Rainy Day Open Panel Tarot and Cats

Heat.

Heat.

the Hello. What's up, guys? I'm singing

in the rain. Yeah, it's raining today in

Los Angeles. I'll show you guys. Hold

my phone. Hold on.

Look. Look. Go ahead. Look outside.

It's rainy.

Yeah. Oh, a little bit of a rainy day.

I have a I have an order from 7-Eleven

coming. Don't have I'm excited.

Later. Later. Okay. Come on, Google.

Behave. How are you guys? Oh, it's

raining in Los Angeles.

I thought I'd have a nice um I like

streaming in the mornings. I decided

I like having a early morning

stream. I like having a late Yeah, I'm

sorry. My hair is not

fix myself. Okay, I'm here, guys. Guys,

um, we have a rainy day in Los Angeles.

Um, I have a 7-Eleven order on the way.

The corer is picking up. I I hurt my

finger last night. There's blood all

over my tablet. I don't know. What's up,

hot mess summer? How are you? Have I met

you before? Welcome to my show. Good to

see you. Yeah, it's raining here in LA.

I don't want to turn on my phone, guys.

How are you doing? Good to see you.

Welcome to my show. Great having new

people here. Yeah, that's why I like to

stream um different times of the day. If

you want a tarot reading, too, I got a

tarot reading for you. Um but yeah, just

hanging out.

Oh, you talk yourish. Okay. Oh, yeah.

And I remember that hot message al page.

Okay. I will um I want to subscribe to

you for sure. But I remember I was

you're on the talk-ish panel, right? I

remember. I remember. I hope

I sometimes I'm a little bit drunk when

I go late night on streams and so um but

I really your love one. Okay, I got you.

I'll get you a oracle card first and

then I'll I'll do a regular tarot

reading. But your oracle card today says

hold on.

It says, "What am I focused on losing or

gaining?" Okay,

there's a really beautiful feather.

These are feather cards, right? So, are

you going through some change? Are you

scared to let go because of what you

might lose? What if you shifted your

focus from what you might lose to what

you might gain? Thank you. You're

amazing, too. Endings are actually new

beginnings. Okay. I don't know if you're

going through an ending. It's a new

beginning. Okay. Things things will work

out for you, right? Okay. Do not fret.

Says, "Today soul action today. Make a

list of all the things you'll gain from

the change you're going through. Feel

your heart. Take a breath. Deepen into

the trust. Amazing ch amazing things are

coming." Okay. I'll get you um a regular

reading too.

And I just want to thank you for coming

to the show today and uh and saying hi

and it's it's wonderful uh wonderful

having you here. They're great people

here too. I'll get you a regular

reading. Okay.

Shuffling a little bit. Yeah, I have an

order from 7-Eleven coming. It's it's

I'm in Los Angeles. It's a little bit

You are Yep.

You know, make a list. Make a list of

all the things that are going to be

going to be positive from the situation,

right? Okay. Yeah. It looks like looks

like you feel a little stuck lately.

Like you okay, you've been stuck, but

you're enlightened. Okay, you're feeling

like you can't move and stuff like that.

Feeling like uh feeling like uh you

can't make a move, you're stuck. Okay,

that's what it feels like. Okay, you

know, this guy is actually just hanging

by his foot and he probably has a little

pocket knife in that in that uh in that

he's also just he's just hanging out. He

sees things from a different

Yeah, I know you're female, but okay.

Summer also judgment is being called in

the situation. Okay. So things will be

working out in your favor. Um all

everything that's happened judgment is

being called end of the situation. Um

then uh all this all this will be

working out. It will be balanced, right?

Everything is going to be coming back

in. It's like justice a lot. Judgement

and justice are a lot alike. You'll be

getting justice. Also you get this high

priestess card. So you already know a

lot of a lot of the stuff. You can do

your own readings too. Like you have

this intuition. Maybe like you're a

little bit of a gatekeeper, the strength

and the power um these pillars next to

you. Okay, I hope that helped you out.

So, that's your reading. But yeah, and

uh and hang out as long as you want and

uh thank you for coming to the channel.

Awesome to see you. And you you run you

run that talk your panel. That was a fun

It was a fun panel, right? I I have a

good time on other panels. Um everyone

is usually really nice. They're really

uh receptive to

I enjoy talking. I don't know if I got

kicked off the Sometimes I get kicked

off the panels, you know, but uh I think

I had a good time on that one. So, I

will be back to back there. Um yeah.

Okay. So, and I want to make I'm

subscribed to that that panel. You have

a channel, too. I'll see if I can

subscribe. Hold on.

You do have a gift. You No, you you do.

You're very intuitive and you it's good

always good to get readings and and uh

and talk to other people about um get

other perspectives and things like that,

but you have this strong intuition

yourself. You can probably if you want

to start doing readings for yourself or

other people, you definitely can. Okay,

let me make sure.

So anyway, um I take care of him, come

home from the hospital, I you know, I

make sure that his hand is, you know, I

nurse his hand back to

Excuse me, guys. Okay.

I have to unsubscribe to a few places

and then I will subscribe to you. Yeah.

Um

but if you are interested in being a mod

here, um you don't have to do anything

as a mod except basically you can post

your link

a little bit.

You know, um but yeah, no pre no

pressure or anything like that. Just

means that basically I trust you. I know

you. And uh so just make sure I'm

unsubscribed here. Okay.

Okay, I got you. I got you.

Have to get my chat. Okay. Yes. How's

your day? Is it It's raining over here.

It's raining. It's a rainy day.

I go. Okay.

Okay.

Okay. Right there. Thank you. Awesome.

Awesome meeting you by the way. And uh

welcome to the team.

How's everyone doing today? Yeah, it's

just a rainy day here. You like that?

Okay,

I'll go to your channel.

Okay, I'm subscribe. Oh, yeah. Nice.

Nice amount of subscribers. And uh you

do you do open panels, too. That's

awesome.

A new subscriber, too. Everything's

going draining here as well. You had a

good outreach last night, which is

crazy, but it was just great. I was

chilling, so I had to work later. Yeah.

Well, you know, um it's raining here. I

have a 7-Eleven order on the way. I feel

bad I didn't tip the guy a couple more

dollars. You know, they're going out in

the rain, picking up my hot dog and uh

my drinks and my milk and all that kind

of stuff. And uh so I'm blessed. I hope

you're blessed. And you're welcome.

Thank you for being here. Thank you for

being supportive. And uh I'll be on talk

to Ish. And I'll be on your panel, too.

Is the guy on his way? He's heading to

the store. Okay, he's almost there,

guys, guys. He's almost at

the store. He's approaching the 7-Eleven

as we speak. Okay, you're welcome. Hope

you guys are do all doing well. Um, I'm

just going to give a shout out on my

Discord that I'm live because I don't

think anyone knows. Okay. Um,

okay. How's everyone doing in the chat?

Good.

Yeah, we're having a fun uh a fun little

ring.

My phone keeps turning off. It's Yeah.

Awesome. You got a subscriber. You got a

new subscriber.

Okay. You want to see my cat? I have a

cat named Marbles. And Marbles is a

little bit of uh you're a little bit

Marbles. You scare all the other cats.

Can I pick you up? Can I pick you up and

show you to the cat? Guys, hold on. You

want to meet Marbles here? Eat marbles.

This is marbles right here. Hey. Uhoh.

Oh. Marbles. Marbles. Marbles. Okay. You

picked up. You're a little bit shy.

Here. Marbles. You're a little bit shy.

Are you a little bit shy? But you're a

cute cat. He's beautiful. And he's he

has a his marbles because he has a big

pair of marbles, right? He also has like

a marble pattern, right? You love you

have some kitties, too. Yeah. I got

eight cats. This cat, he's a little bit

of a You scare the other cats cuz you're

so big.

There's also a poster outside saying

they someone found him. So he goes to

some other house and they're like, "I

found this cat." But he he he's a little

bit of a wild cat, right? But um he he's

a sweetheart. You sweetheart, you guys

see?

Hold on. You're a sweetheart. You're a

sweetheart.

Pet your head. Yeah. But yeah, your is

mad at you. I love my cats. He's a

sweetheart. Oh.

You guys are having a good day.

He's beautiful. He looks like your boy

cat. Yeah, he was he was actually um

he's the son of a cat I had named Remy.

Um and she's since disappeared, but she

had two litters of kittens. And so I

have I have uh and from her litters, I

still have marbles and I have um Freya.

And then I have I have I have another

two cats for my other thing. Do you want

to say hi on the on the chat? This is

marbles, guys. That's marbles. That's

Mr. marbles. You're a big You're a big

cat, huh? Look at Look at your big face.

You're big. You're really big,

sweetheart. Hope you guys are doing

good. I have my hot dog on the way.

I have some milk on the way. I have some

drinks for tonight.

Um you're Oh, you're a sweetheart. You

just He's sitting in my lap. Hope you

guys are doing well.

Okay, guys. Hold on. Let me just move

back a little bit. Okay, put that down.

Okay.

He does a wonderful I'm glad you have

cats. Let me just take off my my big uh

my big jacket. You can see how skinny I

am. I'm a skinny guy,

but I'm doing well today. I got my uh my

7-Eleven on the way. Are they at the

store yet? Let me see. They're just

picking up the Grove order still.

Yeah, I think they're at the 7-Eleven. I

think they're preparing my hot dog.

How's everyone doing in chat? Give me a

shout out from the chat. Say you're

here. Um, how's it? It's raining hard

here. It's a rainy day in Los Angeles.

Um, you're right there. Good. He's a

sweetheart. Um, yeah. I thought I'd come

on a little bit early today. I'll be on

tonight, too. Right.

I'm having really good panels. I'm

having really good chats. Having a lot

of fun. Uh oh. Hold on.

Yeah, last night we had BEA on for a

while and uh we had a really interesting

uh interesting show, right? We had um we

had a guest um Tiger Butterfly was here

last night. Tiger Butterfly tapped into

Bea's energy and she started crying, you

know, she was like because Be and I be

and I have some negativity around us,

but we we're like positive people,

right? We're like sons. We have these

positive sun energy, but but when you

have a lot of light, you know, it's it's

a little bit darker on the light

sometimes. And so, yeah, we have people,

but you know what? We can handle it.

We're good. Are you good? Oh, you're

such a sweetheart. Look at this cat.

He's such a sweetheart. You like that?

Come on. You're sweetheart. This

sweetheart cat. How are you guys doing?

Good to see you guys. See how skinny I

am in this. Even like a t-shirt.

T-shirt. T-shirt is not even fitting

properly. Okay. Hope you guys are good.

Good to see you. Thank you for being

here. Thank you. Uh, thank you Summer,

too. I'm a I can't wait to go back to

talk your ish pan. My phone just keeps

turning off every two seconds.

Yeah, but we had a fun uh Oh, hey,

what's up, Suzanne? Susan, you're you're

having a g catnap.

You love, laugh, rock, and roll. I got

this. Thank you, Susan. Thank you.

Susan's Susan is awesome. Susan, here's

my cat. I just want you to see to see

Marbles. Marbles is like a making a rare

appearance. Okay. Okay. You know what?

Okay. He's he's fine. He's fine.

When marbles first came back, he was

growling. He scratched me. He did not

want to be pet picked up. And now he's a

big cuddle bug. Right now you just want

to cuddle. And the cats hiss at you.

You're Oh, you're really He's 30 pounds.

I think you're a you're a big boy,

right? Big boy cat.

Hey, are you big boy? He's right there.

See, he's very sweet. He's a sweetheart.

Look how beautiful. And he he's marbled.

That's why he's marbles. He also has a

big pair of marbles, right? You

guys are doing well. I think my uh

7-Eleven's on the way.

Um having a nice day. It's just a little

bit um little bit rainy outside. Little

bit of a rainy day in Los Angeles. A

little bit. Um you know, we had a full

moon last night, guys. Emotions are

running high. You know, I had some

conflict with a friend of mine. Um, and

uh to hurt my feelings and stuff like

that, but emotions are running out. Oh,

hold on. Marvel,

you're stretching out. You're

stretching. Oh, he's such a sweetheart,

guys. Guys, he's a sweetheart. Come on.

You're sweetheart.

I love my cats.

Marbles is grand. Cuttlebugs are

awesome. He's like, he's cuddling like

he's cuddling. Like rolling over rolling

over at me.

You're a little cuddle bug, right?

You're a sweetheart. You're a

sweetheart. The other cats are a little

bit scared of marbles cuz marbles is

really big. There's also a a found cat

poster outside with marbles on him. So,

someone has found him, but he I know I

know he's been someone's been feeding

him, right? Hey, been feeding him, but

he's a big

Now they're they got my picking up my

order now. They're there. Okay. Hey,

Marbles, you're good. Okay, he's good.

He's just sitting cuddling. Deja is too

heavy for you to sleep on me now. Yeah,

if Marbles was I have, you know, Trix

likes to likes to sleep on me and he

likes to get under the covers. Marbles,

he just likes to roll off the c like

roll off the couch onto me. He's 30

pounds. I think you're a big healthy

cat, right? You're a sweetheart. And

like other cats get scared, right? I

think Trix is around here somewhere. Oh,

yeah. Deja. Beautiful. I love Deja's

name. Beautiful name.

You guys, if you catch any of last

night's show, we had a VA on and we had

um Tiger Butterfly and we had another

guy on and it was a little bit of a it

was it was a really fun show, a really

good panel and stuff. You guys are also

welcome to join the panel if you want um

and have a chat with me if you uh feel

like it. I do have open panel. I got

Streamyard going. I have Streamard for a

year. I got some cigars. I have some

beat boxes on the I don't know if you

know what beat boxes are, but I have

some milk, beat boxes, and a hot dog on

the way. I I splurged myself a little

bit today. It's a little bit of a rainy

day, and so I was like, I'm going to I'm

going to order some stuff. I'm going to

be on on stream. I'm going to stream. I

was also with this really cool person

named Pit's channel, and she's an, you

know, it's really cool. There's um she's

a little bit older lady, probably in her

maybe 60s or something like that, but

she figured out streaming and she has

800 subscribers. She just like she she's

really um really fun to vibe with and

stuff like that. I'll see if I can post

her link on my show today. I want you

guys to check out her channel cuz she

was like such a sweetheart and she's

like I'm explaining Streamyard. She's

like, "Whoa, you're going too fast."

Named after Princess Warrior. What's up,

Reality Nancy? How are you, Reality

Nancy? I don't know if you um did you

catch when I was on um I was on Alisa

show last night. The first thing I said,

I said, "I have two questions for you."

The first question, can you um can you

please unblock Reality Nancy from the

chat? She's like, "Well, if reality n

she's she's blocked. She must have done

something wrong." She's like, "I don't

remember." She's like, "I'll look into

it." And so I I did. That was the first

question I asked. The second question I

asked her was, "Um, will you be my

Valentine?" And she said, "Yes." And I

did. But I also I came on the

show and I was like, "Hello, baby. How

are you?" And I was these guys have been

calling in doing these like a black

voice, right? Spartan and um and Mayor

this guy.

And they've been doing these these black

voices, right? Yeah. My my my 7-Eleven's

almost here, guys. I might have to run

to the door, but I will not end the But

anyway, um she was like she's like she's

like, "Why are you talking like that?"

She's like she's like she's like, "I

like your gay voice. Just do your gay

voice." But I was like, "Okay, I'll take

my gay voice."

But she was a sweetheart. And we had a

we had a nice talk. Yeah. The voice. I

was like, "Hello, baby. How are you

doing?" And she

voice

I was like, "Oh, hold on. My 7-Eleven's

here. Hold up.

Hi. One sec.

Yeah, I got ID.

Thank you so much. Have a wonderful day.

You guys are coming.

A slurpee. There we go.

Yeah. Now I must eat the hot dog, right?

You were in Clehat. You didn't say

anything bad. I know. I know she hates.

Yeah, I know Kleenex talks a lot of a

lot of ish about her, right? Uh even

Yeah,

I you know I did think she knows why she

blocked me. You had to do with being a

Kleenex. Okay. Yeah, we'll see what

happened. Like I I did I did uh I put

myself out there and I was like reality

Nancy she's in your chat. She's a

supporter and stuff. I you know

hopefully

you know if if she she doesn't remember

something like that I will ask again in

the chat if you want to if you want me

to. But yeah I love you Nancy. I really

want to want to help you out there.

Yeah. So let's see what I got.

Hold up. Look.

Got my hot dog. Got the hot dog. Hot.

The hot dog. Eat the hot dog. Okay. Um I

got a straw. Got my slurpee. I got my

alcohol for the night. Everything is

good.

Okay.

Yeah. Now you're hungry. And I'm going

to put some relish and some ketchup on

it in just a minute. But yeah, it's a

little bit rainy day. You're welcome,

Reality Nancy. Cuz I I know you're a

good person. I know you have a good

heart. That's what it's about, right?

And I know you're you're in her chat and

you're you've been in her chat almost

every time I've been in the chat.

So, um, so I hope it I hope it works

out, okay? And I will I will I will uh

I'll stand up for you. I stand up for

good people and I know you're a good

person. You're a sweetheart. You see,

last night I was on with Beeta. I was on

Beta's panel. I thought I know you saw

me there.

Damn, this is good. This is a slurpee,

right?

This is pretty damn good right now.

Even though it's a cold day,

I want to get a brain freeze for You're

welcome. I love you, too.

Got 7-Eleven hot dog. Here's what else I

got guys.

I got Have you seen these? These are

beat boxes.

I'm going to drink this tonight.

11% alcohol. Oh my gosh, these are

strong. Green apple. What else did I

get? I got uh

I got two hot dogs. What the hell? Hold

on. I think this is a condiments.

No, there's a hot dog and there's a

Okay,

that's the bun. And there's a hot. Okay,

it's a hot dog and the bun. Okay,

perfect. Perfect.

I got also a pink lemonade beat box. The

other one was green apple. This one's

pink lemonade.

11.1% alcohol. I'm going to drink these

tonight. And what else did I get? I got

a Well, I got a lot of stuff. Hold on.

I got a milk. What else? What's in this

bag?

Give me plenty of uh plenty of ketchup

and mustard, too. Okay. I am I am in

heaven right now. I got my Altadena

nice milk. Maybe I'll have some milk,

but I want my slippery today. I'm going

to put in the fridge.

Meow.

Hear meow.

How's everyone doing in chat today? Pink

lemonade. Yep. Green apple. Maybe this

one's a blue raspberry. A blue

raspberry. Um, slurpee.

I also have a voodoo rager iced tea. I

was supposed to have just enough alcohol

for two days, but I went ahead and drank

five tall boys of these

five ranger um teas last five of these.

So, I think I'm still drunk today,

right? What's up, CMC? Yeah, even though

it's raining, it is it's it's delicious

right now.

I made a good call. Good call.

Hot chocolate and munchy walnuts, right?

Excuse me. You know, Alisa loves um hot

chocolate.

I love cigars.

Yeah.

Was I was I Yeah. Was I I was drunk in

Beesa's chat.

I drank five of those. I drank five all

the all, you know, all I'm still drunk

right now. I think I'm still a little

bit drunk, but I had a good sleep. I

think I had a really good panel last

night. I'm having the best time. Hot

chocolate and munching walnuts sounds

good. Chocolate, hot or cold? Yeah, I

love chocolate milk. Alisa been getting

um root beer floats with rum. She gets

these rum root beer and then she asked

for ice cream and stuff like that. So,

she is I got to hang out with her

sometime. I'm going to hang out. I got

to get to Florida, guys. I got to save

up her plane ticket, get to Florida, cuz

I She said I can go and and hang out

with her in Florida. Um, and do stream

and stuff like that. That would be just

a dream come true. Um, money is a little

bit tight right now, but

it's worth it. I'm going to start I'm

going to start saving up even if I have

to just buy buy a plane ticket. And uh

Psyche's is drunk, huh? guy. And Trixs,

you want to come over here, Trixs? And

and oh, here's Lola. Lola sitting with

me. This is Lola, the mama cat. You want

to say hi, Lola?

You there, Lola? Hi.

Yeah

I think so. Yeah, she and she loves

bread. She loves eating bread. I like

when she eats, too, cuz she like eats

and then she goes she just like eats and

then she she just like he's so cute. And

she's like a kind of like a bird, but

and she's eating bread and she like and

then she and then she shows food and

she's like,

"Yeah, this is Kitty Kitty. How are you

guys? You're meowing. This is Miss Lola.

She's the mom of of of Magic and Tricks,

right? Magic and Trix's mom. Trix is

over there looking at us. I think

Marbles went outside."

But it was fun talking like I left be

show um when I like because she was she

was um she was about to end the stream

and stuff. So I called I called in when

and I had to be on hold for Joanie had a

few songs. I was like come on Joanie. I

was like give me just one minute.

Joy kept sending songs and then uh and

then so she had me on and she's always

just or she's always sweet. Yeah. Lola.

She was a show girl. Hey, do you want to

do a little showgirl dance? Come on. Her

name was Lola. She was a show girl.

Okay. Okay. Okay.

But you know you know what's funny is my

cat um my neighbor's cat um cat is named

Lola too. So I'm always out say Lola.

And then she comes to the window and

says hi. Also I saw Tux outside today.

It's raining and stuff. He was sitting

outside on the stairs. My neighbor told

my neighbor. I was like Tux is sitting

outside your house. And they went and

looked for him. He went and hid

somewhere. What's wrong? What's wrong?

You had so much to eat today. You're so

You're so full. Are you fool? Yeah. So,

I'm having a nice day, guys. This is a

little bit rainy day. It's a little bit

of a cold a cold uh depressing day a

little bit. I'm going to get my hot dog

ready. I have relish in the fridge. Hold

on.

This looks pretty good though. A bun.

Okay. A wrapped bun.

Okay. Your your nurse's cat. His name is

My cat. Oh, yeah. That's so cute.

my cat.

I'll play I'll play you a song. You guys

want to hear a song? I don't I don't

know if it's Maybe it's copyrighted. I'm

not sure. Sometimes these songs are

copyrighted. It's a really cute song.

Want to hear it? Okay.

Here you go, guys. Hope you enjoy this.

Hope you guys can hear this. This is a

song for you called My Cat. Like your

cat's name is My Cat. And I'll just put

it on this device.

Maybe like that. So, Kleenex and Alisa

used to be close at one time. Not

anymore. Kleenex called into a show. He

was nasty to her. Um, mad made me mad.

Yeah, I know. I I people some people

call her and say the most ridiculous

horrible things. She usually laughs it

off, but I know that she is sensitive

and she sometimes she cries later in the

show and she thinks about what they said

and stuff, but she always laughs. What's

up, traveling gypsy? How are you today,

traveling gypsy? I have Lola with me

right now. I'm drinking a slurpee. It's

raining. I'm rained in Los Angeles. Um,

you like that? That is cool. Yeah, cuz

Susanna has a cat named my cat. And uh

and here's Lola. Lola's hat from

Traveling Gypsy.

Everyone, um, subscribe to Traveling

Gypsy, too. I hope your hands feeling

better, too. Look at that's Miss Lola.

Lola,

you're the mama cat. Your your trxes and

tricks and magics, mom. Yeah. Good. I'm

glad you're good, Teresa. Yeah, it's

just raining here. I have a slurpee. I

have a 7-Eleven hot dog.

I have to decide. Okay, what do you eat?

I like the sound of the walnuts and the

chocolate milk, Sus Susan. But

whatever sounds good. Whatever is a have

a snack. I'm about to have a to have a

7-Eleven hot dog.

This uh slurpee is damn good right now.

I like slurpies. I'm loving slurpies.

Yeah. So, we're just having a rainy day

stream. I'll do tarot readings for

anybody that wants one or pull pull a

card or a few cards. Um, you're welcome

to join the open panel. Um, I'll post

the I'll pin the link. I think I pinned

the link. Did I pin the link today? The

link pinned, guys.

Uh, you live uh you live in the middle

of nowhere. Do you have a 7-Eleven?

Because I I think the 7-Eleven hot dog

looks pretty damn good. You'll take one.

Okay, I got you, Teresa.

I'll get more for you. But this one

says, "Am I clear on what my soul really

wants?"

There's beautiful feathers right there.

Am I clear on what my soul really wants?

It says, "Take out the shoulds and the

limitations. Get out of your head. Pay

attention to your heart's desires

instead. If you knew it was impossible

to fail, what would you do? Wherever you

go, go with all your heart."

Okay, I'll play that. It

says, "Theresa, ask yourself what it is

your soul really wants. What does your

heart crave? Take one step in that

direction."

Okay, you guys want to hear another

song? I know it might be copyright

copyrighted. I know I won't get a

strike, I'm sure. 7 7-Eleven's at 30 mi

away. Well, that's unfortunate.

That sucks. You would like a daily

reading. Okay, I got you.

And I I'll play that song later in the

show. So, for Nancy, my focus on what I

want most. There's a beautiful feather

for you. Beautiful spotted feather.

little pink spotted feather. It says,

"One reason so few of us achieve what we

truly want is that we never direct our

focus. We never concentrate our power.

Most people dabble their way through

life, never residing to master anything

in particular." That's by Tony Robbins.

It says, so it says, "Today is soul

action."

Um, when you focus, what you focus on

grows.

Today ask yourself, is my life a

reflection of my values or do I need to

make adjustments? Prioritize. So you

have to decide focus on

what you really want because just like

the there's another card the seven of

cups and it's all these cups all these

possibilities and it's it causes

confusion because there's all these

things we want to go after. You have to

figure out what you want the most go

after that focus on it. Then you can go

you have to get all the you can get all

the cups right but you have to do one at

a time kind of and so you have to focus

on what your soul's calling you to do.

Extreme sensitivity food allergies. You

stay stacked on bulk food. Okay. So you

got you got a big thing of

walnuts, right? Get out the Get out your

big uh big thing of walnuts, right?

And uh snack on some of those and pour

some uh pour some of your bulk chocolate

milk, right? Eat it up if you want.

How's it How's the weather for

everybody? It's It's raining like in Los

Angeles. I know it's raining a lot. It's

true. Okay, good, Nancy. I hope that

really resonated. And just, you know,

focus on what focus on what you want and

go for it, right? Then you can have

laser laser vision on it and you can go

go after, right? And so, hope you guys

are doing good. I'm going to prepare my

hot dog. Well, I'll just drink some more

of my slurpie first and chat with you

guys.

I have a big quarter pound hot dog.

Okay, I'm going to I'll play the song.

Okay, let me prepare my hot dog.

You guys weren't ready for I I need to

hold I'll have to prepare my hot dog

with one hand. Present P O T US um

kitty. Okay.com

has all kinds of

I'll try to eat the hot dog and play

this guys. Enjoy the song. I'll be right

back with you.

I don't hear I don't hear anything. Hold

on.

What a good song.

The cats are looking too.

Make a song.

Awesome song.

You guys like that? I like that. I never

I don't think I've heard that, but I

like I know they sing Peaches, right?

And they sing some other song I like,

too. That's a good song.

Guys, I'm preparing my hot dog. Just

having a chat. Got my condiments. I got

my cigar.

How's everyone doing today? Good to see

you guys. Anyone wants a reading? Anyone

wants uh chat? I just have to eat my hot

dog first. I'm just I'm starving.

You can see I look famish, right?

Got mustard,

ketchup. I got relish in my fridge.

Peaches and Oh, yeah. She's lump. She's

lump. Yep. That was a I never heard the

kitty song though. I love that. Kitty at

my foot and I wanna touch it. Kitty at

my foot and I wanna touch it. Yep. Good

song. Thank you guys for the song

recommendations and and um yeah, you

guys are just awesome. I'm like some

relish and put some ketchup on this. Eat

this hot dog

and use all the condiments. You got you

drink caffeine. You can stay awake.

Yeah. Yeah. Don't fall asleep. You hang

out with hang out with me and don't fall

asleep. Anyone you guys are welcome to

come on the panel, too. I'm just I'm

just eating. U Yeah. You were 9 1985.

So, let me see. 1995.

How old was I? So you're like 1986 or

something or I'm I was 81. So I'm 1981.

So I was 1995. I was 14 15 years old.

You're drinking reality. Oh,

you're drinking coffee. Oh, you're

drinking coffee. Okay. Yeah. And you saw

I have these beat boxes. I'm going to

drink in a little bit. Okay. That that

mustard is not opening. I just got to

get my relish out and I'll be right

back.

Guys, I'm going to have a mukbang

stream.

I'll do my Alisa Jordana impersonation.

Alisa Jordana. She be like

Sorry. I love Alisa so much. It's really

like this.

It's good.

He likes it, Mikey. He likes it.

So worth it. That was a super dog. It's

a quarter pound big bite.

But I love when Alisa eats. She's so

She's so cute when she eats. How are you

guys? Am I slurpie? A hot dog? A rainy

day? Nothing can be better.

I'm just having a wonderful day.

This is so good. Those slippies are just

bomb.

You're going to see me eat a whole hot

dog on the screen today.

Hot dog, right?

I have too much fun, guys. Too much fun.

Where's my What's with my phone? I think

I need to charge it more. keeps keeps

working at it. It's very yummy. Got some

relish on it. I was so hungry today. And

so I've been eating ramen noodles

lately, but had a little splurge. I got

some milk, um, slurpee, hot dog, a

couple beet boxes.

Life is good, right?

How are you guys today? Traveling gypsy.

Really good to see you. I'm glad I'm

glad you traveling gypsy.

you all your advice

really paying off. I don't know if you

heard about Traveling Gypsy. Um what

happened with Emma and myself?

Um

I invited Emma to my panel the other

night. You heard the story. And uh and

she's like, you know, it's psych. She's

like, I'm not going to your panel

anymore. She's like, you get drunk, you

pass out. Um your panel is toxic and you

got scammed over some guy's butthole or

something. And then in front of

everybody, not a personal message, she

said in front of everybody. Yeah, you

heard. Okay. So, uh, little bit my

feelings a little bit hurt. I left her

Discord. Um, I

because she didn't have to say it like

that, you know. She didn't have to. And

then, you know, Blade was right there.

Laughing emojis 100% hysterical

laughter. Um, smiling hearts, hearts,

all the on her. Nobody said anything

about my comment. I just I just deleted

everything I said there. And, uh, and I

left. My feelings were hurt. She meant

well.

Go go go go go read the comment. Yeah.

You know,

have I have I ever like

said Yeah. She was like, "Oh, give me

some advice." She didn't really give me

advice. She's like, she just said all

that. I might have taken it wrong. Yeah,

maybe I was a little bit sensitive, but

uh No, she said you she said I got

scammed over a butthole. What does that

have to do with my show? And and and

when she was in that chat when I was

when I was describing what what

happened, how I got scammed or whatever.

And I got I got I got my money back, by

the way. So, I wasn't really scammed. I

was able to get my money back. But I was

sharing my story so I could help other

people. And then she was in the chat

that night and she was saying, "Wow,

lesson learned. People um sometimes

people take advantage of gay people."

And she was so cool. But then it's like,

"Oh, it was like basically, oh, you got

scammed over this. You uh yeah, do I do

I drink sometimes in my panel? Have I

pass? Do I pass on a panel like this?"

Like, no. I will usually sometimes I've

accidentally left the show on but I got

too drunk and stuff like I don't pass

out like literally on the panel like

talking mid stream and they go no it's

not like that I actually will

turn off

right and but she said it in front of

everybody where everyone was commenting

and and oh laughing hysterical emojis

100% like just like making me like

stupid and embarrassing me and uh I when

I did her interview. I was uh I was

really professional. I um I I was not

even drinking very much that, but I was

so professional. I did it oneonone. I I

She loved the interview and stuff like

that. And she says, "My panel's toxic."

Well, yeah, I have had toxic panels in

the past a few times, right? Are 90% of

my panels um really awesome and just

really awesome people? Have you seen my

panels lately? Last night we had Beeta,

we had we had um um Tiger Butterfly. I

had Michael on the other night. The

other night when I called her to my

panel, it wasn't it was a not toxic

panel. It was nice, really nice people

there. That's why I thought she'll love

this. She'll I want her to I want her to

talk to these guys because the guy

needed help. Um I wanted her to

was there. Um Jan's Jan's chicken army

was there. It was just a fun uh it was a

fun panel. I wouldn't invite her to a

toxic panel, you know, where like with

Sig and like that, you know, even

though I I love Sig. I love Sig, you

know. I love Sig. I know. And people

know people have their opinions about

Sig. He's a He guys, he has a good

heart. He does have a good heart.

He he knows he calls himself did the

incel, right? Yeah, we do. David, isn't

it? It's like really like Yeah. And uh

but but Traveling Gypsy, I was her first

member. I was one of her first mods who

she unmoded and then she made Blade a

mod, right? that she made and uh you

know she has great mods like AC and G. I

know that's the but then but Blade

basically Blade was laughing at me too

in the chat and like he I think he went

there and said oh Psyche Psyche gets

drunk. I don't think she's ever been on

my p on my show and I had toxic panel or

when I um when I was so drunk that I

just I didn't pass out on panel. I what

happens sometimes is either I leave my

stream on accidentally but after I leave

the studio because I'm in StreamYard or

maybe one time I fallen asleep when I

was streaming. Okay, maybe one sometimes

I wake up and I'm talking like I think

I'm still on panel and stuff like that,

right?

But,

you know, I was I always I was always

there for her. And then and uh you know,

she was there for me for the interview

and like that. And uh and uh I've I

gotten so many readings from her. I've

just like I've been there. I've been

there for hours and hours and hours and

hours helping her.

And I asked for a little favor. Blade

the um Blade the the uh the drunk. Blade

the drunk.

Well, I don't know. That's not Blade the

Streamer. It's like the Blade and like

Benny's chat and he's in Emma's chat and

he's on a bunch of different chats, you

know. Um I was friends with Blade and

then he just would turn on me. He would

also like say stuff behind my back. He

would talk to people in my in the

Discord and tell them, "Oh, this person

hates you. This person hates you." And I

know the same thing he does with Emma

and uh like that, right? And um and

then he's like in Alisa's he's in Alisa

sometimes saying, "Oh, IRL queen." and

just like kissing Alisa's butt that you

know maybe do

I kiss Alisa's butt? No, I don't because

my stuff is genuine with him. But then

he was like and then you know he was

like, "Oh, I had a dream. I was kissing

Alisa and we woke up. I didn't want to

end the dream." And then he's in love

with Christy and talking to Christy and

stuff like that. Like in love with

Christy. I'm like Blade. If you're in

love with Christy, be in love with

Christie. Cuz I'm not in love with

Christy. Okay. I like to troll Christy.

But I was like if if you're in love with

Lisa, be in love with Alisa.

she's going to take it a certain way if

you're like talking to Christy in

private and then trying to get to her

and he's like, "Oh, you don't, you know,

I don't know." But also then um then

Blade will tell you another story and

Blade, I don't care if I'm talking about

you. I'm allowed to talk whatever I

want. Okay. And you're you're blocked,

Blade. But um I will say um

Blade in my Discord or I

talked to him on the phone and he would

say um he say I would say Blade I was

like I have um Blade's in love with

Christy. I was like I said

Blade I have I have like a thousand

subscribers. I have a thousand watch

hours. I have my show's taking off. He's

like I don't want to hear about your

show. I don't care. Your show sucks.

Blah blah. And he's like he's like you

need to get a real job. You guys say I'm

I I don't have a job. I'm a CEO. And

then he's sitting there all day in

Benny's chat and stuff like that. So I

don't know what he's a CEO of. I think

he's a CEO of his own ego and like

that. We're all CEOs, right? We all we

all our own basically we're all private

corporations in the United States,

right? Yeah. He's in love with Christy.

He's the Morocas guy. I don't know if

you ever heard Moracas guy, but he just

lost interest in Alisa. I think I see

him like there once I say one thing in

chat now and like he leaves. I think

he's just trying to annoy me and stuff

like that. I was the one that introduced

him. I I told him to to call in and

stuff like that and then

um yeah, so

I don't I don't I don't care anymore. Um

you can block me from Benny's. You can I

don't care. Go have fun. Go have fun in

Emma's. Um go Yeah, you guys are you and

Emma are actually are made for each

other. You you hang out with her, okay?

Please please

just leave me alone. Yeah. And but then

he started screaming, "Get a job. Get a

job. Get a job. You're a loser. Get a

job. You're you're you guys are all in

your 40s and you don't have you don't

have." I was like, "Bla, I'm a streamer.

Benny's a streamer. He loves Benny,

right?" Then he's like then he like is

growing his hair just like Benny. I

don't know if you does have men like

that like her. I know she does. I mean,

she's I mean, Christy is You heard her

sing karaoke last night. I don't know. I

don't know if any It was also funny

around Christmas, she was singing Santa

Baby. She's like, "Santa, baby, hurry

down MY CHIMNEY TONIGHT." Like it was

like really the You heard last night she

was singing where they were singing um

sometimes I feel like I don't have a

Okay, so that that's how Alisa was

singing like nice like a partner.

Sometimes I feel like um Christie was

like, "Sometimes I feel like I don't

have a partner."

It was really It was like It sounded

like a like a dying dog. like a dog that

was, you know, I don't know. It was It

was so bad, Nancy. Wasn't that bad, but

they know. And it was cute. Like when

they come up, who's not coming? Um um

who's not coming to the panel no more?

Um that was I think Emma said um she I

just asked her, I just said, "Come on to

the panel." We had a fun panel the other

night. It was before her show and stuff

like that. She would go on to my um my

Discord on the um my Discord chats and

stuff like that. and she that's where

she met a lot of people and she met I

think she met Gala there and she met um

she met Blade there and stuff like that

and and a pie and stuff and we would

just chat for like an hour and then she

had did an interview. It was fun. She

she knows me like but then she's like

she just like is judging me because I

was I was sharing a story about how I

got scammed. You know, I got catfished

the other month. I got scammed this

month by someone saying they were

getting me a flex show and then they

were like, "Oh, I did that was not me

saying that. That was my cousin on the

phone, you know, at the last second."

Right? I was sharing the story. It was

embarrassing for me. You know, I share

the story because I want to help people,

right? And it's like I'm not and and

lesson learned, right? I wonder where

Yeah. I wonder where Beeta is. Yeah. But

I had a really fun night last night with

Bea. Bea came to my panel. Um reality

Nancy, I don't know if you saw, but

Tiger Butterfly was on last night and

she was kind on panel. Bea was on panel

and we're talking and then and the tiger

butterfly was like, "I'm let me let me

just tap into your energy." And then she

started crying like you you saw her on

Tommy's side ear or Yeah. So I hope I

hope she's around. I did post in my

Discord that I'm on right now. But yeah,

I um she she's probably in another chat.

Here's Lenor. Lenor just hopped up on

me.

Lenor, but when you look in Lenor's

eyes, everything everything is good. You

like your little smile? She has a cute

little smile. So, but Tiger Butterfly

said, "Let me just tap into your

energy." And then she started sobbing

and we're like got like we're like she's

like I feel this negative I feel all

this negativity around you and stuff

like yeah we're like we're like we know

we know we know we know we have some

people around us right because because

we're like sons we're like these bright

lights when you have when you're bright

light there's like a little dark halo

around it sometimes right and there's

you attract sometimes negative energies

but she started sobbing and we felt

really bad. You love black cats you've

had a few. This is Miss Lenor.

Uh oh. What's wrong? Lenor. Lenor. Okay.

The one you picked up. Okay.

Sorry guys. I'm

going to have more of the hot dog. This

hot dog is so damn good.

Oh.

Oh,

that is good.

The slurpee still.

It did. The interview was great. And I

I'm not going to ask her to

come on my show

a toxic panel if she has anything to

worry about or if I'm so drunk that I

can't. But when she said that to me in

front of everybody,

like I'm not coming on your show because

you get drunk, you pass out, your

panel's toxic, you got scammed over a

butthole. That's what she said. Exactly.

And and in front of everybody,

not not in a caring way. in a way that

basically meant to shame me.

All right, my interview did go great. We

guys, we have Nadia Exotica coming on

the show. We have Joker TV is going to

come on the show. Kona Adventures is

coming on the show. We have so many

great interviews lined up. Like

um we have Raw Inc. going to come on the

on the show. We have rappers. We have I

think my friend uh um Noble is gonna

come on the show and stuff.

The the show is going guys. I have

interviews lined up. I have great great

guests lined up. I I'm just here to help

people right?

I felt like the people she could have

helped the people that night. I think

that they would have like loved to see

her. And you know, if you don't if you

come on the show and it's like you feel

uncomfortable, you can leave the show

like but it's like you don't have to

prejudge it. Especially after I did a

nice interview with you.

Wow. Did I I the interview I had her

banner. I don't even put my own banner

up with my links. I put her banner up. I

was asking I I she like stayed an extra

half hour or an extra hour than she was

going to stay cuz she was having so much

fun. Right.

Someone got up to her and said, "Oh,

this is Psych is doing this. Psych is

doing that." Right? I've had my good

days and bad days. You know, I lost I

lost uh we lost Marty Music Biz a couple

weeks ago. We lo I lost my aunt um like

last week. Um I'm having a little bit of

a rough time and maybe I'm overdrinking

and stuff like that. Do we all have our

days? I mean, does she smoke weed like

on on her stream and stuff like that?

No. Yeah. Yes. Okay. But you're gonna

you're gonna say this is wrong with me.

Especially when she has 20,000 plus

subscribers. I have I'm just a little

streamer. I'm just a little little bug

and she's like this big giant with a

shoe. And instead of like, oh, there's a

bug. I'll just keep the bug out of the

way. I'll just She just stomped on the

bug. Stomped on me under with her big

giant foot and uh decided to hurt my

feelings, right? And she knew she would.

Also, she would not refuse. She would

not like take my Oh, she everybody else.

Oh, they kicked out of the chat. Oh,

come back in the chat. Unmoded. I'll

remod you. But me? No. She's like, no,

no, no. She was just done with me. I

never did anything wrong with wrong her.

So, whatever. I'm over it.

I won't be won't be going her chat

anymore. I won't be subscribed to her

anymore. I won't be on her Discord. I

will not even talk about her anymore.

Okay. So, she lost a good friend by uh

not having a little bit of tact with how

you deal with someone's heart,

especially when I was hurting, right?

So, um that's a that's a lesson learned,

my lesson learned, right? Sometimes

there's difficult lessons we have to