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The episode begins with Psyche introducing the topic of tarot readings and cats ▶ 0:00. He is then joined by a guest who discusses his recent activities, including making logos for Psyche ▶ 2:19. The conversation shifts to a discussion about Donald Trump's comments on people eating cats and dogs ▶ 5:39. Psyche shares his thoughts on the matter, stating that he hopes it's not really happening and that it's sad if people are eating cats and dogs ▶ 7:05. The guest asks Psyche if he thinks people should stop eating cats and dogs, and Psyche responds that it should be totally illegal in America ▶ 8:27. The conversation continues with discussions about cats, dogs, and food, including a mention of a movie where cats are sold to a Chinese restaurant ▶ 7:16. At ▶ 11:24, the conversation takes a turn with a guest discussing their attraction to certain voices and making jokes about playing around with others.
The episode appears to touch on themes of animal welfare, cultural differences, and personal relationships. The conversation about eating cats and dogs suggests a broader discussion about cultural norms and values. The jokes and playful banter between guests also highlight the importance of humor and lightheartedness in social interactions. The episode continues the pattern of exploring various topics and themes in a free-flowing and open-ended manner, which is consistent with the show's format.
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Welcome to the night. The cards laid out for show. Stars shining so bright. Watch the secrets unfold. There's magic in her hands. Whisper what the future holds. Dance to the mystery.
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Wow. Hearts in the balance. Every card
and open door. Feel the romance in every arcane lore. Destiny entwined as the moon begins to soar. Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. Slow. Let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Crystal visions in her gaze. Time can steal this moment. Life's uncertain dance we chase with love. Wen
potent dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Slow. Let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Flows. What up, man? You're back. You're back. You're back, man. I Yeah, I was just hosting my own live, but you I got notification. You got um you went live, so I was like, "Yo, that. I'm going to go see Psyche again." I'm in my live. My was a little dead anyway. We can't hear anything. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. It been a
while since I go live. I don't Yeah. I don't go I don't go live a lot no more. I used to, like I said, I used to do A1 auditing. I used to be a cop watcher.
Are you there? Psych.
Psych. Psych. What's going on? My neighbors My neighbors came over. Did you get My neighbors came over. Oh, really? Oh, it's like you got two two videos up. Drop the old one. I have two videos. Oh, yeah. Hold on.
What did your neighbors want? They wanted to see the cats and visit the cats because one of my cats um you know they they really love and he ran away and they want to see the other cats and so they came to visit the cats and had a really nice visit. Nice. Yeah. I was making logos and stuff
for you when you dropped off. I'll show you what I've got. I've been working on two. Why you dropped the last stream, Psyche? I was like, I went to take a piss and came back and I was in the chat and I'm like, what the hell? He they came over. They came over and stuff and so I I I
hung out with them for a few minutes and stuff. So, yes. Next time you let us rock. You know they got company and you just let them know I got company. I'm going to leave for a few guys but hold it down. Right. It was right when I was playing the opening music and so I just had to end it right in the in the middle of the
music and stuff like that. But hey, what's up Adam? How are you? Thank you guys. Yeah, they love the cats. They love the cats. The cats were so happy to see them and the cats love it. Love a I love the black cat. I love the magician logo. Really cool.
I I'll probably change the colors. But you like those? Yeah. I actually had the magician. The magician logo. I actually had the whole magician tarot card um hanging in my house and stuff. You focusing on making logos for Psyche? I was just making him a couple for his
uh Thank you. One second. Oh, wait. We have Thank you. is here. Hold on. Thank you. Morning, sir. Good morning. How are you doing? I'm I'm enlightened
by your presence as always. Thank you. Uh Mr. Psyche, question for you. What's up? I don't know if you know who Donald Trump is. Yeah. Okay. Um I don't know if you were aware of his comments made a couple months ago. I wanted to know what your
thoughts were on that. Um what comments am I speaking to uh speaking about or referring to? Gay people. Gay people gay people. I'm I am going to ask you about his comments uh about the they're eating the cats, they're eating the dogs. What What are your thoughts on that?
I I've seen that video. Hey, what's up, Tracy? I never sleep. I don't ever I do I do sleep once in a while, but I don't hardly ever sleep. Good morning, Ivana. My thoughts. Well, you know, they're eating the cats. That's from Haiti, right? And so in Haiti, they don't feed the cats. And so the cats in Haiti, they
would eat the cats if the cats didn't have weren't so skinny, right? And so, you know, in America, they come they found all these fat cats in America. And so now they're coming to America and eating the cats, eating the dogs, right? So we need to Right. I know about it. There's also a good video about I mean the cats, I mean the dogs. Hold on. What are your thoughts on it? Like do you think
Do you think people should stop eating the cats? You know, do you think I mean I hope I hope it's I hope it's a I hope it's a scop. I hope it's a fun thing they're saying about you know eating the cats and the dogs. I hope it's like not really really happening. I don't think, you know, if you ever see the movie Gumo, the movie Gumo is about this like kind of inbredad
family and then the the sons of it go and um pick up cats off the street and sell to a Chinese restaurant and it's a really Mhm. Yeah. If you ever sell them, you got to look up the law. What states what states allow dog and and cat meat to be to be sh sold in stores? Well, no, but no, no states, but it's it's very
it's very under under the No, no, no. are states. Look it up. Look it up. Look it up, Frankie. They They allow cats and dogs to be eaten. Like what what state is this? Uhhuh. Uhhuh. Look it up. What states allow it? Look it up. Probably some southern states. I don't I'm not I can look it up, but I I have to get my my cell phone out. But I need find my I need to find my There's other people up
here that could do that. Well, not me. I'm eating chicken for my cigar. Hold on one second. Oh, hold on. I think I have one. I think I have one. I don't um Yeah. Well, there you feel about that that there's a law that states that you can. If so, if so,
there's if there's a law that allows eating cats, eating dog, then no, that should not be done. You know, it should it should uh be totally illegal in America cuz we we should protect cats and dogs here. And uh so that's really sad if they are, but I think it's all under the table. Sometimes there's there's restaurants
that will use the cheapest meat they can find and sometimes it's it's a cat meat, dog meat. It's really sad, but uh it needs to be like a national uh supposedly allegedly, right? Allegedly, you got to ask them if it's cats or dog meat. If they feel offended, by law, you
got to ask cuz you don't want to be served that. No, nobody does. But in Chinese restaurant, you'll know exactly what's going to be in that chicken champagne and stuff like that, right? So, in that movie, they were selling. You want the chicken to the fried tofu? You got to make up your mind now. I don't I wait for you.
You should never you should never um it's horrible. I mean it's like you know it's a very horrible thought to even consider that. How do you like my impression? It's very good. You know you you I I love your Indian voice. I love I love uh Hey, that's not me. I'm not the Indian guy. I don't know what you're talking about. I don't know what you're talking about. Maybe maybe not. Maybe not. Most
customer service or No, I have no idea what you're talking about. It's okay. Yeah. What are you talking about, my friend? My friend? Yeah. But uh yeah, it's I mean it's very sad. I mean it I'm sure it does happen, but
it's like you know chicken sick enough. It's very sickening, right? We want to We should be protecting the cats and dogs. Cats and dogs are actually bred for human beings like to be companions and not to be food. I'm a dog guy. I'm a dog guy. So, I like pits. I like all types of wolves. I like I'm a dog guy.
Chihuahua. Chihuahua's up, Let's go. I'm a dog guy. Do you like Chihuahua? Yeah. You should see today I had Oh, I used to have a family of like 15 of them. What? Yeah. They started so much, man. One of them came out deformed and You only had one pole and he used
to spin, man. Man, that used to be so funny, but he was so cute. I saw very cute dogs today. And in this in the city,
Chihuahua like rabbits. Don't keep them on channel. There's always like talk about sex. There's always talk about Psyche like that sex talk. No matter what the it is, man. What? I hear sexy. I hear sexy sexy black guy's voice and I I just my ears perk up, right? Oh no. Oh, let's get David
here. Let's get David here. Oh my god. Where's David at? Where's David New York at? I know he was here on five boys, my friend. I like I like sexy Indian voice. Yes, I do. Thank you buddy. I got my I have a watermelon mangarita.
It's 2:43 in the morning. We'll see. Your boy Easy is not gay man. But I could play around with the fellas. You want to play around? I could play around. I could play around. You know what I'm saying? I jokes. I jokes. I jokes around. I jokes around, but I'm not gay. Remember that. Wait, what's
your name again? Like your screen name? I don't want your real name. What's your easy I'm not I got a wife and kid. I got a wife and kid. I joke around with the fellas like I do with the homeboys, but we are not gay. 100%. I know. What's your name? I just want to know your username. Easy. look at it right there. Easy. I'm driving right now. I'm
driving. Easy. Okay. Easy. Do you know about Saman? Tracy. Hello. Here we go. Go ahead. Go ahead. Answer answer your question. Is Sam by is he by? I I don't know. Is he buy? You know what I'm saying? Cuz Eve, I think he would make a great uh panelist over there at Saman. Okay. You sound like you're from New York.
I'm from New York. Yeah, I'm from New York. I'm hosted in Florida, homies. So, you say you play with you play with guys. Okay. So, is you like Here we go. Here we go. Let's come back. I will joke around. Joke around with fellas like big Joke, you know, I'm a New York fella.
So, so I I would joke around say like like yo yo yo like say like this like we having in the conversation joking around like yo psyche stop playing before I bend you over smack the out of you like yo you know what I'm saying like joking around joking around playing around pause then the crew be like whoa the you know what I'm saying is a joke to make funny and like you
know joke around is a big something like something like you mean you don't suck dick you know if you flow Yeah. Yeah. New York floor. Yeah. New York flow. I be like, "Nigga, what you mean you don't suck dick?" They be like, "Yo, this stop. Stop playing with me. Stop playing with me." You know, like it be like that. It's a joke version. The joke version.
I saw Lil Wayne like wrestle with guys like Lil Wayne. He's wrestling, you know? Wayne is lowkey zesty, man. Him and Birdman had some weird Low low key. Yeah. They can wrestle and they can like, you know, and the football teams like smack each other in the ass and then you they they've compared tips in the locker room. Good game. Good game. Good game. Yeah. Good game. Yeah. So,
there's a lot of like stuff going on that is like But also also also there's this army. It was in um what's it called? It's called It was called some secret army of something. There's a secret army in Greece and they're like, "Okay, well, if we have a 150 gay couples in an army, they're going to be so bonded to each other being so in
love, they cannot stand to see their love their lover hurt, they will fight harder than any other army in the world." Right? We have Alexander here, too. Now, it's gonna get really gay, guys. I'm sorry. Where the is Alex? Where's Alex? He's right here. He's right here. Oh, I was in the comics. I heard Alex name. I'm like, "Where the is this motherfucker?" Alex, I'm gonna bend you over like no
other. Yo, Alex. Yo, Alex. I can't wait till you suck my dick from the back. You heard? Never happened like that. Get off the block. Take it from the back. Don't Don't call. Don't call Cash, my man.
Alex, is that you? That was Alex. Alex. Oh, no, no, no. It was Yeah. Yeah. No, that definitely wagging. Look. See? Who's m Who's echoing? Hey. No. No. Nobody is. Okay. You know the motto. Switch it over from default to speaker. Back to the fault. Fix it up. I just did it. I just did it,
bro. He's the one that told me the secret, by the way. Psyche. Hey, Easy is the one that told me how to fix my mic. Yeah, real quick. I taught how I taught people back. I taught the community how to prevent porn bomb, how to fix their speaker, how to send
what was it for Eli. Um uh uh uh uh to set up um moderators. Um TPT12 345. Those people like the the the people that help you help you StreamYard. Ty, how are you TY? Thank you for coming. You guys are TY. You guys know Ty Desantes? I don't know if you guys
know that guy. That's the boxing dude. That's the boxing dude, right? Idiots. About that, Alex. Alex like a Barbie doll. Suck it from the back. Get off the block. Where's Nick Johnson when we need him? All right, Alex. Any last words you want to make way now? You want to leave?
No. All right. Well, you have a good day, brother. Thank you for calling in. I'm in I'm in heaven right now. I'm with Easy and Thank you. I have a couple hot black guys here talking to me. So, I gave you my real picture, but I knew you was going to go crazy. I knew you was going to go crazy off of that
That's Look at this Is that you? This you? Yeah, that's Alex. Alex. Oh, look at Prairie wins. Yo, easy. Have you met Prairie? Get up here. You got to exercise the demon out of his Only one person can exercise the demon out of easy and I think it's Prairie
Winds her. I don't think that's happening. Listen, I burnt down. I burnt down treasures, bro. I won't get in. That sounds like a That sounds like fighting words to me. Remember Easy when we fought? me and easy for like four times and it never came out good. We
almost killed each other every time. So, buddy, somebody has to give up because we're in the we're going to end up, you know, killing each other. So, you know, we either go on a honeymoon together or we're end up in a coffin together. Please don't kill my vibe. Please don't. I love you. I love you, dick. I love you. I'm feeling good tonight. You can't
tell I feel good tonight, man. No other little dog. Like a bubby dog. You got the Hawai Psyche's not getting out. Wake up. I got I got the Hawaiian loving going on right there. That's the Hawaiian loving. Trying to stay up till 5 in the morning
at least. Yo, can you give me a reading and then uh ease your reading? Yeah, of course. Alex, see I didn't ask for it, but Alex Alex advised it. Give him one, man. So, who's who's first? Ezy's first.
Easy. Um, yeah. Okay, I'll give you No, no, no, no. Save the best for last. Hit me first then. Easy. I got one request, though. Yeah. I want to see you shuffle your deck. I'm shuffling. I'm shuffling. Okay. shuffling. Pause.
Oh That's it. That's all I want to see you do. A pis deck and that's it. A card. Okay. This card fell out. You You don't believe. You're not a believer. I'm a believer. I'm a believer. I got it. And I'll put my hand on the screen. So easy. I don't know if this is a woman in your life or it's you, but someone's
very intuitive. someone already knows like a lot of the stuff and someone so someone is um able to intuit it the answers already. So maybe you're very psychic or maybe somebody else in your life is very psychic. I don't know if it's a woman or it's you but that is the high priestess and also the star. This says make a wish. Says make a wish. There's like there's like love being
poured into you. There's like a higher higher something being poured into you. Um I always say make a wish when the star crown comes up but it also means you have some star power. You have some charis you have some charisma. You have some riz, right? And uh you're able to you're able to uh you know um stand out in a crowd, right? Also, you're coming
out of some kind of like sadness like there's some kind of like really think you've been worried about something, but it's also you're not worried you're not worried about anymore. Okay. But it's like this is it's the uh it's the nine of swords in reverse. And so it's like coming out of of a lot of worry like you like maybe you were sitting sitting up at night about something and it's like
but now you're not worried about it anymore. You're able to relax. Also you're also getting a lot of over a lot of heartbreak a lot of being stabbed in the back by a lot of people. You're healing from that. There's like a lot of healing from that. Yeah. You felt Oh, here's Prairie Page. Okay. I told you, bro. Did I tell you he's good? Where you been? Yo, all the
people that betrayed me, Alex. All everybody that betrayed me during the situation. Oh Exactly. The nine of swords. You've been stabbed in the back by everybody. That's why you That's crazy. I ain't see it. I'm the only one that sees it. To finish the reading. I'll finish. Oh, I thought it was finished. I'm sorry. I thought I have one more card because it's the fifth card. This is the emperor card. So,
coming into your power. It's all the kings in the deck and just like being in your own power and able to able to uh rule your life and uh have a lot of I say this is a lot of firepower too. But all the kings in the deck it's it's a it's a very positive card. Emperor, you're just you're just ruling your own life. You're able to make your own decisions about things like that. Okay.
So I hope you like that. How are you? Yo, thank you for that, bro. Don't lie. No lie. No lie. You like you like eight out of 10 right now. Okay, that's good. That's pretty good. I'd say eight out of 10 is pretty good. Hey, pa everybody. Well, hello. Oh my god.
Prairie, give him one. Easy. This is another This is the most beautiful girl on the planet, by the way. If she comes up, you're going to fall in love. He shuffled it and then he did it in my face. He pulled out cards and you heard the swipe. Prairie hit him. He needs it cuz you could hear the you could hear the swipe of card come off the deck. Like I'm nice.
Oh, did you just turn the skeptic into a non-skeepic and a believer? No, I've always been a believer. I was about to go Spanish on you. I was about to go Santos Spanish on you. I got family in that Santo We don't play that Like, no. Don't come at me. I ain't having it. No, no, no, no. I know about you, girl. Girl, I've
been watching already. You know what I'm saying? You hear me, girl? No, I hear you. Come on, Joker. Joker, the crazy side. Trust and believe that I don't like Of course you should join Joker TV. What kind of dumb question is that? Joker. He said he don't. Yo, easy. Tell these
people about you, me, Cass, and Nick Johnson a year ago. How deep how deep are we? We're cruel. What movie is that? Unless the other guys when he's like Alex is a funny guy. No, we're cruel, bro. I don't play no I don't play no I don't I don't I don't I like the cuz I get serious about Yeah, that's it. That's I don't Alex. No, I don't
like I don't like getting threatened or no type of cuz then I start doing stupid So, how's full moon treating all of you tonight? How's everyone feeling? Feels good. I feel good tonight. Is there a full moon? Yeah. I'm like super full. It's called the pink It's called the pink moon. I think the pink the pink moon. Is it pink moon? I don't know. It's making me
in bananas. Black hot Andy wants to join. Do we trust him not to perform bomb? I don't know what that is. No. black. Can Can is not psychics but kind of like psychics. So, like, wait, what does it
matter? Can you tell what type of um my my my signal is? Like, I'm Aquarius, a Taurus. Oh, hell yeah. Your signal, bro. Don't even tell them what month you were born in. They're going to go off on you. Can you tell my zodiac without like
knowing me? Yeah, I say Aquar Aquarius communicator. Go first. You You go first. Aquarius and Taurus. That's that's the air and the earth. And so you have the psyche. I said, "Can you tell by by my zodiac without like, you know, can you read my zodiac?"
Well, I can I mean, it's like I can like say like what I But everyone has all these different signs and all the zodiac and soarious. He's the Sagittarius. No, he's I think he gives me Leo vibes. Leo. That's that's fire. So it's like you have fire like fire very heavily in your chart. We have you have Oh my god. If he's a
Scorpio die because I don't get along with Scorpios. My dad was a Scorpio. Virgo. I think maybe Virgo as well. There's definitely that very strong prominent earth and that very strong prominent fire where there's like a lot of pride. There's a lot of um and if you if you are um
struck with a confrontation, you will somebody up. You You're not scared to put no one in their place. I just I feel like you have a very What's a What's June, July? He's a summer month. I remember his birth. Gemini, keep the Virgo. I'm a Virgo. I'm a Virgo. You're a
Virgo, you bastard. I dated a Virgo and I loved her. I your birthday's in September. No, it's before September. Listen, September is September. Virgo was after September 5th and then Libra starts. Virgo is September 16th. It is until the late
late September. Yeah, September. You're right. You're right. You're right. Virgo goes into like September 22nd and then or something, right? the 20s and then Libra takes over. Yeah. Well, then Libra and Scorpio. Libra and Scorpio is like like
September to August, right? I know. Merc used to be some guy on tele. Yeah. Um, he was the king of astrology in like the 80s. All right, Alex, go get a
room. Black could join in. Yes, he can join in. He can join in, dude. He porn the other day. Thank you. We'll go. It's okay. No, I I'll I'll have him I'll have him be on a brick wall. I can't be a brick wall. Be careful with your No, he said he doesn't want to cam up. He just wants to on Joker real quick. Well, that's not what
we want to do, is it? Yeah, we do. Joker, don't worry about it. Joker, Joker, you got it. If it's going to be that I've been trying to If it's negative, that's you. Joker and I'll take one for the team. Go ahead. Let them all be careful, bro. Either way, be careful. All right, Alex, shut the up. to say hi to my fam, but I don't want to deal with no
No, no, no. I'll make sure you behave. If he doesn't behave, I'll just over it. There's always someone who's just so like just unhinged and I don't know. Hey, black out. Peace. I'm not going to I'm not going to I'm not going to pee bomb you. I'm just come in peace. I'm not losing. Oh my god. That's Blackout.
Alex, shut up, bro. He doesn't even have a jawline. You know what you're not, bro. But I thought black was, you know, to talk about him so highly, but he's like a superhero. He doesn't have a jawline. We're not going to If we're not going to like
cam up, then we can't judge people's physical. Exactly. The I can't come up because of my job. Telling me. Tell me why I can't come up. Listen to me, Alex. I know that. I'm just saying no one here should be judging if you're not going to cam up. Facts. Cam up. Guys, we're all
friends speak. I like watching everybody. I can't dumb little face. Listen. Listen. My My face is my face is that right there. That face right there. If you don't know, go look me up. You see my face in every other platform and every other video. No, I'm not saying we have to. I'm just saying no one should be throwing hasty judgments at people's physical appearance or making any comments. You got physical appearance don't
matter. Physical appearance don't matter to me. It's just who you are. Nope. But Alex just made fun of someone's jawline and that was Yeah, he didn't even have a jawline. That's crazy. How do we know you have one there, darling? I do. Tell him psyche psyche and easy to pull me who has a jawline
baby doesn't matter. I hope everyone had a really good Alex got a sexy ass door line when he bending over Paige. I'm sorry because I can physically I can see him. I can see him. He's definitely like he's fit. He's definitely like he takes care of himself. He's clean. He's polished. He's got a new haircut. Wait, the guy left. The guy left. Look at Alexander. That's okay. Yeah, he went
cry. He went to He went in the mirror. He's crying right now like, "Oh my god, he's right. I have 10." No jawline. A man is his jawline. That's it. It's like one of those things. A man is his jawline. Man, it's a jawline.
Joker's really sexy, by the way. I love Joker with his shirt his shirt open and it's like, "Oh shit." Yeah. I'm sorry, Joker. I don't mean open. It's funny you like up on panel like together. Go beside each other. There you go. Because it's like it reminds me the video. I know. I know a lot of techniques that help you look
up. But you got to do it slow cuz if you too if you too like if you was too big then it nasty stretch marks. So you got to like work it out work out slow not too fast but you you stay on a steady pace bro and you'll be all right. Try having a kid or two. Yo, but y'all females got you got extra
Paige, you females got an extra layer of skin. What helps you snap back? It's called a snapback. Oh, no. I mean, I'm good. I just like I have a few stretch marks cuz I'm just little. Oh man. My cousin got my my female cousin in Wisconsin got 14 kids. You're such a scumbag, huh? That's like a You want to judge the guy cuz he
doesn't have a quote unquote a gel line. You know what? Look, look, there's some fat boy online. You're crying, too. So, you don't have a jawline either. What do you like the the fat man's president or some yourself. yourself, man. Okay. I I take Alex off. Okay. Alex is
too much, Paige. I know it's too much. Okay. No, no, it's okay. I just don't like like the you know how I feel about negativity and I've just not I've just had enough of it kind of. I I know you promise guys you promise not you promise not to be negative guys. You promise to be positively nice. Look I I could be destructive but
I'll be good. Okay. He promised. He promised. And I took Alex off. Alex was yelling. Anyways, so back to what we were talking about, which now I forget because there was chaos, brother. Yeah. Blackout. Join back up. Join back up.
He left. He left. Oh my gosh. Yeah, he left. No, I'm still He's still in the chat. Do you read the Blackout left? Blackout should come back cuz he apologized. If you'd like to come back up, you're being summoned. to be behave yourself, I suppose. Well, no. Like, like look dude look look look. Psych. He's going to come up here trying to show my mug shot. He's going to say a
bunch of things about me. Okay. Well, then we have to protect Joker. No. Look, no. Don't let him up here. If it's not Hey, listen. They say if it's not true, don't worry about it, right? No, no, no, no, no, no. Clearly, listen to me. Listen to me. You want me to show you what he sent me? You want me to show you like the the the
screenshots of all the threats you sent me, dude? Well, you barely talk, so I got a lot of hate mail. Hate mail is crazy. Hate mail is crazy. Hate mail is crazy. Trust me. When I had my when I was doing my thing as A1 auditor, I was I was getting harassed daily, threatened daily. I'm going to beat you up. I'm I know where you live. I know what
projects you in. I know I know everything. I used to get thr Can you share my screen? I want to read these messages so you guys can share. It's not a video. I just I just gonna It's just a Look what it says. It says, "Wheally blow. You want to show a pic of my brother?" Which I did not do. He just made that up. Zoom in. Zoom in. I can't see. I can't see. I can't see. I
can't see. Oh, he's just making things up. So, he made up a fake reason. Blackout Andy made up. There you go. Now, I can read it. I can read it right there. Good. Really? You want to show a pick on my brother? You just declared war on Blackout, bro. Got you, bro. dumb beep beep beep. He says, "You're done. Go live and see what happens, boy.
I'm going to welcome you, boy." Do you guys live anywhere near each other? Because No, dude. He literally just like he just spam text me all the time. Well, that's him. That's dry threats. That's nothing. That's heartbre that's just That's just the
first That's just the first bad reaction threat. That's a reaction threat. No, but that's not a reaction threat. That's a fake reaction. He's making up. Do you understand? He's making up lies to try to just troll me. Hey, you did something you didn't do. Let me troll you. He just makes up a reason to troll people. Well, let's just reason to be trolled. Some people got
reason. There is no reason. There's no reason. He has no reason. He just is bored and he's trying to make everyone feel bad for him. Not as Blackout would knock the out of you. I wish Black would knock the out of you, dude. You know. You're a scumbag for talking about his brother. How did he talk about his brother? See, look, this guy's in with it. See, see what they do, though? They just make up memes like cuz
they're autistic. How do I know this letter isn't a meme? How about that? You don't turn your camera on. How about he don't want to dox? How he respectfully don't want to do the phone? Yeah, he's he's saying he's going to join. Show me my court records. Psych. I feel like I need to sage. Could you just
not let him up here? I don't want to deal with him. Yeah, I'm I'mma spray my Santos spray. Where's that? You know the watery, bro. Blackout Andy. Clap your family. Black out Andy. Pa, you know the Florida water one. The Florida water scent. eyeballs. Let me see if I I'm about to spray this
scent over here. Get some Santos smelling on this negativity away. I'm going to get this negativity away. Yeah, let's do that as a collective. Let's get rid of it. However, I like your whole chat is blackout, Andy. Your whole chat. Okay, that's not getting rid of it. Joker,
there you go. I spray my spray is the Santos spray called smells like the the texture the Santo juice. You know the Santos? I mean, I'm also a mother and I've had a terrible experience in life with other human beings. So, I choose to not be a all the time. Just sometimes if you can be one hell of one. That's
sure. That's That's the scary part. You can be one hell of one, but you listen listen. No Cammy Cammy, no talkie talkingie, What? Me? I can cam up. I'll No, not you. I'm talking to everyone. No Cammy Cammy. No talkie talkie. Yeah. Don't think I'm flirting with nobody. All right. Um, hey, don't think I'm playing with you. If not, I'm just being cool and
everything. Turn your camera on. Turn your camera on. Turn your camera on. No way. I don't turn my camera on. No face. No case. Yeah, you're a You're a Shut up. Okay. Can we like just Why are you so paranoid? You're a paranoid schizophrenic. You won't even turn your camera on. Oh my god. Joker. You guys are paranoid. You're You want to go on the internet, but you're too scared to turn your camera on? What a
Look me. That's my face, bro. What's the difference? Turn your camera. That's literally my face. Look me up. This is a podcast. This is a panel. This is a live stream panel. I don't do that. I don't do that. That's my real face though. Psych mandatory for everybody to be up on on you know. That's okay. No, it is. It is mandatory. You want a better picture of me here. You want a
better picture of me? Look, I love I love calling you no camera people out cuz you guys just make up lies and delicious. Dude, shut your mouth, bro. Get over it. Yeah, look. This guy has no camera on, dude. Turn your camera. Like to, you know, look at my name. Look at me. Look me up. Look, look. Go to my page. Go to my page. My last live. I got
one live exposing Alexander McQueen. And I got him back cuz he's being nice today. Everybody's got different agendas tonight. I'mma take it down. I'mma take it down right after I leave this live, Alex. All right. So, relax. And I got another named Bruno. Another guy named Bruno that was talking trash about me. So, you go to my page right now. That's only two videos I got up. Other than that, everything else was on
private. I got over to 500. What? 200 videos? 300 videos. You want to go to war with me? All right. You have your camera on. Shut up. Not. Oh, I don't know if I have a Nothing I got in me is going to save this. I the good guy and I am awesome. I don't I
don't get what this guy What What's the point of me turning on my camera? What? What point? Just don't have You heard of entertaining people? Have you heard of entertaining people on a stream? Have you heard of that? Trying to entertain the viewers. Snap. I'm not I I listen I got only 4,000 people in some change. I'm losing people because of what I do.
I made a boooo. I made I made a bad move and I'm losing charact. I don't do A1 or no more. I don't record because of situations. But dude, you're lame. I don't got to put on camera for every situation. A woman has more balls. They got a beautiful page. A woman has more balls than you. Hey, that's not It don't
matter. I don't care up no more. Simple as that. How about that? I don't want to be seen no more. Cool. Than you. I don't want to be seen no more. People saw who I am. I'm That's my That's my picture. That's truly who I am. You can look me up. Ey's camera's on. Anybody can verify it. Alex can verify it. Go on. Some of us could verify it. Paige, I wasn't calling you a
though. I think you're really cool, Paige. I actually want to show you my feather. This is a hawk feather. Come on, bro. I got people that can verify who I am. I'm not lying who I am. That's not fake, That's a beautiful feather. I love Is that an eagle feather? Yes. And look at his feather. See, we can all appreciate some thing. Damaged and streets.
Mine's feather is from the methhead street corners. Did he steal your bike and steal the copper? What type of is it? He was Can I tell you this? Since you're since you're Native American, Paige, I want to tell you this. I was in North Carolina and I was hanging out and I met this dude. His name was he was a Native American and his his name was Test Tube.
He has a Native American. That was his nickname was Test Tube. Yeah, I figured his mom name his His mom named He has a nickname was test tube, right? And he was from the reservation and I met him behind the Mellow Mushroom in North Carolina. Okay. Right. I gave him a free pizza on the streets. Right. Well, anyways, he gave me this feather
that he stole from the store. Mhm. So, he stole Let's have a nice conversation quick just then you guys can go look at it. This guy is uh he's from the Eastern Star or something. Okay. I don't know what that is. The Eastern Star. Like, does that is that his tribe or his reservation? Yeah, like he's from the Cherokee tribe. Eastern Star. Okay. I
don't know. It's American, Native American. Shout out to Shout out, Alex. But he gave me the colors from the Cherokee. That's super cool, Joker. You know what? I I have quite a collection. Mine are always gifted to me by the actual like the bird that carries it itself. I have this one. Um I have Oh, Hold on. I'll go I'll go scoot
scoot and boogie and grab a few to show you a few. I will not fail. I will not. This one is Oh my god, I have like a bunch. This one is really cool. This one's actually a gift. And this is from um a or like a Australian like
So, Paige, can I say this dude? Why do people like that one guy they just joined and left? Why does he even join at all? He just comes up here just to like what? Just to be mean. if he's already angry, why is he even here? Um, it kind of seems like, you know, a lot of the time that there's a lot of negativity drawn here for some reason because I'm
part of a lot of communities and I also have my own channel and I've never even I've never experienced this volume of kind of like chaotic negativity that flows in. But because I mean there's a lot of um a lot of testosterone on the cam right now too. So like that can also take a play in some sort of dominance thing or people trigger each other
because not everybody's the same. So you're going to have alpha and beta mode. Y you're going to have some beta as well and sometimes you just need What do you call blackout Andy? Do you call him spazzing out listen more thing I have to say they go online to get their aggression out. Well listen yeah I was going to say it's all like you know we create what we speak we manifest our
thoughts and we project and attract what we feel. And a lot of the time we um judgment or um you know confrontation or opin like this is triggered unhealed things whether it's trauma it's an internal battle it is a thing within okay so you know could just could just say go heal and or you know maybe you guys could talk about it like
normal people as Kanye would say find God like just find find some peace you know like I said I don't choose I mean I choose to be this person because I'm a I'm not a nice person and I've really not been in my past either. So, I also don't like how people how it makes me feel when people act like my version of me and
render how I make people feel. So, I mean, it's just a matter of you're going to have to use your discernment. It's just discernment and it's just a choice. You know, make sure that you catch yourself before you wreck yourself or others. And if you don't like somebody, you know, that's okay. We're not gonna like everybody. Keep your mom's apple pie to everybody and you're not gonna
like everybody's vibe, right? But you still have to in at the end of the day, we're all we're all still people. We've all been through things in our life. We don't know where someone comes from. And so when someone's being a jerk, I look at them and say, "I see your soul first. So I see who you are. I see who you want to be. And I see who you're supposed to be. And I don't just And when I do see
you being, you know, not nice, it's like, well, that comes from a place of unhealed wounds. that comes from a place of an unhealed darker shadow side that they haven't really found the light in the dark yet with that. And that's okay, too. So, I mean, that's what we're all kind of here for. And I mean, like, if you understand that, then you don't really hate people. It's like if you don't have a light in the bathroom, you're going to end up all over
the floor. No, literally, if you don't, you have to have light or one without the other because they wouldn't exist. Yes. Go ahead. No. Good Good Good Good You have a question for me though, don't you? No, no, no. I'm I thought you did. I thought you did. Sorry. I was like, I'm not. No, I'm rolling the blind. I'm
rolling the blind. I'm I'm so I'm like I stop smoking what I'm rolling or what? Yeah, I smoke weed. Smoke weed and drink my I know. Me, too. It's just a joke. I always say if someone gets what I'm saying, I say you're smoking what I'm rolling. Mhm. Mhm. Psych. Do you have any narcotics over there?
the is what kind of what kind of cop question, dude. Don't ask that question. Like she's got Don't answer his questions, dude. This guy's asking Look at that guy rubbing his tits. Look at the guy rubbing his tits right now. Oh my god. Just wanted to know if anyone in here is using narcotics this evening. This guy is a cop, dude. That guy is a cop, dude. Shut up, cop.
Names, and location. Oh, looks like Yeah, I bought narcotics from the um the CDC, dude. Can Canadians even be funny? Can is that even like a real thing? Where's your sword? rude. I'm I'm not saying like you're you're kind of a
little cheesy. Yeah, you're like cheesy funny. This guy's like dry human. I have learned to, you know, transmute some of my pain and trauma and loss and whatever the it might be and some of my experiences into dark humor or it's I I take my pain and make it, you know, and not a funny. That's not a right way to put it. I transmute it into humor and
into lessons and into growth. So, like, let's all stop being dicks. So, what are you? Are you like a rainbow? No, I don't know. Listen, don't let the page I see what he's trying to do. He's trying to get you out of character concept. Listen, are you are you a tropical rainbow? Me and Sask are friends. I'm friends with Joker, too. I'm friends with you. Like, I'm I'm just People know where I come from. Like my
side of how I view and how I'm going to react probably for the most part. Like I said, I'm very annoying, disgustingly. Look at the average IQ of a Canadian to an American. It don't mean nothing, We all humans, right? It don't matter what part of land you from. We all humans, If the if if another species take over lions
or hippopotamus or some type of Thank you. We gonna go be human, The Stop talking about Canada. Thank you so much. This that we all one race, human beings, The I'm tired of this race war We have very different education systems and it shows race war is stupid. We all human. Stop being a race war hater. What the
Sask. You know what you're doing. Dude, you know what's funny is I have more viewers than Blackout Andy. Dude, it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. Blackout Andy. I have more viewers. Blackout. I can probably find something that we all do and have in common, the the will and drive and want
to learn new things and to share new ideas. Blackout Andy, dude. Like, Sask is an amazing artist. So is um you know Joker. I'm easy. I imagine you're you know incredibly gifted in some way or another. Psych's a great draw here and there. I do all my I did all my tattoos on myself and I and I draw here and there. There we go. So
there's a common ground where we're all artists. Can we just appreciate that on that level? Yeah. Yeah. I like how he did the Cholo earlier. There's a common for everybody here now. So let's just I was looking at the Cholo but you know what you got to do with your Cholo You gotta put some more art to the cholo in the background. Like give it double like double image or some and it'll look a little official. I think if you
do double cholo like double image. Just a creative thought. Nightbots here. Somebody say exclamation butt plug.
You see the chat? What the chat say? The chat is saying just they're just chatting. And they're just being themselves. They're just doing their thing. Tell them, Alex. If Alex came back up here, he'd be like, "Shut the up with all this shit." Loser. Thanks, loser. Also, Nick, I'm very proud of you that you shave your own balls. Good job.
Look, the chat is always dope. It ain't the way you said it. It's the way you said it. I've read it, but the way you said it. Good job. See, we got to encourage the little things. And when it's funny, let's say it. I love Big Johnson, y'all. It was one one live he was rolling down um last year. He was rolling down Texas at her
skateboard as a Santa scoop. This bust his ass. There you go. See, I'm Canadian and I'm funny. I made him laugh. Yo, he made him. Yo, he bust his ass. And do you want your stuff then? Clippers. Clippers. Okay. Psych.
Yeah. Where? Psych. Get it out, buddy. Spit that out. No. At least subscribe to me. I'm just It's just me. You do your thing. You guys are all Oh, Joker. I Yo, what's up people in my chat? Everybody, what's good? Oh, are you on too? I just probably embarrassed you laughing mouth.
I'm going put a twizzler in his mouth right now or in his nose. It's like wake up bucker. If you can, right? If you can. He's just like I would I would do that. I would draw things on him and I would like stack books on him too until like I would just do the most. I would like
Joker if you're here. Oh, my bad. I'm not trying to advertise on this. I'm just trying to men are men are unhinged. You guys will do the whole like the teaagging thing. You guys will do the most vulgar Teabag the homie, but I'd fart in his nose. See, I'm not going to I'm not going to
put I'll stuff wet paper in his nose and cover his eyelids. And you would give him pink eye because Yeah, Paige, that would be different. You know, if you woke up to a girl like spreading her ass, this isn't a lady. This is a abomination. You'd be like, "Wait, is this hot or gross?" Yeah. You'd be like, "What the is
happening right now?" And uh this person needs to go. Well, maybe not. It depends on who it is. I mean, whatever you guys are into, but like I I'm a lady. I ain't doing that. I ain't going to ain't going to do that. Pay me straight to teaagging, though. No, I know because I have five brothers, dude. I'm not a It's
not like my first time see I'm a veteran. I'm not a newbie. I'm a I have five brothers. Oh man. Now I did some pranks in my life. Um I did um firecracker cigarettes and firecracker blunts. See somebody
that's Like I'm a red But even that is like that was funny. The cigarettes was funny. Yo, the cigarettes was funny. I put a whole 20 pack of cigarettes and then I pulled it right in my chest. I was walking around and everybody that asked I I gave it to them, lit it and walked fast away, turned around and
watched. Pam, I'm out of here. I was like I was like 12, 11 years old. Taking someone's fingers off. That's hilarious. I haven't. Um, what's the like what's the the best prank that any of you have pulled? Uh, you want to do a prank right now? Go to block out Andy's channel and tell them that Joker has
more viewers in the Joker. Joker, I love you and I'm your fam, but like I'm not going to go antagonize so that I get attacked too. Like I just am not down for it. I already I had Chihuahua in my house right? I was locked and I think I got I got you know cover cuz I'm not a You know they cover. Hold on.
You want to hear a prank, right, Paige? All right. I had Chihuahua in my house and and and one of them just it. So everybody was making a cake. So I looked at my thing and I said, "Oh, watch me catch Theo." Right. I looked at the cake and I I took a little scoop and I and I took put on my finger and I stepped on the on purpose because one of those So I stepped on the on
purpose. Oh So I act like I put my feet finger to the um shoe and then I and I and I swipe and then I ate it. Holy Did your family think that you were whack a doodle noodle after? My grandma, my uncle, your nana probably left out. I had like my good a good
eight uncles there like you nasty Literally your nana was probably like lord my grandma was like pa pco. She she said I was yo that was a funny I forgot who birthday. It was one of my uncle's birthdays and they was all they was all mad. They was all
mad like you nasty. You up my stomach. I was like Yeah probably That reminds me of the the movie The Help when she like makes Minnie or Minnie makes that uh horrible wat. She makes her a pie. Yo, that was so funny. Yo, I had people throw it up and everything. Like, they was mad. They was
mad. They was mad. That's funny. That's a good one, actually. I'll give you credit for that one. I had to run out the h I had to run out the house and I had to run out the house and take off cuz cuz some some of my uncles wanted to beat me up. Yeah, I bet. Your whole family. When I was like 16, this kid left his Facebook on at my house and I
made his his status. Um I just peed in a girl's butthole for the first time. That's very minutes later his dad commented and was like You are just praise to your friends and family and I can't believe you would
post this. Look at my son. He's just figured out how to use his penis for the first time. You make me sick. His own dad. You got him you got him disowned and probably sent to like an all boy like to Dude, what are you talking about? This is the grossest conversation ever, dude. I don't want to talk about this. That wasn't what happened.
Trying to deter your minds from fighting. And then I went on my profile and I commented and I was like, "Bro, um, that's pretty awful." Like, get a therapist, dude. Did anybody ever sit in the back under the couch and then go to the back of the couch and let somebody else sit there and then grab their legs?
I hate people that do that. I want to kick them in the teeth. I'm sorry. I'm angry. I'm angry. I'm shirtless. I'm angry. Sask in the dark and is a depressed Canadian and he wants me to feel bad for him. I'm not going to do it. Sask. I'm going to treat you like I treat everybody else. I'm going to treat you like I treat everybody else. Oh, here we go. Bro, we were just having
fun. Why? What's the drama? Yo yo yo yo. See, see, dude. I'm rakus. I'm like Bruce Lee on suspicious joke. Everybody was chilling. Everybody was chilling, laughing, having talking about this and that drama. You can't get over drama. Why are you dreaming in drama, bro? Just get
over it, bro. Why you Whatever it is, talk about something funny. Fun. I'm bipolar, I'm bipolar. I'm crazy. And then that's not excuse. That's not excuse. Cuz you could get over that. I could say I'm bipolar, too. Yeah, but you're not, though. Yeah, I know. Excuses is like Everybody got them. Excuses like
Everybody got them. Don't bring drama. He was all good drama. That's what you want. Did your grandma? You're a disturber. See, I just caught you right there. See, I just caught you right there. You're a disturb. You're a disturbing. You're here to masturbate. Your grandma would smack you around. You guys, can you just give me one sec? Joker, is there anything
like I can help you with like with like Paige? page. I I come from like high class and not not really. I come from low class really and I worked my way up into high class. And so yeah, I'm confused on how you guys have no effort into putting effort into anything that you guys make. You guys are here to create content and you don't have your cameras on. You're sitting in the dark.
Like, come on. Where's the effort? Where's the love? Where's the love? Have you ever in the morning? Who are you trying to get? Yeah. Where's your Where's your effort? You're not trying, dude. That's why you're not making it. I was really sick for a long time and then my mom died. So that's why. And here I am now trying to trying to get back into it. Okay. How long ago was that? Okay. Not that I not not that I need to know that. Not that I need to
know that or anything, but like like what I'm saying is like the grieving process is usually like a year, right? Yeah. Well, it wasn't very long ago. It was just a few months ago. And I'm sorry for that. No. And I have an autoimmune deficiency. So, like I've lost all my hair and my eyebrows and I I get sick a lot to the point where I'm in the hospital for long periods of time sometimes. And so, that
really puts me on a down. I hold all fellow people who look like me to high caliber. Okay. If you have dark hair and light skin, then you look like me. This guy's Sask. Why are you sitting in the dark, dude? Okay. I'm not It's like 6:00 in the morning. I'm just laying down. Chill out. I just take K. No one's
beat her cuz I got to take my headphones out now. I'm sorry, Paige, if I'm being too erratic. I just expect a high I expectity more of you to not judge me. Well, I'm not judging you. I just I just don't understand why you guys aren't putting more effort in because the viewers want to see a female guest. They don't want to see me. They don't want to see me. They want to
see the female like on a personal level. Like, can we help you through No, no, no, no. Dude, I'm a podcasting professional. I've been doing this for 4 years, dude. I've been on big huge
podcast. Oh my god. Why you Where are you now? Are you in 100K, Million K? Dude, I helped like I literally helped this guy start his podcast. Can I also say you just live by enjoy everyone's company and I enjoy
using my gifts to help people here and there. I guess I think Joker needs some help. Paige, I think you're trying to gaslight me. You're the one that's depressed sitting in the dark. Turn your light on, dude. Depression starts when you I'm not going to sit here with a Stop neglecting. What are you a vampire? Dark outside.
Dark inside, bud. Are you a Canadian vampire boy? I'm a famous YouTuber. I've been on podcast with many famous people. I'm famous. I don't know, dude. It's called production value. It's called production. Do you know what production value is? You're talking about the dark things that are haunting you. Even famous
people is nobody to me. You're just another person. The reason the reason why the reason why you guys are here is cuz people like me are brave enough to start podcast and we don't hide behind our no cameras and hide from
Go to my page. You Go to my page. Easy camera, dude. video. I was liking my fans up so maybe I'll check it out. But everybody's in kind of negative mood and I don't really know if I need more of that in my life right now. No, I'm sorry, Paige. I'm sorry, Paige. I try to be polite.
Let's help Joker through this. He's a server. He wants He wants the violence. He wants the violence in content. money. So, there's a depressed there's a depressed guy in the dark trying to Yeah, we're all depressed, dude. Why don't you call us all out? Let's have a talk about it because I'm Yeah, we are depressed. You're depressed, man. I'm actually feeling all right right now. I'm just
enjoying the dark. I'm I'm brave enough to openly admit that like, you know what I mean? I'm not perfect. This is what I mean by it's a choice to be nice because it makes me feel better about the good that I can spread rather than me spreading my bleeding on people who didn't cut me in the sense of my my, you know, darkness or my depression or my anything I've been going through
in my life ever, which we've all gone through enough Um Mhm. It's just not what I want to do. And I love all of you and I kind of hate that that's what's kind of Why are we doing this right now? Why the are we doing this? We should be celebrating the full first of all. We should be celebrating the fact that we all Alexander McQueen
says that you guys Okay. Well, someone in the chat says you guys come from a no cam community. I always come up. I'm always here. No, you do. You do not lately because I've really wanted to kind of avoid a lot of things. So, I've just been taking a little bit of like a I But even if I don't want to cam up, I
am who I am. So, and I'm not denying it. That picture is me 100%. It makes it so much more fun for the viewers to watch when they can see you. Nonsense. Like, dude, it's about the viewers. It's not about you. It's not about you. It's about the viewers. You have to sacrifice your comfortability. I'm not I'm not going to do it just for
you. I don't know who you are. It's my first time. That's it. It trust me. I got balls, papa. I mean, I don't want to bring it to to alpha, beta, whatever the hell that is where you trying to drift to drama, drama, drama. I'm trying to be positive. You a drama, baby. I could tell that you don't have a camera. I could I could
feed you, too. I could feed you, too. I trust me. I can feed you. I can feed you. I can feed you. You're the one that's hurt. I can feed you what you've been calling for all night. Content. Content. Content. Content. Content. I can feed you that. I can feed you that. You want content? I could give you contact, but I'm not in the mood for that right now. I'm trying to be calm. You're you're you're you're looking for
contact. Go look for drama someplace else. Then, yo, just turn your camera on. That's not trying to create drama. Just hit one button. You I am who I am. I am who I am. You look me up, you'll see a video of me. Other than that, go kick rocks. I want you to turn your phone. You make You're not getting it. You're not getting it. You're not getting it at all. Stop asking for it.
You're corny. Stop. Get Get over it. Get over it. Sask finally got up from he just got the needle out of his arm and he's finally up and moving. Does it ever feel good? You ever just bang it up?
Yeah, dude. 19 times a day. I love coping a fix. Oh, is that a banana? No, that's sage. No, that's uh nag champ. No, it's No, don't tell me it's that wood. It's I
have the wood. I use it all the time. It smells sharp. What is it? Uh s Paulo Palo uh Palo Santo. Thank you. Love me some Paulo Santo. See, now this is better. Now the viewers
are going to be more engaged. People are going to want to watch me some center. You need to center your your fuckingelves. My surgery. I'm hungry and I'm about to order me some chim chang. So oily. My old Pocahontas breath won't even keep it lit.
I'm about to feather some of the charcoal and then Oh, you little turkeys. Let's do this. You know what? I lost my lighter, like my one and only lighter, and I live in the middle of bug bug nowhere. So, um, anyways, I have not, um, I've been using
other alternative. I've been using fire in another way. I've been having to This is driving me though. Just a minute. I'm ced up. You happy? It's odd, right? It's odd, right? Technically, you're not on the camera on the camera. I knew you was
going to about something. I knew you that type. You found a loophole. You found a loophole. You found a loophole. I live in the darkness. This guy lives in a cave in a basement. And you are live in the darkness. Oh my goodness. Joker. I'm tired. I'm sick and tired of your
guys' dude. I'm tired of being picked on. I'm tired of all this. I'm tired. Did Did I go in your corn? Like, did someone Did we personally upset you? Well, no. Now you're the victim. Now victim blaming. You said, "Well, no." Now he's victim blaming. He's victim blaming. I stand
over seconds. What is going on? Well, dude, nobody wants to watch the stream in my chat. they're going to be like, "Hey, you're sitting in the dark. What's wrong with you?" Okay, you know, sitting in the dark is kind of weird. And he's relaxed. So, we're all just kind of here still, you know, and like I joined because I was excited to see you and I couldn't sleep, but like if you're upset about
something, you know, let's not take it out on everybody. I'm upset that you guys aren't trying harder. I expect more out of you. I'm not Mr. Blackout, whatever. And neither is Sask. And you guys usually I expect you to try harder on the podcast, Mr. Okay, I'll literally do better, but I need like obviously maybe I don't know what the I'm, you know, when it
comes to certain Well, I feel like everybody wants to put in minimal Okay, look. This is what happens, okay, Paige, is that everybody when the podcast starts getting a lot of viewers, everybody wants to jump in and say their little smartass comments, right? And then they want to leave. Well, the thing is is that nobody wants to watch that They want to watch us sit here and
actually converse and not just say smart little sneaky behind no camera. Nobody wants nobody. Well, I'm right here. Joker, I'm right here, hun. Like, you know. Well, yeah. I'm just saying right here. We all c like it just and not everybody is cam up. Alexander can't, you know. Well, yeah.
I completely understand what you're saying, though. I do. Well, if you just look from my perspective, it's just kind of frustrating sometimes. You can't control other people. You're going to make an hour, two hours worth about me not coming up, bro. For real. Well, it's not just you. It's like there's like 30 other people that are just like, "Okay, at least you don't get
roasted. You No, I get I do I get I get roasted. At the end of the day, end of day, I'm known. At the end of the day, you go to my page, you can see videos of me. You can just let it go. So, if you really feel that type of way, just stop for a second, go check out a video of me, my brother, and you're going to see me cammed up. What's wrong with that, bro? It's
that easy. Long sleeve shirt. I don't like kids that much. I couldn't be a daycare worker. There's a whole bunch of videos of of trolls by trolling people trolling by me get locked up. I don't understand this, dude. Can I say this, dude? Why exactly?
Okay. Why exactly would you join a podcast and not come on camera? Um, dude, streamer away though. Like they need to take somebody simply say cuz I feel like it. It's just Well, dude, like it it psych. You got to sound like a bro. It's
like I'm a YouTuber. I'm a YouTuber. Goofy. Shut up, man. You sound like a goofy a fellow. I am not. Trust that. Ask Alex. Look at me, dude. Do I look like I have go to the gym?
I'm not proud of what I did, but I did what I did, I don't I don't care. Love yourself, Joker. Cuz you don't like you don't have to go to the gym. Just like, you know, I work out in my room. has to do anything. You know, if if you're blessed, you're blessed. That's great. But, you know, well, guess what? I should probably go to the gym cuz I'm But I'm not muscular. Do you understand
how far I can make psych get big I do like I I've produced streamers. I I usually produce behind the scenes, but like I can get people to get 20,000 30,000 subscribers. You're like Aiden Ross if they just know it. I'm a manager. I don't I don't do this this stuff anymore. you. It's for people that want to be streamers like Psych. I'm here to help him. Well, that's really
great that you're like, you know, it's It's definitely a skill and it's good to be proud of what you do and how good you are at it and like say, "Hey, who at you got my vote? I know you're great. That's why I asked, you know what I mean? Like, you you've made wonderful, you know, uh, videos for entertainment. You clearly have your set up
properly and professionally. Like it's not like I don't notice these things. I notice a lot. I notice everything. I have to with my I just notice everything. Most things. Well, like what I'm saying is is uh yeah, I understand what you're saying. Not everybody has a microphone and everything. However, just remember that you know you started from the bottom.
Started from the bottom now we're here kind of thing, right? I'm Yeah. I give I give people ants usually, but it's just like I keep on meeting a person after person after person with no camera, with smartass to say. All they want to say is shut the up and then they want to leave and it gets annoying. And I don't know how Psych deals with it
mentally. I'm here to be his co-host, but like the thing is is somebody has to be the authority figure. Somebody has to stand up to the stand up for psych cuz he has a problem not standing up for himself. I know that. I know. But he does, you know, that's why I come on here. I've seen him. He's definitely starting to like, you know, I've come out and and stand in his power and stand
his ground with lots of things. But, you know, it's also like, you know, we can all be here to support each other, but in the end, it's, you know, if Psych wants to, you know, bring repeat offenders kind of in the sense in that he that's his choice, right? They said podcasts are more often than not not filmed. Okay. If you go on the
the audio version, if you go on YouTube, we're on YouTube, buddy. The app that has videos. So, if you go on YouTube, the app that has videos, they have video podcasts. Video. It's not just a screen. So, Swami, I'm not trying to call you out, but what I'm saying is we're on a
video streaming. Swami is always pretty stupid. It's all good. So, like I would offer to do, you know, like Well, I'm just asking this. Do Do you guys Do you guys just want to look look viewers? Do you guys just want to look at this? You guys just want to look at this? You guys just want to look at his blanket? Is this really what you want to see? Nobody wants to watch
that. This is just I'm your teacher. This is this is drama class and production value
class. So, Paige, how are you doing today?
My heater when it turns on sounds like a airplane, so I can't hear you. What did you say? Oh, I said, "How are you doing today?" Um, it was kind of a You know what? I'm okay. I'm okay. Well, dude, what I'm saying is, dude, is like, how do you guys expect? I mean, a lot of you guys don't have YouTube channels. You always want to grow and get members
and get supporters. He wants to make money. He can't make money if the people that join the podcast are contentless if they just come up here and scream behind no camera. We want to get to know the guests. We want to see you get to know you so we can make fun of you just like you guys make fun of me for breaking my wrist doing the Eiffel
Tower. What I want to be I want to be able to Well, look, Paige, I'm tired of being roasted and I want to be able to roast. I get roasted all the time. That's why I haven't been coming up as much as I normally do. I get it, okay? But like for real, me being myself is what gets me roasted. And you just said you want people to come up on the podcast so that they can be roasted. So
like Yeah. I want them No, I want them to come up here with their camera on so that we can be equal. It's unfair. It's fair. It's It's more fair game if if someone's going to roast from the chat that to like, you know, to to kind of Well, well, the chat is there to roast, right? The chat is there to roast, but it's specific. No one's no one's like, you know what I mean? Like it's it's all
most of the time in playful fun. And I see the if it's Yeah. If it's like a specific person that's just spamming the chat about how much they hate someone, they could just join and turn their camera on and talk. That's I know. That's what I mean. Well, dude, I've been on so many other podcasts and that's exactly that's exactly what they do. They turn their cameras on and they
talk to each other and then I come over here and it's just like it's also think if someone wants to like judge me that like I'm never I live so far away from everybody too. It's like if I can't actually meet this person to resolve this. And I hear lots of, you know, everyone gets heated and they're like, "Oh, I'm going to you up. I could do this to you." And I'm like, "Dude, you live like 80 billion miles
away from each other. You don't even have this." Well, no, Chad. Chad, I'm not Oh, so Paige, they're now they're misconstruing what I'm saying. It's not someone It's not that someone roasted me. It's No, no, the chat is The chat is It's not that someone roasted me. It's that I want it to be a fair roast battle. You know what that is? Exactly. Like make it fair game if you're going to judge, right? It makes it Well, it
makes it more fun for the viewers to watch. Whenever you have fair roast battles, you'll get a 100 viewers naturally. Oh, viewers. I just do it for like for just like justice, like fairness. Like if you're going to chirp and chirp to me and with me and we'll chirp together and then we'll get over it. But like I'm not I don't mean like I get it from your point. You're you're an entrepreneur. You're a businessman. You
mean so I've made I've made a few streamers popular. There's streamer Dumpstar, there's streamer Benny Blanco, uh just a few other streamers. I can't tell you the There is one streamer that I helped, but if I tell you it's a gaming streamer, all the people are going to ruin it and they're going to tell them that I did it. I just like kind of like I like don't want to be like I'm be scared or like don't I don't
know. I don't really want to be like noticed. I don't know. It just seems so it's such a negative kind of I don't know if I you know we kind of come here to get away from some of the we deal with in our personal life. So it's hard for me to be like oh I can't wait
to put and I do I have thick skin. Um and it is a kind of a test you know but I also don't man I don't want to be famous. I don't want to be I don't want people Okay, I understand that. I understand. I understand what you're saying. Maybe it would be It would be really cool if it naturally happens. Like, for sure. It's not like I'm going to be like, "Oh, well, no.
What I'm saying is is that anyone that's actually famous is all premeditated and planned out. So, you're going to need a manager if you want to be famous." I don't know what I'd be famous for. It just mean like I'm Well, I mean, you got to plan it out. You got to plan out what you're going to be famous for. That's where I come into play. Yeah. I don't think it's you, bro. Sorry. I'm the manager, buddy. How do you think I got this computer and this
microphone? Well, I don't have I work I work from right here. This is where I work. This is literally where I work. I literally sit here. I have to sit here and work all day long. That's what I do. I sit and I work from a computer. I take care of my dog. Sykes coughing up a furball.
What I want to know from you guys is though, look. Yeah. Oh, wait. Hold on. Sorry. Sorry. The chat was saying this. Not everyone has cameras on their devices. All these excuses on why people are joining with no cameras. Dude, first of all, first of all, you can make as many you can make as many excuses as you want. Get yourself some money and get yourself a nice camera and a microphone
and come on the stream. Stop being a broke. I don't have that. Like I don't I just I live super under like I I I don't I like if you guys understand the dynamic here. You guys have been start is what you're saying. You have to start somewhere and you can build and you can work your way up, but you need to Okay. But you have to understand the dynamics
here, right? I'm the I'm the more serious kind of get to the point guy and Psych is more of the nice guy. I kind of get right to the point. You know what I mean? more just like that. And that's kind of the role. But I'm just trying to help him be more of a like a figure of like confidence,
right? And then he's going to grow and grow and grow and then he'll have like a huge ass channel and be rich. Mhm. Like I'd love to have lots to leave my daughter, but like you know, I'm doing my best. So I guess if no one I guess you know if I had more people like you behind me in the sense of that business push and that drive and that like you know you have a
dream you can achieve it kind of attitude that you have then you know maybe I could definitely be doing more or achieve more and so thank you for that. You know what I mean? I appreciate yes about Swami. Exactly. Swami got it right. People that join with no cameras are a bunch of smart asses with a bunch of snarky to say because they're because they took a bunch of You
mean business. You mean business, Joker. I know that. I I can read energy. I'm a psychic and a medium, right? So, yeah. Well, when it comes to podcasting, I do 100%. This is something I'm passionate about. But what I'm saying is, look, is the people that come on with no cameras, yeah, they're on a higher level mentally. They're not faded, first of all. They're not stoned. They're not drunk. They just come in
here and they say a bunch of stupid and leave. It needs to be re regard versus reard on here. Battling it out on camera and people will watch that and people will clip and people will clip it content, right? Like you said, it will get content. Yes. But he also he also
and he does get a lot when it's like because it's tarot cats and then you know all there's something that's offered for everybody kind of here and we always joke and say the Jerry Springer show but you know he does really you know want it to be about tarot and cats. So I mean if it was maybe I don't know maybe if it was just about that it wouldn't be like I I don't know how to explain this but I get what
you're saying. So, but I also know like, you know, maybe it's like if if he were he was awake, he little snores in there that we could ask him. You know, I know he wants it to be about tarot and cats and no drama, but when you start to um I don't know, he allows a lot here and so there's something for everybody and so that does create um you know, not
just a targeted audience with just the tarot and the cats, if that makes sense. Right. Yeah, I understand what you're saying. Yeah, I got you. I think that that this community though is going to grow and I'm putting a lot of eggs in this basket by helping and joining these streams every day to help grow this channel with him. And I don't really want anything out of it other
than just to have fun. Oh yeah. Like I'm not here because I need anything out of it. He's just my friend and he was there for me and I've like met him when I was going through a really really hard time and I'm just here because him and I get along great and I really enjoy all of you if you believe it or not. Well, what I want to do though is I want to get this channel to be the biggest podcast channel. If I
can get Psych Awakens to get the proper equipment, he needs to get a microphone. He needs to get a computer, a laptop. If you can get the proper equipment, dude, right? Well, he I I convinced him to start from scratch. Look, I convinced him to start from scratch with the phone. That's all he needed. I was like, "Yeah, you just need a phone. Go on StreamYard. You can do your own podcast." He did it. He's doing it. Now
he's built the channel. Now we're in step two. Step two is going to be Step two is going to be faith building the building the audience. That everybody has something, you know, that they're they're passionate about. And so it's okay to listen that to Joker about what maybe, you know, for business success and in what his passion is. And I'll be
happy to hear yours. Hello, gymn. I'm just Well, no, chat. I have I have helped three channels get to 20K subs in the last 90 days. Okay, that was what I was hired for. They literally paid me money to help them. You You know, would you be willing to hear what everyone else does like for
what their passion is and how they they feel like they fill their buckets with love and and enjoyment and all the things that brings them happiness in life as well. I want to hear about this page. I want to hear about this, right? I mean, what exactly what exactly do you want out of this podcast? Out of the one
that I would like to start at some point in my life, maybe or that I thought about starting. Yeah. What do you want out of it? Um, you know, just laughs, paranormal talk. I just wanted it to be kind of whatever people wanted to talk about and like game night and I mean things that like I want to keep it separate from my spiritual channel because I don't there there's just certain things and and there's different
sides to everybody, you know, like I'm not always just a peaceful serious person. I'm actually really can be kind of funny and wild and unhinged too. So there's just like I didn't want it to have any guidelines. I just want it to kind of be, you know, we could have guests on there and they can speak about whatever they want. We could have viewers choice for a night. Like just certain things like that, but I really
wanted everybody to be involved in it to kind of be about every one, not just me and not just about one topic. So, I don't know. They said uh they said Joker uh Joker always has some in-game troll and it's never these things he claim he is doing. Lol. Well, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. That was in the
past. That was in the past. That was when I was younger. I used to troll people a little bit. I'm not going to lie. I did because I'm going and I'm not But look, chat, I actually instead of trolling people, I took my trolling skills and I turned it into production management and I started helping live streamers start their channels and some of them paid me and that and then I
started uh getting paid by them as they got bigger and bigger and their channel dump. Nice to be paid for your passion, you know. Well, the channel Dumpstar and Benny Blanco, those are the two channels I help get to 20,000 subs. Is it bad that I say I don't know who the that is? So, chat, watch me when Psycho Awakens gets to 20K subs, watch me get
him to 20K subs, chat. It's happening right in front of your face. Alexander, bring it on. Just kidding. I love you. You know what? Yeah. So, why don't you start your own podcast, Paige? When are you going to do your own I know but no I know I'm not that's not why I'm ever here like Psych's just got an open panel and it's
nice to share ideas and like I don't Psych is a Psych is like a radio he's been watching Howard Stern radio show page for years religiously and he studies it so he's a radio professional I have been studying radio and comedy and standup comedy for years and standup comedy is my jam so yeah like we are we are good at what we do we already know
what to say and how to like create content, how to like make like a set list and create topics, you know, and do interviews. Do you know how to do that? Well, I absolutely probably could do it. I mean, there isn't anything none of us can't do. Have you done that before? Like give an interview? Well, I do it naturally, I guess, every day.
You know what I mean? Like, I do I have Yeah. So you're natur
and he cuts out. No, there we go. Or introvert. Um, I am a Sagittarius Capricorn. So I am both. I am temperance and the devil. So you're just in the middle ground right there. Hence why I'm always on the middle ground and I see things from everybody's
point of view. And if you're not open-minded to do that, then you're living a closed mind life. So you are in the gray. You're the gray wolf. My name is she who dances and sees between the veils. So I guess gray fits. Yeah. So let's get to this. They say, uh, why
don't you start your own was a question for Joker, not beige. I'm live streaming right now Swami on my channel and I have 70 viewers. Oh, like other people are hearing like us talk right now. Hold on. Let's bring that back. What are we talking about? No, they were talking about they were asking me why didn't people start their own podcast? And I thought they were
talking to you, but they were talking to me and I'm saying I'm already on my own podcast and I'm doing this one at the same time. Well, I don't know. It was just an idea. Like it's just something I thought of doing. I don't know. It's not something that I'm, you know, gonna say I'm gonna I maybe I can do it. Maybe I can't. I don't know. For all the people from the IP2 community, for all
the people from my community, from the IP2, from the Q45 verse, from the Blackout Andy verse, from the Joker verse, from the Dumpstar, Men in Action, all the streamers, all of it. All the guys from my side of town, dude. The reason why I brought you guys to this channel is cuz we're going to grow this as the podcasting channel because I'm
not going to be doing podcasts anymore. Over the summer, I'm going to be doing IRL only. So, it's going to be Sykes channel that's going to be the podcast channel. And my goal is to get his channel boosted up before summer starts so that whenever it's summertime, I can go stream IRL and I can go join his panel and see we're
going to have like a double whammy going on. I'm gonna team up with Psych. This is called building relationships, making friends and stuff. It just so happens that he is gay. It's called making connections and it's called, you know, there's outlets providing, I mean, or establishing or finding outlets. Yes. But they said this dude is delusional,
dude. I literally have 70 viewers right now. I'm live. Oh my. This guy said, "Why don't you start your own podcast, Joker? I already I already did, dude. I already I already did everything that I'm telling everyone to do. And that's what I'm trying to tell you, Swami, is that if I can do it, you can do it. If you click that link I just posted, that's my channel and I'm live right now.
Well, I brought over I brought over my whole community and merged it with Psych Awakens community so that we can grow it. And that's how he's been growing so fast. He doubled his speed and everybody thinks he's botting and he's not. He just has real communities behind him and we're gonna get this thing going, dude.
Well, yeah. Like, you know, Psych, he he's very proud of of this. And none of us would be here to We would none of us would know each other if it wasn't for Psych's channel. And I'm grateful to have met all of you and that I get to have the connections that I do with all of you because of him. You know
what I mean? Like, that's wonderful. Um, I guess like intentions and agenda is everything too, you know. That's something that you say none of this makes sense, Joker. What do you mean none of this makes sense? My end game. My end game. Snap. Snap. My end game is to make this channel get 10K subs and
help Paige grow a channel. And we're gonna help everybody else that joins here with a camera on grow their channel. But you just have to turn your camera on and be a guest and be a cont. You have to be able to get roasted a little bit. You can't be like, you can't get W's every day. Some days you got to take a little bit of a L. You might get roasted a little bit. Welcome to
podcasting. That's what people have to and I want you guys from the chat to have some confidence. Join the stream. Come talk to us. And okay, so that's what you should have started with because then everybody wouldn't have taken it so personally, my dear. Well, I skipped straight to anger. Sorry. Yeah, I know you did. And it's not a good It's not a good look. You got to You got to
find a middle ground, too. Well, like everybody I have like when I get really angry, my eyes turn red. The same. I know you do. I know you do. That runs in my Do you know what a berserker is? You know what a berserker is? Yeah. Yeah. I'm like a berserker. So like when I get really angry, every I turn red. My eyes turn red. I call it red line rage.
And my family has it too. and I'm the only one who's learned how to have control of it. Whereas there is my brother, my dad, my five brother. Nobody in my family has any control over it. But that's where I wanted to be different and not continue that, you know, like many things being a chain
breaker. Um like people ask me, they say, "Joker, why do you smoke?" I say, "Because I want to I want to laugh because I'm always so angry." Yeah, I know. Honestly, and if you That's the thing. We're all here because we come from something where there is a connection or your vibe attracts your
tribe. So, you know, some of us are hurt, some of us are miserable, some of us are depressed, some of us have come from this. It's all everybody's different. So, you just have to learn how to approach people and read energy first before because then you be a bit of a social chameleon. So, you know how to I mean that's like I guess you know the therapist I mean I do this a lot um
every day. I I help different people with different things, but I can't approach everybody the same. You know what I mean? And not everybody needs the same thing, and not everybody is got the same love language, and not everybody has the same perspective. Like, it's all very very very um there's a lot there's a lot to it. Just addressing everybody the same sometimes isn't what is going
to my throat chakra isn't what's going to work. And definitely coming in hot, you know, sometimes This guy said that I'm a narcissistic Well, chat chat, if you guys want Psych Awakens to make money and be able to keep podcasting every day, he's going to have to be able to support his podcast and make money. And I'm here to
help him sustain the podcast and help him make money so that he can keep streaming and he can keep making podcasts so that all of you guys can join. And I'm I will help him as much as I can. But I'm not going to sit here and waste my time. And that's what I'm trying to help you guys with. That's what I'm trying to relay is that I'm not here to waste time. I'm here if we're going to come on camera, we're going to
be on camera. No Cammy Cammy, no talkie-talkie. I learned it from Good Times. A good times taught me how to podcast and Attilla. And Paige is actually pretty good at being a co-host. A co- co-host. Yeah. I don't even like like I mean I'm
just like here to support my my friend and if that's a co- co-host then okay but you know I'm just here to to be here for you guys for whatever the you need when you need it. If that's peacekeeping, if that's, you know, kind of addressing certain things and getting you out of your redline rage or, you know, encouraging any of your guys'
skills or, you know, just whoever the you are as a person. And that is very different for all of us. But like, I'm happy to do those things for Well, look, I'm Can I be real with you, dude? I'm 100% a visionary, Paige. I'm 100% a visionary, okay? I envision better and better and bigger and bigger. Start from the bottom. I was in a wheelchair. Like
the thing is I had everything taken away from me physically. I couldn't even move. I have my whole life. That's why I'm nice. Physically, I was like paralyzed. I was like paralyzed. So I was like physically couldn't move. Okay. And I had everything taken away from me. And then I realized in that moment how important it is to to take everything you do seriously. Everything you put
your effort into seriously. everything you say and put your effort into your trauma caused you to appreciate and and to take things be grateful. Now listen that being said everyone else here comes from things too right? So we have to be mindful of that. So in the sense of
like I said you know what you've come from changed you and everything that everyone else is going through or continues or still is going through that's here is Yeah, I understand that Paige. I understand that. I understand that. Okay. Okay. We're all We're all going through different doors and leaving other doors and revolving doors. I got it.
However, I want to put a bunch of effort into coming and joining these streams, even at 3:00 or 4 in the morning, just to help me keep going to help you guys. Full moon is with me, but it always does because I actually care, chat. I actually care about you guys a little bit. A little bit. The one part of my heart there's a little bit one part of
my heart, a little part of my heart at the top of my heart has a little bit of love for the chat in the stream and I want to help it grow. Well, that was very nice of you to say. And the thing is is like if you come in with that kind of, you know what I mean? Like if you come in in in that kind of ease at first, then people don't take it so hard when you kind of get in
your you're passionate aggressive, you know, when you see the potential and everybody kind of thing and you want everybody to succeed and do well. But it's if you come in with an easy or like when people just said a few things that you have said that were really positive points, come in with that that first and then people are more willing to listen to what you have to say because Yeah. Well, I just have to unravel it. page
page. It's like it's like a bunch of like yarn all like wadded up. A little bit of self-control though, right? Yeah. But my brain was like yarn I have to like unravel. Control is important. I know. I'm just saying. I'm just saying, you know, a little bit of little like couple just a bit of bit of yarn at a time. Just a bit of yarn at a time. This
guy has one of those bank voice changer things that they use in the bank robbing movie. Oh, is it? Or it might be his computer. I'm not sure. I think it's just my computer. Oh, I don't like that. That's cooked. It's not my favorite. You can get one of those or a mobile. You can get a mobile one that you can talk into and it'll scare the out
of people. Or you could just talk into a fan. Yeah. No. So, what? Okay. So, chat, what I'm saying is chat chat, what I'm saying is though, dude, is that look, dude, I know how to make streamers popular. I know what content is. I will clip it. I will post it. I've already established a networking connection. And that is why
Psych Awakens has gotten such an easy ride in the podcast is because he didn't he didn't leech way in. He uh he invited me to help him which I greatly appreciate. So with that, I have brought all my friends here. Um let's do this.
Let's sing um how about you know an an Let's just like let everything go you guys. But like I would like to see what is the chat. What topic would you guys like to talk about? I'm not going to be here super long because like I came I got up to have you know a pee and some water and a smoke and and I seen that everyone was on and I couldn't really sleep and it was quiet in my house. So
what would you guys like to talk about? What is a topic that hasn't been addressed that you'd like to discuss or what's a funny that you'd like to say? like why don't why don't we let the you know our chat fam cuz they are a part of this very much so be included and involved and interact as well like let's talk about you know everybody just thinks whatever someone else thought
that maybe Paige do you like my drawing page yeah it reminds me of um like it looks like almost like a chichin chong elm or something it's very cool it could much like on a skateboard or a snowboard or
I really like it. It's really cool. See, I can't draw like that. I am more of a I'm everything else artist. So, I admire that creativity and sass can draw, too. Like, I love that everybody has their little things that they're great at. Well, I'm more of a jack of all trades. Be honest with you. Be honest with you,
Paige. I'm more of a jack of all trades. I can do like this is what I've I've talked to so many psychiatrist because that is I do and like for me that's like a I've done everything in my life from like oh gosh I've you know I've had many jobs and I have many I like to
to learn. I like to learn new things. I like to take it to the very very like the very la like the most advanced state that it can can be. But having a so I'm like, "Oh, I have more art, you know, stuff than a Chinese art major." But like, I mean, if I get bored with something too though, like I'm just
like, I'm done with it, you know? Okay. Justin in the chat says Justin in the chat says, "Do you think drawing gives you management skills?" No, but I can draw. I can draw, but I can also Well, it's not it's not that I have management skills. is that I was a streamer and I've already done this and I I had a channel that had 20,000 followers and it got deleted. So, I've already done this
before. Like, I've already made a 20,000 subscriber channel when I was 19. So, I already know how to do it. And so, whenever I find people whenever I find people that I like and that are cool, I will help them if they invite me to help them. And Psycho Awakens has invited me. So, I'm going to make sure that he gets
to 10K subs. Well, we can we we can all respect that point right there. You know, we're all here because Psych either brings something to our lives or or offers something or we can all, you know, we all bring something to the table, right, Joker? Like we all bring our own little thing,
you know, and everybody here wants She said, "Look at her feather and then look at look at her feather and then look at my feather. Look at her feather. Look at my feather." This is the feather of the chat. My feather has been through war and my feather is ready to go to war again. Okay. And my feather is not is not doesn't need to. My
feather is rough. My feather is rough. My feather comes from the trench. ual birds like in front of me were like no skeleton in front of me or I found it on my trails. It wasn't gifted by methhead. My my feather was stolen from a store by a methhead Native American. They even steal feathers. They're even
stealing sacred Eh, welcome to America. No, welcome to Canada, too, They're all over here secretless. It's the same thing. This feather, it serves a special purpose, though. So, you know what he gave me, Paige? He not only He gave me a box cutter.
Uh, and guess what it had on it, Paige? What? It had a drops of blood on it. Was it his blood? He gave me a box cutter. He gave it to me and he said, "Oh, you can have this." And he and I said, "Oh, I don't want it." He said, "No, keep it. It's yours." And so, I
just kept it. Well, that's okay because when things like it's like a sacred gift and I guess Do you think he used it to stab someone? Well, no, but I think that he might have been like breaking into someone's house and cut himself on glass or like got into a fight with himself or others and then it he bled upon it. I don't know. I'm pretty sure that he
stabbed someone cuz he gave me he gave me uh that feather. He gave me a box cutter. He gave me uh somebody's bag. Hello. and he gave me a leather jacket and he and I got to hang out with him for a day. Well, you know what? If it means something to you, then I respect that. And that's all that matters is if
it means something to you, right? It doesn't matter really where well, it can dear how it makes you feel and and what you um what it represents to you. And well, like look, chat chat chat look this psych awakens is peace and I am war. You see how the two angels are
meeting right here? That's me and him. I'm war. He's peace. Paige is peace. I'm war. You see? But Paige is in the gray. She likes war and peace. No, I I like I like the I like action and I like getting to the point. And I like people doing the best they can do. The best they can do. Like Sask, you can do better with that voice. The is that sound in the
background? Just click. What is that sound? I'm just saying. It sounds like image and heat singing or whatever the that bound is. You guys say Joker, you don't know war. You say I don't know war. I was in a wheelchair for 6 months. They told me there was a 90% chance that I wouldn't be able to walk again. 90% chance. Look at
me. They told me my life was never going to be the same. And guess what? I can walk and I can run. Who is doing this to us? Joker, is that your thing? Doing that is giving my over stem is okay dude. Well, like like look chat, I'm using war
as a figure of speech. Okay, I'm not war. I'm not in the military. I'm not saying that I have that voice. Change your change up. It's so annoying. You're using it as a figure of speech. Chat chat, stop pulling me apart. I'm using as a figure of speech. War. Oh, okay. Look, Psych is Psych is the nice guy. Psych is a nice guy. I'm not as nice, but I'm
still a nice guy. Okay. I'm just not as nice. I'm just not just not as nice. Yeah. Yeah. So, if you guys come up here talking a bunch of I will call you out for it. But Psych will be like, "Oh, you're kicked." And you won't really say anything. I'll call you stupid
and tell you to go yourself. Not me. Well, I What I'm saying is, dude, is I feel like I feel like I'm standing up for my gay friend all the time. Like, I won't I won't be like, you know, on here much long. Like, I mean, I just I just kind of like it. Does anybody want like Does anybody want a like a reading or
anything about tarot? What are you doing?
Dude, somebody said Joker. No one is afraid of you. I'm not saying to be afraid of me, dude. There's nothing to be afraid of. I can barely walk. Yeah. Don't listen to Amanda. She's not worth it. Is Amanda a hater? She is everything. Hater, lover, liar, confused
old woman. Spend a lot of time with young people. You guys need me though, chat. Chat, when all these crazy people come into Sykes panel and they have no camera on and they're all like just being toxic and they're trying to ruin the stream, this is when you guys need me. You don't really need me right now, but you're going to need me in the future whenever it gets bad.
And I'm here to make sure that the podcast battlefield is a victory in our hands only. Sandal, we have an issue. We're happy to over It's okay. We're coming in. I'm calling in a broken arrow on these
All air vehicles. All air vehicles are now mobilized. All A units. We're going to blow up the vehicle. We're going to blow up the whole jungle. Hopefully she'll be here. What the is happening? What is that? We're coming in hot. Taking you to
Vietnam. We're coming in hot. We will conquer Russia like Napoleon Bonapart. It's not in the hatch. Over. We're coming in at all sides. You need to know what we're doing. Update. Over.
It's loud out here. It's quite the battlefield. It's okay, Sergeant. We're coming. All right. Yo, you got to chill out on a All right. So, look, guys. Look, guys. You see my mustache right here? You see this mustache? This is called a cholo mustache. Yo. All right. Look at this.
It's called a cholo mustache. Paige, can you grow a mustache like me? You know what? Every woman unfortunately can also grow a mustache. Yeah. So like cuz I'm human, right? And we all grow like sideburns. Like we all have hair. We're not dolphins. So do you have chest hair? I don't have much chest hair. No, I don't have chest
hair. No, I don't. I have hair on my knuckles and on my belly button. I like probably like there's there's peach fuzz everywhere. You know what I mean? Cuz I But I'm not No, I don't have chest hair. They saying Clumsy said, "Joker, why are you still lying about your broken bones and walking? It's been over a year." Yeah,
clumsy. It takes over a year to recover from catastrophic injuries, especially physical traumatic injuries. I mean, well, you, Alex. I did not only fracture I did not only fracture multiple bones in my body, but I shattered them. So, I shattered wearing tits in a vagina.
I'm sorry, that was such a cheeser. I'm This person said you're not Native American either, dude. Yeah, I am. I'm part Native American. you. Just I'm part Native American, but not like a lot. Just a little bit, but more than most people. Most people in America are less than 25%. And I'm like 25%.
Like what are you talking about? being an American or being an ass. Yeah, most people most people are like 25% or less in America and they just they're like, "Yeah, my grandma was Cherokee." No, like I'm I'm I'm thick blooded. Yeah. See, you're like a real 100% Native American and I'm like a quarter. Not even a
quarter, like like a dime. Well, that still matters. You're still You still got that. You know what I mean? And it's Yeah, but the thing is is that my tribe went to war. I mean, like I guess it's where I'm real native cuz like I'm still a part of my tribe. I still have, you know, I have I'm literally related to
everybody on every res north of Edmonton. So like my grandpa my grandpa was from the reservations in Oklahoma and he was drafted into the military and then he moved to Georgia, the sacred homeland. So he was a Native American. He served in Vietnam. So that's how I was born in Georgia and not
in Oklahoma because my grandpa was in Vietnam and he had to move to the military base, you know. So, I'm like I'm like Scottish and like Norwegian and like Native American and a little bit Most of us are a little bit but you know what I mean? I'm like Mexican blood. Mhm. We're all a bit of a mix. We're a little bit I'm like a white
Mexican. Just call me a whiter. You look like a white Mexican. It's okay. I look like a white Indian. It is what it is. No, Swami. If I was like if it was still like very much back in the day, I probably would be have been loveized and or burned with steak. But
like, right, Paige, you're Native American, right? You're Native American. Doesn't this feather isn't this like cool? It's It does mean Have you ever looked up what it means? I did not look up what it means. That's what I want to know. Maybe you should. Maybe. There you go. There's your Well, I want to know what you know because I because you actually know. I don't I don't trust the internet. I want to know from a real source.
Okay. So, it depends. We have Okay. Now, it depends on where it comes from. It depends on how it speaks to you and why and what it means to you. But feather. Yo, hold on, SAS. Let me tell me about my feather, dude. Like, what is that weirdness going on? Is that you,
Saski? What are you doing? Why Why you doing it? Clumsy, why are you hating on me so bad, Clumsy? I thought we were friends. Clumsy, where's my $50 at? Clumsy. Oh my goodness. There's so much There's
so much going on in this. Dude, can you s Can you turn Can you turn it off, dude? Sather, can you please turn it off, dude? I'm trying to learn about my feather. Hi, baby. It looks crazy. I know, dude. I got this given to me by a methhead. It's supposed to mean something sacred. Eraser. I would like to know what it That's why I asked you
three times. I want to know what it means to you before I Well, to me, this guy gave me a feather and it was a sign that I needed to leave the hood and I needed that he was dirty. I needed I It was a cuz I had relapsed and I was in the I was in the trenches in the ghetto and I'm, you know, that's a relapse better. I was I was in the trenches and
I was like smoking dope and this guy gave me a feather and I was like, you know what? I don't want to do this anymore. I got a feather. Yes. Okay. I'm glad that I asked. What is that? Can you just stop for like one sec while I talk because I can't do it. I put Sorry, page. Continue please. Thank you.
Okay. So, a hawk is like a watchful allseeing messenger of divinity and it it kind of always any kind of you know if you see a hawk or especially if a hawk you know maybe minus the meth head but I mean he had a purpose in it too because it was right place right time. Yeah. It was perfectly placed at the right time for
this weird interaction. Yes. Correct. And because it was signifying and stuck with you the questioning the unknown of it. Right. But it meant something. So this is more or less like what happens when this it's like a change of fates, a change of the winds. So very much a shift in your perspective or your your
journey. So like you said, you know, I was relapsing. I was I was going back to old ways. So this is just um it's always a reminder and it comes at the right time. You know, eagles mean something different. all of these beautiful birds, owls, um, every word has meaning, but you know, and it's sent from from divine or from the creator, from whatever the
it is that you have faith in, and it's just showing you or giving you a message or trying to change the trajectory of your your journey or your path and like, you know, did that feather make you want to not be like that method? The feather made me wanted to get out of dodge, basically. That's what I mean. It
made you want to shift. It made you want to change. It made you want to to flow with different winds. The feather made me want to leave the hood and change my life and leave. Yeah. Well, it's about redirecting your course, whether it's light or or it's So, he was just redirecting my course with Native. You know what he also did, Paige? I didn't tell you this, but he lit candles. He lit candles while he while
he talked to me. So, he lit two candles and then he lit one candle and then or he blew one out and then he blew the second one out. Hm. Now, this might sound strange and you can come at me, chat. I'm used to it. But you ever think that maybe this guy was like, you know what I mean? Like a Oh, you know, sometimes divine will come to us and it's like, oh, well,
you know, like you'll see like an old You saying an angel? Well, in a in a way it could have very well been. It's a messenger. It's a message of divine. It's on It's definitely The dude was a Mohawk Indian that was smoking meth like a Mohawk Indian. Oh, but like just cuz he was smoking meth doesn't mean that he isn't connected or very much.
Alexander earlier. I thought I seen a move. I'm like, you get up. You get up. You just left me here. Just ask. Nobody can understand what you're saying. It's not working right, dude. But it is it's very much a representative like the hog. It's like a perspective shift in like in you know in native culture in every in like gay spiritual and you can even if you Google it I'm say roughly the same thing
but maybe not at all and that's the beauty of it just because I say one thing and someone else says another and Google says something doesn't mean you can't take something from all of these things in a multi well I just I just wanted to know what it meant. I was going to wait I was going to wait until I went to the uh to this one tribe the Kawatabi tribe. Okay. The Katabi the Katabi tribe. They were Have you done a
sweat? Because you should. No, I haven't. You need to go do that because that would be really beneficial for you. It'd be a mind-blowing experience and because it would help you release some of the things that you still have like that are pent up like that you say, you know, that red line rage. I just feel like that is my homework for you and my suggestion for
you is if you find the time between whatever schedule it is that you have in your life to go and do that because it'll be an experience for you that is going to um like that feather was the first step and then you know you go to a sweat and it'll be the second step and then we'll see what happens after that for your third or whatever it might be.
Maybe that's it. But it's definitely necessary for you because you are a bit of an aggressive person and you're very um you're you're very aggressive with your with your your your personal drive isn't going to be everyone else's. So that's what I meant by being mindful, but go to a sweat. Go release some things. Go see some crazy
Go be around some other crazy Indians. And who you know what I mean? Like these kinds of things are medicine, right? It's the and feathers and and things like that. They're they're gifts from from the earth from the things that make us um you know make us they ground us. They the earth is healing anything from the
earth. So the feather is just a message but it's definitely a message that you need to go release some things because it's very it it it's clear that you need you need to. Okay. Just listen to me I guess if you want. You don't have to. Yeah. Like I do know I I do have Native American blood in me and you know I can get a check from the
government for it. I think I never done it. Well Justin like I said yeah like I mean in every every you know religion or culture and even just you know like I said on it doesn't matter where the message is coming from. Like I'm Native American but I'm I'm not I'm not offputting the fact that feathers don't mean the same things. They might mean something a little similar or different.
Yeah. So, basically what you're telling me what happened is, okay, I'm breaking this down. I went and I I met this I met this Native American man behind the Mellow Mushroom in Asheville, North Carolina. Okay. And I was eating pizza at the Mellow Mushroom drinking beer. I walked behind there to go smoke some drugs. And this dude was back there going through the trash. So, I gave him
my pizza and I gave him 10 bucks just to go eat some food cuz he's like, "You did you did a service. you did as, you know, a a a kind service and then you kind of were also he repaid you in the way that he felt like he needed to or could. And so that is reciprocation and that's also, you know, returning the energy,
returning the favor. It's like paying paying it forward or paying it back. So he gave me his secret magic feather because I ended up dis. So like look, my friend was driving and he got us chased by the cops and I had to jump in the woods and I disappeared and nobody could find me. And I had this feather with me the whole time. I still
have it to this day. So you're telling me he gave me his secret magical feather? Holy It looks like someone greased your feather. Well, my my main message for you then is to, you know, always be I was wondering why it was soed. I don't care what you believe in. It's all beautiful. I believe in it and and and
respect all. But I'm just saying, you know, continue that side journey. I mean, you're obviously, you know, you say you're a go-getter and achiever. So, go and discover some new things because your healing is not done yet. They said Joker treated a piece of method. That's why you're so No, no, no, no. Blue ring. Blue ring. I didn't trade anything for
any drugs. I didn't do any of that. I just gave this guy my pizza cuz he was going through the trash. And I'm from Atlanta. I'm from I'm from the south. We have southern hospitality. If you see somebody going through the trash, you say, "Hey, buddy. You need something to eat, you know? You don't just let him go through the trash. Talk to him." So, I was like, "Yo, what are you doing, man? You need some food?" I gave him my food that I had left over. Instead of buying
him food, I just gave him my food. And then he gave me this feather. He gave me a box cutter and it had blood on it and And uh yeah, he gave me like a leather jacket and he told me that the person that I was with the I was with these other people the night before and
he had and guess what? And guess what though? And I the whole time that I was in Asheville, guess what? Test tube had been watching me. He's following me around and he literally premeditated the give me this feather I think cuz I've been walking around the city all day and I was like hanging out with bad people and like that's said
though like you know you gave it was like that's what I mean in my culture too it's like you know a trade like think about it back into like you know the beginning of you know we we traded you know the Hudson's Bay Company like we if there was something that you needed you you traded it was it was a gift in exchange whether it be for your energy or for, you know, all of it is just cuz like I I had money and stuff,
but I just was like, "Yo, like instead of like going and buying him a whole pizza, I think I just gave him my pizza." He obviously had no pizza. So, you did do a good service, right? So, that's why I got this flag or sorry, not flag, this feather. Yes. Okay. See, everyone in the chat actually, you know what I mean? Like, we're all vibing on the same
level. And so, um, you know, all I got to say to everybody this morning, I mean, I just I just popped on cuz like I said, I mean, I was like, "Oh, everybody's on and I really love all of you. Um, even when you're jerks, I still love you cuz I know that you're not really like that." And it just comes from a place or it's triggered and it's
okay, too, because I'm not always nice, too. But I try to be um the best I can. And I just, you know, everything that all of you do is something that can be offered in some way to everybody here. Like I mean, we all give each other things whether we think so
or not. You know, when everybody's on each other, you're releasing anger that you needed to get out in the day so then you feel better later. Unfortunately, it shouldn't be here. It should be another outlet first because like I said, it sucks to bleed on people who didn't cut you. But it's natural. It does. It does decide to bleed on people who didn't cut you. Exactly. However,
though, these people need to back off when the beast enters the room. Well, you know what? You don't have to be the beast, right? Because like that's how you get confrontation constantly. And it's okay. So, you're be you're the beauty and I'm the beast. Okay. No, but I'm also a beast, too. That's what I'm trying to say. I mean, I understand it from every
point of view. I see every angle, every perspective. and being that way. Maybe you know what? Maybe I am too. Somebody Oh, what happened now? Let me see. You guys better not time out Clumsy. No, Clumsy is not Clumsy is a
wonderful person. Okay, somebody deleted Clumsy's messages. It said Psych will take his mod power tomorrow. Alex will cry. Listen, like Psych and Clumsy have their thing that they need to they need to sit down and have maybe a mediator in between. Alexander. Alexander, listen, but that is not for right now because he's not awake. And so we're and that's not what we're talking about. So, we're going to leave all that personal stuff
to them to deal with, and it's none of it's not our business right now. Alexander, if you keep on timing people out, if you keep on timing people out, I'm going to tell Psych to take your model away. Oh my god. We're also not t We're not going to t We're not That's your warning. That's your warning, M Alex McQueen. Oh god, you guys. Okay. Hi. Okay, look. Paige, I what I want you to do is I want you to do your homework for
me. I want you to learn how to stand up to me. I can I don't I You want me to? Because you won't like me. I'm going to tell you. I just want you to let me not talk. I want you to like get to your point faster. Um I could say likewise, you know, without repetition cuz I'm not stupid,
right? Yeah. I just have a problem being heard, so I repeat things a lot. Okay. So maybe I have a problem being heard and actually listened to and maybe I have a point even though it's not ever short story. It's never it's never a short story, but there's always a valid point. And not that you're not I'm just saying, you know, if you want to come at me about how I tell my story, maybe you should also get to the point a little
quicker and a little less aggressively, right? Is that was that good enough for you? I don't know. I could be me. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, that's good enough. Well, Paige, I want what I want you to know is that God created man and woman, and he created man to be manly and women to be womanly,
right? So, I just do what I'm I'm just naturally just a dude. Yeah, but you know, also like feminine is meant to balance masculinity and if there's too much or not enough of one another, then you're saying, you need to get a girlfriend. I'm a very smart girl. I'm just cuz I'm nice doesn't mean I'm not very very well schooled and like I mean I
take a long time to tell a story but um you know I I know that I know that there's nothing you can tell me about me that I already don't like or like. You know what I mean? So whatever. Yeah. So chat I got this magical feather given to me by a Native American and it changed my path twice. So, my friend was
getting us chased by the cops and uh I had to run away. And so, when I hopped out the car to run, I ran into the woods and the cops were all looking for me with flashlights and I just disappeared. And they couldn't find me. They were looking for me all night and they couldn't find me. And I had this feather in my pocket.
And after I had this feather given to me, I was able, it changed my course twice and I've kept the feather ever since. It's a magical feather, dude. Magical. This I value this feather
at well actually it's worth more than money cuz it saved my life twice. So you this feather is okay. So my point there's really nothing that's worth more than right there. My point proven everything that I made you unfortunate listen to or ask you that
was like a long not a long or not a short short story long every time. But look at the words that you said. Look at your energy right now. Did I or did I not make some kind of of shift or impact or give you a different perspective as well? See You did. Did you give me a different perspective? Yeah, you did. There you go. So, my job
is now done and I hope everybody has a lovely morning. Are you going to make breakfast soon or something? Well, I don't know. I'm just like I don't know what I need to do. I definitely was going to It's too early to make breakfast cuz no one in my house gets up till like probably like 10:30. Um, but it was just house cleaning day
and like, you know, put music on the TV and kind of like hang out and maybe play some games with my kid and do some color, whatever the she wants to do pretty much cuz she runs my life, right? Hey, this guy in the chat said, "I'm Indian. Don't talk like that, homie." Hold on. I I'll read it in a sec. I don't He said, "I'm black, Native American. My feather means something.
You shouldn't speak on it, sir. If it was giving it to you, you You should know. Well, the guy gave me the feather and I had a bunch of crazy stuff happen to me. I was in the hospital because I was constipated and I couldn't
poop and uh if I wouldn't have made it to the hospital because of this feather, then I wouldn't be alive. Well, there you go. See, this feather means so much to you. And you brought it up because I was here this morning. We've talked many times and it's never been brought up. So this morning it needed to be addressed and it
needs to be it needed to be discussed. You want to know what happened? You want to know what happened, Paige? What? This is when I relapsed. I was around I was in like the trap house. So I was breathing in secondhand fentanyl smoke. Yeah. And I didn't know that. And I was on suboxin. So I'm immune I'm immune. My mom my that's how my mom passed away.
Well, yeah. I'm immune to like opiates because I had to take Subutex or whatever. Oh, I thought she was too, but you know what? So, like the none of the opiates would work. So, anyways, I was like it what it did though was it made me severely constipated to where I had to go to the hospital and they put me back in the back and just two dudes held
me while while blonde nurse stuck her fingers in my her hand in my ass and pulled out the turrets with her hand. Well, there you go. And you didn't like that. So then you didn't want to get No, that was terrible. And that all happened after he gave me the feather. You know, you know what's crazy though? If he wouldn't give me the feather to make me leave the city, I would have never made it to the hospital. Exactly. So
everything means something and everybody needs to, you know what I mean? If I if you're mindful and open enough to to receive the messages or or um to recognize them, then then you're always going to get them, you know. Yeah. I'll tell you this. Your name long, thick, and tall. Say something.
Did this Native American man take you to his and call you? I'll be right back. Go to the bathroom. So, I'll be back. So, Laker, brother, you're going to need to read the messages of Juice to Snow. He's saying that he's a real Native American that you don't know anything. Okay. Well, that's okay if that's what you I
literally have I have like I have paperwork and I have bloodlines that I can prove to you that I am Native American. So I'm not down by the river's edge over a couple lakers and bananic. I'm a reg I'm a registered Native American so you can Have you ever eaten bananic, my friend? Yeah, I make bananic all
the time. It's delicious and fried. Perfect. Hey, over a couple Lakers. You're making us look like every American thinks that we are down there carving a canoe by the river's edge. Yeah. So, I got what they call it is
deepacted. So, like I had like compacted doodoo like speak in cre if he really I don't know. I don't like that. I don't like being like, you know, I'm Is this a person on your your He probably don't even have a tomahawk. No. So, so like look. So, like I got I was like compacted with in my
stomach so much that I couldn't move. Paige, I couldn't move though. My body and it was like even you know how Elvis Presley died, right? You should talk to my auntie. My auntie could make you a tea for your stomach. I will do that. No, dude. No tea would work. I had opiate induced. Oh, come right back, my friend. So, Elvis Presley died on the
toilet because he hadn't pooped. He hadn't pooped from the riverside. And I didn't poop for like a whole like three weeks, dude. So, I had so much in my stomach. I didn't poop for like 3 weeks. I was compacted and I literally almost died. I couldn't move because I had so much So, when I got to the hospital, they put
they put me in a wheelchair. They took me to the back. They they like made me like put my ass in the air. They had these two guys hold me by the shoulders and the blonde nurse come in there and she put gloves on, you know, on her hands and she stuck her hand like in my ass with her fingers first, then she went like this and she
went in my ass and pulled out my poop. It was the most painful experience I ever had in my life.
down there. Me and my brother's Cody, we took a couple beers from my auntie e and we drank them down at the lake. Right on the doctor. Okay. Sorry. And my cousin Cody, he kicked me right in the lake.
And auntie, she was so mad. She said, "Hey, no dinner for you, little knuck." They said, "Joker, that's when you turned full gay." Well, it was a woman, so I actually didn't make me gay. If it would have been a man, it probably would have, but it was a
woman. So, I got lucky. I got I beat the odds. Blue ring. They almost They almost made my brown ring blue. Tobacco heals all. Okay. My auntie taught me that around the fire literally or what? Cuz like I've don't that's not I don't Okay, so uh Paige, are you back? Are you back
now? Yeah, I am. What did you Okay, Juice the Snow said that uh that he's black Native American and feather means it means something that you shouldn't speak on it, sir. If it was given to you, you should know. So blah blah blah. You know how I know they're lying? They said sir. Yeah. I don't think any Native Americans
say sir on the internet. Okay. No, they just don't. So, we can't discredit whether this person is or is not unless you know it's it it doesn't I don't unless they come on the Wait, wait, wait, wait. Unless your English by saying, "Sir, unless they come on the stream with their camera on, I know who the I am. Hello, get I know who I
am, dude. in that. See, that's what makes you come to this land to rape you of your women and your fine breads. Thank you. I know. You're dork. Now listen, I had opiate. This is one of the reasons why I've dedicated my life to staying clean and helping people get clean. And one of the things I do when I stream is I tell my sobriety stories is
so that you don't have to have opiate induced constipation and have to have your ripped open by a nurse. Yeah. or you know you don't have to play to right at so you know what there's everybody's story now let's just move the along for it okay I used to be a drug addict chat now look at me I have a microphone there's
probably lots of people here who used to have addiction issues or currently do and that is none of our yeah we can relate other than we can relate to we can relate Paige to like make each other not feel alone sometimes I mean everybody has a Sorry. We're all here to help each other in some way. Have you ever been to Alcoholics Anonymous page?
Have I ever been to? No. Yeah. Yeah. Sorry. Have you been to it? No, I haven't had to. But I mean, well, that's what this is. This is Alcoholics Anonymous. This is what it is. You just sit around and talk. Just another one on the turtle's back, my friend. Exactly what And narcotic is anonymous. Alcohol is anonymous. This is exactly what it is. You just sit around and
talk. No, I know. I know. like it's not like I haven't my uncle actually runs um meetings and um I've gone and because he's asked me to come in and and and do certain types of work and and different activities and stuff. So yeah, like it's not like I haven't you know like I've
done my my volunteer work and stuff and it's not they say joker dude guys I overdosed and made myself constipated to where I had to and I couldn't and I almost read an article about um I recently read this article and it was saying that a lot of people who when they're getting out of jail or or different well
actually no just like getting out of jail and stuff like this often like uh sort of like volatile criminals and stuff will part of their rehabilitation will be um signing up for a Yeah. And I guess like just recently some woman was like killed by an ex-convict. Uh like
maybe not be a safe place. And let me tell you this right now. And so that's kind of No, I was just going to say like it's kind of it's it's a it's like a double-edged sword. I think I think you could maybe run into the wrong people at AA too. Well, I was going to say absolutely my uncle like there's been people he says my uncle says there's women there that go and pray on you know on men who have come out of such a thing and like pretend
that they care or give a or that they're there for the same reasons and then they suck them dry and clean them out. You know what I mean? For sure. Yeah, anyone has an agenda. That's what you have to be mindful of and be conscious of. Now listen, you know, and relapse is a huge thing. Like an addiction, you can be addicted to any thing. I us being on this goddamn internet all the time. That's
also an addiction, you know. So, everyone can be an addict in their own way. Whether you can be addicted to going to the gym, it's a healthier choice, but or or hiking. They should have a separate uh aa for criminals. Well, maybe so. Yes. But at the same time, you know, we got to give them a fair chance, too, because not all of them are going to murder
you or unal alive you, whatever the word is. I'm supposed to Sorry. It's like I'm getting worked up. So, I mean, I was going to say, you know, relapse um after rehabilitation from you can be you can be rehabilitated from a vice or the drug, but you're never going to you're never going to be healed. So, you're going to, you know, be triggered to go
back and use or or um crack is still going to be one hell of a drug whether you enjoy it or not. you're going to relapse because what they forget to do in rehab a lot of the time or in general even with you know um criminals or convicts is you don't address the root of the problem that triggers these actions that triggers
these these um these thought patterns that triggers this use of the thing I mean that's a huge part of it so when these kinds of places and meetings and support groups are open I mean at least there's something out there for you you know in a sense of afterwards Cuz be honest with you, support groups save so many people's lives. But at the same time, at the same time, they also ruin
them cuz a bunch of people go in there and they start each other and have a bunch of kids and all their kids are drug addict babies. Like right on the floor at the support center, they just start but you know but you know what I'm saying, right? Like I mean there's just a deeper there's a deeper thing to it. There's a deeper there's a deeper rooted issue. It's not just you know how easy it is to get a chick at a AA meeting. You know how easy
it is? Yeah, it's pretty easy apparently. You know, is it? It is. Dude, you just have to look really nice. Like, if you look like you got your together, if you got your together, you'll notice. I know we're here cuz we're not drinking, but do you want to get a drink after this? Whether it's a AA meeting or it's any it doesn't matter where you are, what kind of community it's like you um you can
there's there's the good and the bad in it all. Everything as right here, right now, there's good and bad. You know there it doesn't matter where you go, what you do or anything of the just your ex entire existence and it within you as well. There is light and dark. One would not exist without the other. Just figure out how to balance it. You know what I mean? And and if you
do have you are the light. I am the light and the dark. No, I am the light and the dark. I really am because I am not all of I'm the light in the dark. I'm the light in the dark. We all are. We all are. We're all divine masculine and feminine. Well, guess what? I am I am one of the I am one of the shining lights in the
dark. Well, yeah, that's beautiful. There you go. See what I mean? I mean, I guess me I'm doing something. If I'm not, I mean, I'll just I'm going to go do have coffee. Have you ever uh Do you read books, Paige? Do you read books? Yeah, I I do read a lot of books. Yeah. Do you ever play GameCube before? Play
Teen Diamonds. Teen Titans. Go. No, I have not. Oh, it's a good game. Well, I'll check it out sometime. I don't know. My kid like plays Minecraft and Roblox and stuff and sometimes I play with her, but I can't handle the graphics. And I used to play I play a lot of Nintendo. I still have my original Nintendo. Have you ever read about the Selts?
I'm highly educated, my lady. Okay. I have I have a few books I could share with you as well. That one interests. You like Vikings? Yes, I do. Who doesn't like biking? Do you like Khan? Yes. This guy conquered the whole world and killed like 30%. I know. I know who
he I know. I know who he I know who he is. Genghaskhan conquered the world. I have a bunch of other books. I'll go get him in a second. Um, so chat, what's going on with you guys? I got this vape right here. It's a KO bar. It's pretty damn good. And then I
got this Fuego. Yes, you guys, everybody hit the like and subscribe and support your boy Psyche Awakens Tarot because he's the reason that we're all here. And he is just he's he's a delight. I just I don't know. He's just one of my besties. He's a great guy and I know that you feel the same way, too. And if you're new here, welcome. And hopefully there's
something here for you. I don't know what I'm doing. He's just passed out and he always feels comfortable to do that. He'll be like, "Paige, come on here. I need a nap. Not in like that he says that, but I mean he just feels comfortable enough to do so. Um he was looking a little a little saued and a little tired and I haven't been on in a bit. I kind of missed everybody. I've just been
trying to I don't know. I've just been busy with Grace's uh extracurricular activities and trying not to be on here at a certain time of the day. There seems to be certain crowds. Do you know what I mean? Well, my crowd is usually the one that they don't like because they can't Well,
they Well, the thing is like I'm so goofy. What are you going to do? Call me goofy? I don't know. I'm not easily triggered, but I really really didn't like some of the there were certain people saying up on here. And I mean I'm just like sometimes I'm just not going to engage and I'm just going to The only one the only one that's like stupid is they say that I beat up my grandma and I
was like so I heard it was your grandpa. Well they make they change it. Well that's how you know it's not true then if it changes right Alexander you call your self. Okay. They have to think of like how how can we make Joker look bad? Oh he beats up old people. You're like I said please. So whenever they make rumors about you ask what what
do what do you what are they gonna make? Can I just say I have to say Alexander is asking for a morning reading and normally psych and I will either do one and then the other or do it together. Um but he's he seepins right now he's in La La Land. And I just I don't like just doing a reading unless
everybody in here is like not offended by that or like okay with it because there's some people in here like either they just are a hater of me and don't want me to read for them. But I have to be respectful and I should always ask if it's okay to sage as well or to do any kind of you know thing like that because I don't want to offend anybody and I
also don't want it to be um you know an invas an invasion of your energetic space if you're not comfortable with it. So, okay. So, I will do Alexander's quick and then I can do a collective reading as well. Alexander, do you want an oracle and a couple tarot cards or would you just like um some tarot
cards and also chat like what do you guys want today? You know how you know what cards I have a million and we'll just kind of do let's let the viewers pick. You know what I mean? It's fine. I like when everybody's involved. I mean, everybody's here to be involved and so I love doing the like, you know,
when it's interactive. It's beautiful. Okay. And um how's everybody feeling today? Is everybody feeling a little bit on their their shadow side or a little bit on their light side or balanced? because the cards to pick will you know definitely and I would I'm feeling more of like the side of like
brave like doing something to stand up for others. Okay. So you're feeling very you're feeling very courageous. Of course like a savior. Yeah. Okay. That's fair. Anything you choose. Okay. Alex, I wish you were up here because like I really do prefer and on Discord. I just discovered Discord, but I've been, you know, um Jamie's Cowboys. I've really
gotten to know people differently and I've really helped a lot of them. It's it's just um it's different. I don't just do cards. I I have more depth to me than that. And I mean it's hard to showcase it on you know here. So anyway, like this. Yo chat, can you guys like the stream chat? Please like the stream. I'm sure that they will. And uh
I'm also live streaming as well. If you guys want to check out my channel, I'm going to start doing tarot card reading too, dude. I think that'd be a good grade. I think you need to do you need to do your sweat first if you don't like you need to do your sweat first and I feel like then that's your step three afterwards. You know what I mean? Okay, you guys, it's 6:00 in the
morning and I don't look like a peach, but if you judge me, that's it. I'm just kidding. But please can be nice. It's too early for this Don't judge me. And if you do, I guess let's have a laugh together, you know? But this is not for that. So, I'm going to cam up, but like I don't want to hear it. Not right now. Yo, chat, I posted my link in the chat if you guys want to go to my channel. I'm also live
streaming. I'm going to stay live uh if you guys want to check out my stuff. And uh I will try to get a link to his Discord, Psycho Awakens Discord, but there's no links open for it. So, I can't really get a link. I'm just I'm just getting my things gathered here.
Okay. So, Alexander, I'm going to pull you one of the um wild unknown animal oracles. Actually, you're kind of a you're so feisty. Um see, Sask, now this is content, Sask. There you go. Now, this is entertaining. This is better than you sitting in the dark. Look how nice your kitchen is. Look how tall you are. Holy I'm like 5'1.
His camera's low down. He has his camera as low as possible. I'm 6'1, I think. Yeah. So, that's like substantial. He's wearing high heels. She's wearing high heels. They're little slippers. Oh, I got a little house shoes. Okay, for Canadian. Um, actually, Alex, let's do something different for you
today. Let's do Oh, it. We're just going to stick to the basics with you because these cards do like not mind doing a read for you. And yes, they all have their own vibe. Your cards
all um I'm actually really excited to do this. Um you know, it's just a it's a nice way to kind of start the day and for you to be such a no offense, Alex, I love you, but like, you know, I'm yappy, too. Like a yappy hard ass. you definitely are, you know, respectful and um appreciative and excited about a
reading all the time. You know what I mean? Like you do appreciate that in your day and I'm happy to provide if Psych's not here. I
guess Joker, your tits are showing they're not even that they used to be way bigger, chat, I used to have really big man boobs. Now I kind of have like little ones. I'm not worried about them though. Like they used to be so big because I was Yours are bigger than mine. So let's just let's appreciate. Well, can I say something? Can I say something
here? I was 250 60 lbs and then I lost all the weight and then I got really really skinny and buff and then I got hit by a car and uh I've healed up from it now and I got sober and I got kind of chubby. Mhm. Well, it's okay. But when I get skinny again, when I get skinny again, it'll be fine. I'm a woman, you
know what? And I'm a parent. Like, I I've gain I gain my weight fluctuates so much. My skin doesn't know what to do with this. Like, are we are we going to be fat this year? Are we going to be, you know what I mean? My nipples are super Sometimes I have to, you know, wear bigger size pants than others. It's okay. Just as long as you're comfortable with yourself. And you know what? It's normal
to gain and lose weight. Um, we're only human. Sometimes winter time, we all fluff up by calling. I'm just chubby right now, dude. I'm just slim. I'm just skinny fat. I'm not worried about that. I mean, you can roast me, chat. You can roast me, but guess what? Guess what, chat? Guess what? So what? So what? I'm
chubby. Guess what? I'm eating good, I'm eating foam. Thinks I'm downzy and I'm not like I mean, sometimes I'm a little fluffier than I am right now. It's just who who cares? Why are we making fun of each other? You're saying that I got bigger. You're saying I have bigger boobs than you. God, are you saying I have bigger boobs than you? Let's see. Let's do a boob comparison. No, my boobs bigger.
That's never going to happen. I'm a lady. I'm not going to Well, you said yours are Mine are bigger than yours. I don't believe you because I'm okay with making fun of myself. You know what I mean? I wasn't handed anything. I don't believe you. I'm okay with that. But then when I do gain weight, that's the only time where I'm like, you know, I got a little something. But every woman can relate to that, you know. So, Chad, I've always been really,
really skinny and strong. I'm still skinny fat. I'm just kind of fat in the belly area in the stomach cuz I've been laying around. I've had a paralyzed wrist from injury. Well, you can't you supposed to do, you know, physical like just just physical movement in general is um definitely detrimental if
you're restricted or you cannot do those things, you know. Who cares? Who gives a I'm whatever. I'm happy that you you survived and that, you know, there's just so many things to be grateful for and to recognize. Could you imagine how amazing everyone would feel? Especially when we're all here together
if and I know that this is annoying. I get it. But I'm just trying to make a point that, you know, if we spent the time that we do tearing, well, not personally, I don't really tear you guys apart, but any tearing each other apart and fighting and using that in in the opposite way where we're like, you know what I mean? Instead of discouragement encouragement and instead of being like, "Oh, you're a
jackass or you're blah blah blah blah blah." It's like, why wouldn't you just, you know, use that energy for something different? Direct it differently. It has, our words have so much meaning. But remember, when it is coming at you and it's someone else's words plus your own, it only has meaning if you give it meaning or if you allow it to have an effect. Anyways, I'm just
yapping. See, I'm yappy, too, Alex. No, I used to be sensitive about my body last year when I was really fat. I like when I was in a wheelchair, I was really sensitive cuz I had huge man boobs cuz I was taking opiates. I was taking uh oxies cuz I was on I I fractured my arm. I fractured my wrist. I fractured my hand. I fractured my elbow. I fractured
my knee, ankle, chin. beat the wheels off you. You know what I mean? Yeah. I fractured a bunch of ones on body. Anyways, I was in a wheelchair for a while and I got really, really fat and I was really really insecure about myself. And just to be here today and to be just to be this skinny though, yo chat, just to be this skinny, that was hard as hell just to get back to being this skinny. I
can't imagine you know, and none of us are 100%, you know, um, you know, none of us can This is my homework for everybody, my fam here. Okay? And I know this sounds really stupid, Prairie, but you know what? Praise going to say something. And I hope that you do it. If you feel any kind of way about yourself, and I do this, too. It's not like I'm
not practicing. I'm not I'm just I'm not just spitting I I practice what I preach. That's you have to you have to feel to heal to learn than teach. You know what I mean? So anyways, um I wouldn't just tell you to do something that I haven't, you know, I've either done the research for or experienced. So anyways, like you said, I just talk. So whatever.
Look in the mirror every day. And I want you to do this once a day and you don't have to listen to me, but it might be good for for all of us. Okay? I want you to look in the mirror and I want you to tell yourself that you love yourself. And I want you to discuss things with yourself in the sense of, "Hey, you're good at this." or hey, I see this in you. Look at yourself in the mirror without doing your makeup, without brushing your teeth or shaving or having
another distraction or purpose other than talking to yourself, you know, encouraging yourself and like lifting yourself up until it is not uncomfortable because it is really awkward and it's really stupid and strange and it doesn't feel um comfortable or natural and it should. So, I want you to do those things and you know, it might take 15 minutes, it
might take five, it doesn't matter. Do it till it's not uncomfortable. At least once a day. And then I want you to tell me how it goes for you. I guess I just want to know how it made you feel, why, and what was the outcome, especially after a couple days. Did it change some things in your life? Did it change how you felt a little bit? Um, did it change
how you just did it make a change? you know, just let me know cuz I think that, you know, sometimes these little these little side tasks are good. Oh, yeah. Chat, go chat. Like, I'm I'm not trying to interrupt you, Paige, or anything. No, it's fine. It's fine. Sometimes people will tell you guys all these terrible things about me to troll me, to make me angry on here and tell you all these crazy things, dude,
because I I don't take from people, okay? I'm tired of taking from people. I've been through too much in my life to take from people. So that's that's the reason why I get so heated because I've been through so much You've been through so much I'm tired of coming at me
sideways. I'm tired of Good. I've never been treated good in my life. Not by anybody I love. Not by anybody that I've been with. not any like part. It's just it's um just don't forget to um you know if you're treating others not nice then I can only imagine how you feel on the
inside or how you treat yourself. That was the whole point of that stupid homework assignment. But it really makes a difference. Okay, Alexander, I'm going to pull your your wild and alone animal oracle. I would like you, you know how this one works. I want you to tell me when to
stop. This is the only deck I'll do this with because it's interactive and it's just good for the intuition and for it's just good. So, Alex, I want you to say stop or when there's too much parmesan, tell me when. Um, and then I'm going to ask you top, bottom, or middle. And no, not in a sexual way because I know you're going to go there. And then
I'm going to ask you what you think the animal might be or the bug might be or the thing might be because it's animals, insects, etc. But you're all here, so you should be involved. But Alex, this one is specifically for you. And then I'll do one for the chat and then I'll probably scaddle because I got other things I got to do. But anyway, so Alex, I'm going to read and I'm going to
wait for you to say when for the Parmesan you don't. Okay, maybe that will be for the collective. I bet you were going to tell. I knew you were going to top, bottom, or middle. Babe,
me to pick? No, this one's for Alex. This one's for Alex cuz he had bottom. Oh, okay. I'm a nosy so I'm going to look at the middle and what the top is. Okay. What was the collectives? Interesting. So, Alex, you I'm not going to tell you. Actually, I want to see quick before I tell you. What do you
think it might be? Don't think about it too hard. Your first thought because that's your usually the correct one. You're already thinking too hard, Alex. It was your first
thought. No, no, not the element. Like it's either it's an animal. So say like a giraffe or an eagle or a a butterfly. Like there's you know what I mean? Now you smoking what I'm rolling. So Paige, what what what kind of hoodie
is that by the way? Um it's Logic's tour hoodie from like I don't know what year. What does it say? Oh yeah. I know someone that actually does music with Logic. Yeah. 2019. Yeah, Logic's actually pretty cool to me. I actually think it's cool. I don't mind Logic. He also comes from a really up place, too. You know what I mean? It's a Oh, I'm related to
Actually, I'm actually related to one of his producers. Well, that's super cool. You know what I mean? To know this. That's the connection thing cuz you know Atlanta has all the music. Alex, it's an elephante.
And I'll tell you I'll um Joker I'll I'll tell you my like favorite songs and stuff about um logic in a second. Just give me one sec, guys. I'm just going to grab my lighter. Please pause for a moment. And um I'm really excited to read this to you, Alex, because um it's very much in the essence of your energy
that I always pick up. Anyways, I'll be back. Just two seconds. It's terrible. I hate walking away like that, but
Oh my god this
is Hello. What are you doing, baby girl? Oh, you're so pretty. Yo, so chat, I'm also live streaming. If you guys want to check out my stream, maybe give me a like or two on the way out. Maybe if you want to. I'm also live streaming. I'm Psych
Awakens self-declared manager. I'm here to make sure that Psycho Awakens becomes the biggest streamer ever. Dude, he needs someone like me on his team that believes in him.
Well, you know what? It's wonderful. We all play a part because we're all here to see Sykes, you know, him succeed. He's he's a great dude and he deserves it. And okay, so Alexander, you have got the elephant. And what I love about these cards, so if you notice, there's no color in this card except for, you know, that that
flame at the bottom here, which is unusual, right? And in its own because it should be water. And up here we have the pineal gland or like the third eye if you will. And the elephant. So also what the elephant represents you know for the most part and everybody's but
you know um loyalty and um um what is it you know and family and endurance and you know and strength and just a very large loving presence but like aggressive as and as well if they need to be to be protective right so there's always that and look at
this elephant's obviously had some turmoil some battles as Well, right. He's missing a task and that's okay. And you know, maybe that's where that flame came from, you know, experience. We were kind of discussing that in general, but when it pertains to you. Yo, thank you guys for liking my stream. I appreciate that. Sorry to cut you off. No, that's okay. That's okay. It's not just me here. Like, it's everybody. So,
I'll read. And I don't normally use my books, but I do love it when this deck is one of my favorites to do that with. And I hope you like the fact that it's a little bit more interactive when you get to be involved in your own reading and it's not just someone pulling cards. Okay so unstoppable, aspicious, and wise. The elephant is arguably the most auspicious
figure in the deck. Like Ganesha, the elephant represents immense wisdom as well as a good fortune. It is said that the great elephant is the destroyer of obstacles. So if this card appears when you feel stuck, um rest assured the path will soon become clear. To add to the mystery, the elephant is also known to
create obstacles in order to steer us in the right direction. Trust this gentle noble creature. It illuminates the way with the light of self-nowledge. Hence why that is there. You see that's an understanding of oneself as well. When in balance, one pointed focus, generous
and loving. When out of balance, misunderstands fate. And to bring into balance, a little trust. Just trust, right? So, that has set kind of the direction of this reading. And I will pull a few tarot cards for you, Alex. Um, just a second. I got to change
my focus. Too quiet. My phone.
The household is starting to stir. There's alarms going off. People aren't waking up, too. I'm only I hate that. If you set an alarm, wake the up cuz everyone else in the house is going to wake up, too. Sorry. He just sets like 45 alarms and he's the only one who doesn't wake
up for the most part. this house. And now the cats are fighting. Good morning in this household. Jeez Louise. Okay.
Three. Hope everyone is having a great morning, by the way. I hope that sunshine just hits perfectly through your window.
What do we have for Alex today? Sir Alexander
McCain. We have to start the seven of cups. It's funny you said water because this is a very much this is a water element. Um so you kind of predicted that you know investigation mystery this is about choices so I mean it's you're either being presented with
many offers andor are looking for different things to choices your choices you are you know maybe you're daydreaming um maybe you're you know maybe there has been some things offered that promises weren't fulfilled either
Okay, you have all of these choices in all of these cups. You have options, right? Um, and maybe kind of trying to look into more depth of like, okay, so is this going to balance out? Is this one going to be which one is going to suit your fancy? Um, and this could be
emotionally, too, because it is the cups. So you're trying to figure some things out with balancing your emotions and or you know taking some time to be like okay so what fulfills me what doesn't um what can I gain from in a healthy way
what am I doing that's not healthy you you you just you have a lot going on but you have options I think you're kind of figuring those out you are putting the pros and bonds and kind of lining up what might be for your highest good and what might not be. And also realizing
that releasing some things that are not good for you are also making room for new to come in that might be for your highest good or just in general something different, a new flavor because the elephant also did state, you know, being stuck. So, you're either stuck with too many choices or making a
decision or you're feeling stuck and you're seeking out options that might fulfill you more so than others. Now, this could be um you know in your in your romantic life. This could be in your job. This could just be in your in yourself. I mean, it's a whole thing. I guess I could probably look I'm just
babbling around a stuck elephant. Yeah, it's the hardest thing to move. Have you seen an elephant stuck in the mud? Like, shush. Okay, so we're going to pull another card. Um, that is that is super fitting though. And you know the elephant with the the water card, the water cups and the elephant normally
that being its element. Now here there's fire. So I mean I feel like there's some water something has you need a fire that need it needs to be put out. You know what I mean? and and you think you're trying you're trying to do that. Maybe it's a matter of, you know, if you were hurt, you know, emotionally um having your your guard up
and being kind of out of your your element with that, you know, like you're I know you're a man, you're masculine, but you have feminine in you, too. And it's okay because we all have that. It's just a divine thing. Okay, Alexander, please. Thank
you. All right. Also, so this card is the number seven. I would like you to like if that has any significance to you as well as maybe it's one of those things. So we also have oh we have the Empress, you know, opening and communication groups and growth. So being happy with the results of of your actions. So this kind of just clarifies what I already just said, but
anyways, look at her. She's sitting there and you know she she's very much balanced in in her feminine emotion and in her love and this can be you know it doesn't matter your gender. Um she also has this scepter right this crystal ball and her her crown is made of stars.
So, I feel like you need encouragement because you need to know that there's going to be happiness and development and success in whatever choice that you make. Um, and don't feel like you're if you do feel like you're going to hurt somebody else. Like, who cares about anybody else at this point? Like,
I feel and the number three that is huge, too. So, seven and three, that's okay. The point I'm trying to make with this. I'm just so excited to tell you. So, it's you have a lot of options and I know that you might be as as, you know,
tough as you are. Some of these choices are hard to make, but because you have the knowing and you have that power and you have that big heart and you're kind of not scared to have that playful feminine side. like, you know, there's red roses on her white her white gown or whatever dress. I don't think that's
just like a fancy mumu logically. But no matter what choice you make, it's going to lead to um you know, fulfillment and success. Okay, let's see. Yeah, just like just be happy what you with the results of your actions. You know, everything that you do, just acknowledge it for you. And that goes back to the
whole you know, look in the mirror every day without shaving or brushing your teeth or going your, you know, let ego set aside. Let all of these things set aside and just be, you know, be pure and vulnerable with with yourself. You don't have to with
everybody, but I mean with yourself always. Okay, I would like one more card. sake. Thanks, divine. And that was really aggressive. But I did ask. Ask and you shall receive. That's another thing that this card flying out like for real. You got the queen of cups. Okay. And then that's four as
well. It's the number four. So the queen of cups, you know, also water. You know, she hasn't got there because she she's gotten there because she has felt everything. she has um gained that hierarchy or that you know the stature
in that throne because she's experienced things you know look at here she's also got her one foot in the water and one foot on the ground so she's very balanced in the sense of her emotions and her you know she her pentacles too she works really hard and has worked
really hard for everything that she has and she also has this beautiful cup. I mean, it's not a small offer and she's not about to just give it to anybody, but the right thing and the right person. So, this is just telling you like, you know, keep doing what you're doing, but like also make sure that the right investment will get you there. you
know, all of these choices in this can lead to just this comfort in this chair and in this this one cup, you know, but whatever you choose, you know, you know what's right for you. And I think that, you know, your confidence and your ego is what will also always drive that, you know, and someone can offer you
whatever, but you're going to be like, I know where I stand emotionally. I know where I stand and what I that I can have one foot in the water and one foot on the ground and that's my balance. So your emotional balance and you know this could be referring a lot to your your job because when it comes to this you know the earth the empress
is an earth sign right and that's very much the pentacles. Um, I do I feel like you're you're starting to come into a new version of yourself emotionally that is giving you benefits in an abundant way on the exterior, in financial, in your relationships, in, you know, how you treat people and how people treat you.
And I think that it looks really good on you. I think it looks really good on you. um you know, it's just being, you know, compassionate and more calm and um receptive and more just like embodied, you know, like you're just different in in a good way. Anyways, my love, I hope that that
concludes like I mean I could pull more, but I feel like three for you is good and I feel like this is a message enough for you. You get it. If I'm wrong, you can tell me.
Well, I really hope I wasn't talking to my self because like No, you did pretty good. I was listening to you. You doing pretty well. But Alexander is like this is for him. So, and if he's not connecting to it, then I'm connecting to someone else's energy. But at the same time, what did you what what part where did you lose me at, Alexander? because I
I do feel like this is very much um you being open and he says he heard well you know like you getting readings like this Queen of Cups is like you being open to you know receive healing and nurturing and you know also giving
it as well. Anyway, I'm not gonna backtrack and repeat all of that because I don't think I like I mean I can but when it flows it flows, right? Anyway, like did I cut out or something? And I'm not talking to myself. I'm literally
just I'm tell I'm I'm giving you a message the way I do it, you know, the way I guess. And I know that I ramble, but it's for a purpose. Okay, just get make some room
here. Oh, thanks Sassy. And good. Okay, good morning guys. Thanks. I'm so you know what? Yes, I did call you my love. Everybody here has a bit of my love for different reasons. That's like I said, everybody plays a different part in my healing and my life and my growth and knowledge too and and comfortability.
And so, like I said, we're all here for each other. Okay. So, I can do maybe a little bit of a collective card pull and I'll try not to talk so much, but isn't that the point of hearing a message is to like listen to the person giving it? I don't know.
Um, anyways, I'll just got to grab something. I'll be right back.
What a new job. I was just filling out a bunch of
Also, just because, you know, we stated that that was for Alexander doesn't mean that you can't everybody can't take something that resonates from that and leave what doesn't.
Okay. Well, the energy is certainly calming here. Isn't that nice? It was hard after the feminine. Is that because you didn't want to hear that word? Like that's fair. You're not really our our feminine guy. I'm just saying
that you you took that one word and kind of ran with it. You didn't It wasn't my intention to call you feminine. It's just within all of us, right? Um, anyways, let's do for the collective. I kind of want to do
something different. Like, I've done a few of these decks, but they're kind of my favorite go-to when you're doing a big collective reading. It's It's just kind of one of those ones that works with a big group, right? Let's do this one. Let's do this one.
We're going to do we're going to do this one and this one is the wild unknown archetypes. So it's a little bit more of an indepth. Okay. So these that Kim Cray has the wild unknown. You know that there's a tarot deck. There's the Wild
Unknown Animal Spirit Deck, which is an oracle. And then this one's kind of like a combine. Um, it's very pretty. Show you guys just so you know what you're what you're working with. Show me what you're working with. And it's fitting because it says accept all and reject none, which some of us really need to kind
of morning bong rips. There you go. Anyways, you know what I'm saying, group? cuz it's not the first time you've heard me ramble. Probably won't be the last, unfortunately for you. It's very pretty though. And then that side's the dark.
So even in this deck, like look at this. You know, it looks like kind of looks like boobs, but it's Oh, it's a container. Hi beans. Good morning, my princess. You want to say hello to everybody? for each little farting. No, you don't. It's like there's not enough room. Mom, you have
so many things. You know, I do love this deck because it is a little bland on the on the exterior of the cards, but the the the opposite side, it just has so much vibrance and so much graphics and so much detail and so much color. Um, which
goes to show don't judge a book by its cover. Sometimes there's a story and sometimes it's beautiful and sometimes it's colorful, but we can, you know, sometimes relate. So, this will be for everybody as a whole. And you can take from it what you will and leave what you don't need, want, or doesn't resonate.
Okay. Just going to check this. Make sure people are still okay. I have such tiny hands and some decks are just like either really big decks or the cards are awkward cuz they're like these are like ginormous thin pogs, you know?
Oh jeez. Here we go. They're really trying to clump up today, too. For the collective, please. For the
collective. Okay, I'm going to take this one because it's trying to pop. And cuz that's what I feel today. My god, could you guys imagine hanging out with me in person? Like in my everyday life, I would drive you bananas. So this is the shaman. And this
is really interesting because this is kind of this is almost like seeking that inner that inner self. You know, there's I'll I I will show you. You know, there's a snake, which to me represents like the condundalini rather than like just a serpent, but it can also. And you know,
there's a diamond and there's also, you know, a golden pearl. There's also some skulls and kind of in the universe. So, just check it out. Oh, there we go. You know, and there's a hand and it's grabbing for reaching for all these things. It reminds me very much of the
seven of cups that we just had. And I will read for you quick what it means and then I'll do maybe a three card tarot pull and then we will move along with our day and you don't have to listen to me anymore. Paige, yeah, you're not doing me a reading right now and I didn't notice. Are are you? Um,
this is for this one is for everyone. Okay. All right. There you go. Sorry. I was like so afraid I had just tuned out and I was doing things. It wasn't because I didn't want to listen. I'm doing life things, Paige. And I was busy first. That's okay. I get it. Everybody's going to be doing right now. It's like time for everybody to start their day,
right? So, I appreciate everybody's patience and everybody's attention and everybody's like good vibes and calm energy right now. Thank you. What is that? A dog. What's my dog? I got to take my dog out. Okay. He decided that pretty abruptly, eh? Like he's been quiet all night and
he's like, "And now it's time." It's like, "I need to take a Come let me out like right now." It was abrupt. He's like, "Dad, I've been really patient with you." It's And after I just said, "Thanks for being patient with me." The dog's like, "That's enough, He's got to do."
We can laugh about it. Oh my god, this book has got so much. Okay, I'm sorry. It doesn't have like the best table of contents. Oh my god, it's making me look so silly.
Okay, it's just a thick book, you guys, as all. And I know it's annoying
waiting. 9316.
The numbers are like that. Got it. Okay. So, there's a little bit like I don't use this very often because it's quite um quite detailed, but for you
I'll do it. The shaman, the magi, the sorcerer, the medicine woman. Three archetype archetypal ingredients constitute the shaman and all must be present in order to reveal its magic. First, the shaman is activated by
longstanding and diligent study, the mentor. Second, its orientation is generously and accurately aimed towards the healing of the self, of the other, and the culture, the healer. Okay, that is so accurate for what we were just saying. So, y'all know I don't not I'm not crazy. The shaman has a knack for
finding doorways to the other world, allowing psychic visions and old magic to leak into this world, the unseen. In this way, the shaman is a master who bridges the everyday and the sacred, revealing potent power needed desperately in our time. Yet, where there is power, there is shadow. So, the
shaman must be vigilant and in studying their darkness. Oh my god, what did I talk about earlier? So, the shaman must be vigilant in studying their darkness. This card reminds us that the force of healing is ultimately not our own. We must shape it and share it with the world. And the shaman can't be rushed.
Working, see, I know that I never shut up, but there's a reason. Working with this archetype requires study and perseverance. Think of it like bringing or marinating or wait yeah like brining or marinating. The content must permeate every fiber of its being. I need to turn
the lights on in here. Contrary to popular belief, the shaman archetype appears in every vocation. Teachers, directors surgeons politicians and poets are just a few of the faces in the shaman may wear may wear. Holy Have I ever gone all of a sudden? When
light like when in light fearless student and a practitioner when in the dark overpromises blames hurt self and others. And to go deeper or to balance read black elk speaks and Michael Tucker's dreaming with eyes open. And look at you know we talked
about you know the balance of the light and the dark. There's little yin-yang sign. There is also I don't know if I can there. Anyways, I just want to see what the chat has to say about that because that was actually quite I mean you can't make this up. I mean, for the most part, you know, I mean, I don't but it's
exciting and I want to know if everybody else is u digging it. Um, okay. So, um, we will do a Oh my god, I just, you know, when you pile all the things on the things, there's everywhere on my table and
I need to clean it today. It's driving me. It's just cards and crystals and like books with art and I don't know. Wizard hair. I don't know if I want to use this deck. I don't know if I want to use this deck. I don't. I'm going to use this deck for the
collective. What did I do with it? Oh my gosh. Oh, it's right here. See, it's underneath the stuff. Under the stuff. All the stuff. Oopsie. Dropped you. Okay, here
we go. And clearly I need a copy cuz I'm going brain dead. And this is this is the archangel power tarot cards. This is from Darin Virtue. She actually went full, you know, Christian and she stopped making and or indulging
in in these things that she put out so many cards, did so many collabs with people. Um, so all of these decks for from Darine Virtue are actually like kind of, you know, you can't find them anymore. They don't they don't really exist unless you own them or they're in the thrift store or you know what I'm trying to
say. And they're expensive to have now, I guess. Okay. Sorry loud for the collective, please.
Okay we have the 10 of Ariel. So, there is so very much to be grateful for. Financial success and the promise of retirement. A rich and rewarding family life.
I think one of you have I just keep one of you have something going something going on today that is worth celebrating. I don't know if this one of your children or if you're like there's something going on. I mean I know that there's how do I explain this? So the
magician. Okay, so this is lovely. So this is Archangel Razael. Then we have you can manifest the life that you want. What joker mute your your keyboard's making noise. Oh my bad. My bad. I was over here I'm over here working right now. I'm sorry. I thought you were taking a forever bong rip. Like I thought that was the bubble
of the bong. right now I'm setting up uh I'm setting up a PayPal become a permanent channel YouTube member or I'm setting up some stuff for someone just just mute for a sec while page does a reading so your typing's not okay so you can manifest the life that
you want what you need will magically appear successful beginnings so what did I say so something is happening um either like you know in your immediate future or in your current maybe today or within this week that is oh it's definitely something to be celebrated or that you're going to receive merit or
recognition for what it is that you have chosen to do with your magic you know what I mean with with your words with your manifestations aka your thoughts or things that you're just it's time for you to be recognized it's time for you to you know celebrate some things about yourself or with others or for others I
don't know Look at this. Look at this. This beautiful circle, you know, and the rainbow. I just think that You know what you guys? There's nothing that you can't do. I mean, I believe in all of you. I don't know. Don't be so positive, Perry. I know. But you know what? What the If I can convince you, not convince you.
If I can encourage you to believe in the things that you want to do or the things or being who you are, I mean, a little bit goes a long way and it's free. You know what I mean? So, this is just divine backing backing those things, you know, and telling you and you know, look like there's an angel in the sky. There's
also, you know, like water. Water is a constant powerful source of energy. um you know for spirit as well as for us to connect to it recharges us. Um but you you can do that for yourself you know that that rainbow that circle just that love that you can have. Anyways I'll do one more card and then
I'll leave you guys to buck along for the a bit. Hold on let me just reenter.
Okay. One more card, please. Spirit, one more card. Ask and you shall receive. We got three. Okay, we have the ace of Ariel. We have it's your lucky day. So this would be pentacles like this would be the ace of pentacles in in in like the
you know ride orwe tarot and it is your lucky day. New resources of money, time or support, a change in job or promotion. What did I just say? I mean that's self-explanatory and I already just yapped your ear off about it so I'm not going to change it anymore. And we have divine guidance. How cool. We have
um the search for meaning in life. Consider an alternative approach surrounding yourself with wise teachers or friends. What are we doing here? That is um then we have the lovers. So
this archangel Raphael we make choices from the heart, deeply emotional commitments and the power of love. I mean, I kind of just said all of that, you know, it's just have faith in yourself, love yourself. Um, and then everything else kind of comes easy and more natural and more comfortable. I'm
not saying you have to be all rainbows and sunshine. I'm just saying at least, you know, if you're treat yourself well and others will treat you well and and the good things will come to you if you believe in yourself and you got to put that behind your dreams. I mean, you know, in a way Joker was kind of talking about that earlier, except for in a little less in a little more aggressive kind of way.
But I mean, we all have messages to give. We're all here to teach and we're all here to learn. But I mean, whatever you do, just put the confidence of what you believe in your heart and your soul and your
mind, and it can come to fruition. You can do anything you you want to do. You just have to believe that you can do it and encourage yourself every day. So, look in that mirror and make sure you do that a little bit. That's all I have. I mean, I I I just I don't want to talk your ear off anymore and I feel like everything was kind of
already said and or self-explanatory, right? So, I really hope that you guys liked that. Um, and then if it resonated, great. If it didn't, cool, too, I guess. Yes. didn't if it didn't resonate. Go yourselves, right? Well, maybe, but not quite. Thanks,
Paige. What's up, Gage? Yeah, but Joker's there still. Joker, are you there? No, we we if you watch back, I think that you'll be like you you'll laugh at the fact that you you're sleeping and everyone's still here. That's how you are. But, you know, Hey guys, what's up? It's been a really
nice time actually. I mean, I can speak for myself but not others, right? Hey, Joker, are you having a good night on your show? Yeah, I'm setting up I'm setting up some uh some stuff. I'm going to tell you about it later, but I figured out how you can uh I figured out how you can sell your mod on
PayP. Hey man, good morning guys. I'm sorry. I thought I didn't mean to miss anybody, but I was in my I was I was tapped in. Sass, is that Sass? Is that your vanilla ice photo? What's going on here? Eminem. Oh, Eminem. Oh, I'm sorry. I'm I'm old school. I'm a little bit. Yeah, I was I
think I was having dreams about you guys. I was like listen I had my earphone in. I was like listening and stuff like that, you know. Were they Were they good dreams? saying hope so. Oh yeah, like your voice is so soothing. But it was funny because Oh, who was it tonight? Like somebody like Well, there's a fake there's a fake beater that came on, but then um somebody came
on and and she had a very sweet voice and and and then she was like, "Oh, oh yeah, it was like it was Pebb Pebble." Oh, yeah. I'm sorry, Paige dropped off, but it was Pebbles, I think. And Pebbles was like, "Hi." Yeah, I I showed my vagina, too. I showed my I showed my my bush and my my Oh, sorry. He had a very sweet voice. She's
like, I showed my bush tonight or I showed my bush before. I show my boobs. And then S was like S like Paige, what what are you talking a very sweet voice? He was like like Paige, what are you talking about? I was like, this is not Paige. This is Pebble. Oh my gosh, you're so funny. Wake up. Your curly little head.
Please never show her bush. No, I'm uh you know, I'm never gonna I'm never going to do that. Just not going to do that. Is not how you make friends. I'm just telling you. Well, I don't know. Around here, you the wrong friends. You make some friends. That's how you make will make some friends around here if
you will. But yeah, probably the wrong I think I'm doing all right without having to. And so I'm going to keep going with this flow. I think I'm I'm thinking of it because should I show my bush? I I think I might get some more subscribers. I'm not sure. Would it help me? You're getting enough subscribers just to see your your unexposed self naked unexposed. I think I think I've been
fully exposed at this point. You're keeping it PG. Well, I've never seen I've never full. I know. I know. I know. I never I never show my bush on this show but I don't know that you have a bush because you said you have a bush. I'm just kidding. Well, yeah. I I need I need I need a man M manscaper. What is it? Like the manscape. I'll be right
back. I'll be right back. Okay. He's probably has to go pee. He just woke up. No doubt. A Well, thank you guys so much for um yeah, allowing me to do that and for listening to me babble. I appreciate it. I love you guys very much. To the moon and back. In
fact, you're good, you're bad, you're in between. It's okay. I love you anyway. Maybe it's my turn to have a boner. Maybe I need a morning little little morning puff ski.
You know, I'm really mad that one of my abilities, especially as a native, is that they're like, "Here, you can do all this weird but you can't like you can't just start a fire upon looking at something." And I need I need a lighter right now. And I wish that I was a lighter right now.
Oh, thanks. That's like really nice. And yeah, beats right. It's like I'll give you a reading, but I like to do I mean, I'm happy to give anybody a reading. I I I've been doing a lot of more um you know, personal readings on like I kind of just discovered Discord and it's um h because I don't like to just use
cards. I really do like to just connect with you and I just like to say what I have to say, what I channel and you know whether that be loved ones or it be you know me just in general and then we can do cards you know but I like to start with with out to them and and it's a little bit more personal sometimes the
things that we'll get into and so I prefer kind of not to do it um even on my own channel I kind of prefer to just use cards and do like you know a collective hole And if it's super personal, um, which most readings with me are, it's nicer to just do that kind of, you know, in a smaller group, face to face
or one-on-one, if that makes sense. But I'll be so delighted to read you, VA. And if you want me to just do like a a little card pull for you right now, I'm absolutely happy to do that for you, too my superstar. You've given me one of your incredibly unique little readings, and I'm a big fan, of course.
Did somebody say collected hole? Hey, please please don't language on my show. Holy Oh no. There's a lot of I'm just catching up. I'm
like I think everyone's awake.
Yo, Psych, do you want to see this the PayPal that I just set up? Yeah, I'll show you. See?
What did you just cram in your lram hole? Is that a strawberry?
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I like I just worked on that. Maybe I did I like I think we gave some good ideas tonight with some monetization ideas, right? It's like and so and then then we're helping each other out too. Yeah. Look. And then look no then look. You get to add like artwork to it. See? Cool. It's this is on PayPal too. So you have like your own
website now and you can sell your moderator. Joker. I'm definitely gonna like this isn't my expertise. I'm like so I would definitely I mean I've never charged for my artwork. I've never charged for a reading. I've never known how to kind of do that, I suppose. So, it's like I didn't know I'm not very techsavvy either. So, like, you know, one-on-one, I'd love to talk to you and see kind of what you could teach me when
it comes to that or what you could help me with. Like, not right now, right here, but we could I would love um a few moments of your time to I mean, I just took like a hour and some of your time, but you know what I mean? Just to like discuss some of those things. you could teach me some things and maybe help me with some I don't know
um just some ideas to maybe kind of to to to do some of those things and to understand them and to maybe not feel so scared to or I don't know how to do those things. So I would just you get the point anyway. You get the point. Yeah. Joker does Joker does a lot of cool Joker does a lot of cool No, you have to pay you have to
pay to become mod. That's what how it works. It's not you're paying to on your channel or on here. No, no, no. On uh on on No, I'm saying like you I'm explaining the the Sorry, I'm reading a chat comment. Basically, you pay to become a moderator and you have to moderate the chat. That's what you're
paying to become. And on but not only on YouTube, but Discord as well. If you break the rules, if you break the rules, you have to write out rules. And if you break the rules, then you can remove them. Okay. So, it's just like giving yourself like protect, I guess. I mean, that's like super advanced from the questions I have for you, but like that's a great, you know, thing for
people to know, especially psych when it comes to, you know, monetization and keeping that real and also, you know, making just making sure he's protecting himself while making money and, you know, keeping his channel protected as well. Right. Right. True. and page cuz Paige I cuz I figured out some things tonight that page cuz like somebody was like first of
all people were just asking very like some kind of rude questions or question yeah I said natural sometimes yeah but I but I said I said okay so if you want me to like you know I'm getting so many questions and so many things I like if you want me to answer your question if it pertains to me or my channel or the channel and stuff like that then a super chat or or or buy a membership for
somebody and then somebody was like okay and so so start they sent out they sent for for membership and then they were like they like I want to be a mod and I was like well send buy a few memberships for people in the chat and so they bought four four memberships for people in the chat and stuff tonight and I uh and I made I made them a mod and stuff but I was like you know it's not my discretion to unmod you if you to break the rules but if you're if you're a
loyal mod you know I'll keep you as a member you know and you know what it really you know it wouldn't hurt for you to kind stand more in your power too and you know be more a little less lenient with certain things. Um, right. And you know, just like you you know, people shouldn't be coming on here and attacking you on your own
channel. And sometimes I I answer every question sometimes. But then it's like I was like, you know, if you really want your question answered, put it in a super chat. And then I'll and if it's about if it pertains to me or if my channel but if it's attacking somebody else if it if it's doxing someone else I'll just I'll just uh I'll just delete the stream and it will just you know and uh and then you know so and I will not answer your question and
stuff like that but you should you know if it's pertaining to the show because you know people coming on here kind you know we get new people that come in and they they're just confused as to what the is going on and it kind of makes it confusing for some I imagine. um you know like okay so what is the channel about making it hard to kind of maybe some of them to decide if this is a place for them or not but I mean
there's something here for everyone and it's a great place and but I mean you know if someone's going to come in and make it something that it's not not by your choice and throw people off or you lose you know you lose followers or subscribers and I feel like yeah for sure it's okay to like you know stand up for yourself protect yourself don't live
give everyone So much so much freedom in a lot of ways. And then the ones that you did, right? Yeah. So, Psych, look, Psych, you see this window right here? Yeah. See this window? So, look, I just made it where you can buy a channel membership or a moderator on a website on on this link. You You basically create a link that you put in
your description. They can click on this link, right? Yeah. And you can edit this and you add some pictures to it and you can put it here. But you you're going to have to like add like rules to your Discord and then you can link your rules like basically saying, "Hey, if you break these rules, then I can remove you." Right. Right. I feel like you could do like a three strikes in your
out kind of role psych because you're No, they just break the rules, you remove them and they have to buy. Yeah. Well, that for what Joker is saying right now is like, you know, he if you add someone as a mod and then it's like, you know, then he can immediately remove you if you break the rules. But, you know, look and and like I mean this is just goes to show no matter if you're monetized on YouTube with you YouTube or not, there are great monetization um
options, right? And so you can have alternate ways. Yeah, there alternate ways. And so Joker's just showing like you can make Yeah, you can like you can have really cool actually really cool professional ways also to monetize and it's like you can also professional. Yeah, I do like that very much. But then now I now I'm going to have to go in
detail and describe what services the moderator offers basically like what a moderator is. Now I'm going to have to type three paragraphs now. Yeah. On describing it. Yeah. Joker is Joker whole page is about to be like four paragraphs to be able to sell. I figured out how to do it though. I used chat GBT to give me this formula. So Joker, we're
already you're getting a request. How much is your bathwater Joker? Um, how much how much for like a Well, I can make a website and I can sell bath water, too. How much is your B? Just like asking how much is your fart. So, like as your as your uh as your manager like I'm I'm trying to help you. I'm trying to help. No, no, no. I'm saying someone asked in the chat. IA said, "How any joker bath water for sale? I just
want to help you get an extra an extra revenue to you." If you sell a bottle of your bath water, how I how much um how much would you pay for a bottle of Joker bath water? I think he might I think he might be willing to willing to wouldn't let me to send you some, you know, but you have to like I would charge 25 bucks. 25. So $25 for a vial. Okay, Elia, you want some Joker bath water?
You can drink it. It would be like some really cute it into their veins and like eat crickets in their wall after. That's up. You do what? Yeah. Well, you can do whatever you want with it. Whatever Whatever you When you get the bath water, whatever you want to do with the bath water when you get it's your business. It's your business. We're not We don't really judge here. It's like, you know, I know. I know. I'm just making a joke. I I am too. I am. I am
too. It's crazy to think that we can sell things like that. And actually like that woman. She sold her tootses in a jar. Little toot bottles. And she made what? Like like she made like she bought a house. You're talking about on um 90day Fiance. Stephanie. She's a she's a streamer on YouTube, too. I I have to find out if anyone knows Stephanie. Um Stephanie, she's she was
on 90day Fiance, but yeah, she sold she sold those in a jar. She's I think she sold it for like $500 a jar. She put a little rose petal in it. Yeah. A little personalized note. Oh, how how personally Nice touch. Nice touch. Yeah, it she has like a little nice touch. It's like a little rose and then and then you can guys go guys go look and like some guys bought it and stuff like that and they open it and I think I watched them open it and smell
it and they all they vomited and stuff like that but everyone said it was they all said it was worth it. You know what? It's like people can like they buy people's dirty socks and like their Q-tips and stuff and like with a Q-tip, but you're creative, so I don't know what you're going to do good on you, I guess. You know? Yeah. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Guys, you can sell guys, you can
sell anything. It's like is like that's the thing is like if you find a demand for something and people are like asking you, oh, I want I would like to buy this and it's like, you know, something very obscure or something like that. Yeah. the most like obscure unusual is kind of like one of the more right because there are people with like interesting fetishes and you know you
just capitalize on it you know you can capitalize on this you know I remember I don't know if I I said I wanted to buy Joker something from Joker I don't know if I said I wanted to buy his wife beer so slightly soiled or slightly soiled underwear we'll work it out later Joker yeah dude I'm going to I'm going to help
though, dude. One of my best friends and you're a 10 in my book, but you saying that kind of just made me question our I'm just kidding. It's already It's already written in stone, dude. We already the Burp bag podcast boys. You You know what? That video I could never tire of. In fact, throw it up for this morning. Let's have Let's go. Let's go. Yeah. You want to see the
video? Yeah. Beats, where are you, my girl? Our favorite thing in the whole world's coming. But but Joker. Joker. Oh, great. Joker. I um I did show this I showed this to Mr. Mr. Big Pipes, you know, and he said Mr. Bigpes said he found me he found um me through your show and so as I was Mr. Bigpipes cuz
everyone likes his video and I said, "Mr. Big Pipes here and at first I said, "Are you Joker's dad?" I thought it was Joker's dad at first, you know, and Mr. Hi, Mr. Big Pipes. And then you know who Mr. Big Pipes is, right? Yeah. Oh, yeah. I don't think I do. No. U he was a guy that he played one night playing instruments and then he was kind of rude to me and so and I but then so I was
like I was trying to make a joke I didn't acknowledge him if I did. Yeah. I was trying to make I was trying to like make a joke and say Mr. Bigpipes um you know here's Joker and I video a video of Jok Joker and I we had one summer in a mountain and then I played it and he's like he's like oh this is that's disgusting. He's like I don't want to watch this. He's like, he's like, I I'm
not looking at this. And And I was like, it's a joke. And and then then I was like, okay, I don't think we have the same sense of humor. So, and I I just ended the stream. Yeah. Here we go, guys. Are you reading the chat, Mila? Look at this This is joking. Lots of good suggestions. And will Paige pull three cards for me using her feet? I do have cute feet, but like I don't know if like I can pick like stuff up
with them and whatever, but I don't know if I could. I I think if you want a footpick from a a beat tarot reading from Paige, you know, she might consider it. But I'd like that might be the first thing I had ever charged for like Yeah. Yeah. You I think I think that that will be that'll be a charge for reading, you know. I think maybe $25 to $50 for free.
You don't get the fees for freezes. You see it pa? Yeah. It's my favorite. I'm watching it on my like big screen right now. You know what my favorite part is? You know. So yeah, this is this is Joker and I we went for summer last summer. We um we went to a mountain, you know, Joker and I fell in love here and it's like there was somebody somebody was videotaping the whole thing. I don't
know why, but they took very professional photographs of us and Yeah, you can see that's my Okay, my favorite one is coming in like two scenes, I think. Yeah. Oh, the best one. Smiling and then immediately serious. There it is. That's the best one. Yeah. And there's fireworks. Oh, the grip on that jacket is just out of this world. I won't I won't play it.
I won't play this out loud, but you you'll see when you know Joker comes in and he gets offended. Let me see. Thank you so much for playing that psych. It just brings joy to me and my day. Well, he comes back and he become he comes back and he stands up and then my sister was watching this video and she's like, "What?" She's like, "I saw your
face when you looked at Joker. Hey Toms, are you in here just to kind of like be um not nice to psych or are you Oh my god. You can always tell by their name is in black. They're not a They're not a mod member. They're donated. See that on my thing cuz of my stupid iPhone. There's There's like a Joker. Look what Joker is
doing. Look at my face. Oh my god. Look at your face. He does more. Look how thrilled you are. That is pure joy. Such a dork. Oh god. My sister's like, "I see your face. I see your face." Yeah. Yeah. Your
family is like, "Oh, calm down." Yeah. Okay. I'll take it off. I'm sorry. Oh, cuz there's somebody somebody else. I'm a panic attack waiting to happen. Oh, I have panic attacks all the time, but like I still know how to find my calm. So, you can say what you want to me. I'm not It's fine. I was just asking you if you were here to support
him or if you were here to on him and bring him down cuz it's too early for this and he means a lot to all of us. So, we're probably not having it is all. So, someone said Flirty Joker TV. Is that going to happen soon? Joker. Is there going to be a collaboration with uh Flirty Diamond? Is that in the future? Yeah. Yeah, that's gonna happen
to No, no, no. I'm sorry. Alexander, sometimes you ask for sometimes you ask for it. Yeah, Alexander, I don't know about the co-host. I I think, you know, Alexander is going to be my my uh my little my security guard for the for the green room and he and he's going to be lubed up all the time, you know. No, actually,
you know what, Jimmy? When when you are when if that kind of that is actually a very good point. That's not that's not what I meant. I just said, you know, um there's different ways to say it. And if you would have said it like this first, then it kind of wouldn't have seemed like, you know, kind of an attack, right? And like I'm not judging you. So you don't be here to judge anybody
unless it's for constructive reasons, which that one was. I That's fair. Alexander, you're the co- I'll say that. You're co- Okay. Yeah, because you don't like to be on bottom, right side. Yeah. No, I'm a I'm a top. So yeah, it's okay. Alexander Psyche, what are you saying? What are you saying
to me? Psyche wants IP2. This is Hey, that's kind of fair as well, right? He's just like saying this is um what to be expected from that. And you have been told by others, right? I guess to be fair to be fair, you know, Benny might Benny might Benny Benny might, you know, Benny who's on IP2, he might have spent a little little of his donations on on
some alcohol and for, you know, maybe for streaming purposes and stuff like that, you know, it's like saying like, oh, instead of spending on alcohol, yeah, I I spent a little bit of alcohol, but alcohol is like a also I think is a sometimes part of the stream, you know, like just like coffee, right? You have the join the join link. All you have to say is I'm an adult and I will
choose to spend my money the way that I please. All right. So like I I got it done now. I figured it out how to sell the moderator. Look, I figured out this part right here. So you have to This is what the chat GB the AI says you have to put right here. But it's good you got people looking out for you. I I'll read it to you. You So basically you have to put like how the purchase in what it
includes, right? Well, the purchase includes one YouTube moderator should zoom in for you. Jo is getting some good ideas tonight. So, look uh right here it says paging beta. Paging beta. Uh the purchase include seed right here. This is what you have to have. You know what, Jimmy?
Jimmy, I'm sorry. Sorry, but Jimmy, I just I don't want to even address you, but that is very rude to say and you don't know anything about anything. So don't um don't ever talk about that kind of thing again. It's upsetting right now. Okay. So don't anyway. So go ahead. Get the up here. Uh so look so look the purchase includes one moderator
permission on one account on YouTube, one Discord moderator account permission on one account on Discord. And then you'll be able to ban users in the chat and time out users and in the chat from messaging on Discord and YouTube. So I have to say the same thing for each one, right? You'll be able to ban users time
out on YouTube. Yeah. And then all moderators I added this one. I came up with this one like right here. All moderators messages have priority when I read the chat. Yes. I mean, I think there's that's and again, you know, I had I had I had like an idea and Joker took the idea, ran with it, and you know, and it's like that's awesome and
it's like and expanded on the idea. And that's what we can really do with each other. Is a queen Alexander. So, you're going to have to have your own art though, Psych, that you own art and you can upload it, but you want to be able to put something good up that's going to sell your your stuff. So, like I own this art. I made this right here. I love it. And also, I love that. Yeah. It's
very cute. I drew this and then I uh I used AI to make it better. But I actually drew this picture. Yeah, you can actually on um on on the Dolly app on um you can actually upload your any art and then it was like and then you can you can say, you know, commands. It will it will do some AI to the art, make it your own and stuff like that. What do you think about this one?
I drew this one with by hand, dude. I drew this one. You can see it's like a cartoon. I drew this one Well, that's pretty incredible. Pretty good, right? Yeah, that's incredible. He's wearing like a uh he's wearing like a freaking exo suit, you know? Like not not everybody can do that. So, I mean, that's very very cool. But yeah, there like that's
how I have the uh thing set up so that you can like see. So, it's like it's like its own page and then you have to take the link, right? So you're the only way I think that you would be able to sell the mod though is basically if you put it in the description like right and also but joker also think about um you know nightbot is free and then you can have
nightbot commands and so you can go like you can go exclamation point mod. Yeah, good idea. Good idea. Yeah. And then it was then it will take you to that right to that link. It say you become a become a mod on Joker's channel and then they can go to the the nightbot. Nightbot will just put the whole you just all you have to do will type to type you just after you program it is like exclamation point mod or something like that and it will send you it will say become a mod on Joker's channel and it will give you
it'll put that link they can click it and you can have it automatically set up to to like put it in the chat or you can um have people or yourself put the command in and it will and we'll say that. So, you know, I do that for me for members. I'm going to make a deal with you like as your manager and now I'm making a deal. Maybe I can add Paige as
an apprentice. Oh, yeah. Pa that's up to Paige. And Paige, you can Yeah. Yes. Paige says she wants to talk with you and stuff like that. You know, I love introducing people. Yeah. When it comes down to like viewers behind the scenes, building a community, starting a community, uh merging communities, all that stuff, I merge my community with you. So I brought all the panelver verse people
from all the little rifts and nooks and crannies with me over here and then so I'm streaming while I'm over here too. So then that doubles it and then they all saw that I was over here. So then they joined the people that hate me. So now we have everybody here the haters, the lovers, the fighters, the winners, the losers. And that's guys that's networking. And that's like one of the reasons like that's one part part of the
reason like I had when I start even started my lives I had a lot of people in my lives like because it's like I I I was on other channels doing tarot readings introduce myself. Yeah. It was networking right? Um he's not saying he made my channel but I'll always say Joker was a huge in huge inspiration for me. He was always kind to me. He was one of the first people I saw doing the kind of I specifically remember though like just like egging him on to start his own
channel over and over again. I was like you should start your own podcast. Yeah. No, I I He did. He did. And it's like, you know, that encouragement, you know, it's like when someone gives you some encouragement when you're when you're when you're like, you know, want needing encouragement at the time. It's like you don't you don't know how big of an impact somebody being kind to you, somebody um somebody uh um they say
Joker brought over five people max. No, whenever I stopped streaming before before I stopped streaming in what was it, September or August? September, I was on drugs and I was my I relapsed. So, I was streaming and I was uh streaming with Psych and I was like kind of faded and I was like I was I had
relapsed but I was like withdrawing. So, I was streaming and I was faded and I remember specifically like trying to get him to start to stream. I was so faded though. I can't remember what I said but I said something. Yeah. You know, Jooko was always encouraging and stuff like that. I I did like he was I did I did like come in hitting on him and stuff. You know how I am and stuff like that. But yeah, he's even friendly about that. Yeah, I
remember you from Benny. So, I used to help Benny start his channel and I started I helped Benny from the beginning and then that's how this all started was Benny Blanco. Benny Blanco was my science experiment that failed. He got shadowbanned so he failed. Yeah, he's kind of Well, that's and it's like, you know, I and I keep telling people people don't understand shadowbanning
and like how like you should say certain words and stuff like that you shouldn't be saying. you know, you can get shadowbanned and and people are are saying, "Oh, you're censoring or something like like they want me to like let them run wild on my show, which is like my show, and where like I'm monetized and stuff like that." And these some of these people like try to come on my show, say say every all these
banned words and stuff like that, and like, "Oh, you're censoring. You're like, no, it's like, you know what, I can make a I can make the rules on my channel, guys." It's like, you know, so you know, and it's like even if I charge for certain things, if I like would prefer to have mods members or super chatters and people know that support the channel like on the panel and stuff like that, that's my, you know, have you
heard Bobby Brown? That's my prerogative, right? It's like, you know what? And if you start your own channel, you can have your prerogative on on your channel, too. And so I'm This is for people in the chat. some people in the chat that have all these suggestions for me that don't have their own don't have their own show. They aren't monetized. They just their names in black. They're not a mod. They're not a member. They've never donated anything and they're trying to tell me Okay? So, if you
want if you actually want me to address your question and if it's not and if it's a question if it's a question about um somebody else and stuff like that that's not even on the panel um at the time then it's like you know I don't I don't have to show I don't have to show the super chat. But if you send a super chat like regarding me and with a question about me and even if it's even if it's a
rude question towards me, I'll probably answer it and show your super chat. But I don't like I don't like being harassed in in super chats about or other people being harassed in super chats about things and stuff like that. So be my girl. We can talk on um Discord later if you want. I feel like you're I feel your energy. I know it's not it's not it's not topnotch be queen today. and I feel
like something's hindering you, but we don't need to address it here, but I'm here for you and I do have you on Discord and it's a little more personal and you know, well, and and MC Nemesis, MC Nemesis, you dropped the hard you dropped the hard nword with the er. So, it's like if I ever have you back again, first of all, I need $10 in
either in either super chat or, you know, get a membership and buy a membership for somebody, but I'm not letting you back on since you dropped the hard er and I told after several times I've told you not to, okay? You're not getting back on. I'm not dropping the link for you. Um, why do we just not say ignorant words? Like, we're all grown-ups, you know? We know what's right and wrong. We know what and he says he he does have like some kind of
some kind of disability where he has like intermittent explosive disorder or something. He has outbursts. Yeah, intermittent explosive disorder. I think he said it was. I understand. But it's like but I I warn I did I did tell you and it's like I don't have a condition and and if you have that condition um maybe it's not the best to be on my show. If you can't if you just can't control yourself, just let me know. You just can't control yourself and it will
it will happen. But yeah, I know there's a big weird sense because there's people here that have no excuse for it and they get away with it too. So if we have to make rules that are fair for everybody, right? Well, no, but the rule fair for everybody is that you know that any anybody that will say that is like not really they will be banned. They'll be banned. Yeah, they'll be banned. But it's like, you know, if you want to get
back in my good graces and then and then also, you know, sometimes when you like people money where their mouth is, they'll be a little bit more careful and they'll understand if you know if you have a, you know, you have you know people have a swear jar and so you have a swear jar and it's like and then the kid the kid swears less, right? I would be broke to my own words. So MC Nemesis, if you want to get back on the show, you're going to need to I
would say actually I'm going to say you have to um buy five memberships. buy five uh give five memberships in the chat and then and promise never say that again. And if you do break the rule again, no matter if you donate five memberships or not, if you do say that word again, you will be permanently banned. But if you buy five memberships, I'll I'll be willing to, you know, to um to to bring you back on the show. It's what goes for all of us. It's not just
you being pointed like, you know what I mean? This is just one for every Yeah. I'm saying Yeah. Yeah. And and sometimes sometimes different people will I'll make a little different rules for different people and I'll I'll say it specifically, but I'll have I'll have the same general they'll be in the same general range for people. It's always if you want to come on the show, say the N word and stuff like that and then
bye-bye. Right. Yeah. Bye-bye. Bye-bye. Bye-bye. If you want if you want a second chance and you want to really want to prove yourself and you you won't do make the mistake again, I'm willing to forgive you. But, you know, I'm gonna make you like I'm gonna I'm gonna make you uh or ask you to if if you if you really want to be that bad be on the show and stuff like that, I'll probably give you another chance. You promise not
to do it again and you you buy some memberships for the for the chat. Okay. You'd be like the best dad. You'd be such a you such a like you're just um except for your kids. Your kids would be like, "Ah, dad's just going to forgive me. I can do this and I can get away with it and I can stay up for 20 minutes longer for like three hours. And well,
my dad used to have a thing where it's like bird if I if I if I bumped up or something like that. My dad's like, "Okay." He's like, "I'm going to I'm going to count to 10." And if I if I start if I was talking and something and he's like, "You better you have to be quiet till I count to 10 or it's going to get worse and worse." And he goes one, two, and he count to 10. And I would always start. You calm your little
dirt ball immediately. Yeah. What is Alexander behaving? Alexander, are you backstage? He's just get He's getting in his mind and he's just imagining things. He's He's just getting in his own mind and it's quite imagination and it's okay. He does have quite an imagination and that's okay.
Oh yeah. and be beta never be beta like bea and I like guys you don't know that be and I's relationship and so everyone has all this stuff to say about bea and myself and and all this other stuff you know be and I communicate off off the show and we have a very you know on on our shows we we will you know we have our way of communicating and off shows
we have a way of communicating right that's right Sassy Scarlet that's right and so Alexander you don't no Alexander Are you bothering Beta? Alexander. Alexander. Like really, I'll beat you up. NYPD, I'll get you too. Don't with Beta, guys. Like, seriously. Like, you know, it's like because I don't like
I'm so so tired of people like trying to like get in the middle of beta myself and like bring us apart and like say things like that. And especially Alexander, you should know better. I I think I've warned you about that several times. Alexander, you want back on the panel? But but Alexander, couple buy a couple more memberships if you want to get back on the panel. Hey panel, Alex, but but you have to keep Beta's name out of your mouth. Okay. And I don't want to
hear another thing about Beeta. Um Beeta myself. Like you you don't know our relationship. And it's like, you know, be and I may have been playing everybody the whole time. Well, we probably we we kind of were. Okay. Maybe maybe the joke's on all of us, y'all. Perhaps perhaps perhaps, you know, and not in a bad way. Just like clever clever, you
know, it. Right. Also, yeah, don't talk about Beta or anybody else here that is, you know, unless you're part of the fam. You don't get to pick on anyone. That's that's outsiders jobs in a sense. And we'll we'll put you in your place real quick as well. Not that me I don't really do it, but I'm a neutral ground. But I'll stand up real
quick if it comes to any of you and being hurt. and Alexander and I don't I don't and Alexander since you are mod I will address like um of you VA and I um she beta I she she beg she beta beta begged me to be she's like don't mom me don't mo me because people are thinking
I'm doing stuff in your chat beta beta has never hit a person never deleted a comment okay she like she's never has okay and it's like and I was like I just want you all I want you as a mod just because it's like that's all it means is I trust and I love you and I'll be back in a second. Yo. Okay. I got I got I got to get grab some breakfast real quick. Okay. Hey, Joker, thanks for Oh, thank you for No, I'm
staying here. I'm staying here. You're not Okay. I was going to Okay. Okay. Yeah. And Sweet Pea, I love you and I love Sweet Pea, too. And Sweet Pea was thinking like today Sweet Pea was saying, "Oh, I don't mean to call you out, sweet pee, but you you you said um Sask show a sketch of you and I was laughing and s we're just laughing at you for like hours and stuff like that." I don't I don't remember any of that.
And it's like I'm like, so I don't know. I don't know where that's coming from. And I I said I didn't I don't know you look like at that at that time. I You just sent a photo photo of yourself and stuff. So So I know you're you're a beautiful woman. You're a beautiful woman. But um but um Sask and I were not laughing at you and we and he didn't that sketch was not of you and it's like so and so it gets and there's all this other stuff come going on today and so
it's like it gets it gets overwhelming and stuff like that and so um it was nothing there's nothing personal nothing personal. Oh she never said that Ricardo. No and I won't share the I won't share the text message. No she never said that in the chat. She you know sweet pee and I talk person we talk person to person on um a text message and there's there's things that you don't see that we talk about so you don't you yeah she never said that no
she did not say that in the chat she said that to me personally and I don't mean to give away too much of it and stuff like that but I think there's misunderstandings that happen and you know just like you know somebody else tonight was thinking Joker was talking about her and stuff like that and then but Joker Joker did I heard I didn't hear Joker say one word and so you know
anyway Okay, my cats are going bananas right now. Yeah, big big Naisha has been been always always good in the chat. So, Big Nisha, I'll mod you. Big Naisha, you know, because I know I know Darnell, your son is in the BKG, you know, you said it. And I like that, Dell. I always have. Come here. Come here, girl. Big Nisha is she's she's the ultimate BBW. I
don't know if you've heard, you know, if you knew about Big Naisha, she she's the ultimate BBW. You see her on She's right there. I don't know if I met her, but it's nice. It's nice to meet you. Good morning. If you know if Darnell's in the BKG, you know, you know, BKG members get a free get a free mod, but you know,
it's very it's very very elusive and very hard to get into. So, um, so I would don't put don't don't put your you know, I I would u I go another route. But no, be Nisha. Yeah, Darnell was jumped jumped in, right? Na bronze burn person. Look,
I am in the currently so psycho awakens. I'm going to give you a gift, but I can't tell you what it is. Okay, thank you. I appreciate you. Uh, yeah. Look at you. I'm the worst with gifts, man. If I'm buying you a birthday present, I'm going to have to buy you 10 more birthday presents until the day of your birthday
because I get so excited that I can't keep your gift a secret to you. Even you the worst for that. I see. I like So, she was talking about that she wanted to set up her own podcast. Like, are you going to help her? Are Yeah, we can both. We can both cuz I
because I I also No, no, we got to discuss we got to got fam. We got to discuss a few things first before like it's it's a it's something I've really always wanted to do. Um but like we're going to we're going to have to we're going to talk a little bit about it first. Yeah. And of course P pa and you talk to Joker and also you know page I I had an Etsy store or have an Etsy store. I sold almost 2,000 tarot readings on
the Etsy store during the lockdown and stuff like that. So, I also have good advice for you in and I'm also have a marketing degree and stuff like that. I also have good advice being I gota this is where I got to like you know kind of um not be so I don't want to say kind and generous but like um because it's not like I don't want anyone's money. These were these were gifts to me to
give in a sense like they were free to me and I feel like it's my service as you know like you um it's it's a divine service but I do feel like because um it's my passion and it's natural for me and it always kind of maybe it should be a job maybe it should be something I do get it's an exchange of energy right
energy but I mean and Paige also you're so talented but Paige you know what what I did when I started YouTube is I I I would just I would go into chat. I go into open panels and chats and I and it's like I would just I would do free readings. That's that's how I started, right? It's like but but it's like but also you don't offer to pay me. I just don't know
how to say yeah. Okay. You know what I mean? You you can do you can say I I have I have a I have a short me I have a short channelneled message. I have I have three cards. And if you'd like a a personal reading, here's my here's the option for that, you know. Yeah. Cuz my personal readings, it's almost like like I mean whether you pay me or you don't. And I hate like I'm not trying to advertise myself like this
because I'm not just like a cheap but it's I I honestly once we're connected and once we start our our, you know, our sessions or our journey or whatever the our connection is, um it's it's there forever. You know what I mean? It's it's always offered a my door is always open and it's that kind of thing. So it's not like I want to be like every
time you have a question I need 30 bucks because I'm not I'm humble and right I'm just happy to help and do it. But I do know a little bit more backboneed and stir. And that's why you can that's why you can like say yes you can say I'll always that's what I always say I say oh I'll I'll do a free reading for if someone comes in here they need a few cards I'll pull a few cards if if
you'd like a more extensive reading or private reading then and that's an energy exchange like you don't feel you don't feel bad like the supermarket doesn't feel bad for sell for offering to sell the food. It's like that which is the energy the supermarket offers. don't like to use cards when it comes to when it comes to like those personal readings. It's more me channeling or using my my mediumship gifts or whatever
my clarity whatever it might be. Oh yeah. But you know on here it is definitely when you're dealing with like huge collective energy um it it's easier to you know cards give wonderful messages too and I will pull cards for visual proof to clarify this I spit as well afterwards for you if you need it. But but cards are good when you're dealing with a lot of people and a lot
of energy on a big collective basis like this. Yeah, it's definitely easier to not easier, but it's um more winnow for everybody to kind of use cards and Paige, the more the more wellknown you are, the more requests you're going to be getting for these for readings and channel things. And then it's like that's that's energy from you. It's like and of course if there's more demand, you know, it's like it's called supply and demand marketing, right? That and
then it's like you you could say, okay, well, I have I have a demand for Yeah, I need business structure cuz I'm more like it fills my buckets to help you, you know, to fill yours or to assist you and your needs. But like logically, I mean, I guess it there's no reason why if other people are doing it for monetary gain in some way that I can't either. Well, it's it's called it's
called, you know, we live in a world where we have survival where we need to buy food, we need to buy, you know, for our cats, got to eat, we need to pay rent and stuff like that. And it's like and it's like and and it takes time and it takes energy to perform like you know extensive readings and stuff like that but you know sometimes also in marketing you know it's like you can make you can get a lot of got to get a lot of attention and stuff by offering a free
service and stuff like that but you can also have have upgraded services which people are will be willing to pay for I'm not trying to advertise my love. I'm just trying to learn and because we're all here and it's open discussion I guess and it was brought up. It just seems to be like I'm just I'm just trying to learn right now. And I guess it might I'm trying to be open-minded to you know that being an option for me. So
I'm not trying to advertise. I don't it's not what I'm here for. H but I don't want to sound like we can change the subject al together. No, no, we but I do I just want to say people are saying, "Oh, you know, like when I was like I had an idea for like, oh, if you want to come on the panel tonight, $5 and stuff like that and people are saying, "Oh my god, you know, how dare you, you know, and like and or people,
you know, you there's always going to be people that say and stuff like that." You'll find that they're not they're not going to be members, usually not subscribers, they've never donated anything, and they're going to be talking a lot of right? And it's like it's always the people with with like the least to offer that have the most to talk about and stuff like that. How about how about how about you better not be setting a witches on fire or else you you coming for me too or
what? You going to come burn me or should I fly my broomstick to you and it will be a battle a duel. And and I say to those people I say to those people do if you go to if you go if you have a job and stuff do you go into work for free or or do you you don't Yeah. Nobody nobody like people people see some incentive sometimes right I suppose right and so nobody no like all these
people that are saying all this stuff it's like do they have a channel or do they do they if they have a job did they go they do their job for free messing with me anyways but I have to big brother so I'm going to address them on it because if I don't say anything then I'm just a just a little in the corner but you know what this has been a
really great like you Every time I I have been on here at certain times rather than others because there's a different crowd. Paige Paige, I just want to say I have 112 people. This is the first time I've had over 100 people in my chat. Wow, guys. Oh my god. I'm so excited. Can we ring the bell or is that This is the Yeah. Not this isn't the
energy. I'm not doing it for energy clearing, but kind of. But I'll do it, too. Hey, I'm so stoked. Wow. Yeah, I I I've never I just like look about 106 112. No matter it's over 100 people in here tonight and Joker had over 100 people in his chat tonight. He deserves that so so much. And it's like what's what makes the world go around
like when we're all like here supporting each other, lifting each other up, you know what I mean? Like and honestly, trollies make the channel growy, too. So whatever. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. If you're if you're a troll and stuff like that, you know, I you know, even if you're not a subscriber, you know, you're in here, you're in my channel. You're um I'm not really worried about watch hours anymore
because, you know, I I've already I've already gotten the watch hours to be monetized. That was basically the watch hours I needed and stuff like that. So, I'm not too concerned and I have so many great subscribers, members, um and donators and things like that that I'm not really too worried about like the the numbers all the time. Ricardo, this channel doesn't lift anyone up. Well,
that's, you know, I guess it's not going to for everybody, you know, but that's that's the intention anyway, isn't it? And yeah, it can hurt people. It hurts my feelings. I get my ass tore apart and I'm always up being my true self. I'm up on cam. But if you're going to do that, then you're going to have some there's going to be negative and positive no matter what. No matter where
you go, the grocery store, the it doesn't matter. That is life. So yeah, it's not going to be, you know, mom's apple pie to everybody and neither am I. And guys, just like the supply and demand is like when you you when you have Facebook page, you're going to have a lot of people asking for readings and things like that and you
know, and just like I have and u and it's going to be uh it would be if if you got to everybody and like did did full channelings for everybody like what time would you have for yourself? because we all have our own lives and things like that. So, you know, we do need to like sometimes sometimes we need to put a little it's called price wall or something like that where it's like a little very much, you know, it can be
very, you know, physically um, you know, draining and it can be very it's very emotionally and mentally draining. You're you're giving a lot of yourself to Yes. to dedicate the time and the energy and so absolutely and anyone else any anyone that's say oh terror is a scam like you know I I yeah people yeah people can have the
wrong attentions but I think still still no matter what discernment no matter if they're a scammer or not just like Wy Goldberg and Ghost have you ever seen Ghost Goldberg is she's she's a scammer psychic she she like she like where she doesn't even believe in her own abilities and then Patrick sees comes in starts whispering in her ear and she freaks the out and she's like what? Like what's going on? And then she
actually has a gift and things like that. And so it's like um yeah, um but even even someone that if you no no matter who it is, you can get a message from the car. The only scammers are the ones that will say, "Okay, well you're curse. You have a curse on you." If you have to ask questions, know a zodiac a birthday. Have a picture. Yo, Psych, can
you zoom in on this? Real. Look at these. Look at these, dude. These are These are real pancakes. Handmade. That looks good. You like these? There's syrup on there. I like pancakes. better be syrup on there. I'll be very upset with you. It better. And it better be It better be Canadian maple syrup, by the way. Joker, you need That's the best That's the best
kind. Pancakes in the morning, dude. I love pancakes. There you go. There is syrup on there, though, right? Yeah. Okay. Good. Is there butter? You put some butter on there, too. Is there melt melted butter on there? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. It's the best, right? I have another I have another secret for pancakes. My dad would also put pumpkin pie spice in the pancake batter. Oh, yeah. Pancakes are versatile. You can
put whatever you want in a pancake. Cheers. Cheers. Cheers, Joker. Cheers to your moo juice. Joker has some nice nails, too. I You give me some some some some pedicure or manicure tips, Joker, cuz he has some nice nails. It's like you've just got a thing with that focus. It's an It's definitely a trauma. We're going to work on that. My My Cuz I would go to I went
to I went to like lunch with my dad every week and he'd always go, "Oh my god, your nail." My dad was like, "You need to clean your nails." There it is, folks. There it is. Yes. But I do. I do. And some I see on I watch back my streams. I'm like, "Oh my god, my nails are dirty." And stuff like that. Show is cooking corn beef hash with bacon and eggs and grits. Oh my sweet.
That sounds good, huh? That sounds like right now that would hit every spot for sure. That sounds delicious, man. yeah. I can like kind of taste it. You know what I mean? It's just Oh, good morning.
Psycho Awakens, you have a 111 viewers, dude. Holy I I saw I was joking. That's my That's my um That is my maximum viewers I've had. I I I keep breaking records and so yeah, I think I had 94 the other day, but 110. Thank you so much, guys. Subscribe, folks. It's Everybody, please like the stream. You
guys have to like the stream. Absolutely. Like this stream. And um you know, Joker has his own, you know, stream and channel and podcast. So, you know, hit go hit a like for him, too. Yeah, Paige is doing so good at readings. Nancy says, "Um, let me see." And, uh, well, I hope so, Nance. I was been doing I've been born like
this. If I couldn't catch on, do a good job at 34, then I definitely need to go back to school. You know what I mean? Thank you. I love you for saying that though. Yep. Big Nisha, Misha's ringing the bell. Mna got Oh, big Nisha, did the mod go through for you? I thought I thought I modded you. Did I see Big Nisha? Can you comment in chat? Let me know the mod went through. My My daughter hates the
spell. She actually hid it from me. Remember? Did you hid your bell from you? She hid it from me. And like I didn't even notice until I went to go use it again. And she's like, "What do you mean?" And I know when she's lying, obviously, cuz she's a tiny little me. So I'm like, "Mm- we're not doing this." And you know, kids are really bad at lying, which it's a good thing that they shouldn't be good at it, but like they
don't know ulterior motives or alibi. Like they can't lie, right? So anyways, I'm like, "Well, Grace, I really need it right now." Because there was this moment and the chat it was and and people were on the panel like everyone was just being it was the time for the bell, right? And it was like I had to beg my own freaking kid. I'm like, "Please find it." She goes, "Don't look. I'll get it for you." Like, "Oh, you're
going to get it." Anyway, she gave it back to me, but if I keep ringing it, she's gonna probably hide it again. But remember the song, you can ring my bell. Joker, ring my bell. My bell. I want you I want Joker to ring the ring my bell sometime. Well, you know
what? It's good to have It's good to have admiration and you know, hey, I'm being raided. Oh, guys, I'm being raided by Pure Love Dog. This is a raid. Okay, I'm being raided. Okay. Well, thank you, Pure Love Dog. I appreciate it. Thank you for the raid. I know. I think raids are in a friendly way. You know, some people think, "Oh, I'm being raided. Oh
my gosh." that sometimes though. Yeah, I do. No, I know. The whole fam just kind of just goes and we just hit it like a bomb of of support and love. I know that sounds so cheesy, but you know, the raid if it's a good intended raid. Um, then those are that's the best. That's like, you know, well,
and guys, whenever I whenever I do a raid, even if I said go over there and say, you know, Psyche loves you, I always say Psyche loves you or say, you know, this is from Psyche's channel or or um you know, um forgive Psyche or whatever. And then people have said, oh my god, I'm being harassed. It's just because I'm sending sending great and people in the chat are so great because other people have done it before with
bad intentions, which makes it, you know, a little bit not the thing. Actually, say, can you do something for me? Say, say over there again. You gotta do it like Indians do over there. You gotta like do the There you go. That's all I wanted. You're welcome. Yeah. So, it's like But yeah, if I do a raid, it's like basically I'm I'm I'm asking my audience
to come visit somebody else's channel and say hi. And basically and say, you know, hi, you know, we like you. And it's like we're trying to say, you know, we're trying to help and stuff like that. Leave you there after you do a raid. Aka, do you remember when that happened? On what was it? April Fools. You guys all left me there. I
was the last man standing. I'm like, "Okay, cool. So, what do we do?" Yeah. Christine and Summer's channel, Talk Your is. So, it was totally fine cuz I was already subbed and like friends with them before. But if that was somebody we didn't know, you guys would just have left me in the war zone. Your little pagey poo. What the heck? I
know. Joe Joe says, "Please stop harassing people's psyche." I know. I'm I'm such I'm such a big harasser. You know, I I like uh I'll ask um I'll ask people to go visit other channels and say I love them. And I know I know I know I know I'm a big harasser. Joe, I know you're Oh, he'll harass you. All
right. Black outy. Clap for family. Black outy. Clap for family. Black outy. Clap for family. Black out. Take a dive. Fall on the floor. Do that again. You will never win. You never win the war. eat'ores. Look at your
belly. It's so big. Looking like a fat pig. Black is are jokers approved for this song. He wants you to pin the comment about I think my accent. I think that's what he's talking about. Someone said something about your accent. Hold on one second. Yeah, but
in Juice Juice show I made that song chat. I made that song. So that's pretty cool. I like that. I made that on my on my iPad actually. Yeah, that is Joker song. So and and Joker. That's my diss track to Blackout Andy. So, if you guys know the streamer Blackout Andy, you know the streamer Blackout Andy? I made a diss track against him because he
keeps on trolling me. He keeps on he keeps on telling people terrible things about me. That's not true. So, I made a diss track against him called Blackout Andy. Clap your family. Yeah, but you feeding into it and like engaging in it. Is that not just adding fuel to a fire that didn't need to be started? Well, I was just I was just making fun of him.
He he took a dab and he then he passed out and fell on the floor and he went Did he retally because of this? So did you start it or did he my It all started over this song. Yeah. Oh, He-Man says, "Is Joker is Joker dual streaming streaming sucking off Saki's energy." This is a picture of Blackout right here. No, Joker can suck suck me off
anytime he wants. Okay, Joker understanding. Okay, look guys, this was Blackout Andy. This is when he he took a dab of Psycho Awakens and he fell on the floor and he hit his head. Oh, I Yeah. Yeah. And that is why at least he was that he he gets so angry at me over the diss track because I said blackout
Andy take a take a dab, fall on the floor, do that again. Hey, Amanda. Yeah. And you guys guys, you know what? Joker and I have Joker and I are friends from like way back months ago. months ago and it's like Joker I have an understanding you know off it's like you know everyone thinks I'm just like make me pass out too but like I don't fall over and hit my little
noggin on the floor. Well Blackout Andy literally made a whole like dude he keeps on threat he keeps on threatening me chat I all I did I didn't do anything to him I made a song about him about him falling on the floor. This is after he made up all these terrible things about me. He's he's a troll. He's trying to take me down. He's trying to bring me down to his level, dude. You guys want
screenshots? And you know what? Good for you for good for you for not allowing it then. That's all I was asking. Yes, Alexander Little Noggin. Like you're you're being No. So, Paige, the only way I've responded is via diss track. That's what makes him angry. Yeah. Well, about it. You got I was like he was he was like he was like, "Who should I make diss tracks of?" I'll be like, "Do one about me. Do one about
beta." And then then some other people make a song about me. But I don't I don't care what you have to say cuz I know we're we're on like I know that we're we're good and like that we're friends. So I want to I make a song about little Canadian cheese ball me. I I think you guys are friends now. I think I think I think Joker made a new friend and I you know I love I thought we were friends like before but this is
like some one-on-one time because normally when he comes into the chat like sometimes it's hard to you know talk to anybody or everybody on a personal level right? What's this messages Joker? We're looking at messages. Look what he said. This is what he said. Joker TV is going to get docked. Joker TV is going to get docked
if he around. Joker TV aka Jacob Chavez is gonna get docked. That's me. He knows my name. You know how I know I've gotten old? Like I'm not too young, but I mean I'm not too old. He hates me, dude. It's all over. I couldn't read that even with squinting. It's okay. But he he read it out loud. But it's like, you know, also I've been doxed and stuff like that and it's like people will try
to dox you and like scare you and stuff like that. But you know what? If if we're public figures, you know, Julia Roberts, you can go wik go Wikipedia. You see Julie Robert's real name. Go on Google. You'll see you see you'll see Party B's real name is What is it? It's like Oh, what? Oh, of course.
Now I'm something. It sounds like a It sounds like a wizard name or a spell. Oh, what is it? Cardi Potter. No. Um, Bella. Bella Khis or I don't know. Okay, let me I love the name. Bella is an awesome name. I love the name Bella. It's It's something Alcazar. Bella Kis Alcazar. Oh yeah, Alkazar. Alcazam la. I love it. Hey, Paige, you missed the
story tonight. I told a story. It was like it was a it is an Indian ghost story basically. I'll just paraphrase it real quick. The guy was like um wanting to to hunt a certain mountain. Everyone's like, "Don't go to this mountain." Because it's haunted and stuff like that. He goes there and he meets a he meets a man and the man's like, "Oh." You know, he offers the man some of food. The man's like, "I don't want I want your food. I just want you some of your tobacco." And then he
reaches out his hand. He has a skeleton hand. And then he opens up his he opens up his his his uh his coat. He's all a skeleton under there. And the guy is like and then he says, "Okay, well I challenge you to a wrestling match. I'm I'm all about wrestling with a skeleton. That's that is so cool." So he's he wrestled with the guy and he actually and he figured out how to he threw some like stuff on the fire in the fire and
like and then eventually like he was able to wrestle wrestle the skeleton and then because the skeleton made a deal. He's like, "If you wrestle me, if you pin me, you you will catch all the game you want. If you don't, you'll go home empty-handed." Mhm. And so then he he wrestled the skeleton and then he like um and the skeleton stre and turned into flames and stuff like that he outsmarted the dark. He Yeah. There
you go. Also, it was a really cool story. He he he threw ashes in the skinwalker's eyes. Yeah. And that's another story I was telling the Uncle Wiggly stories and Uncle Wiggly it was first I told the story of the bad boy. And so there's Uncle Wiggly I'll paraphrase it. Uncle Wiggly there's really it's a really cute story. He he he knew of a bad boy and the bad boy was known to throw snowballs and rocks and
the bad boy threw snowballs and rocks at Uncle Wiggly when he passed by. But then Uncle Wiggly had to pass by again the house to get to somewhere he wanted to go and he heard the boy was had now had an ear because he he was out in the cold in the winter and he needed a piece of cotton and Uncle Willie knew where the cotton was. cuz it was in a certain tree and he like and Uncle Willie went and picked out the cotton, put it on his
doorstep and then the mom was like, well, these other rabbit tracks and he's like, well, she's like, well, you better be nice to the rabbit from now on. And the and then he from that day on he never threw a rock at the rabbit again. Right. I I don't know if I said it right, but Well, no, because all of these what they are here for is there, you know, it's to teach morals and Like there's a story behind it. There's
a lesson behind these. You know what I mean? Right. And and but and Uncle Wiggly was always like he's like he's like he's like I bet I can I can I bet I can make that bad boy turn into a good boy. And it's like and it's just like and it's by kindness and it's by helping. And it's like sometimes people that even have have malice towards you if you help them they'll they'll they'll they'll realize the error of their ways
and they'll help you. You know it's like I don't know people were saying it's a weird story and stuff like that but they're really I I know I I feel weird if you're not listening to the story. You know what I mean? Because it has it may be weird, but if if you don't hear I have I have to read I have I have to read one of these stories. Is it my phone's dead? My phone's I do have to
read one of the stories. I'm sorry, guys. I didn't mean to scream like Go ahead. Oh my Ew. Okay, it's his house now. We're going on the deck. I don't live here anymore. No thank you. I don't know what to do cuz he's like on my roof and he's bigger than me cuz we're making eye contact right now and that's not I'm I'm over it. I'm going
outside. We're trading places now. He pays my rent. I'm leaving. Bye. The story the stories are they were it was a little bit like you know it was a little bit long but it's like it was such a good the guy the writer is so good. I'll try to read one. I'll try to find one and and I'll read one right now. Then I'm going to go get a coffee
and I'll be right back. But I'll read a story before I go get a coffee if you don't mind if No. Um, no, go ahead. I'd love to hear a morning story. Psych. This is my my my So my grandma would like, you know, I go to my brother's football football games and I was not really into really into football. I didn't I didn't appreciate the butts of the time, but you know, now now I do and I'd be distracted, but my grandma would buy bring me this book called Uncle Wiggly. It was like written in the in
the 1905 or something like that. I've actually heard this before. This Yeah, you've heard Yeah, Uncle Wiggly. Yeah, there's like it's a bunch of stories like a lot of stories and stuff like that. I'll find a shorter one. Um cuz now they're all you know now they're all online and stuff like that and while and then I'll go pick up a copy and um charge my headphones for a little bit and let you guys Oh, Joker left. Okay.
Did you hear the the crane or the heron that was making that sound just now? What? But that was a beautiful sound. That was a beautiful I love her. I love I love u cranes herand dude. We have like a little pond like we have like a lake kind it's not it's not a swim of a lake like you don't even get access to it. It's literally just like a place for
birds and things to live in their wetland area and then the frogs in the field. It sounds in the night in the summertime like a bunch of drunks outside a bar. Oh They make strangest sounds. You need to plug in my phone a little bit. Yeah. We'll just take a we'll take it'll take a minute. Yeah. I have Shrix here. Shrix. Are you saying hi? You're saying hi to Oh my god, it's cold out. That
spider needs to go. My uh my my phone is falling. I know. Joker. Joker. I think Joker fell off, but I still How many people in the chat? 117 people in the chat. Are you kidding me? This is like Look at this. Beautiful. Look at And I can't dox myself cuz it's just trees. See, look. Now it's tarot trees and cats. Do you see the Do you see the
trees? Tricks. Tricks. Oh, I got to go get your besties. Where's bees? Hold up. He's probably out murdering little tiny poor helpless animals in my yard cuz he's a jerk. Feel like Rambo. Nothing else can breathe and live in our yard except for him. Yep. There's already a a gift with no head. What happened? Why there's so
many people? I don't know. I think there I think someone said I was I'm being raided a friendly raid. I think u or maybe maybe I got accepted to IP2 or something like that. I don't know. I don't know why, but I just want to thank you guys because that's really Oh, 120 people. Yeah. And the chat is going wild. Everyone say hi in the chat. If you're new here, say hi in the chat. Um, you know, 35. Yeah, there's 35 likes, guys.
Guys, how about how about hitting that like, too, when you come in here and like supporting the channel. Joker bought some bots to fool me. Well, you know, you know, you know, a view's a view. No. Raven said, "Yeah, yeah." Hola Alexander.
Yes. Yeah, I have 2,000 subscribers. Yeah. I I definitely Yeah, I I had Yeah, I I had over like I had about 100 people in the chat the other night, too. And there was no there was no boss involved. And so, I do believe also
being monetized. um you will I I will um attract a larger audience sometimes even not monetize you you know if you like help each other and stuff like that and you'll people are talking different communities and say hey everyone go over here so I just want to thank everybody for being here um okay so I have an uncle
Wiggly story I it's going to come up right now okay uncle Wiggly so let me see I I'll probably I'll give you a few I'll give you like three options page. I'll I'll give you like three um different like the choice of like between three stories if I can get this up on the screen. Okay. Uncle Uncle Willie story text. Okay, I
got it. I got it. Okay. So, are you there, Paige? I just realized I was mic muted. Oops. Sorry. I was say, you know what? Let's let the chat let's let them let's let them choose. Okay. So, yeah. Okay. So, there's I'll give it I'll give a choice of three stories. So, do you want Uncle Wiggley's Valentine, Uncle Wiggly and
the Bad Dog, or Uncle Wiggley's Picnic? Which one? Which which one, guys? Whoever says it first gets it. Whoever Whoever makes this either Uncle Wiggy's Valentine, Uncle Willig's picnic, or Uncle Wiggly's and the the bad dog. I want to vote for the first one, but let's see what everyone else. Okay,
Uncle Wig's Valentine. Okay, so it goes, "Uncle Wiggly quickly hopped across the room and closed the door of his hollow stump bungalow where he was busy in the sitting room. He heard nurse fuz Jane Fuzzy Wuzzy coming along." "Well, that's queer," exclaimed the muskrat lady housekeeper as she noticed what Uncle Wiggly Wiggly did. "I wonder what it means," Wiggly, she called. "Are you
getting ready for some strange new adventure, such as stopping bad boys from tying tin cans on dogs tails?" That was the last story that there was a bad there was a bad boy that tied a tried tried to tie a kin can on a dog's tail. Okay. D says nothing like that now. No, my dear, answered the bunny rabbit and he quickly pulled the table cover over something that had been looking at. This
is a secret. Oh, a secret? Exclaimed Nurse Jane puzzled. The muskrat lady looked at a calendar hanging on the wall and noticed that the day was February 14th. I think I can guess what your secret is, Uncle Wiggly, she said to herself. I suppose it's something to do with M Mrs. Twisty Tale the pig lady or maybe for Grandpa Goosey Gander. Well, I hope you enjoy it. Then Nurse Jane went
back to the dining room where she was giving the dishes their morning bath. And Uncle Wiggly began to rustle some paper and tie knots in a piece of gold string, all the while murmuring to himself, "I hope she likes it. I do hope she likes it. I'll put it on the steps, throw a stone at the door so she thinks someone is knocking, and then I'll run and hide behind a bush, and watch how surprised she is when she opens it.
Uncle Wheelie had been very busy all that morning after having been out all out in the woods in the day before. What he had made, I shall tell you about in a little while, enough now for you to know that the bunny rabbit had something he did not want Nurse Jane to see. Pretty soon, after opening the door a crack and listening to Miss Buzzy Wuzzy wash the face of the clock, Uncle Wiggly hopped
softly out and down the front steps with a box under his paw. His tall silk hat was rather sideways, and he carried his red, white, and blue striped rheumatism crutch upside down. But when you remember that was February 14th, I think you will kindly excuse the bunny gentleman. Uncle Wiggly hopped on through the woods and over the fields every now and then, and then he would
stop and with his crutch brush to one side the dried leaves and little heaps of snow that were scattered here and there in the forest. "I hope I may find some," Mr. Longear said to himself. "It won't be half so pretty without them. I hope I find some." He searched many places, and at last he found what he was looking for. Carefully picked something up off the ground and put it in the box he carried. Nurse Jane will surely like
this," said the bunny gentleman. He was about to hop on again when all of a sudden, he heard someone crying in the woods. There was a sobbing sound, and looking around the corner of the tree, Uncle Wiggly saw a little girl sitting on the log, and she was crying as hard as she could cry. "This isn't that isn't the freckled girl," said the bunny gentleman to himself. She said she said she wouldn't mind her pretty speckled um
her freckles after she looked at the pretty the speckled bird's eggs. "It isn't the freckled girl. I wonder who she is and what's the matter. And pretty soon, Uncle Wiggly found out for he heard the sobbing girl story. Oh, I wish I had money enough to buy one. All the other girls and boys can buy Valentine's to send teacher, but I can't, and she'll
think I don't like her, but oh, I do. Oh, I wish I had a Valentine. My goodness sakes, alive. And some peanut pudding, whispered the bunny Robert gentleman. That girl's crying because she hasn't a Valentine for her teacher. Then the bunny gentleman looked down the box wrapped in tissue paper which he carried under his paw. The box in which he had placed something he had found under the leaves
and snow of the forest a little while before. She wants a Valentine, murmured the bunny rabbit gentleman. And here I have one that I made for Nurse Jane. I was going to leave it on the steps and surprise my musk mus muskrat lady housekeeper, but I suppose I could give it to the little girl. And well, nurse Jane won't care when I tell her. I'll do
it. I'll give this girl my Valentine," said Uncle Wiggly, so suddenly that his pink nose almost twinkled backward. He looked over the top of the bush, which he had sat down to wrap Nurse Jane's Valentine. Then the bunny hopped over to the girl who sat on the log, still sobbing because she had no token for her teacher. The girl heard the rustling in the leaves made by Uncle Wiggly's paws
as he hopped, and she looked up suddenly. Then she rubbed her eyes, hardly able to believe what she saw. Why? Why? She murmured. Am I dreaming? Is this a fairy? Dressed in a tall silk hat with his red, white, and blue striped rheumatism crutch. Oh, why, that's Uncle Wiggly. It's Uncle Wiggly from out of my bedtime story books. Oh, how glad I am
to see you, dear Uncle Wiggly. Please come up and sit by me on the log. But Uncle Wiggly had was not allowed to do this. He put his paw over his lips to show that he could under that though he could hear and understand what the girl said, he could not talk to her in reply. Then he placed a valentine beside her on the log and quickly hopped away. Oh,
Uncle Wiggly, wait a minute. Please wait a minute, cried the girl, but the bunny gentleman dare not stay. I must try and find Nurse Jane another Valentine, he said to himself, and he skipped along the woodland path. Left alone, the girl on the log opened the box Uncle Wiggly had left. It was made from pieces of white birch bark such as that the
Indians used for their canoes. Inside there were spring sprigs from an evergreen tree and some round brown buttons from the sycamore tree. And in the middle of the evergreen springs were some lovely pink and white blossoms of the trailing um arbudas, the earliest flower of spring growing under the leaves and late snows. It was those are Buddhist flowers which with the bunny
had come to the woods to find and complete the Valentine. Now he had given it to the girl. Oh, how lovely, she murmured, tears no longer in her eyes. Won't teacher be surprised when I put this on their desk and tell her Uncle Wiggly gave it to me. Oh, there's a verse, too. And there was written on a piece of white birch bark, which um is
what the animal folk use instead of paper was this verse. These twigs of cedar, like my heart, are evergreen for you. The blossoms whispered that I am your Valentine so true. I know teacher will love this, said the little girl. Um, and she was so excited she could hardly run to school. She had to hop and skip. Here's a Valentine from Uncle
Wiggly gave me in the woods, the little girl told the teacher, all excited, out of breath. Uncle Wiggly, how strange, exclaimed the teacher. I I hope you didn't dream it, she said to the little girl. But at any rate, the Valentine is real. And how lovely. It's the nicest one I ever saw. And you can imagine how pleased the little girl was. Uncle Wiggly hopping back to the bungalow through the woods, nod a piece of white
birch bark off the tree, and with a burned black stick for a pencil, he scribbled on it, "Dear Nurse Jame, this is my Valentine. I love you." And when the muskrat lady found that on the doorstep a little later, she laughed and said it was the nicest Valentine she could wish for. And Uncle Wiggley told her about giving the other Valentine to
the sad little girl. And the muskrat lady said, "You did just right, Wiggly. Now let's go to the movies." And they did. And if Electric Light doesn't cry when it has to go down to the cellar in the dark to get a piece of coal for the fire to play with, you shall see and hear the next story of Uncle Wiggly and the bad dog. And I'll read that later.
Okay. Did you like that? Yes. It was very nice story. Yeah. What did everybody what did everybody um what's everybody's uh what consensus? What did everybody take from that? Did everybody like that? The story was about what was the prognosis? Yeah. Do you have a anybody have a
interpretation or you know something like that? Because Uncle Wiggly's like he's he's like a he's like a little rabid gentleman. He wears he wears like a a a top hat and he his hair is a rheumatism cane and um and it's a really I think it was written in like 1904. My grandmother gave used to give me these books and she loved these regard look at Ricardo's hold Ricardo's face. I have to
see regard Ricardo was like this. I was going to say Ricardo made a comment and I kind of I just h I have to Okay, so he said um where is it? Oh, why isn't he in drag? Isn't he supposed to be in drag for story time? And my mind went completely immediately to you know what if I like when I'm if I close my eyes
and I just listen to your voice it sound your voice sounds like it's in drag like it's a dream who's this who what is what is I need a hand job. What are you talking about? Yes. You have to pay to talk to me. I'm I'm a very famous IRL streamer. I'm about to be put on IP2. I'm a monet I'm monetized. I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. No, you don't have to pay to talk to me. I'll talk to you. I'll talk to anybody. But I
appreciate all these new people in the chat. Guys, if you can hit the like, share, subscribe, you know. I I don't know. I don't know how I got f. I don't I don't know. All of a sudden, I came and there's 100 over 100 people in my chat and stuff like that. What happens when you party naked? Hey, Psych. Yeah. I need No. No. I need a hand job. I need a hand job because your name is so offensive to me. It's going to be $10 for you. Okay. You have to send $10 and
need a hand job if you want to if you want to come on the stream. Okay. $10. Send send 10 two memberships and need a hand job. Okay. Um also fam maybe like come on up. Let's join like aren't you guys just hear like I mean come up here. Let's let's um yeah you guys want to talk to morning like chat chat. I think IP2 raided me. Yeah IP2 must have raided
me. They must have. I don't know. I I I have been uh I have been doing exclamation point. You guys can post exclamation point IP2 maybe. Get I know I'm not I know I'm not famous. I need a hand job. I was being sarcastic. I know I'm not famous. I'm not famous enough, but maybe. Yeah, there we go. Look, maybe I'm not famous enough. Members only. Yeah, members only. Yeah. Yeah, guys, it's a very exclusive club here,
right? You're not paying to for your content. That's weird. Okay. Well, I need a hand job. Yeah, your name's not weird. Okay, you might really need a hand job. You're seeup. Is that your real name? Is that your real name? Your your mother named you. This hand job named you. It's like very Austin Powers like
villain. Okay name I love it kind of I don't if Joker's buying bots you know thank you Joker thank you thank you if but I don't think I don't think he I mean I I can't but whatever an avenue to get a panel is $5 they he'll make exceptions if you buy three memberships which is $15 lol well
no I'll say for certain people for people piss me off I'll say okay buy a few memberships and stuff like that I'll make you a mod and I'll Joker doesn't have $5 No, no, he does. They definitely named them that. They Yeah, you know, it's like So, there's a family. There's a there's a nice family that there's a really cool family. Their name was the hand jobs. So, the family was called the
hand jobs and they had a daughter and they're like, "What would be a cute name for our Anita hand job, right? It just makes sense. It just makes sense. You're that's your your real legal name." Oh, okay. Okay. Well, that's pretty legendary then. All right. Yeah. Well, I I I I once I once saw there's a story in Florida. Florida has a lot of weird news stories. I think
it's because they they're allowed to share like there's like less privacy acts, but there's somebody in Florida that was arrested for for drug possession, but her name is Crystal Methley, and that would be a really cute name for somebody, right? Well, maybe. Well, yeah, if you have a great sense of humor. Oh, oh, sorry. I'm sorry. Anita Hand job says, "I'm a man. What the Second
offense you've made to me." Oh my gosh. I'm offending you. Oh my gosh, I need a hand job. Um, yeah. I'm so sorry about that. You know what? They just got you to say, "Oh my god, I need What did I just say? You said, "Oh my god, I need a hand job." And it sounds like you literally said that rather than the That's funny. They got That's so funny. They got you cuz you I don't know. Maybe
I've just seen it throughout. I feel I got Now, now I Now I feel ridiculous now. Now, now I'm Are you just kidding with me, guys? Are you just kidding? Was that your name? That I don't think that's your real name. So Joker, you kind of just gave yourself away when you your IRL legend says Joker always wins. Never stop winning. Winning winner. They tr I got tricked and she's
offended. I'm or he's offended. I'm so sorry. Okay. If you you know if you submit my name to IP2 and you like send a screenshot email. It's hard to tell by Oh my goodness. Yeah. If you if you do send a screenshot where you like submit my actual name to IP2 and instead of saying I'm submitting your name to IP2, I will consider answering your question. Okay. Uh yeah, I' I've been tricked.
I've been tricked. I've been bamboozled. I've been bamboozled, guys. Guys, you know what? Guys, hold on. I'm I don't know if I put put the uh my link up. Here's there's a link, guys. I don't know. I'm Here's my invite link if you want to come up and talk to Paige and I. Someone was asking for it, but MC Nemesis. No, no, no. You can't come up here. MC9 says, "Cuz you said the hard
rword word and uh you you are now being fined $25 or five five memberships to my channel if you'd like to come on the panel ever again. And there's no exceptions. Never. I don't care if you think I'm a cute twink. You like my ass. No, MC Nemesis. You're bad. You're bad.
Naughty nemesis. That you know, but yeah. Um well, I need a hand job. Obviously, you weren't here yesterday when I went to the pier and I went and bought a fish taco and I filmed people in the skate park and and I went and I I show the whole pier and I go IRL every
day now. You'll join. I'm I'm maybe I have downs. Me and uh Juice um Well, what the Maybe I do. If I look like I do, maybe I should get checked for that. Hey, I don't know. No, you you Paige is definitely not. She is. Paige is definitely a hottie and it's like I you know just don't look at
don't look directly into her face because you will fall in love. You will fall in love because she is so stunningly gorgeous. You know that might happen. Yeah. Good thing you're making me blush. At least I can do it not on camera right now. Thank you. I mean I I I think I might be straight now. I don't know. I think I've fallen in love with Paige, you know. Um you know I I've been
gay all my life. Plane tickets. Let's go. You're moving out here now. Bea and Paige and I I I look directly into their eyes. I think it was some kind of some kind of Canadian or Persian witchcraft that's been cast on me. Combination. Yeah. Combination. It turn me straight. Guys, if you're looking for a cure for gayness, the way that I act. Yeah. Well,
you know what? It maybe because I'm Canadian cuz like what is Nancy? Nancy said you come up here and we'll talk face to face, right? I just posted the link, guys. I don't I don't think it was posted. I might for for a few hours and stuff like that, but I posted the link. I'll I'll pin it. But I do want to walk to Starbucks in a little bit. So, but I
do not want to leave Paige alone here with you animals. I need I need a I need a good a good uh security guard for her. So, if you're if you're a protective type and you're Oh, you know what? It's like the strength card. You know what I'm talking about? Just that that people they're not animals. They're just, you
know, they're people. Well, you know, they're all some of the people are animals. The MC Nemesis, you are you're a big you're a big bear. You're you're a hairless bear with like gigantic nipples for especially for a male. Have you seen a hairless bear? Those are things for your nightmares. Um Yeah. It's
terrifying. 111 people in chat by the way too. Thanks guys. Uh yeah. Um yeah, Ricardo. Ricardo, you know, Ricardo, you know, be careful with what you say, Ricardo, because we have people here that that know more about this than you do, maybe, right? He man, it's cute how you take everything so seriously. It's just jokes. Okay, so Ricardo is just joking. Ricardo, what's your true identity? Maybe my little tender self is
just sometimes, you know, I haven't been coming up as much or coming on and joining as much because maybe sometimes, you know, I act like it doesn't bother me. For the most part, it doesn't because there's nothing I can't like laugh at or that I haven't like already recognized in myself or etc. But like
sometimes a can really tear a girl up and it's not a pick. Paige is not hairy like a bear. She she got she she shaved her armpits yesterday with that because you know she shaved her armpits yesterday. I mean a few days ago she was a little bit furry but she got
the Lady Gillette. She got the Lady Gillette Venus and um she did. I did because Lee decided to go to Vietnam and visit her family abruptly which is fine. The girl needs a vacation but I'm like I need some things to happen here. So, one of them I took in my own hands, which was that. And you know what? It isn't.
It's getting warm out in its time. But, oh, excuse me. We can laugh about that one. That is funny. Yeah. Ricardo says, "That's what I meant. Downs as in soft." Oh, yeah. You meant downs. Fabric softener. Oh, okay. Now it all makes sense. Now it makes sense. What's that little cuddle bear? Does remember the those little sugar
bear or whatever that guy? The little he goes. Is that the bear that the Downey? That is a fab like fabric softener guy like like it's or is that a Sherman Ultra commercial that you're talking about? It's toilet paper. I'm not sure. I think it's Down's fabric softener,
right? He goes down. Downy. It's Yeah, not down. Downy. I'm like, um, yeah. Paige is naturally Yeah. It says, "Paige is naturally pretty and her personality makes her beautiful." Right. I think I'm natur I'm naturally good-looking and my personality makes me
a stud. Right. So, a snuggle that's snuggle. The snuggle bear. The snuggle bear. Oh, yeah. I'm looking I'm wait I'm waiting for my prince charming. I feel more like the the princess charming. I feel like the princess from Tangled where it's like I'm I'm in this little house and I have like some I have a narcissistic because I I was kind of narcissistic abused by a Russian and
stuff like that and she she came in and she was kind of like the mother and not expect abuse. They go hand in hand. My love you're smarter than that. What you thinking? You can't even Well, I mean I've learn I've learned right. I'm a stud. I'm a stud too. Yeah. So, but I tangled going to hurt your feelings, but
they don't it's just it's just it's just that they're that way and it's not even it's just natural. You know what I mean? I I can show you her picture. You want to see her picture page? Well, she's in she's in prison fire camp, but she's in a picture. I'll I'll show you her picture. Mhm. That's her right now. Yeah. She looks like a sassy Russian who
will destroy your emotional and ego and she will with you. But you know what? And a Russian, if you marry a Russian or if you Russian in your Russian, you keep people on their toes for sure. You want to be daily in like your daily roast. You would a Russian will do that for you. Thank you, Gish, for becoming a member.
Gish just became a a member of Psyches Angels. And so, welcome to the Psyches Angels family. You'll you'll you get a you get a read you get a a detailed reading every month and you get, you know, if you ask for a free reading, I'll give you extra cards in that. Are you going to pull maybe three cards for your new Well, if you they have to ask cuz I have to I have to have the consent and stuff. They can ask but they if you
want if you want anytime you want this month sometimes people sometimes people prefer a certain time. No, that's true. But just just to know that there you you provide you offer it. That's Yeah, I do. And yeah, but you you ask for any time and also any any other time like we know once a day at least I'll pull you cards if you
ask and stuff like that. That's a man man. That's a man man. Yeah. And Gish also you get access to like the the some of the hot too hot for YouTube videos that I put I put I put too hot for most of YouTube. Can you put Ricardo's can you put his comment up?
There is. But you know what? They're actually It's not It's not It's not just Kool-Aid. It's Kool-Aid pickles. Okay. I have Kool-Aid pickles. What I do is the pickle. I don't smell the pickle juice. They're They're They taste good. They're better than you would think. It's cherry. It's cherry cherry pickles. Cherry Kool-Aid pickles. Guys, Grace made me make those with her one time and
I was like, "Now I'm just pissed cuz I wasted a whole jar of pickles." He man cares, right? Okay. So, I'll give you a card rate, but I want to make sure. How many cards do you want, He-Man? And I'll do it and then I'll And I need somebody else to come on the panel, too, before I I go to the Starbucks cuz I'm not going to leave Paige alone with you, monsters. You can leave me here. That's fine. You feel you
you okay talking to? Yeah. I mean, like, wait, it's the fam. Like, what are they going to do? The same I know what to expect from everybody. I know. I I know. It's okay. I mean, it would be cool if someone else was up here to talk to you, but Yeah. So, someone coming on the panel, but a He-Man, you got the fool. So, this is taking a leap of faith into something new. This is like, you
know, also an innocence about you. Also, there's maybe there's a little white dog involved that that is is trying to get your attention or something like that. You got you got and there's a sun shining over you. Fool's also it's it's a zero tarot card. It's you know zero means ultimate potential. It means because everything comes out of the out of the circle, right? The zero is actually a circle, right? And so, but also watch your step a little bit. you
know, look before you leap, but take a leap of faith into something. You know, it's like there's something that you're thinking about. Maybe I'll try this and you don't know how it's going to be. Try it. Okay. Try it. Okay. He he's he's very But, you know, he might he might um even though there's a cliff there, it might be like, you know, 5t down. He'll he's going to just fall in a little bit
of sand and um and then he'll be on the beach and he and he'll put on his bikini and and get a tan. Okay. Okay. So that's the fool card. Also, you got the two of pentacles. So that's really balancing like that's really like you know also it reminds me of Libra energy even though it's a it's a earth sign. I mean the the pentacles are earth reminds
me of like balancing and like you're always trying to balance. You also have your eyes open. You're also have things maybe wavy in the background. You have these really cute little green shoes. They're cool green shoes. And so you have these two things and you're you're balancing, but you're you're almost juggling things, but you're you're maintaining. You're maintaining and you're able to to always make the
adjustments you need to in order to um make things make things even and I like I like that hat, too. There's an interesting hat, but like what the under the hat? You ever wondered that? Like that looks like it's it's it's sus. It's a little suggestive. Okay. So Okay. Okay, so Joker's back. Okay, so Joker. Um, okay. Do you feel
like hang out with Joker for a little bit and I'll go get coffee and I'll be back? Yep. Okay, I'll be right back. Okay, Joker. Joker. Joker. Joker. Joker. I'm leaving you alone with Paige. Maybe. Is it Does like anyone else want to join? Oh, yeah. Oh. Oh, wait. All right, guys. I'll I'll give you I'll give you another two I'll give another two minutes if anyone else wants to join. No. Every time you leave or fall asleep, some people want to come up. Are you Are
you going to get off here? It's like, what's going on? No. No. I'm saying I'm going to get coffee right now. So, I was going to say, "Will you hang out with us with you? Why don't you take us with you?" Oh, yeah. I Okay, I can. Okay. Okay. Hold on. I'll be right back. No, like honestly, cuz you know your phone's mobile and me and um you know, Miss DJ got you those wonderful headphones so
you're mobile and have good good audio. Now he froze. Oh god. That's what the Native American guy gave me. The guy that I think killed somebody with this. I don't know what he did with it. He gave me this right here. What is this? A knife? Is it a canip? It's a It's a box cutter. It's a box cutter.
It's not a knife. It's not a weapon. It's It's a tool. It's for educational purposes. It's a tool. But it came with a slingy. Look, it came with a slingy. Look, he used And he used electrical tape to make it. It's like, you know what? If I was to picture him, I he would remind me of like a like a a Native American mytho
like street fighter character or avatar. Yeah, he was he was he was like some punk rock Native American avatar. You know what I mean? Like I I'm allowed to say that because I'm Native American. Why do you think he gave me a feather? Because he knew I was cool, dude. Well, he you know the whole You know what I did? I walked up to You know what I did to him though to make him my friend? I
walked up to him and I just started smoking drugs right in front of him and he's like, "Oh, all right. Let me join this." I Oh, he knows. This is back when I was partying now. But he gave me this feather and I've had this feather ever since I quit partying, dude. And every
time you feel like, you know, getting that that shadow self, that old self that you have, you know, worked really hard to heal from and overcome and that was a significant um that was a significant turnpoint moment for you would have been Yeah. The Native American was known as keeps you straight and narrow, doesn't it? Yeah, it does. It does. And the guy's name was
test tube and he had it written on his forehead and tattooed on his forehead. Well, aren't we all kind of though in our own way a little bit? Yeah, I think he just took that and ran with it. I don't know what that was. There was significance to him. Yeah, dude. What is up with Americans and their significance to their to stuff
to them and like the the we're open and we are connected. We just It's a different kind of It's not like you can't do it too. It's not like I told you to go to a sweat. I told you to go do that because there's going to be we'll ask these you ask these questions after. You know what I mean? Because there's so much that you could learn from. They're saying that it's
racist that I think you know about feathers. Is that racist that you literally have a feather, don't you? No, he said it. He thinks it's racist. Oh, no. I do. I mean, I do, but because we discussed it earlier, I don't find it racist. I mean I mean it'd be like it's Last time I checked, you're whiter than me. You're Canadian. You're whiter than me. Mhm. But I'm also a registered Native
American. So yeah, but your skin color is white. Yeah. I know. I'm too white to be on the res and I'm too native to hang out in like town with the white. So I mean like there's I'm always in between. That's why I guess you know it is you're in the gray zone. I'm like I'm I don't know. I'm not super white, but I'm like
I'm not definitely not dark. I got really high cheekbones, too. some signifiers, but at the same time identifiers, I guess. What cheeks are we talking about here? Like my the ones on my face ones. Oh, okay. I didn't know.
Yeah. Where my shoes? Okay, here's my shoes. I'm walking to the store, but um I'm going to be here if my phone has very low battery, so it might die. But I'm very fast, so long as you guys are good. I can bring anybody else on the panel if any wants to come on. Um but I'm walking. know about sorry regard like I
also know about feathers because of like I mean you they mean sorry they mean so many different things and and like in a spiritual sense and in every culture and it's not just cuz I'm Native American like I just have done a lot of I don't know just like reading and learning and and everybody can and honestly all of
the information is out there on the internet as well for anybody to learn but there is significant meaning to every single feather, every single bird. I mean, just I could learn something from all of you, too. Whatever you have to say about certain feathers, like what does a hawk mean to you? What does an eagle mean to you? What does, you know, them dropping
a feather for you as a gift mean to you? What does the color mean? What does the shape mean? Everything means something. So, I mean, it'd be super cool to, you know, I love when we get those kinds of chats going. Yo, so I'm going to draw a female cholo. Okay. I'm going to draw pages as a
female cholo. Oh, whipping out my sketch. I I love I love I just want to draw. I have a They say the ADHD kids just sit around and draw all the time. You remember how earlier I told you that you have ADHD and that there's like something and I told you I did too. It's recognizable. Sure. But that's that jack of all trades
in a sense where you kind of can you you you have the the will to want and like but the only thing is like doing something we we have we start a lot of things and then when it kind of there's no room for me to advance or like there's no other extra door to walk through or level or
whatever and if I get bored with it, I just will move on. So, you have like 30 hobbies or passions and then you're kind of doing all of them at one time. That is true. You guys hear me and see me? Mhm. I can not now. I can now. Yeah.
Can Okay, hold on, dude. It's here. It's It's so cool where you live. Like, it's so different compared to where I live. It's just neat and contrast, you know? You see my street I walk down all these. I'll show you this Tesla car. You see? Have you seen this Tesla right here? Joker or Paige? Have you seen these? I think that they're stupid. But they're
no good out here because we live in such It's cold like you know 9 to 10. If we get one one warm month out of 12. And so in the winter time people were having issues with opening the doors and certain functions. You see that one? It looks like like the
Delorean like it's Back to the Future Yeah. I don't know. It's like bulletproof bulletproof. I don't know. I like I like a good old like a good old classic, you know. Look at the squirrel. There's a squirrel crossing the street. See? How's that for IRL, guys? There's a squirrel crossing the street. Look at the squirrel right
there. You see the squirrel? Yeah. Squirrel's getting a nut. You squirrel. There's a dead one on my deck because bees brought it to me for a gift. See, are you there, squirrel? Hold on. The tree. You want the tree? Squirrel. That's where I'm redneck.
You see him? You see him, guys? You see him? There he goes. There he goes. You saw him? You see him? Right up the tree. Hi, squirrel. Hi. Oh, go up. Go up. I'm not Native American. Oliver. I actually, if
it wasn't doc me, I would show you my I have my card and everything. I'm not lying. Show you my family. They're pretty native.
There's a guys. Maybe maybe I can go this RV and party or something like that. Now be you guys see I'll take myself off the full screen. 121 people. How did How do all these people come in the chat tonight? Hold this solo. What did it say? 119. Awesome. There everyone. Now you can see everybody. Okay, it's
cold. Walking through the neighborhood. It's a beautiful day in the neighborhood. A beautiful day for a joker. Would you mind? Would you mind? Won't you my paisy and my joker? It's cold. It's like a little I was just thinking listen chat. I am Psych Awakens
manager. If you have any questions, take them up with me first. I'm just Paige. I'm just his friend that's here sometimes. So like I don't have I'm just here. I'm the manager. I'm here for Psycho Awakens to help the podcast chat. Joker's my boyfriend. Stop saying
you're my manager. You're trying to make things so official. Joker, you're my boyfriend. No, I'm just kidding. No, Joker. Joker is totally straight. Jok all Joker like three months of the year he comes he comes to the mountain. We ride horses bear back. We sleep in a tent together. He he cooks me chili and stuff like that. It's just three months of the year. Then the rest of the time
is for free diamonds. She gets the rest from the rest of the nine months. So leave Joker alone. I'm just kidding. They said Joker has turned on what? Dude, I don't have anything to turn on. Dude, you want to see my computer? Dude, I'll turn on my phone. Guys, the only the only thing the only
the only thing that Joker turns on is me. Okay, leave Joker alone. I'm over here drawing a picture, dude. I know. I'm just kidding. Joker, no page. I was just talking to the chat, not you. Okay. Yeah, I'm just drawing a picture, dude. I don't know what they think. What? What do you guys think? You want to see what
I'm doing constantly? I'm drawing a picture. Well, if we're going to be up here, I guess they kind of do want to know what we're doing cuz they're watching us logically. Well, it says the person without a camera on. Hey, you say you're blindfoldable. I'm not, you know. Okay, I'll come back on cam. I was just like I'm just it's I early and I don't look very great.
Yesterday when I went to Starbucks, there was some guy getting arrested. I I went I just like had an idea. I was like I just started talking to him and then all of a sudden the cops showed up and I was like, "Hi, can I interview the cops?" They're like, "Wait a second." They went inside. They came out and arrested the guy. Poor guy. And he he had a warrant. That's unfortunate. He had he had a warrant, so he got arrested. But he's a nice old Armenian
man. Moving into the Starbucks now. They're going to be very paranoid because the guy was videotaping them yesterday. Here we go.
Good morning. Thank you. Well, what am I going to do? That's interesting. I'm just sitting here. I'm not start drawing pictures. I think I'm out of battery power, but if I drop off, I'll be right back in like 5 minutes at the house. But I might drop off. The
battery is very, very low. I'm kidding. I'm not going to do it cuz Well, it's like if your battery is low, you can just turn off your phone and turn it back on on the way back. No. Okay. you know, because um I'm almost home and I'll just let it die cuz I have a I have a Savage tablet that I stream from as well. This is my This is my portable phone.
So, here you go, guys. There's some IRL. You guys want IRL? Here's IRL. There's birds. There's hummingbirds. There's the police station library Starbucks McDonald's. all the things that I don't
have. This is a terrible angle for me to have my phone. I don't even know how to like not look like a douchebag on here. Dude, like I'm coloring it in right now. Like I'm detailing it. So I'm going to make this drawing look really cool and then I'm going to work on your drawing after this one. Oh, I was like, why do I look like the like Yeah, I'm just coloring it with pen. I'm doing it with pen. So look, when I do it with pen,
it's going to look way cooler. Just watch. I'll make it look way cooler. Um, I know too early for the recorder, but I mean person has asked for like a very like a they've been patient. I'm not going to to the recorder right now, but for a person, I do have to do it at some
point. I mean, I can't I cannot, you know, do it. I said I would, but I will do it on the roof. Now I just sound like a circus show, though. Like what am I even talking about? Oh, the thing. The
thing. How's everyone doing? Yeah, I just want back. I have another block to walk. This is the little shopping center. There's library cars coming by. We're going to do some more more streams on the pier cuz everyone's really nice on the pier. City hall. I want to the street
now. Okay. Does it smell like Does it smell like the sea and seagull Um well when when I pass the fish market they have like a little like um a ventilator there and it like shoot out. Good morning ladies. Cool. 45 and two zigzags. It's a good song. Sorry you
said it. It just set me off in a good I just had to do it. How's everyone doing?
Give me that that give me that. I can't sing that on here. It's inappropriate, but I really want to chat. I'm working on this cholo drawing. This is fire, dude. And Psych, you're just out greeting
everybody so kindly with your presence today. And Joker is being creative. And what? I don't know what I'm doing. I need a purpose for right now cuz I feel kind of like I feel singled out. I need you kind of. Does that look at you a little bit? Yeah, kind of actually. I
don't like I mean I've never noticed it till you just said it right now. Really funny. Oh my god. Okay. Huh? I can see the blonde hair. I can Yeah. If I put my hair both sides like just Oh my god.
Look at page, isn't it? I just noticed. I was like, page. This is all going It's all Everything's coming together. Yeah. I'm like I'm like half a block. My my phone might die, but um I'll be right back on my tablet. I I won't turn it off because I'll keep it on till it pass the phone dies. Like that's like a few of my cards, remember? Or like a few like things that I've seen on memes and stuff where I've
sent you been like, "You just look like this guy. You just have that face." Actually, let me find the muscular man in this deck. Remember, he had just has like that prince charming hair and he's like swooped in to to save this lady and comfort her and whatever the else he has intended to do with
her or him. But, you know, Where is he? There's some weird um pictures. Like there's people and faces and stuff in these Dream Virtue angel cards that like they're just out of place. There's just things that look like they're It's like when you like paste
someone else's head on a photo. That kind of weird. Look at that bird. See that bird up there making that sound? Oh, where are they going to sound? That's funny. There's a bunch of birds in that card. Where in the heck is it?
Here, I'll mute so you don't hear all my I'm back, guys. I'm back. I'll be I'll be right back with you. Okay, I'll be right back.
Yo, so look, I'm working on the BKG. This is the BKG.
Pet kitty.
Perfect. Gosh, I have so many of these that we could just have like a laugh at. Oh my
gosh. It's fine. I'll just soften myself for a
minute. I'm trying to find in this deck cuz I'm like, okay, let's find somebody who looks like somebody in the chat that we know as well. I'm trying to put everybody's name to one of these faces for a good laugh, but I only know some of you by face. I guess the rest are by energy. But I just want to show you how weird these graphics kind of
are. Maybe I shouldn't swear so much. I'm not being a lady, am
I? I am almost done with this drawing, guys. I am working my ass off right now. So, Psycho Awakens is going to be back in a moment, chat. I'll read the chat in just a second. I have to do I'm already reading I'm I'm already reading it. I kind of try to keep up because like
they're here just the same as we are and they're a part of it. So, no, but IRL Legends is my second account though. That's why I said Joker always wins winning. We know. Okay, let's do this. Let's laugh. Let's do a little Okay, look at how strange his face is. He looks like like
I wouldn't He doesn't look divine. He looks like I would going to come out of your closet or like dig through your garbage cans or something. Mhm. Oh, that's really cool. Here we have center stage. I just doing it in pen chat. So, like this is called Cholo
art right here. is called Aztec art. You know what the Aztecs are, right? The indigenous tribes of Central and South America. I'm pretty sure everybody here knows. Hopefully. Well, yeah. They have a certain type of West Coast graffiti style. And this is a West Coast graffiti style cholo
art. I just love drawing so much. No, it's good. And you know, if it's something that you know, it helps you express too because I feel like it it definitely helps redirect some of or um an outlet for releasing some of that, you know, red line, rage, anger that you have. It's that
aggression in a sense. And so you get it out on the paper and in your artwork and in your your focus with, you know, creating. You're just a creator, right? and yeah, just an energy shift. So, it's just so that you don't feel so you're directing it there instead of here, which is good.
Yeah, I was kind of being a little bit uh on the edge when I first joined. I was pretty turn up, wasn't I? You were definitely triggered by someone else. Like I said, bleeding on those who didn't cut you. Oh, yeah. It was Blackout Andy. I forgot. Yeah, that guy. Mhm. Okay. See, that's what happens when you run when you run podcast though, Paige, is like eventually you end up with a bad apple that you can't shake.
You know what? Did I know that? But it's I it's how I choose to um you know, I guess absorb it and do with it. I don't know if you don't things only have power if someone you know if you give it power and then if you protect yourself or you know what, it. If you just don't engage, you don't give people what they
want. Like I was even a really hard child. I was the most annoying probably child to try to spank. I would squirm cuz who the is going to sit there and let someone strike you first of all? You got to make that tough. I mean, I'm not submissive, you know? That's ridiculous. And I never cried. I always
laughed. So, I didn't give them what they wanted. And in the end, I kind of won, you know. And it seriously just Yeah, you get it. Um like Okay, pure psyche. Look it. Does
this look like poly shore to you guys? Just curious because I always thought it did. Like he's just a genie on a beach with a border collie and a lamp. I don't know. Everything just seems so strangely out of place with some of
these cards. Look it. There's Beta. I wish she was here. I'll show her later. Look it. Here's Yeah. Saturday. There should be some people joining chat. I have to finish this drawing. Chat, do your thing. It's fine. I'll engage with them. My favorite part is doing the pen part because you don't I
love like the challenge of trying not to make a mistake. I have zero mistakes. Zero mistakes. Oh, with a pen. You're a perfectionist. You're OCD and you have ADHD. Yes. Interesting. All the mental disorders. That's why I'm Joker. We're all like a little bit mentally ill or we probably wouldn't be able to jive together like we all do, right? We're a
little bit crazy together. But that's okay because everybody's crazy. You just pick your flavor crazy and flow. So, does this not look like the mermaids? Okay. First of all, it kind of looks like Hugh Hefner's like girls, but it also looks like the, you know, the mermaids that It looks like some off-brand Disney movie. It's the
mermaids that Wendy up. There's a Peter Disney movie. Peter Pan. Yeah, it's Peter Pan. And then there's Psych. And he pops right back on as soon as I was showing this. Do you guys make these? That's you, Psych. Well, did you make
that? These No, no, no. Durian Virtue did. I know. I have I I have decks that I have made. I'm not going to bore you guys with those. And I never really went anywhere with them. And it's some of my best ones I made for specific people and they have them. And um that's like all my art like my
most best artwork and jewelry and stuff like that. I've just I mean I have pictures and stuff of some of it but so anyway um no I didn't make these ones but I have made lots of other ones like I made multiple decks of these like little tiny I almost gave
myself a carpal tunnel I swear cutting these by hand look it they're so small tiny tarot cards oh those look so cute yeah know you just have to like definitely like look at the tiny stir. Actually, if I do it this way maybe it's they're just
small. Anyway, I have a bunch like that and then I also have some more like I have a lot of that I've made actually and I kind of just don't think about it until now. This is also delightful. This is my favorite pen that I have.
You won't like that if you're not. Yeah, I I like P. I was going to like once I I got it earlier. I got it last year. It says Okay. You like it? Hold on. You see it?
You see Paige? Oh, I love that. Oh, that's perfect. I love that. Look at it's Lenor. Oh, you know what? I haven't seen Lenor yet today. Psych. We need some Lenor. She's right here. Oh, look at her. Hold on.
Um, that crane won't shut up
outside. Holy Do you guys ever just like, "Oh, hi baby." Oh, apparently that was not what she wanted to hear. The nor Well, I I thought I lost a headphone cuz I was like I I came back. I There's one in the charging case and then I was like I was like, "Oh my god, what if I
was wearing it outside?" And I like ran outside and checked, but it was it was on the table so I found it. I know. So like, how many viewers are we at right now? I'm at 67. So that's actually really good though. Oh, good morning P ghost Ken. Hey P ghost. Thank you Sassy. That's really good viewers, dude. I
can't believe you had 100. I was pretty jealous to be honest. No, I'm just kidding. No, it's all it's all it's all good. I don't I don't know. I I never had that many before and so I want to make Raven, but I don't. Were you nervous? Was I nervous? No. I mean, I'm h if I had a thousand people, I wouldn't be nervous. I'm happy to have have as many
people, but I just didn't know if it was like all all um you know, like at least Alisa sometimes has like four I think she like sometimes I think she had a thousand viewers the other day and then it's like and sometimes it's like less people. You can't compare yourself though, hun. Cuz keep in mind at least she's been go doing go like a little longer and there's been like some content that was kind of went a little
bit crazy and viral and so No, she's she's famous. I'm going to say she's famous. I was going to say don't compare yourself cuz you'll get you're getting there. You're getting there. Yeah. But you know sometimes people sometimes there's like less people in the chat than there are in the like less people chatting than there are numbers of people. And so it's like I'm always suspicious of the numbers and stuff sometimes like that. But as long as it's at active chat, it's all it's all good,
you know. Oh, excuse me. Mind goblin. It's better be a mind goblin than a crotch goblin. Is that what they call it? Yeah, I think so.
How's everyone doing in chat? We're going fast, huh? How many people how many people um am I am I am I back to 2,000 subscribers? Yeah. Am I on 2K again? Thank you. You know, I thought I was cool when I had like five. I was stoked. You know, I was just like, "Oh, you know, that's just like any
All right, let's I don't know. I maybe I smoke tobacco. I smoke I smoke um Swissers and stuff like that." So, I'm drink I'm drink and I'm drinking coffee. You're drinking Paige caffeine. They put a little They put a little sticker on it today. There's a little sticker on it. I don't know if it's a special day or something. Like, do they put your It must be a special day or something. You're so cute. Did you um Is
do you put their like your name on there like your real name or do you tell them your name? My name is Psych. Uh I put my real name. My real name is there. Hold on. I'll just say I'll just say my real name. Hold on. I'll show you my real name. Mhm. So, they put it on there and they printed it on there. You don't get like the little written Well, they sometimes they put sometimes they write a little cat's face and sometimes they put like, "Oh, have a good day and stuff like
that." Uhhuh. Yeah. I can't I don't know why I can't find That guy today was new. That barista was new. Yeah, they're new. All they do is put a sticker on. I don't know why I can't find my I should have more cigars than I do. Maybe I should have like I think I bought three. I bought like six yesterday. A pocket. I don't have any. I can't figure out why I can't find my
cigar. Oh, is there one right there? No, I'm out of tobacco already. I can't believe it. Oh, hold on. There's another OMG. I can't I can't believe I can't find my tobacer. I I should have tobacer around here somewhere. Darn it. Oh, I'm just in such a freaking weird mood with this. Oh, I just The moon was
affecting my And it always does when it's super full and like then the day before the full full moon. I am just I'm just a nut. I am I can't it's like affects my appetite. It affects my Well, obviously because we're made mostly against water and it definitely has pull the moon. So, we're affected that way. So, it makes sense. But
I just catch myself being a little bit nutty and then I'm like I got to remind myself that it's okay. When the moon isn't full, we'll be a little bit less weird than we already are. Not that I care. I like just a little bit. Just a little bit. Just a little bit.
Oh god. No, you did not. Low key just said, "Where's the spider page?" It's like Cotey Joe. I don't know where that went now. I just was reminded and I am now like tense. Oh, and he was like he's a I don't like his energy. Now he's somewhere hiding and I got to find him.
I can't believe I can't find a rand of tobacco. I can't believe. No, let's just like distract my little squirrel brain so that I don't think about where he is. Cuz you know what? He's gonna That is going to bite me tonight and he's going to get away with it cuz I'll be asleep and that's why they're night ninjas, right? Every other bug like at least gives you the the the
chance to fight back. You don't see a spider bite you ever, you know? Every other bug a mosquito. Everything else is like, you know what? I'm gonna bite you, but you can see me do it because I'm not very sneaky and I'll give you a chance to, you know, kind of, you know, can squish me or take my life or whatever, but spiders don't do that. They just do
their thing and you have to deal with it. Hi, babe. Spider bite. Hey, babe. Beans, you're my little spider killer. Come here, Beanie. She's sleeping. She's like, I did night shift by the food bowl for
like the entire evening. I need a nap. You put I'm getting this VA kitties gang drawing done for you guys. Hello chicks. I am on a bunch of drugs and I'm drawing. Ah, it's okay. I'm not judge. Don't do
drugs. I'm sure bad. You're not being joking. I'm a comedian. You know what? He's a comedian person. You're probably right. I mean, that spider, we eat a few. I mean, I it's it's probably going to happen, but if it crawls into my nose, I mean, I
hope it does enough damage for me to not, you know, open my eyes the next day to know about it. Like, I couldn't handle that if there was spiders in my brain or something. Oh my god. I can't even think of Don't do this to me. Don't do it to us. Oh no. Okay, now I got to go back
outside, but it's cold. And then if I put my park on, I feel like a Michelin man. I found more tobacco, guys. I found more tobacco. Oh, good. Most best. Dude, I'm in panic mode. I don't care. Well, he couldn't have gone far from like where he was before. But
maybe I think that if I can't see him right now that he can't get me. You see what I mean? I'm arachnophobia. What in thee? But spiders mean something totally different in like a you know a spiritual sense. So that comforts me. But arachnids dude. You ever see arachnophobia? There's a movie called Arachnophobia. I did. Yeah,
I did when I was a kid, probably way too young. Jaws and the Exorcist and like too much you know? I was watching like Nightmare and Elm Street, Nightmare Elm Street when I was like five years old and I was like seeing the movie theater like same drawing 20 hours ago. It's fine. No, I I love Joker's drawing. You Alex, Alex, Joe is still here. Alex, you
guys are You guys been up with me all night. Five and a half hours almost. Awesome. I've been with you all night. Oh my god. person said, "Quit doing this to my to me. Don't do it." It looks like, look, look, look, look what I added to like Look, this is the Beet Kitty Gang guy. Look what it says. Look real close. Beta kitty gang. There's And
there's a There's my tattoo, too. The little angry cat is BKG. It says beta kitty gang. I love it. It's a cholo. You like your shoes? What What kind of shoes? Adidas or Nikes? I think you should like do like a Converse. Like do like Oh, you can't because it's already kind of like that.
Nikes. Yeah. Yeah. These look like Nikes. Do Nikes. You know how hard it is to draw pants like that? That's the hardest part of the drawing was drawing the dude's pants. Yeah. You have to get everything correct. I do have some stuff I've drawn and colored and it is
um I did draw a really nice like one of the one of the ladies that I did end up drawing has a really nice rack. When you're a woman I guess you can you can uh I don't know I I'm good with detail but I get in my head about I have to pick the right colors. I have to pick. Like everything is I'm just so
particular that it kind of sometimes gets in the way with like actually me doing it and sitting down. It's like trying to find a movie on Netflix and by the time you find it, you watch the opening credits and you're watching the back of your eyelids, you know? Okay. But I still kind of like doing my abstract art a little bit less structured because then I can't be such
a control freak. But fluid art was one of the most therapeutic things for me. I mean, I was going to teach it on my channel. That's why it's spiritual arts, not just one or the other, I suppose. Yeah. I I wanted to make a drawing channel, but I I just decided to do the streaming channel instead. We just do like an open panel
share your art channel. I would do that on mine. Hello, baby. I want to get a sticker for my Jeep that says, "Tell your cat I said What kind of sticker is that? I've never heard anyone say anything like that. Really? Oh, yeah. No, I've seen it on lots and
I'm like, I just really want that. It's like when someone has like 45 kids on like, you know, they have the mom, the dad, the stickman family on the back. I'm just like, dude, get off her. Stay off her. If you have that many and it goes halfway to the middle of your I mean, whatever. To each their own. But and also like if you have time to
that much and make that many kids wash your vehicle, you just could find some time in there, you know? Sassy Paige. Oh, I know. I'm sorry. Sometimes it happens, right? See, I told you I'm not all just like, you know, that's cool. Yeah, people with that many kids should get a TV in the bedroom.
that's funny. Person is always very funny. Oh, somebody needs to take this recorder away from me because my ADHD and whatever little bit of I guess is the things that are wrong with me want me to play this. The parasites want me to play in the recorder.
Parasites. Yeah. You know how they're like what is what's her name? Um black comedian and actress and she's like I don't want the candy. The parasites want the candy. I remember there was this one guy that was trying to sell me drugs and he's like, "It's the parasites. It's the parasites." Yeah. Dude, if we have cats, we're riddled with worms and
parasites. The we eat. Like, there's no way that we're all not. And so, we're all just We are We're all crawling with with them. But there's things that you can Yeah, the cat just agreed with me.
I think she was maybe supposed to give this back at the end of like two years ago, but I think also I might have paid for it fully. Did you guys ever return your recorders? I'm old. I don't remember. I sure remember how to Are you talking about a flute? No, I'm like No, a flute and recorder. Look this. Yeah, I have one. I have a flute like
hot crisp buns and Mary had a little lamb and So why is it that every Native American has a flute? I I have one and I'm only a little bit of Native American and everybody has to have a flute. Is it just something that we have now? No, they don't. What are you talking trying to talk about? Like a piece pipe? No, like a flute. Like I have a flute. Like No, we're not like
Mr. Tumnness in the land. We're not the pan pipes. They have pan pipes. You know, it's it is it's like a Everybody has You know who has flutes though? like the Dutch people. There's different Everybody's got I don't know. Native Americans aren't It's not like that one time at band camp where every Native American had a flute, you know.
But maybe. Okay. Sorry, I didn't mean to come off. So, no, it's funny cuz I'm thinking about it and I'm like, you know what? There's definitely drums and flutes and a lot of a lot of high pitch hollering and throat singing. So it is it's kind of like a it's like a little forest mystical
band with like a bit of a capella and screaming and No, no, you're right. They mostly have it's whatever they could make for instruments, but I feel like that's like if we date back to everybody's culture. Um I I know the flute was the oldest instrument since man was created. So the Native Americans were always jamming the flute.
Interesting. Because P I can't tell the story of the flute. The the flute. Hold on. I'll I'll tell the story. Oh, lovely. Okay, let's hear it. If I can find Hopefully the phone's not dead. Hold on one second. Oh my god. Could you imagine playing a dig? Is that what it's called? The thing that's like
wall Oh my god. Lock it up, PG. Lock it up. My phone's still awake. Okay. So So the flute is from from Pan. Okay. And so I know it's from Pan and Searings is the story. I I have to look up Pan and Searings. Okay. Pan and Searings. Okay. And she So
Siri is a pan pipes, but okay. Pan and I'm also matey cref and Okay. So this is a story. It goes in Greek mythology. You guys hear
me? Okay. Mhm. Says in Greek mythology, it says as we Oh, let me see. Hold on. I'll get I got a better one. Okay. It says Pan and Searings. It said it said there is a god of the forest, the goat god named Pan. He's the son of mischievous Hermes and a mortal
shepherd's daughter. When he was born, his mother saw his little little horns, goat ears, and goat hooves and let out a scream so loud that other people came out to see what happened and then also screamed and ran away from the little fuzzy baby. However, Hermes laughed and adored his little son. He wrapped up up in a rabbit fur blanket and took him to
visit the gods and goddesses on Mount Olympus. They were all amazed at how odd he looked, at the same time, loved him and his little goat ears as much as Hermes himself. Thus, he was named Pan because all of the gods loved him. Hermes then brought little Pan back to take care of the flocks of animals on the earth. Pan led a merrier life than all the other
gods together. He was beloved by shepherds and countrymen, by the fawns and the sadders, birds and beasts of his own kingdom. The care of flocks and herds was his, and for home he had the world of woods and of waters. He was the lord of everything outdoors. But he felt no pressure by this. Pants spent his days in laughter, music, and dancing among his fellows. Like him, the fawns
and sat and little horns above their eyebrows. In fact, they were all they were all enough like wild creatures that no strangers that to seem no strangers to anything untamed. They slept in the sun, piped in the shade, and lived on wild grapes and the nuts that every squirrel was ready to share with them. The woods were never lonely. A man might wander
alone in the forest and think himself friendless. But here and there a river knew and a tree could tell a story of its own. It was filled with nymphs, female spirits of nature. Beautiful creatures they were that for some reason or another had left off human shape. Some have been transformed against their will so they might not do more harm to humans. Some were changed through the
pity of gods so that they might share the simple life of pan. mindless immortal cares laddin rain and sunshine always close to the heart of the earth. Many nson spirits were there in the woods. There was Daphne the laurel whom Apollo loved but she did not return his love. So she turned herself into a laurel tree to escape him. Now Apollo takes branches
from the tree and gives them to winters because he thinks he won her over. Hi Synynthus once a beautiful youth killed by accident who lives and renews his bloom as a flower. these and hundred others. Even though we were friendly. As for Pan, only one thing made him sad. Although he had a love of everyone else, he could not get the love of any nymph. He was always following and chasing
after another. Pan even tried to close get close to Ekko, but he saw but she saw his goat legs and ran away attempting to yell out a yell, let out a yell. One day when he was hanging out in Arcadia, he saw a beautiful woodnymph searings. She was running to join Diana hunting, but she herself was as swift and lovely as any bright bird that one
longs to capture. So Pan thought as he hurried after to tell her, but Sirings turned, caught one glimpse of the god's shaggy hair and bright eyes, and the two little horns on his head, and she sprang away down the path and tear, begging her to listen, Pan followed, and Searinx, more and more frightened by the patter of the hooves, never heated him, but
went as fast as light until she came to the edge of the river. Only then she paused, praying to her friends, the water nymphs, for some way to escape. The gentle, confused creatures, looking up through the water, could think of nothing but one plan. Just as a just as a goat god overtook searings and stretched out his arms to embrace her, he vanished like a mist, and he found
himself grasping onto a cluster of tall reads. "Poor Pan, the breeze that sighed, whenever he shook the reeds made a sweet little sound, a sudden music. Pan heard it half consoled. "Is it your voice searing?" he said. "Shall we sing together?" He tied a number of the reads side by side. To this day, the shepherds know how he blew across the hollow pipes
and they made music. That's the story. That was a nice story.
Yeah, that was nice. That was a good story. Okay, I'm 90% done. Nice. Okay, Joe, get up here. Damn it. Acknowledge one thing here. So, sorry. You said I think it was Hold on. something about me playing a skin flute and I'm like well yeah because I'm a I'm
a straight woman so I mean logically I yeah but anyways also who in the is Edward why do I know Edward Furlong somebody look that up Edward Furlong he's from from a Terminator 2 right is that the guy Oh god for real let me look so I can see if I we can make fun of me together okay
he's the he's like the son of Terminator 2. He starred in Terminator 2 and some other movies. Am I right or am I wrong? You are wrong and right. How am I wrong and right? So is it
furong? Am I the wrong one or what? What's wrong is right. Psych. Okay. Of like the philosophy. We have 59 people in chat. You mean do you like it when people say that? Some people say that in Atlanta a lot. They say what's wrong is right though. I don't know. I've never really like heard that here.
It's not a Canadian or a Burton thing. But you know what they say in Atlanta? They say stay dangerous. Stay dangerous. Nick stay danger.
Why would someone tell someone to stay dangerous? Can you explain that please? Why do you think someone would say that? I think it's because I know why. Cuz you know everything. Okay, hold on. I have to Well, I'm just going to be straight up with you cuz I'm not a good liar. I need to go pee. So, just give me like a minute.
Okay. Hey, Lenor. Come here. Hey, Lenor. Hey, Lenor. Hi, Trixs.
How are you doing, Joker? Are you doing your cholo drawing still? Great. Yeah, I'm just still doing this cholo drawing. I'm trying to perfect it. I'm a perfectionist psych. So, once I start doing the detailing, I will go like ham like there's no tomorrow and make everything perfectly even. Come on, buddy. Oh, I don't have the link up. I'm I'm
sorry, guys. Hold on. You guys want to join us? We're hang out for another probably another hour or two. Hold on. At least I am. Hold on. Oh, hello Christine. Hey, Christine. Here, there's a link if you want to join the join the panel tonight or this morning. You don't even It's all blending. You don't even know
anymore. Yeah, my days have become nights. These are the days of sex life. Yeah, dude. I was trying to get into your streaming like your schedule to try to join a few times and my sleep schedule has changed a lot. It's okay. I I'll read another story. I'll
read another scary story. Even though it's daytime, I'll I'll find a short one. That wasn't scary. If you're going to do scary, make it like give us some real real spooktacular you know? Okay, I will. Okay. Okay. I need to find a I just want to find a short one. I need to find a really short one. Okay. Well, it's your show and we're all still here, so we'll probably listen
even if it's not. Okay. Well, this one's called the the Gollum. I love this story. It's called the Gollum. It's a it's a Hebrew. It's Hebrew Jewish folklore. Okay. Called the Gollum. Have you heard of the Gollum? No. Okay. The Gollum from Lord of the Rings. No, it's it's the it's the Jewish story. And this is one of my favorite stories as a child. It says there was a
rich merchant. There was a rich merchant who lived in a city in Eastern Europe in the 16th century. I think it was Prague, right? Yes, Prague. He had heard of the Gollum, a man-like creature fashioned out of the clay that Rabbi Elijah of Shelm and Rabbi Yehuda Lo of Prague had created to serve them. Desiring such a servant for himself, a merchant, went to his friend, the rabbi, who is a wise
man. The good rabbi had studied the magical books of the Cabala and discovered many secrets that have been hidden from men's eyes since the beginning of time. And most wonderful and terrible thing he discovered was how to create a Gollum. After much persuading, the merchant got the rabbi to agree to bring such a creature to life. The rich man fashioned the likeness of a man out of yellow clay his
servants fetched up from the riverbank. He lovingly shaped the hands and feet and head and carefully sculpted a human face. Then the rabbi said magic formulas from the book of creation over the figure, walked around it seven times and wrote the Hebrew word emtt, which means truth, on the creature's forehead. Instantly, the clay body turned red as
fire. The creature came to life. Hair sprouted on its head, its nails appeared as on its fingers and toes. It climbed clumsily to its feet and stood watching the two men. The rabbi stood for a long time looking at his handiwork and stroking his beard. At last, without saying a word, he left the rich man's house. The merchant was delighted to
have such a perfect servant, who would never tire, needed nothing to eat or drink, and require no pay. He could not even complain, and not ever complain, because the power he had brought him to life did not give him the power of speech. He ordered the Gollum to draw water from the well and sweep the courtyard. Silently, the Mcccllay man went about his tasks, and for a time he proved an admirable servant. But each
day the Gollum grew a little bit taller and broader, and slower to take the merchants's orders. Still, he was a tireless worker, and when he had grown bigger, the rich man sent him to carry goods to nearby towns and fetch back items the merchant needed for his own business, which prospered. Soon he became the richest man in the city. When he walked out in the afternoon, the Gollum trudged silently behind him to
frighten off robbers who might come for his gold or shoe away beggars who also wanted some of his money. No one, looking at the tall, hulking guard of red clay, would dream of making the merchants angry. And still the golem grew a little bit each more each day, and each day the merchant sawbed in the creature's eyes something that made him uncomfortable, though he could not give
it a name. He asked his friend the rabbi about this, but the old scholar merely shrugged and said, "I can bring the clay to life. I can tell you how to destroy it. More I cannot say." "I will never destroy my servant," said the merchant. "I am a man of real position now. People tremble when they see me coming. They make way when they hear my servants's footsteps on the street." Soon the golem
was nearly twice the height and bulk of the man. In the evening, when the merchant sat at his table, he would sometimes grow oddly uneasy at the creature shoveled back and forth to the kitchen. The glow from the fireplace would sometimes light the servant's face in such a way that the thing seemed to watch him with the look of anger. At such moments, he was glad that his friend, the rabbi, had not been
able to give the Gollum the power of speech. The man's other servants ran away, frightened of the Gollum. But now the creature was so big it had all the work of several and the merchant could command it to labor all through the night while he slept. So he counted himself better off. His friends would no longer come to visit, but he was so absorbed with the demands of his growing
business that he hardly noticed. Still the golem grew. Now it had to stoop to enter um by even the great front doors of the merchants's house, and the merchant sometimes had to tell his clay servant several times over to do even the simplest task. One morning he had to scream until he was nearly horse before the Gollum took up the broom to sweep up the bucket to sweep and bucket and clean
the ashes from the hearth. When he returned in the afternoon, he found the broom snapped in half in the middle of the floor and the pale crushed and tossed into the ashes of the fireplace. Angry, the merchants shouted for a servant, but the Gollum did not come. The man searched all the rooms of the house, but found no traces of the creature. He went outside and found the clay being, which was now twice as tall
as the tallest man, standing in a far corner of the garden. He ordered the Gollum to return to the house and finish the task he had started, but the thing only stood down looking at him. Something in the way it stared at him made the man take one take first one and then another step back. The merchant made one last attempt to regain control of matters. Since you're out here already, he said, mustering up as much
authority as he could, you can draw water from the well for the evening meal. He was relieved to see the Gollum start for the well. But instead of drawing water, the creature began to smash the well to bits. Then it turned and began uprooting the fruit trees in the garden. The merchant tried in vain to get it to stop, but the red clay figure, now almost as high as the wall surrounding the garden, continued the
work of destruction surrounding um surrounding the garden. um moving closer to the house. Frantic, the man ran about, ordering the creature to stop, but the gollum no longer heard him, or if it heard, it no longer would obey. Terrified, the rich man ran through the rooms of his house, calling for help. But his servants were long gone, and no one else dared come near the place.
Behind him, he heard splintering wood and sound like stone grunting on stone. Afraid for his very life, he ran into the street and hurried to the home of his friend, the rabbi. Tell me what to do to stop the Gollum," he shouted as soon as he entered the French study. Startled, the rabbi asked what had happened, and the man quickly explained, "You must erase and the and the man quickly explained, "You must erase the
first letter in the word emtt, which is written on the GM's forehead," the rabbi said. Then the word becomes met, death, and the creature will cease to exist. The man hurried back home to find the huge clay figure rampaging through the house, pulling down curtains, smashing holes in the walls, breaking the elegant furnishings into kindling. Seeing his
home in ruins, the merchant cried in a loud voice, "Stop!" This time the Gollum obeyed. It halted in the center of the room, looking at its master. After a few moments, when he was convinced he again had control of the creature, the merchant dared come closer. He looked at the word emmet written on the golem's forehead, but it was now quite out of reach because the monster had grown so
tall. The creature waited, staring down at the man. I have some things you must do, the merchant began, letting his voice grow softer with each word. But I have so worn up my voice, I can only whisper what you are to do. Now the voice was so little more than the whisper itself. Bend down and hear my commands. Stiffly, the Gollum leaned down toward his master. As soon as it
could reach his forehead, the merchant rubbed out the e, turning emmet to met, truth into death. At that moment, the golem broke apart, but the lifeless mass of yellow clay it had once become fell and crushed the merchant to
death. That that was that. Have you heard that story, guys?
Yok's coloring it. Are you there, Paige? Just totally forgot again that I like I muted my mic, but I said that was absolutely wonderful. It was a little darker and a little deeper and I really liked it. Yeah, markers. It's Mexican flag colors. Oh, no. Those
are just Oh, you're you're muted, Joker. Joker, you're muted. I was trying to make a Mexican beat a kitty gang. This is a This is I colored it in. I don't know what kind of markers these are. Okay. Also, chat, I have to say, um, you I'm also old and you're forgetting about
some of the really really good ones, too. like uh Dudley the dragon and then there was lamb chops and there was little big comfy couch. Yes. Have you remember? Do you remember the song? This is a song that never ends. Yes, it goes on and on. My friend some people started singing it so many years before and
they'll continue singing it forever just because this a song that never Yeah, it goes on forever, you know. Yeah, I know. think because now I'm going to play it over and over like that Pink Pony Club song. Oh, holy I heard that. My little stupid ADHD brain heard it and then I was like all I could sing was
Pink Pony Club and then I had I hated it and then I had to listen to the song and watch the music video for like 85 times till I was disgusted with it so it would leave my thought pattern. But anyway, turns out it's kind of an all right song and it's catchy. But I don't like female artists mostly and it's a
little it's a little lame but it's catchy. If you like if you like her name is Chanel Rowan or something like that. It's like Shantel Rowan or That's her. Yeah. Yes. Yeah. You have to look up the song called Karma is my kink or look up that video. Okay. Watch that video. Yeah. Look up Karma is my kink or my
kink is karma. It was one of those. This is so catchy. And oh big. Yeah. She married the Blues Clues guy. Did you know that? Steve the What's the name? Lunette the Clown married the Steve from Blues Clues.
Steven. Yeah. Yeah. He isn't gay. He married Lunette the clown. Like in real life, in actual life. Anyways, also I don't know why she was, you know, she's partying with her Molly doll, aka her MDMA doll, all night long and then she looks around. Who made this big mess? Probably you and that doll. You should probably clean
it up. Anyway, that's a bad joke, but that's what I thought. As soon as I got older, I'm like, well, you know, there's some things to be questioned. What are your thoughts on the Anaconda video by Nicki Minaj page? Damn, that
girl has got some back. You know what? It It's strange and but it's it's catchy, too. And now it's stuck in my head. So, thanks person. You guys are just really You're really sharing the love for the page. I remember. So, was yours was Eureka? It was Eura a dragon like Eureka's Castle. I remember the name of that show. I don't know if I
remember it. It was like a It was animated or was not not It was like But there was It was a dragon or not? I can't remember exactly, but you're It was I think it was on um I think it was on Nick. Was it like kind of like out of the box? Do you remember that where there was like or like Zabumafu? Very strange. How about Do you guys know Zuby Zoo? Do you remember that show? Zubly Zoo. Anyone heard of
that as Benver? It's about And they have these really strange animal um humans dressed as animals. And there's like a there's like a a bird woman. A woman dressed like a bird. Anyone remember? I remember. I remember. And she had she like they had wings and they had the face and they'd lean forward and do the thing with the Yeah. Yep. There was like a lion guy and
there was like the the apparently the and Ben played like a lion I think in that show. It was in the 80s. I I grew up I was an 80s baby. So I know you guys are much younger probably, but it was it was a great 80s show. Can't handle the cuteness. Somebody talk Don't you go up in here now and up the flow. We're doing it and everybody's going with it today. There's
been no nobody's resisting except for you. Now, it was terrifying. Zubu, do you remember Zubumu? Actually, I saw I went I went to like the 7-Eleven today and there was like Skibbidity toilet toys and it's like a guy's head coming out of a toilet. It's like really morbid, but it's like my my three-year-old my four-year-old niece's favorite show. It's like Skibbidity Toilet, you know? It's it's like some some like guy coming out of a toilet and
stuff like that. And it's like their favorite show. I have a problem with Caillou. Actually, I have a problem with most shows. They're like, "Where the are your parents?" Was that when Max and Ruby? Oh my god. Like just always like, "Is anybody supervising these two?" Cuz one,
the little boy like he clearly needs supervision. And you know, Ruby's not doing a great job. And I don't know how old these kids are either, but where are their parents? My sister was like, my sister's like, we went to my other sister's house and my other sister, my sister has young daughters and she's like, and they were like, "Oh, can we play YouTube?" My sister's like, "My sister deleted the YouTube app." And
she's like, "The stuff on YouTube is so stupid." And it's like, and they love it. They they love it and it's like so stupid. She's like, "I had to delete YouTube, but that they're like she's like, I let them know. You know, the worst thing, Psych, is when you're watching one of those stupid shows and you realize your child's gone to bed and you've been invested for like
half a season and you're like, why? What? Why am I What has happened to me? Yeah. Used to be Party Party Paige and now I'm watching Blues Clues and other by myself to see what you know what's going to happen. Like it's a series or like a you call it reality show. But you know what's a good show is that that's kind of like it's a it's a kids show that you know people think
it's just for kids but it's like it's actually like really like has that secrets of alchemy and magic in it is um Powerpuff Girls. Yeah, I liked Powerpuff Girls and like Dexter's Laboratory like DD What are you doing in my laboratory? It was a good one. Oh yeah. So the guy from Blues Clues did an album. Remember everyone said the guy from Blues Clues died and stuff like
that. Do you guys remember that? I don't know if you remember. said, "Oh, he's alive. He's married to Lunette the clown." I person's laughing. Loki's laughing. How's everyone doing this morning? 44 people in chat. I had up to 100 I had over 100 people in the chat tonight. Joker got over 100 people tonight. We're We're Oh, Joker's my You know, Joker is my like unofficial or
maybe maybe I like to call him my boyfriend, but he just he likes to call it co-host. Secret manager. Secret man. Secret man. Yeah. You're not a secret. So, you're just the manager. No, look at this guys. Like I colored it. It looks all neat. Oh, hey. I like that. See, I do like them clean lines, you know? I admire that. Like the green
and red. Yeah, it looks nice on it. What color are you going to do the hat? His chap. Oh, what color should I do it? Beanie. I mean, I guess it'd be called a bucket hat. Yeah. What color? Well, it has to match. So, but like it can't be like matchy matchy, but it still has to not contrast, right?
Yeah. What about yellow? What about yellow? Yellow. Yeah, we never we never sleep. I'll sleep. Where's the yellow at? I do sleep when I'm I do sleep when I when I you know in the daytime. I I sleep most of the day and then I wake up at night and I'm like I'm like a vampire when then when the sun comes out of the night. I go back in my coffin and stuff
like that. So your little burrito wrap of Yeah, I have a b I sleep in a burrito. the cat cat in there too. Um, you know what? I have a yellow bucket hat, but I got it for free at the liquor store from like a Corona case like two summers ago or something. And
no, I don't wear it, but I mean they they exist. Yellow hats exist. Have you heard the story too many Daves, Paige? Too many Daves? It sounds like Alberta. Yeah. Yeah. I'll I'll read it to you real quick. It's very It's just a short poem. It's like my dad used to read it to me. You can read to me whatever you
would like, my dear. Okay. It's a by Dr. Seuss. And so it's a So it says it's Dr. Seuss. It's called Too Many Days by Dr. Seuss. And it says, "Did I ever tell you that Mrs. McCabe had 23 sons and she named them all Dave?" Well, she did. And that wasn't a smart thing to do. You see, when she wants one and calls out,
"You come into the house, Dave." She doesn't get one. All 23 Daves of hers come on the run. This makes things quite difficult for m for the maves as you can imagine with so many Daves. And often she wishes that when they were born she named one of them Bodkin Van Horn and one of them Hfoo and one of them Snim
and one of them Hot Shot and one Sunny Jim and one of them Shadrach and one of them Blinky and one of them Stuffy and one of them Stinky and one Putt Putt and another one Moonface another one Marvin will grab a balloon face and one of them Ziggy and one Soggy Muff one Buffalo Bill and
one and One Buffalo Buff, one Biff Buff, and one of them is Sneepy and one Weedy Weed and one Paris Garders and one Harris Tweed and one of them Sir Michael Carmichael Zut and one of them Oliver Boliver butt and one of them Zanzibar Buckbuck McFate but she didn't do it and now it's too late. Okay, first of all,
Oliver, what was Can you repeat that Oliver one? Because now that's your new nickname. Oliver Oliver Boliver butt. Oliver butt. Yeah, this is you, Oliver Jabroni. Anyway, it reminds me of all of our cats names. Yep. Yeah. Anyway, that's um that was cute. I liked that one. It made me laugh. This
song, you guys ever watch Beverly Hills Chihuahua? You ever watch Beverly Hills Chihuahua with the no Mickey geeky Kika chikas? No. What the Because all the Chihuahua, they get really angry. So they decide to move to an abandoned temple and start a Chihuahua empire. And they the emperor is talking and he's
like, "We are tired of people calling us Chi-Chi and geeky and goooo and roof roof. I'm I'm getting in my I'm going to get in my cocoon real quick. But I'm going to be here, guys. So as long as you guys want to chat, I'm here because I trust you guys. Oh. Um, you better not be taking wrapping up in your little
burrito to have a little nape. No nape. You can't no nap in right now. Oh my gosh. You guys remember on um what is it called? Uh horrible bosses when he's like we can't kidnap people. What does that say? Kidnapping or whatever. Oh, I don't know. I don't know. I'm wrapping up in my cocoon. Well, if
you're going to do that, then like then the star of the show is gone and all of us will a moose. I'm awake. I'm awake. I'm just laying. I'm just laying my grandma 4 seconds. My grandma would always say, "I'm just resting my eyes." And I be like, "Grandma, dad always says, and I'm like, Dad, you're dry." Anyway, you if
you're going to rest your eyes, you're going to I got the blanket. I'm fall asleep. But yeah, now you have cat cuddles and cat purring frequency. You're headed for You're headed for dreamland. I'm here. I'm here. It's good for a person. I I just dr I just finished the coffee, so I'm I'm like still awake. I still have my earpiece in. Get under.
Birdie Birdie is ready to come in here and see me. See? Oh, tricks. Are you under the covers? You cover. Did that up your tail in your You see that's tricks under the covers. My legs. You're under the covers.
Come in the covers. That's my birdie. Birdie. Oh, what a I just love all the animals. They're the stars. Birdie. Here she is. Birdie. You guys. Guys, probably last chance. Oops. Hold on. Probably last chance if you want to join. Join, you know, I want to like be be able to let you in the
studio, but you have to you have to be someone I trust. So, uh, if you're a friend of the show, I don't I don't know how long I will be here, so we're going to have to have good good peeps. No, it doesn't. Everyone here is She's just a little puppy. Look at her. Oh my gosh. I just want to like I just want to touch the ears and I don't want to kiss your
little face, Birdie. No more kikas and chas and goooo and peepas. Look at your voice. It just melts. Gika, you love your dad, birdie. Kika Mika. A She likes when I call her Gika. What a sweet pee. And I call her Mika. Mika. Is
she just um what is it? She's she's a King Charles Cavalier. And she's a she's a she's a spaniel. And she is also a uh she's a royalty dog from England. The prince and the kings and the queens all have these dogs. Wasn't Yeah. Okay. Yeah. These are the elite people's dogs. They're lap dogs. Well, they say they
are, but they're also good at hunting. They're really fast. We all have We all have Illuminati pets. He just y He yawned or Illuminati. Are her paws webbed? Is she like Cuz they're good. They're, you know, they swim. I don't know. Paws webbed. Her paws are so tiny. I don't know. I don't want to mess them up. Yeah. It's not like the, you know, cocker spaniels have like the big old
Yeah, I guess they are. Yeah, you're a good swimmer, Birdie. You're a good swimmer and a good digger, birdie. Cute. Birdie, girl, did you want a treat? Birdie, did you want a treat? Oh, you wanted a treat. Here we go. Ry, I know. Out of all the comments you
could pick to throw up there. Hey, to stay up there. What about haircut for me today? So, I'm going to have fat tits in my shoulders. jelly. That one. That was funny. We could have put that up there. Oh, what does not like salt vinegar vinegar? No, it's a salt and vinegar. She get she's got like she got Yeah, she
did not like it. You don't like You don't like salt and vinegar. You politely. You're a good girl. She's a good girl. She's like She's like, I need water. I need water now. I need water. Look at her. I need water. Water. Water. How old is she again? I think I asked you before, but how old was she was she was a runt of the litter, so
she was the tiniest dog, so nobody wanted her except me. Oh my gosh. And she has advanced training, so she's like a therapy dog. There's 52 52 people in chat. 52 people in chat.
52 people. So, let's go. Let's see. I went up in subscribers. Awesome. That's good. I'm not streaming right now, though. So, how long are you going to stay live, Psych? Another hour. Probably Probably Pro probably another Probably another half probably till 9
9:00 a.m. Then I might fall asleep and then um you know, I'll be back. I'll be back today, of course. But I'm having a great time. What do I 52 subscri 52 people in the chat. It's like hard to and people in the panel. It's hard hard for me to fall asleep. But maybe I'll read another story and this this would be my bedtime story and then I'll let you guys talk as long as you want to and then whenever whenever you guys want to
go. No, it's like if you want to read a story and you want to just kind of like, you know, shut her down, I'll I'll head out too and I'll go do what I got to do with my day, which is honestly just baking and some cleaning and some laundry. So my schedule's Saturday is nice and Sunday is nice. We just try to like Can you stay stay for the story? Stay for the story
and then I'll I'm going to I'm going to stay for the story. I'll leave the story leave. I'll probably go. Okay. So this is called Uncle Wiggly and the rich cat. Okay. So there's a rich cat. It says once upon a time there was a very rich cat. But with all she was but with all she had she was not happy. She owned an automobile and kept a little mouse servant girl to wait on
her. And an old gentleman rat did all the heavy work around the house, such as putting out the ashes and cutting the grass. "Hey ho," sighed the rich cat lady one morning after she had lapped up some thick, heavy cream, which was left on her doorstep each day. "Hey ho, I'm so tired." "Tired of what?" squeaked the little mouse servant as she brought a paper napkin for the rich cat to wipe the cream from her whiskers. Even though
she was well off, the cat lady had whiskers, and she was very proud of them. Oh, I'm tired of sitting around doing nothing, purred the rich cat. Then why don't go ride in your auto? asked the poor mouse servant girl. I'm tired of that, too, spoke the rich cat. It's the same old thing every day. Dress and go out. Come back and dress to eat. Dress to go out again. Come back and undress to go to bed. Okay, Adam, hold on. I'll read I'll read the rest of the
story. Adam, just wait for a second. Okay. Come back to um um dress to get out again. Come back and undress to go to bed and get up in the morning to dress and do it all over again. I'd like to have an adventure, muted the cat lady. Oh, mercy, an adventure, squeak the mouse. Never. Yes, went on the cat. A real exciting adventure. I saw a poor dog the other day. At least he used to be poor, but now he's far but he is far
from rich now. But he looks so well, but so lively with such strong white teeth. I heard him telling another dog he had the most wonderful adventure in the woods with an old rabid gentleman named Uncle Wiggly. I quite envy that poor dog. Oh, and you so rich, murmured the mousy girl. I don't care, m the wealthy cat lady. I'd be willing to be poor if I could go have an adventure. Come, I'll
go for a ride in the auto. It'll be better than doawling around the house for the cat lady order um order out her auto, which the rat gentleman to drive it, and the little mouse girl to sit beside her on the cushion seat. "Where shall I drive, lady cat?" asked the old gentleman rat chauffeur. "Oh, anywhere to the woods, the fields, anywhere, so that it may have an adventure. I don't care, mu the rich cat. So the rat
gentleman drove the auto through the village and out in the forest. At first the roads were very good, but at last they became bumpy, and the cat lady and mouse girl were much shaken up and jiggled about, not to say joggles. "Do you want to go on?" asked the rat. "Oh yes," answered the cat. "It shakes up my liver, and it seems to be feeling more hungry." "Go on. Perhaps I shall find an adventure." The otter lurched and bumped
on a little further, and all of a sudden there was a crash. "What's the matter?" asked the cat lady, looking through her fancy glasses. We have had an accident, answered the gentleman rat. The auto is broken and shall have to go for help. Let us go also, squeak the mousy girl. We don't want to stay in the woods alone. You may not want to, said the cat with a smile. But I am going to run
along with Miss Mrs. Mr. Rat, Miss Mouse, and get help. I'll stay here. So the rich cat lady was left alone, sitting in the auto, one wheel of which was broken, while the rat gentleman and the mousy girl went to look for a garage where they could get help. Perhaps this is the start of an adventure, thought the cat. A moment later, she heard rustling in the bushes and out popped a strange dog. Now, the rich cat lady knew
some rich dogs who wore silver and gold collars and were friends of hers. But this was a dog without any collar, though he had on a suit of clothes. And when the cat lady looked a second time, she saw that it was it was a boy dog and not a grown man dog. Bow! barked the boy dog. You're a strange cat. What are you doing in these woods? Hi, Jackie howled the dog. Come help me chase a strange
cat up a tree. All right, Petey. I'm with you, answered a voice. And out of the bushes came another boy dog. The two dogs rushed to the cat lady. Now, she might not have been afraid of one boy dog, but when two of them leaped toward her, that was enough to frighten almost any Don't you think so? Meow, me, me, cried the cat, and before she knew it, she was climbing up a tree. Up she
scrabbled, her claws tearing off bits of bark until she was perched on a limb high above her auto and the barking dogs down below. My goodness sakes, alive. and a liver cream puff," said the excited rich cat lady to herself, although her heart was beating like an alarm clock. "This is dreadful to think of me, a wealthy cat, being chased up a tree by two poor dogs. What will my
friends think?" Then she looked down at the dogs and said, "Run away if you please, little puppy boys." "No, no," they barked. "Bow!" "You run and tell him," said one puppy to the other. "Tell him there's a strange cat in his woods. I'll see her at the foot of the tree, so she can't get down until you come back with him." I wonder whom they're going to bring back, thought the rich cat up the tree. And she could not help laughing a little as she thought how
strange she must look. The mouse servant and Ratcha fur will be surprised when they hear when they come back and see me here, thought the cat. One little puppy boy dog ran away while the other remained on guard at the foot of the tree. Uh, may I come down? asked the cat lady. No indeed, growled the dog, though he did not speak impolitely. You must stay up there. Dear me, thought the cat
lady. This is quite an unexpected adventure. All of a sudden, she saw the puppy at the foot of the tree jump up. At the same time, there's a rustling in the bushes, and along came the other puppy with an old gentleman rabbit who wore a tall silk cat who had a pair of glasses on his pink twinkling nose, and he walked with a red, white, and blue striped rheumatism crutch. There she is, Uncle Wiggly, barkked the puppy dog. We
saw her in your woods and chased her up a tree until you could look at her. Maybe she is a w the wizzywolf or the fuzzy fox dressed up like a cat. Indeed, I am not, said the rich up the up lady up the tree. I am the rich Mrs. Cat. My auto has gone broken. When my mousy servant girl and rat gentleman who drives my car return, they will tell you I will never harm rabbits. But who are
you, Mr. Uncle Wiggly Longear? She asked. Yes, answered the bunny. I am, and I know you, Mrs. Cat. I heard about you from the poor dog. I am very sorry, Jackie and Pety Bo Bowwow chased you up the tree. They meant no harm. I'm sure they did not mute the cat politely. But they're always on the lookout so nothing will happen to me. Went on Uncle Wiggly.
Uncle Wiggly. I will get get up and help you down. Only I can't climb the tree. Oh, I can easily get down, said the cat lady. And she did, though her rich clothes were rather ruffled, but she had plenty of money to buy more. So don't worry about that. Make yourself at home in these woods. The animal folk call them mine, said Uncle Wiggly kindly. I am sorry you had this trouble. Now I
must hop away. I hope your auto will soon be mended. Come, Jackie and Pey, if you want to help me. Where are you going? asked the rich cat. To help a poor cat family, said Uncle Wiggly. The cat gentleman of the house has been out of work for a long time. His wife is ill and he has a number of little kittens. I was on way to see the family when you Jackie came to tell me you were up the tree. Well, I am down the tree now,
laughed the rich cat lady. And will you please let me help this poor family? I have a lot of money. See? and she showed a purse full of golden leaves which the animal folk use for money. I can buy them food and if Mr. Cat wants work, let him use my auto after it is fixed and use it for a jity. What credit Uncle Wiggly? Are you going to use that fine
car anymore? All it needs is a new wheel. Give it to the poor cat, said was the answer. I was never going to ride it in again. I feel so much better since I climb I came into the woods and climbed a tree that I'm going to live here for the rest of my life. I'll buy a hollow stump bungalow near you, Uncle Wiggly. I know now I'm going to be very happy. Well, if you will make a poor cat family
happy at any rate, said Mr. Longears. And make others happy is to be happy yourself, mirrored the rich cat lady. So she went with Uncle Wiggly, Jackie, and Pey to the home of the poor cat family. And when the worried cat gentleman heard that he was going to have the auto for a jity with which he could make money, he was so glad he almost stood on his head. And his wife and the kitten children were glad also. When the rat gentleman
chauffeur and the mousy servant girl came back in another auto to take the rich cat lady home, he she said, "I'm going to stay with Uncle Wiggly. From now on, I'm going to live in the woods and be happy and poor." "Oh my," squeaked the mousy serpent. "Just fancy. I never heard of such a thing," said the rat gentleman. "You had much better come home and live as you did before." But the cat lady would not change her mind,
and she built herself a bungalow near Uncle Wigglies, and lived there happily forever after. So from this we may learn, if we will, that when a pale leaks, it is best to have it mended. And if the hand organ monkey doesn't take the squeak out of the rubber ball to make a tin horn for the rag doll, the next story will be about Uncle Wiggly and the
horse. That's a bedtime story. How was that, guys? Well, that was really cool. I like the progress on the the coloring and the drawing. Also, can we I got to say something. Um, there's 79 people. There's 79 people in the chat by the way. Key man, if you haven't left yet, can you please don't feel like you're alone? And also, we
love you. And also, if you were feeling like you wanted to, you know, finally like if you wanted to come and and talk up on the panel, that would be an absolute delight. This would be great. Yeah. He man, don't don't even Hey, man. He alone. There's there's there's there's almost 80 people in the chat. Big Naisha, what what did you just say? She's making her gumbo. I I just
saw I just saw I just finished and I was like, what did she say? But I just I just finished making her famous gumbo. Comes to make all of our mouths water. No big deal. Big Naisha. I understand if you can make some gumbo. No wonder you're so big, right? Woohoo. 80 plus still here. The chat is still rocking. Yep, it is, guys. So, I
I'm getting energy. I can't I can't leave, you know? Having so much fun with Paige. I'll stay on for another 15 minutes probably and stay away. Oh my god. See, we're all his children. He's going to tell us 15 minutes, 20 minutes. It'll be This is my favorite game. Ju says, "Not gumbo." Yeah, I want Big Naisha. Can I come? Can I come see you
since I'm part of the BKG? I can come visit you in Louisiana and and like on your couch. Finished it. I finished it. Oh, I love that you made the most best decisions with your color choices and the every bit of it is perfect. Psych. You know, when someone called you, you look like you were like barling like
like uh like they like what was it like uh well was referring to you being a you know awit survivor like oh yeah anyways cuz you were super skinny. Go go go spend like a week with with Nisha and maybe she'll plump you up a little bit with her delicious cooking. I don't know if you know quickly seasoned. Have you
seen Eric you know Eric the Eric a or Eric the actor? Have you heard of him? um page. Have you heard of him? Was that Darren? What' you say? His name is Eric the or Eric the Actor from Howard Stern. Have you ever heard of him? Yes. Okay. Yeah. So Howard Stern got him um like like a free, you know, prostitutes at the bunny ranch. This bunny ranch in
Las Vegas where this legalized prostitution. And um and so you know Eric De is like 3 and 1/2 ft tall in a wheelchair with deformed hands and like and he can't walk and but he's he was very confident and very but so so he's the one who got all the he got a bunch of hot chicks, didn't he? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. He got he got all these hot chicks and so Howard would send him to
the bunny ranch and then the Johnny Froto is like so you the bunny ranch and you know they send in the girls to his bedroom and he's like it looked like it looked like Awitz minus the shaved heads. It looked like they were marching to Awitz minus the shaved heads. Like one of your tattoos should be a barcode. I'm just kidding. Like a number. Yeah. I don't eat rice. Gross. Oh, rice is
delicious. Especially when it's soaked in that spicy spicy gumbo. Oh my gosh. Minute rice. Don't be around with minute rice. That is not even the same rice. rice like jasmine or basmati or long grain or brown r just just make it just real rice
right juice. Look out, Na. Na would love us for gumbo night. She was everyone everyone everyone like, share, subscribe on the stream. Um, you know, 74 people still a nice nice crowd. I don't know if uh someone or bots or something like that or it's just like a
natural thing, but as as long as people are here. Saturday and it's kind of like where people are getting starting to rise now. I think it's because you're already in the algorithm. Yeah, I am in the algorithm. I didn't mean to say. No, that too. No, no, that too. That's like logic. I was just like, you know, maybe like it's just like the time of day for everybody where they're, you know,
opening their little eyelids and they're having a coffee and and or laying in bed with a hangover, whatever the it might be, and they're checking their their YouTube and their lives. Then maybe there's just something that caught some people's attention or it might be more entertaining or less irritating or more less just there's something here for a nice early morning for people I
suppose maybe. Very good until I start playing recorder. No, I'm just kidding. I'm not going to I have to move this from my my site or else I'm just going to keep staring at it. Here guys, I'll post the link one more time. A few more minutes I can show you. These are super cool. Let me see them. Okay, so you guys
obviously know what um like the 3D printing is clearly, right? Yeah. So, Grace is obsessed with these and it's like this guy at the um market that we go to. It's on Friday in the summer in the little beach town I live near and um Grace and I go and get mini donuts and whatever other cool there. But she always, you know, this is one of the
things and they're really reasonably priced, but they're super cool. Oh my god. Maybe you guys can look at this guy. Look at him. I don't know. She's obsessed with it. I had to fix the shading. It's very cool. See, I like that the shaded
better. You did very good color choicing. I don't know. I'm just trying to I thought I had her pick a red, but it was really orange. So, I It was going to be red and green, but then it turned into orange and green. No, it looks really good. And it's not too I just decided to do I did a peach with green
as the hat. Oh, yes. Peach and green. Hey, Kitty Cats. Let's take out the litter box. One second. Do we have mini ones, too? Um, it's super weird being able to address someone else's prairie, but prairie prairie ken. I'm like, what? Prairie prairie ken. Prairie can. Prairie
Barbie. I'm just kidding. But we have like littleer smaller ones as well. And then I have some that like kind of glow-in-the-dark. She has a whole collection of them. And sometimes they'll throw like a smaller one in for free with the bigger ones cuz that one was like 30 bucks the big one or 35. And then like we go there all the time. It looks like my cats attacked
this one and decided to chew one of his horns off in part of his tail cuz they are unhinged. But anyway, we have like little keychain ones, too. She likes them. Yes. I think I'm just going to clean a little bit while I talk to you guys. There you go. That'll keep you up, keep you motivated. Yeah. Get your blood
pumping. My neighbors came. Yeah, it's not good to sit down too much, Psych. That's why I have a pull-up bar cuz I I was I was in a wheelchair for a while. So, you have to do stuff. You have to let your blood flow. Mhm. Otherwise, your blood if it sets up too long, you start getting sick and you start getting heart problems and you can get gout with as much as like the alcohol intake too with
like the the you know, bad blood flow to the legs and stuff that can also cause gout. So, be careful with that cuz I have I've had issues. I will be careful. I will E I'm I kind of wanted to Okay, I'll show you this. I don't know. Just doing it
because you're drawing and it's art. I mean, mine some of them I drew. Some of them I've just, you know, kind of like colored. But this one's my favorite. Okay. Like I said earlier, you know, details. You were like we were talking about details on the jeans. I had like
had to redraw and white out and anyways, but her boobs are perfect. It's like Bahontas. Check it. Look like that's just a nice rack for a Oh, yeah. That actually is a nice rack. Do you have indigenous indigenous coloring books? No. No. And then this
one I was That's nice. Yeah, it's all right. clean. I just kind of like to But you made that. You drew that. Yeah. And I drew this one, too. There's some in here. I actually This one I drew this one as well. And it's a little messier. And of course, my ADHD. I didn't finish it. I still have to do that. But this one. Who
is Prairie Ghost Ken? Is that your husband? Is that my husband? know. Prairie. That's Prairie Ghost Ken. Is that your Ken? No, I No, he's just He just happened to have like the No, it's really He's one of his stalkers. Hi,
babe. You have a stalker now. Paige, welcome to the club. He's not a stalker. Yeah, he's a stalker. You know what's crazy though, guys? I have noticed that there are people and some of the people in like other of our friends um or fam like uh channels in the chats have it's up. They'll
take I mean our names and then put something else weird in with it and then that's their name and I don't know if they're doing it like I don't know. Have you noticed that? And like they'll us it's like to attack a lot of the time but why? Yeah. Well, someone told me that they they like go they change their name to like a mod's name in like a chat. That's what I'm that's what I'm saying. That's that's Yeah, exactly it.
And they'll come in, they'll chat, they'll say, "Hey, I I lost my wrench. Someone took my wrench." And then the the the host will like 90% of the time say, "Oh my gosh." And they'll re they'll remod the person and then they like change their name back. And cuz he said it doesn't always work. But no, but I mean like you know there was someone who attacked me and Oh, who the
chat with? Oh yeah, Psych Awakens. I went on my PayPal earlier today and so you know Pyana, right? She donated me over the summer. She charged back me. I didn't even know this. She charged back $300 from me. Oh my god. She got 300 bucks for me on my PayPal and they banned my old PayPal. So I had to get a new PayPal, dude. Isn't that suck, dude?
Well, Pyro taken from my PayPal, too. One time that happened to Alisa. Alisa got like $20,000 in donations by the black guy, the black guy named Brandon. I think she had 20 grand. She was 20 grand and he charged back all 20 grand and it was like over several donations. And so it was like $5 charge each donation. She got charged like 25 grand or something like that. And then then she so she said, "I don't trust black
people." And everyone thinks she's racist because of that now. But you know, she just had a bad experience with someone, you know. Can't blame her. Yeah. I mean, you can't blame her on that one. Elisa. Elisa. Elisa. I tried to call her tonight. I called her, but it was like it was she was on
at like 5:00 in the morning. It was like 2:00 in the morning almost. And I called and right when I called, she ended her stream and stuff like that. But yeah, I uh I tried to call her. I've called her before. I don't know if you've ever heard me prank call her. I used to call her and say, "Hey, I'm right behind you." You say, "You got a big old bush. Are you that guy?" No, you're not. You're not the big old bush. No, that's not me. I'm not the big old question guy now.
Always calls me. Quick question. I always just know people know it's me when I call. I'm like, "Hey, Lisa, you're so beautiful. I love your beautiful lips." Alisa, did she Okay, cuz I'm just kind of new to her, but I remember now. I think Did I not see a viral video a a while ago and she was being like kind of assaulted in her car? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. That she went to jail for that. That's her. That's her. Yeah,
that's the same person. Okay. Yeah, that's her. Okay. She's all that's what that's what I saw like I mean I remember Howard Stern but then I saw that I saw that like someone made a video about her like the history show other interesting history about it too. Yeah cuz I think I I seen it on like a Facebook reel. Yeah. When but Paige when I when I called her
the first night like she was like just talking to me in chat and like you know and like she liked me so much and then I called in the show and I did a cheer reading for her and she does 9hour streams. I was like I called for like maybe 10 minutes or something. Gave her a tarot reading. She named the whole stream the amazing psyche the tarot reader. So yeah. Well that's always been kind to me. She's really she's super
cool actually. And everyone like judges her and you guys you guys have talked to everyone judges all of us too though. It's just you know a thing. But you know it's I mean I just was really trying to for a long time. I'm like I this name is ringing a bell. her face is familiar, but I'm like, I just kind of met her through psych just now, but I'm like, oh
it was that video of her. Yeah, in that incident. And I'm like, okay. And this was a while ago that I seen it. So, I just It's I'm glad that you clarified that because I was like, I'm pretty sure this is the same girl. But I also didn't want to be like, that's definely her. Hey, Fray. I see Pray Free over there. Pray Freay is my one of my cats. She has a raccoon tail sitting on front. Hey,
Frey. I have a really cocoon. Caton. I might I might start vacuuming. If I start vacuuming, I'll mute for a little bit. I want to I'm like I really want to get my house clean cuz my neighbors came over was kind of a mess and I just kind of This is Doubtfire vacuum dance though with us. Yeah. I'll I'll mute if I vacuum though so so I doesn't like make too much noise. But
I'm about to pull my pull back my table and just vacuum my floor. My house is going to be sp and span. It's always good to have someone come and see you have a messy house and then you kind of then you're embarrassed and ashamed and you're like, "Fuck, I need to get my together, man." Yeah. Yeah. Exactly. And so that happened last night and it's like, you know, so I'm going to just clean a little bit up. I'm just
going to pull back the table and uh my camera and vacuum a little bit. Holy What was in that Starbucks? Maybe I need some. I think they're I think they put meth in the Starbucks now. I'm not sure. Maybe a little bit. I don't know. Just a little bit. Okay, I'm going to mute. I got triple. I got a triple. So,
I'll mute for I'll mute it real quick. One second. Hey, yesterday. Hey, Katrina. Anyone else new come in? Just so that we're not missing people. Anyways, oh, I love that light. It's very cool.
Oh, yeah. There we go. Boom. Now it's done, chat. Officially done. I'm leaving the shoes white. I like it. I had to finish his mustache. That is a That is um That's a a gentleman's mustache. Like he looks like he's going to kind of, you know, rob
you, give you a um a survea, and also maybe a um he kind of Well, like that's also like a big old mustache, too. I turned the kitty into a chain. It's a kitty chain. Good. That's cool. But it says, if you look really closely though, it says beat us kitty. You're very creative. I mean, it's a good
thing. That's You know what we can do here is Well, you know, we're all going to make I'm get back to podcasting. Sorry guys, I got distracted. I'm a person page that when I start a task, I have to finish said task cuz I drew this earlier. Do you feel accomplished? I know you're like that, by the way. You don't have to. I know. I see you. I see yourself. I
got I get like a rise out of it. Like like a high out of finishing stuff like that. Like doing art. Look at you guys both go and then I'm just a mystery as to what I'm doing right now. You'll never know. Captain Accomplished and Captain Accomplished number two. I'm I have to
take a picture of this uh thingy. I got to take a picture of my picture. Oh, it's going to be Look at the cat. Walking on the edge of my picture. I wish I had that kind of balance. I trip over my own feet.
Katrina, that's a lightsaber for raids. That is like my personality. That light. That's what I look like on the inside or like a junk drawer. There's just a bunch of stuff in there. And you know, you only think that it's useful when you really need that item to go look for it, you know. Oh, I'm sure people have had enough of me today. Maybe I should go do
something else. No. What are you out of words? Are you Are you out of words? Trying to take a picture of I'm just thinking that like maybe I should I'm feeling creative. Maybe I should do some art today instead of my same old routine motherly duty. Buy a buy a art pad. You don't have art pad around. You can just draw right now. Absolutely I do. I even have art in it.
Yes, I do. I'm pretty sure you have all the stuff that you need already right in front of me. I know I do. That's just the thing. I I have all the acutramal. I just need to put it together. And I I just don't know what I'd like to bust out. Do I do the resin? Do I do, you know, do I do alcohol ink? Do I do pottery? Like, I don't know. I do I draw? Do I paint? I just got all
the stuff. Why don't you try to draw cartoons? They're actually really fun to draw and satis Actually, me and my daughter sometimes we have like color and like we have like a draw off. Does that make sense? Like we're we're like, "Okay, so you have to draw this." Then we'll do, you know, our own versions and we won't show each other till the end. And then she's always like, "Oh, mom, that's so cute."
And I'm like, "It's just maybe I was really good at doodling on my binders and on my arms and on my desks." And no, I mean, yeah, but doodling. I mean, I call it doodling, but I mean, I'm not terrible at drawing. I'm really not. I just um I'm better at other other art other art
forms, you know, like physical art with your body. Are you a triple X star? No, I'm not a dancer. I'm not an athlete by any means. I don't know. All right, chat. Look, I'm going to take a blinker for you guys. All right. So, like mixed media artist, there's
nothing I can't do. Like, I make jewelry. Um, I I paint. I can do like, you know, structured painting. I can do fluid art. I can do I make I make dream catchers. I do I'm pretty much Well, I can do and have done most things. I mean, I can show you some. I just don't know if anyone's interested.
So, and or that they haven't seen it before. I'm even really crafty when it comes to like interior decorating with like um DIYs at home. Like do like I redid my whole back bathroom because it was just just an eyes sore and um like re
even what do you call that? Oh um I like resurfaced my whole like shower and bathtub. It's a like they rent so I wasn't going to go all in. I just did what I could. Um, yeah, it looks really good in there actually, except for you can't use some of those paints without, you
know, you need a mask in a small space and definitely lesson learned. So, where's your art page? Okay, just a second, dear. Oh, what should we show you? I mean, a lot of it's on my YouTube channel, but okay. So, example of I guess people have seen this already, so
it's kind of annoying, but this this is alcohol inks. And um or sorry, no, this one's watercolor. And what else do I have? I don't know. This is like a more structured one. You guys want to see my very first painting I ever did in my entire life?
my I don't know why I gave it to my grandma and she framed it and she had it up in her house for a really long time and then she changed her decor and I did another painting for her. I wish it was easier to like share photo like you know pictures of those things in here. Anyway, so she gave it back to me and I didn't know where to put it so I just but I did hang it up. Anyways, this
is another one. It's not my first. This is just a like wood like we create like from a fence or something. And that's real easy to do as well. Like that's super simple. This was my very first painting I ever did in my whole life. It really sucks, but she loved it. What the else do I have? I
don't know. Um there's some other ones, right? I don't want to bore everybody. I mean, these ones are my favorite though. But where did I put them? Probably safely away from the heathen and the cats. And now I've hid them on
myself. Oh, sometimes I wish I was a different person. So look, Paige, now now I'm where you're at, Paige. Now, now I'm where you're at. What is my purpose? What is my purpose? I just drew my picture. Now what do I do? Yeah, I know, right? It's like, well, I don't know. I have right here. I think it's time though. Uh, I mean, Psych is still
alive. I don't want to leave him. Like, I don't want to ditch him, but I amum think everyone needs a break. Annoying little voice for a while. Yeah. Yeah. I think it's just time to call it a time. We can do that. We can do that. I don't want to overdo it. He's vacuuming. He's not even here right now.
Yeah, he's not here. Somebody come up here says Psych's not alone cuz he's definitely got a second, third, fourth, whatever the wind he's on. But but anyways, I guess this is where we leave you. I want to come back cuz I
So you're the female co-host. I am his secret manager/host. Don't forget about Beeta. Beeta. Yeah, beta could again. Yes. So, what I'm saying is P is if you do set up a channel and you do do the things, you can just find my channel, Joa TV. It's
in the chat and you can comment and say, "Hey," or whatever. I have a discord and all the stuff and I have some question about some things like technological. I I need some answers for sure. So, well, yeah. No, I I already know how to do everything that's required for
streaming. All I know how to do is like be my superior self and talk and to engage with people. So, the rest is definitely something that I will have to allow you to assist with if it's something that I decide to do. All right. Yeah, that's cool for me. I'm just twisted right now, but I'm about to get off here. Okay, sounds
good. Well, I'll just Goodbye. Bye, guys. I'm gonna leave, too. I love you. Bye-bye.
Oh, everyone left. Oh everyone left. Is everyone okay? Paige asleep. I'm sorry. I was vacuuming and then my uh I I unplugged the phone. Okay. So, I'm going to get my I my lighter and then I'm going to walk to the store. We'll do some IRL. Want to do IRL? IRL,
guys. IRL IRL. I need to find my lighter though. I need another lighter. Maybe. Here it is. Found it. Okay. Uh, here. Let's go. Everyone there? 70 people still in the chat. We're back. We're back. We're back. Are you guys having fun? Here. There's
Lenor. Come in, Lenor. Come in. Hey. What's up? What's up? What's up? To roll around on the outside. What are you doing? What are you doing? You happy? Come
on. You're rolling around. Okay. Yeah. I didn't even pull my zipper. Oh my god. The zipper was down, but I swear I just key. I forgot I'm doing Oh my god. That's not a very attractive angle. Oh my god, that wasn't a very attractive
time. I think I need to shave soon, maybe. Hey, there's Freya. Hey, Frey. Come on, Frey. Come here, Frey. Come on. Come on, Lenor. What are you doing over there? Come on. Over there. That's Miss Frey. Frey. Frey. Frey. Come on. Say hi. Come on. Hey, Freddy. Free. Come
on. Hey, Freddy. Frey. Can I come? Can I come pet you? Come on. Hey, Frey. Come on. Come on. Come on, Frey. Come on, Frey. You're Frey. Come on. Hi. Any give you pets? She has a big tail. Look at her
tail. Isn't that magnificent tail? Hey, Frey. Come on, Free Free. They love outside rolling around. Thank you, Amber. Nice having news. And guys, any help with subscribers or people? Still 71 people in the chat. Pretty decent. I know Joker left and pa left. My my phone unplugged.
I know they probably had to go. You know, they're great friends though. Everyone's doing good. Guys, I do like I'm sorry if I'm slow to respond to text messages I get. you know, I do I will like, you know, respond to the text message, but it's like sometimes when I'm I'm uh I'm streaming from my tablet and then I'm I'm using my phone for the chat and I'm busy with the panel and the
chat I'm kind of getting busier. Okay, but man, oh, awesome. So, I'm walking down. I'm going to get some a couple couple cigars or a few cigars and I'm going to clean my house from and span today. Top to bottom. Oh
gosh. Okay. Everything's going to be okay, guys. Everything's going to be okay. Everything's going to be all right. Everything's going to be okay. There's a power plant over there. There's beers. or some I think it's the is it the the tour to France or something like that. We're walking
down. Thank you. All love and respect. Thank you for being here. Love you guys. My I'm like a little bit I need to button my top button. My dad I turn my dad. My dad always had you but the top buttons unbuttoned. Okay. I'll try to button. I can't button it now. Okay. I'm holding the phone.
What's up guys? It's walking to the store. Um, let me see. You want to come on? You can come on panel when I'm walking to the store. I think you can. Hold on. Let me see. You can post it there. Maybe not. We're walking down the street. I was walking walking down the
street. How's this for IRL, guys? Maybe people half the time they wave back. Sometimes they don't. Yeah doing good. Doing good, guys. Like there's always stresses.
There's always like one thing after another coming up. Um, you know, there's family, friends, neighbors, myself, my cats. I mean, there's always one thing after another. But here, all my guests, I'm hanging in there. Everything will work out. I have I have confidence and go work out. No
stress. No stress. No mess. No fuss. Go get a shave. I know. Maybe I will. Maybe I will. The last time I went to go get a shave. I mean, I I was like happy to pay for it and stuff like that, but I think it was like almost 50 bucks. I'm like shave. I can I can get a Gillette razor shaving cream for like, you know, $3 and do the same thing. But I I like the Mexican guy that was massaging me
put after shave on me. He was cute. So that was fine. I know. I need a shave today. Maybe. Huh? Maybe I'll walk over there and get a shave. My beard is looking lush. It's filling and growing lovely. Where are What does it say? Where
are where where are the where they put towels on your mug? Yeah, I love that they put the hot towels. Maybe I'll go walk over. It's like 50 bucks. It was like and plus he said oh you know um I was like I'll tip you five bucks and whatever and I think he charged me like an extra 10 bucks instead of the five bucks but it's
okay I forgive him it was like 40 bucks and then he charged me 50 bucks and I said $5 tip but it's fine it's fine. Look at Look at there's a dog over there. See if she waves back. He waved. You see he waved. Yeah, maybe he'll give me a discount. I
don't know. Maybe he'll what? Maybe he'll give you his chim changunga. Maybe that'll make it worth it. There's a really cute guy. His name is um Rocket 900 or something like that. He's like he's always like grabbing his crotch and like in like his Versace underwear. He's all tattooed. His face is all tattooed.
He's a rapper. And I wrote on my Instagram and I said, "Come to my show and do an interview." And he wrote back and he said, "Oh," he said, "that's hundred $1,000, $1,000." And I was like, "Well," and I wrote back to him. I said, "That's rich. That's too rich for my blood, but thank you for responding to me. And by the way, you're hot." And then he gave me a little
heart. So friendly. Good morning. Okay. Almost at the store. I think they open at if they don't if they open at 10:00 and that door open at 7-Eleven, I'll be really pissed. But, you know, I think they're going to be open. Okay, there's a nice flower
garden. Flowers. How's everyone doing today? Little pig owl. Okay, Babcock Associates. That's a nice name. Babcock. I like that name. Babcock. So, we're walking down. I'll show you this little store. There's a
little There's a little junk store over here. This is my happy place. Alpine Village. I think that it's nearby here. There's camo pants. There's some cool mugs. Hold on. There's some bags you can get. Polto atomic junk. Funky rare finds
stuff. See ture cat. There's like little crystals and stuff you can buy here. Oh, cool. like dream catchers, some clothes. See? Okay. I have one of those at home that's like selonite crystals. They open, I think, at 10. Is everyone doing good? Pretty wild. Pretty wild
store, huh? Yeah. Everything's going to be all right. Everything's going to be okay. Everything will be all right, guys. No worries. Okay. I'll always be fine whether I'm monetized or not. Joker's teaching me how to like, you know, set up alternative PayPal PayPal paying source or put like make sales pages on there
and you know, I gave him an idea, he gives me a good idea. When you put your heads together with people, all of a sudden there's nothing you can't accomplish. You come up with business ideas. All of a sudden, you're thinking more big things. We're going to do a IRL party. I'll be okay, guys, no matter what. Try my best. It's not always good enough, but you guys give me energy. You
guys give me love. So, it keeps me going, guys. Keeps me going. Are you open? Good morning. Are you open? Okay. Sorry. My little corner store. Hi. Can I
get three Swisser, please? Please
believe I have I have my card.
Okay, imagine I'm filming you. I'm filming me. I don't care. You don't care. Can I say hi? Thank you. Store owner. Store owner. This is store owner, guys. Respect the store owner. Okay, thank you. I'll see you later. Bye. We just met the owner, guys. I think she's married to the guy. There's
like an old white guy that owns the store, too. And they're really cute couple. One time I came over and I was like 1 minute late and he was closing the store and he wouldn't let me in. And the door wasn't even locked yet. He was like, "Nope, no, no. I closed the register." I think he lived over here. I'm not going to show the show. I don't want to dox anybody. Yeah, there's the store owner,
guys. She's nice. She's really sweet. Okay, I got my cigars. They were open. I was like, and I'm not filming you cuz the guy at 7-Eleven was like, "Why are you recording me? Are you recording me?" And I was like, I wasn't even recording you. I had my phone down like most people don't mind. It's like if you're out in public or you're in a public place, you know, people are
looking at you, they might as well record you. You know, it's like So, not illegal. I don't think it's legal unless hiding behind a bush. Maybe if I was hiding in like a hidden camera, maybe it's legal. But if I'm out walking around with a big selfie stick or if I'm with my phone out, I don't think it's
illegal. Okay, let me see. You guys want to come on the panel? I'll be home in a minute. Like, it's just a few blocks away, but if you guys want to hang out, there we go.
Okay. What is love, Oliver? Don't hurt me. Don't hurt me no more. Hold on. I have to put it down. There we go. 72 people in chat. Awesome. You guys want to become a member? It's a really cool membership, guys. you get a free um a free detailed tarot reading every month. Plus, I'll do free readings for you, too. Any other day you want like like
five probably five cards instead of the normal three. I'll do for people that ask, you know, mods, members, and stuff like I I'll give you some extra extra cards anytime you want. Also, you get a lot of extra videos and I I'll notice your name better. You don't have to be a mod and stuff like that. How is everyone doing? There's a power plant over there. Power plant.
There's a police station. Here's where the police cars go. Police are always really nice to me. I don't see any cop cars. I think all the cop cars are out this morning. Yeah, there's there's one police. If I see any cops, I'll say hello, but I don't see any cops this morning. But that's it.
Okay. Sharing my neighborhood. It's a beautiful day in a neighborhood. How's everyone doing?
Here we go, guys. 72 people in chat. What's up, guys? Hey, something starred. One second. Oh, Gish. Gish became a member. I don't know when you do that, Gish, but thank you, Gish, for becoming a member. You're awesome. I love you, Gish. Smelly psyche.
Although your sharing is caring. You should show never show. No, I don't care because you can't see. What can you tell? It can be any neighborhood. I'm not showing I try to avoid showing street signs or like addresses and stuff like that. I don't mind showing showing my my neighborhood. I'm not scared. Not scared. I have I have police protection. The police are right right down the street and they know my name and they I
think they have me on speed dial. I have them on speed dial, too. Yeah, I tried to be careful, but I don't mind. It's called IRL. Okay. Just became a member. Thank you guys. Appreciate that. Thank you, Gish. Yeah, that um that uh that Yeah, the the lady at the store. She was a sweet lady, huh? Come here.
It's like if I I'd rather dox myself than be doxed by somebody because then I can blame myself rather than blaming somebody else and stuff like that. Like or you know I can at least say my information is out there and it's like someone's going to come. You can send me a pizza if you want. You can send me a pizza. Don't don't come over and with me because you'll be in for a rude rude
awakening because I do have the police like right one block away on speed dial and there they they know what to expect. So, you know, but if it's my time to go, it's my time to go,
right? No, no, I I understand. It's good advice. It's good advice, you know, but I've already long ago I gave my name. and faces out there. I was like, if I'm gonna do the um the the streaming thing and it's like, you know, I'm not gonna like, you know, if someone's going to be determined to get your information, your name and stuff like that, you can't not much you can do to stop it cuz it's like
it's all public records and stuff like that. Um you can search my criminal history. I have no felonies. I have I have like I've had some minor minor misdemeanors. No no uh no more serious than a traffic ticket. Um, so just don't taunt. No, I'm not taunting. I'm
not taunting, but I'm saying, you know, whatever whatever's in my if someone wants to to put my scan my face, you know, my face is out there for hours and hours. I was like, it's like basically it's kind of like it's not I'm not a celebrity, but I'm a public figure in a way cuz I put myself out there in public. Someone wants to take my face and scan it. I'm sure there's a CIA database that has my my facial
recognition all all figured out and stuff like that. And it's like and it's like they but they're basically they try to scare people and I'm not going to be scared or intimidated. I'd rather be my fault than somebody else trying to like stir up trouble and scare me and stuff like that. It's like I'd rather blame myself. So if anything happens to me you guys I'll probably I'll probably be on stream. You guys just have to call the
Roondo Police Department and tell them to send them to send they know who I am. Just say, just say, just say contact the streamer. Hey, contact the streamer. The guy that streams on YouTube. Can I say hi to your dog? Hey, look at the beautiful dog. What kind of dog is this? Oh my gosh. Pit bull. Pit bull. Yeah. Oh, he's gorgeous. Thank you. Is he Is he aggressive? No.
Uh, no, she's not. Oh, she's not. She's beautiful. Thank you. Okay. You have a wonderful day. Thank you for letting me see your dog. Isn't that a cute dog? That's a beautiful, huh? She was very nice. See, there's people walking dogs all day around here. It's really cool. There's a guy with the golden retriever. Good morning. Okay, we're almost home, guys. I'm just going to put my camera down for
a second so you don't see any street signs. Okay.
Hi. Can I say hi to your dog real quick? Can I say hi to your dog? Say hi. Hi. Hi from over there. Hi. Good morning. How are you? Good morning. Good. Thank you. Okay. Okay. Yeah, I'm back home. I'm going to I'll be right back, guys. I'm going to switch back to my uh my tablet
and I'll I'll go in the house. Hold on. Hey, there's Is that Peanut? Good morning, Peanut. My neighbor's kitty cat. Good morning, Peanut. Or I think that's Peanut or Lola. I don't I don't remember exactly who. Okay, I'm home. So, we're just going to go up the
staircase. Okay, guys. That's what IRL is. Is like being able to like talk to anybody that's walking around and like Say hi. You mind? You mind being on camera? Are you there? You're there, Trixie. Good morning. Good morning, Trixie. Good morning, Lola. Oh gosh. Okay, your floor is looking good. I cleaned it. Okay, I pull this
back. Okay. Okay, guys. I know my feet. My table's a mess. Okay. Let me make my thing back here. Okay. Okay. Okay. How's everyone doing? Let me just make sure I didn't get text message.
Okay. I'll be right back, guys. I'll be back.
What's that sound? Oh
Okay, guys. What's up? How are we doing? The streaming side of YouTube is new to you and it's been 10 months new to you. Well, if you're interested in um doing Streamyard, this it's free and stuff like that. You can uh there's Streamyard. There's my link. And I do
have I'm an affiliate of theirs and stuff like that, but it's it's free. There's no charge and you can start um doing panels if you want to do panels. I just recommend it. Not trying to get anybody to sign up. Yeah. The good nice Yeah. Well, there my my Oh, she had Gucci sandals. That lady I don't because
I I wear Birkenstocks. Hey, you're over here, Lenor. Hey, what's up, Lenor? Hey, Lenor. Hi. Hi. Oh, no. No butthole. No butthole. Hey. Hey, baby. Good morning. Oh, no butthole. No butthole. Sit there. Good girl. Uh-oh.
Lenor. You lady. Your lady. Lady doesn't show her butthole to the to everybody,
right? What are you concerned about, Ember? It's always the people. She's cute. She's cute. Why are you concerned, Ember? You see she's happy. You see she's a very happy cat. Lenor. Yep. Queen sweet
lips. Miss Queen Sweet Lips. Hey. Hey, baby. Okay. She's fine. She's fine. Hey, there baby. You want to come back here? And just give her a little spank. Okay. So, let me invite everyone again. There we go.
come up and chat with me. I mean, I have like a lot of energy right now. I drank that coffee and instead of falling asleep, I slept a lot yesterday. Hi. I want to get everything cleaned up. There's the Streamyard. Maybe I'll post it. I did. I reset the phone yet. Their phone's restarted. Okay, I'll I'll pin
it. Do a I'll do a pinner. Also, here's Lenora here. She's that Never mind the witch be care. It kind of looks like except the eye color is different but same idea. How are you miss Lenor? Copy. I drink. You love the kitty pets. Do you want to give me
kisses? Like thank you Ember. You can also type um if you guys want to do commands on Nightbot. have um exclamation point butt plug, exclamation point butthole, um exclamation point member, exclamation point like exclamation point um read reading. Those are the ones I remember right now. I think my an IP2 exclamation point IP2 Let's give me an IP2,
guys. There you go. Let's give me an IP2. I think I think I can shake things. I can I think I can bring some some excitement, some freshness to it. And uh I want I want because if I if I'm on that I will definitely be more invested in helping everybody there. You kissing me? Kisses.
Yep. You blocked Nightbot years ago. Nightbot's not a bad guy, but you need to know. Um you know, I have I have a I have a Nightbot hacker named Person P Rs O. And um he um reprogrammed it so so he doesn't like you know um time people for emojis and caps lock. And he also reprogrammed some some uh some
stuff. No. Well, you know, to have Nightblock, Nightbot post links, you have to you mod Nightbot, right? And it can be annoying at times. Yeah. But it's like, have you noticed that it's like it just follows my commands at this point because person person was able to um reprogram him. And so um it all it does is all it does is respect the commands I
put in there. It says exactly just my links and stuff like that. Yeah, you can. Yeah, you can you can you can um put them on your block list and stuff like that, right? Um because you mod them and stuff like that, but I wouldn't I wouldn't block Nightbot because Nightbot Nightbot is just basically a robot that does what you want it to. You just have to program correctly. It can be like the Gollum,
right? Yeah. Nightbot is a streamer's friend, right? Christian me. Yeah. You want to see responses? It's blocked. I like Nightbot. Uh yeah, Night Nightbot is I think Nightbot is secretly gay. Nightbot
is secretly gay. Are you kissing me? Are you kissing? Can I have a kiss? A sweet cat. Yeah, half the chat just dropped off, so I must have had some bots in here. I I didn't I didn't buy the bots and so But uh Are you there? You're there. You're there. Maybe the Maybe they dropped off during the walk. But I think that was a cute IRL walk. I'm doing IRL like every day now, too. I'm doing at least going outside
every day, talking to people, talking to all the dogs, talking to people, going to the pier, trying food, eating food, showing everything I can. Some people like it, some He's pansexual. Yeah, Night Nightbot has a cute robot ass, right? Night bottom. Yeah, Night Bottom.
It's Nightbot for sure. But yes, Night Bottom, right? She has gorgeous eyes, huh? She has beautiful Halloween. You have You have Halloween eyes, Lenor. Your eyes are like Halloween night. You remind me of Halloween night. Oh, yeah. Careful. No no butthole. No butthole. Hi, baby. Hi. Kisses. Want to say hi to the chat? Look
at your eyes. Can we show your eyes? Here are your eyes. You want to show your eyes? I can show you up close. Look. Can we show your eyes? Beautiful eyes,
huh? Yeah. Well, you know, you can like Nightbot. You can like I think you can and you can't change the the like the necessarily the his uh avatar picture, but you can change up his language and have him say whatever you want. He keeps saying butthole and butthole and uh and butt plug on my chat, right? that he's very he's very loyal. He's he he
basically does what I tell him to do or p person will reprogram him to put in um to put in people's names and stuff like that. Thank you person for reprogramming nightbot. Hey Lenor, there's Lenores. How are you? You happy?
How's everyone doing? So, today I think I see a card right here. It says, "Who can I serve today?" Sorry, my hands are messy. It says, "In a world lacking soul-to- soul connection, small and simple acts are what create the biggest and most lasting impact. We shift our own pain and experience an avalanche of love when we
lose ourselves to the service of others. Who needs you today? Today's soul action. Listen to your heart. Who needs you? Make one soulful connection today and give solely to spread more love expecting nothing in return. Notice the joy that you feel when you serve others. Isn't that beautiful? How's everyone doing? It's kind of slowed down a little bit.
There's still 42 people in chat. You guys can just shout out. I don't know if it's it was someone bought me bots or something today because I did have over a hundred people. I had more people in my chat tonight than I ever had. How blessed am I? Joker, too. Joker had over 100 people in his chat. I'm so happy I'm happy for Joker. Here, I'll put it like that.
Okay. Night bottom. Yep. So, you want to see want to see some yearbook photos? I think this one's an okay yearbook photo. Let me see. This is I was in what grade was I in? Oh, yeah. Here's me in 11th
grade. It's me right there. Very good looking, huh? Me 11th grade. Here's my best friend. There's Amy. There's my Oh, hold on. Amy right there.
Pretty pretty, huh? I always I always had a I always had a thing for beautiful women, you know. I always had I always seem to attract the beautiful beautiful women around me, right? My sisters are beautiful. My mom's beautiful. All my all my all my girlfriends are beautiful, right? Yeah. So, she was very cool. I just have my
thinking about I have to clean up my table a little bit. I vacuum the floor. I have to do the dishes. I have to put the laundry in the basket. I have to mop my kitchen floor. I have to vacuum and organize my bedroom. And then my house will be and spam. Hey, can everyone give a heart if you're if you're in the chat? Or else there's just 39 lurkers, which is very
kind of scary. 39 people just watching me. You're just watching me. I always feel like YouTube is watching me. I love Yeah, I do. And it's like I think that's my I have some Venus like my Venus in the 12th house but it's also Venus in Sagittarius. So I always like I
always like find the beauty, you know, I find the beauty cuz cuz Sagittarius is about like the arrow. Also Cupid has the arrow, right? Oh, you're okay. Okay. So I'll organize my table a little bit. Maybe put some stuff away. Um but I'm down to hang out. I have this deck. I haven't used this deck for a while. I have Triv Pursuit right here. I got my
cards here. If no one's in the chat, I'll just I'll read more scary stories. I used to love this book when I was young. I love that picture right there. That kind of looks like they'll probably look like me when I'm a little bit. Is that Cyrax? There's Cyrax right there. He's on already on the cover of a book, right? Okay. So, let me
see. I'll find a find a short story. Let me see. Let me find a real short one. Uh-oh. There goes my Hold on. Let me put this in the charger. That this is just past this uh I need to plug this one in, too. Let me see.
Okay. Okay. Well, that's fine. Here's Where's my Where's my Where's my plug? I think it's right here. There's a plug, but that's not plugged in. Oh, here it is. Okay. Oh, Okay. So, I'll plug in my phone. It's on 6%. The charger is on 6%. But I figured
out you don't have to have the it plugged in, but you have to you have to charge the charger. Pretty cool about that. Psyche is truly a skill. Some are just creepy. I need to learn to appreciate and celebrate beauty respectfully. I agree. I think there's beauty. There's beauty in everybody in everybody. even like my 600lb life, you
know, and they're pretty some pretty, you know, even even Cyrax, I'm sure, is not the most horrible person, but you know, he made probably made some bad decisions, but let me find a good short story. Okay, some of these are long. Find a really short. Okay, I found one called The Lovers of Dismal Swamp. You guys
want to hear a little story? United States, Virginia. There's a swamp in Virginia with an open stretch of water at its very heart. Some people call this Drummond's Pond, but it's also known as a lake of dismal swamp. Did I read this one
already? No, I didn't. Okay. Dismal Swamp. The daughter of a family that settled near the marsh contracted swamp fever. For days, she lingered, while the young man who planned to marry her sat by her bedside, holding her hand tightly. By never letting go, he seemed to think that he could hang on to life, which was slowly slipping away. Her
life, right? But she died and was buried at the edge of the swamp. The young man was so griefstricken that he refused to go to the funeral. For days, he refused to eat or sleep, nor would he listen to any words of comfort. After much pleading, his family and friends convinced him to begin taking care of himself. And he did recover a measure of health. I did read this. Okay, hold on. I'll read another one. I'm sorry. I read
that over. This is called the death walts. United States New Mexico. In 1851, where New Mexico was still a territory and had not yet become a state, Fort Union was built 90 miles northeast of Santa Fe. The Ford helped keep the trails open so that huge red wheeled freight wagons pulled by teams
of mules or yolks of oxen could bring hardware, calico and other goods to Santa Fe while taking furs, hides, and Mexican mules and burrows back to St. Louis, Missouri. Fort Union was the only spot for miles around when an effort was made to keep up appearances of gracious social life. Such was found east of the Missouri River. There were a number of very beautiful young ladies attached to
the post. The most attractive of them was Elizabeth Bidwell, the c sister love captain more. She recently came to Fort Union to stay with her sister, the captain's wife, because their parents were dead and the maiden aunt who had raised Elizabeth had become ill. Young Elizabeth enjoyed the excitement that came from living on an outpost where the threat of an Indian
attack always lurked in the background. She was doubly delighted by the attentions of young officers paid to her. Since there were few women who were both pretty and unmarried in that wild country, one lieutenant named Frank Sutter, recently transferred from the east, was especially attracted to Elizabeth's charms, he devoted himself to winning her hand in spite of the other handsome officers who buzzed
around her like bees discovering the sweetest blossom in the garden. Frank Setter's experience with the world was not large enough that he could tell whether a woman was responding seriously to his attention or was merely flirting with them. He would walk with Elizabeth in the afternoon when the sunny clear air would turn in the blink of an eye to heavy rain, and that sent them scurrying
for cover, then disappeared as quickly as it began to fall. They would sit together in the evening watching the sky turn red, pink, orange, and yellow to the west, while the mountains to the east of the fort turned dark purple and mysterious. At such times, El Frank went talked to Elizabeth about the many things, but he didn't dare tell the young woman, whose hand rested lightly on his arm, just what he felt for her. Elizabeth laughed and fanned herself and
complained about the heat, and chattered about how bored she was growing with life at the Fort Union, and how eager she was to return to Missouri and the social life there. Such talk cut Lieutenant Sedter to the quick, but he never let his pain show. Then one day, messengers came racing to the fort with news of a series of Apache raids. Captain Moore ordered a detachment of troops to chase and punish the guilty
Indians. Lieutenant Sutter was put in command of the expedition. The night before they were to set out, however, he called on Elizabeth Bidwell. Drawing her to a private corner of the porch, he dropped to his knee and said, "Elizabeth, if you didn't guess before, I'm telling you now. I'm in love with you." She smiled at him and she turned her head and patted his her heart. Finally, she said, "Why, Lieutenant Sutter? I'm
overwhelmed by the honor you've given me." "And do you have some affection for me?" "You didn't even have to ask," she replied, blushing. "Then, Miss Bidwell, will you do me the honor of marrying me when I return? He was the handsomest young officer in Fort Union, and the prospects were excellent." Elizabeth answered without thought or hesitation. "Of course I will. But if the portions of war deprive me of life," and she goes, "Hush," she said. said, "Don't
even think of such a thing. If you should f fail to return, I swear I will never marry another." Then he said, rising to his feet and kissing her hand, "You can be assured nobody else will have you. I will come back and make my claim." The lieutenant and his troops departed the next morning. On the evening of their second day on patrol, they overtook the band of Apaches that had gone to the war path. In the heat of
battle, Frank Sutter became separated from the rest of his men. When the dust dust had settled and the Indians had scattered into the dark, the troops searched vainly for the young lieutenant, but he vanished. When they could not turn up no trace of him, they returned to Fort Union and reported him missing in action. Other people at the fort noted, not very kindly, that Elizabeth Bidwell, Frank Sutter's bride elect, grieved very little for the
missing bridegrooms to be, and it came to no great surprise to anyone when she announced her intention of marrying a man recently arrived from the east, who would take her
You guys hear me? Hold on. I froze because the cat um What happens to Elizabeth? Yeah, I got you. I know it froze. I hope you're still here, He-Man. It did freeze, but I got the rest of the story. You want to hear what happened to Elizabeth? Are you still here? Let me know. Let me know someone's here listening. Okay, you're here. Okay, so her so you know. Okay, so her brother
and sister-in-law arranged a wedding for her on the post. She decided to remarry. She promised she would never marry. She didn't grieve at all. Okay, so her brother and sister-in-law arranged for a wedding on her on the post. When the big day arrived, there was a short ceremony in the chapel. Then everyone retired to the evening to the messaul which was decorated for a ball. Outside, a sudden thunderstorm rolled through nearby canyons and sent rain splattering
through the roof and walls of a messaul. But inside always was festivity. There was good food, lots to drink, and loud laughter everywhere. A band was playing with more enthusiasm than tunefulness, but everyone was having a fine time. At the heart of everything was Elizabeth Bidwell smiling and fanning herself and swirling her skirts um of rose blush pink.
Um there's two in chat actually because you're talking um Swami and Swathy Swami and then He-Man are talking. So there's at least two people. I I don't know. I don't know why everyone's just I have a lot of lurkers. Okay. I I guys there's so many people that text me and they say I I don't talk in your chat but I'm watching. So many texts now. Another person came in. Okay. So Elizabeth Bidwell smiling and fanning herself and
swirling her skirts of rose blush pink. Rose blush pink. Suddenly, when the dance was at full swing, the outside doors of the hall slammed open with a bang, letting in a drought of air that made the candles gutter and burn low. A blood curdling cry, neither human nor like any bird or creature anyone could name, echoed through the common room,
carried on the invading wind. All eyes turned into the open doorway. Framed by doorpost was the body of a dead man dressed in the stained uniform of a cavalry officer. Across his forehead was a gash left by a tomahawk. His eyes were wide open and burned with fiery light. "Thank you, Joker." As everyone retreated to the edges of the dance
floor, the horrible apparition walked across the floor to the new bride and pulled her from the arms of her husband. Like the rest of the company, she stood gaping, too shocked to move. The corpse led Elizabeth to the center of the floor. She moved as simply as a doll, her mouth working, but not no sound coming out. Suddenly the thing that had been Lieutenant Sutter class the young woman closely to him. This then he gave
a signal to the musicians. And so there's the that's the picture of of Elizabeth Sutter and the musicians and everyone. She's in shock and he's he's a dead man, right? Hey, Prairie. So afterwards, the shaken men protested that they did not know what they were doing. But at the corpse's command, they begin to play a waltz, so strange and haunting in its melody that some people burst into tears upon hearing it, while others press their
hands to their ears to keep out the sound. On the floor, the couple wholled around and around and around. Elizabeth could not take her gaze from the dead lieutenant's burning eyes, but she grew paler and paler. The musicians, possessed by some compulsion from beyond the grave, played faster and faster until the music became so frantic that the spinning couple um out on the floor became a blur of pink skirts and blue
uniform. Then the music slowed from a pace that no human could dance to. Back to a waltz and down to a durge. The young woman hung limply in the corpse's arms. Her slack jaw and empty eyes showed that she was as dead as her partner. Gently the dead man lowered her body to the floor. For a moment, he stood staring down at her. Then his eyes circled in to the horrified company. He
threw back his head and gave the same fearful cry that they had heard earlier. Then he turned and marched stiffly out the the driving wind and rain while the doors of the mess hall slammed shut behind him. When people could move again, Elizabeth's bridegroom rushed to her side, but the efforts to revive her were feutal. The corpse had vanished into the storm that battered Fort Union for day and night. Several days later, a troop of soldiers, which had been sent
to the scene of the earlier battle, located Frank Sutter's body, where it lay at the bottom of a small galley with a single tomahawk gashed across the forehead. He was returned to the post and buried beside Elizabeth Bidwell in a little cemetery outside the fort. Yeah, you guys are you guys are so wonderful. And here's Lola. Lola is sitting
here. How does a lurker text? Psyche. Um, a lurker doesn't text. They they lurk. They they lurk. So, they don't text. They just they they're in the chat, but they're they're watching, but they don't say anything. I know a few. Yep. He has um Yeah, I have I have a Discord. People have messaged me and they tell me, "Oh, yeah." They text me on Discord or through my phone. Some
people have my phone number, you know, and so I am told many times, I'm here, I'm watching. Um, they're like, you know, some people don't like the panel. They don't like some people are just shy and stuff like that. Uh, but and you know, some people are watching. Okay. Thank you. Yes. Yeah. And He-Man
knows. Yes. How's everyone? Yeah. Swami. Hey Swami, you know you think you're so smart, Swami. You know I have I have a text messages and I have I have a discord and I have email and people can contact me besides texting in the chat you know you're so smart I like your picture by the way though that
that's a that's a guru right hey person Harry Harry Potter it's a little Harry Potter is a little bit of a long book it's a little bit long-winded for me I mean I enjoy it I was a little bit kind of I was in my 30s when Harry Potter came out and stuff like that so it's it was kind of like it was cool I like the first one. I think I read the first book and I watched the first
movie, but it wasn't like that. Uh, hey, you there? Are you Are you good? Your eye Okay. You kind of have Trix's eye. Trix has a little lazy eye, too. You have a little lazy eye today. Namaste. Namaste. Okay, let's see. Yeah, I'm still down to hang out. It's 10:00 a.m.
I'm still high from that coffee. Um, battery is low but I can hear. Okay. So, anyone want to come on panel? You're welcome on panel. I know you guys are busy some, you know, s you're here. Come on. Come here.
Hello. T like you like being spanked the cat. You go. Pop that Pop that
I should read romance novels. Yeah. Well, I I mean I prefer like I prefer short stories because you know I I can't sit here like I my voice gets tired after after you know when I read and stuff like that. I like to read short stories also. It's better better to uh better to keep people's attention. Beautiful cat, huh? This is Miss Lola. Your beautiful eyes, huh? And
this is Trix's mom. You're Trix's mom. Can you wave? Hi. Say hi, chat. She waves to the chat. She's a beautiful cat. My mom liked romance novels. She like she liked the kind of trashy romance novels. I also read um when I was like in high school, I should have read the the classic novels, but I was reading like Jackie Collins. And Jackie Collins was
kind of like she's Joan Collins sister, but she's like an author. She's I think she's British and stuff like that. And she would write about Hollywood. And she would always, it would be interesting because it would be about real Hollywood stars and she had some Hollywood gossip, but she would always change the names and you would kind of guess who she's talking about. I never really figured out who she was talking about, but you know, I think you
could. Yeah, I like the short ones. And so I like I like reading those Uncle Wiggly. I love those uncle Uncle Wiggly stories, you know, just cuz it's like, you know, some of them are kind of weird and and people were saying, "Oh, that's a strange story about whatever Uncle Uncle Wiggly likes to nibble on the ears of things and it has a little m kind of like magical language in that book." But um it just reminds me of my childhood
and reading Harleen novels. Yeah. Your mom's favorite soft porn. Yeah. They had the Fabio I think was like on the cover of all these all these novels. You're up here too, Lenor. Want to come up here with you, Lenor? Come on. Come on, Lenor. Lenor. Lenor will not dare get near me when uh when Lola's on my lap. But you're over there, Lenor. Come on. Come on, Lenor. She's she's she's she's
right here. Here. You're there, Lenor. Lenor. Oh, sorry. Sorry. My uh my table's a mess. Right. Little ear nibbles. Yeah. She There was They said, "Uncle Wig Uncle Wiggly, don't nibble on." He's like, "Oh, I'll go nibble on your ears." You know, it's a cute little thing. So, let me see if I find my
phone. I don't know where to put my phone. Oh, here it is. I'll read one more Uncle Wiggly novel. I'll see I'll see what's happening in the chat. Let's see if I got any text messages back. I did send some text messages this morning. Let's see if I got a
response. I did.
Hey Rig Demon, how are you
guys?
Excuse the lovely manly beard. My hair and beard are perfect. Yeah, it's a little bit gray, but my hair is not gray yet, but thank you. Hey, raging demon. Yeah. So, let me check out the Uncle Wiggly. Uncle
Wiggly Miss Lenor, Uncle Wiggly texts. I mean, they're kind of they're shorter stories, but yeah, they're all cute. They're very cute. I found that and they have all the texts on this uh Project Gutenberg site. I wonder what year it was. It said
Uncle Willies Tra. It says copyright MCMXXI. So I think that's 195 19 1920 21 or something like that, right? Okay. So how about what's uncle Wiggly in the circus. Let's hear that one. Uncle
Wiggly and let me see if it's how long it is. It's kind of seven p. Okay. Uncle Wiggly in the circus. We'll read that one. Okay, it says Jackie boy. Wow. Jackie Bowwow the little puppy dog boy came running up to Uncle Wiggly one morning
so excited that he barked three times and fell down twice, stumbling his toe over a lollipop stick on the path. We pop back on. Good. Oh, Uncle Wiggly barked Jackie. What you think? There's pictures of elephants. There's tigers and lions and camels. There's a big man putting up a big tent. There are red wagons and golden chariots and blue wagons. and one that plays funny tunes. And there's a man with a face all
painted red, white, and blue, just like your rubism crutch, barked Py Bow, the other little puppy chap, as he ran up, wagging his tail. And there's popcorn, peanuts, and pink lemonade. Woof woof. And it says, "What is it all about?" asked the bunny rabbit gentleman as he sat down on the steps of his hollow stump bungalow. While the puppy dog boys caught their breasts, which had
nearly run away from them. It's a circus, cried Jackie and Petey. Just like twins, which they almost were. A real circus. A circus? Exclaimed Uncle Wiggly. That's nice. You mean it's kind where you animal boys sometimes get up where you charge two pins to get in and three pins for a seat? Oh, no. It's a regular man circus that real boys and girls go to see, barked Jackie. It's the
kind we once ran away and joined where we learned to do jumping to turn somers and other tricks, explained Pey. Well, if it's that kind of circus, spoke Uncle Wiggly. We didn't even bother our heads about it. We animal folk can't go into any real circus, you know. Oh, but that's what we came to see you for, wine Jackie. We want you to take us to the circus. Take you to the circus? Un said Uncle Wiggly, cried Uncle Wiggly. Why the very idea? How
would an old rabbit gentleman with two funny puppy dog boys look walking into a real circus? The men would think that we belong to it and had somehow gotten out of our cages. They shut us up behind iron bars um as the lion and tigers are kept. take you two to the circus. Oh no, it couldn't be thought of. Oh dear, sighed Jackie. We told the others you'd
take us. Stop barked Petey. What others? Uncle Wheelie wanted to know curious like oh Sammy and Susie Little, Johnny and Billy Bushy Tail, Lulu, Alice and Jimmy Wimblewabble, and a lot of animal boys and girls went on PD. We were going over to the edge of the woods looking at the circus men put up the tent and colored posters and we thought you'd take us. Baby Bunty will be so
disappointed, said Jackie. Uncle Wiggly twinkled in his pink nose serious and thoughtful. H circus, murmured the old um rabbit gentleman. So baby Bunty wants to go, does she? Well, she never saw a circus. Not even a make believe one, such as you boys get up. Um, now I don't care for a circus myself. I've seen too
many of them. But I'll go just to take baby Bunty. And may we come? asked Jackie eagerly. "Oh well, yes, I suppose so," slowly answered Mr. Longears. "Nurse Jane will say I'm queer. But what matter? A circus comes along, but once a year. Now run along, doggy boys. I have to think of some way of getting all of you into the circus tent, for we can't
buy tickets and go to the regular way." The circus men wouldn't understand. Jackie and Pety were so delighted that they turned somersaults all the way across the field as they ran to tell the other animal boys and girls. Meanwhile, Uncle Wiggly hopped along the red, white, and blue twinkly nose. "Oh, listen to me, would you?" I mean, his rumatism crutch. I guess I'm getting excited about the circus. Anyway, Uncle
Wiggly hopped across the field to the edge of the forest where Jackie and Petey had said the big show was going to be given that afternoon. Surely enough, there's a large white tent, much larger than the one that camping boys had used the time Uncle Wiggly helped dig a rainwater canal for the lads, so they would have a dry bed to sleep in. There was a circus tent and there were red white green yellow blue and
purple posters showing pictures of lions tigers camels elephants and all kind of wild animals. It's a regular circus, surely enough, said Uncle Wiggly to himself. But how am I supposed to get in with animal boys and girls? I can't go up to the wagon and buy tickets, much as I'd like to. I can't speak man talk, though. I can't understand it. How can I get in? Just then, Uncle Wheelie saw two
real boys slowly walking around outside the big tent. They seem to be looking for something. I hope they haven't lost their ticket money, thought the bunny. One boy said to the other. Here's a good place to get in. All right, crawl under, exclaimed the other. Then the two boys suddenly crawled into the circus tent because they had no money to buy tickets. Uncle Wiggly watched them. Why, the idea, exclaimed Mr. Longears. What a way to get in. Why, I have it. That's
how I can get in with the animal children. I can crawl under the tent. Of course, I wouldn't do it that way if I could buy them regular tickets, but get or get in the regular way, but I can't. The ticket man wouldn't understand if I hopped up with green or yellow leaf money. Crawling under the tent is the only way. Uncle Wheelie hopped back to the woods where he had built his hollow stump bungalow. The animal children were
gathered about waiting for him to start. "Come on, it's time to start," said Susie Little Tale, who had her best hat made of green ferns. "Where are you going, Wiggy?" asked nurse Jane Fuzzy Wuzzy as she saw the bunny gentleman starting off at the head of the procession of animal boys and girls. "Oh, I'm just going to take baby Bunny to the circus," said Mr.
Longears, holding the littlest rabbit girl by her paw. "Are you sure you aren't going for yourself?" asked Nurse Jane with a laugh. "Of course not," exclaimed the bunny. "The idea." Anie hopped with the animal children, and when they came near this edge of the woods where the circus tent gleamed white among the green trees, Uncle Wiggly said, "Wait here, children, until I hop ahead and see if everything is all right." The bunny, hiding behind a bush,
looked across the little field at the tent. He saw two more boys walk softly and tried to crawl under the white canvas, but all at once a man with a big club rushed up, drove away the boys, and cried, "No, you don't. You can't get in the circus this way." "Oh dear," thought Uncle Wiggly. If men are on guard to keep the boys from crawling into the tent, they won't let me in with the animal children. What can I do? Baby
Bunty will be so disappointed. Ha, I know. I'll start here in this field and I'll dig a burrow or tunnel under the ground. I'll slant it down until I'm beneath the tent. And when then I'll slant it up so that we come the way we will be inside the tent. In that way, the men with clubs will not be able to see us. Uncle Wheelie, hop back um up to the waiting animal children. I'll have
to dig a tunnel burrow to get you to the circus, said the bunny. Stay here and be quiet. Starting in the field behind the bushes and a little way from the circus tent, Uncle Wiggly began to dig. He was a fast worker, and soon he had dug a burrow all the way through. He came out inside the circus tent beneath the rows of seats on which were perched many boys, girls, and grown folk watching the funny clowns, listening to the band,
seeing the man in the high trapeze bars, and looking at the horses. Ha! The circus is just beginning. As the big bass drum boomed out, zoom zoom. He crawled back to the burrow and got the animal children in line. Forward march, cried Uncle Wiggly, and through the underground burrow crawled the rabbits, squirrels, puppy dogs, pussycats, chickens, ducks, guinea pigs, and all
the smaller animal friends of the rabbit gentlemen. They were not seen by the men with clubs because they crawled beneath the tent far below the ground. Then they came up inside the circus and under the high tier of seats. "Oh, isn't it wonderful?" cried Baby Bunty, keeping hold of Uncle Wiggly's paw. Hush," answered the rabbit gentleman. "Don't let the people up there know we were down here, or they might chase us out." So there sat Mr. Longears and his
little friends, having a fine view of the circus, almost from start to finish, and the people sitting on the seat above dropped peanuts and kernels of popcorn, which the animal children picked up and ate. The only thing they didn't have was pink lemonade. But perhaps that was not good for them. And at last, when the band begin to play like everything, like anything, and the horses and elephants raced around the big ring, Uncle Wiggly
said. "Come now, the circuses ended, we better get out before the crowd starts, or we may be stepped on." "Did you like it, baby Bunny?" "Oh, it was the most wonderful thing I ever saw," said the little rabbit girl. "Thank you ever so much." "Yes, and we thank you also, Uncle Wiggly," cried the other animal children. Then they crawled down through the burrow again outside the tent and came into the woods through which they
scampered to their different homes. But they had been to the circus, and if the window curtain doesn't roll up so fast that it flies to the top of the ceiling, taking the goldfish with it, you shall hear the next story about Uncle Willie and the lion, which I'll read some other time. Did everyone like that? It's Uncle Willie in the circus. You know, they snuck into the circus and
they all enjoyed and had a good time, right? You good? You good, Lola? Are you happy cat? You're happy, kitty
cat. Are you coming, Paige? Coming up, Paige? I'm sorry I started the story, but I'd love you to come back. I'm still I'm still awake. I still I still have a little cleaning to do today. Oh, here comes Paige. Hi.
Well, that was a lovely story. It's very cute. I just love the I love like the the cute names and like the little I imagine like you can read this read this to your kids and stuff like that and do and do like the the fun the fun words and the s the sounds and like the little you know the cute animals and you know he's he's a kind of weird he's
going to have a strange rabbit but you know he's cute and strange like you. Yeah, I think he has a good heart you know. Mhm. I like it. I really like it. You actually just put so much personality and so much passion into your when you read the stories that it's like you
remember circle time. Yeah. You kind of it's almost nostalgic, you know, for you to you're like come gather around children, you know, and we'll all come and just listen. And I think that it just is um Can I ask you a question, Psych? I mean, yeah. So when
you was reading andor like you know was this one of your your comforts like you know or advice is like reading and or um was it comforting to you to be read to as well? Well yeah cuz my dad like every night he would come up and like we he read like the Dr. Seuss or like you know
like um we had some Muppet books and we had I had I had a huge library even as a kid like I never liked I never liked uh toys really. I never wanted a toy. I always wanted like books. And so we always take me to he he would like leave me at the library. And then then he would get a phone call like, "Don't leave your son at the library. We're not babysitters here." Because I'd be so young and stuff like that. Like and he but he would like I was really re just
reading the books and I just like love the books and stuff like that. But um and then um so I I always like I always love books and uh and my and my grandmother actually got like I I remember I was at this my my brothers were both played football and baseball in high school and so I remember it was like a football at their it was a big high school. There's a big football I don't know if it was a pep
rally or some something where all the families of all the football players had we had dinner and stuff like that and you know it's like but I was kind of bored by sports you know and so my grandmother brought me that uncle weekly she had she had like an old old copy of it you know and she brought that to me and I I so I used to have I don't I wish I still had that there's so many things I I wish I still had that's one of them the like one of the original copies of
Uncle Wig Wiggly cuz it was written says 1922 or something like that or 19 in the in the 20s, you know, it's like a very old um old book, but it's such a so charming. It's very charming. That's a perfect word for it. Charming. Thank you. You I've just been trying to find one to place it, and I'm like, "No, that
one's That's perfect. That's a home run." Burns Bear, if you murder one more mouse in front of me today, I'm going to have a heart attack. Can you please bring your little weird dead gifts elsewhere, dear? Oh, those were that was another that was another My cats are just continuously bringing me mice, but they want me to watch their I can't handle it. There's just too many lives
being taken from my yard. When they my cats bring in mice and then the m the mouse is like squeaking still and it's like half dead but squeaking and then they they like they play with it and stuff like that and it's like some I' I've like I've taken out a mouse a few times half dead and I I like I like put it on the hedge and it always it always gets away eventually. But um yeah sometimes someone one time they brought in a squirrel without a head. I
mean, that was Yeah, my cats, they bring squirrels, shrews, like some of the it's creatures that I don't even know where they I'm like, did you dig to find that? Where did you get that? You know, like they're really good for like, you know, rodent or critter control, but sometimes they bring me a beautiful creature and I'm very disappointed. But I always find like dead gifts from your cats is like, and pardon my language, everyone, but
it's almost like a dickpick. It's like the gesture was nice, but I'm probably going to delete it or throw it out. You know what I mean? Like it's just it's not something that you want to keep around. And I'm not They always eat the heads cuz they get like this um it's like a higher euphoria from it, right? Do they ever bring um Did they ever bring Was it you that said they brought in the starnose mole rats or have you
seen a starnose mole rat? Yeah. Well, I mean, no, it wasn't a starnose mole. It was It was like they've brought things that are similar like our version like our Canadian Albertan version of that. Yeah. But they're ugly. And do you know like what a ground squirrel is? Um, yeah, I'll have to look it up. I'm going to ground. Okay. Well, it's ugly. It's not. It's also ugly. It looks like
it could eat an apple through a picket fence for sure. It's like a tiny beaver kind of. No, that's a gopher. No, that's a prairie dog. Is it this one? No, it's not this. No, not that guy. No. What are they called? Um, I think it's called maybe a shrew.
A shrew. Okay, we call him like different names for him. Ground squirrels, shrews. Okay. S H R E W. And I'll I'll show you a mole rat too in the chat. A mole rat. Was it Kim Possible shoot a naked mole rat? Uh that was a little that was a little bit after my time, but I It's only cuz I have siblings that are younger, so I was
forced to kind of watch those things. Oh my gosh. One of these you call these ground squirrels. Yeah, but it's a shrew, I suppose. And they can get pretty big here. And they can get some pretty big teeth on them as well. Like I wouldn't want I wouldn't want to be bit by one. Not that they're pretty elusive, you know? They're more scared of us than anything, but the cats like for them to bring us some things
and like I don't the squirrels, they always laugh at you. You never notice that they'll throw things at you and laugh. So sometimes ew, that is disgusting. Yeah, that bothers me on so many levels. We don't have We have little different versions of that here. They're not quite
as hard on the eyes, I guess. Yeah. This is It's disturbing as hell. Yeah. Like, what the is going on, you know? Why does his face have to look like this? What is it doing with that mouth? It's terrible. Well, cuz they're blind and they use their mouth. Yeah, they use their mouth their their mouth to to smell and stuff like that. But they're
the most frightening. There's actually a little documentary you might want to look up starnose mole rat. I think you'll find the documentary about it. But um and they but they it's just really interesting. I mean they they but they're blind and um face looks like a sea an enemy. Like it looks like Yeah. Look at that. Gh. I don't like looking at
ew. Just e mean as bug. Oh, on the Well, I got a pizza on my IR and I was walking to the store, but there were squirrels running around and the squirrels kind of like they like they're laughing. Oh, we have another guest. What's up? Hey, I want to dance with some psych.
Oh, yeah. With love. Oh my goodness. You just get more and more handsome every time we see you or what? Don't even talk about Don't even talk about handsome. Don't even Don't even
talk about it, Paige. Don't even Don't even talk about it. You're the cutie queen of the panel. Hush. Hush now. Hush now. Oh, I tried to sit outside and enjoy the little bit of sun we did have and then the wind just came and now the cold's here and now I'm reminded that I live in Canada.
Yeah. How's the weather in Canada? Is it snowing up there right now? Paige. Hey, can we get Can we give Paige a double a double smooch? Is the weather going the right way? I think is it the opposite way though? Am I the right way now? Is it right? I'm kissing Oliver. Now you guys are kissing. Yeah, we're smooching. Yeah.
A Thanks for the smooch, fellas. That was That was a We just had a three We just had a virtual three-way. Yeah. Oh, we just had another way. Oh my gosh. Okay. So, um I did have because it was it was the reading hour and everyone was already sitting and listening and I
thought that I would maybe read something. This is just a it's a stupid book called Keeping Love Alive, but like there's some really good points in here that aren't just for relationships, and I thought that maybe we could hear some of them. Let's hear it. Let's hear it. Okay. Um what do we got here?
Okay. So, life is a series of adjustments. Changes are as certain as the seasons. So, embrace change. Greet it as a welcomed guest. If you don't like the way things are right now, don't panic. More chang Close your eyes, Psyche. Oh, okay. Sorry. It's okay. More changes may
be just up the road. Grab the initiative and do what you can to put more fun into your life and more life into your friendships with purpose. You can start anytime and it can start with you. And that's from David and Claudia Arp. So clearly there are a couple.
Can you record these for us, Paige, so we can play them in the car? No. Well, Psych, too. We should just do like we'll we'll start another channels like and it'll just be we we'll read things. Yeah. No, I didn't mean I'll Oh, Paige, you you could probably be very successful at an
anti-anxiety panic attack talkown YouTube with your voice. Yeah. Well, thank you because I think my own voice gives me anxiety, but I love that you it doesn't do that for you. You're a very calming presence. But the funniest thing yesterday was when um like um uh who what was her name? Like I think her name is Oh. Oh, Pebbles. Pebb or Pebbies. Pebbles came on the Pebbles
came on the show. Yeah. She came on the show and she was talking and she was like, "Oh, Beeta showed her showed her bush and her boobs and stuff like that." She's like, "And I show my bush and my boobs." And then Sask is like, "Paige, what are you talking?" Cuz she has a kind of a voice like Paige a little bit and he thought it was Paige. He's like, "Paige, what are you talking about? Are you showing your bush and your boobs? No. And I was like, that's Pebbles. That
was Pebbles talking. Oh my goodness. I'll change my name to Never N. Okay. Um, so I do have like a few more little ones. Yeah, let's hear. Let's hear more. I'm sorry. Okay. So, I do like this. Insensitivity is like trampling with claw hopper boots over
the other person. Not out of malice, but ignorance. Love pays the most careful attention to the beloved. Anyone can learn to be sensitive to another person. I don't know who Ed Wheat is, but he's a he's a baller because I like that one. Yep. And that, you know, love must be learned and learned again and again.
There is no end to it. And he who pursues righteousness and love finds life, prosperity, and honor. Where are the other one? I did a few more here. Oh, this one I thought was to show his butthole. Your butthole deserves love, too. No. Was Ilia backstage? No. Elila's
never come over, but Ila, you know, you I want to talk to you sometime. Okay. Um I thought I thought that He-Man wanted to come up earlier. Yeah, I think she left. Okay. Yeah. Well, that made me sad cuz it's like people maybe get, you know, build up that courage and then Yeah. Yeah. Unfortunately, my um my my
cats and I was vacuuming and I unplugged the my uh my my I hit the power cord and so my phone it takes like a minute to restart and then it happened again because the cats were running around under the TV and stuff like that and set off the and and so it happened again. But I need to plug in my my tablet. One second. Um yeah, Paige, you know you know what you um not you should do like
I don't want to like tell you what to do. I'm saying um the these these small quotes is like the they'd be perfect for a YouTube short, you know, and uh you could like you could like just make shorts and the shorts get a lot of traffic and like a lot of subscribers and stuff like that from doing. I have quite a few shorts on mine that I used to Oh god, I put so much freaking time and and like detail and effort into
that. I don't know. I I'm going to start doing more things. I just I'm trying to figure out which direction I would like to go. No matter what, I'm going to keep my spiritual arts channel and I can do, you know, the art tutorials and keep like the spiritual side of, you know, the readings and things like that. Um, but I do want to, like I said, um, have
another maybe another channel. I don't know, for just kind of other you know what I mean? Like I love the paranormal. I love certain other things and just kind of more of an open chat and like, you know, have games and have just different a little bit of everything, right? Does that sound You can do a special you can do a specialized, you know, channel for whatever topic you want and then, you
know, you can have stream you can have a Streamyard for like and put several channels on it if you want to ever want to have guests on and stuff like that. Or you can just like, you know, arrange guests and stuff like that and privately message them the link and stuff like that. You just want to do one-on-one because the open panels get kind of crazy as you know. Mhm. Um, but you get for the free version, it's like 20 hours a month and you can have six people on
your panel and it's um and then you can have all kinds of you put the comments on the screen. Hey Big Naisha, how are you? Come to Florida. I'll take you to some haunted places. I'd love to. So St. Augustine is the oldest city. It's from was founded in the 1400s and there's a lot of old
Mhm. A lot of a lot of historical events, a lot of residual energy in certain places. There's a torture museum. Oh, uh like Iron Maidens and I would love to see one of those like um they I mean I mean I remember I went to actually the Museum of Torture in Prague
in Czechoslovakia when the Czech Republic actually it's called. Um and they had all these also went to a blacklight show. They have these blacklight shows. I went to Alice in Wonderland. I was on mushrooms and I go to these blacklight shows and they just it's like a puppet show kind of with like all black lights and so it's like it looks it's like a really magical experience. If you ever go to Prague, they're kind of famous for these puppet shows or these black light Yeah. Big Naisha is making gumbo. So Big Naisha,
if I go see Oliver in Florida, maybe I'll stop by Big Naisha. I can have some gumbo. Maybe I can go see Alisa. Well, you know, I definitely want to see Alisa if I go to Florida and stuff and just have maybe a dinner one night and hang out. Uh, I tried to call her tonight actually, but she was just ending her stream and so she, you know, one of the rare times that I didn't get through, but uh, but uh, she invited me to
Florida and stuff and so I would love to go. All I have to do really, I think, is like get the plane ticket and then arrange like transportation and uh, uh, place to stay and then Hey, is that okay, Big Nisha? Am I welcome over there? She would love that so much. Oh, darling, love that so much. And she said, "Oh," he said, "You look the fellow on the right looks really wellfed." Yeah,
Oliver his face. No, you look You're the fellow on the right. Am I the fellow maybe? Yeah. Well, you do look I say you look very healthy. You look You look healthy. And nice jabron bear. Nice Oliver jab bear. Bear. Yeah. But where's But I I know that term jabroni. Is that like from is that from
the either the mafia or like you know I don't know if it's like something from the Sopranos or something like that or it's like from Howard Stern or you Jabroni like I just named Iron Chic. Yeah. Oh yeah. Iron Chic from Howard Stern, right? Remember like the first time I came like like met you Oliver and you were like I I was you know trying to get a read for you but
immediately your name came on and I said it out loud and I was like that just was it made me giggle. It also rolls off the tongue. Nice. It's just fun to say. It's a fun name to say. Oh, thank you. I have a home in Louisiana. It's so nice. It's so nice when people are so uh so kind and generous and it's like I would love to I would love to like you know do some
traveling and like you know stay with uh if people are fans or you know friends friends and fans you know um I would love to um love to meet some people and you guys are so generous. Black Apple's here. It's from WWF. The Rock's catchphrase is that Oh, all the Rock says it too. Literally a little quote in here and I've just been dying to say and it's
funny because everything happens at the right time. Okay, so listen. So, Black Apple just joined the chat and it says, "Strengthen me with raisins, refresh me with apples, for I am faint with love." Beautiful quote. Interesting timing as well. Where is that from? I like apples
with peanut butter. Oh, me too. And I like celery with peanut butter and like remember ants on a log. You know Yeah. Say ants on a log. Yeah. I love that. And uh celery apples. Apples with Yeah, peanut butter is good on a lot of fruit. Yeah. Um when I said one day I should visit the gay hot spots in Europe, especially the bath houses. I'd love to.
When I was I was in Amsterdam and there was like this place called like the the ring or something like that or I think it was called the ring. I was too shy I think to go I was just like I was probably 19 or 20 when I went and I was too shy to go alone to places like that. Um but also in a porttoarta they have like two they have like they have a gay community there
like they have a so but there's only there's two gay clubs. So the first night I went to this gay club my my sister's like let's go to a gay bar. We go there and there's like a guy dancing on the bar naked basically with a with a erection and then I ran over and I was like I was like give me some dollar bills and like my sister was like oh my she was like this is a little bit too
much and and then uh they have two gay bars there. One's called Paco Epco and one's called La Ventana which means the window. And so those are the two two big gay bars in Portto Viarda. They have a bit they have a big gay scene there, but it's like everyone's all muscular and hot and like I'm just like the skinny like skinny skinny pale pale guy. And I did I ended up one night um my sister
she was my my was my my brother's girlfriend like they took me to this other gay bar after we went to like we we go to Senior Frogs and stuff like that and then she took me to like um the Bentana La Ventana and I was like just I was like can you just give me 20 bucks and like Nicole I'll see you guys later. Have fun. Love you Oliver. Byebye. Yeah. So, I went to this place called So, I I went there and I was like and I
was just wait but I was like so shy in a bar. So, I and I just like sat there waiting and then finally some guy came up to me and he's like, "Can I buy you a drink?" And he bought me a couple drinks and I went I went back I think I think I threw up in the bushes on the in the hotel lobby or something like that. I was so drunk. But um and then we hooked up and he like years later he like wrote me back. He's like, "Oh, hey, what's up?
Anal beads um death. Anal beads is not a is not a command yet, right?" But there you The butt plug does work. I need to program anal beads. Um person, if you can uh person, if you're if you're listening, you can program anal beads for me because Death wants to do the anal beads. How are you doing, Death? You know, I miss I miss you, dude. Um I hope you're doing well. Okay. I know. I know. We had a little falling out and
you know, but I I don't I'm not I don't have animosity. I have so many I have so many relationships that just like get destroyed and stuff like that that I really I really um I don't have animosity. Fisting. I need to do the fisting things, too. You're listening while shampooing the spare room carpet. Yeah, I was I uh Oliver got a heart on from the store. Yeah, Oliver needed to
relieve himself. I think he, you know, but um No, I'm sure he got a phone call. Um fisting. Yeah, I needed the fisting command, but you can but um death. The butt butt plug is butt. No, butt plug and butthole are both uh commands you can use. It's a wrong death. Oh, okay. It's a wrong death. Okay, there's it's a you're a different death. Okay, I guess the other death
isn't here anymore, but his name was I his name was Blade or Death. I'm not sure if it's you're not you're not you're not Blade. I don't know if Big Rob is Blade. I don't know because he keeps saying he's Blade and he keeps talking about similar chats and stuff like that. It's the wrong death. Okay. Well, nice to have you here and you're a member. So, um how strange it is if you think about it. It was like missed you
death. Great to see you. And then it's like and then it's like oh wrong death. Then you're like, "Oh, okay." You know, like it's just when you think about Never mind. You know what I mean? No, it's funny. Yeah. It's like it's a Yeah, it's like there's a lot of people like that where it's like, "Oh, I'll know them, but it's like they have some obscure obscure strange name, but it's a
different person, right?" Kind of funny. Wrong death, but yeah. Are No, I don't know. He said he said, "But yeah, I don't know if he's saying he's Blade or not. I'm not sure." But I think it's Blade. I think it's Blade, but I'm not sure. Maybe it's the wrong death. But yeah, I don't know. I had like I don't know what you said. I had I had a bunch
of falling outs with people like you know like people that were like I would be like you know um there's people that I started out with on YouTube and I was like mods for them and they help me and I and I try to help them too and uh and then it's like I would be so excited to share like the good news and I was like and I would like love them to be happy for me but I don't think they're happy
for me and it's like some of the some of the people that like they just I mean they hate me now and there's like really there's no reason to hate me cuz I don't hate anybody and I never did anything bit wrong to them and it's just like other people got involved in relationships and stuff like that. But it's sad. I would love to like, you know, there's so many people I would love to share my good news with and it's like and they probably wouldn't even be happy at this point. But I can't even contact
them anyway. No, I know what you mean. I I know what you mean. It's such a It's hard sometimes. I I still like it's a hard thing, you know. I'm very sensitive. I'm very sensitive. I'm like, you know, oh jeez, you couldn't tell. My heart hurts sometimes about it. And it's like, and I I wish like, you know, if someday they would like come back and
like say, hey, there's misunderstanding. You know, it's like I don't hate if they say I don't hate you and stuff like that. But basically, they told me like, "Go away. I don't want to talk to you again." Like, and I don't know why. There's no explanation. They just ignore me and they finally blocked me. Most issues are either, you know, caused by outer influences or they are caused by misunderstandings or miscommunication.
Um, and sometimes, you know what, sometimes you're just going to not, you know, I guess be perceived the way that you try to be or want to be by certain people andor, you know, sometimes it's us and the other person, but also sometimes it's it's just one or the other. So it's
really hard and you know to recognize I guess that in yourself will make it easy to you know decipher whether it's it is those things that you just ask you know what did I do is it me kind of thing because it's well you know I just wish I knew I wish I knew what their thought process was about it and like why and
like or somebody like what like I know I know with Emma with Emma like I know I don't know if it was death or the blade or whatever but someone told me oh well he told Emma that you were on meth and like and then that changed her opinion about you and stuff and I'm not even on meth and so it's like uh I did I I you know I have done I've done that would
definitely be something for you know her you and her or her and yourself to you know discuss without anyone else involved and just maybe you know unfort unfortunately I've been blocked and unfortunately when I go to the chat I'm being told I'm being harassing if I go to the chat or I'm not welcome in the chat and like
delete and stuff like that. And so, um, I would love, but I would love like someday to like, you know, they come back and they say, "Hey, let's talk about like or I don't hate you or something like that because I it's hard it's hard feeling like especially people that I I love so much and poured a lot of love into and they just kind of like I really felt like they kind of threw me away like trash and like I I like I
think you know, not like I I expect anything in return for like giving them help and stuff like that, but I was always I'm very loyal. Capricorn is very even and it's even like I'm I'll still be loyal. I'm still I still like love them and stuff like that and it's really hard. Sometimes I will say things out of anger and um and hurt and stuff like
that and I'll to kind of see if they'll if they'll come back. One thing I've had to teach myself over, you know, long long periods of time was, you know, don't ever say things that you can't take back. No. When you're back and and and those kinds of things, right? Like so just you know keep a check sometimes. I mean we all do. Yeah Oliver you
definitely I'm a Leo. What does that mean? It means it doesn't apply to you. It does it's not going to apply to you cuz Emma Emma was like oh you said I heard she's like I heard from I heard from people you were saying horrible things about me on your show. And she even said on I I she didn't need to do one last reading for me. Um she actually did a poll. I like I sent her 20 bucks and she's like should she like should I
do a reading for Psyche? And then it was like 56% no, 40 44% yes. And then then I went to my chat and I was like, "Guys, can you go to Emma's and like vote on the poll and all of a sudden it like everything turned in my favor?" And so she did the reading and stuff like that. And she said," she said, "Okay." Well, she's like she's like, "Oh." She's like, "Sych." She's like, "You know, I went I I was told you were saying bad things
and I went to your show and and you were saying you said terrible things that weren't true." She's like, I just like people talking nice things about me and giving me all the attention, blah, blah, and uh you know, it was a kind of sweet reading. It was a nice reading and stuff like that. But u and then I I did like a friendly raid and stuff like that. And she did not take she was like she was like she's going to strike my channel, you know, and and she was like all this
stuff. So I just like, "Okay, I'll leave her alone." And I felt like I was being harassing. But I all I did was like, you know, I would used to go in her chat under like um Nicholas Cage and I would print out as Nicholas Cage and I would and she didn't know it was me, but I would go in and she would like laugh so hard and then I would pretend I was Elon Musk and it was just like she got such a kick out of it and then
um but now I'm not going to bother like it was like and then all all of like I I I was like her first member and um I I got more readings for her than anybody else. I was her bond for several months until she unmoded me on ceremony. She was my first interview. And then um yeah, and then um now I go in and I'm her mom bonds immediately block me like
some of the mods I introduced her to and that that hurts too. It's like when when I introduce people to each other, you know, cuz I'm big at networking and then it's like they become friends and it's like and then I get thrown away like and it's like and then they're like, "Oh, don't talk to like clumsy like I like when I went to her chat that time the last time um at least probably about 10
people in there I'd either like known like I'd be friends with or um or I introduced to her and then it's like and they were all they're all telling me, "Oh, you're a jerk. Go away." Like and stuff like that. You know, they just like took her side. No one ever talked to me about anything. I everyone people just leave in my discord and like people get people get mad at me too over like things I have nothing to do with like
it's like over other people and they're like oh you didn't take my side of the situation. I don't I I it's like I just like because I don't like my relationships interfere with. I don't want to interfere in other people's relationship. I don't know other people's um relationship whether they talk to each other like that what what their what what their view with each other is. Don't I don't we don't it's like a simple way to put it my love is like don't base your opinion I mean
don't base your um what is it called your your first impression like don't of someone else's opinion you know what I mean so it's like yeah I mean it's like it's it's called narcissism is called triangulation where it's like a third party like and we'll sometimes like they'll be jealous of the relationship and so they'll like try to
turn you against each other and I try not to be influenced by like being turned against other people. I like to like have a just like with a with a Lisa. It's like a million times I haven't tell you how many times people are like why are you friends with Lisa? Why do you like Alisa? Lisa is a horrible person. She's this she's this. She like a mill everyone tried to turn me against her. And it's like she just calls me sweetheart. She calls she says I'm angelic. She says, you know, she she
loves me and she she's like says come visit and it's like she talks to me on the phone. Um she writes me on back on Discord like within like a minute usually. Uh, I'm friends with her on Discord and it's like she's just always been kind to me like always she she let me promote my show in her Discord. She doesn't let anybody else promote in her Discord. I said, "Can I can I post my show?" And she's always like, "Of course you can." She said, "Post anytime you want, any anything you want." And it's
like, she's just so generous and kind and it's like, and then people will always be constantly trying to turn me against her and stuff like that and uh or have me say or or like they'll say, "Oh, well, Lisa is a bad person, so you're a bad person because Alisa did Lisa did this." like and I was like it has nothing to do with my relationship with her. It's like and so it just gets it get it gets too over it get pretty overwhelming but it's like you know but Alisa like all through all that we've
stuck together and it's like and she's always been kind and always been sweet and always um says hi to me when I go in the chat and and she knows who I am and stuff like that and uh so I know you know and you don't have to like her and it's like that's the thing but it's like when people like try to turn me against her or like or like they're they don't like me because I like her and stuff like that. It's like it's or they don't,
you know, I don't know. Um we should all just base each other's, you know, connection and how we feel about each other on our feelings and our thoughts and our because everyone has their own relationship. Yeah. Everyone has their own relationship with people like it's like it's like chemistry, right? And it's like sometimes when a when you introduce a different ingredient like a third party into it, it change it can change the balance of things and it's like but her relationship with anybody
else is like her like that's their personal relationship. It's like I'm not going to like be mad at her over something that somebody that she knows did or you know and it's like and and based on what how she didn't she didn't like I don't know she's supposed to be do a public press conference and denounce certain people and stuff like that. She said she didn't agree with that what that guy did and uh that she thought he was a sick person and you know it's like that's her that's her
opinion and it's like she doesn't need to denounce anybody and it's like she's allowed to you know it's like it's like a it's like a a mother of a serial killer is the mother of a serial killer going to like you know even if he does horrible things and has done horrible unspeakable things is is the mother always going to have a mother's love towards him and it's like is the mother a bad person going to say oh you brought the serial killer to the world or you
know is she supposed to like hate her son and stuff like that. No, it's like it's so, you know, it's like that's what I love. You know, mother's love is the strongest thing in the world, right? Mhm. You don't care who you like. It's a question of how do you not see her behavior and ignore that? Um, of course, it's like, you know, I I I can I can you know, everyone could there's things about everybody that are you can criticize. Okay. And there there's
things that I you know, there's not everything I've I've agreed with or and stuff like that, but you know, it's her life. It's her show. It's like and so and also if she she's never been she's never done anything she's always just been sweet to me and so when you have a relationship with somebody and they're always sweet to you and they're always kind and generous and you know welcoming and inviting and you know and I've seen
her cry over I know how sensitive people think she's just like a no but uh no it's like I've seen her I've seen her like you know be people people say horrible things to her and she's like you know she'll laugh it off and stuff like And then a few hours later she'll be crying and stuff like that. She's she's cried when I sent Sesame Street songs to her and stuff like that. We're
both 80s babies. We're both uh we both like love the Muppets and Sesame Street and I don't know. It's like it's you know it's like it's hard um having other people like being so like like trying to attack personal relationships and stuff like that cuz it's like I I have very loyal people and so especially with but when that happens sometimes is it kind of proves to me like the other person
like will leave me because of what other people say it's like then it's like that's how they really were to begin with you know I don't know like some people were using me or it's like some people like never liked me to begin with or something like that but it's like if they're so easily influenced by like what other people say and stuff like that cuz cuz people some people just like they hate um they hate seeing other people happy and they hate they hate um
people loving each other and stuff like that and they're so happy when you know it's like I can't it's hard everybody's equal, right? What are you saying? She targeted sick people and pushes them to the edge for content. Well, people can say that about Howard Stern. You know, Howard Stern will have he whack and they say, "Oh, he's exploiting these people for content." Right? But it's like, think about if Beetlejuice or, you know,
Hank the Dwarf or Eric the like if they had never met Howard Stern, like, you know, Howard Stern, you know, flew brought him to New York and uh and put him put him on the radio and brought them a fan base and and got got them got them a career by because they were able to book gigs and stuff like that. And he's and he always no matter if like people made fun of them on the show, he
was always behind the scenes, he was very kind to them and like he would always be giving giving them money and stuff like that. And it's like and it's just like PT Barnum kind of like um everyone's kind oh these are freaks. He's exploiting freaks and stuff like that. But think about these freaks were outcasted from society with with no um no no ability to get a job with people just laughing at them. And then it's like and then he he g he made them
interest. He he he he gave put them in the spotlight and gave them a he gave them a career and and uh I think they all they loved him, you know, even if he maybe was not a didn't look at maybe if he thought they were freaks and he was like, "Oh, people just like to laugh at them. Maybe he was trying to make money and stuff like that." But I think um think of the alternative where they
would just be like they would be sad alone um you know, not not able to um to get work and stuff like that. And uh and then he he made them basically stars and stuff like that. And so, and I think he had I think he did have affection for I think Howard has affection for his people because if they make his they make his show, you know, and so that's why I always like I always treat people with respect and people that feel like
they're people other people are laughing at them. I like I I never want to make people feel like I'm laughing at them. I always want to make them feel like they're respected, welcome. uh like you know Minnie Manson. Vinnie Mans Minnie Manson was like people are laugh like I people are laughing at me and like you know and and and people and like I think someone who I talked to today that interviewed um Minnie Manson
um oh Joker and Joker was kind of like oh I was just laughing at Minnie Manson. I was like and Minnie man like Joker was saying oh Minnie Manson tried to charge him $400 for like art and stuff like that and I was like well Minnie Manson said that he would draw like my six cats on like a car for 20 bucks. And so and that's like, you know, and so it's not like I don't I don't know if I
necessarily understand the story of like Minnie Manson trying to charge Joker $400 or so. I just like it doesn't seem like like that's characteristic of what Minnie Manson would do because Minnie Manson was, you know, it seems like very reasonably priced and high quality merchandise and he does all his he seemed like he did all his own art, right? Howard certain is much different
than Alisa. Well, you know, they're from the same universe and uh you know, it's like and she's she was a writer on Howard Stern. She wrote on Howard Stern and stuff like that. And so, yes, he's different. I'm different from Howard Stern. I'm different from Alisa, but we're all kind of like similar in some like just like with people. Everyone's different, but we're all the same in a way, right? We're all human beings and we all have this these similar human
qualities and things like that, but we're all unique individuals, right? And so, but I I kind of like IP2 also like um you know it's like we're they're all like I I've been on IP2 and of course but um I was like I was like you know Benny I started at Benny's chat and like he he like helped promote me to get my
first 50 subscribers and I know a lot of people from IP2. I just vibe with that like a lot of that sense of humor. It's a little bit runchy. It's a little bit, you know, some some of it's homophobic and stuff like that, but I can like, you know, but then at the same time, they're very some some of them are very do very gay things and so I I don't know. Um, how are you doing everybody? Um,
let's see. You don't care who likes who. It's more of a question of how do you not see her behavior and ignore that? Yeah, I see her behavior and it's like, you know, I don't have to agree with every single thing she does, right? Um, but I base it on how she treats me and she's always treated me well. She's been inviting and yeah, that's it. Sorry, I'm I'm just kind of rambling a little bit,
but Howard Stern is much different than Elise. Yeah, Howard Stern is Yeah. But you know, he Howard Stern is a he's basically he's he's almost a billionaire, right? and uh you know and he he's been you know he is this whole um he I'm not saying I'm I'm similar to Howard Stern. I'm saying that he inspired me in the way he did his
interviews. I think he's like one of the best interviewers. I I think his show is one of the funniest shows. Like there's so there's content on his show that was not seen anywhere else. And it's like and so that's kind of why he was a revolutionary is because there's so much like of the same like milk toast or like you know this like you know the same kind of like boring kind of sense of humor people like people could have or the same and then it's like he was like
he was he was like having the freaks on. he was having and uh having like the the porn stars on and like people that were kind of marginalized in society and treating them everyone like an honored guest and like and letting everyone tell their story, finding the interesting things about them and showing that um everyone is unique and beautiful in
their own way even if you know he did it in an interesting way. So yeah, having a nice morning and there's still let me see people in the chat. 28 people in the chat. Well, that's awesome. It's because I've been on for eight hours. 22 minutes on this stream and I've had I've had over like a um she targets six people and pushes
them to the edge of her content. Okay. Uh how to respond to that? Um she attracts um well unusual people. Yeah, maybe we shouldn't cuz she's she's not here. Maybe she should maybe it shouldn't be our topic. Yeah. Why can't I can people say it? I'll respond like Yeah. Because I will defend her, you
know. I'll be I I'll be I will defend her. Um No. And that's very clear that like you know what she means to you and your guys's relationship. And that's really truly none of anybody's you know business. How it it doesn't affect anyone's personal life or it shouldn't so badly. You know what I mean? That you who you drive with and who you don't and what people mean to you. And if you know what if she means that to you and she's
always been kind and I mean that is okay. Psych that is fine. like, you know, not everybody's gonna like the same people. It just it just reminds me of like people saying I I exploit people or I exploit guests and stuff like that. And it's like it just like it reminds me of that where it's like so I I did want to address that that it's like I'm not taking advantage
of people like like I'm not um for for content but it's like I do like I I'm interested in like like very different kind of people and I' I felt marginalized in society and so so I don't consider I don't consider exploiting like u like anything I do and so and the but the same with her and the same with Howard Stern. It's like um
same with PT Barnum, right? It's like u um this is the internet. This is it's it's not really well I can't speak because I like I said I don't know her personally. I just know that one incident and you know and it is what it is. So I mean I don't really well I mean
also also public figures you know people are allowed to talk about public figures. I mean, it's like and so, you know, it's like just like people mention me all the time on different shows and it's like it's okay like if you mention me because I put myself out there and I I put I'm on a platform and it's like and I I have a show and stuff like that and so you know no there's no such thing as bad
publicity, right? But uh I but there's no there's nobody I'll really I I I'll tell the stories or I'll tell and I'll I'll sometimes I'll share like information about like what people have said to me, you know, um just to like let people know like what really happened like with certain relationships I had and stuff like that. And uh cuz some of it's been outrageous and some of
it's been like, you know, with like I won't mention the person's name, but there were a co-host on the show, my one of my first co-hosts, and she was writing to me when I was like, "Come back to my Discord." and she said, "Oh, no. You're a you're a big you're a liar. You're a phony. Um you you're you use cult manipulation tactics. You're starting a cult. Um and then and and you
and she she hates my new friends and and everything." And it's like and that's and and then just for no reason. And it's like I I had sometimes I have to on this show I'm like I just like I speak from my heart and I'll I'll I'll tell some some of the stories of what happened and I like I said I I feel like you know just some of those things can be you know probably resolved or cleared
up with just you know a chat whether there be somebody there who's like a medium ground to kind of you know not play a referee but just just talk it out rather than whatever the heck I've tried. I've tried cuz I I was I was on Discord with these people. I was I was friends on Discord and like they they kept the Discord open but then I was like sometimes well with with Emma I would write her a lot and I keep
apologizing keep apologizing and she just kept just kept like letting me talk but she never would reply and then eventually she u and then after like that she did the reading for me. Um like the next day I like wrote to thank her for the interview and I was blocked and um and so different people just block then but I was like that was like so much and then I was on her discord and like I came back to her discord and she
would just everyone just ignored me like no one would say anything and I like just let me like talk and like look stupid and so I felt like I wasn't welcome and then but I went back to the discord and tried again you know cuz I'm persistent and then but I finally I got kicked out of the discord and it's like I would love I prefer prefer to be
kicked out than to be like just like like not like instead of like not just ignoring me, I'd rather be kicked out. And so that's like a finality, but at the same time um there nothing will be worked out. Beetlejuice has Beetlejuice has told um has mentioned my name to her a few times and she said if you if I if I me she said she just he hates me and basically if he mentions my name again
he'll be kicked out. So I don't want to like get you know have there's no there's no medium. It's like it's just like it's just like I wish uh I wish these people would contact me or like reach out again. And it's like but I know it's like you know it's up to people like you know you don't no one's forced to be in a relationship. No one's but it's like I just kind of feel like I was kind of treated unfairly in the situation and so it's hard for me to get
over a little bit but I'm I'm over it. U well I'm not over it. I'm I'm still very hurt and uh they're not hurt. That was the word I was looking for. Thanks. You always have my back. mediator. Yeah, I think and I think Paige is like a this great um calming source and I also I try to be I try to be like a calming source of energy to people. I'm not always I don't always do
the best job, but sometimes when you when I let people like oh like like um um like you know the other night with Aldi and all these people in the panel I just let them like talk and like you know get all this energy out and then it's like and I didn't really say anything and then it's like but then it's like it gets to a point where it got disrespectful to me and stuff like that and they did and like I always have your back and at one point you're like
bae could you do something and get these guys they were being quite quite quite ignorant but I you know, but you have to stand in your power and not allow that kind of behavior, I guess, because, you know, I did I did try to stick up for you and I got told exactly what I thought and exactly kind of why I got off the panel to not engage with it was
to go my stupid self. Like they it wasn't nice words and it doesn't hurt me. Like it's it is what it is. And like I don't dislike Aldi. I don't like the way he speaks to people. I don't think that's very cool. But and it it can be triggering and hurtful, but I mean it's like it was like, you know, set it's like setting up a bunch of
traps in in your own little in like a little circle or a box and walking through them, hun. you know, it's um it those if people are going to come on here and they're going to treat people that way, including yourself um and this is your channel, don't make yourself, I guess, easily or
uh don't put yourself in a situation where you can kind of be an easy target for that kind of thing cuz it is like bullying. But it's almost like that's my that's my that's my trap though that I mean that's the the trap I set for them. saying it just it it's hurtful to watch it happen especially because you know we all care about you a lot um and nobody wants to see any of us hurt like I
always say like we're like kind of like a family there's a kind of sibling rivalry or whatever but like we all come back every day and we're excited to see each other so I like I like I like converting trolls and someone asked what happened with Beetlejuice and Beetlejuice is a friend of the show and he's a friend of mine and I don't know if I'm still in his discord because I kind of got told good friends too. There's lots of good people in here. And
you know what? Keep in mind it's like yeah, you're going to just not we can't. It sucks to not, you know, cuz you're such a delight and accepted by, you know, most and many and even people who say this and that like to come back still like there's always there's something about you that's like it's it's um like magnet
magnetism like you're but anyways there's some people are not going to they're just not going to you know get me. Yeah. Yeah. And exactly and that's okay. I don't want you to feel like it's that you're not being accepted or that, you know, I don't want it to trigger things in you that can kind of like throw your um what's the confidence and
stuff off too. And if it's like, you know, maybe two or three people out of like 35, um that's okay. And you know what? if it's over something that you're not going to lose people who do understand you and who do care about you and it was probably a misunderstanding and I wouldn't let it bother you and one day I'm sure it will be resolved you
know um and some people don't like you know some of the you know the kind of the shenanigans that can go on here like even I I'll get out of here sometimes if it gets too bad where people are yelling and and but it's not seem it doesn't seem to be like that so much anymore so you're you're growing and you've learned a lot like you always say, right? You're learning to
and you bring people together for good reason more than not. But sometimes you get certain energies in here and it's like, "Holy man. Just turn your I like to be able to like convert trolls or it's like at least gain people's respect." Even it's like, yeah, we can't save we can't save we can't save everybody. Yeah, I know. I know. And
kind of like death. That's kind of like an inappropriate question, but I I will say I'm very I'm a very like celibate person and so that's not that's not really a worry of mine. Um and then the rest of the Beetlejuice story was up question. Yeah, the Beetlejuice um nothing nothing happened with Beetlejuice. Beetlejuice was a Beetle I met Beetlejuice on um and Emma's Discord
and he got kicked out in like the first couple days and stuff like that and then um then he got brought back then he like then he like you know went to her show and like you know she got to know him a little bit like she would like ban people for like that are really good people because they would talk too much or they would say something she didn't like and she would kick like a lot of people had a falling out. It's her show though, like you know, just like your channel. So, everybody's just got, you
know, their own ways of doing stuff. You got another chance. And then she was like, she was like botting people so easily, like other people. And I was like, can I have my mod back? And she's like, she's like, no, I like it how it is now. I mean, that's fine. That's fine. Um, but uh but then she was like just bond anybody off the, you know, anybody off the panel like and so you know, anybody off the off the chat and stuff like that. And it's like I hate you, you know, you
know, she knew me for months and and I was I did such a good job. All I would do as a mod was basically promote her links and uh and try to keep the chat laughing and stuff like that and uh like like lighten up because sometimes it would get tense in the chat and stuff and I just try to like lighten up the mood. I never banned anybody. I never I was I was a cool mod just like Benny too. Benny, I was I was, you know, I was his uh his mod for a few months and then
I I was just unmodded for and he never explained why. And he and then I now I'm blocked and no explanation why. And he like he's he I like, "Oh, you created a monster in me as a streamer." And he's like, "No, I didn't." Like and I asked about him about IP2 and he's like he's like, "Oh, you know, don't." He's like, "No, no, you're you're you're not you're not you're not going to be an IP2." Like it was like so it was like I don't know.
I don't know what's going on. Hey, what's up, Rudy? is here. She's in um it says, "I thought it was the place to talk about sexuality and being gay." Well, it's like, but that's has nothing to do with, you know, HIV, AIDS, and stuff like that. That was in the 80s like and nobody nobody dies of of that those diseases anymore. It's like, you know, there's actually like medication people take it undetectable
in your system and things like that. And there um the only place people pass away of that basically is in Africa where they don't they don't get the medication and stuff like that or they even they there's even a medication the mother can take so it doesn't pass to the child and stuff like that. Um but they don't have that some in Africa they don't have that but it's like here it's not really do you hear do you hear about people passing away from that anymore? I don't
really. It's okay. You're welcome. Yeah. Yeah. I like to I like to I like to interact with the chat and I like I'll talk about difficult topics and stuff like that. Uh but it's like some things are like um I don't know if I just like I take things as sometimes people say is like meant to like be hurtful to me but I maybe I'm too sensitive. Um no there
just can be different ways to approach to ask a question. It's a different wording, different approach maybe. But yeah, because uh I think I'm I'm I'm a healthy person and it's like I'm I'm pretty much celibate. I like I I hardly I hardly ever I've been intimate with pretty very very probably 10 people in my life or
you know maybe maybe 10 15 or something like that that I've been intimate with in my life you know and it's like so I've been very um you know that's not very many for especially for a gay guy that's 44 years old. I I'm very actually like I'm very um I'm not I don't like the hookup culture and stuff like that. So, um, and
I'm not like into sleeping with a lot of people. I I'm looking for like I'm I'm looking I have like I'm I have like the Disney princess syndrome where I'm like waiting for the guy on the white horse to come and find me and like fall in love and have romance and stuff like that. I'm not looking into just getting laid or sex to me has always been better in my own mind than actually like with other people. I get I when I've had sex with people, I get really bored, you
know, especially cuz it's like if you're not in love with the person's the only thing I'd rather just like cuddle cuddle with somebody and uh like you know and like you know make out and uh and have someone like have affection for somebody and stuff like that rather than like there's so many gay relationships where it's like it's just all about the sex and then they'll they basically throw you away like and I hate that feeling of just like oh being
thrown away and stuff even though I might have done that to people too. It's like, you know, because sometimes maybe like, oh, you know, I don't know. I'm not perfect and stuff like that. I'm just that's why I really want to find love and not like what you said is kind of romantic and kind of I didn't mean to just jump. I just like have something before I forget. You did mention earlier you kind of referred to yourself as like
the the Rapunzel up in the tower. Yeah. And from Tangled. From Tangled. What's her Yeah, her what's her name? I don't know. That was a really cute movie. That's one of um my daughter's favorites, too. But you definitely are very much a you're a diehard romantic for sure. Well, I know I know Ricardo, but but Death Death did
ask the other question. I know I know you I know you didn't I know it was if you look up in the Comey says, "I'm a very handsome man, but please consider shaving. You're beginning to look like a Geico caveman." Yeah, me. But I've also been told don't shave, you know? So, it's like I don't know. Uh yeah, I don't I don't have a razor right now and it's like um I have like an electric razor but it's like I
don't have the charger for it. So I have to order on Amazon and I just like keep postponing it and then I like I kind of like I like the idea of like getting like really like my out of control beard and then like one day I'll come on and I'll I'll have it all shaved off and it'll be like I I like having a dramatic kind of uh kind of change in my looks. I'm kind of like a shape shifter in that way, right? So,
uh, I like to surprise people and stuff like that, but I don't know. My beard's getting pretty pretty thick. The last time I had a shave was when I went to the I went to the barber shop and I got the the same day I got my be the the kitty gang tattoo. Also, the beatus kitty gang also like I've been on so many communities and I've never felt like a part of a community. They've always been like, "No, you're not part of this community.
You're here. You're here. You participate. Everyone knows you, but you're not part of the community." And then she was like the first one that was like, "Oh, you're you're part of this community. Like you're you're part of it. You're one of us and stuff like that." So that's why I have an affection for the BKG and stuff like that because it was the pretty much the first place that accepted me, right?
So shape shifter word of the day. Yeah. Um, yeah. I uh I kind of like uh I have the ability to sometimes um change my appearance very quickly and uh I like I like dramatic I like dramatic uh changes and stuff like that. Okay. You're welcome guys. Yeah, I've been I'll stay
on for another few minutes like another maybe until nine hours and then Hey, what's up Summer? How are you? If you want to come say hi. How are you? How's your day summer? Yeah, I've been I can't believe I've been up for like another nine hours, but it's I felt good to vacuum today and I'm going to be doing I'll do my dishes today. I'll put and I'll I'll clean the bathroom. I'll vacuum the floor. I'll or try to organize the bedroom. I want to like,
you know, I want to get my house I I want to, you know, the outside can reflect the inside and stuff like that. And so you I feel so much better when I clean, but it's like, you know, I've been like kind of neglecting some things. And so I need to like stay more on top of it. But I had all this energy this morning to like to like vacuum and I want to like get everything good because I'll feel so much better. I already I already feel so much better
just having vacuumed. I when I vacuumed like the whole like canister was filled with like you know the the dark uh you know cat hair and and the cigarette ash and all this stuff. It's so it's like it feels so much better and it always feels good to clean. But um I've been like, you know, sometimes I
I just like u I'm like a runaway train sometimes. Right. Yeah. You just woke you just woke up. You'll come go to the gym and then you come home and clean your house. Yeah. And when you go to the gym that can give you a lot of energy, too, you know? It's it's like I wish I I wish I I in January I started doing push-ups and pull-ups and stuff like that. Um but I kind of fell off and stuff like that. But I would love to
like I would love to like, you know, get buff and No, I can't I can't get buffed actually because I'm so skinny that it's like I can't really gain muscle very well. It's like it just doesn't you can see this doesn't this is this doesn't grow on me. I've been the same way. Nisha cooked for you daily and you guys went for your did your squats. You'd be you'd be solid, right? Yeah. I need some
gumbo. I mean, and oh, I'm so excited, too, that I found the like because like I I've had I lived here in Rondo Beach for so long, but I like hardly ever went to the pier. And now I'm feeling like going I'm going to the pier like I want to go to the pier like every week now and like on Friday and like get a you know shrimp talk or fish fish taco shrimp taco for five bucks and like you
know do the IRL there and talk to people and like you know um cuz people were like really welcoming and like they're excit they're you know I I love I feel like I'm with people and stuff like that. If you did protein shakes you can gain gain muscle. Yeah. I have I have it's hard for me to have an appetite, but I I've I used to work out before. Like I I had a friend, we would go to
the gym and like but it's like it would be like I just need to do pure like the weightlifting cuz like if I do cardio it just everything everything burns away and it's really hard for me to to eat. I have a I have like a very small appetite. Yeah. Most most of the time. Yeah. Shape shifters is a word of the day. How's everyone doing? You have a high metabolism and a kind of the
appetite. You just kind of pick. You just kind of snack. Yeah. Yeah. But I'm not people people think I'm on all kinds of like all kinds of drugs and stuff like that. I'm not on drugs and I and I I should have a beer belly but but all the alcohol drink. I just have a beer belly. I just have a fast. You can tell like by I have this natural energy like and and especially
with uh drinking coffee, drinking the coffee this morning and like and then u kind of like from the cracking gives me energy. Yep. Are you sleeping on me? Is Miss Lola? Miss Lola sleeping. Hey. Hey sweetheart. You're purring, huh? Beans is sitting right here and staring into my soul just
listening. What do you want from me? Your kibble chalice is full. You just want to be a part of the chat, but you don't want to be at the same time. Beanie, where's Rudy? Rudy, come here. Want to come here, Rudy? Rudy's sitting at the edge of my couch. Lenor's sitting up in the blanket. All these cats love to be in the house and stuff like
that. So, it was a great um a great stream today. I told a bunch of stories. I uh had fun. I uh some scary stories. I told Uncle Wiggly. I had great people on the panel. Um, I've got I got a bunch of memberships yesterday. And um I'm I know I'm not I'm not I'm still
not perfect, guys. I'm still like, you know, and it's like, you know, a lot of people have advice about what I'm doing right, what I'm doing wrong. It's like and it's like I listen to the advice. I take things to heart, but I'm I'm just doing my best. And all I have to say is I'm doing my best and I'll do my best to like, you know, I want this to be a platform that's not just for me, but for everybody to like enjoy and like, you know, and that's why it hurts when people try to like destroy it or like to
to discourage me and stuff like that. But I'm not discouraged. I I'm I'm planning on like keeping everything going no matter what happens. I'll go until the wheels fall off on this. And it's like it's really for um it's it's it is for me in a way, but it's also for you guys. And I love you guys so much. I'll uh I'll like a I'll have a little nap probably and I'll be on later
tonight. But thank you, Paige, so much for Yeah. Thanks for your inspiration. I love I love you so much and you're you're a joy. You're one of my joy friends. And you know what? We should do this. Leave everybody with this. How about everybody try something new today and then when we all reconvene in however many hours, we should share that
and how it made you feel. Yep. And just like that card said, it's like what? Like who can I serve today? How about like how about like make one soul connection with somebody, somebody new, like do something nice for somebody today. Go out and like say something nice to somebody that might be like might be looking sad or something like that. Make a difference in someone's life. And uh and you know that will have
a ripple effect that will have a you can see it's like pay it forward, you know, kind of thing. And it's like, you know, uh I've been helped so much that I want to help other people and I just want I just love you guys so much. Thank you, Paige. Um, I hope you guys have a wonderful day. I'll be back probably tonight, okay? I'm just going to try to get a little shutye and then I'll see you soon. Okay, guys. Thank you. I love
you. Have a good one, guys. Bye-bye. Thank you, Paige. Have a wonderful day, Paige. Love you, everybody in chat. See you later, guys. Talk to you soon. Bye.
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