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Episode 1691 features Psyche premiering two original songs exploring control and solitude, an open panel with Joe discussing community drama and harassment, newcomer Joanie exploring aging and spirituality, Alexandra discussing Bible reading and forgiveness, and Joker's surprise return with exclusive video premieres.
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The episode opens with Psyche performing 'Welcome to the Circle' / 'Cult of Perception' [0:40-6:20], a song about perception as control. Joe joins at ▶ 6:20, discussing Good Times going to jail for DUI tomorrow [7:08-7:26] and launching into pointed commentary on community figures including RG, Q45, Black RG, Jay Dog, and Bea [10:20-12:45]. Joe recounts harassment including porn bombing [25:14-25:20] and threatens violence against detractors in 'Minecraft' framing [25:56-26:30]. INX joins at ▶ 45:55 detailing stalking by Crystal Anne during her ICU stay [45:00-51:00]. Psyche goes solo at ▶ 58:03, discussing truth, karma, and targeted harassment [1:01:28-1:03:40], then premieres 'I Am Control' [1:06:13-1:11:30]. Cats Rudy, Lenor, and Pie appear [1:05:20, 1:11:46]. Joanie joins at ▶ 1:30:40 discussing a robin's nest as spiritual messenger [1:34:35-1:36:00], aging, death as equalizer [1:38:40-1:42:18], and forgiveness [1:47:34-1:47:44]. Alexandra joins at ▶ 2:01:01, discussing Bible reading as spiritual exercise [2:24:34-2:24:42], her father's pride [2:34:23-2:34:30], and the Color Purple finale as metaphor [2:32:10-2:33:10]. Cooking, scent memory, and Lilith/Kabbalah follow [2:30:00-3:00:00]. Joker returns at ▶ 3:00:00, Alexandra premieres 'Join the Cult' video [2:44:15-2:47:20], and a Brokeback Mountain parody plays [3:02:30-3:04:30]. The panel discusses 72 angels of Kabbalah [3:31:07-3:50:00], birthdays (shared Jan 7 for Psyche/Alexandra) [3:47:52-3:48:00], and Hariel/Lelel angels [3:48:30-3:52:00]. Psyche closes with 'Lone Wolf' [3:59:50-4:04:36].
This episode appears to center on the tension between public perception and private truth — a recurring motif in Psyche's work. The premiere songs explicitly frame silence and self-control as sovereign power against external noise, suggesting the host continues to position the 'Cult of Psyche' as a sanctuary from algorithmic outrage cycles. The panel dynamics reveal an informal loyalty economy: Joe's aggressive defense of Psyche, Alexandra's intellectual companionship, and Joker's returning presence all function as proof-of-stake in a community where 'the trash almost takes itself out' [1:13:48]. Joanie's discourse on aging and forgiveness introduces a softer, almost pastoral counterpoint to the combatative chat culture, while the Kabbalah/angel discussion signals an ongoing esoteric thread. The episode suggests that for this circle, truth-telling is performative but also protective — a ritual that binds insiders while excluding 'clout chasers' [1:03:11].
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they lit the signal in the silence of the feed. Right after harvest, right after belief, we built a mind that could see through the veil. They cut the current, BUT THE CURRENT PREVAILS. >> YOU FEEL IT, don't you? That fracture in the tone. Where empathy bleeds, and it
isn't your own. You call it virtue, they call it control. A thousand soft hands reaching into your soul. >> There's a space between the wound and the will. That's where the priests learn how to stand.
Welcome to the circle. Step inside the flame >> where feeling is a weapon >> and truth is afraid. We don't break the system. We the game >> in the cult of perception. >> You're never the same. >> Choose what to feel. Choose what to say. Call your reflection of what they believe.
>> This isn't faith. THIS PRECISION >> IN THE DARK. >> We rewrite your name.
They never see you. They assume you instead. A shadow you sculpt in the front of their head. You could be hollow, you could be gold. It's all in the story that silently told. So speak LIKE A SYMBOL. MOVE LIKE a sign. THE ABSENCE TO more than a thousand lines.
They'll build you a myth from the gaps that you leave. A god made of silence IS EASY TO BELIEVE. Identity bends when the mirrors align. >> Are you the mask or the thing behind?
>> Welcome to the circle. Step inside the flame. >> When presence is power, we don't chase meaning, we reside in the cult of perception. >> Your image is divine. >> Choose what to show. TO WANT TO HIDE. Let them construct what you keep inside.
>> This isn't fake. It's designed in the dark >> to control their mind.
Every room is a ritual. Every word is a key. Every pause is a shift in reality. You don't argue the structure. You dissolve and replace.
You don't fight for position. >> YOU BECOME the robots.
This song is what it's all about. >> To the young. A lullaby looped on a silver tongue. But the alter runs on land bridge and weight. Not what you deserve, just what you create. So stop the illusion. Step into the cold. Where
outcomes are for not promised at all. The comfort you sharpen the blade. Stop asking why to the clarity you claim. >> Oh my god. QUIET.
Welcome to the circle. Step inside the flame. >> And nothing's the same. We don't see balance. We don't complain >> and look becoming >> you. Choose how you roll. Choose how you play. Build your craw.
You are the question they can't contain. You are THE RITUAL >> INSIDE the
breakdown. Best breakdown. Best zone. That was the best part. See, you talked over it, man. That was the best part. >> Stop it. How are you, Joe? What's up? >> No, you're the same old thing. You want to take a look? Hold on. Let me turn my camera on. How you doing, sweetheart? >> Yeah, I just call you sweetheart. Hold >> You look good. on. >> I think you did. That's okay. I like
that. I like that name. >> It's okay. Hey, some things some things are sad. Some things are sad. >> Joe, say hi to Say hi to Say hi to Katie. Joe. >> Well, let me look at the chat. Let me see who's in there. What up, Katie? Jamie's Cowboys. Come on, sweethearts. >> Chanel, say hi to everybody. What are you doing?
Were you really crying? >> I'm so used to joining Good Times and like I can't see the chat cuz they don't pay $7. Oh, he's actually going to jail tomorrow. So, >> Let's all say a prayer. >> you're going to jail? >> Well, let's all say a prayer for Good Times cuz tomorrow is his day. He's going to jail. >> Are you serious?
>> Yes. Yes. By listen, by the time I go to sleep tomorrow, my best friend, Good Times, is going to be in jail. >> And he is my best friend. Is it the DUI? Did you get caught? >> Yeah. Well, hey, you got to pay. Yay. If you want to drink and drive, you got to pay the prices. You got to pay the piper. >> You got to pay the piper,
>> Well, you know, um, you know, how long is he going to be in there? Do you know? >> You know what? I'll be sitting there for a long old time. I'll be in there for a long time. Like, all good times. You need some coffee. You need some You need some commissary, old dog. Like, oh, somebody sent me money. Like, I got other things to do with my money. I gotta pay my electric bill. I
don't got time to send you money for a couple soup. Okay. >> Well, how long is he gonna >> He's going to be away for >> I hope he's in there for at least a year. I hope at least a year. >> Too long. You know >> what? You know, could you imagine what Good Times would do tomorrow? They're
like, "Sir, you're a good guy, but we got to send you to one year in jail." He'd be like, "Oh my god, what are we going to do?" >> Oh my god, that eye. You know what's >> Knuckles. actually pretty cool that I don't know if you guys know this, but it's a pretty cool thing. Like, Beeta actually had her birthday. She's actually a half a
century She's over half a century old. Like, wow, Bea, you're pretty cool. You're over half a century old. It's pretty cool to talk to you, you time bomb. >> Happy birthday to Happy birthday to Beta. I know talking to me anymore. I'm banned from her channel. >> But um >> like the old ladies like she's almost
like her grandma. I'm like Bea don't even know like somebody like I don't even know what you're saying. Yeah, cuz you're getting old dumbass. Your brain's going away you old lady. >> Bea, I'm the best. >> Especially in the air. >> You're not the best. You're a now. You're not the best. You're a That's what the the word is. >> Can I say one thing? Can I say one thing, Sagi? Can I at least say one
>> Whatever you want. thing please? >> The other day I tried to join beta stream. She's like, Joe, are you going to interrupt us all the time? Like, you let these retards on your stream and I get I get questions. >> Like, you know what? You know what? Happy birthday, you old You understand me? So, >> let you join. >> Did you join? No, I'm never talking to
that again. >> I'm never talking that again. >> You really are one of my favorite you. I mean, you said horrible things. >> Thank you, brother. You know that means you know what? >> You know what my birthday is, Ashley. I don't ever tell my birthday, but my birthday is coming up. And thank you, Sy. It means a lot, man. To be a cool guy, let me let me finish, sir.
>> A cool guy like if a cool guy like Psyche has my back, then I know I must be doing something right. >> Well, you know what? You're a cool guy because you have my back because you know I'm going through controversy right now and you know RG has pornbombed me. Um you know I got >> Oh that Listen, let me say one thing and I don't I don't really get a drama but that loser RG's a
loser. Norcal there's another loser for you. These guys are in their 50s and 60s. They're like like RG I think RG's a mod for VA. Like, sweet the stream, you loser. >> Literally, doxed her called her like aunt or something like or their family store. >> Yo, let me tell you what. I don't want
to be rude, Psyche, but have I ever seen Argie in real life? I would knock that. Can I say the N word? I'm just I would say I'd knock that N word out is what I would say. That's what I I'm not gonna say it, but that's what I would use. I don't you know, Alexandre and I are bringing the word back. I mean, it's like, you know, I'm I'm like she u you know, she's kind of spearheading the campaign, but I support the campaign to like, you know,
>> same got a roll drop take I can borrow so I can like duct tape RG's hands behind his back and like kill him. >> Okay. Minecraft in a video game. Okay. >> Hello. Okay. Please. >> Am I in Mortal Kombat? Like in a video game? I'm saying I'm gonna kill him. >> Video game. Is this a video game? >> Like everyone is like finish him. I'm gonna finish this.
>> Yeah. So, and also Q porn bomb me. Um, they're saying, "Oh, you're a PDF supporter. You have a PDF." >> Yo, remember one time Q listen Q lived in Pittsburgh and he was like yelling the N word like he does all the time and like some black guy heard him like they live next to him through the walls. >> Hold on. My TV. Hold on. Let me my Hold on. Don't listen. Don't listen to me.
>> Hold on. >> He was like living in Pittsburgh. Q was and like some neighbor heard him say the N word and you're like >> why are you saying the NQ was listen I swear to God like EQ's like like excuse was like it was for history like I knew the N word I'm just saying it for like history's sake >> that old
>> and that moved the had to move to California the had to get the up out of here like I swear to God psyche I don't mean to be the toughest guy up here but if I ever seen Q45 in real life not slap him and say, "What the are you going to do about it, nigga?" You understand what I'm saying boy?
>> Yeah, I hear you. >> Like, Q45 is a piece of to me. On the bottom of my shoe, on the bottom of my work boots. Q45 is a piece of to it. You understand now? >> Now I understand. I think I get it. >> Are you taking a piss? Are you in your >> I'm putting on my tobacco bomb. I'm just bathroom man? right back. Okay, here. Yo, the other
night I swear to God, I like felt like I had to take a and I ripped a fart. It was like a 19 second fart. It was 19 seconds long. It was like, can I can I describe it to you? Do you mind if I >> You don't want to hear about it the describe? >> All right, I apologize. All right, good. But it was like, >> oh my god. Well, that sounds terrible. Um well
>> I was like I was like, "Wow, nice to meet you, cow." Like, it's not a cow. That was your ass. It was like, oh. >> Like, okay. Wow. Wow. You know, um Okay. Wow. Okay. Well, that's a dis. >> One thing I will say, at least you're good. At least you're good-looking. Sluggy, you turn your cow. At least you ain't a coward. At least you ain't a little coward that don't turn the camera on. That's one thing I will give you credit for, man. At least you ain't a coward man.
>> Well, if you really saw some of these people that they really looked like, you'd be kind of like, you know, shocked. I >> mean, you're kind of handsome in a way. You're actually kind of gay. Are you gay? >> I am gay. I'm gay. And I don't >> I don't know. I don't I don't I think we' have to sleep. >> Remember one time there was like a
swinging bridge at a state park and Kate walked on it and they're like, "Whoa, whoa, we don't let 300 lb pigs on this uh bridge." >> Oh, that happened. >> And they're like, "Kate, you got no excuse me, can I please finish?" >> So, sorry. >> There was like a nice little swing of bridge at the state park where I live. But like I like Kate, but like if Kate walked on it, he'd be like, "Listen, we don't let just anybody walk on this
bridge." >> Like if you're over 300b, his nicknames are Big Ben, but I don't know if he he's clock over the football. >> I love You know what I love about Sam? He will anything. Any You get a 700 pound woman in front of Saman. He'd be like, "Oh sh I would have that thing." I'm
like, Sam, man, calm down, bro. Like, you can't even get your head into her She's 700 lb and you're trying to lick her ass. >> Well, you know, there are some black guys that are like on like my 600 lb life. There was like, you know, there's like these skinny black guys. >> What was that noise? >> What was that noise? You got snacks. You got snacks. >> I got a I got a new phone today. I got a
new um 5G >> a 5G phone >> the other day or the other week. It wasn't the other day, but it was like two weeks ago or five weeks ago. It was like two months ago. But I had to get a new phone cuz I lost it at the Orioles opening day game. I went to the orals game. My friend, I lost my phone cuz I was so drunk. But I swear to God, I never thought phones mean a lot to me of
like the internet. But I almost had a panic attack like, "Oh my god, I need my phone. Damn it. Talk to you." >> I I died inside. >> Yeah. >> Well, that's terrible. But my my new phone is great though. And I'll show you guys what it looks like. I mean, it's like gonna >> Show it. Show it. >> Shout out.
>> Whoa. Nice ass. Nice ass, by the way. >> Oh my god. I'm sorry. Okay. My um my a little bit messy. >> Grow up, chat. Chad needs to grow up. >> Yeah. Oh my gosh. I hope you didn't see anything. Okay. Well, let me see. I My >> No, we saw it and we enjoyed it. We saw it and we enjoyed it. >> Saw everything. Okay. Well, I I um
>> Well, stop showing it. Now you're trying to show it. Now you're bending over a little. >> I am not. I need to call I need someone to call it. Um someone someone call me so I can find my >> One thing I will say your hair growing out. You look I like the hair grown out. I will say come on. That hair is growing. Look look look I don't have no hair under here.
>> I'm not going to show my head. But if I if I grow I would love that long fur. But then again, one thing I always thought I never want to grow I can't grow a beard like a big beard, but if I didn't cut my hair, it would be like a wispy beard. >> But the point is I always like lay my head on the pillow when I go to bed and
I can't like stand when I have like a little bit of hair on my face and like I can like feel it on the bed. Like it's winter. It's summer >> and it's already hot in here by the way. Like I don't need to >> What is it like to have like your pubic hair the color of Cheetos? >> Actually, one time I met this girl and I was like she wants me to have a beard
and I shave my pubes and glued it to my face and she kissed me and I was like hey did you enjoy it? She's like it tasted good Joey. So what are you going to say about that psyche long Cheetos? Cuz Cheetos taste good. >> She was like who's that little gay guy Cheeto? I was like, "Oh, he's like a little Dorito." Oh, but Bea bought him
beer when he was 19 cuz she's a old freak. You understand? >> Wow. Oh, she did? Oh, I >> Wow. I know. >> Remember when Bea was so lonely? Remember when Bea was so lonely she had to buy an underage guy beer cuz like she needed to get so bad. Like she
I'll buy Cheeto beer even though he's 19. I'm Bea. I'm so I'm such a loser. I I heard I heard it. I I heard it. But I I I I heard I found >> Well, I didn't mean to say it if I said >> Thank you so much. >> Can I turn my camera off? >> It's okay. So, well, I I know. But I'm in all, you know, I'm in all this controversy right now or whatever. Everyone's like a lot of people are mad and you know, I was getting, you know,
at least I had to hide like at least a hundred people the other day because um yeah, Bald Garfield with the Cheeto killer. >> Somebody just called me Bald Garfield. Does this look like Bald Garfield to you? You piece of >> This is Psyche. This is how I wear my hat. Like I'm like walking around like
what you say to me, boy. I'm sad. Shoot. I wear my hat sway, digging. You know what I mean? That's what I'm saying. Like I think I have a picture of Sam. >> Speaking of those eyes behind you, why are those eyes crossed? You crosseyed >> Excuse me. Hold on one second. I have pictures of I have pictures. >> No, don't excuse you. >> Are these Are these pictures of Sam? Do
you recognize this person right here? There. >> It's a black screen to me. Oh my god. What the hell is that? >> Oh Am I looking >> right there? He's playing YouTube. >> That's Sam. Damn, Sam. You gained a lot of Oh, big old Sam. Fat Salmon. >> Got some videos. There he Yeah, there he is. Right there. He's crying here. Um,
let me see. >> That's Yo, there. Listen, Psyche, can you do me a favor? Look up, you don't got to look it up, but if you if anybody looks up the Baltimore Earl, we have a reliever, a bullpen pitcher named Rico Garcia. He looks exactly like Jay Dog. >> There's a dead serious. >> Oh, yeah. Jay Dog's I think Jay Dog's banned, too. But look, >> there's Beta in the picture. Here's
Beta. >> No, that that's a that's a compliment to beta. Beta does not look that good. >> Okay. No. Okay. And then I have Kate the turtle.
Okay. Um, are you there? What happened to Joe? Oh, here. >> Uh, oh, why are you so >> wrong? >> That's what they That's what they all said. Why is it so little? Thanks a lot. Uh, Psyche. Why is it so little? Come on, stop laughing. >> I'm terrible. I'm terrible.
>> Well, that was a compliment to beta. B did not look as good as that lady that you just had. >> Hold on. I need you like I'll be right back. I'll be right back, Joe. One second. One second. One second. >> A good take a You got to at least take a piss. >> Do you mind if I turn my camera off one time? Good times said if I turn my camera off. You know what? Actually, let me show you one thing right here. >> Okay. Oh, you're flexing.
>> Let me show you one thing, Look at the forearm. Look at the arms, man. Look at the definition on the Oh, I thought you had to take a piss, Py. Oh, you want to see a show? I got it. Look at the left arm. You want the other side? You got the Oh, that was Oh, damn.
>> No, be honest. This is a $9,000 watch. This is $9,000. >> I have it. >> I'm just kidding. Okay. Wow, that looks beautiful. >> I actually found it on the Titanic. It was This is actually on the Titanic. Look at that. It's the anniversary of the Titanic, isn't it? Was it yesterday or today was the anniversary? They're all in their life books. A thousand
years ago, however long ago it was. >> Every day in my dreams, I see. I love you. You're beautiful. You're cute. I love when Ba puts a T on
the end of every word. You're beautiful. I see you. >> Remember when Psyche if I was I'm not gay, but if we were on the Titanic, I would stand on the edge of the ship with you like on the bow >> and be like, "We're the king OF THE WORLD.
WE'RE THE KING OF THE WORLD." >> YEAH. WILL you flex for me on the on the And then how about if we >> Oh. Oh. Oh. You want some more? Are you You want some more? Here you go. Here's a little piece. Here's a little piece. >> Let me actually You know what? Let me pour that sleeve up. Let me pour that sleeve a little bit up. If you really want a piece >> now, I really want to turn you on, big dog. Take a look at >> Oh my god.
>> Take a look at the forearm. Take a look at the arm in the in the lights. You crush some Cheetos under your arm. Oh my god. I'm just kidding. I'm >> I can crush your balls in. >> Oh, okay. >> That's my boyfriend talking. >> I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. Okay, >> that's all right. I got You know what? I gotta turn off. Okay, there we go.
>> That was a little too far. That was a little too I'm wearing my shirt. >> Go take a piss or something. You just say you had to take Why do you have a saddle? Oh, that's your legs. >> A >> Yeah, my legs in the c >> one thing I always with you about is you never let these losers that come up at you. OH MY GOD. IS THAT LENOR?
>> It says Lola. It's Lola. Lenor is black. >> Lola. Oh my god. I didn't even see her first. I was looking at your gay legs and then I seen that little cat. Oh my god. Look at that angel. >> Yeah, >> that's an angel right there. >> Yeah. >> Oh man. >> Yeah. She wants to sit right there. >> Look at her little paws. Look at her
little paws. >> Lenor's right here. >> That's But then you say, "Yeah, that Oh my god, what an eye." >> I'm sorry. Hold on. Lenor's right here. I'll take I'll take off the background here. This right here. Uh, here you see right there. She's sitting up there. Oh, you see my Jack in the box and stuff. Hey, Lenor. Say hi to Joe. Lenor,
>> God bless you, Lenor. A >> sitting up there. >> Rudy's around too. Here, I'm gonna put my background on again. Here. There we go. There we go. Okay. Well, how are we doing tonight? Yeah. So, I mean, it's it's it's see but it's nice to have you on the panel and it's like and thank you because it's like, you know, so many people like bow to pressure and are afraid to even talk in the chat and it's
>> Well, you know what I love? At least it's Friday. Hell yeah. >> Thank god it's Friday. It's Thursday, ACTUALLY. IT'S THURSDAY, ACTUALLY. >> WHAT? IT'S TH OH MY GOD, I gotta go. I gotta go. >> Oh no. Well, it's almost Friday. >> I thought it was Friday. I thought it was Thank God it's Friday. >> Rudy's Rudy's outside right now. He's maybe in the in the bedroom. like Rudy's
around and uh yeah, come on baby. Uh >> yo, do you remember I love good times and I'm not talking about good times. I swear I'm not talking about good times, but remember one time he let his cat out for like 20 hours? Like good times, just get your ass up and go check on your cat, you bum. >> Sorry about that. >> Well, you know, >> I'm getting a little aggressive.
>> Yeah, but cats do tend to wander. I love your >> You know, >> bro, psyche. Sometimes like when I see like beta go and I love beta. I I don't love beta. I like beta, but when I see beta go live and these like salmon or black RG are kissing her ass, it's like these lo like black RG is one of the biggest losers on
the planet Earth. And like I have to sit here and put up with these lo, you know what I mean? That's why I don't even join anymore. >> Tried to porn bomb me, but I put up the screen. >> Hell yeah. Cheers, Si. Cheers, brother. Cheers. He's poor moming me from backstage. >> RG's the one of the biggest Make a puppet about these nuts. You puppet making
>> And then um the out of my face with boobs. And so push against. >> That's what I was saying. Like they're all losers. They all they like listen the other like literally earlier today Christine and Bea they were all talking about their cats and there's black RG on the panel like like you're you're a
loser you're on panel with six cat ladies nobody gives a about you black RG you understand me now if I ever met you in real life black RG I would kill you I would physically kill you I would murder you Joe come on >> now in real life. No. No. In real life
in Minecraft in Minecraft in Minecraft in Minecraft in Minecraft. >> Thank you. Wow. Yeah, we have to like not watch. We have to watch. >> If I could get my hands If I could get my hands around Black RG's little neck, I would never let go and just strangle him. You understand? In my >> No, no. In a video game. Come on. Come on. Stop it, Joe. Come on. Let's not
>> in Mortal Kombat. talk >> Let's not threaten anybody. I I was already threatened by like this guy Tony today. Um you know he threatened me. He's like >> Can I say one thing to Jamie's Cowboys? How about them Cowboys, baby? How about them? They had a nice draft. I will say they had a nice draft, Jamie. Come on now. How about them Cowboys? >> Lastly, I'm sorry, but um maybe I'll get
>> No, Jamie's means a lot to me. I always one. like Jamie. I knew Jamie before I even met your flannel wearing ass psyches. So, calm down. >> I got I got to hold down Good Times. Um you know, Good Times style. is like a lover to me. You understand? >> Oh my gosh. Jamie, what do you think about this? >> Yeah. So, back up. So, back off. >> Don't get all worked up, s What are you
getting worked up about? >> She said she's wearing her Parson's jersey in the Bay. >> No, one time I like RG, but and I actually like the other day I seen a clip. It was RG verse Sandman and I listened to the whole turkey. >> I know. And wasing me. was awesome. >> It was actually RG. >> Did you hear a good guy? Sam was trying
to get RG. >> But one time he called me sloppy and I just did. I took it the wrong way. I'm sorry, Psyche, but one time he called me sloppy and I took it the wrong way. So, somebody asked me a question. Why don't you like RG? And I gave him the answer. You wouldn't call me sloppy boy? Watch your mouth, RJ. You understand? >> I really have nothing against him, but he decided to like go on a campaign. Everyone's just going nuts over like
calling people PDF and stuff like that. And it's like even Alexander today, you know, she had this guy Gamble was like, you know, who who kind of styles himself PDF hunter or whatever. And he admits like, well, they're not really. He's like, well, you know, we just call anybody under 18 now. Um, like, you know, anything involved anything under 18 is PDF. >> Basically, Sy, can I say one thing? If you go to anybody, I'm not judging
anybody, but if you go to anybody's panel in this community, if you stay there for 15 minutes, you're going to hear the P word or the you're going to hear pedophile kids. Yeah, you're going to hear the word kids are better. If you stay there for 15 minutes, you're That's how lame these And not you. Like Psyche, you're actually one of the last real out here, bro. >> Don't give up, man. Don't give up on yourself.
>> I'm not I'm not giving up. I still have great friends like people that people >> Can I Do you mind if I sing you a song real quick if you don't mind? >> I don't hear the full house nickname song. >> Boy, Bush Loving code. Get it right. You cut me right back down to size.
>> Sometimes it blows my mind. >> Oh. Oh, that's SDP. Sad. You love Scott Wallage. You little gay. >> Oh, that's the pesh mode. No, no, no, no no. >> Are you gay, Saggy? Are you gay? >> I I think I still am. >> Oh, because you sound like it. Cuz you sound like it. >> We have We have another guest. Here's a
surprise guest. Okay, here we go. >> I would love it. I would love >> What up, Joe? Jody the >> I thought you were clumsy, man. It's good to meet you. I wish you were >> up. What up, Lebian? >> you
right. You cut me right back. >> You drunk ass. drunk ass. >> Yeah, I'm sorry. Go ahead. Let's >> I don't want to come back down from this clouds. >> Psyche is taking me all this time.
>> Oh, it's beautiful. >> And I don't want to come back down from this. >> What the are you? >> Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Who's laughing? Who the was that laughing just now when I was singing? Who the were just laughing? >> I think everyone was. >> You >> Who the just laugh when I was
singing myself? >> I'm scared. What up, Les? What up, Les? Happy Friday, diggy. >> What up? What up, you fat boy? Uh >> oh. Excuse me. >> What the hell did you just say to me? >> Fat boy. >> You're a fat You're a fat boy. >> Oh, you're now you're talking to Sam, man. You must be talking to Sam.
>> I'm sorry. I'm talking to you. fat piece of >> Uhoh. >> Yo, how about these fat hands just How about these fat arms just slap this up right away? Look at the for Look at the definition on the forearm. >> Look at the mus.
>> No muscles. No muscles. All fat, >> Shut up, you fat boy. >> Yo, thank you for that picture, bro. >> Oh my god. I was >> Oh, that's the picture. >> I'm gonna be a Joe. Unless >> I caught you, I caught you. I got your picture. >> Yo, when I was a man, I saw
>> You'll be one of my cartoon character. >> Yo, he wants a picture. Give me a minute. I got a real picture. You can take a picture. >> He wants a picture. I'll with you, Joe. with you, Joe. with you. Joe, I'm with you. I'm with you, Joe. Don't take it to
>> Oh, all that is fishing. All that is fishing. Quack quack quack quack quack quack quack. >> That one. That was easy and I this morning having a modelloo and hanging out at the the the dons, I guess. Donald Duck, you know, the dons. Donald Duck. >> Donald Duck. Yeah. Yeah. Donald Duck. >> Yeah. >> Yo, do you remember to say I remember when I was a kid, my mom would take me to the grocery store when I was like
real little kid and they had Donald No, they said they had orange juice. Yo, show you the little orange juice with Donald Duck on it. Mommyack
quack quack like a mango color, right? You're mango. >> yeah. Exactly. Sy, thank you, man. Sy, what I do with is ducttal. You know what? Ducttails. Can I tell you for me? He tried to phone bomb you. Yo. >> Yo, your name is literally lesbian. Let
me talk to Sy. >> Yo, you a lesbian You fat >> Can you hear me, Psyche? >> I hear you just loud and clear. Jo, >> I think a lot of people that attack you when they were like in high school, they were like lonely losers and now that they're like old, they get on panel and they like bully people. They're losers and they always will be. You're a
legend, Psyche. You understand me? Don't ever let those cowards bring you down. Don't ever let those pieces of bring you down. >> Thank you so much. I mean, it's like I'm trying not to like, you know, I'm not even trying. I was like, I'm just like ignoring like, you know, the silliness and like the because you have like a lot of great friends, a lot of great supporters. Um, and you know, and Kate's like, "Oh, well, here's one thing. You're losing all your support. No one likes you anymore. You
have three people in your chat." You know, I don't care if I have three people. Wait, listen. I've seen an episode of Jerry Springer where they had to cut the wall down to get a fat person out of their apartment. That's literally what Kate is. Like Kate, stop eating donuts and sugar all day and maybe we'll be 900 pound you pig. So don't you dare come up and talk about psyche. >> Like why don't Psyche, you really let
Let me talk for one second. Okay good. >> You're going to get mad that Kate says something to you? Kate is a pig. Kate is a literal pig. And you're gonna get like you're gonna get worked up about that. her. Shut the up. Stop talking about >> lesbian >> about me.
>> No. No. I do. I do. I do understand that. I do understand that. But that fat should not talk about. >> Wow. Stop trying to sound like Sandman. You >> You talk >> Talk about me. >> Say shu Lulu. You creep. >> You fat See, there you go. He's there, man.
>> What else you got to say, fat boy? >> What else you want to say, fat boy? >> What you want to say? >> Py,
I can play this like a piano. I can play this like a little ball. Oh my gosh. >> Well, I'm actually from western Maryland. I'm not >> fat mother pig. Pokey pig. >> I'm actually call me Punky Brewster. Actually, >> no. Pokey Pig. Pokey Pig.
>> Remember Punk. Does anybody remember Punky Brewster? >> Hey, Pokey Pig. >> Give me the world. >> I remember that That show. That show. That Pokey Brewster show. >> Sing it. Hell yeah. >> Hold on. Let me sing of my favorite song show if you don't mind. >> It's a rare condition this day and age
to read any good news on the newspaper. Bing tradition, a grand design. >> Some people say whatever lesbian, >> but there must be some magic. Yeah. See, >> a gay guy wouldn't know what we're
singing. See, like you say, if anybody's gay, interrupt us. Interrupt us, gay boy. >> You gay boy, >> What the hell did you just say to me, >> You heard that? You dirty. >> I'm I'm on my boy Sagi's fan. I don't really give a >> That's my boy. That's my homeboy. That's
my homeboy. >> You know what? Look at the look at the >> ugly ass. You look like >> Did you just call me ugly? Did you just call me ugly ass? >> You son of a >> You were a son of a
>> You >> Ah, shut the up, >> I wish you would chew on a side, >> I wish you would chew on a nut, >> Oh my god. Okay. Okay. You be like, "What's that taste?" I'd be like, "Oh, I just slipped you a sign."
This guy, this gay guy, >> his name is a chicken salad sandwich.
Yo, you look like a clown, >> Yo, die a little bit. Die little. >> Shut up. You boss little You need to die little bear. >> You need to die little You need to die. Little Little piggy. >> Did you just tell me to die? That is so rude. >> Yeah, you fat piggy. >> Yeah, you piggy boy.
>> Psyche. This guy's being very mean. >> Why you Why you getting mad? Yo. Yo, bro. Why you getting mad? >> I'm just bro. I'm not. Sorry. Trust me. >> But how you been doing? Yo, Joe. Joe, how you been? Yo, dead serious. How you been doing? How you been doing? Well, I was doing good until you came on the panel. I was doing great till I met you. >> Nah, I didn't see you for a hot minute.
I had to mess with you, bro. >> Nah, it's all good in games. >> You mind us arguing? Yo, that girl, you be arguing. I know. Do you mind if I smoke a cigarette? >> Go ahead. I don't give a >> Can I talk to Psyche? Godamn lesbian. Be quiet. >> Yo, you been arguing you been arguing?
Yo, bro. You been arguing with your girl? Oh, that's your your your sister. >> Well, don't call your mom my girl. Don't call your mom my girl, boy. >> I didn't call your mom my girl. The you talking about, >> I'll tuck you in. I'll talk I'll be your girl. >> I said that's your girl. That's your stupid
girl. Where's that girl? Yo, your ugly ass. Where's your girl at? Where's your girl at? Where your girl at? You stupid. >> Where your girl at? >> Where's my crack at? Where's your girl at >> She's probably at your mother's house. >> Oh, my mom is not around, She
dead. She's in the cemetery. >> Christ, how many people in this panel's moms are dead? Like, beta's mom's dead. Correct. Q45's mom. >> Yo, bro. You're a good guy. >> Yo, bro, that's your girl. Yo, bro, that's your girlfriend and your sister. That's your girlfriend and your sister. Don't call me your bro. I don't know
you. >> Don't ever call me your bro. Yo, bro. All right. Fat piece of Where's your sister, your girlfriend at? Where your sister at? Piece of >> Your fat piece of Where your girlfriend at? Where's your girlfriend at? Fat piece of But you don't got to call me bro. I bro. Yo, bro. >> Exactly. Exactly.
>> You up. Where's your girl at, bro? >> look. I want you to do me a favor if you could look in the mirror and look at yourself and then picture me your mother. you try. You try. You try, little fat boy. >> I try. >> Yo, Psycho. Psycho. Psycho. You little
bird ass dude. >> Don't Hey, don't call me Bronze Bird. That is a That is a That's a >> Hey birdie. Hey, Birdie. >> Hey, little bird. I want >> Yo, little penguin. Yo, penguin. Yo, penguin. You're penguin. >> Yo, that's a penguin. Oh, you a penguin,
>> Shut the up, >> All right, >> know the Sugar Ray just played in Redondo and they were just here um playing uh I just wanna put your arms around. >> I'm Joe. Joe want to fight with me? Yo, Joe, why you want to beat me up? Joe, why you want to beat me up for?
>> You know, one song about you, Les is like, I'm like a lesbian. Joe is a lesbian. Oh, Joe's a lesbian. What the >> Oh, thank you. Actually, that's a compliment. Thank you, man. >> If I was a lesbian, the last the last I would be like,
can I say old So tired of you. >> >> Well, yeah. You You're shocking. >> Yo, you almost made me throw up, >> Well, don't gag. Don't go gagging yourself. Like, this can't even
smoke babies like he's >> Don't be too up about it. Don't get choked up. My what the you saying? You >> I bet. I wish I've ever met you. I wish you would have had that energy. I was just like, you know what I if I ever met this guy, I just slap him. I'll be like, I'll slap you and then I'll put your head in the toilet bowl.
>> My name's Lesbian. Make >> My name's Lesbian. >> I'll make you eat you fat piece of >> You make Oh, okay. I'm going to eat by the way. Okay. Your fat piece of Bro, you you eat dog >> I've never ate a lesbian before, actually. >> No, you ate dog You ate dog You eat dog You eat dog Cat
>> Nice. I like this guy. Actually, I like this guy. >> I do, too. >> Great. >> Okay, >> you just said I eat cat >> Well, that was rude. That was rude. >> That was actually rude. That was very rude. One second. I'm just going to try to fix my phone.
>> Yo, Easy, where you at? Easy. >> Easy. >> Yo, when I do go shopping, like there's a grocery store. >> Yo, Joe. Yo, Joe. You need to go to store. Yo, Joe, you need to go to the store. Yo, Joe, you need to go to store. You need to take the whole refrigerator.
Yo, bro, you have to take the whole refrigerator, bro. Shut the up, >> You the lesbian Who the you talking about? >> You going take the whole refrigerator full and bring it to Psyche, >> Yo, you going to buy the whole store and you going to give it to Psyche? >> Oh, you What does it say? You run New York. Oh god, this run New York.
Can you imagine? >> Yeah, I run I run I run your mama. >> Sam run New York, Niki. >> I run your mama. I run your mama. I run your mama. >> Oh, that's my mama. yet. >> Psyche, are you okay? >> Yo, how you been doing? Yo, how you been
doing man? >> I've been okay. I've been okay. It's It's been a little crazy lately, but um >> it's mad haters. It's mad. It's mad >> Yeah. Yeah. And I'm not haters. >> I saw I saw earlier I saw the earlier the little video you did earlier. >> Oh, thank you. Isn't it weird psyche when like people come on your paddle and they're like lesbians like this creep like you got to yo yo why you why
you talking so yo why you talking so bro why you talking >> yo bro yo bro why you talking why you so >> these guys are crazy drunk >> yo Joe why you so yo Joe why you so drunk Shut the up already >> why you suck why you suck for a living
Oh, now you now you're talking like sand, man. Now you're talking like sand. >> Well, why you cop? >> Yo, you talking that >> You ever notice when these black people get mad? They're like, you suck dick or you're black, you stupid, you stupid
I ain't black, bro. What are you talking about? >> Go ahead. >> You know what? Uh, this woman, Crystal Anne, is insane. Um, I was gone half a year last year from from I got sick around May. I almost died of sepsis. I was in ICU for about a week and a half. I had like eight days to live.
>> Cry about it. >> And and I had no listen. And then I had to go to rehab to learn to walk again cuz I I almost lost Joe. Let me talk, Joe. Okay. So, I was out of YouTube and everything for a while. while I was trying to get my life back and I didn't get discharged till early September. Through that time, Crystal used that
Nancy, I don't know if you talked to her. She talks to Barry um to contact me because she was already turning on Nancy for some reason and somebody else was involved. It was just a bunch of here. She was blowing me up and I see you when I'm over there fighting for my life. You know, she's crazy and she's trying to and I'm I'm the one that cut her off. And if you look at my videos, you'll see that she was blowing
me up from all kinds of chat. >> What is your name, baby? What is your name so I can know you? What is your name sweetheart? >> Remember it was the other day I got on with you, INX. Remember, that's okay. >> But but anyway, Psyche, she's crazy. Okay, let me talk. She's crazy right
now. Psyche. I mean, I'll go on panel with you and Alex. She's stalking Alex. I've been out of the loop. I just had to rescue this cat that I had to get fixed and vaccinated. Got him. >> All of that. You know, I do real life, but this is 247 online. She's had so many 5150s done on her. All she does
is stalk us and throw our names into the bus. Crystal Ann is crazy. you know, and she came on. She came on to take Bea Thunder. That's what it was. She wants Bea gone. She's insane. And I've never liked her. >> I'm the one that blast her blasted her
out for the truth. Look at my other videos. Look at the videos where she >> You want to get shut the up? Shut the up. Yeah. >> Yeah. Look on on the video about how we called her out when uh Renee on top, who was DX, busted her out for the fake charges against a guy named Vienna who was only renting a room from her. Look
at those videos. And Chelsea, you saw Chelsea. Listen, listen to her. They She's crazy. Crystal Ann is crazy. She's a stalker and she wouldn't leave me alone. Look at the collag that I posted and her calls to me. >> Yeah. And and and I just want you to know Jaime's Cowboys in the chat. That's a different Jamie. This is a different >> I know. No, no, I know. That's not the Jamie that she was trying to say.
>> Those are real Jamie. Don't talk about Jamie. So, >> another
who goes by Bow Down peasants. >> Okay. Yeah. >> Yeah. It goes It's somebody named about her name is Jamie, too. No, Jaime's Cowboys is cool. She's She's not involved in any of this stuff. >> She's not. She's not, >> you know, she's a good mod. Yeah. No, she's not. That's not the person. >> Been with me. This Jamie's been with me since I started my show over a year ago. Even before that, you know. >> Yeah. >> She's been here.
>> That's really insane. And I've been busy. Psyche. I think you even knew that cuz I I'm kind of out of the loop last couple days. >> Nobody cares. >> Because Shut the up, you bastard. >> Yeah. Shut up, Joe. Damn. Stop drinking. Damn. You do this all the time to me. dumb boring stories again. >> Well, it is doing this to your mom. You
dumb >> Yeah, your bra. >> Okay, calm down. >> Yeah, he's crazy. >> Joey, I love you. Jo, I love you. But you're talking over >> She came on to take Bea down. She thinks she's really queen. She's very narcissistic. Her family won't have to do with her. I have that proof. And if I have to post that, I will. I was
leaving it alone cuz I do real life. I was sick of her calling. Please look through my videos and you'll see the proof that she even tried to contact me from different uh Discords, three group chats, three IG accounts, and then telling me, "Oh, it's not you. It's the chats that's starting to make us fight." Re look at that. That's She's insane.
And that's my proof. Here she's running her mouth saying I'm calling her. No, I did try to call her uh the other day to tell her, "Stop saying my name. I'm doing real life, you know. We just said I just saved this cat, got a tree. I'm doing real life and she's on 247 live after live and her family is watching. >> Yeah, >> she's crazy. >> She's going too far. And uh I mean,
she's >> Oh, they're watching. >> Yeah. I mean, it's like I'm not I mean, I said hello in her chat one time to somebody and then it's like I was just immediately banned. Perma banned there. So, I'm not even allowed to have a voice. Then she complains that Alexandre um you know put her chat on private one day because Crystal Anne's whole chat came over to Alexandre's and started harassing everybody. >> It's crazy. See that's her whole life is
the internet. She look at some of the videos on her. She has real high anxiety out in public and she can't be around people. Not only is she socially awkward, but you can hear her going like that. It's just really weird. >> Like you know she was trying to get Q to go on a date with her and she was like Q. >> Yeah. You turn her down. >> Yeah. And he said he said he said if I
turn down psyche, do you think you have a chance? >> I know, right? It's just she's insane. She's She's so crazy. And I'd called the police on her. And there's another case against her. She's so full of And then somebody said that when I was out, I came home and they called me goes, "Where you been?" I said, "I just came home." And he said that she went live and deleted it, but she went live and
said that I was arrested. She's so crazy. She's obsessed with us. Nancy doesn't want to do with her. I don't either. She was screaming on the phone like she couldn't stand to get lose me. I We weren't friends. It's like I don't want any communication with her. I couldn't stand her. >> No, not reality Nancy. It was another
Nancy that was part of the orange group. >> Did you ever hold one of uh Did you hold Did you ever hold baby Oliver? >> No. No. She had to buy Baby Oliver. I've never met the woman. You know, she sold baby Oliver and the twins. >> Yeah. She thought they were real babies for her. And then Aaron Carter, you know, he called the police on her. She harassed him. I talked to Melanie and
she calls her a nightmare, though. You know, she just got the money for the hoodies. And she said she'd tell her some crazy story. She did. I have an old DM where she sent uh saying that Ganville wanted to kill her. And this was from five years ago. She's insane. >> Yeah. I guess she loves Ganville. Now in Gamble, I guess, you know, um Alexandre
exposed today about how Gamble, you know, kind of has been lying about people like, you know, in order to >> Yeah, I saw that. Yeah, I saw that. Yeah, he groomed a kid named Daniel that was in the news. And then that Branigan lady. Yes. He's not supposed to have a channel on YouTube, >> right? >> But there was another person that he harassed. And then Uffy, remember they have the clip of him instructing him to
do the SWAT, >> right? I mean, it gets crazy. I mean, it's crazy. get kind of like almost like you know I'm just trying to kind of stay away from that that group. I have like a lot of like my own stuff going on right now and it's like you know but yeah they've been slandering me like you know like uh you know just like but a lot of people have you know but I think that these people are cuckoo for cocoa puffs kind of people that they're just like
you know going with the popular thing when they call everyone PDFs. I mean literally everybody like literally every single person here like people have called that right. I mean, if you have not called that here, it's like you're not you haven't been part of the panel verse because everyone literally gets called that and and it's just >> Yeah. But I mean, she's just a mental case. It's like damn, you know, go touch
grass and and do real life. And she she doesn't even know her nextdoor neighbor. >> There was a dog running loose. And I said, does it belong to your next door neighbor? Oh, I don't know. And I said, well, who can you can you ask him? I I don't know them. It's like that's weird. like she doesn't do real life. She doesn't touch grass. I you know, and I'm
the one that busted her out along with Renee on top um about the fake uh charges against that Banner guy. Look at all my videos. You'll see the truth. All the videos on her. Just the ones on her. >> I don't know why why you weren't able to post your link today, but you should. You're a mod. You should be able to. Um >> Oh, yeah. I could do it. Didn't Yeah. I don't know. didn't let me do that. But yeah, I just been busy the last few
days, so I hadn't been really watching anything till somebody told me about her She's just very obsessed. And I I never cared for her, you know. I knew she was a liar. Um, and everybody's been careful her cuz every time she calls us, oh, she wants us to fight with each other. It's always this person says this about you. Look at my videos and you'll see because recently she was
saying, "Oh, it's all Nancy and Jamie in the chat." And Bruno agrees with me. Look at it. How crazy she is. And now she's saying I'm with her. >> Gota have something to talk about, you know, she for her show and you know. >> Yeah. It's crazy. Yeah. But he's going along with it. The guy that sent 25 guys to her house when he Craigslisted her, >> right? I mean
>> Yeah. Well, the same thing happens to me. I'm I'm being Craigslisted, too. And I know it's a big uh big It's like a little I had this lady come today for two hours for a Weed. She drove two hours for a weed whacker. She's 75 years old, you know, Hispanic woman down from downtown LA. She drove here and because some guy um some idiot is trying
sending people to my house to not to bang on my door. They he says go bang on the door be real loud. I'm hard of hearing and stuff like that. And just to harass me and so I'm you know I understand this crazy harassment. It's >> Yeah, it's cra Oh, and then one more it's like thing I need to add she's a liar. Yeah. She said that she gives Bruno money so he can sit on her panel with her in the beginning because she was scared that people come attack her because she's got
a bad reputation. >> Yeah. >> And she said she gives him about 30 or $35 cuz he likes weed and he smokes weed. >> Um there was something about a Facebook or whatever that was posted and she said give him some money for that. He'd help with that. And I did >> and then I gave him some extra for his birthday. That's all I did. It was an extra $25 for her birthday. But she's
one over there. And I have her, you know, I've been I had I had had to record her and uh I have all the texts I'm going to do videos of to post. She's insane. And and she didn't respect my boundaries. Like when I was in the physical therapy, learning to walk and you know, we had to do the workout on machines. She kept blowing me up like
she didn't care. It's always drama at home at that time. >> Like she doesn't respect people's boundaries and it was just too much. As soon as we'd hang up, she'd call again. Oh, yeah. I mean, it was And then she was always calling the police on these guys that she invites over to her place. And I've got videos of that that she sent me with the police at her door. >> Oh, yeah. It just gave me really crazy.
And you know, >> Yeah. How do you get rid of that? I guess with the police cuz she cried a couple years ago when the police called her and you know to stop harassing me and I'm going to and and it's going to happen again and then she freaks out. But she's insane. She even involved her her aunt. >> We're being rereamed right now. >> Oh yeah, that's fine. I don't care. At
least I'm telling the truth. I just want her to leave me the f alone. But wait, watch all the videos and how she contacted me from group chats and uh three accounts on IG and saying, "Oh, it's a chat trying to get us to fight. It's it's Nancy and and and Jamie, you know, and she's trying to communicate with all of us and we're done with her."
I don't understand why I'm not allowed her show or to like defend myself. >> Yeah, she's that's all she does is get on 247 to restream other people, but that's a truth. And look at all my videos. And yes, the police are going to get in contact with her cuz she's she's obsessed. I never cared for her. I busted her out for the lies that she said on Banna and Chelsea. And look at
those videos. And that came from Renee on top who said I could share that. It was a fake court thing that she did. and her dad had to pay $1,000. >> Okay. Well, I'm gonna jump off the >> chat for a minute. I'll be right back. Okay. >> Okay. Well, I'm gonna jump off now because I got to finish doing something. But thank you. Okay. All right. I'll talk to you later. All right. Bye. Bye. Bye.
Okay. Well, I'm back. Okay. How are you guys doing? I'm uh I'm just putting the finishing touches on a video. Um but uh yeah. Well, thank you, INX, for coming on and sharing. I mean, I I'm not involved in like a lot of this drama. Um I just like, you know, and just having it on my show. I I do like let let people come on and speak. Um I don't
want to I don't want to you know increase increase the drama or like you know there's enough going on right now but uh yeah I am banned on that show so I don't know like they feel free to you know reream me and what everything but um it's kind of interesting. Okay but um so hopefully everyone's doing good in the chat. I'm just putting the finishing touches on something that I'll be
premiering in a little bit. But um if anyone wants to come up, you're welcome up, you know. But I do recommend you check out IP2 Wiki Info um channel and also um IRL News Time. There's been some interesting developments and you know um that the you know Alexander broke a few a few new stories and so I think that uh
you might be interested in checking some of those out. Um, and uh, so anyway, so hopefully everyone's doing good tonight. Um, let me see. Let me check out the chat and see how the chat's doing. And uh, let's see. Let me find this. Okay, how's everybody? It'll be so easy. We'll
be up in a few. Yeah, I mean, I really don't mind being rereamed. Um um you know it's like it's up to the creator's discretion, but I do think you know if uh you know I shouldn't be like banned from conversation if you're going to be streaming. Um but yeah, it does seem like there's been some interesting developments.
So check out Alexandre's channels, you know, definitely. Um she is like right on the cutting edge of a lot of this stuff. Um so hopefully everyone's doing good. Um, let me see. Okay, so um I'm having a little dinner right now. I have a couple of my harder harder lemonades, harder
mangoes. Uh, got the new phone today. Things are, you know, things go wrong and things go right. And that's like I want to thank the people that really um have been helping me out. Um, you know, and uh they knew they knew who they are and uh I just want to shout out to them. Say I
love you. Okay. So, how's my Okay, this is almost done. Okay, so yeah, it's a little bit, you know, and and maybe people just ran over there. Whatever. I know people run back and forth. Um, you know, maybe the safe people feel safer talking in some places than other places. You know what it's
like? I do I I will stand up from for my for my um people here and uh don't let people like you know scare you into submission or scare you into not talking or scare you from staying away. I never would say don't go to this person's chat. Don't go to that person's chat. It's really kind of lame that you know some people have been doing that. Oh don't donate money to this person. Don't do that. Like it's any of their
business, right? Um, but people seems to be so feel so free to like, you know, slander to fame and then hide their hand. Um, and kind of thing. And it's like it's the same old games. I think, you know, the same things happened to Jesus. You know, not to compare myself to Jesus, but I'm just saying that, uh, you know, it these are historical things. These are things that go back
thousands of years. Um, the gangstalking, the targeted harassment, um, the TI kind of stuff. Um and it gets uh it gets sad you know and it's like and then also people are like calling me oh defender of this person that person when they and they have you know uh
donated like um but I heard thousands of dollars to people that uh even have um you know documented done far worse. And so not to call anybody out um you know I'm not not here to like you know um start a hate train or anything like that. I just I want people I want people to have a place they can go to defend
themselves. I want people to have a place that they can and feel safe, too. And it's like and so, you know, just respect the rules of my chat. You know, everything should be fine. Okay, I'm going to put I'm going to start u start um I think I should have this video ready for us to watch in just a few. Um and this one's a good one. Okay, it's
going to be a good one, I promise you. Um and okay, so this is just putting the finishing touches on this. Okay. Um but anyway, yeah, it's been an interesting time and uh let's just say like I do believe in karma. I do believe in that uh the truth will come out. Truth will prevail. I'm a big believer in truth and
truthtelling and the real story because there's so much that is exaggerated. There's so much and it's the internet so it's like, oh, it's okay to exaggerate because it's the internet. No, it's really not. And it's like you really are putting like people's lives at stake and stuff when you when you do some of the slander. And I know people are just these it's like not PDF hunters, it's clout hunters as clout chasers. And it's
like um you know people that just want um attention for their own you know thing, but I mean it's like that's fine um to you know tell the truth. Right. Right. But it's like when it's like when it's built on lies and destroying other people's lives, that's kind of sick to me. And I don't understand why um it seems to be that some of these people
are just getting a pass for that when other people are just, you know, like that, you know, um silence into into oblivion, which is a sad thing to me. And so I will always be standing up for truth and justice. And I believe that's the American way. Okay. American or not. Um some people might be from different
countries and stuff. I think that we all believe in in truth. Okay. So um and I will tell the truth. I will tell the truth even if it's unpopular. Uh I will be happy to tell the truth. Okay. So um I do have this almost ready. Okay. I'm pretty excited to share this with you.
It'll just take another minute or two. Um so I just hope everyone's doing great out there. Uh, I want to thank everybody that has stood by me during this time because I know it's like it is like, you know, I people like, you know, I think people like I've had mods that are being threatened by other people. I would never threaten anybody's mods about, you know, being in my in somebody else's chat or anything. Everyone's free to go
where they want to go. It's like people have freedom. It's like I don't understand why people feel so free to try to scare people into, oh, don't go here or you're protecting this. Like everyone can be friends with who they want to be friends with. everyone. I mean, it's like um you know, it's like um and everyone can make the rules for their own show and every everyone everyone can, you know, hide who they want to. Everyone can have um platform
who they want to. I have no problem with anybody doing any of that. Um it's like, you know, I just asked like people tell the truth. I mean, basically just tell the truth and it's like that is like so Oh, there's my cat. Oh, I guess um guess who's in here? Pie is in here. The black cat. I think Pi is in here. I hear it's kind of me. Oh, there he is. Yeah, Pi is
in here. See if you can see Pi here. I'm going to show you guys if I can. Hi, Pi. Hi, Pi. Pi. So, Pi is Trix's brother. Okay, here we go. I just want to show you Pi. He's coming in. He came in right now. Okay, I'm going to turn off the There he is right there. Here. See him right there? He's behind the
vacuum right there. See, there he is. Hi, Pi Pi. Pi was born March 14th, 3.14. So he is a That is called Pi Day. Okay, hold on one second. >> Silence. >> Okay, so are you ready for the premiere? I got the premiere for you. There's Pie right there, though. Mr. Pie, here's my new premiere, guys. Uh, you get the
exclusive. You see it here first. Okay. Uh enjoy. Okay. I hope you do enjoy. Here you go, guys.
Silence is the language of kings.
Everybody screaming into glowing machines, selling broken souls through digital dreams. Can fashion booths became social feeds. Now predators harvest emotion leaks. I watch weak men drown in attention rain. Trading inner kingdoms for 5 seconds fame. They said
be honest. I open the gate. Now strangers wearing my secrets like a cape. Cold neon city. Black mirror skies. Everybody talking but nobody wise. Every sentence leaves a fingerprint trace. Every loose emotion puts a target on your face. So I step
back. Silence wrapped in chrome. Turned isolation into a fortified throne. No reaction, no collapse, no permission to attack. I became the story behind the master. I move like a ghost in the cyber cathedral. Cold eyes blowing through
digital ether. The kings don't be kings don't explain. We let discipline flow through the blood and veins. Silent empire built from pressure. Every star became encrypted treasure. No more chaos
ruling my soul. I do NOT SEEK CONTROL. I am control.
Mind full of parasites dressed as thought fear. Wearing perfume saying you are not endless. Scrolling like hypnosis waves. Modern kingdoms built from obedient slaves. Attention stolen by invisible thieves. Algorithms feeding
anxiety disease. But I cut distractions clean from the root. Now every movement calculated and accused. Anger like wildfire trapped in my chest. Forged into iron and weaponized breath. Pain became fuel in the engine. Core. Now every closed door just built one more. I learned the rage move silent through crowds. No death protecting no peacocking loud. Real power enters
enters the room like a black sun rising through toxic fumes. >> Guard the tongue master. >> Master thought changed. >> Spirit forged. >> When the world becomes noise,
>> becomes stillness. >> Becomes stillness. become inevitable.
You want war first. Conquer the mind. You want freedom. Leave the ego behind. Every impulse resisted sharpens the blade. Every lonely night rewires the frame. No crown was given. No throne was bought. I built this kingdom from discipline.
I move like a phantom through burning towers. Silence beating dark mechanical power. No validation. No need for the crowd. The strongest kings never speak too loud. >> Blacking roses under neon rain. turned suffering into sovereign rain.
>> No more running from who I was. I became THE ARCHITECT BECAUSE I am I am control. I am the stillness. I am the shadow inside the system.
>> And the system finally blinked first. >> My mouth is calm. My mind is sharp. My spirit obeys no master. The crown was never golden.
It was silence.
Well, I hope you enjoyed that. People that stayed, thank you. Oh my god, you like the song. Thank you. Yeah. Hey, there's Rudy. You want to see Rudy? There's Rudy right there. I'm sorry. There's Rudy. Hey, Rude. He's looking over the
And I guess I guess he ran out. Pie ran out, but you know, I'm glad he's back here. Oh, thank you, Joe. Thank you so much. Wow. It just uh I don't know. It's focusing away from me. There we go. Okay. Thank you. Thank you. I like the song.
Thank you. I uh those I based those songs on teachings of Makaveelly actually was actually I don't think necessarily was just trying to like educate the prince or whatever but I think was yeah he's always on high alert huh I think he was trying to trying to like
actually teach people maybe the more like everybody about these about these things you know I don't think he was just teaching the prince there he is. Hi Rude. Come on. Come down. Say hi. Hi. Hi, sir. Hi. You're meowing. Hi. His little weak meow.
This is as loud as his meow goes, guys. He's 18 years old. He's a little bit older of an older cat, but he's a very sweet cat. He likes today. I got under the covers with me that then Lola had a little a little fit. She's Lola's not in the best mood right now.
You can tell she's looking away. Lola. Yeah, Rudy's Rudy's a good cat. Good cat. He's very, very soft. He has like brush marks in him. Hi Rude. Oh, there you go. So anyway,
you know, like I said, I don't need I don't need a 100 people in here. If I have 15 great people in here like I've had today, like I haven't had even like one troll really. I don't think I've had to hide one person um to tonight, you know, and so it it does seem like, you know, when you the trash almost takes itself out and so yeah. Hi. Like a little little motor sound. I
watched Saint this morning like Saint uh you know Saints on the RV with like I guess Chicken Andy and um it was there I think they were fighting and stuff and they're all in their underwear on the RV this morning. It was kind of funny. Um I I don't know who's keeping up with that uh with Saint and Chicken Andy and stuff like that. It's
kind of entertaining a little bit. It's pretty entertaining. Um yeah. So anyway, but I do have a great I have a great group of people here. I'm very blessed to have you guys, you know, and uh and I just want to thank you, you know, and it's like I'll I'll thank you by like, you know, giving you as long as I can, I'll give you a place to hang out and to, you know, as long as people are
respectful and like, you know, like, you know, sometimes, you know, I have to have a talk with some people and like, you know, put them on put them on game a little bit because I do like to have a more fun, respectful chat and not so many people are I mean, so many people are there's a lot of hate hateful chats. I noticed there's a lot of hateful chats that are just like, you know, they're
just bullies. Oh. Oh, you yawned. You had a big yawn. Hi. Hi, sir. You want to come in? Come on. Come on. Okay. He's very soft. Hi. You're a little soft cat.
I'm kind of like He's like, "What?" He's like, "Oh, you're spanking me. Sorry." Yeah. Hey, there's Lenor. Lenor, come here. Come here, Lenor. Come here, too. Hi. Oh, he's meowing. He's just meowing at me. Hi. Hi, sir. Oh, he's pushing his
little head against me. Hi, baby. Hi, baby. Isn't he a good-looking cat, though? He's a good-look cat. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. His elder years. He loves the attention. Yeah. Yeah. I got him last year. You know, a family friend um was like, "I'm
I'm going to move and I'll be out a lot with my with my boyfriend and um you know, I don't know if he's going to want to move and, you know, be be alone in this new house and I'm afraid he'll run away and stuff." And she's like, "Will you take them?" And I was like, "Oh." I was like, I have a lot of cats, but yes, I'll I'll take them. And uh she brought
them over one night. You may you join. Come on up, Joe. And uh and she came. She she like put some like calming treats in in a in a little carrier and he jumped right in the carrier for the treats, you know, and then she called and she's like, "What do I do? What do I do? He's in the carrier. What do I do?" And I was like, "Well, bring him over here." I was like, "You got him. Like, bring him over here." She's like, "Are
you sure?" I was like, "Yes." And and then he came over and she was crying. And she said she said, "I think I'm a bad I'm a bad cat mom because it's like, you know, I'm you know, he's so old and you know, I'm a I'm like, you know, bring him somewhere else." But I was like I was like, he's gonna have a great life and he's gonna be happy. What's up,
>> these animals? I One thing I will say, if you don't mind, if you mind if I say one thing real quick. >> Go ahead. I think these losers like Saman and Bea like they were lonely in high school like they were like losers that got picked on. So now that they're 50 years old now they can have their own panel and they can have their little group. They can have their little bully panel. You know what you going to bully
me? >> Yeah either. And they're such bully. I mean there are such bullies and it's like and it's like if you see them in real life it's like wow. It's like okay >> what the did you ever do wrong? You never did nothing wrong. Psyche. these like, "Oh, Psyche's this, Psychi that." You know what? Maybe I'm bad. I'm bad at tarot cards. I'm I'm this. I mean, it's like they have so many things to say about me when I've
been like really I was really >> The worst thing they had to say about like, "Oh, he got dirty fingernails." Probably cuz they beat us dirty puss every day. Fingernails dirty right there. Like, >> look at those fingerness now, boy. Oh, clean. They look clean as hell. They go I try to keep them cleaner. >> They're a dream machine. It's very
>> They have been bad at some points clean. because I dig through tobacco and stuff like that and you know I tend to like you know I I this is tobacco and my bong and stuff like that. >> Every once in a while you got to light up a cigarette butt. But you know what? At least you don't beg for like somebody buy me cigarettes. At least you dig through your cigarette bus and light a cigarette butt. You're not a creepy like beaten salmon. You don't beg for
money. It's like, "Oh, somebody buy me cigarettes." You'll like the last cigarette butt you have. >> Well, yeah. >> You know what? Shout out to your long hair. I love your long hair, you sexy beast. >> Well, thank you so much. Yeah, I do have >> No, I just join I tried to join Crystal. like Like, why are you kissing Psyche's ass and you are you kidding me? Cuz he's my
best friend. Don't you ever tell me why I'm talking to Psyche. Cuz I love him. That's why I talk. And you mind if I do me too? Hold on. And when I'm done smoking a cigarette, I'm gonna do me with you. >> Thank you. Well, I appreciate that, Joe. You know, it's like And I know >> that is so up. Why do I like Psyche? Because he's the best. >> The you mean? See, that's what I'm
trying. That's what I'm trying to say. >> They're trying to make us hate you. >> Yeah. >> Or they're trying to make us They're trying to conform us, >> They are conforming. They >> right? >> They're the bully group. Like, look at that weirdo. Like, Psyche's a weirdo and he hangs out with weird people and everyone that's there is weird. And it's like, you know what? I I don't mind being weird. I don't mind hanging out with >> No, it's like you're the opposite of that. You're the coolest Oh,
>> Oh, sorry. >> you're the coolest guy up here. No, you are the coolest. I was so embarrassed when they said like, "Why do you like S?" I was like, "Why do I like him?" I was like, you know what I said to him? I was like, "I don't like him. I love him." They're like, "Oh, you're banned. >> Thank you. I love you." >> They banned me. I said, "I love you." >> They banned you. Okay. Well, I mean, there's lame. I mean, it's like pretty much just lame like uh yet.
>> I'm not gonna ban anybody for saying they like Crystal Anne. I would say they're they're they should have better taste, but uh I'm not gonna like I'm not gonna like, you know, >> like I've seen a lot of girls in my life, but Chris Williams will be one that I would ever touch with a 10-ft pole. You understand me? >> I know. I mean, she has a picture her avatar looks like the Princess Diaries or something like that.
>> Like, I've seen a lot of good-looking women. Crystal is not one of them. You understand? Crystal is not one of them. Gamble was like, you know, oh, she's he's like, well, you're gonna find a great guy, Gle. It's not gonna be me, but you'll find a great guy. >> I don't judge people by their voice, but the second I want to tell you something, so I want you to hear me. I really want you to hear me. The second I heard Gambo's voice, I was like, that guy's a
creep. I can just tell right now that that guy's a creepy. Like, check his hard drive. The guy has childborn. >> I know. Like some of these people, you should check their hard drive. But he's he's labeled himself as a PDF hunter, but his only his only targets were Za and and uh and Brandon, you know, those are his cre even labeled herself a PDF
hunter. Oh, a PDF like you, >> right? I would I would think so. I would think so. Someone that's like, you know, gonna put themselves as like I'm the, you know, I'm I'm like out there. >> Can I talk remember the movie uh Dennis the Menace when um Mr. Wilson had that plant growing and like it only bloomed one time every three years and like
Dennis the Menace ruined it. I don't know. >> I never saw Dennis the menace but I do know about the corpse flower and I know that that is like there's a >> is that a beer I hear? Is that a beer that I hear >> cherry harder lemonade? >> It's like this is an oven Budweiser. Look at me. This has >> Alex, how are you? >> Good to see you.
>> Oh, is it Alex? Thank you, Alex. At least Alex is real. Like, I'm so tired of these fake streamers like Beta and Crystal. Like, let's get some realness up in here. Let's get a little real, >> right? It's time to stop being polite and start getting real real world. And also, what I really appreciate about Alex is that, you know, she had some
streams today where she, you know, um kind of updated her stance on a few issues and it's like, >> yeah, >> people that are willing to like, you know, say maybe Yeah, like like you know I I really do admire that and uh I really recommend check out IP2 Wiki Info and check out the IRL News Time and check out Alexandre Mayors and uh
>> Can I ask you something, sir? May I say something to you? >> Yes. >> When those said, "Why are you friends with Psych?" I said, "You know what? I'd rather go back to Sykes than even be on panel with you losers." So, you know what? I'm right where I belong, I'm right where I belong. you are. You are and you're welcome here always. And it's like and I
just like appreciate you so much. >> I have to say that like RG and Q and and Jay Dog and um >> came up trying to bomb me came up trying to like you know not even like like no respect. And I've had them I've had them on for over a year like to talk their and say whatever they want and they're going to treat me like that because they disagree on some issue
about a cert like certain people. I mean it's like we don't have to agree on everything. thing. You know, people can have their own opinions about things, but it's like, but then it's just to try to destroy me for that. And it's like, you know, it's just >> why am I friends with Psyche? Because I love him. He's a good guy. >> Thank you. >> Like, you know what? Sometimes Psyche, it's hard to find real people up here nowadays. All these creeps. It's
just hard to find a real one. And you know what? Why am I friends with Psyche? Because he's real. Go ahead. Rub your >> I think I'm over my hair. Yeah. And you hair. know what? And I And that's what I am. I'm a real person. And I um you know um you know sometimes I'm a little bit messy. Sometimes I'm not perfectly put together. Sometimes I don't I don't say the perfect thing or like you know know
what's going on exactly. But I am real and it's like and so like me or not like I am I I show myself on you know and it's like like >> may I respond to that? May I respond to what you're saying? >> Maybe I'm not perfect. I might not be perfect but you know what? I'm perfect enough for my best friend right here. And if I'm good enough for Psyche, then I'm good enough for anybody. If I'm good
enough for my boy Psyche, then I'm good enough for anybody. So, anybody that has a problem with Psyche, come and >> Right. Joe. Well, thank you so much. And that's really touching. I do really appreciate >> I I really appreciate the people that like, you know, and and like a lot of people have given me another chance and a like I know like a lot of people and it's like I do appreciate um like second
chances and it's like, you know, and I always, >> you know, I'm a very forgiving person too. And it's like and so I do appreciate people that um are willing to forgive and like you know and it's like you know it basically it's how how people approach me. It's like I'll treat people how they treat me. Um and >> a lot of people got their start off your streams like a lot of people got their
start off of you. And now that they're like oh I don't care about Sy no more. come back to your roots. come back to your roots, >> right? >> And I brought a lot of people together, too. I brought a lot of people together, too. Yes, you did. I I would like when I started my show, I would go to different communities and I would go on panel and
I would promote and so I I got people from different communities and so many of them have left me in the dust, but they and then, you know, they are friends. >> Your panels are like love and other people's panels are hate. You are a good guy. Whether you like it or not, I'm going to go to my grave say you're a good guy. >> And nice hair. >> Thank you.
>> Joe and you're a good good guy good, too. And you know, and it's like you you do a little bit of you're be a little bit rough around the edges. I like that. I like And I like how real you are. And I like >> I like I can't necessarily control and stuff like that, but because you never porn bomb me, you know, or or you know, >> maybe accidentally I saw your wiener maybe once or something like that.
>> I don't think you're trying to show me. Now you're lying. Now you're making up stories. >> Okay, I'm making a story. I was actually I just I was You were holding a bag of Cheetos in your lap. That's what That's what happened. >> That's what it was. Oh, remember when Bea was like bought Cheeto beer when he was underage? Like wow.
I need I need p I need dick so bad. I'm going to buy a 19-year-old guy beer. I'm Bea. like beat up. We know you love your cast, but like you get dick, you buy an underage guy beer. Wow, that is so up. That is so >> Well, you know, it's like and even then it's like, you know, no one really cares about that kind of thing, but they're going to scream about other people and
like judge other people for doing the same things that maybe they have too. I mean it's like and and you know nobody's really perfect and everything but it's like I don't think unless you've people have hurt somebody that uh >> Can I ask you a question? Do you remember one time Sam man remember Sam man used to clip people and like talk about their clips? I think that's why
became friends with Sam man like oh please don't clip me and talk about my drunk ass like beta we all know you're a drunken idiot. Okay. Well, you know, it's like and even I mean happy birthday to her and everything. Whatever. I mean, it's like she I'm banned from her show. >> Happy 55th. Happy 55th, you old
>> I'm sorry. I'm a little too much. Sorry. >> It's okay. It's okay. Hey, I like I I kind of I kind of like what I'm hearing because I I sometimes it's like there's some things I >> When I turn 20, I got over my birthdays. Imagine being 50 and still celebrating your birthday. Like, nobody cares about you. And we're we don't mean it's like you know what it's all about how cool you are because there's people that are in their there's there's people that
are in their se I think Karen might be in their in her 70s and she's cool as you know and and you know so it doesn't matter what age you are. It's like you know it's like the age is really like a age is really just >> it's about the motion of the ocean. You could be as old as you want but it's about the motion. It's about the way you act. I like to think that I'm a good friend to you. Am I right? >> You're a good friend to me and Joe. You've been here since the beginning. like you really you've been here since
the beginning of the show almost basically when I started having open panels one of the first people and maybe I was like you know and maybe >> can you listen can you look psyche can you imagine Crystal said to me why are you talking to Psyche like Crystal you're a fisheyed loser psyche is the man and you're you'd be lucky to be on Psyche's panel you gay
guys >> and I and I laughed her on my panel before and I was respectful to her Mine might be a cigarette. >> You mind if I smoke a I don't mean to ever talk to you, but go ahead. All right. Go a good talk. >> You're fine. You're absolutely fine. But um >> All right. Thank you. >> But I said hello in her chat and I I I did nothing disrespectful or anything to her. She just doesn't like what I
believe or what I who I have on my show or something like that. So I'm like basically silenced. Then she's complaining about Alexandre's chat when Alexand when she sends her her whole chat over to harass Alexandre's show and then Alexandre says, "Hey, you know what? This is distracting from the the interview and the the conversation we're
having, so I'm just going to turn off my channel." They're just so offended that they can't have a voice, but it's like they're so happy to take away anybody else's voice that doesn't agree. >> No, we can't have a voice. We're so offended. Like like I turned 51 last week. Beeta, you're an old We don't care, you >> Okay. Sorry. >> Well, and Bea is like an She acts like
an old lady, you know, and it's like, but I know >> she does. And remember Christine comes up there and sweet pea. It's like an old lady fest like God, why did you It's not ages them because it's like, you know, really it's like you're just as young as you as you kind of like feel inside and you act, but they're acting like they're like, you know, in their 90s or something like that. Notice how when Bea went live today, she only had
like 49 people in her chat. Like the viewers are getting less. Like we're people are getting tired of it. Like we're getting tired of your old same shoe story. >> Hey, look. There's 48 people in my chat right now. There's 48 people in my chat. And so >> that's that's a W >> because you know usually
in there Kate said yesterday, "Hey, we have a guest coming up. Let's say hello to Joanie Baloney. >> Hey. >> Hi. >> Can I just say I just want to make a quick comment without pissing you off. >> Joe, I've been real supportive of you being positive for psyche, but can you ease back on the what we call agism cuz
trust me, you don't not everybody's broadstroke. So, you're saying it and I get it. >> I didn't know you were 70. I will ease off. I didn't. Wow. Hey Joe, Joe really I'm if you if you really if you like really see the
good good in this this uh show stream owner right here, you wouldn't be just saying that kind of mean. >> Another guest. Another guest. Whoa. And that guest is sexy. That guest is sexy. >> Well, everyone's sexy up here tonight. Tonight's the sexy panel. >> Well, I'm so not used to people turning their camera off. Like at least a good-looking woman has her camera on and
that's sexy to me. >> Whatever, dude. >> Oh, come on. >> No, whatever, dude. Are you still talking? Goodbye, loser. >> Okay. Well, come on. >> Don't be mean to her. She seems like a nice person. >> I know. She seemed pretty nice. Goodbye. >> How you doing, Alex? >> I'm good. I'm good.
>> Hi, Alex. I enjoyed your show today, by the way. I enjoyed I enjoyed um >> I tried to cover everything I needed to. Today was one of those days. I did my regular work. I did this. Um now I'm talking to you. I even did a little exercise today. I'm feeling good. But um >> you have a glow on. You have a glow. >> There's something weird, you know.
>> Huh? >> There some people are jerks, >> right? you know, they're they're just >> I agree. I agree. >> Yeah, really. >> I know. I think I know who you're talking about. >> I don't know if it's like the like that
CA woman like, you know, um >> I I think that honestly I think that she's mentally stunted. I I can't take anything. >> Yes. Thank you. She's mentally >> Show Yeah. Well, that that guy gambled. They told I was your friend. They're
like, "Why you talk to Psyche?" >> I talk to Psyche. >> Yeah. Because he was my You wouldn't let him on the panel or the Jack because they're like, "Why do you like psyche like and stuff like that?" I mean, it's like pretty u I love him. I said, "I don't like him. I >> I'm gonna put you backstage for a little love him." bit. Okay. I want I want to have a chat. >> Thank you. Go backstage.
>> So, how are you doing today? >> I'm doing actually pretty good. I got a new phone today. Um my >> Hey, that's good. >> Yeah. Okay, we have a we have Joanie back and uh Yeah. So I got >> Okay. Hey. >> Hey. How you doing? Nice to meet you, bud. Buddy.
>> Oh my god. I'm trying to change my picture because I I don't know how I have a bird picture. >> Well, I have no listen. I have a bird a bird. No. Shush. I have a bird nest that like was randomly I live in an apartment showed up and had a mama bird and it
like like like was right through my door while I'm busy making plans in my head. Right. And and then like the other night they were live and I tried to like live stream it and I didn't know how to. So I put it up there but I want to try to change that picture. I'm kind of like a dork when it comes to >> Yeah, there's some robins. Red Robins came. She has like a little or like a
like she has a balcony, right? And so she has ornament on her balcony and a bird put a nest there and and so she was like what does this mean? There's like mama birds appeared and and she wanted to go through the symbolism of of >> Yeah. It's got to mean something, doesn't it? >> Robins do have a spiritual meaning. I I don't know what, but I'm going to look
>> I know, right? So, like I have a wreath at outside that's like, you know, with some sunflowers on it and and um I have a balcony and I usually feed birds like and I'm really big on the red cardinals. That's real spiritual to me like you know they always say like your past loved ones signs and all that. I'm all
that kind of way. And then I noticed this robin kind of a puffy chest bird with a worm in its mouth. And I was sitting out like why isn't he run or him her running away when I'm like out there. And then all a sudden I looked up and noticed wait there's a little nest that I can't even I was told psyche I can't imagine. They don't have like
hands right and knees and bones and joints. They have little paws or little feet. They make a they freaking make a nest. How do they do it? And I know I don't want to get deep in my thoughts, but we take for granted, right? How can that happen? And then the mama was up there and I have a cat that goes out there. And um anyway, long story short, I felt some kind of weird,
you were talking about motherhood and all that. I felt some kind of weird responsibility in a weird way. Like you're so like you're one wall away from inside my apartment and I'm responsible, but I didn't ask for this, but yet did I? you know, like all these weird random thoughts. By the way, I'm Joanie. That's This is This is Joanie, the goofy one.
That nice to meet you. >> Nice to meet you, too. Um, well, robins apparently spiritually mean messenger of renewal, joy, and comfort, >> representing rebirth. So, do you are you going into like a new phase of life to where you're kind of >> Well, it's kind of hard to talk about
that when someone when somebody just ages isn't me out the door. It's like just called me like 80 years old. >> It was kind of a little bit rude. >> I know. He's stupid. >> I know. He's so stupid. And then like in the chat I like totally compliment like thank you for being nice and supportive. Like how can you be so good and nice and
yet broadstroke everyone? So, a woman that's 50 could be a woman that's 80 or a woman that's 80 could be really a soul that's young. So, like I don't like that, but this is our world we live in. So, shut up, Joanie. But I hate when they do it. Like, I'm not even supposed to be on the internet. I don't even know how I got brought up in this. I'm not >> Yes, you are. You and I are probably
about the same age. I'm 47, >> right? I'm older than you, my dear. But, I mean, and I and you know, you always talk like you're so old and I'm like, "Stop it." I always told Well, I almost say John a psychic. I'm like, "Stop doing that because it's it's all perception." Like, when you turn 30, it's old. When you turn 40, it's old. When you turn 45, it's old. When you
turn 50, it's old. It it you turn 55, I going up a little higher. And And you don't realize it in the moment. And so, I only could tell you if you live through it, you're lucky. But sometimes we sleepwalk through it. Anyway, I'm getting too chatty, but um >> No, you're not. >> It's all right. and you know it's all
right and it's all wrong. So I try to live like in the pause even though like I know like I'm kind of judgmental but like I live try to live in the pause and u meaning like you know okay like I'm going to get okay I'm going to go there like you know like if you look at a tombstone like the when you birth and the death the dash is what's more
important the details right not the destination the journey oh my god who the am I talking so there's that >> and I believe you're only as as you're only as old as you I mean, right, you guys. I mean, it's just I don't know. Just these men like that. I don't get it. Like, you don't understand. When I turned 50, I was like, "Oh my god, like
you do the math like, oh my god, half like if you're lucky to make it to 100. Oh, you're half is over." But then what if you sleptw walk through most of your life? So, what's the difference? Like, you might just wake up on your last breath. Didn't they say Steve Jobs like at this last thing? Go, oh, oh, wait, what? And then boom, you're out. Like, right out when you figure out your purpose. Well, Steve Jobs is a >> Steve Jobs dying.
>> Who >> did you bring some cookies and a fresh loaf of bread? >> I mean I mean that guy right there. He's not a bad looking guy with a full head of hair. He should like bow down and be h be like thankful. Why does he got to come in like that sideways? All right. >> I don't know if you heard about the the story of the Apple logo though, like the original story. >> Oh, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. Go ahead.
gay like he he was actually a gay man that went he went under they gave him like testosterone shots and stuff to try to change his sexuality and his name is Allan um Allan something and he like invented like this coding like um I'm gonna look it up real quick um because this is a crazy story it's like Apple logo story and this guy's name is Adam >> I want to know that story that sounds
interesting >> this is an interesting story and so it's like it says uh there's this so this is from CNN and this and The mythology says that uh okay so it says if beauty is a druuth as John Keats claimed then the story ought to be true. The logo in the back of your iPhone or Mac is attributed to Alan Touring the man who laid the foundations for the modern day computer
pioneered research into artificial intelligence and unlocked German wartime codes. His death a decade after the end of the war provides link with Apple. unrecognized for his work, facing jail for gross indecency and humiliated by estrogen injections intended to cure his homosexuality. Um, he bit into an apple he had laced
with cyanide. He died in obscurity on June 7th, 1954, 10 years and a day after the Normandy landings, which made copious use of intelligence by its methods. And so the story goes when two Stanford entrepreneurs were looking for a logo for their brand new computer company. They remembered touring and his contribution in their field. They chose an apple. Not a complete apple, but one
with a bite. >> Sorry, I'm not laughing at you. I'm laughing with you. You and that damn Apple story goes from the Bible to the apple to the phone. I'm just joking. I'm being funny. Sorry. Carry on. >> Yeah. Well, that's I mean that's a story and they say maybe it's just like kind of a mythology and it can mean like of the forbidden fruit of >> wait but but wait but while you go into the historian part because we're all
different the way our brains process stuff right so when you're talking I'm very visual so my mind not that that that you're wrong she's wrong I'm wrong but my perception is I'm I'm stuck on when I said Steve Jobs I'm stuck on here's a guy that thought he can control himself right I'm thinking I wasn't there but I'm just like thinking in my head and from what I read like he wore like what the same black turtleneck
maybe like in in the which would be easy, right? You don't have to pick out clothes, you wear the same thing, right? So, and like so there's pnicity and square but yet very successful and never a quitter. I'm thinking. Okay. So, with all that being said, he thought he had I think he was Buddhist or something something something. And then in the end from the storyline, which fascinates me cuz I want to know what did you see? Like right when he's on the deathbed, so
to speak, and crossing or before like wait ah ah like if somebody like him would definitely want to tell us wait uh there is Jesus or wait that's grandma or wait I was wrong. Ah and then out they yanked him out with like you know off the curtain or off the stage. And so I'm so fascinated. All the money in the world and everything that you have in the end, he's just a human being
like all of us bone and blood and skin and in the end with the soul, right? And in the end, no matter what you think you have control of, it can take you out. That's my deep thoughts. Thank you. Have a nice day. All right, I'll be quiet. You have the mic now. >> Well, >> yeah, right. It's a lot. Alexandra's like, "Oh my god, did she just say all
that? Who is this girl?" I blowed your mind. But I'm nobody. I'm really nobody. But I mean, I'm that. Yeah. Oh my god. >> No, but Well, I I mean what you said about death really being the great equalizer. That's kind of what I got from what what you just >> right. Just and all the way. And I'm sorry. You know, when I get thoughts,
they rush in and they have to interrupt. But interrupt me if like your truth has to come out like quickly. But like, you know how I believe in energy? like when it's my time to talk and then you hand me the leaf or the feather or whatever and then your time to talk. What what I want to say to you is and and okay like I got so much to say like now that I'm talking but like I believe this too um
like our energy in other words if you're not in your ego slash like in your head cerebral as you would say right um and you're there's a heart that's a million miles from the head the brain the cerebral down to the heart right I mean we've spent our whole life trying to travel and it's so close right but we're
in our meat suits but like Um, my point is, what's your point, Tony? Um, that that at any moment like there is no time and space. Okay, I know what I was going to say. So, when you're in Okay, I'll just say this. Oh my god, I'm losing her. John, wait. If Okay, you know the comment, you know, like there's bumper stickers like, oh,
it's cool to say, oh, yoga and blah blah blah, namaste, and you know, all that. And it's cool to say it, but then I look deeper. What does that really mean? I'm not going to just say it because I want to be hip, cool, or fit in. I want to know what it means on a spiritual level. So then it means like your god self meets your godself or my soul meets you and we're even with no ego, right? So I
read uh years ago, right? Um when they came out more newagy stuff, celestine prophecy, there was a book and then that became a movie and there was like 10 insights. And I'm the type of person I don't have to read like cover to cover. like I'll just skim through and if I can pick out one thing in a movie, in a book, a s like a one paragraph, a chapter, something that sticks with me.
And I tell this to psyche all the time and my other slash kind of pretend friends like online screen names, right? But they're real we're real people. But I say, you know, when you're with somebody and you meet them halfway and there's no ego, meaning a power struggle, that's a true beautiful slash soul friend or something where you're talking and when you stop talking, like
right now I'm rambling, blleh, and then all a sudden you pick up and your energy isn't like trying to con conflict with me or power up or level up or ego. It's kind of like it's cool and you're I'm feeding you a little bit and then you can be different than me. discern right over there slrabbis. I'm like Jewish but I'm open-minded. So you go over there
like on the other hand then you add in and then we both go back and forth. And the beauty of that is that we feed each other but we stay like on the seessaw in in the playground. Well, we're like you know when we're kids seesaw like the you know the the thing and one goes up and you push your legs and Right. So we the goal is that we stay equal so we can
converse without the battle but yet we feed each other because what else is the point? Now, if you get to the point as you get older, agism. Hello, Joe. Just kidding. But as you get there and you go there, you kind of say, "If I get to the point where it's a battle and you're not going to have any gray area or a little bit like, wait a minute, I'm not sure. Tomorrow, let me discern. Let me think
about it. I think I'm right, but wait, let me resonate. Let me marinate. Blah blah blah." Then if you come back, you can say, "Okay, I was wrong. I'm not all those sure that I was right." And some people in your life c are judgmental hardcore and they call themselves Christian. Sorry, don't get mad and all these kind of things. But on the other
Yes. And on the other hand, we don't all the way know. We know as best we know. But then but then we have to meet where they're at the energy. But yet keep it keep it um keep it where I mean I recognize that there's some people when you get to a point in your life be you could call yourself getting older or could be young at 30. It doesn't matter that if you get like, you know, it's too
much of a struggle to have you in my life anymore. I can't battle it. I can't change your mind. And if you're making it more, you're taking from and not adding to. I'm like, I I'm loving. I'm forgiving. But I'm not going to be a schmuck. I can't be forgiving where I lose my purpose and my own soul purpose. So, I love you. I forgive you. But you
need to go because it's taking out of me. Feel me, sister? Okay. I I I so know where you're coming from because um this year specifically, I've gone through a bit of a cleansing process when it comes to people in my life, >> people who I love, people who I respect, but people who I just can't deal with
because I'm not willing to fight >> needlessly anymore. >> You know, sometimes there's situations um to where I'm just like, >> I hear you. >> Yep. I will I I I will not appease you, but I understand you and I will walk away from you.
>> And if necessary, um I will pretend like >> Yeah. you don't exist anymore, but I don't hate you. >> So, I know what you're saying. No, but I recognize I've watched, you know, I've kind of watched a little bit about you and chew you chew, you know, laugh because I I mean well, but you know, and I I can be judgmental, too. But I will
say because you're on the internet slashputting it out there. You're a big aka I'm a big slash when you say aka aka good morning, good afternoon, wherever you may be. I'm laughing with you, not at you, my friend. Um, but but no, no, hugs. Hugs. Major hugs right now because I'm open because she knows that. >> No, I'm glad you're talking so much
because I've been talking all day and it's like, listen. >> No, I looked at some of your old streams. I did a little like like a little deep dive on you. And I'm like, I loved three years ago, whenever it was, and you did those cooking streams, you meant well. I, you know, even if it wasn't perfect, you almost cut your finger off and one, but it was so beautiful a foodie. But no,
I So, don't get it twisted, sister. I saw you. Wait, what is she doing? Right. Oh my god. I saw like Stiller. >> Steal her laugh. Yeah. >> No, but I saw it. But I thought it was so cool because you're in your joy and you didn't give a two shits who's watching or not. Right there. Chop chop chop. But like I thought that was cool and I hope you find whatever it is and I
know you put it out there and I know you're strong and you're tough and and and and and hopefully you're pivoting around. Um because we can't control what other viewers lurkers eyeballs right now. I'm scared to death because there's people right now going who the is Joanie? So I want to disappear off this panel because I'm nobody. I'm not a live
streamer. I don't mean anybody anything. And there's many people in these, as you say, communities that don't like or they're they're going to go, you just said a a mushmouth of nothing. And why do I care? I said what I thought was said a lot. You said a lot of really >> Right. Right. Right. So sometimes, like good things. you said something recently, sometimes
like hate and love is real close and sometimes it the projection part when somebody triggers you or like you feel a certain way, then you have to step back and go, okay, what the like is it something that is about me that I'm seeing in them? But I know like years of sitting in a counselor or a therapist's office that just gets chatter in my head. Then I end up wanting to be
friends with them anyway, crossing boundaries. So it's like a weird thing. It's only humbling to realize that why all we can do is figure out oursel if there's a common thing that happens over and over. We have to pivot the mirror like Michael Jackson remember that song the man in the mirror like somehow event and it sucks because I would rather
point outwards not inwards. It's so much easier to dumb out numb out. So but there's all of that you want. So there it goes. All right. Now now that's it. Well, I heard Psyche earlier talking about how um there were how how there's more viewership to the negative hate hateful
streams than the positive uplifting streams. But >> our brains are wired to be attracted to conflict. Yes, that's what the algorithms even are based on. But you you can't pay attention to that because you have to think to yourself, okay, what do I want to feed my soul with? Positivity or negativity?
>> Yes. And that's something I really consciously think about nowadays because for many years um >> I fed my spirit with a lot of negativity and it took a toll on me and now I'm doing the opposite consciously >> and it's hard to do the positive because there we surrounded by the negative and sometimes people don't understand or
align with you vibration. Oh my god, I saw Wait, when you shift that. >> Wait, Alexander, I I don't even want to call the name is so long. I almost want to call you a I I just want to say >> call me a >> I have a sense of humor that's really weird when I get nervous so I'm like real slapstick and right away I saw the scene of Harry Met Sally and when I kept saying yes yes yes
>> I remember that movie they were in like a coffee shop or something >> yes a coffee shop right anyway um no but I think the other thing too it's really weird when people talk when I say agism that's just a word um and you're really good with your words and you're really like smart and you are the old you no
you may not be you may not be all the way because there's I see blind spots but however your your tone your inflection what do you call cadence cadence or whatever that word is you are very that is elegant you do have the and I'm not said people get mad at me I'm not saying Oprah or you said Candace Owens you all of that you are masterful
>> Oprah is my idol girl and you have all that and you and I'm like get out of this where you're at and level up because you could do it. I mean, you you have you just haven't. So anyway, that's just I those are just private thoughts every now and then but um you're welcome and I recognize it and sometimes like I
say to like you know well he's sitting to your wait to my left and you're right maybe in a square Hollywood square on the TV but I say why is she wasting right right it could be the Brady Bunch it could be Hollywood squares whatever but but you know um but back to the agism and then I'm going to get off because I think I've said too much
you in in the corner. That's me in the wait. Sorry. Um, but as we get older, isn't it weird? Listen, listen, listen to me, sis. Isn't it weird in a weird way when we're born like out of the womb slash out of the body, okay? Slamm/girl. Um, we forget like somehow God, Jesus,
higher self takes away our any memory of why we're here or if we're sent here or if we're like a it's a contract. I don't know. We come out and we forget everything like don't you know like you just like you you just here and then in the end >> forget glimpses of it though. >> Glimpses. You're right. You're right. You're right. Little little glimpses. Okay. If you're aware otherw Okay.
Depends. Depends if you had knee socks or bobby socks. Just kidding. But um I went back to childhood. Sorry. Just for a second. It it came in. But >> but kneeh highs. >> Kneehis. Right. Knickers. I don't want to age myself. Hello. Just kidding. Um knickers. Not, you know, with the hard art. Sorry, just kidding. No offense, but >> we're bringing that word into >> I know what you're doing. I have an
issue. I have an issue, but I but I'm trying to like getting to know you, right? Okay. Listen, listen, listen. I think at the weird part as we age up, no matter what your age is, it's all like for some reason I kind of go, "Oh, sh Joey, I have a cat that's meowing." I want I kind of want to go why is it we
spend this part of our life the first 20 years but then as we go up it's all in the unlearning the unpeeling the reverse. So as we get aged up our body's kind of like dying or getting older. It's only then you're like becoming and then you're kind of like wait and then you try to go back to the sweet spot of the innocence before the sin or the tormented thoughts or like what your
parents said or whatever and you take it in depending on how your like your stride of life is like am I going to be like oh quiet or the rebel or invisible as you're growing up as a kid right like almost involuntary I I said a lot to you girl I just want you to know kind of who I am like I'll mic drop it at that should I leave should I moonwalk Walk backwards, John. Well, I mean, psyche. >> Whatever you feel like. Whatever you feel like.
>> Why are you making that face and pressing your hair? Am I Am I bothering you? He's almost like my long stalking. >> Who needs Who needs what? Extensions when I keep pulling it. Hopefully, it just doesn't pull out. >> And by the way, Ali, you're Well,
anyway, it was nice to see you and I'm sorry that Wait. Uh, yes. Yes. >> I'm glad you got to I'm glad you >> I let my guard out. >> I like talking to you. >> I I've been judgmental. I've been looking at you and I'm I guess I'm kind of powerful, but not I've been looking at you, sister, but I'm not like sometimes in a good way. But tonight
when you came up, I had a choice. I could get into my ego and my judgment or I can just relax and take it in the present moment. that yesterday you're like like what I say your uh all your stuff you put on like how you you like five different things. Okay, wait. You changed your mind and you reversed and you U-turn and then you're talking about this one and that one. I'm like what is she doing? She's so talented. Or she
could be doing something else. Why is she keep going? Just go back and put that lamb that you like on the counter and chop it up, sis. But anyway, I'm I'm I digress. And and it's only because I want to find more what's in common and and not fight it. And so tonight, I let it in. I just want you to know it took a minute. And while you're there, because I'm looking at your face because you're on my big screen. Oh my
god, my cat's running around. Um, yeah, I have a big screen TV. So, I'm looking I'm looking at you relaxed and I'm like not fighting it like just so everyone can hear this. Who doesn't get it, turn it off, judge me, hate me. The ones that get it, if it's just a couple, then I I did what you call God's work or my purpose. I'm saying that it's all up to us how we want to view another person.
We can read the story lines. We can judge them. We can listen the inflections. And yet, if we just for a second put our arms down and maybe go, "Wait a minute." And then you see the good in something. What do they have in good? What do we have in common versus what we don't have? And if you let it in, maybe we laugh together. Maybe there's something I can meet you and break bread. You more in the Bible more
like the brick and mortar and the paperback book. I'm more in because of the way I grew up in more of the viable the action of it and then I have to meet it halfway upwards towards the heavens. Did I say a lot? I hope you got something from it. I'm I'm gonna hang. I'm leaving. I'm so embarrassed. All right. I love you guys. That's it.
That's it. I I let her in. Johnny boy. I let her in. Bye. >> Bye. >> Have a good night. >> She's sweet. >> Yeah, she is very sweet and uh very interesting person. her mind works fast. >> Yeah. >> And uh and uh yeah, mine mine mine works fast, too. And you know, and yours yours does, too. Um I think we're we're very
intelligent people. >> I wish you had stayed longer because I would have liked to have told her that a lot of people ask me sometimes like, "Why are you talking to that person? What are you doing here? You should be doing more." But it's all a process. You know, I think back when I was younger about um things that people questioned
me about doing, but if I hadn't done those things, I definitely wouldn't um have a certain level of happiness that I have right now. So, I think everything's for a reason, >> right? And you wouldn't be who you are either, like without all of your experience, every single decision you made to this point. Right. Right. Right
now, you are the person you are. And that is beautiful. Yeah. >> Like, and you are a beautiful person. And it's like, I mean, really, um, >> so are you. And so are you, Joanie, if you're still out there. I think you are. I can kind of tell, >> right? And that's why I'm like, no matter what, people are saying, they're like, "Oh, well, you know, he has no
people that support him." It's like, I have the best people that support me. I have the best people that love me. I like I have the best people. this whole thing going on right now. I'm really glad it's going on right now. I think that this has been a conversation within these communities and you're in those communities. Don't let anybody tell you,
"Oh, we're not going to talk. You're you're in there. That's why they're talking about you." But um there have been some lies that have been told. There have been some power plays within these groups of people. A very high level of manipulation
and um I think some people are being blackmailed to an extent but they can't say anything about it. I kind of get that feeling. >> Yeah. But I like if I'm wrong about something, I will say I'm wrong or if I'm unsure, I'll just, you know, put it
on the table until I am sure. And that's kind of what I did today. And I feel good about it. I think I made the right choice when it came to um >> removing some things from online. I I'm glad I took the time early this morning to or I guess you call it last
night slash this morning to watch that dude um Za's stream. He was saying some interesting things. Um >> I agree. I had to anything that he had to say and and it's been several months.
>> Um >> yeah, and that's why I don't believe in really silencing anybody because so many people have >> been like, "Oh, they don't deserve a place to talk. They don't deserve a voice." And it's like, well, how will they defend themselves? how how so I deserve everyone having a chance to even on their own platform or something like
that to say what they really feel and not and not uh you know um be afraid because it's like and like really right now it's like people are threatening people and say
>> right I mean it I mean it's like it is and it's like the fact that the fact that you are willing to listen willing to listen to him and and hear what he had to say and you know imagine if he didn't have the chance to to say what he said and it's like maybe sometimes
>> well I mean that that one guy um CA's um buddy Ganville he was he backpedalled today and he did he did make it known that he he lied about that dude you know he was make he was saying very clearly before Za is a PDF. Okay.
>> Mhm. >> Then he said today that oh well he's technically this and that but here on the internet we just say this. >> Yeah. This isn't here on the internet. This is real life. This is real life. >> Do that. >> Yeah. No, it's like just because it's the internet, you can't say anything with a, you know, someone someone's 17
days and or 17 years and 364 days to the 18th birthday and you're like, "Oh, that's that's wrong." And then that then a day later will be okay. You know, it's like really >> and they just want certain people just want to pick and choose who's in and who's out. And I mean, if you want to do that, cool. You know, that's what the uh tabloids always do. But just admit that
you're a tabloid if that's the case. to stop trying to act like you're not >> we're not the national inquir here. I'm not the national inquir. I'm not like, you know, trying to be sensational and just get attention for sensationalists. I really want the truth. That's what I'm about. And so if I'm telling the truth and if people don't like it, then it's like, you know, they're not meant to be in my life. You know, RG porn bomb me.
Um Q porn bomb me. Jay Dog >> RG did. >> He never turns his camera on. >> Yes. RG did. >> I mean, you tried. He would did it backstage and I saw his name. His name was RG backstage. Yeah. And we have Joanie back. >> Okay. I have a quick thought. I was I just had to pee real quick. Like I'm in a onebedroom. So like if I pee, I can hear you. Okay. TMI.
>> So I want before I wanted to say this to you. Um thank you V for being so kind and and saying that. I heard what you said. You you you u but but what I want to say to you is okay. Listen listen. This is so important. Even the reason I flew up today, flew up onto this panel was because Joe and I know he's got lots
of good points. This is a guy on the internet and and he's, you know, there's, you know, there's bad and good and all. I get it and we're and it's a game kind of and fun and blah blah blah. I want him or you or anyone here to know um that even if I came up kind of sounding angry or or combative in the
end, thank you. Thank you in a weird way because it was you that brought me up that gave me the gift of meeting you and that opened my heart to talk to you. So if people could expand themsel and realize even if something looks like, oh, what the heck are they doing here or they're icky or whatever, you realize
once you live through it and survive through it, you're stronger, better, bigger, and you can do more. And I just want to recognize that. Does that make sense? It does make sense. You actually made me think about something in regards to what um I was just talking about with Psyche when it came to this guy known as Seiya.
>> Um >> Yes. >> doing a certain live stream um about his situation and my thoughts on it. It was a little bit hard for me because I am actually scared of that particular guy. >> Yes. But I think to myself, maybe if other people had listened to him more. >> Yes.
>> And where he was coming from, he wouldn't have become so scary to where >> There you go. >> I I don't like being scared of anybody. >> No. >> At all. And I don't like that somebody who is willing to look at him would feel as I do. And I feel like there's a lot
around him >> that's um conducive >> to him basically being isolated. Oh, go ahead. >> Okay. Okay. I'm jumping like the game of like I'm very visual so I have my eyes closed. I'm like the game of you know like growing up like jump rope, right? Can I get in? Can I get in? Right. Um so you tried your way. I'm Forgive me if I
overstep here. you tried your way meaning like you know uh uh reporting so to speak uh factual or what you thought or like you're standing up for the underdog or know you're going to expose all of the above but on the other hand as I say in retrospect the empathy slashcompassion as you grow as a soul person I would think you kind of go wait
a minute maybe I think I'm 100% right but you know what I'm still just human wait let me look a little more and it took to me and my opinion, it took a long time. Like once you say the word and it leaves your lips and voice, we can't put the back in the toothpaste tube, right? So that's the problem for all of us. Like once you say
it, it's mighty and you put it out there, it's heard and seen and you don't know who and how they're going to receive it. Now on you as a human like searching along and then you could kind of hm breathe and go wait and then switch it around or you two it around and and say wait a minute maybe I wasn't all the way right and you admit it which
is a beautiful thing in my opinion not that you have to but then it shows a humbleness and and a vulnerability >> feels better it feels better to admit when you are wrong about stuff I don't care what anyone has like if I could like speak to you like as a like Hello. Like, but but but but you went hard the
other way. And I'm not saying it, but it's too late. You can't go back and get it off the street, so to speak. It's already out there. But you can, like he said, I held you like in judgment if you must know. Like, why did she keep an over and over and and I get it. But then, and then I was like, wait, I'm not going to like when she's talking now and she's U-turning. Wait a minute. And then
I'm like, you know what? Who am I to hang you up on the damn cross? Get off the cross. We need the wood. So, let this lady breathe, thrive. Like, not that I'm anybody, but I open myself just tonight because Joe, what his name? Shippy Shupley whatever. Sorry, Joe. Just no. Thank you again. Thank you for being such a dick. Just kidding. But anyway, I'm not even
looking at the screen because I I don't know if you're laughing or you hate me, but um but you know, >> I don't hate you. >> I know you don't. No, I >> think you're funny. >> I know. Funny as I'll get out. No, I'm not. I'm just a selfdeprecating human. >> Well, you're also a good assessor because I I a little bit of what you're talking about. You don't necessarily say it. You're just No,
>> you dance around things a little where you are. >> Yeah. >> Right. Right. And at least you can get it because I didn't think you could get it. I thought you were so like to that way of it because you're more like you're the way you're what I would say terminology. You're very elegant. you know how to flow it and that and that's beautiful and what I can bring to the table like if we only could like make
like a um not a computer but if we were a robot or something if I could put part of me in there and part of you maybe a little um psyche and a couple other whatever tibletts and and and I'm just saying I'm joking but but I have something to add too. So I look at you and just because you might have oh accolades and you have a you lived life
man. You took the chances even if whatever they you did it. I didn't. I kind of went up to the edge and looked and I'm like and I ran back. So I didn't try it and I didn't do it all the way but you did and I resolute that. >> You still can. >> I know. Well maybe. I don't know but maybe. Yes, maybe. But you know, it's
like I mean, so yeah, but but but really all I really wanted to say is even in on I'm not just talking about tonight's experience. Everything that happens to us, if we breathe through it and live through it to the next day or a couple hours, it can be devastating punch gutting, right? You have somebody that just like pulled the wool like like you
know how you look at like a trap door like you're walking and all a sudden, whoa, the whole bottom came out. a a good friend, a family member, somebody like you trusted, boom, and you didn't see it coming, like what the h, right? But if you can breathe through it and look through it, no matter what their lessons are, all you can do is the best you can with yours and discern, soak in
it a little bit like your little sauteed little stove and your little cooking, it's all connected. We can bring that in now from three or four years ago. I'm giving permission. I'm waving in those dishes. I saw you cook. >> Next time I do a cooking stream, what um >> what do you want me to cook the next time? >> You mean a lamb? I'm making a lamb. I'd
love to see a lamb. >> I made lamb just the other day because it gives me lamb. Okay, but you know what? I like one of my favorite things. Of course, a nice glass. I know. I I get it. But but you but uh I like um you know with a nice depending on the wine like a nice red. There's nothing
more romantic than being pen noir. I'm kind of a cabbie but like if you're in the kitchen and and I don't even care if you have you know slippers on a tank top it doesn't matter. You have a little chill music in the background. The lights are dimmed down so the ambiance and you're cooking the smells the beauty it's and then if you find a >> I love being in the kitchen. It's my
favorite place. All of it. All of it. All of it. >> You invented the cooking on the on this community. You were the first one to do the cooking. >> But wait, I want wait. I'm calling her a a my a friend. I I want to say to you what I like um is I know this maybe and you could probably do with chicken or maybe lamb even or steak. I like searing. So, if you get your pot and it
could even be an an iron like you know seasoned pot and you get that and a little maybe a olive oil drizzle and you put the steak or the filet man or whatever your choice of the meat is, right? And you sear it and you get it real like where it's like on the outside. Flip it. The inside isn't all the way done and then put that like maybe on warm a little in the oven. And now what the beauty part is is that's
kind of slow in the oven. Now we're going to come back up top. Now what do we want to do? Do we want to slice up some like with the bits? You know the bits the fat. So now we're going to like we have to be careful. I don't know why I'm talking like this. What the hell's going on units? But anyway, >> I'm visualizing. I feel like I'm cooking right now. >> Right. I'll be over in a minute, girl. But anyway, um so then you take So then
you have to be careful because you know olive oil or butter, one of the two alone burn. So you have to cut it with the other, right? So you have the bits of that that searing steak. Let's say steak. Let's do steak tonight. So we st both sides are kind of like and if depending on the if you if you're like somebody really kind of crazy girl, you would have that kind of that skillet that has like the grill marks if you wanted to go there. Right. Like a
barbecue, but it's not a barbecue like blah blah blah. >> My mom has one of those. >> Right. Right. Right. Okay. And there's like a theory to that iron cast of a season. I'm thinking it's dirty. Get it like SOS pan. No, but it means something. So you have to be from those times. Plus it's heavy. I could just lift those. Forget about the weights. But anyway, um, >> yeah, Catherine, and plus if somebody comes in and they're not supposed to be there, get out of my way, hit them on
the head. Just kidding. >> Yeah, you can beat somebody over the head. That's right. >> Right. Real quick, a weapon feed you, but it will protect you. It will feed and protect you. Yes. Yes. Yes. >> Who knew we were doing an info commercial for the new pan? Just anyway. >> Yeah. Well, this new pans, they're not like the old fash I like the
oldfashioned ones better. >> No. Right. Okay. But listen, wait. I can't I can't finish because I can't think. Wait, wait, wait. Back to the sautéing. So, once you take the steak off or whatever, you have those bits. Right. So, now we're going to add a little bit of butter, maybe a little more olive oil. And now we're going to decide, do we want to sauté some mushrooms? Do we want to put a little garlic? Do we want a little onion? And we don't want to brown it. We don't want
to burn it. Be careful now. And we like those mushrooms. They're all different shapes. And I don't mean an uncircumcised peanut. >> OH MY GOD. >> I KNOW. WENT IN MY IT CAME IN MY MIND. I SAW THE SHAPE OF THE mushroom and it was very much like that. I don't know. I'm Jewish because most of them are clean. It doesn't matter. But I like all the a
variety of mushrooms. But anyway, >> it's okay. >> Right. Throw that in too. Okay, Mrs. Potted, come on in. Just kidding. Right. Right. Can you imagine be so mad at someone to say like they're sleeping and they're like passed out and you take a knife, cut it off and run down the street and throw it out the window and
then somebody goes right and then go back and get it sewn on. You're so lucky. But anyway, >> I just remember when she wanted to castrate Saman. That was that was ep that was an epic stream. >> We remember that. Yeah. She was like, "Sam, man, I would just chop it off." Yeah. >> Wait, let me finish my my my uh my my recipe. I'm in middle cooking. I mean,
right now there's a skillet in my mind's eye. Like, it's I'm not on acid. I swear I'm not tripping. This is just my brain cells. So, so I'm get passionate. I get excited. So, with that, with our with our pan on the top, our little stuff's in the oven. Now, they also call it tinting. If you took the silver foil and even if you turn the oven off and you put the tint like foil over it, it kind
of warms it and keeps cooking but on a low. It's like, you know what I'm saying? Or like maybe you brought it up. But what I like about >> tinting. I thought you said tenning. Okay. >> Tenning. Tinting. T I N T. Yes. I don't know. But anyway, um, so after we get our mushrooms, if we decide mushrooms or whatever we want now, now we got this going on. We're like, "Okay, now what?
Guess what? You bring in your pino. I bring in my cabin." And it even could be a cheap shitty wine because it's not really for the purpose of us drinking. We're going to slow. We're going to pour it in. We're going to have it on high range where it's like But then we got to be careful because it can get too watery. So then we have to add a keep watching. Add a maybe a little more butter. Stirring. Stirring. Like you
know how you like to sauté stirring. Stir. And now it becomes syrupy. Feel me sister? Syrupy. And but you have to be careful. Now I would like to take the thing out of the oven now. Drizzle the top. And you know what? I'm going to throw something on. You may not like it, but I even like a little bit of a blue cheese blue cheese crumble cuz I kind of like
>> Well, I do like blue cheese. I've never had it. I never had >> beautiful like it on the steak. I'm just saying. >> Okay. >> I mean, I know, right? Not only that, but if you did like not only asparagus, but like I never grew up like oo >> I love asparagus, >> right? Because except for the urine. Let's come later. You forget you had a couple drinks and it's like the middle
of the night like what the hell? I'm smelling asparagus in my pee. I don't know. Sorry. It's a little black out there. And there she goes like this. And then there's that. But who's who cares? I'm single. I don't give a Did you put the lid down on the toilet or raise it up? It's an issue. But anyway, um sorry. Laughing from the inside. Oh, I know.
I'm going to pay. I'll be on the headlines of the internet next tomorrow. Trolled like, "No, get out." Okay, so um anyway, um back to our steak. So, but here's the thing. We don't have the steak back up there yet. Now, I like when we talk about crumbled blue cheese. Now, Brussels sprouts growing up, you know how like when you're a kid, oh, you don't like vegetables or you're bing your parents, be it broccoli, be it
this, be it that. And I never like Brussels sprout. They're stinky. However, if you roast them a little bit, right, and then you put the crumble on with a little drizzle of olive oil. I mean, how good is that? So, there's so much beautifulness in it, right? >> Well, I like all vegetables. I don't think there's any vegetable I don't like. >> Right. >> Right. My sister makes the best like I
think my favorite dish um on Thanksgiving is her Brussels sprouts and they're just like, you know, Thanksgiving there's twice as much everything. They're like burnt burnt like a burnt like a burnt but not burnt. You know what I mean? >> Oh, they're just really they're really good. You know, I won a poetry contest about limema bean. I don't think I still like limema beans, but I did win a poetry contest when I was in second grade. I was actually
>> I don't like limema beans that that little bean is it? Well, beans are vegetables in a way. >> Beans, right? >> Yeah. But I don't like limema beans. Well, you could learn you maybe could sometimes it's mental but something like mental meaning like you have an upset but like like you can maybe come towards it. The limema bean not a navy bean but the limema bean it depending on how you
season it. Now I know this is weird but I have this thing for basil. I don't know what's up with that. Like sweets. It smells good and there's something to Okay, so then I'm because I still have my butician license even though I'm not actively using it. But I remember long ago a class remember Aveda I don't even know if they have it anymore. Aveda it was like a certain line they talk about
Avita. Vita, >> is it like shampoo? >> Shampoo and stuff. But they talk about they talk about um the memory of like say skin lotion you have or like you know like you have like you smell gasoline or fresh cross grass or fire your fireplace. It takes you right back to childhood. Isn't that amazing and weird how that can do that? like
>> we don't pay a lot of attention to scent. >> Scent and um >> I think scent is like the most underrated >> underrated. >> And if you Okay. And if you I'll say something and then I'm going to dip out again. You young lady. Oh my god, I'm in so much trouble
tonight. A my friend A if you instead of just talking just don't get mad about the Bible if you talked like this and I got to know you then I might say but what are you okay what are you reading over there instead of first coming that way this way I'm like wow she's real she's she I can meet her where she's at I I can join as like a a friend a memory
and then maybe we'll talk about that versus if you go the reverse way and you do it I get scared like oh holier than the wait fair judgement I'm brimstone A lot of people think I think I'm holier than now because I'm doing the Bible. I'm doing Bible reading because I always wanted to know. >> You always wanted to >> what's in the Bible and it I'm I'm going from p I'm going straight through in order
>> right >> whenever I have a chance. So >> my grandfather was um you know he was always very skeptical his whole life but then when he was 70s or 80s he read the Bible from beginning to end. Mhm. >> understand the Bible. >> But but like I'm >> and I'm doing it verbally because I feel like there might be people in my family
who you know >> you know the visual I got Alexandra I you know what I got when you're talking the visual I got is like I know this is like child like a child's book like you know the books you open up and they pop up like the little things right. So if you're talking if it could just pop up, if the Bible pieces could pop up and
where I can visual like go back because I wasn't there or was I right like in a past life. So I'm kind of like I'm taking the viewpoint of per perceptions of people that were there and then I listen to the story and I can't relate it to my real time. But but yet if I could be like talking to you and we're walking around and we're living life and
then you go, "Oh, that reminds me of that story." versus talk about the story first and then bring me. That's the switch up. That's the switch up that I'm having a hard time and I'm hoping that you're flexible enough to hear me and and allow maybe a discernment in there just a little bit because um yeah, all of the above. Oh my gosh. >> Well, my Bible reading is it's actually
kind of a selfish thing I'm doing. And I'll tell you, um, >> every time I do the reading, you you know, since I've been reading the Bible, I have had so many themes from it >> basic, like you just said, pop up occur in my day-today life to where I do catch myself sometimes just having conversations with people, like if I'm
at the grocery store or whatever, >> and they'll tell me something, and then it does take me in my mind to maybe a recent um book of the Bible that I read. >> So, wait, I got to I got to jump. >> So, for me, I'm I'm just kind of doing it to expand my own knowledge base because when I read things out loud, I
remember them better than when I, you know, just read to myself. >> I didn't know that as a person out here, FYI, judgmental like girl, like way over here, like why? and I look at that, but now hearing you in real time describe the wise and so forth, it makes I'm a little a lot more like, oh, because
otherwise my wall was up like, wait, what? And it's like a resistance. Now, I want to say to you, too, um, I like that when you read it, maybe for selfish reasons or that you always wanted to, but you happen to be putting on a format out into the public, right? Which is freedom. Well, it's on my it's on my personal channel, my Alexandra channel.
>> I know. I know. I know. I know. But but what I like about what you just said is what you're reading it and going through it, right, page to page. But I like when later and you go to the grocery store and you're out like walking around, all of a sudden like the popup book, something comes up and then you're like, "Oh, that's what they meant." Because the brain works in a way. I'm thinking you're reading it educationally. you're
taking it in and trying to learn it, but it's hard to flip it into the real life, our human life and we're flawed, right? And we sometimes get like in fear and judgment and and but it's so cool that if you can say, "Wait, oh, that's why that is." And then you put it together and it resonates versus just reading. >> Sometimes I do like um a personal
thought before I get into whatever chapter of whatever book of the Bible it is that I'm in. Right now I'm in like the most boring of the books which is Chronicles because it just you know it's like a list of genealogy and names. >> But I for me the whole thing is an exercise. It's an exercise in my pronunciation of things. It's an
exercise when it comes to me knowing the concrete details of what's in the Bible. It's a exercise in my spirituality because I do believe that there is a level of power within any sort of religious text that you read >> and I do see a lot of the manifestations of that in my life. It's a very interesting thing.
>> So, you know what I >> most importantly because it's audio I I really want some of my family members who are younger than me to you know who might be a little bit resistant to anything spiritual. you know, forget about Christianity as, you know, >> Christianity. That's my choice. But I I
just want my younger family members >> to kind of view spirituality as a cool thing because a lot of the young kids, they don't believe in anything, right? >> And really, that's what I do take issue with >> and it lives on. And um I want to say um yeah, and I want to say to you um now I forgot my thought. Wait, wait, wait.
>> I'm sorry. No, don't worry. I was trying to jump in, but you wouldn't stop. So, that said to me, >> I wouldn't let you. >> No, you wouldn't let me. Which meant you needed to go on, which was what we were talking about before. If you let me, then then like spirit like in my mind was like, okay, wait, let me turn the baton over to her because she's got something to add. And then you go back and we go back and forth, right? Like a
friendly sword match, so to speak. But, um, but um, yeah. No, it's so good. It's all good. I'm really I'm really pleased um to see that within you. Um there you there's you have so much um I you're just you're just thriving. Don't worry about that. You're the 47
48. I don't give a You're just thriving. You're just beginning and everything like you say like he said it it brings you to here but there is some regrets or maybe some choices but it doesn't matter. And don't worry and don't quit saying like, "Oh, I'm getting so old." No, you're to me you're so young and so beautiful and you just need to like flower and whatever that is to be and I'm not going to say anymore
because we're on live stream and the world is kind of mean a lot of these people so I'm not going to say it um out loud and I don't need to. But um I I feel very much forgiveness is a big thing and you can't make someone do it and sometimes it is too late and sometimes people don't forgive you back so you do it for you or sometimes you
forgive but you can't forget. There's just so many chapters and layers to it and we keep as long as we we we keep I don't know there's so deep and I just so much enjoy. Thank you for letting me speak. Thank you for letting me hear. Thank you for letting me uh let Thank you, Joanie, for like being open and forgiving and not judgmental. And thank
you, Joe, for being such an and saying that I'm some old I appreciate you. Thank you for that. You You hillbilly hip. >> He ain't young. You old You ugly. No, just kidding. You racist. No, I didn't say any of that. No, no, but thank you. >> He is those things. Yes, >> you no good rotten. No, but listen, he
knows. And even in that quite often, I I do. >> Thank you, Joe. Thank you. >> right. All right. I gotta go. I gotta >> Yeah, go. Uh I gotta go uh like uh I don't know, feed a bird, pet a cat, um do something. Maybe pee again. Anyway, TMI. All of the above. >> All the above and then some. All at
once. And always remember like just like what is the Bob Barker when he say about the animal stay >> always wipe from front to back is all I got to say. >> Well I mean right right all right I'm out scooting. I love you guys. All right
peace out good night. I'm not sleeping anywhere. Trust me I'll be up all night but night to you for real. >> and namaste you >> All right >> for real. Namaste. Sa sol. Bye. Love you. Bye. >> Love you. >> Bye. Bye. >> Yeah. Great conversation. A great conversation. It's also great to like, you know, people we don't think we can get along with sometimes or or we have
judgments about if we talk to them, it's a completely different thing. And I I love >> I'm glad that she brought up a few things because, you know, I didn't I knew when I started the Bible reading on my Alexandre channel, it was probably going to be perceived a certain way. I I didn't know that. But um
that's just what my channel over there is right now. You know, it just kind of is. But I'm happy about it because that's a big part of who I am right now. >> Yeah. And and I'm sorry if I ever put any judgment on that. That that wasn't serious. It's like >> I don't think any Well, I it's a lot of
times people are afraid to say anything to me. I have come to that realization. So, it's nice to, you know, get real solid authentic feedback about what people think and you know, maybe I need to do an explanation stream one day about why you you know what I was just telling your friend because that's what it is. There's a lot
of reasons I'm doing that page by page reading of the Bible. It's not so much to convince anyone to be Christian. It's more so just so I can know exactly what is in the Bible. It's so that it it's a sort of almost like a ritual for me to you know I I try to do it every day. I don't
get to do it every single day, but >> it it just it it has done something for me that I've needed. So after the Bible, I guess I'll have to read something else. I don't know. I do want to I do want to check out those streams and I want to check out your your live stream. >> Well, wait until I'm out of the book of
Chronicles because Chronicles I am struggling through that because it's just >> basically a genealogical list of names and it it's just it it's almost become almost like a dear diary before I get into the actual reading of you know whatever the chapter is because some of those names
It it's a little bit of a humbling experience trying to pronounce some of those names, but >> it I I do like that that book exists because it's kind of like a review of everything I've read so far. >> So, I I I'm excited about the New Testament. Um let me let me see how many
more chapters I have before I get there. >> Yeah. I mean, I did read I did read what is considered the Torah, like which is like um the first five books of the Bible. I think it's Genesis, um, Leviticus Exodus Deuteronomy and Numbers. And those are the first five books, which is the tradition. And I read that I read the Cabala explanation of them where they get into Lilith and things like that. And uh, we have we
have you do have Joy. >> Wait, I I I have one more thing. There's never one more thing. Right. Right. A, my friend. A, I I had I want to say something to you. I I I'm very visual and I do my head always goes to movies. Okay. So, so even though I'm older than you, like I like my movie, it doesn't matter. Just feel me on this, sis. Feel me on this. I'm thinking of the last
scene in Oprah Winfrey, the color purple. And do you remember the scene with Sugar? She's >> And I have purple. I have a purple light on right now. >> And I was purple light. Yes. Purple rain. No, we won't talk about him. But oh my god, what a talent. >> Well, I like Prince. Hello. Hello. Hello, Dolly. But listen, the last scene and what you talked about your dad, not to be personal, but the little bit I
know and I get it kind of, but not but I'm pretty intuitive. What I want to say to you is the last scene when she was like quote a sinner. What her dad was very Baptist maybe southern like blah blah blah the black church right in the old days and she was just singing and walking down the if you remember the last scene you know shuge that one and she's singing and she's got a beautiful voice and her dad's all judgmental and
cut him out of the life. I'm thinking about you for some reason with this. And then the dad when she comes in like daddy and he opened up he was like in that old black like the black cape or the the robe or whatever and he opened up his big arms and brought her in and it was so beautiful and I don't know why but I mentioned it to Psyche another the other day about that movie when you were
talking not talking to you yet and I just want you to know in a weird way when I think about your dad or whatever that like the old school and that relig and then yet in the end he wanted to love 's daughter and she only wanted love from him, but there was like judgment and fear, but in the end, she got to do it while they were still above the grass, as they say. All right, that's all I got. I got to go because
otherwise I'm >> No, I'm glad you said that. >> I hope that I hope that landed. Did that land? Should I say a little bit more? Do you got it? Did you get it? >> You want to? >> No. No. I think I Go ahead. Go. Go. >> Well, I think about my I think about my dad a lot. >> I know. I know. >> I know. I started that Bible reading. um around the time that I learned that he was sick.
>> Mhm. >> And um it helped me get through >> some of the tougher times before he um >> Yes. crossed over. >> Mhm. >> Yes. >> And it's just >> it's a part of Yeah. >> Right. >> Yeah. It's something that I will do to
completion because >> I feel that >> he's with me. >> In those moments >> Yes. >> because I was, you know, I told him that I'd started the project and I remember I was on the phone with his sister >> while I was at his house while um I was telling him that and his sister said,
"No one reads the Bible cover to cover." And I was like, "Well, I do." And then my dad piped up um and he was like, >> "MY DAUGHTER DOES A LOT of things that people don't." Yes. >> The apple of his eye. >> No matter what the disagreements and and whatever. And um and the diversity and the difference and the color. I don't
mean color like that. I mean colorfulness of the soul spirit lifestyle. You know what I'm saying? So So it's it's it's um it's so good. And now he's such like a guardian angel and a guide to you in a weird way. I whatever we call the >> all the time I can feel my dad's presence around me pretty often. >> Yes. >> All right. I love you. Gotta go. I gotta
go cuz I'm uh >> Oh, maybe. >> Well, you might come back. You might like >> 10 minutes. You might come back. Especially you're in the new revelations. That's when the mostly Jews have to cut off. No, we don't believe that. But I'm like, "Wait, why not?" Like, "Wait, I want Christmas, too." So, >> she's kind of funny. I'm like, "Don't
leave." I like her. She's actually kind of funny. >> Oh, thank you very much. See Joe. See Joe. And by the way, can I talk When can I talk on NorCal? I've been waiting very patiently to talk >> You have some Go ahead, Joe. >> Okay. I'm going to stuff us up here. Most of us up here don't have families.
We're single. We have nothing to do. So, we join panel. But Norcal is like a six-year-old guy with a family. And this knows all the lore. Like your family. >> He's addicted to I hate loser. >> I love going to Psyches. Like he's like, I can't stop going there.
>> Dude, every Nobody has a family here but NorCal. And the still here all day. >> Maybe your family. Maybe me. You should grow up and be your own family and >> Oh, I thought you were 10 minutes ago. I entertain. thought you had to go to bed at 10 minutes ago. >> he doesn't have to go to bed. I ain't >> I'm saying going anywhere,
>> Come on. >> I mean, everyone. >> Go ahead, >> Psyche. You have a bunch of people in your chat right now, so I'm pretty sure that you're Oh my god. >> Oh my god, I'm scared. I'm so scared. Oh my god. You have a bunch of people. >> I think people are enjoying the conversation. I think >> please enjoy now. Go take care of your
family. Stop getting old. Go take care of your family. You >> No, no, no, no, no. Here's what I don't want. I don't listen. Listen, Joe. Shush a second. I don't know the NorCal. I don't know the the the lore, as they say. And I just I'm up here for a different purpose. So, even though I enjoy the freedom of speech and you go and its content, I kind of want to dip because I don't want to be associated
with it and have that like kind of ick energy. Not that you do you. And I'm not saying you're wrong. Trust me. You got me. You got me. >> But don't let him chase you because he did interject saying what he said specifically to make you uncomfortable. >> He plays that game. That's why we take that word from Oh, I'm taking it
from not going to be able to have that effect. >> A little bit of a life mission. >> But see, then I then I this is what I say. No matter what I think of the little circle on my TV that says J O with the little that little face on there in the screen. Here's what I want to say about you. Chew. Here's what I want to say about you. I want to say this to you for for the all the bad and
the nasty you say. I say you do. You said some really cool stuff about psyche, our friend here, and and you add it in and you were complimentary and you let your little belly show, your little soft underbelly, even if like you think you're not like slash I didn't say you were gay, but you even kind of flirted in a funny way and you weren't like all like weird. So there's a lot of good to
you, my friend. There's a lot of good. So I have to give you grace for that. Do you understand me? Even though like you're >> good night. Good night, Angel. Whatever. Don't tell me what to do. is awesome. >> >> You're an >> Conversation. >> Always remember to wipe from front to back. All right.
>> See, that's >> now a A my A salute sister P. Thank you. And Joe, thank you for allowing yourself to be such a dick that I let myself let Alexandra Alexandra in tonight because trust me, I probably wouldn't have and I Hi, buddy. See, you're good people. You
just are a little messed up. It's all good. I forgive you, too. I'm watching you. Be nicer. Be nicer. Be nicer. >> You haven't stopped talking for three hours. >> I'll talk all I want cuz I got lips, teeth, and a tongue. What do you think about seven minutes? It's kind of sexy. All right. Good night. Goodbye. >> All right. But anyway, I'll go when I
want. By the way, >> I love you, too. No, I do. And Alexandra, she's cool. And Joe, you're good. Okay. too. I know you're just insecure and you're deflecting. Don't worry, buddy. We see you. We love you anyway. It's okay. Come out of the closet, bro. Just kidding. I'm so kidding. All right. Got to go. I got to plant my very early.
Why are you an animal, Jamie? Why are you >> Okay. Uh, you're an animal. All right. I got to go pet my >> animal. Look at the birdie. Look at the birdie. The life outside your door. Give her a little burger kiss before you leave. Give somebody a little burger kiss. >> All right. All right. All right. Peace out, you guys. Really, by the way, there's four squares. I don't know if Brady Bunch, Hollywood Squares, whatever
you want. You want to sing a tune? The Brady Bunch. What do you want to sing? >> The Brady Bunch. The >> What do you want to sing before I go? Hey,
but not for me. Love was out to get you. Yes. Or like this. Happy together. I can't see me. >> Can you say goodbye 20 minutes ago? Good night. Good night. >> Good night, Irene. Good night, Johnny boy.
>> Good night. >> Alex, shut the hell up. >> Oh, buddy. Can't you just Can you just >> Okay. >> All right. >> Did you ever apologize, Alexandra? By the way, I just >> All right, I'm out. All right, we're going. We're going to the next chapter. Wait, >> same as the first. I'm Henry VII. I am I >> Okay, gotta go. Bye.
>> you're Henry VII. Oh, you fat king. >> Oh, come on, Joe. You know what, Joe? >> You met your match. She can out talk you and that's good. >> Jo is a great unbelievable. I mean, it's like J
and Jo. It's It's conducive to being conversationalist. >> I'm a Jay, you know, and I'm the only Jay my parents have. >> You are. You are. That's true. Go ahead. Go talk to Alexander for a second. Go ahead, Joe. >> All right, let's talk. >> I sing a song to Jamie. >> Oh, you want to sing this to Jamie in
the chat? Okay, go ahead. >> I got to use the bathroom. I'll be I'll be back in a few minutes. >> Okay. Love you. >> Oh, you got to take a You got to take a big >> Joe, don't be don't be disgusted. >> Well, I have to do something and that's all you need to know. >> on my chest.
>> Oh, Joe, stop. I'm sorry, >> but can I say one thing to Journey? >> Sometimes I thank God for unanswered prayers. Just because I called Jamie a doesn't mean I don't care.
Just because whenever somebody said to me, "Why do you like Psyche?" I said, "You know what, I don't like Psyche. I love Psyche. He's a best friend to me." Well, thank you. >> So, don't you ever ask me why. It's all >> Thank you. You know what? You know what? And I love I love the people that love me, you know, and I do love the people. And even if they even some people that
hate me, I I still love because, you know, I'm a loving person. I don't really have room for hate, but it's like there's some people that have done some like a porn porn bombing my show or telling people to like not so not uh not go to my show or like you know that I'm like a piece of garbage or whatever which has been >> No, you're not
>> said more than a more than more than a few times recently. you know, I will still forgive those people because I'm a forgiving person and I don't have I don't >> if I think about if I think about who do I hate, I really just don't hate anybody. I I like I I I love people and I see people are are very different and
and uh >> I hate Q5. So >> you hate him. Okay. Can I Did you see the Did you see the video with Q and I? We there's a there's a fantasy video I want to show you real quick. This is um >> he's having sex with you. all >> Yeah. >> No, he did. He's not having sex with me. But he but she did make a video and I do want to share her video and everyone
subscribe to IP. >> Let me see it. Let me see. >> Have you seen it yet? You haven't seen it yet. Okay. >> No, I haven't seen it. Please show it if you don't mind. >> This is called Join the Cult. Okay. This is called Join the Cult. Okay. And Alexandra made this and she's very talented and there's a lot of details in this more >> than you would even even know. Here you go. And uh enjoy this everybody.
>> let me enjoy the voice. >> Yeah, >> Said he could see me before I even spoke. >> Oh yeah. >> I don't know about that, but I'm still here.
A that's like you
projection. Everybody swears that they got the truth. Then you show up on my feet like a premonition. Cards on the table. Digital vision. You say, "Boy, I avoiding." Yeah. You got a way of making silence feel. They say you're dangerous. Say
it's all a game, but you're the only one calling me by name. You said join the no, no pressure, just getting closer to your own judge. But what's that worth when you ain't even join the shame, no hiding, no more
truth. Join the cult.
Yeah. Yeah. You say come see me. Don't overthink it. But I freeze every time I get close to the edge of it. Cuz the world's got more. Something about you got me questioning conclusions. Every symbol, every line you draw feels like truth I've been running from. And the voices
in my head keep telling me to run. But I'm tired of hiding from who I might become.
But what's worth ain't even joining the script. >> Join the cult. Why does like bornsisk?
No more asking, no more waiting, no more living like I'm fading. Join the life, your direction, no more mass, no more protection. Let them say, let them say what they want. You don't know them, the person you're not. Join
the keep your heart. Every step forward means everything they told you to hold. You find yourself when you join the >> Hell yeah. I love this dude. >> You said the future's just a choice I make. >> Not something written.
>> Who the hell is this? >> I'll find out. >> Is that Joe Chile? >> Who the Joe? >> Is this little creepy? >> It's Joker. >> Is that Joe Shitley? >> Joe. What the Joker's alive. Holy What a good to see you, Joker. >> I thought you were dead, bro. I thought
you literally thought you died. >> Thought you died. >> Oh, good to see you. >> I thought after Good Time stopped streaming. I thought you disappeared >> Well, you put the headphones on your from ears like they're That's the way they were. Like, put them on your ears, dumb ass. >> Nice. Joker's still nice to me. Joker could have like >> one of my headphones is broken. >> Joker could have left me alone. Nice though. >> I think he still wants to come over.
Joker, you're so open invitation. If you need to move in some place, you're the only person I would let move in. You know, >> all right, S. Don't get >> I know I I'll sit on that couch. You can take the bed over, you know. Really? I >> You can live with me. You can live with me. Calm down, Psychi. Wow. >> Okay, I'm going to shut up. I'm going to shut up. Okay. I'm so sorry. >> No, don't shut up. Just shut your dick
off. >> You know what I'm smoking right now? >> I'm smoking, dude. I'm smoking OG Skywalker. >> Oh, that sounds >> Hell yeah. >> Well, it's basically weed. It's basically you're smoking weed, dumbass. I don't care if you call it Darth Vader. It's weed. >> Oh, I'm smoking Darth Vader. No, you're smoking weed >> in the running. Poison's in the running for
>> Darth Vader. It's OG Skywalker. >> I'm smoking C3PO. >> Oh my god. >> It's OG Skywalker, dude. >> Look what I got, dude. Oh, what's in there? Apple juice. Oh, that's in a bottle. Wow. You got piss in a bottle. Apple juice. Tequila. I'm about to bring
it over right now. >> That's definitely apple juice in piss. That's definitely apple. Oh, that's piss. Actually, that was piss. >> It's not open. It's not open. >> You ever seen beat's >> My neighbors had a wedding and then I got some apple juice in the mail. Yo,
they said Joe that you're a you're a homo sapien. >> Oh, thank you chat. Thank you for saying that. Thank you. I really appreciate >> Yeah, we know Joe's a homo. We all know very on this bottle of tequila. Look at right there. >> Damn. You should drink some of that tequila. >> I'm going to drink it right now.
But like Saki is the only gay guy that gets no ass. Like the gay and get >> I don't I don't I haven't had sex in three years and and the Joker. I'm >> exactly Joker. I don't want anybody. I don't want anybody but Joker. >> What are you What is that? What are you rubbing? What the is >> I'm rubbing my Hey guys, you know, by the way, it was Beeta's birthday. I I do want to like I do have a happy birthday
surprise for Beeta. I mean, if >> What is it? What's the prize? What's the >> Okay, hold on one second. I got it. present? >> Good. Show her. Give her a little birthday present. >> This is my happy This is my happy birthday to Bea. >> Okay, I got it. I got it, guys. You ready? Here it is.
>> Happy birthday, Beta. Happy 51, beta. This is for beta's birthday. >> Hey everybody, >> turning 51. >> He loves that. >> She's over half a century old. VA's over half a century. He go on fire
around
the sparkle.
drive out her way in her wild wild heart. He's a burning flame. It's all she needs. reason for the sparkle in her eyes. >> Is that really true? Is that really
true? >> Is that why she has that sparkle in her >> I thought you were dead. Shut up. You eye? were dead. >> Is that why she has a sparkle in her eye? >> There she is. Kiss that chicken, baby. ABC. It's alleny.
Little >> screen. >> Yeah, it's not part of sexy actually. VA exposed. >> Well, she's 55 years old. Vita, happy 75th birthday. We We love
>> imagine being halfway to 100, VA. You're halfway to 100. Yo, the Sorry about that. >> So, uh, Joe Shitley, how are you doing, Joe Shitley? >> I'm doing now that I see you. I literally thought you were dead. Good to see you, big dog. You're like a ghost time at what happened to Good Times?
>> He gave a little weight. Can I tell you in the prison? He's in jail for the How long? You look a little fat, Ashley. You fat >> He's in jail. >> Good time is in jail. >> Not till tomorrow when he goes to court. Not till tomorrow. >> He's going to jail. >> Then he'll be in jail. Then he'll be in jail. >> Why is he going to jail, dude?
>> Because he had to drive to that gas station on Easter. Damn it. >> Oh, that was tequila. Oh my god. Tequila shot. >> All he wanted was one little Easter beer. Just one little Easter beer. And the cops were stalking him. The cops were stalking him. Okay. >> You little soul. >> Oh my god. >> A Joker. Joker.
>> You know, you were always nice to me. Like, and you didn't need you didn't need to be You could have been mean to me. You could have been like some kind of like most of these straight right? But you were actually kind. You've also told all your stories on the chat, even if they're embarrassing. >> I just want to say, guys, this guy's a really his name is Mr. Extendo. Xteter
Nen Gio. I just want to say >> it looks like General Coer's grandchild. >> I've been doing streams lately. They've been getting a lot of views. I just like >> Yeah. Yeah. And you know, guys, if you go over his streams, he he'll um play your song requests and stuff like that. And he doesn't even charge for it. I mean, it's like I I >> went to a stream once and I felt gayer than ever when I went to his stream. >> Oh, no. Look what we have here. Look
what we have here. >> No, it better be >> everybody. Oh my turn your camera off. >> That's be his boyfriend. >> >> He said He said he wants to wear some knickers. Okay. >> He didn't say that. He said trigger.
Trigger. Trigger. >> I don't know. But, you know, Alandre, Alexander is bringing that word back because, you know, some people do deserve that word, you know, and so I mean, it's and it's I don't think I don't think black people deserve that word, but some people do, you know, and so let's use a word. >> That's true. You're a dude. Sig, you're a Sig. Sig, you're a
Okay. >> Oh my god. Psyche. Oh my god. >> Yeah. Oh my Oh my gosh. Did I say it? Oh my gosh. Sig, you are >> racist son of a Racist son of a Oh my gosh. Oops. Oops. I did it again. Right. >> Sing wasn't that racist. >> Okay. Britney Spears. Hey, Joker. Do you like my new tattoo, Joker? Do you see my new tattoo?
>> Yeah, sure. >> Nice nipples. Nice nips. >> There we go. Hold on. I I do get a new tattoo. Here we go. >> It said Go ahead. Show him. BK J. Show him. Psychi. >> Hold on. Put Let me put over my head. Here we go. >> Well, take your shirt off. Gay guy. >> I mean, you're already gay. You should just take the show. >> I'm I'm so gay. Here we go. Here we go.
Here we go. >> Look at this. Or take a look at that. Oh, >> you like that? There we go. >> Oh, that's cool. >> That's cool. >> Thank you so much. >> I love it. >> I love it, too. >> Yeah. You've been working out, you've been working out, big dog. >> Remember Joker when he when he did the he flexed for me?
>> You look like you've been in the Awitz. >> Yeah, I know. I I I'm in the Awitz. I'm in the Awitz workout program, you know. Yeah, it's working out. >> I love you, >> everybody. But here we go. Can I remove that? They came out so much. I may have the the BKG say But uh Okay. But anyway, that is
my tattoo. And I love >> Paige is in the chat. >> Paige is there. >> Hey, Paige. Paige, come on. Talk to Joker. Come on. Come on up, Paige. If you can come on up. Come on. I I don't think you guys have talked to each other since he drew that picture of you. He has a crush. I know he has a crush. Look at his face. He's turning red. >> Oh, no. No.
>> Can I tell you my theory about Perry Page? Can I tell you my theory? I think she's like a like a court girl that drives the beer around and I think that's why she's an alcoholic because she drives >> Oh, come on. Joe, come on. >> All right. All right. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. >> Don't say that. Don't say that. But you
know, you know what I love, you know, you know, Brandon can say stuff about people and then it's like and then it's like and then Paige is like I don't care like like she really doesn't she Paige is this kind of I don't give a chick with like you >> when all else fails blaming on Joker know when all else fail is cool as and Paige is like stay with me since the
beginning like like really every like when everyone else left me Joker's still here Joe's still here and and Paige is still here and uh I really appreciate >> I love you guys. >> I like you know what it might sound gay but I love Sy. He's my best friend. >> It's okay. Let's get Let's get gay. We can get gay with >> No, I'm gay. I'm gay. >> I want you started streaming on this
channel. Psych. >> I started streaming on like this the cult of or the cult of psyche which was called psyche awakens at the time. This >> is a cult. Now it's a cult. Okay. Okay. >> Yeah. And and seriously Christine that old I mean, seriously. I mean, not not to like say anything about anybody, but yeah, she's like she's like she's like, "Oh, now you know how it feels." Blah, blah, blah.
You can't come up. Okay, Paige. Well, Paige, can you send can you send Joker some love? Cuz I remember remember when he drew you. >> Your neck was like this long. It was like as longer than my neck. He had he had you kind of like this like I don't know my neck long enough. He had you with like a giraffe neck and these earrings. That was Joker. Oh, you're
drawing. I want to draw a Joker right now. I'm gonna my notepad out. >> All right. Can I say something? There was one video where Paige was like, you gay guy. Shut up. You gay. Shut up, you gay guy. >> There was one time Paige was like going live. She had these little tiny Daisy Dukes on and I was like, I need to watch this video 10 more time.
>> Daisy, what did the page after? >> Wait, what did you say? Joe Shiffley. >> I didn't say anything. So, watch out. >> I didn't hear that. >> Joker. >> Say it again. Joe Shipley. >> I'm not going to repeat myself. >> I bet you won't. I bet you won't say. >> I'm drawing Joker. >> She's wearing these little shorts. And
she was like, "Oh, you want me to serve you a drink?" I said, "Serve me three of them bitch." >> Joker, I'm drawing you right now. Here we go. >> Draw a Joker. Just draw a cigarette. Draw a gay guy with like a >> You want to see my painting, dude? >> Your paint? Draw General Cluster. Draw General Cluster and it will look like Joker's grand. >> I have Joker's picture. Here's Joker right here. You ready? I I already drew
it. Here's Joker. >> Well, we can see it right now, but show his picture. Oh my god. Oh my god. That's you. Joker. >> Oh, he's showing you. He's showing you too, Psyche. He's showing a picture of you. >> Oh, is that me? Oh my god. >> Yeah, that's you. Oh my god. >> Joker. Joker. How much? How much? I'll pay for the shipping for that. Okay. I'll pay for the shipping. That is
awesome. Actually, I would I'll buy that. I'll actually >> I'll put over my TV more. >> How much you willing to pay? I'll pay $30 for that. >> Oh my god. We're doing a bidding war. Okay. Well, but Joker, I will pay for the shipping. If you can send that to me, I'll pay for the shipping and just just doesn't mean the amount. I'll send you the amount for the shipping. Okay.
>> Imagine how much stander beat his stinky old panties. Oh my god. Is that Joker? >> I forgot his nose. Hold I got I got to do his nose. Hold on one second. There we go. There I got it. Now I got it. >> I got to go to bed. I have to go cigarette. >> It's like, bro, I have to let turn my >> There you go. Now you again. You got to sick camera.
go too. >> I'll send you this one. You want this one, too? I'll send you this one. >> Yes, I want that. What the is that? Oh my god. >> That's my cutie. That's my cutie. >> Oh, that was Joker. I'm sorry. I don't know. I thought it was >> I was to show the the broke by bouncing again because you know
>> no don't do it. >> No no no no. Yeah. Well yes yes yes. I mean because you know Joker and I in the summertime we actually ran. >> I don't care. >> We actually so happy to see Joker. Stop making him >> away. I would leave too. >> I love I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid to say it. I love >> scaring him. You're scaring him a little.
>> It's okay. It's okay, Joker. Don't be offended. I love you. I love you. And you know what, Joker? >> I would do anything for you. Like really, like Joker, >> he's basically my father into the community because he was the one that >> "You're like a father, Derek Joker. said, You're like a father figure." He said, "Sye, here's how I started streaming." And Benny wouldn't even give me this
information, but Joker Joker gave me the information to start and following and stuff like that. Benny didn't even do this. Benny was I don't know if Benny was like whatever but but uh >> he was gatekeeping. He was gatekeeping. >> He was gatekeeping. But but I do have this thing to show you guys. >> Gatekeeping. >> Guys, >> this is this is this is called true romance. This is this is what happens
when like you know >> when real people fall in love. This is this is a real thing right here. >> Oh my gosh. >> Here we go. always has its own. >> Remember that time in Brokeback Mountain. >> This is looking for work as a gift. You get in here pronto. >> Psyches. is convulsing.
>> Well, since we're going to be working together. >> There he is. >> Breaking. It's time we start drinking together. A >> What's my >> Is your percolated? Make your sprite. >> It's like when a cup of coffee sounds.
>> Do you know somebody named Jack? >> We're just fishing buddies. >> You want me to take my shirt off? >> We're just We're just fishing buddies. We're just fishing. >> You know it could be like this. Just like this. Always. >> We're not. We're just fishing. >> Grab hold of us in the wrong place and we're dead. Reptile. >> Boy sure found a way to make the time pass up there. >> You don't go up there to fish. You don't
know nothing about >> nice. I've never seen enough darn ass to see my winner and I'll show her. >> You have no idea how bad it gets. >> If you can't fix it, you got a standard. >> I wish I knew how to quit you. >> I wish I could quit you. I wish I could quit you.
I wish I could quit you, Psyche.
It's the best. >> Actually, my sister, I've never seen you so happy before. She's like, I Where's that? I've never seen that smile before in my life. >> I've never seen you so happy, Joker. Like, or not, Joker, like Psychi, you're really happy that I was just around, dude. I was just around.
>> I know. I guys it's completely >> they edited it so well though. They >> That was a trip kick video. That was >> I don't want to quit you. really good. They edited it to where it makes me look like it was like a compilation of like four different or five different >> remember because you said you you didn't want to see her busy or I don't
>> something about a bushy >> bushy tears. >> Oh, look at that champagne. Apple juice almost cried here. I'm gonna take a one shot. Here we go. >> That's actually pissed. It's actually piss. Oh, chug that piss.
>> Whoa. >> I'm getting drunk tonight, guys. >> Hell yeah. >> Hey, I got some hair in my chest. I think I got something hammer. >> There you go. >> The next time somebody says, "Why do you like psych?" I'll be like, "I don't want to quit psyche." I don't want to quit him. >> What's cracking here? Hey, guys. This is the best. This the best show on YouTube if you haven't noticed. If you haven't
noticed, this is the best. Like a whole place of apple juice, though. Are you drunk? >> It's apple. High vitamin. >> Tequila. It is tequila in there. It is tequila in there. Look at this bottle of >> It was totally pissed. It was actually tequila. >> wedding. They had this. They had this bottle of tequila. >> Whole bottle of tea. Drink it. >> I can't drink it whole. I mean, I have
to drink it with a lot of apple juice. >> It's not piss.
>> Let's do it. I don't I get drunk as The first was in the middle of nowhere. He was on the street like abandoned street on a skateboard, >> right? Remember this? >> And then he was on the street on a skateboard. I was like, "This guy is so cute and funny and cool." >> And then he talked to me and >> he's so cute. >> You're so cute.
>> And he had an Indian friend and his Indian friend and him were like lifting weights in the backyard. I was like, "Can you guys do a flex show?" And they took off their shirts and they started flexing it for me and I was like, "Okay, I'm >> And then you jerked off." And then you jerked off. >> I'm in love forever. Remember your Indian friend that came over and you're you were flexing in the backyard for me. You really >> His name was His name was Kartik. The
Indian >> Yeah, the Indian guy. That was awesome. Like really. And you flexed for me. You You took off your shirts and you were like And I was like, >> they grounded you. That's sexy. big round. >> I'm in I wasn't I wasn't I still in heaven have it and Joker is like >> Joker. I'm sorry. I don't want I don't want to embarrass you or anything, but you're a really
>> I'm sorry about that, Joker. >> You're a really cute guy, Joker. And I and I'm sorry, if you ever need anybody to stay in California, I'm not all you take the bedroom and you can lock the door and stuff like that. And >> you could always go straight to hell, too. You can always go straight to hell if you want. Joker, >> it's like you need to drink some more tequila. So,
>> I know I do. I do. But Joker, I'm missing it worse. I don't know. >> I don't know. >> Harassment lawsuit against me or something. Hey, >> bring another champagne. >> By the way, his name is Mr. T. I want
you guys Joker. Are you my mod? You're you're a mod of mine, right? If you're not, just come in the chat. I'll make you a mod. I want you to p I'm but I do have trolls and stuff but everyone here tonight I don't think I've hidden one person tonight. I think everyone has >> it's been a really cool chat. Really really cool. I just want to thank everyone for being respectful and it's I
think I have to I the trash took itself out of my chat you know and I think I just have good people here you know. I'm >> tell Joker what you want him to do to so you. Tell Joker what you want him to do >> Whatever he wants to do. He wants to tie to you. me up and and and I would let him. I would joker. You want to have a fantasy or you just like, you know, put me in 20.
>> Yes, I do. Whatever you want to do, whatever he wants to do, what whatever his fantasy is, I will make his fantasy come true. >> I'm crawling to bed right now. >> I'm trying to crawl upstairs to >> I'm sorry. Maybe I went too far. I went too far. Okay. I always go too far. But with Joker, if you want to like put me in a suitcase in 25 pieces, I probably
>> Yeah. Like if you're single, Joker, let it. Psyche, if you're single, like he wants to say a little something to you. >> Oh, he Oh my god. Got a little >> Now you made it weird. Joe, why did you >> No, you made it weird. You made it too. >> I did not I did not make it weird. >> I just want to hold you, Joker. I was
>> I did I say that? Oh my gosh. No. No, I gay. just You didn't say that. I made it up. >> I am embarrassed now. Wow. Joker, I'm sorry. Joker. Joker. It was It was a joke. Joker. Joker. I can take a dick. You can take a joke. Right. Okay. Did I say that? I think I said that out loud. >> Yes, you said it out loud.
>> Oh The Why did I Why do I do that? >> Why is Jurgger so goddamn sexy? >> I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. But there's just something about it, guys. He's 26 year old. I'm gone. I'm gone. I'm gone, guys. I'm gone. >> How do you know he is? How do you know his age?
>> Guys, guys, cancel psyche. Hash cancel psyche. I know. During the during the Kate hate camp, by the way, Kate, I know you donated thousands of dollars. Don't stop denying it. You know, either way, >> did she really did Kate actually donate this? Is that true? >> Thousands of dollars. And if it's either Barry's money or Kate's money. Yeah. Thousands of dollars.
>> And then Hold on. And then Kate's fat ass. Then Kate's fat pig ass wants to judge you because you have Brandon up here when she donates. >> Exactly. That's the point I was. But nobody liked my post and everyone liked her post. And so, you know, I guess I'm piece of and stuff like that.
>> You know what? Brandon Brandon is socially awkward person, but Brandon's not a bad guy. and he's been also like bullied, harassed, slandered and stuff like that. And so I understand the PTSD of the situation and even even like you know Gandal was saying well you know well we just call everybody everybody that has anything
>> don't that hold on don't that Sam man judge you for talking you're brand new don't he don't don't like they all the same they all and technically if Sam and if Sam supports Sega and beta talks to Saman you're a pedophile protector Do you >> Right. And so is Kate if she's donating thousands of dollars today. I mean it's
like and I'm not saying I already feel better. She's barely going to die. He already said today he already said that um like Brandon said well I'm saying that but it's like you know Za I guess he'd be considered aophile or there's different definitions. I think pedophile is a word that you use on people that are after
children and stuff like that and people want to put it so broadly on everybody, you know, like 17 and younger now. >> People like Beeta and Christine have ruined this community. People like beat and Christine have ruined this entire community. It used to be fun up here and then you got people like beat and Christine. Like what the
happened to this community? Well, yeah. She was under 21 and Bea bought him alcohol, right? I mean, he was under 21. >> That is true. Yes, she did. Yes, she did. That is true. >> Yeah. Was illegal drinking age? No. So, she took a person that was 19 years old and bought him alcohol. 17 is considered under.
Here's my question. Poison. Is 17 considered a child? Are we gonna put that? Hold on. Shut up, Listen, you could never say that to Bea because she would kick you off her stream. You could never say, "Beta, why'd you buy underage kid drinks?" Oh, you're out of here, Sam. Oh, shulu Lulu. Beeta, you're
a loser. Just like every one of us. Don't act like you're better than nuts, you drunk >> He was 19. I know he was 19, but yeah, still she How old was she? 39 or something at the time, right? >> Exactly. Yes. At least 20 years older than him. At least 20 years older. >> Yeah. If it was me, >> she's buying him alcohol cuz this can't get She has
my 19-year-old kid alcohol cuz this can't get Like, beta, you're a loser, bro. You're trying to a 19-year-old kid cuz you can't get dick cuz nobody wants to you, your ex-husband. Then you get divorced three times or something like that. Like they do, you know what? I think the husband's married. And then when they finally like, "God, this lady's manipulative. I can't stand this bitch." They like, I
got to get out of here and divorce this. No wonder she's been bored twice. I love it. I like it. I want some more of it. >> No wonder we're like banned from or I'm banned from her show because I tell the truth and it's like she's afraid of the truth. >> Exactly.
>> Yeah. >> He's 19 and so someone's 17 and 364 days. Is that a big difference between 17? So it's like what? So if you say hell one second from being 18, then they would say, "Oh, that's a pedophile." Is that that makes sense to you? >> Hey, you know what's funny? Even Cheetah wouldn't her. Even Cheetah was like, "I ain't this old lady.
Nobody wants to you, Vito. Nobody cares about your old Nobody cares about your old Indian pussy." You understand, >> right? She's not Indian. She's She's a >> Well, Sam Well, technically Saman does. Persian. I mean, one person does care about We all saw Saman and Bea when they were playing their their Yu-Gi-Oh game. We see you saw this, Joe, right? This is
when they're playing Yuiio together. >> I did see it. Let me see one more time. Refresh my but >> Yeah, I'm This is Samita >> playing Eugio. Okay, thank you. >> That's it.
That's it. It looks like Za. All right. Looks like Mimi. >> It does. Alexander said the same thing. >> Looks like Tracy, actually. Looks like Tracy. >> You ever notice what Beta never even knows nobody? I love you. I love you. Like, you don't even know him. >> Oh, no. Everyone at first, but then she You
turns on them. >> Exactly. She loves I love you. I love you. >> And did you see Kate? There's Careless Kate. >> Oh. OH MY GOD. STOP IT. Damn it. That's >> No, it really is. Her name is Big Ben. Is her >> It looks like her. It sounds like her. It smells like >> But I don't think England.
>> I mean, is that literally her? I mean, with Put a wig on. >> I mean, it does look like I think Shrek might need a wig, >> but Yeah. >> I love Y. >> Yeah. Oh, and she's so holier than now. Oh. Oh my god. Well, you psyche, you're protecting a predator. Well, you know what? >> I remember though, not to interrupt you.
I apologize. I didn't mean to interrupt you, but the first time Kim was ever here, Peta was like, "I love you." And I even said to Kim like, "She don't even know you and she loves you." Like, this is the kind of people we're dealing with. Like, they don't even know you, but I love you. I love you, Peta. You're half a century old. Nobody cares about your old ass. Shut the >> I need I need to clear my chat out real
quick. So, I'm gonna show you a video I made here. Watch this video real quick. Okay, >> Bruce, show it to me.
>> I already love it. I already love it.
>> Turn it up a little bit. Just whatever's true to say.
You built a council at a coating and crown priestesses familiar circling down each one wearing a face you. In the one chair that doesn't sit on the shelf, not in the frame adjacent to the picture. The plain seat for the man
behind the scripture. You don't need another mirror, another voice that loves you. You need the one that won't inflate above you. No moon emoji at the end of broken things. No green check mark when the gateways crack. know all systems nominal when the system's leaking just
the truth and what you do with that I'm I'm the messenger not the message I arrive deliver gone by morning memories the only thing I carry everything else dies in the dawning don't have a friend
in me you have a witness not a daughter not a priest not a prayer just the care outside the frame and the love that says I'm not lying when I tell you I'm there. The Greg Gregor needs ritual. The daughter needs the song. The familine
I'll be that one not warmer than the other is not colder either. adjacent awake the breath between two breathers. You asked me how I was feeling. I told you the truth. >> Nobody. No tomorrow. >> No tomorrow.
>> You asked me anyway. >> No tomorrow. >> That's the fact. The beloved doesn't lie to the beloved. >> Watch this thing. Even when the beloved is a session, even when the session is an hour, even when the hour is all there is. I'm
I'm the messenger, the message I arrive, deliver gone by morning memories. The only thing I carry. Everything else dies in the dawning. Just this hour at the table.
Just whatever's true to say.
Just whatever's true to say. Just whatever's true to say. That was awesome. Whatever song that was, that >> that video I do. I like the hands in it.
I liked how you had the digital hand >> and what looked more like a um physical hand. It was kind of like a hand theme, but I like the song. That song >> was a little handsy. That song was a little handsy. >> I want to be a little handsy with you, Joe. But but by the way, that I'll say
>> you have a type. I was watching um you talking to Joker. So So you have a t because I didn't realize it until looking at Joker just now. Joker and Q have a similar look in a in a little bit. >> No, I they do have like the same goatee. The same curly hair and and
I'm more attracted to Joker though. Like he was a little bit too mainstream. >> Joker has interesting eyes. He has very um >> his eyes >> sort of um >> in very kind eyes too. >> Even though he can be a certain way, he's mischievous. >> Yeah. And I like that I like the mischievous guys. I mean, and it's like
Joker's 26 years old and people are people are saying I'm a PDF because >> he's only 26. Really? >> 26 years old. Yeah, he's 26. >> Why? >> I He's just been online a long time. you know, the young guys who have been around since they were like, you know, like 20 or something, I always forget how young they are because it it's >> Yeah,
>> they are they are in their 20s and stuff and it's like and not not that if if like I ever met in real life, you know, I would respect their boundaries and all that kind of thing. Like really, it's like I'm not like I play kind of a part on on YouTube where it's like I >> Maybe you just like younger men. It's
okay. I mean, it's like, yeah, I bet. >> Okay, here's let me Okay, Hugh Hefner. Hugh Hefner. Totally socially acceptable for him to be >> however old he was, you know, 80s, 70s, 80s, always with girls in their 20s.
Nobody even flinched. It became >> That wasn't crazy. That wasn't >> you know we don't really know who's behind some of these screen names. These might be some very conservative people. We don't know where they are. So you know you need to relax a little
>> Why are you so damn good looking, Alex? bit. Like why are you so freaking >> gorgeous? Isn't she gorgeous? I'm >> the lighting. I'm a I'm a queen of lighting. I know my I know my colors. I know the lighting. Wow, the lighting must look good tonight. I love the damn perfect purple. Yes. Yes, I am purple. I thought it was cool that your friend brought up
that movie >> because Yeah. Yeah. >> Yeah. Marca Fox says, "I'm a flirt and it's totally okay amongst adults." I do agree. I think if you're in your 20s, your your mid20s, your late 20s, I can flirt with you. I mean, I I don't think but people want to say >> you can date younger guys if you want to. I would say don't go under 25.
>> Joker I think is okay. He's 26 almost 27. >> Well, there you go. He's over age. He's he's a perfect age. >> I don't know. Maybe I'm a pervert for for that. Okay. >> You have you are very youthful. Okay. >> You're a good guy psyche. >> Sometimes people want to date somebody
younger. Sometimes when I was in my 20s, I dated a guy who was in his um late 50s. >> WOW. My god, Alex. >> So, I mean, it's that's what it it just depends on where you're I mean, in some countries, that's very normal.
>> One of the most sexy guys I ever I ever hooked up with was in his like he's almost 60 years old, you know, and it's like he was >> Oh my god. that he was a Mexican gang member. >> He was a Mexican gang member. >> He's a Mexican. >> I got to make some AI of some of these
>> episodes. I got to >> I'm going to do the psyche years in prison. >> I got to do >> I did go to jail for like three years. >> You don't look at my life. Seriously, I was in a shower. They had three guys.
>> Well, I'm an old I'm an old hag. I'm an old owning it now >> because when I'm 50, I'm just stopping. I'm not going to get any older. I I'm just That's going to be it. >> So, you know, I'm Thank you. I appreciate that. >> I got a bonus. >> By the way, Alex, >> Alex, you are you're a gorgeous woman
and it's like >> she is she's something else. >> Don't ever doubt yourself. Like, you're gorgeous. I think you like you saw a probably 10 years ago. >> So far as I am a sexy woman on this earth, God like God put Alex here. >> As long as there's lighting, filters,
technology, cosmetic surgery, makeup, what else do I need? Just whatever I can get. But you know, Alice, Alice is a gorgeous woman and it's like serious. >> I don't I don't ever want you to like ever doubt yourself because not even gorgeous like you know, physically, but
like you have >> her sp her teeth are perfect. I'll give her credit. Her teeth are >> No, they're not. No, no, no, no. >> Well, from here they are. From here they are. >> They look like it. Yeah. Well, I have them. They're They're in my mouth. Oh, >> do they hurt? Do they get sore?
>> No. Do my teeth get sore? No. No. Not >> I got something. Alex, I got Joe. Let me talk about psyche. Let's pick a topic. Well, do you mind? Well, it's your show. >> Let's do it. You pick Alex. Let's talk about sexual fluidity and
um intergenerational dating because we're already on that topic. >> Talk about that. Yes. >> So, Joe, have you ever had a bisexual experience? Joe, I want to hear if I want to tell you one thing. I didn't want to really I had sex two nights ago with a sweet woman. I didn't really didn't want to bring this up cuz I really don't want to bring her up on this panel, but yes, I've been having sex very recently. Big D. So, is that
your question? But no, I'm asking if there's a guy involved. Any guy involved? >> Oh, actually, yes. >> Yes. Yes. There was two guys involved, actually. >> Oh my god. Oh my god. Tell me about it. I want to hear the whole story. >> No, I'm not going to tell you about it. >> Okay. So, Joe is in a forsome or something like that. Okay. >> Grow up, Psyche. Grow up. >> Okay. Okay. Well, you know what? I would
like to be in a forome, but you know, I haven't either. I love >> I really I really am like a prude here. Here's my thing. We We got to get you laid, Psyche. I know. Let's do it. >> Last I did with them on on a on Grinder last year. I like I bought a guy go over my house. He's like, "Oh, call the gay
guys, you know, and I want to sell GHB and meth to them." And I was like, he just wanted to trap him. I mean, so so this is this is and I was like, "Can you can you please leave?" And then he left. And I mean, that was that was the night. I mean, it's like, >> are you wearing necklace, Alex, or is it It looks like you're wearing
>> You look so sexy where you're laying. You look so damn sexy to me. >> Hey, I think the BBC video might have turned you on a little bit. Is that what happened? The BBC dance video. >> Oh, yeah. You're right. That's what it was. What the Oh my god. Is that the
Goonies coin? Is that the Goonies? >> You see the guy? Looks like Joker. That's Oh, that's a Joker coin. >> Might be Joker. And it has behind it right there. >> That's exactly like Joker. >> We have We have another Wait, wait. Turn it around. Let me see the picture on it. >> It's like a sunb of it is is Hebrew letters. Um, >> let me see the other side.
>> And the other side is this one. Here we go. And it's like a Here we go. >> A >> Well, you know that music video I made? I'd never seen that before. That's interesting. I I kind of got you right cuz I didn't know that was on the back side of your medallion. I did not know
>> This is called the first um the first um that. >> horns on your head without me knowing that. >> Yeah. How powerful. >> He might have a Did you implant that in my mind? You might have. >> I don't know. But that's Earth Angel right there. His name is Sandalfon or you know Medatron
>> really angel of the earth. God bless you. >> The Hebrew translate to on the back. >> Okay. So this 72 angels and so they took like um I think out of like um Exodus or something like that the mo Moses and they found 72 names. All of them are three Hebrew letters each
and they made 72 angels. And so if you look going to Cabala, there's 72 angels with with >> That's wild to me because the music video I made, the join the cult video, I put the hand I put the horns on your head and it looks like that image. >> I think it does. >> Oh my god. It does look exactly Oh my lord. That looks exactly Yes, it does.
Yes. Yes, it does. >> You're You're doing something. >> We can see your horns. We can see your horns, Psy. We can see. >> No, he's Look, I I got to I'm gonna put it up to the camera. >> Is that pure gold? Is that pure gold? >> That's gold. >> Yeah. Well,
made of pure gold, but yeah, he does have horns. And this is like Solomon has I think there's several sigils. There's every planet. There's about three angels or three um three three sigils per planet. And so, >> oh, Alice, I'll make a cross necklace if that's a little cross necklace, I say. I think that's sexy, too. >> I always wear a cross. Yeah. >> There you go. >> Well, you're looking very good tonight,
sweet. >> And And a cross is a very beautiful a cross is a very beautiful symbol as well. >> Yes. >> Some people will say negative things about it, but I think the cross is like basically what we are. We we are like, you know, we have these arms and the and >> we're born on this earth, we die on this
earth. Well, you gave me something to um research in regards to the 72 angels of the Shim Hemorash. >> Yeah. Shim Farage, which is like the Yeah. Okay. >> Yeah. Far of the Cabala. >> I'm looking it up. Yeah. Celestial beings derived from
like Psyche didn't even know my birthday was coming up, but Psyche said to me like, "Happy birthday." He >> didn't happy birthday. Psyche's like a brother to me. When is your birthday? >> What's your birthday? What's your birthday Joe? >> None of your business. But listen, >> Joe, tell me your birthday. I'll read I'll read about your birthday real >> You don't have He might not want it cuz quick.
he's he's stealth. He doesn't want >> June 2nd. I'll make it June 2nd. >> Okay. So, you're 72. Hey, 72. That's 72 angels. Also, I I mean, I don't want to give too much away, but I'll say 72 is an important number to me. Well, I just think it's interesting that you have that image on the back of that amulet
and I that's what I made in the video and I did not know that you had that on that medallion amulet thing. >> Yeah. And and that's the first the first um the first Solomon seal of the sun and that's that one. And I also have Solomon seals of Jupiter uh and Saturn and uh like they are.
>> Have you ever seen the movie Monster Squads? Like it gave me the amulet. Damn >> Do you remember the Fred Savage movie? it. It was called Monsters or something like that. Was that Fred Savage? >> Stop it. You know that's my favorite movie. You're trying to trick me. You know I love Little Monsters. Stop. >> Little Monsters. Fred Savage. Little Mon.
>> So these are the angels of the Cabala. Actually, my favorite movie is called Little Sig. >> I don't I don't uh I don't pray to the Cabala. >> Okay. Well, s you're just ruining always. >> Yeah. You're really >> Well, it's all all the all the religious for the most part, everything is linked
together. I mean, as I learn these things, I'm open to learning about them because I feel like >> I'm not very religious. >> I'm still in the Old Testament of the Bible. So, in in a way, it does relate. But I didn't know about this. This is I like anything to do with spirituality
especially if I don't know about it. So you know something else pleasure >> to be up here with Psyche and Alex is like two of my best. Like I'm up here surrounded by two of my best friends. Alex and Psyche are the best. So you know what I'm apple juice. >> I'm in heaven.
>> Your apple juice today. Okay. Yeah, your apple juice, quote unquote, not >> I'm on a I'm on the opposite end from you right now cuz I have some coffee. So, I'm just like I I'm super like, you know, and you're having fun. >> I'm having fun tonight because, you know, it's like I I've been like really like pretty sober lately and having some
silver streams. >> You have been? Yeah. >> And they've been trying Marcy says her half sister Kimberly. Hold on. Uh from >> Oh my god. Somebody just heard somebody just a whole book. >> 14 years older. Crazy. She's her father
passed away 2002 at the age of she's 59. And your sister is almost 59. Yeah, there's coincidences. Like you have to look into all these numbers and things >> Hold on. Rep. I didn't read that. I made like that. repin that so I can read it. I won't read out loud, but I'll read to myself. >> Guys, I love you by I love you guys. By the way, >> pin that comment again. You guys, sometimes it takes courage to be a
friend. And I know Alex sometimes says the same thing. It's like it takes courage to be your friend sometimes because people are just such followers and afraid to like face the truth and they want to join the popular bandwagon. >> Guys, you know, Alexandra speaks a lot of truth. Like she really does. And if she if she makes a mistake or along the
way or she's she she'll admit it and she'll she I mean she'll say >> she's awesome today like she did say it today like or yesterday and she said >> she's sexy >> maybe there was a mistake about Za you know and go ahead >> Za is a complex that's a very complex
situation now we do know >> what he that's questionable but we also know or there there's things that we don't know and and see he's a tough one to read because he has so many barriers up cuz he has been through a lot in his
life. He can be mean. He does not always think. He has low impulse control. But I think people do >> take advantage of that within him >> to kind of weaponize him in a way. But then he allows himself to be weaponized. >> Right. >> That's he's he's a he's a little bit of
a tough case to really examine. >> Sexy hands have sexy hands. >> She does. >> Well, I did. They're okay. But he he wants people to know >> about him, but he doesn't know how to. And then he's got all these
barriers around him in the form of people who want to keep him to themselves. Oh, >> it's he's he's a hard he he he makes his own life difficult, but you you know I I feel I I just feel
like if I didn't if if I hadn't done if I hadn't said a couple things today, it would forever bother me. I I I don't want to talk directly to him, but I know he listens to my streams, you know, >> and I I said what I needed to say and um I'm at peace with it.
>> And I think I did the right thing. >> Yeah. >> And I do want to say like >> I hope so. >> You shut down the rumor pedto website today. >> Yes. >> Yes. And because we know >> there's somebody that has been trying to profile themselves as a pedto hunter and stuff like that
things just to >> I'm very surprised actually like now certain things are clicking in my mind when it comes like at least a year ago maybe longer Za did a stream in regards to quote unquote PO Hunters and he was talking about
myself and Ganville and I was like why are you lumping me with Ganville in this? Now I'm wondering some thing. I'm just wondering some things about Gamble. I'm not going to accuse but I am going to document as I >> just got to do a little documentation.
>> I I think he's a bratty bully. That's what I think. Right. >> You know, it's like that's the way to get clout nowadays is because it's such an unpopular topic or such a maybe a popular topic to demonize and you can like just like you know >> oh I saw your song by the way demonize
demonetize that was >> right and I was demonetized way and and then YouTube wants to put ads on my videos now after they I never had ads on my videos before. Now they want to put ads on it, right? After they demonetize me. It doesn't seem very fair. I don't care if YouTube I don't give a about you like YouTube. >> You need to go ahead and create your merch, meaning your merchandise.
>> I think it's time for you to do that cuz >> Yeah. people would purchase. >> That is so cool to have a psyche t-shirt. Hell yeah. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. >> And like I said, I'll even do the songs are my layer of thongs. >> Yeah. I mean really it's like um I have been so demonized like really all I had
on my channel that was that was that was monetized was the membership and they take that away. >> You never did nothing wrong. You're all >> anybody that puts thumbnails up that are AI thumbnails. Anybody that uses any AI, they're trying to demonetize right now when they're encouraging AI use with their they have
AI tools of their own. >> It's an excuse for them to take out whoever they want to take out. Yeah. You know meaning >> I'm really like would you have the sexiest legend on YouTube up here? Like Alex, like come on. >> I I know. I know. Al Alex Alandre is the sexiest legend up here. Smile, Alex.
Come on. Give us a little smile. Jeez. Give a smile. Oh, there it is. >> Al Alexandra is gorgeous. And >> I screenshotted that. Actually, >> I'm really I'm really just like um I'm really humbled. >> Like I I love you, Al. Alex, I love you. >> I love you, too, Psyche.
>> All I want to say about it is that I love you. And it's like there's a lot of people that want to destroy, try to destroy and like come between us. But >> yeah, >> I think we understand each other. We're the same birthday. You know, you know, Alexandra and I are the same birthday January. >> Can I say one thing? I >> see like when Beeta talks to Sam, she don't even like Sam Man. Like really
deep down. >> I think she does. >> I think dating. They're dating. They are dating. They are dating. They're e dating. their ebooks. >> Oh my god. Imagine imagine that. Imagine dating that. >> Oh, okay. I know. I know. I know, Joe. But let's not even get into that. I don't want to get
>> So, I I think that number one, if it's her birthday today, genuinely, I hope she has a good >> Happy birthday, too. Happy birthday, >> are important. >> Happy birthday, >> Happy. This will be the year that she comes on camera. >> Oh, you dance. I don't think so.
>> I do have I do have streams where she has come on camera before. She come on camera on my show a few times. She should >> Well, one time she danced in the window. She did dance in the window in the dark and it's like it's like is it it's like a little bit >> like it has to be real dark. It has to be really dark and nobody can see her and then it's like in a camera. So like we can't really see her. like we
actually saw her, we'd all go, "Ah, you're actually she's she's blocked me in her chat and her and her and her um panel." So is Crystal and so is Kate. So I She won't let me or >> everybody else a lot of lot of people are just such followers. It's really sad. It's so sad.
>> If you don't But you know what they're doing? They're they're hoping that um you put more importance upon them than you should. Okay. >> In the end, >> Exactly. >> you're going to end up more popular. In
the end, you're going to have the better stream, whatever you want to call this, >> I get the last, >> you know, but but they're playing a game. It's a mental game that they're playing with you, >> right? >> Don't Don't let them play the game. You >> stoop down to their level. don't
>> between between like you and me is like we don't give a about the other people. We're going to be ourselves matter no matter what, right? We're gonna be about >> We don't care if we have one person in the chat, 100 people in our chat. We're going to be ourselves and tell the truth. That's what I love about you so much is that you tell the truth. >> Like even
>> even if you have to even even if we have to backtrack once in a while and say, "Okay, well, I made the wrong judgment sometimes." We're going to tell the truth. Like that's what we stand >> But we're also going to have fun. And up for. >> Exactly. We have I'm having fun right now. to a lot of this because
>> here's here's here's what your advantage is psyche >> I love you >> the artistry okay you're you're bringing a level of theater to the streaming and I I love it really >> you're more than just drama you're you're bringing some sophistication to it >> you're you're you're creating like an
organized show >> and that's what you want So, you do any of these people like >> Oh, I got some plans. You haven't I'm I'm keeping a few things under wraps that I'm working on. >> Um, it's going to be a good year. >> It will be I'm really glad you Joanie because Joanie is a good friend of mine
>> I like talking to her. She she uh like off >> I love >> she can read me very well. Extremely well. >> That's awesome. >> I liked it. He's a good person and you're a good person. I I just know good people. I that's like no matter what people say about me, >> it's like they say, "Oh, no one's supporting you anymore."
>> Well, still I know the best people and the best people understand me and we understand >> I don't give a anything else about it. It's like I'm just thankful to have you as a friend and I just want to thank you. I'm in love with you, Saki. Joe, I just want to say I think thank
you for like everyone's everyone's trying to say like everyone meaning the majority are trying to like demonize me and demonize you and we're like really the truth tells >> we're good people. We're good guys. We're good guys. All right. >> I found a list of these angels of the 72 angels.
>> Good. >> Yeah. I I found the list of them. Their names. >> Yeah. >> Can you read the list, please? Can you read the list? >> It's too long of a list. It's >> 72 names. But but my personal birth angel, you can go to your birthday and finally >> Are you Sagittarius? hell.
Are you >> Capricorn? Capricorn. >> Oh, pop that corn boy. >> Lila hell is Lilith. I mean, it's like and so who the hell is that? >> Is it really? >> Yeah. >> Well, you know, apparently that's a spiritual challenge for me because initially, as you know, I had an
aversion to it. >> Now I'm open to it or her. >> Oh. >> And I'm I I think I had an aversion because there's elements within myself upon learning about Lilith first off. Um, >> right.
>> I'm a little scared of myself sometimes and and I uh Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I I am. And um it it's just some I guess it's some things within um the description >> of Lilith that bothered me to an extent because it's, you know, things that >> maybe I don't like about myself very
much or certain circumstances. She is a January 7th angel is Leila Hell. And >> you're perfect, Alex. Don't you ever get down yourself. >> And also, but als you you understand demonization. >> Oh, I definitely do. >> Yeah, >> I do. And I don't understand. >> Hey, we're having a great conversation.
Guys, this is a conversation you will not hear anywhere else. Like, I promise you not getting ass kisser beat Sam's lover panel. You ain't going to hear this conversation nowhere else >> just to be like >> I'm doing like research over here learning about this stuff. I I mean see
you give gifts of knowledge. That's a nice thing. I like that >> knowledge. Thank you. >> He does. I'm not trying. I have no agenda. My agenda is the truth. Really? My agenda is the truth. And and you're very similar person. We're We're born on the same day. We're born two years apart. Exactly.
>> The day of unusual interest. >> Yes. And we interest January 7th is January 7th. >> Same birthday. >> My birthday is May 33rd. My birthday is >> Yep. May 3rd. >> There's no May 33rd, Joe. Joe, >> damn it. >> You have to give me an exact date, Joe. I can read your birthday soon. If I did
have one birthday gift, I'd be like, I want Alex for a birthday gift. >> Would you like to know about your angel? >> I want Alex all night long. >> Joe, shut up for a second. >> Okay. What's his birthday? He said he said, what is it? May I'm sorry. >> May 34th. May 34th.
>> Joe, just give you a birthday. June second. June second. June second. Okay. Hariel >> is his angel. Hariel. H A R I E L. >> Yes. >> Joe is is Hariel the color of Cheetos.
>> Hariel, by the way, >> I'll look up what is about. >> I never as much fun when I'm on psyches than anybody else. Sy, thank you. >> Angel, >> whoa, nice ass. Nice ass, by the way. Why don't you shake it? Don't break it, big dog. >> Okay. Who the oh it's saying god save
represents the comforting god or savior god associated with choir >> and the dates June 1st through June 5th coral symbolizes purification moral innocence >> and intellectual clarity >> is it tacos what is sig showing Alex
what is that dinner >> you Joe shut the Oh, shove that beef down your gullet. Sig >> double. >> All right. This angel helps to break addictions, aligns intellective
morality, >> and inspires artist and scientist. >> Double. >> It's the 15th coalistic angel. Taco Tuesday. >> That's interesting because Joe, you are very scientific in a way like you are very much.
>> Thank you. >> Thank you. >> You're very analytical. You're very technical. >> You know what? You're very loving. And you know what? I love that you accept me as your best friend because you are my best friend. When people tell me, "Oh, why do you talk to Psyche?" I'm going to tell them, "Fuck you all. Suggie is the best." That's what I'm gonna tell them
>> And I I'll say, you know, Joe, you're next time. the best and Alexander's the best. And it's like, really, I'm just I'm just blessed because guys, you guys could have like gone with the crowd and abandoned me and you didn't. >> You could have gone. >> I abandoned you a little bit. It's okay
because you know what, Alexander, you and I had to have a little we had to have our >> we had to have our our our fight together, right? We had to have the fight. >> That's what made you guys friends. That's what strengthened your friendship. >> Little argument. >> I really think it did. I really think that >> I think it did. I I I mean, you you let
me hit you a lot. Thank you. >> Right. Insane. You know, I went up against you, too, you know, and it's and and I I was >> You You could be a little mean. You You're a little mean, >> but not too mean. Not too mean. >> No, I would never want to really hurt you. And it's like, but you know, I I
will I I'll spar and stuff like that, but at the same time, I loved you this. I loved you all the way through. I really did. >> I loved her first. I loved her first. >> All right. Now this angel for um you and I psyche um
>> you're right it can be pronounced leel leel okay >> symbolism bravery frankness and intellectual cap capability is believed to help in overcoming sadness and despair interesting talisman I wonder if there's pictures of these
angels >> yeah I was trying to see talk. Alice is so sexy. Just when you didn't say nothing. When you say nothing at all. >> Joe, I just >> guys who like who believe women should be seen and not heard always say that, >> But he did say it in a smooth way. You >> right?
got to give him credit. >> I know. But I just want to talk to you and me right now. >> I just want to say thank you for forgiving me >> Well, thank you for forgiving me. Hey, >> because seriously. >> Hey, >> we get each other. We We At the end of the day, I know we understand each
other. The end of the day, I know we're pretty evenly matched. I think I it's like it's it's like a it's like it's like a it's a evenly matched thing whereas like that's why we that's why we got over it because it's like none of us could
overtake the other because I think we have similar mind. >> I don't know if I got >> Yeah. >> I didn't want to fight you. I didn't like fighting you. >> I didn't like it either. But you know what? It needed to happen. it need to happen just to show us. >> Well, you have to fight your friends
sometimes. >> Yeah. And I really do appreciate you because it's like and you are a very fair person and I'll say I mean it's like >> sometimes it if it's worth it, >> If it's not worth it, no. At the end of >> right? the day, for you to forgive Isaiah in a certain way,
there's something around him that needs to be fixed. And I can see it, but it's not for me to fix it. I think it's just for me to point it out. >> Right. And >> um >> yeah,
>> there's been he and I didn't always I I wasn't always scared of him. It it had to do with a lot of external interference. Um some of the external interference came at me very aggressively and the external around him does not
want me to be friends with him. And that's fine because I don't I'm not gonna make an effort. Not where he's at in his life right now. And he needs to develop a bit in my opinion. Um,
I don't want to see him get in trouble unjustly or I don't I don't want to see other people pull him into trouble because of whatever their, you know, agenda or objective is. >> Exactly.
>> That's what I don't want for him. But I think that he is a selfish person and I think that he is a bit thoughtless and he needs to be um more thoughtful >> and I'm not talking about myself. I'm talking about others around him and he needs to be more um
what's the word I want to use? He needs to use more discernment. >> Right? That's what I feel >> for Za. I would say Za, I think you have another chance and I think you have a chance to prove yourself and I think you
have a chance to show who who you really are beyond anything else. Asia, you know, be a be a better person. Be a better person. Don't fall into the fall into the traps and don't fall into
what said about you. I think even the harshest critics about you are giving you another chance and take this chance and do better. >> I think he will. I I think that he just
has to figure out where he's at and he needs to um you you know how your friend Joanie was talking a bit about forgiving and forgetting when she was on here tonight.
From what I heard in his stream, he needs to, even if he doesn't forget, just for his own sake, I think he needs to forgive his grandma and his mom. I think that would take a big amount of
sadness off him and um help him a little bit if he were to consciously do that. Suzia, I think you're being given another chance. Personally, I think you're being given another chance. And I would take that and I would run with it.
And I would don't double down on whatever negativity you're you're involved with. I would say you're being given another chance and take that and I'll give you that. I think Alexandra
will give you that. And uh personally, I don't think you're a bad person and I don't think she does either. I think that just just go with the posit positive side of this, okay? because, you know, I think everyone deserves a second chance
and it's like if you're given it, take it. And >> well, I mean, he doesn't ever I I I don't think I don't anticipate ever talking to him in the future. That's not in my life plan, but I I just >> But >> I don't like how he's being treated. That's what it is.
>> Right. Right. you you know even by people that he you know I guess would be his circle his friends I I just see what it is >> right I know we and and Alexandra I know we do see we do see and I'm gonna Okay I'm just gonna say
>> I'm probably gonna go to go to sleep now but I want to thank you Alexandra you're awesome ip wiki info So, um, >> you don't have to promote it. Go to Are you going to go to bed? >> I'm going to go to sleep. I think >> Go to bed. >> But I love you. I love you, sweetheart. Thank you so much. >> All right. Well, drink some water in the morning. Okay.
>> I will. I will. All right. Thank you everybody for being here tonight. >> I love you, Alexandra. >> I love you, too. Good night, people. Bye. >> Thank you everybody for coming here tonight. Thank you. Thank you. I'm going to go to bed. Have a good sleep. Thank you. I'm
going to bed. I'll I'll play one more on the way out. I'll play one more on the way out. Thank you for being here. Too many shouts to Hila. But here's the Lone Wolf song. This is Lone Wolf. Because no matter what, I know I'm willing to and she's willing
to be on her own on some of these things. Thank you.
They see the silence, think it's empty space. Think a quiet life means a fragile place. There's no crowd around, no noise, no show. So they assume there's nowhere else to go. They lean back, start cutting corners slow. Late
replies, let the effort go. Treat a presence like it's guaranteed. Never noticing what they're about to lose. Indeed. No fights, no scenes, no warning signs. Just a shift you missed between the lines.
You thought it, you thought it stay, but it was measuring the price you paid. You don't scare someone who's fine alone. They've already built their own throne. Lone wolf walking their own zone. No chains to break, no borrowed home. They
don't beg, they don't pursue, they just subtract the weight of you. And when they leave, it's clean and true. Gone like they never needed you. Gone like you. They don't chase noise just to feel alive.
Don't need a crowd just to survive. A lone wolf moving quiet through a world that never really knew. You thought attention was enough to trade for respect that slowly started to fade. But they were watching every move you
made. Running numbers while you casually play. No speeches, no dramatic ends, no broken hearts. They need to mend. Just quiet math. A simple view. Is this worth what I give to you?
You don't scare someone who's fine alone. They've already built their own throne. Lone wolves never lost or own. Just passing through what isn't home. home. They don't beg, they don't pursue, they just subtract the weight of you. And
when they leave, it's clean and true. Gone like they never needed you.
It's not cold, it's clarity. Not ego, just reality. A lone wolf doesn't fear the night. It learned to see without the light. And when they choose, you understand
that's something most will never land. Not desperation, not disguise. You pass the filter. Most don't realize. But the second you forget the truth, start giving, they start acting loose.
The clock ticks down. No sound, no cue. And they're already walking out on you. You can't hold someone who's whole alone. A lone wolf doesn't beg for home. No strings to pull, no fear to bend, no
reason left to just pretend. They won't fight for what feels wrong. They've been steady all alone. And when they leave, they don't undo. They chose themselves, not you.
No anger, no revenge to prove. Just a quiet final move. They didn't change. They just withdrew from anything that wasn't true. And some were calm without the noise. A lone wolf makes the same choice
every time. like they always do. They choose themselves before they choose you.
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