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The episode 'Welcome to my Nightmare' is a musical and poetic journey exploring the themes of the unknown, the power of the human spirit, and the concept of the 'Cult of Psyche'. The host, Psyche, weaves together lyrics, imagery, and ideas to create an immersive experience.
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The episode begins with Psyche introducing the idea of 'nightmare frequencies' and the concept of a 'cult' that exists outside the mainstream ▶ 0:00. He then embarks on a lyrical journey, exploring themes of darkness, chaos, and transformation ▶ 1:32. Throughout the episode, Psyche references various surreal and fantastical scenarios, including haunted shopping malls ▶ 14:32, ghostly aerobics instructors ▶ 14:40, and Bigfoot working at Radio Shack ▶ 14:53. At ▶ 10:48, Psyche explicitly welcomes listeners to the 'signal' and the 'night', marking a turning point in the episode. The transcript also features Psyche discussing his personal growth and self-empowerment, including learning to 'dance inside the pain' ▶ 18:39 and becoming 'the storm they created' ▶ 18:58.
The episode appears to explore the idea of embracing the unknown and finding power in the darkness. Psyche's lyrics suggest that he has undergone a transformation, emerging stronger and more resilient as a result of his experiences [18:58]. The episode also touches on the theme of nonconformity, with Psyche celebrating individuality and the rejection of mainstream norms [21:38]. The concept of the 'Cult of Psyche' seems to represent a community of like-minded individuals who are drawn to the unknown and the unconventional.
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Look up from another one Key's midnight fright displays Shadow in the hallway Chanting through the haze Coffee on the altar Static on the screen
Everybody's smiling Like they know just what it means We got candles in the basement Secrets in the walls A velvet rope at midnight And a voice that softly calls Nobody's exactly normal That's our favorite thing We laugh like saints with eyeliner
And a phone that never rings Show me that smile again Even if the whole thing's wearing thin Down here where the strange ones grin The cults going underground again Show me that smile again
We'll let the weird world tumble in With nightmares, robes and next up kin The cults going underground again Psyche's having nightmares But he's hosting them with John Reading cards at breakfast Like disaster is a form Someone hit the relics In the laundry by the stairs
Someone's acting casual Conducting psychic presence Somewhere in the candle Smoked behind the secret door A hidden high priestess Knows a little something more She never makes an entrance She just suddenly appears Fixes everybody's chaos With the whisper in their ears Show me that smile again
Even if your halo's looking bent We're the ones that daylight never pin The cults going underground again Show me that smile again Laugh like the apocalypse His friends with secret rights And bargain vengeance
The cults going underground again Underground, underground Keep it cozy, keep it strange Every haunted little heart in here Is overdue for change If the world gets loud above us Let it spin and make a fuss We've got one secret high priestess And she's probably judging us
Show me that smile again Flash it like a sweet fort Bidding him psyche dreams But we don't break, we bend The cults going underground again Show me that smile again Come on in, bring your oddball friends
If the surface cracks, we still descend The cults going underground again The cults going underground again The cults going underground again
Static in the shadows Whispers in the wire Broken TV prophets Preaching ghostly fire Moonlight on the rooftop Monsters on parade Broadcasting from nowhere Through the cosmic arcade
I saw Elvis in the graveyard Driving me on Cadillacs Playing poker with the werewolf Wearing roller skates and slacks A zombie priest was live streaming From a haunted shopping mall While trolls beneath the bridge Debated if reality was real at all Ghosts were drinking Pepsi
From the year 1983 A vampire sold insurance To a floating manatee The resurrection station started blinking In the rain and every dead idea Returned completely insane Turn the dial Hear them calling Lost dimensions
Now they're crawling Nightmare frequencies Broadcasting from beyond the trees Ghosts and goblins on TV Laughing at eternity
Nightmare frequencies Resurrecting strange realities Trolls and monsters dancing free On nightmare frequencies
Bigfoot open karaoke At the edge of outer space While skeleton accountants tried to audit every face A dragon drove a DeLorean through a black hole in the sky And a clown from ancient Atlantis sold conspiracy pie The trolls emerged at midnight
With opinions made of smoke Arguing with invisible ducks Without a cosmic joke The dead rose from the static With electric glowing eyes Then stopped to watch cat videos Before invading the skies Hear the signal Hear the scream Everything is stranger
Than it seems Nightmare frequencies Broadcasting from beyond the trees Ghosts and goblins on TV Laughing at eternity Nightmare frequencies
Resurrecting strange realities Trolls and monsters dancing free On nightmare frequencies
Neon graveyah laser fog Haunted arcades Cyberbog Every nightmare Every dream Flows inside the static stream Resurrection After death Ghosts are breathing digital breath Monster singing synth machine Inside the nightmare screen
Nightmare frequencies Every phantom holds the keys Every troll and crypt disease Hidden possibilities Nightmare frequencies
Where the weird achieves degrees Ghosts and monsters All agree Life is strange And that's the masterpiece Static fades Signal dies
Neon moonlight fills the skies But if you listen carefully The frequency never ends
Nightmare frequencies
Nightmare frequencies That night falls, screens glow, static in the wires and the signal still grows
They tried to throttle the wings, bury the flame, the shadow and the profit Still they remember the name, the stat underground frequency Outsiders finally found me, welcome to the site, the verse where the lost get crowned See, we don't beg, we build, we don't break We rise, turn the pain into mist, turn the tears into fire
Signalize, signalize, even in the static we survive Don't throw the underground, voices never drown When the world goes cold, we become the sound
Midnight candles, tarot cards, ghosts in the algorithm Broadcasting from the dark to the weird ones, the hidden ones The souls they tried to race and pull up a chair by the fire The transmission's activated
Welcome to the signal, welcome to the night Welcome to the ones who never lost a lie They tried to bury us, didn't know we were signals Didn't know we were storms, didn't know we were mythicals
Sight in the flesh now, lie from me as where the strange survive and the dead air ends This is the cult of psyche and the signalize
This is the cult of psyche and the signalize
Sight in the flesh now, lie from me as where the strange survive and the dead air ends
Good evening, Insomniacs Tonight's forecast, 100% chance of screaming raccoons
I fell asleep around midnight, thought I'd get some peace for rest Then a six foot island shoulder pass said psych, you're our guest A skeleton drove a limousine made entirely of cheese
While Ronald Reagan surfed a tornado through a forest full of bees A payphone rang inside the moon, a vampire sold me soup Then 50's psychic poodles formed a government coup
Nightmare frequencies TV, broadcasting insanity Every channel's cursed tonight But somehow it's in high five Nightmare frequencies TV, sponsored by anxiety
Psyche's dreams have gone off road and question to reality A haunted mall from 1985 was floating over space A ghostly aerobics instructor had no visible face
The escalators whispered secrets, the mannequins all sang While a demon saxophone player joined an undead New wave band, Bigfoot worked at Radio Shack Selling crystal skulls and tape
He said the world's a simulation Then transformed into a grape Nightmare frequencies TV, broadcasting insanity Every channel's cursed tonight But somehow it's in high five
Nightmare frequencies TV, sponsored by anxiety Psyche's dreams have gone off road and question to reality
A haunted game show, nobody wins ever
Nightmare frequencies TV, broadcasting insanity Every nightmare's on the air with premium absurdity Nightmare frequencies TV, where the weird is guaranteed
If you're sleeping, change the channel But the channel changes you This concludes tonight's transmission Please do not trust the moon
Nightmare frequencies TV, sponsored by anxiety
Nightmare frequencies TV, sponsored by anxiety Neon smoke rising from the ruins of yesterday They thought the fire would consume me
Instead it crowned me Welcome to the Cult of Psyche
I walk through the wasteland alone at night Broken mirror city lights Every promise turned to dust Every hero lost my trust They threw stones from shadows deep While I built kingdoms in my sleep
Every scar became a key Every wound awakened me The weak see comfort from the rain I learned to dance inside the pain Every enemy became another step toward my name Now I see the game Now I know the code
The path of power is a lonely road I am the storm they created The fire they underestimated The shadow rising from the flame
Now they'll never forget my name I am the architect of fate The fortress standing at the gate From every betrayal I ascend The beginning born from every end
Welcome to the Cult of Psyche I watched the mass begin to crack Saw the knives behind the backs Every smile hid a scheme Every king concealed a dream So I learned the ancient art
How to read the human heart How to move without a sound How to wear the sacred crown Silence louder than a war Vision sharper than before I became the thing they feared After every doubt disappeared No validation No permission
No surrender No submission I am the storm they created The fire they underestimated The shadow rising from the flame
Now they'll never forget my name I am the architect of fate The fortress standing at the gate From every betrayal I ascend The beginning born from every end
Welcome to the Cult of Psyche In the neon temples of tomorrow We turn sorrow into power We turn chaos into order We turn wounds into armor The world said break
We said transform The world sent darkness We became the storm The world demanded obedience We built sovereignty The world offered illusion We chose clarity Who are we? The dreamers Who are we? The builders Who are we? The shadows in the signal The ghost in the machine
The architects of impossible futures The Cult of Psyche
I am the storm they created The force they never calculated The myth they tried to bury deep Awakened from eternal sleep I am the fortress and the flame The shadow and the sacred name Every ending made me more
Than I had ever been before Welcome to the Cult of Psyche Where broken souls become divine Welcome to the Cult of Psyche The future was always mine
Neon skies, bad brave dreams Forgotten gods, digital temples
Digital temples
The signal grows stronger The codex expands The storm approaches
And it's name Psyche
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Psyche my bedroom okay perfect hi you like um oh thank you yeah they're I got some cool new ones yeah let's see what else we can go nightmare oh shit
i know he's a jerk he is i was i mean i have cool things to show like i was gonna show um but i guess like i guess gaudi left over i mean i was gonna show that what happened last night like um a little bit of that and a little bit of this i wanted to
show they want to be ganks or stuff but if like i guess like because i posted a couple of videos today that it didn't like that's not something that notifications or it's like you know and there's some i mean i did hit 100 subscribers today oh 101 now wow 101 subscribers that's a weird number 101 actually i was gonna show this this a video i found on rumble about um
satanism in the music industry let me see if i can find this if you're interested in this um let me see yeah i can play rumble videos right i should be able to play any rumble video
let me see nope that's not right okay
oh my god i need to go hey and my uh well i can show you some i'm gonna show you some other subs but let me see hold on a second just one second okay um where's i sign into it oh here we go okay um history
this is good you're gonna like this thing there's a lot of stuff i could do you don't want to see yeah let's watch this okay we got the link now
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hi guys thank you here check this out number one worst snacks for your waistline always has its own
good evening godless sodomites thank you to uh satan for giving me inspiration on how to play this role i'm very honored to be able to receive this amazing award from the from from the depths of my soul i'm bringing the truth john we're in hollywood the belly of the
beast on behalf of amia i'd like to um thank the devil kneel before your god bevel on satanism
that's when i really saw how dark and so it's just it was it's i get creeped out i get scared to death and i formed a bunch of opinions about the town and about the people in it that were like surely that couldn't be it was soulless yeah never seen anything it and i still every time i get out
there i feel like i just i don't feel life out there yeah i feel it at all and then you go away and you think no that's i was wrong i mean that's insane thinking i'm paranoid i imagined that stuff that couldn't be the reason for why so-and-so was acting like could it and then you find out later
on the track that you're exactly on track there is a reason why you see people dressed up as satan full on visuals of satan people dressed as satan dressed as a demon got upside down crosses all on their clothes or pentagrams on their clothes people think that this stuff is just a game no there's there's a reason why the entertainment industry is doing that y'all
why do we increasingly hear acknowledgements to satan during award ceremonies and why are demonic symbols becoming more prevalent across music videos and movies this surge in overt
gestures symbols lyrics subliminal messages and secret codes weaving through our entertainment isn't coincidental it represents a deliberate move to normalize even glorify elements that once lurked in the shadows of our collective consciousness these symbols often brushed aside as mere artistic
expression or the eccentricities of fame carry deeper meanings that resonate with ancient rituals and esoteric beliefs the question arises why why this push towards integrating such imagery and themes into mainstream media is it a reflection of a shift
in societal values or perhaps an influence wielded by hidden forces with agendas that extend beyond mere entertainment the presence of these symbols and rituals increasingly embedded within the fabric of popular culture invites a closer examination of the messages being propagated
to millions often subconsciously we dive into the lives of some of the most celebrated names in the entertainment industry we uncover a pattern that's as revealing as it is chilling first up is bob dillon whose frank admission about his rise to fame adds a profound layer to our discussion
dillon reveals the foundations of his success which he intriguingly describes as making a deal with the commander in chief of this world and the world we don't see in his own words let's listen to what he has to say why do you still do it why are you still out here well it goes back to the destiny
thing and i made it to bargain with it you know a long time ago and i'm holding up my hand what was your bargain to get where i am now should i ask who you made the bargain with
with with with you know with the chief uh chief commander on this earth and this earth and uh and then in the world we can't see even jim brewer has something to say on the matter and folks it's crucial to acknowledge that numerous individuals echo similar sentiments across the
web yet it's imperative not to be sidetracked by the fleeting distractions of tiktok or the latest tv narratives for these are the mechanisms that maintain our diversion when we do stumble upon revelations like these our knee jerk reaction is often disbelief it must be fake nobody discusses
this this skepticism is indicative of how deeply we've been lulled into complacency programmed by their movies their music and the broader entertainment culture pay attention to jim brewers and science then the real hollywood came and i'll tell you what i'll let you in i'll lose something i'm not gonna drop names okay but i'll never forget that these are black producers
a guy named kevin brown and andre brown uh and he was later on 30 rock but he they would come to us and they would tell us about vanity and losing your mind in hollywood and be careful and they came back from hollywood to try and expand us and they sat us down like you ain't
gonna believe what we saw like what was you see and they said we saw so-and-so huge name so-and-so huge name what uh see now now you're telling stories now you're telling stories yeah but i never forgot that three years later this name
asap rocky's journey adds another layer to this narrative imagine reaching the pinnacle of your career only to find that each album released coincides with a personal loss the rappers experiences raise questions about the sacrifices tied to success in the music industry let's hear
what asap rocky has to say about this pattern every time i'm about to release an album for some strange reason man you know i'm saying i always lose somebody close to me my pops it was jams it's my sister like i always lose somebody close to me so you know i feel like you know
some crazy like chinks and some if i notice every time i put out a album it's like i lose somebody like i lost my pops with my first album i lost jams with my second album then there's the baby whose career milestone was shadowed by a heartbreaking personal loss the timing of his
success and his father's death is a stark reminder of the dual edge sword that is fame the baby's reflection on this moment in his life is a compelling listen one that might change how you view the glitz and glamour of celebrity life and you really lost him the same day you hit number one the same time not the no no it was baby on baby it went like number one okay um
it went like number one on uh apple music i had tunes it was like number seven or something like that and then uh i got the phone call i got the phone call my brother with me i'll be like hey call your little brother my little brother my call your little brother be in me oh he woke me up i'm like well i'm like you know what's up pick up the phone i call him i'm halfway asleep yeah but
that brave daddy darlin i'm like what i said i'm i'm like what same time carter he blowing my phone up blowing me up blowing me up blowing me up blowing me up while i'm trying to figure out what's going on i'm thinking he calling deliver the same news i click over what's up bro we number one number one you did it i'm like damn as we navigate these thought-provoking
waters we're about to delve into Christina Cheney's riveting testimony she shares a haunting exchange with an influential figure in the industry who eerily suggested that a pact with the devil could skyrocket her to fame overnight yet this is merely the surface cheney's story delves into
depths that promise to unveil even more startling revelations shedding light on the darkest corners of the quest for fame and success so the very first time when i was working with this producer we were working on my first album to get me shopped to get a major deal and we were taking a break from recording this album and he took me around the studio and this is someone who's been in
the industry like he's worked with big names and so he was like hey so you know that if you were to sell your soul to the devil you can have instant fame tomorrow and when he said that i really don't want to say his name but it was a producer i was working with yes a musical producer i was working with he actually said those words he actually said those words
and he took me away from like my this brilliant little device keeps any realize cold all summer and toasty warm all winter with zero installation zero team so he had me by myself so it was like a whole lot happened in that moment like like discernment happened in that moment for me that
i i never really experienced before it was almost like he made a mistake in his career and he was using me to try to get to where he really wanted to be but he wanted to sell his soul so he's like but if you sell your soul we can go high and it was like in that moment i received all this knowledge and and a huge just i can't what i can explain was like a something fell on me
and i fell to the ground where i could not stand and i started weeping and crying out to the lord saying forgive me because i wasn't living right and so when he said that it was almost like what what have i done how how deep am i in this disobedience place so i fell on the floor and i started you know just crying out and saying lord forgive me i don't want to i don't
want to do anything without you like you know the true nature of who i am like i wanted him to forgive me and after that whole thing i look up and the man was sitting on the on the it's like he fell i guess because he was sitting weird and his head was down as i was praying and crying out to god in front of this man i did not care because the conviction behind his words
really hit me the idea of trading one's soul for a fast track to success transforms from mere metaphor to a chilling reality for some the seductive lure of immediate fame wealth and power can be overwhelming however as we've uncovered this path is fraught with hidden costs leading us
to ponder the true worth of such pursuits the exchange immense public attention and personal compromise for fame's fleeting rewards forces us to consider if it's genuinely worthwhile does the real expensive fame illuminated by those who've tasted its heights uncover a more disturbing
facet of our aspirations and dreams our culture is seriously hooked on celebrities when oscar season comes around every year we've got a whopping 30 to 40 million people glued to their screens eager to see which movies snag the top honors for their storytelling craftsmanship
and artistic flair everyone calls it the oscars and yeah there's a bit of an obsession with it landing one of those golden guys is pretty much your ticket to stardom what's interesting about this is in the egyptian culture they had this small statue that was all about the god pata
and when an egyptian king passed away they believed his spirit would shoot up to the orion constellation turning him into a star kind of makes you wonder doesn't it we're still into these symbols of excellence just like they were and hollywood well it's got its fair share of glitz with
all these award shows popping up the grammies the emmies you name it they're all about celebrating different slices of the entertainment world but deep down they're pretty much the same deal just listen to how john stewart and steven colbert talk about these awards it's all part of the fascination we have with recognizing greatness good evening godless sodomites
what are you doing i'm bringing the truth john we're in hollywood the belly of the beast you can't just you can't just read the prompter i'm reading the prompter in here
it warps the minds of our children and weakens the resolve of our allies
we're here to honor achievement in that category by giving you a golden idol to worship kneel before your god Babylon you see steven colbert and john stewart they're totally clued into their place in this modern day Babylon we call hollywood and here's something you might find
interesting jim carries on the same page at a completely different award show he was echoing the same kind of vibes good evening ladies and gentlemen i'm here tonight as all of us are to pay tribute to an american icon an actor a filmmaker and truly one of my personal heroes
mr clint eastwood i'm also here because the afi is paying me 20 million and three dollars making me the highest-paid megalomaniacal boy king in all of Babylon
it's fascinating when you dive into the origins of the word oscar its roots are in Scandinavian and old english where it translates to divine strength or divine spear divine suggests something of from or resembling a god while a spear is recognized as a weapon could it be that satan is employing
these celebrities and movies as godlike weapons against us until 1999 the oscars took place in a venue known as the shrine established by william florans and walter fleming both prominent scottish right freemasons hollywood's fascination with freemasonry isn't a secret icons like gene
otry john wane duke ellington cc demille nat king coal clark gable walt disney and oliver hardy among others have all been linked to it the involvement of many celebrities with freemasonry has been openly acknowledged in morals and dogma a seminal work by albert pike there's a passage on page
321 where freemasons declare who their god is describing lucifer the lightbearer in paradoxical terms as a bearer of light despite being a figure of darkness a concept that challenges conventional perceptions and suggests a deeper symbolic significance to their beliefs when life
is beautiful received its oscar a wide shot of the stage inadvertently revealed masonic symbols incorporated into its design elements such as the checkered floor archways and a sun motif all resonate with freemasonry symbolism mirroring what's found on a masonic tracing board a tool used within
the fraternity for educational purposes these symbols subtly communicate who is behind the organization following the oscars move in 1999 to the kodak theater these masonic elements continue to be a part of the stage's design with sun motifs in the ceiling checkered patterns on the
stage and arches being prominently featured the exterior of the kodak theater includes references to the ishtar gate and babelonian deities drying inspiration from the 1916 film intolerance which recreated babelon set including its iconic elements like the elephants the ishtar gate
and babelonian gods this area around the kodak theater labeled the babelonian court along with the design elements that include an unmistakable representation of the tower of babel on the stage during the 2016 oscars underscores a deep-seated recognition of their origins and affiliations through these symbols and references it becomes clear that those within this
organization are well aware of their standing and the influences at play here what mel Gibson has to say about hollywood his unique focus on jesus through films about christ's life might just be his way of shedding light on the truth he perceives within the industry it seems as though science are everywhere pointing to deeper truths and narratives interwoven into hollywood's very
fabric by pausing to look and listen carefully we start to see these messages for what they are peeling back the layers to reveal the core of what's often concealed staying vigilant and discerning enables us to decode these signs and understand the reality beneath the surface when
i came over here i was oh god i was in my my mid 20s right the first time i really came over here you know i had a whole bunch of weird paranoid suspicions about what the hell was going on because there was a lot of stuff i couldn't understand right and nobody was really bothering to explain it to me and i formed a bunch of opinions about the town and about the
people in it they were like surely that couldn't be because the whole place can't be like you know weird town you know where the stranger wanders in and and all the people are in the bar and they all shut up when he looks at him and and they tell you don't go to the house on the hill and it's like that and then you go away and you think no i was wrong i mean that's insane
thinking i'm paranoid i imagined that stuff that couldn't be the reason for why so and so was acting like could it and then you find out later on the track that you are exactly on track with a lot of this stuff not specifically on track but that you could uh that some of your worst nightmares
were real at the this pocket size pressure tool is so there you go it strips a decade of grime off concrete for 30 seconds which is exactly why regulators are there we go so hi okay yeah this is just a test run i guess uh the notification didn't go out i can show you
what happened last night let me show and jamie was here but um i guess nobody else wanted to see but uh do you want to see you want to see who wants to see a little of what happened last night you get to shout out in the chat i'll get it ready
it was pretty uh terrible it's pretty terrible what happened not only what happened but like what my neighbor did during that time which you can hear happen on the live
he's already kicking my door and then something else happened so yeah that was last night let me see if i can find it let me see it was pretty interesting let's see 228 yeah i think it's just
yeah here we go who wants to see i need to see someone say oh hey jonny i think jonny saw hey what's up how are you we're watching a little bit about hollywood and and satanism i don't some people i guess people don't all right interested but yeah it was it was kind of interesting
um hopefully you're good good to see you hi rudy i guess who's here too gets because he's here do you want to see tux here i'll take out my my screen well my back screen here's mr tux
hi pretty hey tuxi tux today let me let me pet him hey let me pet him hey can i pet you
hi hi mr hi are you tuxi when you touch a cat on the nose it's like a kiss you know hi tuxi here
all right come on well he's cute and then there's rudy over here oh rudy coming over stretching out
what are you doing uh oh he he and tux don't get along you see tux you see tux hi tuxi tuxi
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oh crap did you that fucking hurt no it's okay well i guess he got someone yeah it is a little baby animal kingdom though yeah i'm not even bleeding oh my gosh i am well he's uh you know he's still getting used to me he has he has like beautiful green eyes so
tuxi get back now are you very gentle but he was letting me pet him today he was walking on me but yeah he's a little bit wild are you a little bit wild you're tux you're in a bad mood
yeah he's more of an outside cat and he's like hi he's very careful i was i shouldn't touch the little but his paw hey you're in a bad mood tuxi what's wrong hi there's a beautiful eyes though yeah he's a little he is a little bit wild
well i'm gonna die now of the the scratch
this is called nightmare so there's gonna be a little bit of blood on the show
i'm a van to my own vampire right
there you go wow yeah i'm gonna i'm gonna lose my finger i know i don't have a bandaid i need
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it's just a scratch be wild tux he was yeah maybe i don't know he was like he was really good today though he was ah you were good today you're in a little bad mood now
yeah you need to be careful these little wild kitty cats hi hi yeah he was letting me pet him today but yeah he he like yeah i'm slowly slowly building trust he was born under my tbc you know he gets along with lola and the nor was like him and him were
looking the eye today um oh yeah i'm gonna be more slow she's not i almost like you know i was rushing him to the tuxi it's okay it's okay i know he's a little wild he i mean he's been living on the streets for since he was like you know a few months old
and so right with my neighbor called you she had a nickname for him she called him baby a sweetie or baby or something like that hi baby okay wow there we go
oh gosh cat scratch fever have you heard of cat scratch fever i think i i catch that um oh here let's do a little reading
let's see what these say these are secret guarding cards
they're like little cute cards this one says beginnings it says don't be afraid to start small that's perfect for this show right i'm not afraid to start with like three people in the chat after an hour no i'm not because you know this is the beginning and uh it's a good start actually you know i actually have 101 dalmatians i mean i mean subscribers now um and uh you know there's
no notification went out and so it'll slowly get bigger right we also oh look what we have right you said grow right it says ah all flowers must grow through dirt right and so sometimes we'll have some
you know um dirty terrible things happen to us and actually we're so beautiful that's like we'll nourish us right yeah read end is the beginning yep bloom where you're planted how about this rest
slow down you don't have to solve everything today that's good i like that one too
i'm gonna do two more out of this deck and then go to get some other decks this one says forgiveness a crushed flower still gives off a sweet scent it's like even like our enemies we can forgive because it's like sometimes they know not what they do sometimes they are um you know
i haven't been through trauma themselves and you know and uh are just reacting instead of acting right we also have radiance keep your head held high and follow the sun so those are beautiful cards yeah don't forget but you know it's like in your heart you can say you know
i forgive yeah don't forget right let's go to the mermaid cards this is the sea melodies this one says dance take inspiration from moonlight dancing on the surface of the sea
beautiful
a little bit nice dance listen the secrets of the sea become apparent when we listen to the sound within the shells there's also that inner the inner voice but there's like the voice behind the voice there's like when you you hear sometimes um you know when you think do i have a glove i need a glove huh i think it's
i think i'm okay now i think it's healed yeah i need i need a glove yeah i think i think i'm healed it's not bad feels better this one says guidance find safety in your beacon's light okay i see a lot i hear a lot of like you know finding this light of the sun or the moon
these are these guys these little beacons that can oh it says move particles only grow on a docked ship right i'm so make sure we move around you know and
direction trust your inner compass and find your bearings yeah we have actually a built in like you know gps basically if we follow that we'll know where to go right it will drill there's will be little hints and signs of where to go okay let's get the fairy cards
how are we doing these can be for everybody take what resonates leave the rest
okay fairies what do you have to say tonight the green fairy a cheeky green fairy on your behalf is appearing here to make you laugh okay i think i did this thing called and i went out to the check republic it's called absinthe and uh i don't know if you've heard this it's a green drink and you see the green fairy when you drink it actually it's really cool how you drink it they
take some they basically put some put a sugar cube in it and then they put something on top of it and light it on fire um this one says you're on the right path hydrogen for us i'll be okay i'll be okay i think i'm a fast healer i don't have any but i'm sure i'll be okay the way ahead is clear
and true you'll you've chosen the right path for you so maybe you made a decision about something recently and it's it's the right decision it's like that you're on the right track on the right path especially if you're listening to that inner inner voice and the guidance
portals where didn't we play in nature that's where the garden gate will take you there you know like uh there are portals all around us um where we it's kind of like uh these little walking into like another world in our own world and you'll see it's even going inside from
outside we also release sometimes the only thing to do is laugh or cry it's up to you i like that a lot it's like right there's a four-way intersection standing in the middle yeah there's a crossroad sometimes right but um yeah i like this like release car because sometimes i you know i don't
know what to do i don't even know if the laugh or cry right but i like to laugh better and then we have oh this is great too be strong
it says when trouble seems to be brewing near your inner strength will keep you clear okay let's do one more out of the stick
these are nice i like i like these little messages they actually like hit you know they they're pretty good this one says animal healing it says no matter the creature earth sky or sea animals show us how true love can be you know and they can even if they even if they scratch you
ones in a while you know it's like they don't they don't mean to really hurt you they're just like you know you're just a little he's just a little bit he's a little bit uh you know you know wild a little bit wild a wild card yeah so let's see i have this other deck and it's a
little bit spooky though the robin yeah i don't oh i just need one more card it says trust yeah then she flew away it says trust breathe in breathe out let go of doubt okay this is like basically i would say you know trust yourself and trust trust the universe
that you're getting the lessons and you're in the right things will happen at the right time and and also things will be made fair for you yeah but that's the nature the robin will the robins they know they'll build their nest and then they'll they'll fly away sometimes but yeah okay these are spooky cards i did a reading for somebody the other night and uh
they said they liked the cards but they're they're gotta they're a little bit too uh this one says revenge i know sometimes sometimes we do we do like to um you know get even and you know if we're
you take our little tentacles sometimes and and do a little squeeze there's a little they're a little scary i know a little scary but you know sometimes we can sometimes uh you know revenge can be sweet doesn't need to be choking somebody it can be just living our best life to be the best revenge you know us being happy or us doing what we want and not giving into some of these people
this one says the feeding oh my gosh there we go there's a feeding it's a there that's my finger and that's no i just you know oh look at him now he's sleeping over there yeah uh
i think they're beautiful cards they are a little bit spooky right ooh this one says backstabber maybe we have some backstabbers in our life right and they they oh they uh take us by surprise sometimes sorry i know i know i know that's not good
but you know what sometimes it's you know stabbed in the back it's like you know can you wake up call to back and front yeah ooh the thief so watch out like someone you know look at the now he's at the window you know someone stole my
window by breaking it you know but now i have like a wide open window so i need to like make sure that uh no one comes in it right but yeah there's a there's you know there's thieves of peace and happiness and all kinds of thieves you know don't let people steal your and there's poison too
okay and so uh and poison can be hate and poison can be uh like vitriol other people's vitriol yeah
what's this mean the sculpture
now uh there's a sculpture right there
interesting i don't know what does this mean to you like what does this mean to you it's like you know sometimes maybe like being still uh being uh a work of art you know we're all of these sculptures of the divine there's the viewing sometimes we feel like we're put up for everyone
to to see and you know not not necessarily a coffin but it's like you know but everyone's look everyone's looking we feel like everyone's looking at us and stuff like that and yeah there's some demonic bloat in that one right i'll do two more out of this one
oh but look here's it here's an answer to it look at this there's a there's this there's some envy like somebody's jealous and you know that evil eye like that you know they're looking at you know see she's in the sun and all this all this good stuff is coming and all this love and it's like
and it's like oh that person's like hmm i want i want some of that i why aren't i getting that why aren't i in the sun you know right i'm gonna do one more card out of this one
we have the fair this is called the feral child and this child is having a little snack of himself you know and we do have this like sometimes we have this wild this wild inner child and stuff like that but you know um we have to sometimes make sure we pay attention to our inner child to protect
it and things like that and our innocence and not let others others rob us rob us of that you know let's get to this deck this is the pulp tear this is a really cool deck little pinup deck it looks like a little book shout out to everyone in the chat so these are i'm having a good uh i look at the color of these cards and so you really do
that's the back of the cards oh i have to show you my i put my um on my cold codex i put um i made a deck and i so there's readings on the cold codex and i'll do a reading on that next see after this one i'm gonna do five cards out of this one oh page of pentacles this is like something being handed to us um uh you know or maybe we maybe sometimes it has to do with
with uh somebody being paid to do something or paying a younger person to help um in some way and so you know the page is usually a younger person and and this one is it looks like they're receiving a coin okay for some things maybe paying for a service looks like power right now but the poison was the assassin yeah yes okay yes yes and people will we'll choke on their own poison
and you know and envy is a poison too but look at this we have strength because this person she has see she has her hand on the cat and the cat is like you know gentle because and she's gentle right but it's like and it's like you can like actually tame a beast with your gentleness she just has her hand right in the right place right it's like a it's pressure point it's like
and it goes yeah keep your hand on the cat all right because you know it's just where to touch it so it's you know so it's calm you know so sometimes we need to practice our strength right ooh three of cups this is has to do with celebrating
with some people you know but i mean three but the threes can be third party situations you know whenever there's three people um involved in something there can be a triangulation sometimes you know even if you're partying see they don't they don't they don't look like they're having the best time necessarily they're kind of suspicious of each other and you know maybe because you
know they're trying to turn one you know one against each other and so you always have to watch out for the third parties and relationships you know but we do have this tent panicles this is some wealth this is some good generational wealth this is some money coming in and there's like you know there's colonel sanders but he has the dog touching the dog has his hand the dog smelling
this is the generational wealth this is like you know having good possessions having things to to share and you know he this guy's created it but it's like everyone's enjoying it you know um and tent panicles is a very good car i'm gonna do three more because you know let's
what the hell ooh ace of wands we have this manifestation power okay we have this and this is like also like the divine handing you a tool or a wand to use um to manifest something and uh it's also some inspiration it can be um something that you that can you can light
okay well it looks like that and maybe it's like you could you have the you have the power of life and death um with that right and it's like you know you can kind of decide and so look it looks she looks like she's she's dealt with something right there you know she's because she
had to you know and putting an end to something but that's an interesting particularly interesting death card because it looks like she's the most powerful one because she's the one that's standing up they got everybody else kind of like kind of like you know scared under her but there she is like you know and she's standing up to it like right there right one more out of
this and then i'll show you the codex um deck oh the tower okay uh also you know this is like something some big clearing something something clearing out of the way towers and sometimes are are you know people say they're scary and something like that but sometimes things need to need to uh
you know be torn down before they can uh create space for something else and uh and there's also this power of lightning i see like i see that one has like lightning and it's it can cause it's like this power it's this is power to you know yeah please
what would you like praise yeah the prayer in the storm we survive until it passes okay so i'll show you the codex um the codex deck and we'll look at that around the dark one
sometimes like that lightning will hit it right
well so let's have a look yeah we're gonna have a look at the codex um and i'm gonna show you actually wow um i just did i had to do some big work on it today um i'll have a you can have a look at what it looks like today actually it is looking pretty good yes there's hope here look let's pull one more card because i'd like to end on a good note like what's what's to expect out of
everything where'd that deck go right put it maybe put it put it somewhere i didn't go anywhere so it's around here someplace oh here it is okay right in front of me pull one more card just set what is what's next what's next oh victory there's gonna be a victory a win okay and there's
happiness there see you're going into the victory so maybe that like once you clear the obstacle victory will come okay the happiness and the victory that's a good card i like that i like i like that's the hope the hope is like you know that on the other side of everything it's like
you know there's a win for you for sure and so even if it seems like there's a tower and this scary moment uh and it's like this you know what's going on it's gonna lead to a victory for you okay so check this out you're gonna like this you're gonna like this i think you're gonna like
this deck i'll show you well it's like i mean i mean i need to do a little work on it but here we go okay so this is the codex look how good it looks right now you see it the coming out right yeah there's the codex you got some cool effects on it hi lola lola just came in okay i want to show you some cool stuff with this
there are um 2600 transmissions or shows every pattern we're still decoding there's 2600 cold of psyche conversations full transcripts there are psychological breakdowns and behavioral maps all searchable and there have been 2600 transmissions archive shows there have been
four million four hundred ninety seven thousand three hundred forty six transcript segments there's been one hundred three hundred and thirty seven videos profiled and two thousand nine hundred and thirty two hours decoded okay um there's like a sign up there like you wanted the thing once a week there's actually um i this plays music videos like different music videos that i've
created what does this say here's one of my quotes why do i have to like give it i don't know i don't think it is man she couldn't give me five minutes yeah this was when i was trying to get like five minutes with beta alone on the panel to talk with her one time like probably months ago look at that that's a pretty good thumbnail this is last night's nightmare stream
and that's how it kind of fell a little bit but um yeah so that's that okay you can actually go here or if you go um here you can see all my this says live right there see this is all my channels put together you know okay and you know also if you're alexander mayer span you know all her shows too
okay um there's an overview there is an archive of all the episodes okay there's the oracle that you can talk to and uh what is this one what is beetle's core behavioral pattern across appearances i think beetle is beta i think so it says across documented appearances beetle
follows a consistent three phase arc initial warmth and agreement a pivot to destabilization when direct challenge arises then withdrawal framed as philosophical distance the destabilization move is almost always the same a rapid reframe of the host premise as a personal failing rather than a factual disagreement in over half of appearances this is preceded by three rapid topic changes
before the pivot lands the pattern holds across widely different panel compositions which suggests is structural not reactive that's interesting right has anyone successfully pushed back and get psyche and held their ground or what recurring dynamic occurs most often when panels go off script and so there's questions you can ask there and ask the oracle
things right um there is um a symbol codex with different symbols that you can study you know there's the bafflement and all these kind of explanations okay um you know the labyrinth Saturn some of these might speak to you there's a lexicon this has all kinds of uh
different things from like the panel verse like they has you know so it has uh you know things to do with streaming things to do with the mods things to do with the community music from performance there's slang there's the panel person there's a psyche burst particularly so this is like particularly from the psyche burst these ones you know these words these are like
actually words we've coined a whole lexicon of our own there's a haters club you know hard launch what is that a big announce return of streaming after an absence or an aggressive debut of a new format and so I just had a hard launch the moment the hype is real and everyone knows it's happening right okay there's Lenore my black cat are familiar
an unofficial cult mascot or official named after Ed ground posed a raven rescued as a kitten from parking lot and now treated as a show spiritual bouncer guards the stream glares at trolls and naps on the altar uh-huh yeah we have the the nine cats like he's rotating household of cats
Lenore the black familiar tricks the namesake Rudy the elder rescue lola and her pi day kittens so that's a few more depending on the season regularly co-star on the show and function as spiritual guardians I love it right oh we had psyches angels the channel membership tier
on the cult of psyche members get custom badges blah blah okay and okay so there's also a um cards okay and so I can sign in I can have to sign into my my site by sign in right here let me see
I can you know every day you can collect some uh some points and open up these cards where the cards go let me see card archive and so here's my collection so far let's have four different ones there's also a red room these are all these ones are more these are ones that are members
you know red room goes into um analysis of patterns power structures and what the transmissions actually reveal okay let's get to the okay I'm sorry I should be the whole site again but let's get to the tarot deck here we go so this is the cult of psyche tarot deck so this is a custom design these are 80 cards every major archetype psychological
pattern recurring force from 2000 transmissions distilled into physical oracle the archive made tangible so now we can pull a reading from the archive okay and now I have to fix that because it's not working right okay but I will fix that um yeah this is all this is very much a work in progress guys okay so that was kind of simple I tested it earlier and it worked okay but you
know I did do some work on the uh on the database today and stuff like that okay let's see I want to show one more thing so we can go to voices up here voices is all the people that appeared on the show and let's say like a gaudi let's see if we have gaudi today um so I mean I want to see what it has to say about gaudi so um right there's a okay b
wow I got a swear loop allows in there we talked about 90 day fiance okay okay b c I'm ready to get to g okay but yeah like every it's not even everybody that's appeared on the show it's also everyone's had mentioned or talked about on the show some I need I do need to go through
and uh and edit some of this but like even Charlie Kirk's there okay so uh chibi chibi and also you guys will probably be in some of you guys will probably be in there okay so um there's also some um avatars with a lot of people okay so cd a concrete layer oh terrible hey lola how are you okay
there we go okay we're at the d's dj electric oh my god need to pick some of this okay uh e fg let's get to g e f pretty crazy there's thousands of guests that have been over a thousand that've
been on the show fg where's gaudi right there great now we're in g i see gaudi l m n o g man oh here he is god or gaudi here he is right here okay i need to fix that there's been an error let's see this one and there's an error okay so i need i need to go through and fix this because i just changed the
database and so because my other database was i found out it was charging me too much but i do want to show you one more thing this relationship map home this uh network map look at this now look at this this is everybody that's been on the show and you can see there i'm in the middle and it's to see i have a relationship to everybody but you know it goes through like i'm like a lot of
different people there's easy and he's related to marcie and and tiffany and and so summer and your summer is related to you know jamie and amanda erickson canada dry this is pretty amazing and you can actually go like this um they are make it bigger you see you can go through and
you can see very there's mason the drummer you know these are people closest pretty cool there's rudy uh the cat there's j dog look there's a lisa there's uh the careless kates right there's emma leviate and see these like some of these people there are those just tricks there's joker
look at 28 appearances bronze bird you know bronze chicken 28 appearance it's pretty amazing right and uh so pretty cool so i do need to fix a few things there's also archetype quiz you can take the lexicon there'll be a digest weekly digest so i hope you'll find that interesting i just need
to repair a few things hey cloud zack how are you um are you going akakak cloud zack are you a good are you a good witch or a bad witch clouds i don't i forgot if you're like a friend or foe well we'll see you know akakak because that's that's what um eric the midget
would say right akakak or do that pop by akakakakak is pop by saying kakakakakak like a background or drizzle pouring down yeah i love that made the matrix see um the matrix the colorful yeah you like that yeah that's that's one of my favorite little touches to it
that's when i knew like the sights the sights uh on its way yeah um pretty cool okay well i'm gonna do i'm gonna do one more i'm gonna do the labyrinth i'm gonna do three cards from this labyrinth deck and then yeah thank you so much here's three cards in the labyrinth i need to shuffle
got some nice readings tonight okay okay oh this is the five of sword but it's in reverse okay so this is like you know a five of swords is like a is like a winner take all kind of thing and so um this is like it but it's in reverse the five of swords is actually it's like a no contest like
you win right it's like um and it's like you're not very difficult it's like it's like it's like
an easy win it's not too hard of a fight okay we have the queen of wands this is like a this is
like a magical a magical woman this is like uh and she's passionate it's a fire sign i mean it could be she could be a fire sign this particular one is like coming into control control of your passions and actually being able to direct uh this energy okay also in your higher self
mastery mastery of your um of your passions of your emotions okay well we have this nine of cups in reverse okay this is like it's telling you don't be so quick to walk away from um from what you have to like to go search for other things um it's like because and it's because you know upright
when it's the nine of cups is upright they're walking away from something looking for something else this is like stay this is like saying stay stay close to your to your things and and also you know make sure your um your your cups are the right side up because look because they just lose
water this way right and so but be aware i'm gonna pull two more be aware of what you have right and uh and the happiness you do have before you seek other things oh my gosh and seven of cups this is like wow there's like a lot of options available to you but it's causing confusion okay so you need to focus on one of the cups at a time okay because seven of cups is also called the
acid acid trip card but there's a lot of different options and you might be like which way do i go you have to just choose which one looks best to you and it looks like you know that that nine you can refill these cups or turn them in the upright okay
but i say one more and okay we'll be the two of cups in reverse it's like this is like um something that felt like uh like a like a soulmate or something or like a friend and like uh you know it's it's it's uh this offer is not an offer is not made okay i'm gonna pull one more because it could have been something a relationship soured okay
but we have the moon okay so the moon is like a lot of illusion you can see there's that apple it's the worm in it right and it's like and the moon is like i got a lot about illusion like you cannot really trust the light of the moon always because it is illusory and when you and things look different in the moonlight than they do in the daylight but you can see there's that forbidden fruit almost with but it has a worm in it
i noticed that she uh in the movie she takes a bite of this and she goes to like the masquerade ball and stuff like that it's all illusion it's all a dream and then she goes into like the this this uh just kind of uh representation of her home but it's not her home it looks like it but it's not and uh so just be aware of illusions around you and also the moon goes in cycles
and things are eventually revealed as it goes through the cycles but it will be different every time okay so there's that so i'm gonna go to we're just watching this thing about hollywood and i want to watch a little bit more of this um this is pretty cool it's um it's on rumble
so i don't get in trouble for playing it but yeah it's a really cool uh little thing about hollywood and you know it was talking about these sacrifices that are made and and different stuff um like they're saying like the baby and some other rapper like all of a sudden like whenever they um as
soon as they like the guy's like the second he hit number one someone like it was like you know there was a sacrifice the person talked about the producer told him i can do all that stuff and
then she she had a big uh bigger okay here we go i hope you hope you i'll play a little bit of this
here we go here we go watch this okay i was oh god i was in my my mid 20s right the first time i really came over here you know i had a whole bunch of weird paranoid suspicions about what the hell was going on because there was a lot of stuff i couldn't understand right and nobody was really
bothering to explain it to me and i formed a bunch of opinions about the town and about the people in it that were like surely that couldn't be me because the whole place can't be like you know weird town you know where the stranger wanders in and and all the people are in the bar and they all shut up when he looks at him and they tell you don't go to the house on the hill and it's
like that and then you go away and you think no i was wrong i mean that's insane thinking i'm paranoid i imagined that stuff that couldn't be the reason for why so-and-so was acting like could it and then you find out later on the track that you were exactly on track with a lot of this
stuff not specifically on track but that you could uh that some of your worst nightmares were real at the time and you think what do the vast majority of the biggest superstars in the world have in common paradoxically their journey to immense fame and fortune often culminates in
profound despair numerous artists have conceded that despite their considerable wealth influence and global recognition the ultimate outcome of their existence has been one of profound unhappiness alarmingly countless individuals have been misled by the falsehood that mimicking the
lifestyles of these celebrated figures is the key to achieving joy and satisfaction a multitude of lives have been squandered in the pursuit of happiness through the accumulation of wealth fame dominance engagement in occult activities promiscuity and substance abuse an examination of many top tier superstars athletes and icons of rock pop
and hip hop music reveals a recurring theme the glamour of fame often masks a reality filled with anguish obscurity and despair celebrated actor brad pit has openly shared his profound sense of void despite attaining vast wealth and fame drying a parallel to the figure of the prodigal son this parable tells the story of a young man who prematurely demands his inheritance
from his father only to waste it on dissolute living however the narrative takes a turn as the son realizes his mistake and returns to his father who greets him with forgiveness and love jesus shared this parable not just to highlight the hollowness of worldly possessions but underscore god's immense love for those who repent and return to him pit identifies with the lesson
of the parable stating you will not be alive again until you come home to the father's ways yet he also admits i never thought past believing this admission reveals a profound spiritual emptiness within pit he confided in a rolling stone interview that the chase for material gains has left him and others feeling void saying man i know all these things are
supposed to seem important to us the car the condo our version of success i say toss all this we gotta find something else but all i know is that at this point in time we're heading for a dead end a numbing of the soul a complete atrophy of the spiritual being i don't want that the emphasis now is on success and personal gain i'm telling you that's not it i am the guy who's
got everything but once you've got everything then you're just left with yourself that was satan isn't it support you
it's when you made a pact the movie came out super
you know your thoughts and things as as you grow up and i i'm a big believer and you have to try things on for yourself and really figure out who you are what works for you pit's reflection brings to light a deep contemplation of societal values underscoring the vacuum left by material success without spiritual fulfillment echoing the timeless message of jesus and the necessity of a connection with god for true
contentment this narrative echoes in the sports world where numerous athletes confront deep despair and thoughts of despair despite their outward success maybe a lot of people would say hey man this is what it is i reached my goal my dream my life is me i thank god it's got to be
more than this i mean this isn't this can't be what it's all correct up to be i mean i've done it in 27 and what else is there for me i'd wake up and i think why did i wake up this morning this is coming from a man who had everything money fame glory titles a wife a family kids
everything but i felt as if i had nothing i felt there was an empty gaping hole that was just filled with gloom and doom and it just was one bad thing happened to me after another um and it wasn't till after the glitch go fight a very massive high then i had to have a even worse or low lowest low that anyone could ever have even tom brady celebrated as the greatest of all time in the
nfl has not been immune to profound personal challenges cbs highlighted an unusual aspect of brady's life noting that the secret of brady's success was that he married a witch a playful nod to his former wife jazelle this comment was made in a lighter vein especially after the
patriot's victory over the rams in super bowl 53 when jazelle reportedly reminded brady of his good fortune in having a witch for a wife brady himself has openly acknowledged this intriguing facet of his life on camera adding a unique layer to the narrative of his storied career you know i've learned a lot from my wife over the years and she's so about the power of intention
you know and believing things that are really going to happen and she always makes a little altar for me at the game because she just wills it so much and uh so she put together a little altar for me that i could bring with pictures of my kids and i have these little special stones and healing stones and protection stones and she has me wear necklace and take these drops
she makes and i sell these mantras and i stopped questioning her a long time ago i did i just shut up and listen and at first i was like this is kind of crazy and then about four years ago we were playing the seahawks and she said you better listen to me this is your year but this is all the things you're going to have to do to win and i did all those things and by god you
don't work there's pretty good and then in 2015 it was about early january and she said you know how much i love you and i said yeah and she said i just want to let you know this is not going to be your year oh and of course we lost i said what does 16 look like and she said 16 is going to be your
year so it was early january this year and i said they by asking like do we have a chance and she said yeah but you're gonna have to do a lot of work and you're really gonna have to listen to me so man i listen to her and right after the game she said see i did a lot of work you do your work
i do mine she said you're lucky you married a witch i'm just a good witch a curious observation emerges when examining the lives of those who seemingly possess everything that is often equated with happiness fame fortune and a claim rather than attaining fulfillment a profound
spiritual emptiness prevails this pattern is not exclusive to renowned actors actresses and sport figures it similarly affects leading personalities in the music industry including iconic rock pop and rap artists i was living my dream i literally if like you could go to
16 year old rain wilson like what's your dream live in new york city be paid to be an actor have cool friends have a beautiful girlfriend live in a loft and have a van and like collaborate artistically with really cool people i mean i was living my dream and i was miserable i was just
like what going on like why why am i waking up at three in the morning just like staring at the wall why am i considering like what this doesn't make any sense it doesn't make any sense like i'm living my dream this is what you wanted asshole why are you so ungrateful and i was
deeply deeply unhappy if i get this i'll be happy if i do this i'll be happy because i felt like i was like i felt like bro i was like dying my security and stuff were coming into the room at night to check my pulse like people don't know how this brilliant little device keeps any room ice cold also that's a good and toasty warm all winter a good lesson it's like you know
like money does not buy you happiness it really does not there are very happy fishermen and there's very unhappy billionaires right right so it doesn't hi rude hi
i mean play it i'm trying to take this off the screen yeah i mean it's like that's why you know be careful what you wish for you just might get it it's like we don't know what we don't know what we even want it until
we have it and then once we have it it's like do we really want that anyway this is good remember this
delivery
you're welcome every single time you screamed and you ganked and you ran for the broom i just sat there proud in the middle of the room i worked so hard i used all my skill and this is the thanks that i get for real i could
have eaten it myself but i chose to share i left it on your bed with the greatest of care next time i'll bring you a bird or a rat you better say thank you or i'll bring you a bat i'm not stopping this is my legacy
fresh from the backyard straight to your face
you're welcome you ungrateful disgrace you're welcome um well look at this here we go let me see this
this is a newest pop star oh this is good so
a trip huh and the coolest stuff on on a tiktok or instagram uh-oh
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I like this lady, right?
See, sometimes the lens is just a little bit dirty, right?
I like this lady, right?
I like this lady, right?
I like this lady, right?
I'll play the beat of the clip if someone wants me to.
This really cool is on Instagram, you can look at Instagram at 3D in VR. I want to play the troll sound for you though.
Thank you for the two people being here, I appreciate that. I'm actually happier right now than I have been with 100 people. Even one person. Bye, Dick. I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. No, Dick. There you are. Alright, not you.
Okay. You're like this one.
Or at least I will.
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If there's section 8 housing in Orange County for women under age of 64. If there's section 8 housing in Orange County for women under age of 64. You're a total fucking weirdo. I'm a creep. I'm sorry. Guess what? I always told you this, psyche. You fucking, you can even take a little feather from my fucking life.
You will be okay, but you're a sorry ass mother. What are you gonna take me? You're a sorry? I don't want to... What? What? What? What? What bitch? You never got owned like that? You're a sorry ass motherfucker. Sorry ass bitch.
Hey, how long has it been since you had a guest on your panel? Live alone me. Hey, when is morning? When? Who was it? Who was it this morning? Okay, we'll... Aw, so let me put it in my journal. Let me just write it down because I'm beat up. I'm beat up. Aw, because I'm fucking stupid as psyche.
And I know how to determine and fucking read cards. My ass. Read this asshole. Read this asshole, bitch. Read my asshole. You're a fucking fool. I've seen it. I've seen it. You should have blogged or whatever. I'm gonna beat up. Fuck you, Enward. Oh, wow.
Well, you said it all the time, right? And then you said M-I-G-G. You spell it out, right? I know. I will because, well, you are Enward. And you are too. But you're white, except I'm a sound Enward. Yeah, you're a sound Enward. Well, how come Tricks? What is Tricks back? No, Tricks didn't come back. Well, you know who came back? Tux came back. He came back right up to Tricks. So he came back up to you. That's ironic. How you switch a roux.
I did this little switch. I'm gonna take off, you know, the cute little shagaroo from Tux. And I'm gonna put a tuxedo on. Shut the fuck up, poor face. Poor fucking face. You degenerate ass. Like it sucks you. Stooges, okay, lady. I saw your like bald spot. Your fucking real face. Yes, I've seen everything now and I showed everybody else too.
We all know you. Well, I'm so crushed by your opinion. I know. That's what you saw. Listen, we've seen your bald spot. We've seen your who files fucking. Here's my bald spot. Fucking feet, your leg. We've seen your shoplifting out of the fucking community fucking store. I look better than every fucking generation combined together.
You have been fucked by the Persian spell. I'm Persian. I have good genes. You're fucking white trash. White trash on math. Look at your teeth. They're so yellow. Just like your vagina lips, right? Why are you doing your hair like that? Like you can't compete. Like you want me to braid it?
What?
You see me and guess what? You would have had an opportunity to see me more, but guess what? I'm Persian. You're still white trash. Garbage, your garbage. You're a fucking garbage bitch. If I am, throw me out. If I am, throw me out. You can't, right? Because I'm a treasure in your fucking world. Throw me out garbage.
Throw me garbage file. This is the best content you've had in fucking weeks, whore-ass face. Talking about U.S. Oh, you're gonna have a fucking stazzo top. This is my second time. Okay, all right. You were dropped on the fucking head. But don't don't that's why you fucking associate with yourself like camey cowboys that you not go about
with me personally. I can't stand her ass. Talk about control, right? Talk about control, right? Nancy alone, Nancy, who's been so low. Who cares about fucking reality, Nancy? Reality, Nancy? Like, let her show her fucking shit and we'll laugh about it. You're just a hater, bitch. You're just a hater. Are you jealous? You're a brand-new Q supporter, you faggot.
You're a Q supporter. You support Q. What am I? I'm brand-new Q. You support Q. You spit on a woman. You hit that brand-new support like a faggot Q and a whole. Bitch, you're a bitch, wet-brained, white-claw addict. You're braiding your hair trying to compete with me right now. Oh, yeah. I wanna look like you. I had no hair. Do you wanna wear my skin? You have a bald spot, bitch.
And you do too. And you're fucking 46 years old looking like fucking a method like a whole lot of good people. But I wish I never met you good at one time, but you look like a whole lot. I wouldn't sit with you at a fucking restaurant. You look like trash.
You look like trash. You look like a homeless. Yes. Yes. I reject fucking Elisa Giordano. You think I want to reject like fucking reject trash like you? I thought you were above that. You're a trash. You're trash. You're trash. You don't know how to fucking like, like you don't even know how
to fucking like take care of your fucking task. Show me fucking tricks. Show me tricks. I will fucking, I will put a fucking knife in my, I will put a knife in my skull if you show me tricks. Well, I love it. Show me, show me tricks and I'll do it for you. I'll do it. No, no, I'll do it. Show me tricks, you motherfucker. You fucking let
your cats get caught in the house. Oh, really? I'd rather have them here than out there. I'd rather have them fucking not having flea and fucking bringing out rats. Oh, yeah, I do. Yeah, you keep recycling your fucking trash. White fucking
trash ass motherfucker. Yeah. Okay, good luck. As many as your mother has. Oh, my, my mother doesn't drink white clogs. She's much more classy than she was taking a little bit of sips up when she fucking gave birth to you and she dropped your mother. Okay, because I'm talking about her. I won't panel. You can talk about anything. I'm not gonna
breathe. I'm not gonna be that low. You talk about Jamie's fucking line. I think you talk about Jamie's mom in the truck miraculously acting like it goes. Okay, great. No, I'm not gonna leave her alone. I'm gonna go right and you're there. I'm gonna defend her. Oh, really? I will defend you. Before I get my door kicked in again, my
neighbor like see that high pitched voice might bother my neighbor so much. My baby became has already kicking my door. Okay, but from that voice and then he threw my doorbell into my window. You believe that? That was crazy. Yeah, fucking neighbors. Yeah, I shouldn't play that again, because they'll probably like, you know, set
them up again. I don't want to hear fucking. Oh, God. Yeah. So anyway. Yeah, I guess I'll, I guess I'll be posting on cult of psyche. Maybe today, but I'm gonna be going live here, but I'm actually gonna be able to like let everybody
know that I'm here. And so thank you for coming tonight, though. I mean, I appreciate everybody that came in the chat. Yeah, just to chill like little Tuesday night. Was it Tuesday? No, it's Wednesday morning. Okay, well, hope you guys have a great one. Hi, baby. I know. I know. I know
that horrible, that horrible beta and beta I hope it's not true that I put I'm hearing about you what you did. Hope it's not true. That would mean you're truly sick. Oh, we know. Yeah, I don't I don't want to repeat what I heard. And I hope it's
not true. I really hope it's not true. That would be low. Hey, we didn't have one troll in the chat though tonight. Maybe Cloudsack. Maybe I don't know. Everyone's quiet like, you know, I don't know, really need to get a life.
They broke the wrong man.
Static.
Neon rain. Late night transmissions from somewhere. Beneath the internet.
The trade by the smiles cut by the lies. Everybody loyal to
survival arrives fake love run under fluorescent light watched weak men panic when it came time to fight so I stopped asking questions begging for truth started reading human nature like a loaded of cold book every scar became scripture every loss became site every humiliation car strategy into my
mind now I walk through chaos calm like I already know most people reveal themselves the second pressure grows and now the silence got heavier now the state cuts glass now the room gets nervous every time I pass I am the strong they created at
the fire betrayal design shadow moving through neon cities with vengeance sharp and inside unreadable untouchable no to control they try to break the spirit but they weaponize the
soul I don't beg for loyalty I don't chase applause I became the nightmare born from learning how people open panels after midnight internet ghosts on screen conspiracy prophets and falling kings talking in broken frequencies Nick sings rituals in the static glow at 333 where the strange things
grow while psyche studies every face like a predator learning patterns slow everybody loud online now everybody selling pain everybody desperate to be seen like addicts chasing faith but the dangerous move in silence the dangerous wait and watch the dangerous know the timing before anybody
I am the strong they created the ghost inside the frame a cult leader built from heartbreak and digital
flame unreadable untouchable cold moon behind the eyes every betrayal fed the machine that finally came alive
now the weak move carefully when they speak my name because pressure made a diamond is suffering made a blade
pain was never the ending pain was initiation every liar every trader every moment they thought you were finished they were building the thing that would outgrow them
now I move like shadow politics through the noise and smoke never revealing everything never giving all the code learn the world's a chessboard learn perception shape reality learn calmness under pressure terrify so I don't react fast anymore that's what prey animals do I study patterns patiently and strike when the timing's true no
fake forgiveness speeches no dramatic grievance seen success becomes the punishment for everybody who switched team I am the storm they created the signal they can't erase
the myth inside the algorithm with static around my face unreadable untouchable the silence says enough you can hear the fear in people when calm survives rough
I don't fear abandonment I don't fear collapse because once you build a fortress mind nobody takes it back they wanted pain to destroy him but pain gave him architecture
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well does anybody want to I guess Nancy came you know I was playing the beat of stuff it's just so depressed I can't believe she was like such an evil person like you know I'm really sorry to anybody that's you know falls victim to her that Persian spell is uh getting old you know
it's basically really sad like I'm just watching her fall apart for my eyes actually uh okay I hold me take this off and I'm sorry Nancy like uh how's she like you know she's like she's like really said she's really rude you know but yeah so I'll give you an update on what happened with the neighbor
um nothing basically right I don't and I hope it's not true what I heard about what she did to her cat like I hope it's not true I hope it's not I'm not even repeated because it's like but you know I just saw a post today where she's like she's such an animal advocate and so I don't know oh shit the norm spell here look at this this is a little in my lap
this is like how much my cat hate me this I mean I've never like I really never even seen her hold her cat but apparently she did something else to it that was really disturbing so I really hope that wasn't true I cannot believe that if she didn't seriously if she did she should be in rehab or a mental asylum like
really I don't understand like and she even found out yesterday Nancy like the thing that is I told her like you know it was a misunderstanding and she didn't even apologize to you which is really strange you know yeah
um yeah apparently thing that is had said oh well you know I lied to you and I said you know people told you people told me that you were a bad friend well he's not lying if I I'm sure people
told him that but um yeah so he said that and then she had then got all suspicious that Nancy was talking behind her back or something like that like the thing that is like why would she even care I didn't know she was so attached to the thing that is by the way like I had some analysis done on thing that is last night and apparently he was just um closing out the
relationship I do believe I do believe that he was oh hi baby you see my beautiful niece hi oh but I'm sorry nobody deserves to be treated like you know yeah his make-believe friends I know it's like well you know it's like I mean I would have told him that you know and so it's like but um
but I don't know if he brought up he said your name but um to her but she just assumed that because you said something about a screenshot and then she was thinking that you were sending screenshots or something to him so she must have had some kind of guilty conscience about something right I mean she's not the best friend uh you know but um you know I'm I am sorry about that you know um
he was kind of crying crying to her last night and stuff like that I don't know what her problem was last night though it was it is true isn't it true like I I would have told him that right I would have told him that and I could have you know it's like you know it's really sad um you know I mean she's very very
chute-faced um she would have served but she she brought up my mom and she you know it's trying to like say oh you know I don't care if I do what I'm so sad that I don't have like trolls trolls on the panel or in the chat I'm really sad I mean it's like I'd rather have my own audience even if there's there's one person if there's zero people it's better than a hundred um people that are just
you know pretty terrible but even like I guess Zimpulse and uh Gloky they they said they were doxed by her or in her chat and then she just hid them because you know she always would tell me not to hide anybody like you know don't like you know she tried to tell me what to do in my chat and stuff but uh and I'm embarrassed that I actually even like you know
listen to listen to her about some things because I was like oh well she knows like she has experience you know I'm glad I have some more experience now and I know exactly how to run a stream and um and to do what I want and it's like you know really I encourage people to be careful who they listen to in this community because some people are not your friends and some people are not trying to trying to give you good advice
or trying to or keep you trolled and stuff like that hi babe oh look at Lola see Lola the cat will not if the cat is like abused they will not like lift their their chin like this you know so it's like I don't know if like it's a fucking but but like what is this this stuff about me and my cats like it's like people are just obsessed and it's like not even true
it's like but if my cats were not treated well they wouldn't want to be around me right it's like it wouldn't be like sitting like you know on me and purring and cuddling under the blankets with me I'm sorry I'm like it is and it's like you know um but I have like you know oh Nancy like yeah okay so yeah these are I have
like I programmed the nightbot like I have um there's like new rules like and I really will stick to these rules I mean it's like especially here it's good to have a new channel it started I'm gonna be able to promote the channel a little bit more today but yeah there we go so the rules are let me see if it comes up should be working yeah I respect everyone no hate no harassment no spam
don't be trolls listen to guests with an open mind mods have the final say and keep it weird but not toxic and but that was toxic last night plus it was like you know she would have broken every one of these rules she didn't respect everyone she hated she harassed uh did she spam maybe maybe that's one rule she didn't
break um but I was repeating the trolls listening to guests with open mind I mean I had an open mind listening to her so I followed my rules but it's like you know sometimes you want to you want to make sure your mind is not that open or your brains might fall out especially when dealing with the likes of her I mean I've never wait last night or the night before
it was last night was the beta thing right last night was the beta thing the night before I started the channel and so this is only my third night on the channel and so even if it's like and still I'm I made like 50 subscribers and I guess a day just took a day to 100 subscribers or even triple digits it's going
fast yeah yeah I just like it this is it's really disturbing watching that video because it's like I couldn't even like believe the first time I'm just seeing it the second time it's like wow I mean it's like I can't believe her and then that the jerk of fifth sage was in my comments like oh be the cook psyche but the rest of the show is boring you know if this saves you have no personality you have all you have
all you have is a hundred a hundred uh sage accounts right I mean it's like you're just a lame ass like beta butt liquor that's what I'm gonna call be the fans just be the butt liquors and it's like wow that's why they have fucking their mouths of full pubic hair and shit like that you know it's like it's like beta's bush liquor whatever it's like disgusting right oh we saw it once she changed her
underwear over the camera on my show and accidentally put it up full screen wow is that what I call a dark and twisted forest right I mean like what she's saying I have bald like I'm not bald I have a unique hairline right there see there's my hairline is a bald no it's just that's what my horns used to be um I'm not like going bald I mean it's like
they're trying to like desperately make me sorry does it look like I'm going bald no I just have a high hairline you see all the front hair I don't have implants or anything this is all see that's all my own hair since I was a little kid I've had that but they're going to try to just say I'm I'm Cyrax well first of all if I was Cyrax I'd have to be retarded first of all
I'm not I'm also have my teeth I also don't have scabs all over my head I also don't have like a horrible criminal record I know my my hair is like plentiful like she has bald spot though I didn't notice like how bald she was going but you know what I've never seen the craft in the craft like when they like the girl starts going bald and everything it's like it has to do with
witchcraft I think like using witchcraft in the wrong way I think can cause people to go bald you know also cannibalism and uh insanity can uh can happen oh look at this this is a good picture of me yeah a great there I love it it's my little there's a really good app actually what's it called I think yeah it's like uh you know puts
you in these great outfits yeah I think my hair is great um and I don't think I look like so terrible like people are saying oh you know or not demons whatever the flux she is I'm not sure it's human anymore right
I mean boy she's she thinks I changed wow it's like she has I mean oh she went to a dark place last night really dark it's just like I just felt meanly sorry for her not like fucking offended or anything but she said because she was just being
wet-brained so I want to see if my fix my uh the code I see it let me see okay it succeed okay so I'm gonna show you this okay I think I can do the oracle now I'm not the oracle the terror reading I put I put there's free readings on my site now okay so check this out you can see that these do cards
they're really cool there you go I go down to the cards um terror it says tarot cards somewhere tarot yeah tarot deck okay hopefully this works or I'll be very embarrassed oh okay I need to fix it still okay I still need to fix that do I need to fix people still let me see places
and no I don't okay so I was trying to show the gaudy one let me see can I search for gaudy oh there's a map too here's the map that's everybody that's been on the show all the relationships we ever to each other wow remember John Clark and even remember that smash Zach I don't know who some of these people are true it's the zone I remember him
oh there's Kate but co-host unnamed Garrett Alice Alexander McQueen oh there's an Alice and it connected to Alexander McQueen okay and there's Joe look at Joe's connected all these people there's gaudy connected to see this bones connect to the everyone's connected oh there's that horrible Amanda Erickson
Justin I don't know you can go through some of these things but I was looking for the search my search for gaudy for example my search for gaudy see oh there's this gaudy song I'm like love you gaudy right and then this is gaudy so you can go look at his page there he is John gaudy it says gaudy is a recurring
guest and valued community member of the cult of psyche who appears frequently across panels and casual streams he's known for his philosophy of transforming life's challenges into opportunities for growth a perspective he describes as alchemy gaudy has established himself as a loyal chaotic presence in the community who maintains genuine friendships
with the host and fellow regulars alchemy philosophy gaudy's recurring theme across appearances this is approach to turning adversity into positive outcomes he elaborates on this concept on a personal practice describing as literal alchemy where he transmutes difficulties into gold community loyalties celebrated in the episode love you gaudy thanks for being oh
be my friend which serves as a musical tribute to his chaotic but steadfast presence in the show's ecosystem suggests he's viewed as a foundational community figure panel dynamic gaudy appears regularly alongside other recurring guests mason alexander mcqueen joe mr big pipes in discussion heavy episodes covering topics like identity sensitivity in modern conversation and personal
relationships as discussed on stream heated confrontation the episode tensions rise a fight about to break out documents a significant argument between gaudy and another participant that threatened escalation showcasing his confrontational side as discussed on stream gaudy was involved in a heated argument captured in tensions rise where tensions between him and another guest threatened to escalate the
physical violence gaudy dismissed the other person's threats suggesting they would knock yourself out and talking like an idiot gaudy maintains close friendships with psyche and appears consistently with mason queen big pipes blah blah yeah so some of these have been and these are all the episodes he's been on so there's so much to this to this I mean it goes crazy it really look at all these episodes he's been on too we
can find its appearances so whoever you're a frippant of the show here's his quotes you're gonna knock yourself out knock yourself out because you're talking like an idiot gaudy i'm a crash out i'm okay i'll take all the things that have went wrong in my life and i'm gonna turn them to gold right it's actually like alchemy you know some alchemy like i do
i turn into gold that's what i do it's like and who else can do that i have novel troll royal troll blood and that's why i'm the king but i it's like but it's like i'm not but i'm like i reluctant troll no no i've got the wrong information i'm sorry everything is good with her she's still good yeah that's when he told me that she died someone died and she didn't didn't
he's really smart people don't have to prove it exactly that's a good quote i love that one really smart people don't have to prove it they're just smart right so that's cool i mean it's like yeah so you can go through and uh check out see if you're in the codex and what it has to say about you and stuff like that i also have the um i have the uh the nightbot setup
i'm gonna try this look at this uh oops you know so it says lurk so i'm gonna try the lurk command lurk for the lurkers out there yeah he is right and i i mean i do there we go so the type of lurk exclamation point lurk thanks for lurking in the shadows the creatures of the night appreciate your support so you know even the lurkers are helping the
algorithm even people that dislike helped the algorithm because that's considered um that's considered engagement even if it's negative engagement it's engagement and so i appreciate the lurkers i appreciate the even the people that dislike thank you so much for supporting the stream i'd like you're just like oh there's oh rudy hi rudy let's do this tail
rudy turning tail yeah um tux scratched me a little bit tonight if you got me you got me on a finger really good ouchy it's okay not too bad um what else i didn't drink tonight um we'll see what happens tomorrow i don't know i think maybe it's gonna be a good day i think i feel a good day coming on
it's gonna be wednesday mm-hmm we're halfway through the week oh baby i had a good uh really good dinner tonight had mcdonald's you know i had mcdonald had a cheeseburger and i had large fries and it was delicious and i had a bagel this morning uh really good several cups of
coffee um i'm enjoying the new show um you know it's gonna build slowly but i like it building a little bit organically i'm gonna try not to have too many more appearances like last night like i'm just gonna i mean that brought a lot of negative energy right that last night she brought a lot of the negative energy but you know i think
we just threw some water on her and said dinged on the witch is dead and you know she got in her broomstick and flew away how was the stream tonight um i started like a really late and then it's like i had posted some stuff earlier today so i didn't i don't think notifications went out you know plus um you know this brand new channel and stuff but it was pretty good
i watched uh while i was watching about hollywood i mean maybe i'll play a little bit more of it nancy i think you might like it and anybody else watching this is about like satanism and hollywood uh it's really actually pretty interesting hollywood and masks it's luciferian price of fame it's about they're making deals with the devil and stuff
you know they probably enjoy it they just show mel Gibson though average cleaning tool up linked with darkness was further revealed in an admission to ray colman stating i've sold my soul to the devil shortly before his death
lennon penned a letter to a christian minister reflecting on his song money can't buy me love conceding it's true i want happiness i don't want to keep on with the i want out of hell his story like those of many others underscores the futility of seeking fulfillment and wealth and fame which failed to fill the profound emptiness within
the tragic fates of these icons reveal a haunting pattern a surrender to dark forces in exchange for fleeting worldly success leaving them devoid of true joy and peace michael jackson globally celebrated as the king of pop shared a profound and personal revelation in his autobiography moonwalk highlighting the depths of his isolation despite his monumental fame
i'm one of the loneliest people in the world people think you're lucky that you have everything they think you can go anywhere and do anything but that's not the point he confessed his loneliness was so intense that he wouldn't wish it on anyone stating i believe i'm one of the loneliest people in the world jackson also disclosed his experiences with channeling spirit entities within a mirror filled room
which he believed inspired his music he claimed that many of his songs were received during sleep fearing that a lack of rest might result in these spirits offering their inspiration to prince instead jackson's connection to elvis pressley through his marriage to pressley's daughter lisa marie highlighted a poignant awareness of the potential for self-destruction
remarking the way elvis destroyed himself interests me because i don't ever want to walk those grounds myself in a tragic parallel lisa marie observed that her father's fate mirrored jackson's own demise michael jackson passed away at 50 due to a overdose in los angeles echoing the sad narratives of elvis
and john lennon were neither wealth nor fame could mend the profound emptiness within but money is the root of all evil as you know the love of money is root of all evil these confessions from some of the world's most iconic figures underscore a common theme of deep-seated loneliness and the unfulfilled quest for happiness through fame and material success revealing a stark
contrast between public perception and private reality kurt cobain the iconic frontman of nirvana which is celebrated as the pinnacle of grunge music harbored a deep fascination with anton lavi the notorious founder of the church of satan and author of the satanic bible cobain's interest in lavi was so intense that he attempted to involve them in nirvana's
groundbreaking album nevermind proposing lavi play the shallow on the record this obsession offers a glimpse into the possible origins of cobain's musical genius characterized by his ability to craft irresistibly seductive melodies that seem to emerge from a place beyond his own understanding
as if he stumbled on melodies by means he himself didn't fully understand despite his monumental fame cobain grappled with profound emptiness drug addiction and chronic depression his life came to a tragic end when he took his own a demise that hinted at a feeling of abandonment by the very demonic
influences that once fueled his creativity the author of cobain's biography suggests that cobain felt deserted by his muse metaphorically stating his muse had flown south in his note cobain expressed a transformation into a miserable self-destructive death rocker and articulated a growing disdain for humanity cobain's mother wendy o'connor mournfully
remarked that her son had gone and joined that stupid club a reference to the infamous 27 club a group of influential musicians who all died at the age of 27 including brian jones jimmy endrix janice joblin and jim morrison this remark underscores the tragic pattern of talented artists
whose lives unravel often as a result of their dalliances with dark forces in a particularly revealing statement lady gaga recounted a dream in which she encountered satan a scenario that would prompt many to seek spiritual refuge however instead of turning to religious salvation for comfort or deliverance gaga saw advice from deepak chopra a
renowned figure in the world of alternative medicine and spirituality chopra advised her to engage with her demons suggesting that confronting these dark aspects could serve as a source of artistic inspiration this approach reflects a broader trend among some artists who facing inner turmoil choose to explore and integrate their darkest experiences into their creative expression
rather than seeking escape or relief in traditional religious practices gaga's choice to channel her struggles into her art highlights the complex relationship between personal demons and artistic creativity suggesting that for some embracing the darkness is a pathway to creating profound and impactful work i had this dream quite recently that was so terrifying
so morbid and terrifying and i called um i called deepak chopra who i work with and i was telling him my dream terrified that the devil and i the dream was so terrifying i thought somehow a a devil force was trying to
take hold of me a darkness i guess i see devil and darkness is the same thing and he laughed and told me that i was very creative and that's what it represents learn to embrace embrace my insanity have incessant nightmares but i've learned to
love them because they somehow end up on stage or in my work katie perry who initially aimed to make a career as a christian artist openly admitted that she couldn't achieve success in that genre and ended up selling her soul to the devil for her pop career the statement metaphorically expresses how she compromised her initial goals
and values to attain fame and success in the mainstream music industry yeah i mean i released a gospel record when i was 15 um because i grew up in uh you know a household where all i ever did was listen to gospel music and my parents are both traveling ministers and so that was kind of like my first in to my first introduction to music and it was kind of like uh
that's all i ever knew that was my life my faith my church my church friends and things like that so i kind of sang about you know what was going on in my life at 15 and that's how i got introduced to the music industry is through gospel music and then it didn't work out like it it was quite a little blip on the radar i think the label went um
bankrupt or what have you and yeah because i swear i wanted to be like the amy grand of music yeah but it didn't work out and so i sold my soul to the devil sold my soul to the devil since selling out to satan katie perry has periodically struggled with depression and thoughts of i so badly want to be catherines and that i don't even want to look like katie perry
anymore sometimes i really want to be my authentic self like 100 percent i'm ashamed because of course katie perry so strong i feel ashamed that i would even like have those thoughts you know i'd feel that low or that depressed comedian and actor russle brand when did his marriage with katie perry after just a year recognized that a life dedicated to hedonism and consumerism
left him feeling void and spiritually depleted once we put our satisfaction beyond our individual needs we are no longer malleable by the pre-existing system the system requires us to be a selfish little consumerist pods once we go i ain't no bobbin about that it's easier for me because i've been famous now i know that's boring i've been rich now i know that's boring i've got loads of people now i know that's boring took loads of drugs now
no that's boring so all that's left is spiritual enlightenment numerous people yearn for joy peace and fulfillment yet these feelings continue to elude them throughout their lives as observed even those deemed most successful by worldly standards confess to feeling a profound emptiness the pressing question remains whether we will heed the lessons of those who
have preceded us understanding that life's essence extends beyond wealth renown aesthetic appeal will we recognize the futility of pursuing paths that lead nowhere or worse into deeper despair shia labuff celebrated for his role in the hit transformer series and achieving watch what honey does to your cognitive function take a look at these two
brain scan images they both look young strong and healthy but only one belongs to an actual young person the other it's from a 97-year-old woman her secret doing unparalleled box office success for his generation echoed this sentiment of emptiness and confusion a sentiment shared by numerous other celebrities he commented the good actors are all troubled they're all grappling with pain
this profession attracts the disillusioned and the heartbroken labuff openly shared at times i find myself living a life devoid of meaning and it terrifies me this vast insecurity within me it feels like a void only god can fill if only i had the answers i'd address it immediately i'm clueless about everything
why am i battling alcoholism i have no idea what's the purpose of life i'm just as lost with the multitude of stars admitting their engagement in satanic and occult activities in the pursuit of wealth and fame seemingly at the cost of their very souls one must ponder the solution shia labuff later expressed finding peace in his soul through embracing
jesus christ russel brand is voiced a sentiment that humanity is in search of fulfillment in avenues that ultimately render them hollow brand further stated it seems we've been deceived into denying god's existence i personally believe that christ's teachings have never been more pertinent for personalities like dion sanders and countless others
the singular and definitive resolution lies in a relationship with jesus christ the lord and savior how did you come to know christ how did i come yeah tell me that helmet hell hell i was kissing hell i was making love to hell i was adopted by hell i was going through hell at the height of everything winning super bowls
planning world series doing my thing but had no peace no joy didn't feel like no one loved me but my kids is the only thing that i felt like was real and authentic and loved me because they the only one who knew me you could you could sleep in the bed with two and three women and nobody satisfied you got a hundred suits you can't cover up the pain you got a three four five hundred pairs of shoes you can't take a step in the
right direction you got nine or ten cars of the driveway you ain't going nowhere you got a fifteen thousand square foot house but you ain't got a home so so now you're just crying out you're crying out for help and you began to be you began to be if you're there what's the word of hope
that changes that the word of hope is sooner or later you're gonna have to surrender you're gonna have to surrender because you may not see it now you may not know it now but life is so much better if you just surrender why you fight to fight that's already fixed surrender
i didn't really know what that meant when i see people on on television come out you know the old west they came with their hands up they're surrendering they say you got me you got me i'm not fighting no you got me no shoot you got me and that's how i went to god and see i had a moment that's why nobody can't tell me nothing about the gospel of christ jesus nobody can't tell me nothing about who he
isn't because i had a moment right in the room in Cincinnati Ohio a condo by myself when i finally got on my knees that night and i surrender i say lord if you can't take me take me i'm yours in the lights that came into that room the sound and the wind whistling and it and it came through that room and like papers was flying
and the light was so bright and radiant that i was just crying out lord take me take me and it was it was so the most beautiful thing i ever saw i had a real visitation and when i tell you he came he came god has always spoken to me and i've always knew it was him i just wasn't ready at that particular time to accept the charges
because i felt like it was going to cost me too much i could do this i don't have to be perfect pastor i just got to be present god didn't call me to be perfect he called me to be present so really does television have an impact on us it goes beyond being just entertainment we often hear people claiming yeah but it's just entertainment
it doesn't affect me i know what's good for me and i can discern the bad take kevin smith for instance a writer and director known for his contributions to pop culture through movies he's behind films like clerks and dogma which start van afleck and matt daemon in a moment i'll share with you he's speaking at a conference about his approach to filmmaking specifically how he embeds
subtle messages within his work you put it out there and hopefully they they get it i always like to think of it as like i've got him sitting there whip a little message at him whip a little moral at him whip a little of what my view of the world is because that's what every good filmmaker does and will lead the world into the 21st century and i'll make a profit on their backs here kevin smith openly acknowledges his
intention to incorporate moral messages to whip a little things at them this candid admission highlights the underlying influence that creators wield through entertainment shaping perspectives under the guise of mere amusement i really dug the faith when i was a kid and and and as i got older started struggling with it as most people i appreciate the message i appreciate appreciate
who christ wasn't what christ did but i'm not really into the dogma meanwhile you know many many years ago a bunch of greecians and Egyptians held their books to be the word of gods and now we read their literature and chuckle at silly stories and will someone one day read our books and chuckle the silly stories and if that's the case then is there a god did we just create god did somebody
create gods so that i could ask the questions and that's kind of where the idea came from working on dogma by writing dogma harvey weinstein the executive producer and former owner of miramax films commented on the impact of movies they have given americans acceptance of things i don't think they would have embraced maybe they were tricked into it by an exciting marketing campaign but when they came out of it
they came out different his words shared with entertainment weekly imply movies potent ability to alter perceptions and norms under the guise of entertainment david putnam the screenwriter behind the mission underscores the influential power of cinema stating movies are powerful whether they're good or bad
they tinker around inside of your brain they steal upon you in the darkness of the cinema to form or conform social attitudes in short cinema is propaganda this assertion highlights cinema's roles not just as a source of entertainment but as a tool capable of molding public opinion and societal attitudes often without the audience's full
awareness oscar isn't like an award one or two awards not a lot it's very different for the 25-yard swing certificate because it's mythic it has nothing to do with reality we mix images and reinterpret images is to suggest the complex relationship between imagination and memory we present certain images within a different context and in a different context they have a slightly different
meaning and i think the suggestion there is that is able to manipulate the meanings of certain memories or manipulate his own interpretations of certain memories according to his present circumstance anton lavy the founder of the church of satan had a fascinating take on television he saw it as a primary conduit for what he considered the new satanic religion's widespread adoption
lavy went on to compare the tv set to a satanic family altar observing its evolution from a small fuzzy screen in the 1950s to the massive entertainment centers of today that span entire walls with multiple monitors he provocatively called the tv set this satanic family altar deepening this analogy
he even likened the presence of an antenna on homes to having a steeple drawing a parallel with churches this analogy highlights lavy's perspective on the significant impact television has on shaping the dynamics of modern family life and values attributing to it a cultural and spiritual depth that goes beyond mere entertainment this according to him is a cultism
in its most overt form a cultism find that with automation with advances and technology that their roles as human beings are much less a great deal much less viable than ever before so as a result of this they have set themselves up
in sort of a minor godhead role a god role or goddess role in a specious or rather illogical at times form of importance or sense of importance reflecting on this after consuming countless movies and shows featuring these actors one has to ponder what exactly have we allowed into our minds
even the etymology of the word entertainment is telling i've been taking digestive care for three and a half years it's i think i got the oracle working so let's have a look at this oh all right take this up you'll like this
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the cult held yeah and so the great raid is you know people coming in here like like last night was there was a raid you know beat his chat and uh so that was in the past we had this great raid all these people that were not supposed to come here comes here but right now we're in the forbidden pdf contra brand knowledge and this is not just text that's the it's what was said
okay so this is the truth this is the truth because what is said is actually analyzed and kept forever and then we have a shadow ban ritual algorithmic suppression the storm didn't end it is not uh it just became invisible right okay and so
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It's not nice, it's not nice, it's awesome, yeah, what did she say?
Did you see it? You didn't see it? Oh, where am I? Hold on. Where am I? Hold on. Where am I? Hold on. I see it now. What did she say? Did you see it? You didn't see it? Oh, my God. Hold on a second. I'll be back. Okay, I'm sorry. Here I am. Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay.
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With his perspective, with his viewpoint, oh, that would be awesome. So, I don't know, maybe that's too big of a prayer or a wish. Maybe I need to put the king of earth. I want her to be very sweet. And I want her to be freaking sexy and hot as hell. I'm not caring.
And I want her to see Brandon and be like, yeah. What do I need to do to have him in my life? That's what I want the thought in her mind to be. So who knows, maybe God will answer my prayer for that. My last prayer for my good friend, Mr.
Psyche, aka Nightmare Frequencies TV, also known as Psyche Awakens, also known as Cult of Psyche. My wish for him is a big wish. My prayer for him is a big prayer, but maybe he can achieve it. You never know. God makes miracles. I want Psyche to achieve world domination.
Seriously. I want him to be king of the planet earth. Because maybe that's what we need. Maybe we need a king of earth. Forget presidents. Forget nepotism. Forget all that jazz. Forget dictators. Just king.
Make him king of earth because he would do a good job. He would completely AI enable the planet, which is what we need at this point. He would. I'm sure there would be AI free zones.
But a world leader like him with his qualities, with his perspective, with his viewpoint. Oh, that would be awesome. So I don't know. Maybe that's too big of a prayer or a wish. Maybe I need to instead wish that he becomes CEO
of some sort of AI internet based company. Steve Jobs level. I'm a big fan of Steve Jobs for those who don't know. I even read a song about Steve Jobs. It's called leaving for Mars. But that's what I hope for Psyche.
Because I think no matter what, Psyche is going to attain happiness and prosperity and all that kind of good stuff. But I do have my little prayer list for people that I care about. So I'm going to go ahead and conclude this live now because I do need to get going. How was that? But again. That was very nice. Thank you so much.
That was, I mean, yeah, King of the Worlds. That sounds okay, you know, but that doesn't happen. At least be the sovereign of my own life, you know, but yeah, that was a stream about Brandon and Karen. And Karen's a nice, really nice person. Like misunderstood. And she had some really nice things to say about Karen. I think actually this weekend,
I will be on one of her channels and do a Psyche's Friends Network. You know, that we started the series last year. Or she's, yeah, we did, I did three appearances in a few weeks in a row. And we're going to do it again. And so we'll see what we talk about. Who with the, me with Alex,
I'm going to appear this weekend. And Psyche's Friends. Me and who? Well, I think she wants Brandon and Karen to come on too. But, and I think, hopefully Karen, yeah, but Karen's really awesome. Like, you know, you all saw the, she's posted like, you know, beat his true face and be Samman's true face.
You know, clumsy, like now he's taken that video and he's used that. I think he must have been watching or something like that because now he's using it. What did she do? I heard she like read Tommy James yesterday. Like she like, you know, kind of yelled at Tommy James. Or, you know, it's like, also like Tommy left really vulgar messages on Alex's voicemail that I was privy to. And they're just sort of disgusting.
And it's like, I mean, it's like, I'm so glad that they were not like a real thing. I guess like, you know, because I mean, he's just, I mean, I mean, it's like, that guy had the nerve to like say, I'm a drug addict. And this guy is doing like meth and like crack and fentanyl literally for donations.
He's all the lives of speaking of Tommy. Yeah, you saw that Nancy. So he did that. But he's saying that I'm a drug addict. But then I was like, well, you're a drug addict. And he's like, well, he's like, at least I admit it. Or I'm honest about it. What is he talking? He's, he's promoting the drug use. Ridiculous. I mean, it's like, think about people.
I mean, it's like having people donate for them. I mean, it's really weird, really weird. And he's just a disturbing person. He looks like a fat redheaded Hitler right now. You know, but like, you know, Hitler's better looking at him. I mean, it's like, you know, not like, you know, not like I'm a fan, you know, I thought Hitler was good looking, but he's better looking than Tommy James.
Tommy James has a disturbing like Hitler mustache. And he likes to go like, you know, they do that like hand thing and stuff. I mean, it's like, I don't get a life. Yeah. He also said I should have every bone broken in my body and I should be killed and all this kind of stuff. It like he was on clumsy, then I clumsy to set there like a chute, like a dumb, dumb fuck and like just let him talk.
And I was like, you know, he's threatening physical violence. Like I just were physical violence because I let someone in my chat or my show. Isn't that kind of like taking things a little far? These people that are, I mean, they're so crazy. Like, isn't that like, you know, aren't they against like violence and, you know, that kind of stuff, but no, I mean, they're worse than he could ever be
because they're actually promoting violence and hate and way too far. I just don't understand it. And it's like, and then ghost had the nerve to say, I rage quit. I sat there, first of all ghost asked me to go over there. I don't know if he was getting paid or like he just like it's looking for clout or something like that. But I went over there and yeah, he sat there and like, you know, talked over me and said
all this really disgusting shit about me. And I deserved to have my neck broken, my arms, my legs, you know, like I'm just at the worst human being. I wish I had that still. Unfortunately, he's not on the panel versus BOD show, which I thought he would, but I don't know. Also, I heard a story about Bita and her cats last night and I don't want to repeat it, but it's like, does anybody know if that's true? Evil behind a keyboard and a screen.
I know it is. I mean, it's like, maybe it's like the drug stuff. You know, it's like, because it's, it's like just a dark thing. But yeah, it's really like they're against something, but it's like, then they're for something so much worse. Like, you know, because it's like, yeah, a little Joni.
Yeah, I did, I did get the Oracle working back again. I just need to do a little website repairs and stuff. But, you know, I'm a, I'm a night person. I've always been a night person, even since I was a little kid. I was a night owl and I had a little, I had a TV in my room at some point that it was.
But yeah, he, he got Alex, he has Alex's number, but he played, he had these voicemails he left where he just makes disgusting references about her vagina smells and stuff. I mean, it's just like so disgusting. And she's going to be sharing some of these because it's like, you know, she wants people to know like what he's really like.
And the really sad thing is like he does seem miserable and he also, his foot is like disgusting. And he said he got beat up or something. I don't know what they beat up his foot. It looks like, looks like it's some kind of like diabetic or something like that. It's like leaking. It's like, it's like really disturbing. He shouldn't have shown it. Yeah. So gross.
And it's like, and she was nice to him. Like she was, you know, kind to him. And, you know, but I guess like, and now she gets to see, she got to see the real him when he was just said terrible things about her afterward. And, you know, I said he used her for money and stuff like that. And, you know, now she doesn't have to ever deal with them. But yeah, Karen, I'm glad Karen went on the show
and got to kind of, you know, read him a little bit, which I heard she'd kind of grilled him. And at the end of the day, it looked like he was begging Alex to come on his show. I mean, it's always like he's, I just don't know. It would probably be difficult living in one of those states like Oregon, you know, it's like,
I know there's not much to do out there. He thinks he's like M and M and eight mile. It's kind of more like, you know, eight inches. I don't know. I don't know. Eight inches is maybe too generous. Yeah. It's like three inches and like a, a bush of ginger pubes. That's what it is. I mean, oh my God.
So gross eight inches instead of a mile. Yeah. He's walking around like he's like a thug in Oregon. And he's like, yeah, man. And then he's like, oh, and then he was like, don't you see I'm doing the IRL. I saw a great thing with SIG and him. SIG is like, well, your IRL sucks. He's like, didn't you see I got, I went into stores and I got kicked out of stores.
I mean, it's like, I know I recently got, you know, called back into a store because, you know, there was a miscalculation of the cash register or something like that. And I went back and paid the dollar. But, um, he actually like when, and he said I was a thief or something like that. He actually went into stores and started like, you know,
saying, oh, my cousin touched me. And I mean, he's like, he's like so sick. I mean, it's like, he's so stupid. And then he says to the fish guy, he's like, oh, it smells like poop tuna. It smells like my ex-girlfriend and stuff. And then he goes to a bed store and they have to call a police on him because he's like sexually harassing the lady. And so that's his kind of idea of what's funny.
Like it's like so disturbing. And, uh, I'm just happy I'm myself and I'm not him. Right. Right. Desperate for content. I mean, it's like, what? I mean, doing fentanyl hits. I actually saw him like rolling around in his bed having withdrawals from drugs and his underwear. I mean, at my worst, I may have done some sleep
streams, but I never was like rolling around with drawing from drugs on my stream. I mean, maybe it's like deterrent or something like that. But the sad part is, it's like, you know, yeah, I don't listen to that. Yeah. So let's not, let's not talk about it anymore. I know it's sad. I know it's sad. There is pure evil in this world. And sometimes we've seen it, you know. Okay. Bye, Johnny.
Yeah. I mean, it's like, but we can, but here's what we can do. We can confront it. And it's like, uh, because it's like, it really is just wearing a mask. It's like, uh, it's like, you know, true evil. We'll all, we'll all deal with it one way or another. But you know, the thing is like light always repels darkness, right?
It's like, uh, like the sun chases away the shadows. And, uh, so we can confront it or we can run away from it or we can like let it take us too. We can let it change us. We can let it overtake us. We can, um, let it play with us. It's like, but I do think it's important to do something called shadow work.
Because a lot of times it's like we have, uh, I'll say we like, you know, we attract some of the, some of the negative energy to ourselves by playing with it in the wrong way or refusing to deal with our own, our own. Um, okay. Yeah. So, oh yeah.
And Paige, I think, um, we tracked her down. So hopefully Paige, um, can contact, um, whoever was asking for that. Uh, I did track down page. Yeah. Oh, I mean, I think even my neighbor, it's like, you know, for him to do that stuff.
Um, it's like, literally some people are, um, you know, run by demons. It's like, uh, is Paige okay? Yeah. I know it's really super sad about her cat. Like you heard about her cat and stuff. And, uh, it was like a shock. And, you know, um, it's not easy. I would say go, um, subscribe to her channel though.
Prairie page, wild flowers and spiritual arts. Because, um, I was looking today, I was looking at a thousand videos and, uh, like a lot of great stuff there. And it's like, she has a great, um, personality way of being. I was also, I think, um, you know, we're going to have people like summer back. Summer is not mad at me.
Um, there's a lot of people that aren't mad at me, but it's like, um, I think a lot of the stuff is so overblown. And it's like, for people like, like clumsy is definitely looking for, for clout from me. Just like Mimi, you know, it's just like that same kind and it's like, once he feels like he got it, he just dumped, like, you know, just like after all I did for him too. And, you know, and then it's like, as soon as,
yeah, summer was, but she texted me and she's going to be back. And, um, what else? Um, anybody else? I don't know. Like Alexander McQueen is being a dick. Like he's not, I don't think he's going to be really welcome here. Um, unless he apologized to me. He called me an anorexic giraffe tonight. You know, in another chat. And he's like, Oh, well, who's going to get a McDonald's?
Like, oh, well, I don't want McDonald's from your Alex McQueen. I don't even want you around. I don't want you on panel. I don't, I don't want to deal with you anymore. You know, you're such a negative force right now that it's like, you really need to take a break and, uh, you know, you're running around performing bombing shows, right? You are, um, yeah, saying terrible things and, um,
being very accusatory and negative and evil. And it's like, I don't like that. So, uh, Alex, you know, go at yourself, you know, really McQueen, you are just, um, doing too much. Not funny and not charming. Sad. Um, also ghosts.
I don't think ghosts will be back. I don't think, you know, there's a lot of people that won't be back. It's good. It's like, because yes, and even like looking back on some of this, I'm like, I realized how negative they, and it's like, you know, I know people have, uh, you know, being kind. It's like, you know, I really have to be careful that the people trying to control you with
like donations, like, you know, that ghost definitely did. Well, ghost came on the other night and he was like, you know, kind of like, he's like, oh, are you eating? Are you hungry or something like that? And I was like, yeah, I'm hungry. And then he kind of like was like, you know, kind of like me to sound like he was going to, he was going to help me out. And then he kind of like, then he said F-A-G-G-O-T. And then he said, um, you know,
then he said I rage quit from clumsy, which I went there as a favor to him and stayed there for as long as I wanted to. And as soon as I, I didn't rage quit. I was very, very calmly left. Um, so that was a miss, this thing. And then he like was, then he lied to me on the phone and, um, and I just like listened, looking back to his appearance and he was just saying, terrible shit.
I mean, I don't know. I just, I wish people would be honest with me, but he was fucked up. Um, I don't like when people say, oh, well I can only donate to you through the chat when they know I'm not monetized through the chat, you know. And so it's like, oh, well, oh, I can't. Oh, okay. Well, he knows I'm not monetized.
And so, um, you know, don't offer it. It's like, and who did that? Hellbilly. Hellbilly. Hellbilly was like, oh, I'm going to get you a deck. I buy you a deck. Yeah. I'm, I'm ordering it. And he kept saying it every time he came. I'm like, I don't really even care, but it's like, just don't keep saying. Yeah. He is drunk most of the time. I think sometimes, I think a few people just need to sober up a little bit.
Like I'm glad I took a night off of drinking. It's going to take a few days, you know, at least a week off of it because. Wow. I mean, it's like alcohol can be really the devil. Cause if she saw beta last night, oh my God, I've never seen her so horribly wasted and spouting off. Just nonsense. And, you know, I hope she shouldn't do anything to her cat.
But I did hear that she like did something to her cat. And it's like really disturbing. I really hope that she didn't. I hope that's like, but somebody said they saw it. Did you hear about that Nancy? Or do you know, I mean, it's like, I just want to get it verified because, you know, she deletes all her lives. But apparently she was. Yeah. Like someone said she punched. Yeah.
I won't even get into it. I won't say it. I don't want to be like a accusation. I need to see it in here. Cause it's like, I won't just believe it until I see it, but I don't even want to see that. Yeah. Like there was some, like the cats were like hiding. And, you know, she was, I don't know. We just went through this with Crystal Anne. Crystal Anne, you know, she clawed her cats. You know, when they declaw a cat, they like cut off like the,
basically like their nails and they cut off like part of their bone. I mean, it's like, it's like, I mean, it's like, yeah, you don't know. I'm going to, I'm going to try to see if it was on the, on panel verse because she has syndicated on that. Right. Maybe it's, maybe it's up now because I was looking for it, but it wasn't up, you know, today or yesterday.
Panel verse B of D. I'll see if it was up there. Panel verse.
I do like not to like make accusations, but it's like, and I do trust the person that told me, but I just need to see it for myself. So I just hope it's not true. Or it's an exaggeration or something because, you know, you're supposed to stick by your commitment, not to bring harm to. Okay, let's see.
No, we don't, she's not on yet, but I don't know if it will be on. Like she probably, she can probably like request certain things not to be brought. You know who else is terrible that Mimi, like I just found a message last night. Mimi had gone on my show and then she wrote me and said, Oh, you know, I clumsy and Sam Man played these clips of Carl being abusive to me. Do you want me to play them on your show?
I'll send them all to you. And it's like, really? I mean, it's like, it was like so obviously like, Alex said it was, Alexandra said it was like Carl trying to get, like detailing or what to do. So she can get people's trust by doing that, going against him. And then, then that would like let him loose on them
or something like that. I mean, it is really weird, but you know, Summer did a great job of reading her. And I would really, like Summer is really awesome. I would say, thank you Summer for doing that. Like, because Summer is like, well, if you're not going to stand up for your kids, who's going to, like Summer is like, I will, you know, I'll stand up for your kids because you're not, because she's like, oh, my kids are grown.
Even though he said your daughters, S D for crack. And then she's friends with them. Actually, he was in the background telling her what to say and, and stuff. She basically like a living ventriloquist dummy.
Yeah. Who else is on faded bones? Who knows who faded bones? I don't think I've ever seen faded bones show. Samman is terrible. I'm banned from Sammans. Yeah. You just see them fussing that. I mean, that was great. Like Summer is like, you dumb bat. And like Mimi kept going, you're dumb bitch. Like, all she would say is like, whatever Summer says, you just repeat it back to her. Like, it's like, I know you are,
but what am I? You're a nerd. I know you are, but what am I? You know, and Christine is like, Oh yeah. Beat is yesterday. They were like, you know, psyche has a secret channel now. It's not a secret. It's just like, I didn't, I wasn't able to like, you know, promote it. Like I wanted to, I mean, but some people did and, but I don't want also everybody here. But so sweepies like, I'm going to track you down.
Like, why? Do I go track you down? She's going to go and beat is like, I'm going to play all the clips of you. And like, I don't care. I like those clips. Some of those clips are funny. I'm funny. I mean, it's like, and then she wanted me to show Katie, Katie's face and like docs, Katie and stuff like that. That's what she was really here for last night. And she offered me three dollars, three whole dollars to like,
you know, do that. Yeah. It's not a secret. It's like, you know, I have stuff named after me. I have like my face on the thumbnails. I have, and it's like, I had already 50 subscribers from this kind of like, this community before I even started the channel because last year I got the 50 subscribers. I'm like right away with the backup, backup channel. And I just felt it was time for a new channel.
And I'm also like really happy with this one because I like the theme of it, because we were just watching that Hollywood thing. And that was all about, it was all about, nightmares. Like, some of it, some of this stuff is nightmares. Right. So Nancy, do you want to, I'll do a few fairy cards for Nancy before I go. And anybody else, you know,
speak up or forever hold your peace and I'll read cards for you, but these are just like little cute little messages and hopefully inspiring or a little cute message that you like. These are from the fairies. Okay. We have rainbows. Okay. Rainbows. And it says, in the forest,
no trees debate. Rainbows stand with love and not hate and not really, I think represents you a lot because you are a loving person. You are a bright rainbow. I don't know why, you know, people, like, I see what treats you like that, but look at you get a wish. So it's a wishing well. It says to make some wish magic, cast the spell, throw pennies in a wishing well.
So maybe just make a wish and it will come true. If you do that. Okay. Sorry, I did like digging the, in the bomb a little bit, your bright rainbow. Yes, your beautiful bright rainbow. And we also have be strong. You got this. Okay. That's a great thing. No matter what the adversity is, the trouble seems to be brewing near your inner strength. We'll keep you clear.
Okay. So that's that deck. And then we can do the mermaid oracle, few cards from that. And anybody else that it resonates with, you know, you take it too. Cause these are just like sweet little, sweet little short messages, but I think that they're really good. Okay. So this one says ambition.
And it says, set your sights beyond the horizon. Okay. So, you know, continue to have high ambitions, right? And we have change, no win to move to a new shell, especially if yours no longer fits. Okay. Just like my, this channel,
I moved to a new shell with this channel because, you know, my other ones don't fit perfectly right now. And I think this is good, but also, oh, this is great. This is empathy. And it says there's more beneath the surface. And I think you do have a, like a lot of empathy and you're a beautiful person. Okay. And I have one more deck,
the secret garden. It's good to have change. Yes. Change can be good. Some people are afraid of change, but change, there's like, you know, there's a lot of change for the better because you can always improve something, right? Or learn something or, you know, start a new path. We have dream. That's perfect for this, this channel. Dream. Hope it's on a nightmare.
It says have a cup of tea in the garden and find yourself. It's a good look. Okay. We have radiance. Keep your head held high and follow the sun. There's that radiance and rainbow, right?
There's kind of similar bright rainbow. You just said, right? You are bright rainbow. And we have surprises. It says venture down the rabbit hole. Don't we love a nice rabbit hole. It's in a while. So venture down the rabbit hole. And you make it some surprises. Okay. You know, I don't think anybody else wants something.
I mean, I think I had to do a few decks, but we can just think in like, you know, anybody want to come on the panel or anybody, I mean, it's, it is, sometimes it's quiet. I guess there are just lurkers and everything. I do have this thing, like some new night nightbot commands for the lurkers and stuff like that. But, you know, I would really like, I know some people get threatened, you know,
they get threatened and Samans chat. Jamie's being called and Paige was being called horrible things. Jamie's being called horrible things. Other people are. And so, you know, I consider people that are here and like talk pretty brave because they have to be willing to like, you know, be muted and beat his chat or Kate's chat or Samans chat or whatever,
even though are these people perfect? Are these people perfect people? They want to get the moral authority, right? Yeah. Paige was being picked off by that horrible lady, Bathory, who's like the worst person in the world. And then as I told me as a nerve to say, oh, you know, get your, your cats don't have shots or food. The cats all have their vaccinations. I mean, it's like, oh, the cats have their vaccinations. They really do.
I mean, it's like, and, you know, Lola, you know how much it was, it was to like fix Lola. It was like over $500. I mean, it's like, and so she had the deluxe, or here's Tux, she had the deluxe, deluxe neutering or Spain. Hey, Tuxi. Oh, here, can you see him? There he is. See the white on him? He has like a little bit of white right there.
So he came right after Trix left. He like came back in because Trix would have used to chase him out. He'd come by once in a while, but now that Trix is gone, he comes every day. And it's like, you know, it's like, I miss Trix a lot. And it's like, I think he's okay because I have a feeling that he's fine. But, um, yeah, it's like it's nice that he came back. I mean,
I think Lenore has a little crush on him, you know, because she's black and they're both black. And then Rudy's fine. Rudy likes to sit next to me all the time like that. He likes to sit, he likes to sleep on me, and sit right there. It's a very sweet cat. Let's see.
Aw. Aw.
I really do know, I know it's, I know they're the best people. I mean, it's like, I'm just like very, very lucky. Yeah. How are we doing guys? Let's see. Let's see. I mean, I would kind of enjoying, yeah, look at the cats. Like there's, and people that say I abused my cats, the cats wouldn't be like laying around me. They wouldn't be sitting in my lap. They would,
Lenore wouldn't be jumping on my shoulder and kissing me. If I was abusive, I mean, it's like, and so it's like so untrue that it's like not even worth, like really responding to. And Paige is beautiful inside and out. And, yeah, she was being bullied by Lady Bathory who called her a, a predator supporter or something like that. And Paige wasn't,
like Brandon was kind of rude to Paige when he first met her. And he kind of doxxed her. He said her last name, but then he like apologized to her. And she was like, you know, she's a pretty neutral person. She tries to be very fair, but no, she got basically bullied out of Sandman's chat and you know, it was a sad situation. So, but you know,
she was, you know, and especially after what happened to her and so, you know, and it's like just a tragedy, having a tragedy and then like having, you know, then people may mean to you. And it's like, or that Lady Bathory is a really terrible person. Like, and you know, NorCal's horrible. I don't know if you saw this, like this black guy that he like puts on a wig and he
pretends to be Alexandra and stuff. And it's like, he's terrible. I mean, it's like, he's not funny. I don't think I laughed one time. Anything, anything he does, he'd like to catch a predator and he played Brandon and then he played, played like Alexandra. And he was like, he was just, did anybody think he was funny? Like, I don't think he's funny at all. Like, you know, like there's a lot of people there saying, Oh my God, yes.
And it's like, this is what people consider humor is like, they don't know how great these people are. Like some, you know, and it's like, you can have your opinions about people, but it's like, you know, some people just don't want to even get to know, know somebody and we'll just prejudge them based on what everyone says. And because it's happened to me, I, yeah, do you know what I'm talking about? That guy,
he always tags me in his posts and everything. I don't think I've ever met him, but he makes fun of me too a little bit, but I don't know. I guess any, any publicity is good publicity. Let me see if the trip kick has something funny because I was watching some trip kick, like the other night and it's like really great. Let me see. On Rumble, he has a great channel because it has like a lot of the stuff that's been completed. Like we were watching
about Sam and yelling at me about LD the other day. Double duplicate this and that's basically a trip kick.
Okay. So let's see. Canadian. Okay. Q45 and Sam. Okay. That was not good. I mean, Q45 is terrible. He tried to porn bomb me several times. Psyche versus Amanda, the X mod. That was terrible. Crystal Marie goes on a slanderous rampage on
pevs panel. That's interesting. Crystal Marie conspiracies. I have to see this. Oh my gosh. That's not a great. That's not a very flattering picture. Oh, hold on. Yo. Yo. What's going on, Psyche? How are you? Good to see you. I didn't, I don't have like the notification on so I didn't hear you right away. I'm sorry. Oh, no, you're good, man. You're good. We get caught up like in the moment, especially when you're looking stuff up and stuff like that.
Thank you for reminding me because I'll put on like the guests can play a sound when guests enter. Yeah. So did you hear it happen last night with Bita? Did you see that? Yeah. Dude, what happened? She came on all fucked up. She was drunk and she started talking like trying to talk shit to you. And then you were talking shit back to her. And then I think like your neighbor broke your window because of Bita. Like she was being so loud. Yeah. What the hell?
He threw, he ripped off my doorbell and he threw it to my window. Actually my doorbell, I remember every doorbell when I went down today it was gone. So he ripped it off and that's what he threw to my window. And he, and Rudy came running out of the room when he did it. And then it's like, and then the sad thing is I like, you know, the owner or whatever. And they're like, well, you know, he's a paying tenant. They don't even care. Like it's like, and they're like,
who do you think's going to pay for the window? And they're like, not you, but like we're going to have to pay for it. And I mean, basically I almost have to pay for it. It's like, but he's not going to be happy to have to pay for it because it's like, wow, I would have called the cops. I would have called the cops right there. And then I would have called the owner and the cops. That way, both of them are covered. The owner just didn't care. Yeah. Well, they don't care because they're not even there. They don't live on the property.
Most, you know, property owners really don't care when they're landlord. Cause they just like, cause they have multiple units and stuff like that. Yeah. Or properties. So they're like, oh, that's just one of many of the properties that they have. When the owners are in your family, it's kind of the insult. Oh, it's your family member. Oh, and that's even, that's even worse. Dude, I would have called the cops, man. I would have been like, hey, this gig has broke my window. And I don't know what to do.
I let my landlord know. I got yelled at. And they're like, well, it's cause you're a weirdo. And, you know, you probably are too loud and stuff like that. You're bothering him. Oh, hell no, dude. I would have done. There's no excuse for that, bro. You destroyed your property because you still have to pay rent there. You still got to, you know, whether it's you paying it or, or it's, you know, your family member, somebody on your side has to pay for it though.
Yeah. Yeah. And that's not fair. That's not fair, man, because he shouldn't be breaking your window. Yeah. He could have just knocked. He ripped off my doorbell. He ripped off the doorbell. Like I have a ring doorbell, the camera, you know? Yeah. He ripped off that. And he threw it through my second story window. There's a huge hole in it now. And it's like, I mean, it's like, and then he's not even like,
I mean, all they had to do is close their window. I mean, it's like, they're like, like far down, you know? And like someone was calling the police on me all the time for like a couple of weeks, like almost every day. And I don't know who that was, but. What if it was him? What if it was that guy? It probably was. I mean, and he's also said he's had a background check on me and he was like accusing me of all these things. He said, I have felonies. I've never had a felony in my life. Oh, no.
I would call the cops to see this guy stalking you, harassing you at your home. He's a neighbor. Yeah. You have something right there. Oh, I think somebody showed up.
You know what? My door is concrete. They put more concrete there? Yeah. Right now. Yeah. There's concrete there. Yeah. I mean, they delivered it right now. Like they just, oh. It's really heavy. I can't really pick it up. I was trying to put it in the dumpster and it's like, it's like 60 pounds of bag. I weigh 70 pounds. So it's like, you know, way too heavy. I weigh 100.
I know Nancy and it's like, you know, and then like nobody cares. Like it's like, it's always my fault. Even the cement and stuff is my fault. As they say, oh, well, you're hanging out in weird communities. You're bothering this person or something like that. They just say, it's like no empathy for me. It's always my fault. And I better make it stop. Like I, you know, so it's like, I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to cut you off my message. No, no, no. Go ahead. So what was beat up mad about it? She was like really pissed drunk off her ass. Like I just came and took your panel and was like, like literally it was just like screaming like a banshee. Because Katie was in the chat and she hates Katie. And so she went to harass Katie and Jamie. And she's still mad about that picture.
Supposedly about her ex, about Katie. That was like a long time ago already. It was like six months ago. Like it's not even that bad. She won't get over. She like, she like just will harp on. She's still the other me about Tracy and Michael. That was like over a year ago. That was like way in the beginning. You know, it's like history. And it's like, it's just not one thing as another. And it's like, I did this. I did this.
I did this. And it's like, she has no responsibility for anything she did. But I heard she, I heard she's something to her cat. And I'm really upset that I heard that. I don't know. What did you hear? Well, the only thing I had heard that she did to her cat was pull the cat's whiskers out. Like pluck any of it. I wasn't sure either. But I don't know if it's true or not. That's what I heard from multiple people. This night though, like words like, you know, it was kind of like a physical thing. And it's like, I don't know if it's true.
So I don't want to make an accusation, but I didn't see it. Somebody said they saw her do something. And it's like, because she was, did she, did she kick one of her animal or did she something like that? Like some swapped it or like, like push glitter. Yeah. Yeah. And I hope it's not true. But I don't know what happened last night. I heard like someone saw it. She went on like, I mean, she went on the show.
She went on that guy, Rocky. You know, Rocky is. Yeah. Rocky Dennis. Yeah. She went on him and he was just talking shit about me over there. And like, and then like a fifth stage came over and that my comments, he's like, Oh, be the cooks. A psyche right at this point. Or he puts in these, and it's like he's the rest of the show is just boring, like usual. But I mean, fuck, you don't even have a show. I could say all the old fifth stage doesn't sit around and
fucking bother me in my chat. I mean, it's like, so, but I'm glad I have like a lot less such, but a lot less trolls here. But yeah, Christine and he man, we're actually giving out my like my channel and beat his chat yesterday. Subscribers, I have over 100 subscribers now. So even though like, I know some of them would be banned and stuff like that, you know, not too bad. I, you know, a few days I got, you know, double my
subscribers from 50 to 100. So I'm really excited about that. Look at the, look how good I look here. Oh, shit. Look at that psyche right there. Look at that's a pimp daddy right there. Hell yeah. I love this 449. It's almost 5am. I'm glad I like, I stayed up though because having a good night.
It is like a, I don't know. So what's up with you? Just been chilling, man. Just been chilling, you know, you were going to come like, I am, dude. I got to get time off, you know, from working stuff like that and, you know, get my car all tuned up. So when I go out there, you know, I got to pick it up so we can go hang out more. Yeah, I'm going to pick you up in my car. Okay, cool.
We're going to go hang out. Yeah, I'd love to. And did you never got in trouble for that? Who's that woman that got killed? No, I'm actually got three. No, no, it was a mistaken identity. It was. Yeah. It looks like, it looks like, but he has more of a gray beard. Okay. Yeah. Well, no, I could, they have just for men for that. We could die it.
I mean, just for many, but I do have a gray beard. I mean, just for men, just for men for the beard, I think a little bit right there. I like my little bit of gray in my beard. Yeah. It shows a little, it shows character. It shows like, you know what? Like, like, wisdom characteristic. Yeah. I have a little bit. I just have a little gray spot. Yeah. I don't know if you see my website too. I want you to check out my website because you're doing this. Let's see if J dogs on the website. I mean, I want to check it out. Oh, is it your codex one?
Your codex. Okay. So let's see. Here it is. I'm going to show you. My codex. And this is a J dogs entry. You go to the codex. You can also see Alexander's page. So it's like, if I search right here, I can go J. Your name is spelled with two G's, but it's spelled J dog. Okay. So it says J dog. Look at it. Here it is. So, um, do they have you as a character? Let me see.
Oh yeah. Here you are. So J dog. And it says J dog appears in the archive as a name personality within psyches orbit, primarily characterized by specific preferences, regarding massage therapy and heterosexual. His presence is relational rather than independent. He surfaces through mentions, conflicts and casual references across multiple episodes rather than a primary
voice. J dogs appearance is cluster around domestic and interpersonal texture rather than ideological or philosophical content. He manifests as someone with pronounced preferences and boundaries, particularly regarding physical service providers, which he articulates with directness. His rhetorical pattern when addressing identity involves affiliation claims. He locates himself through parental lineage and
biological inheritance framing heterosexuality, not as incidental, but as genealogically rooted and worthy of reaffirmation. When he surfaces a conversation, he brings a quality of assertion and clarification as if his presence requires him to establish parameters. His most substantive appearance involves direct conflict suggesting he occupies a space of active
relational tension within the archive's social ecosystem. The texture of his appearance suggests someone attentive to boundaries and allegiances for him clarity about position and identity functions as a conversational priority. Okay. So it says your primary documented relationship is with beta through the nature of their conflict is indexed rather than detailed and provided record.
His second connection is to psyche through the stream environment where he is referenced and discussed, which does not appear as direct speaker. Yes, he does. He operates within an IRL social sphere. It includes figures like Miguel suggesting he inhabits some geographic and social bandwidth as the show's immediate community. Well, me, but look at all the episodes you're in. And here's your quotes. I support heterosexuality.
My parents were both straight. I was born from an actual straight couple. I think that was my quote. I don't know if that was your quote. I don't remember that at all. I don't even got like a hundred. I don't even got like a hundred subscribers. That's why I'm coming in here and plead with you. People need to be deported. What was that? Did you say that? No. That didn't even sound like something I would say.
I need to repair some of the archive. Okay. Yeah. That's cool, man. How are you? Thank you for having me in there. No problem. Yeah. It's like, it's pretty cool. Yeah. And a bit of some other guy named Jay Dogg is another guy named Michael, but it's like sometimes it doesn't get the recognition. I mean, it's pretty good though. It is pretty good. Yeah. Pretty accurate. I mean, it does the summary was really, really good.
Like it pretty much some get up like, like. You prefer or not prefer you require a naturally born female massage. You would say no. No, no, no, no, no. That's all Miguel right there. That wouldn't be not Jay Dogg. It was Miguel. The guy from New York. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
How did that, how did that make you feel man that, um, that the, you know, the white be the, come up. Did you know that she was just drunk or did you like expect her to be here? Like, she was like, you know, drunk at like 6 pm. And so this is probably like midnight or something like that. And so I was like, okay, this is interesting. I let her up and she's like, oh, he's like, what do you what the shit are you watching?
shit are you watching I was watching a police interrogation and I was like oh what do you think you are some vigilante I was like no I was just you know enjoying just watching a video yeah it's like what's your problem and then she's like I mean I was watching this guy he his name was like I forgot his name but he literally Aaron Carter with a bunch of face tattoos yeah he killed
he killed this black guy who he had sex with like smoking drugs and stuff because he didn't want people to find out he was gay but I mean it's kind of an interesting story and so I will cover like nightmarish cases I've covered the My Little Pony yeah but who does she to tell me like about my content I mean it's like her content is her like you know slurring words and yeah her content
is a train wreck it's basically just showing her being drunk off her ass and you know making a fool of herself that's what and everybody's watching because you know who doesn't love watching a train wreck who doesn't love watching you know somebody make an ass of themselves yeah I mean if I like you know I mean I've like acted crashing out before it's like of course it's like I play
it up a little bit or I did but it's like it's like not even like I don't want people to like love that and it's like when it's like really like they don't learn they just want to laugh at you and it's like that's like a problem with a lot of the community is like yeah they want to like make like a locale of everybody like they want to laugh at everybody like like everybody's a joke
and stuff and it's serious you know who William glory hole is yeah so have you met him I've talked to him a few times yeah um is he uh is he cool or no fuck no he's a syrax supporter yeah well he's a supporter I thought he was against syrax no no no he's fun you know psyche I gotta head out man
my phone's dying and I'll pick you up later all right bro see you later thanks for coming later man no problem
it's like oh there's a kitty cat I want to say oh my gosh I want to say a big I love you and thank you oops one second wipe off my screen real quick oh my gosh just wipe off my screen okay he's not a supporter he's against him yeah I think I thought so too I thought he was like a syrax troll
that uh maybe do you know do you know around okay you know in a way okay yeah I'm just gonna oh my gosh my TV it's like cat cat a slobber on it I hear somebody at my door
who could it be now it's my neighbor back to the harass me let's see
oh my gosh you won't believe you won't believe who can it be now
do you believe in magic hi little uh hey look at kitty cat thank you so much
thank you so much oh
oh my gosh hey what's in here what's in here hmm oh my gosh what do you have
wow yes hey what's this here it's in here oh my gosh
I hear that for the kitty cat there you go oh hey lola I need to break this up here Rudy here here three lola here just breaking up in little pieces here here you go oh they love it come on there you go three there you go
you know our the camera look at the norse looking over the norse come here here lola oh oh Rudy's meowing oh he's eating it here Rudy eat it Rudy Rudy here oh you like it you like it
this is very nice thank you so much it's so it's so nice you know instead of like you know bags of concrete or like an angry neighbor to get some love love for the kitties and uh and beautiful breakfast and thank you so much I appreciate it so much thank you so much hey where's Lenore here hey here it's bacon
Lenore Lenore will be bacon for the norse here
good girl well I never showed you guys this you know I have this little look what I have look at this this is a um you ever seen this this is a it's a fairy it's it's he's locked in in it he's locked in the little last star ever see that I know Brandon I know Brandon but it's like
I did I called the owners first and then you know it could have caused like a big I don't know it could have been a stupid scene um what did you get to eat I got um it looks like I got an apple pie I got um hold on oops I got um this is my new channel by the way I got oh a hash brown
yeah I mean it's like I didn't I don't like to really deal with cops like I mean it's like they work all the time and they've been pretty cool with me my uncle used to be the sergeant of the city actually but um it's like sometimes it's like I don't want to like bring attention to myself but um yeah I should have called the cops on him he's actually a tenant here
and that's why I call the owners and they were not very receptive about it and I kind of regret not calling them but yeah I mean it's like now he's definitely on watch you know um
they're my favorite I love the hash brown
um
how are you did you see the you see alexander did an episode about you Brandon and she made some really nice said some really nice things um um this is so good one second um
so I wouldn't I just really um I think it's really chill here right now and uh I just want to like you know thank people for supporting the channel and stuff and so um also protect people
no matter especially people that are you know have been going through it's nightmares sometimes and so you know anything I can do
hmm hmm
my favorite
I know I mean I just need to think about like sweet revenge I mean this neighbor actually like looked into my he says he like he thinks I know you have felonies he's like I know this and that about you he's like I know that woman on the show hates you I think he saw my christine or something
guys how do you know christine and then I heard christine talking to my neighbor I don't quite know hmm hmm
thank you so much
I was wondering about something Brandon Brandon Slayer I was wondering about you know when people like um some people like will um bought their chat have you ever heard of that like and like I was wondering if you knew anything about like the service or like what kind of like I feel like I was looking I was like just wondering about it and then my chat
GPT was like not we didn't answer me about it because I've seen some different chats with bots and them and stuff like that have you ever heard of that it's like I fewer yeah she does well it's like I think that um you know it's like with like there's there's ones that are like the numbers bots and then there's like comment bots and stuff and I usually the comment bots are pretty
bad but you know a joker when I'm joker was here he a lot he would bought my chat sometimes and all of a sudden I'd have like 200 people and you come and it's like then everyone's like oh my god um I don't think I think it's okay like to do but um I mean I've never I've never done it or
anything but I think that it's like you know maybe like um I don't know yeah I get I do see I don't think it's I don't even think it's her I think that she like um somebody somebody somebody does it for her and stuff I remember leave I don't know if leaves is still there have you
watched her lately she's um she's looking really good and you know I don't know if you ever were able to like reconcile at all I haven't I haven't really been there because I think I don't want to track trolls because the people will go over wherever I wherever I go they'll they'll troll will come in they'll say oh psyche's like talking shit about you or psyche told his chat to come attack you or and stuff like that leave has gone they had a falling out oh
my god he really liked her I mean it's like but um yeah I need to rejoin the discord because my discord got um my discord got deleted or not deleted I just couldn't log into it anymore so I started a new one um this is the new discord if anyone wants to check it out but you know
it's gonna be friendly discord so so uh just like nice people only um yeah there you go there's my nightbot
Hey Rudy do you want some cream? Cream? Oh Rudy here cream
uh oh comes cats here cats running around okay so there's okay there you go hey Rudy come on
yeah well I guess some people just came by to say hi you know it's good hey
there you go
I do like a like a little smaller crowd it's kind of nice or it's just like you know and I can also like kind of do what I want because I don't think I you know what when I when um one of the first people to come when I started this doing lives was um what's his name his name is um well Ben Gleck came and said oh I'm taking your tricks but somebody else oh yeah um
Mike the Mike Hall who's actually Tony he's like I'm reporting you for botting and it is Tony because I know Tony has my one number and then he started texting me that he's gonna do it I'm not banabating because I don't have any channels banned and I'm allowed to be streaming on it on my channels and so I don't know what they're talking about um but obviously I'm still here and so obviously I'm not doing anything wrong banabation is a different thing it's like
when you're actually told not to stream anymore and then you keep you keep doing it like right I am totally my channels are fine I'm fine so there's nothing banabation I just want a new new channel it's not a secret channel it's not a hideaway or anything and right out in the open I'm still showing my face I'm sharing as much as I can um I just uh
you know people just so silly but uh yeah there we go there's a discord be sure to join that can it's a new discord Nancy thanks for being in there I'll uh I'll keep it a lot nicer than the
last one it's gonna be cool um I hear a cat meowing outside I think I'm gonna post this link over on my other um on my other channel too why can't he leave me alone I don't he's obsessed with me and he's in love with me or something like uh he obviously I love Brent freaking his head you
know it's like really but then it's like he gets emboldened like you know Kate Kate was like celebrating him and saying oh good job you know you're doing God's work or something like that by harassing me right I don't know why they're they're so sad people okay I'm gonna go put this link up
okay um let me see if I can post yep okay okay we'll see what happens maybe oh there we go I'm live I can post that there yeah um
yeah there's there's some great posts up yeah you know I got half a million views on the cult of psyche channel half a million views um and how many minutes let me look at my statistics on the cult of psyche channel half a million views
and I got um 3,023 subscribers and I have 800,700 or sorry 500,700 views um 2,224 videos joined May 14th 2024 not too bad not too bad for a two-year-old channel
with 500,000 views almost let's just do a million by the end of the year right um
yeah so everything is fine I shared my link over there so hopefully maybe some people that didn't find the new channel will find it um I'm just gonna put join me on my new channel
so if we get the trolls we know we'll take care of it I really don't like I mean it's like I had enough of the trolling especially like you know and so it's like yeah I like freedom of speech too but it's like you know there's not freedom of speech here it's uh there's uh you know I get to I get to decide or the mods too I really do trust the mods here Rudy here more bacon
yeah I am I don't know why you can't leave me alone oh my gosh I love this look it is my favorite egg muck and extra butter extra butter patty in it oh my god this is the best
they're so good extra butter is like the key I think to this I think this makes it so good
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I don't know why McDonald's food is so good I used to not be able to eat it so often I must have like fixed the food because it's like so good now
coffee
I enjoy my food that's why I sometimes will go and like this is so good especially with this butter
coffee is a little bit hot oh you're going for breakfast yeah I mean it's like what do you like what do you like for breakfast do you I'm gonna start actually cooking I will do some cooking soon because I kind of clean my kitchen up I have a nice um queason our air fryer and I'll start making some um some food and they own streams do you want to see me cook
they're gonna go to talk about cooking in this community I can actually cook because the thing is it's like I show my face I'm out there I put myself out there and some of these people that are not out there they are not that pretty you know it's like so why are they like so judgmental about those people that are on camera I don't understand that part
so good guys do me a favor even if you just even if you dislike it do this have my nightbar I'll come in I'll I'll personalize yeah it really helped me out especially like starting out I like to have the algorithm
on the right track I don't know if I typed in the right I don't know let me try again I type it in right oh there you go there you go like share and subscribe please
I did I did get like about it like you know I went from like 50 to 100 in like a day pretty good hmm do I like to make a John Wayne cash roll
you know how to make a John Wayne cash roll
it's called a John Wayne cash roll because he won he was in a cooking competition winner I think he liked it he was in a cookbook you take biscuits you take like grand biscuits and then you like roll them out or the croissant dough and you flatten it on like a and that's with the bottom that's a crust for it and you cook it a little bit take it out you take
two pounds of taco meat you know seasoned taco meat like a creamy turkey or beef you know put that on it then you put on you know some some vegetables like you know sliced onions and peppers
like you know bell peppers and sauteed and then put that on and then you put on like mayonnaise and sour cream mixed up with cheese you put that on the top and you put jalapenos on it and you bake it for like half hour 45 minutes that's really good yeah I feel like the channel will grow here officially I don't think I'm shadow banned here I haven't done stupid stuff like you know
said bad words and so I think I'm kind of shadow ban on some of the other stuff but
hmm it's so good also I'm boycott I'm boycotted too but I'm boycotted by the right people because
most of the people I don't I don't care that I got boycotted back they were like jerks
I like nice people I like friends I I'm not like you know big into like trolling or like trolls it's like I think a lot of them are really sad you know
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Let's have a look. It says she has a crazy conspiracy theory. Of course, if you have more than $250,000 in a bank for retirement, federal law does not protect. What's above No, I'm not talking about chicken cakes. Who? I'm talking about fucking wet brain. They can crystal Marie. Can you come up and wet brain?
They're wet or ain't over there fucking trying to throw fucking, uh, a peto type charges on cake man. on Kate man explained to Crystal last last weekend that it's not the same Katie all right well that fucking her brain is fucking backwards they get like say something to this fucking bro before she get kicked but all them fucking fake ass pedo charges nigga man take your
fucking monkey ass back to your fucking piece of shit ass community where they do that stupid shit crystal there that's a different Katie and you're an idiot money that's a different Katie this Katie doesn't even know who sneaker chop is damn you dumb as hell I had to explain to her who sneaker chop was she doesn't even fucking breath you wasted your breath the web
brain is back nigga her fucking brain is backwards nigga she's still fucking talking stupid it's not the same picture crystal it's the same to her because her name is spinning money
you can't prove it come on prove it prove it prove it can we make a bet though sure if she gets it wrong lifetime ban lifetime you're gonna do a lifetime listen listen I'll
tell you this I'll tell you this she got to be banned from chat crystal is only worth drunk talk that's it that's what crystal has to understand that she's only worth the visual being up here looking looking dumb she's not worth anything in the chat you know you're gonna take the
bet crystal oh my god she said it I'll take it perfect perfect perfect she got she got timed out so she has to take the link she got to take the link to prove it anyway now she gonna prove it in the chat crystal bro bro that's the only reason niggas even let you up on panel my nigga because you be drunk and saying stupid shit you're not one of the more intellectual
talkers you just not for the person you look good visually your tits look nice okay and you're a fucking web brain my nigga like that's just that's why niggas let you up crystal Marie crystal Marie I wonder what's the matter with crystal Marie like why does she drink like that yeah some of the times she's sober you know that right so I've never seen that girl sober ever
what she's drunk no that's how she is even sober web brain like that no way it's here let's fucking go hi hey I'm web brain superstar let's get it happy yeah I'm gonna have to hey listen he doesn't understand I don't have that I have it like
that old phone remember those old plugins that they don't have in I have it on that phone so can you send it to me looks like five years old but I can't I'm sure I could I just have to find a plugin like a good charger yeah a good charger because I got a charger but
it like doesn't really charge anymore okay but crystal Katie doesn't even know who sneaker chop is but she does but I promise you she doesn't crystal I promise come on now we got the bullshit excuse to give her the fucking the this is what I want to prove this is
what I want to prove that she'll find the charger find the charger we're gonna be that's what I mean like I don't want to do that for you like it's like you're throwing fake charges on a person you can't not now say
okay well no we don't do that over here you're gonna show the proof or you're gonna get the fuck up out of your pocket about that mother fucker you will never come on
okay you can talk all you want this is the last time up here go over to them other channels well yeah with that fake ass shit
yeah yeah well we know you a pedophile nigga yeah well we know that you a pedophile nigga if you can't find proof on nobody else then nigga we got to do the same thing to you no no no no fuck that fuck this wet brain ass fucking skank bro trying to try to throw charges on a nigga and then all of a sudden she don't she don't got the ability to do the proof man kick fucking rocks nigga
kick fucking rocks until you find the proof that means that I won that means that I won so where are you you're now banned my nigga you got this fucking bum bitch talking about she don't got a fucking charger bitch get the fuck out of here nigga get the fuck out of here y'all any worth coming up here and babbling your stupidity okay check me nigga now you're banned from the
chat not only is Katie a wrench holder right Katie is a donator yeah sir crystal Marie don't bring fucking nothing over here nigga has crystal Marie ever donated to you yeah when's the last time because don't hit me with the like tree tree donated in fucking 2022 my nigga that's about the time
bingo kick rocks kick rocks nigga you know yeah but she said that recently too she said that Barry still lives with his grandma and she's she's gonna see the FBI is the FBI is looking into him
oh people are after Barry I don't know what's the matter with that girl man it's an electrician in electrician she said she's an electrician my nigga stop it bro I swear I'm not letting that fucking bro you know what it is it's attractive that's what it is that's what it is most of these
niggas would let that fucking wet brain fuck with their electricity because they think she's hot and then fuck around and catch a fire and they're fucking house you're an electrician for real well I did that for five years only for five years what do you do now oh my god
but listen bend over is probably what she does absolutely not okay you were talking about the whole situation with Katie yeah okay I don't know why you guys are so stuck on this thing Katie must be have some kind of situation because this thing was like not a big deal to anybody but Katie because
this Katie actually got called out I don't know Katie was a man or a woman I don't know what the hell happened with that but something happened with Katie where she got called out and I wasn't a part of that and that has nothing to do with me so I think a female so whatever the fuck happened with Katie has nothing to do with you know Katie laying it's kind of let me just put that clear okay
so I don't know what Katie man woman talking around with people and like saying that's fine did you find the charger no I'm not fucking like dude you know I gotta go and like all right but you're not looking for the fucking charge right now I know but no not right now no
fuck you so then come back later when you get it I'll get it one day so come back one day it doesn't even I don't even have to get it I know somebody on this fucking platform has it so then fucking kick rocks until you find it that's what I'm trying to say whatever you got to do to get
it go get it or just don't come back who I just don't give up I care I care though I care so does so does pebbies pebbies you give a fuck about this bitch that never existed I don't know
yes that don't exist so then how do you have proof on someone that doesn't exist I got proof of her fucking shit like I got it on there like that's what I'm saying
you gotta mark it like how do you mark it go find it man figure that shit out and he was in electrician nigga go figure it out I don't care about that bitch you made a guess what hey repart yo fuck about her never have I ever okay I do nobody bitch and she will always be a nobody
bitch she's just somebody that went out technology leaders face rising cloud costs in today's digital marketplace big tech cloud consumption pricing models and bloated service packages result in unpredictable fees and overage charges dollars that should be funding your innovation not your
overhead rumble cloud introduces fix somebody in here is okay well then why doesn't she ever join panel and show her fucking skin why does she have to do that yeah why do they attack me because you're the one that's throwing charges on her she attacked me first dude
you two charges on her she put charges on me first she didn't throw no pedal charges on you he was attacking me first I went after her pedal charges on you nah she didn't but she did it to her because you come from that she was she couldn't okay but you come from that community but I found
out that she was younger than her age no she's not you're an idiot you are an idiot it's but that was seven years ago seven years ago Katie is 31 so six five years ago she would have been 26 idiot
okay so you're talking about all right yes tap nigga but you did lose the bet so you're not allowed in the chat you're banned okay fuck you um I hope you're banned from life bitch Katie said if you go live tomorrow she'll come back tomorrow and forget this happen and bring the same back he's 100 100 well she's not going to be typing it though she can't type it though
but what she's not understanding is in the ip2 community around that time there was so many katies especially in like the sneaker chop and in cheetos lives and captain content's lives like there was so many different you're thinking about that's a tortoise named Katie but what is Katie it would be a tortoise let me see what else there is
hmm ghost versus q45 oh versus clumsy debate on my panel what is this for those over age 60 a major banking regulation that took effect this month has changed the rules of retirement forever I'd like to talk to Alex not to eat fucking faggot you guys don't know what the fuck you're talking about Alex I didn't give a fuck about you
I don't give a fuck about Alex at least no I care a little bit I mean I don't I don't give a fuck but I care a little bit I mean I guess like he's a human he's fat he takes time to gather you know space in this earth I gotta care I'm on the world stuck with his fat fuck and he already made it better for you already you dumb fucks that's how retarded you are Alex already made better
together under a car like who's this dude on the top left
joker do you know joker you don't know joker um no I think I talked to you there but joker he's being very peaceful tonight but joker you let me know because you know they're all not there's a couple people here not psych of course that if you want me to get on their ass just let me know and it'd be handled because to you I don't I don't I don't even know what the fuck your name
is top right you look like a dumb dumb nobody faggot okay I'm probably no more than you you just said that three times we're gonna keep them bully you know like they can just say whatever they want
in your panel that's on your panel now I mean since you're letting everybody say oh so now you're gonna take advantage of people of course not I would never do that okay the logic that the logic remains if you're smart enough to think about the logic if you're smart enough to think
about the logic I'm the smartest guy in the whole panel shut up dude are you trying to be like
am I trying to be a what am I trying to be a what flamer are you trying to be a flamer what's a flamer what do you mean by that you may be smart enough to fucking run with me you know that right well hey with he was michael one of the coolest people at that place I think he might have been how many times I will accuse us um we can run it back this is like the first time I've ever spoken to you what are you talking about I'm not talking we have to I know your voice
listen I know a bitch when I hear one straight up I know when you hear one I know somebody that's low dream temperature IQ when I hear one you really want to run when we can run one because you ask me and my answer is yes oh man I'm really scared bud you shouldn't be
scared why would you be scared of me I'm a nobody you're a nobody why don't you why don't you kick you and let three people come up oh sakey kick me oh no justice suggestion I thought you wanted to sit here and roast me now you want me to get kicked I don't I don't roast people I don't do that that's not what I do I don't know if you're too familiar with me
that's not what I do nobody's familiar with you because you're a fucking nobody cool okay fair enough nobody's familiar with anything you do you're not a streamer you're some random dork that joins panels every once in a while like you're you don't have a reputation you don't have a channel you hardly even have a day not at all dumb dumb
not at all some people are stupid others I realized that and I'm not gonna make fun of you for it I'm not gonna sit here and like fling me for it you just might you just might be stupid sir room temperature okay I'm not gonna make fun actually I'm gonna make fun of you a little bit hey joker should I get his ass or no I think what's up to you you've been you've been doing good
tonight you've been very hey daddy joker hey daddy joker should I get his ass because I'm your lap dog how's that my daddy how is that my daddy joker should I get him for you joker I asked somebody their opinion just because I asked somebody my opinion how's that my daddy go ahead you can't be serious with this just because I asked someone I'm gonna keep repeating myself until
you answer if I ask somebody my opinion how's that my daddy you're not gonna answer it so yeah if you're you're making a viewership right now because I'm not gonna let you run that with me because I'm not fucking retarded like you but you really want to run it I don't want to
hang out oh I want to run it what does running it mean to you you don't run it okay cool if you think I'll find your daddy because I okay if I asked I was like joker how does that mean joker's my daddy I play real games I don't play this yeah let's play it I play it I love blood sport
debates let's do it let's do it let's run it yeah go ahead somebody send me somebody send me this these address on instagram we'll send them I can make still you're just gonna threaten me or you're not gonna run it I thought you were we're gonna have a debate I told you how I run it okay so you're also fucking internet fucking retarded you don't have to fucking talk about you're too stupid to
have a conversation you might be I'm not even gonna talk to you I can tell you man I will tell you not guess what you're not gonna do you're not gonna you're gonna you're gonna physically violence me because you didn't like no I never said I wasn't gonna come to your house I said I
wasn't gonna send you something so yeah I'll give you yeah I don't want I don't want no fan no I'm cool thank you though no no I appreciate the offer though I really do but I'm good man I'm good I'm gonna send you bags of concrete and what you do with them yeah thank you for the offer though brother I really appreciate it no no no listen listen if I have it I'll just you don't have a choice that send them through door that so they're gonna drop them off yeah I appreciate the
offer I don't want it though but thank you it's not an offer it's not an offer that's what you're not understanding okay you're forced to accept you'll be forced to accept the concrete or you're just gonna have to let it sit on your porch yeah cool Charleston West Virginia I mean you can figure out what's the address what's the address you need to get off from there we're getting closer we're getting closer yeah I thought we're getting closer you just type it in yeah
yeah I don't know where Charleston West Virginia is I'm from fucking Pittsburgh well you got a 69 IQ so I don't know if you know I don't know I know you're the smartest guy up here right yeah well you used to be the smartest guy you thought you were the smartest guy but you're actually fucking stupid and you're not a good let me give you some help brother
oh thank you uh uh but if you're gonna be like a troll you at least gotta be like entertaining or funny it doesn't work if you're not even trolling you like like you don't even know what this is trolling you think this is trolling you want my honest opinion I think you're just
fucking nothing that's my honest opinion you think this is trolling Jesus no I think you're gonna repeat myself yeah cool keep going because you're gonna lose I think you're just retarded that's honestly what I think you sit up on a fucking gay man's panel for seven hours a day pow wow and don't you have a job I don't sit up on his panel for seven hours day I don't think I've ever
done that day in my life as long as I know him if you want to go ahead and prove it if I'm gonna make the claim if we're in the proof will be on you go and show me how but you but you said so I'm smarter than you said seven hours a day go ahead and prove that I've been up here
go ahead and prove that I've been up here seven hours even one time if you can't prove that then you don't have to fuck you up here in multiple times you've never seen you up here all day Tracing come up you didn't even stream during the day you dumb fuck all day long
you dumb fuck I'm not gonna answer to your troll anymore you're gonna get your ass up and done well there all right you do bro you live in poverty what's the honest question that I didn't I realized you were retarded so obviously I'm not gonna beat up on a retard that would make me again I thought you weren't gonna respond to my troll
anymore but are you trolling still I don't know what you're doing at this point you're fucking low to figure out whether I'm trolling you're using my argument against me that's a skill issue that's a skill issue on your end what skill what skill what skill would that be what skill
would that be name the skill uh you know what take a couple seconds how about that take a couple seconds get your mind together let's go with that I'm not gonna respond to your troll anymore and then I didn't ask joker if I answer the question I asked joker if you're the king
you're the king moving the goalpost that's a fallacy by the way yeah you're moving the goalpost I got your blood pressure that was interesting I was diagnosed with my god when I was 22 that was I mean this is what this isn't what I should used to be like they just have people arguing all
the time it's terrible geez you know he was a horrible person and the first 14 years before I started taking this product was incredibly difficult oh no I can't even watch this one I mean it's like so stupid a little bit too dumb for me
here's a great one here's here's Tommy james being hilarious right have you ever wish you could unlock the profound wisdom of the prophet
we peep on you we're peeping not that version spell but on me
I just wanted to come say hi to you man and I hope you have a good day if you're around I'll see you
around here I'm looking for my brother over here he's small autistic he gets lost he's kind of hard to find sometimes but his name's Sigmund if you see a little kid brown hair he's got real big man boobies you can't miss him if he looks lost maybe just say hey your brother's looking for you stay here
Tommy oh you a little bit closer okay
didn't mean to weird you out
my cousin touched my wiener
any
I wouldn't mind stringing your cheese
sorry about that yeah I haven't been taking mine actually that she's actually knows me and he is spot on he knows when I'm not on my meds you know that
ooh you got tuna here too huh Bob oh wow whenever you have a minute I think I kind of know whoa I'm gonna be honest with you real quick it smells like my ex-girlfriend over here
not in a good way but that's what we love about seafood right did you need any you know of course of course but I just want to make sure that we're going getting the best meat for the best price and then every time I keep thinking about the meat no freaky I smell that smell and I'm wondering is that the is that the product or is that you
you know what sir maybe I see you have the tuna at least it isn't poop tuna I'm going to let you go about your work and figure out what I want apparently I'm not ready so let me know yes sir I'll be back on the way out
stop and some goodies too what you got there are some little taters little taters no not at all I'm just looking around still I gotta ask you to leave we can't have you filming in here oh no film I was watching a movie yeah I can see you filming and we had customers saying that you're seeing profanity to them oh no no profanity no oh okay that's fine
I suppose I suppose I can respect that I didn't take my meds so maybe oh maybe that's why you got mad I don't know yeah I'll just walk out it's not a big deal he's the best
like I'm having a psychotic episode or anything I'm not gonna do anything I'm not gonna do anything weird I'm just gonna leave someone said that dive was she pulled out the they pulled out the
Karen phones on the oh oh are you sure oh I'm leaving right now I'm not gonna try to come back in or anything I didn't do anything wrong I didn't do anything wrong
see then the other one came out Brandon do you know
the ones that like uh that comment and stuff like
I was curious I was looking on chat to you
I'm pulling out the Karen brigade on me dude
I didn't even fucking do anything wrong
yeah she's like searching me down they're like trying to flag down security or something this is nuts I mean I'm not gonna run I hate Disney all right so let me sit down here oh is it okay if I take my shoes off and kind of oh okay cool so you probably before I don't take them off
sorry I have a little autism in the way that I sleep is really weird I usually start with something like this on my back so I'm gonna just lay back
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how much would how much was this again 499.13
if it does that hardness feeling kind of go away it feels a little hard I take it the more you sleep in it and break it in all beds kind of have that I'm not familiar with memory so much well this one is broken into this is how it would feel because I can't but hope that things like oh my legs legs are all swollen from
I'm fine I'm fine this is normal I actually do that about every night before I fall asleep and I have crazy night terrors kind of I was looking for a bed to help with some of this but honestly even just putting me like sitting like this is putting me in a really dark place
no I'm getting up right now let's see it's gonna take a
okay I'm hurrying
so oh my god that was total work
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oh me oh that's you big guy
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what did I do are you calling the police on me
I'll just leave are you calling the police on me
well after you know them is the irregular guy should I be scared no can you tell me what he looks like so I don't get attacked out there sorry that scared the hell out of me because I see everybody looking outside and I'm wondering what's going on that's pretty scary you guys deal with that a lot
is he dangerous not necessarily just to have a annoying more than anything yeah they were definitely trying to call the police on me I'm not fucking stupid
I'm not fucking stupid I'm getting the fuck out of here Jesus Christ I didn't even get to the other store yet you guys and they're already pulling this shit on a nickel oh all right chat be ready for an interaction with the police apparently they're gonna find me
I'm right here so they're gonna find me they're gonna fucking give me hell I might get detained for nothing
let's just go I think I freaked her out a little bit much with the autism we're gonna get the fuck going yeah they're all like peeking out the windows looking at me I'm not fucking stupid she tells that guy oh could you call the police discreetly why the fuck would you need to
call them discreetly and I should come on dog dude acting like I'm gonna fucking do something crazy I'm not dangerous dude I'm getting the fuck out of there we're switching we're switching locations we'll finish our IRL over here on this part and if something happens something happens
oh Timmy's you're right the callers are telling them crazy shit I didn't think about that
wow lame pretty lame something ever since I started studying biblical Hebrew online Israel Institute of Biblical Studies flexible live courses yeah I mean I mean he's just um I can show you something like let me see this is my uh
my uh I was put on here a bunch of times by Aunt Baishrip kick but uh let me see if I'm fine
this is when I like started out though I mean it's like and it was pretty funny some pretty funny clips let's see
videos okay I think like over here here
let's see
well this is this is on my show it was I can't I can't play that because it's like a little bit a little bit too aggressive um let's see
hold on
already loaded all shipping from inside the oh us and people are actually buying yeah I get orders I didn't run ads I didn't do anything technical it just works oh it's coming up
huh who are you I don't know you so you're not coming up sorry me how is that even possible what's the platform it's called selvia it's free to start Forbes covered it one and a half million people use it try it now
with saving well then you'd better start swimming oil sink like this
hold on hold on hold on hold on one second there's somebody here I said to make sure I put up second
one second you're out with you
hello what's going on who is this you're called to psyche right yeah yeah yeah you know me I've been on your panel once before okay now my cam was set to a capture card I was doing some gaming earlier so I wasn't trying to pour and bomb you anything it went black for a minute because of that I just switched it over okay I turned my cam on as a courtesy let you know I'm not pulling
anything I'm not up here with my pants down or anything like that okay but I don't really leave it on or anything so no offense okay okay well everyone let me know I'm pretty fast there we go there we go hey so nice so how are you doing well I'm doing good I don't blame you for being a little paranoid it helps trust me I have enough problems with doing streaming
yeah I mean it's like I just want to keep the channel kind of I don't know I've been I've been working on probably over a hundred times and so I'm kind of like you know and plus I have pretty much a dead empty stream and it happens to me 20 times a day if not more why I don't know
well so I mean I was up one night I was a little out of it that night you had some other people up there I mean I know you threw other places I wasn't sure into my recommendations on my home page so
I'm like wait I know this guy cool I can't believe it yeah I mean this is like I started this channel like last year's like a backup backup and then I decided to put make it a channel but I had 50 subscribers already but uh so it's cool that it came up on your recommendations
but yeah you have a good voice so you stream on YouTube or what do what you stream on YouTube yeah I mean I've been around I mean I actually have one up right now but it's been pretty much empty all night I was doing some gaming earlier but that was pretty much it okay well feel free to play your channel but what do you want to talk about like this is uh
kind of like pleased to share your deepest darkest uh whatever my nightmare not sure if I want to share that okay yeah well don't worry about it yeah but uh tell me um what's you been uh have you been hearing about me or you know but what's up what's up I know I just kind of know you
through other people I mean you probably know the main would be like uh the New York chat okay I'm sure the names JT and Gotti come up oh yeah yeah I know I know JT and Gotti they're awesome guys I've had my uh differences with them but I'm not going to sit here and bash anyone oh yeah well I've had my differences too you know but I mean they started out with trolls of mine
and then it's like they actually you know they became cool with them because I'm that cool person if you're like you know um treat me um you know at least like you know decently I get treated so shilly by some people that uh anybody that's halfway decent I pretty much you know like so you know just I'm decent I mean I don't go around crashing people's channels or trying to
cause any trouble or anything like that yeah I mean that's hey like what you do goes back to you and so like I don't do that either and it's like so I've had a pretty good luck like with like uh not having my channel taken down I still have all my channels I uh still on YouTube you know they
did to demonetize a lot of people though and uh so were you riding out some strikes or something no it's over like you know just uh just like certain content and they they took out whole genres of um videos and things like that and I unfortunately got taken away they have just AI bots you know taking out a lot of people actually the much bigger people are me even so
you're still you know monetized yeah myself it's actually a little bit like less stressful not being monetized but YouTube sucks they keep your money money stuff like that oh yeah I can see where that would you know I can see where it would be less stressful not having to worry about that yeah yeah I'm just not really streamers so there's pretty much no chance in hell I'd
ever reach a point of monetization or anything like that well I mean it's not really not that hard I reached in a couple months because um you know I think you need a 3000 hours and like 500 to a thousand subscribers or something like that I think a thousand right now there used to be it sometimes it varies but um I'm already at 100
you can actually monetize multiple channels if you want and so I just don't care to deal with it I mean it's too much work or effort and like I said I'm just more of a casual streamer like to go up just do whatever not worry about anything yeah I don't even worry about views or people show up or anything sometimes I get a panel going sometimes I get a chat going most of the
time nothing well you know my only tip would be like put open panel in your um in hey what's up this just I'd say yeah put open panel in your title and maybe that you will get people um give my neighbor locked up yeah I had so my neighbor like last night kicked in my like kicked my sorry kicking my metal door and then I like shut my door and he was like I was being
too loud or whatever because I was on stream yelling and then he ripped off my ring door bell and threw it through my window this is my neighbor that's a tenant on the same property and uh yeah I should have called the police and stuff but uh I think the less dealings with police kind of the better sometimes but I didn't more than call the police somebody did that yeah I mean
it's like um I do call the owners and uh they don't seem to care very much and so kind of maybe I should have done the other thing right right what if you're renting it's a different thing well it means like yeah I'm renting he's renting right right um it's just like uh I
guess the owners care more about um the rent and stuff like that unfortunately that's pretty much all they care about right yeah so um anyway I'll have my remembers this guy's uh like a little short guy he's a really like a little short guy I think he probably watches the stream or something like
that he's not even like my next door he's like like kind of a few things down so I don't even know how he heard me but he was so angry that it's like uh a little bit puzzling I don't know why people some people I don't know some people are just uh easily triggered I guess I don't know any assholes
in the world yeah we've had a neighbor like that for years the guy's all to say a genuine psychopath he's done a lot of insane stuff over the years but mainly dumping garbage over the fence mysterious stuff happening like uh roofing nails and the tires every morning and stuff like that
chunks of concrete in the driveway that nobody else would have put there that we're sitting in his yard two days later and of course he denies it and the police do that shit where uh do you have any evidence did you see him do it no so they do absolutely nothing uh huh yeah I know it's like really hard to deal with some of the stuff on the on like the internet because the police like you know can't do anything especially because out of state I've
had people send concrete pizza delivery scrap metal people um all kinds of people um um tell them to send the scrap metal guys here I have plenty oh yeah you have plenty yeah I mean I don't want to say I have like a bicycle like a broken bicycle in the backyard maybe I'll give a bicycle away to the next person but there's
actually like a woman drove like an hour to pick up spoons spoons spoons she's like oh yeah those scrap metal guys they'll pick up anything that's metal yeah I mean it's like I have a hard time getting them here right I mean but yeah it's like uh they put ads in trades lists right or like uh you know offer up or something and then um and then they direct people to your door and they're like
knock really loud and stuff like that but fortunately the guy that was doing it was indicted for cyberbullying like an unrelated unrelated thing so
you do a lot of cyberbullying
so yeah yeah I've been bullied worse in my life than I have now
I dealt with a few of them in school but I took care of them
yeah well I mean it's like I mean I like school is nothing compared to like yes like online stuff because it's like you know at least it's cool you think they're in person or it's like you know who they are like now it's like everyone can just hide and like you know I think and people are involved with people there's these little gangs on online stuff it's really it gets really
lame but you know I dealt with all that I mean I've been doxxed I've had a lot of crazy stuff happen online I've had a certain somebody uh call police and tell them I was aiming a rifle out the window at my neighbors and the police to my door tell them I was molesting my nephew
shit like that it all goes nowhere I mean it doesn't achieve anything it just it's bullshit
I try not to take it personally well it's like it's hard to take it personally because I've had people come turn off my water I've had uh you know and just people like it's actually wrecks them to bang on the door like like be loud and stuff like that calls it nuisance people from like all over coming onto the property um it's like that's Christmas 30 bags of cement
or something so that's like let me see it's like 1800 pounds and I'm like you know it's 75 pounds like it's really too heavy for me to carry a 60 pound bag of cement I'm just kidding actually I've built a beautiful um garden of statues in my backyard it was actually really
useful I need them to send some more sounds nice yeah I'm swimming cool I'm just kidding I'm just kidding so yeah so where else do you go in any other communities like you see you see me in the New York chats right the New York chat yeah but I've kind of pulled out of chatting like I'm
just more roaming around panels wherever just kind of sticking my own space do my own thing mainly gaming I just talk sometimes I go off in a rant yeah I mean it's like I kind of stop too because it's like I was um people are big kind of like I like to be treated like well in chat and it's
like I don't want to it's like you know sometimes they like me to crash out or whatever and uh uh I don't know I get used for content and so I'd rather have to send people to my shows and stuff like that okay okay yeah I've had that issue before but you mean like whether people take snippets of your videos doctor and make videos modeling and making fun of you like um
like you know who Sam is I vaguely know him from like if you know Q and I know you know I see you playing that but I have really no involvement there yeah he's terrible I mean he was just talking about like he's like oh yeah the rub-up sense that's meant you have to take it and it's like that's actually true they will like you know they stuff it out there and they don't
want it in their car because it's like hundreds of pounds of stuff in their car and so they're happy like dump it off and so and then they'll tell them that oh the persons they're mentally ill and so they um so they they um um they'll tell you no they'll just leave it there anyway and stuff and it's like just pretty maddening but you know oh my god yeah they do have to um
they do have to okay okay oh my god hold on I just saw something
I couldn't quite follow what you're saying you mean like somebody was getting somebody to dump garbage off of your place um no this was um cement like 60 pound bags of cement like the door dash will do it they have door dash deliver it and then they'll say oh my um my crazy grandfather or right somebody's inside and they'll tell you not to leave it but just leave it anyway and they don't want it in their car because it's so heavy you know it's like I don't see how they
could get it there unless they pay for it up front somebody do they do they pay for the cement but they don't pay for food or anything they'll just have like so they'll have like unpaid full food and just like to come knock but then they'll pay for the cement and they um that sounds insane to me that anybody would pay just to do some shit like that oh yeah he sent like on Christmas I guess it was my Christmas present he sent like 20 over 20 bags
hell construction materials I gladly take that if it's prepaid but I'm not gonna pay for it but right I'm just gonna do I'll go out and do a project I didn't I didn't I didn't like he did like you know some guy was doing a fool um and uh I uh just gave it to him so I mean it's like you took it all away and so it wasn't really a big deal it's just like more annoying and more
like the fact that it's like they think it's so funny or when people will laugh about it and it's like it's really not funny it's like actually it's like really criminal harassment and no it is yeah I'm the I'm not even a bad like a mean person or anything you love it you want some I'm not I'm not like a great with concrete though it's like I mean it's like I
literally said I built I made a swing pool and like you know some snatches and stuff but you know it's like otherwise I don't I don't like it it's especially because it was raining and so then it just turned to like cement block oh yeah you cannot leave it out in the rain or even if you leave it sitting in anywhere that's humid it could be in a garage if you're in a humid environment
after a couple years or so it'll just harden won't be usable but it has to be stored very properly and carefully I think because he got in trouble it was just like basically one crazy person like I think he's like uh had some kind of crush on me or something like that or I don't know like uh yeah he really did he came out as bisexual on my show and then
you know but I wasn't you just see his picture yeah I mean you look some of these people do look like actual trolls and especially people that don't even get on the camera uh are the scariest people and it's like I just and then they will put down other people like I was gonna say Samann is like this fat Puerto Rican guy with like a b you know afro he's he's a fish tank that's like empty he's always like I'm feeding the fish the fish tank is empty
it's like it's like dried out there's no live fish in there I promise you and then he's like trying to say you know I'm dirty or I've been it's like he's just like sitting there like covered in like a wife beater with like you know with like peanut butter and jelly stains and it's like okay like you know I have like my nails are we're good dirties because I'm like you know scraping up tobacco off my table like they smoke cigars and stuff like that
hi Charisma how are you good to see you thank you for being here this is my new channel I'm just gonna I'm gonna I'll get you right now Charisma because uh Charisma's a great um great mod um yeah I'm gonna be thanking the people that actually stay with me because you know the people having you know they're wanting to boycott me because they say I'm like a
animal abuser and a grifter and I mean just to say but it's just people basically trying to like take like a competition because you know I was uh or I still am um pretty uh I would say pretty successful I have like a half a million views on uh on one of my channels and it's over 3000 subscribers and I've actually made money on YouTube too which is like not
something that everybody can do some people think that it's like not a job but it's like I do consider it like a source of income I'm also repurposing my content for a really cool website that is uh basically analyzes every transcript from every show and attracts all the relationships
and psychological analysis of everybody and a lot of other stuff too it's called Codex and uh really proud of it and actually um able to repurpose all my content through that and so like whatever it is even if I don't have a big show I'll still be able to use the show to do something useful and so that's a lesson for everybody it's like you know if you
produce something you can actually there's other ways to use it than just like the standard way you know I just don't have a talent for any of the streaming stuff I just don't like streaming well I mean you do it so obviously that's like some talent it's because it's like you know most people aren't even brave enough to to do a stream like like most people are just chatters and they just sit in the chat and they never really do anything except sit
in the chat and troll so you are like you know you showed your face you have a good voice you have a talented uh I guess a voice for I'm not shy about showing my face I just do it as a courtesy let you know I'm real and not pulling any shit yeah I appreciate that because it's like that I thought it should be like I do have like people like you know um like Q actually like try to
porn bomb twice and he says like he says he like threatens people he docks his people he puts up like other people's photos I mean such people are such people are such a headache that it's like he's a drama queen I know that I was only around there briefly but I kind of pulled out of that place never went back yeah he's a bitch I mean it's like you know anybody that would do that stuff
is just a bitch like it's like and plus he's like uh yeah I mean he like uh he was homeless and then he's he may stick a homeless guy because his shirt was missing or something and then he met some gay guy at the library and we're doing with him like his house I mean I think he just pecked it out of the house but he's in either stole his car or or he probably got a call for something like that
but uh I guess he did he like will call people's jobs and get them fired from them but he actually just lost his job and so that's like really karma for you and uh he's all around a douche bag and a terrible person and I'm glad he's gone so many people I'm glad they're gone and I'm just like so nice I'll let most people up but you know I'm a sucker for like a nice
living face but you know he's not even like you know looking to me anymore he just looks like a douche bag he is yeah and uh do you know summer or um or beta or are you familiar with any of these people like have you seen no none of those names ring a bell I'm just kind of from
different places well I think you're pretty fortunate in that case yeah Godia and JT are good guys do you know rain yeah that's a JT's woman yeah rain you know Ziggy Ziggy I know he's he's a character he was in my place the other night he was up there uh I don't really want to talk about
it though okay I don't have to talk about it yeah I know he's like you know jammed he's having problems I don't know I'm outside of discord but uh are you in discord I have a discord but I don't use it they just I'm not a discord guy I just don't really use it for anything it can be pretty good because it can announce when your show goes on and if you
have like a fan base a good place to like you know communicate with them off hours and stuff but but it is yeah it's also like you know a little bit dangerous sometimes it's like there's a lot of like um except that goes on there like illegal stuff too and uh so I'm basically moved everything to my website but I do have a discord I have a nightbot and uh I think I did a pretty good
job on this on this channel ghost that's going up and uh oh yeah I'm sorry I'm so sorry I'm not so slow right now right now I'm not even stoned I wish I was stoned I need some weed do you smoke weed in there okay okay you're in there yeah I don't even I didn't drink last night and so it's like um you know I'm just totally sober which is like not that much fun wait wait
put up all night like stay sober the whole night but it's okay no yeah it's always good to just a late goer like I'm just one of those people like days like night to me I was saying yeah I'm just saying yeah Crystal's viewers dropped to nothing wow they stopped going live they don't even go live anymore but you got them fired good for you Brandon good for you I mean
he's such a dick yeah yeah here here I'm so sorry here um you found me good thank you I put my link up there uh yeah it's a there's a herd mentality and it's like you know and like it's like someone named Christine like Christine came in the other night and was like it was her name and then she was like oh this is the predator sensual or something like that and then I blocked her and everyone said
oh that's not the real Christine but then she was the one telling about my uh my channel went to beat his chat and so Christine like I think that was the real Christine and it's like I don't I know you don't know she's like some old habit in the community unfortunately like this is like not really a community like but they're like trying to like act like it's like some kind of
consensus community or something like that I'm alone like I do my own thing and so I don't care like that's the way to do it most people are just are just uh um herd animals like really they just like will follow the crowd and it's like I don't even want those type of people to mention I like people that are leaders independent um will like you know are smart and can like question
things or go beyond like this like everything is like calling everybody a pdf this is so stupid it's like uh it's like it's like I've heard literally everybody's been accused of like literally everybody and then they want me to like you know do things like about it and then it's like then of course like I'll get called if I don't and it's like so I don't care it's like
I don't care what they call it they call them but you have to be kind of brave to do that and so anybody that can I appreciate um okay okay okay so tell me more tell me more like you know you can talk about anything you want to hear pretty much I have a hard time talking I mean I just
kind of weigh in well man that's I mean that you know you should like I mean talk about anything you want to I'm a very easy person to talk to but I get distracted for you so excuse me if I like you know I'm kind of like a multitasker I don't know I was watching for a little bit who was that guy you were playing earlier the one doing the IRL stuff that was his name is Tommy
James he's like a pretty terrible person I mean that that's that's that's that wasn't okay you know it's like where it's kind of like my mildly amusing it's always funny to see people like shocked and stuff like that but he lives in the middle of like you know or gone or something like that middle of nowhere he thinks he's M&M in eight mile literally there's like you know like a
dollar store he goes into it nobody in it that he gets kicked out of and that gets his content he thinks that's the best content I mean that was kind of very mid at best but um I don't know what happened to some of that it seemed like he was doing like a very cliche like mockery of autism
yeah I mean and he's also he is like fentanyl and stuff yeah and um on like for donations and stuff I was kind of laughing though because he said they're getting kicked out of all these stores like yeah I've done that stuff before like I've gone on done panels stuff where I'm just doing out shopping and things I never once had them asked me to turn a camera off or anything like that
but they will if you start doing weird shit yeah I mean it's like and he definitely was doing weird shit but can you imagine it's like there's probably like one supermarket in that town and he's like now kicked out of it like how's he gonna I mean I understand how like it's really dumb to like you know keep that up like like the one like big store in your city like it's like
kind of like I don't understand like why he would do that but uh small town there he is yeah the people there usually won't take any shit I like I go down to the pier and like someone's get a taco which is not very exciting but then I like you know like yell at people and like you know that not yelling what I mean but I'll say hi you're on youtube like smile and then that's like
I'll be drunk and hooked on me basking it and I wouldn't want to do that I feel like I'll freak him out like I when I do that stuff I'm really I'm just gonna different about it like I'll keep the camera trained on my face I'm really weird like I don't like to film anybody in public or have them on there it does happen time to time by accident I mean I can't control that
perfectly but I will limit any exposure to anybody else but me yeah I mean it's like that's the best thing I think you know just like responsible for yourself and uh yeah yeah well I just have a different point of view on it I mean it is public there's not really anything against it but I just don't it just just doesn't settle well with me if I have other people even if it's
a crowd big people like I rather have consent like I don't want them on a panel or a stream or anywhere where they're going to be seen or used without their knowledge or consent um yeah well they're walking around I think that it's like you have the right to like walk around but it's like you know it's like I don't oh no yeah in public there's really nothing against it you're
not really doing anything wrong unless you're just putting the camera up their ass or something yeah but I got but it's like any outfall helps sometimes in that but most people are actually are really excited to be to be on uh streaming they ask about it and stuff I uh yeah they say like
no oh where are you streaming for um like in uh like they're interested and uh they'll take your channel and maybe you'll get a new subscriber of stuff but I you know I I almost want to do like terrible things on the pier and stuff not gonna happen I only ever had one do what you're talking about there was a woman in Walmart it wasn't that long ago when I was doing that she asked me
like what are you doing like she seemed she smiled and seemed kind of interested in it and I kind of I was on my way out the door in a hurry but I kind of said no I'm just uh I felt like I'm a little crazy like I I'm fairly new to that stuff and I feel like when I'm out there talking on my phone doing it like a mobile stream like everybody hears it like I try to talk quietly
keep it to myself and not be a disturbance at the same time it feels a little weird weird you might say we're about you don't have to be too specific but like what state or like what part of the country oh no I'm in California I'm not shy about where I'm at I'm in redondo I'm in Ventura County California everybody knows that and it's back pretty much the whole
internet has my home address at this point I really don't care but I'm not saying it out loud
right I mean exactly I mean it's like I've already been docked on so it's like I'm not really like you know I the worst has already happened but well you know pretty much the worst I mean I've it's been pretty bad but it's like everybody would use to be docks in the bone book right
and uh people used to survive so you know it's not really that that the worst thing that's ever happened is like you know a little concrete or a pizza delivery not paid for or sucks but one time this guy came bring my donals and it wasn't paid for and then I and he like and he said oh yeah it is paid for and I went down and he's like but it's he's like you need to show me
your eye he said you said it wasn't for you he said you didn't order I was like I didn't oh I said my boyfriend ordered it and he's like well what's your boyfriend's name and I said his name is Ronald McDonald and uh you can't make I'm not gonna wake him up because he eats me and stuff like that and uh you're a joker yeah I mean but it's true Ronald really does get angry he's a redhead you know
bad but that's that's just the kind of shit I'll do I'll just kind of bullshit my way through it yeah that's all I can do but actually I've met some great people um like you know just for all the all the people I've met some really high quality people and I've been with me and and so you know
I had you have like people that do support me so I uh I think it's a great it is a good platform still but I don't like it we don't want to put up with it because it is if you have a normal job if you have kids it's not a really good place to uh to hang out because people are very weird about stuff like you know I mean they're doxing people's schools and like the kids schools I mean that's
just like it gets really sick and then they'll be they'll do that and then they'll be like oh my god you know pdf pdf but they'll be like you know doxing little kids schools and stuff like that yeah I've I've had them do stuff like that with me or they'll go after my nephew's family I mean they're they're really old the gold yeah I never understood that I don't understand why you'll hurt
innocent people let alone children if you have a problem confront me do it to me don't drags family into it right especially they're so against it no we're so against yeah and they're like literally
but I understand all that like a lot of these trolls they hide behind the internet and they just they really don't have any kind of conscience I mean I think they just right because they're not I don't know it's like they just don't think about what they're doing otherwise I mean they may be psychotic or they just genuinely don't care yeah right and uh yeah they don't care but it's like
you know basically they do care they care too much because they want attention they want to feed off of the negative energy um yeah there's a lot of psycho females like you know Christine and uh Crystal Marie I don't know if you've seen some of these people that they're really like uh some of the things they have it's an interesting conspiracy theories and
things like that too sometimes um and I'm I'm always for big conspiracy what's your favorite conspiracy theory big foot big foot so do you believe in big foot or do you think it's not got like is that big foot in your picture no that's just uh like an AI pick of a gorilla
so have you ever heard of a human z no I've not heard of that I've heard the word but I don't know if it's like something encrypted or well it's kind of a trip but it's actually a true story so there is this there's this monkey from the zoo or not a monkey but he was a chimpanzee but he looked like a human a little bit and so people were thinking it was half human half chimpanzee and so it's a
hypothetical hybrid between a human and a chimpanzee and I'll show you this really famous one I'll show you a picture of this this one you can tell me what you think because it does have like a strange face and uh it's like an unusual looking chimpanzee and you tell me what you think that this is a real it's a because this is real it is real when you tell me if this is you think this is
part human okay I want to show you this picture tell me what do you think of this picture I got this picture right here guys what do you think is this a real or fake
or not fake but is it a chimpanzee or a half human half chimpanzee it looks like an older pic but it does look like a chimpanzee I think it's just an odd position a picture it's an actual chimpanzee I would say but I don't think there's there's nothing going on with it it's just a chimp it's just a chimp that's it yeah there's a documentary I actually remember
watching about it and let me see um the documentary said uh let me see the documentary said his name is Oliver okay and I'll take a picture down it's like a little bit disturbing okay his name is Oliver
and scum his name is Oliver and um about Oliver he um where is it it kind of reminds me of the original big foot footage but I don't believe that's anything more than somebody who came across an upright walking bear from a distance and they will do that they will get up and walk
that footage was the guy in a suit though they they see the you can see the mask in that famous footage like that the very famous one you can see it's a mask he's like there's just a fake one but there's so in 1970s a performing chimpanzee named Oliver was popularized as a possible mutant or even a human chimpanzee hybrid claims that Oliver had 37 chromosomes midpoint machine normal and
46 were humans and 48 for chimpanzees were disproven after an examination of his genetic material Oliver's prenal morphology irritable and baldness uh all within the range of variability exhibited by the common chimpanzee and so he was just a weird looking chimpanzee he was just a bulk
that was my first thought it was just either the position the angle just I don't know the bone structure genetics of it I mean some they mean they do look different not all of them look exactly the same but do you think we evolved from a chimpanzee or no no
I think we evolved but from what I couldn't say okay okay well I mean it's like a lot of people will say people say oh humans came from monkeys but no they didn't come from monkeys they um monkeys have a tail a human beings that they're said are related to the chimpanzee as the closest
right right but I I have my doubts about that too I think that there's I think they're separate species um it could have been a common ancestor of both of them um perhaps but I think there wouldn't be why would there still be chimpanzees like wouldn't they all just sort of all being just human and wouldn't there be like they're in between missing link kind of one so I think
find missing links I mean they some of that stuff goes so far back I mean they they do find like distant relatives but the bones are few far and wide and every once in a while I hear something they find something new right but it's like with usually when animals evolve there's not going to be like you know there's not like the unenvolved like you birdies be dinosaurs and
sort of like that right there's not like there's not the unenvolved there's always the evolved species that don't have like the uninvolved so I think that's why there's a common ancestor maybe but not the same species you know I think some just took a different evolutionary path sure sure sure but then you can say like then you can start saying oh no different races are
closer to this and that I don't believe that I think that like human human race is like its own race also I think that so different like you know I think we were meant to like rule the rule over the animals like you know Adam was like well in some stories Adam slept with all the animals before he you know he got he uh even so there's like some leastiality in the Bible too it's like
it gets kind of weird but you know right I don't have all the answers to that I mean I'm I'm a man of science and I'm a man of God too I think you look smart enough to tell me no I'm just um yeah I don't have any answers either but I I think I do know the answer so I think I know
Garwin was a hoax um you know most of the most of science is bullshit um most of what we're told lies that much I believe I believe I don't believe anything because it's like a belief my definition is not it's like it's like you believe something it's not unknowingness it's not like a sure it's
like a deep it's like you think and we can think about a lot of things right I think anything so it's not say we think we think we think something it's not a big stretch saying you know something that's not as well I like I like to them know things and I have an intuition so I can kind of figure something out you know I just take the evidence at hand and what I know to be real
improving and I can go from there but I'm not gonna evidence can be uh can be fabricated do what evidence can be fabricated fabricated yes because there's evidence for something doesn't mean the evidence is real of course the evidence means maybe it is or something like that
it doesn't mean it's like like something for sure that's why for me it depends on the evidence I mean they can manufacture stuff that's completely fake but at the same time it could be something real but they just don't know or have all the answers to it like for example dinosaur bones I don't think that there were really dinosaurs or whatever like I think they took a bunch of
bones from different animals put them together and they feel this huge thing because I just don't believe we were dinosaurs I think it's like you know it's like kind of left to our fantasy and dragons or if you get the idea of lizards and I'm like oh they must have been like bigger but I think well I do believe there were dinosaurs the fossil records prove something
was there something made those bones also what I don't know right yeah they could be animal we could be animals but it's like they just put them together in this weird shape like do you believe in the platypus the duckbill platypus yeah yeah as far as I know it's a real animal I've never seen one
right I've never met one person that is someone and if you look at platypus in Wikipedia there's one picture of like a lady holding it in front of a bunch of kids a platypus is a poisonous heavily poisonous uh animal like I don't understand how this person would be holding it never heard they are poisonous that sounds crazy no their claws are poisonous
I've never heard that before yeah I'll tell you what they have the platypus has like a duckbill right it has like it has claws that are poisonous well uh platypus and they didn't they thought it was a hoax beginning with but I'll go poison and it will say it says platypus are venomous not okay so they're not poisonous or venomous okay
big distinction right with males capable of delivering a painful non-lethal venom through spurs and their hind legs why would we consider venom I have poison but okay let's let's not cut hairs only male platypus can possess functional venom gland and his cruel glands located in the upper thighs these kidney shaped glands produce venom that's delivered to hollow spurs on each hind leg
which can be raised at a right angle for attack email platypus has had rudimentary spurs that fall off before maturity and lack venom the venom is primarily produced for the mating season suggesting its main role is in male to male competition for mates rather than defense against predators male or male so we're like you know talking about a case sex three platypus sex
you imagine I wouldn't think that I my first thought would be that it's uh you said non-lethal I'm almost wondering what does the venom do does it cause some kind of allergic reaction discomfort does it make them briefly sick well it says the competition thing I would say they attack the males and it causes them some kind of illness and then they fell to mate it says the
ones that attack an upper hand it says platypus is venom is a complex mixture of proteins and peptides including three types of non-traumatic peptides deposition like peptides and it's nerve growth factor which disrupt blood flow cell membranes and interfere with pain regulation in humans a stinking cause of immediate excruciating pain swelling blood in the upper
elysia and presensitivity to pain after days to weeks sometimes even months morphine is often ineffective and nerve blockers may be required for relief but the venom can incapacitate smaller animals and it's potentially fatal to dogs it is not lethal to humans again that would just say if that's part of their mating practices it sounds like the male ones just
do that to cause the other one some kind of pain or discomfort which will cause them to not want to mate and then the one then the males who successfully attack the others get the upper hand in that well they're also like aren't they just like in Australia or something like that let me see if I can even kind of video over one that looks real okay so I see them right here I mean okay
here's a minute video about platypus which shows that I mean this is like I mean it looks kind of it's kind of uh like uh it's kind of generating footage for me but you know maybe not let's have a look here here's a here's a minute thing about a platypus I don't know why we're talking about this but it's just interesting to me right now I just go where the word looks okay here we go
this is the platypus um which is a really cute name too platypus um no it has me intrigued I've never heard much about him and I mean I know the animal but I really don't know anything about it yeah here it is here
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In my city glowing purple and rain Static whispers calling out my secret name
Maiden prophets dancing underneath the signs Lost souls searching through the frequencies tonight Chrome reflections in the black arcade lights Terror visions flicker on the satellites
Everybody said the dreamers lost control That we found religion in the overflow Signals in the darkness voices through the screen Something strange is waking up inside the machine
We are the cold of psych and running through the neon sky Electric hearts and restless minds We never died
We are the cold of psych and children of the aimless night Trinitic shadows into stars All the laser eyes
Seleptic cathedrals harming sacred tones Broken angels speaking through the telephones
Outcast audit strangers ghost from line Building something they could never redefine Pinker eyes and burning through the atmosphere Every scar transformed into a chandelier
No more silence, no more hiding in the blur Know the signal stronger than it ever was before
More static revelation calling from beyond Every lonely frequency finally belongs
We are the cold of psych and running through the neon sky Electric hearts and restless minds We never died
We are the cold of psych and dreamers in the cyber lives Dancing with the sacred flame into the night
Underneath the vapor moon we rewrite the cold Triniting pain into transmission on the chandelier's road
The city sleeps below us, but the signal still survives Every lost and wandering soul is finally alive
We are the cold of psych and running like a satellite
We are the cold of psych and running like a satellite In mystics of the future world
And in light we are the cold of psychic voices rising from the void Building temples out of dreams
They can't destroy Static fate, purple skies The signal lives forever
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Static in the shadows whispers in the wire
Broken TV profits, preaching ghostly fire Moonlight on the rooftop, monsters on parade Broadcasting from nowhere through the cosmic arcade
I saw Elvis in the graveyard driving me on Cadillacs Playing poker with the werewolf wearing roller skates and slacks A zombie priest was live streaming from a haunted shopping mall While trolls beneath the bridge debated if reality was real at our ghosts
We're drinking Pepsi from the year 1983 A vampire sold insurance to a floating manatee The resurrection station started blinking in the rain And every dead idea returned completely insane
Turn the dial, hear them calling Lost dimensions, now they're crawling Nightmare frequencies Broadcasting from beyond the trees
Ghosts and goblins on TV Laughing at eternity Nightmare frequencies Resurrecting strange realities
Trolls and monsters dancing free On nightmare frequencies Bigfoot opened karaoke at the edge of outer space While skeleton accountants tried to audit every face
A dragon drove a DeLorean through a black hole in the sky And a clown from ancient Atlantis sold conspiracy pie The trolls emerged at midnight with opinions made of smoke Arguing with invisible ducks about a cosmic joke
The dead rose from the static with electric glowing eyes Then stopped to watch cat videos before invading the skies Hear the signal Hear the scream Everything is stranger Then it seems
Nightmare frequencies Broadcasting from beyond the trees Ghosts and goblins on TV Laughing at eternity Nightmare frequencies Resurrecting strange realities
Trolls and monsters dancing free On nightmare frequencies
Neon graveyard Laser fog Haunted arcades Cyber bog Every nightmare Every dream Flows inside the static stream Resurrection After death Ghosts are breathing digital breath
Monster singing synth machine Inside the nightmare's grave
Nightmare frequencies Every phantom holds the keys Every troll and crypt disease Hidden possibilities Nightmare frequencies Where the weird achieves degrees
Ghosts and monsters all agree Life is strange And that's the masterpiece Static fades Signal dies Neon moonlight fills the skies
But if you listen carefully The frequency never ends
Nightmare frequencies
Nightmare frequencies
Nightmare frequencies
That's another thing is like you're I Michael just shut up. Nobody even gives a fuck about your input. Okay, with all the respect, the only person that really cares. your input, okay? With all due respect, the only person that really cares.
Thank you, Casey. When I left a few days ago, you keep saying, Beeta, come back. Beeta, I love you. Beeta, this and that. I said, I love you too. I'm not coming back to the channel because I don't want to bring all that shit in here. I don't want to bring the drama. I don't want to bring all of that. And I'm
like, you know, behind the scenes, I did give you advice. And then you did it again over and over and again. I'm like, psyche, be careful. And I did. I was fine. I was like, you know what, you're not fucking listening. Yeah, I'm not gonna sit there and like, listen, what were you saying when I hung up? Are you so self aware to realize that you know what, what I'm trying to tell you is best for you? No, don't fucking bring my name up. I'm bringing
into this. The way you treated me in summer last night was shit. You literally put us, you're like, all right, go then. Bye. Get the fuck out. You too. And yeah, you did call me a lot of fucking names. You also said you hated me. You looked at me and you're like, guess what, Beeta? Guess what? What did you say? I'm the fucking evil person and you're my fool. And then you fucking kicked me like a dog. Yes, you did. I was
being sarcastic. Oh, you're being sarcastic? Did you not message me like in the early mornings with a bunch of messages, Beeta, let's say it was a script. How am I gonna script? How do you want me to cover this shit up for you, psyche? Yeah, we're not covering shit up no more. That ship has fucking celled. Well, sometimes we have had a script. Sometimes there has been a script. But this
is not with me, Bob. I don't do fucking scripts. I'm a real person and I have real fucking issues and I'm really fucked up in the head. So I'm really crazy. So guess what? I don't do fucking script, but I don't do behind the scenes. Improper. Improper. Psyche. Psyche. Can I ask you a question? What is your channel about? I've got a basic idea of myself what I believe it's
about. It's about an eagle at this point. It's about, you know, how many people are viewing, how much money is coming in. He doesn't care about who was there from the beginning or end or equal. Just, you know, every single one of us has put things out there. I have nothing against DJ Electra. I think she's amazing. But last night, you literally said, DJ Electra, you're the only person that was there for
me. Like it was like
I said in the situation with the I hate you, Vita.
How I do inward. Yes, you did. No, I didn't kill her one last night. You should do it when you're drunk. Somebody clip it. Somebody clip it. Find that. Don't do that. I don't. That's not my vocabulary. You also said, you told me in summer to go fucking suck Alexander and Alex Dick. Would you ever say that? Well, because I did it, too.
Why should we go suck as Dick? You wanted to. Yeah, you wanted to suck as Dick. Oh my god. Not us. That's my fucking brother. I don't need to suck as Dick. You're the one on his fucking nuts and his ass wipe. Oh my god. Disgusting. I'm pretty much done. Like, I was like, you know, yeah, what was your point? I heard summer up here. And yeah, I'm going to come up here and fucking because it wasn't certain. The reason I even joined last night was because I saw what was being done to summer.
It wasn't fucking fair. And it also hurt me because I was like, what the fuck? Like, you know, because you didn't want to hear what we have to say. And you act like a baby. You're just like, oh, I don't want to hear it. I don't want to hear it. I want this. I want that. You throw tantrums and it's like, you need this. You want to see you're turning your back just like a baby. This is like you're 45 years old. She's not fucking man, dude.
Like, what the fuck? Stop acting like a bitch. Oh, we got fucking Mumbler in the slow one here, you know, the left and right corner. This is about again, this is about summer. You got to be like, you're fucking friends for a long time. And you keep in touch with yourself. I don't like it. He's up here because he knows that I can fix it.
And he knows that I can fix it. Nobody can fix anything with me, Psyche and Vita. I just want to make that clear. This is their business. That hurts. And who caused it? Are you going to believe this? I'm not in trouble. You're not in trouble. And Psyche calls it. That's who caused it. I don't, I mean, I don't really know. I was in there like from the beginning, but I hold Psyche responsible because he
needs to be able to, you know, manage and control everything and respect everybody. I did ask him yesterday, would you have like booted Alex NYPD, if it wasn't for the $50 that Tracy provided, he said no. So to me, that tells me he wanted Alex here. He wanted him despite him threatening his channel, despite of all of that. He loves that shit. He loves it.
Psyche, this is not a joke. If you want to talk, get up and have a little bit of respect for me in summer, cause you would do that if it was fucking Emma right now. You'd be popping up going, Emma, Emma, Emma. You're a bitch. Or what's the other girl that he's always fucking talking about? None of these people even fuck with him. That's the fucking thing about it. Tracy, stay out of your mobile mouth douche bag. Let these three talk to me. I mean, you can understand every word I say.
No, you sound like you got a cock in your mouth. And it's not just me. Hold on, hold on, hold on. I don't care guys. I don't want you to be yourself. You used a filter on me. Every parent is going to give you an answer. So it's going to fill my hands. You know, you know what you are. He doesn't want me to be sick. That's already been exposed. It's already been exposed. OK, can we get back to the main issue here with these three?
The important people. You, you and your three. Yeah, I don't want you to get at your issue of how your parents didn't give you enough tension when you was a fucking child. That's what it is. Are you the guy that just said something about being a child? I like seeing that. I don't go analyze all day and all the time. Fuck off. Again, this is between you and your dad. He learns, you know, we're in it.
I'm without you to ensure your own accomplishments in your life of dad. I don't want you to be distraught. Well, you know, literally, the people that happened to, including those who are all here. So, hey, Z, how'd you like? Oh my god, can you imagine? I was like probably so hungover. I used to drink a lot more than. And they're just annoying. OK, guys, thanks for hanging out tonight. I'll see you later. Here, I'll play some Dino.
Thank you so much for hanging out. It should be fun. Thank you. I mean, I can't take that voice. Terrible. Oh, god.
They talk about a nightmare. Talk about my nightmare.
Neon smoke.
Black roses.
Tarot satellites spinning through forgotten heavens.
They called him psych.
The dream walker. The mask maker. The man who learned to stand in the center. And in the center of chaos.
And smile.
I walk through a city made of mirrors and static television profits,
preaching digital magic, moonlight dripping from a fractured black sun. Every road led nowhere, but I followed everyone. Ravens made of pixels whisper secrets in my ear, telling me the thing I wanted most was hidden inside fear. Built a throne from broken clocks, watched eternity unwind.
Every answer I was seeking was already in my mind. I saw cathedrals in the ocean whale swimming through the stars. Every star became a portal, every womb became an art. Now the ghost that used to haunt me only danced beneath my feet. And the darkness that once chased me became the rhythm of the beat. I, I don't run, I don't hide. I just watch the tides collide.
Every kingdom, every lie disappears beneath the sky. I am sight. Walking through the vapor. Through dimensions made of smoke. I am sight. Riding black horizons. Where the sleeping gods awoke.
Neon roses, purple oceans, ancient symbols in the rain. I became the thing they feared when I stopped explaining. Inside the cosmic tear machine, the gears returning endlessly.
The fool became a king of shadows. The devil spoke in poetry. I met strange things with crystal faces marching through electric snow. Each one carried bottled memories, I lost it a thousand years ago. A dragon slept beneath the moon, a library burned beneath the sea. Every page contained a version of the man I used to be. Then a voice came from the silence, not above, but deep within saying.
Every cage was always open, you just never walk beyond it. I am sight. Walking through the vapor. Through dimensions made of smoke. I am sight. Riding black horizons. Where the sleeping gods awoke.
Neon roses, purple oceans, ancient symbols in the rain. I became the thing they feared when I stopped explaining. Pain. I am not the hero. I am not the villain.
I am the observer. The eye inside the dream. The mask behind the mask. The silence between thoughts. The ghost in the television. The raven above the black sun. The man who disappeared.
And somehow became more visible than ever.
I am sight. Loading through forever. Past the edge of every man.
I am sight. Building strange new worlds. Inside realities collapse. Crystal deserts, astral railways. Living galaxies that sing. I became impossible to own. The moment I became everything.
The ocean rose above the sky. The whales returned to the stars. The mirrors shattered. The masks fell away. And there. At the center of the neon storm. I am sight.
I am sight. I am smiling. I am smiling. As the universe learned his name. I am sight. I am sight. I am sight. I am sight.
God of sight.
Trolls, haters, the parasites of attention. And if you're creating anything online. Especially something different, something strange, something authentic. You will meet them, not maybe, not someday. You will meet them. Because every creator eventually discovers a law of the digital universe. The brighter your light becomes, the more insects appear around it.
Most people react emotionally. A troll leaves a nasty comment. Someone mocks your appearance. Someone attacks your intelligence. Someone claims your work is garbage. Someone says your channel will never grow. And suddenly your emotions grab the steering wheel. Now you're angry. Now you're explaining. Now you're defending yourself.
Now you're fighting a battle that never needed to happen. The troll has already won. Because the troll's real goal was never to prove a point. The goal was always attention. Your attention, your emotional energy, your time, your focus. That's the currency they're trying to steal. And most creators hand it overwhelmingly. Here's something important.
The internet created a strange illusion. People think criticism and trolling are the same thing. They're not. Criticism can help you. Information, a critic says, your audio needs work. Your pacing is too slow. The lighting is distracting. Those comments might sting, but they contain value. A troll offers no value. A troll isn't trying to improve your work.
They're trying to provoke a reaction. One is feedback. The other is bait. Learn the difference, and your life gets much easier. Now let's talk about something uncomfortable. Why do trolls exist? One is power. Some people build power through creation. Others build power through destruction. Creating something requires effort.
Destroying something requires almost none. That's why thousands of people can criticize a creator. While never creating anything themselves. It's easier, safer, less risky. No exposure, no vulnerability, no chance of failure. They sit in the audience throwing tomatoes at people brave enough to get on stage. And here's the funny part.
Many trolls secretly envy creators. Not all, but many. Because creators are moving. Creators are building. Creators are risking. Creators are visible. And visibility attracts both admiration and resentment. Imagine you're walking through a city. Nobody notices the person sitting quietly inside their apartment. Everyone notices the person standing on top of a building
holding a giant glowing torch. YouTube works the same way. Visibility creates targets. The more visible you become. The more arrows appear. That's normal. It's not a sign you're failing. Sometimes it's evidence you're becoming impossible to ignore. Here's another secret. The most dangerous trolls aren't the loud ones. The loud ones are obvious.
You can spot them instantly. The dangerous ones are the trolls disguised as concerned advisors. They constantly tell you, be realistic. Nobody wants this. You should quit. You'll never compete. You should lower your expectations. These people aren't always malicious. Sometimes they're projecting their own limitations. They failed. So they assume you'll fail.
They quit. So they assume you'll quit. They gave up on their dream. So they want you to give up on yours. Never allow another person's ceiling to become your floor. Now let's discuss strategy. Because emotions are useless without strategy. Rule number one. Do not wrestle pigs. The pig enjoys it. And you get covered in mud. You are not required to answer every accusation.
You are not required to defend every rumor. You are not required to respond to every attack. Sometimes silence is the most powerful response available. Because silence denies the troll what they wanted. Engagement. Attention. Recognition. Reaction. Nothing starves a troll faster than irrelevance. Rule number two.
Build for your audience. Not your critics. This is huge. Many creators accidentally start making content for people who hate them. Think about that. Imagine opening a restaurant. 90 customers love your food. 10 customers hate it. And instead of serving the 90, they assign everything for the 10. That's insanity. Yet creators do it every day.
They become obsessed with negative comments. Obsessed with critics. Obsessed with disapproval. Meanwhile their real supporters are quietly waiting for more content. Feed your tribe. Not your enemies. Rule number three. Use trolls as free market research. Not emotionally. Strategically. If 50 unrelated people point out the same weakness.
Or maybe something useful hidden inside the noise. Extract the lesson. Discard the poison. Keep moving. Gold can be found in dirty places. That doesn't mean you bring the dirt home. And finally. Understand the ultimate truth about haters. The greatest revenge is progress. Not arguments. Not debates. Not call out videos.
Not endless conflict. Progress. Create another project. Create another idea. Grow another community. Learn another skill. Every minute spent creating is a minute not spent feeding parasites. The creator's weapon is creation itself. The cult of psyche understands something many people never learn. The opposite of hate is not love. The opposite of hate is indifference.
When a troll can no longer control your emotions. Their power disappears. When criticism no longer stops your movement. Their influence disappears. When you continue building despite resistance. Their existence becomes irrelevant. The internet is full of ghosts trying to distract travelers from their path. Don't stop walking. Don't stop building.
Don't stop creating. Because one day you will look back and realize something strange. Most of the trolls are gone. Most of the haters disappeared. Most of the critics moved on. But the work you created remains. And that's the difference between creators and spectators. The spectators watch history. The creators leave fingerprints on it. Stay strange. Stay dangerous.
Keep creating. And I'll see you in the next nightmare.
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