Every it's okay, we wrote the
Mercy on my people game. to air. Invisible heart in a crowded stair. I don't break, I recalibrate. Silence sharp, I don't negotiate. Pain turns gold when I concentrate. I don't chase. I eliminate. Untouchable, unshakeable mind. No more begging for borrowed time. If they can't respect,
they don't relate. I don't break, I graduate.
>>
>> Pain is a language carved in bone. It doesn't lie, it strips the tone. Every scar a coded map, >> >> showing where you let them tap. You asked why me? Wrong comment. That's what control you didn't stand. Every loss a lens to see where you traded sovereignty.
Better feared than loved, said Niccolo Machiavelli, not cruelty. Calibration.
>>
>> They don't remember kindness, only cost. Respect is written where lines aren't crossed. Kill the urge to be understood. They don't decode you, they not but would. They saw you, star you. Use the file, every explanation feeds their trials, they
smooth more, let tension grow. Mystery sees what they don't know. Silence bends the room you're in. Noise is where the weak begin. I don't break, I recalibrate. Silence sharp, I don't negotiate. Pain turns gold when I concentrate. I don't chase, I eliminate. Untouchable, unshakeable mind.
No more begging for borrowed time. If they can't respect, they don't relate. I don't break, >> I graduate. >> Detachment isn't cold, it's clean. Cut the cord you can't un-see. You begged for love, they sold you crumbs. Now watch how quiet power comes. No reaction, no display. Watch manipulators
decay. Indifference colder than a plague. That's the debt their games have paid. No excess, no excess, no explanation. No leakage, no pleading, no validation. Boundary is drawn like sacred lines. Guard the temple, seal the signs.
Every no restores your throne. Every exit reclaims your own. Forgiveness without consequence is just rehearsed incompetence. Respect is distance, clean and clear. Not a speech they choose to hear. Talk less, observe the room unfold. Let them reveal what can be sold. Silence is an empty space.
>> >> It's pressure they cannot replace.
>> >> I don't break, I reconstruct. Every loss becomes my structure. No more feeding what corrupts. I withdraw and self-condemn. Untouchable as the tone, no permission, fully owned. If they test, they learn the
rate. I don't bend. I eliminate. >> >> You were never weak, just accessible. Now, unavailable. >>
>> Unavailable. I'll give you guys a little bit of a hint. I'm a blessing, not a curse. I bless people. What stream should you be on? You should be on this stream, you This stream. Thing that is. Sorry. I mean I got I
said vinegar, I think. Yeah, you you're supposed to be in this stream, okay? Hey, I but I want to thank Bronze for letting me on his stream. He um he let me call exiled wife George Floyd several times, actually. I probably called her George Floyd. She does look a little more like George Floyd than a woman. I mean I don't and I
don't mean to be offensive to her. She does look like a man. But it's okay. It's okay. I'm not trying to be offensive. She just looks like a man. Okay. You mix. Oh, you know, you can whatever I'm both. I'm both. No, but you know, I and I don't want to be and it's Bronze Bronze really was a creationist because he could have kicked me up my ass off in 10 seconds. He let me do my Michael Jackson moonwalk. He
let me grab my crotch. What more could I ask for? That's exiled one's wife. She I know. That's why I said George Floyd, right? I said oh hiya Eliza. Her name's Eli- Eliza Eliza I don't know. I said Eliza. Is it e l y z a? I said Eliza. Oh, it's Eliza.
Okay, George Floyd. Go go get shot by some more cops and meet up with some more more cops. Eliza. I don't I don't know. Elizae? What is she named after? Some sort of liquor? I really don't know. She's a Oh, I'm going to talk over him. I'm and Beeda's going to talk over me, right? I mean god damn, right? What I didn't know
exiled exiled married a man. It's literally I mean RuPaul has better shoulders. I know. I mean and by the way, guys, if anyone was at Kate's tonight talking about me, I have all the I have all the screenshots. I have everything.
I have people looking out for me, okay? Um devil eyes, right? Jamie's cowboys talking about me?
I'm going to talk early. Jamie's cowboys. You're sitting there with the allied master computer doing a a key key key key key key key key key key key allied master computer. Jamie.
Guys. Is this something I was like what happened? Well, there was some some poor Rican guy named Sam man that ruined everything. He just ruined everything. Jamie's not coming back. Jamie's turned against me. Now she's on team Kate talking with exiled master computer
and Kate about me. Oh, I'm I'm I'm dry e-begging cuz I have Doesn't Sam man have songs? Doesn't Sam man do songs for $5? But I'm e-begging when I do it. No one has a problem with Sam man, does it? Sam man can say Sam man can say, you know, he can say everything he wants to. He can he can have preferences with Zaya.
I I have I have someone in my chat say one thing, oh I'm cancelled. Cancel psyche. Psyche's cancelled, right? I said I have one guy talk in my chat. I don't even know this person. He's never donated a dime to me. He's never said one nice thing to me. He just commented in my chat like probably one or two times. Oh my god, it's a scandal of the year, you
I mean it's like really? Scandal of the year? I mean it's like that? Sam Sam man's basically sucking Zaya's dick. And I'm I'm in trouble. All right, I'm I'm the I don't know. Is I don't know. Isn't it unfair to mute you? Isn't it a little bit unfair? I was nice to these people. I didn't say I didn't say Kate looked like Shrek's
wife or even Shrek until she called me a predator protector, okay? Then I'm going to hit back where I know it hurts cuz she looks like Shrek. It's not It's not my fault she looks like Shrek. And she she has a picture up of, you know, the one one from 90 days fiance. Okay, Kate. I'm sorry. You look like Shrek.
And you act like Shrek, too. Oh, I'm going to have a whole I'm going to I'm going to call him a dry beggar. I'm going to say he kills his cats. I'm going to say, "Oh, he doesn't care." Oh, oh really? Well, let's talk about your kids, okay, Let's talk about your kids. What a Some of these people. I mean, I was nicer. I did I never did anything. She was not mad at
me cuz some guy commented in my chat. She said I don't even know this person. But because her her little henchman, Ali Master Computer, is talking his and sending me the screenshots or whatever he wants to send me. I'm like, "I don't care then." Well, you said it, Sandman, not me, you know. She's a mom? I mean, Jesus Christ.
She's saying I'm dry begging. I'm I'm I'm like a bad person cuz I I said I'll do like $5 a a song. Doesn't Sandman do five I've paid Sandman $5 a few times for to play the song. Is that that wrong? I'll play the whole song. It's a risk. My channel will be held taking down and I'll get a strike cuz I played songs. And
she is fake. What a fake Sandman, we finally agree with something. I'm not in a bad mood. I was in a good mood. I woke up in a good mood. Brandon commented he did he did two comments in my literally two comments in my chat. He said, "Hi, how's everyone?" or something like that. And then it's like "Oh my god." Oh, it's like it's like
it's like it's like basically like like a sexual predator was like let loose in an elementary school the way people reacted. I was like, "What I don't know I I don't know. I don't know this person." Oh, oh, he's taking donations? god damn it. I can't even talk anymore. Yeah, 2020. Really?
I mean, it's like Okay, you're you're out of the chat. Hold on. Whoever is cool Whoever thinks he's a cool dude, you're out of the chat immediately. Yeah, I know exactly who to kick out. What happened to Jimmy and Katie? I don't know. All I know is that the other day Jimmy and Katie came over and then everyone else came over. I did a little
cute little impression of Sweet Pea impression of Katie where she said, "Shark talks me. Shark talks me. I want a I want a ham sandwich for my birthday." Hey, did you hear about the one about the horse walks into a bar? All that's all I said. Oh, I'm staging now. I'm staging.
Oh, I'm being a assist a I mean, I mean, What a what a I don't even know what words to use besides a I mean, it's like I can't even do the voice anymore. I want a ham sandwich. I want a ham sandwich. Shark >> >> It's not it's not even a language it's a
it's a it's an alien language. I don't I don't know it was funny the way she said it. I wasn't trying to be mean. I can just do an impression. I had a ham sandwich for my birthday. Hey, do you hear about the one about the horse She's on camera doing this stuff. It's not like I'm just making this up. You think I'm just crazy and just making
up, right, guys? Okay, this is fire. I know it's fire, Sandman. I can cook, too. I know how to cook with I don't know how to cook with gasoline. I got I don't have a voice anymore, but I can cook. Sandman, let's get our chef's hats. I'm going to I'm going to flip some burger patties, you put them in the in the hamburger put some onions, mustard on it. We can make a great team.
Who these people? I know I am Christine now. Now I sound like Christine. I sound like literally like a Christine now. Why do I have Christine's voice? What's going on? Oh my god. Sandman, I want to Sandman, Sandman, I want to see you get in chef's hats, aprons, and nothing else. And we we can
just cook, papas. Not it's nothing gay. I'm going to look at your ass a little bit. I mean, it's nothing gay, papas. We're going to cook some potatoes, papas. I'm so sorry. Oh oh my god. Oh my god, I said too much. Christine is pre- possessing me with a Persian ritual. I know. They they Christine invented the Persian spider
ritual. My poor spiders. I give birth to these spiders. They go over to Beat's house. They're the tiniest little spiders. They're supposed to be not even seen by the naked eye. Beat sees a little black spot on her white wall. What does she do? Vacuum cleaner, toilet, and names it after me. Oh, we're not doing anything. Oh, is that a is that a ritual? You literally said you're
all witches trying to curse me and you named the spider psyche. Am I crazy? Devils Is that devils eyes? Devils above sky? Every devils eyes? I thought you were saying in Kate's chat about me. Christine has nothing to say. Oh, sure she had a blue Cali. And then she had bad and then she was trying to do her ghost to do because I use AI making my
songs. you, you. you, Sandman. She quit talking about it. I know she's just lying. She's lying. Now I sound like her. It's my curse. Why do I sound like Christine? Well, you're out of here. Out of here. Anyone that says anything about Ali
Master Computer in a nice way are banned immediately, okay? Okay. Okay. Yeah. Okay, papas. Okay. >> >> I'm not trying to impress anybody.
I'm not trying to impress anybody. I'm not trying to impress anybody.
Shut the up, sweet blue Cali. I don't care where you're going to be. Go yourself. I don't care who you are. I don't even know you. Say la la. Go shoot shoot yourself. you you and your and the horse you came in on, you I don't care about sweet blue Cali. Go yourself. What's happening? You're having the best stream ever. Anybody that's here is lucky.
Okay? I'm about to get in my Speedo. If I get 20 bucks, I'm going to get in my Speedo. You yourself earlier. I know. Well, I'll forgive you. I guys, I'm more than I'm more forgiving than Jesus. You don't understand. I can forgive you, okay? All you have to do is get on your knees and say, "I'm sorry, psyche." Okay? Yeah, you want the Speedo? Some of you
bug. I'll get in the Speedo. It's I'll I'll I'll even show you it to you. I'm going to buy the Speedo. I need to eat, damn it. I can't find Oh, it's it's too complicated right now. It's too complicated. Hey, Sharon. You're her Sharon, Sharon.
Yeah. Hey Sandman. >>
>> I'm sorry, Sandman. I'm sorry, that was mean. I was I went too far there.
Oh, hold on. Hold on. Who's this right here? Bill the tone of Ali Master Computer? Oh, Ali Master Computer, by the way. Do you want me to tell about your father, the lawyer? Do you want me to tell you about your house in Wisconsin? Do you want me to talk about um um Benjamin Kowalski? K O W A L S K I. Do you want me to talk about that some more? I'll do it some
more. Want to say some more pieces, You little I I Yeah, go ahead and talk about it. I'll tell you your father's a lawyer. He can get you out of this mess. And me and you were talking about me and Kate. You were talking about me and Kate, you Why were you doing that? Why? You're nice to me here. Why? You have to
be a in in the other chats, right, I know about you. I saw your comments. You think I don't see everything? you. Okay, well, you were talking about me. Get out of here. Out. I don't want you here anymore. Out. Yeah, you you did something wrong.
You're out of here. Out. I don't like you anymore. What's my point? You're a Out. That's my point. It has nothing to do with race. I think it's all I think it's a like a 400-lb white woman, actually. That's That's who I would want to call that word okay? I mean, Jesus Christ. The worst thing I've ever said to a black person
is they look like it's a woman that looks like George Floyd. And that's what that's Exile One's wife and Bronze Bird's sister-in-law. Oh, you you, Get out of here. Get out of here.
Sorry, not sorry. I mean, Jesus Christ. You're going to push me to the edge? Like really? I had some guy in my chat. Yeah, don't threaten me. I had some guy in my chat comment twice. And it was like, "Whoa." It was like it was like a sexual predator was like let loose on an elementary school the way I was treated. Like it really it was
like "Wow." It's not like some douchebag meant to be a patriot in person and got too went too far with her. It was like some It was like basically like there was a rapist let loose on an elementary school is how I was treated. What the Are you guys crazy? You think I'm crazy? >>
>> You think I'm crazy? Whoever is talking all this is crazy, okay? You're crazy. What the is wrong with you? I mean, Jesus Christ, Kate. Kate, I know you look like Shrek, okay? I know you look like Shrek. And you have a picture of like oh here's like you know here I am like
125 lb woman with a a nice ponytail and like that. You're a ogre. You're a ogre you're not even Shrek's wife you're Shrek. I'm sorry. She does. She wants to call me a predator protector? Jesus Christ. Oh yeah, I really want that Bashir. How about you go yourself How about that?
Hey, you know what? Alexandra said she's bringing the word back. I want Alexandra's team. Alexandra, you're right. Some of these white people are and I they deserve to be called that, okay? I would never call anybody at that out of their name. These white people, these 600 lb
These white people, that's what I mean. You wouldn't think I'm being racial about it. I mean racial it's it's white people. My own race. Worse, the worst. I'm ashamed to be white. I wish I was black. At least I could you know have a a nice cookout and be invited to it.
these white people don't invite me to anything. All these white people do is talk white people. honky, cracker and you know whatever. I don't even know a name to call you. Crackers? Honkies? White chocolate? Who is this? Who is this? I want to go to a I'm invited to here.
Who is this next stage? Hold on one second. I can't even what? Crash out right? You're a How about that? Bye. Oh you're telling him? Okay, bye. No, no, no. Obey clips you want me to time you out? Okay, you can be timed out.
Hold on one second. Yeah, I'm doing this again. It's it's happening again. It's happening again. I'll be right back. I'm going to put up a banner real quick. Hold on. Let's just make sure I'm not here.
Hello. What's good Who is this? You know who it is. Uh Is it is it is it fifth It's fifth Uh Okay, I don't know who that is. I'm sorry. I don't know who that is.
Okay, I'll let him back on. What do you want? What do you want? Yo, what's good You want to apologize to me? W- wait, what am I apologizing for? For not licking my clean like I asked you to. Sure, I'll Oh my god. Oh yeah, oh my god he dropped off accidentally. I'm so so sorry.
Gillyweed is midnight banner. Ev- everyone ban Gillyweed. What?
What? Hello. Yo, what's good What's good What's up good my How are you? Uh I'm doing all right. I just want to just say you're a pedophile sucker and shout out Tony. Oh oh all right I guess I lost him. I think he said I'm a a
I like Reddit files. And you like the Reddit files. Piss sage you How about that? Oopsie oopie oopie oops oopsie. I said a bad I word. He deserved Okay, sorry he's black. I said it to him. But it's the issue fifth.
I'm a red I said I'm a Reddit file. I said Reddit file. I said vinegar Reddit file. Why doesn't no one hear no one can understand me? No one gets it. I said Reddit a Reddit file. What's wrong with you guys? I'm so confused. Yeah, I said Reddit file.
What did what did he say to me? What did What did that guy say? What did he say? Have you ever worn kitten heels? Massing Gillyweed You speak my language. Sorry that was Sharon, you better not. Sharon, Sharon. If you're If you're going to put
If you're going to put it out there, I want you to put me next to Alex cuz we're in this the N word we're in the N word crusade together. We're both bringing back the N word. Alex and I are planning this, okay? We are. Yes RG. How you doing? Doesn't sound like you're doing too great. I'm doing great RG. I'm doing great. How are you?
Yeah, see this is coming off as very phony to me, very fake. Oh my god, I can't hear RG anymore. Oh my god, did I did I ban him? Okay. Oh wait, he's banned from the studio. Oopsie oopie oopie Go away Oopie.
Oops. Oops, I did it again. I kicked out RG cuz he's a dumb N word. No. No. Don't have him on the stream. You're about to be banned thing in this. Thing in this you want to be banned again? Want to be banned? Asking to be banned? Uh whatever you're saying with that you're asking to be banned. You want to be banned? Just say yes.
Yeah, oh he's unhappy. Oh no. Oh my whole life is about making him happy. Oh oh I hate you. Oopsie oopie oopie. Oopie. Oopie. Oh I'm sorry. I'm not banning anything. Thing in this is my What are you? You're just some
You're a piece of trash thing man. You know You're a piece of trash. Come up here and talk to me. Oh shut up thing in this. I'm going to kick your ass out of here. I'm about to call you the N word. How about that? How about that? Get the up here before I end this stream. I'm about to end this stream and
just crash out. You'll never see me again. He is trash. You're all trash. Not all of you but just say man Just say man in this. Just say man. What can you do? You stop being such a Be a man. Let Let his balls hang. Let his ball balls hang. Thing in this. Thing in this. You got to grow some
balls. I mean I'm gay and I have bigger balls than you. Oh oh oh psyche oh. Grow a pair. They're ball balls. His balls have more hair than his head but I still like the guy.
Oh oh oh. Oh. What? What?
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. What did I I didn't say anything bad. What just happened? I I just woke up from a dream. I think I was having a bad dream. I must have been having a bad dream. I I I I didn't I wasn't saying the N word a lot of times. Oh my gosh. Is it Sandman? I see a bald guy oh my god. Who is this?
Oh my god. What are you doing here? Okay, what are you what are you doing? Why are you coming after me? Yeah, are you going to be I don't want to kick you out. I don't want to. Yes, don't kick me. Why are you freaking out? What's going on? Have you had You know what Beeta said to me today? What's up? She said I was a predator protector.
Beeta said that? Yes. And Kaden too and why why are you hiding people in your chat Psyche? Why are you It's not Canada Dry. That's that's the thing in this. He's a little bit better looking. Just a little bit but he's a he's better looking for sure. And he's cooler. He's
like he's like 100 times cooler and and 10 10% better looking. Sorry thing in this but you know He's not bad looking good person. I need to apologize to RG and Alex. Oh I do? I do? How about I apologize to you up your ass you N word? Listen. I said N word. Listen, RG may be a little hard on you
at times but he's always looking out for you. He's like I would trust him with your life. >> Yes, what he told me RG Tony. Get out of here. Get out. Get out. Ouch. Oh RG is looking out for me. Oh RG. Oh thank god. I have little pickles looking out for me. you N word. RG is an N
word and so is thing in this. Okay, I'll have you back in a minute. I'm sorry. RG is an N word. What? Why are you smiling at me? What can I say? Okay, I like >> The issue is is because you're being called this uh whatever. This thing. What's the issue? Is this
Amanda? This is a crash out. Oh my god. Amanda, it was terrible. You look terrible Amanda. What the was that? Was that Was that That was That was the real Shrek. That's Shrek. Hold on. I like I I'm a big Shrek I'm a big fan. >> You're faking a cry. Oh my god. Okay. I'm going to ban that person from the studio. Oh my god. Oh,
actually Oopy Oopy. Oopy. How many beers you had? Two. Two. The big ones. They're gone. They're gone. I'm done. Done for the night. I mean I don't have tobacco. You know, I know how you feel when you
quit tobacco. I feel like I'm going to cry. You're playing right now. I know you're just playing. >> I'm not playing. I'm serious. Oh.
I don't know what to say, Psyke. I don't know what >> Don't say Do me to call you the N-word, too? I don't want to call you the N-word. I'm about to call you the >> Well, I mean Get out of here. Out out out. These people. I can't take it anymore. You want to see art, Q?
That's my art. I have the art of the ass, okay? What? What?
What do you want? I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say. >> of here. I don't care. You have no You don't know what to do. You don't know what to do. You come here and ask me what to do. I don't know what to do to do either. You have You have I'm as confused as you. I'm very confused. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do either.
What am I supposed to do? You don't know what to do. What am I supposed to do? What is upsetting you? Your face. >> >> Well, I thought I understand. I I understand that. We're on the same page, then. >> We can work on that. I can just I like your face. I like your face.
>> I I can just be like this if you prefer. >> your face. Get off camera right now. I want you here. Okay, I need you here cuz you're actually my friend. I know you you actually do care. The bottom of your black little heart where you have a Hey, you you There's a good person there. I know I know there is. I see that good guy there. I see it through the Honestly, I've always seen it, okay?
>> My black heart? Do you think I have a black heart? You have Your heart is closed. It's like >> Yeah. Okay, closed. Yeah. Okay, that I I would say. Sure. You cover it in like black spray paint or like You're like, "Oh, do not enter. Yeah, yeah. Absolutely. Absolutely. >> Right. I know I know. I see it, but I see like You You think it's Do you think it's
it's apropos that I that I say that I can um associate with the wall, Pink Floyd's The Wall, so well? The idea of it with with the being cut off from uh Right. from everything else? Sure. Because I agree I know All in all, we're just another brick in the wall. You're not just another brick. Well, that's
what I'm saying. Like it takes a little while to to build the wall. But uh when it's built I mean, it doesn't take much to destroy it, but when it's built Thing of it is You're not seeing what's outside, right? When my black cat I had a black cat in Salem. And Salem went missing after like a month, okay? And there's And there there's a there's I got a call from
somebody who Hold on. And they said, "Oh, Salem's in this guy's backyard." And the guy wouldn't let me look at it. So, I went over with my Russian friend. She drove me over the middle of the night. I hopped the wall in 2 seconds. I went calling the cat. The guy came with a gun, said, "Hey, you tweaker. What I'm going to kill you." And you know what? I climbed that wall in 1 second the second time, okay? I
know how to climb wall. I'm a goat. You understand a goat? I was I was I was in the car in a half a second, okay? I can run. I I'm alive. I've had people shooting at me. I've I've been stabbed. I've been I've been all this okay? I can I'm a survivor, okay? I'm not just some choo-choo that came off the choo-choo
train, okay? Okay. Some some chooch. Whatever you call it. Hey, welcome back, Kotter. You're welcome back, Kotter, if you lost all his hair. The wall also does mention It mentions uh Jews. What did you just say to me? I'm just telling you it's included. It's Everyone's included in the wall. I'm not. >> against the wall. I'm against the
wall. >> Sorry. Against the wall. Against the wall. Sorry. Your your butt's going to be against the wall. >> Okay, I'm playing. I was playing there. Sorry. I'm not playing. I'm going to I'm going to search you. You're Get against the wall. >> Keep going. I'm going to frisk you. Get against the wall right now. I'm going to frisk you. Get Keep going. So What was um
What? What was upsetting you? Okay, Beta said something about you. I see Salem was here saying something. Oh, what is it? What did they call me call me a pedophile? A >> Protector. Protector. Oh, over there. Was that Was someone chat Someone comment in my chat twice.
And then Tony the conductor tells me to kick him out of my chat. And then Kate, the big fat fat um Shrek wannabe. This Shrek is more attractive than Kate, by the way. Kate looks like Shrek if he had a hair Sultan wig that was like, you know, bought on Teemu, okay? And I I bought wigs on Teemu. I know what they look like, okay? So, So, that
that person's going to say I'm an e-beggar. I'm a because I asked for $5. Does Sam have $5 songs like all day? And I And I got one one person donated for a song. "Oh, he's e-begging. You Shrek wannabe. You You wish you were Shrek. Shrek is so much better looking than you, cunt." Why you going at Kate? Get the out of here. Get
>> Explain it. Explain it. Out. out. He doesn't get it. Literally, she looks like Shrek. Oh, here's my pic Here's my picture. I look like you know, Antonio Banderas, whatever the Oh, here you are. I'm a cute I'm a cute skinny chick. Look at your fat How about that?
Am I wrong? She was talking bad about him for 4 hours. And everyone in the chat was calling me e-beggar, talking about my family, talking about my sister. What the She's over the centuries the the millennium. She's Shrek, but but less better looking. This "Oh, I'm going to have a
little cute little picture of me in a ponytail." You You're going to have people talk about me for hours, hours. "Oh, let's see what hatred we're saying." That'll get people on my stream. Do I ever do a hatred on Kate? No. You heard it. Sharon heard it, okay? Sharon heard it. I also heard it.
I got the screenshots. I know every "Oh, Psyke's doing this. Psyke's doing that. He's an e-beggar. Oh, I can't believe he's charging $5." You never heard anything about Sam charging $5 for a song. But me, it's a problem. You never said anything about Sam and Zaya. But me, it's a problem. Having me someone chat in my chat two times. And then me because Tony the conductor sent me evidence. Like they're saying, "Okay, I'm not I'm
going to pause a little bit, okay?" I mean, Jesus Christ. I was nice to you, I was nice to you, okay? I'm but I'm done being nice. I was so nice. them. They want to turn on me for a second, any little thing. They're going to turn on me. They're going to turn on me in a second. Guys.
These people are not even human. They are literally trolls. They're like literally like literally trolls under a bridge. I don't even know. I think They must have be under a McDonald's have Wi-Fi under the bridge. I'm going to do me. Oh. Okay? You know what I owe you, Mass and Gilly?
I owe you kicking you out cuz you're an N-word. Out. They're not friends. They're fakes. Beta is a fake. You know who the the coolest person to me almost today was Bronzeburgh. Bronzeburgh was actually cool. Yeah, bye. Midnight Yeah, I saw Midnight in the chat. Oh, I didn't I saw everything. Midnight, you're talking
about my cats and then oh, I was happy that my cat ran away and You You that's like my child. You know what You know like the anguish I go through and the sadness every day over that. And you're going to say, "Oh, I probably ate him." You're a Die.
Really die. Go die. I mean, I don't want to crash out and stuff like that. I'm going to crash out right now, though. These people. They pretend to be your friend. Devilize. "Oh, you're cool, Psyke." "Oh, Psyke's eating his cats." That is messed up to say. I know. Guys, these people will
say anything to bother me, right? Mass and Gilly's Midnight. Well, Midnight needs a Mass and Gilly cuz Midnight's smells horrible. I can smell it from here. I'm several states away, at least. So, now I showed you, Midnight. I'm going to even, huh? Huh? You like it? You like when I say that
No. Here's who I have a shout-out to. I have a shout-out to my friends. Here. You know You know who actually was maybe maybe like kind of like heard some of the stuff and reacted, but then actually came to me, had a conversation with me, has an understanding.
It's an out-of-body experience. You know who it was? It was the beautiful, the gorgeous, the good-hearted, and the ac- actually the real one, Alexandra. And I'll say, "Alexandra, thank you for being a real one. Thank you for just being the person that actually came up on panels to talk to me about, instead of like it's yelling at me in chat.
I mean, it's okay. I Like, you're really, really cool. I mean, all I have to say is like I I Listen, I'm not straight. If I was straight, I would I Wherever she is, I I I I I don't know if I'd be I don't want to be stalking her because I'd probably get in trouble, but I would be
very much trying to date her because I think she's a cool person. I don't want to say too much, but if I wasn't gay, she's the first on my list. Like, you know? I am gay, unfortunately, but I love I love her. I can't I can't lie about it. I can't lie. I do love her.
She is She's good-h- I won't be saying she is. She really is cuz she could have been like everybody else Everybody else is going to pile on Sagi. She actually came over and talked to me. And she didn't talk to me like, "Oh, you're like this and that." And And oh, it. You know, she like listened. I can tell the difference between like
her and other people that just just like try to gas me up. She listened. You know how much I appreciate that? If Even if she hates me and I If I did something wrong, I'm sorry. Even if she hates me, I appreciate that she even listens to me. That she talked to me. That's what All I want is someone to like
talk to me and like hear my side of it. Everyone's so willing to like jump on everybody else. RG's coming up saying to me. I'm not a bad person. I'm not. I'm a good-hearted person. I I react out of hurt. I don't know if you understand that.
I'm sorry. I didn't I'm sorry if I was mean to you. I was I I don't It wasn't anything personal. I just say I'm not Get off the crack. Okay, okay, Lord of the groove. Lord of the groove, stop making videos about me, okay? How about that? And then Concrete Larry, how about you go die, okay? Bye. Yeah. Yeah. The thing is, you know, you're a good-hearted person, too.
Like guys my heart is like even people that will hate me and say the worst things about me, my heart is still open to them. Like, it really is. I'm not a bad person. I'm not. And as I say, this And this narrative that's being spread that I'm some kind of evil evil person, it's not. The goal is going to be passed on shared.
You just smile. You smile about Michael Jackson person. Let's set that as a goal, yeah. That I can get behind. Is that a Kotex? Are you wiping your mouth with a Kotex? Tissue, man. Oh, is it tissue? A napkin. Okay, is it is it a napkin? Sharon, I'm not wearing underwear, but if I was wearing Speedos, I'd probably be in my Speedos by now.
I'm not wearing underwear and I can't pick up my pants. I don't even know Hey, guys. >> >> Guys, you're going to miss me when I'm gone. By the way, you're going to miss me when I'm gone. Guys, just remember Here's what I want you to remember me by. I really did love everybody. I really >> Oh, no. did I'm not planning on going anywhere, but I'm just saying
I really did love everybody. Like, I I I really I had an open heart for every anybody, anybody. And if anybody was ever to like even like even if they weren't sorry, if they were to like come to me and just be nice, I would be nice back. You know what? If you ever If you look back Guys, look
back on my If you ever have to look back on me, look back on my streams and see the only time I ever got mean was when people got mean to me. And it's not even me, it's like my spiritual guides taking over my body and defending me. It really is. I I They They say things that I would never say. They do things I
would never do, but they have my back. And I wish people had my back in this Earth world as much as the spirit world. So, I have people in the spirit world. I have billion people in the spirit world. I don't know where Paige is Alex. I don't know where Paige is. You know why? I I Hold on. Is that Oh, I hear something in the in the distance.
What is that noise? Do you hear something, thing? What is that noise? All right. All right. loud. Oh. Oh, Amanda, go yourself, you you fat Amanda, die.
Tell me Oh, you Oh, you were so nice to me the other night, fat
Good night, Thinus. Have a good night, okay? Is that it? Are we done? No, no. No, you're not done. You can stay as long as you want, but I'm I'm done. But Drop the link or something. Like, I'm not going to just sit here.
The
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>> You're a bit psychic. You need to get some help.
>> >> Was that a spider that just told you that? What was that?
So, this is pretty wild. I wasn't planning on coming on.
>>
>> Damn shoes. You were carved by the fracture, not the fall. Every scar speaks in a language that we can't recall. Betrayal wasn't chaos, it was coded design. A map of where you trusted, a map of every blind line. They smile like allies, move like
knives in the dark, left you bleeding in silence and just to study the mark. But you didn't disappear, you translated the pain, turned humiliation into data in your brain. No more asking why they changed. You decode the game they played.
No more itching for the past. You redesign >> >> the aftermath. I am the shift. I am the blade. I am the mind betrayal made. No more soft. No more plea. Now perception
bends to me. Silent steps. Controlled flame. I rewrite the rules of the game. Untouched. Unseen. Unknown. I am the fortress I have grown. You learn the truth they never say aloud. Power means quiet enough
begging from a crowd. Loyalty fractures under pressure of need, so you study behavior like a strategist to read. No emotion on check. No reaction for free. Every move calculated. Every silence a key. You don't chase validation, you withdraw. You're the man. Now they reach for your presence. They don't understand. They expected you to break. You became what they can't shake. They wanted chaos in your mind. You return refined the line.
>> >> I am the shift. I am the blade. I am the mind betrayal made. No more soft. No more plea. Now perception bends to me. Silent steps. Controlled flame. I
rewrite the rules of the game. Untouched. Unseen. Unknown. I am the fortress I have grown. Fear is currency. Learn its weight. Not loud. Not rage, but calculated state. Unpredictable rhythm. Impossible rage. You become the answer they secretly need. You don't reveal. You imply. You
suggest. Let them build your power inside of their chest. Scarcity sharpens the value you hold. Distance converts attention to gold. >> >> You don't got to make it loud. You dominate clean. You present through posture. Through what isn't seen. You enforce consequence without a display. Access removed and you walk away. No revenge. Wasted no anger to
prove. Just silent correction in how you move. Because control isn't force, it's shaping the field, making others choose paths you never revealed. I am the shield. I am the blade. I am the mind betrayal made. No more soft, no
more plea. Now perception bends to me. Silent steps, controlled flame. I rewrite the rules of the game, untouched, unseen, unknown. I am the fortress I have grown. Now they look twice when you enter the
room, not from love, but the weight you consume. You became what the fight you began, not broken, but rewritten as something un-planned. No longer the prey in a story of pain. You are the architect inside of the game, and the ones who betrayed you will finally see they didn't destroy you. >> >> They designed what you'd be. >>
>> Okay, so what's happening? You coming back? Are you done?
Huh. >> >> Okay. Huh.
Okay, I guess so.
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