Psyche addresses an increasingly hostile online narrative targeting him with supernatural accusations while grappling with the emotional toll of coordinated harassment and questioning his ability to continue streaming.
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The episode opens with fragmented audio before Psyche engages with panel participant 'untrackable' 10:03. Psyche expresses visible frustration about accusations of animal sacrifice and supernatural transformation, describing a particularly difficult previous night where he paid for five minutes of speaking time but was interrupted by participants Christina and Amanda [11:35–11:54]. At [20:00–21:47], Psyche reads aloud from posts circulating in online communities that accuse him of harming his cat Lenore through 'cold ritual sacrifice,' claim his appearance has changed due to demon possession (specifically the demon King Paimon), and link his activity to various other creators and alleged donors. Around [31:16–37:42], untrackable shows Psyche a five-minute video essay analyzing the bullying campaign against him, which frames the harassment as 'weaponized empathy' and a 'gamified witch hunt' that treats his real life as fictional lore. The essay notes how online panels casually assassinate his character while pivoting to mundane details like parking or concerts, creating an asymmetry where rumors cost the mob nothing but defending costs Psyche his peace. Throughout the stream, Psyche discusses the impossibility of defending against supernatural claims [39:04–39:15], the fear others have of being targeted if they support him [42:03–42:13], and the toll of nearly two years of daily streaming [43:56–44:06]. By [46:28–48:32], Psyche thanks untrackable and viewers, reaffirms he is human and vulnerable despite appearing strong, and expresses doubt about his ability to continue.
The episode appears to document a critical breaking point where Psyche confronts the consequences of being fictionalized within an online community. The narrative arc suggests a pattern of escalating dehumanization—moving from specific accusations about his cats and appearance to invocations of supernatural entities as justification for harassment. The show's own mechanics seem to amplify this dynamic: by treating real harm as entertainment-grade 'lore,' the streaming community creates conditions where Psyche's distress becomes indistinguishable from roleplay. This continues a larger theme about the asymmetry between those who create narratives and those who must defend against them in real time. Untrackable's presence appears to function as a grounding force—someone who offers empathy and validation—which frames the episode's exploration of loneliness and the fear that supporting Psyche publicly could trigger further targeting. The episode suggests that persistent fictionalization and the gaslighting cycle of accusation-reaction-reinterpretation may have cumulative psychological costs that even a committed streamer cannot indefinitely sustain.
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Episode 0 of Cult of Psyche features an extended thematic musical opening followed by Psyche (Trix) addressing community conflicts, interpersonal drama, and recent incidents involving moderators, guests, and online antagonists.
This episode does not match the stated description. Rather than celebrating baldness, the stream features chaotic panel discussions involving community drama, harassment allegations, and interpersonal conflicts within an online streaming ecosystem.
Episode 1922 is a chaotic, multi-hour stream dominated by Psyche's extended rant about interpersonal conflicts within the streaming community, interspersed with guest appearances, tarot readings, food consumption, and increasingly fragmented topics.
Episode 1782 examines how the whistleblower INX exposed coordinated harassment campaigns within a streaming community by archiving deleted content, unraveling false narratives built by creators like Beta and her enforcer Sandman through leaked DMs, chat logs, and forensic digital tracking.
Psyche hosts a sprawling livestream blending mythological deep-dives on Priapus and Roman phallic symbolism, live tarot readings, original songs, and chaotic panelverse community drama — featuring guests KZ and Vanguard, an AI-generated onboarding saga about the 'Alex mystery,' and a ritualistic reading from the Cult Codex.
Eldo reveals that Beeta has been doxxing multiple people, including Psyche and J-Dog, sharing their personal information on her platform while denying responsibility.
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never noticing the teeth they kept behind the screen flickers the signal bends the mass collapse the illusion ends trackable what's up brother
tracked you down how'd that happen i almost already quit i'm almost ready i'm i'm so close to like leaving this place i mean i have this psychotic woman talking about me doing cold sacrifices of my cats and stuff in a
In a serious way, I'm turning into a werewolf and a mermaid and I'm a deep and
No, I think you're it's not a joke to me. What I'm sorry. Go ahead friends. I Feel like you're okay, too, but it's like not something in the love I guess I
Don't know. It's hard. You know, it's like you're you know, it's not easy doing this shit. It's like kind of a thankless Job at this point and everything got twisted Thank you, thank you, but not thank you But I do want to thank you know
Last night I tried I tried to I you know, I gave I think 10 bucks to a money for 20 so I can have five minutes to talk because Christina and Amanda were both Insisted on not letting me talk just talking over me screaming over me with their their witches cackles And so I sent him 10 bucks and I think he gave me about One minute. Josie, you're Beyclips and go fuck yourself, okay?
I know who you are, Josie Grocery. You're just Beyclips, you're just working for Alex. Go fuck yourself, really, okay? Okay? I had enough of you, okay? Your little two-faced, backstabbing, little gay bitch. Sorry. Hi, officially real, how are you?
I had enough of this Beyclips person. I mean, disgusting. Fucking fat fuck. sorry sorry sorry um how are you doing though i'm doing very well what is this channel about this channel about it's a show about everything you know sign fell was a show about nothing
my show is the show about everything so i guess the show about nothing was kind of about everything and so maybe my show being about everything really isn't about anything it's just a show
I do like them
When you step in when you step into the space Those horns are amazing. Thank you. You're not big clips, huh? Is drama free? Well, it's not like Samman's channel. I don't like cultivate drama. I don't like play clips of drama. I don't try to start trouble, but it just kind of troubles finds me.
You are Bakehulps. I know you are. And oh, you run right over there. Oh, you're really concerned about my cats? You're really concerned? Who is Samman? He don't even want to know. He sounds like a dream. He's a nightmare. Okay, you bring me a dream that seed mr. Sandman mr. Sandman brings you a dream Sandman brings you nightmares
Okay, you're actually not but okay, okay? Whatever. I mean, it's like, you know, there's not too many people to talk in her chat anyway, but Don't seem to be one of them. It takes much more than sand to to bring me a nightmare. You know what I mean? Well, unless you get in your butt crack and that's uncomfortable
Hey, I'm comfortable isn't a nightmare is it you got me there
There was You're such a nice looking man. I'm not I won't I won't touch your butt. I promise
I'll put my arms around your brother. Okay there. I thought you're showing your wedding ring saying I'm married And I will still give you a hug. Okay. Well, that's what I
No word. I'm not worried about anything. I know because you know why because you're a real man You know the only people that are the only men that are concerned about that kind of thing are closet closet homosexuals really I mean I have some experience in this They did actually Kinsey knew the key new Kinsey is he did a lot of him. He was a psychiatrist There's actually a movie called Kinsey too and he did studies about sexuality and things like that
But he did a study where he took the most homophobic people and he put electrodes on their balls or whatever, right? And then he showed them all different kinds of pornography and the most homophobic the men that Were the most homophobic had the biggest sexual reaction to gay porn I mean, so, I mean, what does that tell you?
Joe, it's me officially, but don't, I love all, all people, I'm not racist, I don't want to... Yeah, I hope you're just joking, okay? He's not a rican, yes. He's psyche. Yes. Can you turn your volume up?
Because I can hear you, but... Oh, yeah, do you hear me now, untrackable? Oh, yes, very much.
Um, yes, I'm here. Do I have a nice deep voice? Hi Nancy. How are you sweetheart? Nancy W on that post I mean, so Bita was giving see Bita has a nerve. This is crazy. I Mean Bita like you know, she's the one that like that's that's why you know white claw You know, he's even a brand. I think I think she's single-handedly supported the white claw brand this just beat a woman
Oh, by the way, and then I mean it's like for the second time Somebody who sent me white claws then points out look at him. Okay, try again here come in and out Okay, okay
Echo You're intractable. I mean we're about to make an intractable sandwich right now. Hey did I Is that cool? No, no, no, I think it's it's it's here we go. She's back here. I think it's you're not going at all Hello, the better better, okay We're all good. How's everyone today?
Good. Who is this guy? This is his name is Grizzly Adams. He's a famous It's a famous, what is Grizzly Atoms, a hunter or something? I forgot who he was. Is he going for the Viking look? Yeah, well, I mean, you know, he has a Viking. I think he came through Time Traveler, this guy. Oh, shit. Can I see your hair? Can you take off your hat for a second? Yeah.
Well, he's not completely bald. He just has a bald spot. Yeah This is what I look like Hey, there's a guy. I really like his name is God body reigns and he's very hot He's always wearing a beanie and then he took off his beanie. He has a huge beard and he has big big sideburns He took off his beanie. He's a cue ball. Okay. He's like a litter
Like I think he's like and it's like real balding, right? Maybe he's Unbelievable. I'm in the ball guys now. I don't know You are Never took you for a bald guy Lover well godbody reigns. That's the one. That's one. This is not time. This is um, that's untrackable I don't know who time hasn't been here in
Probably six to eight months. Oh, you know, it's funny this horrible sassy Scarlet or sassy PB on this woman sassy I'm I'm under I'm on to her. I think it's I think it's same man I don't know who that person is. Well, you're lucky. I mean, it's like she's horrible. But yeah. But I imagine you with the guy with hair,
like a full head of hair, Psyche. Well, yeah, because Not with the bald guy. Do you think I'm going bald, Ryan? Because they keep saying I'm bald. You are not bald. They're just haters. See, I mean, it's like, this is as far back as it goes, but that's where my horns used to be. That's just the receding hairline.
Well, it might be even it's not even receding. I mean I had this hairline for forever But it's like yeah, but they're just jealous cuz you have hair and they're bald You want to see I want to show you guys something. I want to show you what this woman is posting She's posting these polls. I just want to show you this poll that this woman that woman is bald too, and she's jealous of your hair Well, you just see what she posted. Let me just pull this up real quick. I just want you guys not even a woman. She's a witch
Well, I'm not gonna argue with you there, but here here look at this look what she posted about me This is serious too. Okay. I just want an intractable. Like what do you think about this? I want you guys to see this One second here you go. Look at this shit. This is crazy Okay, he's a bald witch. You see right here Um, she says must watch Brandon Q who called her an AIDS-ridden, um, nigglet monkey.
That's what he called her the other day, but she's supposedly like him. Beed has been mailed. Okay, so it says, um, what do you think is the likelihood that Psyche, a.k.a. John, having unalived the black cat Lenore for one of those cold ritual sacrifices? Keep in mind, several of the cats we've seen him with have disappeared. Um, and then it says high likelihood.
50-50 chance or hopefully the cat just re-homed herself. Okay, so that's that one. Moving forward, all the clumsy, J-Dog, Psyche, Eldo, Carl, Full, and Samman's activity will be extensively documented and linked to Michael Medina. Who the fuck is Michael Medina and why is all my activity going to be linked to him? That's my question.
Okay, more about me more about me more, okay, and then it's like they think beta's these people, okay? Okay, there's something odd. I caught wind of today Apparently Eldo someone who appears to be a donator but who frequently makes threats of physical assault or death to live Streepers and panel hosts was revealed as being a heavy donator to psyche aka John in
Additionally appears to donate to Sandman beta blah blah blah why because he's collecting information control way to solidify his presence Okay, I mean we can go more and more and more spiritual warfare my demons blah blah blah let me see is there one more thing oh here I am psyche aka John's face and physicality has extensively shifted again due to the demon King Paimon having abandoned him last night upon the Angel Haziel being
notified about the situation don't be alarmed if he looks a little different again today when he's live streams he appears to have developed adult acne as well the demon King Paimon is known for having a feminine face so now that
and his facials appear substantially less like a female. There's another demon within Psyche that's been identified that I will address later this evening. Psyche slash John's been invoking and working with demons since childhood. So there's many within him, okay? Those people are demonic actually. They know all the names of the fucking demons.
Like, only people that are demonic would know. Right. You know? Yeah. Okay, so um, they're the real demons
Is it not okay to carry yourself? I don't know. It's not adult acne I don't have adult acne I do have like, you know because I shaved you see like I have like a mole on the side of my face like right there It's not adult acne. I don't know. I don't know. It's just like you guys you mean is that kind of sick guys? I mean, what do you think? I'm gonna have a mole on top of my face every single time I shave my face
No, I clip it and then and then I believe Oh, I don't know what to tell you. Those people are just picking at anything just to make you feel insecure when they're the insecure ones. Right, that's true. And it's like, I don't feel insecure because I know myself, but, you know, I haven't really seen one person.
They have to pick on you, your cats, and your family, and it's just fucked up.
The same way that I, like this hair on my face. Yeah, I was born this way. This is what happens Like Lady Gaga said you're a queen and you were born this way Yeah, you were born I was born Who's the hair on top of my head? I was born to
You know extend this hair on my face And I was also To extend the love for myself to others and Not that That's when it comes Why why do you tonight?
I'll be right back guys. I'll be right back. Hold on rain. I might buy it. I'll be right back here. I'll just put it on my Where are you going? I'm not um, I'm not some I understand what I am
And I'm exactly my thing is like who gives a shit if people don't like that or like yeah, like Who gives a shit? Yeah, exactly Who gives a shit so when you have the people that you know do give a shit You know hold them tightly It says a lot more about them than you
You know, they just want to hate like on everything everything you are everything you do is just Whatever, you know, like just be a hater. Just be bitter Stay with your fucking venom. Hey, what what what can I do to?
Who because apparently or so, you know, how how can I And how can I check?
Versus And you just Just in a different form
Good luck, that's what I say
He's always been a good expert. He's like a Viking, but like a Buddha Viking. Yeah, he's like an enlightened Viking. He's like a Viking. He's a Viking that's like, can we end this all the violence? I don't feel like raping and pillaging anymore. Not me, I'm not. I'm sorry, I was in a bigger, okay, no, okay, ooh.
Hey, these are the devil, I think. I can't drink these anymore. These are the devil. I don't think I had a bad night after drinking this. I've never had those, are they good? Well, it comes down to, are you gonna go out and search for happiness?
Hurt hurt somebody else or you could just go to stay on your search for happiness But if if if I feel so inclined to leave My search for happiness because you are so important that I have to hurt you. I Don't understand that I don't
Pardon me. Thank you No, you're right the thing is it's like and everything that I mean, I'm I'm being accused of things that they're doing and I haven't even done and they say I'm doing that And it's like that's called Darvo. I think it's called deflect
and Reverse victim or something like that What are you doing? Why are you why are you rolling your eyes thing that is?
Thing that is is rolling his eyes at me. He's doing this in emojis. It's like this. Oh, no, I was I was reading No, no, not you. It was
I'm sorry. You're not bae, but I see you are bae. I know you are. And you're also Josie Groce. I know who you are. Um, bae clips. I know energy. Hey, do you know Vincent Pastore died? Or Pastore? Who is that? I'm a Sopranos. He was a guy from the Sopranos. Do you know who it is? Just because, okay.
I've never seen that. I've never seen that show. Oh, you haven't? Gabagoo. Hey, what's Gabagoo? I'm sorry. I You know, I know it was some sort of games. I
Watched the Godfather movies. I like the Godfather. I've been lost all night. I saw the first one, you know, it's pretty good You gotta watch part two part three is not worth it. It's just aren't you the one about the Pope?
Hey, yeah, but you know like I just don't like how they went with it, you know, okay? Yeah Well, I remember I did see that movie. I like how we like cats and I mean it's like and I also I think there's a scene I don't know is it the Godfather where there's something like they're like, oh go kill this person And then there's a kid in the car and the guy won't kill because there's a kid in the car. No, that's that's that's our face
Yeah, okay. You know, I also like that one Every show I took something There would be the lying or some spanky or, you know, I've ever seen, I've ever seen, you're breaking bad.
43 years old. I've watched so many. 43? Yes, sir. I'm older than you. Yeah, yeah, you are. You are. Damn. But, you know, three, three, three. Um, it's, oh, I got, like, like, I like that. It's like, you're old. You're an idiot.
Today, I was on Joker's show, and there is some, I thought he had one of the island boys on this show. He had some guy with, like, some younger guy with dreadlocks and stuff. And the guy, this is the first time I've ever heard it, but the guy is like, oh, who's this old man on the panel? I'm old now? But, like, I mean, I just shaved too, like, recently. Well, you, you have become a grandfather to Lola's.
kittens so. Right. Unfortunately Lola's kittens of all left the coop you know. Yeah but you know they need to have their own lives too. I know. Scarface is good yeah I mean I'd like some of I mean it's like I just don't I don't like you know violence and like some of the. Oh I love
Scarface that's one of my favorite movies. I'm getting intractable is that your car intractable
looks like a small car he's a door if you didn't know that he's a door he's like what was the remember that's just a cartoon what was that cartoon where there's like these like little people and they look they're like living they live in like the light socket or something like that like and there's like a cartoon there's these little did you remember that cartoon there's like these little people they look kind of like door like not doors but
Okay, I don't know. I don't know. It's so hot today in Los Angeles. It's like 85 90 degrees. I have a fan on right now It's like but it's like oh Not very pleasant. I Think we're still in a heat wave. I'm not sure
Yeah, I'm gonna put my link up again and he wants to come in Hi guys. Um, hey, I want to thank the person somebody did um donate on Sandman's so they donated my clip Um of that of that kind of analysis of the bullying that's going on And uh, did you see that clip um rain?
No, can I show you this real quick? I just want to show you this real quick. Oh my gosh. It better not be like five hours long It's five minutes. It's five minutes. Is that okay? That's still too long Okay, just bear with me. It's entertaining Thons of people are currently participating in a story where a specific online creator is a shape-shifting werewolf. In this world, he makes deals with demons,
and his own pets are fleeing his home to escape his dark energy. Psyche is the real person forced to navigate these bizarre, supernatural charges. These claims find their footing on The Cate Show. A YouTube panel stream where creators spend hours dissecting the private lives of their rivals for an audience of hundreds.
During these broadcasts, Kate and her guests often treat Psyche's life as lore rather than reality. They discuss using arch-ingels to bind demons to him as if they are players in a tabletop RPG. Turning a human being into a fictional character allows the community to detach from the consequences of their actions.
It transforms a targeted harassment campaign into a collaborative, immersive game. The most jarring part of the broadcast is the casual, low-stakes environment. The panel often pivots from intense character assassination to the mundane details of their Friday nights. Kate describes listening to a sugar-ray concert from her porch,
grounding the stream in a completely ordinary, suburban reality, even as she fuels a supernatural mob. The conversation drifts further into the trivial with the panel laughing about the difficulty of parking a car in Harvard Yard. They are rooted in the physical world, while the target of their stream is trapped in their fiction.
This relaxed, hangout atmosphere is a perfect incubator for toxicity. It frames coordinated slander as harmless entertainment among friends, making the cruelty feel weightless to those participating in it. While the panel laughs, Psyche is on his own stream, watching their broadcast in real time. He has to witness the mob's narrative collide with his actual life.
Kate and Alex focus heavily on his pets, claiming his cats, Lenore and Rudy, have run away because they can no longer tolerate his presence. This is the mechanic of weaponized empathy. The mob uses a universal good, like animal welfare, as a Trojan horse to justify their behavior. They adopt moral righteousness to mask the distress they cause,
leaving Psyche begging strangers to stop obsessing over his animals. He points out the invasive nature of the attack, comparing the stranger's demands for proof of his cat's safety to strangers aggressively questioning a parent about kidnapped children. Targeting a creator through their pets ensures a visceral emotional reaction.
That distress is then captured and sold back to the audience as pure content. Psyche struggles to defend himself against a narrative that refuses to stay still. One minute he is a werewolf, the next he is a demon, with each new label serving as a fresh justification for the harassment. He identifies the source of the provocation as bitch-craft and gossip,
a cycle of rumors intended to trigger a breakdown. The feedback loop is highly effective. The mob pokes the target until he reacts and then uses that reaction as proof that he was unstable all along. In this ecosystem, the victim's attempt to set a boundary is immediately processed as fresh fuel for the next episode of the drama. At the end of the broadcast, Kate casually signs off.
She tells her audience she's going to eat a salad and go to sleep, completely untouched by the events of the last two hours. Psyche is left alone in the aftermath, forced to continue defending his character and the safety of his home against an audience that has been told he is a monster. This shows the brutal asymmetry of online bullying. Inventing rumors cost the mob nothing,
but defending against them cost the target their peace of mind. Psyche warns the panel about the wicked tongue. highlighting the psychological toll that comes from being the subject of a gamified witch hunt. This conflict is a microcosm of a much larger trend,
where internet communities lose sight of the human being on the other side of the screen. Behind every piece of bingeable lore is a person experiencing coordinated psychological warfare. When we prioritize entertainment over empathy, we normalize slander.
Targeted harassment is successfully rebranded as a harmless spectator sport. Each hour spent following these stories demands a look at the human cost and whether that consumption has morphed into a digital witch hunt.
whether I'm turning into a goat right now or not, it is like the concept dehumanization to make it okay to hate me really should be looked at. Okay, hi sweetheart. Sorry I can't hear you. Okay, yeah so I mean that was just I mean I think that was one of my favorite explainers
All I did was I put her transcripts real and I said identify bullying about psyche. That's all I said I didn't say anything to make it Biased or anything towards me. I just said, you know, I was being bullied and so I said just identify it and Wow That was uh, who said that? Who said what?
Identify it Identify I'm sorry. I don't know who said identify what? You said to like identify narrow-lined. I forgot. I'm so sorry. You're confusing me psyche. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm confused myself. Oh
Yeah, well, I don't know. I just said it's the dehumanization. I guess I was talking about I Wanted to point it out Yeah, they want to treat you like you're sub you're like you're some subhuman like it's fucked up. Yeah Oh, yeah, it's something that you see that I mean it's like and if you guys would if you guys are interested
There's like there's like a much longer analysis to you can go you can look up on my on my cult of psyche page There's a longer thing where it does get into the like the Darvo and More into depth of like the dehumanization
Just as much Whoever would cause you well Your your response
Right, right. That's like that loop. That's like the that's like the thing is it's like There's also it's a vicious cycle. It is a vicious cycle, but and also it's like There it's impossible to defend against claims that
I am a demon. I mean, it's like, and I have an archangel. I mean, it's like, this is when you think it's a supernatural, like, how can I defend against these claims? I mean, it's just like, right?
There's no way you know how you get states is to just always that that is the only. Yeah, they will say what they say themselves. Your reaction is what they create.
Yeah, I mean that's true, and that's part of the trolling thing, but there are some things that I You know when you bring up very personal things I mean it's like like my cats which are like my kids basically because I'm not gonna have kids I mean I have my cats and it's like it is difficult. I mean there's a dog The neighbor got some kind of dog that kind of scares the cats and then it's really hot inside And so the cats have been outside a lot
and also like I also I'm using a tripod and so I mean I used to have it like you could see like my whole kind of area And so you would see the cats look like and stuff like that and so you can't see them right now unless I show them and And I don't like being
All right, I think you would be the bro react to the positive The I wish I had some positive to react to no one says very nice things to me. I mean some people
Yeah, well, I mean all they can say about positive things is thank you and stuff like that and I appreciate people saying positive things, but it's like, you know Pretty rare. It's so rare that I wouldn't have any I mean, I would react to positive things positive things were said, but nothing really positive I don't know Oh, we're pretty positive
Yeah You don't have to trigger a monetary reaction Oh, yeah The people see you doing this is going to be a drama that is up to you that's up to you
I don't know it's just like it's hard I mean it's like that's why I was I think that there's like lacking in some empathy and it's like and I wish I could have brought some empathy or some love or whatever to this but I guess it's like hard to find here in this well I'm pretty empathetic thank you I mean I know
yeah I mean you're great and I'm trackable is great I mean that's I'm really lucky to have you guys up here and I do have a few people I can talk Hey German lady, you know, and I don't want people to get like, you know And I know people are like are kind of afraid of some of these people and don't want to get Targeted to and that's what makes it hard to and people are even afraid to talk in my chat and you know
It's like this is like a lot of people like psyche. Look German lady said hi to you. Hi, sweetheart. Hi German lady Hi, how are you sweetheart? Thank you for being I don't think you should I think you should be you
I try I mean it's like I was all I can be right I've said hi to people but when I go live it doesn't it doesn't work but that's not what I'm there
if you just want to be you know and you're good with people
The other stuff will come
You know the The love will come That you just Just being you you want to do it that what you expose expose yourself
Live your life. I have I mean, I mean I see shows and it's like all these people are talk and it's like these people are never on camera or And they're there or you know, never and I've been on camera like almost every day for Almost two years almost every day for two years. I've been on camera for hours and hours showing everything. Don't worry about
Don't worry about Yeah, do you you always it's like it's like and now it's like you are the one if i leave if i leave if you try to copy
that what i don't or you you try to try peace to viewers um well let's hold things it's not gonna work if i leave it's like that's when my that's see i don't feel lonely you know but i would if i
But then it's so easy to be when you just tell the truth and let it be
whether talk Your true Uh, that's on them. It's not on you. Sure. There is like a narrative that Becomes the um, you know a lie told often enough becomes the truth and it's like and it's like I don't
like I don't know it's like all the perception it almost like the matter what it's like it turns it it turns me into that you know it's like it's self-fulfilling it's hard it's hard your your
kids not not to the members hey psyche um i'll talk to you later i'm gonna go to a friend's
Yeah, for sure and take care. See ya by intracable
As long as I can psyche your your volume Okay. Yeah, it's like I'm trying. I'm trying. Yeah, I don't want to bum anybody out and then maybe I'm not in the right mood so But thank you. Thank you I appreciate always your advice and the people that do care and stuff. Thank you
And I appreciate you and in the person that sent me something this morning. I appreciate you very much. Thank you Um, you know It's kind of last night. I was wanting to just have five minutes to
To talk without this woman Christine and Amanda's of screaming over me so I couldn't talk and He didn't even give me five minutes. I think he gave me maybe one minute and So I kind of feel like
Ripped off and that I don't know. I've been having a hard hard time and seems like people like that and It's just sad to me But I don't want to bum anybody out. And so I'll probably just wrap up. But thank you on trackable
Appreciate you. Thank you everyone that came and did buy me and stayed with me and stuff and I'm not a bad person, not the best person. I'm certainly not what they're saying I am, and just remember I'm a human being, and I hurt too, and you know,
I know I can be strong, or seem strong, that I am only human, and can only take so much sometimes. But thank you, I think you untrackable. Thank you everybody. I love you. Have a good day.
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