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Psyche hosts an open panel discussion, addressing ongoing drama and harassment while defending his channel management decisions, eventually ending the stream early due to trolling. The episode features tarot readings and discussions about freedom of speech and online etiquette.
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The episode begins with Psyche introducing the show and discussing his approach to hosting, emphasizing the importance of kindness, respect, and love ▶ 0:10. He mentions that he has been dealing with drama and harassment, which has made it difficult for him to manage the show ▶ 2:36. Psyche also talks about his experiences with trolls and how he tries to handle them ▶ 6:00. At ▶ 7:49, he addresses a particularly inappropriate comment made in the chat, which he refuses to repeat. The discussion continues with Psyche explaining his perspective on freedom of speech and his role as a host in maintaining a positive and respectful environment ▶ 9:16. He also mentions his monetization on the platform and the need to follow its rules ▶ 9:22. Throughout the episode, Psyche interacts with his audience, responding to comments and questions, including a discussion about the algorithm and his approach to moderating the chat ▶ 11:15.
The episode appears to center around the theme of online community management and the challenges of maintaining a positive and respectful environment in the face of harassment and trolling. Psyche's approach to hosting and his emphasis on kindness, respect, and love suggest a desire to create a welcoming space for his audience. The episode also touches on the idea of freedom of speech and the need for hosts to balance this with the need to maintain a safe and respectful environment. Psyche's experiences and comments throughout the episode suggest that he is still navigating these challenges and learning how to effectively manage his online community.
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[Music]
Welcome to the night. The cards laid out for show. Stars shining so bright. Watch the secrets unfold. There's magic in her hands. Whisper what the future holds. Dance to the mystery.
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, let the tarot move with a rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. [Music] Wo. Hearts in the balance. Every card
and open door. Feel the romance in every arcane war. Destiny entwined as the moon begins to soar. Dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. Slow. Let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Flow. [Music]
Crystal visions in her gaze. Time can steal this moment. Life's uncertain dance we chase with love. Wen
pen dance to the mystery. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So, let the tarot move with the rhythm. Yeah. Yeah. [Music]
[Music] Yeah. Hello. Yeah. I don't know. Some some idiot. I know. I should have I know should have put up the screen. I should have you know I
know I said and sometimes I'm feeling I'm not doing the best job but it's like you know people I don't know why people want to mess with me. It's rough. It's rough out here guys, right? But it's like I treat people with kindness, respect, love, you know that's what I try to put out there. [Music] Um, there was a no MC Nemesis
notification. Well, yeah. I mean, I didn't I don't I necessarily like the topic he was talking about. It's not something I really wanted to get into. It's not really the topic of the show. He was kind of entertaining a little bit this morning, but yeah, it's like I think, you know, I'll take a
little break from MC Nemesis um for through the day. Oh gosh, guys. you know. Thank you, pork. Um, yeah, I know it wasn't really my it's not really I don't really want to get into that kind of topics, right?
Um, and you know, it's like I like people to express themselves and you know, talk about things and stuff like that, but you know, we're having a kind of hard day, guys, with uh with some of this, you know, some of this drama and stuff like that. I'm getting a little bit, you know, get makes it a little bit harder. And uh, you're from Hawaii. Nice
to meet you. Great to see you, Pork. Yeah. Let me see. Oh, it's sweet pea. Let me do one thing real quick. Hold
on. Yeah, I just had a I just had a uh an energy drink from Starbucks.
I know. I need maybe I need to take a break. I know. I know, but I need to address some stuff. Um Okay, let me just take out my thing. Yeah, maybe. Um there is jealousy, but it's like imagine it's like, you know, this is like, you know, you guys see my cats, you know, it's like and you see, you
know, it's like it really helps out my cat. The show helps my cats. the show helps me out. Um, this the show's fun. Um, and uh, there's a lot of stuff going on where it's like I don't, you know, it's like, you know, I need to do better job. I'm trying to do a better job, right? Some people maybe you don't like
me, you do. It's like I mean, if you don't like somebody like I Yeah. And it was Yeah. cuz I'm well I'm an empath and so it's like and then my you know people get hurt they're my friends and it's like and then and I don't feel like I stood up for them in the right way and it's like and then um you know there's just new stuff going on. I'm just I'm trying to trying to get
used to it and stuff like that. Okay, the sound Okay, it's quiet now. Okay, one sample made the ear better. Okay, I'll just put this I'll put this I'll just have the for the when I'm on a maybe when I'm on I'll have this one charging if if my if this one dies I'll have a backup and then if I'm on panel we'll see. Okay.
Yeah. Yeah. But and it's like so and it's like and so yeah I'm trying to I'm trying to have a a show and it's like and then there you know people will say things and it's like and uh sometimes it's uh you know it hurts people and I try to Yeah. It's going to be tricky, you know, but it's like I um Am I worried about that, Sunshine? Not particularly, cuz I'm I'm very not, you
know, sexually active, so I am not particularly worried about that. U Yeah. Yeah, I know. But, you know, it's like I I love having her here. I want her here and things like that. And it's like and I don't care if you know, if you know, people can say whatever they want in the chat and stuff like that, but it's like what the heck happened? I
don't know, you know, guys. Yeah, just like getting porn bombed, getting people are saying things that are not appropriate and things like that and they probably know that and it's like and so it's like that's really offensive to me that they're trying to like actually hurt the show because there's there's some things that just don't need to be said. some you wouldn't you know I wouldn't say these things to my worst enemy you know and
I and so so when people are saying things it's like I actually just get shocked and it's like maybe I don't I know Punky I know I know and it's like you know and I VA did not do anything wrong Vita was VA was uh you know she was attacked and it's like and I should have I should have uh handled it better
okay and it's like but I go into shock and it's like and I I don't understand at the uh what's what's happening sometimes. There's a lot of there's a lot of drama and stuff like that. I'm not worried not particularly worried about words in the chat room. It was stuff that I said on the panel. The audio is clicking. I'm sorry. Hold on.
Maybe it's cuz I had this thing right here. Hold on. Is it better? Okay. Um, yeah, something something really inappropriate was just said and it's not a it's like not and I'm not even not going to reference it or repeat it. It's something that just should not be said and I've I've never said.
Yeah, I'm staticky. I'm sorry. Hold on. Let me fix my my microphone. Hold on one second. Yeah,
maybe testing. Is that better, guys? You talk, there's a flutter sounds. I'm not sure. Okay. The other audio other headphones, the main microphone. Okay. I put the other headphone in. Was it Is it a
Okay, I know sunshine, but I Sunshine, do I know you? Do I need your advice about it? I understand. I've been told this a million times. I Oh, you're sensory. Okay, I'm on a platform. I'm monetized on this platform. It's my show. I can have whatever words I want. I can sit and do 100 banan list words and it's like I don't I don't need to hear it over and over again. Okay, I don't even know you. Do Do I Are you a
mod? You know, I have mods looking out for me. Okay, gets better. Okay. Okay. Well, I don't care. I I mean, it's like I'm not Am I trying to go to your level? Okay. I'm think Yeah. I don't I don't It's like whatever. It's like I'm a libertarian. I'm for freedom of speech. I'm on a platform. YouTube has rules.
Okay. I'm trying I'm monetized on this platform. I'm partner. So, I follow these rules. Okay. So, yeah. You you know, you can you can go run your own show how you want to run. Okay. Are you do you have your own show? you can post, go ahead and have the uh have the uh you know, ask a mod. Maybe they'll post your link and then you can have your own panel and
you can run the show like you want to, right? I am a libertarian. Yeah, I'm not really into into politics that much, but I I I resonate with that. Uh yeah, it's called protecting myself. My channel, this channel is like my baby, right? It's in the infancy stages, right? Are you going to like like let someone kick over the baby's stroller? How are you going to react? Okay. Are you going to
let someone go yell in your baby's ear profanity off the street and to say horrible things or and it's like I have I have a lot of people in this chat, right? Oh, you're welcome. I have a lot of people in this chat. There's people from different uh different areas of YouTube and there's, you know, some of them are more dramatic than others, right? And I have I have like some I
have a few I have some some older older ladies here that are just into tarot and things like that that are friends of mine and they come and it's like and they get attacked and it's like they go they get called old [ __ ] and stuff like that and it's like it's not funny. It's like, you know, and so it's like Yeah.
Yeah. So, yeah, I know the chat. So, but it's like I do like I the chat like some of the chat today was just like, oh, you know, I don't like I don't like having people like I I appreciate the super chats and stuff and then it's like but I don't like people like trying to like have me say things attacking other people and stuff like that in my in my chats. It's like, you know, uh if you
want to address something with me, like if you have a question for me, but I'm not going to like read stuff about other people, I'm not going to like Right. Um yeah, maybe not. But it's like I I don't know, you know, I just don't I don't know how the algorithm works 100%. I don't know. Right. Right. Tess. Um you seen the Yeah, I know there's been offthe-wall
stuff and sometimes I'm sometimes I'm drunk the chat sometimes. Yeah, they're I get trolled some too. And it's like, you know, I can deal with trolling and stuff like that. Uh well, I know what I was saying was I was saying the monetization that was something to do with the panel. I'm saying in the chat, I don't really there, you know, there's people can say what they want in the chat, too. I know,
but I'm saying I don't I don't want people attacked in my chat and offended and stuff like that. So, I could run I could run my chat like I want to. I could run my panel like I want to. It's called my show. Okay, if you want to have your your own show, you can have your own show. Okay, and I don't need your advice. I'm not asking for your advice. I have other I have people that are are are large
panelists that can give me good advice and will will offer me advice and have been offering me advice. I don't need people just like over it's just, you know, you're trying to bring down the, you know, the vibe of the show by harping on me about, oh, you know, you're censoring the chat, you're censoring. I can have my filter on if I want to. I can turn it off if I want to. I feel like having it on right now.
Okay. Right. Oh, please. You're You're full of [ __ ] Okay. Yeah. And it's like, you know, I Okay. Yeah. You're just a troll. Okay. You know, I can't The point is I can run my ch my my show like I want to run my show. You can run your show like you want. I'm not going to come on your show
and tell you how to run your show. Okay? I don't need your input. So if you if you keep harping on that, I'll just I'll time you out for 24 hours. Okay. Be beta actually taught me like she know she said she taught me like not to censor my chat and she told me not to you know ban people and things like that
and she but then it's like and then but then you know some people go far. I'm not holding over I don't not holding comments review that the YouTube filter is decides this may potentially and then a mod can look at it and decide um whether or not to um show or hide it. Right. Yeah. And I have not been streaming that long. I've been streaming for a couple hour or for a couple months
now, you know, or not maybe almost four months. Right now it's April, January. So about about three months, a little over three months. Uh, well, she's always been good on my stream and it's like, you know, she's interesting, she's funny, she, you know, she's gorgeous and, uh, she's a great friend of mine,
right? Um, yeah, I'm not just not even talking about beata's advice. I'm talking about I know a lot of streamers. I know and I know like I know a lot of people with like big chats, you know, Alis Alisa's been running her show for for years. you know, I don't really bother her with my questions about things and but uh but
she's been uh she's been a lot of help and you know, help me in other ways and Okay. Yeah. I mean, I Well, you like some people, you know, it's it's about talking. It's about keeping the conversation going and stuff like that. And it's like, you know, at the end of the day, you know, I
have I have powers. I have powers to to bring things back on track and stuff like that. But yeah, the sabotage is crazy. Like why? Like what? Like really like it's like I'm a person that uh there's little I'm going to try because there's little alternatives. Well, I don't mean to have the it's like I have, you know. Well, right. Well, that's what I'm saying. Well, sunshine. I also say I want everybody to have a stream. I I
want, you know, like I I encourage everyone to start a start a channel that do open panels. I love I love seeing people in the panels. I think it's an untapped untapped resource and stuff like that. I don't care if like you're in my chat or in your other people's chats, other people have me on their panels a lot, right? And so, uh, and I I enjoy it and it's like I think that there's there's enough audience for everybody and I think that's it's an
untapped thing, right? Sunshine might need a hug. You know, sometimes having a bad day, I think, but um it's unavoidable. It's, you know, you know, I understand. I understand. That's why I started out, you know, as a mod in other chats and I've seen other people and I started going on other people's panels and I've uh I've been, you
know, it's okay. Yeah, maybe maybe my show will just just crash and burn, sunshine. Maybe it will. You know, what am I going to do? You know, I life goes on. Am I am I going to go to sit and cry in a corner about it? You know, people aren't coming. You know, people are coming. Um, you know, I I'm going to try to keep the show fresh. I'm going to try
to keep the show interesting. I'm going to try to u offer offer um a service. I'm going to show my cats who are always going to be adorable. And people are always going to love my cats. I'm I'm going to I'm going to be myself. And if people don't like me, they don't have to be here. They like me. I think uh I think I have enough people uh and I brought enough people in my chats over the over the last several months. I
didn't just start um you my YouTube channel yesterday. Okay. I, you know, I started months ago and before I even started my channel, I was in other people's um channels. I was I've been a moderator for other people. Yeah, I know. I know. There's a lot. And there's Yeah. I mean, it's like even I've had close friends that aren't even in this panel verse and stuff like that, but they have their shows and stuff like
that and they, you know, some people will not like you the next day and and you know, I have people that are like saying, "I'm a cult leader. I'm a a bad person. My panels are toxic. My I get drunk. I know. I I passed out on my stream and I I'm you know on I'm on drugs and I and you know and I and people bringing all these allegations. It's like a lot of trolling. I like like really it's like it's not really the time and a place and it's not really
here right. Um well you know sunshine I don't even have I don't think think there's one person banned in my entire my entire chat. There's no one banned everyone. if if your comment doesn't come up, either either a moderator will uh will show it
or if it maybe they'll consider it not appropriate. I'm not in my my main chat. I I see my I see what comes up on my StreamYard. I I I trust my mods to uh I trust my mods to to take care of things, right? No, there's nobody banned. I don't think there's even one person banned there. I think I I think
everybody has been I do mass unbans all the time. Hey, Sassy. You know, sometimes people are timed out if they spam or they I I continually tell people separate things. Okay. Sure. Now you're calling me names. Okay. Sodomite, right? Uh yeah, they've been around for years. And so, yeah, but just, you know, you're you're monopolizing my trying to
monopolize my chat. Look, my chat's growing. 26 people, you know, for 20 minutes. Not bad. Okay. Yeah, I like Beeta, too. And and I and I like her scrappiness. And so when sometimes sometimes when people say things and it's like I've come I come to me, oh, you know, don't call her a [ __ ] Don't call, you know, don't say this, don't say that. And it's like and she's like, I don't care, you know, for
a lot of things. But then it's like I understand um No, no one's banned. No one's banned. I can I just I can't really check on my phone. I'll I'll check after the show. Um yeah. Um, but you know what? It's like, "Are you trying to get me down? You're trying to
uh Well, I never I never banned them." And I And I think I just uh I just I did I do mass unbans all the time. It's like sometimes I had a rogue mods. I had I had issue with some mods um hiding people that they didn't like for for their own reasons and things like that. And it's like usually there's no reason. But even if they're banned, I'll unban them and stuff like
that. I'm wrong. Okay. Well, was it a bet? If I'm wrong, I'm wrong. But the last time I checked, I had everyone
unbanned. I just can't show it right now because I have to go to my YouTube studio. It's not logged in on this phone. It'll just take a little longer and I don't feel like showing my my YouTube studio. Right.
Right. Well, I don't care if you're here. You're bringing traffic to my show. You're you're probably improving the algorithm by impro by talking in the chat. So, I don't really mind that you're here, right? Um, no. No, you're not bothering me. You're not bothering me. And I I And I'm not telling you leave forever, but I guess you don't like me and stuff like that. Yeah. I don't feel like I I don't feel like pulling it up on my phone
right now. I I will check after the show, but it's like, yeah, I don't have to prove anything to Sunshine, you know. Oh, well, you know, if it's false, then it's my mistake. Sometimes Sometimes I'm uh What's up, Adam? Sometimes I'm mistaken about things and I I'll admit when I'm wrong. Like I do
maybe there's one person that is banned because um they they have a doxing in their name and so maybe I don't know if I just did a mass unban or there so there there's also terror destroyer like she gets banned because she spams the chat but I always unban her. Yeah. So I trust my mods. I trust my mods judgment you know. I think I
have at this point I have a very good mods. U Right. Yeah. you should never if you know if as long you're here watching you're increasing my watch time and and you're improving my algorithm okay even if you hate me and things like that right so you know I do have people watching my back too I I like you know I do have uh people looking out for me I
do have people that are texting me advice um you know which is which is that's when it's appropriate like the people that I trust they can say hey this is going on here this is going on here this is this is how this happens this is how this happens I I have I know a lot of I'm just not I'm not just like some some some yokal off the street, right? It's like I uh I've been working step by step to make um to make the show
great. Now, if my monetization is ever taken down, I and I I'll still have my show, right? And it's like or or you know, I can even start a different channel and I like I have another backup channel that has over 100 people on it. Um and I was able to do that in one day. I was able to get it over 100 people. I was able to start streaming that night. Right. Yeah. Yeah, but I don't know. Someone saying how do I I don't do I
know you. I I I don't know who you are and you're giving me advice or you're telling me things. I'm not asking I didn't ask your opinion. I And it's like it's just like, you know, you see I'm you see I'm in a you see I'm like in a little bit of a a weary weary mood from some of this uh some of this stuff, but it's like, you know, it just makes me stronger. How do you tell your father
you're gay? Well, okay. Well, how old are you? Are you an adult? Because uh well, I came out of the closet when I was like 13 or 14 years old. Um my mom and then my mom told my dad, my parents had to talk with me. They're like, "We we love you. Nothing changes." Like, "We
love you. We'll always we will always support you. We'll always love you." And uh and it's okay. Just be who you are. But my mom did say, "Choose one or the other." I said I was bisexual or I thought I might be bisexual. She goes, "Well, I was, you know, pretty obviously gay." But she's like, "Choose," she's like, "Well, choose one or the other. Pick one or the other, you know, don't be a fence writer, right?" Uh, he's a big-time Republican. Well, my dad was
Republican, too. My my father passed away last year, but he always loved me till the end, you know, and it's like, uh, especially, you know, some parents will people parents will have different reactions. You know, your father better better better than I would, okay? And so, you you see how he reacts to the gays on the on TV and stuff like that. And, uh, but you know what? When it comes down to it, your parent, if it's your father, your father will always
love you. I think your your mother or father will always love you, no matter if you're gay or straight. Okay, my audio is cracking again. Okay, let me just fix it. I don't know. Um, you should confess to his grave. He's 86. Oh, well, I think at this point you sound like you're an adult if he's 86 years old. Okay. And so
I think if he's loved you this long, he'll continue to love you. I don't you know you know you never know how you know some parent some some father fathers like I failed as a father I failed as a mother and stuff like that but really no they they really have very little to do with your sexuality I think you know um and it's like really um if you want to come out to the closet with
them if you feel it's right to go take them to lunch have a talk and say dad did you know did you know just this it's called coming out of the closet Right. Yeah. You think your dad is partially gay? Well, maybe then maybe he'll Are you trolling me, Adam? Well, I don't know if if he's if if your parent,
you know, if he's if he's gone this long in life uh with a good relationship, I think that he'll probably be okay with it, right? Yeah. And so, yeah, I mean, think I think uh who who knows, right? Um, but you'll you you I think you have
a feeling of of when's the right time. Okay? Just don't tell them over the phone. I would say go to a go to a lunch, have a lunch, have a man-to-man talk and say this is this is what I this is who I love and uh you know, if your father loves you, which most most likely he does, when men get older become more
feminine. Yeah. Well, I guess the testosterone kind of kind of uh lowers a little bit the older you get, right? I don't think that necessarily can make you gay or anything, but um but uh yeah. Where's Pa I haven't seen Paige? You know, it's like and sometimes some days, you know, I know Paige may be taking a break. She's uh you know, today she's because she's been
doing a lot of panels and she's been really really here for me a lot. And it's like so, you know, sometimes some days some days I've, you know, we're busy and I know she, you know, she's a mother and things like that. And so, thank you. He does not know any of his current moderators. He's following all the other
streamers. Uh, do I know my my moderators? Yeah, I actually do. Like, I know I have mo I have people that I've known um from Benny's chat um and that I know pretty well. Right. Angel the of the cat. Oh my god. No, I don't want to hear about that swamp. I mean, that's just that just disturbs me. I mean, I've
heard of Ed Ed um Edward Kemp, I think is his name, and he there I heard a horrible story about that. Um yeah, I've I've heard just horrible I know. I don't like I don't like to hear about about that kind of stuff. Okay. I don't want to hear about that.
Um, I know Tess is Tess is talking the same time you are. It's very easy to have two two accounts going and stuff like that to Right. I I know. I know. It's disgusting, Adam. I But I don't really that kind of stuff just upsets me like hearing about any kind of the you know that kind of stuff. I you know I love cats so much and so it's like you
know please don't really talk about that kind of stuff.
Right. Um, well, you know, I'll be okay. I'll be okay. You know, if I do, if I if I if I'm right, if I'm wrong, if I'm if people love me, people hate me. It's like I'm going to keep going. Okay. I don't give up. I'm a fighter. Yeah. There's certain There are certain there's certain things that my mods my mods know my rules, okay? I
trust my mods. Okay. Yeah. Whatever. Whatever. Whatever sunshine. Yeah. Okay. So, it's everybody doing. Yeah.
So, if mods bring things to my attention, I will listen to my mods, right? Um, okay. Yeah, guys. I don't know. I don't I don't know. You know, it's like we're in the internet, guys. You can be any you can have multiple accounts. You can like be you can come in and be like very supportive and nice and sweet on
and like hate me the whole time and I I I can mod you and then you know and I I know am I supposed to I've heard I've heard other streamer I've other streamers that make make their mods cam up to make sure that they know who they are and stuff like that, right? I'm not bo I'm not I'm okay. I'm just like, you know, it's just I'm just kind of bummed out today because when people just say
off-the-wall things in the chat or on the panel and people hurt my friends feelings and people trying to hurt my show, I've said several times to certain people like, "Don't talk about this, don't talk about that." You know, it's like Yeah, I know. Maybe I should just like, you know, I know you're chatting with me, too, cuz I I I'm I'm just talking to the
chat right now. I have no one on the panel. Okay. So, I'm focused on the chat and then it's like, you know, when you see things over and over, just like this broken record, you're like, "Oh, this thing again." Right? And so, yeah. Okay. Maybe I'm just doing a good a bad job, guys. Maybe maybe I'm just doing a bad job. Okay. If you don't like
my show, you don't have to be on my show. Okay. I'm just going to end. Um, but thanks for being here. Bye.
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