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Psyche returns from a late-night store run with an anecdote about kindness and angels in disguise, featuring stories about a lighter gifted by a homeless stranger and affectionate moments with his cat Trixs. The episode also touches on themes of not judging people by their appearance and being kind to everyone.
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Browse era →Okay guys. That was a that was a quite a run. I went to the liquor store and I got there at the last second and the guy's like and I was like, "I'm your best customer. I'm here every day." The guy said, "No, no customers after 10:00." I said, "Please, the one cigar, right?" And the guy said, "No, nope, no
customers at 10. Go away." Locked all the doors. So, I had to run to the 7-Eleven. 7-Eleven. I was like, "Can I get um one switcher?" I said, "I I have $161 on my card." They're like, "Oh, it's going to cost 207." You were like 1 cent short. Sorry. We can give you one of these uh black and wilds.
I Okay. I got the black and then I was like, "Can I get a matches, please?" They said, "Oh, we don't have matches." And there was a homeless guy in the store. He was in his hood. He was in his jacket. And he said, "Hey, dude. Do you need a lighter? You can have my lighter. He's like, it might be low on on fuel, but you can have my lighter. And I was like, are you sure? I'll just
lay it outside. He's like, no, just take the lighter. And guess what, guys? The lighter is full. It's a full lighter. What a cool guy. You don't want to judge people before you get to know them. You want to talk to people. You want to actually get to know them before you make a judgment because you never know who's going to help you. That guy helped me out tonight.
He said there's no fuel in lighter. Look, the lighter light. It's full. It's full. Full. So guys, you wanna you want to make sure you uh you talk to somebody before you judge something, right? But I got my cigar, got my black and mild. I'm back. Guess who's back? So I guess I'll play a Lady Gaga song. I want
to play this lady's I'll probably copyrighted for this. How are you guys? Yeah, like I said, this guy gave me a full lighter. This the store gave me a cigar. I'm just lucky guy. I'm the lucky guy. I got all everything I wanted tonight. Oh, guys, I'm doing good. I'm going to play this song. Lady Gaga called Disease. Okay. How's everyone
doing? Give me a shout out if you're in the chat. But I got a lighter. I got scar. I'm back. You guys ready to see a video? could actually make you want to eat more. Bioensor is right for you. This is a good video with Lingo. Hold on.
That was pretty cool, huh? Pretty cool video. But like I said, I went to the I went to liquor store asking let me in just it was he was just locking the doors. I like I'm your best customer. I'm there every day. I'm literally there almost every day buying a cigar. Like can I just get one cigar? No. No. No. Door's closed. Door's closed. No. No.
Please. Please, sir. Please. On my knees. Begging. One cigar. No. No. No. No. No. No. Locking the doors. So, I had to run to the 7-Eleven. I was like, can I get a Swiss or sweet? I only have $161 on my on my card or $164. They're like, well, it's 208, so I had 75 cents. I'm feeling good tonight. Yep. I have some uh I have another whole
Buddha Ranger left. Maybe I'll drink another one. Um Yeah. But they sold me the cigar. And then I said, "Can I get matches?" And they said, "We don't have matches here." The homeless guy in the store was like, "Hey dude, do you need a light? Do you need a lighter? You can have my lighter." And give me this lighter. And he's like he's like, "This lighter has no fluid in it.
Can I just I'll show you. Lighter has no fluid in it. Watch is has full fluid in it." He's like, "Just take it. Just have it." And so you never know. Don't ever judge people by the by the book on the cover, right? Don't judge a book by his cover. There's people out there that I think he was an angel. He was an angel tonight.
Help me out, right? Guys, always be nice to everybody, right? You never know who's who's, right? You guys want to see Trixs? Trixs, you're my little You're my little cuddle buddy. Are you my cuddle buddy? He's my cuddle buddy, right? Trixs, do I do I have a Do I have a toxic stream? Am I a bad person? I drink a little bit too much. I pass out and
you always go there under the covers and cuddle with me. You don't care. You don't care how drunk I am. All you All you care about is love, right? You're a little lover, guys. Look at Look at him. He's such a little lover. Hey, Trix, when the cable guy came over, were you peeking at the cable guy? You peeked at him, right, Trixs? Peek at the cable guy like I was.
You were peeking and you came up to him and he he saw the little cat. Yes, angels are among us. And the guys, don't judge people by their cover. Don't shun anybody. Cuz this guy was like, just he's like, "Do you need a lighter? You can have my lighter. It has no fluid in it." He's like, "It's it's almost dead. You can have it." Look, it's full. It's a full lighter. It's full.
Yep. Angel's among us, right? We never know. He is calm and content. He's sitting right there. He's just laying down right there. Um, but it really touched my heart tonight. nicer than the old white guy that just wouldn't let me in a store the last second when I was like, "Can I just get one?" If if I was if I was the best customer of a store and I came by in the middle of the night, I would say, "Here,
just have the cigar. Take a cigar on the house." Right. But he's like, "No, lock in the door. No, go away. Go away. Go away." Would not hear me. I had to run to the 7-Eleven. There were really nice ladies working there. They didn't have matches. It's fine. And the guy in the store in a in a hood in a hoodie and look, I don't know if he had a place to go. He's like, "Do you want do you need a lighter?"
Lighter, dude, you can have just have the lighter. Right. He is calm and content. Do you want to say hi again, Trixs? Trixs. Trix. Oh, hold on. Tricks. Trixs. They say they say you're awesome. I know you're awesome. Come on. Let me say hi. Trix is there. He is calm and content. You're a little Your little my little peeper. Every time you hear a ring, Angel gets
swings. Hey, Tiger Butterfly. Welcome back. But this is little tricks, though. T R I tricks. You have a little lazy eye, but you're the sweetest cat. Someone said you were ugly the other day, but you're actually the most beautiful cat in the world, right? How dare they? How dare they? Oh, do you like your ear rub like that? Oh, I ear
like that. He's very content. He's very happy, content. He likes to cuddle under the covers. What's up, Tiger Butterfly? You have a little frown. You have a little frown naturally, but you're a little sweet. You're the happiest cat in the world. Are you the happy cat? Yeah, he's a sweet cat. He's a sweetie. He's a sweetie pie. But thanks to the guy that gave me a
lighter. Your cats are playing. Yeah, it's a full moon tonight, guys. You know it's a full moon. He's right there. Tricks, you're happy. He's a sweetheart. Thank you, Riz. RZ, did you hear my call with Alisa tonight? It was a nice call, but I asked her if she my she Valentine. She said yes. But
first I asked her, "Wealthiest man you ever met. Had a heart of gold, helped so many people, and dressed in ragged um torn clothes to town. You would cannot pay for meals though. Restaurant owners were honored to serve him. They're protecting, right? You're my little protector. Hey, Trixs, are you my little protector? Come on.
Are you purring? You purring when I rub you like when I rub your ear like this and rub your ear like that. You like that? You your head turns to the side. Yeah. You never want to judge a book by its cover. Just be nice to everyone you come ac come in contact with. You never know if they're an angel in disguise, right? I know TTS interrupted me a few times, but that's okay. It was Joanie. Joanie
sending some songs probably ahead of time and stuff like that. Joanie is a cool person. I did not mean to interrupt the song. and not mean to call out Joanie for talking like the exorcist on that because Joany's a real cool person, right? Um I just wanted to say hi to Alisa and uh let her know I love her and
not in a weird way and ask her if she been my Valentine and she was so sweet and she said yes without hesitation. So guys, I'm just I'm a lucky person, right? You never know who you're interacting with, right? You can be interacting with angels in the skies, right? Jony's poems are great, right? Yeah, I love Joanie. Joaniey's awesome person.
What did you miss? Not not you didn't miss much. I just ran to the store and uh the last second I got this cigar. They sold me this one cigar. I have a whole cigar left. I'm I'm here. Yeah, Jony's awesome. I talked to Joanie for like an hour. What's up, Beatas? What's up? How are you? I don't know if you went live again. I just I was there when
you ended it and um I had one more cigar. still have another beer to drink. Vita, come on panel and Tiger, come come talk to Vita and I um or if you guys want to, you guys don't have to. I missed a little bit. Yeah, I don't know what happened here while I was gone, but I know you guys are are
here for me. Hold, I'll put my my link up one second. You guys are all welcome. I want to chat with you guys some more. We have a good chat going on. beat. I'm sorry if I left abruptly. I wanted to go talk to Alisa before she went off off the panel and uh and I did and I got I got shout out to reality
Nancy and ask her to unblock reality Nancy and stuff like that. I asked her if she be my Valentine be will you be my Valentine too? Go ahead. Go ahead. Tiger butterfly take all the time you need. You are always welcome whenever you want to come back. But yeah, and so Lisa said yes you be my Valentine. She would look into reality Nancy being blocked and stuff like that. She's like, "If Reality Nancy, she must
have done something, but I'll look into it." Okay. So, she's going to look into it. I'll remind her again because I like reality Nancy a lot and I want her to be Yeah. Ter Butterfly. Yeah. Tag butterfly. Yeah. Just you can anytime you want to go to the bathroom, go pee. So, sometimes I go pee on stream, right? Okay. I'll give you a few minutes. Yeah,
you guys are all welcome here. I just want to chat with you guys. We had a really cool we really cool guy Noble that's in the chat too sometimes. And uh he's a really cute Mexican guy. What's up Susanna? And uh and and Jake is here. Is Jake here? I didn't see Jake. Oh Jake is right there. In ancient cats have extreme
significance and are seen as some of the best familiars in most Yeah. esoteric systems. Right. There's also a saying in ancient Egypt cats were worshiped as gods. They have never forgotten this. Right. Cats have this little bit of an ego. Right. And uh Susanna knows Jake. Okay. I don't know if Jake is the same Jake. I know. I know Jake is a joke. Jake is Joker sometimes, but I don't
know if he's the same Jake. I know we know Joker. Joker said he'd do a stream soon. Um Emma basically said me and go away. Um but we also have Naughty Exotica coming on the stream for interview. We have Chon Adventures. I want to do a one-on-one interview with Beta too.
All you got guys, if you want a one-on-one interview with a full promotion, stuff like that, no charge, no no uh I want to share my audience. I want to share my audience. If I if I get new audience, whatever, I don't care. I want to share my audience with you cuz I think you guys are great people.
You guys deserve to be promoted. Okay. So guys, but Emma told me to go myself. Basically, Emma Emma said, "Oh, your stream is toxic." Yeah, she shares some cool stuff. I want to Jake, share your channel. Susanna doesn't want to be a mod. I I don't think. But Jake, if you want to Are you a mod? Jake, if you want to be a mod, I
will make you a mod. Um, you can share your channel because uh you you share some cool stuff. But I'm really into that. I'm really people sharing cool stuff. But no, no, no pressure to be a mod. I'm happy that you're just here chatting with me. Right. Jake shares content of death substance. I value his esoteric knowledge. Esoteric, you said
empowering info and knowledge. Okay. Awesome. What's up, Jake? Thank you for coming to the chat tonight. Awesome. I appreciate you.
I'll drink one more one more drink. I still have this half more than half of a cigar left. and some others. I just had to run to the store to get I just knew I'd run out at a $161 on my card. First guy wouldn't let me in. A few
quarters on me. You have no client mod. Oh, yeah. Well, Jake, Jake, Jake, no worries. No worries. You're I'll make you a st a standard mod. There's no pressure to ever actually do stuff mod stuff for me. just I appreciate you being here, right? I want you to share
if you have a link to share, if you have someone you want to um promote being here, right? I got you. Okay, so Jake, there you go. Well Susanna there's no commitment. All All it is is I recognize you and but you're I know you Suzanne already, but no pressure to
do anything. I I take care of the muting people or timing people out. I have other mods that do that kind of thing. It basically basically just shows me that you're a friend of mine, but I know you're a friend of mine already, so no need to. But yeah, I like to make I I
like to Hold on. What's going on here? Uh oh. Hold on.
Guess who's back? Back again. I'm back. Didn't take very long, right? I was quick as I could. Quick as lightning in your mind. Okay, so mod doesn't mean anything except I trust you. You don't have to do anything. You don't All it means I recognize you and chat easier before I get my membership. I'm going to get a membership soon and
uh that all means I trust you and I'd like to get um all all the people I can trust on my on my side before I get monetized, right? And uh so no pressure, no no uh no work involved.
I've been a mod in a lot of chats. It just means you trust me. And so Emma disappointed me yesterday when I said, "Come join my panel." And Emma said, "Well, your panel's toxic and you get drunk and you pass out and you got scammed by a butthole." Good evening, He-Man. How are you? I'll post the link again.
So, Emma hurt my feelings. I just left her Discord because if she doesn't want me around, I'm not going to force myself into into that if she doesn't like me. What's up? Hold on. the guest. Beeta, welcome. Bea's kitties. My bestie.
What's up, my love? Hi, Psych. What are you doing? I had to eat a little something cuz I drink too many beers. I was like, I better eat It is here, guys. something. Hi, my love. Try again. Can I come back? You hear? Mhm. Can you hear me?
Hi, I hear you now. What's up, girl? I had my mouth full. I'm sorry. I was eating something cuz I was drinking beer and then I was like, I should eat something cuz you know when you get to that point, you're like, I better eat something. You're fine. You're fine. I I I ran to liquor store and then the guy was closing it and I was like, hey, I was like, can I I'm your best customer. I'm
there every day practically buying cigars. I was like, can I get it one cigar? And he's like, "Nope, nope, nope. What? It's closed. Go away. Go away. Register's closed. Go away." So, I had to run to the 7-Eleven. And then the 7-Eleven sold me a cigar, but they were like, "No matches." And then this homeless guy in the 7-Eleven was like, "Hey, man. Do you need a lighter?" He's like, "You can have my
light. You just have my lighter." And and he's like, "It's almost out anyway. You're fine. I'll show you the lighter. Hold on." He's like, "It's almost out." Um, and he gave me this lighter right here. This this nice blue lighter. And he's like, "It's almost out. Just take just take it. I don't care." Look at Look at it's full. It's a full lighter. Give you a mean full lighter. That's nice. You got lucky. Well, eventually, you know, imagine being like
a business owner and being greedy and and some homeless guy like going to help right? Always be nice to people you meet, you know? You never know. Yeah. That Yeah, that hurt, right? Tiger butterfly. Yeah. And so that the guy down the street with the liquor store, right? that refused my
service after I'm going there every day and stuff. And then this homeless guy um gave me it just gave me his lighter and and he said was, "Oh, it's almost out. Just take it." I was like, "Are you sure? I'll I'll just light my cigar outside and I'll give it back to you." He's like, "No, no, just take it." And he's like, "It's almost out anyway." And it's a full lighter. And really, there's
people that have have really big hearts. It is ridiculous. This world is crazy, you know? And guys, it's counterintuitive sometimes. Sometimes you'll think, "Oh, these people uh, you know, are worthless." And then they're actually have the most value, right? You just always want to um be nice to everybody you meet. You never know. You never know who's an angel in disguise,
right? Yeah. You know, you pay forward. That's really nice. Um, you help out a lot of people, too. You're always doing like nice things for other people, so you deserve it. But yeah, what a jerk. Hi. Yeah, it it was a jerk. And then he's like it was old white guy and like he was just he was he he hadn't even locked the door yet, but then when I knocked on
the door, he had even locked I could have just opened the door and gone in and stuff like that. But then he like came outside and I was like, "Please, sir." I was like I'm basically on my hands and knees. I like, "Can I have one get one cigar?" You know, I have and he's like, "No, no, no, no, no, no. Go away. Go away. You're done." And and I see him every day. I don't even need lemon yet. It's like so early. It's not like you went there
like early in the morning. It's like 10 basically you went at 10:30. Yeah. Tiger Butterfly wants to join the panel. Do you remember Tiger Butterfly from the other night? Were you here, Bea? When Tiger Butterfly was on the panel? She's really cool. Actually, I had the pleasure of being in the chat and seeing her. I wasn't on the same panel with her, but I was on the
panel. Um I was in the chat watching and yeah, she's really cool. She's the one with that anime type of Yeah, I like her. She's cool. She's so cool. And she was she was on camera earlier in advance like for the craziness tonight. You know, you saw you
but I know you can handle it. Um yeah, just remember you're it's just like being a woman like me. You know, I have to deal with like seven six freaking sexist people. So, don't take offense to anything that happens over there. I I didn't I didn't. And Susanna, I explained the
wrench to you. And Susanna, if you don't like the wrench, I I will um I will unwrench you if you don't want it, but I will I'm going to wrench Susanna tonight. Let me just post a comment. Tiger Butterfly wants to come up tonight and have a chat with Beeta and I. Anyone else wants to come up? And uh I I explain here supporting you, so she might as
well have a run. She's always supporting you. Shout out to Sana.
What happened, Psych? You left me by myself with my show now. Oh my god. I'm going to do some readings for everybody. Except I don't know how to do readings. I can try. He'll be back in a second.
Stay tuned. Let's see.
Hi, Jake. Hi, Jamie's Cowboys. Tiger Butterfly. I don't know where Psych went, guys. I'm sure he'll be back. I think he's just probably playing around with the settings backstage. How's everybody doing? Hi RZ.
I wish I could bring somebody up and we can I can't I hate being by myself up here.
Let's see. Let's see what happened. You're doing good. Good. David Susanna, you didn't want a wrench? You're always like a really good You're always here and you really like psych, so you might as well have a wrench so you can get, you know, just in case.
There he is. Okay, Susanna, you get a wrench. Okay, I'm just going to post the link for Tiger Butterfly if I can. One second. Yeah. But yeah, I had a really um I had a really cool night. Am I Am I still there? Hold on.
Don't want to leave the chat. I'm still there. Vita, you're there. Yeah, I'm here. Okay, sweetheart. Okay. I'm just trying to get the get the link up for anyone that wants the link. Okay, I'm getting the link. Okay, Tiger Butterfly. You just have to click the click the link. You're going to be in Oh, okay. Wait, you're putting it
backstage. Let me let me copy and paste it and put it for you in the main chat. Hold on one second. Okay. Thank you. Yeah. Okay. Hold on. And then um do you have a separate device? I think I got I got it. I got it. I think I'm good. Oh, you got it at the same time. Yeah. Do you have like Do you have a separate
device? I have a I have my iPad right here and I have my own phone right there and so it's I'm a little bit Is it like Is it handy right now? Is it like handy where you can access it really fast? You know, your cell phone or whatever. Okay. Go on to your um go into your YouTube channel and then,
you know, pin your link so you don't have to keep posting it in the chat constantly. So, if you go to your YouTube channel, type awakens. Yep. I'm trying to pin it. It sometimes takes like a little bit to pin. Okay. I like Okay.
Okay. But remember there's there's like three dots on the right and then it says pen. I pinned your I You don't want to highlight this one. Did I get you guys? We Okay, we have a guess. Let's say hello to Tiger Butterfly, I believe. Yay. Hold on one second.
Oh, Tiger Butterfly. You will love Beeta. I think you will love Bea. beat his such a sweet soul. Tiger Butterfly. Tiger Butterfly has been through some I've been through with the uh with the MK Ultra and stuff like that. And uh I'm trying to remember you. I met Butterfly before. I thought it was Okay, you know who I
thought it was? It was a Oh, she she Wait, bring her back. I Well, I'm sorry. It's My phone's going really slow. There you go. Hold on. My phone's going really slow. I'm sorry, guys. I didn't not mean to do that. You're Tiger Butterflies, please stand by. There we go. Are you back?
No. You want to uh I think he's back. Tiger Butterfly. Oh. Oh Tiger Butterfly, I'm so sorry. My fault. My phone's going. Just go to your guest, like your backstage guest, and she should be back there. And then just add her to stage. ad stage.
I see I see her. There you go. Tiger butterfly, are you there? It'll just take a second. My phone's so slow. There we go. Are you there? Not there. What the hell is going on? I'm so sorry,
guys. She She left. Tiger Butterfly, come back. Come on back. I think she's back. Come on, Tiger Butterfly. I didn't mind. We have a nice search 13 people in the chat. Tiger Butterfly, as soon as you're back. Okay, I hear I hear beeping. I don't know, guys. I'm so sorry. I I I
I up. I up. Oh, no. It's okay. Um, are you using your phone right now? Okay, let me see. Yeah, my phone's so slow and then I push the button and then it says then I push the button again and then it's like it takes them off and I'm I'm really sorry about that. Tiger butterfly, you please come back. Please come back soon as I see
you. I'll make sure I do it right. Okay, everything's good. How's Say hi to Jamie's Cowboys. Say hi to to Jake. Say hi to Shawn James. Say hi to Muji. Jake, he mentioned MK. You hear JFK got f got declassified. government is saying that there was probably more than one shooter. Yeah. Well, here's what I heard about the JFK. They had several shooters. It was not the guy in the
library that did anything. That guy, that guy was a psy. He was a um I forgot his name. He was a psy and he got killed the next day, right? Or alive. There was a guy the guy that did it was in the in the sewer and they had all these mafia guys that they called on to do it. And the last the guy that Okay, we have Tiger Butterfly back. Okay, I'm gonna do this right this time.
Raging demon's here. Tiger butterfly, come back though. I'm sorry. I did I did it wrong. Okay, there you go. Well, you got raging demon up here. Okay, so do the same thing that you do with um Tiger Butterfly. Look guys, I just came to say goodbye and beta, I owe you an apology. All
right. And demon, don't please stop it. Please don't. I just want No, just my little thought. Look, I just want to stop. Don't say goodbye. Don't be Don't interrupt. No, no. Stop interrupting me. I owe you a owe you an apology for everything. Yeah, I was up and I admit it as
a man. I admit it. I up behind the scenes. So, for that every everything that I said from day one to whatever, ow you an apology. And that's it. Wish you well. Okay. But I accept your apology. You're a good person. A lot. Hold on. Adorable.
Goodbye. No. No. No. Take care of yourself. I wish you nothing but the best. I don't ever want to see you get hurt. All right. That's all I ever wanted. I never wanted to see you get hurt. And I I know I up with all the names that I called you, but I never wanted to hurt you. So, I wish you I know. I know, De Man. I'm sorry. I don't want to hurt you, but you have a
lot of people in the community that love you and respect you and look up to you and you you always you did have my back and you know people you know in facing things out of anger. I tried I tried listen I tried to contact you in private to say goodbye and you just blocked me and I don't know
why. So this was the only result last I blocked you three times raing and every time I did you would get you would say the same things that were disrespectful. You know how to push my buttons. That's why this is my last resort. I'm actually leaving YouTube and I just came to say you know what I never wanted to
hurt you. I never wanted to hurt you. I've always loved you and I'm always going to love you but you know what? You want to be happy and I'm not going to hold you back or nothing. I swear on my mother's grave. I'm never going to call you again. I'm never going to DM or even nothing. You I just wanted to say goodbye to you and leave on good terms. leave you with a good memory that you know what, Raging was my boy and he's
never me over and he never but when you do that that it makes me and other people worried because there's people that care about you like you know it's not just black and white like you know everything is not black and white like it's okay we can be I don't care about look I don't care about none of that I only care about leaving no
you with a good memory of me because I know I've been up with you all All right. No.
Tiger butterfly. Talk to Tiger Butterfly. Can you talk to raging demon for a second? He's very upset. No, it's all good. I'll go away. Yeah. Okay. Well, you know, I'm always here. Psych is always here. And you know, this community loves you. You know, Aranga. No, I'm never coming back. I'm done. I just wanted to say goodbye to
I want you man. I want you back. I want you back. I want you with me always. You may come back. Not the live in this platform. I kept it. I tried. This was my only chance to say goodbye and that's it cuz I she's got me blocked on Insta. I tried to say goodbye to her there and but I'm blocked.
You're mod in my chat. You're mod in my chat. You're always welcome here. No matter what happens. Anybody else? Yeah. Why are you upset? What? What's wrong? You demon man. And it's it's okay. Psych. I'm coming on YouTube in front of you. You can DM me there and we can like, you know, it's it's okay. Like, we started off as really, really, really good
friends. You were there for me. You are a standup kind of guy. I respected you a lot. And I guess what really broke my heart was when I saw you out of character because I expect that from a lot of on the internet but not you demon. And you brought it into the internet and you always do that and it's okay. Like I'm just I don't know what I
don't know how to deal with that but you're not a bad person. Do you know what it's I felt you hated my guts. That's why you blocked me and that's why I just come out. Oh no. because you were I keep telling you to stop it with like the disrespect and you keep saying you know what you said you dumb you want me to say it you keep saying
okay you keep you keep calling me really really bad names like on pro you're pushing my buttons you're like telling me to block you because why would you you oh you know you know what you do yeah that's why I've just come to say goodbye and leave you with a good memory if I was so up I would have just left I would have just gone away and just let leave you feeling like hatred
for me all the time in it. Even if you see that saw my name saw my name on you now. Even if you saw my name in YouTube, yeah, you would have felt sick and I don't want it to get don't want it to get to the point where me and you just feel sick of each other. So, you know what? I just wish you well. I wish all of you well. Good night. I love you.
Come back. Come back soon. Come back soon. I don't think I'll ever come back. You know what? I just wanted to say goodbye. I want I want you back. I want you to come back. Okay. I love you. You're love. We have hard faith for you. Okay.
Look, I'll just leave. Just leave on good terms. Yeah. Peter, look after yourself. You act like you act like like you did something so horrible like Okay. Like you know you could have done a lot worse. It's it's not a big deal. Okay. All right. Bye. Okay. All right. Okay. Bye. Bye. But we love you. Okay. Come back. Come back. Okay. When you feel better. Okay.
What's up? What's up? What's up? What's up, Tiger Butterfly? Say hi to Bea. You know, VA is my best friend. We're cuddle buddies. I'm a little thrown off right now. I'm sorry. Let me read. Hi. No, I met I met um Butterfly before I met you. Remember we were talking about Yeah, I do. Kind of. Yeah,
right guys. Let's all take a Can we all take a wooa breath? Right. We can all take a wooa breath. Wooa. All the negative energy goes out, right? Um go ahead. Give me a moment. Hi pot. Hi Jess. Hi doll face.
Okay, take all the time you need. Tiger butterfly. Tiger butterfly is a really cool ass chick. Be is a really cool ass chick. Guys, I'm trying to have a a a fun, light-hearted panel. It's not It's not a place to like go ahead. Please. I'm sorry.
I need a moment. Okay, you got it. You got it. We're setting up. I didn't say that. I'm thinking. Yeah, I'm the same way. I'm a little bit in shock right now.
Santo says. Yes. candles. That's what I'm thinking. A little bit of flame, a little bit of the fire burning out the negative energy. A little bit of a good uh good good feelings, right? It's all about
guys. We love each other here. What's up, MJI? Are you here? There it is.
Everyone's up here that wants to be up here. Very good. I love that smell. The burning polyanto that wood. It smells so sweet. It's like a sweet burning wood. Takes away a lot of negative energy. Right. I was actually told that polyanto only
needs to be really followed by sage. Yes. For real. I Hi. Hi. What's up, MJI? Hello, MJI. Say hi to Say hi to Tiger Butterfly. Say hi to Beta. Say hi to
meet myself. We're having a really fun, light-hearted, loving panel. We We can have a big group hug. Okay. Hi guys. What colors? Color.
Black. Black. I like black, too. Yeah. It took me 15 minutes. So, everyone who has a black candle lit it. I don't have a black candle, though. That's the only candle color. I don't know. I think I have every candle color
instead. Anyone who has a black candle, light it. Yeah. And if you have a white candle, too, I say a white candle, too. Am I right? A white candle. White. Correct. Can I use a shot? No.
I picked the wrong What have you got, Whatever you got. Whatever you got. Everyone light a candle. Let's Let's all light a candle tonight in love. A spirit of love. Yes. Right. Beautiful. Yellow is good. What color do you got? I'm going to buy my one.
What about like um what was it like Snow White? You know the apple? What about like a apple? Like you know the apple that Snow White has to bite or something? Yes, I know. I have one of those.
What about that in candles? Oh, okay. Well, my cat needs to get out of the way, though. Can you not do that? I know it looks interesting, but I want to light this thingy. Look what I found. Look what I found, guys. I found a black candle. Hold on. But this candles go away. Can you not do that?
Can you not do what? Oh, my cat was getting candle. Yeah, my cat um my cat was getting too close to my candle, girl. Oh, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I just wanted to show my flashlight. Not you. Red apple candle. You have a really cool
red apple. That's the only candle, sir. That's cool, huh? Yeah. Both of y'all's candles are pretty good. And of course that had an apple over a candle.
Why not? It's a It's a real It's a real candle. It takes so long. What? Had a candle over an apple. What do you mean? That's a real candle. Strange saying a real candle. It's a wax apple. Like I'm not a but like it's a
candle. Yeah, meant that negative. I'm sorry. It's all We can all We can all smile and laugh at that, right? It's That was not anything offensive to anybody. I didn't mean anything by it. I'm sorry.
Yeah, I know you didn't. I know you didn't. Yeah. But if you want me to get my vision, if you want me to do that, you can get do that for you. I can get an apple and put a candle on it and do it like how you want. You want me to do that? I don't care. You do what you want.
No, this is all goodarted. Nothing nothing offensive meant. Wait, don't don't misunderstand each other, right? We're all friends here. Okay, guys. We're all friends. Can't catch a break tonight. That's it. I can't catch a break tonight. First I get chewed out by demon and I get called a by the
did not mean it intentionally. It was totally lighted this candle for you. You said light a candle. I didn't mean it intentionally badly. got a channel. I promise, guys. We're all friends. We're all friends. We're all We're all like We can
all give each other a hug. We can all understand. We all We're on the same side, right? We're all on the same side. I promise. We can talk to each other whenever we want. We love each other when it comes to Yeah. Everything good? Everything good? Everybody? Everyone having fun? Everyone forgiving? Everyone understand each
other? Right. You guys, you you want to kind of see my fish bowl or something? I don't know. Guys, do you remember the movie of Snow White and then the stepmother brother? Half the candle was poison, half the candle was was a good and then she ate the good side and she had Snow White eat
the poison side. Right. Apples can have a dual side just like humans right? burn away all the negativity. Everyone touch your heart right now. Can you all put your hand on your heart? Feel your heartbeat. We all have this heartbeat in common. It's the earth's
heartbeat. It's like like this love we have this uh this it it beats okay right anything negative. I know. I know. Do you forgive her? Do you you totally forgive her? I I forgive you. I was just looking at my cat making making sure he doesn't go
next to the apple candle until it's completely, you know, cuz he's very curious about it. I'm just watching so he doesn't get too close to um what I just, you know, until it cools down. No, it's all good. I get it. I was, you know, I guess I'm just a little triggered from the last episode.
Not you. And we love Bridging Demon. Rigging Demon, you're forgiven. Okay, Rigging Demon. I know you said to Bea in your private conversations. You've always been really cool in my chat. Your mom here. You've always been cool to beta when I when I've seen you. I don't know if you said something disrespectful to her. Smile.
I know Peta forgives him, right? You forgive him, Bea. Yeah. Yeah, I do. Okay. I I know. I know. Guys, guys, we're about love here. 10,000 time. Yes, I do. Okay. I'm sorry. I need to ask you again. I just wanted to let him know. No, no, no. Not you. I'm saying for the 10,000th time with him where I will be
like, "Yeah, it's cool." And then he'll pull the same thing again. Yeah. Whatever. Demon. Bringing demon. Operate from a spirit of love when you talk to us from now on. Okay. How old are you on the panel? MJI, are you are you are you doing good? I don't have Oh,
I think she's she's right. How much? You look really young. How old are you, Muji? Um, I'm I'm freaking turned 10. Oh, almost 10. Yeah, you don't want you don't want to be on this panel right now. It's 11:17. Um, and then you shouldn't be on this
panel. It's 18 and over. 18 over panel. It's 18 over panel. Yeah, it's 18 over panel that when you're 18, you're welcome to be here. You're welcome to also be in the chat and and talk in the chat. Sorry, I don't want to control your panel at all. I just, you know, you just No, she's she's Yeah, I understand. I I didn't I didn't see that. But thank you. Thank you for pointing that out. Muji,
you're welcome in the chat and stuff like that. I can't control who's in the chat, but to be on a panel, it's 18 or over. To be on the Discord, 18 or over. To be a mod, 18 or over. Okay. So, no offense or anything like that. And you know, I want you have to have your parent need to be involved with, right?
What was that? Is there a question I need to be asked? Ask Ask a question. Ask a question. Tiger butterfly. Ask a question. You have an answer. I know. Is there a question I need to be asked? Okay. A question you need to be asked. Are you on my side or are you against me?
That's just a simple question. Are you on my side or are you against are you against me? Are you against my my channel or are you for my channel? Well, easy answer is yes. I'm for you. Okay. I know. I know you are. That's why I didn't kick you off. That's why I know you're a friend of mine and your mod and
all this kind of next. Can Can you talk to Beta for a second? And uh I think Beeta has a question for you. Beta, do you have a question for Tiger Butterfly? Tiger Butterfly, is there something you want to you feel and you sense because you said you have like you sense different things. You have like good you
have like some kind of connection with different energies. What do you think about me? Am I Are you with me or am I bad or am I good? You're good. However, Mhm.
Tiger Butterfly, you you're welcome to talk here. Don't Don't Don't fret. Don't fret. I want you to be honest with me. Be honest. Be honest. Say what's on your mind. What's on your What's on your mind right away? Don't think about it from your heart. I want to hear from your heart. Not your mind. I want to hear from your heart. Go ahead. Both.
Both. Okay. I'm bad and good. I'm bad and good. Not you. Oh, me. Is it me? I'm bad and good. I'm bad and good. I'm the devil. Okay. My chat. Not you, sir. Okay. Okay. I'm gonna I'm
bad and good at the same time. Not you. Who?
Um, tell me that. Explain it to me. Elaborate on it. You want me to look at you? That gives me access to everyone, you know.
So that also makes me see everyone around you. So the people I'm good, but the people around me are bad.
That makes a lot of sense. You're right. Oh, thank you for telling me that. Thank you, sweetheart. I don't, you know, I believe you. I think that that's actually true.
Don't cry. Do you feel other people's pain?
Don't cry, sweetheart. You're going to make me cry.
Well, I think that's that goes with a lot of us. We're a lot of us are good people surrounded by really evil people. I'm sorry. Okay.
Why are you Why are you crying? Why do you feel like Why? Don't be apologetic. You were honest. No, it hurts. It hurts. It hurts. It does. And And you know what? The world has a lot of mean people, especially the internet, right?
And maybe you feel other people's pain. I'm feeling you and your pain and the pain around you. That's what I feel. It hurts. It hurts. I know. Are you feeling me too? Do you know I have some bad people around me too? And I have people that hate me and
people that want to want to hurt me and stuff like and beta does too. And you do too. I know. It's okay. It's going to be okay. I wish I could hug you right now. At least we have the animals, right? The
kitties. The kitties. Look at the kitties love us. Sorry. Animals are horrible. I mean, the humans are horrible. Look at animals. Look at how cute they are. Butterfly. We We protect We're protected. If we were not protected, we wouldn't be here. We would we would be attacked by the
negativity and we wouldn't be able to to live. We are protected. Okay. Come here. Do you want to see Lenor? I'll get Lenor over. Look at He like wants to say hi to you. He says don't cry cuz humans are Look at how beautiful animals are. Look at it. He loves you.
I I I don't care about those evil people. I care about good people and like the butterfly. Look into her eyes. I'm so sorry. It's okay. Look into her eyes. Tiger butterfly. So cute. Look at my projector. Look at my projector. Look. She will never let anything any harm come to me. She will chase away any negativity. Look
at her eyes. Can you see her eyes? Look at those eyes. Look at Bea's cat. Look at beas kitties. Look at this. Look at Look at my protector. Like my cats are are I'm protected. I'm I'm very protected. She will claw anybody before they ever harm me. Okay, we have another guest
tonight. Let's Let's allow another guest. Welcome Ghost to the chat. How are we all doing? Ghost, say hi to everybody. How are you, Ghost? Hello everybody. Hi. Okay. It was a little bit too intense for Tiger Butterfly tonight. It was a little bit int I understand you have a
lot of very strong energy around us, right? Ghost. Hi. How are you, Ghost? Good, man. How you doing? What's up, dude? How are you? I know. I know who you are. Okay. Yeah, we talked was like a couple nights ago. I hope I hope I don't think I've met her. I
don't think I have. Say hi to beta ghost and ghost and beta. Say hi to ghost. He's a really cool dude. Hi. Well, hello. What's your name? Beat beta. Beta. They say beta. Beta. Beat her. Whatever. Yeah. Yeah, you can say that. Yeah, you can go Beta. with beta. Whatever you like.
Whatever makes it easier for you. Can you just say be Is she gonna be okay? Princess be and tiger butterfly. I didn't mean to upset you. I know we have strong energies around it. We have very like beta and I I feel like it's my fault because it's not it's not It's okay. Tiger butterfly. Whenever you feel like coming back
butterfly, I appreciate it. And you know what? I'm going to let that You know what? If she comes back, come back. I'll I'll have her back or his back and I'll defend them. How about that? Feel safe. Feel safe to come back, guys. Guys, this is a this is a safe place to be. Like I guys, no matter where in the internet you are, I want
everyone that feels attacked on the internet, everyone that feels unsafe in other places, I want them to feel safe here. That's why I'm trying to always defend people here and to keep people safe here. You're a safe place here. Okay. Yeah. Okay. She said you didn't really upset. Okay. I know. I know. But you felt the energy, right? We have this we have this negative energy always attacking us. Back up, man.
You know what? Ask her. Should I leave? I can leave if she and she It wasn't you. It was It was the combination of both of us with all the negative stuff attacking us and she felt it. He felt it strongly. Okay. But we we're we can we we we are good at
diffusing negative energy, right Bea? We are we are experts at alchemy. We can we can take all the all the heat. We we we were good at this. So you don't have to worry about us. Even though we have all this negative energy attacking us and stuff like that all at all times, we have a lot of support with each other.
We love each other. Our love is stronger than their hate, right? It wasn't it wasn't it wasn't us. Okay. Can you guys hear me? I hear you. What's up? What's up, ghost? How are you? My bad. No, you're fine. I was in the back. I'm gonna light this as you adise. I'll light that candle like it's my it's my
apple candle. Wait. Oh gosh. I hate lighting candles. There. I got it. She understands. She She knows. She knows there's also a butterfly up here. It's a butter. You like butterflies like you know you know the more light you have the more darkness you attract sometimes, right? And we have a lot of
light like beat a like heart like the sun. Heart like the sun. But then it it creates a shade. It creates a shade and negative energy will attack her. I have a heart like the sun. And Ghost has a big heart. A heart like the sun. We have all these sons. I appreciate you saying that. No, I I know. And Tiger Butterfly thinks
she wants to come back and and uh and say hi. Okay. Tiger Butterfly. Yeah, she's back. Say hi to Tiger Butterfly, guys. Hi Tiger. We talk about whatever. We can talk about whatever we want. Okay? We're here. Okay? We're all here for each other. Okay? Guys,
sanctuary for a tiger butterfly. Kind of intense. It's intense, right? Tiger butterfly. It's intense, right? Because we all have the hearts. Tiger butterfly. Do you like it, Miss Tiger? It's very nice to meet you. I'm I'm the Crucible ghost or the big T.
He has a quick fix. Are you okay? Who? You feeling better? Is everything okay? Me? Yeah, I'm always okay. You don't sound okay.
Yeah. All right. Hey, if you got to say something, say it. Let's all be empathic. Let's all always feel a lot. I Yeah, I know. Guys, when you're dealing with me, guys, you're dealing with a lot of energy around me, too. I have strong energies around me, negative energies
around me. I'm I have a I have a protective halo. I have I have a sir well sir let me talk to him because I have positive energies around me very positive I got really positive I think I can go talk talk do you you put
go ahead sorry no tell me do you have such positive energies around you um I I think so I think So, I'm uh think No, I think so. No.
No, I don't. N O W. Okay, I got you. I got you. I got you. No, I'll put myself I'll put myself in solo so you guys don't feel um put under the spotlight. I'm willing to have all the I'm willing to have all this around me, okay? Cuz I'm a positive light. No matter what is around me, I have this
each other. You can always You can always find light even in absolute darkness if you only like remember to turn on the light. Correct. And I'm that light. So go ahead.
Why are you so upset tonight? I think I think you joined and you quit. Why me? Yeah. But were you the I think you're the one that joined and quit. I did join and quit. Are you doing okay? Okay.
And then I joined again. Yes. Yes, ma'am. Yes sir. Why did you join and quit? Why did you quit the first time? Any reason?
Why not? Well, I don't I'm not going to sit here and debate you why you Was there a reason why you did it? I mean, I'm not going to sit here and debate you like why why didn't you join this panel? But why not? Okay, then why not leave again? Butterflies an empath and empaths will
feel like these feelings from other people very strongly. And I have a lot of negative energies around us, but we're positive souls. like that. Actually, can I ask a question? Why did Why did you join to even begin with just to hang out? No, no, no. She's She's a good person. She's a good person. That's fine.
She has She has knowledge to share. I'll let her talk, but she has knowledge to share. Look at Lenor's eyes, though. You see that cat's eyes? Look at this cat's eyes. Look into her eyes at the moment. Hi baby. Hello. Can you look into her eyes? Look,
guys, just look at her eyes for a second. Can you open your eyes? I like her lip. Her mouth is so cute. Her little mouth. You ever watch uh John Con? You don't want to look at my eyes, brother. You guys guys, we're about supporting each other. We don't want to judge each other,
right? I know Be is not judging. Don't Don't judge Tiger Butterfly for anything she does or says. She's my friend, okay? And she can say whatever she wants to say on the channel. I'm not judging her. I like I like Butterfly. And you know what? Butterfly. I love Butterfly. She's very intuitive. She's very sweet.
I don't want you to cry. I don't want you to hurt. And I didn't mean to ask you that question to, you know, upset you. And you're right. There is a lot of negative people around me, but there's also a lot of nice people around me, too. And I got to kind of, you know, weed it out and be careful. The world is it is
ahead. You feel weird. I did join late, so maybe I should back out. But what No, no, you're fine. You're fine. You're fine. I want us all to have a good conversation. I'll I'll back out. I'm going to back out. You guys talk But don't attack. If I don't go for it, you're tall and
don't debate. I'll just debate. I won't debate. But at this point, no, I'm not going to attack you now. What's going on? Can you explain what's going on? Like a little attack each other. Let's Let's all Let's all have a second. Let's have take a deep breath. Okay. We're all hurt people. All of us have
been hurt in some way. All of us have negative energies around us. We we each hurt in different ways. All in different ways. I've been I've been mentally abused. A lot of energy that was negative. I had to go.
Yeah. You you came back. You came back. You came back because you you know you came back because you know we're not the negative energy around us. We're like we're like the good energy around us, right? I know. I know. came back. You took a little break. That's fine. But then I said, "I'm here." And I'll She came back because we also asked her
to come back. Do you remember? We Sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt, but we asked her to come back. Even you, you're like, "Where did she go?" We asked her to come back. I did because I told you. That's what I'm trying to understand. But it's like, you know where I come from. might come from a debate world, but I told you to let my girl come back and like I don't know why she's so
upset. I would love to understand it and talk about it, but if somebody wants to like debate her, I got her back, right? I love her little come on panel or try to talk in the chat, but if she wants to come and talk to me, I will talk. I talk to everybody, okay? I I there's nobody that I will not talk to, right? I am I'm a I'm a
talk to you. I believe in everybody. I believe that everybody everyone has a good opinion. Okay. Everybody. Well, you've never met me in a different space because I'm not I'm a debate, bro. I know. I know you're you're a hot debater and stuff. Maybe it's not the time. I'm not debating. I love debating. Let's debate. Let's debate. Let's debate. Let's have a debate.
What do you want to debate about versus Tyler? Let's not send my first Well, you already said it. at least something that we're all knowledgeable on, not just you. Like I don't know about something. Yeah. Yes. Go ahead. Fine. Guys, guys, can I do a quick
Hey, so I don't want to debate. I don't want to debate because if I do debate, I'm a blood and I feel like one card for everybody. Can I do a Can I do a card pull for everybody? I'll do a general card reading for everybody. I'll do a card. No, brother. I ain't doing that Okay, you can you can go. You can go. If you want to hear the format of the or
the show, you can go. Psych is trying to Psych Psych is trying to calm down the panel. He's trying to just calm everybody down, right? I don't want no car reading. That's how Have you ever watched one in your life? Tyler Tyler Ghost. It's not for you. It's for everybody. If it doesn't resonate with you, you can go. His name is Tyler. Oh, better. We can I can You know me.
I can handle. Real cool, brother. Thank you for saying I'm sorry. You know how many people name Tyler in the world. But now that we can, you know, go by Tyler, we can debate better. Yeah. Tyler. Tyler. Ghost. Ghost. Ghost. Ghost. Ghost. It was not meant any mouth. You have to You have to admit that was kind of though. You shouldn't have said my name. They can't see it.
Anyone that can see it. No, no, no, no. Wait, hold on. He like No, hold on. He likes the debate, right? Can we Google how many how many name how many people named Tyler on the world? Boohoo cry right now for me. Okay. Okay. I can make a I do I do like to debate a little bit. Your last name ask how many Tylers are named goose. Uh
Chris No, no, no. Now, now you're saying more about yourself than now you're saying more things about yourself than me or Psych did. We don't want to know about you've already said it. So, go ahead and Google that. said what? No, you literally crying about name.
Can I get a Can I get a one v one versus her? Cuz she seems like she actually is she seems like she's actually smart and she actually wants to debate. All the people in the pal you're Oh my god. Like you said my name funny. Yeah, you seem intelligent. Can Can I talk to you like oneonone like Okay, I'm going to leave the chat for a
second. I'll let you guys talk. I'm going to leave the chat for a second. Okay cool. Um I like I want you guys to talk. I'm going to leave the chat. Okay cool. Uh yeah, me too. I love Psyche, too. Uh do you think that was cool saying my uh first name? And by the way, how do you see my first name? What do you mean?
I mean exactly what I just said. Two questions. You just said, "Do you think it's cool that he said my name?" And by the way, how do you spell my name or how do you pronounce my name? How did you How did No, ma'am. How How did you know it? That's what I'm asking. He just He just said it. That's funny. He know. I know because it said it in the
Streamyard cuz you have the name Streamyard. And do I think it's cool that he said your name? Not a big deal. I think Streamyard. No, no, no, no. Wait. Let me tell you what I think. I think it's cool that you like to debate about the most minimal. I know you like to debate and I think that you like Stop talking. Yes. No, no, no. Give me one second, please. And then I'll talk. I mean, I'll stop
talking. I know that you think that the most minimal things like saying your name Tyler is a big deal and you want to argue and debate about it, but it's not a big deal. It's a common name. It's spelled in many different ways. move on with it and don't cry. Okay, I will stop are you a debater? talking because
I love you, ma'am. Do you Do you join? Well, listen. Let me at least have the conversation real quick. Give me like 30. Are you a debater ma'am? You have 30 seconds. Do you join? Are you going to put a time limit on me? Really? Well, me or are you 30 seconds? Go ahead. I
was asking you. I was I was asking her, but if you want to talk, go ahead. Wait. Okay. I'm VA and then you're talking to Butterfly. Yeah. I'm not talking to Butterfly. I'm talking to you. Am I a what? Well, listen. If you were Well, listen, You have 30 seconds. ma'am. I have 30 seconds. You're going
to put a time limit on me? Really? Yes, sir. That's what you said. Give me 30 seconds. You have 30 seconds. Okay. Give him 30 seconds. Let him Let him ask 30 sec. He's asking, "Let me talk real quick." Okay, let me see what he before you do that stupid Well, listen, ma'am. This is this is my thing. If you came from Let us assume that you
came from a debate world and like you don't use your real name. You maybe your first name or whatever, but you came from a debate world. I don't know if you know what that is, but like a debate. It kind of gets pretty serious there. You came from like those channels. They came over here just to hang out and somebody said your name. What they're going to do is they're going to use they literally watch you. They're going to
use like, "Oh, this is his name. They're going to like try to dox you and everything." That's my whole point. Like I shouldn't have been doxed. Uh you can stay. All right. So, let me tell you that I'm gonna I'm gonna answer you interrupting. Give him the 30 seconds. It was more than 30 seconds. I am not
done. Wait, you're on mute. Psych, you're on mute. Guys, guys, what he wanted to do was create an argument. I said Tyler yes. Are there a billion Tylers? Is my big deal. My name is Da Mafavi. It's a very unique name. It's not like No, no, no. It's already been out there. But guess what? I have nothing to hide.
So, Tyler, what do you have to hide? Tyler is a common name. Calm down. I will say my name is John Bates. He's listening in the name is John Rates. Okay. And my name is out there, too. And uh I'm willing to put my name out there. I'm a public figure. Pet is a public figure. We are streamers. We have thousands of subscribers. Okay. We are comfortable.
He's trying to tell me like I mean I've been docked many times. What would you do? Uh your name is so easy. It's like literally right now I can be like her name is Tracy or Heather. Big deal. It's a common name. My name is John. John. Are you going to say, "Oh, my name is John." "Oh, you
know my name. Oh god, I'm now you're doxed me because you said my name is John." Okay, big effing deal. My name is John R. Bates. Okay. All right, Tyler, you're the worst debater ever. That's all I have to say. You definitely took an L on that debate. Anyway, let's move on. Tyler. Tyler. L, you suck. That was not a good debate. Oh, you said Tyler. You
know, you said Tyler. There's like a mill over a million Tylers in the United States or over the world. Okay, Tyler. No one's going to find out who you are by saying Tyler. Okay. You want to argue, right? Tyler just wants to argue. I don't want to I don't want an argument right now. I want us to connect on a heart space. I
know Tiger Butterfly and Bea and I myself. Do you want to know my name? Oh, I just said hi Nick. Oh my god. Susanna. Oh my god. Oh my god. I just said some people's name. Oopsies in the chat. Hi Nick and Susanna Tiger. Is it sweetheart? I want to know your name.
I don't care. I don't care if you know my address. Come over here. No, no, no, no, no. Don't say your address. Don't say there's a lot of freaking out here. Oh, my name is I won't say I won't say it with any of us. Oh no. Nice to meet you, Laura. Oh my god, Laura. The whole world is going to know you're Laura now,
right? Cry more Tyler. Tiger butterfly. Are you smiling? Smile. Yeah, you're smiling out. You feel the Yeah, I have a Tyler into high levels of AI. And
everyone, this is a safe space, guys. talk about I'm gonna leave the chat for a second. Bye. You're funny. What? What's going on? You have You feel high like Just tell me. I was listening. The The reason I laugh cuz uh Psych always says I'm going to leave the chat, but he's not in the chat. He's on the
panel. And I'm like, "Wait, you mean the panel?" I know he's listening. It's okay. You talk about Tyler. Do you talk about
that kind of The AI, the
that I have been through. Take a butterfly. Just speak your mind. Speak your mind. Don't be afraid. You're in a safe space. Speak your mind. I'm going to shut up. Don't get emotional. Speak your mind. Is Go on logic right now. Go on logic. Go on. Stay out of the emotions. It's a full moon tonight, guys. It's a full
moon. The moon's right. The moon's strong right now. Go on. Go on your logic. I'll stay out of I'm going to leave, guys.
I'm here. Okay. You're just getting emotional cuz there's a lot going on.
You don't understand.
I don't I don't understand and I wish that I could I could understand and help you. But you can speak to me. You can talk to sight and talk to talk to beta. But I do understand. I I understand. It's a full moon. You're at the top of your emotional level, right? You you're so connected to the moon. I don't know if you're you're a water sign or something like that. I think you told me you're
know you're a Capricorn like me. I don't know if you have a strong connection to the water signs, too. You feel things really deeply. You're feeling it really hard right now. I'm feeling it hard right now, too. It's It's not a It's not an easy time for me, either. You can trust VA. Okay, you can trust VA. You can trust me. I'm going to shut up. I'm going to shut up. Guys, don't leave.
Okay, I'll I'll say I'll say I'll just be here. I'll be here on the I'll stay on the bottom of the chat because you guys are awesome. Okay, you guys are so awesome. You you guys you know you know I love you so much. You guys you know I I would not want you to be in a uncomfortable position. You guys all I wanted to do is
have a fun chat. Don't feel Don't feel pressured. Don't feel Don't feel anyone's anyone's negative towards you. I know you feel us. I know you feel us. I I know beat and I beat and I are good. Okay, go ahead. Go ahead. You just talk for a second. Talk.
Damn it. I know. I know too much. I know too much already. Okay, go ahead. You You talk. You talk. The sunflower. That's cute. I like your sunflower blankie. It's like a hoodie and a blankie. It's adorable. It's cozy. It's very cozy. Guys, if you feel
negativity, it's around me. The negativity is around me. I have a lot of negative. There's nothing negative. Nothing. Stop it. There's nothing negative. We're just I'm posit I'm positive, but there's a chilling. negativity around me. I know there's some negativity around Bea. I know there's negativity around around um around my friend Butterfly. Okay. I know there's negativity around us. Okay.
We are we are strong, right? It's around us. I I'll shut up. I'm I'm going to leave this panel for a second. Um can you do me a favor? Anyone in the chat? Let's see. Light some candles.
Everybody in the chat, light some candles. Nick, light a candle. I did. I let I let the Have one. I lit the apple candle. Also, Palos Santo and Sage. We are now protecting this.
I don't have those two things. The other two. Close your eyes. Okay. I'm letting sage add to that edge.
Also lighting some I lighted pelosanto now I'm lighting sage. Add to that. Close your eyes and add.
May all ideas and thoughts add to this positivity for this
entire panel.
There is it. Say yes. Yes. Yeah, I see it.
Sorry. No, it's okay. I think it's better now. Everything's more peaceful now.
Okay. My cat my my kitty one of my cats is um knitting whatever you call it. Um making bread, making dough. Let me see. Mickey Joey. Hello,
Mickey. What are you doing? Are you making us a pizza bread? Make two. We'll take two. We'll take two pieces. We'll take two miniature pizzas. Um maybe three for this. Yeah, they're like they're they love you.
And they were they were taken from their mommies when they were younger.
Yeah, I rescued this little baby. That kind of is actually working through. But they're needing different energies
around you. They do it all the time. Yeah. Every day I just need a little short and then I made mama, you know the my baker song. Mama mama baker. They are working through for you. That's what she Oh, I love it. Yeah. I mean, you know, my other cat
comes and does it usually when I go to bed. That's when he does it, Muhammad Ali. But this one has his own little area where he does it. I'm like, "Hey, can you do that on my back?" You know, where the area they're so cute.
Do you understand the reasoning? Yeah. I think you were telling me they try they get rid of the energy, but I think then they get up energy. But I I understand the reasoning. think Okay. Explain it again. Okay. Do you did you ever watch Constantine?
No. Watch with K Reeves. It's kind of like a Renaissance type movie right? What? No, I'm wrong. Like a Renaissance type movie. Why?
Not really. No. Who was that that just joined? I don't know. They left. Oh, no. I don't think I've seen Constantine with Ka Reeves. Watch it. Okay, I will. Cats are kind of the
as my cat comes sniffing around. Casper.
Um, cats are kind of the portal between to where they understand certain things. Okay. So maybe maybe that's like a you know
spiritual way of looking at it but like instinctually you know cats They they do that, you know, as like kittens to their mothers when they're trying to, you know, get like um milk, you know, they kind of paw the area where, you know, just to get the milk
and everything and then I looked it up certain energies that are sometimes I think he just Yeah, I don't know. But I mean, whatever they doing, it's cute and they can keep doing it as as long as they're drawing out energies and
it's not harming them. Negativity. Yeah. They take negativity. Does it hurt them or is it comforting to them? That's not the point. Well, I don't want them to do it.
Guys, it's not a Can I say something? The cats eat that up like it's a rat. The cat eats it up like cats see that and they they they go towards it and they they eat it like a rat, right? The cats eat up the negativity. They don't they don't they don't care what it looks like. They don't care what ugly form it's in. They're will they will eat it up, right?
Okay. The cats are protectors. They're they're they're watching out for us more than we even know. That's right. Be his kitties and a tiger butterfly. We have cats, right? And our cats are our protectors. Our cats are they're they're catching things we don't even see. They see things that we don't
in my dreams. They ate someone up. They ate someone up, right? Oh, I think um somebody's trying to join. Um Okay, let me see. Trying to I'm trying to check the panel out. I think we Okay,
we got ghost. Ghost wants to come back up here. Ghost, come on up. Talk. Let's have a chat. Don't Don't leave. Don't leave it. So So Ghost, you here? Hi, Ghost. How are you? Ghost talk. You know what? I'm talking. You hear me? Sorry.
Yeah, I hear you. Don't be shy. Ghost. Go. Ghost, don't be shy. You're a safe place. It's a safe place here. Okay. Don't be shy. You know what, sir? My argument would be against when you say it's a safe place. You keep saying it's a safe place. God damn. We have to deal with some degenerates.
Hold on. Hold on. Hold on. Hold on. Wait, hold on. Psych, please. But you keep saying that, but then I accidentally whether Do you leave or uh both? Why are you Who is the degenerates? Why? I think that I think all three of you are Do you want me to be honest? I think all three of you are degenerates.
Okay. So, what makes me a degenerate? Okay. Why are you also think that you're too stupid to even have a conversation or an argument? I I'll be Really? Why don't you try me? Why don't honest. you No, no, no. Why don't you try me? I've been trying, dude. I've been I've literally tried you all night. I've been trying to respect everybody else that
speaks on the panel, but if I you want I can show you what degenerateful you're No, no. Let me let me just handle this. Let me just handle this demon by myself. Okay. Let me handle it. I can do it. Handle me. Okay. What is like what is the generator? No, no, no. Not you. Not you. Not you.
Not you. Not you. Not you. I'm talking to this guy up here. Okay. Talking to me, ma'am. I'll I'll help your argument and ma'am. Sir. Yes sir. Okay. Well, it's kind of hard for me to not tolerate that. You're talking to me. sir. Tolerate, Okay. You're being all up, which by the way, by the way. You're too
stupid to even understand that. Go ahead. Yeah. So, let him let him let him just make his point. Let him just speak. Why? What is Okay. So, what is the what is it? Who is degenerate and why are we stupid for example? Like me. Take me. Take like everybody else out of the equation. What
That's a loaded question, You're is it? asking him what is the jourer and why? So, how are you going to call me a when I have like I won't tolerate that No, no, no. Listen, just hold on. I can I can make him just listen. Please, you don't have to worry about disrespect
with this in this panel. Like, I can handle him. Trust me. Okay. Usually when people are stupid, they're going to resort to calling people but then he's going to find out who the real is. No, I didn't call you I I called you dumb. You just said though. I did say dumb dumb. Actually, crying and then literally was
trying to defend you and you didn't explain why. Be quiet, man. Are you stupid when you cry on a pon cat? You cry on a podcast. I wasn't crying on a new podcast, but I don't know what you're No. Okay. Me, you're talking to me. I wasn't crying.
What? Okay. Go ahead, ma'am. Go ahead. Talking to you. Okay. So, you said that we're all freaking retards, right? No, I didn't say that. I said dum dums. Okay. Dum dum. Okay. Why? Mhm. Why are you all dumb? Why are we dumb? Well, why do you want to talk to Why do you
want to talk to a dumb person? Well, I think you you couldn't make an argument to save your life. That's what I think personally. I'm trying I'm trying to get something out of you. It's like freaking trying to get trying to get something out of Save your life then me. You give me something to argue. Go ahead.
I Okay, we'll go three retards verse one. Okay. Okay. Let's go. Since I know I'm going three verse one. Let's go. So go what? I have three versus one. I'm not going to make the claim. It's three versus one. You're on stage, dude. You're stage. You're on stage. You're on the same stage. I am on the I am on the same stage. Same
stage. No, you're you're stage. Center stage. You're in center of the stage making an argument. So you are making because what? You can make me center all you want, but it's it is three versus one so Okay, go ahead. How about everybody just be quiet and let him talk for however long you want?
I'm trying. He's still I tried for how many hours now? You guys just I'm waiting.
What? I said life is like, you know, like literally like we're ticking away. Tell us. I would have to uh I'd have to go ahead and concede that argument. I think life is ticking away, but I think it ticks different for men and women. Would you not agree? Depends. I think that women when they're 18 years
old and they're beautiful, they can sleep with like minor celebrities, but men could never when they're 18 years old, unless they're unless it's, you know, exception to the rule. They have to build their character up and would you like to make me a stat? So, I don't think you really want to. That's cute. Maybe Tyler, nobody's arguing with you. Tyler,
we just want to hear your point. Can you make a point real quick and just make your point because we have people all listening to you? Well, I did make uh You didn't make You didn't make a good point. You didn't make any point. You're You're did not make a good point. Dude, you're just calling You're just the 18year-old beautiful woman sleep with like
40year-old minor celebrities. Is that what you're saying? Cuz I'll dude, is that what Okay. Is that okay? So, you're saying you're saying? that the men a man 18year-old uh you know man does not sleep with 40-year-old female celebrities. Hello. Mhm. The rock is back. Hello, guys. What's up?
18y old woman. Welcome back, brother. Thanks. Thanks. Thanks for being up here. Sorry to interrupt. Go on. Hey, what do you want to say? Say what you want to say, Rock. I I want to hear what you have to say. I want to hear what Rock has to say. Go ahead, Rock. You have a minute. You have a minute. What was the question? The question is, why are we arguing in
the first place? Why can't we all just get along? Why can't we all just agree to disagree? Arguing. I'm not arguing. Yeah, that's the big problem. Guys, can you please decide to make a debate? Guys, sorry. Can you please listen a minute? Like everywhere you go, we all people we are we are arguing about
everything. It's not good. Let's let's be friendly, guys. Can Right. Exactly. It's a debate. Okay. If you ask one question and you can have one answer. Okay. is like that and go what's the question and maybe other others can answer that
what do you think about rock stage rock I like you a lot what do you have to say thanks bro thanks man I didn't understand the debate what's the question about can the question was he was saying we're all retards or something like that
and we don't understand something. We're saying we really understand things. We have a lot of negative energy around us. What's your opinion about what's going on tonight? Can you give a your your I'll give you a minute. Say whatever you want. You have a free stage. Thanks, bro. Thanks. I All I want is
just for guys that be friendly, man. And uh you know uh if we have a debate with uh other people we must uh uh you know hear them and listen to them and don't distract the question and uh when uh somebody ask a question we can give one
answer and you know not distributing and everybody talking that's like bad you know and uh this is why you say that there is a lot of negative energy around us That's right, bro. And uh nobody's
That's my opinion on if you want to talk about something, go on. I'm free to debate. I understand that. Bea, can you ask this guy a question? He's a really cool guy. Uh yeah, I'm listening. He's right. But I was I was trying to um I was trying to um answer um T go but
He pushed me out. He was He couldn't I don't take that. No, no, no. He didn't. No, no, no. He did not freak me out at all. Please don't. I'm actually scribbling right now. I'm drawing something. I like I was listening but then uh I felt like every time he did try to talk there was it was an interrupt
interruption. I wanted to answer him but I couldn't cuz he was interrupting. He he kept interrupting. No, he wasn't. He wasn't actually. He wasn't. Maybe he wasn't. But he he left the chat on his own on on his own accord. But I want you to say hi to Rock. Rock is from India. Hi. How are you?
No, I'm not from India, guys. Pakistan. Pakistan. No, I'm from Afghanistan. Afghanistan? Okay. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Okay. Go ahead. Say whatever. I think we talked before, right? Yeah, you can talk. No problem. We talked before, me and you, Rock. No.
Yeah, I'm not stupid. I love you. I'm sorry. We're all friends here, guys. We're all friends. It's all friendly convers. Hold on. Let me let me talk to
one minute please.
Sir.
Yes. Yes. Sir Ma'am. We were just I was I was we were testing each other's language. That's all we were doing. Tiger butterfly. You have the floor. Tiger butterfly. You say whatever you want to say. Tiger butterfly. Go ahead.
I didn't mean to. Butterfly. Tiger butterfly. I'm sorry. Say whatever you want to say. Tiger butterfly. You have you have a minute. Please. Yeah. Say what you want to say to everybody. Everyone's friends here though. Everyone's friends here. We're all a good panel right now. We're all friends. Are you okay? Tiger butterfly.
Say what we want to say. You have a You have You have the minute. You have a minute to say you want to say Go ahead. Go ahead. Go ahead. You You have the floor. Go ahead. Go ahead. Tiger Butterfly. Ghost, you better not Don't interrupt. Don't let Tiger Butterfly talk for a second.
Okay, everyone's have everyone's having fun. We're all having fun, guys. It's not Jerry Springer right here. It's it's it's friendship. It's friendship saying what we want to say. Go ahead, ghost. Okay. Tiger butterfly. Say it. Say it. Say it. Okay. Tiger butterfly. You just want to talk sign language. I love you, Tiger Butterfly. No, no, no
offense. Okay. She's just saying sign language. Bea, go ahead. Oh, no, no, no. I was just um No. Um Hi, how are you? Are you back to you? Everyone's here. Everyone, everyone's on stage that wants to be on stage. I was talking to Rocky. I was like pleasantly surprised that, you know, we were just, you know, we weren't arguing
at all. Rocky, Rocky, talk to Bea. Rocky, are you here? We did. I'm here. Okay. Talk to talk to Bea. Okay, I'll Come on, guys. put you there. I don't know what she wants. She's not talking. She's just like signed. I don't know. Okay, hold on. Talk to
What happened? What happens? Like I think you should bring tea bag and yourself and then I don't know what she's doing right now. Honestly, it's distracting and derailing to be honest with you because I want you to Come on. I I think you're I think you're
really sweet, but then you you know it's you got to you you kind of have to like I don't know give everybody a chance and then like you want to talk like like let's just argue or not argue let's have a debate. Who you? Me.
Yeah. Like right now like right now what were we talking about? So when we were talking it was like distracting what you were doing with your fingers. That's entirely different from the just conversation. Exactly. That's what I was trying to say.
It was protective. Okay. So, what do you want to ask me? Oh, nothing. I think there was the other guy that wanted to ask something. Um, T and then Psych. I'm just chilling with you guys.
I was asked nothing. So, do you have any questions? What? No, I don't have any question. I just uh want to know what is this debate about? Or you guys just chilling around? There was no debate. Where where are you from? Like you know like what state are you in? I mean you don't have to say like you know exactly
the state. Rocky again. There was no debate. Okay. Okay. We're moving on. There was no question guys. If you if Good. you have any question you can ask me. No problem.
when are you there? Yeah. Yeah. I said, "Where are you from?" Like, "What? Um, are you like out of states or out of the country?" I told you already. I'm not in America. Oh okay.
YouTube search.
Guys whenever to add more people to the stage, I will. I don't want you guys to argue. I want you guys to have a good time tonight. I'll add more people. I will let everyone have their say. Everyone be respectful. Let Let Beta talk to this guy. Let's all chat together. Let's all be friendly. Let talk to this guy. Okay,
I'm going to shut up. Okay, everyone's back on stage. Everyone's back on stage. Yeah, that's a good idea. Including you. Me, too. I'm I'm here. I'm right here. You guys need me? Just say thank you. the guys that they don't talk just two people. I think it's better
if you do that. Okay. Talk to No one else is talking. Just talk to No one else is talking. No, no, no, no, no. We're We're all here to talk. Hey, Tyler, are you there? Well, I I asked you politely once, fam. Please stop saying my name. Like, it's okay. Okay. Well, can I call you like Taylor?
Would that help you? Can you respect my Can you respect my identity? My identity is a ghost. Can you respect my identity, please? Ghost. Okay. Ghost, are you there? Yeah. Yes. I am here. Please respect my identity. That's what I Your identity is protected. You're making a big deal. You're tired of telling me that. Don't talk over me. I'm
tired of telling you this though. My identity is ghost. Okay. No. Don't worry about it. It's like stop kicking himself. No. No. He was like disturbing. I was I want for a second. I want I want you guys to talk. I don't want him to keep complaining about his name and stuff like that. Go ahead. Go ahead.
Ghost. We're not going to say T. Change your name to T instead of T. Look at your comments. They don't talk over me. Please. The comments don't want you to do that. Please respect my identity. Call me ghost. You guys please. I don't want to be misgendered. Please. Ghost, stop it. Ghost, if you don't you don't
entertain a panel and you're freaking everyone out. You're bothering people. Just keep on topic or your name is I'm not friend. Stop bitching about it. Stop bitching. Thank you for calling me ghost. That's very nice. Ghost. No, stop Stop bitching about things.
I'll stay on topic or I'm going to kick you out of the chat tonight. Okay. Stay on topic. What are you going to kick me off for? I don't want to hear another I don't want to hear another about Tyler or whatever your name is. Okay. Okay. But it's okay. Go. Okay. You have a vagina. Okay. Okay. Yeah. Let's go.
You're up. You're up on my tiger butterfly. Tiger butterfly, you're up. Do you have a question, sir? Ghost. I don't have no at this point. No, I try to defend you and everything, but no, I don't have a question at this point, ma'am. You have nothing to add to the Okay. conversation. You have to end the conversation. You have nothing to add to the conversation, then you can you can go for the night. Okay. Come back later.
You have nothing to add. You just want to complain about your name. Okay. Okay. Have a good night. What do you want to say? Listen, the adults talk right now. The adults are talking right now. It's You're the kids table right now. Go eat with the kids and stuff like that. Tiger butterfly beta and uh and my friend from
Did you just say tiger butterfly I love you butterfly I know but it almost sounded like Tyler or whatever his name was. I just go a vagina all of a sudden and he's like he and stuff like that. I can't I can't I no more. I don't I don't care about Tyler Butterfly or whatever.
He acts like his name is so unique. I love Like, oh my god. Like, my name is Beta. Like, come on. Like, your name is so It can be spelled like so many different ways. Oh, Tyler, don't say my name. Cry me a word. Bitching about and he can come back another night and he he can come back and he's probably a mod of mine and stuff like that. I just want us to have
a nice convers. I don't want us to argue about, oh, you said my you said my real first name. You can say my my name is John. Okay. You say you can say John a million times tonight. I'm not gonna about it. Say, oh, you said my name is John. You're doc. Can I say my name? Hey. Hey, Rocky. Are you Rocky? Yeah. No, my name is something else. Okay. But but your screen name is Rocky,
right? Yeah, I'm speaking as Rocky, but I'm not you know fair from giving my name. My name is Muji. Muji. Okay. Muji and Muji or Rocky, whatever your name is. you have some You have some beautiful Muji, ladies on the panel. Say your point. I don't want to hear about anybody's names anymore or complain about names
and like that. I want to hear an actual talking to I'll leave the pan. I'll leave the panel. I want you guys to chat with each other. Oh, okay. What? Hi. We're back at this again. I don't know what to talk about. I think Psych is trying to do a social
experiment on us. Who? Psych. I'm just playing. Psych. Psych is like, "Okay, now I'm going to leave and then I'll come back." And then he's watching us backstage. You know, like when you're behind like a glass wall. It happens. Yeah. You never know. He's like, but then he'll come back and be like,
"Hey, no arguing. I just want you guys to just argue about something." Not argue debate. Okay. Argue. Okay. So, what the what do you want us to debate about? How about um
the country that we are we living in like in here? Uh, you know, I don't know what country you live in. I live in Afghanistan. Oh, yeah. It's so hard living here. You know, I live in USA. USA. That's I think better place. Yeah.
Both of both of you are in good places than mine. Yeah. Hey comparatively. And um it depends what you're looking at. If you're looking at like um opportunities and that kind of stuff, yes. But if you're looking for culture,
your country is better because there's more people that are uh loving, family oriented that will have each other's back at the end of the day. Yeah. It's here. Yeah. And here Yeah. That your word is right. And here, you know, people are
friendly. We are hospitalitable and you know stuff like that. But our big problem is economy. You know the jobless people, young jobless people. A lot of people who learn everything who they are
so intelligent but you know no job offers. No that's the problem. But uh other than that it's good. Yeah, maybe. Have you do you ever move Do you ever want to move out of there?
Maybe. Yes.
Guys, guys, can you hear me? Yes. I want us to all come I want us to all come out a little bit. We're from different parts of the world, different cultures. Guys, guys, it's really cool. It's really cool. Arguing. I know you were, guys. Guys, come on, bro. Let us Let us talk. Also, Also, I'm going to shut the up. I'm sorry. I'm I'll shut up. I'll
Come back. shut up. No, no, no. You can stop. No, you're funny. You're hilarious. Come back. No. No. Stop leaving. Don't leave. I want you guys to talk. I I like I love this guy. We want you here. I like I love this guy from Afghanistan. I love
trolling us. You're trolling me. I love this guy. You hear me? You're trolling me. You're leaving. I love this guy. I love all you guys so much and I just want you guys to get along. I'm like Rodney King. I'm like getting along. You're getting along. I'm gonna I'm gonna shut the up. I'm gonna My god.
What is happening here? Somebody help. I don't know. I'm getting along. He's in backstage. Fight. Maybe we should fight so you can come back. Am I not getting along? I thought we were. It's not good. It's not good. You want me to mad?
No, I'm just He's making me giggle because Should we Should we get mad so he comes back and tells us to get along again? Okay, let's do it. Are we scripting now? We're going into acting mode, Tiger butter. Tiger butterfly. You better You better start getting along
with these people. We have We have Afghanistan. Tiger butterfly. We're kidding. We're only kidding. We're kidding. We're kidding. Don't make me come back in here. Don't make me come back in the chat. I'm in the chat. Just watch from from behind the scenes. And you guys are all just You guys are fighting. I'm going to leave again.
I don't like you. I don't like either of you. I hate everyone in the world. I don't like any of you. You're mean. You made me cry.
It's hard debate. I don't know why this we can't Yeah, that's hard to Yeah like you know these debates are good for me, right? Oh my god,
we're getting along. I swear. You're getting along. You're not getting along. I mean, I can spank all of you. stink your ass. Okay, my ass. Okay, I'm gonna leave again. I'm going to leave. I'm sorry, guys. I want you guys
talk to each other. Get along. Okay. Okay. So, what is in United States? Hello. Hello. What do you want to talk about? Don't talk to him that way. That was
really rude of you. Psych is going to come back and punish us all. Don't Oh, you want me to be mean? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I don't like you. I don't like you either, actually.
No, guys. Be kind. We're we we're just trying to get to Okay guys. I'm going back. What What do I hear about you guys not like each other? You guys You're supposed to be best friends. You guys, let me set right. You're supposed to all get along and stuff like me come back.
I'm trying to focus to go right. I thought you were supposed to leave. We're trying to get along. Okay. I'm trying to I'm trying to Hold on. Hold on. I I want to come on the stage.
Heat. Heat.
Jim. Oh, thanks. I'm so sorry. I got I'm so I I can't control who comes on the stage. Hello. Ti can go f himself. Chi, go. Chi yourself in the bushes right there. I'm going to leave. Guys, you talking I know you guys. I was only kidding. Don't torture me so much.
Oh my god. That voice that that noise was torture. No, don't leave us. Come back. Psych. Psych. Come back. We want to talk to you so much. Why is doing this? This is like I feel like Psych is like Dr. Evil tonight.
He's Dr. Evil was brought to us by There's a lot of sounds here. I can't hear anybody. I was only playing. Can you guys Can you guys talk only one at a time? Okay, I'm going to leave. I'm going to leave. I'm just And uh
if you leave, I'm going to I'm going to leave to the side. You want to play that psychological game with me? Don't leave. I'll say I'll say I'll stay in. When you leave, I'm I'll leave. Okay. When you say you leave, I'll leave. Don't leave. I'm not leaving. Guys, I want the guy from Afghanistan. You have a really cute butt, by the way. I'm sorry. You have a really cute
guys. You're really cute. Everybody
doesn't care if I if I say he's a cute butt. You know, if someone cares a cute butt, they're off the panel. Okay. A cute butt guy from Afghanistan. Everyone laughing. Everybody having a good time? If you you prevented you your alpha channel, I think
by you know in Streamyard. I think he didn't even expect it. But you have a cute butt by the way. You have a cute butt and I vote for your team. Okay. If I give you a prediction of the Super Bowl, your butt will win. Okay. Come on. Because um psych bets by people
nice guys but the color of their what was it? Their shorts. Yeah. Whatever color the football fumble pants are. I'll I'll give a prediction. I'll give it over under on the I won the I won the Super Bowl basically. I said 40 under or 50 under Eagles. I was
right. You would have bet on me. I bet you that um Rocky doesn't play football. He play Well, he does. He plays soccer. He plays uh doesn't play American football, right? You like soccer, Rocky. Rocky, you better get the over here. Rocky. Rocky, you know I'm a really smart guy. Am I from
Afghanistan from Afghanistan? Are you druming on the trampoline with the Taliban? Are you have machine guns? I think the guy you trampoline with the Taliban with machine guns. laughing. I mean, wait, you are? No. No, bro. I'm regular.
No, he's not. He's not. Okay. He's He doesn't He doesn't seem like that kind of a personality at all to me. This is really cool to me. I'm I'm a regular citizen of Afghanistan. The Taliban's government. They came in 2021. I was like before the
game. Yeah, I mean really stereotypical. I don't mean to mean if anybody if you want me to leave, I'll leave. I want you guys to get Why are you arguing with us? Psych. No arguing. Psych. Stop arguing on the panel. I'm going to I'm going to shut up. If you do that, I'm gonna You argue, I'm gonna leave.
I'll be on solo, guys. Guys, this is my this is my channel. Beta can get away with anything she wants to. Guy from Afghan mean I don't want to do anything. Okay. I just want you to stay. My only wish is for you to stay. My only wish is for you to stay.
I'm watch I'm watching I'm watching backstage always. Okay. I'm I'm always watching. I'm like God always watching. Making sure my angels get get along together. But I want you guys to get along. Hey Psych, can I tell you? Can I ask you some question? One question only. Psych. Yes. He's gone. He's gone. He's gone for now. We got to argue for
him to come back. I I was he asked for a question also. You want a question? I got a question for you. Do you have Do you have other platforms rather than YouTube that we can talk like WhatsApp or something? It's hard to talk here. It's not here. Easy to talk. Discord. Your Discord.
You're talking to Ba. You're talking to to my friend The Rock. You're talking to Tiger Butterfly. No, you should put your Discord in the chat. That's where you can um Discord. Telegram. Telegram. If you have I have Telegram. It's amazing. Okay. I just have a Discord. If you want to know because Telegram would mean that he would have to give you his private
number and he shouldn't give out his private number. Okay, I'll post my asking friendly. I'm just asking my post. I don't have Discord. Maybe I can I should make one. Yeah, make one. Make one. Is is the easy
thing to make? Or Instagram. Yeah, I have Instagram. They're Yeah, you can communicate with them on Instagram. Instagram. So you can also see my pictures. Oh well, do you know what? Telegram is like not good. I'm just telling you. I'm I'm I'm telling you you should use
WhatsApp. Don't use Telegram. Okay, no problem. I I have all of it in Instagram Telegram Facebook. Yes, my love. Go ahead, sweetheart. Why? Why? Why? Why do you want to connect
with him in this way? Uh because it's easy for me to connect on that way. You know internet in here it's not so fast in WhatsApp and in uh Instagram this kind you can chat easily but it's hard to chat in YouTube and talk in streams. That's why if you are not if you don't want to give it no
problem just that's why it seems like you're having a problem in this way. So why are you wanting to change it?
I mean that internet is not fast here. That's what all I think. I like you.
She likes you. rocking you.
You see what I see? Yeah. Yeah. Are everyone okay? Is everyone doing okay? If they don't someone uncomfortable with someone in the chat, I'm so I'm too drunk right now to control myself. I'm fine. Nothing is happening. But You're fine. Uh Rocky was just asking how he can talk to you more privately
when he wants. I posted I posted my phone number. I posted a phone number discord link. You want to call me? You want to chat on the phone? Phone text until like No, don't put your number in the chat. Don't put your number in the chat. Too late. Too late. I already did. Don't do it. Don't do it. You're going to get a bunch of people calling you that. Please don't do that.
I need I need someone to talk to sometimes. Okay. I I want someone to call me. No one don't do it if you're Don't do it. No problem. Okay. If it removes
Psych is just joking. He's just playing around with us. Yeah. Well, I mean, it was really nice meeting you. Um, Rocky, um, Mi, no ma, I'm with you.
Bea, don't go. Do you want me to remove any of the people on the panel tonight? No. I want you to stay. I want you to stay on the panel. You keep removing yourself. Oh my god, I'm getting out of it. I Guys, I just have to beat it right now. Tiger butterfly, thank you for being on the show. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. S I like everybody on the panel. Stop it. What
are you doing? You're playing a musical chair with us. Stop it. No, I don't want to. I don't want to. I just want to talk to be there for a second. You can, but you don't have to remove them. They're here, too. Oh, I won't. I won't. I won't. You're always welcome here. Rocky,
we can we can hug under the covers and stuff. Don't tell anybody. Be my buddy. Be Rocky wants to I think Rocky wants to hit you up behind the scenes on the Rocky. Rocky I'm a nice Los Angeles. You want to Afghanistan Los Angeles? You want to You want to cuddle
under the covers? I got you. Okay. No. Okay. I want to cuddle with I want to cuddle with Psych. Rocky, you want to You want to cuddle with me? Just a little bit. Just a little bit. Not Not a lot. Rocky, say yes or no. Yes. Cat what? Okay, say yes. Okay, you can say on the
panel. Tiger butterfly. What the hell? You're so mean. Say, were you really going to kick him if you said no? You're evil. I would if you said no. Butterfly. I would kick him out. He wants to cuddle with Afghanistan, United States, Los Angeles.
We can cuddle. All this is a co. I was just going to spoon a little bit. We can hide. Yeah. Yeah, friends. Not no penetration. Just me touching your butt a little bit. Okay. sake. No touching butt. I can't hit your butt. Okay. You're
You're banned for myself forever. You're banned. You're bad. I can't touch your butt. Just the outer cheeks. I'm not going to touch the inner cheeks. I'm the outer cheeks. Okay. I'm not touch enough. I think just say yes. It's just
virtually. Say yes. I'll never I'll never I'll never I'll never meet you. I'll never touch your outer cheeks. But if you if you want to leave, you're fine. He left. Okay, guys. I just want to test his outer He didn't leave. You want to get some rest? I think I think um maybe you should I'm going to drink another beer. I'm going to drink another Voodoo
Ranger tonight. Guys, I'm drinking. I have 40 people in the chat. I have 40 people in the chat. If I had like zero people in the chat, I would say good night, guys. I have 14 people in the chat. People are watching my show. What time is it, bro? It's It's only 12:42. It's only It's early. It's 12:42. Rocky, if I offended
you, I'm sorry. Okay, Rocky, I I was touching your outer cheeks. Your outer cheeks. Okay. I was wondering what's her name? Um, where did where did Butterfly go? Butterfly, are you here still? She's sleeping. Butterfly. Tiger Butterfly, I want to talk to you.
She's gone. Tiger butterfly connection. I love you. I love you, sweetheart. Rocky, what do you want to say to Bea? Rocky, you have one chance. Say, say what you want to say to Bea. Roard, you're done. I don't know what to say to her. Like, have a good life. Pray for me.
Speak for I will say I'll ask him in for something. I'll ask you for
what you said and uh thank you Sean. Thank you. Thank you Rock for the show. You're a great person but no who what happened? I I understand what he said in Farsy. It wasn't very nice towards me. He didn't say that at all. I speak Farsy. I know you do. I said, "Are you are you are you I said,
"Are you are you here to mess with um you know, psych?" And he said, "No, no, no." Okay, I'll let him back on. I'll let him back on. I don't understand anything bad. Yeah. Okay. Go ahead, Rock. Rock, I'm sorry. I don't understand. I thought I didn't even know. You don't know how to speak for He said I
understood what you said a little bit. a little bit. Tiger butterfly you n he said no no no he's not here to mess with you. I was I was just asking him. I thought he said I won't even speak. I thought he said yes. I'm here to mess with Psyche. Okay. Um No, he did not. Psyche. What the hell
are you? What? I'm not going to mess with Psyche. Okay, bro. We are like friends. So I know. I can touch your outer butt cheeks, right? The outer butt cheeks. Just the outer butt cheeks. Not not the inner. I'll not get near your butthole. Right. What? I'm not sure if you can do this. Try to translate for me, please.
Wait, what happened? What? I said I would not get near his inner butthole. I'll just touch his outer cheeks. That's all I said. He just like, what is this? I don't know. My head's going crazy. Hold on. What did it taste like? I didn't
understand. Can I smack you in the butt? I just want to smack you in the butt. No. No. No. No penetration. No penetration. No, you can't. Okay. Okay. Wait. The energy is what?
Uh, can she translate it for me? Let me speak. Tiger butterfly. Hey, Tiger butterfly has the floor right now. Let Tiger Butterfly say what she wants to say. She's full screen right now. Go ahead, Tiger Butterfly.
That energy feels like quadrupled. I'm leaving. I'm leaving this. I'm leaving the panel. Go ahead. Hold on. You guys, everyone hang out. Thank you. Let me breathe, guys. I know. I I'm sorry. I'm
saying you're leaving the panel, but you put yourself on the solo screen. I'm leaving. I'm leaving. I'm leaving. I'm sorry. I don't know. You're so funny tonight. You're making me laugh. You're You're entertaining me. I'm so sorry. Yeah. I didn't mean to say that. I'm I'm leaving. I'm gonna shut up. Stop it. Oh my god.
Oh, I know. Where is Where did he go? Oh my god. Oh no. Again. What is he doing to us? Why Why is leaving? I have no idea. And he took her with him too. Yeah, there's only left.
Oh, good. She's back. Thank God. Good. She's back. Thank god. Yeah. B beta. Is that your Iranian name or something? Oh, yeah. That's my name. Mhm. Yeah, that's my real name. That's good name.
Yeah, I've never heard this name in, you know, Iran. In forcy it means unique or one of a kind or something. Yeah. Good. Um, how long have you been out of Iran? Can I ask? Uh,
like 25 years. Why is my voice echoing? I don't know. Maybe it's Psych is tapping some buttons and Psych. Stop it. All right. Well, I'm going to go. It was so nice meeting you.
Beat it. Beat up. Beat it. It wasn't me. It wasn't me. It was you. It was not me. It was so You say till 1:00 a.m. 1:00 a.m. He said we're 14 more minutes. Or if you don't want to, it's fine. I'll say I'll say I love you. Good night. But I want you to
I'll say if you stay. Okay. I'm saying I'm going to say I love you too. I love you. I'm going to go and uh brush my teeth and wash my face and try to sleep. I love you. Come back. Come back. Come It was so nice meeting now. back. Um and Peta Pet, I love you and I'm sorry if I did something wrong tonight. You didn't do anything. I had fun. You
you you were entertaining. I had a lot of fun. I love you beta so much. I swear everything. I love you too. Afghanistan guy for a few minutes. Okay. Okay, I'll be in the chat. I'll be in the chat. Okay, thank you. Hey, Afghanistan guy.
If I say that, hey, bro, if I say that to her and you know bar and these things, like you would be so sad and upset from me. I know. I I'm already upset sad and upset. I'm I'm very sad and upset tonight. Have you ever seen 90day Fiance? Have you ever seen 90day Fiance?
No. No. You don't know Nicole and Aison from 90day Fiance. Fiance. 90day Fiance. 90day Fiance. Nicole and Aison. No. Who's Who is it? Okay. I'll show you I'll show you a scene from it right now. I'll show you one scene. Can you watch for a few
minutes? I'll show you a scene from 90 fiance. Well, just watch your screen right now. Okay. You'll be very happy. Okay. Hey, dude. You're really cute, by the way. Okay, but I'm not I'm not not hitting on you. Don't mean to insult anything. Okay. This is Nicole and
you want to see days. You ready?
HOLD ON. H. WAIT. YOU CAN'T JUST DRAG her around. Why? I need you to like pay attention. What? Why do you just stare at me like that? Don't tell me what to do. I know. I know. Why are you saying they'll tell you what to do? We're at the market today and Azen is
trying to tell me how to be a parent to my daughter. And I'm a little worried that we're already having an argument on the first day. Please inter
the first day that I'm here and's already thinking he could just tell me to shut up. This time he's really going to learn quick that that's not what he can do. Especially when it has to do with my daughter and what's good for her. You don't have passing. You don't need a passing. It's okay.
You don't need a passing. Are you hungry? Just because she wants it doesn't mean she needs it. You even said she's good. I don't always need it. This boy didn't understand.
I know, bro. Even if you know it. Yeah. And besides just something, but sometimes she she wants something. I know, but that doesn't mean you have to give it to her. I'll do that. Okay. Okay. Okay. Sorry, dude. Hey, dude. Dude, you're awesome. And thank you for coming in my chat tonight.
I didn't right. Thank you, dude. I love you. You're welcome. I don't always do the right thing. I For what? don't always say the right thing and that's what I want. I want everyone to be happy here. Everyone understand. Is everyone happy?
There is guys. I'm sorry I'm missing any of your comments tonight. Miser is here. You got a boss you got to work for? I understand. I'm about to fall. I'm about to pass out. I have one more beer though. I'm about to open the last beer. I have a full beer left and so I'm not going to leave until I get the less beer. The voodoo ranger.
That's my little voodoo ranger buddy. You want to say hi, Trixs? Trixs, you want to say hi? Come here. Come here, Trixs. Come here, Trixs. Trixs. Everyone loves you in the chat. Everyone loves Trixs. Come on, Trixs. Want to come over here? How's everyone in the chat doing? Okay, Miser, you want to you want to um
a card? I got you a card. Trixs, you want to come over here? This is Trixs.
This is my little baby right here. This my little baby. My little baby doll. He has a little eye more closed than the other eye. Right. Are you happy, Trixs? You're a happy cat. That's little tricks. Guys, I'm sorry if I did something wrong tonight. I'm sorry if I didn't say the right things. I'm sorry if I didn't handle the panel well. Sorry if my panel's toxic. I'm sorry if
I got thrown by a butthole. I'm sorry if I uh I passed out of my panel too quickly. You want a card, Susanna? I got you. Susanna, I got for you today is how can I infuse more self-love and compassion into my daily life? You got that? How can I
infuse more self- love and compassion with daily life? Okay, it says if your compassion does not include yourself, it is not complete. The Buddha says that. Okay, just today's actions. You can choose one of these 10 10 things. Okay, set stronger boundaries. Meditate and listen to your heart. Speak
to yourself with compassion. Focus on your strength. Say no to something that isn't a sole yes. Say yes to something that you're afraid of. Let go of what you cannot control. Stay far away from drama and negativity. Ask for help and allow it. or write down three things you're grateful for.
Really Nancy, did I do a good job today? I tried to do the best. Did you hear when I I called in Lisa and I I I defended you and stuff? You were the first thing I asked for. Okay. You you know I'm on your I have your back. Reality Nancy, right?
Right, Jeriah. Right. Buddhism is about wisdom. Right. It's about really the self-nowledge lessons really study Buddhism like guys it's better than Christianity. It's it's it's more understanding of than Christianity. Christianity is kind of judgmental in a
lot of ways. Buddhism is about understanding. Okay? I was trained by the Dollaly Lama's llama. Okay? I know what I'm talking about. Guys, I I'm not just like coming out of the nowhere just saying, "Oh, this is this is this." I was trained by the Dolly Llama's llama. I understand. I understand this
Okay? You're welcome, Susanna. I love you guys. And guys, I'm not perfect either. And uh Dollar Lama's not perfect. And uh no, nobody's perfect. All all religions are man-made at some point, right? I want everyone to open their hearts. We we have this heart. We all have this heart. We have this heart. We can open this heart. You can close
this heart to people. Right? But I want to open the heart. Include everybody. Don't exclude people. Don't judge people. Understand that we're all humans. We're all imperfect. Don't say other people are animals and we're gods and things like that. We're all We're all humans, right? We all
We all in the sink sometimes. Okay. But I want you guys to know that I love you. I'm sorry if I'm not perfect. I want you guys to know is to be human is to be humane. Right guys, understand we're all human. All of us, right? Buddhism is about never completing the kids amazing the kids
menu of the restaurant. Right? What is the heart? Right? Let's all take a deep breath. Look at somebody else that may be totally different from us that has different beliefs. We're still human, right? We We're the same. We're the same. Basically, we're all different. We're the same. That's that's what being human is about. Being
human is about. We're not perfect. We're perfect in a certain way, right? We're we're imperfect. We can understand other people's imperfections. That's all I want you guys to know. Um unless you have a question tonight. I'm gonna stay on for another um five t minutes and I have a whole other beer left and I have some tobacco on the table up to
scrape. Okay, you judge. I I judge you and you know more the more we know the more we can judge. But at the end of the day just like the guy tonight, the guy the guy the homeless guy that everyone would ignore in the 7-Eleven, he offered me a lighter and he said, "Oh, this lighter
has nothing left. Go ahead and take the lighter. The lighter is full. That was probably his last lighter, right? We all judge. Let's be honest. Yeah, I know. Rizler. Rizzler. Rizzler. I know. But you know, Rizzer, you know, we we know Alisa, right? Reality is an emptiness. Rizzler. We know we know Lisa, right? Is Lisa
perfect? Am I perfect? Do we all have we all have our certain flaws? We all over a certain perfectness. I love Alisa so much. I love Elisa so I'm gonna play Alisa's song. I'll play Alisa song as I go out guys. I'm way too drunk to continue. I don't want to
be in a bad state and play Captain. I'll play Captain by Alisa. This thing is out. You guys can stay. You guys can go. But remember, everyone is worth a second look. Everyone is worth forgiveness. Everyone has a perfection. Everyone has
imperfection. Okay, hold on. Hold on. You guys can hear it already. Hold on. I just play it again. Okay, guys. You
want to hear a captain? I love you guys so much. Maybe I need a headbutt, too. Maybe maybe the headbutt I I got a headbutt last night from Emma. You know, maybe we all need it sometimes, but I believe in you guys
down.
Don't like him. I don't like him. I'm the like him. I'm the captain now. Captain now.
They call me queen. They call me mommy. I'll be the captain of your body. They call me queen. They call me mommy. I'll be the captain of your body. They call me queen. They call me mommy. I'll be
the captain of your body. They call me queen. They call me mommy. I'll be the captain of your body. They call me But you know teach you how to IRL.
Don't like him. I don't like him. I don't like him. I'm the captain now. I'm your captain now. They call me
queen. They call me mommy. I'll be the captain of your body. Yeah. If anyone, guys, this is the last chance on the on the the panel tonight. You guys want to come on? You're welcome. Mom, I have another beer left. I don't I don't care. I have another
beer. I'm willing to chat with you. You guys can come on. Debate me, guys. I'm not afraid of anybody. Right. Let's do it. Let's do it tonight. Let's Let's have a night. Let's have the night. Let's have the night where we can just chat debate. I'll be your queen. I'll be your mommy.
Lisa Jon is awesome, by the way. Lisa, you guys want to come on the panel? Come on. I just posted the link. You got the balls. You have the balls to come up and chat with me. You like the Jany's mommy ones. Zagi. Yeah. I'll be your queen. I'll be your mommy.
I'll be the captain. I'll be your body. Whoever wants to come up, I'm staying on until 10:05 a.m. If not, I'm I'm just going to pass out in the stuper. And next, I'll be crying to Lisa or Emma or whoever else. But Oh, you like the Jony's Mama song? Yeah,
I like the Jony's Mama song, too. I still have a full beer left, so I'm I'm willing to chat with anybody. Guys, I'm not perfect, by the way. I'm not a perfect person. VA, thank you for being on the panel tonight. Thank you. Rocky from Afghanistan. Misar Caesar, King of Wand, Ace of Pentacles. He's still pulling cards for
me right? Reality Nancy, did you hear me? reality Nancy when I stood stood up for you tonight in the chat and I was like the first question I asked was can you let reality Nancy back in before can I be your Valentine but she said yes to both I I think it's going to go well for us okay I think she forgives
you she didn't she didn't remember what what you did wrong okay she wanted a a good good panel a good chat I'm going to try to deliver that to her all I Everyone having fun? You're welcome to join the panel before I go. You have um it's 101. I'll pull I'll probably pull
my prank call, but you guys have to go join before I I leave. I'm leaving in five minutes, guys. Guys, you don't want me to leave, right? Three of Pentacles. Nine of W. I got the three of pentacles several times today. Third party situation working against me. Nine of uh nine of wands. A lot of activity going on, right?
Yeah, we don't know why she kicked Nancy out. I'm trying to get her back in. I believe Nancy is a good person. I think she's really good in the chat. Lisa thinks she's good in the chat. At least Lisa said Nancy doesn't like me, but NY's awesome in the chat and she's a good person and stuff like that. I want to get Nancy back in the Discord if I can. It's okay if I if I can't, but I
think Nancy is a good person. I'm willing to put my at least you can kick me out if I'm wrong about certain people, right? But I think Nancy is a good person. I'm willing to place my bets and say let Nancy back in. You can kick me out. I'm used to being kicked out of places, right? But give Nancy a second chance.
That's what I have to say about Nancy. Okay, live with Kathy. Everyone doing good? I have one more a couple more prank calls to do. Live with Kathy. How about Scott the engineer wants? Okay, let's do
this one. Okay. I have a a call Scott made, but of course he didn't really. We made it. Yeah. Uh you know which one I'm talking about where Scott calls Kathy. Kathy? Yeah. Kathy the um Live with Kathy that Oh, yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Not Scott. Scott drops. Yeah. What we do is we take Scott's voice, right? And then you make Scott funny.
So Scott, if you were dead, you'd still be funnier without you personally contributing. You guys make Scott funny by taking his Very nice. drops. Yeah. All right, I'll play this in honor of Scott being in the room. Okay, let's see who called in. I do hope it's going to be joyous. You know, you're listening to Live with Kathy. Who do I have the pleasure of speaking to? This is Scott. Scott,
I'm the tall bald guy with a beard. I have no idea. I know a gazillion Scotts. Who is Scott? I'm Scott the Engineer. Scott the engineer. Why should that be uppermost in my mind? Tell me who you are Scott. I'm looking for a woman and I've always found you attractive when you've come here. Come where? Yeah. Right. Exactly. I mean, you're
very attractive. Scott, this is Christmas time. Do you have a favorite Christmas song that that just resonates with your past memories or perhaps something that you're thinking of in the future? I used to be a wedding DJ and I know the type of music that will get you around. Oh dear, dear. I could do the Macarena with my tongue.
What on earth? I have no idea who Scott the engineer is, but I had a feeling what he had to say was not going to resonate with my Christmas show. Let's see who this is. Hi there. Happy holidays, Kathy Watson. I heard you haven't been late in a long time.
In Croatian that is shame on you. This is Christmas time. Obviously, those that are listening to my show do not embrace the significance of the birth of Christ. Let's see what we have here. Hallelujah. Do you know that I'm a professional bowler, too? I don't give a rest to she. The way I use my fingers though on a ball is the way I use them in a woman.
Ah, I don't think so. I had to terminate the call because I didn't feel that it was going to go into a joyous genre. Now, let me take this call. Let's see who's You went to anal at all. calling now. Oh, all your sickos out there. You're filthy. Really? Nah, you're back. I have had a
gazillion calls and they didn't quite get the essence of what Christmas is all about. So you So there's Scott being funny. Guys, did you enjoy that call? Nancy, you're blocked going in front of I know I'm working on Nancy. I'm friends with Lisa. Lisa Lisa understands what I say.
Like we we were Bono. I even said something about Joanie. Joanie forgave me. Alisa forgave me. Like really um I will try my best because I love Lisa, right? Queen of Cups in reverse, nine of cups and devil. And if I'm not doing the right thing, you can all call me out if you want to. I'm I'm trying to make everyone get together. Yeah, I really
love you guys. I will I will stick up for you because you're you guys are my friends and uh I know you have good hearts and I I really know you have good hearts and I will stick up for you. I'll help you any way I can. I can't always help um get what you want, you know, but I will I'll try to help you get what you want.
Okay. Your sweetheart Nancy Rizzer psyche. I know. me, right? I still have another whole beer, right? Hey, hey, hey, Rudy, do you want to say hi? Or or or Trix, you want to say hi to me? Come on, Trixs. Trixs, you want to say hi to the chat? I think Trix wants to say hi. Trix, he yawned. Come on Trix.
Come here. Yeah. You guys want to say hi to Trixs? He's coming up here. Trixs, you just yawned. Come on. Say hi to Chad. Trix, say hi. Hi to Chad. Rudy running around. Trix likes to be picked up. This is Trixs, guys. This is Trix, my cat. This is my little sweetheart right
there. Hey, Michael. How are you? That's Trixs. You have a little bit of lazy eye. You have a little bit of freckle on your nose, but you're so sweet. Yeah, really Nancy, I would say. Really, Nancy? I would say keep talking in the chat. You were friends at one point, right?
You were friends at one point. Something happened. Either apologize and Right. You can you can talk to her. She she she hasn't blocked you from the chat, right? You wish you had a cat, get a cat. Go to the pound. Go get a Go get a cat. There's plenty of cats that need a good home. Plenty of really sweet
cats. There's cats that running the streets. You want to say hi, Trixs? He's fine. That's That's Mr. Trixs. You're happy? Are you the happiest cat in the world? You're so sweet. Are you the sweetest cat? He's a little sweetheart. You're a little sweetheart. Can you give me a kiss? Can you give me one kiss? One kiss.
Okay, this was so good, guys. Guys, if you want to join the panel, I'll stand up for another 10 minutes. Yeah, RZ is in Alisa's chat. I know RZ is a good friend of Alisa. I know you're a good friend of Alisa. There's misunderstandings that go on sometimes, right in the chat. There's Rudy over there. I want everyone to get along. I I
think everyone more people the better, right? I'm just not losing that equation. Exactly. I have one more beer. I think it's my fifth beer tonight. May I have maybe two more tomorrow? Hey Rude, do you want to say hi? Say had a RZ. They had a reality Nansies. Had a Caesar. I know. I don't get scratched. Have Have
you scratched me one time? You ever scratched me? No. You're sweetest cat. He is dry. You know he's a sweet cat. Yeah. You have to reserve up. Really dancy. You have to kiss a little bit of Alisa butt. You have to say some nice things. You have to apologize if something went
wrong. I'll help as much as I can that there's only so much I can do. I think you have to make up with her yourself. He's a cutie, huh? Hey, are you a cutie? RZ. Yeah, RZ is awesome. RZ is in Alisa's chat all the time. I see him. You have a little lazy eye. You're the sweetest cat. Would you like Can I rub
your Can I rub your ear like this? You like your ear like this? You like your ear like this? Guys, I hope I hope I hope we can all make up with these people. You know, Emma Emma last night I said, "Emma, join my panel." She said, "No, I'm never joining your panel again because even though you did an interview with me, that was like one of the best interviews of my life and it was a great interview
and it's still on my channel. Um, you can look Emily interview 90 minutes." She was having so much fun. She's like, "Even though it was the best interview of my life, you have a toxic panel. You get drunk and you pass out and uh and you got scammed over a butthole." And she said in front of everybody and then there death. They're just laughing laugh
emojis. 100% emojis, smiling emojis. Who was a million emojis? I introduced her to death, right? I knew her a lot longer than that. I was I was her first subscriber ever right there. I absolutely love you too and thank you guys. I'm sorry I'm a little bit drunk right now. I'm just a little bit drunk. Hey beta. Um, page of swords. Yes, I'm
going to I'm going to be looking at that beta. Bea, he he wants to give you a kiss. Good night. Guys, you're so awesome. It's little tricks. Trixs, you know, Beeta's calling for you. He's purring. He's purring very loudly. Be Hey, Trix. Are you my little cuddle buddy? your little cuddle cuddle buddy under the cover and you you you saw the
cable guy come in and you saw his butt and you you you like you ran towards him cuz you're my little avatar. Okay, guys. This is my little trick. Okay. He looked He was looking at the cable guy's butt, too. Both of us were looking at his butt. You're looking at his butt. Okay.
He's a little sweetheart. You can't. Okay, guys. I'm sorry, guys. Half of it serious. Half of it half of it is jokes. You have to figure out what's serious and what's jokes. But we really were looking at the cable guy's butts. Jai says he believes in psyche. He's got power. Thank you. I believe in
my power, too. I believe in Clumsy's power. I believe in Emma's power, too. I think she has power, too. You guys, but you want to use your power to uplift people because we all have power, right? We can uplift people. We can like take people down, right? Last night she tried to take me down. And this is like a friend of mine, right? You saw pizza man's butt
yesterday, right guys? We don't know what people are going through. I don't know what she's going through. Maybe she's going through something and she's a little bit on edge. She has a hair on her butt or something like that. Maybe I have a hair on my butt, right? But I want to say I love you guys. I will support you. I will I will go to anybody's chat and say
give this person another chance. I'll say I'm not perfect and nobody else is perfect. Okay. The tail. You like You like Chicks. You like your tail. You like Trix's tail? You like his little tail? He has a beautiful tail, right? Reality Nancy beta, thank you guys for coming to the chat tonight. His little tail. I'm just
stroking his tail. You want to say good night to the chat? This my little tricks. I'm not leaving until there's under 13 people in the chat. So, I'll I'll hang out. Yeah, he's a he's a cool butt, huh? You have a You have a cute butt. Do you have a cute butt, Trixs? Trixs, they say you have a cute butt. You're like me. You have a cute butt,
right? It's strength. You know, you know what the strength is? The strength is like giving him a cuddle and then he then he purr. Instead of instead of trying to tame the lion, you can just pet the kitty. Right. Trix, did I just pet you and you're happy? This is Trixs, right? Little Trixs.
Trixs, you're you're happy. You're my little cuddle buddy. You were spying on the cable guy. You You look at me when I'm in the shower. You look at me in the bath. Guys, I love you so much, guys. Really, you're my life. If I didn't have you guys, where would I be? I'd be like sitting alone
wondering why I didn't have any friends, right? because because I have you guys. I know I have people that got my back. I have friends. I can talk to people. I have a show. All these good things. God bless technology. God bless YouTube. Okay. There's really good things um technology can do. I will let you guys go. I know it's it's getting a little late. I'm going to stay until there's
under 10 people in the chat. Guys, if you want to leave, go ahead. I'm going to stay until there's under um 10 people in the chat. But there's 15 people in the chat. I'm not going to just like leave when there's 15 people in the chat chatting with me. I still have half a beer left, right? Yeah, we're not alone, guys. If you ever feel alone, if you feel like you need someone to talk to, hit me up on
Discord. I will call you. I will talk to you. I'll I'll pull you cards because I really care about you guys, okay? I I And I don't want to be me um ever ever not available to you. I I I'm I'm sorry, Jamie. I wasn't
available to do that one day or I I said I'm just doing private readings because I will be I will be here for you. I know I have my I have my own bad days. I have my own times when I when I'm I I can't do good readings.
Bet I didn't mean it like that, right? We're not alone. Riz beta Sean, you guys are all my mods. Mr. Caesar, come back in. Come back in next time. I'll make you a mod. Is Kitties Paw Prince on my heart. Jeriah, awesome guy. Oh my god. Sean
James, reality Nancy, guys. Guys, you're all my you're all my heart. If I didn't have you guys, who I wouldn't have anybody. I would just be sitting here alone without anybody to talk to, without anybody that cared about me. But I know you guys all care about me. And I care about you. And I'll be here for you because you've been
you've been here for me. Okay. Okay, guys. I have to go pee real quick. Thank you. Thank you guys. I'm going to pee real quick and I'll stay until 3 hours. 10 more minutes. Okay. You got 10 more minutes with me. One second.
Guys,
I'm back. Okay, guys. I have one more thing to say. You guys ever Oh, if you guys ever need me, you guys ever need somebody to talk to and I I come and I and you call my name. If I ever give you three reasons why I don't like you, unfriend me,
I'm not I'm not the person for you. But if I give you three reasons why I think you're a bad person like that, which I would never ever do to any of you, especially after all the kindness you've given me, if I if you give me three reasons that I things I did wrong, unfriend me. I'm I'm a toxic person,
right? because I would never ever do that to you guys. I would never hurt your feelings. I would never give you one reason why I didn't like you. I I would give you 10 reasons why I love you. Okay? But if I ever say something negative to you three times, three times again, if I if I throw something back in your face, if I say, um, I don't like your show, I don't like you, I don't
like how you react in the situation, and I put that all in three. Oh gosh, unfriend me. Leave my Discord. I'm not a good person to be in your life, right? I had learned this the hard way from somebody that I really, really loved. And I gave everything I could to. Everything I could. And this person
threw it back in my face. Gave me 10 reasons why they didn't like me. 10 reasons why I'm not worthy. 10 reasons why my show sucks. 10 reasons why I suck. Okay? I'm not going to mention any names. You guys can hear the story. If you're looking in the past past live stream, I would never I would never do her like
she did me. I would if I had any problem with you, I'd say in private, maybe work on this. Maybe work on this. I would never say in public, "Here's why you're you're bad. Here's why. Here's all the all the reasons you're bad." And in front of everybody and everyone can laugh and everyone can like my post and stuff like that. And then I don't care.
I don't care about you, right? If I ever do that to you, leave me immediately. Right? Just like I let that person because they said that to me because I've been hurt like that. I do not want anyone to be hurt like that. And uh and I still love that person and I wish that person the best. But that was not right how
they handled it. After everything I've done for that person, they could have said it in private. They could have they they said in front of everybody. They put all the worst all the worst things in front of everybody and then they accepted all the laughter. Accepted all the emojis 100%. Laughing
face, smiling face, you know? Oh yeah, this person's a joke, right? Would I do that to you? Would I would I would I do that to anybody? No, guys. I'm sorry if I'm getting a little upset right now. It happened to me last night. I understand how bad it feels. I would never ever do that to any of you ever. If I had a problem with any of you, I
would talk to you in private. I would say something in private. I would not put in front of everybody all the all the worst things I thought in front of everybody saying, "You're a joke. Go away." That's what happened to me last night to a person that I really really really really really love. It hurt. It hurt my heart. So guys, I don't want to
I don't want to Yeah. I don't want to. And I have 50 people in the chat. I'm not leaving. Not leaving, guys. And I would never do that to anybody. Right. Beeta's there. I love you, Beeta. I'm trying to Yeah. I'm not even trying to be funny. I'm just I'm leaving my I'm living my truth, right? I'm saying everything that I really feel. And I
will and guys, I will be honest with you. I will say everything embarrassing that ever happened. I'll say everything that that makes me look bad. I will always be honest with you. I love you guys so much. I'm not perfect, guys. I'm an imperfect person. I make mistakes and I'll share the mistakes with you so you don't make the mistakes I made. I don't want you to
make the mistakes I made. I don't want you to go through the pain I've been through. I want you guys to Lisa Gonna. Yep. I love Elisa. No, but it wasn't her that did that to me. Alisa is my She's a sweetheart. She's She's my heart. She never did anything that hurt my feelings. It was em mivotin. I'll say that. My first
interview, my person I've been subscribed to for for the longest right there. Right. I was on her discord. I just asked her, "Hey, come to my panel." She said, "I'm never coming to your panel again because you get drunk, you pass out, you uh you are your panel's toxic, and you got scammed over a butthole." Okay, that's
what she said to me last night. Okay, Emma, not the right way to approach it. Okay, Emma, you could have written me in private and said, you know, I'm not comfortable on your panel at this time because of this. No, you had to stay in front of every No, I'm never coming your panel again because you're this, you're this, you're this. Okay, it
hurt my feelings. It It really hurt my feelings. Okay. The violin stops wearing where the future you become such a drunk nuisance. Yeah, I know. Am I Yeah, I'm playing playing the violin. I know. Playing the violins. Play. Feel sorry for me. I'm not perfect. Blah blah blah. But I'm I never said I was perfect. I never said I don't get drunk on the
panel. I never said I never passed out on the panel. I mean, I passed out on the panel last night and I'm passing out tonight. I still have another fourth beer. I I never said that I didn't get scammed over butthole. I did a whole show about I got scammed over a butthole. I never I never said that my panel wasn't toxic. I have toxic panel sometimes. Do I like to try to heal them? Right. It's a poem. I liked it.
Thank you guys. Yeah, I'm trying to do my best. I'm not perfect. I'm not I'm doing my best. I'm trying my best. But if you guys ever friends with somebody and then they turn around in front of every a thousand people, they're they're 20 times more popular. They have I have 1,000 subscribers. This
person has 25,000 subscribers. much bigger, much much you know much uh everybody loves her. Okay. No, nobody's going to say something negative and then they say you're bad because of this and this and this and this and then everyone just agrees with her, right? It hurts it hurts my feelings, right? And we've had we had exes like this. We have exes like this. We've had friends like this. It's
is an evil narcissistic kind of way to behave to people. I'm a little bug. She's a big giantist with a big high heel shoe. Instead of like, "Oh, here's a little bug. I'll scrape this bug away. I'll put the bug in the bushes." No, I'll stamp my foot on this bug and I'll hurt his feelings and I'll and I'll I'll
kill this bug. Right. That's how it felt to me. So, yeah. So, you guys, you want to find a friend that cares about you. Actually, if you do a lot for this friend and then they react like that, especially all I've done for this, all I've done, oh my god, so much love poured in. It's like, all
this love poured in this this cup and then they kick over the cup and they laugh and then everyone else around them laughs and stuff like that, saying, "You idiot. Why you pour love into this cup?" Right, guys? I'm just saying this to you. I'm not saying this out of anger. I'm not saying this out of out of hostility. I'm saying this out of a warning. Pour love into people that deserve it.
Pour pour love into people that pour love back into you. Not people that will laugh at you and find your find your biggest weaknesses and then stomp on you like a hammer, right? And then laugh at it and then all their friends laugh at it, right? I don't want you guys to I don't want you guys to um experience the the pain that I felt last night, the
hurt that I felt last night. They don't even care. They could care. They could not care less about it. They could not that get a I'm sorry. I get apology. No, no, no, no. They don't even care. They They even notice I'm gone. They do not care. And I cared so much. Right. I'm sorry,
guys. And beta, I love you so much. And I know you care. Um I know you beta cares. I know Sean Mer. Yeah. Three of here comes eight of swords, right? the partying and then the tearing down. Right guys, I'm sorry if I if I bummed anybody out tonight. I'm trying to give my
honest I know Beeta loves me. I know the people on the panel love me. I know even the people that didn't like me on the panel have some care about me. This person I poured a lot of love into. So much love, all my heart, and then they're just able to swap me around like a little bug,
stab me in the foot, sit there, point at me, laugh at me, and then not even care about it. You don't want those kind of people in your life, guys. You don't want people that are just going to stomp on you and not care about you. You want people like Bea. You want people like me.
Right. Death. Yeah. It was It was a death. It was a death of the relationship. It was It was But she killed the relationship. She decided this person's not worth anything. Maybe I'm competition. Maybe just never liked me all along. But uh I
loved I loved her. But you know what? I'm gonna focus on people like Beeta and I'm focus on people in my chat and focus on Lisa Jordana and the good people that actually care about me and see my heart instead of people that will just stomp on my heart and laugh at it and not even care and not even realize afterwards.
Guys, here's the lesson right there. Right? Gravitate to appreciate depreciation. Right, Susanna? Three of Pentacles. Yeah, it's all the third party stuff working against me, right? I I understand it. Yes, I understand. I understand. I understand perfectly. It's my bad. And I keep I keep going
towards the situations, right? It's really my fault. It's not their fault. They have their own issues. They have their own um reasons to want to strike out at people. But guys, if someone is a loving force in your life, don't stomp them out. Realize there's very few people in this life that are
going to be a loving force in your life, right? Did I get to flirt with any guys tonight? I tried, but yeah, no, no guys were up for it tonight, unfortunately. I tried. Ace of cups. It's a new start for me, right? It's a new emotional start. It's like a clearing of I poured out the all the slime and the black goo in my
last cup and then God filled it up with fresh water. It's it's a new start for me. Wow. It's It feels a lot better. You hit on me too. You hit on me. Okay. I love you. Hey Tracy, how are you? I'm going to save for another 10 minutes. Uh, but especially because Tracy came here and I
and I'll say for 10 minutes and and Vita is here. Let's say for another 10 minutes. I want to chat with you guys. You want to come on the panel? I'm put my uh my panel link on one more time. I'll just chat with you guys. I know I'm a little bit drunk. I might pass out any minute, right? I'm not going to pass out. I won't pass out on you. I promise
I will stay awake. Is restructuring. Hold on one second. you're restructuring. The next time you deal with them, you you came you came back with swords, right? And it's not even me coming back with swords. It's my friends have swords around me. I have I have people surrounding me that are defending me now that
care about me. Before it was me with two swords and and uh trying to get every angle all around me, all around me, all this negative energy. Now I have now I have friends that care about me. They all have swords. Okay. No one's going to hurt me. I I'm worried about the people around me trying to help me. I I don't want any of them to be hurt on my behalf. I want them to be
all safe and stuff like that. So, I'm going to make sure I'm I'm with safe people and nobody else gets hurt cuz swords are words and words can hurt, right? And people that use words in a negative way does some especially someone that's helped them. How much do I need to drink to get drunk? Oh, already pretty drunk. I just ran four
voodoo rangers. I have another 52 voodoo ranger. Rudy, do you want to say hi? You want to say hi to Rudy, guys? Rudy's coming up. Rudy, come on. You guys want to say hi to Rudy? Rudy's a sweetheart. I'm a lightweight. Here's Here's Rudy. Rudy's very rare appearance on the show. Rudy, you want to say hi? He's a little bit
shy. Rudy, can you say hi? He's a little bit shy. He's shy. Rudy, do you want to say hi? That's okay. That's Rudy. He's a bit shy. You guys saw Rudy, though. You saw him for a second. Come here. He's a sweetheart, guys. Guys, my cats are my
life. They're my kids. They are They are my babies. I don't I'm not going to have actual kids in my life. I have my actual cats. Right. Rudy, you want to say hi again? Rudy's a 16-year-old man. All the other cats love him. All the other cats. Psyche. Psychiq. because he always sensitive about something he has never
done wrong. I know but I probably have I'm not perfect, right? And I've I feel ashamed if I have hurt people's feelings if I have like not behaved perfectly in the past and be that you see the best in me. I'm not perfect, okay? But I don't want to hurt anybody. I don't want to hurt anybody's feelings.
Like Alisa Jordano was like Psyche is like she's like who would yell at Psyche because Psyche's a sweet soul. He never raises his voice. He's he's a quiet spoken soft spoken person. And sometimes I have raised my voice other people. Sometimes I have been inappropriate with these people and and said things, but I never heard anybody. Right. That was Rudy. Right. I love you guys so much.
I'm still at over over 10 people. So I'm still hanging out. As long as you guys want to hang out, I'll hang out. When it gets under 10 people, probably go time to go to bed. I still have half a beer left. I still have some tobacco left. I will talk to you guys. And why I raised my voice is because I'm Mars in the first house, Mars in
Aquarius. I feel this protective energy around all of humanity. I feel like if no one's going to speak out for people, I will. Yeah. I I feel like I will I wouldn't use uh I kind of wouldn't mind using a sword every now and then. That's always my feeling. Can't be always the one taking a check,
right? And that's I do stand up for myself. I'm a gay gay man, right? I've I've always been re receiving this hate all my life. Let's say hi to Bea. Bea, thank you for coming back. Why? You read that all wrong.
I was saying you are always apologizing for something that you never do wrong. Like stop apologizing cuz you haven't done anything wrong at all tonight. Nothing. No, I I know I did it tonight. Even with Emma, even with her, you didn't do anything wrong. That's what I was writing in the chat. That's all.
Thank you. I think I read your chat right. But I still feel I'm not perfect. I probably have done things wrong. I probably have not approached things right in the right right way always. But but don't beat yourself up so much. Like come on. Like enjoy it. Have fun. You haven't done anything wrong. Like you
know you beat yourself up too much. I say that cuz I adore you. I know. And I adore you too. And in the Emma situation, I just poured a lot of love into her and never ever said something something negative about her no matter what. I I never
judged her and everything. And then last last night, she just pulled out all the trump cards, everything negative about me. Everyone in the chat was laughing, agreeing with her. No one agreed with me, you know, and it just hurt my feelings. And uh and I would never do her like that. And uh she could have said it in private to me, but she
decided to say it publicly in front of everyone so everyone could laugh at me. It was it was a whole public humiliation kind of thing. And so I left I left her Discord and uh and I I unsubscribed to her and uh my feelings were hurt. And uh I get it. This has happened before to me.
um people that I really really liked and respected. But guess what? If you give them a certain amount of time, they're going to change their mind. And you guys can, you know, the best thing is just to uh not lower yourself and go that low and talk. And you haven't said anything
bad at all tonight, by the way. You're just hurt. You're expressing your hurt, your emotions, you know. So, you didn't do anything wrong and sooner or later she'll be like, "You know what? That was a really cool guy. Come around and hopefully apologize." You know, I was I was her first member on her on
her channel. I was one of her first mods. She unmoded me and like and then I she gave everyone else a chance. She She modded all of my friends and stuff like that and never modded me back. Although I asked her, she was always looked at me in a little bit of a weird way. I know I'm not I know I'm not
perfect and uh but someone like you, you always got me from the be from the first time I met you. You were so so awesome to me, so so nice to me. I never had to like fight for your affection or anything. You just you just always got me. Well, you've always been like that with
me, too. And you never you I never had to um stand up for you. You always stand up for yourself. You're a really good sport. You get along with everybody. So if somebody's giving you, you know, that kind of if that kind of negative energy, I don't know. I mean, they might have to find out the hard way by losing a really
good person. But people in the chat are saying everything speaks for itself eventually. Tracy said, you know, we're or our worst enemy. Feel better because Yeah. You know, you're hurting over this because you're a good friend. Other people are sleeping well at night, not giving a Right. Right. So, she I don't think I don't think she she
noticed that I left the Discord. I don't think she cares. And I left. She She doesn't care about deaths. She doesn't care about She will care when you're you're booming and growing and succeeding and then she looks and like oh wow you know I was wrong about judging him. So just keep doing you and enjoy what you're doing. And you've always been
kind to people. I've never seen you be mean to people ever. And I wouldn't even my worst enemy or my worst I've had so I've been stabbed in the ear before and I forgave that person. I I love people like I really like see human beings as imperfect people but I have a affection towards them. Like
I love to see them grow and and learn and stuff like that and I would never hurt anybody and to see people like hate me. It hurts my feelings sometimes. But you you you've always been there for me. You've always been na nice to me. you've always been
like a sweetheart. And it's like, well, it's not just me. A lot of people like you. A lot of people adore you. I go on different panels. I host panels. People ask about you all the time. I've never heard anything bad about you. Now, do we all joke and banter with each other and just kind of play around? Yeah, we do. But we don't take things to
heart and we make sure, you know, everything, you know. So, I'm sorry that she Oh, hi. Uh, okay. I know that's not tricks. It's uh it's magic. Lola. Oh, it's Lola. Okay. My name is I always get I always get them all mixed up. My name is Lola.
Look, she has white eyeliner. Yeah, she does. And Lola's Can you see what my cat is doing right now? He has one leg up in the air. He's licking his He's looking at your pose. Is that Mickey? Yeah, that's Mickey. He's just like moving right now. He's looking at his paw. It's so cute.
Mickey, you do your thing. Mickey, you know, Mickey, you always have a friend in me. Beauty, you always a friend of me no matter what. I love you. I know you love me. That's why I'm That's why I'm in the kitty gang. You're You're my gang leader. And then you have all these people on the chat that are loyal to you that come on every time you're live, you know,
same people and that's great. It could, you know, it starts with, you know, 10, 14, 15 people, but at the end when you have like a hundred or 100 or whatever, you're going to know who the real loyal OGs are, the ones that stood by you by from the beginning, right? So don't worry. No matter what, I
will always remember that you were there when I had five subscribers. You were there. No, you have way more subs. I You have like so many subscribers. I'm not even near what you are. Are you crazy? A lot of my subscribers. I I have a I have a a lady in the Philippines
that supports me a lot and really cares about me and uh got me a lot of my subscribers. They're over subscribers, but you know, but I have people like you that are there that always on on your channel, always pro promote me, always are supportive of
me, always love me. I know you're I know you're a real one. You're my You're my cuddle buddy. You're my You're my uh You're my best friend. Okay. And uh Oh, I wish I could cuddle you. We could cuddle right now, but don't go to sleep thinking about that stuff. I know how it is cuz I get like that. Um I drink and
then I wake up in the morning and that's the worst part cuz you can sleep when you're, you know, when you're drinking, you finally go to sleep and you wake up, you're like, "Oh, but you didn't do anything wrong." Remember that. If you do, I will call you out on it. I will tell you, you know, listen, you know, I know I did. But really, you are my best friend and you are
Oh, you're so sweet. Like always, really, you're always there for me. You're always there. I'll always be there for you, okay? And I'm sorry if I get emotional sometimes. Sorry if I'm a little bit weird sometimes. You know, you know, I'm I can be a weirdo sometimes but I just feel a heart connection with you always. And you always help me. I will always help you forever. Like, I will
not I like you the way you are. I like I like that you're emotional. I like that you're weird. I'm the same way. So, I don't want you to be some, you know, uh, pretentious fake with no emotions. And, you know, and you, nobody wants that as people. You're real. And that's why everybody comes here. And when I laugh sometimes when you're
putting me back or people backstage, I know you're trolling. I know when you're trolling. I know you're I know you. I know when you're serious when you're not. this Emma thing really hurt you because you really like her and you know you you know not like a like a sexual way as like a friend you supported her
you were you know when she went live you were in there so it it does hurt even if it's like a you know internet type of uh friendship but things have a way of you know working or way their way you know I was her first I was her first member of her of her membership I was one of her first mods
and she unmoded me. I was I had the most readings from her from her from anybody. I never said anything against her. I had she was my first interview. I loved her so much. And then she just said, "Yeah, you're basically you're basically a jerk. You're basically a loser. You basically are a pervert and stuff like
that. You you fell for you you were scammed by a fake butthole. You uh you have a toxic chat. You get drunk and you fall asleep." And not even like she ever saw my chat when she when I got drunk and fell asleep, but maybe it happened last night. Maybe it'll happen tonight and stuff like that. But to say that in front of everybody on her Discord and then everyone was
like laughing, posing all everyone like that, like being mean. I mean, if we're joking around and we're like, "Well, you did this or you did that." We joke around and we laugh about it. like you know it's kind of but to roast it and be vicious about it that's not cool especially you know when she should have respect for you when you have respect
for her there's nothing that there's nothing you could say to me that I would not take as a friendly friendly joke a friendly laugh we're friends but her it was like you're a loser get this a vampire chick the vampire teeth one yeah
one of them you You know what? They're sub unsubscribe. I'm unsubscribing. You know, people like that. I'm just Okay, whatever. You know, I support my friends. Yeah, Sean. Birds of the same feather. We're birds of the same feather. We're always going to stick together, guys. I will I will promote your
channels. I will um have you on my panel. I will talk to you. I will love you. I don't care. I don't care. I'll even talk to her again. And it's like I don't have any malice. It's like my my feelings were hurt because I really poured a lot of love, but that sometimes you pour like a lot of love. It's like it's probably like the the five of cups where you pour a lot of love in and then you're really sad
afterward because you just pour all your love into something that cannot love you back. Okay. So Sometimes people take your um kindness be that. as weakness and um you keep being kind. We love you. I love you so much. And you know, look at the chat. They love you. Okay. Thank you, Via. I love you so much. You're my cuddle buddy. Okay. You're my cuddle buddy.
Yes, we are. We're going to cuddle. When you hold your pillow, um, you're holding me. Bye. I love you. This is friends forever. Okay. I love you. You seen my long pillow. You're my sweetheart. Thank you so much. You are too.
Does anyone else want to come on the panel? But Bea basically laid it all out there, told me the truth. Um, like a real friend would do, right? So, that's all I need to hear that someone does really love me. I know you guys love me, too. You wish you could, too.
Yeah. All I want to do is just be give a big hug to hug to the chat and say I really love you. I'm not perfect. Is there it'll be a show and a half, right guys? But all I want to say about Beeta is that Beeta from the beginning from the first time I met her,
we were we were we were sympatico. We are we we're best friends. No question about it. So when you find your best friend, hold on to your best friend. Stop looking going to other people and trying to find love from other people that have that are empty empty empty vessels that are
empty empty wells. When you have a friend hold on to them. We have very few very few people that we in life we can call friends. Peta I can call my best friend. Okay. I can call you guys my very very close friends. Now I have way more than 10 friends I can count on my fingers but beta is
definitely my number one. Okay. She's there for me. And you guys are all on my 10 fingers. Okay. My 20 fingers, right? Tracy, you're awesome. Beautiful friendship. Yeah, guys. When
you find when you find your friend, never let go. Hold on to them tightly. Okay. I love you guys. Suzanne, I love you. Mer Caesar, maybe it's time for me to go tonight. I still have nine nine people in the chat. Maybe I'll Maybe I'll leave when there's zero people in the chat. Maybe I'll maybe I'll go until the last person needs needs to hear it.
So guys, you heard enough from me. You can go cuz I know you love me. But I still feel like chatting. I woke up last night after that experience. I was talking in my sleep. I was talk I was talking in my to to the cell phone and stuff like that
and I still had such an express. But if you find a friend like beta, if you find a friend, if you find a boyfriend, you use a four of swords. I just love beta. I just really I I'm just too lucky. I'm really too
lucky. Cannot ask for a better friend. I cannot ask someone to explain things to me. Someone to to help me out. Someone who really cares about me. If you find someone like that, hold on to them tight. Never never let them go, okay? Cuz they're a real one. You want to find
the real ones in your life. We can count them under under five fingers, right? I'm going to play jam tomorrow. Jam yesterday. I know. I said what's the what the is this? Jam yesterday. Jam Tomorrow Okay, it's Alice Alice in Wonderland 1986. I'm just going to play this song before I go.
It's Jam Tomorrow. Jam yesterday. Guys, just put up with me for a second. Jam Tomorrow. Okay, I I got it. Guys, can we have a Can we have a smile right now? You're good to go. You want to hear one more song? Thank you. In my lifetime, I will loan one more song. Carol Channing, Alison Wonderland,
who
guys, you like this. You like this. Where's my bread and butter? Oh, thank you. I've been looking for that and I'm very glad I happened to be in the way. Bread and butter. Bread and butter. Bread and butter. Am I dressing white queen? Well, yes, if you can call that a
dressing. It's not my notion of the thing at all. If your majesty would only tell me the right way to begin, I'll do it as well as I can. Can I help put your shell on straight for you? Please. It's out of temper. I think
it's in a snit. It's penish. It's having a fit. I pinned it here and I pinned it there. There's no pleasing it. Well, you look better now. But really, you should have a lady's maid. I'll take you with pleasure. Jump into a
week and jam every other day. I don't want you to hire me. And I don't care for jam. Where's good jam? Well, I don't want to eat today anyway. You couldn't have it if you did want it. The rule is jam tomorrow, jam yesterday,
but never jam today. It must come sometime to jam today. No, it can't. It's jam every other day. Today isn't any other day. You know tomorrow
jam tomorrow jam yesterday but never ever jam today. Hold on. I got you guys. The mama. Hallelujah. Hallelujah.
Damn tomorrow. Damn yesterday. But never ever damn today.
Okay, you guys you guys are still here. So, as long as you're still here, I'll play more Alice in Wonderland songs. I love Alice in Wonderland. I'm going to play the Alice of Wonderland lesson song until everyone leaves the room. I'm not I'm going to keep playing Alice Wonderland songs.
I don't know who that guy was. Hey guys, you guys like that? Here's another Here's a whole lesson. Guys are still having fun. Jam tomorrow, jam yesterday, but never ever jam today. You guys ready for another one?
It's obvious you never had any lessons in matters. Manners aren't taught in lessons. lessons teach addition, subtraction, and things of that sort. Well, then I have a lesson for you.
Can you do addition one and one and one and one and one and one and one and one and two? Can you do subtraction? Eight from 9 and two from eight and six from three and one from seven. Can you do division? 6 and then the two. Yes you can MULTIP
and then again
subtraction
division.
Replication. Can you do addition? Can you do subtraction eight from 9 and two from eight and six FROM you get three and then two? Yes. Can you multiply
that to clear your finances?
I know. Well, Alice Susanna got the answer. 351. Susanna Susanna, you got the answer. The answer is not supposed to be discovered. We figured it out. That's I know. I'm sorry, guys. I won't play any more Alice Wonderland video. But yeah El
was written by a mathematician. So, it's a little bit of a a brain buster, right? What is six and six and six and six and six and six and six is one. Okay, it's probably 25. I I'm not sure. I have to figure it out. But Susanna, you figure out the answer. Susanna, you answered the You answered the question. It's not It's not meant to be answered. You figured it out. Okay,
Susanna. Susanna, what are you doing? You figured out the answer to the to to that song. It's not supposed to be figured out, right? Time is 651. I know it is, right? Or 6:55, whatever time it is. knees or nose. Right. I still have Guys,
I still have a whole beer left. I'm not leaving until there's zero people left in the chat. Guys, you're keeping me here. You're keeping me here um doing my show. Guy Guys, everyone leave the chat. Everyone just leave me alone. I can I'll just leave the beer here. No, please don't leave me. Please don't leave me.
I'll finish the beer. I sell tobacco. I still have the beer. I'm just kidding, guys. Yeah. Straight up synchronicity right there. Yeah. What is six and six and six and six and 101 101 and two. Yes. You Hey, have a merry very merry birthday to you. Mad Hatter. We have Alice in Wonderland. We have the rabbit hole. We have the
rabbit. Yeah, we have we have all these kind of things in our life, right? I'm keeping you here. I know. Jeriah, just tell me to go away. Jiah, say say it's over, right? You guys, you guys, as long as you're all you're all standing here, I'm gonna keep talking, right? Let me do a fairy page. Okay, you guys want to see a fairy page? I got I got you a fairy
page. Okay, you guys like fairies? I'm going to get a bad fairy book. Let me get a bad fairy page. You have a bad fairy for you. The queen of bad. Okay, I got a bad fairy for you. Let me get this one. This is called the Fiji.
That's a bad fairy right there. Look at her mean eyes. She had a wicked smile right there. You never want me to go away, Jeriah. Giah, come move in with me. We can we can have a hug and forever. But it says a feed by the reed creek edges of lonely lakes. The feed wonders through their twilight, longing
for a lover. Her song is sad yet irresistibly seductive. Her kiss is cold um tasting of earth. Her hands caress you, hold you, pull you down, and deep into the chill waters. You will happily lie with her forever, wrapped in her water embrace
until she's gone. She has returned to the dark lake shore and you are forgotten. The PDL sings as she walks along the reeds, calling out for the next lover, leaving you in the water's depths. Very cold. Ever unseeing weeds in her mouth. Wow, that's kind of
chill chilling, right? We also have this one right here. I think it's called the Pooky. This is called the Pooky Fairy right there. It's a pooky fairy. It's called or puka. It's called the piscogi puka.
This uh the unworthy untrustworthy prince of pishog weave spells to become to mute our senses and envelop our judgment. He's the matter of
all arts and illusions and illusions building up to a a distorting mirror to reveal the bad, the good and the good and the bad. And that's what we are, guys. We're basically a mix of the good and the bad and the bad and the good. Everyone having good? Yes, you can. Paul Piola, ask a question. And guys, if I
miss am I missing anybody's questions tonight? I was um talking on panel and stuff. Ask a question. I I got cards for you. I'm just doing oracle cards tonight. I want to give you the best best answers. I get oracle cards. So, ask a question. Go ahead. Get everybody ask a question. Right. Yeah. We all have our reasons. We
all We've all been burned, right? There's a saying, though. I I heard a saying before I really liked. Never let the same flame burn you twice. The second question or the second quote is do not give your trust freely just to have hold on what is the let me
what is the trust quote I have it on my discord I love this quote so much the quote is
hold on one second I'm finding Okay. Trust must be earned rather than given and taken away. Okay. Have before someone is asking for their trust, ask for asking for your trust. It
must be given first instead of you giving their you them their trust and then it be taken away. Okay. And we've all been burned, right guys? Guys, have we all been burned? This is something we all relate to. We just we we've given a lot. We've given freely. We've been burned. Right? Don't be
burning the same plane twi same plane twice. And also trust must be earned, not given freely and then taken away, right? I know. I love you guys. And guys, I look ridiculous right now. My my hair is all fluffing out on the doors there. Hey, you want to say hi? Um Lola. Lola
wants to say to hi you guys. This is Miss Lola. Lola, are you happy? It's Miss Lola. Look at her eyes, guys. Just look at her eyes. Look at those eyes. Are you happy? I pet you like this. Can I pet you like this? And you like your You like your ear pet like that? You like your ear pet like that? You like your ear pet like that? You like me
tickled? You like me tickled? She's so happy. She's a happy cat, huh? You like have your ear tickled? Okay, go ahead. She's right here. Guys, guys, she's right here. She's right here. She doesn't mind. She really likes She likes her ear tickled. Like your ear tickle. Can I tickle your ear? You tickle your
ear? Oh my gosh. Tickle your ear. Am I bothering you? If I was bothering a cat, actually, they would be scratching my face off. So, she's a very happy cat. Okay. You had a book called Astro um cycles. I want to check out that book. I definitely do. But I like numbers. I
like Jamastria. I like numbers. I like uh I like all that kind of stuff. I still have most of the the beer left. So I'm down hanging out guys. I have most of the voodoo ranger left. It's my one, two, three. It's my fifth one. I'll probably be pass out on the couch talking to myself after this one. But I love you guys. And guys
really from my heart not just being a crazy drunk and I was giving best man speech guys from the bottom of my heart you guys are my my life. Okay. What is my my love interest towards me and how might he express on Valentine's Day? Okay let's give you let's get you a oracle card. Oracle card
says okay the oracle card says hold on you got this knight of swords. Okay, you got this guy talking really smoothly. He's a really smooth talker. What is this? It's like a It's a fish right there. He's a but he's a smooth talker. But he might have just run out. Knight of Swords.
I'll read you from the book though. Knight of Swords. What does it say? I want to get the best reading you've ever had. Okay. Knight of Swords says, "Okay, take a moment. Get out of the song of your head. Ooh, Barracuda. Have you ever encountered a person who is sharp as attack? Someone who can
grasp the most complex and subjects within a few minutes and at the same time seems to lack any sense of humility or compassion. This is a person who may or not be aware how opinionated they come off or how sharp their words cut. How how much do I relate to this right now? Right, we're in the same boat, right? When
someone is focused on the facts and only the facts, social cues go out the door. Tact is not their forte to say the least. When you need to comprehend the situation or understand this contract, the sword's energy will help you cut through the brain fog. The energy um will also make it much easier to be
decisive and confident in your decision knowing it is after all the most logical choice. So it's it's about logic over emotion right? Too much time with the Knight of Swords, however, will leave you feeling a little bit chapped as your social skills will be a bit lacking because they don't like
all the they're just about about the logic of things. They're not about the emotions. They're not not being empathetic. They're just feeling this is right, this is wrong, blurry, black and white, right? If you need to go into a legal proceeding and have let emotions dictate your energy or strategy, we so far when the knight of swords appears,
it will be time to put your feelings aside and focus only facts. Okay. The barracuda is ruthless, stealthy, and fast. They cut through the water with precision and clarity as they go up to their prey. Call on the barracuda when you require feeling powerful and sharp.
The barracuda is also a matter master precise patience and will help you ease your mind while you're waiting for the perfect moment to strike. So this is barracuda sharp patient focused disguises itself. Okay, watch out for that person. But if you have those qualities of yourself, use those qualities. Okay,
I think you know what to do. You know what to do, right? I hope you guys enjoy this reading. I know I have I'm once again below five people. I'll probably leave. Still have half a beer left, right? Always more people to come in the chat. We're having fun tonight. Guys, if you want to join the panel, I'd love to say
hi to somebody else. You guys are all welcome, by the way. You guys are welcome here. It's a It's a It's a welcoming atmosphere. Say whatever you want to say. Get out all your emotions here. I will not judge you. It's a judgment free panel.
Valentine's Day card for Susanna. Okay, Susanna. This one says, "What passion am I ready to pursue?" And it says, "Your passions will continually lead you to your purpose. What passions have you put on the side, given up on, or buried? What passion is ready to come
alive in you? Today's action, Susanna. Write a list of your passions to which you want to give life right now. Then journal how you can incorporate more of what you are passionate about into your daily life. Trust your soul's whispering and let your passions draw you towards your dream life. I hope you like that, Susanna.
Guys, we're having fun. We got five still, but I'm not leaving. I'm not leaving till under five. Okay,
I got more tobacco. Got people here. Damn good idea. You're welcome. Susanna says, "Tracy, will the days ahead bring me more peace and happiness?" Okay, I'll get your card. Okay, Tracy. This one says, "How can I be more flexible right now?"
And it says, "What are you trying to control? Maybe it's time to let go. Let love move you through today and trust the outcome will be for your highest good." Says, "Today action for you. Remind yourself all day long you are safe, that life is happening for you and
not to you, and you are not alone." Then do some yoga. You're smoking a sig Caesar. Yep. I'm hanging out, guys. I'm hanging out until there's zero people in the chat. So, as long as there's people in the chat, I've been on for almost four hours, guys. Almost at 2,000 hours. One more 1,000 more hours. I'll get been
monetized. We'll have a really cool membership program. It'll be reasonably reasonably priced. Probably $2 to $3.2 to $3 for Yeah. Dia wants a card. Of course, Jiah, this one's for you. It says, "What is the most limiting belief keeping me from what I want right now?"
And Jariah, this is for you. What story are you telling yourself when you think about your dreams? What is your first limiting thought that comes to mind? If you are not living the life you desire, it's because part of you doesn't believe it's possible. Right, Jeriah? Today's action, it's time to upgrade. Look at your belief in the eye. Where did the
belief come from? What new belief are you ready to adopt in this place? How will you change your results? Remember, your belief is the root of your results. Own it, heal it, upgrade it. I hope you like that, Jeriah. That's for you. Everyone having fun tonight? I'm really having an awesome time tonight. We had
an awesome panel with Beta and uh other people. We had um we we had my friend uh her name was Tiger Butterfly. We had uh some guys on the panel that were kind of dicks. A little bit of dicks. I think his name was Ghost or something like that. But
everyone's welcome here. Everyone's welcome. Everyone I want welcome everyone here. Everyone I want to give a big hug to you. I'm not perfect. I've learned lessons from my life. Let me fix my camera. Hold on. That better. I learn lessons from my life. I want to help other people from my lessons I've learned. You like that
you're crying? You're welcome. You saw the devil. Okay. Uh Misier, do you want a card tonight? And Tracy hugs. Yeah. Misier, I'm I'm hanging out until everyone's everyone's um happy in chat. I'm hanging out until everyone has their question answered. I'm not charging. I'm I'm just uh Yeah.
I'm trying trying to love. You want a card? Okay. So, Misier, your card says today, please come through for Misier. Misier, please come through. Hold on one second. Please come through for me.
Mier, it says it's this one right here. It's jumping out at me. It says, "What am I waiting for? for someone to do it for me. See that? And it says, "Are you waiting on someone else before you can take the
big leap?" What if you are able to take life into your own hands and forge your own unique path? Put your heart into action and ask yourself, "What risk can you take in order to move towards your dreams?" Make a decision and do it. No more waiting on others. Do it scared. Take the leap. No more thinking, only doing.
Be brave and you will discover what your soul's merely made of. It says, look at this right here on the bottom. Wild heart, wild soul, strong heart can't lose. Okay, you like that, Misier. I hope you like that. Wild soul, strong heart. You can't lose. That's right for you. Right for you.
Other people might resonate with that, but that was right for you. Okay, everyone have a fun night tonight in chat. I still have I still have more than half the beer left. So, I'm ready to drink the rest of the beer with you guys in 3:45. Cool car music, huh? Hope you guys are having fun. I'm ready to play the jam song. No, I won't play the jam tomorrow. I pro
I know you guys don't like that song anymore. Got jam tomorrow, jam yesterday, but never ever jam today. or what is when when Okay, guys, I'm sorry. I just like Alice in Wonderland so much, but I'm sorry. It's relevant. Okay, good guys. What I really want to do is connect your heart and give you the best information
to best go on with your life in the best way. Okay? I'm not trying to influence you in some way. I'm not trying to write anything relevant to you too. Yeah. I want to help everybody. So, if I don't do the best job, I'm sorry. I'm trying to do the best job just
channeling, chatting with you. Angels by John Sicata. Maybe I'll play that in a in a minute. Angels. I like this song. I wish I had an angel from heaven above. I wish I had an angel. Give me some
love. I know. It's not It's not a wish. Look at I wish I had an angel. Look up that song. I can't sing very well. I sound like Christy on a on at least channel singing the karaoke which is very embarrassing. They sing tonight under the bridge. Sometimes I feel like I don't have a partner. That's that's a crazy song. I
can sing it in a proper way. Sometimes I feel like I don't have a partner. Sometimes I feel like my only friend is
the city I live in. The city of angels. Lonely as I am. Together we cry. You guys like it or no? I don't want to feel
like I did that day. Take me to the place I love. Take me all the way. If I'm not singing it right, just correct me. Cuz I don't ever want to feel like I did that day. Take me to the place I love. Take me all the way.
You're not the best singer. I tried. I need music. Okay. Da. Da. You're really gonna say that Dia, now you're embarrassing me. and trying my best. I think I did okay. Never come to I live in LA. Mer Caesar. I I I'm in Los I born and raised in Los Angeles. Okay. Yeah. I need I need some lessons
under the bridge. That time is where I drew some blood. Okay, I'll shut up now guys. You guys don't want to hear it. I tried to sing. I tried to sing but I'm not I'm not good. Lola came over. Lola heard me sing that song. Lola gets it right. Chicago O'Hare. Lola, you heard me sing and your your ears went up?
Yeah. Back up. Can I have Can I have some backup singers, please? Under the bridge downtown is where I drew some blood. What? What? What's that base for? Why is she making that face? Under the downtown.
I see you sing. Let me think of Hey Valentine. My funny Valentine. You You're singing my Valentine. This is my little Valentine right here. Are you my Valentine? Yeah. I need a big black choir. How about Proud Mary? What's that song?
I don't know. I'm going to sing Proud Mary. Hold on. Proud Mary. What's the lyrics of Proud Mary? I'm I'm really embarrassed now. I was not singing that well. I I need to know the lyrics. I'm going to sing Prime M for you guys because there's still over 10 people in the chat. Okay. Proud Mary.
Left a good job in the city. Working for the man every night and day. And never lost one minute of sleeping. Worrying about the way things might have been. Big wheel keep on turning. Proud Mary keep on burning. Rolling, rolling, rolling, rolling a river.
Cleaned a lot of plates in Memphis. Pumped a lot of good came down in New Orleans, but I never saw a good side of the city till history ride on a riverboat queen. Big wheel keep on turning. Proud Mary keep on burning. I'm sorry my voice is bad. Rolling, rolling,
rolling on the river. If you come down to the river, bet you're going to find some people who live. You don't have to worry cuz you don't don't got no money. People on the river are happy to give big people. Keep on turn. Okay, that that was all this whole song. I sing the whole song. Everyone happy. It's from It's like Louisiana. I know. I Louisiana. It's
really I'm sorry if I if I butcher this song. I tried to sing it as the best I could. Thank you. Thank you, M. I tried the best I could. You guys want to hear Lil Kim song? Okay, I do Lil Kim better. I'll do Lil Kim not tonight. I'm sorry if I say the N word. I do not mean to offend anybody. I'll say ninja instead of the n word. Okay,
I will I'll say the I'll say ninja. Ninja. Okay, come on J. Come on, Jamo. Huh? Jam yo. I know a dude named Jimmy used to come up in me nighttime pissy drunk off the hemi and remy. He didn't mind it when he from behind. It felt fine, especially when he used to grind it. He was a trick
when I sucked his dick. He used to pass me bricks, play cars and Suck him to sleep. I took the keys to the Jeep, tell him I'll be back. Go with some other cats. Flirting, getting numbers in the summer. Ho hop raw top and my man's job. Then his homie Jimmy, he screaming, "Give me
lay my back." Busted us all in me. After 10 times we he busted twice. It was nice. Came my exp with ice. Put me in Chanel. C me out nights. Cold sucking his dick. Rocking the mic. It was something rather dude I couldn't stand. Something that could have made his ass a real man. Something I wanted
but never was pushy. Never ever Yeah. I'm sorry if I butchered it. I'm sorry. I'm not I'm not Lil Kim. I don't know. I Guys, I I don't even know anymore. I don't even know. Guys, come on. You want to come on panel? You want You want to chat with me on panel? It's open panel. It's best open panel on
YouTube. I think I'm going to post it one more time. I still have half a beer left. I still have some some cigars left. Anybody wants to chat with me? I try my best. Okay, guys. I'm not I'm not like I said, I'm not perfect. I try my best. I've been through some I can rap Lil Kim. Okay, I'm confident enough to rap him. There's my link. Okay, come
on piano chat with me. Unless you're Unless you're too uh too pushy, mister. All you do is click the link and go enter panel. You don't have to show your face on the camera. Yeah, guys, let's do it, guys. Come on. It's 2:19 in the morning. I still have two Oh. Oh.
Oh. two of the beer left. Come on the panel, guys. I will I will chat with you. I will debate with you. I will talk with you. I will give you love. I whatever whatever you want. I I I'm here for you. I will hang out with you. Not in not in any kind of negative way. If unless you want to have a chat, our mark son's grind. Yeah.
Basically, what it comes down to, guys, is I love you. I didn't mean to offend anybody. I didn't mean to hurt anybody's feelings. You like song. You want more? I I'll say the rest of it. Then my homie Jimmy, he's screaming, "Give me my back. Bust his nuts all in me." After 10 times we I think
we best twice. He was nice, kept my neck full with ice. Put me in Chanel, kept me out nice. Cold sucking his dick, rocking the mic. There was something about this dude I couldn't stand. Something I could have made his ass a real man. Something I wanted, but I never was Never mind Okay. What's up, Mer?
Hello. Hello. Hi. What's up, dude? How are you doing? Don't show me your dick. Please. Please don't show me your dick. This I want to see your pretty beard. I'm doing all right. My phone really sucks. Sorry. You like my little Kim? My Little Kim rapping? Yeah, I I have been porn bombed
too so many times. I'm I'm a little bit suspicious, but I like you so far. You're really cool. You guys hear me right now? I hear you. Hey, I hear you fine. Talk to me, dude.
Where are you from? Where are you from? Chicago. You're from Chicago. So Chicago is a really cool cool city. I'm from Los Angeles. Yeah, I'm from I'm I'm from LA, USA. I'm from Roto Beach, California. So you're a few hours ahead of me. Chicago is really cool, though. I had I
had a chick move from Chicago before. She was a crazy chick. She was really crazy, right? Like she got me into all kinds of weird But I also had a roommate from Chicago, my my college roommate. He was from He was from Boytown or something like that. He was pretty cool, too. I like Chicago a lot. I know about Chicago Fires. I know
about the Chicago people coming to LA and all that stuff. But you're really cool. How'd you find me? I found you on YouTube. just just searching open panels or something or did you see hear me from somebody else? I have a lot of people coming around me.
No, you just popped up on my screen and I like click your little thumbnail so it's on my feed. Cool, dude. Yeah, it's all good, dude. Good, dude. I I really appreciate you coming. You want to see my cat? You want to see my Hold on, Lola. I think Lola wants to say hi to you, dude. Don't leave. Don't leave. Don't leave. Don't leave. Don't leave.
You're really cute, by the way. Hold I just want to show my cat. Hold on. Lola, this guy wants to see you. This is a really cool dude right there. He wants to say hi to you. That's Lola. He's shaking you out. Lola, look at him. Look at that cute guy.
That's Miss Lola. Lola, can you give him a wave? Adorable. Okay. She's a little she's still. But yeah, I had this chick named Victoria. Her name is Victoria. She came from Chicago. She got out to Los Angeles. She got me on all kinds of
weird here. And she flew out. Hey, cats. No fighting. She flew out here. She got me on all kinds of weird And then she wouldn't leave. Okay. But I think I think you're a cool guy, right? You know you know about Victoria's, right? You know about the girls named Victoria, right? No.
Girls named Victoria. Their real name is Laura. They change into Victoria. They come out. They won't leave. They get you into all kinds of drug kind of right? Okay. They get everybody in the town against you. Okay. I don't know if you know about this but yeah, she came from Chicago. Uh her mom was married, a gay guy. I'm
sorry if I give you too much information, but uh Hey, dude. Dude, you're really cool, dude. By the way, I don't want to I don't want to judge you prejud anything. Like you and the whole panel is pretty uh accepting. I get like kicked out or I don't know. People just don't like how I hang out and you like how I hang out and I like how you hang out.
Yeah. I won't I won't kick you out unless you porn bomb me or unless you like start calling me weird words and stuff like that. I think I have a really cool chat. If you're If you're not subscribed to me already, subscribe to me. I'll do you want to tear me tonight? Let's talk about weird words. Talk about what words. Weird words. You said weird
weird words. Okay, we can talk about Do you know the word flopping? You know the word um tweaker? Do you know about Do you know I know I know a bunch of weird words. What's a flopper? A flopper. flop like flopper flopping. It's somebody that's flopping around like a fish. Somebody that's a fish out of water. Somebody that's out of their
element. Somebody that you can make fun of because they're out of their elements. I All I know is I've been called these words before. I'm not telling you any of these words. I just know I learned these words from a chick from Chicago before. She flew out from Chicago. I don't know how she got her airline ticket. I sent her back on a Greyhound bus, by the way. But she was not a bad person. She had a good
heart. I forgave that person, but she did not follow me to my new new address. But yeah, I had a isn't like when you're when you like flip-flop like Bloods and Crips. Isn't that like a flipflopper? Well, it was it was basically the first time I heard flip-flopper was in the John Carrey George Bush thing and they were like flip-flop. They You went
between Bush and Carrie. They never heard flopper was like they're flopping around because they're on drugs and then they they couldn't make their mind up about staying on drugs and stuff like that. There's different definitions of I know a few depends on what drugs you're on. Right. Well, I've been on every drug. I've been on I've been on meth. I've
been on I I've tried heroin. I've tried every I'm not embarrassed to say I've tried every drug that was out there that I could try. I haven't. You haven't? Trigger warning. Go ahead, dude. Dude, no. No trigger warning on this channel. You can say
whatever you want. This is This is a free channel. Absolutely free. Absolutely free. Say whatever you want. Say what everyone on this channel. Dude, you're really cute, by the way. I'm sorry if I hit on you. Okay.
Say ass. We can say ass. You can say it. You can say it. You can say it, dude. If I If only I can lick it. If only I can lick it where I stick it and put the tongue up in it. I'm just kidding, dude. I'm just kidding, dude.
Don't hang on, please. Dude, I'm just kidding. Dude, it was just a joke. It was just the only wrong I can think of at the time. You're really cute. I have a I have a voodoo ranger. Do you like you like this drink? Hold on. This is a voodoo ranger. Nice. Cheers. I'm out of I'm almost out of tobacco.
I'm I'm out of weed basically. I just have a voodoo ranger on my side and chat. This guy's Do you have a channel, dude? Do you do you do live streaming or anything?
Marijuana is legal in Illinois. Marijuana is legal in Illinois. Do you have a channel though? That's why I asked. Marijuana is legal in Illinois. Do you have a channel? No, I don't. Okay. If you want to start a channel, you need 50 subscribers to start live streaming. I think you would have a channel for live a talent for live streaming. If you want help, I will get
you subscrib. It's not difficult, dude. Dude, I can get you there in in a day. Okay. I have contacts and stuff like that. I have people that care about me. I have really good people in my chat. Jer is there. Yeah. If you want, but only if you want if you want to get Do you want to get during the live stream? You want to live
stream or not? I don't know if I can handle one. You You will eventually. You eventually, no matter you're shy, you're a little bit shy. You're a little bit shy. Yeah. Okay. But but you know, you're shy, but you're on my live stream with your camera on and stuff like that. So,
you're not that shy. You want to get to 50 subscribers. Okay. I'm going to get you I'm going to give you 50 subscribers probably by tomorrow. Okay. I want everyone to subscribe to this guy. He's a really cool guy. He's really cute. You you do rap songs, right? You you rap. I can rap. Yeah. Can I hear a little bit of rap? Okay, here we go.
Stumble then. Mumble. Always drop a tip. Rumbling. I've been building you castles for all your palaces. Crumbling. See you working on corners while 47 crumbling. That's your Be thirsty. your stomachs. Be rumbling. I like that cuz I know a lot of gang members too. And a lot of gang members I know cannot rap as well as you do. So
you have some talent. Okay. I I'll say most of the gang members I know want to think they can rap and they have the confidence for it, but you actually have the skills, right? You have some kind of talking skill. You have a lot of I don't know. Are you are you air sign? Yep. You're air sign. Okay. So, okay. So,
you're air sign. So, you have really good um talking skills, right? And you can you have the you have the flow, right? You you have the flow. I I I understand. Can I pull you a card tonight? Yes please. Okay, I got you. The card I got for you tonight is
it says, "Am I in my head or in my heart?" Okay, that's what it says. Am I in my head or my heart? And it says, "What is the quality of your self-talk?" Did I just say selft talk? I think I did. It says our brain is like a muscle. If we condition it daily, the fears and
limitations will take over. Mastering our thoughts is about being the creator of your own life. And you're the creator, right, Jude? You're the creator. Don't forget you're the creator. You're part of the creator, right? It says um where you where your head meets your heart is where miracles happen. Head and the heart. We also talking about this guy. Guys, this is all resonating with the chat too, right?
It says today's action for you. Today, master your mind. Watch an inspiring video, do some tapping, read an empowering book, or write out all the reasons why you believe in the yourself and your dreams. Dude, dude, you got this, dude. Dude, don't doubt you're doubting you doubt yourself so much. You're you're you're limiting yourself
by doubting yourself. You you have all these negative thoughts. Am I right? Am I wrong? Yeah, I do have negative selft talk all the time. Right. How about cut out the negative thoughts because they're just negative. All they are are negative thoughts right? How about think positive about yourself? Think positive about your talents.
You're very talented. You're very talented. Your rap was really good. It's better than 99% of the people I've heard rapping. I've heard a lot of people rapping before and I was like, "Oh, that's lame." You are a good rapper. Okay. You don't have to doubt yourself. You're you can be you can be you can be power you're powerful. Don't doubt yourself, dude. Don't doubt yourself,
okay? I want you to think positive about yourself. Know know you're know you're good enough. Okay? If if nobody else buys your album, I'll buy your album. I I'll buy your album. I will support your album. I will I will plug your album and stuff like that. Don't play it around. Check it out. So, the numbers in the
chat are the the numbers in the live stream as in like the time is matching up with the time that it is in Chicago right now. Yeah, it's it's 5:32 or something like that and I have like 5.32 people in the chat right? So, the live So, the live says 4 hours
and 5 minutes 45 46 seconds, right? And then it's right now in Chicago is 4:33 a.m. Well, dude, dude, when you're around me, expect magic to happen. Expect miracles to happen. Expect good things to happen to you. You found me for a reason, right? I'm not some random person.
Yeah, I'm not some random person that is just like some, oh, go away. You guy guy, you found me for a reason. Do you see my chat? You see how cool people in my chat are? Even if I have five people in my chat, all those five people are watching you. They will all subscribe to you. Keep going. Keep going.
Dude, I will not I will not forsake you. You're really cool, dude. I like you a lot dude. Yeah. You found me for a reason tonight. Okay. You found me for a reason. I will help you any way I can. You have to you have to join my discord. You have to you have
to join my join my at least my channel. Subscribe at least be a be a part of my channel. I will help you any way I can. I will I will plug you until the sun comes down. But I I love you. Okay. Sounds so bad. So bad. I know it sounds It sounds bad, guy.
Guys. And my my chat knows my chat knows. Chad, am I am I a little bit of a fool? I'm a little bit of a sacred clown. I'm a little bit of a trickster, too. But this guy's cool. Chat, can you plug your channel in my in my uh my chat? I'm going to make you a mod. Just Just Yeah. Jeriah says he wants to hear you rap again. But you just put your channel in my chat. I'm going to make
you a mod. You can put anything you want in my chat. Okay. Rap rap one more time. He wants to He wants to hear you wants to hear it again. Yes. I want to hear I want to hear I want to hear your best rap. Okay. Well, I'll do I'll just I'll just finish the one I was just hear the rest of it. Go ahead.
Stumbling building is crumbling working. That's where become stay on my mind. You can't bury me. No, you might as well just be shoveling. Put a price on my head in the B. People keep doubling. Life is a and you always calling
struggling. I've got 99 problems and You wish you were one of them while you're running your shows and you talking with your bros, but you're so product is garbage. Wonder why no one's calling back. Oh, everyone in my chat heard me um rapping Lil Kim and I kind of sucked at Lil Kim. This guy is much better. This
guy, he has some actual game in this in in the rap. I think that's his own rap and stuff like that. And he's really cute. And so I will support you. I don't mean to offend you. You're really cute. That's really cool art, too. Did you do that art yourself? Yeah. That's really good. Like, by the way, by the way, dude, you're really talented.
And I want I want you to continue your art. Continue to rap. I will I'll help you anyway. I can do so much. I like pulling cards for the panel. You want Yeah, I like you on panel, too. You're already on panel. You're on my panel. You're already like way past 90% of the
people 90% of the people don't want to be on panel. You're really cute. You're cute. You're cool with me hitting on you. You have really good art. You have really good rap. Hey, dude. I will support you until the day that I die, okay? I will plug your channel. Can I do an interview with you sometime? Oh, yeah. Yeah, totally. Dude,
You have you have to do my Are you on okay. Discord or not? I don't know. I'm I'm having I have troubles with uh technology. Okay. Well, you have to join me Discord. But guys, you have a do you have a YouTube channel? YouTube channel or YouTube channel name? No, I don't have a YouTube channel or
anything. Well, I mean, I have a YouTube page. I mean, you can see me through Caesar page. There's like content on there. But how about how about I give you my channel and I give you another channel to subscribe to. I'll give you my channel. It's Psyche Awakens Tarot, which you found tonight by Divine Grace. Also, Clumsy Clairvoyance. Give it right down. Write
this down. Clumsy clairvoyance. She's a really, really cool chick. She will help you too. So, Psyche awakens Sarah. Clumsy clairvoyance. If you don't want to remember any any of your own stuff, but we will help you. Okay, you got I want you to remember if you don't
remember me, at least remember clumsy clairvoyant. Clumsy clairvoyance because that's a real one for me. That's a that's actually like someone that's been with with me from day one that cares about me because I had a lot of people that don't care about me that I was promoting and stuff like that. But clumsy clairvoyance is a real one. clumsy clairvoyance. So, subscribe to that channel. Is
everyone having fun tonight? This guy's really cute. I'm sorry if I hit on you and I am gay and uh you know, I don't mean to offend you or anything, but you are really cute. You did a really cool rap. This guy's awesome, guys. Yeah, the devil's coming through the back door. Yeah. And I will not I will not touch your back door unless you give your
permission. Okay. By the way guys, this is for entertainment purposes only. Clumsy clairvoyance. You is clumsy clairvoyance. You have to come to her chat and and and say psyche saying you you have a book. You have a book. It's a wheel. The wheel of fortune, right? I see the wheel of fortune right there. And you have some words written around that right?
You have a you have your own kind of poetry. You have your own style of writing. That's like my tarot book. I just like use it to learn or use it to learn. I just I just felt like you have your own story to tell. You have a really you have a really deep story to tell. You have
a lot of backstory. There's a lot of stuff you want to tell to the world. You have to let that out to the world. Tell your people want to hear your story. Dude, dude, don't be self-conscious. Like I I should be self-conscious and I I I don't even have a big story to tell. I I'm I'm a mostly happy story. I have some tragedy and stuff in my story, but
you have a story to tell. You have a story to tell. You can help a lot of people. You can you can uh make a lot of people happy with your story. You can help a lot of people. More than I even more than I can. I see I see you had some tragedy. I I see the tragedy. It's sad. Okay. I know.
Yeah. It's tragedy. There tragedy happened. I know the tragedy has happened, but you know what? You know what? You know what, dude? Your tragedy and you can heal from the tragedy and not hurt other people and you want to help other people. Like, I know you really want to help other people. You really want to help other people. Am I right or am I wrong?
Yeah, you're right. Totally right. You want to help other people write your story down. People want to hear your story. People People really want to hear your story. People really need help from her story. I'm sorry if I'm not perfectly expressing it right now. People want to hear your story. I'm sorry if I'm not
saying it right. Okay. I like it. No, you're good. And you're really cute, guy. And I'm sorry if I'm hitting on you, too, because I like to hit on guys and uh I usually tell the guys take off their shirt, but I'm not tell take off your shirt. I'm going to say keep on your hat. Keep on your shirt. Maybe give me one flex. Can you give me
one flex? Just flex one time. Okay. He guys. Guys, he want to flex. It's fine cuz he's really cool. Guys, no matter no matter what he does, guys. This guy is This guy is cool as Okay. I don't I'm looking at Okay, guys. This
guy's cool as Can you can someone put post his uh his uh channel in my Discord? Yeah. And dude, thank you for talking to me. Music and stuff on there. There's some tarot things in there, but it's mostly for Aquarius, but it's like all the the music and stuff cuz I'm Are you You're an Aquarius. Are you Aquarius?
Yeah. Okay. I'm Aquarius moon. I'm an Aquarius moon. I'm Aquarius Mars first house. I'm very comfortable in the Aquarius energy. I'm also a Capricorn. I'm also the goat. I'm also this this uh goat ugly goat and I'm this very beautiful Aquarius and stuff like that. I love the Aquarius.
I feel the Aquarius vibe for sure. You are you're an alien in some ways, right? You're you're different from everybody else. You're you don't relate to everybody else in the same way, right? You have uh this different way of looking at things. You have this alien almost alien way of looking at things. But you are connected to the earth in some
way. There's a earth sign somewhere in your chart. There earth sign connecting to the earth. Look. Look. Look at it. Okay. Do you have a cat? Do you have a cat, dude? Yeah. I see the heart. I see the heart. Guys, if I'm going to say one thing, I want to say forget about me for Don't
Don't worry about my channel. I want to say this guy is a hottie. This This guy is a nice guy. This guy has something to say. He has a message. I know. I know. I know. I All I know is This guy is a has a good heart.
Forget about me. Subscribe to this guy. Put your channel in my chat, too. I'll make you a mod or whatever. Whatever you want. And dude, dude, I'm not I'm not a bad dude. I'm not a bad guy either. Everyone thinks I'm a bad person. Everyone thinks, "Oh, this person you
can like uh you laugh at and this person's stupid." But you can think that, too. I'll be the clown. But this guy's cool. Subscribe to his channel. You're really cool. But dude, by the way, I'm not I'm not kidding. You're really cool. Just because you you're You mean cool with me, not everyone's cool with me.
cool with me. A lot of people have problems with me. I'm a gay guy. I mean, Los Angeles, um, you know, a lot of people just laugh at me. Anyone from Chicago? I I've dealt with people from Chicago before. Um, but love, best love. It's It's only love, guys. And guys, can
someone post this guys um link in the chat? By the way, mod if if mod can get this guy's link, put in the chat and everyone subscribe to him. I'm sorry, dude. I'm sorry. I'm not a really perfect person. I'm not a perfect person, guys. I'm I'm a I'm a mess, right? My boot ranger. This guy's really cool,
really hot. I didn't mean to offend you in any way. Um, you're really cool, light-skinned, black dude. I don't know. I think you're probably 10 inches. I don't want to I don't want to judge him. The guy guys, I didn't say that. This guy's really cool,
guys. I'm so sorry, dude. Dude, dude, I just want to give you I just want to blow you a kiss. You don't have to accept the kiss. Thank you for being on the show tonight. You're awesome. Okay, you caught it. Okay, come back again soon. Okay, too. I'm gonna talk to you again soon. Okay, you're you're so cool with me. But I'm going to plug your channel. I
want everyone to subscribe to your channel. I love you. Okay. 444 on the clock. 444 on the clock. J 444. Perfect timing. Love you, dude. Thank you, dude.
Guys, guys, how cool is that? How cool is like really cool, sweet guy. He never judged me once. He never He never said anything that he ever Yeah. Yeah. And if you defend me, I'm just I'm just a big F A T. I'm a big
Q E. Right. Everyone's having a good night. What's up, CL3? I'm going to post the link one more time. I still have another half of beer. I still have some more more tobacco left. Yeah, just a good night, guys. I'm not trying to offend anybody. I'm trying to help everybody.
If people are friendly to me, how can I be not friendly to them? How? Because I've had so many people not I've had the person I love the most person and they and I I give them the first interview and I gave them most most readings and I gave them all this attention in chat. I
gave them the most super chats and they said, "Oh, you're a loser. Um, you know, you're you're nothing. You got you got you gota you gota scam my I'm never going to go in your chat again. If I can get over that, you guys you guys can have a good attitude of me. I'm
going to post it one more time. 247 the uh guys here's streamer. I want to talk to I want to talk to one more person before I go. Can someone else come on the panel before I go? I have zero people in the chat. Six people. Okay. See people like that. You guys want to see um You guys want to see um Lola? Lola. Everyone wants to see you.
Lola. No one wants to see me. Everyone wants to see Lola. Lola, you want to see Lola? Lola, can you give her a frown? She's frowning a little bit. Lola, can you give her a frown? Someone please come on the panel. I have to go in like
30 more minutes. I can't say more than 30 more minutes. Lola, you're happy. You have green eyes. Lola, can we look at your eyes? Oh gosh. Lola. Lola, do not They're too They're too powerful for the chat chat to comprehend right now. She is such a powerful cat.
You're my little powerful cat. Lenor, do you want to say I'm not going to bring out Lenor. Lenor will just destroy. She'll just destroy the whole chat, right? Little side kitty. Yeah, she's a little kitty. Lenor would just destroy the whole chat cuz Lenor is so cute. Lenor,
I'll get Lenor over here. Got L's coming back over. Lola. Chad says, "Look into my eyes." Look into her eye. Oh, chat. Just look into her eyes. You look into her eyes for a few minutes.
Look at my look at his eyes. I can't I can't even handle it. Just a sweetheart. Lola, were you were you cing me under the covers today for hours and hours and hours? What's up,
Tiger Butterfly? My my friend, how are you doing tonight? You're my sweetheart. You know, by the way, you know you're my sweetheart. Have I got it right? Tiger butterfly is your friend. Fine. Yes. Okay.
Tiger butterfly. I didn't do something wrong. If I did something wrong, you just take it on me. Take it on me. Don't you did nothing wrong. Yeah. I you know tiger butterfly you know how much I love you you know how much how cool I think you are how much I want you on my in my life forever I if somebody
upset you I'll talk to them and stuff like that just deal with me personally okay you know I love you you know I love you so much if you upset me yes I would deal with you personally but you know do you know you know beta
beta loves you so much. And the other guy in the panel even loved you a lot. I tried to kick him off because he was not being polite, but even he loved you a lot. I'll let you talk. Just go ahead. Go ahead. Say say what you want to say because you're you're like a really good friend of mine. I don't want to offend you. I want to be friends with you forever. Okay. There people in the chat
saying, "Wow, it's really cool you're here." People love you in the chat, too. The chat is on. I don't really care. Yeah, I know. I'm gonna set up on solo. I'll put you on solo. Go ahead. What's up?
What's up, guys? Anyone here have any questions? Yeah. Guys, can you come on the panel? Jariah, can you come can you come um on the panel? No. No. She's cool. She's cool. Can someone come on the panel right now? Ask her question. I would say as in I made a mistake.
I didn't bring any more because you know you know Bea that you're talking to um tonight tonight. Bea really likes you. Bea really likes you a lot. Her connection level and she did not mean to I did not like her. Um,
I know because she has all this negative energy around her, but if you connect with her on a soul level, you'll know she's a good person. You know, I did not like her. Um,
inter guy, right? But that's because she has to deal with all these all these dicks, right? And she's a really smart and I was kind of like no I'm not dealing with that It's not a problem with it's not a You want to deal with the debate? You problem with her. can ask question.
Guys Guys, can you please join the panel? I want I want you to talk to talk to my friend Tiger Butterfly because Bea really liked you. Bea was really on your side. I don't want you to get it twisted. She was on your side. Okay, we have another guest tonight. You never said anything negative about I know. I know. We have We have Miser on the stage. What's up? Hey,
what's up, dude? Can you say hi to Tiger Butterfly? And you're a really cute guy. We have Maser on the scene. Miser wants to talk to you. Can Miser talk to you for a minute? Can you hear me? Okay. Can you hear me? Yeah.
Hello butterfly. All I want to say is that about beta is beta is my beta is my my best my best friend and she does not mean any harm anything she might have said. She is trying to help. Hold on. Okay. So don't say, right? Oh, shut up.
There's nothing against beta.
Is that understood? Sir, did you hear me? Okay, I can hear you now. Sorry. There is nothing against beta. I understand. I understand. I just want to make sure you understand. Beeta had done no harm against anybody. Bea is a really sweet soul. She's trying to help people. Nothing you really
get over it. Yeah, I'm over I'm will feel anything's wrong. But I think you were you were fair. You were goodarted towards her. I don't know. I thought when I saw you I was upset with something else. Moving on.
Hello sir. Hi
Everyone good? Everyone happy? And make sure everyone's happy. Miser and Tiger Butterfly. Say hi to each other. Say hi. I think you're gonna be good friends. Okay. Really awesome people. Say hi, Tiger Butterfly.
Hello. Awesome. I love you guys. I love you guys so from the bottom of my heart. I love you guys. All I want All I want is you guys to be friends. Really? Are you guys friends? I'll I'll leave. We'll see. Hello sir.
I mean, I don't know. You seem okay. I like your smile.
Yeah. And uh uh wait, so like we were like um were you like a Capricorn or something like that? Yeah, I'm a Capricorn. Okay, that's right. So like uh happy belated birthday. Well, thank you. Yeah, my birthday was
actually Oh 21st. Yeah. So, I was like right Yeah. So, I'm like right at the end of Capricorn basically. So, yeah. I'm just saying it was like the trio. It was like between me, you,
and Psych, we would like paint the town red is what my comment was. I missed that. I must I was watching I was watching. I must have been in the panel because I can't see the comments when I'm in the panel.
Oh, for sure. I'm looking at I'm looking at it on play on my TV on YouTube and using my phone at the same time. Like the YouTube on the screen is a little delayed, but I can still see it. I just have my phone. That's kind of weird though.
Nice to meet you, sir. Saying like uh just the the astrology between me, you, and Psych was like crazy. The cards coming out was like all like they were I don't know. They were all like major arcana. It was kind of cool. I do that a lot myself.
You know, I had a really crazy ass fest the other night. Really? Yeah. I've been laid out like pretty much the last few days. It's usually like that like like the full moon, but like I'm just I've been like, "What happened with you?
Um well we won't talk about a lot of detail details details. What was the nature of your situation? Um, this situation
I picked up for hours at work
and this song kept coming in my head, Lady Gaga. But it was raising chance.
What's that song? Is that Wait, so what song was it? You said mother paparazzi. That's follow me, dude. I'm telling you, paparazzi.
that song. I was stuck on that song for like three days like non-stop. I'm like why is this song hitting me up like right now? Same. Like why into Lady Gaga in my mind and it was that song Power but it's the Grace and Chance version
that was hitting me like with her on the piano. Grace and Chance. Oh my god. So, I just remember it was that song and then um there was like a cast party for a haunted house that I work for
and they were doing like a it was a party. It was like the after hours party, right? And we were hanging out and this girl that I just met that year was singing that song like really awesomely. Like I had no idea she had a voice like this. It was amazing. And it was like ever since she sang that paparazzi song, it's been stuck in my head for like the rest of
the year so far. And it's crazy because like uh it synced up with you when you know I was like what the hell? So I don't know there's something in that I guess. So this song was stuck in my head.
I get to work and this girl that I'm taking over for chef takeover. I work at a nursing home and uh also I fill in for uh
what's it called?
What's it called? For what? nursing home nursing assistant. Nursing assistant nursing assistant plus um medtech. Yeah, it's a it's a um emergency operations unit.
I said emergency living. That's the thing. Yeah, this is this is living living facility. There's a nursing home facility that I work at as a CNA and I also can work at the sod facility
Maplewood as a medtech and all that stuff. So they tend to shove me over there when they have nobody to fill in. Does that make sense? Uh yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So like uh they
like pretty much place you in places where like you're not really set up for doing that day or something, right? Oh, I get thrown. Whatever. Not my problem. I had a friend that worked in the medical department that like got put in a place where he's really not qualified or I mean I don't know like he wasn't
pretty much set up for it but like it was either take that or like not have a job and so like he ended up getting bit by a patient on his hand and like it him up and now he's not able to do surgery and and it's like oh I'm dude he wasn't ready to take
down like mental patient and you know, like that's crazy. I'm very qualified for all that That's not the point. My hats off to you cuz that ain't easy. Oh, I've been bitten to where
immediate blue sparks on my shoulder type of And that man locked down on my shoulder to where I said, "Hurry up and finish changing his diaper and then I'll take
his ass loose off my shoulder, get it done." And she hurried up, finished it. I pulled him off and I went to the ER afterwards. That's the type of I've been through. Oh man, that's that sounds terrible. Next
this check. You like you've been through 100% of your worst days so far, right? So that's good. Oh, not even. Say not even. You're standing right there. That was the least of my that I've been through.
That day I was sent over to Maplewood and I was talking to this chick. This song was in my head by Lady Gaga
Paparazzi. And for some reason, I was I pulled out my cards while she was sitting there and she's like, "Oh, do you want to pull some cards for me?" Hm. Sure. I pulled four cards.
The four cards I saw was telling me that "Okay you had a breakup recently." She's like, "Yeah, about a year ago." Okay. Well, he is still holding on to you and obsessed. She said, "Oh my god, yes.
I have this I have this divoting board that I made. So, let's let's test it out. Let's pull some cards now. See what the advice of the dead is for tonight." Advice of the dead. Yeah. on me. The tower.
Yeah, but you can't pull on me. Well, I'm not pulling on you. I'm pulling on the energy for tonight. Knight of swords. The world.
Oh, the world. The world. That's like a cycles closing, right? So, we're like agreeing to all this purging right now because like there's like a planet alignment and going on, you know? It's like on Feb in February the 28th they're supposed to be all aligned you know and it's seven planets you know we got seven chakras you know so it's our
chance right now to like purge all the things that you know don't serve us so that get our chakras align to go through this portal because like after we pass this portal you know sending so much karma that we wouldn't have to deal with it just like pulls us into like a state of like ease you know like instead of being
restricted or yeah like you know restricted from I don't know like uh like past things or yeah basically the past you know or or worry about the future things like that you know like learning how to thrive and not just survive. Okay. Okay.
What is it? Nine of Pentacles. Single, sexy, and successful. That's the That's the goal, right? High Priestess right there on that one. Okay. Wait, pick it up. Shall I post some cards?
Well, this girl I actually pulled some cards on her and she said there were four cards that I pulled and she's like, "Holy fuck."
I told her that. Okay.
There's this man that you broke up with that is still obsessed. She's like, "Oh my god, yes. He used to beat me. He lived with me
at one point and she said he beat the out of me. He's so obsessed with me. I said you need to be careful. You got four of swords, strength and and three of wands.
So that three of wands is like a message coming in or like your ships coming in whether it's then and it's the chariot right after that and the and the and the six of and the six of wands right after that that's like victory is literally I know right here I can make cards
so yeah what you're saying is like no joke you got the strength card right in the middle you know so what you're saying is like something powerful you know what I mean like you was a really powerful experience that you had to like endure, you know, to like achieve whatever kind of up perspective that God wants someone to perceive because, you know, like God made
everything, you know, so it's like we all got to experience some level of upness. You know what I mean? It kind of sucks though, but this is how life is. That's my source. Pull a card on my source. Say that again. Pull a card on my source.
Okay. Pick a number between one and 10. Five.
Okay. The lovers. Look at that right there. You're welcome. Look at that. The lovers. Yep. I'm that good.
The lovers I'm sorry for asking what my source is is the lovers would be
and the divine divine feminine energy like pretty much combined. There's like a a a balance there. There's like a like unity there, you know, like you are you're in touch with your heart chakra. Yeah. Like a key. It was like a key right people like in union
aligned queen of wands also that single sexy successful energy. That's Queen of Wands right there. It's like that's one of like the major ones. It's like fiery energy, you know? the fool. Starting something new, walking into a new, you know, taking a new path with two of pentacles.
Queen of pentacles. You know, this is these are all good cards. Capricorn. Boom. Yeah, exactly. Queen of Pentacles right there. Yep. Death. You know, look at that little scroll.
Where is he?
Oh man, you're ready hardcore everything. You're welcome. Thank you.
hard. Thank you, Jaria.
Oh, the mental patients love me. If you anyone help them. T of swords. Yeah, it was kind of funny. The other day
I was actually thrown over to What's that?
I went to the floor the other day to work as scheduled. And as soon as I walked on the floor, my nurse told me, "We need you to do this
type of stuff, vitals, and I need you to make sure this gets done." Okay, fine. I just walked on the floor. Give me a minute, please. Well, since you said that, I'll give you a few more things to do. Yeah. Okay.
Well, trays came on, so I had to pass those out for dinner for the people that didn't want to go to the dining room. And then we also had a new admission. So the other two people
started working on that. I'm like, "Okay, I'm passing trades on my own. I need to make sure this gets done before I start doing vitals and all that for you." Yeah, that's fine. Just make sure this got done. Okay. So, I'm passing out trays.
Well, I don't like mayonnaise, so make sure I get something different. Okay, go get that guys different meal. As I'm coming back, Laura, you're supposed to go be going to Maplewood. The floor is supposed to have known this
Well, I wasn't told. I was here 20 minutes ago. I'm already working on the floor. What? Okay, it's fine. Go finish doing what you're doing. Let them know. They were supposed to have known that you
were supposed to be going to Maplewood. Go to Maplewood. Okay, fine. This other person, a resident, hears that I'm supposed to be sent to Maplewood, starts crying, busting out.
Why are they doing that to me? Why the take are you away from? What the So, like, what's so bad about Maplewood? Nothing's bad about Maple. Maplewood.
It's the fact like the guy started crying because you were being let go or like that you had to go some like you had to go to Maplewood. Yeah. And he was going to Why you taking them? Why they telling you to take me away? Take you away from me.
Tears streaming on her face. I'm like, "Oh my god, what the hell?" I was like, "Teresa, I'm only going around the corner. It's not a problem. I'll be back." No, you won't. Don't lie
to me. I'll be back. I promise. I'm not even leaving the building. It'll be okay. I said that before. But like how I liked uh I liked how um we're able to like express ourselves freely because like there's like a there's something that's really good
about um like expression, you know, and then being heard and seen and responded to and interacted with. There's like something really special in that. And there's not very many platforms, especially on the digital media or whatever, you know, that can actually when you where you can actually do that and feel like, you know, in a safe
space, you know, like kind of like what we're doing right now and like you know what they were telling, you know, this is like actually a really good uh like way of interacting with people on like a more emotional level like connecting um on the digital platform. It's like going against the devil, you know? It's like going straight for the heart and
like, you know, learning empathy through these technology screens and you know? Agreed. Yeah. I don't know. That's just me being stoned and thinking really deeply as you're talking because like I hear your
story and it's just like, you know, um it's like uh it's kind of like within like an hour of time. Yeah. It it's it's just like a it's a it's a fraction or a refraction of like the shadow side of
She was so upset. She had tears streaming down her face, crying, "Why they took you away from me, Ruby?" She calls everyone Ruby. Yeah. I'm like, "Oh my god."
Yeah. That's uh that's uh I I I can't even um I don't know. I can't even begin to just like explain. That's just within like an hour. People are I wasn't even there for 40 for a half an hour honestly. And nursing people because they're awesome. Like I could not do
that job myself personally. I was going to be a pathologist but I said it. Let's do something else instead. Uh but like uh uh yeah I think that um nurses and stuff don't get paid enough. Um,
yeah, people coming together. Exactly, dude. It's awesome. I love it. Did I grab another enough cards? Uh, well, the the there's one the last one here was a four of pentacles and page of wands. Okay. So, that's like holding back or like not holding back. I
don't know cuz it's before it's like the magician 10 of pentacle 10 of swords and four of pentacles. Yeah. It's like holding on to this heartache or whatever you know like page of wands. It's like a message a new way of doing things is presenting itself you know and then there's the devil after that. Uh oh. What is this?
The Capricorn. Oh that's true. All right. Okay. Yeah. All right. That that I can Yep. Capricorn right there. You're right. The devil. That's you. Uh yeah. Uh five five of swords and judgment. You know that's like you know in in the card there's like a little skeleton inside of a coffin and it's
exploding out like in joy and it's like a really happy card. Like first time I saw it I got all teary eyed. I'm like oh my god that little skeleton is so happy to be out of his grave. Yeah that's pretty cool. I like Capricorn.
Caparious. Remember Capquarius. Yep. Oh yeah. Is definitely Capricorn. My dog's birthday. My dog Nuke, his birthday is January 7th. No
Who's January 7th? I don't know. It's a psychic awakens. Yeah, my dog. My dog Nanuk, he's a Siberian husky. His birthday is January 7th. Damn, that is so cool. Look at that, dude. I'm telling you, dude. The spirits and everything aligning in this very weird
way. And I think that everyone here or that we associate with at this time is actually part of like the mega happy timeline where like we all like live like um that happy of afters. Happily Everest of afters and uh
what's that? The mega happy timeline. Oh yeah. uh uh what's her name? Um I can't remember. I can't. Um Alison. Yeah, Alison, dude. I like Yeah, Alistister. Dude, she's awesome. I
like her. Oh my god, that about the about the aliens and stuff. Warrior wizards. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. That stuff, dude. You have no idea how true that
is. Oh my god, dude. It's been so crazy. But the wizard warriors Yeah, I mean that aligned with me too. So like um so when so like aside from
that like you know the um the mega happy timeline is what I'm saying like to go through this portal because it was another portal earlier. It was actually like three major ones this year or like within the last year. The first one was the A8 portal. Okay. The lion. It was like one of the majest that was going to be that was going to be the one coming up.
All the loose karma that you did that you had to pay off if you were at a certain vibration you got through the portal. All of that is beneath you. It can no longer affect you from that point on. Right. So that that was the next portal after that was I think was like with one of the moons. I think you had like a lunar eclipse or something. And now this one right here with the planetary
alignment. This one's like really important. This one is actually like the actual portal. Like now when you come into the portals, you know, like the February 28th, there's like a week leading up to and then a week like afterward. And then that's kind of like the full procession of the portal opening and closing and to make maintain this vibration of like purging all the
things and lining up your chakras as best you can basically so you're like in harmony with this transit or whatever this trans or this upgrade or whatever the is supposed to happen.
I don't know. I'm just speaking from my mind and I'm stoned right now. So take it with a grain of salt. I can't really speak too much. Yeah, I get that way sometimes.
Hi, Psyche. It's about time. Hey, your And I can't hear you. I'm I'm January 7th, too. And she's January 7th. We're both middle of Capricorn energy. You can see Lenor. But
she she she does more than I do, right? All All I'm do All I'm here to do is to bring people together. I'm not here to I'm not here to to to tell anybody in their future or to give readings. She knows her Oh, you guys be friends. You guys You guys can be friends. She She understands you. You understand her? I'm just I'm just a
a bystander watching, but I'm really happy to bring people together. You're a voyer, aren't you? You're a voyer. Are you voyering us? Little bit. A little bit. A little bit of voyer, you know. And she used to We're January 7th. We like to peek around the corners. We like to We like to figure out things and stuff like that. But I really what I really want to do is help people. I really want to help
people. I I want to bring people together. I think I brought you together tonight. I think you made a friend tonight. I think you made a permanent friend. I made two friends tonight. No, you made two friends. You made my friendship and her friendship and I'm friends with her. Is it up?
Yeah, dude. We're a tri We're a We're a tri Yeah. Nothing selfish on my part. All I want to do is bring people together. I want to help people come together, have good advice for each other. Hi guys. Hi guys. I'm here. You want to
see Lenor? Lenor's here too. Look at Lenor. Lenor wants say hi to you. Look at her eyes. Hi Kitty. That's the one. Yeah. She's the one. She is the one. Guys, guys, I'm I'm already blessed beyond my my wildest beliefs. Look, Lenor, do you want to come over here and
say hi? Look at the eyes right here. Look at the eyes. You guys see it? You guys see it? Yeah. She's I found Lenor. My little soulmate. I never need to meet anybody else in my life. She loves me. Look at Look at the eyes.
Okay. Happy. Yeah. I I know. Do you have anything else to say to each other? I'm about to end the stream. It's been five hours now. You guys cool? Guys are in Discord. Are you guys best friends yet?
Everyone happy? Is everyone happy? No one's happy for another five hours. If no, if everyone's happy. I know. Are you friends now? You're friends right? It's like we can't keep a straight face. I know. I know. I think we're all h I think we're all happy. I think I think we made some new friends tonight. Guys,
if you haven't made friends with each other, if there's a mod in my chat, they can post this Discord in chat for another 10 minutes. Ask a question. Yes. Question. I I I zed out. But guys, both of you can ask a question.
I'm not leaving till everyone's happy. I'm not leaving. Everyone's happy. I have a question. Yes, how sir do I connect with you outside of this? Okay. Do you have my Discord link? the disc. I'll post I'll post a Discord
link. You can I have Discord. Are you on my YouTube channel? My YouTube channel. Are you on my my YouTube channel, dude? You subscribe. My new YouTube channel. Yes. The other guy. Subscribe to my YouTube. I go on every day. I go on every night, every day. I'm
here for you guys. You guys are You guys are my best friends, by the way. You guys You guys are just like really big heart guy, really big heart woman. I'm a piece of You don't have to worry about me. I want to worry about you guys connecting with
each other. I love you guys really a lot. Jamie, are you there? Jamie. Jamie wants to post my Discord Discord link or she wants to post my link. Jeriah, guys. Guys, I I have a lot of friends. I have a lot of friends. Okay,
guys. Hey, it's it's like 5:30 in the morning, so I'm probably gonna go to bed. Okay, guys. Okay, dude. Dude, in the morning, sure. Subscribe to my channel, dude. Can you subscribe to my channel? Click the Are you subscribed? Yes I
miss Jean Bean. Miss Jean, Miss Tfly, are you subscribed to me? I get a Discord notification when you hit me. When you go on, guys, join my Discord. You'll never you'll never for me. I will help you forever. Okay. I'm a I'm a I'm a I'm not a bad person. I'm a good person. I love you guys. Okay.
You're not. I know it's late. Guys, subscribe to my Discord. You'll never be so far from me. Jamie, are you here? Guys, can I have a big group hug? you dude in the bottom and and and girl on the top. Can I have a big hug? It's just a big hug saying I love you guys. I'm sorry if I did something wrong. I
really love you guys. I know I'm not the perfect person. All I want to do is bring you guys together. You can forget about me. Forget about me. You guys I brought you guys together. Okay. I think you guys related to each other. Okay. I'm sorry if I did something wrong. It was nice to meet you guys. It's nice to meet everybody. I love you
guys. I'm sorry I'm too drunk to post any links. If uh my mom can post my name, that'd be awesome. I just want to give a big hug to um give a big hug to uh
both of us. I guess I'll see you guys later. Night. Night.
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