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Psyche discusses his concerns about modern entertainment and its impact on society, while also sharing personal stories and addressing issues with his cat, Trix, being missing. He critiques the hypocrisy and facade of some individuals in the entertainment industry.
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The episode begins with Psyche expressing his frustration with the state of modern entertainment and the people in it ▶ 0:25. He shares a personal story about his sister macing him when they were kids ▶ 11:06, and another about almost dying as a baby due to projectile vomiting ▶ 12:18. He also talks about his missing cat, Trix, and his efforts to find him ▶ 7:44. Psyche critiques the behavior of some individuals, including someone named Money420, who he accuses of being fake ▶ 7:17. He also discusses how some people in the entertainment industry pretend to be something they're not, and how they can be hurtful and fake ▶ 9:17.
The episode suggests that Psyche is concerned about the authenticity and empathy of people in the entertainment industry. He appears to be frustrated with the facade and hypocrisy of some individuals, and values honesty and kindness. The episode also touches on the theme of personal struggles and the importance of sharing one's experiences and emotions.
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>> Wow, there's people some people are really rude. People are really rude. Really rude. Well, not the I mean it's like some people have good suggestions, but I know that they're going to control about oh, you know, this is not about the cat. Can you have a little compassion?
I don't know. I guess not. I I woke up. Okay. So, last night I went I was out Lola and I went went walking around and she's she's concerned because like they they don't always they didn't always get along. They're kind of like and they're just chasing each other
around the other day. They're like um you know they're mother and son and uh like I said once she once once he once the k k k k k k k k k k k k k k k k k k k k kittens got a certain size she would she wanted and nothing had nothing to do with them. And so Trix is like the only one that you know he's he's her only son
that I have and but she's concerned. I went to this this person money420. I don't know this person's problem. Um, yeah, I don't see Brie because she's irrelevant to me and she's blocked so I don't see her. But a mod, guys, if she
goes if she starts saying some stupid you can go ahead and just I don't really have mods, but I have a few. She starts saying stupid just kick her stupid ass out of here. Okay. Anyway, um it's been about 24 hours. Um probably the longest
he's been gone. So, last night I did go out walking with uh with Lola and she was walking with me and she was she's very concerned. She was also like a little depressed and trying to get them attention. She's right here. Lola. Lola. She's concerned. She and she loves him. It turns out she really does loves him a
lot. Not back yet, he'll come back. Um I put out a put out the alert on Next Door um with a with a photo of him and my number. You could be making babies. Hi Katrina. Thank you for like, you know, I saw you in the other chat. Hey Blacky, what's
happening? Um I saw you in the other chat. Thank you for, you know, at least like letting her know like, you know, it wasn't personal. I like she kind of came at me and then um, you know, Money420 is so fake. I just have to say like I just had talked to him on another show, you know, and he's like, but I Why can't people just be like, "If you don't like
me and stuff, just say it to my face." Like, you know, like people like he's like he's just fake. He's like another place. Oh, he's everyone's friend and stuff. I don't care about mod or whatever like in any chat anymore like ever you know um I just would like and you know he I don't understand too oh this is entertainment he literally this
this horrible guy comes up first of all he says I'm on meth and crack and you know I'm dirty disgusting blah blah blah and you know screaming then he says starts screaming at Summer saying Summer has AIDS and and then it comes on the screen oh this is just for entertainment purposes only I'm like this and this This is a guy that basically he he hops
the turn styles you know as a regular thing. He he's getting he gets arrested um you know and stuff for his motorcycle and like that and I don't know for for trying to evade police and he gets there's ma in the subway and this is like I don't I don't
know. Um you know but he's fake. I mean he's just fake. I'm so sick of people like being so nice to me in like my show or like other shows and oh yeah and then it's like and then they allow this is this entertainment like calling a mother like Summer's literally a mother I think of nine children and you're going to
call say you're an AIDS infected I mean it's just like so disgusting. Um, yeah. I got n my little sister. I was probably like probably probably probably seven or something. She was probably five and my dad left us in the car to go, you know, it was kind of like at a
remember it was some kind of construction site or something. But I my so I was sitting there reading a book. my my dad would always have like we're lucky she didn't pull out the gun because you know he my dad would have guns in his glove compartment and like I don't I don't even think that was is legal nights he carry nightsticks and
he called them even a kind of a more more crude name and stuff but um so she pulled out the mace and she maced me my little sister. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, I just remember my I was like it was like probably one of the worst pain in my life, I think. And my
dad uh my dad came and I was like he came but luckily they had a sink there. And so I just remember, you know, he put me under a a sink like a big industrial kind of sink, you know, they had this it was like kind of like it was kind of like had some kind of construction site or something but been just washed out my eyes and I was okay. But my I was just
reading a book. My sister like I think she she just thought I look so dumb sitting there reading a book or something like that. So she just sprayed me with mace. I'm sure she got some too cuz we're sitting in like a little car. Also, what else happened once before we were seeing we were seeing we were parked in a car and we we um she pulled the I don't know if I pulled it or she pulled it but some of us one
of us pulled the the the gear into like reverse and the car started pulling backward into the street. Luckily, it was just a smaller and I don't think anything happened. Yeah. I mean, the there's also I can tell stories. I I actually went I actually almost died when I was like a baby because I started projectile vomiting
everything like everything. No, Trix is not back. Um Lola, I put a put a next door ad. I'm going to like call the the um animal they have a animal thing control and it's like it's just like that's kind of like they don't pick up animals. They just like would tell me if they've found a body of a cat. I mean,
that's why it's kind of like I I'm kind of like a little bit scared to call and stuff. Unfortunately, I have had, you know, there's there are coyotes here. But I'm sure last night when I was walking around with Lola, like looking, we were looking last night and I I called and I heard a cat meowing back and it it sounded like tricks and it's
like it was impossible to get to where he was and stuff. But I was just like it was so close to the house that I was like he'll just be back like he's just like probably just like you know at a neighbor. So, but I don't know if he's inside a house, you know. Do I pop smoke for real?
But um yeah. Um yeah, I had but I I would projectile vomit like like every liquid I would I was just on liquid diet when I was a baby basically. I was just drinking bottles and stuff about like and it would like it was so you know can you imagine like it's like it's like the exorcist like having your baby with an exorcist. Hi. Hi everybody. Um, and so
yeah. Um, Uh, so the doctors would be like, they thought my mom had like bunch and by proxy or something, which is like, you know, they thought she was like either an overconerned mom and but then I was like losing a lot of weight and I was like getting really skinny.
And um, finally the they went to a doctor. But they had just figured out the surgery a few years like like I think in like the late '7s. It's something called pyloric stenosis. Yeah. Patrick's come back. It's something called pyloric stenosis and it's like a narrow narrow esophagus. And
so I had to have surgery for that. Good afternoon. Good morning. It is 900 a.m. here. Um, so, um, but I and my hair was my my hair was so blonde, it was white, you know, and but when I went for the surgery, um, cuz they can they did surgery to to
open up the esophagus or whatever to make it less narrow so I wouldn't I wouldn't throw up, right? And um yeah, so I had that surgery and I was so skinny or not I was so skinny but I was so I didn't have veins and so they put the IV in my head and the veins in my
head and so there's pictures of me as a baby like uh I don't know. You want to see my baby photos? I have some baby photos of myself.
I was a I was actually a cute baby, you know. I wasn't always so just a terrible person.
Was a very happy baby. stuff. Yeah.
I even I even played I even was a football player, you know. I played football, I guess. You know, this I remember when I had this photo taken. It was like at at I think they were taking photos of the preschool and we walked in. And it was a it was a dark room and I was like just freaked out. If you can see I was kind of like I had
this I was kind of scared. Couldn't see. Yeah.
Happy little kid. This is one of my classic favorite ones. I had the the copper tone. right now. Hero is probably about five years old, maybe four or five. See, here's a little bit older. I'm wearing Nike.
I was always very in fashion. My mom was My mom was very fashionable. This one's kind of funny. This kind of reminds me of my my older brother, too. He has this look. Mary is a little I look like a little football a little bit. I'm in a jacket in a nice jacket. And here's one of my school photos. I lost my teeth. I jumped off the fire. My
parents had a had this stone fireplace in their bedroom. And here's the last one. But anyway, those are my baby photos. Um, my mom, they had a stone fireplace in their bathroom and um, not bathroom, sorry, in their bedroom. And I would I jump off the fireplace and I jumped off the fireplace one day and I like my my teeth like went all the way up into my
gums. I looked like I I was missing the teeth, but I pushed them up into my gums. And so they got I had to go to the emergency dentist in the middle of the night. And uh probably about three or four years old. So I'm probably four, maybe maybe five. And uh and that's one of my first memories, too, is like this dark dentist office um getting my teeth fixed. Not fixed, but
they were they pulled they pulled them out. And um so I was like I had no teeth for a while. I just had no front teeth. And then um you know buck teeth and I I can't they came back in buck teeth you know because they come in. Yeah. Anyway um also there's like a famous story
where I like my brother came home from school I guess you know the housekeeper had left out um I guess lemon pledge or something like that some kind of floor cleaner. And I remember that's one of my first memories. I was like I just remember thinking it was apple juice or something. And so I just picked up the bottle and started drinking out of the lemon pledge. And I was like my brother
came home from school. He was probably about I was probably about three. So he was probably about 13 years old. He was in middle school. It was right across the street. And he came home from school and he just saw me convulsing on the floor, you know, like with the like stuff coming out of my mouth. and um and he ran me to the police station and then the they you know they put us in
the police car and the police car took us to the hospital and stuff. That's another thing. Also, we've had like you know several close calls with several family members in the pool like we called it was like the pool of death. We've had we had unfortunately raccoons would drown in it. We unfortunately had a bird African gray parrot that drowned in the pool. It was
pine saw probably. Yeah. Well, unfortunately I I was like, you know, when I went to I went over to that channel where you're talking about clumsy and um Sam man followed me over there and they kind of then I kind of got ganged up on someone. Some someone
clapped me. I think he clapped me and then I was like well I'm a member of this channel and I was like give me immunity right now or I won't be back and he say get out of here you know it's just like uh and they didn't
have my back and so they kind of just showed me something you know so you know it's like yeah and it's like I understand clapping systems I understand maybe they started as a clapping system or whatever and like you know that's clap and uh whatever but um I've I've
broken the rules on that before like I've had people or I've refunded the money to them and said no I'm not clapping this person before you know just based on certain it's basically to my discretion and so it's not like they have they had to, you know, sometimes people can make a decision about it,
right? And so I I understand if somebody gets clapped on my show and then they don't want to ever come back. I mean, that's part of the risk, but it's like at a certain time too. There are like I know I think I'm going to like I would never like I would not clap a managing mod and like I don't know. It's like maybe it's arbitrary, maybe it's like not the best system to
have. I don't really like, you know, no one really like does it. There's some people that are like just are annoy me and then it's like so I really don't care if I clap them, but it's like some people I would. And so half the claps are fake. Yeah. But yeah, they put some timer on me. There's like a five minute timer where they're like letting me basically. And I was like, well, like I was just confused. I was like, I've ever clapped or it was like there was a
timer. I don't know. They run this five minute timer and I'm not going to sit there for five minutes having salmon like laughing at me and like And I was like, "Okay, well, they made their decision and I just left like in within like a minute and stuff." I just like just left on my I was like, "Okay, I'm not I'm not going to sit here and like
sit there um with them with them like kind of laughing at me and I was and I you know, so yeah, it's time and and then uh it's also like like for example, you know,
Saman keeps clapping me and then he continues to play my content on the same show. So my content is So isn't that almost like I'm on the show still? Like I like I don't except that I can't defend myself and like it's like you don't play my content. That's not like if I get clapped that
should just take me off like I I wouldn't sit there playing clips of somebody that got clapped, you know?
Um, yeah. So, I don't quite know, you know, I was I'm trying to tell like, you know, little I don't know what's going on in the chat or whatever. I'm not I really like, you know, I have I have I have just a few mods, so a few mods are any I don't think there was anybody here, but I don't feel like necessarily like getting involved in the chats. Like, I don't care who's in the chat really.
Like, it's like what? like no like nobody's gonna hurt anybody in the chat. It's like as for coming on the panel, yeah, maybe I'll have some more discretion about panelists, but at the same time, like I said, I'm into true crime. I'm into like, you know, letting people even controversial people, even like maybe people that are have done despicable things. I was it's not called platform. I don't know if it's
necessarily platforming. not supporting or endorsing their behavior, but I'll I'll certainly give people a chance to defend themsel if they feel like they're being uh and then we, you know, and then that kind of thing, right? I'm not really about this person cannot be heard and I mean it's or or or seen or something like
that, you know? So, if people want to be in chat, I I really don't care, you know. At least they can defend other people can be in the chat. Like I don't I I can't um go over everybody's accusations, everybody's uh criminal record, you know, I don't know all the information about some things. There's a lot of people
that are leveling accusations and stuff like that. So I don't do I I love I don't know. I think that I um I've had some good conversations with him. I think he's addressed stuff and uh like my really my
real opinion is of of it is that if somebody is has done something so terrible they should be in prison or they should I mean it's like that kind of thing right it's like if they've done if they've done something they're convicted if they're not then what do I what I'm going to try people in the court of public opinion
I love Joker. I like Bennett and uh you know have they did they murder any anybody or I mean I don't I just don't know. I don't think so. I don't believe so. and see and then and then other people right and then it's like then do you like it when people do that to you like
you know it's like we have to think it's like when we make are we able to take these accusations too and it's like and then it's like what am how am I supposed to sort through it is that my responsibility that's what we have the law enforcement for yeah he oh beg me for a run oh my god maybe that's why he's mad or something like that but he just wants to make money off of me basically that's all that's all he
either wants to take my chat he comes in here oh started a penis right now. Oh, I'm starting my own live blah blah blah and it's like get out like excuse me like do I Yeah, I think I've said I'm doing a live. I mean, maybe I maybe I've I've been on a panel and been treated terribly on a pan, but no, I've
but usually at the end of their show, you know, maybe there's maybe I haven't been perfect with that and maybe I've said, "Well, I'm starting my own life, blah, blah, blah. Come over there." and then left a panel real quickly. But, you know, it's just like, you know, it's pretty I understand it's rude, but right,
the way he does, it's like he's like, "Oh, it's like just like sneaky. It's like it's like He he'll like come on the panel and then he'll he'll come on just the panel just to say oh be loud
not like be on the panel have a talk and say and then maybe like gets like Phil feels mistreated or something on the panel and then says well I'm going to start my own life or something he's going to promote some other channel you know kitty gay Yeah,
it's not a it's just it's just tobacco. It's not even weed. So that's why I they're weak because it's like it is kind of strong tobacco because it's a Swisser. So not a waste. It's just
Yeah. Um so anyway, you know, it's kind of a little difficult day. I'm just I'm just keeping my my ears on the phone. You know, I have, you know, this this next door app is really good in my experience for
Yeah. Puffy puffy. I don't know. It's like it gets kind of crazy, right? Um, you know, I just what I'm afraid of is like, you know, hearing about a body or something like that and it's like that just like makes me sad. You know, there are hazard, you know, there are hazards to allowing your cats outside. I've decided that
I mean, I have a cat door. You know, I've decided it is a quiet relatively neighborhood. It's not like just like, you know, New York City, you know, it's like very suburban. Um, there's a back a big backyard and a big pro there's a lot of there's it goes right back into like a big kind of field and like there's a
lot of, you know, and the cats like and the cats like it. The cats like to go outside and do their business and they like to, you know, chase birds and and squirrels and stuff. And so I understand there's consequences sometimes to but just like people with
kids that allow, you know, they're oh like I think I was 14 or 15 years old and I was like I got a bite to this girl's house. for like a watch to what we were doing Rocky War picture show and she had to call the person's mom and make sure it wasn't some kind of like drinking party or I I don't know she was kind of protective but then eventually
she just like you know eventually I was just able to go and do what I wanted to do you know um because you can't like really you know yeah I know they're going to criticize anything, you know, call me bad cat father and you know I and like oh it's
your fault and blah blah blah and it's like you know you don't know how hard it is for me. I love this cat and this is my he's my baby. He's like the little the youngest. Lola is kind of really concerned. I've never seen her. They their behavior changes and stuff when this stuff happens, you know. Hi, coming over. You heard me talking about you. I
know I was talking about you. um get yeah I'm going to get him fixed. Um but I can you know um there are some like you know clinics that are like either low cost or free. They're not necessarily like oh here oh it's here you can I can make an appointment to it's like there different times you have
to kind of catch watch the website and catch when they're going to have it and then make some make some arrangements and planning to make sure I I got everything you know but um he's the only cat that's not fixed. They are all fixed except for him. You know, he's the only one that's not fixed. And then it's
like, you know, hi. Hi, Lenor. Lenor's fixed. Oh, baby. Yeah. I don't He Well, he I know I guess like some gay guy or some straight guys I guess. Well, I said a gay guy. I look like he's gay. I don't know. like he's
he is jealous like and it's like why isn't doesn't he have like the hundred people in the chat like all the time and and he he has you know the you know people like buying song after song after song after terrible song. I mean, it's like like people say, "Oh, my the music I make is bad and stuff, but it's like
you should hear this mumble rap or like, you know, and then he's like singing along to it and then it's like he's just like so just like gh I don't get it. I don't get it. I just don't get it." Um, yeah. And I'm sure he has fake claps and to make it look like it's a more active system and right, you know, because then
then people were like, "Oh, everyone's clapping." And it's just like basically, yeah, you can just I I I'll say, "Okay, I mean, I kick people off the panel all the time. I don't necessarily say, oh, he I got clapped and I just made money from this and stuff, you know? I think like maybe like trying to like I think some of them probably have been fake and you know if he doesn't want to talk to somebody or he wants to he wants to look like the cool guy or look like
somebody's such a or somebody so unpopular. I never like you know I don't know I know people there's people that don't like me and stuff but you know and I know I know Christine is like you know I think basically I know who I know when people that like are clappers and stuff. Yeah. because it's like I have my show and so
I see I see who's paid and stuff for that and I know who does it and you know and when when certain people are are not around anymore that um all of a sudden like it seems like the whole system kind of drive some people are just basically the only people that do it. I mean it's not everybody that does it. Hey babe baby.
But um I'm sorry not I'm not trying to like be tired or whatever. I'm kind of like a little bit cold right now, so I'm just kind of cuddling under the blanket. I want to cuddle with Lenor. Lenor, come here. Can you cuddle with me? Here. Cuddle with me.
My baby. She's sitting right She's watching right here.
Yeah. Here's a nor since I have a gay perspective on gay people. No disrespect, but do you think Sam be closeted homosexual that wants to come out of the closet? I think that there's a lot I basically think that especially nowadays like I when I I used to think that like it was like gay
people were like a minority and a specific kind of like and there's but then there was the closed masculine ones and stuff like that and the gym people and blah blah blah like there like I think like a lot of guys that are into their like body like bodybuilding and like their own bodies are like they're I some a lot of them are
attracted to the male body. Um, not to be weird. I mean, I've also like, you know, there's also hustlers that kind of like are gay for pay. That's a thing, but in my experience, they're usually bisexual or maybe gay or something like
that. I think it's more I think sexuality is more fluid than we kind of think, you know? I think that it's like but you know kind of encouraged in society. I think a lot of men a lot of men just want to have a family and stuff like that and so they'll a lot some of them will just you know
I just think especially LA it seems like it's bisexuality is pretty common out here. Um, yeah, I do think he might. I mean, it's like you can just tell how he glazes on other men and stuff. Like, usually you can tell like how he
has crushes on like Barry and stuff and you can kind of tell that there's some something more than just like I'm a heterosexual guy, right? You only like trans or traps?
Yeah. And then the transgender thing too. I mean, it's like now we have transgender and so it's like I think also that there's transgenders put into the entertainment industry and in like cuz there's really there's such now if you now plastic surgery nowadays you can I mean there's some people that
are very passible like and you would never know and it's like and so that can up a guy's head if he's like you know just as like because guys are very visual you know men are more men are more like you on like the visual side of a track because they're, you know, they're just like they see something they're like, "Uh oh, don't
fight. Don't fight. What?" Rudy, Rudy, Lola, and Manor all over here. Little uh Lola looks a little concerned. Um,
so Oh, you like trans? You only like trans
or you or are you saying you like women and trans or you are exclusively interested in trans? That's that's a thing, too. I mean, they called they're called chasers, you know, like I don't you know, not to like know there's somebody that's passed away that, you know, I was like, you
know, he's um he passed away last year. He's part of the kind of community. I met him on this or I I I met him before on Benny's channel, but then I came across him at this transgender channel. this this uh transgender it's called Sabrina TWW. You like both. Okay, you like men. You like women and trans. Okay, well
that's cool. I mean to admit that that's pretty because you know guys give each other for that but I think it's probably way more common that they might have an affection because I think guys are like you know just like it's kind of weird like how men are attracted to women and like but they like but women are like kind of like you know
you know pretty sweet like like you know or like you know feminine you know so men are attracted to femininity sometimes right so Um, yeah. But if you're attracted to trans Brandon, I'm like wondering is there any is how about like what
about a like a fem like a fe of those fem guys or like you know like there's guys that are like like they're very feminine. Are you attracted to feminine men like or is that like what level does it have to be trans? Like does this have to have a good wig or something or like they have to like be passable? Are you attracted to the penis? are I mean it's like what I I had I do have these
questions and it's like you know exits are seem open to like to uh many like I don't know if you'd like you know can like want to tell about because it's interesting to me it's just interesting like what like how far do you go with that you know and like what is that like so is that you go to gay bars and seek that out I mean because it's like
transgenders are not just like everywhere it's like you have to kind of like seek them out a little bit, you know? They're I mean, they are everywhere, but they're not just like it's not it's not that common. It's a it's a pretty I would say maybe 1% 2% of the population. Having a fat wife is
Okay. Well, I Hey, there's a song I was playing the song because, you know, I remember it was it was in the fifth grade talent show. You never ever ever if they look petite and have makeup then you like if they look girly. Okay. So, you like the you have you have like it's like kind of like a you like the
feminine look. Okay. That's interesting. Yeah. I think that's kind of a little bit more common common nowadays. You know, there's a song that goes, "If you want to be happy for the rest of your life, never make a pretty woman your wife." You know, my personal point of view, pick an ugly girl to marry you.
You know, it was like one of the top top songs of 1963. I think it was just like it was like and uh it's kind of like you know it's called it's kind of like they kind of like talk about ugly women are the best wives cuz they're good cooks or something like that and they're or yeah
I don't know sometimes sometimes like you know that's like a wife it's like a woman like with like a ugly husband I guess it's like but the husband is like and the wife is hot but the husband is like people would say he's ugly or something like that but then it's like she's she is women like security like
that I'll say men men are kind of like more in general interested in the looks and women are looking at the long-term security that's and that's because you know it's usually for her and her children right it's because and she wants to make sure everyone's taken care of and stuff and so that's kind of more important than having but then it's than
the than the women that are attracted to bad boys and stuff and and like or like deadbeat dads and like losers and stuff, you know? I think, you know, I don't know. It's just it's just all this can be different, right? like like there's really good-looking guys that are just like
bad news, you know, that they'll they'll cheat. They'll um you know, they'll they won't have a job. They'll just you know, they'll won't support kids if they have kids and stuff. And you know, there's also women that are attracted to like um psychopaths,
but like I'm my problem is I'm attracted to psychopaths like like um in men. I'm attracted to like literally like I'm the most the most attractive thing like the most attractive men to me like physically are would probably murder me. Like I
mean it's like it's that's why I can't date. It's too dangerous. It's so dangerous.
Yeah. I mean that said I mean it's like Yeah. I mean it's like then it's like Yeah. Well, you know, and it's like and also that's why I kind of like stay away from relationships too is because um gay people can have a short attention span. Um you know, when it comes to like because
it's so easy to like hook up within the community that it's like they get bored really easily and they just they just want to sleep with people. Hey, you want to come up here and cuddle with me? Come on.
Miss Lola. Miss Lola, you want to cuddle? Where's Trixie? I'm gonna say no. Let's hope Trixie. Oh, I hope he comes back, too. I know. Come on, baby. So, yeah. Well, maybe. And Trola covers vegan Patriot for hours and then Samman
covers Trolla for hours. And so it's like it's just people covering people covering people covering people. I mean, it's like, okay, it's like and and seriously, like I some of these I hear like I just hear like on his on this same man's show and it's like there's 100 people watching like this woman
bitching about some other woman and doing her makeup and stuff and I'm like, what is this? A makeup tutorial or a like what? And then I don't understand either. I was at, you know, and I know people will have different people they get along with and I know like but like I was at that money 420s and he keeps putting
this thing, oh this is like just for entertainment purposes and like he literally he has his guests being attacked calling calling saying oh you have AIDS you have aid and it's like um sir excuse me sir do you understand there's like this there's like and I know my show has been a drama show and people said ridiculous realistic. I
don't like people attacking people and then it's like and then saying that they have diseases and and just like they're on drug like like lying. I mean it's like like and then screaming about it. I don't have like I can decide like what I want to have a topic about and it's not my show's not really not about just like attacking people and yelling. I mean it
has turned into like a lot of a drama show and stuff. I'm sorry that I'm laying down. I'm kind of cold this morning. It's a little bit cold and I'm a little I just heard some I don't know. I just heard a cat at the door at the cat door, but I think it was a I think it was a Lenor going outside cuz when Trix comes back, he usually is like
meowing meowing a lot. Meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow. >> Meow meow. I'm just like waiting for the phone like waiting for a phone call like oh he's over here and something like that. I like or I've seen him or something and and I I I you know feeling like you know next door is is very pretty good about that but um I don't know hopefully he's not like stuck in
somebody's house or something. Sometimes people like will uh take them, but cats usually for the most part like like 70% of the time they're like nearby, but that's more like new cats that are like, you know, because they usually they like they're not just going to hide nearby, but they usually like they they are
nearby and stuff. Sometimes male cats tend to wander, you know? they tend to wander and it's like um so if you can just say a prayer for my you know my cat and that he comes home safe and stuff. I thought I I was 90% sure I heard him
last night like very kind of nearby but like inaccessible and um well Lola is purring this morning. You're just purring under the blanket. just purring and laying with me and it's the best feeling to like kind of cuddle with the cat.
So, I'm sorry. I am like a little bit hung over a little bit and uh a little bit down because of the tricks, but you know, I do want to like, you know, talk to you guys and stuff
to the films. It gets kind of like yeah if you don't have someone to talk to you know it's like you know you can get really stuck in your it's like solitary confinement almost you know you need an outlet to I am an introvert and I'm good at like you know being alone and stuff but at the same time I don't like to just be stuck in my own head you know
and I can talk to my cats. Hey baby. Hi Rudy. I sit there when Rudy's getting old. I mean, it's like I'm just like worried about him, you know. Lola and Lenor are good. They're like the they're like the moms, you know. Well, Lenor never was a mom. Lola had a one litter, but Lola was
a really good mom, but she, you know, she had enough of feeding pretty like when whenever she was done, she was done. I had another cat, Remy, and she would have full grown cats. Like they'd be like huge. She had big cats and they kept trying to feed off of her. The vet was like, "Don't let them do
that because it's like she it's too much milk and but um yeah, but she would like let them feed when they were like adults and stuff." And I was like, "No, you're kind of kind of not supposed to let them do that." Um but when when Lola was done, she was done, but then she kind of did does um
learn to love tricks and stuff like that. So, she was she had a little head down, looked depressed last night, and I was like, "Oh my gosh, it's like there's something wrong." And also, I get it always happens like I'm a I am a psychic like and whatever you want to say, like I'm a fake psychic or whatever, like some people are more believing in this, but it's like there's always like before I've had a cat disappear, there's always
this moment where I'm like I'm sitting there like with all the cats before it happens and and I'm like, and like like this is not going to last forever. There's, you know, it's like whatever it would be with all the all of them at once, you know, like like so maybe I had a feeling like I don't know. I had a cat like you know when the cats have passed
away like both like a couple of them like right before they passed away like they came over and like kind of said a goodbye to me in a way like they kind of like got were like I got extra affectionate a little bit and um you know so I think that there's some kind of like psychic thing there because I kind of like have premonition sometimes
and I get real real worried. I'm like I'm like oh who's and I don't want to think like that you know like cuz and I'm sure like you know I always worry but just like I I feel like I was particularly concerned that something I don't know I just want to have him as long as
possible. So I'm just sitting here waiting for a phone call like oh we have him and he's he's fine or I see him in the backyard or something like that. I just hope I I put his picture up there. I put my address, my phone number, and uh so I'm just waiting for a call.
hopefully up with good news, you know. But um
I'm going to do I'll do a little short sleep stream cuz I want to go under the cover so bad and cuddle with Lola right now cuz we're worried and I want to but I'm but at the same time I want you know if I get a phone call I want to I want you guys to be here to like hold my hand a little bit. if you don't mind if wants to be
here or something like that. But you guys have fun talking in the chat. Um yeah,
who's bang
my mental beta broke me in my mental state of mind? Hey. Oh, I'm sorry. Did I Did I miss a comment? I'm sorry. I'm just kind of like a little bit down. I'm looking at my TV, though. And uh you guys you guys talk and you know, I I'll pop up in in a few minutes, but I just want to cuddle with the cat under the covers for a little bit, but I don't want to like, you know, I might I want
to kind of be here. So, I'm sorry if I missed the comments. I'm sorry about if you want to come on the link or something. I'll like I'll have to I'll kind of try to keep an eye on the chat a little bit. Okay. Well, it's okay. I'll I'll come under. She wants you to come under the covers. Okay. So, Hi, baby. Hi babe.
She's purring. You're purring, huh? Good girl. Okay.
It's so warm under here. Good girl. Come here. So she So I wonder that yet. So she comes and she like curls up and cuddles and it's like uh I'm just petting her under the covers.
She's purring. All right, Lola. Okay. Okay. Good girl.
I'm just going to cuddle with her for for a minute and I'll pop out when I get I haven't had coffee today. I'm a little low this week, but you know, Alex has been helping me and like last night I got a some some really um generous donations and I'm able to I was able to kind of enjoy myself
yesterday and get enough to eat and stuff. But yeah, there's nothing like like uh cuddling with a cat though. But she's like has this kind of like upset upset um worried
purr about her right now. You know, little sad. Okay. You go out there. You can see her. See? And then Rudy's right next to my head right here. There's Rudy right here. Okay. You're curling up next to my my
lap. Okay. Okay, baby. Come on. Come on. Warm up. Warm up. Come on. My feet are cold. It's freezing here. Having a coffee. I'm a little tired. Um, I want you guys to have fun in the chat. I'm so tired lately, you know.
I I don't know. I don't think it's entertainment to like let someone just be attacked and like, "Hey, shut up, you dumb bitch." blah blah blah blah blah. It's like maybe when I started it was kind of entertaining but it like gets old real quick to me and I want to move on to
like the the better part of it where it's like okay can we work something out can we like talk can we like become friends again and stuff like or just like you know that's with like with like people you know it's like instead of like I don't want to just fight with people and like you know and I will always lose fights because with like
certain because it's like I'm not willing to like go as far as some people and stuff, you know, like go as low because I'm just like I can get low and I can get dirty but it's like right it's like but it's like I really don't want to. It's like I feel I always feel guilty. I feel bad. Feel like
I'd rather just like you know get along with people. >> Hi babe. Hi, Lola.
>> It's so nice and like warm under here. That's like that's how I sleep is like I put I get all warm and then I like have my eyes closed and I like the darkness kind of and I because when it's so dark then like like start like you start to see stuff like like stuff appears in your
head is it's weird. I don't know if you guys are like that, but I'm in darkness and it's like I dream. I start to dream. I I dream and I'm awake. Like you guys watch me
sleepy. Oh, the cat's so warm. You laying with me. Hi, babe. Yeah, the other night there's like this really good-looking guy and I was like, "Hey, come to my open panel sometime. I've got like, you know, between between 30 and 60 people in the chat. Usually I have 3,000 subscribers. I think he had
5,000. He's really good-looking." And he's like, "I'm good. I'm good." Like, well, it's like, you know, no one has to go where they don't want to go, but it's like you don't have to be rude about it. They say, "No, I'm good. I'm not I'm not even interested in looking at your I have no interest at all in doing of course I you
know that's fine but I think people at least like people that are like have under you know there's some people like have 300 people subscribers and then
oh there's somebody here oh Natalie's
Let's see. >> Hi. >> How you doing? >> I'm okay. I one of my cats has not come home for a day. So, I'm a little bit concerned. You know, tricks might get it. They go missing for a while. They'll come back.
>> Yeah, >> they do that. She'll be fine. >> Yeah, I hope so. Are you doing good? >> Yeah, I'm all right. It's really sunny here. Sorry. So, I'm having a beer and I >> beer. >> Yeah, I had a couple drinks last night. I had like a few I think I had like
three drinks, but I got pretty >> Look what I got. Piano. >> Oh, play some piano. I love it. Play some piano for me, please. Oo, bear release.
I don't know a lot. I know this one.
You're good.
made a mistake. Then I want to go >> I want to go >> Yeah. bang those keys. Was that the only instrument you played? You play piano or do you play anything else? Not really. I used to have a flute, but I didn't really play professional. I
will get a flute again. Trust me. >> You won't or you will. >> I will get a flute. >> Yeah. I mean, I love the flute. Oh, wind instruments. I love pan pipes. You like the sound of pan pipes? >> Pan pipes. >> Yeah. Pan pipe is like >> Oh, yeah. I like pan pipes. I used to like moods.
There used to be a CD that my mom bought me from the dollar store and it was all moods songs. So basically it was pop songs played in like pon pipes or something.
I remember here comes the sun. Have you ever heard of that? >> It's all right. >> That was one of the songs. And um there was one >> the Beatles. Is that Beatles or >> Yeah. >> And that was played in like some sort of
pan pipe thing. Um there's no one. Sunshine. I can't sing at the minute cuz my throat. >> There's no sunshine. She's gone. I won't find my sunshine, but you won't find me.
>> Move on down the street. Sorry, my throat is terrible. Psyche. >> Mine is too. I've been imitating this woman named Christine. It's just killed. >> What kind of material is that blanket? >> I think it's made of polyester. this blanket we got we got him material I
think it's polyester >> it looks like sheets wool >> yeah it's really comfortable super comfortable um I think it's like I think if you put a pl a flame to it would melt basically your questions psyche you like going under blankets >> are you autistic by any chance
>> um you know like I like I'm not diagnosed like with anything you know but >> you could have autism You know, that's probably why you like going in a small space under your blanket. >> I I do like under the blanket. It is like a >> You know, a lot of people back in our day weren't we've not been diagnosed
when we younger. We used to just get scolding and they thought we're being naughty. >> Yeah, >> I do have a >> My mind works like in an abstract way. Like I don't think like most people like my mind goes to like weird not like bad places, but it go I just think differently like than a lot of people. And so I don't know if that's that's
part of it or something, but it's like I'm very abstract. I like to I make connections like with like unrelated things and I like to find the similarities and I like obsess a lot about certain kinds of knowledge and maybe I I'm socially awkward a little bit and that like >> Yeah.
Sorry if I'm looking like tonight. I ain't got no makeup on. I've been cleaning and I've been making the fire up to like >> So, I've been cooking and I used a chip pan for the first time today to cook
wedges and I did a good job. >> Yeah. I I well I love a I love a good homecooked meal or I make a casserole. I'm thinking of making a John Wayne casserole soon. Maybe the stream. It's like about $20 of ingredients. You know, a couple pounds of all you need is a couple pounds of taco meat, some
biscuits, um you know, like the the refrigerated biscuits kind of stuff. You that's a crust on the bottom. couple pounds of taco meat, some cheese mixed with sour cream and mayonnaise and some jalapenos, some vegetables, >> and uh it's really really good. And then you then you put, you know, jalapenos on
top and stuff. And uh yeah, I'm a little bit like also like a little bit hung over and so it's like kind of like overwhelming a little bit to be outside like out in the out in the light and stuff. So I kind of like it. I just like to be under my eyes closed a little bit. But I apologize if I'm a little bit, you know, under the blanket right now, but
it's just comfortable for me. And I want to I still do want to be online though, you know. So, it's been kind of going crazy lately, you know, just conflicts. And there's a lot of people like project on to me like, you know, what they are.
And it's like it's hard cuz like I have so many projections I deal with. >> Yeah.
>> You know what somebody's gone and done? >> What? >> Cut me dad's flag down. In Britain, people get offended if you if you wave. If you have a union jack outside your house because of all these illegal immigrants right?
And they're literally taking down British flags and they're putting all Palestine flags up. Don't you think that's terrible?
Do you think we should be defensive about that when they're coming over taking down our flags and putting up their flags? Would you see that as a vengeful tactic?
They're not coming here to get along. They're coming here to take over. You get me?
We got some stupid English people who are like lefties and they'll go along with it. >> Yeah. >> They'll go along with it. Psyche. >> Yeah. >> They're like, "Come and rage our village. Come and they're so dumb down.
They'll just stand there like a mor mongol and just let people take everything cuz they ain't got no backbones. And then they'll cut um they'll secretly sneakily cut down
our flags in the doll where we where they don't see them. Well, we're going to put a CCT camera up so next time when that flag's going straight back up and we'll see who's doing it and then we can get them done >> by the police.
So, >> the police have been here quite a quite a bit lately. >> This is Great Britain. We're allowed to we're allowed to fly the Union Jack. I'm sorry, but we are. This is our country, not Palestine.
You know what? I don't blame Israel in a way. I can see why they have a problem with Palestine cuz they like to go in and shove their opinions up people's backsides.
You know what I mean? It's
now I'm on about somebody vandalizing my father's property. My dad passed away and he wanted that flag up. somebody cutting down, being disrespectful to my dad who's worked in Britain all his life. Then you've got illegal
immigrants coming here getting free hotels, free cars, and my dad's paycheck gets cut. Not is it psyche? Not fair, is it?
How would you like it if you was working 12hour shift a day down a pit and then some comes in shouting
weird chance and moaning and crying and they get everything. Did my old man cry down the pit? No, he was brave.
No, it's not because of that at all.
Yeah. Now there's talking sense but just to the wrong audience. I'm talking to Americans. How would you like it if people came to America burning your flag and putting up their flags everywhere? How would you feel?
And how would you like all your money going towards them? Would you like that?
Why are they going and rape your daughters and your wives? Are you going to just sit there and do nothing? No. That's why some of us Brits have pride in our country and what our
grandfathers fought for and we raised the Union Jack.
Well, so did the Romans, but the Vatican's taken over, ain't they? Pope. What's the new pope called? You know his name, Psyche?
I don't care to know his name. He's a beast. He's the ants.
I was going to go toilet. So I was going mute.
I'm back. Thanks.
Oh, so did America.
Yes, but that was done by the Roman Catholics mostly.
Anyway, moving on. Some are more positive. What are you having for dinner, Psyche?
Yeah, but is that the working English taxpayers's fault? No, it's not.
sleep psyche I'll let you have some sleep. See you later man.
Hello.
It's dreamy.
I'll come back later. Thanks for being here, guys. Same purpose for me. Love you.
Oh. sleep straight. Oh,
I'm sorry guys. I'm tired.
God, you got clip from me last night.
God.
Sorry guys.
Wow.
There's a rope.
Oh. Oh.
What happened?
Let's go.
Oh,
heat.
Yeah.
I don't know like a little bit
my feet.
I'm sorry.
doing
I got to go away a little bit from the sleep. Sorry. Love you.
I love you.
Hey, I'll be I'll I'll be back. One second.
I'm tired.
I was sleep all day. I love you.
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Psyche dedicates an episode to addressing his trolls and critics, calling out their hypocrisy and fake bravado. He challenges them to 'say it with their face' and be honest about their true intentions.
