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Psyche hosts an open panel discussion while preparing for a date, featuring tarot readings and a conversation about boundaries and respect.
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The episode begins with Psyche introducing the show and setting the tone for the discussion ▶ 0:15. He talks about his new 'BKG' tattoo and shows it off to the audience ▶ 3:23. A guest joins the conversation, and they discuss topics such as looking vs. touching and respecting boundaries ▶ 6:37. The conversation takes a turn when the guest mentions that Psyche had previously made a comment about putting a bullet in someone's head, which Psyche downplays as a joke ▶ 10:18. The guest expresses concern about Psyche's behavior and language, and the two engage in a discussion about boundaries and respect ▶ 11:00. At one point, Psyche mentions that he received a warning from YouTube about copyright violations ▶ 4:08. The conversation also touches on the idea that people can choose to participate in or leave a conversation if they feel uncomfortable ▶ 8:43.
The episode appears to touch on themes of boundaries, respect, and the importance of considering how one's words and actions may impact others. It suggests that Psyche's persona is that of a free spirit who values honesty and openness, but may sometimes push boundaries or make jokes that could be perceived as insensitive. The conversation also highlights the idea that people can choose to engage with or disengage from a conversation if they feel uncomfortable or disrespected.
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Psyche and a guest discuss the impact of the internet on one's energy and mindset, highlighting the negativity that can come from weak individuals. They touch on the importance of maintaining boundaries and a positive mindset in the face of online criticism.
The Cult of Psyche hosts an open panel discussion about tarot readings and cats, with a special guest Carol and a focus on personal growth and intuition.
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kiss your ear kiss your ear having a good night huh yeah how are you guys doing well okay got my tropical kombucha I'm here hold
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bit started my little bit of a shape shifter I don't know but I have these curls right there look how are you guys chat's being quiet yeah I did get a warning today from YouTube get a
warning several copyright violations I've had I always thought I just could delete them and out of the mountain and stuff but today got the warning no more of that no more of that or you're going to get a strike so I'm on my watch right now yeah we have a zity party coming up whoever wants I don't know it'll go guys it will go up you have to wait a couple minutes
for people to get in the chat the link is pinned you're welcome up on the stage guys anyone braving up the chat anyone say something in the chat say one comment guys why is the chat being so quiet I'm so hot no I'm just kidding not that hot look my hair is pretty cool say it looks greasy
but oh we have a guest tonight oh my friend hey up dude how are you I'm well how are you good how are you I'm guys dude I'm sorry I'm sorry if I like was like saying inappropriate to youday I'm sorry
it was like fun that's perfect mad at it's okay okay no I'm not mad whatsoever at all I just I I just don't want because I have a lot of friends that like leave me because I say stupid sometimes and stuff like that and it's like I like people that like get that I just say stupid sometimes and I like I don't mean harm by it and stuff like that and
like I know I know and I think part of being a friend is kind of calling you out in it like saying could you please not say these things right you know what I mean it's all jokes so it's all joke it's like not meant in like know yeah so yeah it like I said it's part of kind of
saying like could you please not say these things so we can main our friendship right well you said a boundary I always think your boundary it's about that but yeah some say stupid because you you got those muscles on your picture okay those are like magnets for my eyes where I'm like I just want to see this guy Flex thank you
thank you that I would not I just I look but you said I can look but not I won't I will never touch okay I just like to look at those those are nice arms that's what I'm saying another guess thank you thank you understand so
ghost like art like when you when you when you like it we all admire art right right and guys about looking and not touching that kind of thing you know it's like exctly basically all I watch all all I do is like look at people on YouTube screens and like watch porno once in a
while it's like I don't I don't really like like gawk over people in real life I try not to like I try to keep my eyes to myself and stuff like that TV no I think you're a great guy and I respect you very much and I like I think that you deserve to be protected thank you just please be
mindful of your behavior around people who may not understand right that you're in I mean but sir it is his channel though I mean he can say whatever he wants on his own channel the people that don't want to be mindful of it they shouldn't even join a channel I mean it's his channel correct yeah yeah 100% yeah 100% so why are you
telling him how to act on his own channel I'm not telling him how to act on his own channel I'm sh a little bit literally just where you're Shing your like perspective and I you know I'll honor that and I'll respect it but don't come in here and tell him to act on his own channel it's his channel so you come here looking for confrontation I don't agree I don't agree with at all about a
lot of but you're not going to come on his own channel and tell him I act unless he's asking for that advice he has boundaries and it's like if I break the boundaries he'll just he'll he'll leave he'll unsubscribe he won't come to my channel again that kind of thing it's like I understand but I'll tell you I'm a boundary I'm a boundary tester I like to see how people react sometimes I'm I'm a little bit of a clown I'm a little
bit of a fool I'm a little bit of a jokester okay it's not meant in like a hurtful way if I hurt you offended you or that's what I saider I said I'm sorry if I said something wrong and stuff like that but I I'm I'm going to be I'm going to be getting my underwear probably like later tonight and stuff like that and dancing and people are be showing their boobs and their and twerk twerking and
everything and it's like you can choose to be part of that not yeah exactly I would have to agree with that statement I I feel like if you're trying to like Des to help him if you want to put that in parenthesis help like or whatever you're trying to do if you don't agree with it you just don't have to be here man it's I mean it's his channel he's doing pretty good with it I mean I'm not I like I liked him calling in earlier he called in earlier to give us perspective
about like I was saying football is homoerotic and he was like I agree with it that it's like little homoerotic and I was like just trying to see where he is with like the comfortability with G gay people right right yeah that's yeah that's a good argument man I don't think that
this guy is just here to correct us all whatsoever like I think that he's foolish no me or he's talking about me go ahead yeah go ahead no CR Crucible Crucible Crucible is like a little bit of a ster he's a little bit of a debater he has that he'll he'll argue with you till
the sun comes up but he's a good guy guyo it's all about we understand people we can like understand our personalities we can kind of adapt a little bit to their personalities and like understand they're not coming from a bad place I think that perhaps he miss UND he misunderstood my Approach as a threat
which I mean no threat whatsoever I approach this whole situation in the friendliest way possible well just like me because you think M you think me like hitting on you was kind of a threat earlier because you're like I'll put a bullet in your head like right you're the guy that was like saying I'll put a bullet in your head yeah I said I don't know did I make a threat
like that did I say I just said yeah I mean I'm not going to defend like on this one but I mean if you're going to say you're going to put a bullet in someone T I mean that like for being for what he likes to grab some butt I mean that's against my world worldview 100% but I'm not gonna sit there and try to I would I wouldn't I wouldn't do that in the first place I just I say I'm a clown I'm just like saying and stuff like
that I'm having fun and stuff I'm just like that's I'm a free spirit it's my personality I'm not trying to offend you like if I hurt somebody's feelings and stuff really like make people insecure with their sexuality hurting people's always the boundaries if anybody oversteep the uh boundaries on your uh Channel py you know they could just just real quick and I'll leave it alone I'll let you guys
talk but you could just like not to you I'm not like a trying to attack you personally but if they don't like it they could always leave but if they want to debate it it but at the same you didn't have to you have to say you didn't have to say you're gonna put a bullet in my head I mean it's like that's like that's that's say I'm threatening people that's an actual threat like that's that that is can you
explain why you said that to uh can you explain why you said that why why is yourie it's okay to like because like said he was gonna like what you say like you're G to grab some butts or you think it's a little homeo so you're gonna put a bullet in their head so in your world viiew it's okay to it's it's okay to murder yeah 100% not kill but murder it's coming
from a place where he might be a little curious or something he he doesn't want to be okay I don't know I'm not trying to I'm saying he might be hey if he violates my space I will murder him in saying I'm not going to violate space we we're we're on YouTube okay this is like you're talking about boundaries okay this is YouTu we're several thousand miles away probably okay I'm not going to ever meet you I'm not going to ever
see you face to face it's like over a TV screen and stuff like that so what really boundaries are there like and if you're you're in my channel too I can't I'm not going into your chat private he did accept to be here too by the way that you're able to exercise a level of authority based on you being the owner of your YouTube channel that's like coming in your personal space in your
life but you accepted it like that would never happen so why you accepting to be here yeah because you're in my space and you're here and you're coming on my panel and then you're saying you're G to put a bullet in my head maybe you want do you want to talk or debate because I'll debate you brother I even have do you think that by joining your
panel we are surrendering a level of dignity to you um well you don't have to join my panel it's it's my it's my my my channel it's my chat room it's my streamyard ask a question I'm asking you question I mean I think ask don't have to be here you can like leave and never come back and stuff like that and it'll be fine with me but I like happy to have
you here and stuff and talk to you but you have to understand my personality is I I my personality I hit on everybody I hit on women I hit on guys you know it's like it's like you think that comes with no consequence well wait wait what's the wait I'm on a TV screen you're here you're in my you're in my space you're coming into my house here okay you're you're basically knocking on my door I'm
letting you in the house have you on my couch okay okay you're hosting a friend you're hosting a friend who's straight right okay guys in chat what do you think guys guys what do you think what do you think so listen guys so he know he knows how I he heard me talking to other people right on the chat he
heard how I hit on Mexican gang members I hit on very bodybuilders and very straight guys he comes in here with like a hot photo with his muscles showing and stuff like that and I'm saying oh your muscles are cute okay he says I'm gonna put a bullet in your head okay is this like a little bit of a discrepancy so are you trolling me sir because it's like you're my you're in my house right now I'm not going to your channel and hitting on you you can ban
me immediately I can ban you here but understand that very well I understand it very well I agree with everything that bes you calling him out because I don't that's not my word view but he Psych is putting up some good points brother yes yes yes I agree I agree 100% okay so but you also said to me like I don't I'm not comfortable with this and it's like and so I understand and I I didn't say that to you again and stuff
like that it just you just got a little bit extreme with me not open friends are you not open to having straight friends I have a lot of stents are straight my parents are straight my my whole family is straight they all married with kids all all the people I know are straight I don't know any gay people hardly it's like why are you demanding a behavior from me that is not straight I'm I'm not
demanding anything I'm all I'm saying is I'm gonna be myself I'm not gonna apologize for being myself I'll say whatever I want to anybody you don't have to be here you don't have to be here you are demanding but but you're you're over imposing your boundaries on a straight man no but you're in my house uncomfortable you can leave if I make you uncomfortable you can leave cuz my
personality okay and it's like it's a joking way it's not meant personally I'm not you this is the context that you bring itself so if we don't adapt to what your context presents we're not welcome here no you're welcome here kick you I can I can kick you out in two seconds I
can't no no you said you said you put a bullet in my head you said bullet in the head I said I want to like touch your arm okay I mean is there a little bit do that a y or it's like a little bit extreme a little bit you have to check your homophobia a little bit if you touch my arm like a gay man I will kill you I put bullet to your you should dude see you're being the reason why you're being H you should have said
the same way if like you were a straight man you touched my arm when I was reaching for something I would have killed you but you're making it just because he's a gay man brother and I'm I'm straight as I'm just making AR I I I could you please present me with a straight man who actually wies to touch my arm yeah dude your brothers your friends everybody does all the time when you say
touch it in a sexually man you have to go straight guys touch each other all the time they they wrestle they touch each other's arm they they do bench pressing together and they bodybuild by the way sir did you get your arm touched tonight did you get your arm touched tonight sir virtually did you get that did you get your arm touched if not then the bur ofof will be
on you and you're not gonna I don't know that's a real picture is on you he has a picture that is g to attract gay men if you don't want a picture attract gay men use an avatar use something else Joker Joker he said basically what he said like if you were go ahead Joker straight as and then Joker pulled on his pants last night and his underwear and twerked for me and that's how secure Joker is that's
a real man right there Joker is a real man okay please don't please don't please don't do that ever again but what he's trying to say is though like real quick when I have you here because I want to make a real quick argument yeah please never do that again he's saying like if a gay uh can I I can say that but if a gay man came up and touch me and then somehow you know you know he was gay I would shoot him because he touched me in my arm but if a regular
man or anybody else came up to you and touch your arm you're not g to kill them right but what if I gave you a hug and like a bro wait where if the Bro grabbed your out and started doing stuff yeah you could but like it touched your arm man come on now gu yeah don't say so extreme if you don't actually mean it you're a little bit you're a little bit little bit homophobia I know I know you're not
homophobic I know you're not homophobic I know in your heart you understand there's homoeroticism in wrestling and in bodybuilding and in the gym and you're naked in the shower with guys and you're on football teams I'm sure I know all that you're comforable with that you know what if there's a gay guy on your football team you're gonna kill him if he looks at you in the shower like cross-side or something like that are you g you're him I'm a very guy I just
don't believe in the argument that somebody comes up and touch me that's gay I'm gonna kill him I mean like come on yeah I mean guy guys you're you're on a gay show you're on a gay show and BR Joker knows he's on a gay show too and Joker's not gay Joker's secure pull down his pants and like twerk for me and like he wants I think he wants to debate you
psych but I'm I got you back brother okay I know you because you know Crucible ghost is a good debater you're a good debater Rogue n too but it's like your arguments are really weak tonight I mean it's like we got to let him talk we have to let him talk losing the debate perhaps I'm losing the debate
okay the debate was Sir still you know I if I forgive you I mean it's like or you I want you to forgive me I I want us at the end of the show to be able to hug and like not be weird and like not be a weird thing I will give you that strong hug like a brother 100% hey whoa I'll kill you you touched my arm like that give me a strong hug I'm gonna kill you that was your that
was your argument that was literally argument I'm I'll kill you faulty no perhaps I failed okay perhaps I was wrong okay and I apologize if I no no no I for I for people get mad at me for like saying less like I people that are like really close friends and I said oneid thing to one of their friends and then they left
me forever and stuff like that so the fact that you're here talking and stuff like that look at the cute dog yeah and I'm not mad at you dude I'm not mad at you and like I hope you're not mad at me because it's like I was telling you Jing and no I'm I'm I'm happy are so accepting of my mistakes yeah no but dude it's all about
like coming together and like learning and like learning about each other and like KN I agree 100% I agree I didn't mean it's more about when you actually like talk and we actually like talk about like real points we actually talk about stuff like you break it down logically because that's how I tend to think about things like probably Al like 20% of the time
but I do tend to think of it like when you break it down logically like just doesn't make sense and we tend to say that's uh this dumb you know what I'm saying like uh if you if you back the logic behind it it doesn't really make sense I think pych would agree I think you'd probably agree too man yeah yeah yeah I'm not here saying a
g if a gay guy came up R run his hand like run it up my arm like I wouldn't be like hey what the but when you take a position like I'll I'll you know it sounds crazy but I came from a debate world so that's my bad maybe I'm too intense be honest with you I a I I've been in situations with gay people where they've groped me like one time I had a
gay dude grop me that was not mean by that was not me I swear that wasn't me Joker it wasn't you it wasn't you it was it was in real life I was uh I was in a hotel room asleep on the floor and then somebody grabbed my
Johnson M that's man let's say hi pie hello hi how's it going oh hello hi my beautiful clothes pink she she usually wears blue but blue red black I got pink plants
too in why don't you wear nothing why don't you take it all you have a what do you think about the argument huh you degenerate what do you think about the argument the argument is going on like the argument like he said he was going to put a bullet on me if I like looked at his AR look at him cross side or touched his arm or something like that touch your arm that's what he said remember you said you were gonna lick my armpit we
should go about it like gently you try to lick my armpit then yes I'll put a bullet through his skull well obviously you should defend yourself and you should feel safe yeah I would not obviously I would not walk up to you and lick your armpit not consensually I just said I'd like to
right it's like and I was like yeah but then you said if you would if you if you that I would no the force I will kill you yeah you have to prove like you were literally in danger at that point if you're GNA like use like a lethal Force you have to prove that you in danger talking about
like you talking about you see tat you see my tattoo we're not talking about legality what are you talking about you're just talking about like some you're just going to say CH and be like yeah if a gay guy ever comes six feet from me I'm going to shoot him with a gun I'm not saying that I'm say you break it down logically kind of sounds
he wants to lick my armpit I'm gonna kill my god well I'm glad that's nice I like the this is bkg be this Kitty gang can you put your tit down you're joking you're joking no be this Kitty gang bkg on my HT now you got to get a dog joker now you gotta get a dog for me
never mind I blood on it there's blood on it you can see the blood you should get J that cat's going yeah it's fresh how are you guys doing okay I'll I'm I'm running guys I'm about to get dick down
I think um but I'm running guy grinder back we'll see what happens ready to go hard donut hole is pulsing what's called whatever uh is it true that gay people that they have uh
I'm not I don't know if this is true but like that aisp they can come that they can come out of their ass is that true I don't know that's called the wom same have the same right women have the same women can do the same thing right it's called it's called part or something like I don't know what it's called it's it's called something like
that I don't know I think everyone does it I'm pretty sure men or women are different so I don't know if you can do the whole and is that different about it I just never understood it I don't know can men and women self I don't know I'm not gonna ask this degener question stop putting me in this position I'm here to defend you sir is anybody a degenerate
expert on how this happened I'm not sure yeah I am how what happened think you hold your hands and them did all of you guys vote for Trump by the way what P we all voted for Trump we went from shooting gays to Trump I love this
podcast okay yeah I I voted for Trump me personally pych did me and pych went together to vote for Trump I didn't vote but I would have voted for Trump because you know what my my Dad loved Trump and my dad he's a Gemini just like a trump he was and my dad my dad my dad I said I would vote
for Trump my dad passed away last year but I was like he always like sure you know I I have oh yeah go ahead sorry I just totally interrupt it go ahead do you think before you speak thank you I have a question for you I speak from that I speak from my heart I speak in my heart how would you feel if you
didn't have breakfast this morning exactly how would you feel if didn't have breakfast this morning Joker but don't answer for him but you already answered it yeah I yeah you didn't yeah you know whaty you're like a it's hard to have your back
man I know no I'm controversial I'm controversial as hell I'm controversial you don't have to like me you don't have to love me you will respect me right you will respect me especially on my chat right in my panel you respect me you lack self awareness but you deserve protection I will never let anybody hurt
you as foolish as you are you just made a you just made another I'm SL should I do it to him again should I be cool no you're Joker that said that I'm do it to you again Joker I didn't say well
you Jer OG in my like I I met him like way before I met him when I met p and stuff like so they're ogs and people will say oh I don't like pie I don't like Joker and stuff and like I'm like these are really cool people they're my friends they're my best friends I trust them okay and so I know yeah I didn't mean it's Joker Joker the one right beside me in the middle yeah
Joker's the monkey in the middle my bad I I I didn't mean him I met the other dude sorry okay sorry Joker his name is Rogue noad go ahead know anybody's uh I really don't know anybody's name here psych that's the only one I
know good well this is pyan she's like my little piranha I only accept her 3.14 times also post your link because you know if you like has like a bedtime story she reads Star Wars books and we like tell it like a bedtime story yeah
she's new Star Wars though she don't like the old Star Wars she's like Princess Leia know she she read new books and stuff like that Star Wars what do you mean the old Star Wars these books are really they're from the year 2000 they're old well it's Canon right anybody nobody nobody can talk
about pie and nobody can talk about Joker because I love these guys like they're my friends like really really OG people and they're here and they don't judge me they don't like they don't P like feed the and stuff like that and it's like I love it prob you have to teach this guy Rogue how to feed the sometimes right get
on camera and get sexy you got take your shirt off wh it around but I mean no we don't want to be yeah go ahead like the the the behavior that you get from me will be also the behavior that I get to protect you front like if anybody were to be like cruel to you I I don't care if people call me f I like when people call me I get kind of turned on
when people call me you can't be homophobic towards me because I don't care even when you said put a my head that yeah I have never said that word and I'm never I I have never referred to you as such and I you can't no you can't if you can't you if you can't if you do I would like it because it's like race
black black black and a white woman be like call me the N word b right Everyone likes that and stuff but some people like thaty if you if you guys don't mind py and P if you guys don't mind and my homie up there if you guys don't mind may I have like may I play devil
advocate and like uh like have his point and argue with him if you guys don't mind you want to would that be fun I'll I Jo yeah I'll join in with him and I'll debate against you guys would that be fun or no you have you have the floor for a second and then I'll I'll give other people the floor but go ahead you have a
floor well you have to let you have to let him talk and then I'll have his back no matter what he says I'll no no he's still he's still there I just put you on on solo but yeah opposite yeah Joker's Joker's gonna be the monkey in the middle Joker sorry Joker I I'll be
go ahead sir yeah go ahead all right I think that piran needs to lose that uh sweatshirt okay I can't you were just making good arguments but now you're gonna Swit ity take over also like with women it's different thing than men like saying
that to a woman which is with what guys will always say they'll always hit on women and always be um sexual with women and stuff like that and sexually harassed women maybe I sexually harassed guys sometimes because it's maybe their karma maybe it's like because of what they you know I don't know maybe it is maybe it's not but if they can they can they can dish it out they can take it right I don't know am right damn Rog I
gave you a chance dude R I thought you were like I thought you were I I I do I gave you a chance bro I was going to have your back no matter what like said I would you back it out you better take it you better take it no yeah made a you were literally 15 minutes ago you were talking about gay people touching
your arm you're gonna kill them thank you potic balance I gave Emma the best hands down the best interview you've ever seen here the man yeah she made me take it down and she's not talking to me I've apologized a thousand times and she kicked me out of the but yeah it was everyone tell everyone you go to Emma Emma's chat and tell her it's the best interview you've ever seen and tell Emma I sent you and
you know and tell her the door's always open you have a beautiful smile just so you know okay thank you I'm sure said You s talking aboutou you white KN Rog you gonna meet beautiful women and they're gonna be really cool with me and they'll
be cool with you if you're cool with me but when you say you're G to put a bullet in my head if I say I want to touch your arm and stuff like that is kind turn for most women can I say the word you can say you say gra say gra no the other the other the other word no don't spell spell
itard no no don't say that say say mentally mentally challenge or something like that I don't like that I don't like challeng I did volunteer work with them so like you can't say that I don't even think it's intellectually challenge really I think I think there's Brilliance in everybody I think even like people that consider people consider unintelligent have their own Beauty they have their own um wisdom and
they have their own mind and stuff like that and it's like I think unless you're like it's like rolling around the floor with your tongue he look very beautiful he's gonna shoot you when you touch his shoulder too just pointing that out know he'll never meet me he'll never meet and I have I have bodyguards I'm in the kitty gang guys am I afraid of anything yeah is that a real tattoo did you actually get that tattoo in your
chest yes this is guys if you want to see it again this is a real you can see the blood on it still just got this today wow can't believe got like that is extremely foolish that's adorable what foolish or
foolish that's two different words by way was it like this one that foolish too said very foolish I don't know weiro I'm about to leave bro I know you get down further you you're talking about showing some that would yeah you're talking about showing some more be
yeah yeah stop it stop it she's in bikini you fools what the this is a succubus tattoo what are you talking about it's very beautiful the cat's going like meow yeah I don't know why everybody likes to join when they don't want to
make your argument oh that's beautiful kitty oh Hello Kitty that is a pretty One D we're gonna jump DJ elector in I'm I'm sure um you know it's like be Kitty gang yeah that's be's Kitty gang is
about a family it's like all of us it's like you know it's like all of us that love each other it's like that love we love cats and we love each other I think you're mentally unstable me well that's the whole thing to try to look for some peace unable you know what you know what I've been through so much I've been through so much I've been through
emotional basically emotional torture I've been through um gaslighting I've been through narcissist narcissistic abuse I've been through can't trust anybody I've been through just being gay being abused and stuff like that I've been through I've been robbed I've been stabbed I've been I've been many things okay so the fact that I'm stable enough to like
have a show have confidence still to love myself still to be able to have normal friendships I'm proud of myself you know I don't know how long I'll last in this world but it's like I'm ha I I'm happy I've gotten this far so you can call me mentally unstable whatever I'm stable as compared to normal friendships you don't know these
people I don't know these people and P we have like long conversations we talk on the phone for hours you didn't know them it's called called know it's called like my all the people I know in real life are in prison people I met online that actually like like me we all over the world she's in Canada I can't does that
say what does say what does that say about you that other people you know are in prison well because I made I made some bad bad choices in life and I was like I was involved in drugs and I was involved in like the gang gang people but not be his gang be's gang is always be good now I actually have my own gang right I'm in be's gang I my own I my own set to to claim and
stuff like that looking for a sense of identity in the is it everybody is everybody is everybody does everybody want their own like that's part of the ego it's called the ego it's like every human wants to feel like they belong because we're a lot of people are ostracized a lot of people don't feel like they belong they're not accepted and stuff like that I finally
found how old are you how old do I look guess like 43 I'm 44 okay so you're you're you're you're like one year old not not bad not bad I I look I think I look 40 43 44 even though I shaved tonight that perhaps conquering your ego is part of being over
40 um well over 40 what ages them there there something wrong with ego yeah conquering your ego that you had I understand because I know people that are that are 80 years old that are selfesteem and I know people that are like you know 80 years old that have a bigger eego than me and stuff like that right it's like not about the age it's not about the age
it's how long how younger your heart right yeah exactly I see so you have not really your ego and you lack of sense of identity hence why you got the tattoo on your chest no here I got the tattoo on my chest my tattoo here the tattoo I got in my chest first of all it's my cat Lenor
mhm she's my black cat she's like my I always said Lenor is like my heart she's black she's uh she's misunderstood she she's in the shadows but really she's like loving and like most beautiful soul and like and really caring and stuff okay that was that and the BET part was Bea was always accepting loving and like
gave me a sense of belonging okay it wasn't a sense of identity that she gave me she like let me know that I belong and it's like I'm part I'm part of her crew and it's like that was just so even though you're in your early 40s you're still taking a sense of identity which not not identity not identity it's acceptance
It's it's like it's like a feeling of belonging it's not identity I have myidentity I can be fine alone I be fine alone it's belonging it's feeling love feeling people love me in your early 40s you happen to any age you know you know everyone's in everyone has a group of friends everyone has a grp group like this group that
they belong to right people have gangs and the gangs do bad things be's gang okay is about like love and kitties and like and like open open panels and like having fun and stuff and like Pi is in it Joker's in it know you can be in it too if you're like you know open your mind a little bit it's like you we welcome everyone basically my mind's a
little bit too close for that um in your early 40s you decided to become part of a gang that is based around cats yeah that's the best gang to be part of the kitty gang I love that I see
I see well well I mean I mean it uh it's not the Bloods of the Crips it's not like we're like about like we're about doing open panels open panels and being on shows and helping each other out and petting our cats and like taking care of our cats and like being friends that's about it's like not it's a different kind of thing right yeah and
you're Joker you embat his Kitty gang yeah nod he definitely he's definitely Joker has been through enough to not fall for his it's like it's like calling Insane Clown policy a gang right it's like okay they're are G they're on the
federal gang list whatever family people that just that Just Vibe with each other and love each other and stuff like that and it's like so they find they have friends go to The Jug Fest and stuff like that right you can be a jug you can be you can be the be beatest Kitty gang you can but it's like like you highly prioritize idealism
of pragmatism because no I like a balance of both I like a balance of both I'm like realistic I'm like I'm like okay yeah is it a real gang is it a real gang where it's like we're like trafficking things in and trading weapons and like and hurting people and selling drugs no it's but it's a gang in the sense that we're like The Little Rascals or something we're like the or
something like that we're like just friends it's just it's just friendship it's all means friendship feel like your existence somehow means a little bit more than prior to it no my existence me the same my existence is the same I'm always Gonna Be Alive even if if be like decides to like not like me someday and stuff like that I'll still love her and stuff like that but it's like so you have that
brand on your chz and then let's say be expels you from be sk's gang right you will no longer be part of that um per se well if she if she tells me if she she expels me then I'll get I'll get I'll make it say something else but I always have Lenor there Lenor L's mine right
but she's Lenor is like a mascot she's one of the mascots of the deeply mentally ill and I don't mind it I'm not judging for it like when when I want to when I want to hop online and talk to a sociologically experimental mentally ill person I'll talk to you but you are you you can but you also you also you find somebody that's actually
highly intelligent that's actually highly intelligent highly tuned into things very intuitive yeah but emotionally broken maybe I SP a wounded healer it's called somebody that's I can be emotionally broken I I can take all the bad things can doad people but I'm
emotionally we wounded delve into kind of like placing yourself a little bit higher in intellect than you actually are because if you were intelligent maybe maybe maybe I'm a dumbass maybe I'm a dumbass that got that's been on YouTube for six months and they managed to figure out how to how to do panels and how to how to like start my own channel and how to like
maybe maybe I'm rarded maybe I'm but know I'm I'm maybe I'm crazy like a f right no you're not you're really not s you've accomplished so much and you've gone through so you gone so far POS reinforcement from a person who doesn't understand also also I will help you I will help you I'll help Joker I'll help pyana everyone post your channels I want I want everyone in
my channel to go to your channels I want to family that is your I'm trying to like I'm not trying to get Cloud off of anybody I'm not trying I'm trying to like anybody I want everyone to like help each other like that's what it's about it's like we're all like we're all like when it comes down to it we're all like little fish I'm I'm like a little fish in the pond like even Alisa is like
a little fish in the pond too she's like a little she's a bigger fish right but who's struggling with an identity crisis deeply really really struggling Iden crisis but then but then then I'm saying I'm saying I take care of my cats I have a clean house I got my nails
manicured I decide what tattoo I wanted drink you're reinforcing my point you're reinfor why why are you so what makes you so perfect tell me what makes you so perfect and above everybody what what makes you so mentally stable and me mentally unstable but tell me tell me why you're so perfect and I'm not the
investment in body mind and emotion the sacrifice in which I plays to ensure that my body grows strong the sacrifice which I play to make sure
sacrif sure that I will never be emotionally just man just manipulated because my mind if you haven't been emotionally manipulated that means you're open to emotional manipulation because because you don't know how it works you don't know how it works you have to go through the emotional manipulation and and survive it rather than just like oh I'm never going to be emotionally
manipulated and then you're going to have some woman or or man or whatever you you're into and something that's going to your mind over and stuff like that because you're not prepared for it because everyone get over everyone get over people everyone gets over nobody every nobody friend that you over somebody's gonna you over somebody that's exactly where you're at you
haven't come and it's okay like this is where virtual friends come in and we have your back right okay virtual virtual friends because virtual friends are like an AI Avatar um that is like is like or something like that like run by artificial intelligence there's but I
have real people everybody I know is real people people people behind you you speak very fast but you think very slow I think slowly but my mind is fast I'm an aquarius Moon going to win dude I know you're trolling I know you're you're not going to win the
argument with me okay you're not going to win the argument because even if I have friends that that are that I I just know as their Avatar there are real real people behind them it's not like some kind of fake virtual friend that just like it's like a video game right it's like there are real people behind it there's real relationships behind it DJ Electra I love you and you are like a real person and it's like no matter if
you use the Avatar or not you're a real person and you like get to know me and we have a real we have a real relationship you we have never never met okay you're in my heart that's adorable little buddy that's adorable that's just I know and I have a more relationship with her than I do with you sitting there with a big muscle man thing talking to me on my own panel all
day okay I'm not talking yeah you are Own It own it you are I'm really not talking to allow man to that he's hurting himself by putting so much stuff on all this online Rel relationships that are absolutely non-existent no but did you know the reason why is that I don't I don't have I don't have friends like I don't have
friends in the physical thing because it's like dangerous for me because I I've fall in love with like some dangerous people in the real world and stuff like that so I found my actual Soul you just manifested the Catalyst of your behavior problems so hence you seek safe online interactions to be able to feel safe as you interact with them and
you know there's nothing wrong with that uh but also it's also teaching me what real love is teaching real friend is emotionally and that's it maybe am yeah you are I mean you want do you want a reading or do you wanna I'll do a reading for you or if I reading you earlier I I don't need to do
cards to read your behavior my friend well okay well then I don't want to hear from you anymore so I'll talk to you later okay bye yeah what what a dick what a yeah he's in a really dark place some people are just like that unfortunately you have to be careful no joker what are you showing in the other screen is it a
game I don't know I see it I was going to add it but I don't want to get copyrighted I don't know what that is oh there's psych again he's welcome back he just wants to tell me what's wrong with me what's wrong with me and he doesn't
want to listen to any any anything about him it's like all about something's wrong with me he's perfect right so he's whatever yeah they go to war you end up like Rogue Nomad lost confused on YouTube right yeah he's not a bad person he was had a good he had a good conversation today he was he called in because I was talking about football
teams how it's homoerotic and stuff and he called in to agree with me and stuff like that then I said I want to lick his armpit or something and then he like said he shoot me in the head and stuff like that so I I don't know it's like I mean and then it's like doing a reading he's like oh I don't want to hear I don't want to hear any of that I don't want to hear cards no that you're you're emotionally intelligent you're you're emotionally stupid but you know you have friend your friends are on
YouTube I love my friends on YouTube like seriously I I plan I I'm meeting I'm gonna meet you all I'm gonna like meet you all someday I want to meet you all someday I want to like eventually hopefully we have a private jet we can like fly around and like we can go to whatever island we want to not Epstein Island but we can go to some Hawaii or something like that and like hang out Resort and hang out by the pool and drink my ties and like be friends and
stuff like that I don't know I plan on meeting you guys I want to go to Florida meet Alisa I want to like meet Joker in Vegas I want to meet Miser in Vegas I want to meet p in Canada or LA or something like that eventually like someday it's like I love you guys it's like I'm not trying to like not they're not fake relationships to me they're real they're real and it's like it's not like
it's not like I'm texting just text relationship it's not like you know catfishes are all about text and like photos I'm talking to you guys on camera that guy never showed his his video on camera right he's going through his own he's trying to project onto me I'm having a great day you saw my tattoo Joker do you like it it was cool it's cool yeah I think it's pretty
cool it's Lenor and then it's bkg and Arabic kind of style writing and that was my heart to get that and I went and I I knew exactly what I wanted to get it came out perfect I don't know but I'm happy for you I'm also happy about how far you've been through you know like you you've
went so far and you're doing so well you know I hit 3,000 watch hours today I my 3,000 watch hours today so you're gonna get monetized soon yeah yeah that's that means no more uh copywritten videos or songs right yeah I know I got a warning today about I know I got I got a
warning so now I know I can't do that anymore but that's maybe why I got the warning because I was like so close that it's like this is just a warning we're not you're not taking your channel off for a week or giving you a strike you got a warning now and so I know I can't do the thank you DJ Electra yeah there's gonna be trolls and it's like guys I can debate the out of people
and it's like guys who won that debate like what what like what I want can I touch your arm even if I said look your armpit or something like that I said that I said stupid and he's like no I'm going to put a bullet in your head is I mean is that a is that like a equal opposite reaction no that's like a very extreme reaction to that right it's a little bit crazy if he's calling me
crazy he want he's ready to kill people or unive people like thinking they thinking they detractive right I know he really cannot handle any sexual advances that's why we really got to respect people's personal spaces but then he has he has a photo he has a photo Avatar of him with just muscles right that's women like will like that but gay men will are
going to be attracted to muscles I mean it's like something it's like now yeah but doesn't matter what what they're wearing what they look like it doesn't give us permission to like latch on to them like that that's what we have to remember can someone time out too late for like um as long as you want to I I don't I just don't care for what
he's saying this time out too late well no he like yeah that that's that's rough but he meant like we can't be playing movies on YouTube I wasn't playing a whole movie I we were doing karaoke versions and we were like doing that stuff and playing some music videos and I've never gotten in trouble for using music videos thank you Joker for coming yet not yet not yet but we will that's
the thing that he's trying to point out but I was but I was just getting warnings about that before I got I got like you know it's like it's like I could edit out of my video and stuff like that time out too late please time out too late time him out for as long as you want time him out I don't want him I don't want him around anymore called you all tards he's not trying to be
helpful he's just being controlly or time him out or or hide him I don't care go ahead I like anybody I like you like him I like him you like too late I do like you like him and he calls me and an idiot stop doing that obviously he has to stop doing that
right too late stop doing that can't do that it's not okay it's not okay it's not okay can't do that again no because you're not you're not a art you're not and you're not not you're not the artw word love you very much why do you why do you like him
though what did he say that was like like like productive or like he just said call me stupid or idiot okay you know him you know him personally you know him personally I might I might it's it's my channel okay I can't have people call me
stupid that no one should call you that the the chat and stuff like that I know I I didn't say B I didn't ban I said time him out because he was annoying me okay I get annoyed I don't want to hear I don't want to hear I know I guys I took the YouTube made me take a seven question quiz and like I went to YouTube school and everything I know the rules now I didn't quite know the rules
before about it now I know the exact rules I'm not I'm not an idiot because of that you don't say oh I wasn't playing full movies on YouTube I do full movies on Discord now I'm G to do the karaoke on Discord and stuff like that maybe I'll do karaoke here some other time and stuff like that now that DJ lectra told me some of the rules about it but I'm not stupid am I because so you're allowed to play music videos if you have commentary and we were all on
the screen commenting on the videos all the whole time yeah you're allowed to if you do commentary no even when I tried doing that I still got copyright flag even though they said but they said you can you can appeal that if you get a if you get a strike but I I had so many songs playing that you know and some some some songs but if you okay so they said if a vocal coach the vocal coach is playing a
Beyonce song and then she like pauses this the song and then comments on Beyonce's singing abilities and and and talks about the pitches and pitches and tones and and then he said is that allow and I said yes it's allowed and it's allowed right it's hard it's hard for it said it said it said if you do commentary like an educational commentary on it and then
you pause it and stuff like that you can but if you not you just can't play it all straight through and stuff like that but that was part of the quiz that and I got I got I got seven out of seven all right on the quiz I got all every question right I understand it now I'm not stupid guys guys do do I have any strikes because you understand I have like 20,000 views
3,000 watch hours now um 1,600 subscribers like 100 sub criers in a week okay and it's like that that's not that's not a a stupid person that's not doesn't know what they're doing will not will not will not um be able to do that right and I will guys if you need help if you need tips I I know maybe you want tips for me because I was I'm I'm an idiot I don't know anything I don't know
anything you guys I don't know anything I'm I'm stupid I'm just stupid I don't know anything about a Chanel I didn't like sit in in live chats on other people's panels on like in chats and I wasn't a mod for people that had 20,000 subscribers and and unmodded because I acted too stupid I didn't start my channel doing videos and then start my channel um doing like lives and then I
didn't like start doing live streams like a month ago I didn't I didn't I know I did all that I did all that one step by step okay I've been through it I understand right you are a very smart person don't don't let you know what if anyone's saying anything but that it's it's something on them you know their fears their worries their experiences
with other people and grouping you with them they don't know you okay hold I gotta send this guy I gotta send this guy in Uber okay really yeah oh going on a date yeah oh I have to I'll have to cancel the Uber if he's not serious I don't know if he's serious if he gets in
the Uber it's on I have have to end the stream but oh my God this exciting it is exciting I'm excited okay okay guys I might I might be getting some tonight hold on um let me see
Uber that's good I'm happy for you about time a about time hopefully I Hopey okay let me see where to okay I got the where from can you talk for a second P I just have to write this yes oh my goodness well I really hope that's why you know has a really good date tonight like I don't
know if he's just coming over or they're going out but I hope it's going to be real fun you know damn I don't know if I can afford it hold on one second well maybe you guys can just do something inside you know you guys don't have to like go out maybe you just go out for a walk you know you guys don't have to like spend like hundreds of dollars you know that's
all the big girl is really sweet I'm going to bite him little Rogue know that I'm really sorry that like you're going through a lot of stuff you know but uh you don't oh I see tail that's funny actually because s's
like shirt is black Lenor is black it's blending in oh my gosh he's trying to cuddle it so funny that's so funny yeah oh that's really nice of you Jim Nick thank you yeah yeah need to transfer some money
hold on one second oh my gosh I don't know if this will work I think I'm like hold on one second I don't maybe if it doesn't work it's not supposed to work but I got to try this okay hold on oh okay I I think I can do this I think I can do this okay you can relax you can do it you
relax just just relax don't worry about it don't worry about it where my tat oh Lenora wants to see the T too that's so cute okay I'm going to try one more time yes okay
y okay going to get the address hold I'm freaking out right now I'm freaking out right now guys I'm freaking out don't freak out don't freak out just an Uber it's okay it's just an Uber I'll cancel it if it doesn't work but I'm freaking out hold on don't freak out is just an
Uber okay I got I think I think I got it okay hamus is an awesome Channel actually I met her through Theo and she likes to help a lot of
people yeah
Rog is trying to get on me Rog I get it I get it Rog I get it you want to turn my fat into muscle I get
it Rogue is lonely and depressed as okay it worked it worked it worked it worked okay it worked I sent the car yay a screenshot I'm so excited for you how guys how do you how do you send a
screenshot on Uber on Uber oh um it depends what your phone settings are yeah I don't know but you can take a screenshot on your phone okay hold on how do I do this I don't
know I'll just tell I swear to God I sent it yeah where you God it's coming I don't know might just have to tap the on my three fingers but I I set it up that way that's a it's different for every phone is it an iPhone or like an Android I think you have an
iPhone I don't remember woo
what's wrong what's wrong what's wrong tricks now he's not he's not he's not reading the message okay whatever I can I can cancel it I can I can like get it back I can get the money back and whatever it's like not a big deal it's like but I wanted to come I wanted to come yeah I'm hot and ready like a Little Caesar's pizza tonight it would have been better if you had him on the
phone like on a call it's hard by TX it's hard by tax it he read it what kind of car okay what kind of car he said what kind of car okay I'll tell you I'll tell them as soon as it says you're saving my okay feel free to leave that okay let me see it's not giv me information it says
okay who Okay Jim Nick who who you want to give ADV what's up what's up um DJ Electra but they said it said they're still finding the car said come find it I did like the save a few bucks to like for it'll come in a few minutes and then it's like he's like give me the give me the screenshot I said it's say finding 9 minutes I'll let you know please come
okay you don't know how to do a screenshot do you have an iPhone or an Android yeah I ordered it see like I ordered it guys this is proof I ordered it find your ride within eight minutes congratulations you are now right like go outside and meet him and hug him don't wait for him to knock I will I I'll go outside and meet him um
I love that yeah he so you're getting in the Uber and going to pick him up or the Uber's going to pick him up and bring you to bring him to your place he's bringing he's me that's my number okay okay yeah give him your number
too oh hi Electra Hi pirina how are you I'm good you psyche I'm so excited for you okay who is this guy tell us all okay what's his name um his name you have to tell us his name I guess I don't know his name either he
asked me for my phone number he wants to call me but I kept yeah talk to him I talk to him come on up come on up I'll talk to him okay come out Rog you want talk to DJ lectra yeah she's very
pretty Hi Rog I'm a cartoon yeah y cartoon guys blond cartoon is very pretty y yeah um cool so psyche uh you guys are GNA go like grab a drink or something or is he coming I'm already drunk I'm
already drunk I I I think I think it's gonna be like a little house party think gonna be a house all right all right he's he's cute he's cute he's cute he's cute he's reading my messages I give him my actual phone number he might call and my my my stream might bug out he says I'm trying to update him I'm a little bit excited right now it
says we'll find your ride find your in five minutes then six minutes now it now it's say five so hopefully be my man it to be safe I because it will be I'll meet him I'll meet him I'll meet him tonight and then they'll be then I'll be like good for like two years I I only have sex for two years I just need to
like and then I'll I stop I'll stop h on everybody I just need dig down like one time like in a couple years and it's like you know today's a spring equinox too oh that's why we're all in such a good mood today huh DJ Alexa you saw my tattoo DJ Alexa
I love it it's amazing yeah it's so cute I love it I I love it I love it I wish I could get tattoos I would get one too I want to be in the be be this Kitty gang you are we'll jump you in we'll jump okay okay cool yeah you are I took a nap earlier
and I woke up and my cat was on my arm just like on top of me just like making bread on my arm I was like you like my little fat arm there's like no bicep calling guys okay keep calling okay okay s I'm gonna get going myself hi good night thank you for
join for join bye guys I'll be right back bye have a good night I think he's just G yeah hold D like hold on the panel wait we wait I'll wait I'll wait yeah we wait we'll wait we'll wait okay yeah I thought you were going on your date
okay please don't like video tape your date I think he should I think he should I think we should all get to say like okay we like this guy or we don't know about this guy or think gonna make that's too much that's too much imagine like going up if going on a date and then like them coming with their live
stream talk to my chat like so you're right that would be too probably too much for for this guy but maybe he's really cool and he would totally be fine with it but you never know who knows who knows who knows I know I tried online dating once it uh it worked out a couple times and one time it didn't work out so much I will at this point I will call it
online banging right yeah yeah that's what it is now I tried it like 10 years ago yeah this one guy that I met online and I never met him in person because we were supposed to go out and then I turned on the news when I got home one
day and he's on the news he had locked his family in his house and was holding them hostage wow this should Swip left yeah well I never met him in person we didn't actually ever go on a date because he went to prison wow no
that that's very bad that's very it was really bad and uh yeah I I couldn't believe it I was because I knew people that he knew we knew some like some of the similar people I went to high school with yeah I went to high school with his sister like and it just complete stranger yeah he wasn't even no
we knew similar people so it just Oh What a Sad it was so sad is uh horrible yeah but I mean I'm I'm happy that you didn't have to uh I like I have pictures of it to remind me of you know this is why you don't date online well I don't know because imagine
all those people who are dating online and they don't date online they're going to be dating people in their area and how's that make it any different you know I don't know I I yeah you're right you're totally right because I think oh these all these people on dating online are weirdos but like I was dating online I'm not a weirdo exactly I'm weird
sometimes but I'm not a weirdo difference no I think there's a lot of like there's there's a lot of crazy girls who are really hot on those apps and I've learned to just kind of uh like they wanna they want to do it
quickly and yeah and just move on quickly they e he come e he go that's different that's different those they they know what they want they're not looking for commitment but it's consensual you know course yeah especially if you're an adult like you come you're straight up with it there's a there's a lot of guys
that do that too those at least they're seeing what they want in the beginning and they're not there to break any heart so I respect people yeah because then you could just skip them and no one's you know no one's hurt by it that is at least they're telling you up front like this is what I want I want to just sck down and then or you can find the people
on there that maybe are like I want a real commitment in a relationship so but then some people lie about that too so you never know yeah that like I've just relied on those abs to to to dig down and that because and perhaps that's why I've been single for the last three years because he's
coming in the car got in the car he's coming coming oh good yay there he is did he have an accent does he have an accent what does he sound like sound he sounds like a he sound sound nice he's a black guy I I can't share his picture because he didn't share his photo publicly I can show you okay yeah he's there he's like he said haha just now okay so yeah he he I
called him the phone and stuff and we talked a little bit and like and he's like I'm getting in the car and I'm like you better get over here and uh you he lives in like I think he lives in like downtown LA or something like that like so he's like it says 45 minutes away so I'll probably like in like probably like 20 minutes I'll probably like maybe I'll hop up you guys can see here but I'll hop up the shower
and Stu fun hey guys a big day beat the kitty gang beat the kitty G do your thing do your thing I will I will and I now I can stop hitting on you because I I'll finally get di down I'll
be happy okay okay that's perfect aming hi hi hieter guys I'm just a little worried for my friend psyche I'll be I'll be sa I'll be safe I'll be safe I'll be safe if anything happens I'm gonna
contact my my panel you have my phone number and your Discord I put it in your message I'll come very dangerous gang that like protect you can we meet him at least like when you sorry P Electra can you take your uh your avatar
off and show us the real you alectra is beautiful do that ala ala just do can you do the dance in your avatar show the dance in your can you dance can you twerk in your avatar the twerk yep twerk I can wait what app is that the face cam app what app is
that is that VR I'm busy twerking what that's so funny oh look at her it's called anim what
anime yeah animes are you trolling me no that's for real I don't I don't own it you can get a avatar too if you want yeah so down get down there's comes with operating such Avatar
you need to put music on it good job DJ well we already learned that we can't play too much music on his channel well we can sing it Oh that girl so scandalous her voice sounds oddly familiar is that Jamie no I'm not Jamie I'm
Electra she's Electra yeah I have Channel you can see my channel my channel intro if you see my you know that great song and the great video at the beginning of my channel I play every time yeah she made that look the same as your avatar um not the same but similar I
mean I made to look as much like me as I could that's nice I I my hair is dark again I had blonde hair at the time but it is dark again oh never mind disregard Joker isn't the blonde you have to go back to blonde for something as am I as am I as am I where's Jim can I
ask can I ask few questions like at least when you meet the guy can you like not have him on cam but like tell him that like people are gonna be waiting for you I can I can show photo show you want see photo what have we never see him again okay photo no don't show his
photo I already seen him before I already seen him before gay gay gay that guy gay as a mother you showed him before I the gayest man I've ever seen in my life yeah yeah that got is see I'm not worried about that I'm worried about you getting it looks like 8
SE wait I thought so the thing is though Psych is that in California in most of these street gangs it is like against the rules to be gay so like how does it go being with the street gangster who was secretly in the closet they usually say don't tell anybody and stuff like that and then everyone finds out and I mean it's like there there's so many closet people in
the gang stuff I mean it's like it's crazy plenty of gangers but what if somebody what if there's like these sick people that are like gay haters and they try to beat you up right well guys guys I show this photos weapon on you do you have like mace do you have something I have knives I have knives I have um he's looking
around guys I'll hit him head with this no no no I have an idea I have an idea you see that curtain behind you you take the curtain rod and use it as a spear yeah you gonna meet him outside with a c Rod I think that I think that you should have do your neighbor is you know your
neighbor yeah it's like maybe just tell them that you have someone coming over and make sure that everything's okay yeah but my neighbor your neighb my neighbors worry about me too much and like and stuff like that and so I'm not gonna like let them know that they worry about me too but i' like I'm letting you guys know and so guys nothing will happen to me guys what am I going to do
punch the air no guys guys if I'm not back if I'm not back by tomorrow and stuff like that then it's like you I'll send my address my address be you can send you send an ambulance over no I will call you tomorrow morning okay I'll call you okay I'll call you tomorrow morning you know why don't you
just meet him at like a restaurant or like nothing open right now nothing's open he's on the way to my house already or something you have to send one of us your address know were to send the police to p Discord me or Discord me because I'm pretty close to you and I I could get
there easily you can pick me up DJ Electra we need we need help pick me up he he said he can't wait to come over he said he can't wait and I'm excited he's cute he can't wait when you talk to him how was your your like gar did he sound gay yeah I mean not like he like he wasn't like like feminine but he was like he was like sounded friendly he
sounded like nice and he was like he was kind of giggling because he was like thinking like I was bullshitting or I wouldn't send the car I wouldn't send the car or something like that I already told him I was like I was like I can get you here but you have to get yourself back home and stuff like that and he's like okay I can I can I can handle that and stuff like that so um yeah okay I think it's GNA I think it's you have a good I have a good feeling about it I
the guy if something goes wrong I'll just run over and put myself on live stream and stuff like that you guys will hear everything but um yeah just keep maybe keep I have an idea I have an idea call pie like in like 15 or 20 minutes after you meet up with him and just or and just be like yeah I get a good vibe or not just give her an update okay
yeah I'll tell you guys I'll tell you guys our conversation I'll tell you guys our conversation it says he asked if I've been drinking okay oh great what you God I'm such a see I'm such a wor relax relax let's hear it
first let's hear it first okay so I said okay hold what did I say well he was saying I was sending my my sent him my cat tattoo the cat tattoo and stuff and he he was saying I said I said he said he was like okay I I can't come over he's like making I'm making money right now and I was like okay I said I'm more than just ask I I said you
can spend the night and he said oh LOL I don't know man I I know he said I don't know man I know you look like um I I know absolutely nothing about you other than you kind of resemble Charles Manson which is kind of hot but terrifying at the same time he said that to you oh my God oh my he said he's making money
right now what was he doing what time was it how does he make his ass he's making money but then I said so he said um okay so Charles man's in the comment right and he said what he's saying a lot of things hold on it's he's typing to me now and
he says um said um and you take eccentric cat picks and I was like I I got several cats but I'm not like Ted bun I said I said I've never heard that before but I've been told I like Ted Bundy he's like I'm going to shower now and I said okay and and then he I like do your thing indoor outdoor I said I have like
six cats and he's like oh that's a lot of cats and he's like y all in the same apartment and I said in our our cats he said fire emoji and he's like what a stranger peculiar fellow he's like give me two hours and then I said then I said I show the cat tattoo I said I got that today I thought you said because he's like he's said I've been waiting for you since 6 that's 2 hours I said I thought you had
business doing to whenever you're ready Papa and he said I said six bro it's eight ready now I said you're going to I said you're going to get in the Uber and F me correct I was like address he's like what else are you expecting let me put my shoes on then I put his address and he's like yes give me a second I'm ready man what's your name I said John oh okay he said I'll send it when you say when he's like now I'm walking downstairs I said Sending now said one
moment give me 10 minutes he said it's one to 10 minutes please be here send a screenshot I swear to God it's coming when to 10 minutes what kind of car it says finding ride nine minutes I'll let you know please come dude I'm standing out here waiting what's your number he need yeah he need to ride over but I said he said he go right back he said I said he coming he said so I can call you number twice and I got it wrong he said what kind of cars are we looking
for and I said real number I said it's a six minutes I said okay he said what kind of car I'm standing here I don't see it and you're not answering your phone because he called it and I was on stream I said it's I'm calling you now woman pick up white Toyota he said haha I said can't wait I'll meet you I said when you get here he said ha me neither he said have you been drinking I said just a little stop
drinking smacking my head yes okay yes oh he said shaking his head stop drinking yeah and they said you have lbe baby oil Etc yeah I got the baby oil right here what are you serious no psyche you haven't had sex for two years and you're going to go all out tonight with some
stranger that's what gay guys I live on the edge be I'm in I'm in the kitty gang I live on the edge right I mean don't what now I'm why am I part of this VA look V come on you're part of I love
it we just want to make sure that he's a good guy and you're he's on his way it says heading to yeah he's he's like almost half the way here he's okay is there a Smoke Shop okay yeah hold on okay he wants to get some weed that's cool bothers you you just hide the K and like you rub it and
then you give him a wink okay how about this how about you go like this hey you want to go um you want to go live with me like if you feel comfortable and then bring him on the panel okay I I'm such a do yeah tell him tell him right now in text that you're live streaming and you want to see I don't want to scare him like
because at this point I don't want to scare him away you wait till you see him and then be like hey want to go live I do this thing on YouTube you can meet my friends and like cuz they're kind of worried about me too we just want to check in you don't have to be on cam he could be on the side over there but if you tell him now he'll have time to prepare in the car and get ready with
the idea I'll tell him when he gets here imagine can I can you put on regular layout see I difference between or DJ faing oh there okay imagine someone saying that to you on your first date
with them that's why it's really like sketchy but you could just tell him ahead of time that you are on live and so people know that he's coming over well I will I'll tell him like so I think he'll be I think he'll be okay I think he's like think this I was thinking this DJ elra he gets off live he meets up with him um he messages pie
and say like gives her update everything's good you know it seems and then give him a give him a a chance be like hey this is what I do you want to go you want to go live right now I go live you don't have to be on cam you can meet my friends what do you guys think about that is that too much yeah that's good he doesn't have to be on cam he doesn't have to be on cam make sure he
does that so he's not worried like oh I have to be on camera no he doesn't but we already know what he looks likeed we not yeah smoke shop there's smoke shop um about like a mile away and so we might just walk over there and stuff like that he's not he's not reading the messages right now but I think I think he's he's on his way I know he's like he's on his
way he's he's like on his way I'm looking at the Uber thing it says Uber look like uber is like halfway here oh okay God I'm so nervous like I'm going on a date I know me too me too okay what if he doesn't look like his picture slam the door in his face okay I mean his pictures are really cute and it's like I
don't think they're like it's not the same if it's not the same guy then just you want to meet him like open this Uber door for him there you go good idea I said I meet him outside I said I would meet you meet him outside if he wants to walk to the smoke shop I'll walk with him in the Smoke Shop he's like my pipe right here we can smoke that pipe um but
yeah he's on his way you should message the Uber driver and be like is this guy seem cool said said are you are you the passenger or you are you like it says You seem far away from the because I said from his house to my so I said are you far away and then it said I have to enter his number and stuff like that it has to be a contact and I didn't have his number
at that time so I just put I put no it's me and stuff like that so he got in the car he's he's on his way um for sure he's on his way he got in the car he was he saw he said I see the car he said I see the car he started laughing and stuff like that so he sees the car we have more people in the backstage hold on there's no one there's no one backstage okay yeah there was someone
with a gun as their profile picture I booted them yeah what if he's obese no he's not Eddie Murphy in a fat suit like he he looks like a like a skinny kind of guy like he looks like like like he's like he's like muscular and stuff he's like he like he's cute you saw the picture you you saw the picture I'm sure he's gonna be the picture like no one no
one would like catfish with like just like normal looking picture I mean he's like he's like he's he's like above average looking right he's not like not like muscle he's handsome if that's him yeah that's him yeah he's handsome yeah he's handsome like I I like I trust him he's on his
way I'm like I'm confident it was the The Uber the Uber was $53 and I was able to I was able to arrange it yeah he's he was in ela I think Ela and so he's a little bit further way and but um we've talk for a couple days talking
for a couple days and like um and you know I've been like you know just kept not working out and stuff like that and then he was always busy and stuff like that and then like now I was like I was like Friday Friday I'll get you the Uber over here but you have to get yourself home and stuff like that and he's like okay I can I can arrange that it's so it's like it's I think it's gonna be fine it's gonna be fine I think
today's Saturday though yeah oh Saturday but yeah supposed to be last night but I was like you know last night I was like I did the Diddy party last night and I kind of got distracted and I wasn't oh you oh damn yeah I was busy last night but and then he's like he's like because yesterday he said oh it's Friday hi Meer what's up don't tell
please don't rewind nothing's happening Mis get up here you might have good advice he might have good advice for you yes put some s to we need you you're in good hands now so I'm gonna head out and I do okay p i love you I love you P thank you so much
have a great night okay he get like when he gets halfway here I'm probably gonna like let you guys like finish out the stream and stuff like that I'll be guys I'll be fine I'll be fine I will be I'm I'm I know how to like improvise weapons and stuff like that I have this cat improvise weapons
what you I'll hit him with this throw that on him yeah is that full like on metal is it heavy it looks heavy P it's it's peer it's supposed have my name on it she said but here here there's a face well we can't
see butt we see its butt okay there a cute you saw the butt horn I love that she gave you that there's the butt a the butt cat butt yay look at it's very anatomically it is cute very cute so my cat has little ball
empty ball sacks hanging down mine too they're both neutered yeah that's good I think where was neutered it's like just two little tiny like maybe cottonball looking thingies I don't know I don't really see it but when I brush them I'm like was that where the balls were supposed to be I think that's where they were supposed to
be half hour half hour away half hour away half hour away this it says 9:50 a drop off and it's only 920 so he's still half hour away he's still like passing he's still on the freeway I think not even pass Englewood yet so um how can we get more confirmation on
this just be like can you send me a screenshot of like that you're in Uber coming right now no I'm just kidding I'm like just wait half an hour I'll just wait half an hour yeah he said he was picked up and says rate your pickup he was picked up he's in the Uber we talked
on the phone he's on his way for sure for sure okay I just I want to tell him ahead of time that you're live and you can end it if you want but other was you would like to him to say hi to your I I don't I don't want to like run out the door and stuff like that will scare some people like oh we're on I'll just like maybe I'll just keep it on keep the
camera on or something I don't know I don't know but I think no I'm fine I'm F we'll be fine guys I'll be fine I'm gonna send Pi my my phone number I'll send be my phone number myone you guys can call you guys call call him till he runs away he's like who these females
actually send us his phone number oh my gosh there we go bar bar the turtle trying to get me over to saman's panel or something saman's calling me yeah they were um I was over there in the chat earlier and they were like uh where's um where's psyche where's psyche and I was like
well you know I mean considering what you did last time I don't know if he wants to go there or not but yeah I was there in the chat what did they do they were just rude or what mean um okay so salmon uh he's cool but he acts like oh no no no noo no humu like he acts like
all like gay is like so weird you know so oh so he's just not but then at the same time he ask for psyche to come over there and summons and where's psyche at where's psyche at it's like well I mean you want me to bring him there so you can act like that you know or whoever but Barry does this cuz Barry knows he's
a little troll he's trying to you know get samine a little excited is a superstar everybody likes him everybody like you know he's like a but I don't know I'm gonna finish my last I'm gonna finish my last drink you don't mean to stop drinking last time that psyche was on there he was he was a little offended because he wasn't
treated with the respect that he deserves and yes he should be right exactly well I'm excited for you I think it'll be fun just have fun and you know go walk to the smoke shop that's a good way to break the ice and just like you know get to know him talk to him first before
you get down I guess I don't know he's on his way he's on his way he's on his way and so it's like happening in like 30 minutes or something yeah 30 exactly 30 minutes away okay 30 kind of far yeah know I'm ready I'm going to like like when he's halfway here I'm I'm probably going to jump in the shower and you guys can like continue on the stream
me are you're worried guys it's okay me and uh yeah I have to bring I have to be able to be here to like bring people up because pie left and stuff like that yeah he's cute he's cute Cesar he's cute and uh we're gonna party and stuff and uh I'm excited wants to see his pick yeah he
showed us his pick show us again okay me you're a cuter yeah
God he reminds me of this guy that sing this song that came out like a long time it's like freaking in my head but I can't I'll figure it out that looks like a professional picture doesn't it kind of it does yeah that first picture looks like an actual like the first one that you showed that that one looks like you know you know
just a picture that he might have been at like some I don't know yeah no that yeah that looks more real but the first one that uh DJ Electra was saying the first one did sound a little no that's him right there it says me that looks really then he looks like a gang banger right there that looks like a Mexican
not a black d yeah it's a different guy a different different guy can you show the first one again oh I'm a little concerned that it's not the same guy cuz that picture doesn't he looks so much younger in that picture than the other pictures this
one yeah looks they all look similar but different especially the last one was a Mexican guy yeah but that was like that was like a a meme kind of picture meme yeah yeah oh okay it wasn't supposed to be him cuz I was like that's not him yeah say me and my sign I'm a I'm a
sign from God stop asking me for my sign I'm a sign from God that's what it says Whoa and it says on Cloud9 have a thing for masculine download by curious Bros and BR 62 180 pounds average top man him
his discret rugged black single looking for friends networking hookup meet at my place your place or bar not for safe word yes please vaccinated for Co monkey pox and menitis wait not for safe word what is it hold he say it said um it said not for
safe not for safe work pics he said yes please and that's like like oh not for safe for work okay got it not safe for work pics yeah got okay oh God guys he's on his way it's like not I paid for the Uber the Uber is taken the the see the the the three
options that he said kind of was like we uh um meet at my place your place or the bar it's like come on like what about the coffee shop or at a restaurant so at the bar you're going to get somebody drunk and get them roof feed or get them to stop drinking he said stop drinking and stuff like that he told me to stop
drinking yeah he literally did tell you that that's that's I think yeah 952 it's 9:25 he's getting closer when he gets past Englewood I'll like jump in the shower and stuff and he's driving he's driving through Englewood and then to my my destination
and uh he's driving from East LA so he's halfway here all see in East LA that's such a random place to be from I know he's black guy he's a black guy and so you know guys he's it's not guys guys I'll be guys
really on my heart I have this beatest Kitty gang and this this beatest Kitty gang gives me the confidence to like to survive okay on me you see I'm freaking out right now be this Kitty gang is worried go after this guy with me like I I know then you know what list being positive it could
be just like a really it could end up being like a really cool guy and even if you don't get it off maybe you guys could be friends you know right right but I I don't know just don't have sex with some random guy tonight remember I said I met that guy like a year and a half ago on grinder and stuff like that remember and I hook up with him right and then today he was writing me back
and he was like hey remember me blah blah blah he's like a mile away this guy's a mile away and then he was like talking to me I was like hey I'm on a YouTube channnel now and he came into my chat W yeah it was October like 2023 or something like that that's when I that's like the last time I hooked up with somebody else that's the last time I had sex with anybody October 2023 okay so it's been a little spring equinox I need
I need a little bit I need I need a little dick in my life tonight and uh I think it's the right night I got my tattoo I got my manicure I got my got my shave I think I'm gonna be okay okay did you wear cologne well I got the guy in my when I got the shave today they sprayed cologne on me and stuff so maybe I'll like try to not like spray it off there's a
really cute guy that gave me the shave by the way and he was like massaging my face and like shaving me with a did a razor like he was like he was really nice and I told him I was like I have a show and it's it's really taking off and like I have like really cool show and he's like awesome I want to I want to visit your show but I I didn't I forgot to give him the name of the show when I left and U you always call him tomorrow and be like
forgot to give you the name of my show here's my show come visit guys I'm getting like all this activity on Hot Buns just sent me a picture someone I just got I'm one minute ago somebody else tapped me they said or bottom subt me five minutes what is what's going on right when everything like what is it like either when I'm dating somebody or when I'm
like talking to people on grinder then all of a sudden everyone else is writing nobody for years nothing happened and then it's like all of a sudden everything's happening at once I don't always how it works always that's so weird wanted you're wanted more when you have it's crazy and look look how shiny I am look am I am I
glowing tonight I don't know yes you are you look very handsome look at that smile going it's her guys I love yeah I love you guys like let me see how far he is when when it's like did you go in shave today cuz you knew you had a date or it just happened maybe I think I think it all
happened like at the right time for the right reasons like yeah hot buns is texting me hello hello hello this guy hot buns like most like seriously most of the guys I'm not interested in on on grinder okay this guy he was cute and he just like had the right words that he said and stuff like that and he's on his way and he like he
was at his address I have his address you know um I have his phone number I'm not going to share it share it to anybody but I'll share my own phone number and stuff like that I showed you his pictures I believe that's him he has he has enough pictures I believe it's him I okay just make sure if you get bad vibes just end it you know just be like
I'm I'm not feeling it you know I got to go my my friend's waiting my neighbor's waiting for me or something my neighbor's right here I run out my your apartment screaming I walk I walk in front of my apartment screaming screaming for help you know the police station is the police station is right down the street for me I can I can run to the police station in like two minutes my
uncle is actually Sergeant sergeant of the police station yeah yeah okay pull Cesar Cesar's gonna pull pull cards how how's it gonna go Caesar today someone pulled cards on me and they said yes yes yes someone pulled the they said yes yes yes right when he was texting me they said I'm pulling cards for you they said yes yes yes okay
I don't know if that was me that did that or somebody else hey Golden Girl what's what's up you really hope he goes great we have we have an official name for bronze word Golden Girl Golden Girl Bron gold girl yeah because he was drunk last night and bronze was up on the panel he's like I forget what your name
is a golden girl or something because like bronze you know bronze silver gold it's some dude that's perfect we're just calling him Golden Girl now Golden Girl me a number the car is wants a number okay
okay me wants a number okay me number three three
three num three okay what's happening the car is like spinning on the app I don't know what's happening right now hopefully he's not like using the Uber for like some other reason but I can always go to my if if it's like some other reason I can always go to my credit card company and say it was a fraud that's true yeah that's true but no it's okay now it's
straightening out maybe they had to drop somebody else off it's the car side I don't understand the car sideways look that means they're stopped I think okay that's a good sign you're getting it you know you're getting updates on it see that's good so you see a progress so he's really coming okay yeah 20 minutes now it's 20 minutes away at
10 minutes away I'll I'm going to jump in the shower I'm getting now I'm getting tapped again guys my my now my grinder is going crazy I never I everyone's saying hi and he's in North Ron okay was going Saturday night all day nobody's Saturday night no is a sun yeah Saturday night they all want to get
freaky I know I think they smell the baby oil from a mile away me got the Five of Cups the fool six of cups and the magician seven of Cups The High Priestess okay so five of cups in the past I was heartbroken over him okay and then the fool I'm jumping into something I don't know about six of Cups okay I have this Nostalgia about something and I have like he's he reminds me of
somebody maybe the magician I'm able to manifest something seven of Cups there's going to be a lot more options The High Priestess I already know what's going on I I have a good feeling about this am I right me or am I wrong I think I I think I got right think because the two first the first two were like the past the present the six of Cups magician I'm feeling this
Nostalgia I know I can Manifest this right seven of Cups there's going to be like a lot of options going on with this person and the high priestess already know what's going on right that's that's what I feel thank you Meer I know yeah I'm excited the car straightened out the car straightened out it says he's heading to my he's heading over here cars right now
is not stopping he's heading cards that he pulled with your number was the Ace of Pentacles in reverse and the 10 of cups in Reverse okay their Illusions be careful yeah I know there's illus I know there's some Illusions involved but that's with any like person you meet online there's going to be Illusions right it's like you don't exactly see them you see the picture
they present to you right okay and also okay okay their Illusions okay Ace of Pentacles in Reverse I'm going to hide my wallet right 10 of cups in reversed okay well that's that's some sadness right there 10 of cups in Reverse is like not I'm not going to be happier something like that but sometimes reversals I sometimes I take reversals with a grain of salt you can take reversals either way whatever your
intuition is about it if you consider reversal okay I'll take it as 10 of Cups and and an upright right and I'll take Ace of Pentacles upright yeah I I have optimism here so I don't really like like um reverse cards all the time if only if I really have a feeling that it's supposed to be in the reverse I'll do reverse I'm usually I'll put it back
in the upright I unless I have people don't even read reverse cards huh yeah hi the silver don't leave anything yeah I don't have anything I don't have anything I don't have anything to steal really it's like I don't he can steal my baby oil he can steal um I don't know he can I I don't have any like big stuff of what's up Remo yeah hi the silverware yeah I don't have my silverware is like
made of made of like I got it from the dollar store so it's like you know it's it's not anything I'm not but yeah really cheap I have really cheap silverware yeah but you know it's like I I know I know I I've been I've been robbed before I've been like I've met guys but not even I met guys on grinder I've met guys I met one guy and he was like okay I'll s kind of explicit story like we had sex and everything and then
he was my house hanging out he hung with friends of mine then he was he was like okay I I I basically bent over on the couch okay and he was like he's very happy okay and then I fell asleep okay we the guess hold on and then I woke up and my wallet was gone what's up Remo
Remy out I'm gonna plug the phone back in so it doesn't die how are you Remy I'm doing okay um um can't really complain I suppose or rather I won't but hi hi hi this he's a cool dude guys he's a cool dude getting ready to meet a new
guy oh yeah he's coming over right now to his house we are so nervous for him I'm like sweating yeah too hard just well as as what I would do you know just approach it friendly be you know nice friendly casual calm and just be
yourself and where goes is you just got of play LA from CR to what was it east LA towood now he's going through Englewood he's going to go through Hawthorne and he'll get to Rondo eventually he's going to be here in
another they 15 minutes 9:54 9:3 he's almost here but well I wish you g the gay the gay lifestyle it's a more dangerous lifestyle I don't meet people in Parks I don't meet people in like the bathrooms of like parks and stuff like that and I've been I've been
to jail and stuff like that and I people treated me Tre well I know how to deal with gang members I know how to deal with normal people I I know how to deal with all these people I'm not afraid of anybody right it's like I'm like you know it's it's a more dangerous lifestyle just naturally right it's like will you at least make sure if you're drinking you make sure you have your
drink with you all the time he doesn't put something in your drink right drink a bad situation go up to the bartender and ask for an angel shot no we're not we're a bar he coming over here what is that angel Angel shot is an emergency um an emergency it's like a
panic button that you inform the bartender of and then that it all goes over to them their security team and everything and they quietly get you out of the way and take you elsewhere or they'll dismiss the other person good idea guys guys we're learning stff tonight that's a good idea guys if you're ever in a comfortable situation the
bar do not go to bars like that unless they have an angel shot rule just scream be like Angel shots Angel shots then call the police okay if I if I go on Discord say angel shot that's my that's my safe word but I don't think I will he's he's he's now he's past Englewood when he gets to La when he
gets to laale I'm gonna jump in the shower and I'll leave you guys to talk to each other as long as you want to I'll leave the stream on too I'll just put it on mute and so maybe you I like take a shower and like change my clothes and stuff like that did you see my REM did did you see my new tattoo remelle I have not yeah he got a sweet new tattoo open
it oh wow look at that look at that work turned out good it's just a little bit it's just a little bit uh runny because of the it's brand new right yeah it's like social blood and stuff it's under a bandage and stuff too it's like a little bit red around the edges but yeah it's it's beautiful work it's like really good
very thank you it looks like Lenor but it says bkg be this Kitty gang right yes I love it and I love black yep very cool I love it it's like I just I just like just like I know this guy like this guy me to meet it's like I think it was meant me meant to meet him tonight and stuff like that I don't you know probably won't work out like in the
longterm and stuff like that it's like a grinder hookup right it's like I don't expect much but if I have I think I'll have fun tonight that's what I really think okay can I get I I'm getting my I'm getting OCD again uh are you gonna get intimate maybe me yeah absolutely I mean that's what it's all about
really yeah I he he asked do I have con's behav oil Etc yeah I do I all good okay you got baby oil okay um don't forget the baby oil I got even better than baby oil you see last night when I had the baby oil
party I was rubbing this over my body no I fell asleep fell asleep mango baby o I smell so good and I was like that stuff is looks amazing I want to get no matter no matter like what goes on I hope that things go well for you and uh that you know stuff works out you stay safe and everything I did come up because I had a question but I
will deal with that whenever you get more time I'm ready I'm I'm fine ask a question because I'm I have another 10 minutes before he's like getting you have a question for ter you want to be able to make sure that you're like all proper and you know pred up and everything and get all that I want to make sure you have enough time this is important man like my question wait like seriously that's right I do quick reading I do quick readings okay ask the
question okay and then you can ask Meer too in the chat Me's in the chat he'll do reading I'm sure for you but if you and he likes remelle he said he likes he thinks you're cute and stuff okay remelle ask your question I'll pull three cards real quick and then I'll jump in the shower okay okay um whenever it how how would I even word this
okay am can I be vague about it sure are my intuitions correct about somebody that I'm thinking of um I'm trying I'm trying to I'm trying to understand their motivations and I'm trying to understand them as an
individual person and and I always feel like I can't figure out what that thing is that I'm missing that I can't see so maybe that kind of narrows it down for for a I I I'm getting a a a an instinctual feeling from this particular individual so I'm trying to figure out if my instinct is good or whether I need to okay I don't know if they're
Capricorn or they're Earth sign or something okay so I'm getting as like you've had your heart broken okay there's a t of swords in Reverse so you're not trusting but you're also over you're over it over you're like not trusting because you've been stabbed in the back okay also this person might be a earth sign that a really wealthy person a Capricorn Capricorn or a earth Taurus or a Virgo or something like that um this a abundant person they have some
stuff going on for them I see you have a lot of inner strength to be able to figure out all this out but I do see this devil card they can they might like pull you down to this like Earthly energy and stuff like that um I did see like also they your blind spot when I was going through the deck I saw like the two of two of Swords or it's like you you can't you're not seeing what's going on and stuff like that just just
like you're strong enough to overcome the the attraction and the Earthly Temptation about it it's actually a good person might be just strong Earth sign and stuff you don't trust cuz you had like this this betrayal in the past but you know the devil can also mean contracts it might might mean you get married to this person and stuff like that and that's like also that's also a
contract but I see I see strength and I see like they're abundant and you're abundant and it's like you're strong enough to figure this out just don't get pulled into like your lower self through the situation like say say in your higher I'll pull one more card and then I see I see the six of Cups and so there's like something about this person reminds you of like some kind of Happiness some kind of
childhood memory or something like that I don't know if you know this person for a long time or something like that there's like Nostalgia to do with it like there's some good feelings about this like some kind of like you're think like you just have I see either you're you're you're gonna have happy memories or you've had happy memories with this person I'll pull a couple more I'll do two more for you okay okay so you so
you're not following your intuition about this you have to like tune into your own intuition about this High Priestess in Reverse okay or maybe maybe she's kind of kind of like use maybe she's like a manipulator a little bit okay I'm not sure I think it's a she right okay and finally yeah you're waiting you're waiting you're waiting for her to come in I think you're I think you're the you're the king of
Pentacle I think you have you have this going on you're a strong guy I don't know your sign your sign either you know I think that you're like you're maybe if that helps you you're Leo okay so you're so you're you're a fire sign okay did you get much fire you didn't get much fire in the reading okay but this is but this is the fire right there the three of Three of Wands
so maybe you're still gonna maybe you're still going to be looking for somebody else I don't know I don't know if it's this is the person you're looking for I think you're waiting for like the perfect person and you're thinking this is the perfect person but I think you might be waiting waiting around for them or something like that you have to like you know go for what you want let it let her let her know that you're that you're there okay don't and don't be just attracted to her and stuff like that
okay yeah trust your intuition about it though under the wrong context this reading actually makes perfect sense and I'm also reading you too uh me Caesar in the chat as well so I'm getting up on that so trust your intuition your intuition reverse says maybe you're not
trusting your intuition maybe you're like you are you know already but you're not listening you're like going against what you already feel and stuff like that I don't know if that makes sense okay but sure okay well I I greatly appreciate it I just uh I just needed a little bit to kind of kind of clarify some some things for me with something that I was recently presented with as a
business opportunity so thank you I greatly appreciate it so why say the king of Pentacles and so the in a business context the king of Pentacles can mean there's some wealth out of it also the devil can mean there's contracts involved and stuff like that but listen to your intuition about it and you know also the ship's coming in kind of thing it's like there there could be the ship
coming in I got I got the Three of Wands in the upright the last card right so like maybe it's like you see that you see it coming in and it's like you know call on the ship and like welcome it because the devil was in the upright but
also more Eight of Cups the nine of Pentacles that's like moving from some history and looking very successful sexy successful sexy single and then successful that's you right you're sexy and me knows me is very good sexy single and successful okay guys guys I'm Gonna Leave the stream on but I'm gonna jump in the shower and stuff you guys can hang out if any wants to hop on real quick um on the panel like I can add you
but I'm not going able to add anybody once I take the shower and until I get out of the shower so it'll be a quick shower but he'll be in here in 10 minutes so I'll be here I'll let you guys go at it okay the shower I appreciate it all the same I got love I love you thank you for your support too thank you for being cool guy looky has cool Thunderbird too I love that that Thunderbird and thank you for your
kindness and your patience and and your wisdom I greatly appreciate it so I'll let you get to it good luck to you on your dat what are you up to tonight Remy uh I was actually thinking about stopping in over and taking a peek over at G2K they seem to have a little bit of activity going on I was just kind of browsing through the YouTube streets I saw psych was going live and I was like
oh hey I had something that I wanted to ask him and I popped in here and then here we all are so you know nice okay good good yeah I'm going to head out to you I'm maybe I'll see you over at D it was good talking to you DJ Electra let's hope that his date goes well it was nice meeting you even though I didn't get to say hi to you I was
listening to your card reading oh you haven't you haven't met Remy before this is Remy I saw him before on the panel and I remember you made an intro for him right yes yeah yeah really cool intro with the dragon yeah I've seen him on the P oh yeah I've shown her that before so
your preds you yes yes she she she did fantastic work on them it's really cool all her work is amazing like she made my year honestly um but yeah thank you so much DJ Electra and let's let's get an update on Psy's date soon hopefully yeah
I hope so I hope to get an update I'm nervous but I'm giving positive energy to the situation so I'm sending all positive energy be a really fun thing you might they might make a great friendship or you know it might just be fun you know probably fun is the goal I
think fun is his goal so that's what I hope for for him yeah well DJ kiss us thanks for everything W girl bye guys I'll see you take it easy thank you so much cheers good night bye good
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I'm we may don't have to end it cuz I should hi everybody I'm just going to end the stream okay oh my goodness that's psych
what that's so weird
hey Joker do you want to do you want a babysit the panel ew ew your face stop stop doing that stop doing that with your face I swear to god stop I was going to end the stream but if you guys want to
stay want a b kick your ass no I I was honestly going to end the stream guys I was going to end it are you guys okay okay
well did pych say that he was coming back like why did he leave it open do you guys
know okay I'm going to end it but so Sai didn't say that he was coming back and like five minutes or something okay I send him what you wrote
Don't guys hi I so he's he's almost here he's almost here so I'll end the stream unless you guys are you cool guys okay you gotta go guys I love you guys guys I'll have all fine I'll be fine guys guys I can take care of myself I'm I'm an adult you know I do what
adults do thank you guys for worrying okay guys okay yeah he's he's almost here I'll be right I'll be back later okay I'll see you guys soon okay love you
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Psyche hosts an open panel livestream episode focused on tarot readings with a playful cat theme, during which he completes a YouTube training and discusses copyright issues, then proceeds with a tarot reading for the room.
