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In episode 608 of the Cult of Psyche podcast, host Psyche discusses his recent emotional experiences, including losses in friendships and emotional dreams. He also shares his appreciation for his supportive community and mentions various topics, including tarot readings, numerology, and astrology.
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sore dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the withm yeah yeah yeah
oh Crystal Vision in her G time can and steal this moment life's un dance we Chase with love woven pent
dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah soow let the tarot move with the rhyth yeah yeah yeah FL
morning guys I just woke up hold on wow yeah yesterday was kind of an emotional day you know you saw it and you guys probably saw it little bit little bit little bit too much for me to take in a day it was like a little bit wow I felt like getting um
getting punched in the stomach like 10 times but I hope you guys are having a good morning but it's only 6:25 a.m. here I don't know should I get Starbucks I'll take you I'll if I get Starbucks I'll try to take you as far as I can go um I don't know if I have data left on
my phone so might I thought might die I do that but I'm here this morning I love you guys um yeah there a little bit a crazy day yesterday how are you all doing tree frog thank you for coming tree frog like I'm so happy I met
you really and everyone in the chat I'm happy I met you you guys are here for me what's up how are you if you want readings this morning you know I was a little bit got a little bit as usual I gotta talk yeah I'm not going to apologize anymore about how trunk I get sometimes good morning X oh thank you
good morning you're morning lovely and ex what a what a treat what a pleasure having you on the show last night and just how I was having a bad a bad day and you just made me laugh and you just uh you're really you're awesome what an awesome person thank you so much can't say
awesome enough I was just like whoa I was like whoa she is freaking cool as you guys are aw okay yeah you guys are just so cool thank you yeah last night it was like a little bit of emotional night right and I got stuff off my chest and I I vented and it was supposed to be just a happy little, 1500
subscriber party I just had a bunch of like people I thought were really good friends like really close friends it's like it's like pretty much dump me but yeah and you're oh my God you're welcome anytime and you just you're you're a little bright light bright light to my day and I had a few Bright Lights um the people that were
like giving it to me straight right last night and they were telling me what's up blue lotus nice to seeing you okay people that were that I had true friends last night there to help me that that meant a lot to me that's I really appreciate you all you guys thank you for being here than you for
thank you for being thank you for being you and not not you know I know because I know yeah I love you too thank you so much if you missed it last night it was just a it was crazy you know um we had Pi Pi be and x and uh a lot of and Michael and there's happy reunions and
there's some s sad stuff for me um but you know it's like someone said I think Jim Nick was on the show he said people earn your life for a reason a season or a lifetime you know people it it is it's true there's people that are going to be there for you and people that are going
to um dump you but it's like it's all meant to be what's up Barry how are you hey how's 's Sam Sam doing this morning or yesterday I don't know bar he keeps he keeps saying he doesn't he he keeps saying that he's not summoning me to his you know you're telling me I don't know bar you're
trying to St up some no it's fine bar you're fine um it's I'm happy to go to his panel anytime and I think he's a nice guy you know I I just don't I don't know him well enough you know and it's like I I don't like well you know he kind of like I think someone said he was trying to like use me to like bear somebody
else and I feel bad the other person P was so sweet yeah P was a is she's so such a cool person and she also was talking to me like before the show I laid I told everything I was talking she just like gives the best advice and it's like you and so I'm happy a uh thank you oh you're H oh thank you yeah I'm happy she did too and
I and I love meeting you that first time and and I loved having you last night and just I'm happy you're here and you know I got you he just got a fleu shot you me shake on is he what is he on live right now I don't know maybe maybe after my I don't know how long I'll be on today I just wanted to sayk thank you guys because you guys you guys were
there for me last night like really and I really felt the love and I I I'm sorry also yeah I will apologize for something I F I'm sorry if I like brought any like was I was so upset and stuff like that that I wasn't able to
like be be like most positive Shining Light that I want to be all the time right you're dating Tracy oh good Tracy is TR you're da ex Tracy Tracy this this hot this hot hot younger man Barry Barry
Tracy I love Tracy had the best stories last night she told about how she hired okay I don't want to give I love your escort story though I love you just made me crack up and you made me smile and
uh thank you all have to say is thank you I'm I'm I'm try to stop saying sorry so much because I know some they say sorry too much I apologize and but I just want to say thank you basically because you guys were there for me I appreciate you totally appreciate you guys and I'm here for you guys
and you ever if you ever need a reading if you ever want to talk like seriously I got you I'm uh but I'm I'm in a better placees I got I got some sleep I talked to um I talked to Meer I know I was like maybe I should have been saying he's my boyfriend and stuff like that I we're just we're just talking he's nice nice to me and like um I think he cares about
me and I don't know sometimes I fall a little bit too hard too fast right I fall a little bit too hard too fast sometimes and I I'm very hopeless romantic emphasis on the Hopeless it's a great way to start the day thank you
awesome and uh also Dre frog like like that guy SC scribbles I just you know I I um he he was just really cool to me and like not judgmental at all and it's like he's a tough he's a tough guy right and it's like but he is like I just find him very cool I just found
yeah and guys if a tree frog can you oh and oh Tracy's not a mod yet what's going on Tracy what's wrong with me I'm a little bit slow okay a little bit slow because if you don't want to be um just let me know but
uh you saw oh good morning everybody yeah I need Tracy by my side you know Tracy is's a real one you guys are real ones thank you sleeping energy yeah so sorry for sorry for overlooking that um last
night okay let me see watch later okay got it do I sleep yeah I do you see my you see my hair this is this is my hair when I wake up in the morning that's my bed head right there um
how are you doing guys yeah I'm just doing I'm I'm doing yeah I slept I slept I I probably slept I think I probably fell asleep at 10 o'clock I started drinking a little bit early I started drinking at probably like 4 in the afternoon I went on at like 7 and I only had one beer at that everyone's like how much did you drink like I just drank a little I just drank a a beer and a sip I was having
this really good strawberry lemon and and peach mango what good flavors right I had four I just had four beers last night so it's like I wasn't even like that drunk but I was broken up I was broken up over just people that I love so much
like throwing me away and stuff like that and it's like it's and it's that will happen in life and there will'll be those kind of people but my day is good so far I might get I'm thinking about getting some coffee and I'll try I'll try to take you guys with me as long as I can I think I'm out of data and my phone will probably diet and stuff like that on the way think I might need a
coffee though and so if I if I do get a coffee I will come back or I'll go on some on panels they're open I just was I was trying to go on panels this morning and uh I didn't see I didn't see any oh vert you're right you were like saying I had the I told you about my dream right I had this dream where I ate a bunch of glass and then and I pulled up the I was
pulling out the glass shards my tongue like one by one and stuff like that and so it was like and then I woke up and I was like oh my God like screaming basically but I was like D I can use your tough time you can I don't have unlimited data no I just have a track phone on like a $20 plan I have unlimited talk and text but I should I need to get the unlimited data huh I
think I do because I want to I want to be able to take you guys to the beach I have a beach here I like are rocks I like to go sit down and like look at the ocean and it's like I live um I know it's just like there's palm trees outside and and sometimes I like to go to go walking and stuff like that yeah my phone might die if I go go to Starbucks this morning cuz yesterday I
went it was on for a little bit Yeah earlier this month I mean I usually have enough data the dream is real right and it's like and like you're something bad's gonna happen you said something bad and and then I said I was I said stuff the other day that probably was I regret and it was like not it was like an accident just like I I was like I oh
I put this glass in my mouth right in my dream it was like not think and like you know and and then it's like and I said it was like I had a sharp tongue or something or or it's hurt by words or something like that something with the tongue and my and glass and the tongue and stuff like that it was an intense
stream yeah yeah awesome blue lotus Blue Lotus how' you find me or are you are you return return return a viewer good morning everybody think I have my I streamyard up try to pin it hold on I'll try to pin it um if uh if my stream
out I will be back you know because uh I goes might get a Starbucks this morning again I'm a little bit groggy yeah there we go yeah blue lotus in the dream it was like all the sharp glass and I put in my mouth and it was like I was about to swallow it and I was like so I try not to swallow and I was just pulling out
like each Shard one at a time like I just feel like a little Shard and pull out a Shard pull out a Shard pull out a shard and then at the end of it I like there was like a bit I pulled out something from the middle of my tongue it was like a big was like a I had my tongue pierced before you know when I was like a teenager and I had my tongue pierced but it felt like a tongue ring or something going it was like something
really this big thing I was trying to pull out of my tongue and it was stuck and I was like oh my and I was like I need an ambulance I was trying not to SW and I was like oh my God if I swallow this glass it's going to cut up all my internal organs and stuff like that and I'll be really in really in trouble right I was trying to pull it up yeah guys I don't know it's like you know some
of I have to good morning tiger butterfly tiger butterfly you you're a little bit of a the star on my show last night too where everyone was like because tiger butterfly you know when you you talk to S not when you talk to S when when a raging demon was on because that clip went viral so you want to see this I'll show you
I'll show you the clip this clip went viral I don't know if you've seen this tiger butterfly but you you became a star of the clip okay remember when uh when when the guy came on crying on my show not not not Sig it was it was uh raging demon it was B and I were talking to him you want to see this clip guys it's just so funny
because be was like wow she's like she's like I love when tiger butterfly came on the show so funny was like wow she no this this my same same this is the clip here butterfly come back though I'm sorry I I did it wrong okay there you go
oh you got raing demon up here okay so do the same thing that you do with um look guys I just came to say goodbye and I owe you an apology all right and Demon gone please stop it
goodbye are you areow you an apology for everything yeah I was up and I admit it as a man I admit it I up behind the scenes so for that every every that I said from day one to whatever are you an apology and that's it
wish you well okay but I accept your apology you're a good
person take care ofself I wish you but the best I don't ever want to all right that's what I ever wanted I never wanted to see you get hurt and I know I up with all the names that I called you but I never wanted to hurt you I know Deon I'm sorry I don't want to hurt you but you have a lot of people
in the community that love you and respect you and look up to you and you you are always you did have my back and you know people you know they say things out of anger your butterfly watch I tried to you and priv to say goodbye and you just blocked me and I don't know why so this is the only
reason I I am blocked you three times raing and every time I did you would get you would say the same things that were disrespectful you know to push my button that's this is my last result I'm actually leaving YouTube and I just came to say do you know what I never want it to hurt I never want it to hurt you I've
always loved you and I'm always gonna love you but you know what you want to be happy and I'm not going to hold you back or nothing I swear my mother's Brave I'm never going to call you again I'm never going to DM or even nothing I just wanted to say goodbye to you and leave on good terms leave you with a good memory that you know what raging was my boy and he's never me over
and but when you do that then it makes me and other people worried because there's people that care about you like you know it's not just black and white like you know everything is not black and white like it's okay we can be care about look I don't care about none of that I only care about leaving
no you with a good memory of me because I know with you right no
tiger butterfly tiger butterfly can you raing demon for
second know I'm
always I want you back I want you back I want you okay guys it's just hilarious I love tiger butterfly that was a that was just classic right and Peter was like tiger butterfly um okay bag you can okay you can lecture me don't Le I've been in
teror since I was eight years old okay rag I love you and uh rrag okay I love you and thank you for the advice and stuff like that yeah you don't have to you don't have to lecture me about about okay bye okay I see you you don't have to lecture me about it okay I'll see you later I'm not mad um but it's like yeah people will tell all kinds of things about tarot and oh
you're kissing me yeah go ahead ready to go what are you there this is Lenor Lenor like when I pet your ear like that hold on when I pet your ear like that do
you like that you do can I give you a kiss
this Lenor and who's there are you there tricks too you're there you're there by my feet you're there by my feet and Len Lenor woke me up this actually I woke up this morning because Lenor was like Lenor was uh was like you had some insane dreams last night yeah I don't know there's something in the air we have insane dreams are oh it's okay they don't want to be the norise gets a
little bit little bit jelly but yeah um I had insane dreams the other night I I was like I was actually lucid dreaming CU I I was like I felt myself like awake with my eyes closed and I was like I was like I'm awake I'm awake but then in my dream I was like this is real this is real it was just very real right and maybe there's something in the
I know there's a full moon recently and so I don't know I I think that whenever there's a full moon I have weird dreams and sometimes um it's an it's an emotional time the moon really does have effects Thank You Blue Lotus yeah blue and I'm glad you thankful you know Teresa was there for
me um was supportive and stuff like that there's a misunderstanding and then she blocked me and she um in her chat she gave me up her Discord she didn't respond to my email and you know she she doesn't care anymore there's a new moon coming up yeah we're com up to the to the new moon too right but yeah I love
Teresa um you know there just misunderstanding as I understand there's misunderstandings she took someone else's side over mine and she she like looked at me the wrong way kind of stuff but I'm thankful that you came here and you know wish her send her my regards and uh I wish her the best you know I was I tried to be the best supporter of
her I could I was trying to be there and her life and it's just like you know sad when people choose sides because if there's a if I'm in a relationship with somebody and they have a fight with or they have an issue with somebody else and even if I don't agree with how they did something with somebody else or or I don't I don't agre I'm not going to like throw away my friend and like say oh I'm
G yeah just try to like almost I don't know right 27th is the new moon yeah be because Teresa um well I'm not beefing with Teresa I had no problem with Teresa Teresa um Teresa just uh I went to her Channel yesterday and like was like hey what's up and then I was like my messages weren't coming up on the screen you know as I watch on my TV
and I was like okay that's strange I was like am I blocked for some reason and then I went to my Discord I looked and I had like a little section where it chose who who leades the Discord and she left the Discord and I was I was I was blocked from her to her Discord and it was about this really trivial stupid situation where I just posted a a picture of someone with someone that with my cat in their lap and stuff like
that but I was saying in the same area of of that chat I was like I have a new boyfriend and so they were thinking that I was saying that they were my boyfriend but I was I clarified and say they're not my boyfriend they had to screenshot taking out all my other comments where I was like no no not he's not my I was like I I said I actually I met a I had my boyfriend he met him on my on my live and stuff like that right become friends with them but
not become one of them right yeah happens you know it's like and I I wish you the best and it's like I hope maybe someday we can get back but then clumsy can't also clumsy Clairvoyance it's like a really was a really close friend and and she would support my channel and I I loved her and I was like always telling people go to her Channel after my show and like subscribe to her and then the same reason with with you know she's
just like oh it was a misunderstanding with a screenshot that had stuff my the last comments I it clipped up um well he's in Chicago I'm in the LA um we did talk you know last night and stuff like that and it's like and it's like I I like I said I fall I haven't had I think I don't think I've ever had a boyfriend I like I never I've never had and so I
was like you're getting we just got along and we were talking and and like we felt I felt a connection and stuff like that um and it was long it's long distance and stuff like that but um you know but I was like I did consider I do consider my boyfriend okay but you know I don't want to sound like too too crazy right now I was
trying but I know and it's like you know that's you know right Sam samon samon Sam samon turn me down he was I don't know does he like me or not like I mean I was on a show and stuff like that and uh but um and he was he was he was generous nice to me but I don't know it's
like yeah i' love I'd love to date anybody I I've never had a boyfriend i' had I had a I had a I had one girlfriend for a few months she was she was 55y old woman um and uh she was she was a magical person though but she was a little bit it was a little bit intense for me and kind of
traumatized me a little bit and uh but yeah
I know ver for track I know oh he does I know for trag come on I know I know I know I know I I don't try to make a big deal but I was like when I fall if I fall in love I fall fast fast right and it's like yeah probably
no I don't know it was kind of almost like I don't know I just I just like the guy um and we had we have a connection and uh but yeah I understand you need coffee me too I'm going to order some Starbucks and I'll try I'll try to take you guys with me but my my stream might end when I go walk over there if I have some data left might not end I just ended
yesterday I'm GNA order I need some coffee too but guys if it does end I will be back too I just uh I need a nice little little pickme up right now right uh oh oh my God this is like my nightmare I had this nightmare where I was trying to order Starbucks and it was like logged out hold I need let me see
if it will sign and I couldn't sign in and so I think it will sign in hold on okay signed in okay and do I do I have I I think I might have enough to like pay for it on the card already hold on it's open okay Sim and DOL latte three shots or
I'll just do two shots I'll a regular cinnamon DOL latte cuz okay check out oh I don't have enough but that's
okay I might as well get I might as well get the extra shot though hold on you have to go to work in a few hours your secret is number two you already you already uh I know you I knew you already psyche you fall instantly Blue Lotus yeah I know it's like I'm basically I have I have Venus in my 12th house and that's about like you like have
longdistance relationships or like secret relationships and stuff like that and it's like but it's also in Sagittarius which means travel and stuff like that and so it's like I know I'm GNA have to travel to meet this person and I know it's like they're probably for long distance and it's like I know it's like there's a lot I don't see in it okay T butterfly you have to work in a few hours yeah I'm going to try to order this coffee
do I have the coffee I want in my my my cart I'm just going to get the extra shot well empty my cart okay I'm GNA okay so what what do we have here's my options guys I
have um hot coffee latte I can have cinnamon dolce or blonde yeah cinnamon dolce right right my heart is soft and it's like I and I don't mean any harm to people I me it's like really it's like and those people that that all those people that that love me it's like it was just be it was because well with
with Emma's situation it was because my heart was hurt for what she said and she said something that was like maybe trying to help but it you know and but it hurt my feelings and then her feelings got hurt because my feeling okay right just like that similar to what's happening with yesterday with the I won't even say their names and stuff like that but they but I didn't hurt
their feelings though I like I didn't do anything to them actually which is like the difference but they hurt mine and they um they just basically just dropped me without without clarifying without saying a word um they just dropped me and that hurt my feelings and so oh guys okay I'm going to order this
no I need I need I need the three shots this today I'm trying to trying to do the three shots I do I do have a soft heart I do have a soft heart okay and I also I'm willing to forgive too it's like I understand there's misunderstandings they misunderstood me and so of course there going to be misunderstandings but then basically
last night I probably said some some harsh things and that you know probably uh trying to maybe trying to destroy destroy the relationship know so you know cuz I can't take um the back and forth I can't like take I'm not
going to like be apologizing for weeks and stuff like that I'm trying to do my best okay I'm GNA order this PayPal okay um add $10 no have enough for next time
okay perfect okay I'll take you guys with me I can you guys want to see in my neighborhood a little bit I'll try my my my my my B might die but I'll take I'll take you as far as I can go okay okay it's on its way guys ready for a vlog I don't know
my phone my phone will probably die let me just turn off my Wi-Fi
hold on yeah guys I'm out of data and so I have to turn my Wi-Fi back on I will just be right back you guys want to wait for me I'm I'm going to put a little message up yeah you're right for we try you you have good advice you have good advice
but yeah I'll be right back guys wow thank you guys for hanging in there um I'll be back in like 5 10 minutes okay it's just like few minutes away right love you guys appreciate you be right
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back hey guys what's up got I got my Starbucks okay thank you guys for waiting I play my I'm GNA play my my welcome message again so everyone can come back in here there you go Play Welcome to the night the cards laid out for
show star shine is so bright watch the secrets unfold there's magic in her hands whisper what the future holds dance to the
mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the with yeah yeah yeah wo
hearts in the bance every card and Open Door feel the romance in every arang L Destiny inwin as the moon begins to
soar dance to the mystery yay yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah yeah
W Crystal Vision and her gaze time can steal this moment life un certain dance we Chase with love W and
potent dance to the mystery yeah yeah yeah soow let the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah yeah w
hello Shan what's up yeah sorry guys I had to I just had to go get a Starbucks real quick also be able to what's up nice to see you also be able to have more energy and like and they go a little bit longer anyone wants to come on the panel tonight the link is pinned you can come on the panel I'll do a reading for you I'll do reading for you if you're just just want win in chat I got cards for you guys but yeah we're
just talking about some unfortunate Unfortunate Events good morning Isn't that cool Shan that's I love it it's like um and that's thank you to DJ alectra because she made that and she like she said she listened to like the song 100 times so it was perfect and it was just like the most beautiful amazing video you you get one of course you can
um Shan of course so what I have for you today Shan Shan for Shan this morning let me P up a little bit okay Shan come through for Shan please okay Shan okay what do we got here we got the devil card okay it was also it was in
Reverse okay so that I think this means overcoming overcoming some some attachment to the material world thank you Blue Lotus thank you yeah so Shan it was in the reverse um when it came out but yeah it's a devil card and these people are there's little cute little demon I think that's
that's that asteroth right there and I'm not sure B there's the devil and so sometimes but this is coming out of coming out of the um like coming out of the attachment you're it's like the devil in Reverse that's like I I consider myself kind of a devil in Reverse you know I'm a Capricorn energy but I'm U I'm
definitely coming out of the devil energy okay T of Pentacles okay you got the T of Pentacles in the upright this is like a material okay yeah so because of this because of this um this releasing yourself from the attachment then you're gonna get everything you want right there's all these T of Pentacles a lot of lot of abundance around you a lot of Happiness like a and also there's a Mercury in the middle there's a Virgo uh on there and there's
all these flowers it's just abundance flowers of material stuff you attached from the guys been talking to yeah right and who in voluntar you're voluntarily changed right and and then we have the Queen of Wands okay so this is really this is really awesome for you Shan because and you're coming into that abundance and you're and you're also coming into your Mastery of your of your
emotions of your of your Firepower and you're really really awesome awesome cat I just see like a big um a big beautiful fiery halo around you and uh got the sun above you beautiful Lion Son and uh in control in control of your of your
emotions and and your power and your and your fire okay so hope you like that hello again what's up tiger butterfly got my coffee it's m as Cinnamon Dolce Latte three shots yesterday I had one and it kept me give me awake for most of the day um yeah yesterday I I think I got I got a little bit wasted because I was in a little bit in shock and I
didn't I forgot to eat yesterday so I was uh yeah t tiger butterfly awesome everyone say hi to each other Al yeah everyone's coming back and I feel bad leaving the chat when there's like a lot of people in chat up here yeah what wrong when I walked by my neighbor's house they have they have Freya inside and she was sitting at the uh on the window you know Freya is an outdoor cat she likes to be outdoors she just comes
in I have a cat Nam Marbles and he like he he scares the other cats he and he fights them he just came back after six months so was really happy he came back but you know he's much bigger and he's a little bit wild and like the other cats are scared and uh but so my neighbor has taken uh she she brings a couple of her my cats inside and actually I I actually
um one of the cats fell in love with her and stuff like that so I was like yes you can have you can you can have the cat you can have a you can have tux tux is a sweetheart and he really doesn't like Marbles and marbles fought with him and stuff like that and so so there's also coyotes and stuff outside and so it's it's really nice that they um they they they take my cats in and stuff like that
and but FR fre is a little bit of a wild cat I'm still here what's up the cop yeah cinnamon DOL latte three shots triple yep what your meowing what's your and you know I woke up this morning with when Lenor was walking in my face my my blanket you're there are you there this is my little sweetheart he never leaves my side are you always here yeah he's always he like always
here you go under the under the blanket with me and you watch me when I in I'm in the shower and you always always here you got the little lazy eye your sweetheart you're purring he's purring for the chat how are you good oh yep how are
you yep Barry cat fight right so yeah yeah guys I'm still I'm just I'm kind of reeling but I I um you know who you know who who who was there for me like you know who has a Discord and well all like um they they have a they're a celebrity they're they're
famous and they I have a Discord and they let me they said I said can I share my channel they're like they're like you can post anything you want any any anytime here okay and it's like um so that's Alisa Jordana and she has always been good to me and it's like I know always she's a controversial person and like people he'll have their opinions
about her and stuff like that um I don't judge people based on oh you did thank you Barry I'll probably be kicked out of there as soon as I as soon as I come in but I will uh yeah me let me check it out I will I I will uh I'll join his Discord yesterday I got kicked out of two discords you know like really close friends and then they just block me on
their chats and I was always in their chats and stuff like that thank you
Barry I'm in I think I'm in I I must complete a few steps before I talk okay verified email address yeah okay I think I'm in he you can welcome me there thank you for thank you for inviting me I'll probably be kicked off he'll probably probably kick me right out but uh thank you
anyway I get kicked out of a guys I get m i get muted in chat my f I have close friends that just like dropped me I don't know what's wrong with me what's going on and then I get kicked out of kicked out of people's discords and stuff like that but you know thank you Emma for letting me back in your Discord
and it caus all this kind of drama in there she doesn't like the drama but she says but I think she likes a little bit of drama I think I think it's a or else she would just kick me out it's like if guys if if you hate me why do you kick me out of everywhere and then like keep us as friends on like
why is the communication lineup why why I don't understand it's like but coffe is brewing awesome tiger butterfly yeah this one's good it's like and I still have most of it left it's a nice Starbucks is really good you know it's like a really I made a lot of coffee of my own um you know I had a coffee maker and stuff like that but it's like I was drinking too much coffee
probably I just mix it with like um um with Swiss Mist and stuff like that and put a packet of hot chocolate in I have mochas every day but and then when I quit quit you know it's like I was like I don't I don't have withdrawals from alcohol I withdrawals from coffee you know and so I I basically I just have it rarely now I have it so so it works so
yeah let's enjoy our coffee this morning we're having a nice little little um powwow little chat anyone want to join the panel you're welcome nice to seeing you guys s in the morning n 10 nine people in the chat okay awesome we're having a nice nice little nice little morning also um I ordered
GrubHub last week but I fell asleep before the GrubHub got here and so they refunded that as a credit right and then they also gave me a $10 Bon I don't know they just put another 10 bucks in there so I have a I have I'm definely going to be having a little treat tonight it's a nice Thursday it's happy Thursday are you g
me a kiss hey what weing are you going me a kiss on look at this guy you're down there oh we had a guest tonight this morning welcome tiger butterfly hello hello how are you this
morning I know last you said last night you were in a little a little bit of a bad mood last night yeah well no I had crazy dreams oh you did okay you remember any of them you want to share I love U I love having yeah 7:15 here I was at
home with and we all go outside and all of a sudden there's like this wave of I don't know it looked like CGI digital portal type oh wow and then all the buildings as that wave
started coming all the buildings turned from you know the regular buildings we have like brick and cement and all that kind of stuff they all started turning into like plastic oh wow it looked like they were all made out of like plastic windows and plastic you know
like it was so weird is weird and then we all like got into like these Bubbles and traveled to an entirely different planetary solar system type of thing it was so weird that's crazy some of the people actually turned into robots and some of them turned into
aliens it was just like what on that feels a little bit like pretty close to reality too like like I think I think we're all you know we have a lot of we have some animatrons here we have some alien beings in like the skies here we I think like the Earth is like like the the zoo of the of the so of the of
the universe like and we and I think there's all kinds of beings and and things I think it's like a you know like it's like a museum or Garden or something we have we have everything here we have so many things here oh that's that's Mr Mr Trix want to say hi to tiger butterfly uh oh she dropped off yeah I'm sorry if I uh I didn't mean to interrupt
you or anything I'm sorry but yeah I know people drop off too um thank you tiger butterfly for coming on sharing your dream and stuff like that I'll share a dream I had one time that I it's very Vivid is that I was oh yeah here she comes
sorry you're back I am I'm sorry no no problem no problem um because you you mentioned the wave okay so I had this dream I was that my parents are on this like on this they they have a ranch and it's like a little bit elevated it's like a little bit of a and with the in the ocean ocean view and stuff like that
but I remember I was there and um and all these all the trees started started falling down around oh all the trees started falling down in the area and stuff and then there was a big flood and the water started Rising yeah Earth is a zoo right there's there's a there's a song called um Babylon Zoo um you know it's a really who's who who's it by let
me see maybe I'll play it but U it's called Babylon
Zoo what's up up guys how are you doing yeah oh oh my gosh Sam man likes Beetlejuice I love Beetle Juice yeah I'm on samon Sam Man's uh Sam Man's Discord now and someone wants their cards
read okay so I'll I'll go back there sure have a lot of fun there how are you guys doing today oh scar Michelle had her cigarette trick is over here what you're over there you're over there ping my blanket how are you how are you
sir he a little sweetheart how are you guys I I premiered my uh you know I um streamyard I I was I thought it was like 10 bucks a month or something I thought it was like you know and then I like got a charge um you know I I thought I paid for the year because I got like a $90 charge last month and I was like oh that let's take care of the year for streamyard and then
the next month I got another $90 charge and I was like I was like oh I look and it was like I was on this Advanced plan which is like $88 a month plus they charge me for dat data and stuff which I don't need because only I don't need to save it on streamyard yeah and so um I was pretty much in shocked and streamyard is more expensive than I thought but you know what it's like it's
really worth it and because I you know I I have a um I have a unlimited time to talk I can play my intro I can have I can have really cool other features and stuff like that and my show is really taking off and I and also I have my own logo now up there so yeah I I'm I'm on
the but I'm on the basic plan now like the $90 is like whoa It's like a little bit little bit much so but I'm on a basic basic plan yeah so there's a song called Babylon Zoo I'll say I think it's it's by basem man now I remember Spaceman Babylon zo so I love you tiger butterfly thank you for coming and everything and uh I'm
sorry if I interrupted you or if there was another reason besides your phone having problems today yeah Earth is a zoo right right you know it's like and sometimes more than other like maybe literally right but it's like we Gardens here we have every probably like a lot of species of you know plants animals a
lot of amazing variety here things are changing evolv like Earth is an amazing place and that's what I think thing about spirituality is like they say you know people want to be God or they want to be the devil or whatever but it's like I think the best thing to be is human because as a human we can experience um we can experience things we can experience The Duality we can see
ourselves we can look at ourselves in the mirror um we can fall in love here um and we can like find friends and we can find we we just like learn a lot of lessons you were there thank you tiger butterfly love you Blue Lotus if you would like to be a mod just let me know I I'm just like I I I do have I do like to ask people now because some people don't want to be but
and it's like and you don't have to do anything in chat it's just like to make sure that um you can like click people's links and uh and just like that your trusted friend of the channel and stuff like that because you're you're awesome I want to thank everyone um it's been on been on for an hour but I was you know I still have all my coffee left have more
readings so thank you guys you're hanging out with me trying to find out how to read the chat and knocked you out oh okay yeah I I know it's like when you're on streamyard it like it um there's only the back chat is there and it's like I have to be on a separate device or have it on my TV like the show on the TV and stuff and then I can see the okay BG thanks a lot I do have a job
it's called it's called professional streamer and you see my little Prof my little professional logo right there um and uh you see my intro you you you get you get a job I have a job yeah who are you BG why are you harassing me this morning I don't like to be told to get a job um he's it's death it's death I know it's death okay
go ahead death because only that's the only person I would say such well my neighbors were telling me to get a job and stuff I was like I'll work at McDonald's I don't care if I work like McDonald's makes $22 an hour right it's not really a bad I made my last job I was making $15 an hour and I was doing a lot of work and so it's like I know jobs pay well and stuff like that right now I'm almost monetized um you know it takes a while to get
monetized and work on do the YouTube grind you have to do a lot of I know I do a lot of work but I was like also I have fun when I do my job and uh I do tarot card readings I've done over 1,00 readings on Etsy 1,00 professional readings on Etsy and uh so I'm uh and I'm okay having Starbucks this morning so obviously I'm not doing that bad right
so you know cats are fed um you know I got that that fresh litter in the litter box and uh I'm I got a roof over my head and uh you don't you don't have to tell me what to do I don't know who you are but you sound like death that's that that death
or blade would say it's okay uh oh what's going on here uh oh someone's blocked from chat okay let me check hold on
he said he's blocked okay so I know how to do this you have to go to block people because maybe somebody I do I did have like um some Rogue mods and stuff like that uh okay let me see let me see if he was blocked today what's going on here I have to check out make sure that yeah I know it happen it wasn't me
it wasn't me that did it I wouldn't do that Allied you were fine here me see it wasn't today I don't know who did that I'll check it out hold on guys if you bear with me I just have to check my blocked
um let me see if I can find this um
I don't know how to unblock from YouTube chat I know there's just a little easy page okay found it my account got to Google block list and then we'll see if you're on there someone was blocked why why is
that some they blocked users no um okay I have to go to my other account py ter Channel let me see no you're not blocked I don't know yeah I only have one blocked person and
it's not you um like you ter yeah I have no idea Allied hidden users hidden YouTube chat unblock
okay YouTube Studio find user in the hidden user section okay YouTube Studio I have that I have YouTube Studio bear with me guys I'm still learning all this um
settings and it's not not easy I need YouTube account profile YouTube Studio settings Community hidden users settings
Community oh my gosh this is yeah I don't know um somebody like there's a there is a uh there's a way to uh do it I'm sorry I just have I have one block person excuse me
I'm just to let him
know used to be easy like I could do it from like my oh I can do it from my settings and my thing let me see if I have if I go to my regular YouTube and go settings channel settings community is there community no it's not there's no Community there um General I don't
know I need to figure it out but yeah that's unfortunate and uh yeah let me know guys if there like you ever if if you ever get like I don't really block people um I I think I have one person blocked I'll try one more thing I I need to unblock YouTube chat you're having trouble with disabled comments you see like three dots edit comment section
allow and comment okay settings Community I just can't is there a link how to unhide from YouTube chat simply it says simply sign
in okay
YouTube Studio profile YouTube Studio settings Community like YouTube I don't know yeah if anyone knows like the I know there's like a link that you can like use oh hold on community is there Community settings
yeah I don't know like it always changes all this stuff and it's like the instructions don't work for this try one more thing YouTube my account. google.com um let's see okay block
list good morning He-Man yeah I know that's kind of pisses me off I don't I I don't know why people are a block people have
different yeah okay there should be nobody blocked though I just have one blocked
user I'm sorry guys I'm sorry if I'm sorry if you get blocked and stuff like that I not have coffee for this yet I know I haven't I I need to I'll figure it out good morning He-Man how are you guys doing yeah I need to finish my coffee oh look into it Allied Master computer because I that's that's not that should not be happening right you've heard some other creators get a mod that does wrote how account they don't like yeah and oh God
yeah it happens on like on Benny's chat and it's um and I do have like um some people that were mods that are now you know trying to block people and stuff I need to go and if I can fix that right guys if you get blocked it's like it's not me that that does it I I I have nobody blocked um I should have nobody blocked
in my chat and there's a way I I did figure out a way before there was like a special link and stuff like that because all it's showing is like the people that I block and stuff like that people that I have blocked that nobody should be blocked so I'm not ion I can't um I can't figure it out right now I tried um but I will finish my coffee and I'll look into it um today yeah sabotage
right and I right yeah yeah oh yeah yeah you know Benny he has he has a painting with the lady with the fan and like the boob yeah um Benny was actually got me started um he helped me start my channel and stuff like that and I was a mod on his channel for a long time and then um then um there's this guy I'll say blade or
whatever his name is blade you're newly sub to Benny yeah I know that I know that Benny that's Benny Blanco Benny Brad is his name and he has long hair and he's like really this really cool younger guy right I know yeah Benny um basically was let me he would fall asleep and stuff he would pass out on on streams and then I'd be in the chat and we'd all be just like there'd
be a lot of people in the chat when I first came in there's like 100 people in his chat and then he got Shadow banned I think but I would do terot readings and stuff and then I'll be like can I want to start streaming he's like you need 50 subscribers yeah um well you know um Blue Lotus um you need to contact them on Instagram or you need to like find them other way cuz if because you can't comment on on once you get um blocked
from a channel your the comments your comments get deleted in the comment section so sometimes they don't see it and stuff like that and yeah but that's happened unfortunately to me where it's like um mods block me and then I um and I contact the person the mods keep blocking me and stuff like that and it's like you know I can't you know I can go on all I can do is you know the Disneyland Haunted Mansion right he has
he has a little haunted house and the painting right it's very cool it's called The Lady of the castle um it's a really cool painting you went through Discord oh you went through Discord and they didn't yeah yeah it's like sometimes they just trust their like seriously and God guys that's why it's like when I was on Modern channels and stuff like that it's like I couldn't say what I wanted to say in in chat like
like here you can say whatever you want and it's like as long as you're respectful to people but I would like make jokes and then they like oh I don't like you making jokes and you're representing my channel and then it's like and then they and then also whatever their mods say to them they listen to but they was a mod they didn't listen to me I I would tell them things and they they would ignore me but everything else they believe they always believe they're like I heard you that I heard you did this I heard you said this
I heard I heard I heard it's like how about like actually like going to my video and you can like see for yourself if you saw if you I I saw you say this one thing I heard about I heard I heard I heard like Emma was like oh I heard you're you're saying awful things about me no maybe I was I was talking about you and telling the story of what Happ happened and saying I was hurt but I
didn't say anything negative about you I've never I don't do you guys know like oh the painting okay so the painting is called Lady of the castle imagine not having 20 YouTube accounts I know um um nobody in chat ever acknowledged so it's called Lady Lady of the or Mistress of the cast or Lady of the cast I'll tell you about it it's a really cool
painting see if I can find it
this one right here right it's Jose puer a lady of the castle right yeah and it's and oh yeah actually you can't even see in in his painting but there's a guy standing right there right it's like I like I I never even noticed that guy standing right next to her but I always you know but she's like the sun he's kind of like the moon right there right um it's called The Lady of
the castle and and it's by um um by puer his name is puer by Jose puer p p ye T so you can't really see the guy in this one this was what in Benny's that's what it looks like but there's like actually like a
guy standing right there looking at her in the shadows it's really cool no yeah no no no yeah it's Lady of the castle by Jose pu p p ye T it's really cool and uh yeah you can you can read all about it but yeah but when I was there like I don't know if I was we were all just drunk drunk in the chat or something but I
used to see that painting move and I used to see her like to put the fan down and like show her nipple and stuff like that so I was like the lady of the castle this this you can kind of see almost a nipple but yeah she would like show the nipple and stuff like that really cool painting it's on Benny Benny Blanco bny Benny bread I don't think Benny cares for me anymore it's like um you know that's like you know and he's
he's nice to me and stuff like that but it's like and then I was like I it's like thanking me I was like I was like you you created a monster like in streaming he's like what he's like no he's like I didn't create a monster like BL blah and I was like yeah you could you help me I just want to thank you I just I thank him a bunch of times and then I asked about ip2 and he was like he just brushed me off he UNM moded me and uh and
then heed everybody except blade I like I there countless people that were like can you tell uh Benny to unblock me and stuff like that they're like like I don't know why I got block there's a rogue there's Rogue mods in his chat I've seen him I've seen him operate in his chat and stuff like that and they would they would just delete people for no reason un block them and stuff there's only so much I can do also in Emma's chat we have she has Rogue mods
um who I saw like um deleting people for no reason and stuff like that and or just like overreacting and stuff like that and it's like hiding people and it's like she says don't hide people she says just time them out and stuff like that but she can't see that what's going on in the chat like that so I I I I warned her and it's like and then I can't do anything about it anymore
so yeah but I yeah I know AC I I know um I I know AC that you were the same AC that from trient chat that night when I went to Trident chat one night T night I got modded in try nuts um this person named AC in the chat um hid every single person there were like 20 people in the chat they hid every single person but I except for me because I was I was modded
and stuff like that and then he figured it out and stuff like that and they're like oops and then uh and then they came um and I was like to Emma's chat and I was like are you the same ACD that from Trident and they're like yeah I that's know from Trident so it's like it's and so AC that wants to be a mod the same chat okay AC's a good mod for for M or whatever yeah AC just turn on turn on me
um Galactic turn on me um clumsy turn on me traveling Gypsy turn on me um I don't know it has to do with blade blade definitely turn on me and blade also um um did revenge porn on my Discord server yeah guys I don't I I don't really I don't if I say something negative it's like it's like for probably for a reason because I'm a I'm a sweet person right it's like I will
I'm loyal I would love you and I will not say anything negative about you unless you like um no it's clumsy Clairvoyance not not clumsy not not clumsy Bean gang right um you know clumsy Bean gang oh is that you is said BG Bean gang I don't know I don't know if clums I don't know I don't think he's gay but uh he's a nice guy I mean he's a cool guy you know it's like I don't know it's
like he's on those like Joker's panel and like he's V's panel and stuff like that sometimes a little bit negative and and stuff like that but how are you hanady uh what's up how are you beautiful Avatar yeah I don't know if that's is that you clumsy clumsy clumsy is gay yeah well yeah you know I remember the Mexican guys and stuff like that I think I was hitting on him the
first time I saw him but he's not really that my type he's a little bit you know I like kind of like more thuggish thuggish Thug type but yeah he's he's cool I don't know and it's like he says it says broom gang right and then there all the stories about him in a broom and stuff like that it's like if there's if there's stories about you in a broom that are not true why are you called broom G I don't
know he's like you're reminding everybody of that that that really horrible story about where I don't know it's like they said someone stuck a a a broom up his butt when he was locked up or something like that I'm not sure and he said it's not true I I don't know it's very it's very confusing guys and then I was like his name is broom G I don't know he six
brooms I I don't know but guys that's but I was when I I did go to I went to jail for like three days yeah he shaved his eyebrows and tattooed Brom broom gang on them yeah ouch right well I heard that just happens to the worst people and stuff like that oh I hear a dog outside yeah um I don't know when I went to I did go
to jail for a few days in 2018 I went to for three days and uh nothing bad happened to me you're to work He-Man okay Positive Vibes and energy thank you He-Man yeah and and guys sorry for the explicit story and stuff like that but yeah I had a nice time in ja like and everyone was really nice to me and stuff like that and I I would I also I feel like I could stand
up for myself there in a certain way all I to do is like not bother people or like threaten people I love you thank you positive vibes and uh and this I I I was just with myself and uh and I was a trusty I just say for a few days but everyone was like everyone was really nice to me though it was It was kind of fun it was like a little it was like
camp for a weekend right and uh I never had I didn't have one problem there not one problem everyone was just everyone was nice to me even the from the cops to the everybody everyone was nice to me because and I was skinny and people were like oh you're so skinny you're like we have to do 500 pups a day you have to work out uh guys it was just it was for really yeah few days for traffic violation yeah tiger butterfly yeah say
it was basically I think when I my what what happened was I got I had a couple possession like minor like misdemeanor possession stuff and then I got pulled over without driving without registration my registration was expired and so and then I was like I was in community service but they're like oh well you can do commun service for like 15 days or you can do like a few days in jail and I was
like I was like I was like okay that sounds interesting I want to take one of the girls braided your hair yeah well did you hear about when Martha Stewart Went to went to prison and Martha Stewart went and then she like taught everyone how to decorate and how to make how to make really good food I don't know it's like she it was just like you know I don't know she was a
minimum security stuff like that but yeah Cy Cy jail was not the the worst part was it's it's the smell and some of the toilets were not working and stuff like that and it was not comfortable and the food was not good right um but I like the I like the guys there like there no one was mean to me no one threaten me no one it was no it was just like everyone was trying to help me and
stuff like that because I'm kind of skinny and and also I'm also gay when I went to the straight you know there's also where they they take gay people put them on a different kind of wing it's like I call the drag queen Wing but it's like you know I was like I want to be with like I want to be the straight guys and stuff like that and so I I went to the the straight the straight wing and stuff like that grab my lighter real quick I'm sorry
but yeah guys it's like you know stuff happens you know um you know it's like it's not really not that serious sometimes and it's like you know I I I did my sentence I did my community service it's like I I'm you know so and I haven't not I've not even I've maybe talked to the police a few times just been they've been pulled over and stuff like that um jaywalking and stuff like
that but you know since then I no no problems at all that's almost well it's almost like uh it's like six it's 2018 to 2024 it's six years so without an incident and uh my my record is clean I have no felonies this minor stupid little misdemeanor
crap and so don't and I'm honest about this because I I like I like to share my stories and I like to help people help people and like you know and also like and I relate to people and you know I know we all been through um unfortunate incidents and some you know sometimes they're our fault sometimes there other people get us involved in it and stuff like that
it's just a learning experience right so so I like to be honest and share my hair is all messy this morning I just had bedhe head woke up I still have my half my coffee left um been on for a nice hour 22 minutes I had my unlimited streaming this
month got my video up things are going good but you know when things AR going good then your real friends colors will show so and there's jealousy involved and there's you know Envy Envy is the root of the evil eye there's a lot of um people that are secretly hating you and people that don't want you to succeed there's a crabs in a bucket or crabs in
a barrel kind of thing where it's like and a a crab will try to climb out of the barrel and all the other crabs will start grabbing at it and dragging it back down right because they're like they're like don't leave us in a certain way but they're also like we don't want you to succeed and so you know you'll find those people you know you but that's the good thing is like people's true color really will show and and when
when the chips are down um you'll see who really is there for you and and who forgives you and who U who understands you and who doesn't really know you and and misjudges you and will do you wrong in in two seconds there's a lot of stuff going on nowadays in this world where people are just not loyal um and don't want you to succeed right and you can
like try your best and like love them but you know at the end of the day people were saying last night they're like they're like stop apologizing people stop stop stop stop begging for forgiveness It's like because it's like they just like to see you dble and stuff like that right to kick someone out of your dreams last night right yeah on the astral plane there'll be
attacks physical plane there'll be attacks but you know at the end of the day you'll find who your friends truly are when the chips are down right A lot of people are crabs yeah there's a lot of there's a lot of crabs around us and you know we have big crabs in the barrel and there also that's what also what the gatekeeper kind of thing is it's like we can get to a certain point and then it's like they
have people there to like take you down or like not let you in or stuff like it's like and you have to like you know you have to know the bouncers and stuff like that to get to a few places but luckily I know a few bouncers and so I've been lucky I'm succeeding right now I so many people tell me oh your show is like toxic your panel's toxic you have to like kick out all these
people that that I that I love and stuff like that and I was like no I was like I like how my show is and it's like yeah I get drunk sometimes and I sometimes I pass out on stream and stuff like that but I have people I trust that can run it and stuff like that and it's like I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings or let them know or think I'm abandoning them it's like sometimes I'm just like you know I don't I'm I'm not in the right right State of Mind to be to be
talking or some I get tired and stuff you know and so um and and it's like people are having good conversations and stuff like that so if I hurt somebody's feeling I'm sorry it's like I know it's never intentional U I just want to you know wow I'm I'm very misunderstood person right I'm a little bit controversial tiger butterfly right I don't know I like a little I grew up on
the Howard Stern like listen I like that sense of humor I like um his how he interviews um and how he has all these different people on the show and he he actually like he'll make he'll goof on people and people will have fun and goof on each other but it's like at the end of the show it's like they're all hugging and they love each other and they and he gave people um like a like that maybe would be outcasted normally
in society give them some Fame and some new life and stuff like that and so I that's what I like to do too I like to uh have all types of people like I they have you know some people are are um are are more salty than others and and more sweet than others right but it's like um and you know I like to have interesting people and stuff like that and so and I like to have open panels that people are
say oh just have your just have your panels for your Discord or like yeah I like I like having anybody that wants to come in come in and it's like as long as you don't kind of bomb bomb me or like hurt my show like intentionally these guys I'm getting so close I'm almost at my 3,000 watch hours I'm at like 2200 I think right now so and it's like I I got a th last month so
I'm on my way by to get monetized by this uh by next month you know I'm doing really really well I've got and then it's like I look at my demographics it was like last year was like all a straight little line then this year I just went whoop and just straight up and so I'm getting I'm just getting a lot I'm getting a lot of good attention and
I like how I'm running like I run things like I want them to because it's my show right and so you can't let people tell you what to do and oh you need to do that you need no you don't need to do anything you do what you think is right right you run your show like you want to run your show you know we all we have this uh we all have this uh this power to like do and it's like other people are going to try to tell you tell you things and like yell at you and stuff like that and and think they're right
and like they know they know better and stuff like that no I'm running it like I want to I'll make mistakes right I'll have um I'll have people the toxic people on um sometimes but is I think is 99% of the people like awesome genuine good-hearted funny people like wow the the good outweigh is a bad by so much and so it's like it's worth it to have be able to meet me people right you're
lightweight your head would be banging the next day yeah with alcol I I didn't eat like I I have a burrito um that I got the other day and I was like going to eat the rest of the burrito and then I uh and I fell asleep and I I woke up at like 6:00 in the morning and I was like I was like you know what I want to stream i g to have a cough some coffee and stream and and talk to everybody you
know I had a little bit of a uh I just had a little bit of a shocking day yesterday guys I know you guys heard the story and you can and then you know but clumsy Clairvoyance wow really shocking really shocking turn of events right um if you guys know she was in my chat all the time and you
know always always nice support and then I I I made one little mistake which is not even it was not an intentional mistake trying to hurt anybody's feelings I just posted a picture of somebody while at the same time I was talking about what's up hello hello how are you
darling yeah so still drinking your coffee Cofe in though okay good working a lot well that's great taking up my days off and extra hours 12 hour shifts 13 hour shifts I'm just
like yeah one more day and I'm all for three good look forward to you get a nice nice break right yeah um oh um's what's up Joshua Joshua I tried to steer towards something witchy it didn't work out sorry man yeah I'm not I'm not sure what you means by that but um yeah did you you remember clumsy from the chat like
there was clumsy Clairvoyance and like and then I don't know if you ever saw traveling Gypsy and they were always like so supportive and so and we always always positive and you know I've pissed them off before and they they've yelled chewed me out before but then I made I made one little mistake and then that without talking to me without anything I know I'm gonna stop talking the story without saying anything without talking
to me without getting my side of the story based on somebody's screenshot where they edited out my my actual comments that I said after after the thing right where I clarified it made it made it look worse right it made it look like oh and that asking me anything then they then clumsy came in last night and she's like she's like that's rich like I wasn't even talking about her at the time and then she's like well you she's like I know you
meant it and you're you're you have a bad bad heart and uh and U and I and I know it and uh and you're gaslighting everybody in the chat like no she was gaslighting me because you know what gaslighting is gaslighting is when um you tell somebody they're doing something wrong with when actually you're doing something wrong or you make some you're trying to drive somebody crazy and actually uh and then say they're crazy and stuff like that it's
like it's like a total like mind kind of thing and it's like and I don't do that you know I'm I'm familiar with it because i' it's been done to me so much but I because of that I'm able to like not to to recognize it and and not do it to other people I know how bad it feels right that's in the end that's what's the wichy word of the day it's gold Gold Dust Woman rock on Gold Dust Woman that's the witchy word of the day
or um Season of the Witch or something like that Josh you see 911 or 119 do you have do you like numerology tiger butterfly or or certain numbers or I know you like 107 because that's that's us right right I know a lot of numerology stuff oh you do much some that I know but he says he sees 911 or 119 well I
personally I would say that emergency right L you do what's your take on 911 or 19 or 119 or 119 or 111 uh I've heard it's actually a karmic number but nine is endings and 11 is
illumination very interesting I'm a life path nine I'm awake Michael oh you're life path eight okay oh I sometimes associate the life paths with like tarot cards and so for for you like eight is eight is a strength card it's also the infinity symbol and it's also like but I see like a and you're you're such a strong person and you know you've been through a lot and it's like
and you're also like this U this wounded healer just and similar to me I'm also a wounded healer right but I just and I know I see I feel your compassion I feel like your love even if you're it's tough love you know I you can you give me some tough love sometimes and know but it's like it's really you can feel the love right there's a difference between the
tough love and it's like and and the tough hate people can sometimes give right and so I feel I feel the love and I always see the love even if it's in a tough way sometimes sometimes it's that's need for the shakeup right but tough love is not um it's not like abandoning somebody that that's been loyal to you and stuff like that like I like I had done to me right if 1781 is then look up number 27 yeah I'm I'm a
life path nine that's my that's my birthday that's me Josh yeah and tiger butterfli is also January 7th I think we're your we're your part which is awesome and uh there's oh we have another guest today oh tiger butterfly is back sorry I'm need to stop looking stuff up on my
phone yeah it's okay that I know when you're on a on streamyard that can happen last time you talked to BG you cuss you out for no reason he High mush yeah BG came said I need to get a job and stuff today I don't know BG's in the chat I not sure who that is is that bean gang I'm not sure who that is Michael but so so yeah we working a few hours
yeah so I'm just getting my coffee in and uh well it's almost 11: I have to be there at 2: okay good a little bit to go yeah I've been waking up early in the mornings and then like then sleeping in the afternoons and then like waking up and then uh and then um doing my show and then kind of
falling asleep early and I don't know one time I one time I I I slept like the whole day until 10 p.m and that I kind of bucked up my sleep schedule a little bit because you know but uh but yeah I'm uh I've been doing really long streams and having really good chat um numerology
app I picked up a couple third shifts so that just totally messed my schedule up is that if you do a third shift is that overtime overtime hours that's always um yeah some of it I'm a CNA so there's all kinds of hours to pick up is that
nursing certified nursing assistant yep yeah because we had U Michael Michael um his girlfriend is a is a nurse and I so we have a lot and like that's really like uh my father passed away last year and so he had nurses and stuff like that um and then he just like his nurses were pH Filipino I don't you work with some Filipinos or is that
like because I know that he had like a lot of Filipino and he was like and he just like loved he was like they were just like being so cheerful like during like the worst circumstances and stuff like that and like you if they had to mop up blood or something like that and they' just be like singing and like like and they really had good like I don't know but if you're if you're a
nurse right it's like you're gonna see some some difficult and you're G to see some bad and it's like and you're GNA be um do some difficult things right that a lot of people wouldn't want to do um or would like cringe at and stuff like that and you do it with because of their compassion right and it's like it's like it's one
of the biggest U most most uh most uh heartfelt kind of kind of um you going do so that's wonderful your nursing assistant yeah I sing to a lot of my residents you do yeah and it's like you know that and that and you're going you're you're dealing with people that are in like most difficult times of
their life and some you know sometimes in a lot of pain and stuff like that and sometimes going through embarrass where people would say embarrassing things or or like um you know or it's like they have to be care of uh this one boy I was taking care of he was like 19 years old I work at a nursing home but he got into a motorcycle
accident uhhuh and he basically had to relearn how to walk but he was like 19 years old and he was so embarrassed when he had a help clean being cleaned up right I was one of the few people he'd let touch him and that that if you think about it
that's like and there are people that are like embarrassed and it's like you know you're you're naked or and it's like or sometimes you need help with the bathroom and stuff like that and uh and or like sponge baths and stuff like that and it's like and and yeah and so having having a nurse you can trust and like and like that that yeah and she's an RN Michael Michael's girlfriend's an RN and so and blue lotus
ask how do you find your life path number you have to add all all of your um all of your um digits of your birthday until you get to a single digit you just add them up and then add them unless you have a double digit right unless or 11 22 11 33 66 99 right then you and it's considered a master number
yes right and someone was asking about 27 um 27 what I think about 27 is like nine well yeah me it's nine but it's also like um 27 is special number in itself too but it's like you know there's certain Association like the 27 club or it's also a 72 back and it's like it's uh it's a pretty cool number I
have to look up two divided by seven and see see what digit site runs up to you know like 23 if you 23 people say what's 23 and two divided by three is 666 right and so there's like a little um interesting things we can look at in numerology there's also gatria where you can like translate each letter to like a number and so you can like look at your name and then translate each in there's
different systems and stuff like with that that there there's corresponding words that are the same energy as your name and stuff like that it's really you can go to J Matrix g m a t r ix.com type in your name and it'll give you all these different systems of numerology and stuff it's very interesting we can look there's lot that's why also like there's a lot of symbolism and stuff that's why like think a lot of news stories is fake because I always seeing
these like little hints in their name where the names are little coded names because I recognize some of these like little code words and stuff like that I've just done a lot of studying and and and Stu like that friends on Twitter who do that gatria stuff yeah he actually decodes a lot of what I
post that's awesome then says it shows upcoming events you didn't know that I was like no right and and there's a lot of really great YouTube channels like I um I guess there's one called decode reality or something like that um and some people are more familiar with it but it's also like it can be like a little bit of a
rabbit hole sometimes where it's like you can like decode certain words in different systems and and you can kind of like things things will just be synchronistic and stuff like that it can be a little bit Rabbit Hole I'd say find a system that works for you I like a simple system right like that's Chalan where it's like and that's more of a simple system but there's also the Hebrew
gatria and there's englishat there's there's all these different um systems of gatria but it's really interesting and you can find you can decode stuff and you can like decode and you can also decode yourself and all the numbers will really to a tarot card and then they'll translate to like an astrological house and there's all these different things so it can be a rabbit hole though it can
be like some people go crazy looking at all this be a rabbit hole if you go crazy at it yeah so I've been through some rabbit holes and luckily I've I've been able to come out of them and stuff like that what's up Jenny girl how are you Jenny girl Jen Jen's in the chat yeah we're having this interesting conversation with tiger butterfly yeah tiger
butterfly but love we were just laughing last night about how my my clip went viral like and then and you you were you became the star of the show like in that clip I was just irritated okay keep apologizing that doesn't work
jazzing apologizing apologizing guy crying yeah yeah I know and it's like yeah that was his uh very cheerful thing and yeah it was It was a it was definitely entertaining though that was funny and doesn't Al yeah okay the time you were born right in your astrology yeah if you want to do your astrology
chart and like because your ascendant and your moon that can change during the day and stuff like that that's why it's best to have your birth time so you can have exactly know where where it is and stuff and so that's what's the astrological chart yeah yeah um City yeah it has all City in the
location you're born and all that kind of stuff and so a lot of people don't know their time and stuff like that and so then it's like basically you just have to like do a guess like you can put 1200 noon or something like that and then you have to like look at if there are changes during the day and like what most relates to you and stuff like that so and then Josh says two is the energy of communication seven is visible to the naked eye planetary magic also
represents luck and Jupiter's influence right um um and that's say um Mercury Venus like okay so Al two can also be Venus right okay have a blessed day for everyone you're off to the beach for the day have a nice day at the beach yeah and two I also heard Joshua I heard um two is like the most evil number because number one is like the unity and then two is like The Duality and so and so
it's like two is evil because it's like it splits out from the from the natural Unity of everything right but it's like there's really no no good evil number you also also corresponds to Hebrew letters or the alphabet letters and stuff like I mean there's a lot you can look into with this um and if you want to study language it's um you study Phoenician because all all of our all languages are derived from the phenician
alphabet and Phoenician is like sound right and so they had these certain sounds and the Phoenicians were also like the sea people and they were the first um they're the Pirates and they're also like the but they were the ones that were doing the business and stuff like that so it was actually a business language and then so so that's where also the numbers came from yeah and oh so two and seven can be a messenger of
magic he says so 27 oh yeah communication and uh the Jupiter yeah and I uh I I like I you know I'm I'm I have Jupiter and Saturn in my in my uh in the house of Libra right with and there along with Pluto in there and stuff like that so I have these three planets in Libra um I think it's the
sixth house and stuff like that and uh so yeah um but so I but I have Saturn and Jupiter were conjunct when I was born right and and they're they're like very opposite kind of planets Saturn is a planet of Karma and like can be bad luck I'm also ruled by Saturn you too you know you're you're a Capricorn of course but then Jupiter's this planet of blck but I have them both at the same place and so and it's in Libra and so
they're kind of just balancing each other out so I have this like I always have this mix of Karma and and good luck at the same time and so it's interesting it's almost like they cancel each other out but they really it's just like sometimes one is heavier than the other on the scale right just like the Libra scales so really interesting you know tarot astrology learn more about astrology right and it's it's a lifetime
like I've been studying it for years and there's always more to learn you can go each each house has a meaning each plan where the planets are the relation to the planets have a meaning and you can like discover so much about yourself through that's a really cool it's a really cool life I can take a lifetime to learn everything I can and still haven't scratched the surface of it so I think it's gonna be lifetimes of study
study basically but it's really um I I like consider like oh thank you Michael I really uh I really appreciate that it was wonderful reading for her you know I I love reading for her and and you know I I think I have a talent for tarot because I started when I basically when I was eight years old I went to a church Carnival and I had a reading they had a
tarot card reader there and she's like you're gonna be a reader someday and you know and and and I was inspired my my parent you know a lot of people will say tarot's evil and like they against people's religion and stuff like that my parents were always like whatever you're interested interested in go for it but she's but they're like but if you're whatever you whatever is be the be the best you can be like like I would read for my mom when I was little and I'd have my be reading from the book and
she'd be like she's like she be learn all the symbols she like learn it so you you don't you don't have to look in the book like like learn it so well like be good at it so it inspired me so it's been a long process um but you know I I get really good feedback for my readings and stuff like that and I like and say I help people um and that's why I keep keep doing it I'm not I'm not in it I'm
not definitely I'm not in it for any any selfish reason and I don't even read for myself because I'm too biased to read for myself and it's like there's too many things going on in my mind right but it's like I love reading for other people and even especially it's better if I don't know anything about anything about them and I'm just going from the cards because if you know people can have a kind of subconscious effect on it and like
sometimes you get help because you know um you basically know what their question is more and you can like see and you can it's like you don't have to ask for clarifying and stuff but it's also good to do it to go cold and just like this give them your feeling and I'm getting better at my intuition and things like that um women women have a natural um yes be the best you can be right and 11 is a a psychic or spiritual
messenger 11-11 is also 22 and a square or shape having four lines yeah I saw 11-11 yesterday in a chat and I was like it's 11-11 and so that's always like a little you want to look at times on the clock and a lot yeah it's a very it's also I think of like twin twin flames or and a Gateway number and that kind of
thing it's a special number I was in 2012 I was seeing it all the time right it's like I'm really into synchronicities and things like that and so just pay attention like there's all these there's always messages being delivered it's like not only tarot tarot will give you messages and things like that also the animals we see right
now 11 11:07 right so that is awesome yeah and that's the 107 right that's that's our birthday and so really cool hilarious Weare our birthday not crazy it's like and we just like we also have that like you know male Capricorns and female
Capricorns I think there's like kind of a difference in them but it's like we I think we understand each other like I don't know it's like it's like um the female Capricorn the male Capricorns can be like a little bit of a of a Horny Devil and the female Capricorns are can be like a little bit Stern and uh you know it's
and it's like we understand each other women have that aura that many people can see right yeah and then if you palmistry I have this m on my palm I don't know if you can see I have M you see the M right there yep I have it too I have one on each yep I got one I got one on each side too yeah this one's a little bit
different but there yeah there's the M right there an M This and like guys you can look on YouTube there's videos about palmistry if you can if you see like a on your palm or you know palmistry too works but I'm saying like you can you can do divination like I don't know I think um Nick was like trolling me kind of because he was like you know reading from the like these child flash cards and stuff and then like doing kind of
silly readings and stuff like that but you can do that you can do that I mean there's meaning everything there's always um there's so much we don't notice that there's messages everywhere being being given to us and it's like if we like take a minute to observe things and it's like their symbolism everything like life is a symbolic experience in a lot of ways so yeah what do you think about that like you you see animals or
do you see things in nature find feathers or um you know just I see I see when I go outside I I have butterflies flying in my face I like yellow butterflies monarch butterflies I'll have um I'll see squirrels like yesterday the squirrel like comes right up to me like looking at me like they just come down from the trees I'm like Snow White you know how she just had her animal friends and like she had birds flying on her hand and oh today when I
was walking to the Starbucks see seagull just like came flying right over my head and then there a seagull watching from the from the and they're usually not seagulls right and they're usually closer to the ocean but there was like seagulls flying around and stuff and so always um you can always look into like the meaning of uh of the animals like and there's totems and there's certain animals that are gonna are be showing up again and again in your life and these
are messages right you have an X and an m on your right hand you have blue lotus look into that I think yeah I think I I I just have I have this m and and it's like there are some some crosses but I have like this really strong M and that does uh that does have a lot of meaning and palmistry is interesting um all kinds of divination they used to have divination where they would like they
would open up an animal and like pull out it pull out its guts and like dropping on something and they would make shapes and Stu you can like look at tea leaves and stuff like that I mean they have like a lot of different types of divination these are all these are are messages and it's like we kind have an interpretation of it but there there is a meaning there if we we only like um you know sharpen our senses a little bit and pay attention and observe and we can
Intuit it the meaning too we don't necessarily have to like look up look up the meanings because it will mean something to us if we like look at look examine it and so it's really interesting stuff to think about right yeah some of the things I've seen are crazy right have you ever had like um experience with a cryp cryptozoology or
like have you seen or or Paranormal Activity and that kind of thing grew up with it yeah so it's almost it's almost like the normal and some people will like some people will say I've never seen a ghost I've never I've never I've seen a lot of ghost I've seen like I've seen or oras and orbs in the air I've seen um
fairies like all this stuff all this stuff is there right and it's like sometimes it's in the astral us to keep me awake at night oh what did fairies fairies right they be bouncing all over my room and I'm like I can't sleep Mom there's faires all over my bedroom okay Laura I have some
chocolate right well yeah and then there's also like there's also like um the sleep paralysis kind of thing and also like I've heard so many stories of people like seeing like that's what I had last night you did well I had to fight that person off I feel like that was like a couple
nights ago when I was asleep I was like I I I felt myself um with my eyes closed like awake but at the same time I was dreaming and stuff and then I was like I was like saying this this is just a dream and then the other side I was saying No this is real it just felt felt so real but I was like I basically couldn't moved you you know and so I was having and then everyone was else was having um crazy dreams that night too
every like I was so it's like cool to share your experiences and like have people like going through the same things and stuff like that then you know wow this is something more than just myself it's like because we are all connected and stuff like that and so um especially people we come across and we meet for a reason and well there say a reason a season a lifetime and you know sometimes it's a lesson and sometimes we
um you know we love people and and we we can wish them the best and stuff like that but they'll they'll know something something stupid and trivial will happen and then they'll leave you and or they'll drop you like you know you never existed and stuff like that and it's like no matter how much you love them and how you know it's like but that's also a lesson you know and so just appreciate people while we have
them you know because it's like what if um what if I like got went outside and got hit by a car today and I'm dead and then these people that yesterday were were just like Dro me and stuff like that like would they feel kind of bad and like maybe I could have like listened or been been nicer like that's what I think it's like I'm not GNA like
um totally cut people off I I don't I don't really block people unless they really really go over over the line and hurt me and stuff like that I I'll I'll keep the door of communication open I'm willing to listen I'm willing to forgive and forget and like move on and have a fresh start with people but it's like you can't I can't let myself be hurt over and over and over I can't keep apologizing I can't like I can't I can't force people to be my friends or like or
to like me no matter if uh matter what the history is and so it's it's a it's a hard lesson it's it's hurtful it's hard um it's hard losing friends um or you know or people not understanding you or people just like dropping you like like you're nothing I need to plug in my phone real quick I'm sorry all right before my phone dies um yeah it's a but it's lessons you know some people are just there for a season and then it's
like when the lessons learned and then you know maybe the karmic cycle is completed and you went through all you're supposed to learn for that person you know wish them the best let them go and live their life I'm not gonna force myself into people's lives I'm not going to be where I'm not wanted I'm um that's why if I get banned from chats and stuff like that I'll just leave the chats and stuff like that sometimes I'll like try
to come back and stuff but it's like no it's like if they don't want me there I'm not going to like force myself there and I'm not a backwards in order to please them nope right and it's like and I I find myself always apologizing even when I don't think it's my fault because it's like I but it's like you know can only I'm G I'm trying to like not to
stop apologizing so much and like if they and also like let I'll let them go like let them go and do their thing if like they want to come back up but I'm not gonna be like um keep apologizing and like be uh you know bending over backwards and and trying to kiss people's feet and and lick their
butthole and stuff like that to make friends again right it's like I'll just like go you do you I'll be I'll do me and it's like but it kind of like it's just weird like how it's like they'll block me on all these Avenues except for one and it's like they're leaving a door open and then it's like sometimes I'll like go knock on the door and say is anyone home and it's like and then they'll like but they won't be at home
and stuff like that and then they'll just ignore me I I don't know I can only do so much um I I don't like to lose relationships I know I'm misunderstood I I know I'm I'm controversial I know I say things stupid things sometimes and I know I know I'm a fool sometimes and a clown a clown sometimes right I'm a gay icon and don't let anyone tells me otherwise what's up what's up sorry sorry I'm a
gay icon don't let anyone tell me otherwise I'm icon that's awesome I like I like that I'm a gay icon um but uh yeah I don't know um you know I I used to be like very um very very um I I naturally I'm introvert I'm not the kind of person that goes up and we'll talk to people just like and stuff like that but I really come out of my shell a
lot especially since start YouTube and I was like I was very shy at first a little bit and I wouldn't even talk in the chats slow I started talking in chat slowly started like socializing and then be on panels and then starting my channel and then when I started my channel I just did a few videos where I didn't was on camera I was like I don't want to be on camera I don't want to get docks I don't want know I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared there's always reasons we tell ourselves like we can't do
something and I was like no no one will like me and stuff like that and then it's like I find people that love me and uh yeah oh what's up sorry sorry yeah I'm gonna figure out um I'm gonna figure out um how how to unblock you I don't know why you got blocked and that's really unfortunate but yeah someone's been blocking people in my chat I have maybe some Rogue mods and it's like and then I I will never know about it
because I I don't have my chat open all the time I I have the my this my uh my streamyard streams the chat into the thing so I don't I can't see what the mods are up
oh come on doggy doggy or kitty dog your cat I look I see beautiful rain in your picture is that a rainbow a rainbow over like a double rainbow oh that's beautiful I love rainbows I love
rainbows and uh always positive sign I also have this like little little glass um this little glass orb um hanging by the window and when the sunshines through at a certain times there'll be like rainbows scattered all over the room and stuff like that it's just like showers my house in rainbows oh what do you guess who's here um tiger butterfly
guess who's a look at that look how beautiful that is that is gorgeous look at that beautiful snow the beautiful trees oh my God is it snowing I see like a little yeah it's snowing guys this is I'm gonna put on full screen for can you show that one more time show it one more time because I want to see that beautiful okay it's okay yeah guess guess who's in the chat
yeah here we go look at that it's gorgeous I love that tree you know what kind of tree is that you know you know the pine pine tree yeah like this a gorgeous I have an oak free on the other side hey mojojo Mojo says I had a good chat few weeks back your friend noodles
over a Ken you made a good impression oh awesome Sig Sig is Sig is being inappropriate he says I don't know can you see his comment right there he's being very inappropriate this is Sig Sig from the other night and he has a sinkhole he has a sinkhole yeah see that's inappropriate do not tell my do not ask my guest such a question and
he's always telling me to show my butthole so that is just oh my God and it's also that's very fractally like fractals right it's like are isn't nature like gorgeous that that is beautiful thank you so much for sharing that yeah s Sig is uh Sig is in the chat you
know hi Sig I can't see the chat okay you wna thank you Mojo Jo and I'm so I'm so happy um you want to be a mod Jo you can be a mod and stuff like that too you don't have to do anything as a mod in my chat but and I have some Rogue mods but
I trust you you're awesome person I remember being at at Ken's and uh right I got I had a really good time on a panel this morning his name was money 420 and like I went in and then they're like who's this guy right and uh and and uh and then someone in the chat was like I know this guy his he he has really good readings and they're like
okay do I was doing readings and I just was doing one reading after another and I was just really feeling the spirit coming through me I was and everyone's like like one one of the guys I was reading for him and I was like I got the five of Wands and I was like okay five of Wands so it's like you like to fight but it's like a good nature kind of fighting or it's like a it's like a competition but he's like they're like they're like oh my God like he's a boxer like just like like they're like their
just Minds were blowing it's just like you know you never Rogue okay okay you're a good mod okay definitely Mojo Jo I I I uh I appreciate you um I'm going to mod you I coffee got your coffee I finished my coffee already um I dumped
mine there we go what's up everybody everyone's having a great day I'm gonna stay oh it's two hours but yeah I'll stay on for a little bit a little bit longer if anyone jump on the on the panel and say hi or uh um ask anything anyone wants a reading just let me know umry Josh is the only one that's blue in
his in his uh his right but yeah I like to mod people because uh yeah it is because then you can't get you know people like I I get kicked out of a lot of chats and stuff like that so it's always been my like last night at Emma's I went in and then I got um you know I've been with her chat for like seven six months seven months eight months u i was her mod and stuff like that I know her very well and then they the mods
started timing me out every account I would come on they said oh you're trying to start drama
right I don't know you're i' gota get going okay my darling well thank you so much and hair can dry before I leave okay free in this weather I love you I love you tiger butterfly thank you for thank you for coming on and chatting okay have a great day okay
you as well okay great to see you bye yeah well say um so say s it's not about kissing ass like it's like I really like care about these people and it's like it's not kissing their their ass like because I I've seen people kiss people's asses and stuff like that like blade um not Blade the streamer like other blade he was he's just like so such a two-faced person where he he like be doing all this negative and he's like
I'm the devil and then he's be like oh yeah and he's like all like and all just different personalities in chat I'm always I'm always just me you know yeah they can come on the panel you mod everyone in your lives unless you don't know them yeah that that was like um this guy scribbles and and like I went in scribbles and I was like kind of new in the chat and then like people started people started timing me out I mean I just I just said hello and everything
and they're like mod psyche so they can stop timing him out but it's kind of like a hazing thing there and he mods everyone that comes in the chat and stuff like that and he's like share everyone share their links and stuff like that yeah you kind you know but you but you I'm kind but I know the wrong people right and it's like basically I I like to see um or I don't like to see I do see the good on people and I see if people have
a good genuine heart or if they're just a cruel-hearted person and I love uncovering that that that I know I think everyone has heart so even the Grinch right the Grinch even even the Grinch his heart was a little bit too small but at the right moment at the end like his heart started to grow and swell and stuff like that and it's like and so I believe that your heart can uh can
grow and stuff like that you're overly generous because of your watery cancer right ascendant having the moon as a chart ruler right and your Pisces so we have we got some water signs in here right these water signs are very in touch with emotions um in the moon and things like that right and Pisces and ruled by Neptune right and so really touch with your dreams
and right all awesome stuff also cancer cancers are can be very um you know they're in the Shell right they can be crabby sometimes they're the crab right but they also um they love their home they love to be comfortable in their home and they love uh to be safe in their home and surroundings and stuff like that and the water is sented is plague with caretaker yeah I bet a lot of people can relate to that you know
and uh uh yeah my mom is my mom is a you know water sign my dad is a air sign and so their next next next to each other on the Zodiac of cancer Gemini right um but they really my dad was like such a great communicator and so like also trumps to Gemini like and it's like so really good
at like pulling money out of thin air and really um also King of Swords energy there too it's like we're know also Gemini the twins right so the kind of two personalties sometimes buta cancer very emotional very in touch with the moon um ruled by the moon and things like that so moon is always changing phases very the moon also affects the
tides also guys look up especially if you're a woman like the moon sign might have more relevance to you than the sun sign you might even like because women are more in touch with the Moon right and you are a Gemini awesome blue lotus right that's Gemini yeah think I think
so yeah so it's all it's a big lifetime uh lifetime uh study right so guys um I'm just gonna wrap wrap it up um for today I've been on for a nice couple hours I just wanted to do a stream this morning I'll be doing a stream tonight I'll be streaming all month I'll play out my song actually we have 14 people so anyone want to H on the panel or anyone anyone else got anything to say
or else I'll just play play us out on with my uh my song lul I'll post my Discord guys if you guys want to join my Discord you can always reach out to me there if and if you ever have a problem and stuff like that I will be sure to um I'll be sure to uh to to to deal with it just talk to me don't like you know people just like sometimes people just
like leave me and and don't hear me out and stuff like that after a long time of long time of uh friendship and so it's sad but I'm going to post my Discord I'll play us out
okay I love you guys your emotional trigger with lunar extremes have an awesome day guys I'm G to play out us out on my uh my my song I love you guys very much welcome to the night the cards laid
out the show star shining so bright watch the secret sunfold there's magic in her hands whisper what the future holds dance to the
mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah yeah
wo hearts in the bellance every card an Open Door feel the romance in every Arcane L Destiny inwin as the moon begins to soar
Dan to the mystery yeah yeah yeah so let the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah
yeah Crystal Vision and her case time can steal this moment blind Sun C dance we Chase with love woven P dance
to the mystery yeah yeah yeah soow let the tarot move with the Rhythm yeah yeah yeah
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