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The episode starts with a poetic introduction, followed by Psyche chatting with his viewers about various topics, including a streamer called Chicken Andy and a conversation about someone using bad language in the chat. Psyche also talks about his sleep schedule, his appearance, and his plans for the day. At ▶ 2:19, Psyche greets his viewers and starts discussing his morning and the events that have been happening in the chat. He also mentions trying to find his lighter and talks to several viewers, including Tommy James, Sask, and Jamie. At ▶ 11:04, Tommy James is mentioned again, and Psyche discusses how some people in the chat think they know a lot about him. The conversation continues with discussions about modifying the display picture and banner, and at ▶ 13:11, Psyche talks about making a yellow and green version of the logo.
The episode appears to be a casual and laid-back conversation between Psyche and his viewers, touching on various topics and themes. It suggests that Psyche values his relationship with his viewers and is open to discussing a wide range of subjects. The conversation also highlights the importance of moderation and maintaining a respectful atmosphere in the chat, as evidenced by Psyche's comments about timing out users who use bad language.
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Welcome to the night. The cards laid out for show. Stars shining so bright. Watch the secrets unfold. There's magic in her hands. Whisper what the future holds.
Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Wo. Hearts in the balance. Every card an open door. Feel the romance in every arcane war. Destiny entwined as the moon begins to
soar. Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Oh, crystal visions in her gaze. Time can steal this moment. Life's uncertain dance we chase with love. Woen
potent dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. Hello. fix the hair. Good morning. Oh, yeah. I did. I did. It definitely It's uh What time did I go to sleep, though?
I think it went I've either gotten few hours of sleep or maybe five or six hours. But I'm awake. No, I think I fell asleep at like seven or eight. 8 to 9 10 11 12 five hours. Good morning. He say Oh, good
morning. It's after I say good morning. Oh It's morning for me. How's everyone doing? Um Down syndrome at Demon H. I don't know. I I was not seeing that in that chat and then there's people
deleting those comments and because it's not allowed in my chat and stuff like that or my panel. Um then it's crazy because then people if people some people do it and then um or I hear they're doing it and then it's like then people are screaming oh people are getting timed out and it's like I just have to trust my mods are are
um doing the right thing. It's like I I looked at my block list today. No one was hidden or anything. So, it's like there might be some people that were timed out and stuff like that, you know. It's like just learn your lesson, you know. I slept okay. It was wild this morning. It was. Huh. Hey, Samantha. Hey, Chelli. Hey, members. Samantha, Jonathan and
um Samantha, Jonathan, Chanelli are members. Hey, Clumsy. Hey, everyone. Cheers, guys. Yeah, I just took a little bath. My ears feel like they're full of water. Um, but I'll be
okay. So, take my shirt. Hey, Jamie. Uh, horrible language and vibes. Uh who was Hey, Sask.
Yo. Yo. Yeah. Today I turned on um I turned on Chicken Andy. I don't know if you know Chicken Andy, but he really does look a lot like you. Or you look a lot like No, either. Yeah. Um I think you're cuter. Personally, I He was in some kind of Japanese restaurant. Chicken Andy. Yeah. Have you seen
him? Do you know who that is? No. See if I can bring him up. Hold on. He's a He's an IP2 actually. I think Yeah, he's an IP2 streamer. I saw him because he was on an RV with like Saint and like Benny and it was his RV and actually the RV got burned to the ground. I looked better than Chicken
Andy. You've heard of him? I just looked him up. Oh, you did? Yeah. It's on kick. The kick streamer. I'm trying to find images so everyone else can
see. What do you think? It's so funny. Joker's on his stream and he's got like a request thing and I'm requesting songs and they're not playing. Are you going exclamation point SR and then like No, it's even coming up that that like it's next and then they just don't play. Yeah. Well, it's like he I mean it will play when he when he plays
it like I think it will just go on a list. What's up Jay Dog? Because he I he usually plays it. What's up Jamie? What's up Swami? NYPD who's using terrible language. I know. I know he's uh you know he's a little bit salt salty and you know it's a little bit uncontrollable.
Um but you know I had I tried to have talks with them. Andy Dick gave chicken oral. Yeah I hear Andy Dick Andy Dick had a tendency to hit on hit on some men like that. What's up? What's up Rudy?
I'm saying hi this morning. Yeah. So, yeah, I saw a Jo I saw I went to Joker. I mean, this morning there was a bunch of people streaming. I saw Jo I went to Joker, said hi. Um, maybe someday he'll make me a mod. No. Uh, I went to um to Saints and
said hi. I went to Ty Dantes said hi. Went to Chicken Andy. But Chicken Andy is not um here. Oh, you have to you have to go exclamation point butt plug. All one word. clumsy and then what do I want you I don't even know I plain old Dave I've
never heard of you oh here here we go here comes the end bomb in the chat no and you're complaining about about um Alexander using horrible language and then you're doing that in my chat so if someone does that you guys can time them out at your discretion that's very trollish behavior
to complain about somebody for using terrible language and then to do that in the chat. It's kind of like a little bit ridiculous, but I've learned to expect that from some some people a bit trollish. Yeah. So, I'm like I don't know. I I'm thinking about what to do
today. I'm sorry. I'm a little little tired. Another a little tired today. I for one, I'm offended. Well, me too, Daniel. I'm completely utterly shocked,
appalled. Okay, I can't show very much. I don't want to look kind of like
you. You got a Uhoh. Oh, you Oh, you do? Okay. Well, try me. Try me. I just might do
it. Just might do it and I might like it. Sick troll. Some people, right? Let me see. Drug addict. Oh my. I'm a drug addict.
I wish I had some drugs. Fortunately, I have this I have some tobacco, which is like I I don't have a cigar. I can at least Well, I got me to go pick them up soon today. Maybe I have a caffeine and uh maybe I drink a little bit too much, but last night I just had three or four three or four beers throughout the you
know 10 hour stream I did. So, I think I have that kind of under control. Um, and you your questions will be ignored from now on, but maybe send them in a super chat. Maybe I'll maybe I'll actually have a look at it and care. D um Down syndrome at Damon. I need to find my lighter. No,
but I'm okay. Actually, I need to find my lighter. Let's go. Oh, yeah. I'm always losing my lighter.
Okay. Oh, maybe this is my pocket. Hold on. Look. No. Always losing my freaking lighter. I had it here last night. I put on my pants. Hey, Tommy James. How are you? What? Tommy James, there honestly goes a
long way. There we are. Honestly goes a long way. Chat knows all. Okay, Tommy James, go do another show about
me. I don't I don't pretend to know anything about anybody in chat. They sure think they know a lot about me. Some people I know most of the chat is really cool. Hi babe. Hi baby. Um, let me
find Oh, I found it. Okay. yeah.
Yeah. Can you go ahead and just uh Yeah. If someone's like doing that kind of like uh saying like that kind of to me like mods, you can go ahead and time out for 24 hours. I'm not that important. Well, you know, just kind of just just like, you know, base your whole show around me. I don't sit around and say, "Oh, have a Tommy James show." Oh, let's talk about what's wrong with Tommy
James. Actually, I look really healthy. I look I'm looking pretty good.
What do you think, Sask? Looking clean, bud. Thank you. Oh gosh. Hell Satan. Would you humor me for a second? Tell me. Would you try and put, you know, how I made a yellow version of the
um your like display picture? It's like the logo. Yeah. Would you try the yellow one just to see how it looks in the circle? Hold on. I want to make it so it's more like I feel like there's too much going on in your in that one.
Do you know what I'm talking about? The white and black one. Yeah. Hold on. I think I made a yellow and green one. I try to fix the banner, too. Hold on. Oh, I'm going to make a smaller banner. I Okay, let me see. Hold on. Let's go down
here. Okay, so that one now. Okay, let me see. Hold on. Let me try again. Or psych. The other thing you could do because I'm on my computer, like on an actual MacBook, if you wanted to make a temp password for the account and email it to me, I could try and mod it on like
a desktop and then just give it back and you could change the password back. Uh, so if you're not comfortable, that's fine. But it's just an just an idea like what? Hold on a second. Here's the yellow one. It doesn't fit
quite in Okay, let me try. Um, yeah. Hold on. Okay, hold on one second. Now I'm in an emergency. Hold on one second. I kind of think the last the yellow one. Well, okay. Okay, there's the yellow one. Okay, coming out. Okay, I need I
need to go into the chat. Hold on one second. It's the right thing.
Um, okay. Okay. The green is kind of hard to read. The yellow matches, but the Okay, I'm going to try and make those words bigger. Okay, maybe white on the yellow. The
yellow. Okay, I fix it. Jamie. Sorry, Jamie accidentally accidentally tied up the wrong one. Yeah, you know who it You know who it is. Yeah, sometimes it happens. Just there's someone spamming the chat right now. Just you can uh you can just you can just hide that person. You're
welcome. What color should I make the text? If I make the text white and it might show up better. Daniel. Daniel, just relax, Daniel. I just told you. I don't know if I want to talk to Tommy James right now. I'm not sure. I'll have to get um an endorsement to do that. I'll talk to you. I mean, it's what I want to get an endorsement
from someone. And now he's doing middle finger. Okay. Well, you you come on my show and then you like talk talk talk a lot of trash about me and then um you did it and then you're doing you're getting mad. I I need to tell I need I need his endorsement for you. I need to ask um I'm not
sure. Yeah, I'll ask. Is it? Yeah. Hold. I'll let you on. I'll let you on. Hold on. Okay. What's wrong? I can't hear you. You're muted. I think I can't hear you at all. Can you Anyone hear
anything? There's no sound, my friend. I don't hear you at all. Does anybody hear SAS? Can I hear you, Sask? Yeah. Okay. He's not Can you hear anything he's saying? No. Okay. I don't know. He seems like he's in a little bit of a bad mood. Weather looks
nice. Yeah. Sound Tommy J. I I'll have discussion with you. But I just don't know. But some people can be trusted on coming on the show right now. But I'll give it you have a
chance. Tommy James, right? I never did anything to tell me, James. Okay, we'll try again. Hold on. Okay, I see you. Hold on. Okay, here you go. Can you hear? Can you hear? Yeah. Okay. I just wanted to clear up on my end like I didn't never
for one, I never made a show about you. I've never put you in one of my titles, never used your picture. I've never reviewed any of your content. And uh if you come up, I respond to my chat and I listen to my chat. So if you're a topic, you're going to be spoke on, right? Okay. And so I'm allowed to have an opinion of how I feel about how people
run their things and how they are with the community. Seems to me that you do want to be a part of the IP2 community. And it's not like even a the thing is it's not even a community like that. This is a bunch of everybody. But Tommy James looks like a It's like you want the views, you want the views, you want the donations, you want everything, but you don't want to deal with chat. You
don't want to deal with a little trolling. And that's that's a little trolley. A little trolly. A little trolley. I've been building up. You should You should see what I went through. You have no idea what I've been about. I know. No. I was a mod. I was a mod for a Canadian. Hey, Tommy. I was a mod for Benny um for like months. I I I've seen I've seen the word
honestly he's pretty sensitive too. That's why he doesn't get very much. He never really bi like Tommy I don't ban anybody in my chat you know it's like I just like I've been banned for my chat. Yeah for 24 hours. Yeah that's that's called a timeout. Am I talking to Sask? I'll get to you. I'm not on to you yet.
You know Billy Corgan Tommy that's called a timeout. Billy Corgan. Okay. I don't know. I I call anything more than a day being banned. But I don't care. I don't wish to like type in chats that are sensitive or join panels that I'm going to be banned from because I'm really not a very mean person. I'll give you the same respect that you give me. Right. Right. What did I hit on you or
something like that or did I do something like that? I definitely did. But I mean that's I'm comfortable enough with myself to not let that bug me. But Okay. Well, Tommy, do you know you're not my type at all? And so it's like it was definitely inest dude. Good. That's good for me. Then don't hit on people if they ain't your type cuz it's weird. I don't want to. Here's the thing. I would never allow you to hit on me anyway like
that. I wouldn't stay here and undress for you like Joker and we ain't on that papa. I'm just trying to give you some for you and let you know like I've seen this a million times, bro. And you're just might want to listen to the chat sometimes. These people you have on panel don't know what the they're
talking about. Does Sask run a show? No, he doesn't. Right. The people in the chat run a show. Most of them do not. And they're telling me all kinds. A lot of them do. A lot of them do. Of many. I'm famili I'm familiar with a lot of people that that that have live stream. I'm not going to tell you what to do, but I'll give you some advice. Try to get familiar before you get before you start getting sensitive and butt hurt.
Get familiar first, you know. Well, yeah, but I Well, yeah, but it's 12 hours a day um streaming and talk and interacting with the chat the whole time and talking to people on panel for hours and hours getting familiar. I don't know. I've streamed every day this year for one day. It's definitely your choice to do that. I mean, I find it hard that you would be able to keep up on hygiene and like do anything. Are those cats
taking How many cats do you have? Six cats. So, can you show chat what their like litter box and food situation looks like right now? Tommy James is weird as This guy's weird, yo. Hey, Sask, I'm not talking to you. The No, I don't want you to show food. I
want you to show the area where their food and litter box is. Why? Show the area. Do you have a fetish for cat I don't know. You're the one who seems like he might. I'm asking a question. He can deny it. Sask. You don't have to like speak for psyche, you idiot. Thanks bro. Yeah, you're the one up here being the
Watch yourself, too. You're stepping a skinny road. You're stepping a tight line right now, too. So, watch yourself. Who's that talking to you? You wanted detention, right? What's my Sorry. I'm walking a tight line. You're w walking a real fine line. I'm just letting you know. Keep your eyes open. What am I walking a fine line on, bud?
Well, for one, you're a Karen. You're like a Karen. You're a Karen. So, I don't like you, right? Okay. That's what I'm walking a thin line on. Oh, well, no. You just talk to a bunch of people you don't know. And it's not a good idea. Unless you really want to like get bullied for real on this internet and go away forever. You
can just shut the up and speak when spoken to, right, man? You stink. Speak when spoken to. Go wash yourself. I don't know. You guys are the ones who have a problem showering and cleaning your nails. I bet there's kitty litter all up in the food and vice versa. I bet the water has kitty litter and all that
in it. Yeah, it's still pretty dirty, bud. Hair's greasy, face is a mess. You live off your folks so you can stream every day and have Starbucks and beer every night. Kind of loser loserish, right? I don't even want to know what Canada Dry does. Wow. Hey, I'm just speaking on what's public. You know, I'll never speak on your private life, but you My hair's
greasy. My hair's greasy. It's called It's called wet hair. It's called wet hair. Okay, you just got out of the shower. My bad. I apologize. How rude of me. I apologize. And my nails I noticed. Like my nails My nails are not perfect, but it's like, you know, I try to You try. No, I can see you're trying. And I'm not ever going to put down someone who's trying. I think that you've you've noticed if you're going to have your hands in the screen a bunch, it should
be clean, right? Because people will comment. So, good job on that. Sask, where'd you go, buddy? I just wanted to come up and let you know I'm not a bigot and I'm not a mean person. But I do have opinions like we all do, right? And I
don't need to always tell you what my opinions are, but you're saying Sure. You're say listen to the chat. Listen to the chat. And the chat is like the chat is a bunch of trolls. Listen to your mods. listen to not the trolls but your mods who know like person and a couple other people they know mods so so I'm just letting you know I'm just trying to like that's my opinion and my
opinion could suck that's just what I see I see you getting triggered daily and I just thought it would help you know some of these people know but if you're going to want to be on IP2 you should be able to deal with some trolls that's that's major right well it's like you know it would be like it' be it would be fine to to be on IP2 it's like if you know it's up to whoever's in charge of that who wants uh whatever
they thing I will say my opinion on begging to be on IB2 is super weak like that's people got to vouch for you the mods got to see your content you some more you shouldn't just like have your like that's begging to be put on it as kind of cringy but you do you I'm not going to judge you I'm just that's my opinion it might be a sucky opinion you know I will say thanks for letting me on
and tell you how I feel and clear up that I didn't put you in the title or talk about you for more than probably 20 minutes talk out of a six hour out of a six-hour live. So, you're not important enough to be talked about yet, Sask, but you're working your way there. Keep you should uh you should
look up Bill Burr and Billy because I think there's a chance that you are Bill Burr and Billy Billy. Who is Billy Corgan? I have no idea. Singer of the Smashing Pumpkins. like they're teaching. What is the smashing pumpkins? Never heard of this.
What's that, man? It's It's uncanny. You could be one of their brothers. I take that as a compliment. Since someone famous looks like me, that's cool. You look like a Two people. And the other thing is you definitely look like I've seen you nod out like several times over here. Maybe you're tired. You stay online a long time, but damn, dog. Did you have like a problem
with opiates in the past or anything? I am an opiate. You are an opiate addict. Okay, that makes sense because you definitely look like it. You should be honest about that and I appreciate you for that. Well, Tommy Tommy, everybody can tell. It's really a pleasure having someone just so perfect and that has never made a mistake in their life and I'm far from perfect. I am far from perfect. I'm
probably the worst of the worst, but I'm not a mean person and I'm not making shows about you. So, that's kind of Did you know your dad growing up? Of course. Did you? Okay. Billy Corgan and Bill. No, no, no. Did you have a dad growing up? Did you have both parents? Yep. Came from a pretty good home, right?
Do they pay for everything, too, for you? Do they pay for all your stuff, too? No. What do you do then for a living? Because I know you don't work a full-time job being on here all the time. Uh, I work in retail. when I work in graphic design when Oh,
dude, your drawing is shitty. Please tell me you don't do that professionally. All right, I'm done talking to you. Well, oh, you're done. Your drawings are very subpar, by the way. It's my opinion. It could be a shitty opinion. Damn. Don't charge anybody for that. What the All right. All right, Tommy. That didn't take much. That didn't take much for
SAS. But hey, I do appreciate you letting me up and speak in my mind. I did just want to let you know I no one made a six-hour show about you. It's there's not that much to talk about. Everything I could say about you, I just said to your face, so now there's no mystery right? Well, I can take it. Um, so well, you
did. No, I will say you didn't backstage me and you didn't mute me. I expected you to. I do appreciate that. I'm being honest. I seriously am. Well, I guess I don't know you very well. Brisket. Go ahead. You know, I don't know you very well. You know, I just, you know, I know you, you know, from Vita and then, you know, you're accusing her of of like, you know, forcing you into like some kind of like
Never said that. Never said that. See, it's funny how it goes through two or three people and gets screwed up. What I said was that she she told everyone we were dating, ended a live, and went, "Haha, now it's just me and you." And I said, "Well, okay. I got to go." She goes, "Well, I'm going to tell everybody we're dating." And I went, "Okay, go ahead." And she did. And then it went on
so long I eventually had to tell everybody like, "That's not real. VA's that's VA's idea. I don't want anything to do with it." Me and Vita don't see eye to eye right now, but she doesn't um remember a lot of the things she says and does, which is very well. So that many hours on the internet and intoxicants. I've dude, I forget when I'm up, too. So I ain't bad
about it. But okay, no, not everybody in chat's out to get you and lie to you and troll you. I promise. I I know they're not. I know they're not. But the people Sometimes people that talk the loudest have like the least to say, you know, like in the chat. Very true. Very true. Very true. Well, I'm going to let you go. I didn't want to interrupt your ent.
I just wanted to come on and I just heard you say that I did a show about you and I just want to let you know your content wasn't used. Your name wasn't in a title. I did. We talked about maybe about a half an hour. We talked about you and that's it. And it's not all hate. A lot of it is just general opinions on like, you know, about the panel and everything, but other than that, I got to go. I got something I got
to do real quick. Thanks for letting me up. You're welcome. Have a nice day. Yep.
I sent you more stuff there so I could try it out. Okay. Thank you. I'll I'll go in a minute because uh I don't want to get knocked off the panel real quick. Yeah. I mean, it's like people have their opinions and they they think they know. They think they know. They have no idea, right? But and they also opinions are like Everyone has when everyone thinks everyone else's stinks and so but
everyone's welcome to think. Everyone's trying to like make fun of him, but he really does look like a version of Billy Corgan and Bill Burr. And it's funny cuz like Bill Burr and Billy Corgan recently got put on uh I forget what his name's show is and uh without each other knowing he brought them on to his his
like podcast and uh and I don't know where Tommy's I don't know I don't I really don't I really I hardly know that person that apparently apparently I apparently I hit on him. I must have been extremely intoxicated but or no or just you know
trolling a little bit. No, which I do sometimes. I basically I test people out. It's kind of a shick I had and stuff like that. I don't um but you know he's not really not completely not really my type. But do you know who Bill Maher is? Who Bill Meyer? Yeah. Not sure. Bill Ma Bill Maher. He's like a
comedy TV like host guy. Mhm. Um, Bill Meyer. I think I've heard of them. I've heard of him. So like he found out that Billy Corgan and Bill Bird didn't know their dads growing up. Mhm. And off like Cam, he figured out
that they looked similar. So he brought them to his podcast without each other knowing and he he's like, "Hey guys, so um we noticed you guys look quite alike and like you don't know each other's father." And they're like, "What the fuck?" And they sit there and they have this conversation and they find out that
like they may in fact be brothers. It's super funny. I'll check that out. Yeah. I I'll add Crystal if Crystal would like to be a mod, but you know, some people don't want to be mods, but um of course Crystal's a friend of the show. Uh yeah, but you know, like I'll get a lot of
hate. I'll get I mean, it's like, yeah, you know, he talk about me for 20 minutes. I mean, that's fine. Um, like I said, it's like, you know, there's no such thing as bad publicity, but you know, he had he some of the things he said were no no Bill Maher, M A R. I like Bill Maher a lot. He used to
watch Politically Incorrect and I loved when he was on Howard Stern and he'd do like the Wack Pack Politically Incorrect and it was so funny. like he would have Beetlejuice and he'd have like um um the elephant man and he was like and he just was like, you know, and and he had this woman named Croy who was like this kind
of like very interesting older lady that with with a lot of makeup and she thought she was she was she was looking always was looking for Ronald Reagan's architecture and stuff like that and that you know she designed apparent. I I don't know. She she was like a little bit of a nut. Pretty funny.
is on um on Howard Stern a lot too. He tells his like shape shifter story. Well, some my cats like I do have a litter box and stuff like that. Um but my cats are indooroutdoor cats. They can go outside and so they usually just go outside to to use the bathroom. They are free to come in and out as they please.
They're wellfed. They are happy. Hey baby. Hey babe.
And um yeah, they're my babies. And so uh you know, a lot of times you will I'll I'll be off camera and stuff like that. So you don't always see what's going on, you know, backstage. I know because I do stream for a long time, but it doesn't mean I'm not paying attention to them. They're always here.
I love them. They're good. Okay, babe. What's wrong? My little baby. Hold on. My little baby. Baby purring. You can always purring next to me. Yeah, I know. I don't I know. I
don't know explanation or anything like that, but you know these are when accusations are made sometime.
chat. I do listen to the panel. I I know I do let people have their say. Wow. For hours and hours sometime.
That better. Hi. You have a lot of Am I better too much bigotry on IP2? Well, that's what was what one what one of the things is like I would bring some diversity to it, right? Maybe I don't know. Maybe I could
be a good influence on it. I am also like a friends with a lot of people from it and so it's not just like I'm just like coming in and I'm not begging to be on it. I would say hey it's cool and it's like you know if you if you someone wouldn't mind you know submitting my show so they know about me. So, not just, you know, I'm not I I haven't even I submitted my show once months ago when
I was a very a much smaller show, right? Um, and so I haven't continued to continue. What's up, Joker? How are you, Joker? How are you? I haven't continued. I'm not like, you know, they're submitting myself every day. I'm asking, hey, if the audience would like to, they can submit it. And it's like but you know at the end of the day
whether I'm saying it it would be cool to be I know it's not a community like like like he says and stuff like it's a community but it's like at the end of the day I just think it's a good concept where it's like you know my show would be when I go on on air and also because people say I was told basically I I can't be there and stuff like that know
but Benny kind of told me like oh no no you know we don't want you and stuff like And then um I think the next day he unmoded me after I asked him that. And so kind of like if I'm not wanted there, of course, it's fine. But I was kind of been told I can't I can't be out. I don't do enough IRL. I don't do stuff. I'm planning on doing IRL today. And I've
been doing IRL actually every day for the like the last two weeks. I've been going out walking. Sometimes it's like, you know, early in the morning and there's not much stuff going on. But I've gotten I had two interesting police encounters. I talk to everybody walking on the street and their dogs. I walk to the pier, talk to people, try to show my neighborhood and stuff like that, you
know, and so I, you know, I don't have the best phone setup for it. You know, my phone's kind of, uh, kind of sucks. I need to, like I've said, I'm upgrading my equipment as, as I, you know, as I'm able to. Um, yeah. It's like so, so I think there's some more I think some more diversity in it would be good, you know,
because people say, "Oh, there's a lot of bigotry there." Yeah. Also, there's a lot of alcohol and maybe drugs involved in in some some of it too, you know, and uh, you know, not not like I'm you know, I drink and I I I party and stuff like that. And so, but so sometimes when I'm saying when that's added to the mix sometimes, you know, people will people
will tend to um have a little bit more of a but I see it's like maybe I see that I'll say there's more maybe racial like language used, but I wouldn't say I would say I wouldn't say it's racism or or like even the homophobia stuff, you know, everyone's like f a g like a lot of the
time and then they're doing some gay things. What's up, Summer? How are you? Um, yeah. I don't know. I I just I just someone told me like there's one gay guy there or something like that or but there's trans people. That's awesome. But, you know, at the end of the day, it's like it's it's not it's not a be all end all of my life, you
know. I I can I can start uh PAT2 or something like that. You know, Psyche Awakens Tarot 2. I'll if I could meet some uh meet some uh like a programmer that can uh create a script that can do a similar thing then I can have my own
network. That's an idea. Huh. So but still I like uh you know I like Saints a lot. Saint's a really good guy. Anyone owns any of these communities anyone say oh no we don't want you here. It's just the lambs who are haters. Anyone can be part of any community they want to participate in. Yeah. Um, you know, basically basically the the only community I've been I've been uh
accepted in is the BKG and that's ultimately the only community I I'm worried about at the end of the at the end of the day, right? Chickenies kiss men on stream. I know. I know. I know. So, it's like, you know, people are like, "Oh, they're so homophobic. They're racist." And it's like, no, it's like they might say, you know, ninja and they might say maggot or
whatever. Um, like a lot. But I'd seen also different people of different race like all different races and stuff like that. I never saw like any true racism or hate and stuff like that. It's just people the way people talk sometime,
right? Yeah. I speak like Elon Mus I is that a compliment. So yeah, you know, at the end of the day, I don't, you know, I' I've uh I've I've a lot of times been
excluded from groups and communities and things like that. And uh so I'm comfortable being on my own. I'm not I'm more of a um I'm more of a a leader than a joiner. But as I'm building my show, networking, just uh just like to get my
name out there sometime. Yeah, that's what I'm saying. That's what I'm saying. Everything and not a thing. It's like how can they be bigots? Yeah. Yeah. There's all all kinds of things going on. All kinds of things. Uh without Yeah, without being yelled over right now. I can have a good
chat and stuff like that. Um, but you know, I like, you know, sometimes I like to be more quiet and let people, you know how Jerry Springer sometimes, I'm not like I'm Jerry Springer, blah blah blah, okay? But Jerry Springer will have the people in the panel on his on his panel on, oh on his panel yelling and carrying on and he'll be sitting
there not saying much, you know, he'll just let he'll let the let things unfold. Sometimes I'm more talkative than other times, right? being on being on uh for so long sometimes. And also it like I like to be on a long time because I like to have people have fun on the panel and have a place and stuff like that. It's not like
I'm trying to like harm anybody or exploit anybody or use anybody. It's like I like I want people to be able to promote their show. I've never like I've never said nobody could promote. If it's if people come to me and ask for help, I will help them. you know, even if they don't like me.
Um, I was like, if I do this show, I'll just like I'll just do it with love and and I and I, you know, I won't be attacking people and stuff like that no matter how much I'm attacked. Um, do I have a substance
abuse problem? No, I don't. Yeah, I'm addicted to tobacco. I mean, um, you know, I do drink a little bit often. Uh, but you know, I have it pretty much under control, right? Yeah. I know. I know. Everything
and not a thing. Exactly. You know, that's part that's a big part of my homophobia is like, you know, these repressed repressed feelings, right? I'm familiar. I'm familiar. But I've always been open about myself and my sexuality, my uh, you know, maybe too open sometimes, but I like
to let people know that they're not alone in the world, right? Never met a true straight man who act homophobic. Yeah. Most straight men, it's like are like, you know, very secure in their own sexuality, right? A lot of the homophobic people
are secretly meeting in park bathrooms and stuff like that, right? I don't know. Or bath houses and stuff like that. But also Yeah. Uh it's interesting. There's all kinds of people all kinds of people in the world, right? I love you, Nancy. Thank you. Thank you for your support, guys. I know you guys know me. I know
like most of you guys know me and like so you know I can take I can take the heat right or I'm in the kitchen I can take the heat right straight dudes never had yeah co-working with LG No I I I worked with like all you know the guy when I had had the job it's like I worked with you know I' I've I've hung out with with gang members and stuff like that who people would think are
very are very would be homophobic or things like that that are are not you know so I try And as for hitting on guys, you know, like I said, a lot of the times I hit on the guys, it will be an avatar I'm hitting on, right? It's like it's kind of like they're not even
they're not even like uh cammed up really. It's so how how do I even know what they look like? You know, they could be 600 lb and not really not my type, right? I look like Ronnie Butch Defoe. Is that William Defo? His real name. I love you too, Jay Dog. Yeah, I've never had a problem with
like, you know, with most with most straight guys, you know, and I've been able to joke around with a lot of them sometimes that that and, you know, maybe people aren't attracted to me that that are more reactionary, but that's fine. I'm uh Yeah, your
avatar turns colors when I hit Yeah, it turns colors when I hit on you.
Yeah. Yeah. But yeah, kind of like it just seems like the bigger I'm getting like you know, I'm getting a lot of love and I'm also getting, you know, there there's something called the like when there's like the darker the or the brighter the light the darker the shadows around it sometimes,
right? But I've done a lot of shadow work and stuff like that. So, and I I just I'm used to dealing with my own shadow. And it's like it's like, you know, I Everyone has to deal with their own shadow, not everyone else's, right? Yeah. Um, Benny doesn't like me anymore.
Benny, uh, you know, I'm blocked in his chat. He, um, I' invite I I thanked I thanked him so much for his help and stuff like that. And I, I think he might think I like I used him to like build my channel and stuff like that. um which I didn't you know I was always respectful um and like you know trying to thank him and stuff like that but um I don't know if he was the one saying I
tried to seduce him or something like that or he that was just other people trying to get in the relationship but I'm blocked there. I don't know if it's a mod. I' I saw a lot of stuff going on with his mods in the chat that you know I never really I never hit anybody unless they said something really really really slanderous and bad and I'd always let them know I did. Right. And it probably happened once or twice in the
whole four or five months that I was a mod. Um, but I know Joker I know Joker likes me. Oh, he does. Well, you know, he can run his stream like he wants. I'm not going to judge him if he whatever substance. It's like, you know, I I've been really honest about stuff I've done. I've told I've told very embarrassing stories about myself. I've
told I've talked about getting scammed by a butthole. I've talked about my drug history. I've uh you know I've shown my house when it was not when it was kind of messy and stuff like that. You know I'm trying to do okay. I'm trying to do better. You know sometimes you know I can do a better job and things
like that. Um yeah bullied in chat for having gay friends. Yeah I
know. Yeah. And no one's perfect. And that's like that's the thing. It's like I'll always forgive people. I'll always It's like people people that hate me, they really don't know me. And it's like and so like people in the chat that that talk all this trash about me and stuff like that. Or Tommy Tommy James doesn't know me that you know he can talk about me for 20 minutes. Like I I think I
think I met him once for a few minutes on my stream. I think he came once one time before this before today. I think he came one time on my on my stream and chat. I don't know if I don't
know. Yeah, I met a lot I met a lot of gay people in Benny's chat, too, that he's that he was friendly with. And it's like, you know, there's some some there's this guy named Uncle Rabbit. He was in Benny and Trident's chat, and he would always go, "Oh, my little Benny, I want to come spank you over my knee." And you're such a good-looking young fella. Just was real creepy. And I thought I just thought it was kind of a
troll right? Um uh I don't think that's I don't think that's uh I don't think that's Joker TV. I think that's a different Joker. But maybe I'm not sure. They're trying to expose you. They found out you have a past. Well, I mean I I admitted that. I mean it's like Yeah. And so it's like but you know so what a lot of people have. I
also say I've been to jail and you know all kinds of stuff. I'm not for nothing nothing serious facing drug possession and stuff like that. But you know what? I love to share my story because there's a lot of people that are going through that kind of stuff and maybe it's like I can be some kind of inspiration or no not necessarily inspiration because I'm
not perfect and it's like but I've you know I have been you know sober from for most drugs even weed. I smoked weed for 25 years. That was my that was my most uh intense drug addiction. Hey. Hey. Hey. That's my most intense drug addiction was weed. And I still smoke weed
occasionally. I haven't I haven't only smoked for probably a month or two, right? Maybe last time. Last time I got weed it was around the Janet time. That's when I lost like last got weed and it lasted for like a couple weeks. Um, and then since
then I've just been smoking tobaca it's legal, right? There's Miss Lenor. Hey babe. Babe.
I I it doesn't guys it doesn't give me I might be a little bit down today. Well, I might be a little you know I've been working really hard. I've been working really hard and uh I have 70 likes and 50 viewers seems legit. Yeah. Well, a lot of people just come in and give a like. So, it's like, you know, it doesn't necessarily mean because there's more likes than there
are people in the room right now, then it's like people aren't coming in even. But, I have 70 likes. That's pretty cool because last night I had 25 likes, I think, when I had like 800 people come through. So, I looks like I'm getting some some more support. You need a weenie wash? Well, come on over, Barry. We can take a bath together.
Okay. I'll give you one. I'll wash your weenie. Yeah. It's really easy to say anything in chat, you know. It's like, you know, I really, that's what I also recommend like, you know, all you people in chat that have all this advice for me and telling me how to run my show and stuff like that. Um, maybe you do have your own
shows. Maybe you do, you know, you do have u your own panels, maybe you have been going to other open panels on YouTube and working really hard and stuff like that. Um, but it's like you know, would a lawyer take a like take legal advice
from someone that someone that, you know, might have read a book or something. I don't know. Can run it how I want how I want to. Yeah. And I am I am I am but I I'm just like maybe I'm too nice sometimes, right?
Yeah, thank you. People are resting or something. Yeah. Well, I had a nice rest. Sitting down talking is hard work. Yeah. Isn't it? And is just like, you know, Howard Stern goes and, you know, sits down and talks to people, right? He he gets paid a billion
dollars. Um, is it hard work? Um, it's fun. It's like if I was if I was to pick a dream job, it would be what I'm doing right now. Scrolls end up quitting when he got added to IP2 final stream. He felt destroyed that people went after his Oh, okay. Yeah, maybe I'll maybe it's better to avoid avoid, you know, but yeah,
because you know, but I killed the vibe with Alexander timing out the chat. Yeah. Uh, but then he's like he says there's doxing there. He said full names are being said and stuff like that and I don't know I I like sometimes like the chat's going really fast. Uh then people are like oh you know this this and this. It's like but
you're timing out people. Is that really like that big of a deal? It's like I've been hid where it's like you know no voice. Okay. I've been hid probably over 100 times. okay, on different channels in including friends of mine, including people that were the mods did it and then the host didn't do
anything about it and stuff like that. And I never did anything in those chats. Um, so if you get a 24-hour timeout, you know, there's things called alternate accounts. Maybe there's a reason that they were timed out by a mod. It is it's up to the mod's discretion really. That's why Oh, no. And this is where he acts like he is
better.
Yeah.
Yeah. I forgot how to blink. I don't know. Maybe it's I blink. I'm blinking. Maybe I'm reptilian or something like that. Let me see my eyes change. Yeah, they can come back. It's like 24 hours. It's like a timeout is like it also, you know, if like I have
other mods too if they and they can see what's happening and they can see if a lot of times they they know they know the trick. It's like all you have to do is time them out again for 10 seconds and they're back, right?
This is just tobacco, by the way. You see my teeth? Yeah, my teeth aren't perfectly white, but they're they're pretty straight. They're all there. It's all nonsense is your point. Yeah. No, I don't lose I don't lose
sleep over it. I don't lose sleep over it.
Um, oh yeah. Oh yeah. Some of the some of these older gay guys have been through a like a lot. You know, it's like and I understand it's like a lot easier to be gay in this day and age than it has been in the past where it's like they were just vilified. Even if
you seen the there's interesting um documentary about h the how homosexuality how it's been in Hollywood and Hollywood's basically the social engineering mind control platform of the world right what's up peep how are you and uh but so a lot of times like think of silence of the lambs and there's there's I can give a ton of examples where even but even in the media where
it's like oh this trans person did this this trans like you know or you know they're wearing human skin and blah blah blah and it's like they're trans or gay gay. And it's like it's always like kind of titillating for like a lot of the straight straight community to like you know see these gay also the Disney villains, right? Scar, Ursula,
um maybe Maleficent um Jafar. A lot of these people seem pretty Oh, Kella Deville. These are a lot of their unmarried kind of, you know, strange strange people.
Right. And they're the villains. They're the they're the absolute um absolute definition of evil in these movies. Right. We're taught very black and white with with this kind of stuff. I thought a lot about this kind of
stuff. The dark empath. So I know what a dark empath is, right? I don't I don't know who OJ Geyser is. OG Geyser. OJ Geyser. I Yeah, but I I know there's like a there's a lot that go there's a lot going on. There's a lot going on with people and stuff like that. I'm not I'm not going to judge people because um because people have been through
different things and whoever in a person, you know, I believe I just believe I believe people can always do better, right? I believe I can do better and I try I try to do better. You know, I'm not perfect, but I'm not horrible. I'm not I'm not
uh not trying to hurt people.
I'd actually love to help people because I've been helped. I've been helped a lot,
right? Yeah. But I will, you know, I will probably be paying less attention to the chat, especially I won't say I'm not going to pay attention to the chat, but I'll say I'll be paying more attention to members, um, people that support my channel, people that are here a lot, um, and people that, you know, if you really
would like a question answered or your point considered and it's not about somebody else, but it's regarding me and regarding my show, you can send a super chat. and you'll have a better chance or become a member. I'll see your name better or be or we get gain enough trust to become a mod. But there's so much kind of just trash being talked by
people that aren't even members, mod supporters that I don't know, that aren't familiar. I've been doing this show for, you know, I've been doing lives for like six about six to eight months, I think. Let me see. Oh, probably more. Probably like Yeah, probably about eight months I've been doing lives. And then um I've been doing the open panels for a couple months. So I'm very new to the open
panels. I'm relatively new to the to the streaming on YouTube, but before I even started my channel, I was spending a lot of time on you. Like I you know, I really don't have much of a social life. So other than YouTube and so I was definitely on other channels. I was modding on other channels um for you know for a long time. And that's that's
kind of an unp thankless unpaid job sometimes. And I know and that's why I'm very thankful to my mods that do a good job and stuff like that because you don't have to be here. You don't have to, you know, um you don't have and in mods you're not really even expected. You don't have to do anything as a mod if you don't want to. Basically, all I want you to do as a mod is um share, you know, be able to share your link or other people's links and stuff like
that. Yeah. Yeah. And I like to I I like to help people come out of the closet and I like to help people feel like, you know, they're not alone and that it's like, you
know, so Hey, Miss Hey, Miss Christine. How are you? Hey, Marcy. Yeah. And I Yeah, I'm learning. I'm learning. It's a learning experience. It's like I learn more every day. I learn how to uh be a better a better um better panel host, a better you know
because it is ultimately you know I should be moderating my own panel and things like that but the other hand I like to like to have people express themselves. I like to have people say what they want to. Danielle came out of the closet today Naisha. Oh my gosh. So now Kitty Gang has another
another gay person. Well, that's wonderful, you know, and I'm glad uh I'm glad he has a an accepting loving mother like you. Okay. Yeah. Oh, yeah. They use alts. I mean, they I mean, and it's like then the people are people screaming so much about, oh, I'm getting timed out. I've
been timed out. I've been timed out. It's like a lot of times they're I've noticed like they're trollish people who probably do have several alts and things like that. So, it's not a big deal. And just even saying I've been timed out, I've been timed out can be a troll. I understand. Right. So, everyone respect each other
in the chat, but it's like, oh, I I don't I don't really hide anybody. I trust my mods for the most part that I have. I know. I've had some rogue bods and stuff like that. You you know, you can't always trust everybody. People can come in and say, "Hey, I like your show." And they
can come in every day and they can be so supportive and stuff like that. They can have ulterior motives and stuff like that. Yeah. I'm going to prioritize members messages. I And I So, I'm keeping my eyes on the green and blue. And it's like if you're in black, I might not see your comment. Um but you're all you're welcome to be become a member. gain trust, become a mod. And if
you really want your question um addressed, you may send a super chat and that's going to be the best way or you know a donation in any other way. Okay. Oh yeah. Oh Joker, I know Joker you know Joker was like you know I don't know if he was saying it was that you Joker that was saying like you were a little bit more I don't
know homophobic but it was like you know I kind of like you know you kind of looked at things differently. I like when people like meet me and it's like, okay, I'm actually I'm actually a chill guy. Um, Joker wasn't lying. Joker addressed that yesterday. He said he
meant um somebody else, right, Joker? I did ask him about that. And I haven't sent I I never sent Joker or anything. Not that I'm not interested in like, you know, his artwork and stuff like that. And down the line, I'd like to have him, you know, draw something for me and I'd like to, you know, he had I saw the day he Yeah. So, there he
goes. Uh, that's been addressed now, Tommy. Okay.
Yeah. And sometimes there's misunderstandings and stuff like that. And sometimes we'll say the wrong name and stuff like that. I understand. There's a lot going on sometimes. But yeah, always better to to verify things, right?
Hey Christine. Yeah, there's and there's there's see there see there's like two Christines in the chat, right? Like you know there's Christine who's my friend and I know and there's like a Christine that's a troll and then it's like so people will be saying oh Christine this and it's like maybe they mean one of the other Christines, you know. So sometimes it's like you have to you have to
verify. Yeah, there's two there's two. I seem a little cranky. Yeah, a little Oh, yeah. I come on and I come on this morning like, you know, kind of excited and wanting to hang out, do some IRL. No, I No, I'm being told I'm dirty. I'm disgusting.
I'm, you know, I'm filthy. I'm, you know this this and this. And I just got out of the shower. I just I literally just got out of the out the shower. But it's okay. It's okay. Uh oh, I didn't I don't know if I
I need to post my my my panel link again. I'm just like I was Oh, I need to plug in my phone cuz I was waiting for my phone to charge so I could go do some IRL, which people say, "Oh, you don't do IRL." And I'm like, "Okay, I've been doing IRL every day for like a couple weeks now, maybe." You know, I'm still getting started on this channel, but it's going pretty fast,
right? I'm happy with my progress.
I'm just going to post the link real quick. I need to charge my phone up if I going to go to the pier. Feeling thinking of going to the pier and maybe hopefully talking to some people. I'm was a little bit shy and I went the first time and also I'm still, you know, not everybody wants to be filmed and stuff, but some people did and they're like, "Hey, you're a streamer." They came up
and they're and they're like, "Oh, wow. There you have you have 35 people in your chat." They're like, "Hey, like what's up?" And they're and they were um they were pretty friendly. Some people were waving at me. People are smiling at me. I went to the taco truck yesterday and the lady's waving and um it's kind of like, you know, some people like to be filmed that some people don't. And so it's like, you know, I'm being trying to
be careful. I'm still still learning, right? That when you start out something, you're not necessarily going to be that great at it. And so I know I'd love to get I need to get a new phone, selfie stick, a battery pack. You know, I'm trying to stream through YouTube vertical and it's like it won't let me. So I do it through Streamyard.
the quality might not be that great as as good uh when you're on Streamyard out and stuff but uh yeah but no I have a I have a nice uh nice amount in chat. You think your ex-girlfriend's gay
now? What did you do? Did you turn her did you turn her gay joker? It's okay. My gosh. The Ron Burgundy Redondo. Yeah. Um, you don't need Yeah, I used to have an iPhone. Um, I think my phone now is like a I think I paid $30 for it or
30 or $40 and it's a it's like a track track phone, you know. I don't have I need to I should get unlimited unlimited uh data and stuff like that. Um yeah Samsung.
But I was I did um you know I'm having one of those another one of those days where I was like I was up pretty like pretty late last night into the night and I I can get fatigued a little bit and so maybe I'm a little bit down today. Maybe it's not maybe I should you know take some days off and stuff like
that. But I really have a lot of fun here. Um, I want to talk to everybody and make sure everyone's doing good. And but I've been on for like an hour right now. I had a good power nap. I did. I did. But I I had I had a dream, you know. Um I had a dream that I now I'm
now my dreams or I'm streaming a lot in my dreams. And I had a dream that I was like um that that that Emma um was in my that came into my panel and I was so excited and it's like and then I was trying I was so excited to see her and stuff like that and she had her black wings on and
um and she was talking to me again and and then like but then like I had the panel was like all yelling and talking over her and I was and I was trying to take people off the panel so I could talk to her and And um my phone was going really slow and so there it's kind of maybe there's a little frustration subconsciously or
something. Uh yeah, I did have an iPhone and iPhone just that you know iPhone just stopped working after a couple but I am on an iPad and of course the iPad doesn't have the data but I don't want to be um I don't want to be too much of a downer today for you. Maybe I need some more sleep or something like that. So I'll let my phone charge a little bit.
Maybe I'll be back later. But I just want to thank you guys for your support, your love, okay? I love you, okay? And I'll talk to you soon.
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